#she’s so resilient

[satoruzlove]

not to be weird but i’d awkwardly give mikasa ackerman flowers and call her pretty on the first date, and then i’d put one in her hair and kiss her on the hood of my car

#she #i #i just #i wanna #i just CANT #she’s so beautiful and she’s so hard working #she’s so resilient #i love her #she’s the black cat to my slightly less scary black cat #we should marry #and live together #with lots of plants #and we could cook together and feed eachother #and i’d put stickers on her boxing gloves #and take a cute polaroid of her holding keys to our place and having it in my wallet and going oh yeah this is my girlfriend!!!!!!! #and my friends are like !!! HOMOSEXUAL #AHAHQJJAJWJA #okay i need to stop. #bye #raine sent a msg !

[ruporas]

post ep 11

#trigun stampede #trigun #meryl stryfe #nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #i cant even elaborate on this episode bc ive spent all day Thinking about it yesterday #and it made me Miserable #i just want to see vash have some autonomy again... #he is a little bit more on the quieter end for stampede as less angry about things but i dont think he's more of a coward in stampede #even though he was transported into his memories and saw and heard those terrible things from the kids and wolfwood #he was able to gather himself and keep going #his resilience has always been the strongest and also saddest thing about him #so it killed me irreversibly when he lost the one person who he could always look back to reliably #the fact knives couldnt even alter anything in rem's dialogue within those memories just stands for how strong her place is in vash's memory #and potentially knives just knows that would be too ooc of her to make in any Universe if she had something horrible. #man. I TALKED ABOUT THIS IN LIKE ALL 3 PLATFORMS. I'm alright with Knives as a character but jesus #- i did it all for you - im so sad that vash had to hear something like that. im so so sad about it #anyway i hope meryl stays safe shes done so much #i love her so much <3 #ruporas art

[clownsuu]

have a nice day!!

((i'm sending congratulations in advance, because when I have your birthday, I will sleep soundly))

AWEAWEAWE ALL OF MY LIL GOOBERSSSSSSS ;;;;;

#AWEAWE SO CUUUUUTE #all my lil smellis ;;;;;; #THIS IS REALLY CUTE MY GUY THANK YOU FOR THIS!! #You guys are so cool I love you all;; #So many ebic gamers who have told me happy birbday;;;;;;;;;;; #SO HAPPY;;;;;;;;;; #Oh man if Robbie existed and he knew it was my birthday he'd swing me around like a rag doll and break my back-- #I love ya Robbie but I ain't as resilient and sturdy as you are JDDHDBBD #Mari would spend more than half of the time staring at the round foil balloons (or the partially inflated rubber ones) #She gets a reward for participation 💔🥄🥄 #Also stone and Harvey just talk about their divorce at my party LMAAOAAOOOO

[deimcs]

insp. by this post by @bladeofavernus ♡ / (Shauna Barbosa, Cape Verdean Blues)

AN INSPIRED DECLARATION, BARDIC COLLEGE OF FOCHLUCAN. I honestly thought my time as an artist had come to an end and all hope for further inspiration was gone. I come from months of fruitless research and abandoned music sheets, any spark of creativity flickering and dying by the time my fingers touched the strings. I was lost and couldn't find my way back home when suddenly, destiny came knocking at my door. Quite literally, I may add. I went to stay at my aunt's cottage outside of the city to see if some peace and quite would do my muse any good and I had the fortuitous chance of offering shelter to a group of weary travelers. They surely were a lively bunch and while I had fun entertaining guests after such a long time spent alone, Tymora's gentle hand came to save me under the guise of a young couple of most curious nature. A tiefling and a devil, by all means a nightmarish union if you were to give the rumors any credits and yet. They spent the night sitting quietly next to each other, letting the others take turns in keeping the conversation alive. I didn't mean to pry but I was mesmerized by the softness of their touches, the tenderness of their gaze. At some point during the night, the young man drifted off to sleep leaning against the girl's shoulder, she raised a hand to caress his scarred face with such unmistakable devotion it almost moved me to tears. It reminded me why I started composing in the first place: to wonder about the nature of simple things like love and companionship. If I ever see them again, I hope they'll know this song is for them.

#bg3edit #gamingedit #wylledit #tavedit #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #tav x wyll #wyll ravengard #nimue of eldervine grove #edits #i haven't been able to stop thinking about that post since the first time i came across it #i hope it's okay i linked it here! let me know otherwise! #it's all about the resilient healing energy wyll projects and deserves poured back onto him for me #nimue utterly respects him admires him believes in him and supports him without stripping any of them of their own agency in doing so #she has complete faith in him cause they both grew up knowing it's always worth it to not give up and try again #i'm glad i went with her first for my wyll romance cause with tariel things are way messier in my head

[canarydraws]

Putting wips of your characters from different campaigns on the same page is a mistake I was just trying to compare them for height reference and I accidentally created a fairy gf/goth gf dynamic! Now I’m SAD and MAD because these two are my own characters and the only way I’ll ever get to see them together is if I go off the rails and actually draw AU content for them!

…which I might. I have no idea what I’d draw but literally them just standing on the same page is cute and I want to see what my 5’5 space paladin and my 6’3 pf magus would do if they ever existed in the same room

#art #pathfinder #dnd #dnd art #dungeons and dragons #paladin #magus #character art #character design #character #oc #original character #wip #wip art #luz #andromeda #andromeda might actually be a paladin/warlock idk I’m still working on her story #but I think they’d actually be a good couple for each other which is not something I normally say about my characters lol #luz needs to follow someone to find direction in life and Andromeda just so happens to know what she wants and what she plans to devote her #life to #luz is so ride or die which is exactly the kind of spirit andromeda would need #I haven’t had the chance to play andromeda yet but I think she’d appreciate someone who’s resilient and capable in their own right #and offers a different perspective to things #alrighty I’m done smacking my ocs against each other now you may all carry on #I just figure these are the kind of thoughts tumblr would appreciate lmao

[thevioletcaptain]

I know the ask is about ships but could you make a non ship one with Dean and Carlos from the Winchesters? I can't think of an exact thing for Dean to say, but the first sentence can be what Dean would say for their first meeting. Thank you if you can (*^‿^*)

"I like your hair," Dean says, staring up from where he's clinging to the bottom of Mary's winter coat, and Carlos grins wide when he adds, with all the breathless gravity of a four year old eager to impress their opinions upon a new friend; "It's swooshy and it's pretty like Mommy's hair, and your-- your beads are pretty and shiny and shiny is my favorite color."

"Swooshy and pretty and shiny is exactly what I was going for, so thank you, little buddy."

Even with almost six years between now and the last time he'd seen Mary, Carlos is relieved to find that they still have a good sense of one-another -- can still communicate silently, swiftly, like they used to when it was life or death. He meets her eye, and her face softens, and understanding passes between them before he slides one of his lucky beaded bracelets -- the bloodstone one -- free.

Dean's eyes light up when he takes it.

When he smiles, he looks just like his mother.

[for this askbox game if anyone else wants to send me a prompt]

#supernatural #the winchesters #supernatural fic #the winchesters fic #dean and carlos #hi anon i love you and YES you can have a platonic dean and carlos ficlet!!! #for the record this is set in the uh... the prime universe? og spn universe? #did we ever reach a consensus on what to call the different 'verses? #but yeah this is a world in which the events of the winchesters didn't happen #so mary got out of the hunting life as she did in spn and lost touch with carlos and lata and ada #and carlos has been on the road #and just happened to be passing through lawrence when he bumped into a heavily pregnant mary with a four year old dean at the grocery store #so here we are :P #cass writes fic #fandom: supernatural #fandom: the winchesters #also now i've made myself extremely sad thinking about a year later #carlos swinging through lawrence again and going over to the house to visit mary and meet her husband and the new baby #and finding the house abandoned and ravaged by fire #checking the local newspapers and discovering that mary had died and her kids and husband have dropped off the map #having to call lata and ada to tell them #and then not reconnecting with dean (and meeting sam) until many many years later #when they happen to be hunting the same monster #and he realizes who they are #and is absolutely distraught over what has become of mary's children #especially the sweet little boy who'd been so enamoured of carlos' pretty hair and jewelry #also i linked to a picture of bloodstone because it is indeed very pretty #and i chose that as the stone used in the bracelet carlos gives dean for several reasons: #it symbolises strength and resilience and encourages growth and positivity generally but also especially during times of hardship #so i've basically decided that carlos helped keep dean safe for many years thanks carlos <3

[margle]

thinking about dee. the loser of the group of losers. she is the 'other' and the woman. she cant even form fulfilling relationships with other women because she has been conditioned by her friends to see them as lesser. not people to like, but people to tolerate or sexually exploit. because of this, she only sees women as a chance to gain a moment of feigned superiority. to, for once, be at the top of a group's hierarchy. artemis survives because she is ultimately indifferent. but the waitress is hurt by her selfishness because she sees dee as the 'other' of the group as well - the one who could potentially be on her side. but dee rejects even the slightest softness from the waitress because she only wants the approval of the gang. friendship and kindness isn't reliable for her - it is something she has to fight for. she equates it with power. the waitress is beneath her, so why would she try and make her like her. in order for dee to accept a friendship with the waitress, she has to accept herself first. she has to give up her idea of herself - and dee is incapable of giving up.

#uhhh yeah and add other stuff too and some clever stuff as well #im drawn to deetress because I loveee complicated relationships between women #and dee is just so interesting #she kinda hates herself but is also so so resilient #and she does have a friendship with the gang but it is so conditional #iasip

[lonelyroommp3]

honestly my level of french as it stands rn is really funny, like 10 years ago (holy shit) (help me) when i was doing it for a levels i was at SUCH a high level, got an A*, could hold entire conversations in french, then i stopped practising and forgot half my vocab but the thing is i still have a really good accent. which means every time i speak to someone in a francophone country i initially fool them into speaking french back to me (massive achievement for an english speaker, makes me insufferably smug every time) by throwing a very native sounding bonjour/bonsoir but if the conversation goes any further we end up playing this insane game of chicken in terms of who's going to give up and switch to english first when we realise i have not actually retained the vocabulary to sustain this level of chat

#last time i flew into nice i hit the guy at passport control with such a convincing bonjour he actually did a double take at my passport #tbf i think it does also help that i just blatantly have awful auditory processing #so i can also just pass for ‘french person who can’t hear for shit’ #shoutout to the woman on checkouts at the monaco marché u who RESILIENTLY stuck to french #while i just went HUH? HUH? about five times before figuring out she was asking if i wanted a receipt 😭😭😭

[prototypelq]

No thoughts, head empty, only an AU about Patty staying with Dante at the end of the anime

#it will be hard for them at first maybe even too hard #but they'd pull through #i think patty would have a very good effect on Dante #this would be harder on patty cause living eith suicidal-depression adult is not the best thing ever but she's a very stubborn and resilient #patty has adopted dante as her father figure #patty and nero are cousins #<- this idea has me howling its like uncle dante but Double that its so good #vergil is patty's classy uncle #shoutout to jangmo for perfecrly capturing their dynamic in a oneshot))) #dmcweek2024 #dmc fandom week #patty lowell #dante sparda #dmc

[rogdona]

#love simplifying my characters stories in a few sentences they always sound so funny #guy who sucks at making robots makes a robot but hes great w programming so the thing comes to life and hates him for making a shit body #not many poses i can draw her in. shes just tht clunky and stiff #art #my art #oc tag #oc resilience

[caitlynmeow]

Did the daughters have an adolescent crisis or like a rebellious phase and how did Alcina deal with it ?

Generally the daughters were a handful and Alcina isn’t going to say otherwise. She did bear three very strong headed daughters and at times she wondered if passing her genes was such a good idea. But this is Alcina, she is warm and affectionate but when the daughter push her far enough, they meet another side of their mother they’d rather not meet a lot. Luckily, her daughters are smart enough not to push that far because mama’s wrath is that last thing they want to evoke and life is much better when their mama is happy with them. Because Alcina is very stern when needed, and her word is law. Whatever she says is going to happen and no amount of tears sway her. So it’s better not that get her to that point and everyone is happy. Though life is not always so perfect. As the daughter got older and were in their teenage years, things did get rocky. Bela didn’t really get into a rebellious phase compared with her sisters. Often, Bela was content being on their mother’s side when it came to a lot of things. She is her mother’s right hand and she took pride in it. Of course, she is only a child still, and at times she got testy and tried to go against her mother. But it doesn’t last long because one look from Alcina is enough to bring her back to the straight and narrow. Bela is a rule follower and she is quickly brought back to sanity when she feels that she has gone too far.

Bela did go through a crisis because she does have a lot on her plate. Between maintaining perfection, managing her sisters (not the easiest task in the world), and being around her mother- the eldest Dimitrescu daughter was prone to breakdowns when things got too much.

Alcina tries to lessen the responsibility, but there are certain things that only Bela is capable of. She knows that the younger two are not as capable or organized as she is. For that, Alcina would remove certain tasks to allow Bela more free time and to just rest. But Bela being who she is, she'd think that her mother sees her less capable/not trusting her and she'd eat at herself for a whole different reason.

There was no winning with Bela. Alcina found that it's best to keep things as they are as Bela's guilt shows and she hates to be the reason for it.

Cassandra- Alcina has always prided herself on being a very patient person who could tolerate a lot from her teenage daughters (but that’s only Bela so it’s fake) Cassandra however proved to be a challenge. Alcina’s second daughter lived off of pushing the limits. While Alcina could give Bela some leeway with some rules, doing so with Cassandra is a big fat no. Cassandra doesn’t listen. She does what she wants when she wants and she thinks if she holds her ground long enough mama is going to relent. Little does she know that her mama can outlast all three sisters without breaking any sweat. Does Cassandra realize this? No. Cassandra also doesn’t take too kindly to hearing ‘no’. Her brain doesn’t process it and she ignores it and does as she pleases. Too bad for her, her mother is not someone who’d let these things go. Unlike her sisters, Cassandra is very sensitive and emotional even when she hides it so well. Alcina is Cassandra’s rock, she is a steady unyielding presence amidst the crashing waves that even she struggles with sometimes. Cassandra is intense and very very stubborn. Her rebellion is a driving force and she is often met with a strong mother who never ever relents. Alcina knows that with Cassandra it’s a waiting game. Rules must be very clear, and consequences even clearer. When her middle daughter gets herself into trouble, she knows exactly what awaits her at the end of that. By far, Cassandra is very challenging because she is always doing the exact opposite of what her mother says. At times, Alcina wondered if she was doing it on purpose to give her mother a hard time or if she was just being an insane teenager. She reasons that it’s the latter, always. Because despite that, Cassandra and she are very close. She reminds herself that her daughter going off the rails for no reason is because she feels secure with her, that no matter how absolutely insane and difficult she is, her mother is always there for her. Alcina also knows that Cassandra is testing her. Her confident strong-willed daughter feels insecure at times. It’s why she pushes and pushes just so that she can confirm that her mother is there. Alcina doesn’t let any of these things slide. She is always there to remind her daughter that she’s there to love her no matter what. Though, no, she is never exempt from punishment because she earned every bit of it. Alcina also knows that Cassandra’s stubbornness and resilience are those of her own. At times, the woman catches herself admiring her daughter before catching herself and remembering that she needs to parent and discipline her wild daughter. Ironically, though it’s no surprise to anyone, Cassandra is the one who ended up grounded the most. She often brings it up, claiming that she’s probably the least favorite because Bela and Daniela didn’t get grounded as much. But Alcina is always there to remind her that it’s her actions that led her to this. And besides, when she’s grounded she spends more time with her mother so the least favorite allegations are not true (she thinks she can use it as a bargaining chip but this doesn’t work with her mother)

Daniela- From a young age, Daniela proved to be independent and confident in herself. Of course, this dependence translated to her thinking she's as old are her sisters and thus should be allowed to do the same things that they do.

Alcina, on her part, often found it hard to deny her youngest anything. Daniela doesn't ask for much, and she's usually soft as a dove.

As she got older, Daniela tried to rebel against the very lax rules that were implemented. But unlike Cassandra, her outbursts are short and she's easily distracted by something else.

Daniela always thought it was unfair. Her sisters only have their mother to deal with, while she has her mother AND Bela. She tries to be like Cassandra, but every time she tries to sneak out she is caught. She is never as stealthy and her plans are never that thoroughly thought out.

This is not to say things were smooth sailing with her. Because like Cassandra, she doesn't take kindly to 'no' and she isn't above throwing a tantrum over things not going her way. But being the youngest, and after Cassandra. Alcina barely bats an eyelash because try as she might, Dani is not as intense as Cassandra and all her attempts at rebellion are tame in comparison (when she was twelve, Cassandra did try to sneak out through the roof of the castle one time using only a rope; she ended up falling and breaking her leg and elbow and while she was at the hospital she had the audacity to ask Alcina if she isn't grounded anymore to which Alcina said 'you're grounded for the next six months' so on top of being broken in several places she managed to extend her punishment this is why Dani is very tame in comparison)



#alcina's gray hairs are a result of dealing with cass #that girl just cannot be contained #she's stubborn and resilient af #so much like her mama this is why alcina wondered if her daughter is going to outlast her but then she remembers who she is and the child i #front of her has YEARS of experience ahead before she's near her level #and she's not afraid to show this side to her three daughters #because as much as she loves them they have to understand that she's in charge #luckily dani backs away quickly when she realizes she's going in too deep #but not cass because she likes a challenge and wants to see how far her mama can go #girly just never learns bless her wayward soul #house dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #resident evil village #daniela dimitrescu #resident evil 8 #bela dimitrescu #re8 #alcina dimitrescu #headcanon #asks

[weirdcursedvaultkid]

It’s amusing to me too aberforth

Seeing merula be bad at her jobs is one of my fav parts of beyond

#I love this for her it’s so funny #I hope she does find something that makes her happy but for now at least she’s been able to keep this job lmao #she is def resilient for being able to have a job lined up after getting fired so many times #mella speaks #liveblogging #screenshots

[meimi-haneoka]

{drabble} I'm here - Akiho/Kaito

Alright, how do you do any of this...😂

I guess what you need to know it's that it is a Akiho x Kaito / YunaAki drabble, it's based on canon (set 3 weeks after the series ended), and it's based on the assumption that, differently from what the ENG translation said in ch. 80, in the JP Sakura affirmed that thanks to his stopped time Kaito wouldn't be hurting more than that...this means that his seizures would continue, just they wouldn't get worse than what we've seen till now.

This is mainly a hurt/comfort drabble, with glimpses of happiness. After all, Akiho is happy with him. And it's mainly a way for me to vent some complex feelings about the finale of Clear Card. I have a Kaito POV on the way (edit: here's the link, go read it after you finished this one!), but it's more difficult to write for him (and, uh, more depressing) so it'll come in the next days.

Easter egg: a line is a direct reference to the lyrics of Anata by Hikaru Utada. 😉

I'm not a native English speaker so forgive me if any line sounds weird!

Finally, I have to thank the "enabler" dandelion-stuff-and-fluff (not tagging in case you don't want to!) for giving immediately support to my whims! 😂

Excerpt:

I could feel the tears emerging, but I kicked all of them back, as I threw my 13-year-old self out of the window and summoned the part of me that helped me survive all these years. The resilient one.

Akiho's POV 

Three weeks had passed by, from that fateful night. 

Most of our stuff was packed, and our days were spent between checking everything for the imminent departure and hanging out with Sakura-san and the rest of the group, making the most out of the remaining time. Everyone was so lovely to us, showing all the support we needed. I really felt like I had acquired a family in Tomoeda, and the thought of it made me incredibly happy.  I was going to miss them so much. Just like I would miss this big mansion full of memories.... and mysterious protective forces, apparently, as I was told by him. 

Kaito-san revealed to me that when we came to Tomoeda almost one year prior, he had chosen this mansion specifically to protect me, as I was carrying a dangerous magical artifact that my own clan had engraved in me.  We talked quite a lot over the span of those three weeks, and swallowing the truth had been hard, at first.  But all of that was gone now and like waking up from a nightmare, the memories of it were getting more and more hazy as time went on. Only a permanent scar remained. 

Both of us were in the kitchen, cooking dinner. The clang of kitchen utensils, the sizzle in the frying pan made me strangely happy. It sounded warm. It sounded normal. I love cooking with him. This was the corner of the house where we declared to each other how much we cherished one another, without even fully realizing it. 

“Akiho-san, could you hand me the salt?”  “Here you go!” I said, smiling brightly at him.  He smiled back at me in that soft way that made my knees weak.  God, please, give me this for the rest of my life. Every day, immutably. 

“Done! We’re ready.”  Removing our aprons, we were getting ready to bring everything to the table. 

And then I saw it.  

He stopped in his tracks, his complexion paling by the second. 

Another one was coming.   My blood ran cold, and I rushed to the other side of the room, while he slowly crouched to the ground, out of breath, groaning in pain.   Each cry stabbed me in the chest like a knife. I could feel the tears emerging, but I kicked all of them back, as I threw my 13-year-old self out of the window and summoned the part of me that helped me survive all these years. The resilient one.   I hastily opened a cabinet and took out a finely decorated small box, toppling other items in the process. I didn't care.   Hiiragizawa-san had sent us, through a magic portal, a series of pills he made weaving a complex magic spell over them, to help Kaito-san cope with the seizures. He said they wouldn't do any miracle, but hopefully they could reduce the duration of the seizures and ease the pain a little bit. Cause the pain he was experiencing wasn’t caused by anything ordinary, and no ordinary medicine would’ve been effective. 

I grabbed a towel, flung it over my shoulder and ran back to Kaito-san with a glass of water, spilling some of it in the process. I watched him as he struggled to swallow both the pill and the water. 

How many times did he experience this excruciating pain, completely alone?   How many times did he force himself to not crumble down in front of me, to protect my peace of mind? Just thinking back to all the times I could feel something was not right, and how he tried to deceive me to keep dealing with it all alone.... it brought back in me an anger I didn't know what to do with.  

Yes, I didn't get over it yet. The wound was still so fresh.  But we agreed that we would’ve dealt with this together, from now on.  ...And just like that, the fit of anger quickly vanished, as a gentle feeling got a hold of me, and I began unbuttoning the collar of his shirt to let him breath better, then dabbing his damp forehead with the towel.   "It's okay.... it's okay... I'm here" I whispered softly, like a lullaby. 

As if surrendering himself to me, he held onto my arms and leaned over, trying to regain control of his breathing. I supported him, thanking in my head a hundred times that his time was halted. Yes, we were trying to look for a way to eventually make it flow again, but it was in moments like these that I remembered how numbing the fear to lose him again was.   I couldn't live with that. With that feeling of hollowness. Not again. 

That's why, I said to myself, this time I would've done anything in my power to not lose him, come what may. I wouldn't have spared any effort. Losing him would’ve been a hundred times more devastating than the pain I was feeling in that moment, seeing him in those conditions. After all, he was feeling like that because of me.  

“Momo...please give me strength”, I thought, missing my beloved bunny more than ever. Who knows how many times she had witnessed all of that, and how she dealt with it. I could’ve used some advice in that moment. 

His ragged breath became more regular, the pill was starting to kick in. He raised his head and looked at me.   Those eyes I loved so much, now covered by a mysterious dark fog - a remnant of the dragon appearance, as they explained to me – seemed to regain finally focus.  His face was so close to mine. In another situation, in another more oblivious period, there’s no doubt my heart would've exploded from embarrassment, red in the face like a tomato. But right now, I was preoccupied with something completely different, as I looked at him holding nothing but worry and sadness in my eyes. 

"I'm sorry...", he whispered. 

I could feel my heart catching fire, and it reminded how much I love him, despite being so hurt by his reckless behavior.  But I didn't answer to his apology. Cause that wasn't what I wanted to hear from him.

Instead, I asked him “can you stand up?” and helped propping him up when he nodded. We proceeded slowly towards the couch in the living room, where I helped him lying down. Despite having tons of lovely memories here, this house was starting to be a bit too big for us and for emergencies of this kind.  Hiiragizawa-san's pills had a sedative that inevitably caused Kaito-san to fall asleep, to recuperate. He looked so exhausted.  I arranged some cushions on the ground and sat down beside the couch, watching him closing his eyes and drifting quickly into sleep. I moved some of his hair to the side and dabbed the towel over his forehead one more time.   Then I went back to stare at his peaceful face, lost in thought. Was I truly prepared for this, when I decided that the life I wanted was this one? Probably not.  Would I have chosen anything else? Absolutely not.  Being with him is my happiness, after all.

#ccsakura #clear card arc #drabble #angst #hurt/comfort #akiho shinomoto #yuna d. kaito #yunaaki #akiyuna #cosmos & crystals #cw: seizures #I mean let's face it this is what awaits them #but if this is the price they have to pay to still be together after all those life-compromising decisions Kaito made #I guess they're both up for it #yeah Akiho is young but she's putting at good use all the trauma she experienced and the resilience she obtained from it to put up with thi #she's capable and she feels she can do it #that's why although it's painful there is some comfort in it #and the wish for all of this to stop as soon as possible will boost her search for the curing magic #so really everything got a meaning in the end #I needed to see Akiho in this situation and see that she can deal with it #spilled words

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing #painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her #i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but #the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach #streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow #im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected #i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes #not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her #how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want #her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest #but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b #so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so #much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming #i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby #unrelated

[yunyin]

You know what, Derision was probably the most brutal ep I've seen in a lot of ways, but I'm really glad I saw it when I'm doing this rewatch cuz it gives SO much more insight into Marinette, esp early on.

Seasons 4 and 5 have been so good about giving new insights into all the characters, but I had kind of thought it would be everyone but Marinette, since we already see things from her pov, but we've only known her for I guess less than a year, and who knew just what had triggered so much of this?

PS the effect of this knowledge on the ladynoir partnership is amazing

like "I trust him" in Gorizilla or how much she likes his sense of humor in "Truth?" Fantastic

#yunmusings #miraculous ladybug #derision spoilers #ml derision spoilers #derision #ml spoilers #I love Marinette even more now too #I noticed even in Origins part 1 before I saw Derision how she was still trying in spite of feeling kind of hopeless about everything #and this just amplifies it by a million #I feel so proud of her and her resiliency and strength #I feel so glad she was chosen to be LB #I mean it's had it's ups and downs obvs but it's helped her so much #that and Alya's friendship

[halfagony-halfhope]

This reminded me of this quote: ‘There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises at every attempt to intimidate me.’

#seriously this article made me admire taylor even more #if that’s even possible #her resilience is out of this world #i love that she’s naming names #her work out routine is insane #the part when she says she’ll perform no matter what #even if she’s not uncomfortable #bc she knows how much effort put people to go to see her live #and she’s not taking that for granted #i love her so much #🥹