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Couldn't Compare pt. 2

Request: Yes

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!reader

Fandom: Marvel

Warnings: slight TFAWS spoilers!, mentions of violence, betrayal, ANGST, sadness, slow-burn, mentions to PTSD/trauma

Word Count: 1,180

A/N: OKAY!! I'm sorry!! No happy ending!! (unless... y'all want part 3??) I'm so sorry this took so long for me to do, I know this has been requested many, many times! Anyways, I hope you all enjoy and that you like it! Feedback is always welcome and encouraged! Let me know if you'd like a part 3! Much love, thank you for all the love and support!!

Summary: Bucky's in need of help once more and like always, you're there to help him, but this time you show him some of your feelings.

PART ONE

(gif not mine!)

You hadn't been planning to follow Sam and Bucky back into whatever mess they'd gotten in. You took Bucky home and figured that would be the last you would hear and see of them for a while. After the blip, you'd managed to find a fairly peaceful life outside of being an Avenger. You'd spend your days attending therapy and checking in on Peter Parker. Oddly enough, you found comfort in listening to the boy explain his newest research and findings. Besides Happy, there wasn't anyone involved with the Avengers that had been checking on the boy.

While you might not have gotten a real job nor started back up fighting crime, you immensely enjoyed your small slice of regular life. You'd spent a majority of your time baking, cooking, and donating your time at shelters. So much of your life had been spent fighting the larger threats. Yet you'd forgotten to give to those who'd been hurt in your battle for the world.

That was why, when Sam called you once again, rambling about some explosion and a dead doctor, you told him your doors were always open to him. However, when Sam showed up with Bucky standing right behind him, you could feel your chest constricting, all your progress over the past weeks fading once more. Clearly, Bucky was the one that actually needed help.

You gave Sam a soft smile as you let Bucky in, watching for a second as Sam took off into the air. Turning around, you watched as Bucky looked around your apartment, taking everything in. Without a word, you took off into the kitchen. Bucky followed you silently and sat down when you instructed.

"So... the super-soldier ends up more injured than the human," You forced a smile out, "I'd love to hear this story."

Bucky looked up at you shyly, a slight frown on his face at your gentle teasing, "He can fly away when they swing. I can't."

"Don't worry, Jamie, I'll take care of you."

Bucky could help but smile at the old nickname that slipped from your lips as you grabbed your supplies. You asked questions, and Bucky explained everything to you. He told you all about how they'd gone after some doctor that Zemo ended up killing, and then there was an explosion and lots of fighting afterward, and that was how Bucky ended up here, sitting in your kitchen and asking for your help once again.

You finish stitching his eyebrow with ease and hand him a cold compress. Bucky remains silent as you clean up all your supplies and throw away the bloody gauze. He wants to talk. Bucky wants to say anything, really, but he can't think of what to say, and slight panic fills his body at the idea of you telling him to leave now that you're done.

"It hurts, y'know."

Your voice is soft, so soft that if it wasn't for Bucky's enhanced hearing, you know he wouldn't have heard it. However, Bucky had, and he was immediately standing up, prepared to stop whatever was hurting you. Bucky watched tears fall down your cheeks as you turned.

"It hurts to be near you, yet it's also the only time I feel whole," You choked back a sob as you spoke, "I want to hate you, but I can't. It kills me to be around you, knowing you're with that blonde girl while I sit here still waiting for you!"

Bucky's blue eyes filled with guilt as your voice raised, "(Y/n)..."

"No," You snapped, "I don't want to hear anything, Bucky. We... we were gone, and then we were back and you... you betrayed me. You left and didn't speak to me. I stayed by your side through everything but the moment Steve..." You paused, choking on your tears as your body shook with the heartache, "I had just lost everyone also, and you... you left too. Then Sam's calling me for help, and you have some eye candy... as if... as if I never meant anything."

"No, (Y/n)..."

"I mean some blonde that I've never even seen before! How long did it take to find someone, huh? Two weeks? Two months? I waited for you! I know you, and there's no way you fall in love that quick, Bucky."

"(Y/n)... please."

"No! I gave you everything, and you left me for some blonde girl, and I can't even make myself hate you for it! I still love you! And I... I can't..."

"(Y/N)--"

"You're a traitor, Bucky."

Your words seemed to strike him in the heart as he froze, his head dropping. And despite the war raging in your body, the debate of whether you should help him or leave him, you felt relief finally getting to say this. You felt a weight being lifted off your shoulders as you poured your heart out to Bucky, showing him all the pain he'd put you through.

"I'm sorry."

"The worst part is that no matter how much it hurts to be near you, I never want to leave."

"I'm sorry."

A pitiful laugh broke through your crying, breaking Bucky's heart, "I know you are. I know. But... I already forgave you."

Bucky's head lifted as your fingers placed themselves under his chin. His steel-blue eyes watched you intently, gauging every tiny movement you made as you took a deep breath. You slowly stepped into his chest and wrapped your arms around him, hugging him tightly as tears fell silently down your cheeks. The shaking of your shoulders tore Bucky to shreds as he dropped into a chair, pulling you into his chest as you sobbed.

His arms wrapped around you like a safety blanket, encasing you in all their muscle and strength, reminding you of all the times he held you like this before. After missions, when you heard about all the people you hurt, after a stressful day of training, after being heckled in public. The list was endless, and you clutched onto his shirt tightly, allowing yourself to relish in the moment of painful silence.

After seconds, minutes, hell maybe even an hour, you weren't entirely sure. You pried yourself away from Bucky and wiped underneath your eyes. A sniffle filled the air as you walked out of the kitchen, the sound of Bucky's boots alerting you that he was following you.

The door handle was cold in your hand, a welcomed grip to reality as you pulled open the door. Keeping your eyes down, you couldn't bear to see Bucky's expression as you tried to even out your breathing.

"Goodbye, Jamie."

He left silently, the sound of his boots trotting down your porch letting you know it was safe to shut the door. Like finishing a chapter, the sound of the lock clicking tore a sob from your chest. Breaking down all over again, you sank to the floor, cries echoing throughout your empty house. And as much as it destroyed you to say goodbye to Bucky... the pain of losing him and being around him, they just couldn't compare.

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haileygarciasunshine · 3 years

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Hail Hydra!

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Written: March 19th, 2021

Posted: March 19th, 2021

Warning: None.

Word Count: 1,098

Author’s Note: The reader is sisters with Daisy Johnson and Ruby Hale. Officially 18 days Sober today!

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“Come on, Ruby! We have to hurry.” You spoke tumbling out of bed, pulling the arm of your slightly older sister.

Daisy sitting up at the slight commotion. Sighing, she reached up rubbing her eyes. "What's going on?"

Letting out a sigh, Ruby whispered into the dark. "Y/N wants to go see the sunrise."

Ruby groaned, rolling her head to the side where you stood. “I swear she just wants to get us in trouble."

Scoffing you rolled your eyes.

“Ru, you know mom will never allow it,” Daisy whispered.

Peeking at you behind hooded eyes, she sent you a closed-lip smile. Letting out a slight huff, she sat up. "Yeah, but when was the last time we just had a sister's moment?"

Moving towards the nightstand, you pulled the small chain that was connecting to the light bulb. First, you glanced at Daisy, sensing her hesitation before turning your attention back towards Ruby.

Daisy frowned, opening and closing her mouth several times. "But what if we get caught?"

Tossing the blankets off, Ruby quickly got to her feet before pulling a plush robe around her fastening it around her waist. "Then that's a bridge, we'll cross when we get to it."

An excited squeal left your lips before throwing your arms around Ruby's waist.

"Y/N!" Daisy whisper yelled in alarm. "Keep it down!" She hissed, getting out of bed and wrapping her plush robe around her waist.

Once the three of you made your way to the roof of the "safe house," you held each other's hands.

A sudden feeling of something wrong washed over you. Letting out a soft whimper, you caught the attention of your sisters.

"Hey, hey, it's alright," Ruby questioned, furrowing her eyebrows together in concern.

You felt tears beginning to brim in the corner of your eyes. "I..."

"There you girls are." A venomous voice spat, from behind Ruby.

The voice instantly made her go ridge. It was the voice of General Hale. Your mother.

"You know where to take them."

Everything happened in a blur. At that moment it felt like it would be the last moment you would have with either of your sisters. Ruby was quick to pull you and Daisy into a group hug while holding onto you both with a deathly grip. Tears streamed down your face as you were ripped apart from your sisters.

Jolting upright, your chest heaved up and down as you were drenched in a cold sweat. Your breaths had come out as pantings. Groaning, you placed your head in your hands, resting your elbows on your knees. Letting out a shaky breath, you quickly changed into workout gear before making your way towards the gym in Shield.

It didn't take long before someone else had entered. You didn't need to glance up to know who it was.

"Figured, I'd find you here."

"Where else would I be?" You questioned bitterness dripping from your tongue.

Phil let out a frustrated sigh. He crossed his arms along his chest as he leaned against the wall. Glancing at him, you were taken back by his attire. You hadn't seen him in anything less than a suit, yet here he was standing in the gym in a plain tee and sweatpants, you assumed to be his pajamas.

"Still having the nightmares I see."

"First one, in a long time." You muttered, halting your actions and taking a gulp of water.

"Some progression I suppose." He spoke full of cheer.

You shrugged in response.

"One of our highly trusted agents has suggested you as the field agent for this mission."

Furrowing your eyebrows together in confusion, you turned to face Phil. "What mission."

"You leave in an hour," Phil spoke as he exited the gym. "Oh, and Y/N?"

"Hm?"

"Good luck. You'll need it."

"Thank you, sir." You nodded curtly. Grinning you felt a euphoric feeling bubble up inside.

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"Flowers." You hesitated feeling as if you had overstepped your boundaries. "You should bring her flowers. Show her chivalry isn't dead, Barnes."

Gazing at you, a grin made its way to his lips. "If you say so, Y/L/N. I'm on it." His voice was dripping in a playful tone.

A ping of jealousy and sadness washed over you. Since being assigned to Sam and Bucky, you had developed feelings for the former Hydra Assassin.

"Nightmares?" You questioned gazing at the exhausted soldiers in front of you.

Walking into the kitchen Sam, furrowed his eyebrows together in confusion as he gazed between you and Bucky. "What's she talking about? You still have nightmares?"

Bucky shrugged, not taking his gaze off the table in front of him.

"Come on." You stood holding your hand out expectantly towards Bucky.

Furrowing his eyebrows in confusion, he gazed at your hand.

Scoffing you rolled your eyes. "It's just a hand, Barnes. It's not going to hurt you."

His oceany eyes snapped up towards Y/E/C ones. Heat danced along your cheeks as you stood under his intense gaze. Letting out a defeated sigh, he placed his larger calloused hand in yours. Closing your hand around his, you led him towards your bedroom. Tugging him in, you shut the door before crawling onto the mattress, peeling the blankets back, making your way underneath them. Once you got comfortable, you raised your eyebrow at him.

"What?"

"You...You want me....to get in bed with you?" He question coming out in disbelief.

"Well, yeah, that's generally what people do, on mattresses..." Your voice trailed off as you tilted your head slightly.

"It's....It's just..."

You groaned. "Put your money where your mouth is Barnes. Be a man and cuddle me."

Bucky rolled his eyes at your comment, before approaching your bed. "Fine."

Peeling the blankets back, he crawled underneath, settling on his back. Folding his hands over his stomach as he stared at the ceiling. The feeling of you moving around the bed jostled him with every movement.

Lifting his hands, you placed your head on his chest, before drawing shapes along his skin. Bucky went ridge underneath you.

"Relax, Barnes." You giggled. You didn't need to see his face, to sense his hesitation. Grasping one of his hands, you placed it in your hair.

"My sisters would cuddle me like this whenever either of us had nightmares." You whispered. "It seemed to calm them down and it made me feel safe."

Bucky hummed in response, as he allowed himself to relax.

Before you knew it, you had drifted off to a deep slumber but not before you felt Bucky place a kiss upon the crown of your head.

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unicorn6664 · 4 years

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Strangers Bucky Barnes x Reader Part 1

Warnings: mention of suicide, gunshots and a lot of fluff

Words: 6798

Summary: Bucky is trying to get better, and be an Avenger. He meets you and you get close and Bucky begins to fall for you. He starts to have nightmares, that he’s afraid will come true.

A/n: Hey guys! This is the first chapter, and my first fanfic to put out. I got inspired by the fanart below, it’s not mine but don’t know who made it so fanart credits to whoever made it. :)

P.s the gif’s are not mine.

Enjoy!

It’s late, and you are walking your dog Geezer before going to bed, as you always do or else you have a dog keeping you awake all night. You’re on your way back home, but stopped while crossing the bridge. You hear someone crying, and find a manly figure sitting on the edge. You walk up to him and ask, “are you alright?” He turns his head to face you, he removed some tears, “Yeah, I’m fine, thanks,” he says. You smile and look down at the river, “you know I can see you have cried, and you’re sitting on the edge of a bridge, and I don’t want you to jump if that’s your plan,” you said and face him. You look directly into his deep blue eyes, and you can see the tears he’s holding back. You take your hand up in front of you, “I’m Y/n, and this is my dog Geezer, what’s your name?” He takes your hand, “Bucky, and I was not planning to jump,” he says. “Okay, how come you sitting there on the edge?” you ask. He looks at the river, “I like the view, and it takes my mind of things ,” he says.

A couple of minutes pass before either of you say anything. “You don’t have to stay here,” Bucky says breaking the silence. He turns around and jumps of, and looks at you. “You can just go home, I’ll be fine,” he says. “I just don’t think you should be alone out here,” you say. Bucky looks behind you and say, “well I’m not going to be alone,” and he was cut of by another manly voice, “Bucky what the hell?” You turn around, and see some well known man approaching, but don’t quite remember the name. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you, I have called and texted you, are you serious? You can’t just do that,” says the unknown man. Then he looks at you and takes his hand out for a handshake, “Oh, I’m so sorry I’m Steve Rogers,” You shake his hand, “I’m Y/n,” You think to yourself, Captain America of course, but you will not mention it right now, you can always fangirl another day. “Well nice meeting you, but will you excuse me I’m going to take my friend back home,” Steve said with a smile, and an evil look at Bucky. “Of course, I hope to see you around Bucky,” you smile. You walk your separate ways home, and Bucky kept looking back at you.

The next day at work you could not hold it back anymore, you had to tell someone. “Amie hey, guess who I met the other night?” “Who, was it a hot guy?” Amie asks. “Yeah you can say so, but I met Steve Rogers,” you said with a huge smile on your face. “Holy…..like Steve, like Captain America, how?” she ask in shock. “Well he came as I was talking to his friend, and he had been looking for him, and……” Amie cuts you off, “What was his friends name?” “His name is Bucky, why?” you ask. “Oh my God, do you know who he is?” you shake your head. Amie starts looking through all of her papers, and pulls out a picture. “Does he look like this?” she ask with huge eyes. “Yeah, why do you have that, who is he?” you ask still confused. Amie takes you to the side, “who is he Y/n? He’s the winter soldier, James Buchanan Barnes also known as Bucky. I’ve have been writing about him all week,” Amie explains. “So what you are saying is, I just met the winter soldier last night?” you ask. “Yeah, but what I know is he’s recovering, and trying to become an Avenger to make the world better. It’s kinda cool,” she says and waits for you to answer. “Well that’s good to know,” you replied.

You finished at work and you and Amie headed to your place, to get some dinner. While walking, Amie couldn’t shut up about the story of the winter soldier, and it was interesting. There is this one thing she said, that he has a metal arm. You didn’t see a metal arm, but he was probably covering it up. When you approached the bridge where you met him last night, he was standing there again looking at the river. You lift your finger to make Amie stop talking, and she say “what?” You start walking up to him, “Hey Bucky, hi it’s me Y/n,” you see him turn his head, and he waves at you. “Hey how are you?” you ask. “I’m good thanks, how about you?” Bucky asks, but before you could answer Amie interrupted. “Y/n who….. okay um..hi Mr. Barnes. I’m Amie, huge fan,” she says pretty shocked to see him in real life. “Hi, just call me Bucky,” he says and reaches out for a handshake. Amie shakes his hand and looks at you in excitement, and you just nod with a big smile. You turn your attention to Bucky, “Yeah Amie is my coworker, she has been writing the article about you that came out this morning,” you say just to make Amie a little bit more freaked out. “I actually read it this morning, it’s really good. Good job,” he smiles at her, and she freaks out even more. “Well we better get going before she faints, talk to you later,” you smile and wave goodbye.

When you arrived at your apartment, Amie jumps all over the place. “I can’t believe it, I just met Mr. Barnes and he liked my article. Isn’t that crazy?” she asked. “Yes it is, but I’m still surprised how you didn’t faint in front of him,” you laugh. “Hey I’m grown up,I don’t faint in front of famous people, how would I still have my job?” she asks a little offended, but she knows you're just kidding. “I know I know, but a whole other question, what do you wanna eat?” you ask, and you can see on Amies face she doesn’t know. You grab your cooking book in hope of finding something, but it ends up as always with chinese food.

Later when Amie headed home, you opened your computer. You found Amies article, so why not read it? After reading it, you just wanna check facebook before going for the walk with Geezer, even tho he’s already annoying you. You ignore it for just a moment, and you hit the search on facebook. You search “James Buchanan Barnes” but no one comes up. So you try “Bucky Barnes” instead, and there he is. You click on his profile, and just look to make sure it’s him. One of the first photos is one he is tagged in, with him and Steve. You like the photo, and click follow and close the computer. You find Geezers leash, and make yourself ready.

You are walking the usual route, and you are just in your own thoughts until Geezer starts to run and pulls you with him. “Geezer wait!” you yell and loses his leash. You start to run after him, and then he stops at the bridge at a familiar figure, who gets down on his knees to pet Geezer. You run over, “I am so sorry, he just wants to say…..oh Bucky hi. I didn’t see it was you, you’re alright?” you asks after the events yesterday. “Yeah I’m fine I just went for a walk,” he smiles. “So, does your friend know you’re out?” you ask with a little smile. Bucky laughs, “ yeah, so no Steve comes looking for me,” you both laugh, and you break the laughter asking, “so are you heading home now, then?” “Yeah I probably should, or else Steve is coming,” he says. “Well me and Geezer can take a little longer walk today, let us follow you home,” you say and Geezer barks as if he knows what you just said. You start walking, and you ask, “so where do you live? You have your own apartment or do you live with the other Avengers?” He looks over at you for a second, “yeah i live with the others, but I want to have my own place, but Steve won’t let me. He says i shouldn't live alone before at least 3 years have passed” he says. “Well then you just gotta wait those 3 years or what?” you ask. “Yeah i think so, I don’t wanna get into a fight with him again,”

You and Bucky kept talking, you talked about work, he talked about all the things he finds interesting, things that he missed while he was the winter soldier. Suddenly you already arrived at the Avengers compound. “We’re already here? Oh well, it was nice talking with you. We should grab a cup of coffee sometime,” “yeah that would be nice,” Bucky says. You said goodbye, and Bucky said goodbye to Geezer as well, and you headed back home.

Bucky went inside, and met Steve waiting for him. “Who was that?” Steve asks curiously. “It was Y/n from yesterday,” Bucky answers, and walks past Steve because he knows what he’s about to say, just like he did yesterday. “Buck you know I think you should get to know her, make a new friend,” Steve says with a smile. “Okay but why is it so important to you?” Bucky asks. “It’s just she seems like a good person, and she also seems good for you. She came up to ask if you were okay, even tho she didn’t know who you were,” “I know Steve, but can’t we take this later I wanna go to bed?” Bucky asked,, and Steve nods.

When you finally came back home, you noticed something on Geezer. A little piece of paper, you take a look at it. It’s Bucky's number, you put it on your kitchen table and go straight to bed. You just have one problem, you can’t sleep. You keep thinking. Has he seen that you added him on facebook? You can’t keep your curiosity till tomorrow, so you find your computer. You find facebook, and you have one notification. You click on it, and see Bucky added you back. You smile and go out to the kitchen, and find his number. You put it in your contacts, and sends him a text.

Bucky can’t sleep, he is really trying. He turns around and his phone lights up. He takes his phone, and reads the text. - Hi Bucky it’s Y/n, thanks for your number:) -

Bucky smiles to himself, and answer. But before he finished Friday interrupted, “Mr. Barnes I sense an activity of light from a phone, should I turn on your night light?” Bucky sighs and rolls on to his back, “no Friday, thanks,” he puts his phone down and tries to sleep again.

You wake up the next morning to your alarm, and Geezer trying to push you out of bed. You just turn it off and lie there for a moment. You don’t really have to get up, because you had earned a day off, so you could do whatever you want. You reach out for your phone, and you got a message from Bucky. - Hi, of course. So I was wondering, if you are not doing anything after work today, if you wanted that cup of coffee? - You smile and start texting. You press send and get up to get some breakfast.

Bucky didn’t get any sleep, but he nearly jumped over to his phone when he got the message from you.

Y/n - I’m not doing anything today, I got a day of, so I’m ready when you are :) -

Bucky - I only have to do some paperwork for today, so how about 11 am? -

Y/n - Alright 11 am it is, where should we meet? -

Bucky - How about at the brighde? -

Y/n - That’s a deal, see you then:) -

Bucky puts his phone in his pocket, and went down to get all the paperwork done as he promised Pepper.

After you finished your breakfast and texting Bucky, you put on some music and take a bath. When you’re finally done you look out the window and see the sun shining and no clouds in the sky. Why not take a nice summer dress on, so you start looking through your dresses. You finally found it, your knee long yellow flower dress. You put it on, and you also put a little bit of mascara on just to look like a human. You put your hair in a messy bun, and take a look at the clock. It’s already 10:45 am, so you hurry to get your shoes on, kiss Geezers head goodbye and say “you are not coming with me today, so look out for the bad guys,” and you are out the door. You walk as fast as you can, because you don’t wanna be late and when you finally arrive at the bridge Bucky is waiting for you.

Bucky senses a familiar figure approaching, in the corner of his eyes. He turns around and smiles at you. “Hey, you look like someone in a hurry?” he asks with a laugh on his face. “Haha very funny, so where are we going?” you ask. Bucky looks down at you, “I don’t know. I haven’t been on that many cafe’s yet,” he says, kind of embarrassed. “Well that’s alright, what about we start with starbucks?” you ask. Bucky just nods and you lead the way to the nearest starbucks.

You got your usual iced coffee and Bucky tried it because you said it was good, and you didn’t lie. While walking, you told Bucky a bit from your childhood, and then asks “so Bucky if it’s okay I ask, and you don’t have to answer, but how was your childhood back then?” and look up at him. “Oh you really want to hear that? well uhm it was okay but nothing like yours and……” he continued telling stories and how he met Steve, and you smile to yourself.

Both you and Bucky haven’t seem to notice that you had reach your apartment. “Oh we are here, I can go up and get my dog? It’s late anyways and I gotta walk him before it’s too late,” Bucky smiles and nods and wait outside, as you go up and get Geezer. While Bucky is waiting, someone approaches him. The person stands right in front of him, with his head looking down. “Can I help you?” Bucky asks calmly, as the person face him and says, “Hail Hydra,” and punches him. Bucky fell to the ground, he tries to get back up to fight back. But before he gets to it, he gets hit again and the Hydra agent starts to kick him. Then Bucky finally get a grip of his ankle, and pull him down. He gets up, and as he is about to hit the agent he sees a gun pointed at him.

As you are getting Geezers leash you hear a gunshot from outside, you run to the window and see a man running away and a too familiar figure laying at the ground, “Bucky….” you say to yourself and start running down the stairs. You forgot to close your door so Geezer follows you. When you get down, you see Bucky lying on the ground breathing heavily. “Omg Bucky what happened, are you okay?” you ask and see the blood coming from under his shirt. You then go to him to look at how bad it is, but he stops you. “Please, don’t. Just get me upstairs and call Steve,” Bucky says, and you just nod. He puts his arm around you, and you help him upstairs with Geezer right behind you. When you get upstairs you take him to your bedroom, and find your first aid. You find Bucky’s phone and call Steve and put him on speaker.

Steve is eating dinner with the others at the compound, when he gets a call from Bucky. He Picks up and, “Hey Buck……” he says and gets interrupted. “It’s Y/n you have to get here now, Bucky got shot, please hurry,” you say and tell him the address. Steve immediately gets his gear just to be sure, and is on his way.

You try to remove Bucky’s shirt, but he won't let you. “Please, can we just wait for Steve to come?” he begs. But you just take a scissor and cuts his shirt open, “you really want me to wait with this?” you ask while you take the bullet out. He mourn in pain, and he takes his hands into fists and put them on to his face. You start to clean the wound afterwards, you get him to sit up and put some bandage on when you hear Geezer bark, and Steve bursting into the bedroom as youre laying Bucky back down.

You and Steve head to the living room to talk, while Bucky rests. You start to cry, “oh I’m sorry, I was just really really scared,” you say and sit down on the couch and Steve joins. “No don’t be, of course that’s scary,” he says. “He wouldn’t let me see how bad it was at first until I just did it,” you sob. “That’s typical him, but is was good you did it anyways. He did that too back in the 40’s,” Steve explains. You keep talking for a bit, and then you look at the clock, “omg it’s really late you wanna stay over, you can join Bucky then I’ll take the couch,” you say and get up. “No no I take it, it’s your apartment, and I don’t think Bucky minds you being there,” Steve says and winks. You giggle a bit and find a pillow and a spare blanket.

When the couch was ready for Steve, you go to the bathroom to get ready for bed. You slowly walk into your bedroom, and try to get to bed without waking Bucky up, but then he says, “don’t worry I’m not asleep yet,” and smiles. You lie down beside him and ask him, “do you need anything?” “No I’m good thanks, and thanks for fixing me up, even tho I told you not to,” he says and turns his head to look at you. “Of course,” you smile, and you both go to sleep.

The next morning Bucky wakes up, and feel some weight on his chest. He looks down to see your head laying on it, he slowly lifts you up and slides out of bed and lays you back down. Bucky walks out and closes the door when he hears, “Goodmorning,” behind him. He turns around to see Steve sitting on the couch with a smirk. Bucky grunts at him, he knows exactly why Steve looks like that. The door was not fully closed when Bucky walked out, so Steve got a glimpse of your head laying on Bucky’s chest. Bucky heads straight to the bathroom. Bucky walks back out to the living room. “Natasha is picking me up in a minute,” Steve says. “What about me?” Bucky asks a little confused. “I thought you maybe wanted to stay for a little longer,” and even before Steve could say more Bucky says, “Stay? I can’t stay, that wouldn't be safe. Plus I don’t want her being here alone because that agent probably saw me with her,” and they keep discussing about what to do.

You wake up hearing them discuss, and you get up. You go to the living room, and “what’s going on?” you ask, and they both look at you. Bucky leaves, and goes to the bedroom. You look at Steve really confused. “He just don’t think it’s safe for you to be here alone, after last night. He wants you to go back with us to the compound, if you wanna,” Steve explains. “You look surprised,” “yeah of course, I can go pack some stuff. I got one question tho, what about Geezer?” you ask. “Don’t worry he’s coming too,” Steve smiles.

You head to the bedroom to get some clothes to put on and pack some stuff, but also to check on Bucky. You open the door and slide in, and slowly close it. You see Bucky sitting on the floor beside the bed. “You okay?” you ask. Bucky nods even tho you can see he’s not, you crawl down to him and give him a hug. He slowly puts his arms around you, and you just sit there for a moment. Then you break the silence, “hey I’m going with you guys,” you say and pull back to look at him. He smiles, and you get up and start packing.

When you finished packing, the famous Black Widow, also known as Natasha Romanoff, came to pick you up. You sat in the back seat with Bucky, and Geezer on your lap, and Natasha and Steve in the front. When you arrived at the compound, you were greeted by Wanda who were taking you to the guest room, and Dr. Banner who took Bucky with him, to make sure nothing else was wrong except for the wound you fixed yesterday. You got to your room and Wanda says, “make yourself at home. There's a closet to your clothes, and your bathroom is right behind that door,” and she points at the door. “Is there anything else? Or else you can just call FRIDAY, or ask one of us,” she says. “Thank you very much, I will,” you say and smile, and she leaves you for now till you have unpacked.

Some hours later, it’s time for dinner. You slowly open the door, and Bucky is standing there about to knock. “I was just about to ask if you wanted some dinner?” he said. “I would love that, and was there anything else than the wound?” you ask a little concerned. Bucky shakes his head, moved to the side, and leads you to the dining room. You go in to join the others, and they greet you both.

You eat and talk for hours, and get a couple of drinks after dinner. You turn your head to look at Bucky and give him a smile, and he smiles back. But suddenly he stands up and leaves very fast. You look at Steve, because you don’t know if you did anything wrong. Steve gets up to talk to him, and you keep talking with the others, but keep an eye on the hallway.

Steve walks down the hall, and reaches Bucky’s room. He knocks before walking in, “you okay Buck?” Steve asks. Bucky doesn’t say anything. “What the hell happened?” Steve asks. Bucky looks at him, “I don’t know okay, I just have a weird feeling about her, that I can’t explain. I just don’t know what it is,” he says. Steve knows what it is, but Bucky doesn’t quite believe him.

After some time you are on your way to your room, and you meet Steve in the hallway. “Hey is he okay?” you ask. “Yeah kind of, but he would like to be alone right now. You can talk to him tomorrow if you want,” Steve suggested. “Oh okay of course, well goodnight then,” you say and walk to your room. You find your phone and text Bucky, but you don’t expect an answer. You put your phone down, and get ready for bed. You’re lucky you didn’t have to walk Geezer today because of the big field they have.

Bucky is looking at the ceiling, laying in bed thinking. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees his phone light up. He turns over to lay on his side, and check his phone. It’s a message from Y/n. - Hey, just want to know if I did something, I’m sorry. But goodnight:) - Bucky don’t know what to say right away, so he just put his phone back and try getting some sleep.

You wake up in the middle of the night really thirsty. So you get up and silently walk out to the kitchen to get a glass of water. While standing by the sink, you hear someone approaching. Just when you put the glass down and turn to go back. You bump into Bucky, “oh I’m sorry I didn’t see you,” you whisper. “It’s okay, just can’t sleep, and heard some noise,” he says. You nod, “okay but I will go back to bed,” you say, and before you can leave. Bucky takes your arm and says, “by the way, at dinner you didn’t do anything wrong,” and let’s you go. You leave the kitchen, and go to your room.

Bucky stands in the kitchen thinking about what to do, because everyone is asleep. He walks down the hallway, and stops at your door. He then slowly knocks, and waits to see if your still awake. The door opens, “hey” you say looking tired. “Can I maybe come in?” he asks. You open the door so he can come in, and you go over to the bed and Bucky just stands still. “Come,” you say and make room for him. “I just don’t wanna be alone,” he explains. You just nod, “okay, that’s fine, just try to get some sleep,” you said and smile. You both went to sleep, and Bucky could finally sleep.

Bucky wakes up early, he looks over at you, who is still in a deep sleep. He gets up and see if anybody else is up, he knew Tony, Nat and Sam were going on a mission, and don’t know if they already left. He slowly walks around the compound to look after them, but they’re nowhere to be seen. He goes to his room to put some clothes on, and go for a walk.

Hours later you wake up, to Geezer basically standing on your face. You laugh and push him away, and sit up. Then you notice that Bucky has left, but he probably woke up before you. You go to the bathroom, and get ready for the day, not that anything is happening today because it’s Sunday. You go out to the kitchen where the others are, “Goodmorning, have you seen Bucky? He’s not answering his phone,” Steve says and looks concerned. You shake your head, “sorry no I haven’t seen him yet, have you looked for him?” you ask. “Of course I have, I’ve looked all over the place,” Steve says a bit frustrated. You think for a moment, “can I try look for him?” you ask. “Please, because I can’t find him, just wanna make sure he’s safe,” Steve explains. You nod, and find Geezer and starts to go for a walk. You have an idea of where Bucky could be.

Bucky is standing by the bridge, enjoying the view. He takes a sip of the ice coffee he bought, the same one that you got the day you were hanging out. “Morning Bucky,” you then say. “Oh morning, hey Geezer,” he says and squats to pet Geezer. You see the iced coffee in Bucky's hand, “huh, you got iced coffee without me?” you ask a little offended and smile. “Oh yeah we can go grab one for you if you want to,” he suggest. “I would love that, but then we should go back, Steve is a little worried about you,” you say. “Has he texted, and called?” he ask, and you nod. “Well I didn’t bring my phone so,” he smiles. You laugh at him, and you both go to get you an iced coffee.

When you and Bucky got home, you were greeted by a not so happy Steve. “Where the hell were you, and why didn’t you answer your phone?” Steve asks. “I just went for a walk, and I didn’t bring my phone,” Bucky responded. Steve and Bucky kept talking, while you went to your room to lay in bed. You fell asleep for just a minute. You woke up again, to a knock on your door. “Come in,” you say and lift your head to see who it is. It’s Bucky. He walks over, to sit beside you. “Oh hey Buck,” you say and sit up. He looks sad, “Is something wrong?” you ask. “It’s just Steve always gets angry when he doesn't know where I am,” he explained. You sit in silence for a second, and you say “I think it’s just because he’s worried about you, and scared for losing you again,” you smile.

You sit and talk for a bit, when you notice Bucky just staring at you while you talk. You pause, smile and ask “what?” He didn’t answer, he leaned in and kissed you. He pulls back, “I’m so sorry,” he says, and gets up and walks out. Before you could say something, he was gone. But if you did say something, it wouldn’t help because you don’t know what you would say. You are just surprised that he just did that, and didn’t have any words in mind. You sit for a minute, before you get up to find Bucky. On your way down the hallway to find his room, you meet Steve who stops and asks, “I just saw Bucky run to his room, do you know if something is wrong?” “Nope, I don’t know. I’m on my way to see if he’s okay,” you say. When you finally reach his room, you knock on the door.

Bucky walks up to his door and opens it to see who it is, even though he knew it was you. When he opened the door you walked in, and he closed it again. “Y/n I’m really sorry about that, I wasn’t thinking I…..” before he could explain, you interrupted “It’s okay, it happens. I just wanted to make sure you were okay, because you kinda ran away,” you laugh. “I know, I just thought it was wrong, because you didn’t say anything,” he explains. “I just didn’t know what to say, I hadn’t seen that coming,” you say. Bucky puts his face in his hands, and starts to cry. You walk over to him and put your arms around him. “Hey, it’s okay,” you say, a little concerned. You pull back to look at him, “I’m sorry it’s just….. I don’t know,” he says. “Don’t be, you didn’t do anything,” you say and put your arms around him again.

Bucky pulls back, “I’m just a little confused these days and Steve is kind of stressing me out sometimes,” he explains. You look at him for a minute and then say, “I think you should tell him that, just so he knows.” He nods, and doesn't say anything. You sit there in silence until you get up, and walk out the hallway. You go to the living room and find Steve, “uhm I think Bucky would like to talk to you,” you say. Steve leaves, and you sit down and join the others.

There passed a good 2 months, and you were still at the Avengers compound. After 2 weeks you had been there you said you could go home, but Bucky insisted you stayed for longer. Nothing had happened the last 2 months, not even anything in public. Bucky was just scared anything would happen if you went back home, but now you were packing so you could go home. Bucky has promised you he would drive you home, so you could stay for dinner and say goodbye to everyone.

After what had happened between you and Bucky, things were a little awkward, the first couple days after. but then you started talking again, and now everything is fine. He started to come more and more into your room at night, so he could sleep. He didn’t really know why he did it, he just kind of felt safe, and had less nightmares. He still has some, but you kinda calmed him down so he could sleep again afterwards.

Bucky knocked at your door before he walked in with Geezer. He smiled at you and said, “I’m going to miss going on walks with him,” and you laughed to yourself. “You're always welcome to go with us on walks or come pick him up for one,” you offered. Bucky smiled even more, “thanks,” he said. He walked out again, and left you alone with Geezer so you could pack the last stuff.

Later that day it was time for dinner, and saying goodbye. After an hour or so you were ready to go, and you got in the car with Bucky. You didn’t really say anything on the way to your apartment. When you arrived, Bucky helped you get your stuff and then you talked. “Well I should probably get going before a certain Rogers comes after me,” Bucky laughs, and gets up from the couch. You followed him out to the hall and said goodbye.

The next couple of days, you and Bucky mostly just texted, and he came to pick up Geezer for a walk. Even though you told Bucky he could just come and pick him up, he always texted to ask if he could walk with Geezer. Bucky had picked Geezer up this afternoon, and then Amie came. Her car broke down, so she asked to sleep on your couch and drive with you to work the next couple of days. You of course said yes, you didn’t mind and it’s easier than picking her up in the morning. You guys were drinking coffee, because Amie had to tell you what happened when the car broke, and it was not that interesting. But you didn’t know that much about cars, only how to drive and all that.

Then you had Geezer coming to your rescue, as he came running into the living room. “Hey boii,” you said, and looked out to the hall where Bucky came into frame. “Hey Buck, you want a cup of coffee?” you ask. “No thank you, I should get going anyway. But I don’t know if I can walk Geezer tomorrow, but I’ll text you,” he says and smiles. He then noticed Amie, “oh hey um, Amie was it?” he asked. “Yes hi,” she said, and couldn’t get more words out. Bucky waved goodbye, and took off.

Amie looks at you with big eyes, “what?” you ask. “How the hell do you get the winter soldier to walk your dog?” she asks, still surprised. “You remember I was at the compound for 2 months, he really likes walking with Geezer. I just said he could walk him any time,” you explained. Amie still couldn’t believe it, that he just walked in with Geezer like it was just a normal day. Which it was for you, Geezer and Bucky. Because it happens kind of everyday now, but you knew it helped Bucky mentally somehow.

You and Amie went to bed early, she took the couch and Geezer slept with you in your bedroom. You didn’t close the door fully, but that was for Geezer if he got Hungry or thirsty in the middle of the night. You got ready for bed, you lay down and fell asleep.

You wake up to Geezer barking and your phone lightning up. You take your phone, it’s Steve calling and you look at the time, and it is 1:23 am. You pick up and walk out the hall to shut Geezer up. “Hey Steve,” you say. “Hi sorry for calling, it’s just I think I heard Bucky scream, and he’s not in his room, do you know anything?” Steve asks. “No sorry Steve he hasn't texted me or anything, but I’ll let you know if I hear anything,” you promised. As you end the call, someone knocks at the door and Geezer starts to growl. You look through the spy on your door, and see Bucky on the other side of the door.

You quickly open the door, “hey Buck are you okay?” you ask. Bucky doesn't say anything, and you just stand there. You notice on his shirt he has been sweating, he has big black circles under his eyes, and his eyes are full of tears. You take his hand and pull him inside, you look at him and ask again, “are you okay Buck?” He puts his arms around you, and you do the same. You rub your hand up and down his back, and he starts to cry. You pull back, and cup his face and move his tears with your thumbs. “Hey hey, what’s going on?” you ask. Bucky takes a deep breath, “I just had an awful nightmare,” he said. You hug him again, and then you walk to your bedroom.

You close the bedroom door, and walk to the kitchen. You take your phone and call Steve, “Hey, you got anything on Bucky?” Steve asks. “Yes, he’s here. He got a nightmare he said, and that’s all I could get out of him,” you explain. “Okay, well give me a couple of minutes and I’ll pick him up,” he says. “No Steve it’s fine, you go back to bed. You can pick him up tomorrow instead,” you say. Steve agrees, and you end the call. You walk back to the bedroom, and Bucky is sitting in the bed.

You walk over to him, and his head falls onto your stomach. You put your hand on his head, and nuzzles his hair. Bucky takes your other hand, and shakes it carefully, “I’m sorry,” he says. You pull back, “don’t be sorry, you had a nightmare. It’s okay, but you should try getting some sleep now okay?” you ask, because you’re not sure if he wants to sleep. He nods, and you turn off the light. You both lay down, and Geezer opens the door and lies down at your feet.

The next morning you wake up with Bucky’s arms around you, and you slowly sneak out of bed so you don’t wake up Bucky. As you walk out to the hall, you close the door and walk to the kitchen. “So what’s that all about?” Amie asks, and points in the direction of your bedroom. “What do you mean?” you ask. “You and Barnes, sleeping together? Your door was open and I had to pee so you cannot say he isn’t in your bedroom right now,” she says. You laugh at her, “he had a nightmare,” you explain. “About what?” she asks, “I don’t know, and if I did I wouldn't tell you,” you say. You start to make some coffee, and Amie says “Y/n” and points to the doorway where Bucky is standing. “Hey um, is it okay if I take a shower?” he asks. “Of course let me grab you a towel,” you say and smile at him.

You gave Bucky the towel, and as he went to the bathroom, you hear a knock on the front door. Amie was already on her way to open the door for you, but you walked in front of her and got the door. “Oh hey Steve, Bucky is taking a bath, but I just made coffee,” you say and points to the kitchen. Steve walked down the hall, and entered the kitchen. Before you could go grab a cup of coffee too, Amie stopped you. “Hey Steve? HEY STEVE? Do you know who he is?” she asks, shocked over you being so casual around them. You laugh at her, “yes Amie I know, he’s Captain America.”

While Amie tries to take that in, you go grab a cup of coffee and talk to Steve. “So do you know why he came here?” Steve asks. “No he hasn't talked about it really, so I don’t know but nothing happened to him and that’s the important thing,” you say and take a sip of your coffee. As you and Steve talked Bucky came out to the kitchen, he sat down until Steve was ready. You hugged Bucky and Steve goodbye, Steve and you agreed on if it happened again you texted each other, whoever noticed first.

When Bucky and Steve arrived at the compound, they parked the car in the basement. They both got out and Steve had to stop Bucky before going inside. “Hey what happened, what was the nightmare?” Steve asks. “It’s nothing, okay.” Bucky says. “Tell me what was it?” Steve asks again. “I just had a nightmare. Of me, killing Y/n. I’m sorry but I had to see if it was true,” Bucky explains, and starts to cry.

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haileygarciasunshine97 · 4 years

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The Back Up Plan

Chapter One: The Farmers Market

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warning: None.

Summary: The maternal feeling of wanting a baby has finally kicked in. Going the clinical route, you receive some good news.

*Sorta based off of the Movie the Back-Up Plan but not really.... I hope that makes sense!*

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Sitting at your dining room table, you were sipping coffee as you read the newspaper, in your pajamas. It was a relaxing start to your Saturday.

There was a prompt knock on your door. Groaning you got up and answered the door.

"Good you're awake." Your friend Claire stated shoving past you, walking into your apartment.

"What do you want Claire?" You groaned as you shut the door. "It's not even eight in the morning."

"I'm glad you asked." She teased taking a mug out of your cabinet filling it with the freshly brewed coffee. "I was thinking we could go to the farmers market, watch our shows- all the things we haven't been able to do since your new job."

"Fine," you sighed. "Let me get dressed."

"Wear something cute!" She yelled as you shut your bedroom door.

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As Claire, was driving to the market she was blabbing on and on about a guy from her aerobics class that she wanted to hook up with. During the ride, you hadn't paid much attention to her hormonal rant about wanting to bang the unsuspecting man.

The aroma of fresh flowers filled your nose as you walked through the small market.

"Hey." Claire nudged your shoulder with hers. "Isn't that one of the Avengers?"

Shooting her a confused expression, you attempted to follow her gaze. As you were gazing in the direction she pointed out, you didn't notice the person sneak up next to you.

"Y/N?"

"Bucky?" You questioned turning towards the man.

"Hey." He greeted, smiling softly.

"What're you doing here?" You asked shyly.

"I'll ehm." Claire spoke. "I'll be over....there." She pointed in a general direction, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively at you.

"I...I um just needed some fresh air." Bucky answered, dropping his gaze to his shoes.

Smiling you reached forward gently grabbing his wrist, as you lightly tugged signaling for him to follow you. Much to your surprise, he allowed you to pull him through the market, your grip eventually falling to his hand.

You stopped at a bakery stand.

"What is this?" He questioned standing next to you, as his shoulder gently touched yours.

"It's my favorite bakery." You beamed. "It's New York's hidden gem!"

"Hello Miss Y/N." One of the booth operators spoke. "We weren't expecting to see you here today."

"Hi Keith." You smiled. "I wasn't expecting to be here either." You chuckled softly.

"The usual for you then?"

"Please." You nodded.

Keith handed you a box of baked goods.

"How much do I owe you?"

Keith chuckled softly, "It's on the house."

Grinning you, looked at Bucky. He offered you a smile in which you gladly returned.

Leading him to a seating area, you opened the box and shared the goods.

"So." You spoke. "What do you think?"

"I think....."

"Y/N!" Claire spoke, walking towards where you and Bucky were sitting. "There you are! I've been looking all over for you."

"Claire this is Bucky." You introduced.

"Nice to meet you." They said in unison, as they shook hands.

"Y/N, we have to go." She stated her voice dripped with sadness.

Nodding your head, she walked away leaving you and Bucky alone.

"I'll see you back at the tower then." He spoke as his voice was laced with sorrow.

Smiling you nodded your head. Following Claire, you quickly turned around toward Bucky.

"Hey Bucky?"

He turned in surprise towards you. "Yeah?"

"Don't be a stranger okay?"

He grinned at you before he nodded.

Walking back to the car, your phone began to ring. Digging in your purse, you pulled it out.

"Hello?"

"Is this Y/N?"

"Yes, it is."

"This is Dr. Fawn's office." The nurse spoke through the phone. "We have some good news."

"Okay?"

"You're pregnant."

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x-childish-x · 3 years

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Hi- may I ask for a Bucky x girlfriend reader. He has been away on mission for a long time, so when James finally reunites with his lover - things gets heated and rough rather quickly! But he can help himself getting a guilt-trip afterwards in the shower, seeing all the marks and bruises he has caused and branded her body with...

Guilty Pleasure

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!reader

Fandom: Marvel

Warnings: SMUT!, NSFW, slight pain kink, some manhandling, explicit unprotected sex, sad/guilty Bucky

Word Count: 1,556

A/N: Hello! First, thank you for this request! I'm sorry it's quite long, but I feel like it's definitely worth it!! I really hope you enjoy this and that it's what you wanted. Feedback is always appreciated!

Summary: Things quickly get steamy when Bucky returns from a long mission, but he's later ridden with guilt from the results of your pleasure.

(gif not mine!)

You were the only thing on Bucky's mind. He didn't care about anything but getting back to you. Steve was flying the Quinjet home, and Bucky was truly beginning to get annoyed at his best friend for not flying faster, even though Steve was going full speed. Steve barely had time to lower the back before Bucky was out of the plane and quickly walking to your room.

He ignored Tony telling him he needed to do a debriefing before going to you. Steve smiled, telling Tony to leave him be. After all, Steve and he had been on that damn mission for just over three weeks. And now, as Bucky bound down the hall towards your shared room, he found himself considering the idea of never going on another mission.

Your face lit up the moment the door to your room opened, and without a second thought, you flew off your bed and slammed into Bucky's chest, "Bucky!"

Bucky smiled, squeezing you tightly, "Hey doll!"

You pulled back, crashing your lips onto Bucky's as he lifted you off the ground, your legs automatically wrapping around his waist. He smiled into the kiss, deepening it as he stepped further into the room, locking the door behind him. You pulled back, slightly out of breath, and connected your foreheads.

"Someone's eager," Bucky teased, walking towards your bed.

You frowned playfully, "Don't tease me. I've missed you."

"Don't worry, doll," Bucky smirked, laying you down, "There won't be much teasing at all. I've missed you far too much to spend time teasing you."

It didn't take long for Bucky to strip you both of your clothes. His kisses were almost as hot and needy as his touch. Sloppy kisses and bites being placed all over your neck and chest. Bucky kept to his promise. He had missed you far too much to consider teasing you much at all, and he'd missed you far too much to even consider how rough he was being.

You didn't mind though. Bucky was manhandling you just enough that it wasn't unbearable, and the idea of him being this desperate and needy for you turned you on like you couldn't imagine. He slammed into you quite quickly, hardly giving you time to adjust to his massive size before he began to thrust into you. Your moans filled the entire room as he set his pace, his hands gripping your waist incredibly tight, the slight pain only adding to your pleasure.

Bucky's grunts and groans combine with your moans as his thrusts become animalistic. At this point, your sure that everyone knows exactly what you two are doing, especially with the headboard slamming into the wall the way it is. Bucky's grip on your hips tightens, and you whimper in pleasure at the feeling of Bucky fucking you into your bed.

The super-soldier's head drops to your shoulder as he nips at it, his grunts getting louder as you cry, "Feels s'good Buck!"

He groans at your words, his metal arm coming to grip your throat lightly, his flesh hand shifting to grab your left leg and hoist it up over his shoulder. The new angle elicits a string of curse words from your mouth as Bucky's pace somehow quickens, his flesh hand returning to grip your hip.

"Fuck, you're taking my cock so well, doll," Bucky groans, nipping your collarbone, "S'well. Missed you too much... way too much."

Your whines go a higher pitch as you grip Bucky's shoulders tightly, "'M gonna cum."

Bucky nods. He knows already. He can feel you clenching around him, and before he can even tell you to cum, your clenching even tighter around his cock. Your orgasm slams into you, your legs shaking slightly as Bucky fucks you through your high. Despite his efforts, it'd been three weeks, and your clenching is too much as Bucky shoots his load into you, his metal hand leaving your throat and reaching to squeeze your thigh that's still rest on his shoulder.

"Fuck," Bucky curses, his head shifting from the right side of your chest to the left side, nipping that side of your collarbone. He laughs softly as he lets down your leg, his metal arm releasing your throat, "We should probably shower now."

A giggle escaped your lips as you nodded, Bucky kissing his way from your collarbone up to your lips. You smiled as he pulled out, suppressing a soft groan as he did so. You allowed Bucky to help you up and usher you towards your bathroom. He started the shower, getting the water warm before you two slipped in.

You hummed contently at the warm feeling, knowing that no words needed to be said as Bucky grabbed the soap. Showers together were routine for you two, so you stood patiently as Bucky washed your back before gently turning you by your shoulder. Your eyes fluttered shut as you let Bucky's hands glide over your body, lathering you in soap. Bucky smile at your reaction, finally taking his eyes off your face to admire your body. Or should he say, what was left of it?

Bucky looked over your body, his eyes immediately noticing the spots on your waist and hips where bruises were quickly forming, bruises in the shapes of his hands. He noticed a similar bruise forming on the thigh he'd hoisted over his shoulder, and even various spots along your chest and collarbones had bruises forming from him biting too hard. However, what broke Bucky was the faint bruises forming around your neck. He stumbled in the shower, soap dropping from his hands as he stumbled out, desperate to give you distance from him.

Your eyes flew open at the sudden commotion, just barely seeing Bucky fleeing the bathroom with a towel around his waist. You called for him repeatedly, but he ignored you, trying to dry himself as fast as possible. You were quick to rinse and get out, wrapping a towel around your body.

When you entered your bedroom, you saw Bucky yanking on a shirt and heading towards the door, making fear spike in your chest, "James Buchanan Barnes, you will not leave me alone in this damn room again," Bucky froze at the crack in your voice. He knew if he turned around, he'd see you on the verge of tears, "I don't know what I did wrong but don't leave me alone again."

"What you did wrong!?" Bucky snapped, spinning around, "This isn't what you did. It's what I did! Look at yourself! Have you even looked in the mirror? Seen the way I... the way I scarred you, hurt you."

Bucky watched intently as your eyebrows scrunched, and you slowly turned towards the mirror in your room, opening the towel to examine your body. He waited for your face to contort into disgust, for you to turn around and scream at him to leave, but it never came. You simply examined your body before wrapping your towel back around you and turning to Bucky.

"Buck... baby, they're just bruises," You spoke softly, walking towards him.

Fear spiked within Bucky, and he quickly stumbled backward, tripping over his own feet slightly as he slammed into your door. He shook his head rapidly, making you freeze as tears rose within his eyes. The room fell silent as Bucky's chest heaved with each breath he took, tears beginning to roll down his cheeks.

"I hurt you," Bucky croaked out, "I scarred you with... with those marks, those bruises that you should never have."

"Buck," You whispered, "You didn't hurt me. It felt good. We were just caught up in the moment."

"No, no, no," Bucky cried softly, his head dropping to the floor, "Don't try to justify this, don't try to make this okay."

"You didn't mean it!" You huffed, closing the distance between you and Bucky, "You didn't mean it, Buck. I'm not mad at you. I'm not even the slightest bit upset. In fact, I'm kind of happy. I can't wait to make Sam and Steve uncomfortable with all these hickies."

A giggle left your lips, and Bucky had to fight off a smile at his favorite sound. Slowly, you cupped his cheek, drawing his gaze to you. You gently wiped away the tears, leaning up to kiss Bucky's nose with a smile.

"I love you so much, Bucky. Please don't feel guilty over something so small."

"What if I do it again?" Bucky whimpered, his cerulean orbs locking on yours, "What if I really hurt you one time?"

"Buck... baby... you won't hurt me. I trust you more than anyone, and if you went too far, I would tell you. Besides that, though, you would know if you were going too far, and I trust that you would stop."

A small smile came to Bucky's lips as he took in the fact that you were still soaking wet, wrapped in only your towel with a slight shiver, "How'd I get so lucky?"

"How did I get so lucky?" You countered, "I love you so much, Bucky."

"I love you more, doll," Bucky kissed your forehead before a smirk came over his face, "You really think we can make Steve and Sam uncomfortable with those hickies?"

"Oh definitely, Steve will wish they never found him in the ice."

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Contradiction

Percy Jackson x Avengers Cross Over

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Written: February 22nd, 2021

Posted: February 22nd, 2021

Warning: None

Word Count: 1,294

Enemies to Friends to Lovers Trope.

Author’s Note: Yes, I know the youngest age of the Camp Half-Blood campers, but for sake of my work I lowered it. I also know the restriction of crossing into camp. It’s all for the sake of piece.

Bucky Barnes Masterlist

Wiping the sweat from your brow, you had narrowly blocked another one of Percy’s blows. The thought of mistakenly asking him to train you flashed into your mind.

Wheezing, you placed your hands on your knees as you bent at the waist in an attempt to catch your breath.

“Having trouble keeping up, Y/L/N?” Percy teased flashing you his white teeth.

Snorting, you picked up your sword before swinging it in his direction. “Not a chance.”

The scorching summer sun, beat down on you the more you trained, while beads of sweat raced down your face soaking the neckline trickling down your back.

Once Percy had deemed you had enough training, you hurriedly made your way to the showers. The feeling of excitement washing over you as you thought about a cold shower.

---

After dinner, Grove found you and convinced you to sneak away with your group of friends to a local bookstore, in the city.

As soon as you entered the store, there was a small ring of a bell that echoed off the walls. Glancing up, you made a mental note of how long it had been since you had last been in a store that had a real bell above the door.

“Welcome.” One of the cashiers greeted barely glancing up from her register, locking eyes with your small group.

“Thanks,” Grover smirked, nodding his head at her. In a mere matter of seconds, the cashiers' giggles filled the shop, as Grover flirted with her.

Turning your attention back to your friends, you let out a sigh as they were nowhere to be seen. Knowing Annabeth, she had probably dragged Percy towards her favorite section of books, piling them in his arms.

Shaking your head, you glanced around before venturing up the spiral stairs to the second level of the book store. The second level was perfect for customers to gaze out of the second-story windows, as well as having a more peaceful reading experience in the store. Oversized chairs and coffee tables were littered around the level.

Letting out a comfortable sigh, you began venturing down the isles in search of some undiscovered treasures of yours. Finding an area, you began plucking books out one by one as you read their synopsis.

Once you had felt content with your book selection, you searched for the nearest chair before you burrowed yourself as best as you could into it. Picking up one of the books, you began reading it as you awaited one of your friends to come and alert you they were ready to get going.

“Figured I could find you here.” A familiar voice spoke wearily.

Not wanting to look up, you didn’t want your calming state to be interrupted.

“Can we sit?”

His question catching you off guard. Finally raising your eyes from the text, you gazed over the edge of the book, locking Y/E/C with Steve’s icy ones.

“This is Bucky.” He spoke motioning towards the lengthy built man. His hair loosely framing his face. “Buck this is Y/N,” Steve smirked as he gazed between his two friends.

Closing the book, you placed it on top of the pile of books you had placed on the table. Standing up, you extended your hand towards the brunette.

Bucky gazed at you, ignoring your hand with a scoff. “I’m going to go find a book.” He grumbled, removing himself from the small gathering.

Steve let out a frustrated sigh. “I’m sorry, he’s not normally like this.”

You let out an unconvinced hum. “Right...Well, what can I do ya for?”

Letting out a chuckle, he maneuvered to occupy one of the chairs in front of you. “I... We actually need your help.”

Furrowing your eyebrows together in confusion, you glanced in the direction Bucky had left. “We?”

“The Avengers.”

---

"Y/N, you made it!” Tony exclaimed rushing towards you as he pulled you in for a hug.

You quickly wrapped your arms around his shoulders as he lifted you off the ground. The sound of your giggles bouncing off the walls.

“I’ve missed you, kid,” Tony muttered into your hair.

“The feeling’s mutual.”

“What are you doing here?” Bucky sounded from behind you.

Rolling your eyes, you didn’t bother turning to face him.

“You know, if you keep rolling your eyes they’re going to get stuck.”

Scoffing you shook your head. “Whatever you say, gramps.”

“Guys, can you please behave for this meeting,” Steve asked his voice making it clear he was already feeling agitated.

Keeping your comments to yourself, you nodded your head before taking a spot between Tony and Bruce at the conference table. While Bucky sat directly across from you.

As Steve spoke, you felt your mind wandering to other places as well as feeling antsy. Every so often, you would adjust to a different position on your chair, while letting out a sigh.

Moving to adjust once more, you felt a sting in your leg as someone had kicked you. Frowning, you made the mistake of looking at Bucky. A devilish smirk was drawn on his lips. Narrowing your eyes, you sent him a glare. Silently encouraging him to keep up his actions.

“Now, for those of you who aren’t aware, I would like to introduce our friend, Y/N,” Steve spoke motioning towards you, as claps from the table sounded. “She is a Demi-God-”

“I’m sorry, Y/N’s a what?” Bucky screeched, holding a hand up stopping Steve in his tracks.

Whipping your head in his direction, your heart began pounding out of your chest, as you felt tears beginning to well in your eyes.

“Demi-God?” Bucky questioned his voice dripping like venom. Crossing his arms along his chest, he leaned back in his chair shooting daggers at you.

“As is Half-God and Half-Mortal..” Steve spoke hoping to calm Bucky. “Or in Y/N’s case. Half-Goddess.”

“Half?” Bucky snorted. “Why do we need a Half-Goddess when we have a full God.” He spat raising a challenging eyebrow in your direction. “What can a half anything offer us?”

Tears had snuck out the corners of your eyes as you let out a quiet sob. Bucky wasn’t the first to make you feel as if you weren’t good enough as a Demi-God, but his did hurt the most.

Standing up promptly from the table, you rushed out of the room not listening to the disembodied voices call out to you.

“Way to go, Manchurian Candidate.” Tony spat while glaring at Bucky.

---

Sometime the ill-fated meeting, Steve had unsuccessfully attempted to get into contact with you and apologize.

“What are we doing here?” Bucky questioned his voice naturally coming out hostile.

“We’re here so you,” Steve glared at him. “Can apologize to Y/N.”

Sam snorted. “Man, I still can’t believe you managed to offend a Goddess.”

“Half-Goddess.” Bucky sighed in correction.

“Half-Goddess, Full-Goddess, what’s the difference?” Sam questioned rolling his eyes.

“Well her abilities-”

Sam quickly cut off Bucky. “What does it matter to you anyways, Barnes? You’re Half-Cyborg.”

Tony let out a bellowing laugh, clapping Sam on the back in approval before Steve let out softer belts of laughter. While Bucky muttered under his breath about his hate for Sam.

“You’re just mean to her because you like her,” Sam spoke.

“I do not!” Bucky defended.

“Face it, Barnes, you can’t help but be attracted to powerful independent women.” Sam shrugged. “Let’s look at Natasha for instance. How long did it take for you to get over her?”

“We are not, talking about my love life.” Bucky snarled.

“Easy there Cyborg.” Sam held his hands up in defense. “I was just trying to help you out.”

The small group ventured through the forest. Seeing the arc the four men passed underneath making their way into Camp Half-Blood.

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