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somewhereinthepines · 10 months

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I was just thinking about the food I'm gonna be having within the next few days, and it got me thinking about 'cooking with chris' on the counsellors router in the game. I can't remember where it is. It might be in the kitchen? It's just their tasks, and cooking with Chris was on it. I remember you mentioning something about Chris cooking for Ryan in a scenario previously. So, what would he cook for him? Ryan is a bit of a picky eater in your canon, and Chris is pretty attentive to what he likes in both ASB and Gp, I'm assuming. I have no idea what Ryan would actually want to eat. Idk when Chris would make food for Ryan, but maybe later when the others are in their cabins or at the fire pitt? I liked that in GP, Chris took Ryan out to eat, even though it was spontaneous, and Ryan didn't want to go. There's just something about Chris looking after and proving for Ryan that's quite pleasing to me.

It'd be cute to imagine them sitting down together, just the two of them having a home cooked meal by Chris, and just enjoying it & eachothers company. Their complexities would make the situation interesting, too. Ahh, it's quite fun to imagine different scenarios. Although, I must say I am a bit stumped about how the next part will play out. I know Ryan's gonna do something, that's as clear as day, but it's Chris that's got me on edge, haha. You're quite good at setting the scene, the mood, and building anticipation. But yeah, it's not knowing how Chris will possibly react that has my brain in a knot. Especially because we only have Ryan's perspective, he doesn't know what we know. Meanwhile, Chris could be thinking, maybe planning and feeling anything, and we have no idea — and Ryan is clueless about it. Ahh, it's just so good! Haha, sorry I ended up talking about one thing, then talking about another the next.

my memory about the game is kinda rusty atm, but it’s not hard to see chris doing smth like that. esp bc he does come off as fatherly kind. he would want to teach the ‘kids’ how to cook for themselves. but picturing someone like, i dunno, jacob being in the kitchen is endless comedy to me. i don’t think, that he can cook for shit. or emma even. as for ryan, he surely can make smth edible. i imagine, that he’s the one, who made his sister’s lunch and breakfast for the majority of their lives, so it’s not like he cannot cook for himself. he prob just won’t bother doing it. he comes off as chips & soda, & whatever-else-i-can-eat-without-cooking kind of kid.

i think, that chris knows it, and would try to see what exactly ryan likes. he would start with smth simple like pancakes, bc most people love those. or maybe, he can make him some good ole toast and steak. or see if ryan likes some specific cereals. it would take him a bit to figure out ryan’s preferences, since it’s not like he won’t eat it, but he might not necessarily love it. it has a lot to do with his upbringing. i hc that his grandparents are pretty ‘conservative’, so i imagine that when his grandma cooks, it’s basically whatever she did for everyone, they should eat. food is food. kinda in a similar vein in how it prob was for chris too. naturally, he would like to avoid doing smth like that to his own kids, or ryan. but i picture, that ryan’s fav food be smth like apple pie or maybe a very sweet dessert, that people won’t suspect him loving, bc he’s all doom & gloom, so he must be into idk, energy drinks and tasteless food. but in reality, he likes sweets. mostly baked ones.

and yeah, ryan’s appetite is really bad in GP, tho it’s this way for a reason. he doesn’t know it yet, and since he had a tendency to low-key neglect his health, he doesn’t look into it too deeply. chris suddenly decided to feed him, on top of already paying too much attention to how often he eats, well, it was weird and a bit annoying from his point of view, i think. esp bc he legit didn’t want to eat anything, it cannot be helped. i also think, that since ryan isn’t used to being cared for by an adult to such an extent, it makes him feel slightly uncomfortable, bc he doesn’t fully know how to respond to it. besides, in his situation, he’s not a kid per say, he’s an adult too, even if young one. so his mentor buying him dinner would make him question things. like is this a friend's lunch. or does chris literally see him as a child, that he’s not.

as for the next part, all that i can say is that ryan literally sleepwalking into a lion’s den. or well, wolf’s one. GP generally be darker, than ASB, when it comes to certain themes. not only chris in GP is way less ‘noble’, but ryan also packs a surprise or two. and aw, thank you! i love the tension in writing. or well scenes, that make you wonder what and why, and if what you think will happen or not. horror/thrillers are esp good genres for it, and i kinda always try to keep the horror/suspense elements in my supermassive works. and it works very well with this game/pair too, bc chris is technically, an antagonist of the series. he’s a hungry wolf, even if he tries very hard to control his urges. and yup, i kinda really like how the reader will always know more, than ryan does. so certain things will make sense to you way more, than they do to him. i will prob make one chapter from chris’s perspective, bc after a certain point, shit gonna hit the fan hard and who knows what will happen. ryan certainly doesn’t. he’s about to bite more, than he can chew.

and no worries! i’m glad, that you still interested in that story, despite me taking a long break from it.

#asks #quarry

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captainsupernoodle · 2 years

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*looks at my bookmarks and to read list* *looks away* I'm gonna need to do themed rec posts huh. So here's what I've been reading recently - these are wips that are currently updating, altho at varying speeds! Most of these are steddie 😂

wouldn't it be nice (if we could wake up) by kissesforcas, 70k - they finished destroying my heart with soft fluffy low stakes nerdy loveliness in the shire is NOT on fire and decided to come for me from the other direction with some Delicious angst with their take on immediate post-Vecna fallout. Ymmv if you're squicked by imprisonment and/or medical experimentation but it's clearly tagged and there are chapter content warnings! (Light spoiler but) I wanna give a big hand for Steve getting to join in on the monster shenanigans and an absolutely stunning take on the upside down. Almost complete!

I'll Hear You Scream by whileawaythehours, 50k - AUGH. Vampire!Eddie but it's mostly aftermath, and WHAT an aftermath, ooh boy. Definitely a heavy angst start, but proceeded to lovely softness at this point. Features Steve with a big-ass sword, unfortunately overshadowed by circumstance, but a cool image nonetheless.

Lacking Substance Not Fear by ItCanBePalped, 10k - Steve does music! It's Steve & Robin centric so far (possibly my favorite relationship in the show, and excellently done here) with the adventures of keeping Steve's head in one piece. Tackling IRL consequences of things like head injuries can get heavy fast, but so far this is mostly fluff! Steve Is Okay. Robin, I love you.

(something happens and I'm) head over heels by GibbousLunation, 30k - I did two vamp Eddie fics so here are two "Steve gets hit in the head a lot" fics. Steve is uuuuh less okay in this one but at the current chapter they DID find him from where he wandered off and he's gonna be alright.

keds and tube socks by littlelansky, 15k - they watch Nausicaa!!! No upside down drama, all fun group dynamics, some of that we-saved-the-world-together-but-we-dont-really-KNOW-eachother developing friendship/pre-relationship stuff with Steddie. Excellent.

to be cut adrift by cydonic, 18k - some of those fun old PTSD coping mechanisms! Midnight drives and Eddie trying his best to help out the chronic helper. Steve cooks!

Let us Dwell in Fair Ithilien and There Make a Garden by materialism and sparklyslug, 60k - this is a series rather than a singular fic but it is updating with one shots and things. Some similarities with "the most remarkable thing" by greatunironic in that it's a "five/ten/many years later" of how everybody's lives go after the upside down is done for good, Extensive Steddie Pining, and they both made me tear up with MANY feelings.

hellfire (save my soul) by philomendron, 30k - so far it's a pre-season 4 alternative mundane first meeting of Steve recruiting Eddie to help him put on a surprise party for Robin, which I would read the heck out of all on its own, but it's tagged "alternate universe - demons" and "Steve has powers" so I'm Extremely 👀👀👀👀👀

Punishers, Pretenders by beetlesandstars, 4k - a brand spanking new adventure by the writer of Feed On You and To Be Loved For No Reason At All. Only one chapter so far, but the tags imply it's gonna be a doozy (possibly with cuddles 👀) and I always love seeing the songs and band names people come up with for Eddie's rockstar career. Hang in there, Steve!

Descent into the Depths of the Earth (Or at Least Milwaukee) by disastardly, 40k - LAST CHAPTER COMING UP!!! Steve takes the nerds to gen con and has just now registered his own crush and I am LIVING for the gentleness.

standing up the dead by heartofwinterfell, 30k - just an epilogue coming up!! Max pov of Max and Eddie hopping realities together, I Love Them and I love the creativity around the premise, and the execution is A++++

Oh Boy, You’re the Devil! by prettydizzeed, 11k - I really can't describe it better than the summary: "A campy, satirical take on the Satanic Panic, featuring undercover missions to the local church service, falling for the antichrist, and engineering an Easter miracle." Incredible. to unsettle the foundation by the same author has me SO excited, Eddie and Kali is a combination bound to explode.

#weekend reading #fanfiction #fic recs #fic rec #stranger things #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things fic recs #there is SO MUCH good stuff out there i am being fed SO WELL

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1980ssunflower · 1 year

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Smitten, sweets and valentine!!

(sweets has been answered!)

smitten — was it easy for the people around you and f/o to figure out you liked each other? did they get involved in you getting together at all?

I do think Min's parents had a feeling starting w how Min pretty clearly started having a crush on me when we were abt 5 but they brushed it off as just being a result of me and Ryan being his only friends

Otherwise I think people just never really thought abt it BUT could definitely tell we were very important to eachother

valentine — gush about your valentine! ^^

Look at themmm ;;w;;

They're both so unbelievably gorgeous and wonderful that it makes me cry just thinking abt it aouahhh 🥺

Min is so soft and caring and artistic and so adorable and easy to fluster 💙 His hair always looks so good and I love playing w the back of his hair and kissing his cute nose 🥺😭💙💙He's the biggest and heaviest of us but that won't stop me from picking him up 🥰💙 He's also a pretty good cook so I want so badly to try everything he makes and for us to cook eachother something special ;w;

Ryan is so full of life and is always smiling! He's full of energy and is always talking and I love hearing him talk abt anything and I'll gladly go w him to do any spontaneous thing he decided on doing 🥰💖His long hair is so pretty and his red glasses look gorgeous on him... He's also so tiny w small delicate hands and I can just pick him up like a little princess w ease 🥺💖 He's not good at cooking at ALL but id still gladly eat anything he made me because the fact he tried would be making me swoon hfdjsk

I just want the 3 of us to scream sing to our favorite songs on the radio while on the road and feeding eachother snacks ;w; and sleeping in the back of the van curled up into eachother 🥺💖💛💙

#talk radio [asks]#sketchy-galaxy #ask game #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙

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usopp-writes · 2 years

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For: Shanks ♡

Your/muse name: Pebbsie

Age: 19

Do you like to cuddle?: yes!!

Can we make-out?: yes!, though please initiate I tend to be shy initiating such things

A night in or dinner out?: I’m happy either way; maybe we could cook a little something together

Ice cream or chocolate covered strawberries?: strawberries, we can feed eachother

Would you/your muse cook for me?: yes of course, I’d be more then happy too

Would you/your muse let me cook for you/them?: yes!, even better if we can cook together

What makes you a good date?: good listener, deep discussions, jokes and laughter, heart on sleeve, intimate, vulnerability

Date application

It wasn't easy for the redhaired captain to read anything when he just woke with a hangover that always seemed to be a little worse than the previous one. Not that he would let a simple hangover bother him, no he was just going to have a cold shower, then a cup of coffee, before going on with his casual life-style.

However, the shower and coffee wasn't on his mind right now. He'd seen an envelope with your beautiful handwriting on it, a small, but still noticable heart on it. Without hesitation, he opened it, his eyes wandering down the piece of paper.

It took a while, his drowsy and hangovered brain wasn't sharp enough to fully understand what you'd written down for him, but once it did, a big and bright smile spread on his lips.

He left his room in a hurry, almost running into a crewmate, in his search for you. It was unusual for him to be so full of energy after a night of heavy drinking and partying, so a few looked stunned at him, as he found you, the smile still on his face, as he plopped down next to you. The application was still in his hand.

"Hey, Pebbsie. I don't think we have any strawberries, honey, but I'll definitely get some as soon as possible." He started casually. "As for the other things, I'm open to be cooking with you for our date. Are you free tonight? Ah, silly me, I'm your captain, so I can decide whether you should be on duty or not. You don't have any tonight. Wanna talk about what to make?"

Yes, he was more than eager to do this, hangover or not.

#pebbsie #date application #shanks x pebbsie #sfw #one piece #enjoy #pls give him some coffee first #and food #or he might crash

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nnatsume · 3 years

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Uhm, Hey there! Good day! Could I request for some Kaoru, Chiaki, and Hajime (separate) on their first date? Thank you! And Good luck on the new blog!

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

a / n : hi hi, both of you!! i put both of your requests in one post here as they are pretty much the same thing!! and thank you very very much akira .. you're WAAAAY too sweet omg <3 ( ◡‿◡ *) i hope i did ibara justice.. i cannot make sense of him at all omg

✦ — first date with kaoru, chiaki, hajime and ibara!

☆ — HAKAZE KAORU

surprisingly, he is.. absolutely lost.

he wants to charm you, yes, but what if it's too much too fast? all the other relationships that he has been in were very quick, where he and his partner just kind of squeezed eachother dry of "love" within two weeks. these things didn't last, but he wants yours to last. at taking things slow, he is a beginner too.

something not too fancy, but not lame.. and while he's making himself something to eat it it strikes.

you're going to have a.. tour-picnic?? a picnic and a little tour. you can't go wrong with that, unless you're a horrible cook or you don't pick the right foods. luckily for you, he's pretty okay at cooking. bring a helmet cus you can't tell me this man doesn't have a motorcycle to drive you around.

"is this allowed?", you asked. "i'm pretty sure this could get you in trouble."

the both of you were seated on his bike, him at the front, you at the back. "we have helmets on and i've put on some extra footrests for ya!", he reassured, "i don't think we will, though... just make yourself a little smaller, alright?~ they won't give us the full fine, surely.."

you sighed, pulling the helmet over your head, as he did, too. he had a talent for making you both excited and nervous at the same time. it's not an entirely unpleasant mixture, though, no, the opposite in fact.

"now, hold on tight, okay?"

it's safe, don't worry! two seats and an extra footrests are pretty much the only thing you need to drive with two passengers. drive safely! :D

he'll take a nice route to the park!! some nice scenery for you to remember. it's your little tour. you take some stops at nice places to enjoy the view and rest up a bit. roll around in the grass together, catch lady bugs and butterflies.

he made you your favourite treats and brought a lot of things that you like. some cards too, incase you get bored and need to busy your hands with something other than food.

his specialty? pancakes. the super secret hakaze recipe, he says. he refuses to tell you what he puts in them like it's a damn krabby patty. you have to come to him if you want some. :wink wink: you'll get only the best batch!

you two just get to know eachother better. watch the birds next to eachother, play a game of cards. he'll feed you a stawberry or two himself, if you like them. come on, feed him one back. :wink wink:

bonus: there's a lot of little flowers around. they're perfect for making flower crowns. but he can't tie then right so he just tucks a bunch in your hair. you look like something out of a fantasy, and he'll match with you. he'll help you up on a tree if you'd like so you can feel like it too. pull him up too!! and allow him to take a photo pls.. he will put it in his wallet so he can remember it everytime he checks. ;;

☆ — MORISAWA CHIAKI

chiaki is a different breed he is not like other people. he likes big, colorful and fun things—and his mind will go to something like that for your first date as well. he wants you to have lots of fun together, and does not care at all that this is your FIRST date. he'll treat it like it's your last.

so, if you don't have any objections, you're going straight to the amusement park. bonus if it's hero themed then he's pumped as hell. he asks you first though!! if that's ok with you and you are comfy. he'll keep you safe so no worries ok?? he'll hold your hand. <3

oh man chiaki is excited as hell. he literally texts you every hour starting two days before the date to tell you how excited he is and ask you if you are too. texts at 3 am because he is so pumped he can't sleep

someone banged on your door so hard that you almost jumped into the ceiling. you were sure there was a dent in the wood now, and you were also sure who the culprit is. and indeed it was who you thought—chiaki was beaming. it's like you opened the door for the sun.

"good daaaay!~", he greeted, loud and passionate as usual, welcoming himself in to glomp you—he was very warm but not exactly hot, like sunshine in autumn. you'd feel bad if you didn't return it. "you're ready, no?! it's time for adventure!"

you didn't really get much time—right after you grabbed your stuff and double-checked everything, you were being dragged outside.

you literally cannot get him off of you. he's made himself pretty unrecognizable, sporting a baseball cap, a mask and sunglasses, so you both could remain unbothered. he's all over you. even on the bus. (unless you ask him to let go. he'll let go if you do. :thumbs up:)

if you thought he was wild before, when you get there, it gets wilder. he is so excited bro. you get lost on the way to the cotton candy booth because he was holding the map upside down. you're the coordinator now. it's like in a hero movie!! right hand s/o. :D

he wins you a lot of prizes. you have to get a locker to put them in for the time you were there because he won you all the stuff you looked at. and then three extra bags to carry them over as well. win him some stuff as well he will be happy forever!! even a little bear keychain...

you're going on the big, fast rides if you're okay with it. chiaki loves the adrenaline. he ends up screaming way louder than you. he literally drowned out everyone else and you weren't sure if it was because he was scared or excited.

you're drained so quickly.. late afternoon and you're already done. chiaki is still full of energy, but you decide to head to his place. he has a movie that he wants to show you!!

you have matching hats now. chiaki switched out his hat for a floppy-eared pikachu and you have an ash ketchum cap. (don't catch em all tho chiaki will be really sad ok??)

watch his favourite tokusatsu movie please. he really wants you to see it it's so cool. you would really really like this one character

he ends up falling asleep during the movie. he's holding the little bear keychain. he is a keeper .

bonus: make him a lunchbox. he will literally ascend to the heavens. like physically right infront of you. but he'll come back to give you the biggest hug ever bevause holy god that is his dream.

☆ — SHINO HAJIME

he almost fainted on the spot when you accepted his invitation to a date. you had to hold him up for a moment. holdon. give him a moment. wait. a minute please. he is tearing up. help.

hajime saved up a lot for your date. he wanted to take you somewhere nice, which with his funds at the time didn't work out.. it took him two months of saving his lunch money and a few jobs so he had a good budget for you.

since you let him pick.. you're going to have a nice walk and then head to the café together. hows that sound? he's picked out the best places in town for you to visit!!

hajime brought you something. he really really hopes you like it.

he didn't really say much as he handed you the box—a white box, secured by a matching white ribbon and carried with a red face. only when you took it he managed to look at you, fidgeting, one foot tapping the ground. his eyes reflected agitation, awaiting.

in the box laid a lop-eared bunny, with purple buttons for eyes, a heart for a nose and a scarf—what a gentleman. one ear was shorter than the other, one eye a different colour and the bowtie was placed a little farther left. it's those little mistakes that let you know that hajime made it himself. the fabric was handled with such care, there was no blemish on the bright blue and white.

"i'm not the best at sewing, but i really hope you like it..! whenever you hold it, um.. remember that i'll always be there for you, even if i'm away! if i can't comfort you, hold it until im there, okay?"

okay king :thumbs up: you better hold onto it real tight. he made it for you. it's in his image, so you'll always have him there. isn't that cute?? put him on your bed he'll watch over you. <3

if you compliment his work he'll go red he'll cover his face and won't look at you for the rest of the walk he's FLUSTERED in all caps. he'll hold your hand though of course. (that makes it worse but your hand fits so well in his how is he not supposed to huh?!?)

you'll feed some birds together. become a pigeon whisperer. a flock of pigeons followed you all day long it's like you're their lords. hajime tried to shoo them at one point but they just.. looked at him. you just have to deal with it. you managed to pet a goose in that park too?? mr. shino here is your bird magnet give him some crumbs and you get an army of birds

you go to the café together after. it's his treat, he insists. even if you want to help out, he just doesn't let you. he just shakes his head and smiles when you offer to pay and then asks you what you want. can't get through him :shrug: get yourself something nice but don't dent his wallet please

he has the best recommendations. he literally only saw the menu but can already tell you the best combination. it's the tea club thing he has going. he knows a combo for every kind of person.

you just kinda talk at the table, get to know eachother. he literally inhales every detail you give him about you and remembers it for like.. forever. you ask him one day and he can probably recite what you said to the t.

when it's time to go, he looks so sad you almost don't want to leave. you accompany him to the bus station. he'll tell you about how nice you've made the day and how he wants to go on another date with you. hajime appreciates you. right there in public, he just kinda whispers.

bonus: if you bring hajime something on the next date, he will combust on the spot. he gets stars in his eyes and almost knocks you over because he just crashes into you in a hug. his hugs are definitely the best, they're like laying in a lavender field, in the shade. very refreshing, calming.

he looks at you like you're the best thing in the world. treasure it.

☆ — SAEGUSA IBARA

everything he does is with purpose, is to benefit him. this date? the purpose is serotonin. and he wants to return the kindness from you, so you keep being nice to him because he likes it. see, it's not entirely selfish. it benefits you too. :)

you won't have anything "half-assed" when you're with ibara. he won't have that. he may drop some formalities, but he won't take you to some random place. no, you're getting the best.

your date is planned months ahead. it's he's having a buisness meeting or something.. mostly because of his schedule. he has a lot of things to do, as an idol AND a buisnessman. you don't have a lot of time and he wants it to run smoothly and perfectly.

ibara probably has some wealth, since he runs a few buisnesses on his own. and using his connections, he scores you a spot at a pretty high-end restaurant. scary for the middle class. but it's perfect because he won't have any problems being recognized. the date will be pretty late. evening or even night.

you hoped you weren't underdressed. you picked out the most formal wear that you have, and it's only your first date. if this is the first one, you really wonder what ibara has planned for the other ones, because you are pretty sure he has planned your next 50 dates already.

he arrives early, too. "i didn't expect you to be ready by now.. good!", he throws you a backhanded compliment. man, he just came and was being so brutal already. "now, since you are prepared, let's set out."

you were whisked out of your house promptly, your elbow hooked with his. you knew from the curl of his lips that he was proud of what he had planned. you, however, were pretty much in the dark.

he's still fairly distant and formal—keeping you at an arms length, despite him taking you out on a date. he finds that he should have a polished image infront of you, since you're extremely important to him. so despite being comfortable around you, he's still a little.. well, formal and a bit distant.

you two get to know eachother a bit more there. ibara dreads being so.. personal, but since you are trusting him with such information, he feels like he should too. it takes him a bit to realise that you don't really have any ulterior motives—you just want to bond. :D

he loosens up little by little, the more you talk. congrats! you're the snake whisperer. the snake is more comfy with you now. he thinks you're doing some kind of magic, seriously..

there's a nice balcony there—and it's pretty empty. just a few people near the entrance. he takes you there after you have your meal, as it is quiet and cool outside. near the railings, where you can see the city nicely. isn't that fancy?

there's not a lot of chairs, so he lets you take one. he stays behind you, hands on the lean. if you get cold, he'll sling his jacket over your shoulders. it's okay, he'll survive, don't worry. just be careful with it, ok? :thumbs up:

he's not stressed or anything, but if you have hair long enough, he'll braid it nicely as he often does for nagisa. he can braid anything he can grab, really fancy short braids too. it may be seen as improper, but.. you know, nobody's watching, and if there's cameras, his back is facing them.

he ends up enjoying himself more than he thought he would. at first he thought it would be just an in and out, but you spent hours talking. very nice, 10/10 would do it again. maybe next time you'll do something less formal. :)

#enstars #ensemble stars #enstars x reader #kaoru hakaze #kaoru hakaze x reader #chiaki morisawa #chiaki morisawa x reader #hajime shino #hajime shino x reader #ibara saegusa #ibara saegusa x reader #took me a while phewww #i hope u both enjoy nehehe #📖.my writing

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ellus986 · 2 years

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Could I ever forget? Part 3

Joe from Mammal x reader

Warning: speaking of addiction, kissing

Note: You knew Joe since preschool, you were friends until he got on the wrong path in highschool. You tried to reason with him a million times, but he always find a reason to stay with his “friends” until he was the one they left behind with all the drugs, being wasted as fuck on the floor as the cops arrived. He got into prison for 27 months.

Also note: merry christmas to everyone. In years finally I post my christmas part on christmas 🙈

When you let Joe’s mother in, you aren’t sure What’s going to happen. As much as she was visiting him in prison they haven’t met since he was out. You knew, even Joe knew that she needed proof he is not going back to his addictions. But as soon as she sees him she runs and hugs him. Dominic just follows him out of the room, and when she lets him go he looks at you. “All dressed up! Hi mom!” He turns to her and kisses her cheek.

After he gives water to your son he walks to the kitchen. You almost laugh on his mothers face as he starts to peel the tomatos. She looks at you and you pull your shoulder. “Turns out, he can cook.”

After your mother and father arrived too the grandparents are playing with Dominic while you are working in the kitchen with Joe. He looks on the clock and starts to prep food for your son, and feeds him. “Are you ready for a nap?” He gets him out of his highchair. “Say, Bye!” And they are in the room.

“What did you do to him?” All the three of them looking at you.

“I swear nothing!” You let out a gaps. “I guess he really changed…”

“But he doesn’t…”

“No…” you shake your head just before he walks out of the room. “It was fast!”

You continue to cook together, you smile at eachother a lot, way more than in years. You push him a little with your hip and he pushes you back, you giggle under your noses, and your parents are giving you looks.

After lunch and present giving you lay back on the sofa, next to Joe. He is close to you, but you don’t mind, your parents do, you can see, but you don’t care.

They left before dinner and you call it a sucessful day as you are able to put Dominic to sleep in time.

You get your coat on and go after Joe to the balcony. He is having a cigarette, you get one out of the box and wait for him to light it.

“I thought you didn’t smoke…” he lights it anyway.

“It was a long day… I deserve it!” You stick your tounge out as you let out a smoke cloud.

“It was quiet a good day…” he smiles at you. “It was good to see my mom.”

“It was good to see you two together again.” You smile at him and Dominic snores in the baby monitor.

“So where is his dad?” He lets a cloud out.

“You really want to know…” he nods. “Ask me and I answer.”

“Does he know?”

“No!” You sip a big from your cigarette.

“Why?”

“Because… because he probably doesn’t even remember that one time we had sex. He was fucked up already, and when he finished, left me in tears for his friends house, where they never did anything just drugs, so probably he was blacked out in an hour. Three weeks later when I throw up and realised my period was late, he was already under arrest.” You stop, he looks at you, you have tears in your eyes. “No. This is for the better. If he never gets into prison nothing would have changed, it would be just the two of us. It hurts the most, but deep down I know he couldn’t change for us, he was too deep.” You wipe a tear down. It was like riping off a bandaid from a still bleeding wound.

“You have one thing wrong here…” you can’t breath his piercing blue eyes are cutting into yours. “I never made it to Tom’s, halfway there I turned back and come back here, but you locked me out, even your Windows were locked, every light was off, I felt like you didn’t wanted me to come back.”

“You didn’t seem suprised…” you mumble as you are more likely.

“I don’t need to be a genius to know 18+9 is 27, but I felt it in the minute I looked in his eyes, his age just added up to it. I remembered that night, it was the night I kept reapeting in my head behind bars. So no I’m not suprised.”

“You know why I give his father a chance?” You still not saying it out loud, but tears are falling from your cheeks. He looks at you and you continue. “To fail. And shit he didn’t. No, instead without knowing for sure he became his father. He made me trust him again, to be fair even more than before…”

“You wanted me to fail?”

“No! But I was 90% sure you will, but I would have hated myself if I don’t give a chance to you, a real chance. I didn’t put you up to fail, I wanted you to stay sober, and fuck you did.”

“Come here!” He opens his arms and holds you close as you sit closer.

“You are not mad?” You sniff.

“You did the right thing, it was for his own good. I was a mess when you… you…”

“When I got pregnant, Yes you were…”

“It hurts to admit even more, but most likely you were right… shit I was too deep.”he kisses the top of your head. “I’m happy you give me a chance.”

“I’m glad I did!” You look up to him.

“You didn’t told our parents about what happend last night on my way home…”

“It doesn’t matter. I mean it matters to me, but they would think something bigger of it, and worry about it.” You slick his face. “I know it, that is enough.”

“I din’t deserve your forgiveness” he closes his eyes.

“The past is in the past, you proved yourself to me, to your son, to everyone…” first time saying it to him. His son.

“My son…” he puts his head on your shoulder. “I was waiting for you to say it, but if you would have introduce me to someone else as his dad, I would have loved him the same.”

“I missed this boy for years now.” You let your head fall on his.

“Me too, me too.”

“Did you just farted?“ you jump up giggling. You just finish your cigarette so you run inside, with him following. You get your coat down and he looks at you looks up and again on you. You look up, that freaking mistletoe. You look at his lips and you know you are doomed. You close your eyes for a second and feel his lips already on yours. It feels nice, it feels known, but the worst part is it doesn’t feel wrong.

To be continued…

Story tag: @giogiorabbit @athenaeum-simps

#barry keoghan headcanon #barry fan fic #barry keoghan fan fic #barry keoghan #keoghgang #mammal 2016 fan fic #mammal 2016 #mammal #keoghan

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sachifukyo · 3 years

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🍓Felix and you owning a bakery🍓

( m a s t e r l i s t)

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🍓 Everything started after a long night of cuddles, kisses and giggles. Woke up inside a warm embrace, showered by the morning's sunlight. Both of you lazily making breakfast together, spreading flour, separating eggs, smelling strawberries and blueberries. Waiting patiently for the bread to be ready while enjoying the aroma with their heads resting on each other's bodies. He guided your hand to help you taking the giant muffin from the oven, not wanting you to get burned. He looked so passionate about it.

🍓 You were sitting together, feeding eachother as the lovebirds you are. He was giggly and all fluffy, enjoying the sweet you just made together. You were surprised of how good the taste was. Like. OMG. The best strawberry bread EVER.

🍓"Honey, I'm thinking something" you started, him now completely focused on you "You like baking, and I like money... So... What if we start a business?" He wasn't sure at first, he likes to bake for others, but not with a lucrative purpose, but he LOVED the intimacy of you both baking together, and a business was the perfect excuse to do it more often, so he agreed.

🍓 The business began with you making little muffins, cookies and brownies around your circle of friends. It grew and you bought a bicycle, so you now ride it to sell your sweet goods at the parks and neighborhoods.

🍓Then Chan asked you if you could make a cake for his sister's birthday, the cake was all a success, everyone asked for the responsable chef, and more clients arrived. You kept driving in parks, and repeating birthday cakes.

🍓 The next big step was to give your business a name, you called it like a combination of your names. The name was now painted on the boxes of the cakes with golden letters. There were tons of orders, Felix moved with you, so his old department can become the new kitchen of your business, you also started to hire some skilled bakers.

🍓Now here you are. Holding giant scissors together, dressing elegant, surrounded by your friends and family "I am so glad to announce that our bakery and coffee shop is officially open now!" Said Felix guiding you to cut the ribbon. Everyone cheered and enjoyed the opening discounts. After the first day managing the place, you both closed the place and looked at the empty place after a day of job. Since the business grew that much, the employees were doing almost all the cooking while you were doing the business part. It's been months since the last time you baked together, so once you arrived to your shared house, you baked together again, a cake for yourselves, to celebrate this victory.

🍓Now that the local is opened, you were finally able to bake the hole day, preparing coffee, making edible decorations, attending the costumers, delivering cakes. A life full of sweet smells and love.

🍓 It's been five years since you opened the first local. Now there are other seven. Felix and you are happily married, sometimes you bake together as the old times, and make new recipes for the bakery. It became something intimate again, but now it was something more meaningful, you build something big together from that, and now you can live happy, without worrying about nothing. Just your husband and you, tasting the dough together, sharing smiles and giggles... Baking together~♡

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baebaejooheon · 3 years

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Corpse husband x cottagecore! Reader headcanon

Just a cottagecore esque thing where it’s readers birthday and they throw a big meet up/sleepover thing.

Fem reader just bc. Mentions wearing a dress/skirt

A/N: uhhh leave me alone Ik I have a series in the works that I haven’t written for in months. Leave me alone 😎 not edited pls it’s rlly not good , as well as written at 6 am. Based on a maladaptive daydream I had for like a week straight. I could turn this into a real fic if anyone wants it but like ahaha I can barely write once a year 😌🤚🏻 I will probably reread it and fix it later but as of now you get what you get. I literally just typed this on my phone with no sleep so like 🤗🤪

Originally posted by datchidatchi

A little background, Y/N lives in a medium sized cottage esque house. She has a small garden in her back yard, as well as a free roam fluffy brown cow named dellie, and a big chicken coop. As well as a duck that roams the property and a couple of other animals. As well as a huge flower field a little off the premises. (All of this is infact important.)

It’s Your 23rd birthday, and for this big occasion you decided to invite over all your friends, even those who live outside of the country, to your small home in the middle of nowhere. This would be the meetup that would break the internet.

Many people were invited. The typical among us group:Jack, Felix, Rae, Sykunno, Toast, Poki, and even Corpse who was given the option even tho the likelihood was low given the situation.

A few SMP friends you had made through association were also invited: Karl, Alex, Nick etc.

Many people, lots of fun.

The morning of your birthday, You awoke to many messages and posts for your birthday. Lots of bomb selfies on the feed as well as #HAPPYBDAYY/N trending on Twitter. Along with this, you were greeted with a few texts from your non American friends stating that they arrived safely or that they were checking into the hotel rooms they had booked for the weekend.

When the time came for the party, most of the people had managed to show up. The party was in full swing, everyone had a drink in hand, posting pictures, celebrating being together as well as it being your birthday.

Filling the trending tab on Twitter with so many hashtags

Around 10 pm you got a call from corpse and decided to head upstairs to get some peace and quiet from the loud music in your living room.

Answering the phone the conversation wasn’t anything special, corpse wishing you the fourth happy birthday for that day, as well as asking how everything was going. It was a normal conversation, that was, until his breath hitched and his voice started to quiver as he grew quiet, barely mumbling. Asking what was wrong, corpse went on a small tangent about how he wished he was more confident with his looks, how he wished it wasn’t scary showing his closest friends what he looked like etc. and how he wished he could be there at the party with everyone.

“Corpse I’ve told you 100 times. I understand your situation and it’s ok that you couldn’t show up. I don’t hold it against you, but I didn’t want you to feel left out :))”

“What would you say if I said I just pulled up in an Uber and I’m absolutely terrified of what’s gonna happen?”

Sneaking out of the back door as quickly as possible and running to the front lawn preparing herself. Corpse steps out of the car and You just jump in his arms. like full on koala grip on this man.

Holding his face and just showering him with compliments. Lots of reassurance and sweet nothings.

Heading to the back porch in order to allow him to calm down and prepare. The two end up sitting outside in the dark talking for like 30 minutes.

Finally working up the courage to head inside. You hold his hand the whole time and you see his hands start to shake.

Stepping into the living room, Jack noticing corpse was there, smiling but not saying anything after realizing he’s nervous. Meeting eveyone for the first time really being hard on him. No one else knowing what he looks like so no one really has a reaction

“Look who I found”

“Oh Y/N!! We were wondering where you ran off too. Who’s your friend?”

Corpse just hits them with a “uhh, hi 🤗”

Everyone freaking out as soon as they realize who it is and trying to talk to him.

Phones were put away for most of the night in fear of leaking anything.

You going the extra step to check everyone’s camera rolls (with consent of course) just incase and deleting any photo with any form of corpes face.

A group selfie with just corpse’s hand doing a peace sign

Many drunk escapades

Everyone finding a place to crash for the night. Some staying awake on their phones, some heading to hotels, some alresdy passed out for the night.

You check in on corpse before you head to bed, knowing today was a lot for him.

“Surprisingly? One of the best nights I’ve had in awhile :))”

Heading off to bed.

6 am rolls around and ms Y/N is up at the crack of dawn to do morning chores for the small farm.

Cute hobbit esque dress. Brown skirt, off the shoulder white flowy shirt tucked in, white frilly apron, brown corset belt Etc. you know the fit

Walking down the stairs, you see corpse on his phone in the dark sitting at her dining room table. Everyone was still asleep and it seemed like corpse hadn’t even slept a wink. You know, his insomnia and all.

“What are you doing awake? It’s only 6 am and you partied pretty hard last night?”

“Farm life doesn’t stop for a hangover, but I could ask you the same thing mister :) come on you can help me out”

Corpse is 100% not dressed to do anything outside, especially not any farm work.

Tells him to wait on the back porch while she gathers some stuff from the house. coming out with a messenger bag as well as a basket and a blanket.

Sets everything down and continues to feed the animals with corpse, asking him to grab the big bucket of feed. showing him the ropes, filling up everyone’s water dishes. Collecting eggs etc.

Corpse just watching you with a smile on his face. Your just talking to all your animals, yelling at fiesty hens for pecking at your legs and/or talking to Gerald the duck for getting in the way.

Corpse lowkey obsessed with dellie the cow. Pets her and coos for like 5 minutes straight.

When they finish the sun is barely rising everything still looks like a silhouette from far enough away. putting what needs to go inside away, and then grabbing the messenger bag off the porch.

Dragging corpse to the flower field just down the hill at the edge of the property.

Laying out the blanket and sitting just talking for hours.

You plays music from your phone through a small speaker, dancing around and twirling, lost in your own world.

Corpse’s Instagram story is just full of videos and pictures of you in the sunrise, small captions like happy birthweek to the most amazing person Ik. Or damn who knew farm girl had moves.

Literally 30+ story posts at 7 am.

Corpse takes a picture of you making a flower crown. Shadows cast across your skin, the small bit of sunrise light casting a soft golden glow. The field of flowers all around. Literally goddess worthy.

Fans going crazy reposting the pictures, spamming Twitter etc.

His camera roll is FULL of pictures of her.

Giving corpse A flower crown full of an array of wild flowers

Dancing together. Just twirling and laughing.

City boy corpse loving the farm life

Secretly of course

Relaxing and just sitting with eachother as it slowly reaches 10 am.

“Uh, thanks for this morning, I had a lot of fun.” A small sleepy smile on his face. The flower crown crooked on his messy curls as he just stares into your eyes.

You both end up leaning in for a kiss bumping noses as you gently pull away

Definitely the best birthday gift you could have asked for

Heading back inside to see how everyone’s doing.

Rae being one of the few awake asking where the two of you had been seeing it was already around noon

“Those of us awake took it upon ourselves to raid your kitchen sorry not sorry”

Corpse getting sleepy wanting to take a nap seeing as it was noon and he was running on little to no sleep.

You let him rest in your bed as you occupy everyone downstairs

Everyone leaving around 3 pm, corpse is still asleep so you go outside to check on all the animals once again.

Letting Gerald in the house bc he’s being a pain in the ass.

When you come into the house you see corpse coming down the stairs rubbing his eyes and streatching. His shirt twisted and raising slightly, the jewelry and chains he was wearing now gone.

Giving him a good “morning” kiss.

The day is filled with you cooking for him. Making fun of his foil troubles, watching movies, laughing and overall joking.

Spending the rest of the night cuddling together and making the most of the time you had together.

Making things between you official

✨Extra✨

When you post about eachother to tell the fans that the two of you have been dating for like 6 months the captions are wild.

Corpse is like “ugh look at my gorgeous girlfriend, so pretty, so nice and kind, the most amazing person ever” just full on simp. The pictures he uses are from the morning after your birthday.

Your picture is just you guys holding hands. His usual chains and jewelry. Caption just “eww a city boy 🤮, gotta take all the love I can get tho”

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nightswithkookmin · 3 years

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RE: JUNGKOOK CHANGED IN RUN

Anon:

Why did Jungkook not want to be on Jimin's team in the last run episode? He has changed a lot from before. Thoughts.

My first thought is, you don't gotta interpret everything in a negative light.

Not every strong reaction is a bad reaction.

I'd be a phony ass fraud if I sat here and told you with my two thumbs that I didn't raise a brow at that moment. I did.

Especially when you contrast that episode with run 112 which falls on all fours with this current situation- ok may not all fours.

But in that video, like many others, RM had suggested they form teams based on the sunglasses they wore, just as he had suggested they form teams based on the seating arrangements.

Of course he'd meant it as a Joke just as we discussed in a previous blog post. Personally, I expected they make a draw, rock papers or even dance in circles like they did in the other episode to decide who got who in the competition.

But it seems in all the times he's been paired with JM he's been supper thrilled about it. He even warned the members not to underestimate him and JM when they'd unanimously concluded they were the disadvantaged team in the game- Jin not even bothering to ask them what their scores were on Korean.

He reset the timer to 10 seconds when Jk pointed out he wasn't good at reading fast

When the time stopped and they were asked to make a team of four, he turned to find JM almost immediately as if to make sure JM was part of the four, he held on to his arm to prevent RM from breaking the link.

He was supposed to pair with Yoongi and Jimin with Tae but he didn't even try to find Suga. At least V did try to find Jimin. He moved towards JM and when he realized JK was hugging him he went for Suga.

Throughout the episode he was giving JM tips on how to cheat and shot when he wasn't sure of the answers.

Yet in the last run, he didn't seem as enthusiastic about being paired with JM- or so, he'd have us believe. Smirk.

He ain't slick. Lol.

To me he seemed, on the surface of it, either really salty about the others having Jin or RM on their teams or upon reflection, just plain ass overcompensating for something.

I'd go with the later.

It's similar to how, Jimin got the Sauna card and he'd complained about not liking the Sauna but then swapped cards with Tae so he could be on JM's team.

Or how he'd make a theatrical show of wanting to win a competition but smirk satisfactorily to himself when he loses.

I really don't think it's a big deal.

Personally, I love watching them paired up and doing such activities. It's a great way to see how they work together as partners and as a team.

It's also a great way for them to spend time with eachother, enjoy eachother, nurture their bond and strengthen their relationship.

Fanservice or not, scripted or not, you cannot deny that spending time together doing activities together is good for building a relationship.

They spend a considerable about of time together off cameras but a lot of their time is spent on cameras and at work.

They gotta find a way to make their relationship work on the work as I keep saying. All that 'fanservice' people say they are doing? That's them making it work. They gotta find a way to go on dates, feed eachother, hold each other's hands, tell Jokes, laugh at eachother's jokes, express their attraction for each other, flirt, share eachother's interests and do things couples do without inviting public scrutiny to their every interaction and invasion of their privacy.

So where they see an opportunity they go for it. For JK it's the the little decisions he makes on their behalf like choosing where they will sleep, what activities they can do together, wanting the bigger room, making sure JM wins the presidential suite, or choosing a room detached from the other rooms.

He invests in his relationship the best way he can. Same goes for Jimin.

I keep saying this whole fanservice culture is a win win situation for them- for even any queer idol couple in the same band.

What seem like a challenge could technically be an opportunity for a date for them without dispatch breathing down their necks.

A typical example would be this. Jimin said he wanted to go get Yoga with the others but ended up going with YoonKook on their brewery excursion.

The more time they spend together, on and off cameras the more closer they get and the more they get to know eachother on a deeper level.

But you have to bare in mind, they need their personal spaces too in order for their relationship to function properly.

Jimin used can be very needy in his relationship but for the most part he enjoys his independence too.

Jk has always had a strong sense of independence but he can equally be quote needy and over attached once he is in a relationship- especially when things are going great for him.

Spending time apart, persuing personal goals and interest is good for them.

If it helps, think of moments when they hang around eachother as Jikook dates and when they hang quietly in the background of videos do think of those as them having their me times at work...

Would they miss an opportunity to 'date' or hang privately with eachother? I don't think so.

It's in their dicks interests and the interest of whole production team and crew to allow them to be around eachother as often and as much as they want and can.

I for one, I'm not prepared to sit through yet another excruciating episode of Jungkook wanting Jimin- physically and emotionally. I'm still dealing with the PTSD from the last BonV four episodes.

Y'all buy me Ko-fi please. I don't intend to sit through that shit sober.

If Jk is pushing to be on JM's team and what not it's mostly because he feels he needs to spend more time with him. If he's not pushing for that it just means he or they are both allowing for space and room in their relationship for eachother to pursue other activities and interests or even connect with other members- unless of course they are having relationship problems which I don't think is the case.

Jimin is particularly good at this.

He goes out of his way to nurture his relationship with the others even on set.

He does this especially with Tae.

He'd take Tae to go see places he and JK had already been to, he'd request to take pirate rides with Tae- even though JK is available and won't hesitate to let him know, he often make plans involving Tae or even the others- in Soop when Tae asked him to go ride around the town with him he chose to stay and manspread on Jin and Yoongi. *I'm cackling. Lmho.

Jimin is a funny guy.

Now does this mean he doesn't like spending time with Tae or that he's changed? Hell no.

Hell, Tae does the same thing from time to time too. I mean when he found out he had picked a Sauna card he asked to swap it knowing very well Jimin had picked that card too. Soulmates coulda soulmated that shit in hot piles of steamy.

Sure JK lurks around sometimes. He is the resident intruder stepping on Jimin's other ships' neck. Love him for this. Lol.

Perfect Disney villian.

Tae had to drag his ass away from the kitchen for intruding when he and JM were cooking in the Kitchen. Let's not talk about him physically removing him from JM's car or all the times he's complained about JK raining on his Vmin agenda.

When V wanted to be on a team with JM this man literally sabotaged him, hugging Jimin first. It's his laughter afterwards for me. Lmho.

V needs to insure his Jimin cos at this point it's trademark infringement. Hashtag soulmates. Lololol.

Jk needs to go ahead and free Vmin.

But JM does this too, in much more subtle ways- I'll never forget the look he had on his face when he had to get off the bus and walk home as punishment. It was the most heart breaking thing I ever seen.

Then he had to hang off Hobi to get JK to leave his friends and come to him.

It's why I used an ellipsis the last time I talked about Jimin being very mature now. Old Jimin would have, clapped back, made JK pay for that outburst if he genuinely thought JK meant what he said or believed JK really wanted to be on a team with someone else.

Y'all don't see him when JK compliments other people? He stays kicking his feet under the table🤣🤣🤣🤣

I used to pinch a gurl I liked when other gals talked to her when I was little- In my defense, I didn't even know I liked her or that it was straight up abuse💀

Jimin can be pretty scary and petty when he's mad or offended.

If it helps you sleep at might, think of this moment as just another one of those 'we've been a unit for so long do you wanna be with someone else now' scene from February last year.

Jk answered yes when JM asked him that. But do you really think he meant it?

Jikook is complex, not complicated.

They love eachother.

We can't be looking at their interactions as either or. Grey areas exist and it's not a negative thing.

Signed,

GOLDY

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jean-does-not-have-a-horseface · 4 years

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our newborn child has been really ill for a couple weeks and you’ve been really worried. luckily, we took them to the doctors and everything’s fine. yet despite it being nearly a week since we went to the doctors, you’ve slept beside the crib every night.- with kuchel shes the youngest and imagine levi and the rest of the ackerbabies sleeping with her cause they're worried

LOOK. THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN A DRABBLE ALRIGHT? BUT I GOT REALLY CARRIED AWAY AND UHM.... Imma break loads of hearts with this....don't tell me I didn't warn you.

Pairing: Levi/ Reader

Warnings: mentions of death

Tags: a n g s t, pure angst, everyone's suffering, Wanna get in the mood I was while writing? Listen to this

A matress for five

For the first time in a long while, Levi's eyes stung feverously with exhaustion and insomnia. It was a silent beg, the first sign of his body giving in to the fatigue of taking care of four children but for all he knew, given the situation things would have to be worse before they got better.

His feet couldn't hold himself up in that late hour; not that even dared to move to check on the clock on the nightstand, his perception of time was more of an assumption. He had spend endless nights wide awake, clinging onto Kuchel's crib for dear life, interwinning her little hand with his, as his sorrows would bathe him in cold sweat.

The small hand that faintly clung onto his intex finger and wouldn't let loose of the steady grip sent earth shattering rashes of pain inside his heart as his eyes batted to its owner. His very own, crucially small and excessively faint daughter, that desperately needed him to simply survive. His eyes batted as he took in her small form for the upteenth time this evening. He loathed to be in that place again, to watch another beloved Kuchel in his life suffer with illness.

He had brought it to himself, he figured. By agreeing that she looked like him enough to be honored to share a name with his mother. Yet, after the recent events of having watched her suffer with whatever was that had gotten her down, he kept on wondering if luck was playing games with him for chosing his ill-fated mother's name. Was it really that much of a coincidence that he had to be stripped off another Kuchel, in a much similar situation?

And how on earth was he supposed to deal with another death brought onto his own little family.

The image of you leaving your last breath while you begged for him to protect your children was a fresh addition of the annihilating pain of grief that clung into his chest as if it was it's safe place. His eyes couldn't help batting erratically to prevent new waves of tears from running cold on his temples as he mentally clung onto the fondest memories of yours. He knew, with the way things were now, he shouldn't allow himself to be weak. There were four children that were completely depended on him, in despairate need to be helped, fed and be stood by for.

He had figured that by allowing himself to be egoistic with his grief he would only manage to repeat Kenny's behavior towards him. Naturally, no decent parent figure would ever chose to treat their children in such way and he didn't wish upon his own babies to feel most of the overwhelming emotions of abandonment he had felt before.

Had you still been here though, no one would have to be forced to deal with your loss in the first place. And as for Kuchel, she wouldn't have to fall sick and fight for her survival since day one.

He still could recall days where you would have fun with your sons, still very pregnant, resting assured that you'd always protect everyone in your own way.

In his memories, you held him tight, arm lingering on his as he cooked a healthy meal for your sons, rubbing one hand over your belly and begging him not to get you pregnant for a long time. Your boys, curious as ever would ask a trillion questions concerning your baby bum to which Kurt would jump to answer before you, taking the role of the experienced older brother, making you giggle at his quick wits and smart mouth.

You would simply bat your eyes in awe and pride as you'd look at him go and take responsibility for his brother at such a young age and in turn, Kurt would promise you he'd always take care of Kuchel as well. Then you would look at Levi, orbs glistering with with plastered happiness only to mouth a silent i love you to him.

The sudden forced halt to your everyday affections was probably what hurt him the most.

In his head, he imagined, you laid beside him as he placed Kuchel to sleep on his chest, smiling at the tenderly profound affection. You hand would graze the surface of his stomach, sliding across the baby's tiny body, only for your fingers to rest on his chin, so tenderly and faintly that he could barely feel them. Your expression would be serene, hues glimmering golden as they'd mirror the warm tingerine flicker of the candlelight.

He would spare you a smile, the most effortessly sincere one he could put on and he'd watch as your eyes would widen. When you'd realise the nature of his expression you would crash your lips against his, noses bumping feverishly into eachother as you'd try to freeze the smile on his face, afraid that it would disappear never to be seen again.

And to that, you would have probably been right. He wasn't going to smile again, not without you at least. Your departure from his life had ripped his heart like an old rotten rag and there was no way for him to manage to pick the pieces of his heart and stitch them back together. He had done it one too many times, just to push forward with being a soldier.

With a heart that was broken one too many times, he should have felt numb when he was ripped off another beloved person.

But he couldn't say the same would ever apply to his children.

As he laid there, staring at Kuchel's chest falling and rising with each little breath she took, he felt like the world threatened to rip him way from his younglings as well. His heart ached at the thought that they would ever have to share a fate with him.

The looks on their confused faces on the day of Kuchel's birth still crushed him. Little by little, day by day, he'd watch as everyone would fall into melancholy from your sudden departure. Kuchel was the first one to suffer from your loss, perhaps, even more fundamentally in comparison to the others.

It had been weeks since Kuchel had fallen ill.

Levi had strained himself physically and mentally trying to figure out what was going on, how could he help or how could he ever even feed her. All the previous experience he had with his sons was nothing compared to not being able to feed his daughter property; what he had suspected of being a mild case of colics, as often as it was on infants, had turned out to be a painful experience for every member in the house just as much as it had been for the newborn girl.

The doctor he had consulted with a little more than a week ago had assured him what Kuchel was going through was normal for children that were forced to receive substitute for their mother's milk. Perhaps, he had suggested, if Levi could find a wet nurse for her she wouldn't have to go through such horrific colics and suffer.

He was only shaken from his thoughts at the creaking sound of the heavy door to your once shared bedroom opening slightly. His eyes immediately fell on the source of sound, only to be welcomed by a small flashing of the dark corridor. With all willpower to move strained from his body though, he couldn't yet manage to utter a single word.

"Kurt, will Kuchel die?"

"Can we go see her?"

The tiny, barely audible voices grazed Levi's eardrums softly, always tenderly allowing him to process the spoken words that left his children's mouths. His nose twitched as anxiety rushed through him, causing him to slightly raise a hand to scratch it in an attempt to shake it's newfound numbness away. The thought of having to force himself to get up from Kuchel's bedside even for a mere moment drowned him in worry and despair.

"No, stupid, she won't die dad's taking care of her. And no, see they're asleep." Kurt whispered as a response, looking at his two brothers after his hand shot on the door to prevent them from opening it further.

Despite the door creaking ever more in response to them pressing their weight on it, the three boys ignored the sound as if it fell deaf to their ears. John and Tony batted their eyes in Kurt's hand, struggling to fit their heads in the slight opening to peek inside the room.

"Mommy wee come and hep her." John tried to whisper, mustering out his best composed words. Kurt threw the younger boy a dangerous glare as the words fell of his mouth, ready to scold him for speaking his nonsense so loud.

"Mom's not coming back," Tony managed to speak, confused as ever, before Kurt ever had a chance to open his mouth. "I think."

Kurt sighed, a loud, angered scoff of air escaping his small nostrils. "Mom's dead, we're never seeing her again. Get it brats?" His grip on the door tightened as he spoke, his feet that had been pushing forward to stop himself from bursting, finally giving in to the pain on the fresh wound in his little chest.

"Kuwt is mean!"John mumbled with a tied tongue "Towy, awe we going to see Kuchel again?"

"In the morning, John!"

"I wan to sweep next to dad!"

"Shut your shitty mouths! Dad is sleeping and we'll wake him and Kuchel up!"

On the other side of the door, Levi laid on the bed in a haze, listening carefully to his children lashing out on their inner thoughts to each other. Originally, he would simply ignore the late night stomping of curiosity his sons were engaged in but an itch to his chest prompted him to get up, to open the door and welcome them into the room.

Hange had spoken to him about the significance of bonding time between him and his children now that they had to come to terms with the significant deat of a parental figure; each one of them them was in a crucial stage of their development, meaning they wouldn't take their mother's death in easily, or even similarly. The psychosynthesis of each child was fragile in its own way and right now Hange's theories were turning out to be correct.

Before he knew it he had walked the distance to the door, opening it slowly to let the three children in."Oi, what have I told you about being vulgar?"

The three siblings froze, chubby cheeks puffing at the sides of their puckered lips as they averted their eyes away from their father's gaze in shame. Kurt took a step forward making sure to force his gray eyes to stare into his father's identical ones, only to speak up the words that were threatening to spill from the tip of his tongue as his heartbeat went through the roof.

"I'm sorry dad!"

Levi's hand automatically shot to the boys direction only to come and ruffle tenderly through his dark chocolate locks. His expression softened and his heart sped up at the slight change of demeanor coming from the boy; Kurt immediately wrapped his arms around his legs, pulling him closer to his smaller body. He melted under the touch. It seemed like his sorrows couldn't bear to get worse at the presence of his children.

In less that a second, Tony and John had nuzzled their way to his legs, in turn, hugging him absurdly tight close to them. Hums and soft giggles escaped them as they cheered for the acceptance of their affections. Almost as if they commanded him to, Levi squatted down, allowing them to wrap their arms around his neck and torso. His own hands came to engulf them in the warmth of his chest, pressing their little heads against it.

"John said he wants to sleep with you! I will watch over Kuchel!" Kurt spoke with the most stern tone he could muster, only to deem himself serious enough for his father to take him seriously.

"Hey I don't want to sleep alone!" Tony exhaled.

Levi couldn't help but let out a huff of amusement through his nose. "How about you all hop onto the bed with me?" He questioned, orbs darting around to all three the pairs of eyes that stared back at him "That way no one has to sleep alone!"

Normally, he knew they would cheer in excitement when you'd allow them to sleep in between you, but the heartbreaking contrast to their current reaction served as another reminder that things were never going to be the same.

Their heads were darting down, eyes burning holes at the floor beneath them as they reluctantly agreed to follow him into the room. He could tell John simply mimicked his brothers' reactions by a mere glance at him. The mellow indicator of his anxiety was served in the form of his teeny fingers mingling with the trims of his sleeves. A silent yawn escaped him, causing his chest to swell and fall in tiredness as he refused to rub any sleep away from his eyes. Noticing it, Levi knew he couldn't waste any more time, he quickly ordered them to secure their grips onto him before he picked them up, entering the bedroom once again.

With curiosity written in their faces, once they were securely set onto the matress, the boys silently crawled to the direction of Kuchel's crib, probing themselves at the edge of the wooden railing. Soon enough, Levi joined them; his hands gripped the railing as he rested his head against them, purposely mimicking his sons.

"Dad, will Kuchel die?" Kurt questioned with dark eyes probing in the direction of the newborn baby. The gulp that went down his throat didn't escape Levi's gaze.

"No, she just has stomach aches from the milk she's been drinking."

With skeptically forrowed brows Tony puckered his lips to the side of his cheek as he proceeded his father's words. "So she will stop drinking milk?"

"Not quite," Levi clicked his tongue "We'll find someone to feed her."

"Mommy wee feed her!"

A heavy sigh escaped Levi's lips as John spoke with enthusiasm. His inability to comprehend death was only natural, Levi reminded himself, but that didn't make it any easier for him to cope up with. It would months even years before Levi could explain to him the concept of death in a way that he could understand and come to terms with. For now, he had to settle with his his heartstrings pulling at him as he spoke the familiar indicators to remind John you were no more of "Mommy can't come back to feed her, so we are going to find a wet nurse."

"What's that?" Tony inquired.

"She is someone who will provide milk for Kuchel like I'm providing food for you."

"Oh!" Tony brought a finger at the side of lip as the profound realisation hit him "Like a new mommy? But why does Kuchel get to have a new mommy, doesn't she like our mommy?"

Levi wasn't given a chance to speak his mind, to educate them on the subject of death once again. Their voices were overlapping each others in a panicked state. It wasn't an uncommon thing for them to do in stressful situations; crying in sync as they stuck with each other as a lunatic team when they cried was something he had grown used to in the past few years. He knew how to handle them, but frankly, in this very moment he mentally couldn't.

"D-did Kuchel kill mommy?"

"Can babies kill?"

"Will Kuchel kill us as well? Daddy don't let Kuchel kill you!"

"Kuchel loved mommy" Levi cleared his throat, finally putting an halt to the synchronized silly assumptions that were being spoken "It's not her fault she had complications in birth."

"Then I don't want to give birth either!" A small cry escaped the group of siblings, causing Levi to bring a palm to his forehead. Sometimes, he wished he could explain things to them as you could, because how the hell was he supposed to explain to Tony that he couldn't physically give birth to someone, at this late hour in the night with his head throbbing in worry for the sickling in the crib.

"You really don't have to worry about that!" He spoke, voice flickering in the air as anxiety rushed through him for the upteenth time. "We should sleep, alright?"

The boys reluctantly bobbed their heads up and down in silently nods of agreement to their father's words. Almost in synch, they detached their hands from the crib's railing only to turn around on their knees to sprawl themselves into the vastness of the double sized bed they had always adorned.

Carefully, Levi laid on his side with his head facing Kuchel's crib, just like a few minutes ago. His hand darted inside the crib, his finger wiggling its way to Kuchel's little palm for her to grab onto. As welcoming as ever, the little palm wrapped around his index finger before a flickered breath exited his daughter's small body. Once he had secured that she wasn't going to be awaken by his actions, with his other hand, Levi plopped himself on his back and motioned to the boys to lay around him in the bed.

First John came to rest under his armpit, shifting himself to his liking onto his father's chest, that much until his ebony hair tickled Levi's chin. Levi recognised it as his perfect comfort sleeping position, the one he'd always go for when he'd sleep in your shared bed.

From that point on it only took seconds for the boy to fall asleep to his father's chest falling up and down as he breathed in a steady manner. Tony had managed to nuzzle his way next to John, fast asleep as well as he cuddled up to both his brother and his father.

"You should sleep bratty." Levi shot to Kurt's direction's as he watched him plop himself on his stomach, his head coming to rest above his hands on Levi's hipbone. Although Levi was unsure if Kurt's face seemed to lit up for a fragment of a second at the beloved petname that escaped his lips, he rested positive that he could at least convince the sever year old to give in to sleep.

"No thanks dad" He yawned "I'll watch over Kuchel! You sleep"

"Kuchel is asleep as well, why don't you come lay on my right side and close your eyes."

Kurt seemed puzzled as he examined the choices he was given. The primary instinct to step in father's shoes in order to protect his sister seemed to slowly give in to his need for some well deserved sleep. It would soon take over him completely, he figured as he stared back at his father, so he opted to comply to his father's prompt for sleep.

Besides, having the chance to sleep tight like a baby on his father's chest like his brothers was as important to his childish antics.

Thus, with a shift in his movements he found himself carefully positioned on the right side of his father's body, nose nuzzling just on the underside of Levi's muscled ribs. The question he wanted to shoot at his father remained at the tip of his tongue as sleep mellowy engulfed him.

Levi's stinging eyes felt heavy as his boys cooed peacefully in his embrace. Maybe, just for tonight, he could let himself rest in the presence of his spawns because unbeknownst to them, they had managed to temporarily put his mind and grief at ease.

Maybe just for tonight, he could let you visit him in his sleep and make things perfect again even for as long as a dream lasted. And maybe when he'd wake up Kuchel would be perfectly fine again and his sons wouldn't be drowning in melancholy and confusion and maybe he wouldn't have to spend the rest of his days wishing your bed could hold six sleeping bodies instead of five.

Tags: @levisbrat25 @alrightberries (that's also a special birthday gift to you I'm sorry it's so sad don't kill me 💀👉🏻👈🏻) @ladyofpandemonium @nobody-knows-anymore @miss-consulting-timelord

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child-of-of-the-sunshine · 3 years

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Fire in the Night

Chapter 2

Warning: Buck being to cute for his own good

I was back on shift light duty and I hated it, everyone already knew this about me. But because I'm me Bobby made the decision for me to stay back when we got called out knowing I would go in to a fire

"Bobby wgen be back," I asked for the millonth time

"When you get cleared," he said

I walked to.the locker room

"You really don't like being benched," Hen said

"Nope," I said

"Well you have the appointment tomorrow," She said

"Yeah I know and Bucks going with, since well he's my boyfriend," I said

"The way he looks at you Gabi," She said

"How is that," I asked

"The love in his eye when he sees you, like on that call when he saw you that kid, his face light up," She said

"He loves kids," I said

"He does," Hen said

We walked back out of the locker room and upstairs to the kitchen, then the team got called out

"Be safe," 8 said

"We will," Bobby said

I watched them leave the station with lights and sirens on

"Be safe," I whispered to myself

I really had nothing to do at this point besides maybe make food for everyone which I did they love when I cook food, right when I got done I heard the trucks pulling into the station and then doors shutting

"Something smells amazing," Hen said

I went over to the rail and looked down

"Food is ready," I yelled

"Yes," Buck said

"I don't have to feed," I said

Buck ran up the stairs and hugged me from behind kissing the side of my face

"I love you," he said

"I love you more," I said

Everyone came upstairs and got the food

"Lets eat guys," Bobby said

"So Buck when you going to ask Gabi to move you guys live at eachothers places," Hen said

"I don't yet," Buck said

"I don't think Buck wants his bathroom taken over every morning," I said

"Because not like your makeup is on my counter already," Buck said

I started to laugh at buck

"This to cute," Hen said

"There like teenagers," Bobby said

The next I had my appointment to see if was cleared for duty

"How are feeling," the doctor asked

"Good," I said My voice cracking

"You been breathing okay," he asked

"Yeah I have," I said My voice still o the edge

The doctor ran the test that he needed to do

"Clean bill health," he said handing me the paper work

"Thanks," I said in a whisperer

I walked of the room and to where Buck was waiting for me to come so we could back to his apartment spend the day together

"Clean Bill of health?" He asked

"Yeah," I said trying to hide the panic attack that was happening

"You sure baby," he asked

"Yeah," I said grabbing his hand and walking out the doctors

"Gabi talk to me," he said

"I don't like doctors offices," I said

"Why?" He asked

"Because last I was in I was told I couldn't be in the military anymore," I said almost in tears

"Come here," He said with his arm out

Once I was close enough he wrapped his arm around me

"Lets go back the loft and have a lazy day," he said

"I like that," I said

We went to back to bucks apartment and watched a movie before I fell asleep in bucks arms

#evan buckley x reader #evan buckley #9 1 1 fic #9 1 1 on fox #eddie diaz #bobby nash

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xenolithium · 4 years

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America & Canada brotherly HCs

Alfred always runs up to Matt and gives him a long hug, whether he wants it or not at the time, whenever they meet up after being apart for an extended period of time. This includes meeting him at the airport, at the hotel right before a meeting and just cause he can. He's been doing this since they were small kids and he isn't stopping anytime soon. Matt just sighs and gives in eventually, anyway. Mumbling something along that lines of, "it's only been a couple days, Al." He's secretly happy though.

Al visits Matt as often as humanly possible. He practically lives with him by this point, and he's always over at Matthew's home doing something. Fixing his fence, cooking him breakfast after breaking in without letting him know first, feeding his animals, piling more of his junk around the place. Such as the sheer amount of model cars he likes to build then leave on random surfaces. Matt throws a few of them out when they become too much, but for the most part he doesn't have the heart to chuck his brother's things. Even if he gets openly salty about them being everywhere. Matt, on the other hand, visits Al occasionally but not nearly close to as often as Al does to see him. He says it's because of the heat, which is partly the reason. But he also feels kind of like a bother or burden. Plus, since Al takes the initiative, he doesn't have to worry, right? Haha...Though he will go and visit if he feels Al has been away for too long without contacting him.

They both bicker and fight a lot, about shit that really doesn't matter. It could just be some small stupid thing that got on one of their nerves which escalated into something much bigger. They will happily yell and scream at each other, even getting into full on brawls and finally then giving each other the cold shoulder for days. Their stubbornness to admit they were wrong, as well as their ego, is too much to forgive each other. Of course, when all things seem hopeless, usually Al will break the silence, go over and make Matt some food. Then they'll apologize on his couch as they eat, while Kuma sleeps at their feet.

Normally Matt is a very docile and shy personality. He doesn't cause conflict and he prefers to avoid fighting. With Al, he unleashes the salt within. This is both a sign of trust, but it also leaves Al with a Canadian who's not afraid to punch him in the gut for waking him up too early in the morning. Of course this trust also opens the door for other things, like Matthew's inner feelings and turmoil that he doesn't spill to most other people.

Matt is Al's sole confidant. He probably knows more than he should about everything going on in Al's life. From his issues with his body, to that pimple he found on his butt the other day. Though he wouldn't change it for the world. It feels good to be needed.

If you wanna find one twin, then all you need to do is spot the other. If they're not around each other, they keep tabs enough to know where the other is at any given time.

Al is overprotective as fuck. Obviously Matt can take care of himself, but if you even think about touching a hair on his head, expect a pissed off, beefy superpower on your ass. Matt obviously cares about Al, but he's not nearly as confrontational about it.

Alfred has had a panic attack when thinking about Matt potentially dying. He had to call his brother in order to calm down.

There might be a bit a lot of separation anxiety on Al's part.

They love going hiking together, or anything outdoorsy really. As long as it's not boiling hot, as Matt doesn't appreciate sweating his ass off.

They don't really have much shame around each other. Centuries of practically living together and having the exact same body, does that to a person. So it's not the end of the world if one of them decides to walk around extremely underdressed after a shower or something. Matt would have more issue with it than Al though, but only because he's a bit more modest.

They cook for each other, but not themselves.

Matt is still salty about Al leaving him during the American Revolution. That was when they officially stopped living together under one roof.

They both buy each other clothes. Matt, more so than Al. So they have a similar wardrobe. Though Al does have more tight fitted clothing, while Matt prefers baggier clothing.

Sometimes they nap together for the comfort of having the other around. Cuddles all day, every day.

Al knows exactly how Matt likes his coffee in the morning.

All the forehead and cheek kisses.

Sometimes Al does up Matt's hair for the heck of it. Matt enjoys the feeling, a lot.

They're fiercely competitive at everything they do together, it doesn't matter what it is. If there's a winner to be had, they will fight over first place.

Alfred goes all out on their birthdays, he really wants them both to feel special. Even if it embarrasses the hell out of Matt.

Every holiday is spent together. It's immediately a shitty holiday if they can't see eachother and they will get moody if kept apart.

"Matt, did I ever tell you how much I love you?!", "You're not getting out of doing the laundry."

"Matt, we should open a zoo!", "No, we shouldn't."

Matt is Al's impulse control.

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inthestars011 · 4 years

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What it’s like falling in love with him 💓💓🥺 *check venus*

Based mostly on personal experience

Aries Venus- falling in

love with him was like always remembering the feeling of his loose red tee shirt even if you just felt the cotton warmth as it grazed your arm lightly as you walked past in the hallway. He’d stare right through you and make your body go cold, or sometimes he’d lightly smirk and you’d feel the burning of a million suns as they rolled and rolled

into the pit of your stomach without mercy. Loving him was like constant tension, an endless dark corridor. Loving him was like heartbreak that you begged for. He would say he just didn’t want you, and leave, disappearing through the trees and wistful breeze. But he would come back forceful and angry everytime he heard that your arm may be wrapped around another man, he’d ask you where you are and he couldn’t handle the thought of your fingers intertwined into other hands. Loving him made you angry and loving him set you free. You realized that the two of you were just not meant to be.

Taurus Venus- Loving him was like forgetting what it once felt like to be touch starved. Some days he’d let his fingers dance lightly on your leg, other days, he’d kiss your neck as you moaned and begged. Either way you knew you were home, you knew you were safe. There’s nowhere you’d rather lay, than under the sun and in his arms. Both sensations brought warmth and love. You’d laugh as he seemed to make your parents fall in love with him even more than you, he was so scared to lose you. He would cook for you, feed you hot soup when you were sick. sometimes, you’d disagree on things and he’d be kind of a dick. You will miss the golden summers in his eyes, the loyalty in his fingertips. You will miss the sun as it rested in the peaceful sky, the sweet honey in which you’d dip your feet in gently.

Gemini Venus- Falling in love with him was like laughing about the crude joke he made whilst being entranced with his sly smile as he wrapped his mouth around a beer bottle. You wanted him to savour you in his mouth and drink you like he did that Miller lite. He loved to make memories with you, even if memories is all that they are. A faint recall of true love, a remembrance of his smile. Butterfly’s are beautiful but are almost always gone by Sunday morning, he always brought a rude awakening without realizing. You will remember the fresh grass as it tickled your backs and not the sound of your heart as it cracked, you will remember staring at the stars and wanting to bathe in galaxies above, and while you looked up at those stars all he did was stare at you, and you’ll remember how the staring was slightly intrusive but nonetheless mischievous, innocent and cute. He was in awe. You will remember the nervous smiles, the cold bathroom tiles, the time worthwhile. You won’t remember your heart breaking.

Cancer Venus - Falling for him was like finally being cared for. You were an abandoned child left on a door step and he took you in and cradled you tight, he loved you even as you tried to fight, he loved you even when it didn’t feel quite right, he loved you through your darkness, through your stressful nights. As soon as his soft little heart decided you were family, he’d never ever leave your side and you’ll feel his wrath if you dare try. You were sick and broken and he held you, god, he was the only one who held you. He’d be moody and jealous and influence the entire mood of a room, he sometimes made you feel sad and wanting to find somewhere else to hide, crawl back up inside your mamas womb. He always made you comfortable, wrapped you up in a blanket full of love and he would show you there is warmth in not only the sun but also the moon and the stars. With him you didn’t feel unloved, no, love was always all around you and you didn’t have to search very far.

Leo Venus- A love with him was not a love that felt detached, no, you were the centre of his universe and that you were sure. He’d come home and tell you stories, some that made you laugh, some that made you cry. But they captivated you. God, he always captivated you. He was your gleaming star and you were his night, you were just perfect together, the shoe fit just right. He would get jealous, grabbing you and kissing you in front of everyone, you’d say “what the hell?” he’d chuckle and say “I wanted to claim what’s mine”. maybe that was too possessive and annoying or maybe you began to fall in love with it just as you did with his touch that gleamed and burned. people said when they heard you both giggle, the sound resembled two lovers as they intertwined, people would let out an “aww” as you two danced goofily in the living room after a few too many glasses of wine. He gave your heart exotic life under party lights and he let you win everytime at beer pong just because he wanted to please you. It took him a while to really reveal but one day he glanced at you and said “I really need you”.

Virgo Venus- falling for him was like finally being important. He worshipped you in a way that was quiet and soft. He criticized himself he never felt he was enough. He was always on his knees calling you an goddess as you sipped your fresh mint tea. You laughed and you said “I’m nothing of the sorts” he grabbed your face and told you, “ you absolutely are”. He helped you learned to love yourself and taught you so many things you never knew, theres so many things about the world and you really had no clue. He’d fix his hair and never know where to put his hands and you’d laugh and put them on your body and softly say “if you’re not sure where to put your hands; this is where I think they’ll stay”. He‘d shake with a nervous tremble and giggled with excitement. He picked the lint of your sweater and ran his fingers through your hair, he had an angelic type beauty, skin pure and fair. He would get grumpy when he was tired and sometimes it felt like he didn’t care, but he always gave his heart to you, he was always willing to share.

Libra Venus- He loved with a heart that was open and naive, a heart recklessly worn upon his sweater sleeve. He was so kind and soft he was almost unreal to you, he had hair like golden waves and a smile soft and true, he was delicious like candy, a body that was like a meal to you. And he was always read to be devoured as long as he could devour you too. There was red wine, roses on the bed, and fancy dates just for you two, the romance completely swept you away and never failed to enthral you. He was the prince and you were the princess and you giggled because you never knew that in a couple years would be living out a cheesy Taylor swift song in real life but here you were. Kissing the boy of your dreams, drinking champagne, and making love on the satin sheets. “Here we are baby, it’s just you and me.” He softly whispered in your ear, there’s no other words you’d rather hear.

Scorpio Venus- He loved you because you had a deepness about you, you had a sad soul and it struck him the right way. He never fucked with chit chat, no, he had a soul that yearned for more. He was destructively emotional, a mind that was at constant war. He wanted to change but only when he was with you, he could finally see good parts of himself, that he’d never seen before as you kissed along his scars and broken heart. He hated how much he loved you. some days he’d disappear and you wouldn’t hear from him, other days he couldn’t keep his hands off of you as he caressed along your body and wiped away your tears. He’d punch the wall and you hugged your knees, you’d scream as he crawled on the floor and cried, feeling weak. He taught you that love is something to fear. Love isn’t always clear. True love isn’t always comfortable and you felt that as his presence grew near.

Sagittarius Venus- He had eyes, full of lust honesty and fire. Two broken souls looking to move on, Bonnie and Clyde, forever on the run. Who said romance couldn’t be fun? He’d grab your bum and kiss you quick, soon the flame would burn out of the candle wick. He left you crawling for more, ugly, needy on the bathroom floor. You still recall the 3 am calls when you two felt like riding into the night and seeing where the stars take you, you touched the sky with your fingers tip, and then touched eachother and found meaning in the universe. Love can be true even when it is fleeting, a quick and passionate love can be just as defeating. Before you know it, he’s on a train, and you’re wondering why he ever went away. He’ll explain that his gods told him to go where he feels free and he can rest his head because down there he is authentic and true, and that he loves you so, but that place isn’t with you.

Capricorn Venus- He wants the poster image girl, someone sensitive and sweet to balance out his cold exterior. You were the only one who could make him feel truly warm. Before he knew it, he was in love. Perhaps it happened with a little playful nudge or a giggle in the wind. You were perfect for him, a match made in heaven, he was the wish you had been waiting for, your 11:11. He’d be quiet about it but as soon as he felt comfortable he told you about his dreams of picket white fences, lawn parties and kids learning how to play baseball in the yard. He told you he saw your face, Ivory and soft, blurry and faint in every one of those dreams. He worked till his hands hurt and you’d massage them at home, he had a serious look, stern to the bone. You’d kiss him and add the perfect softness to his life, it wasn’t long till he asked you “will you be my wife?”

Aquarius Venus- He wouldn’t dare say the word love, and he covered his ears as soon as the thought struck your mind and the word touched your tongue. Because you were only his best friend, a best friend that wore his stylish blue sweaters and he said you made them look better. You were just a best friend he couldn’t stop thinking about, a best friend that had a mouth he loved to taste, a best friend that he’s seen in only her lace. And you’d say “that doesn’t seem like a best friend to me” but all he’d do is laugh and disagree. Hed say “who’s to say what’s love and what’s lust, what is and what isn’t meant to be.” It hurt you because sometimes he was cold and almost alien like, but he was electric to the touch, he was neon lights and an addicting drug, so this so called “best friend” wasn’t someone you would give up.

Pisces Venus- once you are in love you saw him turn automatically soft, suddenly his hands melted into icecream and you couldn’t help but be addicted to how it was so sweet. He would tell you reminders of his love everyday, it was way of begging you to stay. He would tell you how sometimes you remind him of the flowers in may, or this really heart wrenching song he heard the other day. You would feel special and loved, like you two were angels or specks of stardust continuously falling. His love for you pours out like a waterfall and all you want to do is lay underneath and choke on it and let it drown you in the most hauntingly beautiful way. He is your saviour, your soft reminder of sunny days. He is what you never knew you needed when you always felt defeated, he was a wonderful sparkling surprise, he was more of a god than simply a guy.

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