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MADRIGAL SISTERS + PROBLEMS (insp)
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Are you thinking of continuing watercolour eyes ?
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I am so happy to finally be making this post, I've reached 10k a while ago but didn't have the chance to thank y'all properly so;
thank you
I am forever grateful to everyone who has supported me, read my work, reblogged, and sent asks even when I haven't been around as much as I wanted to. I really wanted to do something special but due to work and my living situation, I don't really think I can but believe me when I say I appreciate each and every one of you! ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—
As for updates, I'm still within the pedro fandom so I haven't left or anything, when I get the chance I still write for it, it's just now that my time has been very limited--on my days off I don't enjoy being at home due to my aunts and their odd behaviors, which means usually I try to find a way to leave, taking extra shifts even when I'm tired and etc because it's just been so stressful and anxiety-inducing for me to stay. Even when I do they stress me out and I end up shutting down all day. The night before yesterday I had a breakdown, cried all night, and had urges to cry during the day. I'm not sure why, but something just snapped inside me.
My series are all still ongoing and I'm working bit by bit, though I'll probably work on a couple of one-shots (your girl has so many filthy ideas) first when I do manage to sit down and write.
Writing is my biggest comfort and release and the fact that I can't do it right now has been draining me even more. I miss my blog and all of you guys and I'm trying to be more active right now because I just miss my little corner so freaking much.
That being said, I need to move out this summer and I've desperately been trying to save every penny I earn. I appreciate any kind of support that you can give and reblogs are appreciated ๐Ÿ’—
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Just wanted to pop in and say a thank you to everyone who reached out both with donations and moral support in dms. It made me so happy to read your messages and words of encouragement so truly thank you ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ It's been a rough time but y'all have made it better by a thousand miles!
and if you have no idea what this is about here's my first post here
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๐’๐“๐€๐˜ ๐ˆ๐ ๐๐„๐ƒ ๐Œ๐€๐’๐“๐„๐‘๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“
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**stunning gif made by @pedrorascal ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿงก๐Ÿงก
pairing: pre outbreak!joel miller x f!reader, one sided tommy miller x f!reader
genre: angst, smut, romance, slow burn, mutual pining, secret relationship
series summary: After your grandfatherโ€™s passing, you find yourself moving into his home in Texas. You meet the Millers; Tommy, his older brother Joel and his daughter Sarah. With time, you and Tommy become close friends and Sarah visits you often. But Joelโ€ฆJoel keeps his distance. The reason for this is due to one crucial fact you donโ€™t know but he does; Tommy has a crush on you. Which means youโ€™re off limits no matter what. But as your own feelings for Joel grow, things start to get more and more complicated.
additional notes: Joel is 36 and since I saw Tommy's age nowhere, I decided to give them a five-year age gap which will make Tommy 31 in this story. Reader is in her late twenties.
warnings will be given before every individual chapter
chapters marked with ** indicates smut
โ €MLISTS .ย ย LIBRARY . PLAYLIST . AO3
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๐‘ด๐’‚๐’Š๐’ ๐‘บ๐’•๐’๐’“๐’š
Prologue - Somewhere New
Chapter One - Pizza Day
Chapter Two - Rueful
Chapter Three - A Day In the Life of Tommy Miller**
Chapter Four - Like Highway Signs**
Chapter Five - Ostensible**
Chapter Six - Kinesthesia**
Chapter Seven - Helpless
Chapter Eight - Satisfied
Chapter Nine - Show Me How**
Chapter Ten - You Belong With Me**
Chapter Eleven - Hi, How Are You**
Chapter Twelve - Sui Generis**
Chapter Thirteen - Sarah
Chapter Fourteen - Conversations With**
๐‘ฉ๐’๐’๐’–๐’” ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’‚๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’”
Art Deco**
if you were wondering how Joel took his spicy picture for Asha, this is how. Takes place between chapters four and five
Mirror Lake**
Joel takes you to a cabin for the weekend, there you propose he pay up the bet he lost to you and that the two of you should have some roleplaying fun.
As It Was**
you decide to host a New Year's party and when Joel shows up soaked to the bone thanks to the rain, you lead him to the bathroom to dry him up.
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Chapter Sneak Peeks: six | eight | nine
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๐‘ฌ๐’™๐’•๐’“๐’‚๐’”
Stunning artwork by the most talented Maia (@mjpens) commissioned by me depicting a scene from chapter six
Amazing moodboard made by the lovely @johnwatsn
Lovely moodboard & playlist made by the amazing @saradika
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APRIL SHOWERS MASTERLIST
here is the masterlist for the april showers challenge. currently this is still open, so please feel free to enter until the 30th APRIL!
AN: I WILL UPDATE EVERY FEW DAYS WITH NEW FICS. PLS CHECK WARNINGS ON INDIVIDUAL WORKS.
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the fishing trip by @bluestar22x [frankie m x reader]
starstruck heights drabble: carpinteria by @yxtkiwiyxt [joel x reader]
monsoon by @sawymredfox [din x reader]
caught in the rain by @burntheedges [marcus p x reader]
marcus rainy moodboard by @secretelephanttattoo
just breathe by @mermaidgirl30 [joel x reader]
heavy rain by @lunitawrites [joel x reader]
coup de foudre by @ladamedusoif [lucien x reader]
weathered in by @rhoorl [frankie x reader]
donโ€™t let yourself go by @survivingandenduring [joel]
the stranger by @punkshort [dave x reader]
fools in the rain (nebble files story) by @inept-the-magnificent [tim x jane nebbles]
911 by @milla-frenchy [joel x reader]
intermezzo by @maggiemayhemnj [joel/jersey + ellie]
midnight rainstorms by @thundermartini
when it rains by @bitchesuntitled
happenstance by @sawymredfox [joel x reader]
when the rain washes you clean, youโ€™ll know by @thelightsandtheroses [javi p x reader]
with you I fall down by @joelsgreenflannel [javi p x reader]
like real people do by @mrsmando [joel m x reader]
right person wrong time by @mountainsandmayhem [joel x reader]
silver by @morallyinept [ezra x reader]
island rain by @javipispunk [frankie x reader]
july by @psychedelic-ink [joel x reader x tess]
sugar drop by @604to647 [pero x reader]
rain confessions by @toomanystoriessolittletime [joel x reader]
what he wants to beโ€ฆ by @theweedisasterxoxo [joel x reader]
angel in disguise by @nerdieforpedro [javi p x reader]
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ahhhhh bby I'm so happy you loved it! I've been sitting on this idea for so long and it makes me so happy that I could share it for your amazing event!!!
ILYSM thank you for reading <3333
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ใ…คใ…คjoel miller x f!reader x tess servopoulos
genre: smut, modern au, minors dni
word count: 2k
summary: you're new to town and tess invites you to go camping with her and joel.
warnings: fmf, threesome, flf dynamics, reader being eaten out for the first time, dirty talk, oral s.ex, cum eating/play, for the sake of this fic let's just imagine they have a very big tent they can actually stand in lmaodfb, things escalate quickly but honestly I just wanted to write some good old smut
a/n: this wasn't originally intended for the amazing @undercoverpena's april showers challenge BUT since I had already written the rain aspect of the fic I thought it would be nice to post this for it ๐Ÿ’œ
prompt: both/all parties get caught in the rain.ย 
**dividers by @saradika-graphics ๐Ÿ’œ
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Breathing is hard. Walking is hard. Carrying the weight of your backpack is hard.ย 
But, the fresh air, the white clouds above, and the two people youโ€™re with make up for it.ย 
Stopping briefly, you roll your shoulders and stretch, neither of them notice you. Not really. You figure itโ€™s not really important if they do or donโ€™t, itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re that much ahead of you, catching up wouldnโ€™t be difficult. You watch them, you must admit, a bit dreamily as they walk the bath theyโ€™re clearly so used to walking. Youโ€™re still surprised that the seasoned hikers invited you to a camping trip. Tess was the one to approach, she knew you were new and how overwhelming itโ€™s been getting used to the people and the sights. She told you she and Joel would be going on a trip soon and that you should join. And even though your answer had been an eager yes, you were worried about holding them back. Admittedly, you werenโ€™t the most fit and havenโ€™t hiked anywhere in years.ย 
However, your excitement to spend time with not one but both of them had tipped the scale rather harshly. Youโ€™ve been harboring a secret crush on both of them, it was hard not to when both of them were charming and witty.
Now, as you walk behind them, you can't help but steal glances at the way Tess effortlessly navigates the trail, her hair swaying with each step. Joel walks beside her, occasionally pointing out interesting plants or landmarks, his backpack seeming almost weightless on his shoulders.
You catch yourself smiling as you imagine what adventures lie ahead on this trip.
You decide to pick up your pace, closing the gap between you and them. As you draw nearer, Tess glances back, her eyes brightening with a genuine smile as she sees you catching up.
"How's the hike treating you?"
You catch your breath and reply, "It's challenging, but I'm enjoying every moment of it."
Joel turns around with a friendly grin. "Glad to hear that. We've got a great spot picked out for camping tonight."
As the three of you continue forward, you feel a surge of excitement. Your legs might be aching, but you can't wait to see where the day takes you all.
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Rain.ย 
At first, you thought you were unlucky. You had dreamed of campfire, smores and snuggling underneath the starlight, but with the first lightning strike and drop of water, you thought the two would be agitated, annoyed by the bad weather.ย 
But to your surprise, as the rain began to fall in earnest after setting the tent, Tess and Joel didn't seem bothered at all. In fact, they laughed and exchanged playful looks as they turned their heads up to the sky. Their infectious joy caught you off guard, and despite the downpour, you found yourself smiling too.
Then, unexpectedly, Joel's arm slides around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. A rush of warmth floods through you as his lips brush against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. Simultaneously, Tess leans in, her lips meeting yours in a tender kiss. The moment is electrifying, filled with a blend of desire and affection.
Before you know it, Tess and Joel are gently guiding you towards the tent they had set up earlier. The rain continues to pour around you, but inside the cozy confines of the tent, a different kind of heat ignites.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ gorgeous,โ€ Joel cups both your breasts tenderly from underneath, the wet fabric dampening his skin. You feel Tessโ€™s eyes on your back, observing, taking in the details of the scene before her. Meanwhile, Joelโ€™s gaze is glued to your pebbled nipples, he slowly drags his thumbs over them, your breath catching in your throat. โ€œDoes that feel good?โ€ย 
โ€œIt does,โ€ your eyelids flutter, he repeats the movement, drawing circles this time. His eyes flicker up to meet yours.ย 
โ€œSo fucked out already,โ€ he hums. โ€œOur pretty little girl, so shy and hungry.โ€ย 
Tess stands from where she is sitting and circles her arms around your waist, fingers digging into your stomach, she pulls you flush against her. Your stomach bottoms out as you feel the plump flesh of her breasts against your back. Your lips part, you want to kiss her.ย 
You want to kiss her.ย 
You turn your head, chasing her lips with yours, before your eyes close, you see the mischievous curl of her lips. She pulls away and smiles even wider when you whine. โ€œYouโ€™re so easy to tease.โ€ย 
Opening your eyes, you swallow, your body arches when Joel sneaks both hands under your shirt, lifting the fabric, goosebumps raise all over your skin. โ€œIs that a bad thing?โ€ you ask her, voice slightly shaking.ย 
โ€œNot at all princess,โ€ she drags her lips down your neck. โ€œIt just makes it even more amusing.โ€ย 
Your reply gets stuck in your throat as Joel dips down and sucks one of your pebbled nipples into his mouth. He tightly closes his lips around the nub and flicks it with his tongue. Your body jolts, pleasure running through you like the lighting outside. Your head falls over Tessโ€™s shoulder, she lays open-mouthed kisses over your neck, her hands unbuttoning your pants.ย 
โ€œYou want him to eat you out?โ€ she breathes into your skin and without looking at either of them you nod. โ€œHave you ever had your pussy eaten out, princess?โ€ย 
You lick your lips, โ€œNo,โ€ you say half ashamed, and swallow. โ€œThisโ€™ll be my first time.โ€ย 
Joelโ€™s tongue stills on your skin and suddenly two hungry eyes come into your view. If you didnโ€™t know better youโ€™d say he looks pissed off. Never breaking eye contact, he continues what Tess started and pushes down your pants along with your underwear, leaving you bare to the chill of the tent. He pushes two fingers between your folds and starts stroking you, you shudder against both of them, and your breath hitches.ย 
โ€œTell me how bad you want it,โ€ he says. โ€œBeg me for it.โ€ย 
โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
He chuckles darkly, โ€œOh sweetheart, I ainโ€™t gettinโ€™ on my knees for that. Do better.โ€ย 
You let out a small gasp as he grips your chin, squeezing lightly. To provide comfort, Tess kisses the back of your neck, however, you can feel her smiling into your skin.ย 
โ€œPlease,โ€ you say again. โ€œI want you to make me come, Joel. I want to feel your tongueโ€”I want you to be my firstโ€”โ€ย 
Your lips part for another incoming beg but heโ€™s already sinking to his knees, large hands sliding up and down the back of your thighs. A shudder rolls up your spine. Tessโ€™s hands replace Joelโ€™s, kneading your breasts softly.ย 
His hands finally come between your thighs, gently nudging them so you open wider. You see a flicker of a smile when you do, amused, he drags two fingers between your folds. โ€œYouโ€™re soaked, sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s not the only one,โ€ Tess chuckles. โ€œNow get on with it, Miller. Iโ€™m impatient.โ€ย 
He clicks his tongue without retaliating further. You feel the warmth of his breath on your core, and slowly, he presses his lips over your mound, the scratch of his beard making it an exquisite experience. You moan at the touch of his tongue, it moves slowly, circling your clit and going deeper. His nails bite into your skin, the sounds he makes between your legs are downright sinful. Your legs begin to shake.ย 
โ€œShh itโ€™s okay,โ€ Tess whispers against your cheek. โ€œJust give him a taste and weโ€™ll lay you down, princess. I know you can do it.โ€ย 
Joel grunts in approval, the timber of the sound making you whimper. His hands slide up to your ass and he squeezes the mounds roughly, pushing you further against his mouth. He licks and sucks, when you feel the bite of his nails against your skin, you finally come undone.ย 
Your knees threaten to give out under you, the only thing holding you upright being the two stunning people consuming you. Tess smiles against your skin, kissing and licking the salt of your skin. Meanwhile, Joel moans rather loudly, licking everything you have to offer as you come, come and come some more. Youโ€™ve never felt anything this intense before. The air is knocked from your lungs, your body ice cold yet burning up at the same time.ย 
Youโ€™re vaguely aware of Joel standing, the man who was worshipping you between your legs suddenly towering over you. He has a small smile as he leans in, you think heโ€™s going to kiss the slope of your shoulder first but then you hear the soft sounds of two lips coming together. With the corner of your eyes, you see them. Tess and Joel kissing, their tongues sliding into each other's mouth, sharing your tasteโ€”
โ€œFuck,โ€ you whisper, your cunt throbbing. They both smile, lips curving in an almost malicious way. As they break apart, Tess licks Joelโ€™s lips, her eyes find yours.ย 
โ€œSomeoneโ€™s still hungry for more,โ€ she teases, slowly stripping. โ€œGet on all fours for us, princess.โ€ย 
You swallow and do as she says. You feel Joelโ€™s large hands cup the mounds of your ass, squeezing tenderly. โ€œBeautiful,โ€ he rasps. โ€œSuch a goddamn sight.โ€ย 
Your back arches into his touch. He drags two thick fingers between your folds as Tess lays down, spreading her legs. Your eyes immediately drop to her center, the soft hair that crowns her pretty pussy. You see her glisten with want and your mouth waters.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t be shy now,โ€ she smiles. โ€œHave a taste.โ€ย 
Her fingers curl around the back of your neck and at the same time, you feel the head of Joelโ€™s cock stretching you wide. Your eyes roll as you part your lips, Tess moans loudly when your tongue swirls around her puffy clit. You canโ€™t think straight. Joel buries himself deep holding himself there for a second before pulling back and slamming forward. Your moan into Tessโ€™s cunt, your lips parting away briefly every he pulls himself back.ย 
โ€œBest cunt Iโ€™ve ever had,โ€ he grunts through clenched teeth. โ€œHow does it feel sweetheart? You enjoyinโ€™ yourself?โ€ย 
You flatten your tongue against Tessโ€™s folds and moan, your body clenching.ย 
โ€œShe is,โ€ Tess answers on your behalf, breathless. โ€œSuch a sweet girl letting us use her like this.โ€ย 
Your eyes close tightly shut, sweat drips down your spine, your body a vessel of pleasure. Every muscle in your body tightens, and you hear both of them groan. You close your lips around Tessโ€™s clit and flick your tongue, her head falls, gushing into your mouth. Joelโ€™s watches intently, his cock pulsing and throbbing, his hand comes against the back of your head and he pushes you further down.ย 
โ€œGood girl,โ€ he growls, the pace of his thrusts becoming sloppy. โ€œFuck, thatโ€™s it, lick her clean.โ€ย 
Tess moans again, the loud sounds becoming whimpers. You can barely breathe but you donโ€™t care. With one final thrusts you come undone around Joelโ€™s cock, your body squeezing him like a vice.ย 
When the violent shudders of your body become gentle waves, Joel pulls out. Your head falls limply against Tessโ€™s stomach, her hand gently rubbing your neck. A soft gasp leaves you when you see Joel shuffling closer, his cock still hard and glistening. You watch as he strokes himself only mere inches away from your face, the head of his cock an angry shade of red.ย 
You stick out your tongue as he spills himself over your face and Tessโ€™s stomach. Another pulse of pleasure spreads throughout your body. Tess letโ€™s out a deep sigh, gathering some of the come with her fingers, she pushes them between your lips.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ Joel sighs, sitting back on his heels. A small smile forms against your lips as you suck on Tessโ€™s fingers, when she pulls them out, you dip your tongue into the mess over her stomach and swallow every drop.ย 
โ€œFilthy girl,โ€ Tess muses. โ€œAnd here Iโ€™ve been callinโ€™ you princess.โ€ย 
โ€œYour fault,โ€ you mumble, looking away, your cheeks burn.ย 
Joel leans in, capturing your lips before whispering.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t pout. Youโ€™ll always be our princess.โ€ย 
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ahhhhhhh thank you!!! I'm so happy you enjoyed the filth <3333
ใ…คใ…คใ…คโœฆ ๐‰๐”๐‹๐˜
ใ…คใ…คjoel miller x f!reader x tess servopoulos
genre: smut, modern au, minors dni
word count: 2k
summary: you're new to town and tess invites you to go camping with her and joel.
warnings: fmf, threesome, flf dynamics, reader being eaten out for the first time, dirty talk, oral s.ex, cum eating/play, for the sake of this fic let's just imagine they have a very big tent they can actually stand in lmaodfb, things escalate quickly but honestly I just wanted to write some good old smut
a/n: this wasn't originally intended for the amazing @undercoverpena's april showers challenge BUT since I had already written the rain aspect of the fic I thought it would be nice to post this for it ๐Ÿ’œ
prompt: both/all parties get caught in the rain.ย 
**dividers by @saradika-graphics ๐Ÿ’œ
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Breathing is hard. Walking is hard. Carrying the weight of your backpack is hard.ย 
But, the fresh air, the white clouds above, and the two people youโ€™re with make up for it.ย 
Stopping briefly, you roll your shoulders and stretch, neither of them notice you. Not really. You figure itโ€™s not really important if they do or donโ€™t, itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re that much ahead of you, catching up wouldnโ€™t be difficult. You watch them, you must admit, a bit dreamily as they walk the bath theyโ€™re clearly so used to walking. Youโ€™re still surprised that the seasoned hikers invited you to a camping trip. Tess was the one to approach, she knew you were new and how overwhelming itโ€™s been getting used to the people and the sights. She told you she and Joel would be going on a trip soon and that you should join. And even though your answer had been an eager yes, you were worried about holding them back. Admittedly, you werenโ€™t the most fit and havenโ€™t hiked anywhere in years.ย 
However, your excitement to spend time with not one but both of them had tipped the scale rather harshly. Youโ€™ve been harboring a secret crush on both of them, it was hard not to when both of them were charming and witty.
Now, as you walk behind them, you can't help but steal glances at the way Tess effortlessly navigates the trail, her hair swaying with each step. Joel walks beside her, occasionally pointing out interesting plants or landmarks, his backpack seeming almost weightless on his shoulders.
You catch yourself smiling as you imagine what adventures lie ahead on this trip.
You decide to pick up your pace, closing the gap between you and them. As you draw nearer, Tess glances back, her eyes brightening with a genuine smile as she sees you catching up.
"How's the hike treating you?"
You catch your breath and reply, "It's challenging, but I'm enjoying every moment of it."
Joel turns around with a friendly grin. "Glad to hear that. We've got a great spot picked out for camping tonight."
As the three of you continue forward, you feel a surge of excitement. Your legs might be aching, but you can't wait to see where the day takes you all.
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Rain.ย 
At first, you thought you were unlucky. You had dreamed of campfire, smores and snuggling underneath the starlight, but with the first lightning strike and drop of water, you thought the two would be agitated, annoyed by the bad weather.ย 
But to your surprise, as the rain began to fall in earnest after setting the tent, Tess and Joel didn't seem bothered at all. In fact, they laughed and exchanged playful looks as they turned their heads up to the sky. Their infectious joy caught you off guard, and despite the downpour, you found yourself smiling too.
Then, unexpectedly, Joel's arm slides around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. A rush of warmth floods through you as his lips brush against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. Simultaneously, Tess leans in, her lips meeting yours in a tender kiss. The moment is electrifying, filled with a blend of desire and affection.
Before you know it, Tess and Joel are gently guiding you towards the tent they had set up earlier. The rain continues to pour around you, but inside the cozy confines of the tent, a different kind of heat ignites.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ gorgeous,โ€ Joel cups both your breasts tenderly from underneath, the wet fabric dampening his skin. You feel Tessโ€™s eyes on your back, observing, taking in the details of the scene before her. Meanwhile, Joelโ€™s gaze is glued to your pebbled nipples, he slowly drags his thumbs over them, your breath catching in your throat. โ€œDoes that feel good?โ€ย 
โ€œIt does,โ€ your eyelids flutter, he repeats the movement, drawing circles this time. His eyes flicker up to meet yours.ย 
โ€œSo fucked out already,โ€ he hums. โ€œOur pretty little girl, so shy and hungry.โ€ย 
Tess stands from where she is sitting and circles her arms around your waist, fingers digging into your stomach, she pulls you flush against her. Your stomach bottoms out as you feel the plump flesh of her breasts against your back. Your lips part, you want to kiss her.ย 
You want to kiss her.ย 
You turn your head, chasing her lips with yours, before your eyes close, you see the mischievous curl of her lips. She pulls away and smiles even wider when you whine. โ€œYouโ€™re so easy to tease.โ€ย 
Opening your eyes, you swallow, your body arches when Joel sneaks both hands under your shirt, lifting the fabric, goosebumps raise all over your skin. โ€œIs that a bad thing?โ€ you ask her, voice slightly shaking.ย 
โ€œNot at all princess,โ€ she drags her lips down your neck. โ€œIt just makes it even more amusing.โ€ย 
Your reply gets stuck in your throat as Joel dips down and sucks one of your pebbled nipples into his mouth. He tightly closes his lips around the nub and flicks it with his tongue. Your body jolts, pleasure running through you like the lighting outside. Your head falls over Tessโ€™s shoulder, she lays open-mouthed kisses over your neck, her hands unbuttoning your pants.ย 
โ€œYou want him to eat you out?โ€ she breathes into your skin and without looking at either of them you nod. โ€œHave you ever had your pussy eaten out, princess?โ€ย 
You lick your lips, โ€œNo,โ€ you say half ashamed, and swallow. โ€œThisโ€™ll be my first time.โ€ย 
Joelโ€™s tongue stills on your skin and suddenly two hungry eyes come into your view. If you didnโ€™t know better youโ€™d say he looks pissed off. Never breaking eye contact, he continues what Tess started and pushes down your pants along with your underwear, leaving you bare to the chill of the tent. He pushes two fingers between your folds and starts stroking you, you shudder against both of them, and your breath hitches.ย 
โ€œTell me how bad you want it,โ€ he says. โ€œBeg me for it.โ€ย 
โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
He chuckles darkly, โ€œOh sweetheart, I ainโ€™t gettinโ€™ on my knees for that. Do better.โ€ย 
You let out a small gasp as he grips your chin, squeezing lightly. To provide comfort, Tess kisses the back of your neck, however, you can feel her smiling into your skin.ย 
โ€œPlease,โ€ you say again. โ€œI want you to make me come, Joel. I want to feel your tongueโ€”I want you to be my firstโ€”โ€ย 
Your lips part for another incoming beg but heโ€™s already sinking to his knees, large hands sliding up and down the back of your thighs. A shudder rolls up your spine. Tessโ€™s hands replace Joelโ€™s, kneading your breasts softly.ย 
His hands finally come between your thighs, gently nudging them so you open wider. You see a flicker of a smile when you do, amused, he drags two fingers between your folds. โ€œYouโ€™re soaked, sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s not the only one,โ€ Tess chuckles. โ€œNow get on with it, Miller. Iโ€™m impatient.โ€ย 
He clicks his tongue without retaliating further. You feel the warmth of his breath on your core, and slowly, he presses his lips over your mound, the scratch of his beard making it an exquisite experience. You moan at the touch of his tongue, it moves slowly, circling your clit and going deeper. His nails bite into your skin, the sounds he makes between your legs are downright sinful. Your legs begin to shake.ย 
โ€œShh itโ€™s okay,โ€ Tess whispers against your cheek. โ€œJust give him a taste and weโ€™ll lay you down, princess. I know you can do it.โ€ย 
Joel grunts in approval, the timber of the sound making you whimper. His hands slide up to your ass and he squeezes the mounds roughly, pushing you further against his mouth. He licks and sucks, when you feel the bite of his nails against your skin, you finally come undone.ย 
Your knees threaten to give out under you, the only thing holding you upright being the two stunning people consuming you. Tess smiles against your skin, kissing and licking the salt of your skin. Meanwhile, Joel moans rather loudly, licking everything you have to offer as you come, come and come some more. Youโ€™ve never felt anything this intense before. The air is knocked from your lungs, your body ice cold yet burning up at the same time.ย 
Youโ€™re vaguely aware of Joel standing, the man who was worshipping you between your legs suddenly towering over you. He has a small smile as he leans in, you think heโ€™s going to kiss the slope of your shoulder first but then you hear the soft sounds of two lips coming together. With the corner of your eyes, you see them. Tess and Joel kissing, their tongues sliding into each other's mouth, sharing your tasteโ€”
โ€œFuck,โ€ you whisper, your cunt throbbing. They both smile, lips curving in an almost malicious way. As they break apart, Tess licks Joelโ€™s lips, her eyes find yours.ย 
โ€œSomeoneโ€™s still hungry for more,โ€ she teases, slowly stripping. โ€œGet on all fours for us, princess.โ€ย 
You swallow and do as she says. You feel Joelโ€™s large hands cup the mounds of your ass, squeezing tenderly. โ€œBeautiful,โ€ he rasps. โ€œSuch a goddamn sight.โ€ย 
Your back arches into his touch. He drags two thick fingers between your folds as Tess lays down, spreading her legs. Your eyes immediately drop to her center, the soft hair that crowns her pretty pussy. You see her glisten with want and your mouth waters.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t be shy now,โ€ she smiles. โ€œHave a taste.โ€ย 
Her fingers curl around the back of your neck and at the same time, you feel the head of Joelโ€™s cock stretching you wide. Your eyes roll as you part your lips, Tess moans loudly when your tongue swirls around her puffy clit. You canโ€™t think straight. Joel buries himself deep holding himself there for a second before pulling back and slamming forward. Your moan into Tessโ€™s cunt, your lips parting away briefly every he pulls himself back.ย 
โ€œBest cunt Iโ€™ve ever had,โ€ he grunts through clenched teeth. โ€œHow does it feel sweetheart? You enjoyinโ€™ yourself?โ€ย 
You flatten your tongue against Tessโ€™s folds and moan, your body clenching.ย 
โ€œShe is,โ€ Tess answers on your behalf, breathless. โ€œSuch a sweet girl letting us use her like this.โ€ย 
Your eyes close tightly shut, sweat drips down your spine, your body a vessel of pleasure. Every muscle in your body tightens, and you hear both of them groan. You close your lips around Tessโ€™s clit and flick your tongue, her head falls, gushing into your mouth. Joelโ€™s watches intently, his cock pulsing and throbbing, his hand comes against the back of your head and he pushes you further down.ย 
โ€œGood girl,โ€ he growls, the pace of his thrusts becoming sloppy. โ€œFuck, thatโ€™s it, lick her clean.โ€ย 
Tess moans again, the loud sounds becoming whimpers. You can barely breathe but you donโ€™t care. With one final thrusts you come undone around Joelโ€™s cock, your body squeezing him like a vice.ย 
When the violent shudders of your body become gentle waves, Joel pulls out. Your head falls limply against Tessโ€™s stomach, her hand gently rubbing your neck. A soft gasp leaves you when you see Joel shuffling closer, his cock still hard and glistening. You watch as he strokes himself only mere inches away from your face, the head of his cock an angry shade of red.ย 
You stick out your tongue as he spills himself over your face and Tessโ€™s stomach. Another pulse of pleasure spreads throughout your body. Tess letโ€™s out a deep sigh, gathering some of the come with her fingers, she pushes them between your lips.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ Joel sighs, sitting back on his heels. A small smile forms against your lips as you suck on Tessโ€™s fingers, when she pulls them out, you dip your tongue into the mess over her stomach and swallow every drop.ย 
โ€œFilthy girl,โ€ Tess muses. โ€œAnd here Iโ€™ve been callinโ€™ you princess.โ€ย 
โ€œYour fault,โ€ you mumble, looking away, your cheeks burn.ย 
Joel leans in, capturing your lips before whispering.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t pout. Youโ€™ll always be our princess.โ€ย 
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I COULDN'T AGREE MORE
thank you so much for reading and reblogging!
ใ…คใ…คใ…คโœฆ ๐‰๐”๐‹๐˜
ใ…คใ…คjoel miller x f!reader x tess servopoulos
genre: smut, modern au, minors dni
word count: 2k
summary: you're new to town and tess invites you to go camping with her and joel.
warnings: fmf, threesome, flf dynamics, reader being eaten out for the first time, dirty talk, oral s.ex, cum eating/play, for the sake of this fic let's just imagine they have a very big tent they can actually stand in lmaodfb, things escalate quickly but honestly I just wanted to write some good old smut
a/n: this wasn't originally intended for the amazing @undercoverpena's april showers challenge BUT since I had already written the rain aspect of the fic I thought it would be nice to post this for it ๐Ÿ’œ
prompt: both/all parties get caught in the rain.ย 
**dividers by @saradika-graphics ๐Ÿ’œ
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Breathing is hard. Walking is hard. Carrying the weight of your backpack is hard.ย 
But, the fresh air, the white clouds above, and the two people youโ€™re with make up for it.ย 
Stopping briefly, you roll your shoulders and stretch, neither of them notice you. Not really. You figure itโ€™s not really important if they do or donโ€™t, itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re that much ahead of you, catching up wouldnโ€™t be difficult. You watch them, you must admit, a bit dreamily as they walk the bath theyโ€™re clearly so used to walking. Youโ€™re still surprised that the seasoned hikers invited you to a camping trip. Tess was the one to approach, she knew you were new and how overwhelming itโ€™s been getting used to the people and the sights. She told you she and Joel would be going on a trip soon and that you should join. And even though your answer had been an eager yes, you were worried about holding them back. Admittedly, you werenโ€™t the most fit and havenโ€™t hiked anywhere in years.ย 
However, your excitement to spend time with not one but both of them had tipped the scale rather harshly. Youโ€™ve been harboring a secret crush on both of them, it was hard not to when both of them were charming and witty.
Now, as you walk behind them, you can't help but steal glances at the way Tess effortlessly navigates the trail, her hair swaying with each step. Joel walks beside her, occasionally pointing out interesting plants or landmarks, his backpack seeming almost weightless on his shoulders.
You catch yourself smiling as you imagine what adventures lie ahead on this trip.
You decide to pick up your pace, closing the gap between you and them. As you draw nearer, Tess glances back, her eyes brightening with a genuine smile as she sees you catching up.
"How's the hike treating you?"
You catch your breath and reply, "It's challenging, but I'm enjoying every moment of it."
Joel turns around with a friendly grin. "Glad to hear that. We've got a great spot picked out for camping tonight."
As the three of you continue forward, you feel a surge of excitement. Your legs might be aching, but you can't wait to see where the day takes you all.
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Rain.ย 
At first, you thought you were unlucky. You had dreamed of campfire, smores and snuggling underneath the starlight, but with the first lightning strike and drop of water, you thought the two would be agitated, annoyed by the bad weather.ย 
But to your surprise, as the rain began to fall in earnest after setting the tent, Tess and Joel didn't seem bothered at all. In fact, they laughed and exchanged playful looks as they turned their heads up to the sky. Their infectious joy caught you off guard, and despite the downpour, you found yourself smiling too.
Then, unexpectedly, Joel's arm slides around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. A rush of warmth floods through you as his lips brush against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. Simultaneously, Tess leans in, her lips meeting yours in a tender kiss. The moment is electrifying, filled with a blend of desire and affection.
Before you know it, Tess and Joel are gently guiding you towards the tent they had set up earlier. The rain continues to pour around you, but inside the cozy confines of the tent, a different kind of heat ignites.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ gorgeous,โ€ Joel cups both your breasts tenderly from underneath, the wet fabric dampening his skin. You feel Tessโ€™s eyes on your back, observing, taking in the details of the scene before her. Meanwhile, Joelโ€™s gaze is glued to your pebbled nipples, he slowly drags his thumbs over them, your breath catching in your throat. โ€œDoes that feel good?โ€ย 
โ€œIt does,โ€ your eyelids flutter, he repeats the movement, drawing circles this time. His eyes flicker up to meet yours.ย 
โ€œSo fucked out already,โ€ he hums. โ€œOur pretty little girl, so shy and hungry.โ€ย 
Tess stands from where she is sitting and circles her arms around your waist, fingers digging into your stomach, she pulls you flush against her. Your stomach bottoms out as you feel the plump flesh of her breasts against your back. Your lips part, you want to kiss her.ย 
You want to kiss her.ย 
You turn your head, chasing her lips with yours, before your eyes close, you see the mischievous curl of her lips. She pulls away and smiles even wider when you whine. โ€œYouโ€™re so easy to tease.โ€ย 
Opening your eyes, you swallow, your body arches when Joel sneaks both hands under your shirt, lifting the fabric, goosebumps raise all over your skin. โ€œIs that a bad thing?โ€ you ask her, voice slightly shaking.ย 
โ€œNot at all princess,โ€ she drags her lips down your neck. โ€œIt just makes it even more amusing.โ€ย 
Your reply gets stuck in your throat as Joel dips down and sucks one of your pebbled nipples into his mouth. He tightly closes his lips around the nub and flicks it with his tongue. Your body jolts, pleasure running through you like the lighting outside. Your head falls over Tessโ€™s shoulder, she lays open-mouthed kisses over your neck, her hands unbuttoning your pants.ย 
โ€œYou want him to eat you out?โ€ she breathes into your skin and without looking at either of them you nod. โ€œHave you ever had your pussy eaten out, princess?โ€ย 
You lick your lips, โ€œNo,โ€ you say half ashamed, and swallow. โ€œThisโ€™ll be my first time.โ€ย 
Joelโ€™s tongue stills on your skin and suddenly two hungry eyes come into your view. If you didnโ€™t know better youโ€™d say he looks pissed off. Never breaking eye contact, he continues what Tess started and pushes down your pants along with your underwear, leaving you bare to the chill of the tent. He pushes two fingers between your folds and starts stroking you, you shudder against both of them, and your breath hitches.ย 
โ€œTell me how bad you want it,โ€ he says. โ€œBeg me for it.โ€ย 
โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
He chuckles darkly, โ€œOh sweetheart, I ainโ€™t gettinโ€™ on my knees for that. Do better.โ€ย 
You let out a small gasp as he grips your chin, squeezing lightly. To provide comfort, Tess kisses the back of your neck, however, you can feel her smiling into your skin.ย 
โ€œPlease,โ€ you say again. โ€œI want you to make me come, Joel. I want to feel your tongueโ€”I want you to be my firstโ€”โ€ย 
Your lips part for another incoming beg but heโ€™s already sinking to his knees, large hands sliding up and down the back of your thighs. A shudder rolls up your spine. Tessโ€™s hands replace Joelโ€™s, kneading your breasts softly.ย 
His hands finally come between your thighs, gently nudging them so you open wider. You see a flicker of a smile when you do, amused, he drags two fingers between your folds. โ€œYouโ€™re soaked, sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s not the only one,โ€ Tess chuckles. โ€œNow get on with it, Miller. Iโ€™m impatient.โ€ย 
He clicks his tongue without retaliating further. You feel the warmth of his breath on your core, and slowly, he presses his lips over your mound, the scratch of his beard making it an exquisite experience. You moan at the touch of his tongue, it moves slowly, circling your clit and going deeper. His nails bite into your skin, the sounds he makes between your legs are downright sinful. Your legs begin to shake.ย 
โ€œShh itโ€™s okay,โ€ Tess whispers against your cheek. โ€œJust give him a taste and weโ€™ll lay you down, princess. I know you can do it.โ€ย 
Joel grunts in approval, the timber of the sound making you whimper. His hands slide up to your ass and he squeezes the mounds roughly, pushing you further against his mouth. He licks and sucks, when you feel the bite of his nails against your skin, you finally come undone.ย 
Your knees threaten to give out under you, the only thing holding you upright being the two stunning people consuming you. Tess smiles against your skin, kissing and licking the salt of your skin. Meanwhile, Joel moans rather loudly, licking everything you have to offer as you come, come and come some more. Youโ€™ve never felt anything this intense before. The air is knocked from your lungs, your body ice cold yet burning up at the same time.ย 
Youโ€™re vaguely aware of Joel standing, the man who was worshipping you between your legs suddenly towering over you. He has a small smile as he leans in, you think heโ€™s going to kiss the slope of your shoulder first but then you hear the soft sounds of two lips coming together. With the corner of your eyes, you see them. Tess and Joel kissing, their tongues sliding into each other's mouth, sharing your tasteโ€”
โ€œFuck,โ€ you whisper, your cunt throbbing. They both smile, lips curving in an almost malicious way. As they break apart, Tess licks Joelโ€™s lips, her eyes find yours.ย 
โ€œSomeoneโ€™s still hungry for more,โ€ she teases, slowly stripping. โ€œGet on all fours for us, princess.โ€ย 
You swallow and do as she says. You feel Joelโ€™s large hands cup the mounds of your ass, squeezing tenderly. โ€œBeautiful,โ€ he rasps. โ€œSuch a goddamn sight.โ€ย 
Your back arches into his touch. He drags two thick fingers between your folds as Tess lays down, spreading her legs. Your eyes immediately drop to her center, the soft hair that crowns her pretty pussy. You see her glisten with want and your mouth waters.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t be shy now,โ€ she smiles. โ€œHave a taste.โ€ย 
Her fingers curl around the back of your neck and at the same time, you feel the head of Joelโ€™s cock stretching you wide. Your eyes roll as you part your lips, Tess moans loudly when your tongue swirls around her puffy clit. You canโ€™t think straight. Joel buries himself deep holding himself there for a second before pulling back and slamming forward. Your moan into Tessโ€™s cunt, your lips parting away briefly every he pulls himself back.ย 
โ€œBest cunt Iโ€™ve ever had,โ€ he grunts through clenched teeth. โ€œHow does it feel sweetheart? You enjoyinโ€™ yourself?โ€ย 
You flatten your tongue against Tessโ€™s folds and moan, your body clenching.ย 
โ€œShe is,โ€ Tess answers on your behalf, breathless. โ€œSuch a sweet girl letting us use her like this.โ€ย 
Your eyes close tightly shut, sweat drips down your spine, your body a vessel of pleasure. Every muscle in your body tightens, and you hear both of them groan. You close your lips around Tessโ€™s clit and flick your tongue, her head falls, gushing into your mouth. Joelโ€™s watches intently, his cock pulsing and throbbing, his hand comes against the back of your head and he pushes you further down.ย 
โ€œGood girl,โ€ he growls, the pace of his thrusts becoming sloppy. โ€œFuck, thatโ€™s it, lick her clean.โ€ย 
Tess moans again, the loud sounds becoming whimpers. You can barely breathe but you donโ€™t care. With one final thrusts you come undone around Joelโ€™s cock, your body squeezing him like a vice.ย 
When the violent shudders of your body become gentle waves, Joel pulls out. Your head falls limply against Tessโ€™s stomach, her hand gently rubbing your neck. A soft gasp leaves you when you see Joel shuffling closer, his cock still hard and glistening. You watch as he strokes himself only mere inches away from your face, the head of his cock an angry shade of red.ย 
You stick out your tongue as he spills himself over your face and Tessโ€™s stomach. Another pulse of pleasure spreads throughout your body. Tess letโ€™s out a deep sigh, gathering some of the come with her fingers, she pushes them between your lips.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ Joel sighs, sitting back on his heels. A small smile forms against your lips as you suck on Tessโ€™s fingers, when she pulls them out, you dip your tongue into the mess over her stomach and swallow every drop.ย 
โ€œFilthy girl,โ€ Tess muses. โ€œAnd here Iโ€™ve been callinโ€™ you princess.โ€ย 
โ€œYour fault,โ€ you mumble, looking away, your cheeks burn.ย 
Joel leans in, capturing your lips before whispering.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t pout. Youโ€™ll always be our princess.โ€ย 
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Ahhh same! I just love them <3333 and I'm so happy it added some heat to your life !!
thank you so much for reading xx
ใ…คใ…คใ…คโœฆ ๐‰๐”๐‹๐˜
ใ…คใ…คjoel miller x f!reader x tess servopoulos
genre: smut, modern au, minors dni
word count: 2k
summary: you're new to town and tess invites you to go camping with her and joel.
warnings: fmf, threesome, flf dynamics, reader being eaten out for the first time, dirty talk, oral s.ex, cum eating/play, for the sake of this fic let's just imagine they have a very big tent they can actually stand in lmaodfb, things escalate quickly but honestly I just wanted to write some good old smut
a/n: this wasn't originally intended for the amazing @undercoverpena's april showers challenge BUT since I had already written the rain aspect of the fic I thought it would be nice to post this for it ๐Ÿ’œ
prompt: both/all parties get caught in the rain.ย 
**dividers by @saradika-graphics ๐Ÿ’œ
Tumblr media
Breathing is hard. Walking is hard. Carrying the weight of your backpack is hard.ย 
But, the fresh air, the white clouds above, and the two people youโ€™re with make up for it.ย 
Stopping briefly, you roll your shoulders and stretch, neither of them notice you. Not really. You figure itโ€™s not really important if they do or donโ€™t, itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re that much ahead of you, catching up wouldnโ€™t be difficult. You watch them, you must admit, a bit dreamily as they walk the bath theyโ€™re clearly so used to walking. Youโ€™re still surprised that the seasoned hikers invited you to a camping trip. Tess was the one to approach, she knew you were new and how overwhelming itโ€™s been getting used to the people and the sights. She told you she and Joel would be going on a trip soon and that you should join. And even though your answer had been an eager yes, you were worried about holding them back. Admittedly, you werenโ€™t the most fit and havenโ€™t hiked anywhere in years.ย 
However, your excitement to spend time with not one but both of them had tipped the scale rather harshly. Youโ€™ve been harboring a secret crush on both of them, it was hard not to when both of them were charming and witty.
Now, as you walk behind them, you can't help but steal glances at the way Tess effortlessly navigates the trail, her hair swaying with each step. Joel walks beside her, occasionally pointing out interesting plants or landmarks, his backpack seeming almost weightless on his shoulders.
You catch yourself smiling as you imagine what adventures lie ahead on this trip.
You decide to pick up your pace, closing the gap between you and them. As you draw nearer, Tess glances back, her eyes brightening with a genuine smile as she sees you catching up.
"How's the hike treating you?"
You catch your breath and reply, "It's challenging, but I'm enjoying every moment of it."
Joel turns around with a friendly grin. "Glad to hear that. We've got a great spot picked out for camping tonight."
As the three of you continue forward, you feel a surge of excitement. Your legs might be aching, but you can't wait to see where the day takes you all.
Tumblr media
Rain.ย 
At first, you thought you were unlucky. You had dreamed of campfire, smores and snuggling underneath the starlight, but with the first lightning strike and drop of water, you thought the two would be agitated, annoyed by the bad weather.ย 
But to your surprise, as the rain began to fall in earnest after setting the tent, Tess and Joel didn't seem bothered at all. In fact, they laughed and exchanged playful looks as they turned their heads up to the sky. Their infectious joy caught you off guard, and despite the downpour, you found yourself smiling too.
Then, unexpectedly, Joel's arm slides around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. A rush of warmth floods through you as his lips brush against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. Simultaneously, Tess leans in, her lips meeting yours in a tender kiss. The moment is electrifying, filled with a blend of desire and affection.
Before you know it, Tess and Joel are gently guiding you towards the tent they had set up earlier. The rain continues to pour around you, but inside the cozy confines of the tent, a different kind of heat ignites.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ gorgeous,โ€ Joel cups both your breasts tenderly from underneath, the wet fabric dampening his skin. You feel Tessโ€™s eyes on your back, observing, taking in the details of the scene before her. Meanwhile, Joelโ€™s gaze is glued to your pebbled nipples, he slowly drags his thumbs over them, your breath catching in your throat. โ€œDoes that feel good?โ€ย 
โ€œIt does,โ€ your eyelids flutter, he repeats the movement, drawing circles this time. His eyes flicker up to meet yours.ย 
โ€œSo fucked out already,โ€ he hums. โ€œOur pretty little girl, so shy and hungry.โ€ย 
Tess stands from where she is sitting and circles her arms around your waist, fingers digging into your stomach, she pulls you flush against her. Your stomach bottoms out as you feel the plump flesh of her breasts against your back. Your lips part, you want to kiss her.ย 
You want to kiss her.ย 
You turn your head, chasing her lips with yours, before your eyes close, you see the mischievous curl of her lips. She pulls away and smiles even wider when you whine. โ€œYouโ€™re so easy to tease.โ€ย 
Opening your eyes, you swallow, your body arches when Joel sneaks both hands under your shirt, lifting the fabric, goosebumps raise all over your skin. โ€œIs that a bad thing?โ€ you ask her, voice slightly shaking.ย 
โ€œNot at all princess,โ€ she drags her lips down your neck. โ€œIt just makes it even more amusing.โ€ย 
Your reply gets stuck in your throat as Joel dips down and sucks one of your pebbled nipples into his mouth. He tightly closes his lips around the nub and flicks it with his tongue. Your body jolts, pleasure running through you like the lighting outside. Your head falls over Tessโ€™s shoulder, she lays open-mouthed kisses over your neck, her hands unbuttoning your pants.ย 
โ€œYou want him to eat you out?โ€ she breathes into your skin and without looking at either of them you nod. โ€œHave you ever had your pussy eaten out, princess?โ€ย 
You lick your lips, โ€œNo,โ€ you say half ashamed, and swallow. โ€œThisโ€™ll be my first time.โ€ย 
Joelโ€™s tongue stills on your skin and suddenly two hungry eyes come into your view. If you didnโ€™t know better youโ€™d say he looks pissed off. Never breaking eye contact, he continues what Tess started and pushes down your pants along with your underwear, leaving you bare to the chill of the tent. He pushes two fingers between your folds and starts stroking you, you shudder against both of them, and your breath hitches.ย 
โ€œTell me how bad you want it,โ€ he says. โ€œBeg me for it.โ€ย 
โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
He chuckles darkly, โ€œOh sweetheart, I ainโ€™t gettinโ€™ on my knees for that. Do better.โ€ย 
You let out a small gasp as he grips your chin, squeezing lightly. To provide comfort, Tess kisses the back of your neck, however, you can feel her smiling into your skin.ย 
โ€œPlease,โ€ you say again. โ€œI want you to make me come, Joel. I want to feel your tongueโ€”I want you to be my firstโ€”โ€ย 
Your lips part for another incoming beg but heโ€™s already sinking to his knees, large hands sliding up and down the back of your thighs. A shudder rolls up your spine. Tessโ€™s hands replace Joelโ€™s, kneading your breasts softly.ย 
His hands finally come between your thighs, gently nudging them so you open wider. You see a flicker of a smile when you do, amused, he drags two fingers between your folds. โ€œYouโ€™re soaked, sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s not the only one,โ€ Tess chuckles. โ€œNow get on with it, Miller. Iโ€™m impatient.โ€ย 
He clicks his tongue without retaliating further. You feel the warmth of his breath on your core, and slowly, he presses his lips over your mound, the scratch of his beard making it an exquisite experience. You moan at the touch of his tongue, it moves slowly, circling your clit and going deeper. His nails bite into your skin, the sounds he makes between your legs are downright sinful. Your legs begin to shake.ย 
โ€œShh itโ€™s okay,โ€ Tess whispers against your cheek. โ€œJust give him a taste and weโ€™ll lay you down, princess. I know you can do it.โ€ย 
Joel grunts in approval, the timber of the sound making you whimper. His hands slide up to your ass and he squeezes the mounds roughly, pushing you further against his mouth. He licks and sucks, when you feel the bite of his nails against your skin, you finally come undone.ย 
Your knees threaten to give out under you, the only thing holding you upright being the two stunning people consuming you. Tess smiles against your skin, kissing and licking the salt of your skin. Meanwhile, Joel moans rather loudly, licking everything you have to offer as you come, come and come some more. Youโ€™ve never felt anything this intense before. The air is knocked from your lungs, your body ice cold yet burning up at the same time.ย 
Youโ€™re vaguely aware of Joel standing, the man who was worshipping you between your legs suddenly towering over you. He has a small smile as he leans in, you think heโ€™s going to kiss the slope of your shoulder first but then you hear the soft sounds of two lips coming together. With the corner of your eyes, you see them. Tess and Joel kissing, their tongues sliding into each other's mouth, sharing your tasteโ€”
โ€œFuck,โ€ you whisper, your cunt throbbing. They both smile, lips curving in an almost malicious way. As they break apart, Tess licks Joelโ€™s lips, her eyes find yours.ย 
โ€œSomeoneโ€™s still hungry for more,โ€ she teases, slowly stripping. โ€œGet on all fours for us, princess.โ€ย 
You swallow and do as she says. You feel Joelโ€™s large hands cup the mounds of your ass, squeezing tenderly. โ€œBeautiful,โ€ he rasps. โ€œSuch a goddamn sight.โ€ย 
Your back arches into his touch. He drags two thick fingers between your folds as Tess lays down, spreading her legs. Your eyes immediately drop to her center, the soft hair that crowns her pretty pussy. You see her glisten with want and your mouth waters.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t be shy now,โ€ she smiles. โ€œHave a taste.โ€ย 
Her fingers curl around the back of your neck and at the same time, you feel the head of Joelโ€™s cock stretching you wide. Your eyes roll as you part your lips, Tess moans loudly when your tongue swirls around her puffy clit. You canโ€™t think straight. Joel buries himself deep holding himself there for a second before pulling back and slamming forward. Your moan into Tessโ€™s cunt, your lips parting away briefly every he pulls himself back.ย 
โ€œBest cunt Iโ€™ve ever had,โ€ he grunts through clenched teeth. โ€œHow does it feel sweetheart? You enjoyinโ€™ yourself?โ€ย 
You flatten your tongue against Tessโ€™s folds and moan, your body clenching.ย 
โ€œShe is,โ€ Tess answers on your behalf, breathless. โ€œSuch a sweet girl letting us use her like this.โ€ย 
Your eyes close tightly shut, sweat drips down your spine, your body a vessel of pleasure. Every muscle in your body tightens, and you hear both of them groan. You close your lips around Tessโ€™s clit and flick your tongue, her head falls, gushing into your mouth. Joelโ€™s watches intently, his cock pulsing and throbbing, his hand comes against the back of your head and he pushes you further down.ย 
โ€œGood girl,โ€ he growls, the pace of his thrusts becoming sloppy. โ€œFuck, thatโ€™s it, lick her clean.โ€ย 
Tess moans again, the loud sounds becoming whimpers. You can barely breathe but you donโ€™t care. With one final thrusts you come undone around Joelโ€™s cock, your body squeezing him like a vice.ย 
When the violent shudders of your body become gentle waves, Joel pulls out. Your head falls limply against Tessโ€™s stomach, her hand gently rubbing your neck. A soft gasp leaves you when you see Joel shuffling closer, his cock still hard and glistening. You watch as he strokes himself only mere inches away from your face, the head of his cock an angry shade of red.ย 
You stick out your tongue as he spills himself over your face and Tessโ€™s stomach. Another pulse of pleasure spreads throughout your body. Tess letโ€™s out a deep sigh, gathering some of the come with her fingers, she pushes them between your lips.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ Joel sighs, sitting back on his heels. A small smile forms against your lips as you suck on Tessโ€™s fingers, when she pulls them out, you dip your tongue into the mess over her stomach and swallow every drop.ย 
โ€œFilthy girl,โ€ Tess muses. โ€œAnd here Iโ€™ve been callinโ€™ you princess.โ€ย 
โ€œYour fault,โ€ you mumble, looking away, your cheeks burn.ย 
Joel leans in, capturing your lips before whispering.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t pout. Youโ€™ll always be our princess.โ€ย 
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A list of all my favourite MARCUS PIKE Fic Recs, with the writers tagged. Includes fics I am currently reading/want to read.
Please show some love to the writers by re-blogging and commenting on their work. ๐Ÿ–ค
PART 3
โš ๏ธ Please ensure you check the triggers/warnings etc... on the stories themselves as some of them may not be suitable to your own particular tastes.
The Longest Night - @agentmarcuspike
The Interrogation Series - @charethcutestory02 Featuring Dave York & Javier Pena
I'm Here & Affirmations Part 1, Part 2 & Part 3 - @davnittbraes
Couples Getaway Series - @katareyoudrilling Featuring Dave York
The Sweepstakes - Marcus Pike & Marcus Pike Epilogue - @katareyoudrilling PornStar!Marcus
I Can't Believe You're This Innocent - @missredherring
A Baker's Dozen - Marcus Pike - @avastrasposts
She's Under The Weather, Tulip - @nerdieforpedro
Birthday Kiss - Marcus Pike - @something-tofightfor
Dirty - @bitchesuntitled
Give & Take - @agentmarcuspike
Lost In Our Vices Series - @thetriumphantpanda Professor!Marcus
One Night - @secretelephanttattoo
The Art Of Healing Series - @northernbluess
All About That Bass - @katareyoudrilling
Love At First... Bite - @goodwithcheese
Prince F*ucking Charming - @toomanystoriessolittletime
The Louvre - @psychedelic-ink
Long Distance - @ladamedusoif
Confetti - @secretelephanttattoo
The Worthwhile Fight - @swiftispunk
Keep It - @jksprincess10
Butterflies - Spring Prompts - @nerdieforpedro
The Ghost Of You Series - @write-down-your-dreams Ghost!Reader
Playdate Series - @daddy-dins-girl Featuring Dave York
One Condition - @pedroshotwifey Featuring Ezra
Second Chances Series - @pedroscurls Neighbour!Marcus
In Shades Of Gray & Candlelight - @freelancearsonist
Only For You - @burntheedges
Congressman Marcus Pike Series - @leslie-lyman
Lujuria - @absurdthirst Sex Pollen
The Plan - @criticallyacclaimedstranger
Something New - @ezrasbirdie PlusSize!Reader
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - @whataperfectwasteoftime
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JOEL MILLER FIC RECS
โ‡พ 18+ minors DNI, read at your own risk! โ‡ฝ
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an appreciation to all my favourite writers out there you deserve all the love <3
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Series
โ€” Something To Fight For by @auteurdelabre | After a disastrous blind date you decide to stay away from the miserable Joel Miller forever...
โ€” I Know Who You Are by @punkshort | A fall on patrol causes you to lose your long-term memory, forgetting the identities of your friends and loved ones. You have to learn all over again how to survive in a post-apocalyptic world, and you learn things about yourself along the way.
โ€” The One You Need by @loliwrites | When you move into town hellbent on keeping everyone at armโ€™s length, your neighbour Joel finds his way into your life.
โ€” By The Grit Of Sandpaper by @penvisions | An offhand comment from you inspires Joel to branch out and create helpful kitchen wares. And it seems everyone has been gifted one from him, except for you. It makes you rethink the casual friendship you had developed...
โ€” I Wanna Be Your Lover by @shellshocklove | Miserable after losing your job, your friend drags you out to a club to dance away your sadness. on the dancefloor, you meet a handsome stranger, who then whisks you away into his fantasy world as his assistant for his porn career. what happens when the lines get blurred?
โ€” If The Door Wasn't Shut by @heartpascal | months of travelling with Joel and Ellie come crashing down on you, the fear is suffocating.
โ€” Stay In Bed by @psychedelic-ink | After your grandfatherโ€™s passing, you find yourself moving into his home in Texas. You meet the Millers; Tommy, his older brother Joel and his daughter Sarah. With time, you and Tommy become close friends and Sarah visits you often. But Joelโ€ฆJoel keeps his distance.
โ€” That's A Real Fucking Legacy by @wyn-n-tonic | When Tommy disappears in search of a better life with a promise to come back for you, his years of absence and the grief it leaves behind drives you and his brother closer together until the man you're sharing a bed and starting a family with is Joel Miller and not the one you always thought it would be.
One-Shots
โ€” No Time To Die by @davosmymaster | The main difficulty of being Joelโ€™s closest friend is not falling in love with him, but you still do. Those feelings are buried until you join him on a mission to trade supplies with Bill and Frank. With your life now hanging by a thread, Joel is determined to get you to safety, but the clock is ticking faster than he can run.
โ€” White Lies by @poeticpascal | Joel would do anything for you. He does anything for you. And he makes sure you don't know a thing.
โ€” Saying Thanks by @vivwritescrappythings | Joel is your grumpy patrol partner who doesnโ€™t even talk to you in the streets of Jackson. But one night a man grabs your arm at the Tipsy Bison, and Joelโ€™s decided he doesnโ€™t like it.
โ€” Soft & Sweet by @cavillscurls | You share your first kiss with the last man you ever expected: your older, grouchy, overly protective patrol partner, Joel Miller.
โ€” Who We Are by @gracieheartspedro | Being stuck on the road with an older guy you've been crushing on for ages won't be so bad, right? wrong. because he's been pining after you, too. and one of you will have to give in eventually.
โ€” Warm Me Up by @tightjeansjavi | While on patrol, you and Joel find yourselves caught in a treacherous snowstorm.
โ€” Love In the Time Of Cordyceps by @sameheart-sameblood | When the world ends, you promise you'll never love again. Joel Miller makes that rule hard to stick to.
โ€” Puppy Love by @absurdthirst | You always follow Joel Miller around, you've got his back. You're in love with him. Putting up with Tess's nickname of puppy dog, you don't realize that Joel feels for you until the end.
โ€” Light The Flame by @yeollie-plz | Your mom moves the two of you back to Texas and attempts to reignite an old flame. What will happen when she learns his candle now burns for you?
โ€” Best I Ever Had by @endlessthxxghts | Someone tries to hit on you on your night out with Joel, insulting your man in the process, and oh you don't like that. You blow off some steam in more ways than one.
โ€” Make A Move On Me by @freelancearsonist | You've been teasing Joel every day since he started remodelling construction on your house. He finally works up the courage to do something about it - but not in the way you expect him to.
โ€” Fire Walk by @motherofagony | A chance encounter at a motel has you crossing paths with a stranger in a blue t-shirt.
โ€” Cry Baby by @psychedelic-ink | bodies have been dropping left and right in the most brutal ways in Jackson. As the relentless wave of deaths continues, your mind becomes increasingly restless. however, you find a sense of comfort and solace in the presence of Joel. who might be hiding secrets of his own.
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DAY SIX OF HAUNTED HOEDOWN
prompt: slasher au (still takes place in the tlou'verse) + sex in the woods or somewhere public (added bonus if it includes knife, blood, hunter x prey kink)
pairing: joel miller x f!reader
genre: explicit smut, minors dni, soft dark fic, horror, murder mystery
summary: bodies have been dropping left and right in the most brutal ways in jackson. as the relentless wave of deaths continues, your mind becomes increasingly restless. however, you find a sense of comfort and solace in the presence of joel. who might be hiding secrets of his own.
word count: 10k (i don't know what happened)
warnings: dubcon at the end, knife kink, descriptive canon typical violence, blood & mild gore, grief and death, an unpleasant guy hitting on you, murder, face-sitting, throat-fucking, mutual oral sex (69), dirty talk, possessive!joel, exhibitionism (tommy watches very briefly, he also kisses you in a platonic way), sex in the woods, piv, Joel is actually quite nice if you exclude the murders, mild breeding kink, size kink, little bit of blood kink
a/n: the owl mask joel wears in this to hide who he is is inspired by @softlyspector's post about the tawny owl mug joel uses in tlou part 2 which I still get sad if I think about it for too long ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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Bodies have been dropping dead all around you long before the outbreak.ย 
Maybe not in the everyone-you-know-is-getting-infected-and-killing-people type of way, but more so in a death-never-felt-like-a-stranger-to-you sort of way. Yet, you still donโ€™t know how to deal with death. Your grief is as violent as a butterfly flapping its wings; the strength of it non-existent but you never know where, or when, itโ€™ll cause a storm.ย 
First, it was your grade school teacher. You didnโ€™t have a particularly strong bond with her but you did like her. You still remember how your friend's voice quaked as she gave you the news on a landline. You couldnโ€™t believe it and had to accuse her of making a joke, even though you knew she would never joke about something like this. Then your dad took the phone from you and you just assumed your friend's mom did the same. The next week, when you went back to school and the funeral was now behind all the children in the classroom, the custodian cut the last tablecloth your teacher had used for her desk and gave a piece to each and every one of you. It was a vibrant orange cloth with daisies scattered around โ€“ ugly, but you still cherished it.
Then it was your pets, grandparents โ€“ there was also the time when your pet-crazed neighbor adopted another smaller dog while she still had two untrained, over-energized dogs, and the two twins ripped the other dog apart. You had seen the carnage. By some miracle, that small, fluffy dog named Sugar was still breathing, alive. You had held a blood bag over the dog's head, hoping that the small animal wouldn't die.
She didnโ€™t die that day, but it sure as hell left a scar on you.ย 
As a kid, you never seemed to quite grasp the ways of grieving. You didnโ€™t get angry. You didnโ€™t cry. You just. . thought about it. However, the emotions came differently when you became an adult. Now when someone close to you died, you felt it more violently, oddly enough you still fought against the tears and only cried when you were alone.ย 
On Outbreak Day, you lost everything.ย 
Your family, your friendsโ€”your life, now it was all about survival, but survival towards what, you didnโ€™t know. You killed for it, fought for it. Yet every move you made felt automatic like you were wired to at least try and survive โ€” to wait it out and not be left behind when civilization rebuilt itself once more.
You made some friends along the way and lost some friends too. You locked their faces and their memories in your heart, only unlocking the box when you were truly and utterly alone.ย 
Then you found Jackson.ย 
And you met Joel and Tommy Miller.
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Your official title is scavenger but you much prefer to label yourself as an explorer instead.ย 
Youโ€™ve adapted to your quite well life at Jackson. You go beyond the borders, sometimes alone and sometimes with other fellow explorers, and gather supplies or try to pinpoint other locations threats might be lurking in. Youโ€™re about to go on another trip, this one shorter than your regular one to two-week expeditions, but before heading out you decide to stop by the only bakery in Jackson named The Last Crumbโ€”previously named The Cordyceps Crumb but Maria decided it was in bad taste. You, on the other hand, had found it funny and topical.ย 
As you patiently wait in line, your camping bag waiting for you outside the bakery, someone bumps into you from behind, then never moves back.ย 
You turn with a raised eyebrow, not enjoying the close proximity, โ€œExcuse you,โ€ you snap. The man looks at you with a hint of mischief in his eyes, you roll your eyes when you recognize the face. โ€œMove back a beat Tucker, Iโ€™m not in the mood this morning.โ€ย 
โ€œSomeone didnโ€™t get her beauty sleep,โ€ he grins but moves away regardless. โ€œWant me to come with you this time? Sweet thing like you alone out there? Itโ€™s ainโ€™t right.โ€ย 
โ€œYou can barely aim. Why would I want someone thatโ€™s most likely to get me killed around me?โ€ย 
โ€œI think youโ€™ll find my company to be plenty entertaining.โ€ย 
Youโ€™re about to gag when the bell of the bakery chimes, the sharp sound echoing through the wooden walls. Your face must've shown immense signs of relief because Tucker turns around to see who you're looking at. His instant frown makes you want to laugh and chuck him between the two men youโ€™d describe as a wolf den.ย 
โ€œWell, if it ainโ€™t the Miller brothers,โ€ Tucker tuts, attempting to give one of them a friendly pat on the shoulder. He stops midway when Joelโ€™s gaze flits between you and him, his glare hard enough to cut diamonds.ย 
So he ends up slapping Tommyโ€™s shoulder instead, which isnโ€™t the best thing since you know the younger Miller hates Tucker. But among the brothers, heโ€™s probably the one with less probability of getting your hand bitten off.
โ€œMorninโ€™ Tucker,โ€ Tommy answers, forcing a smile.ย 
Joel is less friendly, his words directed at you, โ€œIs this dumbass botherinโ€™ you again?โ€ย 
โ€œI wouldn't exactly call a greeting among friends โ€œbotherinโ€™,โ€ Tucker says. โ€œWeโ€™re just catchinโ€™ up, no need to get your panties in a bunch Miller.โ€ย 
โ€œGod, youโ€™re one word away from ruining my morning,โ€ you hiss, glaring at the unpleasant man. โ€œAnd weโ€™re not friends.โ€ย 
His brows furrow, eyes going hard with an ugly snarl accompanying them, you feel braver when Tommy and Joel are around so you hold his gaze, not flinching away.ย 
Tommy is the one to ease the tension. He lays a hand on Tuckerโ€™s shoulder and squeezes, drawing the manโ€™s attention away from you. โ€œIโ€™ll get you what you want aโ€™right Tucker? Itโ€™s on me. Just go wait outside.โ€ย 
โ€œButโ€”โ€ย 
โ€œOutside, Tuck,โ€ Tommy repeats and you shudder at his tone.ย 
Tuckerโ€™s shoulders drop, defeated, โ€œFine, get me a raisin bagel.โ€ย 
He doesnโ€™t wait for Tommyโ€™s response and heads out the bakery. You finally release the breath youโ€™ve been holding, your muscles relaxing along with the exhaled breath. Joel is by your side in the blink of an eye, his broad shoulder brushing yours providing comfort.ย 
โ€œYou sure youโ€™re aโ€™right?โ€ he asks, gently curling fingers under your chin. โ€œThe prick didnโ€™t do anythinโ€™?โ€ย 
โ€œNah, nothing. Heโ€™s all bark but no bite. He asked if he wanted to join me today as if that buffoon wouldnโ€™t get me killed.โ€ you shrug, men being assholes was nothing new to you. Youโ€™re just glad that in Jackson it seems that there are more good apples than rotten ones.ย  โ€œToo bad even paradise comes with drawbacks.โ€ย 
Joel snorts as Tommy cuts in, โ€œMaria would be thrilled if she heard you calling it paradise.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat are you smiling at? You think you can find anywhere better?โ€ You playfully nudge Joel with your elbow. โ€œYou know thereโ€™s nothing but hell out there.โ€ย 
โ€œI do, I just think callinโ€™ here a paradise is a bit of a stretch is all.โ€ย 
The line moves and the three of you are finally at the counter, โ€œYouโ€™re just a grump,โ€ you tease Joel before turning your gaze to Poppy, the barista who knows everything about everyone. โ€œHey there, Poppy, the usual please.โ€ย 
โ€œAnd a damn raisin bagel,โ€ Tommy adds.ย 
โ€œWell, isnโ€™t it my favorite trio,โ€ Poppy grins. โ€œIโ€™ll get all that ready for you in a second,โ€ she locks her blue eyes on you and leans closer, you mimic her by instinct. โ€œBy the way have you heard of Ian? He wound up dead right outside the chopping block, an axe right through his chest.โ€ย ย 
You frown, โ€œGood morning to you too, Poppy. Jesus Christ.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll confess I didnโ€™t love the guy but isnโ€™t it worrying that thereโ€™s a killer among us?โ€ she murmurs while stuffing the goodies in paper bags. โ€œBe careful out there.โ€ย 
โ€œWell, if the culprit is here I think I might be safer out there,โ€ you say and turn to Tommy. โ€œDoes Maria know?โ€ย 
โ€œOf course, she does,โ€ when you part your lips to say more, he lifts a finger and shoots you a crooked smile. โ€œItโ€™s confidential.โ€ย 
โ€œAw man, canโ€™t you just tell us who she thinks it is?โ€ Poppy asks, Tommy shakes his head and she lets out a dramatic sigh, โ€œI miss my murder mystery books.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll try to find you something while Iโ€™m out,โ€ you say, ignoring the way your heart began to race. Jackson is still a small town, itโ€™s jarring to think someone might be out there, looking for their next target. โ€œThough I think we could all do with a little less murder.โ€ย 
You hadnโ€™t expected your voice to crack but your tone had betrayed you. Poppy extends you the bag of goods and a latte, as you reach out you feel Joelโ€™s hand on your waist. His lips touch your ear. โ€œDonโ€™t worry about it, sweetheart. Iโ€™m sure whoever it is is only goinโ€™ after those who deserve it.โ€ย 
You lock your eyes with him, blinking heavily at the weight of his words. His voice had dropped, nothing but gravel as he whispered the words into your ear. A cold sensation slithers down your spine, chilling you to your core and making your throat tighten.ย 
His hand never leaves your waist as the three of you head out, and after a while, that chill slowly dissolves into a pleasurable warmth.ย 
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You find solace in the woods. You love Jackson, but being in the woods away from everyone and everything makes you feel comforted. The first time you went scavenging, there was a slight fear in your movements; no matter how good your aim was, any kind of infected was difficult to kill.
But now you walk with ease. There isnโ€™t an ounce of worry in your bones. The trees rustle happily and the smell of flowers and pine fills your nostrils. You can feel your lungs rejuvenating with every breath. Trickles of orange sunlight pour from the gaps of the trees. The sun sets, meaning you need to set up camp soon.ย 
While unpacking, you think of this morning. How Joel and Tommy stepped in when Tucker started bothering you. Honestly, you didnโ€™t need their protection; Tucker is just one of those men who think they might have a shot if they bother you enough times. Still, it was nice to be claimed in a way, to be accepted into a family and cared for.
Your breath hitches slightly. Tommy, you see as a close friend, a brother perhaps, but Joel... Joel is another thing. Just thinking about him is enough to start a wildfire between your legs. You wish you were brave enough to do something about it, though. Whenever you two patrol together or stay awake late at night drinking, you always chicken out in the end. It doesnโ€™t matter how his hands linger on your thighs or his eyes drop to your lips; you're just never convinced that the Joel Miller would be interested in you beyond a friend.
An unease starts to settle in the pit of your stomach. As the air grows colder with the approaching night, your skin prickles and you feel the phantom sensation of claws dragging down your back. You set the tent as quickly as you can, your eyes darting around the depths of the forest. Briefly, you bend over to adjust the ropes.ย 
A breath warm and damp ghosts the back of your neck and you jump, gun in hand as you turn around only to findโ€”
Nothing.ย 
And no one.ย 
Your heart is hammering in your chest, adrenaline pumping in your veins, a drop of sweat trickling down your forehead. You've never had a trigger finger, but you'd be lying if you said you didn't want to just shoot every shadow you see.
โ€œDammit Poppy,โ€ you mutter, annoyed that she gave you the brutal knowledge of Ianโ€™s death right before you were heading out. Guilt stings at your heart. Ian was an asshole for sure, and you donโ€™t exactly feel bad that heโ€™s gone, but still, it was an eerie thought that someone had murdered him so violently. It had to be personal.ย 
Some part of you wishes Joel was here, or even Tucker, just another human being to tell you youโ€™re just seeing things.ย 
You take a deep inhale and follow it up with a long exhale. Youโ€™re fine. Thereโ€™s no one here.ย 
You give your surroundings one last suspicious look before going back to setting the tent.ย 
No matter how hard you try you canโ€™t shake the feeling of someone watching you amongst the shadows.ย 
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Joel hears crickets and owls. The night had always been his friend since the outbreak. He had become a violent man with an equally violent heart. He waits in the shadows, watching. Laughter and playful shouts echo from the bar, and soon the door swings open; the man he's been waiting for crawls out of the establishment, shit-faced. The drunk man shouts his farewells and staggers toward his home.
Joel follows, his mask heating up the skin that lays underneath. His fingers itch with the need to wring that asshole's neck. One by one, he had been cleaning Jackson for the better. His tendencies subdued while also doing some good. Ian was one of those people who deserved it and Joel had enjoyed the chase, the pleas, he especially enjoyed the way he tripped and cried right before he sunk the blade of the axe through Ianโ€™s chest.ย 
Tucker trips, making Joel want to laugh. The idiot might not even realize heโ€™s being hunted. Joel looks around, they are far enough for the chase to begin. Tucker continues to slip and fall as he attempts to get up. Taking the opportunity, Joel walks towards him with quick steps, making sure the first thing the asshole sees is his mask.ย 
Tucker notices him before he gets up, his hands bracing the ground, his eyes go wide, โ€œWhat the fuck?โ€ย 
Joel only tilts his head. He sees the trembles rolling down the other manโ€™s body, he relishes in his fear.ย 
โ€œLook man, I donโ€™t want any trouble, whoever the fuck you are so. . . scram.โ€ย 
Joelโ€™s eyes dart to his hand on the dirt, without a second thought he lifts his foot and curb stomps Tuckerโ€™s hand. Then he kicks the side of his face, an audible crunch echoing before his scream could. The man whimpers and falls back in his attempt to crawl away. He holds his jaw, blood streaming down his broken nose.ย 
โ€œWho the fuck are you?!โ€ย ย 
He steps closer and watches as Tuckerโ€™s eyes bug out. Heโ€™s too drunk to properly run away or even scream. Such an easy target. He grips the otherโ€™s hair and lifts him to his feet, he can feel the strands starting to rip from his scalp one by one, Tuckerโ€™s face twisting in pain. โ€œYour worst fuckinโ€™ nightmare,โ€ Joel answers eerily calm. It doesnโ€™t matter if Tucker recognizes him. Heโ€™d be dead soon enough anyway.ย 
โ€œP-Please,โ€ he begs, realizing the same thing. โ€œIโ€™ll do whatever you want promise. I donโ€™t want to die.โ€ย 
Joel grunts, not dignifying his pleas with an answer. Lifting his other hand, his knuckles connect to Tuckerโ€™s face with a loud crunch, body flying to the ground headfirst.ย 
He pulls out his knife and drops down, ignoring the ache in his knees, he grabs Tuckerโ€™s arm and aligns the sharp blade against his wrist. Tucker notices, his face going pale as a ghost. โ€œD-Donโ€™tโ€”โ€ย 
Joel doesnโ€™t bat an eye as blood spurts violently over his clothes and the dirt. Drops of crimson seeping into the fabric. The knife cuts through the flesh like butter, severing hand from bone. His hand clamps over Tuckerโ€™s mouth. Joel smiles as his screams bounce off of the palm of his hand.ย 
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You come back to Jackson hand empty and earlier than intended. You were too much at unease, and being so jarred wasnโ€™t the best while scavenging for supplies alone. During your trip, you did end up scribbling something for Poppy. It wasnโ€™t finished but you hoped she would enjoy the first draft of the first chapter. It was mostly descriptions of what you felt, a cat-and-mouse game between two people who had bumped into each other accidentally.ย 
While heading into Jackson, you notice a crowd in the distance. You promptly get off your horse and walk with haste. You recognize Joel and Tommy easily, both brothers standing on each end of the crowd like gates keeping a herd of sheep in check. Ellie is standing right next to Joel, lifting herself on her toes to see; Joel is holding her back by gripping the cap of her hood.
โ€œWhatโ€™s going on?โ€ you ask.ย 
Joel turns to you, his eyebrows raising when notices itโ€™s you and not some random person he has to ignore, โ€œYouโ€™re back,โ€ he says. A statement rather than a question.ย 
โ€œYeah, wasnโ€™t feeling that well,โ€ you shrug him off. โ€œSo what happened?โ€ย 
His eyes turn to steel, his jaw locking in place. Before you can ask again, he gestures for you to move up the crowd with a tilt of his head.
โ€œLucky,โ€ you hear Ellie murmur as you walk ahead, gently pushing those who were looking at the sight with concern. With every step you take, the murmur of the crowd fades into the background, becoming nothing more than white noise. Maria is addressing the crowd, you think, though you're not entirely sure. The scent of blood is thick in the air, disorienting you as you get closer.
Your eyes go wide, the earth slips from beneath you but your expression remains emotionless.ย ย 
Itโ€™s Tucker.ย 
You feel as if youโ€™re standing alone. As if youโ€™re the only one taking in the sight of absolute horror and gore. Tucker is lying in a pile of his own blood face first, his eyes are open and lifeless, his one hand is outstretched like heโ€™s about to crawl away.
His right hand, however, is chopped off.ย 
Itโ€™s not even a clean-cut. The edges of his flesh are jagged and crooked, his blood-caked where his hand should be. Whoever did this cut it so it would hurt, so he would suffer tremendously.ย 
You canโ€™t help but gasp, covering your mouth with your right hand. You begin to shake, confusion churning in your stomach as bile coats your tongue. Heโ€™s dead. Just like Ian.ย 
When Mariaโ€™s eyes find your own, she narrows her gaze, a small warning for you to keep it together. You canโ€™t though. How could you? Tucker was alive and kicking a couple of days ago, just being his annoying self around Jackson.ย 
โ€œCalm down,โ€ you hear Joel mutter into your ear. You shiver at the brush of his lips. โ€œItโ€™s okay. Youโ€™re safe.โ€ย 
Safe. You want to laugh. You donโ€™t even know what that word means anymore.ย 
Joelโ€™s mouth moves over the shell of your ear, โ€œHe was a nuisance. Donโ€™t feel bad now that heโ€™s dead.โ€ย 
โ€œI didnโ€™t want him to die,โ€ you hiss back. โ€œAnd knowing thereโ€™s a serial killer out there doesnโ€™t exactly make me feel safe.โ€ย 
Despite your half-angry tone, you find yourself leaning into Joelโ€™s presence. Your shoulder presses into his broad chest, and without missing a beat he wraps his arms around your shaking frame. Relief comes in the form of warmth spreading along your chest, tingles forming at the tips of your fingers and toes. The voices of the crowd gradually come back but you only hear one of the many questions.
โ€œWhat do you think the message means?โ€ย 
Confusion crosses your face, brows furrowing as you try to make sense of it. Joel makes a choked-out sound that couldโ€™ve easily been taken as an amused chuckle.ย 
Then your eyes drop to Tuckerโ€™s outstretched hand and his dying message written in blood.ย 
O W Lย 
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A week had passed since Tuckerโ€™s death.ย 
You've been thinking about both murders relentlessly, trying to piece together everything that you know so far. During this time, you're grateful for Poppy, who comes by almost every night to help you try to solve the case. That's been your sole focus for the past few weeks; you haven't been scavenging since you spooked yourself so badly that you returned early, only to find Tucker dead.
Some part of you thinks that the eeriness you felt that day was a sign of what was about to happen. It's also an odd coincidence that he ended up dead the same night he harassed you in the morning. However, there are no forensic investigators in Jackson, so itโ€™s almost impossible to determine the exact time of death. That fact alone makes you anxious. It only means that whoever is killing everyone has nothing to worry about because even if they leave traces, whoโ€™s going to know?
In order to keep your nerves in check you end up writing a lot. You havenโ€™t shown any of it to Poppy yet but youโ€™re excited. You never thought writing a thriller would be the perfect way to escape the horrors of your actual life. At least in your stories, you have control.ย 
You also visit Joel and vice versa.ย 
Something had shifted the day he held you as you both gazed upon Tuckerโ€™s lifeless body. Maybe it was just you who felt bolder since death was once again right around the corner โ€” or maybe Joel just felt more protective now, wanting to check on you as much as he could.
โ€œYouโ€™re really writinโ€™ a whole ass novel?โ€ he asks, pouring you a glass of scotch. You still canโ€™t get over the fact that it nearly tasted identical to the actual stuff. Jackson is truly a miracle; at least when bodies arenโ€™t dropping left and write.ย 
Ellieโ€™s at a sleepover, which means you and Joel have the whole house to yourselves. With everything going on youโ€™d expect your libido to diminish a bit but itโ€™s as strong as ever, ready to go.ย 
You smile as he places the glass in front of you, โ€œYeah,โ€ you say, picking up the glass and heading toward the living room. โ€œI couldnโ€™t find Poppy anything to read and it helps me relax.โ€ย 
โ€œRelax, how?โ€ he asks, taking a seat next to you. The couch dips with his weight, and heat crawls up from your chest to your neck when his knee brushes against yours.ย 
โ€œWell, itโ€™s a horror thing. Horror slash mystery? I donโ€™t knowโ€”whatever it is, itโ€™s nice to have an outlet to escape whatโ€™s been happening lately.โ€ย 
โ€œSo to escape brutal murders you write more brutal murders?โ€ย 
You chuckle at the way his eyebrows raise, eyes going wide, โ€œI donโ€™t really focus that much on the gore. Itโ€™s more psychological, my sweet brute. Things donโ€™t need to have blood to be scary.โ€ย 
His grin is wide and instant, dark eyes lighting up with amusement, โ€œWhat did you just call me?โ€ย 
โ€œI. . .โ€ Your breath catches in your throat as you stare at him, suddenly realizing what youโ€™d said.ย 
โ€œWhat cat got your tongue?โ€ he teases. Joel leans closer, fingers dancing along the curve of your shoulder. You can feel the gravel in his voice. โ€œYou just called me yours, sweetheart. Does that jog your memory?โ€ย 
โ€œI also called you brute,โ€ you quip back immediately, cheeks aflame. โ€œIt doesnโ€™t mean anything.โ€ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t it?โ€ his palm now presses fully into your shoulder, keeping you in place in case you might run. Joel tilts his head slightly, the plush of his lips only an inch away. โ€œI like you callinโ€™ me that,โ€ the pink of his tongue swipes over his bottom lip. โ€œSay it again.โ€ย ย 
โ€œS-Say what?โ€ย 
A small chuckle parts his lips, oddly enough it almost feels like his patience is wearing thin. He comes closer, the tip of his nose brushing yours. โ€œThat Iโ€™m yours,โ€ he clarifies. โ€œBeen waitinโ€™ to hear those words come from your mouth since I met you.โ€ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re mine,โ€ you whisper against his lips, eyelids fluttering but not quite closing. With the confession, you feel the brush of Joelโ€™s lips on yours. His tongue traces the seam of your mouth. You part for him with a moan, and taking the opportunity, he slides inside, tasting every inch of you.ย 
His lips taste and feel like the forests you wander off to; it soothes you, calms your nerves, and has the taste of home. Theyโ€™re chapped from the sun, yet soft. You canโ€™t have enough of him, if heโ€™d offered, youโ€™d gladly kiss him forever.ย 
Joel parts with a shaky breath, his chest heaving, โ€œAnd youโ€™re mine,โ€ he groans, his eyes dark with arousal. Itโ€™s an involuntary action but your eyes drop to the front of his pants where you see the thick outline of his cock.ย 
Your mouth goes dry, yet you manage to speak anyway, โ€œAre words all youโ€™ve been waiting for?โ€ Itโ€™s bold, youโ€™re highly aware, but you canโ€™t help it when heโ€™s this close. His scent suffocating, pulling you to him like a moth to a flame.ย 
He stares at you silently. His thumb touches your bottom lip, slightly tugging it down. Heโ€™s not smiling anymore, only observing.ย 
โ€œNo,โ€ Joel answers slowly. He leans towards your ears, the thick hairs above his lips tickling your skin. โ€œIโ€™ve also been waitinโ€™ to feel that velvet tongue on my cock, honey. And to feel how tight your throat gets when you take every inch of me.โ€ย 
Joel blows a puff of air, it caresses your skin, leaving goosebumps in its wake. He brings your hand to the front of his pants, dragging your palm up and down his length. You shudder. The heat of it seeps into your palm despite the thick fabric of his jeans, you lick your lips absentmindedly. โ€œThis is all for you sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œFuck, Joel. . .โ€ your eyes roll back when he kisses your neck, open-mouthed kisses laid upon your skin like a gift. Your nipples tighten and if you look down right now, you know youโ€™ll see them peeking through your shirt.ย 
He reads your thoughts, eyes moving down before meeting your gaze again. โ€œDidnโ€™t know you walked around without a bra, sunshine.โ€ย 
โ€œI only go braless when Iโ€™m comfortable,โ€ you answer. Joel cups your breasts roughly, kneading the flesh, he simultaneously sucks on your neck, teeth nipping the sensitive skin. โ€œOh god,โ€ the fabric of your panties grows damp and you clench your thighs together.ย 
โ€œNot god,โ€ he says sharply, sinking his teeth into you. โ€œJoel.โ€ย 
โ€œJoel,โ€ you moan and arch your back, filling more of yourself into his palm. You squeeze his cock, relishing in the way he makes a strangled sound. โ€œI want to suck you off, Joel.โ€ย 
โ€œBe my guest.โ€ย 
You push him until heโ€™s lying on the couch. Youโ€™re about to unbutton his jeans but he stops you.ย 
โ€œTurn around,โ€ he says.ย 
โ€œWhat?โ€ย 
His wide grin nearly stops your heart, โ€œWant to taste that sweet pussy, sunshine. Strip down and take a seat.โ€ย 
โ€œOnโ€”On your face?โ€ย 
โ€œWhere else?โ€ย 
Youโ€™re too embarrassed to speak, tongue suddenly too big in your mouth. Quickly, and a bit clumsily, you strip down and turn before straddling his chest. You donโ€™t need to touch yourself to know that youโ€™re soaked.ย 
You swallow, โ€œIโ€™ve never done this before.โ€ย 
His hands come up to cradle your hips, urging you to move back towards his face. You feel the blunt sting of his nails.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s alright,โ€ he mutters. โ€œI wonโ€™t let you fall if thatโ€™s what youโ€™re worried about.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™m more worried about how Iโ€™m gonna move, or accidentally suffocating you.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat a noble way it would be to go.โ€ย 
โ€œJoel!โ€ you laugh, playfully smacking his thigh. He answers by giving your hips another squeeze, you surrender and move back until youโ€™re hovering over his face. Your hand planted firmly over his hip bones, you lower yourself. You shudder as his tongue licks a stripe between your folds. He moans into your cunt, pulling you flush against his face.ย 
Meanwhile, you finally unzip his pants and pull his cock out, the heft of it bumping against your nose and lips. You drip at the smell of him and swear he smiles as he sucks on your aching clit, short-circuiting your brain with arousal. His cock throbs in your palm, a drop of precome glistening at the tip. Your mouth watering, you lean forward and clean him off. Another groan echoes within his chest and he thrusts forward, the tip of his cock kissing your lips.ย 
Eyes fluttering closed, you suck on the bulbous head and force yourself to go down until he hits the back of your throat. You wrap a hand around the base, stroking where you canโ€™t fit, and hallow your cheeks.ย 
โ€œCome on, sunshine. You can take me,โ€ he rasps. โ€œYouโ€™re mine, arenโ€™t you? That mouth is meant to take me.โ€ย 
Without waiting for an answer, Joel pushes his tongue inside, your walls clenching around the wet muscleโ€”you let out a loud gasp and grind down, then you feel the sting of his palm against your ass, pain blossoming from where he smacked.ย 
Your throat rattles with a moan and Joel takes the opportunity to drive forward, your eyes go wide as you feel the length of him sliding down your throat, cutting the air from your lungs.ย 
โ€œOh, fuckโ€”โ€ he moans unabashedly, the sounds sending a pleasurable tingle down your spine despite the strain on your throat. โ€œThatโ€™s it, sweetheart, just like that. Fuck, fuckโ€”โ€ย 
Your throat tightens around him, your lungs starting to burn. His hand caresses both sides of your ass, the abrupt pain of the smack from before subduing, โ€œRelax,โ€ he says, swirling his tongue around your clit. โ€œBreathe through your nose. Just a bit more. . .โ€ย 
Your nails bite into his thighs as you attempt to follow instructions. You relax your throat and slowly begin to breathe from your nose. Itโ€™s still difficult, but your lungs rejoice in the minimal amount of air that comes through. You make a mess of him. Saliva dripping from the corner of your mouth and down his length.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s it, thatโ€™s my girl,โ€ he murmurs. โ€œGonna fuck that pretty throat now and make this pussy come, understood?โ€ย 
Eyes tearing up, you nod. From the way your stomach convulses, you know that youโ€™re close, your skin tight over your trembling muscles. The nod is all that Joel needs from you. Holding you in place, he snaps his hips forward, burying himself completely down your throat while flicking his tongue against your clit. You scream around him, eyes rolling back as he continues to devour you and take you apart at the same time. He licks you with fat strokes of his tongue, a hint of teeth scraping your folds here and there as he fucks your throat with shallow thrusts.ย 
Youโ€™re limp against his broad body, allowing him to use you as he pleases while all you can do is hang on for the ride. Pleasure licks the base of your spine, a searing heat caressing your skin while Joel continues to build you up only for you to fall spectacularly. Your lips start to ache, your throat squeezing around him whenever he snaps his hips forwardโ€”ย 
And all hell finally breaks loose.ย 
You come undone with a devastating cry only for it to be muffled by his cock going down your throat. You gush around his tongue, soaking his facial hair and mouth, Joel is underrated, licking and sucking until youโ€™re shaking above him, every bit of tension draining from your body.ย 
Joel comes shortly after, his hand slides from your waist and he manages to reach out in order to hold your head down. You donโ€™t have a choice but to swallow as he spills down your throat, thick spurts of come going down while he shudders and pushes even deeper.ย 
Thereโ€™s so much of it, cock twitching and throbbing in your mouth until your mouth sucks him dry. Youโ€™re lightheaded from the lack of air; you find that it adds to the pleasure thatโ€™s buzzing in your veins, your cunt still pulsing with the heft of him still buried in your lips.ย 
He pulls out with a satisfied groan and you manage to scoot down so youโ€™re straddling his chest instead of head. Joel caresses your back, the gentle repeated motion sending tingles down your spine.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s was fuckinโ€™ amazinโ€™,โ€ he says, voice hoarse. โ€œAre you okay?โ€
โ€œY-Yeah,โ€ you answer sounding meek. โ€œI think I need some water though.โ€ย 
You get off, legs still shaking, but he grabs your hand, halting your movement. โ€œLet me get it for you,โ€ he says, sitting up.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m already up,โ€ you smile as his brows furrow with worry, the expression warming your heart. You quickly bend down to kiss him and heโ€™s quick to lick himself into your mouth, tasting himself on your tongue. โ€œIโ€™ll be right back.โ€ย 
You have no idea how youโ€™re standing while feeling like jello but you manage to get yourself all the way to the fridge. You smile at the coolness touching your warmed skin when you open the door. Scanning the interior, you thoughtlessly rub at your throat in an attempt to soothe the ache a little. You grab the pitcher of cold water and notice a bit of apple pie left over.ย 
โ€œHey, Joel?โ€ you call out. He hums in acknowledgment. โ€œCan I have a slice of pie?โ€ย 
His humored chuckle follows through, โ€œYou can eat the whole damn thing after what youโ€™ve done,โ€ you smile and take the desert out. โ€œCan you bring me a slice too?โ€ he adds.ย 
You smile and place the pie on the counter. The leftover is already two slices give or take so you decide to just take two forks with you instead of dirting a plate. Looking through the drawers, you try to remember which one is the cutlery drawer.ย 
On your second try you find something else.ย 
Something that makes your eyes go wide and heart throb painfully.ย 
Your hands shaking, you pick up the owl mask from the drawer. The surface is smooth, and the color of it a light shade of brown just like a tawny owl. All the pleasant tingles fade away, the buzz of pleasure in your veins replaced by fear and adrenaline.ย 
Heading back to the living room, you show the mask to Joel.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s this?โ€ you ask, your voice betraying your sudden outburst of fear.ย 
Joel looks up, eyes flitting between you and the owl mask. He raises a brow, his confusion evident across his face. โ€œItโ€™s a mask, sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œNo no, I know itโ€™s a mask,โ€ you answer, breathless. โ€œBut why do you have it?โ€ย 
โ€œItโ€™s Ellieโ€™s,โ€ he stands up, his pants still unbuttoned but pulled up. You fight the urge to step away, fight the urge to flinch when he touches your cheek. โ€œThey were makinโ€™ Halloween masks last year in school. I didnโ€™t even realize we still had it.โ€ย 
โ€œReally?โ€ you ask and he nods.ย 
โ€œReally,โ€ Joel claims your lips in a chaste kiss, thumb stroking lines up and down your cheek. His hand slithers down your arm to your wrist and when he squeezes, you drop the mask. โ€œWhy?โ€ he breathes into you. โ€œIs this about the damn thing Tucker wrote down?โ€ย 
You remain silent and he pulls away, dark eyes boring into yours.ย 
โ€œYou need to relax, sweetheart,โ€ he mumbles. โ€œWhy donโ€™t you just allow yourself to enjoy this? You deserve to be happy.โ€ย 
Your eyes widen with surprise, his words crashing into you, โ€œI. . . Do I do that? Really?โ€ย 
โ€œItโ€™s normal, darlinโ€™,โ€ he answers. โ€œIโ€™m pretty sure we all have survivorโ€™s guilt.โ€ย 
You let out a shaky exhale. Heโ€™s right. You were just feeling guilty of being alive when so many had died. Joel smiles back and traces the curve of yours with his fingers. โ€œThereโ€™s that smile that I adore,โ€ he guides you towards the kitchen. โ€œNow letโ€™s go eat some pie.โ€ย 
No matter what though, you canโ€™t help but turn back to look at the owl mask one last time as it lays lifelessly on the floor.ย 
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โ€œSo, tell me about this book youโ€™re writinโ€™?โ€ย 
You let out a low laugh, โ€œI already told you about it. What more do you wanna know?โ€ย 
You stare at Joelโ€™s back as he takes the lead, heโ€™d decided to join you in your explorations ever since you told him how nervous you had gotten the last time. You had appreciated the gesture but still felt a tad anxious around him ever since you found that damn owl maskโ€”ย 
A branch snaps into two under your steps and he turns, extending his hand to you. With a smile you allow him to lace his fingers within yours, your stomach jumping a little as he tugs you close so the two of you are walking side by side instead.ย 
โ€œIf memory serves me right we got distracted when you told me about it,โ€ he says with that southern drawl of his. โ€œSo tell me again what itโ€™s about.โ€ย 
โ€œOkay okay,โ€ you smile, squeezing his hand twice. โ€œItโ€™s all a big mess now but the premise is that thereโ€™s this guy obsessed with this woman and he stalks her and no matter what she does, she always feels like thereโ€™s someone watching.โ€ย 
Joel looks ahead, โ€œSounds familiar. Isnโ€™t that how you felt last time you were out here?โ€ย 
โ€œYeah, and itโ€™s when I started writing it.โ€ย 
โ€œSo do these two people know each other?โ€ his tone drops, his fingers suddenly feeling like barbed wire within your hand. You swallow. โ€œI mean in their regular lives, does the woman know that heโ€™s the one stalkinโ€™ her?โ€ย 
You roll your shoulders, a weak attempt to shrug off the eeriness that you feel.ย 
โ€œExactly. I think that just makes the whole thing creepier. Heโ€™s just a normal guy, even a friend, but heโ€™s also the one among the shadows.โ€ย 
โ€œInterestinโ€™,โ€ he murmurs. โ€œYou think thatโ€™s happeninโ€™ to you?โ€ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t think thereโ€™s someone stalking me, if thatโ€™s what youโ€™re asking,โ€ you utter every word hastily, your pulse quickening under your skin.ย 
His lips curl in a half smile, โ€œThatโ€™s good,โ€ he says. โ€œWouldnโ€™t want you to be laying awake thinking about what might lingerinโ€™ on the other side of the window.โ€ย 
โ€œI think Iโ€™m more likely to stay awake thinking about infected,โ€ you say with a soft laugh. โ€œBut yeah, itโ€™s all fiction. That day I probably just got scared because of what Poppy said about Ian.โ€ย 
โ€œProbably,โ€ Joel trails off, his steps slowing. โ€œHow do you think itโ€™s gonna end?โ€ย 
โ€œW-What?โ€ย 
He stops and so does your heart. At least you think it does.ย 
Joel faces you fully, his presence towering, he grips your shoulders and pushes you back until the air is knocked from your lungs by a tree right behind you. Your eyes go wide. He leans in, breath tickling your lips.ย 
โ€œHow do you think your book is gonna end, sweetheart?โ€ he asks again, eyes gleaming with something dark. โ€œIs the guy gonna get the girl?โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€”I donโ€™t know.โ€ย 
All you can think about is the owl mask and how it would perfectly fit his face. He cocks his head and taking a step closer, he slips a leg between your thighs. Slick gathers at your underwearโ€”he feels the fabric dampening on his leg and grins.ย 
โ€œFear turns you on doesnโ€™t it?โ€ he purrs. โ€œWicked thing.โ€ย 
Relief drowns your senses. So thatโ€™s why he got all weird suddenly, heโ€™s just teasing you. With a laugh, your head falls back against the tree trunk, โ€œJesus Joel, you scared the shit out of me.โ€ย 
โ€œIt ainโ€™t my fault,โ€ he says, nipping at your chin. โ€œYouโ€™re easy to scare.โ€ย 
โ€œWell, two brutal unsolvable murders will do that to a girl.โ€ย 
Joel lets go and pulls away, smiling as he shakes his head, โ€œWhatโ€™s it gonna take for you to believe I had nothinโ€™ to do with those? Even in death, Tucker causes nothinโ€™ but fuckinโ€™ trouble for me.โ€ย 
โ€œYou donโ€™t need to do anything, Iโ€™m sorry,โ€ you pull him back, relishing in the way his strong arms wrap around your frame. โ€œIโ€™ll stop being such a chicken, promise. Iโ€™m still a bit jittery thatโ€™s all.โ€ย 
โ€œI forgive you,โ€ he says against your lips, kissing you quickly before pulling you away from the thick trunk of the tree. โ€œNow letโ€™s find a place to settle down for the night.โ€ย 
When you two return to Jackson three days later, the first thing you notice is the crowd. Your stomach drops at the familiar sight and instinctively you reach out to Joel, lacing your fingers together. He squeezes your hand two times.ย 
The last thing you should be feeling is relief that now itโ€™s not possible for Joel to be the one killing all those people but alas, thatโ€™s all you feel. Relief and love.ย 
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The trade fair sprawls before you. Stalls with makeshift awnings, tattered banners, and worn tarps create a patchwork quilt of colors, beneath which a diverse array of goods is proudly displayed. The air is thick with the scent of freshly baked bread, the tang of cured leather, and the earthy aroma of herbs. Laughter, chatter, and the occasional clinking of metal form a lively symphony, a chorus of life that drowns out the ever-present background hum of death and infection.
Youโ€™ve always enjoyed the time of the trade fair. People move like busy ants, weaving between the stalls. Children, their cheeks dusted with earth, dart through the crowd, their carefree laughter that should be comforting doing the opposite. Since Tinaโ€™s deathโ€” she was one of the council membersโ€” you had been sleeping at Joelโ€™s. Neither he nor Ellie seemed to mind you staying there.ย 
The purpose of the fair is to exchange goods โ€“ to exchange, to connect, to share stories of survival.
Your eyes scan the crowd for Joel's familiar silhouette. He and Ellie had headed out before you since you wanted a change of clothes. Just as your gaze begins to falter, a voice reaches your ears. "Hey!" It's Poppy, she waves you over.
You navigate your way through the bustling stalls until you stand before Poppy. She's leaning against a rough-hewn post, a glint of excitement in her eyes.ย 
โ€œHey, Poppy,โ€ you greet her with a smile. โ€œIโ€™m looking for Joel, or Ellie, have you seen either of them?โ€
โ€œWell, Ellie is with Dina, hanging out,โ€ She points to the forest that skirts the settlement. "I saw him heading that way not too long ago."
โ€œAlright, thanks. Iโ€™ll see you later then,โ€ Waving her off, you head after Joel.ย 
The trees are a bit more scarce here, thereโ€™s more room between them. The forest opens up, revealing a sprawling expanse that stretches as far as the eye can see. It's a stark contrast to the dense woods you often travel to, where the trees stand like guardians, their branches interlocking in a tapestry of shadow and light. Here, the gaps between the trees create pockets of sunlight that dapple the forest floor.ย 
However, the expanses between trees can be deceiving, and without the markers and familiarity of the well-trodden paths closer to home, it's easy to lose your way.ย 
For some reason instead of calling out for Joel, you decide to wander aimlessly. Youโ€™re not sure why. You donโ€™t come to this side of Jackson often enough to feel comfortable with your surroundings and shouting his name would definitely be easier than walking without aim.ย 
Soon enough you hear faint murmuring beckoning you deeper into the forest.ย 
Survival instincts kicking in, you slow down your steps, making sure to step onto clear dirt instead of gravel or fallen branches. Hiding behind a rather large tree trunk, you stare ahead. In the distance, you see two men: one with his back against the tree, while the other holds him by the neck, the sharp blade of his knife catching the sunlight and reflecting it directly into your eyes.
You hold your breath and your eyes go wide. You hear the thrum of your heart. Itโ€™s the killer. It has to be.ย 
You canโ€™t quite hear them but you can decipher the tone of begging for one's life. The man holding the knife tilts his head slightly, your mouth waters at the prospect of finally seeing the murderer's faceโ€”
Itโ€™s the mask.ย 
The same mask you found in Joelโ€™s home in the shape of an owl. Your stomach churns violently, bile raising to your throat as you watch on. You rub at your eyes, take deep breathsโ€”anything you can think of that would erase the image before you.ย 
Goosebumps raising across your skin, you shake your head. It canโ€™t be Joel. He was with you the day Tina died and no matter how competent he was not even he could be at two places at once.ย 
A muffled scream echoes within the forest and your eyes snap to the two men, the owl had driven his knife into the flesh and bone. He pulls it out, and the body falls. You recognize who it is; Jacob. You heard his name a couple of days ago from Ellie, he was bothering both her and Dina because they were hanging out.ย 
Heโ€™s still alive when the killer stomps his head in, blood splattering across the leys.ย 
Youโ€™re frozen in place. Your throat dry and tongue motionless. The killer kicks Jacob one last time for good measure and finally stops. You observe the way his shoulders drop as if a great weight had been lifted off of them, then he looks up into the sky, the golden sun highlighting his mask.ย 
Very slowly, he lifts his hand and takes it off.ย 
Every feeling comes rushing back, too fast and too soon. Your tongue is alive again and so is your body, the world is suddenly vibrant with life and horror. The sun continues to caress the countenance of the unmasked killerโ€™s face, his sunkissed skin the perfect canvas to soak up the light.ย 
Joel.ย 
You take a step back, every thought of precaution dropping from your mind. The forest starts to spin. It spins and spins and spins until the ground slips from beneath your feet. You catch yourself at the very last second.ย 
When you look up you see his gaze staring directly into yours.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ you hiss out, quickly staggering up. The last thing you see before you start running is his extended hand as he tries to reach out for you.ย 
โ€œWait!โ€ย 
You donโ€™t. You do the exact opposite of that. You run. You run for your life and those in Jackson at the fair.ย 
You run with memories loud in your mind. How Joel had listened to you, comforted you, fucked youโ€”
Tears sting your eyes. Every part of this feels like a nightmare that you hope to wake up from anytime soon. But as the wind hits your skin, you know that every part of this is very much real. Your chest burns from how fast youโ€™re going, your legs starting to falter underneath you.ย 
Before you can react, an unexpected force slams into you. The impact sends shockwaves through your body as you collide with somethingโ€”or is it someone?โ€”their presence as jarring as the jolt itself. Your momentum falters, and for a fleeting moment, time seems to slow as you stumble, desperately trying to regain your balance.
Two arms grab at you and without even seeing who it is, you start to push the person away, fighting against it like a wild animal.ย 
โ€œLet go of me! Let go of me!โ€ย 
โ€œHey hey hey,โ€ you hear a familiar voice repeat. โ€œItโ€™s me, youโ€™re okay,โ€ youโ€™re shaking all around, only when you feel his hands cradle your cheeks do you open your eyes. He smiles when he sees your eyes flicker in recognition.ย 
โ€œTommy?โ€ you whisper. He nods and without a thought you jump him, wrapping your arms around his neck and tugging him close. His arms coil around you in response, promising to not let go. โ€œOh, thank fuck itโ€™s you.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat happened? Are you alright?โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€”I am okay butโ€”Joelโ€”Itโ€™s Joel, Tommy heโ€™s been the one behind all those murders. We need to warn everyone, we need to tell Maria!โ€ย 
You grab his arm and tug him along toward what you assume is the right way out of the forest. He remains still. Turning around, you shoot him a confused glance. 'Tommy, we need to tell people.'
โ€œCanโ€™t let you do that sugar, sorry.โ€ย 
โ€œWhy. . . Why not?โ€ you let go and slowly step back, heart pounding. โ€œIs it because heโ€™s your brother?โ€ย 
You wish that was his excuse. Some moral obligation towards Joel because heโ€™s his brother, that you can relate to. Your heart still pounds for Joel and in your brain, youโ€™re still desperately seeking an explanation.ย 
But Tommy allows the silence to linger, your fear and worry quickly turning into anger.ย 
โ€œFine, Iโ€™ll tell them. Itโ€™s wrong.โ€ย 
It only takes a blink of an eye; you feel Tommyโ€™s iron grip around your wrist, yanking you back into his chest. He holds you. Oddly tender for someone who had made your arm nearly fall out of its socket. You thrash within his arms, pulling and hitting his chest.ย 
โ€œWeโ€™re doing good,โ€ he grunts. โ€œYou gotta see that.โ€ย 
You refuse to listen, your ear narrowing on the sound of your own blood rush instead of his words. By some miracle, you manage to slip your arm out and punch him square in the chin. It was a weak punch but strong enough to startle Tommy.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ hell, sweetheart, calm the fuck downโ€”โ€ he tucks your arm back against your body and turns you around so your back is flush against his chest. Youโ€™re breathing raggedly, chest rising with every deep gulp of air. His lips touch your ear, his tone menacing, โ€œI really wish you wouldโ€™ve not done that.โ€ย 
โ€œWhy?โ€ you gasp. โ€œYouโ€™re gonna kill me too?โ€ย 
Silence follows, and with every passing moment sweat beads on your forehead, โ€œIt was you wasnโ€™t it?โ€ you continue. โ€œYou killed Tina. Joel only came along with me to calm my suspicions.โ€ย 
Before Tommy can confirm your suspicions, you notice movement within the forest and your eyes are immediately drawn to the shadow coming forth.ย ย 
โ€œSmart girl,โ€ Joel remarks with a half smile as he emerges from between the trees. Thereโ€™s a splatter of red over his shirt but the knife seems to be tucked away. For now. โ€œBut youโ€™re only half right, darlinโ€™. I came along because I like spendinโ€™ time with you.โ€ย 
โ€œIs that supposed to make me ignore the fact that Jacobโ€™s body isnโ€™t even cold yet?โ€ย 
Joel curls two fingers under your chin, lifting your gaze while Tommy continues to hold you back. You shudder against him, a soft sound parts the younger Millerโ€™s lips.ย 
โ€œHe was a piece of shit,โ€ Joel grunts. โ€œHe was botherinโ€™ Ellie, callinโ€™ her names, he deserved what he was gettinโ€™.โ€ย 
โ€œSo what, you guys are just playing hero? Killing everyone whoโ€™s causing trouble in town? Thereโ€™s a system for that.โ€ย 
โ€œHoney,โ€ he tuts, an involuntary warmth spreading within your abdomen. โ€œThe system didnโ€™t work before the outbreak, it ainโ€™t gonna work now either.โ€ย 
โ€œWe protect our own,โ€ Tommy says from behind you, breath fanning your neck. โ€œWe take care of it before it escalates. You have to understand that.โ€ย 
โ€œAnd why the hell would I understand?โ€ you hiss, looking directly into Joelโ€™s eyes while addressing Tommy.ย 
Joel smiles, his lips curling slowly, โ€œBecause youโ€™re one of us. And you like it when we protect.โ€ย 
Your lips part with an exhale. Heโ€™s right, not that you still agree with them killing people, but you had enjoyed that primal protection coming from the Millers. It made you feel powerful, loved, cared for. All the things you craved deeply.ย 
You ignore Joel and his words entirely, averting your eyes with embarrassment and shame.ย 
โ€œI just donโ€™t understand why you did it, Tommyโ€ you murmur. Tommy tenses behind you, his arms tightening around your frame, drawing the remaining oxygen from your lungs. โ€œI understand the otherโ€™s to an extent but Tina didnโ€™t do anything wrong.โ€ย 
Joel looks towards Tommy, it was his kill after all and the older Miller had nothing to say about it.ย 
โ€œShe was wrecking what Maria is tryinโ€™ so hard to build,โ€ he answers. โ€œSheโ€™s pregnant, stress ainโ€™t good for her or the baby.โ€ย 
โ€œDoes. . . Does Mariaโ€”โ€ย 
Tommy cuts you off, โ€œNo.โ€ย 
Joel leans closer, mouth an inch away from yours as he parts his lips. โ€œI killed for you,โ€ You hate the way your body reacts to him, wanting to close the distance between you two despite how unsettled you feel. โ€œIan was a piece of shit, so was Tucker and Jacob. They donโ€™t deserve your empathy, honey. And you canโ€™t deny that youโ€™re glad theyโ€™re gone.โ€ย 
His hair is a delightful mess. Soft locks going in every direction. All you want to do is thread your fingers within and forget about all of this. Joelโ€™s gaze is observant, dark eyes darting all over your face. You donโ€™t know what he sees but whatever it is, he nods to Tommy for him to let you go and he does. Legs lifeless and shaking, he catches you, his warmth welcoming. Heโ€™s still tender with you. Hands delicate as they move over your arms, shifting you so you'll be facing Tommy.
Joelโ€™s hand curls around your neck and holds your chin so you canโ€™t look away. You canโ€™t read Tommyโ€™s expression. Youโ€™re not sure what heโ€™s feeling. However, you think he looks almost relieved that youโ€™re not fighting anymore.ย 
You shudder as Joel drags his lips down your neck, taking deep breaths of your fear-induced scent. His hands slip under your shirt and cup both breaths, making you squeal. Your objection is short-lived when he brushes his thumbs over both nipples, awakening them with slow strokes.ย 
Tommyโ€™s gaze drops to your chest.ย 
โ€œHeโ€™s been watching you, you know,โ€ Joel says. โ€œWhen I had things to settle in town it was him who looked after you,โ€ his voice drops, eyes observing his brother. โ€œI think he deserves a bit of a show, donโ€™t you think?โ€ย 
The whimper you let out is enough for Tommy to meet your gaze curiously. Joel smiles into your skin and your eyes widen as he pulls out a knifeโ€”a different one from the one he used on Jacob, you realize with relief.ย 
Your breath hitches as he slides the knife under your shirt and cuts your shirt clean from the middle, exposing you completely to his younger brotherโ€™s eyes. Sudden arousal pools between your legs and you clamp them together suddenly, the movement not unnoticed by either of them.ย 
โ€œYou like it when my brother watches?โ€ he asks loud enough for Tommy to hear. โ€œYou got a little crush on him too, sweetheart, hmm? Donโ€™t worry, heโ€™s always goinโ€™ to be lookinโ€™ out for you. Thatโ€™s what family does after all.โ€ย 
Your neck strains as Joel tilts your head suddenly, claiming your lips in a violent kiss. He doesnโ€™t wait for you to part your lips for him and pushes his tongue into your mouth, licking the surprised sounds of pleasure right from your mouth. Your heart skips a beat. He presses the flat side of the knife against your warmed skin, the chill of metal settling in your bones.ย 
When he parts away, a string of saliva connects you still. โ€œYouโ€™re mine arenโ€™t you?โ€ Joel groans, lips moving over yours.ย 
You nod in a daze and he smiles, โ€œAnd Iโ€™m yours too,โ€ he says.ย 
Your eyes meet Tommy momentarily, the younger Millerโ€™s lips twitch in a half smile. He doesnโ€™t say a word as he closes the distance.ย 
Tommy cradles your face tenderly,ย  urging you to come close as he envelopes your lips with his own, taking you by surprise.ย 
The kiss lacks the intensity compared to Joelโ€™s. Tommy caresses your cheeks with both thumbs. You donโ€™t even feel his tongue, itโ€™s just a gradual movement of lips, a type of affirmation and comfort.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re one of us now,โ€ he says pressing his forehead against yours. You donโ€™t know how to react or what to say and you end up just nodding, your hands fisting his shirt. Him, parting away from you almost feels painful but youโ€™re not sure why. Tommy gives you a smile and Joel a nod before he leaves.ย 
You and Joel stand like that for a while, in complete silence, bodies flushed together, knife still resting over your stomach.ย 
โ€œI only did what was right,โ€ he breaks the silence. His tone isnโ€™t one of asking for forgiveness or understanding. His arms tighten around you. โ€œAre you afraid of me?โ€ he whispers into your ear, the thick hairs above his lips tickling the shell of your ear.ย 
You donโ€™t answer him.ย 
โ€œYou donโ€™t need to be,โ€ he continues. He allows you to move within his arms, you want to see his face, you need to see him to not fear for your life. You ignore the knife grazing your skin as you turn around, your bare front snug against his chest. โ€œIโ€™ll never hurt you. And youโ€™re the only person in this whole damn town that can say that. You and Ellie.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat about Tommy?โ€ย 
โ€œTommyโ€™s priorities lay elsewhere.โ€ย 
He doesnโ€™t allow you to inquire further about what he means by that. All you can detect is a hint of anger that quickly dissipates when he claims your lips once more.ย 
Youโ€™re lost in him. His tongue captures you in a way that makes you forget the blood on his clothesโ€”on his hands. His tongue slides against your own, pressing until youโ€™re moaning into his mouth, your knees faltering at the knife smoothing down your skin.ย 
Before pushing you down to the ground, he takes off the shirt he cut in half completely off of you, your bra following the pile on the grass. Your breath hitches as he takes his place between your legs, his mouth devouring your neck, โ€œJoel. . .โ€ you moan, fisting his shirt and grinding up to feel at least a bit of friction.ย 
A silent laugh seeps into your skin, his breath sending shivers up your spine, โ€œDo you still feel bad for them?โ€ he teases, laying a wet kiss between your breasts.ย 
You donโ€™t think much as you answer, โ€œNo.โ€ย 
And as a reward, Joel closes his lips over a nipple, sucking hard until your breathing goes ragged.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s my girl,โ€ he groans, moving towards the other pebbled flesh. โ€œYouโ€™re too good, too kind, but they donโ€™t deserve that sweetheart.โ€ย 
He hooks his fingers into your belt loops and tugs down your jeans, laving you with soft, ticklish kisses as he moves lower and lower. When youโ€™re completely bare to him, you have the urge to cover yourself, the grass tickles your back and the wind feels colder now. Joel smiles and pulls your arms away. He lays the knife right above your stomach and your breath hitches.ย 
โ€œI want to taste you,โ€ Joel says. โ€œBut not in the way you think, darlinโ€™,โ€ he kisses the sensitive skin right adobe your belly button, and brings the sharp edge of the knife to your skin. โ€œI want to taste the life that pumps through your veins.โ€ย 
Your eyes widen as he nicks you. Itโ€™s a small cut and blood beads at the wound instantly. He doesnโ€™t allow it to gather enough so thatโ€™ll trickle down, he quickly presses his lips against it, your essence coating his tongue as he gives it a tender suck. You can the blood leaving your veins, a pleasant tingle echoing from the wound and spreading throughout your body. Your eyes flutter, a moan escaping your lips as he flattens his tongue against the cut and licks with board strokes.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ delicious,โ€ he rasps, pushing two fingers into you with ease. You gasp at the sudden stretch, your back arching into his touch. โ€œSo darn wetโ€”All this for me, sunshine?โ€ย 
โ€œYeah,โ€ you breathe out, grinding down. โ€œJoel, pleaseโ€”โ€ย 
You hear the sound of his belt buckle coming undone, his breath heavy in your ear, โ€œSince you asked so nicely, sweetheart, Iโ€™m obliged.โ€ย 
You feel the head of his cock brush against your entrance, sending a jolt of electricity through your body. Your eyes close in anticipation and you whimper as he slowly slides inside you inch by inch. You can feel it, that intense fullness that can only come from him, taking his time to make sure it feels good. His size is intimidating but you feel yourself melting around him, eager and willing.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s it. . . youโ€™re takinโ€™ me so well, such a tight little hole for me. Fuckinโ€™ amazinโ€™.โ€ย 
He presses his forehead against yours, nipping at your bottom lip before thrusting, sending a wave of pleasure that makes your toes curl. You cling onto him for support as he pumps deeper and faster, hitting all the right spots. It takes neither of you long to climb the edge, ready to fall. You can feel the warmth of his breath, and his grip tightens on your hips. His pace quickens as the intensity builds, and you clench around him as he groans your name.ย 
โ€œGonna come inside,โ€ he slurs his words. โ€œGonna fill you upโ€”shitโ€”โ€ย 
You can feel him throbbing and pulsing inside of you, his hard length contracting. As he pushes deeper into you, your insides flutter, squeezing around him. Your orgasm is ripped from you, shattering and mind-numbing. Your head spins and you cling to him, afraid that the world underneath you might slip entirely. His hot come warms you from the inside out, spilling from where his cock stretches you.ย 
Joel remains inside until he starts to soften. He pulls out of you, leaving you feeling a longing ache deep within your core. You shudder as his come trickles down your thighs, your cunt clenching around nothing.ย 
โ€œSuch a pretty sight,โ€ he murmurs, entranced, as he gathers himself over his fingers and pushes it back inside you. โ€œTry to keep as much as you can inside.โ€ To emphasize his want for it, he slides your underwear up your legs.ย 
Youโ€™re tied to him now. And even though you shouldnโ€™t, you enjoy being the one near the beast. Joel helps you dress, at least helps you with what remains, and gives you his leather jacket to wear since your shirt is in ruins. Neither of you says a word as you walk back to where Jacobโ€™s body rests. You help him bury the body, not feeling a single thing; no grief, no remorse, no sadness.ย 
You always did have a complicated relationship with death after all.ย 
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Liam (Nikita) x Fat F!Reader
Rating: M
Word Count: 2.5k
Summary: Heโ€™d told himself that you were a distraction, a liability, a weakness heโ€™d be foolish to give in to, but he hadnโ€™t been able to stay away. He hadnโ€™t been able to stop wondering what it would look like to press his fingers into your skin.
Contents: established relationship. pwp. grooming of body hair. mentions of canon-typical violence. insecurity. oral sex (f! receiving).
A/N: I started writing this in Sept... and then I got distracted, but finally finished it today.
There is no one else I've thought "what a weirdo"(affectionate) more than Liam, so I'm glad to finally share this thot with everyone.
@psychedelic-ink I've finally finished it! Sil made this amazing moodboard. Please look on it with awe, cos I sure am.
Thank you to @fhatbhabie for looking over this.
โ€œDid you start without me?โ€ You ask after finding him on the couch, naked except for a towel wrapped around his slim waist. You toss your keys into the catch-all bowl on the cluttered entrance table and send him a pout before going into the bedroom.
Tracking your route through the apartment, he admires the way you weave around obstacles youโ€™d placed there yourself like the ottoman thatโ€™s used as a side table, currently stacked with a wobbly tower of books you checked out from the library. Photos and prints on the walls that you stop to straighten, not remembering how youโ€™d bumped them askew when heโ€™d pushed you up against the wall so his hands could do other things while he kissed you.
When heโ€™d moved into this particular space it had been intended for a short stay. A place to fulfill his basic needs and then heโ€™d move on. To the next city, to the next apartment; wherever the job took him. Then heโ€™d met you. And kept meeting you, finding excuses and then planning run-ins with you during your routines. His path had always been straight and to the point, but now with you, itโ€™s a meandering wander through the days. Liam finds he doesnโ€™t mind the slow and indirect path with you by his side.
โ€œNo. Iโ€™m just setting up.โ€ He says, raising his voice to reach you in the bedroom.ย 
He glances back to the pad of his thumb where heโ€™d been testing the sharpness of his straight razor and notices that he didnโ€™t startle and cut himself when youโ€™d come in. His smirk is a prideful little thing. Even so, he makes sure to move the blade when you come out to join him.ย 
Youโ€™ve changed into some of the clothes heโ€™d gotten for you to keep here before youโ€™d officially moved in: a plain t-shirt made from soft cotton in the biggest size he could find. You swim in it and often tell him you couldnโ€™t be comfier when you wear it. He takes in the slope of your shoulders, the way you roll your head on your neck, and the lines that crease between your brows; all signs of the dayโ€™s stress.ย 
Liam motions for you to join him on the couch and hands you the bottle of shave cream in exchange for a kiss. When you settle in with your body turned towards him, you reach for the towel heโ€™d put on the coffee table and drape it over your plump thigh before popping the bottle cap open.ย 
It would have been unthinkable to have someone else handle the razor before. Heโ€™d had acquaintances in Division, and after heโ€™d gone rogue there was no one heโ€™d let close to him. Until you. You, with your civilian background, civilian job, and civilian life. Youโ€™d had no idea who he was or what heโ€™d done when youโ€™d smiled at him and offered your help in finding what heโ€™d been looking for.ย 
Heโ€™d told himself that you were a distraction, a liability, a weakness heโ€™d be foolish to give in to, but he hadnโ€™t been able to stay away. He hadnโ€™t been able to stop wondering what it would look like to press his fingers into your skin.
Now here you are, about to take part in a ritual that calms his nerves and soothes the paranoid voice in his mind when it speaks louder of men around every corner that are coming for him.
Removing all the hair on his body had been a necessity so he didnโ€™t leave any genetic evidence on a job. He isnโ€™t as anxious about it these days, able to leave the hair on his knuckles and toes, but itโ€™s still comforting and he knows you take some comfort in it as well.
You warm the cream between your hands before you smooth it up his forearm, pressing down to massage the muscles underneath his skin. The back and forth of your hands lulls you both into a sense of calm and not for the first time, he marvels at how he doesnโ€™t react when the blade is put to his skin. No offense or defense, Liam sits still in your care of him. Itโ€™s a luxury heโ€™d never been able to afford. The first pass of the razor is done in silence and you both let out a breath when you lift the blade from his skin and wipe it on the towel.
From there on itโ€™s an easy rhythm: the back and forth pass of the blade against skin, the reapplication of cream, and his thoughts are calmed and settled.
Thereโ€™s a look of intense concentration on your face that he soaks in. It means that youโ€™re taking every care with this task and with him.
The blade is warming up now. The scrape of metal louder over their quiet breathing in the apartment.ย 
Liamโ€™s very aware of the places you have access to, the places heโ€™s opening up to you. Even before Division he wouldn't have let anyone have this much access to the soft points of his body.
He idly catalogs all the points where you only need to press harder, deeper, into his skin to kill him. His wrist, the crook of his elbow, the thinner skin of his armpit, his neck. The next observation supplies the moves in sequential order he would need to perform to take the blade from you and kill you. It would be easy. Heโ€™s done it before and you have no defensive training to protect yourself against him.
You turn your head, exposing your neck to him, and he can see the faint throb of your jugular vein. Another vital spot that would be so easy to strike.ย 
Instead he puts his hand there, his palm protecting the thin vulnerable skin, and brings you to him for a kiss. For all of his self control Liam has never been able to limit himself to just one of your kisses.ย 
Mouths brushing together, his lips are dry and catch at yours until he licks them to ease the way. You sigh and lean into him. One of your hands brushes down his chest and touches the scratch marks you left behind the other night. Itโ€™s tender and the flash of nerves offers up a reminder of the way your eyes looked up at him with eyelashes spiked with tears. Heโ€™d only pressed his cock harder into your mouth and thought you beautiful when youโ€™d gagged and accepted him as much as you could.ย 
The straight razor is held steady in your other hand until he takes it from you and sets it on the coffee table. The towel is tossed down next to it.
โ€œDonโ€™t you want to finish shaving?โ€
โ€œLater. Right now I want to eat your pussy.โ€ Liam says, chuckling at the way your eyes dilate and how your breathing picks up.
All you have to do is nod and heโ€™s pushing you down on the couch, a hand on your leg extending it and giving him access to even more of your softness.
He strokes up and down your thighs, moving the hem of your shirt higher and higher with each pass. He takes his time watching, heโ€™s always watching you, and tracks how your body reacts to his attention. Youโ€™re leaning back more and more, relaxing until he reaches where your shirt is bunched at the top of your thighs. Muscles tense when his fingers delve underneath the fabric to follow the line of your underwear around and under your ass cheeks.ย 
His biceps flex and itโ€™s the only warning you have before he grips you and yanks your body towards him so you end up on your back.
Your shout of his name breaks down into sounds of delight. He tsks at you; by now you should know his slim build is deceptive, and if heโ€™s strong enough to take on men bigger than him, he has the strength to move your body.ย 
Liam understands hang ups and those little voices that lie even when you see the truth with your own eyes, so he watches as the momentum of his action meets the momentum of your laughter and keeps your body in motion. He just wants to sink into you and keep you in motion for as long as youโ€™ll let him.ย 
He begins to lift your shirt to remove it, but you stop him.ย 
โ€œYou donโ€™t want me to take it off?โ€ He asks.ย 
โ€œNot today.โ€ You say in a quiet voice.ย 
Another weakness so easily revealed. God itโ€™d be easy to manipulate you into whatever situation he wanted. He knows the exact things to say and the right tone to use that would break you, but heโ€™s surprised every time at how much he doesnโ€™t want to. Not when you trust him to stay by your side when youโ€™re feeling vulnerable and to be there when youโ€™re ready to hold your head high again.ย 
The sheer amount of trust you have in him, whether heโ€™s earned it or not, drives him insane with the need to reciprocate in some way. To shorten the distance between the sheer goodness of you and all the bad things heโ€™s done.
So he pushes your shirt up enough to bare your hips and legs and strokes his thumbs along the sensitive skin there.
โ€œOk, baby.โ€ He assures you, nuzzling the soft skin of your inner thigh and enjoying how it feels against his freshly shaven cheek and jaw, the way your pubic hair tickles his lips and nose, and how your scent offers a reminder of how youโ€™ll taste when he finally opens his mouth to swipe his tongue through your folds. โ€œCan I still eat this pretty pussy?โ€ A kiss to one thigh. โ€œJust a few licks?โ€ A kiss on the other with just the barest scrape of teeth to make you shiver. โ€œJust a taste?โ€
โ€œYes, please.โ€ Your voice is still quiet, but firm, and he takes one more look at your eyes, studying them over the hem of your shirt and the hills of your stomach and breasts, before turning his attention back between your thighs. Holding your legs open, he picks up where he left off: nuzzling and kissing his way around the familiar territory of your vulva.ย 
He knows how to make you relax, how to have you blossom for him, your lips parting on their own as your legs open wider for him to reveal your clit and all the beautiful soft tissue thatโ€™s swelling under his careful ministrations.ย 
Satisfied with that start, he moves down from the couch to the floor to get a better angle. He takes the towel from around his waist and folds it a few times before kneeling on it, adjusting his growing erection into a more comfortable position between his legs. He canโ€™t resist thumbing the bead of precum thatโ€™s gathered on the head and spreading it around while you too get into a better position on the couch, rocking back and forth to get your shirt out from under your ass and a throw pillow behind your back. When you spread your legs for him again with enthusiasm he dives back in.
Just like with his work, his perfectionist tendencies serve him well in the pursuit of pleasure. Where to touch, how much pressure to use, whether to go faster, slower, or to maintain his current pace; everything is lined up like a to-do list waiting to be ticked off. Or at least thatโ€™s how itโ€™d been with his past partners. A transaction with agreed upon parameters before the encounter.ย 
Itโ€™s different with you. It changes from moment to moment, directed by your desires instead of the end goal. Thereโ€™s an element of the unknown that he canโ€™t anticipate, that he canโ€™t pin down and define, but he can feel it creeping up his spine even now as he swirls his tongue over your clit.ย 
Your pleasure surrounds him, feeding his own desire and bringing it to new depths when your hips wiggle in an attempt to get the stimulation you want in the right area. He follows your lead and can just hear the moan you let out as your thighs start to shake against his ears.ย 
You're gasping now, one hand clutching a breast and making your shirt rise and reveal more of your body, but you donโ€™t seem to care anymore, not with the way youโ€™re trying to grab any part of him that you can reach. He takes that searching hand and entwines your fingers together. You squeeze them and sigh when he rests the two hands on your pelvis just above his head.
The twitch of your muscles, the sounds you make, the taste that coats his tongue and makes him salivate for more. It's all-encompassing and he's dizzy with it. He wants more, he wants to devour every drop from your body and then some.
He paints his name onto your cunt, his spit mixing with your slick. Centering the peaks and dips of the letters over your clit. Another way to leave his mark on you without a trace. Just like the bruises and marks that fade with time. He likes to see them, likes to watch you touch them with fondness when you find them, but more and more he wants them to last. He wants to stay in you, on you, with you.ย 
Another undulation of your hips presses his face deeper into you and he can't breath. The pressure builds in his lungs until you move back just enough and it releases, moving up from his chest and out of his mouth, pushing sounds with it.
He moans into your pussy, the sound strange to his ears.
"Liam." You answer his moan with one of your own and he's lost. โ€œDo that again. Oh, fuckโ€“โ€
"That's it, baby,โ€ His voice is wrecked. No longer able to maintain itโ€™s usual steady cadence. The tone of command is gone and he's begging you now, another moan punctuating the request. โ€œMake my face messy with your pussy."
Your orgasm ripples through you, cum spilling out onto his waiting tongue to mix with the sounds his vocal chords are making. He canโ€™t stop them so he gives them to you; tucking them away in your folds until the sensations are too much for you and you push him away.ย 
His cock lays pulsing in his lap with drips of precum rolling down the sides of his legs, but he makes no move to tend to it.
He feels exposed and suddenly thereโ€™s too much room around him. His bare back is too wide, too easy of a target to hit. His kidneys, his neck, the spinal cord between C1 and C7.ย 
Instead he rests his head on your lap, feeling the give of your thighs and the warmth of your stomach as he presses into it, allowing the softness of you to surround him, to hide him. Your free hand starts stroking over his short hair, moving lower and lower over his skull until your hand pauses on the back of his neck, gripping him there for just a moment, protecting that open target, and then you start again. The rhythm calms his racing heart as he breathes through his nose and tries to regain control of himself.ย 
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ahhhhh this makes me so happy! thank you so much for reading <3333
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ใ…คใ…คjoel miller x f!reader x tess servopoulos
genre: smut, modern au, minors dni
word count: 2k
summary: you're new to town and tess invites you to go camping with her and joel.
warnings: fmf, threesome, flf dynamics, reader being eaten out for the first time, dirty talk, oral s.ex, cum eating/play, for the sake of this fic let's just imagine they have a very big tent they can actually stand in lmaodfb, things escalate quickly but honestly I just wanted to write some good old smut
a/n: this wasn't originally intended for the amazing @undercoverpena's april showers challenge BUT since I had already written the rain aspect of the fic I thought it would be nice to post this for it ๐Ÿ’œ
prompt: both/all parties get caught in the rain.ย 
**dividers by @saradika-graphics ๐Ÿ’œ
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Breathing is hard. Walking is hard. Carrying the weight of your backpack is hard.ย 
But, the fresh air, the white clouds above, and the two people youโ€™re with make up for it.ย 
Stopping briefly, you roll your shoulders and stretch, neither of them notice you. Not really. You figure itโ€™s not really important if they do or donโ€™t, itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re that much ahead of you, catching up wouldnโ€™t be difficult. You watch them, you must admit, a bit dreamily as they walk the bath theyโ€™re clearly so used to walking. Youโ€™re still surprised that the seasoned hikers invited you to a camping trip. Tess was the one to approach, she knew you were new and how overwhelming itโ€™s been getting used to the people and the sights. She told you she and Joel would be going on a trip soon and that you should join. And even though your answer had been an eager yes, you were worried about holding them back. Admittedly, you werenโ€™t the most fit and havenโ€™t hiked anywhere in years.ย 
However, your excitement to spend time with not one but both of them had tipped the scale rather harshly. Youโ€™ve been harboring a secret crush on both of them, it was hard not to when both of them were charming and witty.
Now, as you walk behind them, you can't help but steal glances at the way Tess effortlessly navigates the trail, her hair swaying with each step. Joel walks beside her, occasionally pointing out interesting plants or landmarks, his backpack seeming almost weightless on his shoulders.
You catch yourself smiling as you imagine what adventures lie ahead on this trip.
You decide to pick up your pace, closing the gap between you and them. As you draw nearer, Tess glances back, her eyes brightening with a genuine smile as she sees you catching up.
"How's the hike treating you?"
You catch your breath and reply, "It's challenging, but I'm enjoying every moment of it."
Joel turns around with a friendly grin. "Glad to hear that. We've got a great spot picked out for camping tonight."
As the three of you continue forward, you feel a surge of excitement. Your legs might be aching, but you can't wait to see where the day takes you all.
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Rain.ย 
At first, you thought you were unlucky. You had dreamed of campfire, smores and snuggling underneath the starlight, but with the first lightning strike and drop of water, you thought the two would be agitated, annoyed by the bad weather.ย 
But to your surprise, as the rain began to fall in earnest after setting the tent, Tess and Joel didn't seem bothered at all. In fact, they laughed and exchanged playful looks as they turned their heads up to the sky. Their infectious joy caught you off guard, and despite the downpour, you found yourself smiling too.
Then, unexpectedly, Joel's arm slides around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. A rush of warmth floods through you as his lips brush against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. Simultaneously, Tess leans in, her lips meeting yours in a tender kiss. The moment is electrifying, filled with a blend of desire and affection.
Before you know it, Tess and Joel are gently guiding you towards the tent they had set up earlier. The rain continues to pour around you, but inside the cozy confines of the tent, a different kind of heat ignites.ย 
โ€œFuckinโ€™ gorgeous,โ€ Joel cups both your breasts tenderly from underneath, the wet fabric dampening his skin. You feel Tessโ€™s eyes on your back, observing, taking in the details of the scene before her. Meanwhile, Joelโ€™s gaze is glued to your pebbled nipples, he slowly drags his thumbs over them, your breath catching in your throat. โ€œDoes that feel good?โ€ย 
โ€œIt does,โ€ your eyelids flutter, he repeats the movement, drawing circles this time. His eyes flicker up to meet yours.ย 
โ€œSo fucked out already,โ€ he hums. โ€œOur pretty little girl, so shy and hungry.โ€ย 
Tess stands from where she is sitting and circles her arms around your waist, fingers digging into your stomach, she pulls you flush against her. Your stomach bottoms out as you feel the plump flesh of her breasts against your back. Your lips part, you want to kiss her.ย 
You want to kiss her.ย 
You turn your head, chasing her lips with yours, before your eyes close, you see the mischievous curl of her lips. She pulls away and smiles even wider when you whine. โ€œYouโ€™re so easy to tease.โ€ย 
Opening your eyes, you swallow, your body arches when Joel sneaks both hands under your shirt, lifting the fabric, goosebumps raise all over your skin. โ€œIs that a bad thing?โ€ you ask her, voice slightly shaking.ย 
โ€œNot at all princess,โ€ she drags her lips down your neck. โ€œIt just makes it even more amusing.โ€ย 
Your reply gets stuck in your throat as Joel dips down and sucks one of your pebbled nipples into his mouth. He tightly closes his lips around the nub and flicks it with his tongue. Your body jolts, pleasure running through you like the lighting outside. Your head falls over Tessโ€™s shoulder, she lays open-mouthed kisses over your neck, her hands unbuttoning your pants.ย 
โ€œYou want him to eat you out?โ€ she breathes into your skin and without looking at either of them you nod. โ€œHave you ever had your pussy eaten out, princess?โ€ย 
You lick your lips, โ€œNo,โ€ you say half ashamed, and swallow. โ€œThisโ€™ll be my first time.โ€ย 
Joelโ€™s tongue stills on your skin and suddenly two hungry eyes come into your view. If you didnโ€™t know better youโ€™d say he looks pissed off. Never breaking eye contact, he continues what Tess started and pushes down your pants along with your underwear, leaving you bare to the chill of the tent. He pushes two fingers between your folds and starts stroking you, you shudder against both of them, and your breath hitches.ย 
โ€œTell me how bad you want it,โ€ he says. โ€œBeg me for it.โ€ย 
โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
He chuckles darkly, โ€œOh sweetheart, I ainโ€™t gettinโ€™ on my knees for that. Do better.โ€ย 
You let out a small gasp as he grips your chin, squeezing lightly. To provide comfort, Tess kisses the back of your neck, however, you can feel her smiling into your skin.ย 
โ€œPlease,โ€ you say again. โ€œI want you to make me come, Joel. I want to feel your tongueโ€”I want you to be my firstโ€”โ€ย 
Your lips part for another incoming beg but heโ€™s already sinking to his knees, large hands sliding up and down the back of your thighs. A shudder rolls up your spine. Tessโ€™s hands replace Joelโ€™s, kneading your breasts softly.ย 
His hands finally come between your thighs, gently nudging them so you open wider. You see a flicker of a smile when you do, amused, he drags two fingers between your folds. โ€œYouโ€™re soaked, sweetheart.โ€ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s not the only one,โ€ Tess chuckles. โ€œNow get on with it, Miller. Iโ€™m impatient.โ€ย 
He clicks his tongue without retaliating further. You feel the warmth of his breath on your core, and slowly, he presses his lips over your mound, the scratch of his beard making it an exquisite experience. You moan at the touch of his tongue, it moves slowly, circling your clit and going deeper. His nails bite into your skin, the sounds he makes between your legs are downright sinful. Your legs begin to shake.ย 
โ€œShh itโ€™s okay,โ€ Tess whispers against your cheek. โ€œJust give him a taste and weโ€™ll lay you down, princess. I know you can do it.โ€ย 
Joel grunts in approval, the timber of the sound making you whimper. His hands slide up to your ass and he squeezes the mounds roughly, pushing you further against his mouth. He licks and sucks, when you feel the bite of his nails against your skin, you finally come undone.ย 
Your knees threaten to give out under you, the only thing holding you upright being the two stunning people consuming you. Tess smiles against your skin, kissing and licking the salt of your skin. Meanwhile, Joel moans rather loudly, licking everything you have to offer as you come, come and come some more. Youโ€™ve never felt anything this intense before. The air is knocked from your lungs, your body ice cold yet burning up at the same time.ย 
Youโ€™re vaguely aware of Joel standing, the man who was worshipping you between your legs suddenly towering over you. He has a small smile as he leans in, you think heโ€™s going to kiss the slope of your shoulder first but then you hear the soft sounds of two lips coming together. With the corner of your eyes, you see them. Tess and Joel kissing, their tongues sliding into each other's mouth, sharing your tasteโ€”
โ€œFuck,โ€ you whisper, your cunt throbbing. They both smile, lips curving in an almost malicious way. As they break apart, Tess licks Joelโ€™s lips, her eyes find yours.ย 
โ€œSomeoneโ€™s still hungry for more,โ€ she teases, slowly stripping. โ€œGet on all fours for us, princess.โ€ย 
You swallow and do as she says. You feel Joelโ€™s large hands cup the mounds of your ass, squeezing tenderly. โ€œBeautiful,โ€ he rasps. โ€œSuch a goddamn sight.โ€ย 
Your back arches into his touch. He drags two thick fingers between your folds as Tess lays down, spreading her legs. Your eyes immediately drop to her center, the soft hair that crowns her pretty pussy. You see her glisten with want and your mouth waters.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t be shy now,โ€ she smiles. โ€œHave a taste.โ€ย 
Her fingers curl around the back of your neck and at the same time, you feel the head of Joelโ€™s cock stretching you wide. Your eyes roll as you part your lips, Tess moans loudly when your tongue swirls around her puffy clit. You canโ€™t think straight. Joel buries himself deep holding himself there for a second before pulling back and slamming forward. Your moan into Tessโ€™s cunt, your lips parting away briefly every he pulls himself back.ย 
โ€œBest cunt Iโ€™ve ever had,โ€ he grunts through clenched teeth. โ€œHow does it feel sweetheart? You enjoyinโ€™ yourself?โ€ย 
You flatten your tongue against Tessโ€™s folds and moan, your body clenching.ย 
โ€œShe is,โ€ Tess answers on your behalf, breathless. โ€œSuch a sweet girl letting us use her like this.โ€ย 
Your eyes close tightly shut, sweat drips down your spine, your body a vessel of pleasure. Every muscle in your body tightens, and you hear both of them groan. You close your lips around Tessโ€™s clit and flick your tongue, her head falls, gushing into your mouth. Joelโ€™s watches intently, his cock pulsing and throbbing, his hand comes against the back of your head and he pushes you further down.ย 
โ€œGood girl,โ€ he growls, the pace of his thrusts becoming sloppy. โ€œFuck, thatโ€™s it, lick her clean.โ€ย 
Tess moans again, the loud sounds becoming whimpers. You can barely breathe but you donโ€™t care. With one final thrusts you come undone around Joelโ€™s cock, your body squeezing him like a vice.ย 
When the violent shudders of your body become gentle waves, Joel pulls out. Your head falls limply against Tessโ€™s stomach, her hand gently rubbing your neck. A soft gasp leaves you when you see Joel shuffling closer, his cock still hard and glistening. You watch as he strokes himself only mere inches away from your face, the head of his cock an angry shade of red.ย 
You stick out your tongue as he spills himself over your face and Tessโ€™s stomach. Another pulse of pleasure spreads throughout your body. Tess letโ€™s out a deep sigh, gathering some of the come with her fingers, she pushes them between your lips.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ Joel sighs, sitting back on his heels. A small smile forms against your lips as you suck on Tessโ€™s fingers, when she pulls them out, you dip your tongue into the mess over her stomach and swallow every drop.ย 
โ€œFilthy girl,โ€ Tess muses. โ€œAnd here Iโ€™ve been callinโ€™ you princess.โ€ย 
โ€œYour fault,โ€ you mumble, looking away, your cheeks burn.ย 
Joel leans in, capturing your lips before whispering.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t pout. Youโ€™ll always be our princess.โ€ย 
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