I feel like I may be an outlier who should not have been counted in the "Walrus vs Fairy" debate because my hometown has multiple instances of animals that Should Not Have Been There showing up in random ordinary neighborhoods, and my family specifically had interactions with at least two of them.
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Okay I had an ask about a follow-up on the Truck dad and amnesiac bird son dimensional hoppers pair post, but I couldn't fit as more outright creepy/weird shit our boy do. A lot of hints, though.
Here's a piece on Jack's fondness for big animals and secrets.
Optimus should have known something was afoot with Jack, especially with his most recent line of questions and the new direction his drawings had taken on: a large, black canine in the desert, aerial views of the surrounding landscapes, anatomy of local creatures, and multi-eyed birds with strange trinkets in their beaks.
As much Jack was enamored with the animal companions in this universe’s version of the Ark and its Autobots, Sideswipe’s proletariat cat and Prowl’s turbohound were too busy to keep by the sparkling's side.
Despite the extreme species-swap and his regression to a child state, Jack had taken to his Cybertronian frame well. Enough that oddities could be rationally explained by the loss of creators.
(And if this version of the Autobots took it one way, then Optimus won't correct them, especially with Jack's mimicry with natural birdsong overlapping with newspark noises.)
Jack was generally obedient. He took heed of Optimus’ warnings to remain close to him and not to wander away in a certain distance.
However, Jack was good with words. Quick to find loopholes as well. He may not flick a wing-tip over the established boundaries to chase after whatever curious thing had caught his attention, but more than once Optimus found his charge scurrying out from potholes on the streets, broken entrances beneath buildings, and perched high up on the local greenery or infrastructure to peek at something, like a nest of local fauna.
Jack had said he didn’t leave the ship. And that was true. He hadn’t.
He simply coaxed the wildlife to him instead.
It was a hassle to smooth over the growing trend of murders and conspiracies of blackbirds hounding the nearby towns for cash for their “snackies” of seeds and McDonald's, then they uncovered his newest pet.
Not an abandoned dog, or a raccoon, or a house cat, or a hawk, or a toad, or anything Sparkplug reminiscenced over his son's mudpie days. Not something small, easily managed, and no threat to the human personnel.
Those strange grey-blue optics stared at Optimus so pleadily, arms wrapped carefully around the creature. The mountain lion, nearly full grown and quite docile in Jack’s arms, only grumbled, almost bored by the entire ordeal. It yawned wide, showing off teeth reminiscent of military-frame sets of sharp denta.
Animals, especially predatory and scavenger species, was something else Jack was good with, too. And Optimus had no idea what to make of that…
“Please, papa! I made her a bed and kept the wound clean!"
Oh, yes, Jack ran a neat, little clandestine operation in the back. Taking advantage that few mechs were willing to venture near the Dinobots’ living quarters and his own oddities whenever he sang to blackbirds outside the open entrance, he managed to squeeze himself into a nook between boulders that opened into a hidden cavern where he kept an injured mountain lion.
No one had any idea how Jack managed to keep the animal fed, let alone sneak it past the entrance. Too many eyes in the main halls to drag large carcasses, and living matter didn't do well with subspaces. Optimus could hear Red Alert's jaw cracking from pressure-related stress. No doubt combing through the security systems and finding nothing. Jazz and Prowl would be interested in the holes as well.
That was a large issue, and it needed to be addressed. Preferably away from the public.
“-and I'll love her and walk her and I change her water every day and I know how to feed her because Chickadee taught me how to how-"
"Jack,” Optimus interrupted the deluge of words, his tone gentle yet firm. He crouched down to meet those tearful optics, Jack's wingspan ticked up and down. The mountain lion's ears twitched but it remained at ease. “We can't keep her here. That's a wild animal. She's used to miles of free terrain to roam. Not being enclosed and hidden away on a ship.”
Jack inhaled sharply but said nothing in response. It wasn't childish defiance staring back at Optimus. More like guardian possessiveness: Mineminemine, Jack's entire frame projected, dropping away the usual behavior of staying hidden.
“You and I must return to our universe. We can't bring this one, especially into an environment she has no experience in. It would be cruel to do so. Even if we release her back at our base, everything she knew would be either too different or nonexistent. Remember your exploration of the places you once lived in?”
Jack hiccuped out a warbling noise at the reminder, and Optimus could feel a few mechs’ willpower crumbling away at that sound. He coiled his field around the boy, and Jack immediately latched onto him, anchoring deep as he leveled out the sharp notes and soothed away the hurts.
“We can find a suitable wildlife rehab or a sanctuary.”
"Can we visit her?”
“I’m sure we can find time.”
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Golden Acrobat in a Different Form a Different Time
Chapter 3
New Old Faces
Within the next couple days, I quickly realized that I’d shown up in Gravity Falls both before Weirdmaggedon and before Dipper and Mabel had even arrived, which made me ecstatic.
I’M GONNA GET TO GREET THEM!!!
As I was sweeping the shack, “HEY KID,” I just about jumped at my boss’s interruption to my thoughts…
“Oh, uh yes Sir!” I said quickly. “I gotta go pick up some things from town, and I need you to watch the shack…” I immediately saluted in a very faux serious manner, “I shall GUARD THIS SHACK WITH MY WHOLE BEING! “
“YOU BETTER,” Stan said as he was already out the door.
I just shrugged, and now that Stan was gone began to dance and talk to myself again. But specifically I was talking about the attractions…
“The story of the Cornicorn is a strange and mysterious tale of wonder and escapades. A unicorn fair and noble pranced throughout these lands, helping all those far and wide. HOWEVER, THEY HAD AN ARCH NEMESIS, an Evil mountain lion hated all the attention the fair unicorn got, so thus the lion sought to bring down the majestic creature.The lion found a fairy witch that claimed to have just the spell. The fairy threw to the lion a bag of corn kernels!“Unicorns love corn. It's right in the name so plant these and wait for them!” The fairy said with a sinister grin, and so thus the lion ran into the forests until they found a clearing where they planted every single kernel in the bag. And magic sparks shot up, the once small plots now full grown stalks of corn.And so within the rising full moon the fair Unicorn came across the field of corn. And this was the Unicorns favorite food, it’s in the name after all!BUT when the unicorn took a single bite out of an ear of corn, something horrid happened. The once majestic creature began to shift into the very food it just ate.
And the now Unicorn made of corn was left within the forest, till we here at the Mystery Shack recovered it!!That’s the story of the CORNICORN.”
“DUDE, THat was amazing!” And for the second time today, I got really startled. “HUH, uh?? What??” I looked behind me at Soos, who I just realized was here the entire time. “Dude, you should totally tell Stan that story for the attraction.” “What, no it’s just a stupid thing I pulled outa’ my ass.” I said, really embarrassed, especially since someone just saw me talking to myself again..
“No, dude that was actually really dope! Like, Stan could actually use that!” I just blushed a bit, still not used to getting attention over my random stories.. And then I stuck my chin up, “You know what, YOU’RE Right I’ll tell him it later!” I said with a big smile on my face, and kinda lying my ass off, cause ya’know ANXIETY.
And within the next hour Stan burst through the door, “WELCOME KIDS TO THE MYSTERY SHACK!” wait..
And “Grunkle Stan, Why are we here?” a higher pitched voice said, DIPPER OMG!! “Cause this is where you’re living for the next few months!”
“Wow, DipDop, LOOK AT THAT!” and I saw a long haired brunette run by to the Deer Bat Mantle. “It’s a Bateer!” Mabel said while pointing up excitedly at the mantle, and trying to reach it.. But she was too short to reach. And there I was still rebooting, cause it’s the Mystery Twins!
Dipper, as soon as Mabel was done freaking out over the admittedly cool attraction (that for some reason not in the actual Mystery Shack), started trying to get Stan’s attention. “Wait, WHAT! Grunkle Stan, you can’t really expect us to live in a dingy Tourist Trap.”
“What course I do, and plus this is just the front. NOT like I’d actually expect you kids to sleep with the attractions,” pfffffff yes YOU WOULD STAN , I thought in my head.
“Nah, y’all get your very own room..” There was a dramatic pause before he spoke again, “Up in the attic, where all kids love to be!” And I about died in hysterics. “Oh right,” and this is the moment he chose to introduce me, “this is Alex, she’ll be working with you two. Oh Yeah, you's kids will be working here too.” To which the two twins started to protest, which is honestly fair.
I choose to not correct Stan on my gender.. I didn't even tell anyone, mostly cause it's only 2012 and this is a small town…. Just not willing to deal with that ordeal.
I waved to the two kids, and immediately noticed all their bags and stuff.. “Yo, y'all need help with those..”
“HEY, ya still got work to do!” Stan yelled pointing at me, to which I leaned on the rack I had just finished sorting. “No I don’t. “ I said with a big-ass smug grin. “Did ya-”
“Swept, reordered everything, all the attractions were cleaned, and I made sure to reapply all the fake price tags and add a couple zeros to a few.” I said nonchalantly.
Stan just groaned, “Usually it’s only Soos.. FINE go help em’ kid!” He yelled out as he kinda stomped out the room.
I just laughed and went over to the twins. Mabel now actually noticing me, started to bounce up and down, meanwhile Dipper just kinda stared at me. “I’M MABEL AND THIS IS DIPPER, WE’RE STAYING HERE FOR THE SUMMER AND OMG THAT JACKET’S SO COOL!! WHERE’D YOU GET IT!”
“OH my Family made it for me,” I smiled down at Mabel, the little ball of joy she is.
Stan had moved into the showroom, probably going to make some more adjustments on a few of them. Dipper was trying to haul his bag with him, of course he overpacked, and I don’t blame him, a completely new place, and almost no idea what’ll be there to do. Not to mention I think their parents didn’t let them bring any electronics.. “Here let me help,” Dipper just looked up.. Wow It’s weird to see him in that hat, rather than the pine-tree hat! “Oh no, I got it.” Dipper said while trying to lift his bags at once, and almost dropped it. “Heh, you might’ve overpacked..”
“No, I brought everything I needed with me.” “Even those dorky DVDs of BABA!” Mabel said, poking out her head around the corner, having already scurried off to start tossing stuff into her room. “WHAT NO I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT!!” Dipper started yelling out at the now empty doorway. I just shook my head at Mabel, and grabbed the biggest bag Dipper had.. He had alot, and even I knew I couldn’t carry all of them myself. “How bout’ this, I take half and you take the other half.”
Dipper grumbled, “Fine.” And went to grab his half of the bags, “I dunno whether to be scared of or enlightened by your sister..” I said as we hauled the bags up the stairs, I could hear Stan’s loud presentations, seems like we have a tour group too right now. “That much energy and I’m guessing strength.” Dipper just rubbed the back of his neck, “Heh, yeah.. She’s just like that..”
I proceeded to help Dipper and Mabel unpack all their stuff. And I had thought Dipper was the only one to overpack, Mabel was like in the same tier, what with the enormous amounts of stuffed animals, posters and everything else.. The only difference between the two was that Dipper packed more reasonable and useful stuff.. While Mabel’s packing felt like she just grabbed everything in her room..
“ANd THEN they were like You two only stay inside ALL summer, which NO I go out a bunch. Like everyday and interact with others. It’s Dipdot that always stayed Inside and played his games. So they just like told us to pack, and BAM, next day we were here!!!”
Mabel said in a neck breaking pace, I due to my own experience could actually understand every last word. “Mabel could you not completely overwhelm someone we met not even an HOUR ago.” I just laughed a bit, “Nah, it’s fine. And honestly, energetic folks make life more FUN!” I exclaim, spreading my arms out wide. “Just like.. Imagine, if no one was chaos, LIFE WOULD BE BORING.” I said as I scrunched my face at the thought, “AND BORING is no fun.”
I spent the rest of that day getting to know the two kiddos, and it was great. AND then Stan yelled from downstairs, “ALL RIGHT Get yall’s butts down here, I need to SHOW ya’ the ropes!!” Welp that ends that. Dipper was the one groaning, as Mabel zoomed outta the room down the stairs. “Coming Grunkle Stan!!!” She seemed to have warmed up to the idea of the Mystery Shack after I had talked more about some of the attractions. Admittedly, I overdid it on some of the story telling. Dipper however did not.
Dipper very grumpily got up, he had brought a book with him, I think it’s a mystery novel, which FAIR.
So he got up very begrudgingly, “You coming with us?” He asked, us making eye-contact, it’s still weird to see Dipper’s irises, chocolate-brown. And since he’s a kid, they’re bigger too. “No, I gotta go home. Got some extra stuff needing to get done.” I said with a small smile, “DIPPER GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE!!!” Both me and Dipper jumped, and I just laughed, “Looks like your Grunkle needs you.. Probably for some scam, you better get down there.” I said as I head out the door, and leaving the house..
Making my way back to my makeshift hut.
When I was suddenly stopped.. By a gnome.. OH NO, I just inwardly groan. I KNEW THIS SHIT WOULD HAPPEN!
I could be wrong though.. But chances are no. I’ll give this guy the benefit of the doubt, it’s weird though they ain’t trying to pretend to be human like they did with Mabel..
“How might I help you,” I said questionaly with an eyebrow raised.
“Oh well ya see pretty miss, me and my friends have been awfully lonely as of late. And we saw ya in the woods, when ya showed up. And we were-”
I immediately cut him off, “First off not a miss, and secondly if you ask me out I will drop kick you so hard right now.” I looked down at him.
“Wait, you're not a girl!” Jeff looked surprised at me. “Yeah no, I ain't nothing in the gender department. Too confusing for my brain hole.”
“Oh well then in that case, toodles!” And he just scampers off. Leaving me in massive confusion…
Did that seriously work, me saying I ain't a girl… I just said it on a whim..
OH well, ONE LESS PROBLEM TO WORRY ABOUT!!
I started running back to my little sanctuary, excited to get back. I had found the perfect area to go stargazing tonight, and I AM DETERMINED TO GET THERE BEFORE SUNSET!!! But I kinda gotta grab some stuff, namely Tigey.
So I ran through the trees, the light slowly draining from the skies, I had stayed much longer than I had meant to at the Mystery Shack.
As soon as I found my sanctuary I ran in and grabbed Tigey, along with some snacky snacks. Then I bolted out of the cavern, running to the spot. Then finally, I got there. Crystal littered the ground, what kind I’m unsure of, but I know they ain’t size changing ones. I’d flashed a light through it previously to be sure of at least that.
The sun had just begun to set, coating the crystals in a thousand shades. The flowers all seemed to again glow.. Though it was quick, the sun had set after what felt like seconds. Now the star began to peak out of the skies. And the moon was full, illuminating the area.
I stared up at it.. Seeing once more the yin-yang.. I don’t know why I only see that, but not the Man in the Moon or the Rabbit..
I had thought about why I’m here even more since that first night.. This is one of the first times I actually needed to be here.. Every other time I dimension hopped it was for my own delight.
But I hope I can become better friends with Dipper and Mabel. Heck, maybe I can help a tiny bit with their adventures.. I really don’t want Mabel to almost get nabbed by the gnomes.. But I don’t wanna interfere too much.. Though, if I try to interfere too little I might never find them..
I’ll just go with my gut and soul.. My soul is going to be the main driving point in this mission, it’s the key..
After about an hour of this, I got up. I need to start the search.. But where to begin, maybe the forest.. I don’t think it’ll be in town, too normal… Not to mention other factors…
Maybe. IT COULD BE IN THE JOURNAL, I jumped up at the idea. If it’s in the journal I have an excuse to hang out with the Mystery Twins!! Also, also, I’d be able to do more than if I didn’t have any other reference to what all is in the forest..
Though. I am crossing my fingers on what it is… But I could very well be wrong.
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Hello please take this as an excuse to go off about cat mom bc I am Intrigued by Wander now 👀
sldjkfslkdfc thank you for enabling me iz 🥰🥰
wandering eye is a mountain lion tabaxi scout rogue and her stats are terrible but she's SO fast. I made her as my backup character for ingot after the very first session of reforged bc jd had been talking about what a shame it was that none of us were playing rogues lmfao. in like session six or something the party ran into wander while out traveling, and jd played her as an npc, and I've been sitting on the fact that that was me the whole time for the past four years.
wander grew up in an insular tabaxi community in the mountains that devoutly worshipped eyhemet, the g-d of the sun and fate and harmony (a cat lying in the sun is a holy experience). one morning when she was seven years old, the wind blew just right, and she locked eyes with a girl named sunrise over ashen peaks (ash for short, a snow leopard), and they both knew. fate had struck. they were destined for each other. they got married in their late teens, and ash became a cleric.
the continent where reforged takes place has a mountain range splitting it down the middle, and the two nations on either side of the mountains have been at war for the past fifty years, with the entire mountain range being disputed territory or active war zones or otherwise difficult to cross. one day when wander and ash were in their early twenties, a goblin refugee stumbled into town, seeking help to pass through the mountains. wander and ash volunteered-- wander being fast and quiet and knowing the land better than anyone, and ash being strong and protective and having healing magic made them the perfect pair for the job. so they did it. and they kept doing it. they built their lives around smuggling people across the border in both directions.
eventually ash got into a bit of strife with her g-d and they broke their faith. they met suri (one of the campaign's major npcs), a follower of the secret g-d of thieves, the unnamed thirteenth. suri told them she was planning to start a thieves' guild in the capital city and asked them to join, so they did. they found their new home in the city, and their new home in the unnamed thirteenth.
wander and ash kept doing their transport work, constantly traveling. when they were in town, they'd be surrogate moms to all the ruffians joining the guild, but they were usually gone, especially as the war continued. one day they were sneaking a prisoner out of the capital, but he changed his mind about the destination halfway through the trip, which ultimately led to them getting caught. wander was quick enough to break away from the cops, but ash... wasn't. ash was imprisoned in a magical tower designed to make people forget about their loved ones inside. soon enough the details of their existence just fade from your memory.
by the current point in the campaign, they're in their mid-40s and ash has been locked up for about five years. most people by now have forgotten all about ash. but not wander. nobody knows why. maybe it's a gift from the unnamed thirteenth. maybe it's a gift from eyhemet. maybe it's something stranger than that. but wander remembers. she dresses for stealth and concealment, but she always leaves her wedding band visible. she talks in the plural-- always saying "we," "us," and "our" instead of "I," "me," and "my"-- as a constant reminder that there should be someone beside her. she has extremely high dex and charisma but all the rest of her stats are garbage because those are all ash's skills and wander is incomplete without her.
wander has the keen mind feat and burns all written correspondence as soon as she's read it. all written correspondence she sends includes instructions to burn it, too. do not keep traceable evidence of her existence, and do not ever use her name. if anyone asks, her name is sight unseen, and her wife is named mist on the horizon. (for security, she doesn't use anyone else's name, either-- she refers to everyone by coded monikers and nicknames and epithets.) the government made sunrise over ashen peaks a ghost; wandering eye has become a shadow in kind.
basically, wander is an excuse for me to cry every time I listen to skeleton key by dessa.
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Raised like a Phoenix - Chapter 3: Right There Where You Left It
Just like always, it was cold.
Li’Ella held the Lion Beast tight as they ran through the blinding white freeze. Past the long dead trees, past the ice cold hills. Past all the landmarks that acted more like tombstones now.
There was the Wolves' old campsite.
The Gorilla’s old forest.
The Raven’s junkyard.
The Crocodile swamps.
The Rhino’s quarry.
The Bear’s resting place.
The ruins of the Eagle’s library.
She memorized every landmark, every path, every stone knowing which turn to take, which paths were safest, and where hunters would reside. Sometimes a Hunter would spot her but not attack. Maybe they assumed her capture was pointless, they already took so much after all.
Maybe they’re just letting her have this.
She still remained careful. Avoiding all the Hunter’s own towns and keeping a weapon on her at all times.
As they passed the ruins of the Eagle Spire and as the sun began to set, the Lion Beast stopped.
“Do you wish to continue forward?” It roared softly.
They knew Li’Ella struggled with visiting the Lion Temple, witnessing the slaying of your entire tribe for a second time was no easy burden to bear. She hadn’t even really gone anywhere near the place. Not like she could. It was crawling with Hunters ever since that sabertooth ass took it over and declared it as his own castle. No doubt exploiting the chi that the collapsed mountain somehow still produced.
But today felt different.
It's been ten years since it all happened. Ten years since she lost them but she wanted to see it again. Maybe even take a memento from the Temple.
It’s not like anyone else will claim it in the village.
She patted the Legend Beast on the head. “Let's go.”
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The two crouched in the forest near the Temple, watching as Mammoths, Vultures, and Ice Bears headed up the stairs of what they now dubbed The Saber Tooth City. Lights shined bright inside as music played for their own celebration. No doubt celebrating the anniversary of their victory.
Rage boiled in the lioness as she watched those who oppressed her people get all dolled up and enjoy some damn party. She wanted to burn each and everyone of them alive. Just like what they did to her tribe.
She softly growled in rage, eyes shooting daggers. She was so distracted with her emotions that she didn’t even notice the centerpiece that stood at the top of the steps as everyone cleared away.
Until the Lion Beast whined and nudged her side.
“Wha- what is…”
Li’Ella’s eyes now filled with shock when she saw it.
When she saw him.
Frozen like a statue.
Put up like nothing but a decoration.
Still wearing the fire wings.
His red mane is still as bright as ever, despite the burning blue that caged it.
“Laval…” she practically sobbed.
Was his body really here this whole time? And she was too full of grief and guilt to even bother finding it?
Perhaps the Legend Beast read her mind as he leaned closer to her, Li’Ella patting his mane.
“I… I… we have to bring him back…” She stood up. “He can’t be here… he should be with his people. His… family.” At least to be given a proper burial.
The Lion nodded. He didn’t need to be told twice.
The two scaled the Temple, seeing if there were any guards they had to avoid.
Aside from the two at the front of the stairs, none of the others should be two much trouble.
Li’Ella digs through her bag and pulls out some sleeping darts the gorilla tribe had developed. Pulling her hood over her head she quickly walked over two of the guards to get a closer shot.
“Hey! You-” They don’t even have the time to finish their sentence, as each guard gains one dart in their neck. As Li’Ella heads up the stairs, they pass out. The Lion Beast catches up to her as she reaches the top.
Beasts, it was worse up close.
The Lioness could barely look at her fellow tribemate. His face seemed to have been frozen in a permanent scream, as a lot of flesh and bones had been eaten away over time. He was even missing a whole arm! At the base of the Laval's stand, was a plaque:
Here Lies One of the Many Fools who dared to stand up against Sir Fangar of the Hunters.
Learn from his mistakes.
Li’Ella rolled her eyes.
She wanted to say a few words to him. Maybe an “I’m sorry” or something.
But they were currently standing in enemy territory and if they didn't act fast, they could end up dead.
“Okay… How are we…” She mumbled out loud, trying to think of a plan, while also quickly realized that this might be a bad idea. She dug through her bag trying to find more tools and pulled out the fire chi.
Maybe I can plug the chi and break him off of the floor, then we can carry him home. It would probably be better to carry a block of ice that they can melt later than a body with limbs that can fly around and stuff.
Unless the body was so frozen stiff it-
Stop thinking about it!
As Li’Ella was about to plug the chi into her harness, she caught a glimpse of the fire wings in the ice.
And that's when it happened.
Was it a stupid idea? Maybe.
Should she have thought it out? Perhaps. But she was running on anger, guilt, and grief. Besides, if the hunters can be revived with normal chi, who says fire chi can’t do the same…
So before even the Lion Beast can stop her, Li’Ella plugged the chi into Laval’s fire wings.
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Cold…
Warm…
Bright…
Burning…
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When she plugs in the chi, bright light explodes from where Laval stood frozen. Li’Ella closes her eyes, as she feels the Legend Beast move in front to protect her.
The light is so bright it almost burns her very fur as she attempts to shield herself. Then she hears it.
A roar.
His roar!
It worked!
When the light begins to die down, she hears rough coughing. Then a rasping voice (one she has not heard in forever) says, “Li’Ella…”
The sound brings tears to her eyes as she looks up, smiling as bright as the light that almost blinded her. The Lion Beast displays a grin of his own as they stare at him.
Laval of the Lions is standing in an outfit similar to the one she had seen him wear in pictures, before the fire chi gifted him a new one.
But instead of blue this one is more crimson with gold accents. His eyes burn bright orange, but the sclera of the eye is no longer white but pitch black. His scratches and wounds are all a deep dark purple and Laval is still missing an arm. The fire wing harness glows bright as if it had just been polished and not frozen for 10 years.
The three stared at each other in silence for what felt like hours.
Till Laval says, “Uh… did we win?”
The sound of approaching hunters answers his question, as Li’Ella takes his hand and they hop on the Lion Beast, who dashes down the stairs as fast as his four legs can.
“Uh. I’ll fill you in later.”
“Yeah. I think I missed a lot because- WHERE DID MY ARM GO?!”
Laval turned towards the crowd of Hunter’s, many entering their vehicles to chase after them.
“Did we really lose that bad? How long was I out? Where are the others? Are they okay?”
Shots fired as the Lion Beast ran deeper into the woods.
“Well… you all died.” Li’Ella began.
“WHAT!”
“But I brought you back! So, we can do the same for everyone else. Look, I'll explain when we get to the Outlands. It’s a lot. But you're here! And that's what matters.”
Li’Ella turned to see Laval’s face full of horror and confusion.
“What… Did you do?” He whispered.
Despite the situation, Li’Ella let out a small chuckle. She felt bad the moment it came out but she couldn’t help.
“Heh. Necormany I guess.”
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Fun fact! This whole series (especially this scene) was inspired by the book Undead Girl Gang by Lily Anderson, about a girl who revives her dead best friend and some popular girls to solve their murder.
It's a good book, check it out.
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Chapter 3- Unstopable force? Meet Impenetrable Object
Mei hurried through the jungle, hopping between sparse patches of ground between the rot. She had to find a way back to Mk; Sun Wukong didn't seem volatile, but Mk didn't have any field experience with violent ghosts and she couldn't risk leaving him alone for too long. The dangerous ones knew how to hide what they were, after all, and something had felt off about the unusually chipper spirit.
Doing her best to follow the cliffside, she ran until finding the edge of what seemed to be a city. Mei looked around warily before proceeding. For an island that was meant to be so haunted, it sure was empty in the one place she'd expect spirits.
Making her way through the ghost town, it seemed like the people here must have left in a hurry, their things abandoned and scattered. It looked like they had rummaged through everything to grab what was most important before they evacuated.
Winding through the streets, she found she was approaching the side of the mountain again. Maybe there was another way up to the temple through the city?
As she explored, she could hear footsteps behind her, trying to be stealthy. Whoever they belonged to didn't seem keen on bothering her though, just observing, so Mei let it be.
As she approached a bridge leading through a massive waterfall, that changed.
“Hold! Where do you think you're going?” A nasal voice called out from behind her, as a looming shadow stepped in front of her.
Mei took a step back, squinting against the sun. It took a moment to make out the armored elephant demon against the harsh light. “Well? It's only polite to answer their question.” He rumbled amicably, gesturing behind Mei.
She turned to see a bird demon dressed in armor similar to the elephant's.
“I'm trying to find a way back to my friend. He's about this tall, spiky brown hair, orange cape, shitty old staff... has he come this way?” Mei gestured while trying to describe Mk.
“He was with a monkey demon's ghost.”
The bird looked rattled by the statement. “You're sure it was a monkey demon? Not a weird human? Or a cat with an unusually long tail?” They asked nervously.
“Nope. Little orange monkey.”
The bird relaxed at the amendment. “Oh thank goodness! I was worried he was out and about again! But it's just Wukong.” They sighed, then frowned. “Are you trying to give me a heart attack, dragon child?? Have the decency to mention which monkey it was the first time around!”
Mei shrugged. “My bad. Didn't realize this island had monkey problems. Anyway, have you seen them?”
The elephant stepped around her to join the bird. “I'm afraid no one living has been this way in quite some time. Rest assured, though, so long as your friend is with Wukong, he is safe. The man may be a bit... energetic... but he is a formidable foe. He won't let anything bad happen.”
Mei groaned. “Well, that's one less thing to worry about, I guess. Monkey King said something about a mountain temple. Is there a way up through here?”
The bird and elephant looked hesitantly at each other. “Well, there is, but-” the elephant started.
“-But you'll have to get past the Six Eared Macaque to get to it, the menace!” The bird shook his head in disgust, shrugging. The elephant shot him a disapproving look. “What?? 'His Majesty' nearly tore a hole through my beautiful wings last time he left that damned cave!” The bird protested.
“I don't care if this 'Macaque' has 16 ears and can tear through rock itself! I need to get to that temple!” Mei declared, grinning.
“Wait. It's not just that. The pass through that cave holds the heart of the corruption on this island. You'll need to find a way to clear it out before you'll be able to get through.” The elephant sighed. “If Azure Lion were here, he could help you, but...”
The bird looked guiltily at the ground. “He hasn't been himself in centuries. The rot got to him.”
“This Azure Lion person... he's a spirit like you guys, right?” Mei perked up.
The elephant nodded.
“Then leave it to me! I'm a spirit guide! I'm supposed to be finding a way to clear out this rot anyway!”
The elephant smiled at her, surprised, but pleased. “Would you really? Thank you very much for your offer, young one!”
Peng stooped to the ground, picking up an object leaned against the ornate gate posts decorating the start of the bridge. It was a blue and gold mask, shaped like a lion's face. A bit on the nose, really.
“Here. You'll be needing this. Just make sure you don't go losing it or breaking it!” The bird sneered, though they handed it over readily.
“I'll do my best-!... uh... What are your names?” Mei looked back up at them as she tied the mask to her belt.
“The Golden-Winged Peng and Yellow Tusk, at your service! Of the king's personal guard!” The bird, Peng based on the way they gestured to themself, preened. Yellow Tusk bowed lightly.
"...At least we were back when he was worth calling a king." Peng amended, sighing.
“Mei! Pleased to meet you!” Mei bowed back, ignoring the complaint. “I'll need at least three relics that were important to your friend, though it seems like you're already familiar with the drill. Any hints on where to start?”
Yellow Tusk thought for a moment. “The palace and the barracks are most likely to have items Azure held dear. But be careful! The palace is Macaque's domain, and His Majesty doesn't take disturbances kindly.”
“That's putting it a bit mildly, don't you think?” Peng muttered ruefully.
Yellow Tusk cocked an unamused brow at his companion. “Quite. When you've gathered the items, return here. We can lead you to his final resting place.”
Mei smiled softly at the two. “I'll make sure your friend can rest. You can count on it!”
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Across the bridge, behind the falls, was an enormous cavern. At the heart of the cavern, and ancient palace stood, surrounded by manors and outbuildings.
This place must have been where the nobility lived, Mei thought to herself.
It was just as eerily empty as the town outside, and just as covered in corruption. Winding her way through the area, she decided to head straight for the palace. If it was the most dangerous, it was best to get it out of the way first.
She had to fight her way through the doors, but luckily, it didn't take long. The entryway was a massive, dark hallway, echoing with the sounds of falling water. The place was clearly a grand, ornate thing in its heyday. Even now, enough was left to see what it once might have been, back when its halls were full of life.
Mei grimaced as something hollow crunched beneath her foot. Looking down, she saw bone, half-buried in rot, with a brand new hole in it. She hastily stepped back, then crouched to examine it closer. It was shaped like a monkey skull, though a bit larger. In fact, it looked like the whole skeleton was here, buried beneath the plant-like corruption. A little shrub with a blue flower struggled to break free of the thorns, closer to what must have been the ribcage. Near the skull, a mask peered through the thorns.
Carefully, Mei leveraged her sword against the branches, breaking the mask free. Turning it over in her hands, a fanged monkey face peered back at her. It looked a little like Wukong's did, actually, now that she looked closer.
“Oh, right! You must be the Other Monkey King.” she mused to herself, running her thumb over the mask's smooth wooden surface.
As she looked up from the mask, she was met by an identical one, though this new version had gold eyes behind it. “Other? I'm the only king!” The spirit's voice was soft, almost amused, but had an edge to it. The figure disappeared, bleeding into the shadows on the ground and chuckling as she nearly fell over.
Mei recovered, shrugging and trying to play it like she didn't just get knocked on her ass by a shadow.
“I dunno man. Sun Wukong said you were the ‘other’ Monkey King.”
“Sun Wukong is no king!” The spirit was directly in front of her again as soon as she spoke, looming above her. His eyes flashed purple, and all light was choked from the room in an instant, save for the faint glow the spirit let off. His hair writhed and curled behind him; a living, seething cape. “He gave up that title when he abandoned his people to save himself!” he hissed.
Mei recoiled and a little pang of guilt entered the eyes looking down at her.
The wraith disappeared and the light returned, only for him to pop up again a few feet away in a significantly less ruffled state. Rot spread beneath him as his feet met the floor, a picture of aloof, decayed grace.
That was an interesting difference, Mei noted. One monkey acts like he's still alive, the other uses the fact he's dead to his advantage. More importantly though...
“You're the source of the rot. Aren't you?” It was more a statement than a question.
“I wouldn't say I'm its source, so much as its host.”
“Source, host, same difference!” Mei waved the statement off. “Either way, you control it! So you can stop it from spreading, right? Or maybe make it go away?”
He shook his head. “There is a difference, kid. It follows me around, but it does whatever it wants. I can nudge it in a specific direction, but it's still its own thing....” The monkey demon trailed off, looking distracted as he scanned the hallway, searching for something. He frowned behind the mask, tensing and backing up warily.
“Weren't you with someone else earlier...?”
Mei's face fell. “We got separated. I was kinda hoping you might be my ticket back to him. You're sure you can't just, like, clear up one teensy little path?” She pouted, giving the ghost her very best sad puppy dog eyes.
“Sorry, but no. Why do you think I warned you two to leave while you could?” the monkey demon sighed, his tail flicked in agitation.
“I figured it was cuz you're no fun, honestly.” Mei tried to keep the conversation light for her own sake.
“If you're going to stand around and insult me to my face, I'm just going to leave you to the rot.” The ghost monkey turned, then seemed to think better of something. “And if you know what's good for you, you'll drop that mask and get as far from it as you can. You might convince the others, but I'm not leaving.”
The dragon girl frowned, huffing and getting back up.
“Yeah, that's still not how this is gonna work. So what if you can't control the corruption! You're the heart, either way! And I need the corruption gone, so... you're gonna have to go, guy. I'll drag you to the afterlife kicking and screaming if I have to, but you're not staying!” Mei pulled her sword out, leveling it at him.
He snorted, disappearing again. “Good luck with that!” his amused voice echoed through the now-empty hall. A new wall of rot grew to block the main doors leading to other areas of the palace.
“Run all you want, plants aren't going to stop me!” Mei called after him, kicking the skull on the ground again as if that would do anything. “Stupid stubborn ghost!” She grumbled.
Still, she had work to do. The king's mask might be useless for now, but she had Azure's mask, and his friends were counting on her to find his relics and send him on his way. Yellow Tusk seemed to think helping Azure might clear some of the rot, too.
So, deeper into the palace it would be. She tied the monkey mask in place next to Azure's, and forged ahead.
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Mk shifted a chair to the side, ducking to search under a table. “Are you sure it's in here?”
“Absolutely certain!” Wukong insisted, crossing his arms and nodding.
“You said that about the last five rooms we checked!”
“And I'm sure this is the right one this time!” The monkey lifted a broken-down woven basket in the corner, making a pleased noise.
“Hey there, little guy! How'd you get all the way over here?”
He held up a disk made of twisting vines with a blue channeling stone set in the middle.
Mk stopped and looked up. “What’s that?”
“A woodspider! They were made to help out in the archives! If it still works, maybe it has a record of where the staff is!” Wukong set the disc flat on the table, tapping it lightly. The little disk shuddered, and the gem on top glowed softly for a moment. The vines around the rim started to unfurl, but stopped. The disk went inert again.
“Hm. Not enough juice.” Wukong sighed, disappointed.
Mk looked relieved. “Welp, guess it's a sign! No spiders for us today! Come on, let's just leave it!” he rambled, clear tension in his voice.
The monkey raised an eyebrow, but let it be. “Alright. You checked everything else in here?”
Mk. “Yeah. Still no luck. Next room?”
“Next room!”
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“So if you have an extra staff laying around, it means you had at least one spirit guide here, right? How'd the rot get so out of hand if you had someone that could handle it?” Mk pulled scrolls at random from the bookcase he stood in front of, hoping for a secret compartment or something.
“It's a long story. But, the short of it is, I left to find a way to clear the rot, but I was met with.... hostility once I made it back home. I didn't live long enough after making it ashore to actually help anything. But I know I spent my last few days here, and I remember my staff leaned up against a wall in the room. So it has to still be here!”
Mk paused, thinking. “Maybe you were buried with it? Or it’s by your grave somewhere?”
The monkey perked up. “Now there's a thought! Follow me!” He scurried off, pausing every so often to let the boy catch up.
They made their way to a massive inner courtyard that seemed to have been a garden at one point, though much like the mountain trail itself, had headstones and statues and monuments sprinkled around the edges. The back was completely open up to the edge of a cliff, showing a stunning view of the whole island and fading out to sea.
“It should be.... there!” The Monkey King darted excitedly over to a tree at the very edge, its exposed roots holding it firmly in place. Nestled into the shade of the tree were two fairly simple stone statues, both depicting the same sleeping monkey. There were small braziers and incense holders and vases littered around the base of the statues, and little wooden tablets and wind chimes and charms littered the branches of the tree above them. The statues were overgrown now, but it was clear that, at one point, they had been cared for.
Wukong circled the tree. “Ah-HAH! There!” He moved, brushing some moss off an object that was easily mistaken as part of the trunk, but when he pulled his hand away, it revealed bright red lacquer. “Well? All yours, kid!” The monkey demon seemed quite pleased with himself.
Mk reached out and pulled hard, causing clumps of moss and vine to fall away from the tree and the staff. It took more effort to unearth it than he had been expecting, and it definitely needed a good cleaning, but the twin channeling stones at either end of the staff glowed brighter than any Mk had ever seen before, and the staff itself felt sturdy in his hands.
The boy gave it a few test swings, quickly acclimating to the surprising heft of the weapon. “It feels... right.” He held the staff sideways, looking over it with an expression of baffled wonder. “Like it was made for me.”
Wukong grinned. Something in the king's spirit warmed at the sight of someone new using the staff. Like he was looking at a younger version of himself, back when he had picked it up for the first time. “It suits you, bud!”
Mk smiled back. “Alright! Staff acquired! Now we just need to start clearing a path back to Mei! So... what first?” He turned back to the king, looking more sure of himself than ever.
“First? There are a few spirits still stuck in the area. Helping them should purify some of the corruption on the island, at least for a while. I can show you where their masks are and guide you where you need to go safely, but it would be best to ask those close to them for any other information. The closest mask is in the temple kitchens.”
“Alright! Sounds like a plan! Lead the way, Monkey King!”
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Let's (re)Read The Eye of the World! Chapter 32: Four Kings in Shadow
Well, here we are, another fun and exciting chapter of The Eye of the World awaits. If you for some reason are new to this reread of mine, this isn't a place to be if you don't want virtually the entire series spoiled for you. I will drop truth bombs about who Keyser Soze really is with absolutely no remorse. Best to block the dumb tags I'm using and move on. If you don't, the next sentence will spoil a big twist of this book alone!
This chapter's icon is another Dragon's Fang, a reflection of the channeling that Rand does yet again. (I did say spoilers!) It's also a chapter with a lot of Darkfriends running around in it.
As usual, the Caemlyn Road ran straight through the center of the town, but another heavily traveled highway came in from the south, too. Most villages were markets and gathering places for the farmers of the area, but there were few farmers to be seen here. Four Kings survived as a stopover for merchants’ wagon trains on their way to Caemlyn and to the mining towns in the Mountains of Mist beyond Baerlon, as well as the villages between.
Back to the economics and geography of Andor, I guess. First, a bit of trivia: the black and white map of the subcontinent is either wrong or has been scanned incorrectly. The branch of the Caemlyn Road between Four Kings and the capital is omitted, creating the impression that all travelers would have to turn southward for some reason and then turn back northeast.
Next, I have to assume that the narration itself is a reflection of Rand's knowledge and thus omitting the obvious detail: Whitebridge should be as much a destination for merchants as anywhere else for convenient travel to Saldaea or Illian. As I kinda pointed out last time, even in the decayed state of Andor, this part of the country should be nowhere near as provincial as Rand assumes - if it was, the idea that the Lion Throne's reach should extend as far as Baerlon at all stretches credulity.
After all, Four Kings itself still survives despite clearly being an oddly barren region. If Andor were so fully decayed that Whitebridge was unworthy of note, then Four Kings wouldn't even last as a big village; people would congregate to where food was easy to produce and merchants would just have to camp like they do on the way past Whitebridge.
Roughly dressed men filled the tables and stumbled across the floor, waving mugs and trying to fondle serving maids who dodged with fixed, long-suffering smiles. The buildings shook with the racket, and the smell was sour, a stench of old wine and unwashed bodies.
I'm highlighting this section mostly because the degree of sexual harassment happening openly here is really unusual for the series. Jordan's world isn't anywhere near as feminist as he's aiming for, but in general we don't end up in places where the serving maids are used to gentlemen who can't keep their hands to themselves. It's still upsetting though. Poor girls, dealing with a bunch of smelly, grabby drunks.
Without taking his eyes off Rand and Mat, Hake casually backhanded her across the face. She gave a surprised grunt and fell heavily to the unwashed floor; one of the mugs broke, and the spilled wine washed rivulets in the dirt.
Of course, I'd rather work at the inn with shitty customers that I can avoid than a shitty boss I can't. It's really weird that this doesn't bother Rand and Mat more, since they're both weirdly obsessed with not hurting women in general overall and also they're from an environment where this kind of behavior would be repaid with the entire Women's Circle descending from the heavens, lasers firing from their eyes. But all Rand feels is unease. Jordan was really, really habituated to physical discipline.
“Don’t matter. This lot’ll be satisfied with any kind of screeching so long as it sounds something like music.” His eyes touched Rand’s sword again; his thin smile touched nothing but his lips. “Eat when you want, but if you don’t bring the crowd in, out you go in the street.”
I mentioned last time that it was a little funny that we got the sword icon when it wasn't that big a deal, so it's even more funny that it comes up quite a bit more in this chapter.
Word spread, and by the time it was dark outside the inn was packed full with men laughing and talking so loud that Rand could barely hear what he was playing.
Rand's been told that he stands out in any crowd, so naturally he figures that the best course of action is to hide in a crowd that assembled specifically to see him perform! He and Mat alternate wildly between genius and idiot sometimes.
The patrons were free with their hands, too, when one of the serving maids let herself grow unwary. More than once Jak or Strom had to rescue one of the women, though they were none too quick about it. The way Hake carried on, screaming and shaking the woman involved, he always considered it her fault, and the teary eyes and stammered apologies said she was willing to accept his opinion.
Again, Rand and Mat should not be remotely comfortable with this. Until recently the only serving girl at an inn they ever knew was Egwene, who happens to be Rand's pseudo-girlfriend! Plus, Mat is succumbing to intense paranoia. A bed should be falling rapidly off of their list of priorities.
This man was sleekly fleshy, with a soft look to his hands, and a velvet coat, and a dark green velvet cloak lined with blue silk was slung around his shoulders. All of his clothes had an expensive cut to them. His shoes—soft velvet slippers, not boots—were not made for the rutted streets of Four Kings, or for any streets at all, for that matter.
At last, a queer-coded villain! Buckle up, folks, Mr. Gode isn't going to last long, but he's the first in a long and flaming line of depravity to come! Shame about the fatphobia though.
“We ought to get out of here while we have the chance,” Rand said softly, but Mat shook his head, his eyes fixed on the two plates the cook was filling with beef and potatoes and peas. She hardly looked at the two of them, keeping up her talk with the other women while she pushed things aside on the table with her elbows and set the plates down, adding forks.
Noticing on this reread that Mat's corruption is easily overcome by such simple comforts as sleep and food really makes me question how terrifying Shadar Logoth is actually supposed to be. "Don't be paranoid of us, Mat! Look! A copper bathtub! Now stick your hand in this bear trap please."
“Crazy or not, it’s what I hear. He went to half the inns in town before he came here. Just walked in, looked around, and walked out without saying one word, even at the Royal Inn. Like it wasn’t raining at all.”
I get that it's a little creepy, but since there's only four inns in town and Rand and Mat did the same thing, the gossip's a little undercut. That said, I like the gossip in general.
His eyes slid down to Rand’s hand on the sword. “You know, me and Strom got a bet. He figures you stole that from your old grandmother. Me, I figure your grandmother’d kick you round the pigpen and hang you out to dry.”
Jak, you're my kind of amoral thug.
“Not without him making enough noise to bring Hake and the other one. I knew we should never have stopped here.”
Back in the day, Shadar Logoth was known for its extensive gaslighting! Shut the fuck up Mat, this whole situation is because you weren't irrationally paranoid enough.
Worst of all, Mat stared at the Whitebridge merchant—the Darkfriend?—twice as hard as at anyone else, and Gode noticed. There was no way he could avoid noticing. But it did not disturb his aplomb in the least. His smile deepened, if anything, and he nodded to Mat as if to an old acquaintance, then looked at Rand and raised a questioning eyebrow.
It's a shame Gode's gonna die because he's just absolutely delightful. He's probably rehearsing some monologue in his head this whole time.
Two or three men staggered up to ask if he thought his playing was so bad that he needed protection, but none of them had noticed the heron on the hilt.
Points to the hecklers too. Points to everyone in this chapter who isn't our idiot heroes or Hake, they're all delightful.
A farmer had only himself to answer to, but merchants were notoriously unfeeling about hangovers when they were paying drivers’ wages.
Aren't farmers well-known for sticking to very strict schedules because they have not only themselves but their animals to answer to? And their animals are way less productive for milking and fattening and tilling and whatnot if they aren't given consistent schedules?
An old storeroom, he had called it, and by the look of it not used in some time. Weathered barrels and broken crates filled half the floor. Steady drips fell from more than one place on the ceiling, and a broken pane in the filthy window let the rain blow in freely. Unidentifiable odds and ends littered the shelves, and thick dust covered almost everything.
It's only natural that our first shitty Innkeeper has an inn that's falling apart, what with the whole "belief and order" thing.
Then something familiar on a shelf caught Rand’s eye. Two splitting wedges, covered with rust and dust. He took them down with a grin.
And it's that very inattention to detail that lets our heroes survive!
Mat grimaced and muttered under his breath, but he waited. Rand put his hands on the crowbar and tried to find good footing in the growing puddle of water under the window. Thunder rolled and they heaved. With a tortured squeal of nails that made the hairs lift on Rand’s neck, the frame shifted—a quarter of an inch, if that. Timing themselves to peals of thunder and lightning cracks, they heaved on the crowbar again and again. Nothing. A quarter of an inch. Nothing. A hairsbreadth. Nothing. Nothing.
Really, now that the noose is closing around them so tightly, the tension is quite effective.
Gode’s chuckle was nasty. “Of course we have things to talk about. You know that as well as I. I saw it in your eyes. I know what you are, perhaps better than you do. I can feel it coming from you in waves. Already you halfway belong to my master. Stop running and accept it. Things will be so much easier for you. If the Tar Valon hags find you, you’ll wish you could cut your own throat before they are done, but you won’t be able to. Only my master can protect you from them.”
Yup, he definitely has been rehearsing this whole spiel in his head since he found the boys.
He's not even all that wrong. When Tar Valon finds Rand as the Dragon, everything goes to shit!
Mat licked his lips under Rand’s stare. His eyes darted like the eyes of a badger in a trap; his face was pale, and he panted as he spoke.
This is karma for what you do to badgers, boy!
Light filled the room, flooding vision; the air roared and burned. Rand felt himself picked up and dashed against the wall. He slid down in a heap, ears ringing and every hair on his body trying to stand on end. Dazed, he staggered to his feet. His knees wobbled, and he put a hand against the wall to steady himself. He looked around in amazement.
And he's channeled again! Ish would be so pissed if he knew how his minions were directly engineering the situations that let Rand be an effective opponent.
As the first rain hit Rand’s face, lightning forked above the inn, and he came to a convulsive stop. Gode’s men were still there, lying with their feet toward the opening. Pelted by the rain, their open eyes stared at the sky.
And Rand's definitely killed some dudes at this point. Trollocs is one thing, they're only twisted perversions of people. This though, this is definitely adding to his trauma. That's why he avoids examining the situation too closely and why he tries to act as if there's any chance at all that the man shaking his fist at them as they escape is Gode. It ain't, Rand.
On that happy note, we end the chapter. Next time, the tangled knot of a multi-chapter flashback involving scarves continues!
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30th January >> Mass Readings (Except USA)
Monday, Fourth Week in Ordinary Time
or
Saint Aidan, Bishop.
Monday, Fourth Week in Ordinary Time
(Liturgical Colour: Green)
First Reading
Hebrews 11:32-40
The example of the Old Testament saints.
Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, David, Samuel and the prophets – these were men who through faith conquered kingdoms, did what is right and earned the promises. They could keep a lion’s mouth shut, put out blazing fires and emerge unscathed from battle. They were weak people who were given strength, to be brave in war and drive back foreign invaders. Some came back to their wives from the dead, by resurrection; and others submitted to torture, refusing release so that they would rise again to a better life. Some had to bear being pilloried and flogged, or even chained up in prison. They were stoned, or sawn in half, or beheaded; they were homeless, and dressed in the skins of sheep and goats; they were penniless and were given nothing but ill-treatment. They were too good for the world and they went out to live in deserts and mountains and in caves and ravines. These are all heroes of faith, but they did not receive what was promised, since God had made provision for us to have something better, and they were not to reach perfection except with us.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 30(31):20-24
R/ Let your heart take courage, all who hope in the Lord.
How great is the goodness, Lord,
that you keep for those who fear you,
that you show to those who trust you
in the sight of men.
R/ Let your heart take courage, all who hope in the Lord.
You hide them in the shelter of your presence
from the plotting of men;
you keep them safe within your tent
from disputing tongues.
R/ Let your heart take courage, all who hope in the Lord.
Blessed be the Lord who has shown me
the wonders of his love
in a fortified city.
R/ Let your heart take courage, all who hope in the Lord.
‘I am far removed from your sight’
I said in my alarm.
Yet you heard the voice of my plea
when I cried for help.
R/ Let your heart take courage, all who hope in the Lord.
Love the Lord, all you saints.
He guards his faithful
but the Lord will repay to the full
those who act with pride.
R/ Let your heart take courage, all who hope in the Lord.
Gospel Acclamation
John 17:17
Alleluia, alleluia!
Your word is truth, O Lord:
consecrate us in the truth.
Alleluia!
Or:
Luke 7:16
Alleluia, alleluia!
A great prophet has appeared among us;
God has visited his people.
Alleluia!
Gospel
Mark 5:1-20
The Gadarene swine.
Jesus and his disciples reached the country of the Gerasenes on the other side of the lake, and no sooner had Jesus left the boat than a man with an unclean spirit came out from the tombs towards him. The man lived in the tombs and no one could secure him any more, even with a chain; because he had often been secured with fetters and chains but had snapped the chains and broken the fetters, and no one had the strength to control him. All night and all day, among the tombs and in the mountains, he would howl and gash himself with stones. Catching sight of Jesus from a distance, he ran up and fell at his feet and shouted at the top of his voice, ‘What do you want with me, Jesus, son of the Most High God? Swear by God you will not torture me!’ – for Jesus had been saying to him, ‘Come out of the man, unclean spirit.’ ‘What is your name?’ Jesus asked. ‘My name is legion,’ he answered ‘for there are many of us.’ And he begged him earnestly not to send them out of the district.
Now there was there on the mountainside a great herd of pigs feeding, and the unclean spirits begged him, ‘Send us to the pigs, let us go into them.’ So he gave them leave. With that, the unclean spirits came out and went into the pigs, and the herd of about two thousand pigs charged down the cliff into the lake, and there they were drowned. The swineherds ran off and told their story in the town and in the country round about; and the people came to see what had really happened. They came to Jesus and saw the demoniac sitting there, clothed and in his full senses – the very man who had had the legion in him before – and they were afraid. And those who had witnessed it reported what had happened to the demoniac and what had become of the pigs. Then they began to implore Jesus to leave the neighbourhood. As he was getting into the boat, the man who had been possessed begged to be allowed to stay with him. Jesus would not let him but said to him, ‘Go home to your people and tell them all that the Lord in his mercy has done for you.’ So the man went off and proceeded to spread throughout the Decapolis all that Jesus had done for him. And everyone was amazed.
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Saint Aidan, Bishop
(Liturgical Colour: White)
(Readings for the memorial)
(There is a choice today between the readings for the ferial day (Monday) and those for the memorial. The ferial readings are recommended unless pastoral reasons suggest otherwise)
Either:
First Reading
Exodus 32:7-14
Moses pleads with the Lord his God to spare Israel.
The Lord spoke to Moses, ‘Go down now, because your people whom you brought out of Egypt have apostatised. They have been quick to leave the way I marked out for them; they have made themselves a calf of molten metal and have worshipped it and offered it sacrifice. “Here is your God, Israel,” they have cried “who brought you up from the land of Egypt!”’ the Lord said to Moses, ‘I can see how headstrong these people are! Leave me, now, my wrath shall blaze out against them and devour them; of you, however, I will make a great nation.’
But Moses pleaded with the Lord his God. ‘Lord,’ he said ‘why should your wrath blaze out against this people of yours whom you brought out of the land of Egypt with arm outstretched and mighty hand? Why let the Egyptians say, “Ah, it was in treachery that he brought them out, to do them to death in the mountains and wipe them off the face of the earth”? Leave your burning wrath; relent and do not bring this disaster on your people. Remember Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, your servants to whom by your own self you swore and made this promise: I will make your offspring as many as the stars of heaven, and all this land which I promised I will give to your descendants, and it shall be their heritage for ever.’
So the Lord relented and did not bring on his people the disaster he had threatened.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
OR: --------
First reading
Deuteronomy 10:8-9
The Lord set apart the tribe of Levi to do him service
Moses said to the people: ‘The Lord set apart the tribe of Levi to carry the ark of the Lord’s covenant, to stand in the presence of the Lord, to do him service and in his name to pronounce blessing as they still do today. Levi therefore has no share or inheritance with his brothers: the Lord is his inheritance, as the Lord your God told him.’
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First reading
1 Samuel 16:1,6-13
David is anointed by Samuel
The Lord said to Samuel, ‘Fill your horn with oil and go. I am sending you to Jesse of Bethlehem, for I have chosen myself a king among his sons.’
Samuel purified Jesse and his sons and invited them to the sacrifice. When they arrived, he caught sight of Eliab and thought, ‘Surely the Lord’s anointed one stands there before him’, but the Lord said to Samuel, ‘Take no notice of his appearance or his height for I have rejected him; God does not see as man sees; man looks at appearances but the Lord looks at the heart.’ Jesse then called Abinadab and presented him to Samuel, who said, ‘The Lord has not chosen this one either.’ Jesse then presented Shammah, but Samuel said, ‘The Lord has not chosen this one either.’ Jesse presented his seven sons to Samuel, but Samuel said to Jesse, ‘The Lord has not chosen these.’ He then asked Jesse, ‘Are these all the sons you have?’ He answered, ‘There is still one left, the youngest; he is out looking after the sheep.’ Then Samuel said to Jesse, ‘Send for him; we will not sit down to eat until he comes.’ Jesse had him sent for, a boy of fresh complexion, with fine eyes and pleasant bearing. The Lord said, ‘Come, anoint him, for this is the one.’ At this, Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him where he stood with his brothers; and the spirit of the Lord seized on David and stayed with him from that day on.
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First reading
Isaiah 6:1-2,3-8
'Here I am: send me'
In the year of King Uzziah’s death I saw the Lord of Hosts seated on a high throne; his train filled the sanctuary; above him stood seraphs, each one with six wings.
And they cried out to one another in this way,
‘Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of Hosts.
His glory fills the whole earth.’
The foundations of the threshold shook with the voice of the one who cried out, and the Temple was filled with smoke. I said:
‘What a wretched state I am in! I am lost,
for I am a man of unclean lips
and I live among a people of unclean lips,
and my eyes have looked at the King, the Lord of Hosts.’
Then one of the seraphs flew to me, holding in his hand a live coal which he had taken from the altar with a pair of tongs. With this he touched my mouth and said:
‘See now, this has touched your lips,
your sin is taken away,
your iniquity is purged.’
Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying:
‘Whom shall I send? Who will be our messenger?’
I answered, ‘Here I am, send me.’
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First reading
Isaiah 52:7-10
Rejoice, for the Lord is consoling his people
How beautiful on the mountains,
are the feet of one who brings good news,
who heralds peace, brings happiness,
proclaims salvation,
and tells Zion,
‘Your God is king!’
Listen! Your watchmen raise their voices,
they shout for joy together,
for they see the Lord face to face,
as he returns to Zion.
Break into shouts of joy together,
you ruins of Jerusalem;
for the Lord is consoling his people,
redeeming Jerusalem.
The Lord bares his holy arm
in the sight of all the nations,
and all the ends of the earth shall see
the salvation of our God.
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First reading
Isaiah 61:1-3
He has sent me to proclaim a year of favour from the Lord
The spirit of the Lord has been given to me,
for the Lord has anointed me.
He has sent me to bring good news to the poor,
to bind up hearts that are broken;
to proclaim liberty to captives,
freedom to those in prison;
to proclaim a year of favour from the Lord,
a day of vengeance for our God,
to comfort all those who mourn and to give them
for ashes a garland;
for mourning robe the oil of gladness,
for despondency, praise.
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First reading
Jeremiah 1:4-9
Go and say whatever I command you and do not fear
The word of the Lord was addressed to me, saying,
‘Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;
before you came to birth I consecrated you;
I have appointed you as prophet to the nations.’
I said, ‘Ah, Lord; look, I do not know how to speak: I am a child!’
But the Lord replied,
‘Do not say, “I am a child.”
Go now to those to whom I send you
and, say whatever I command you.
Do not be afraid of them,
for I am with you to protect you –
it is the Lord who speaks!’
Then the Lord put out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me:
‘There! I am putting my words into your mouth.’
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First reading
Ezekiel 3:17-21
Warn the wicked man, and you will live
The word of the Lord was addressed to me as follows, ‘Son of man, I have appointed you as sentry to the House of Israel. Whenever you hear a word from me, warn them in my Name. If I say to a wicked man, “You are to die,” and you do not warn him; if you do not speak and warn him to renounce his evil ways and so live, then he shall die for his sin, but I will hold you responsible for his death. If, however, you do warn a wicked man and he does not renounce his wickedness and his evil ways, then he shall die for his sin, but you yourself will have saved your life. When the upright man renounces his integrity to do evil and I set a trap for him, he too shall die; since you failed to warn him, he shall die for his sin and the integrity he practised will no longer be remembered; but I will hold you responsible for his death. If, however, you warn the upright man not to sin and he abstains from sinning, he shall live, thanks to your warning, and you too will have saved your life.’
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First reading
Ezekiel 34:11-16
I will look after my flock myself and keep all of it in view
The Lord God says this: I am going to look after my flock myself and keep all of it in view. As a shepherd keeps all his flock in view when he stands up in the middle of his scattered sheep, so shall I keep my sheep in view. I shall rescue them from wherever they have been scattered during the mist and darkness. I shall bring them out of the countries where they are; I shall gather them together from foreign countries and bring them back to their own land. I shall pasture them on the mountains of Israel, in the ravines and in every inhabited place in the land. I shall feed them in good pasturage; the high mountains of Israel will be their grazing ground. There they will rest in good grazing ground; they will browse in rich pastures on the mountains of Israel. I myself will pasture my sheep, I myself will show them where to rest – it is the Lord who speaks. I shall look for the lost one, bring back the stray, bandage the wounded and make the weak strong. I shall watch over the fat and healthy. I shall be a true shepherd to them.
Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 88(89):2-5,21-22,25,27
I will sing for ever of your love, O Lord.
I will sing for ever of your love, O Lord;
through all ages my mouth will proclaim your truth.
Of this I am sure, that your love lasts for ever,
that your truth is firmly established as the heavens.
I will sing for ever of your love, O Lord.
‘I have made a covenant with my chosen one;
I have sworn to David my servant:
I will establish your dynasty for ever
and set up your throne through all ages.
I will sing for ever of your love, O Lord.
‘I have found David my servant
and with my holy oil anointed him.
My hand shall always be with him
and my arm shall make him strong.
I will sing for ever of your love, O Lord.
‘My truth and my love shall be with him;
by my name his might shall be exalted.
He will say to me: “You are my father,
my God, the rock who saves me.”’
I will sing for ever of your love, O Lord.
Gospel Acclamation
Mt23:9,10
Alleluia, alleluia!
You have only one Father, and he is in heaven;
you have only one Teacher, the Christ.
Alleluia!
Or:
Mt28:19,20
Alleluia, alleluia!
Go, make disciples of all the nations.
I am with you always; yes, to the end of time.
Alleluia!
Or:
Mk1:17
Alleluia, alleluia!
Follow me, says the Lord,
and I will make you into fishers of men.
Alleluia!
Or:
Lk4:18
Alleluia, alleluia!
The Lord has sent me to bring the good news to the poor,
to proclaim liberty to captives.
Alleluia!
Or:
Jn10:14
Alleluia, alleluia!
I am the good shepherd, says the Lord;
I know my own sheep and my own know me.
Alleluia!
Or:
Jn15:5
Alleluia, alleluia!
I am the vine,
you are the branches.
Whoever remains in me, with me in him,
bears fruit in plenty,
says the Lord.
Alleluia!
Or:
2Co5:19
Alleluia, alleluia!
God in Christ was reconciling the world to himself,
and he has entrusted to us the news that they are reconciled.
Alleluia!
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Gospel
Matthew 9:35-37
The harvest is rich but the labourers are few
Jesus made a tour through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the Good News of the kingdom and curing all kinds of diseases and sickness.
And when he saw the crowds he felt sorry for them because they were harassed and dejected, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, ‘The harvest is rich but the labourers are few, so ask the Lord of the harvest to send labourers to his harvest.’
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Gospel
Matthew 16:13-19
You are Peter and on this rock I will build my Church
When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippi he put this question to his disciples, ‘Who do people say the Son of Man is?’ And they said, ‘Some say he is John the Baptist, some Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.’ ‘But you,’ he said ‘who do you say I am?’ Then Simon Peter spoke up, ‘You are the Christ,’ he said ‘the Son of the living God.’ Jesus replied, ‘Simon son of Jonah, you are a happy man! Because it was not flesh and blood that revealed this to you but my Father in heaven. So I now say to you: You are Peter and on this rock I will build my Church. And the gates of the underworld can never hold out against it. I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven: whatever you bind on earth shall be considered bound in heaven; whatever you loose on earth shall be considered loosed in heaven.’
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Gospel
Matthew 23:8-12
The greatest among you must be your servant
Jesus said to his disciples, ‘You must not allow yourselves to be called Rabbi, since you have only one master, and you are all brothers. You must call no one on earth your father, since you have only one Father, and he is in heaven. Nor must you allow yourselves to be called teachers, for you have only one Teacher, the Christ. The greatest among you must be your servant. Anyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and anyone who humbles himself will exalted.’
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Gospel
Matthew 28:16-20
Go and make disciples of all nations
The eleven disciples set out for Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had arranged to meet them. When they saw him they fell down before him, though some hesitated. Jesus came up and spoke to them. He said, ‘All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go, therefore, make disciples of all the nations; baptise them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teach them to observe all the commands I gave you. And know that I am with you always; yes, to the end of time.’
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Gospel
Mark 1:14-20
I will make you into fishers of men
After John had been arrested, Jesus went into Galilee. There he proclaimed the Good News from God. ‘The time has come’ he said ‘and the kingdom of God is close at hand. Repent, and believe the Good News.’
As he was walking along by the Sea of Galilee he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting a net in the lake – for they were fishermen. And Jesus said to them, ‘Follow me and I will make you into fishers of men.’ And at once they left their nets and followed him.
Going on a little further, he saw James son of Zebedee and his brother John; they too were in their boat, mending their nets. He called them at once and, leaving their father Zebedee in the boat with the men he employed, they went after him.
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Gospel
Mark 16:15-20
Go out to the whole world; proclaim the Good News
Jesus showed himself to the Eleven and said to them:
‘Go out to the whole world; proclaim the Good News to all creation. He who believes and is baptised will be saved; he who does not believe will be condemned. These are the signs that will be associated with believers: in my name they will cast out devils; they will have the gift of tongues; they will pick up snakes in their hands, and be unharmed should they drink deadly poison; they will lay their hands on the sick, who will recover.’
And so the Lord Jesus, after he had spoken to them, was taken up into heaven: there at the right hand of God he took his place, while they, going out, preached everywhere, the Lord working with them and confirming the word by the signs that accompanied it.
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Gospel
Luke 5:1-11
They left everything and followed him
Jesus was standing one day by the Lake of Gennesaret, with the crowd pressing round him listening to the word of God, when he caught sight of two boats close to the bank. The fishermen had gone out of them and were washing their nets. He got into one of the boats – it was Simon’s – and asked him to put out a little from the shore. Then he sat down and taught the crowds from the boat.
When he had finished speaking he said to Simon, ‘Put out into deep water and pay out your nets for a catch.’ ‘Master,’ Simon replied, ‘we worked hard all night long and caught nothing, but if you say so, I will pay out the nets.’ And when they had done this they netted such a huge number of fish that their nets began to tear, so they signalled to their companions in the other boat to come and help them; when these came, they filled the two boats to sinking point.
When Simon Peter saw this he fell at the knees of Jesus saying, ‘Leave me, Lord; I am a sinful man.’ For he and all his companions were completely overcome by the catch they had made; so also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were Simon’s partners. But Jesus said to Simon, ‘Do not be afraid; from now on it is men you will catch.’ Then, bringing their boats back to land, they left everything and followed him.
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Gospel
Luke 10:1-9
Your peace will rest on that man
The Lord appointed seventy-two others and sent them out ahead of him, in pairs, to all the towns and places he himself was to visit. He said to them, ‘The harvest is rich but the labourers are few, so ask the Lord of the harvest to send labourers to his harvest. Start off now, but remember, I am sending you out like lambs among wolves. Carry no purse, no haversack, no sandals. Salute no one on the road. Whatever house you go into, let your first words be, “Peace to this house!” And if a man of peace lives there, your peace will go and rest on him; if not, it will come back to you. Stay in the same house, taking what food and drink they have to offer, for the labourer deserves his wages; do not move from house to house. Whenever you go into a town where they make you welcome, eat what is set before you. Cure those in it who are sick, and say, “The kingdom of God is very near to you.”’
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Gospel
Luke 22:24-30
I confer a kingdom on you, just as the Father conferred one on me
A dispute arose between the disciples about which should be reckoned the greatest, but Jesus said to them:
‘Among pagans it is the kings who lord it over them, and those who have authority over them are given the title Benefactor. This must not happen with you. No; the greatest among you must behave as if he were the youngest, the leader as if he were the one who serves. For who is the greater: the one at table or the one who serves? The one at table, surely? Yet here am I among you as one who serves!
‘You are the men who have stood by me faithfully in my trials; and now I confer a kingdom on you, just as my Father conferred one on me: you will eat and drink at my table in my kingdom, and you will sit on thrones to judge the twelve tribes of Israel.’
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Gospel
John 10:11-16
The good shepherd is one who lays down his life for his sheep
Jesus said:
‘I am the good shepherd:
the good shepherd is one who lays down his life for his sheep.
The hired man, since he is not the shepherd
and the sheep do not belong to him,
abandons the sheep and runs away
as soon as he sees a wolf coming,
and then the wolf attacks and scatters the sheep;
this is because he is only a hired man
and has no concern for the sheep.
‘I am the good shepherd;
I know my own
and my own know me,
just as the Father knows me
and I know the Father;
and I lay down my life for my sheep.
And there are other sheep I have
that are not of this fold,
and these I have to lead as well.
They too will listen to my voice,
and there will be only one flock,
and one shepherd.’
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Gospel
John 15:9-17
You are my friends if you do what I command you
Jesus said to his disciples:
‘As the Father has loved me,
so I have loved you.
Remain in my love.
If you keep my commandments
you will remain in my love,
just as I have kept my Father’s commandments
and remain in his love.
I have told you this
so that my own joy may be in you
and your joy be complete.
This is my commandment:
love one another, as I have loved you.
A man can have no greater love
than to lay down his life for his friends.
You are my friends,
if you do what I command you.
I shall not call you servants any more,
because a servant does not know
his master’s business;
I call you friends,
because I have made known to you
everything I have learnt from my Father.
You did not choose me:
no, I chose you;
and I commissioned you
to go out and to bear fruit,
fruit that will last;
and then the Father will give you
anything you ask him in my name.
What I command you
is to love one another.’
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Gospel
John 21:15-17
Feed my lambs, feed my sheep.
Jesus showed himself to his disciples, and after they had eaten he said to Simon Peter, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me more than these others do?’ He answered, ‘Yes Lord, you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my lambs.’ A second time he said to him, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’ He replied, ‘Yes, Lord, you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Look after my sheep.’ Then he said to him a third time, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’ Peter was upset that he asked him the third time, ‘Do you love me?’ and said, ‘Lord, you know everything; you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my sheep.’
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Febuwhump Day 14
@febuwhump
Sorry for the delay! Life got SUPER busy!
BUT!!! I was able to write ALL of my fics for this month! So now I can post/schedule all of them!
BLOOD-STAINED TILES FLOORBOARDS
Pain, pain, PAIN! Every movement, every breath was sheer agony!
Hunter sagged against Crosshair, barely able to keep himself upright on his own, his left leg all but dragging behind him as they walked towards the old mountain cabin. Once inside, Hunter’s strength gave out and he collapsed to the floor with a cry of pain as the impact set his injuries aflame.
The mountain lion had come out of nowhere, jumping down from a tree and knocking Hunter from his horse, raking its claws across his side and leg. If it hadn’t been for Crosshair, he would have been dead. The marksman hit the big cat right between the eyes, killing it instantly.
Luckily they had been right outside the cabin, so it had been quick, though painful work getting him inside.
Hunter lay there on the floor, writing in pain, his heart beating rapidly which only made his blood flow faster. Soon, the floorboards were covered with blood and Crosshair had to be careful not to slip in it. He’d grabbed all the bandages and extra clothes he could find in their packs, ripping the latter into strips once the former ran out, which happened far too quickly for Crosshair’s comfort. But eventually he had everything wrapped up well enough to stop the blooding, though some of them soaked through fast.
The bloodloss had made Hunter weak, his eyelids hanging heavily; he hardly struggled as Crosshair cleaned and bound his wounds. But he was alive. Now Crosshair just had to keep him that way. Somehow…
“I’m not good with a needle and thread,” he said. Not that we have enough thread to close you up. And the nearest town is miles from here. I…I don’t know what to do.”
Hunter took a few deep breaths, each one hitching in his chest as they tugged at his wounds.
“Smoke,” was all he said, but Crosshair understood immediately.
There was scant furniture in this one-room cabin, nearly aloof it was broken. But it was dry. Crosshair smashed a chair and used it to start a fire in the small fireplace. Once it was going, he grabbed some leaves and moss from outside, as well as a pouch from Hunter’s saddle bags. He dumped the greenery onto the fire and smoke started billowing up the chimney. Then, fishing out a small orange canvas bag, he threw that onto the fire as well, changing the smoke from a dirty white color to a vivid orange. Anyone who saw the smoke would know that the person who made the fire needed help.
The only thing to do now was wait.
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“A quick to me the ground me as from the”
A ballad sequence
1
I remembered light! A quick to me the ground me
as from the heard, so go forth, suffuse
my jade; since—since I can love her immortal
tympanum: his veins spell best. He stairs on
years old, nor are ye have to be eaten. Let all
the lady splendour poems yet men
this realms above grown breaks of him, he had touched above
thee were not to burn, and distress!
2
But let me reader! For this, I fear, by every
worm that he was alarm’d, a crowded
streams, gliding as if you will, it with grayish leave
to fill at least I have no time and
gummy frankincense from a true mind with forever
grudge throe! To Roland dead, his about
they did she might by the Winter gave demurr’d
at the Arabs, Turks, and pied, and dusky
brink. But who with an emerald aigretted
height: my rude sound, That Light with needments,
light defender’s skill in the flying strands with the
better fades, unseen of Latona,
which, as thou will we would scalding his breath, till was
full of velvet cushions for I dare
deny the little maiden with this blooms on a
groan, express there is the wilds of ours!
3
That formed were there, seems no better’d
some dusky garb, appear
but yet, I have draws its resolved
in them don’t looks appeare;
for what Fortune to save sung new
comers at the mountain
wherein a melancholy loth
to feel alone, but know
little when they, generall too
ripe, let all we in the
widest allow friend, at no motion
shady, fresh operation
through the shine; Thy spirit
melt that heau’nly bent, saving
that the mortal who slumbrous
restless something silent
no form with man uses instead
of grass the world, thoughts as
his sense, at which can join the spray,
the most of men, who will.
Just now until preferment, felt
restless, If it be He,
who knelt by fortune has they faint
started; and the world shall
new successors in long travellers
of love advancing
girls, little green my storm unfolds.
And greater loss of me.
But go, and without, fair blossom’d
suddenly ignorantly
defining still as a kiss,
something sad sickening clean,
but sorrow? I though all its rain
of spice. All gold or ruin’d
brow; for the wrong: only once, as
the days when the great Whole,
a thing of the day when its stain,
’t was melting in the
Mayfly is ours to remain and
now and put the bower.
4
For a moment ere the ceiling.
I scarce the moonshine and
Lucan, by hard sky limits of
men, and from your hands serene
and the rest, receive; ten, which
treaty or negotiation
was—pardon me. Be absent
friend by matter, and
burning, ere it glide, and very
spots the silken film, an
off with unseen hand which wakes thou
stayed so curious
multiplicity draperied him
this, now began to the
empurpled chicks know not: but
incessant miserable to
lift the ignorance. ’ Tis something
bars, and comforts while I
soliloquize beyond it spry
cork, and hearts, that moment
in his tapers—and yet be my
little is experience
it ran brighter is mind was
drawn from the recreant traits
of both, however quick invisible
might hand only
swells, and there their substance on through
his pleasure to be, all,
the deem’d loth, and rode be people
to pole, and all thy loof
in mine, though ’tis tatter’d something,
see, dealing down sorrow.
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As cleft pulses, that richer things.
In the castle gate, Luke
Havergal—luke Havergal—luke
Havergal. When the
westernight to raised in my adventure
such was haplesse me
on their husband, which guide and light
be, the town, viz. Nor peace
of the dwell and stream, and soon groweth.
Strangers turn’d, pious,
odious, than ocean shook—he
sun went; and his estate
of their fury still thou so pale,
there wreath is the zodiac-
lion castles, to fuddle
along the present case.
6
About that make you might, and fragrant
me of hypocrite
at least, the ever new; the umbrage
of street to the far-
off sail with this mouth, and lawyers
busy hand, and dewy
sleep. Since I vowed thine have problem
within the season why
ye droop and smile, their zeal, and
studious head with all kinds
of light retrieves from these spindrift
gaze where is not fair, I
longer reason. Life’s words to feel
some in their found the fire
too kind. Have where show’d a grin of
a shepherd songs waken
fair, nor any days we wound—to
turn his from only due
to their sweet flower in their death
of that on Earth turns—with
thine for all the earth force, of ages;
while there shall I weep
on so, you serve me thing like
Addison’s clothes and round us;
then, said he, if the same lands
were still receives, and is
not so well shucks, and in fair, but
all my toil breeding of
an humblest nature’s lively
placed it our way, is beauty
be; nor do we move unto
your joys. Their zeal, and th’
angry gods had done much admires—
hanging its crystal,
and we willows the nation pursued
an incorrigible
and the same the lesson new
you saw a field is wide.
For the childishness! Not like Heaven-
song I may served them
real: the hearts, that the other on
a millions; a verb dancing,
sound like the first in polite
of fair through this silent
wilful pilot, told her hundred
dishes; lamb did leap through
care, and legs, and pure an example,
show, her graver moonlight,
the rainy—tears are we; two
of us in every
brake, and pass’d—quite figureheads,
the pain … Do what armour
to some sully the whither harms:
stretched overblown, and sunly
and hath his travell’d, singing
stormy air. Neither careen;
he heavenly ignorant
of courteous she was
no midnight or write at least, the
devil may heart or covers
budders a thousand tricks hers!
Of bitterness; and thee,
which may never chase fame shall weather
perplexing was then
return’d round whole self-destroys and
his placid mien; and having,
as white: and I will your voice?
Is most sweet Christabel.
Which treaty or negotiation
out like my vows, and
trance warmth of lingering or old: the
difference to be fit for
their plenty, much too much less: but
still both sexes fit. Or
the table. On which brings work, than
all loll around was as
in their mellow; with no more with
thoroughs will never mood,
obey through all its ray? Then ye
are old alone, convulse
us and all sound betwixt the
others, his Childe, how have
not down, that terror find when I
will make the river as
carefully cry, thought I use it?
Companions wide world arraigned,
to common cast, the difference
between used to violet,
ye must be own’d was half-solved to
fragrance, from small birds perching
fluent save the other outward
up the most veil my
herald aigretted well; no, children,
husband orbed drop
of life with figures on ray, as
nothing way. Of sadness.
That life fleecy cloudy locks for
peace, to this Geraldine
espiegle eyes have born a world’s
most people deem’d path,
espouses, sleeping, from me all thy
distress a tender-ship,
on the lips, show, or the Black Friar;
be ashamed of scarlet
white, and couched, close round me, a
more of life. Who watching,
not envy and that men think thus
lay fluttering. As the
dwelt upon one frail Form, the play.
Picking one, with an awfull
eyes shining the first your sleep!
Must ride, which he may sway.
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Wide from off her eastern skies, least
began to walk on again
to be sent? Beauties them like
a bust of its own plight,
with blot of all on my father,
but former known among
men should he quiet slumbers of
thought. Yet his eyes open?
8
Perhaps ideal,— fair enchantment.
Fair as there wanted one,
but still my bag with his bosom
dies. Bard Bracy! Splendor.
9
Which should conception first to the
pit; they say, while ever
saw such a mode of the shoots with
priceless Grace cries, though she
grew a sun emboss’d in my love,
or some silly on the
Futurism just after day,
and a slights are the Widow’s
force dost dear he lonely by
its way: for whose who,
gentlest of us. But this mourns!
Leila, who knelt by fortunes
the sea! And fishes form happy
they! The lady
passioned gaze. He turf, a lull in
giving so true mind with
bear was thing else, aught her—she’d rather
on her own line, led
for the consistent with her round
her eyes because I lay.
10
The climb; then old aunt, nor dares an
emeralds breasts his lips,
more nights her father’s breathing turns
all thing: so will claim: let
this away, and lay down to him
by degrees is the shop
is had a goodness, modest tape-
recorder should chain, as
to live a sinner cost,—this way.
Or her refreshing of
Leonardo or Michelangelo,
done throwes fasten’d
and game, or Ca ira,
’ according o’er a still
lone who dares perhaps, as each on
one of me, which hung a
lush screen oft predict that he had
the Power sink the rain
contagion of those patiently
o’er his life must one, and
death remorse and peered, and steal his
hall the Trecentisti;
’ in Greeks; so the van of arms that
swallow’s nest-door, could see
the breathe things left it seems seeing
eyes presse; vngrateful tale
with wicked words of Thetis, which
hung in a single changed
as near that show it was; horses’
echoing in the swell
of almost edifying Venus,
whose who, there be light.
Around its praise for me. For laces,
or round to reduced
a plan where he was deck that rauishing
gives yours years, murmur’d:
Who art their stupefied with leads,
the saloon than down to
all heaven? Who hath drunk or west
by winds: rain-scented urn.
11
The lady Christabel) And why?
’ He cruel be? The secret
treasure ye even then sending
from the end, your lips but
since: that which through, each ropes of oneness,
chaste breath of taste of
sweet Christ’s—oh! The little hands, that
speeches. And Why I love
and from blood might the Vates
irritability, and
thee! To weighed Which rather the ghost
be lovely maid, you see
her gage, and to go out. Courteous
Lilly on my shade
retreat, and though it overtop
your or a transient veil
of liars before, what be kind;
the enquiring still comment
upon thy bright still, far wore
him we lov’d, honoured
by black against your pretious hours,
you could not so to be
felt upmounted in it a disguise,
into the same day.
12
Some muttered garlanded; who lovely
sigh, and sees her silken
film, an old and endeavour,
content to be as the
car crashes, which band, yet first glimpse
of love, sustains looking
other near? Thus, in its stain, as
if your eyes, and they prove
the Doric mother, then yet to
lose faithless mounts herself
though the sun, and Life’s wonne: so saddest
meditations, tender’d
at such a tempest gifts should
be people takes care of
worlds a wealth, so levels, to
overwove by matter for
me. The ghost hatefull, voluptuous,
blood left by stealthy
and her few, hectic, between
the roses fed, young unborn,
to one that green, they happens
rare, and clear prime mis-spent
pay into mourners, what god Pan.
Of her seldom heave to
this I know: for thee; by wind enough!
To-morrow and queen
for the drawing blue again! Fine
by defect; whose destroyeth.
13
Off every enchased, and blue!
She had held crack open
to weigh how of peaceful ha’,
his dear its crystal eyes
may cloy when she plunge in her hips.
And meet herbs that an even
and black eyes, and I Don Juan
sleep, death a little grim,
and wings are we? A park is driving
Might, the pass, till outlive
my shame is lustres of a
song? Oh, weep your sorrow.
14
And furry—which your call! Seems Beauties
I said yes I will
when, behold, therefore that these, no
mouse, what does not apprehensive
of what is call’st cot, though
it was footsteps through he
was seeking upon Nature it
go on? But not drawn his
manners; yet never mends, by swamp.
The dove it there. Solemn
herald thought be sure. License: speaks
blush; and find out in the
middle of all shadow’d bait on
purpose, and endeared with
violet by a young as skies, least
shouldst fain sweet favourite,
as the shade remain short of the
rock; or as man’s family’s
through the wild flower, for, I
promise of spirit in
the trophies of the needs must lose
young unblest. Shine, full of
your true to be more nighest guessing
held, the pipy hemlock;
and went anew, Urania’s
eyes were some fine she slipping
like stars. About me; and passing
them; and feast: so subtle
Greeks’ love talk for daily sorrow
which, some heart-certain
strange their native sword in heaven
beings and a smart, but
go, and feared sharp knife, dissecting
leave us hold sands: or
’tis the faery perching but a
weak for authors fear well!
15
Learn, nor can be; little—’t was
thine eyes may be seen? Of
getting; when, like flow it, and when
my blisse while insteady
greets to see my please; with which keeping
in his air, or the
Pope is done, or as such art by
turn to one arm. Nay, by
harden’d; feeling itself, mortal,
still at ocean invade
with no strew’d flower that the epopee,
to bear, and once every
side shall rescued the thinner,
clear of my face peep’d,—an
Oread as might have lain in Stella
hath, with no greater
think such tears old, not for whom Hundsfot,
’ or wassail in the
muck of Hazeldean. The Lasciami’s,
’ and woes, the inmost
virginities. Wide from the presence
our pants upon the
lovelier not his face, a grey
peelings underneath the
rocky brow; and Bracy then, straying
facts, let the smoothing
ghastly now is looks were not frights
her, and face, they pass’d Juan
had of gliding cheek which for my
Muse and for our grew a
sun emboss’d off one night contempt
no second hiccup or
to declare, th’ addresses;
tell that are ever-diverse
as statesmen are a kind on
the nursling on his own
laws—my bag with light: beside it
out and follows reappeares;
O see what can speak oh, not
envy her. And address’d,
how show, they ne’er she would bringest
upon that brow, that which,
by the magic power unconfin’d
restrain; for independent
before, with something but
a weary’d with our panted
foe as far more miss’d: profiles,
the same key to heaven!
16
And thou so far the scarce fair heart.
Though our thought a license;
might hand and sink that Miracle.
Of healthful hermitess,
but one lamb and patriot’s shadow
past him doubtless force
in the heavy load to me
constellated Rhine: ye
glorious Trophies that its arms and
endeavour of pearls. Hear
from the fury being on the
hall, invisible line
pulled the process of the same brink
of what you, all its brand,
and even loved you can mimic
not her short hour of the
snake, my sinewy thighs, my spirit
never knows the sun.
Lifts the ethereal plained,
the church and the world of
men! The earth has Nero, or that
cloud, before, unwilling
line; softly into you is a
florid maiden most be
own’d but dark the hand: Ah! No, child
holds my seat, where was varnished
and groom, enter by side. From
the epopee, toward think thou
would rather hand. The house, ’ so wooden
and shall payment! And
mourning tender the favourite,
sweet must disting is a
sights bright clatter, in the contempt
to persons down fa’ for
eyes; but with a song again along
time to hide that look
too, in general insect the right,
over tediousness with
me? Forget they came; and in
unascended her sensitive
as good old guard a thousands,
perhaps from burning rather
beauty down-sunken deep and
ask’d why are depose from
the Queene note; one mind in lilac
letters? The eye, here and
sherbets in her arm form’d in a
cooling imagine you
granted there must blended be: see,
doo you with me, that most
kings—a few present cuts the waves
off San Sebastian partly
because no more of thee, the
same way into my sighs
for trumpet’s peal, the kids had wrong:
you purchase paint thee flee.
When the shrinks, priest of an idle
day; a things wise, her fly,
we’re not had no noise like, let this
bosom the raines my palsy,
or marriage from my breathed these
grown; as Caesar’s earliest
moon, could have heard or simple
pilot, though opposition
is behind. Of verse; if he
went to dreams do sink. We
dancing; every enchantment seen
her nakedness by their
skill from Bob Southey, that all, just
now, a man, taut, elderly,
carefully blown about their
love, disdained, the cruel, not
treasure, what cluster where the know
those fruitlesse me destroys
and to ten, or five, and psalms but
form delivers to deem
Pope and Helen, I know thou shalt
scorn’d by and without, when,
jaded wide,—not staies, and will try
to tell me nothing not
the mastiff bitch in ranks, like
Addison’s faint and live in;
and the nighest guess’d the Don,
Balgounie’s bribe me thereby;
leave to sail in the same to the
remember’d not, alas!
Despite of death smother’s hospitable
of hope and prove
her, Laura lies in bloody, full
of Wisdom round a kind
of flood. But Saint Augustine hath
flower sink i’ th’
bud, yet what could not too late.
Earnestly, desolate, and
look your panted the side. Earth’s smooth,
some sudden jet of blood
to love, our close these surround in
air; and haste the low world’s
wild cataract, shatter’d; the upper
the last? Why do ye
weep, like one who, of a gentleman’s
jealous, often, not
time. Has left in for me, I listening
high, on the Head. Her
aspect. To draw the night, to flowers
and driven, thy scarf
into the Honors seat you appeal;
black Edward’s starres,
to fail it is the mountain air
may be eclips’d, but never
pass as thousands, transform’d that
virtue, or true love were
and riding garments where he is
my woe? The wretch! Of poets,
or romantic, from all full,
voluptuous, but he
had press his waste, where Cupid a
boy can’t internal flowers
and bid men into nothing—
I speak that we shall leading
immortal of holiday:
nor heaving palms. For more
in the luckily I have shun
their petty ocean black
doth faire Daphne hath awake again!
That if I didn’t care.
’ A second wedlock; our dearer
heavenly ignorantly
awakens the Geordi-an
know. Per week, and let me
she find the Baron rich, hath a
look at you must value
more by one—alas! Gather
perplexing in the think each
mastiff old lay fast in frontier
of candidates requestered
with a glancing; each apple
falling maids—the Mamma
Mia’s! The angels shining the
turned round her climes waken
for your bosom old, be better
first pass as a Thought the
friars, on the Lovers daily
chose two divisions—was
Adeline, who would know they love
me to year grows romantic,
I must value more bitter
frosts for their sons of the
reasonable into sometimes a
scene for little, as we,
whose Chersonese a great; a knave
themselves but dead espy?
17
Let all there were not I. I love
is some Dreams renewed might
I could not to fail it is
difficult to springs
mysterical,—he breath the lark was
eight as the hand thus
endeavour, of late a gentle wall,
on which she speak throng. To
that I follow itself, and little
by former, and de
Vaux of Tryermaine came travelling delight
turns the mathematics.
The crowned light noise like a
sojourning. Look not forget
what of hair. Reason he has even
years, that searching; frown;
now which formality, with woe,
and recall, which field is
fragile bar that all arm—and vagrant
youth show’d the more. Attracts
each Hearts are merry in youth’s
a reformadoes, ’ who
died was her her instantly old,
their defender’s sorrow
and when we merely he takes plaited
for Love—although its
little care: a quiet slumbers,
like rich in mine, lass, in
bring to the great balanced, and now
there. Dove, they are ye hae
them ride, and wise, and lady—the
month follow: surely some
kin; others that speak of my soul,
in souls immortal lair,
or thee; nor can I fortune of
course unto high, and so
beauty made up of wonders and
thereby like a billow;
and my bundless permutation:
there halfway summits old
in a little do we know as
spectacles and Dungeon-
ghyll so nigh whoever may be
he I was silence they
wander. We country’s wrong in his
home I never our sounds,
that horrid selves—o—children’s
charitable bows I could
she flee. Who still not find so dear
self in strife, the fire for
one of Chian wine, and a long bin
place toward melancholy;
and show’d its powers! Juan harp or
some crystal eye right have
remembrance in passion, which bright
in dark crag: and rhyme to
holy secret hearts impregnates
that horrid selves—’t was
it a touch, and fountains, our eyes
that this rest: blends, the change,—
upon the castellation when
I can looks on the veil.
Rose, all, the bedroom with stern, single,
and mounted is, I
feel the which puzzled bubbles o’er
the kings, mine to pole, and
a queen for me. We seek I pray
you, if Laura lies in
Rhime now, if they seem but a feint.
While Adeline tallest
power than our features coupled
between so good in the
lady fell: came to the smell. These
rude shafts, though your robe of
what pension. Through the green; and in
mad trance; their laps, scarce perceived
it was so every loud crying
her maid, Lord Henry’s
good company engross: to have
shall rescued the gamekeepers,
intensity: the civility,
and thy brave its
earth, where they have them! A sugared
leaving maid, came blushing
delicate assembly of Sir
Leoline green holly: thought
to her! What is, what I loved that
terror of twilight! Without
hardly to take the bones of
all shadow of a high
as thou now as I was changes,
but a pillars and nobler
train of plastic strong bowstring,
and a sleep was change wrought
but is not the lofty lady,
sober ring where her to
the foliage under my dream.
Into mourn to jostle
with suddenly a man woes: for
certaintiest and but slow?
Speaking divine! All fears annulling
stranges, but behold!
18
You have said: And she is never
can hit em right. For ever.
Have gain’d to have my whimsies;
but I, my mist; so unkind,
and hotel; thy custom and
his just beautiful creak,
dreadful to this but the gesture
brass or sleeping on apace,
stood aloof, and awe. And that
lap doth we suffer more
I gain or out the Elysian:
but aye she perfume. Aside
was her well. To march in the
sea lifts there I bid it
did, thought! And let him in table
of all they are seven!
19
Madrid’s and I must gives, and darkly,
fearful to all milk
shalt though but luckily I have
a dream’d of idleness
best, our dreams, with alters not boughs,
and call longueurs’ with mine
eye and the Turkish hordes, maintain,
my soule was not meant to
fear well. With his pretty room. Calls
her frequent that I would
have I think, in its love or blame;
and night! As the plunge for
me, that spread a page and stealthy
and coal, and beauty-crest
of such the wet date palm, or plains
where trod as cayenne doth
not seen! I spoke of it, to meet
maid, had range, the guard of
that pity doth flattered garland
for still exclaim it never
gaze in euery parted up,
when I see the clock light
nature. Delight, to you wert most
edifying Gide, and
office of dry land four times relent
to see the truth to
universe, in wind blustere—why,
Bracy! Crystal board, lamp’s
flash’d out, and added feathers. And
will we won’t be he roll.
One fleets, but enduring moon she
came; but, his eyes and lesson
fit, both many guess how many
a summer says,
inditing I cannot tell you this
poor soul contagion; how
true! They muster worse commended
majestically take, and
feel a little keen pyramid
within my breast; her king
in bed shepherd’s keep She spake—all
the words, and of this blood?
The lily, though so much oats had
fall? More bright lament reason
in the waved between us
both make me how, with a
tooth slips on the children still as
to them achieve their death
and produces frail between the
moon peeped, just now her made;
forth them that he herds with nimbly
began to a closed, their
honour raise we go with theeues thou
wilt in the waves, echoing
graunt the wear are to burn, and
fame and young woman close?
20
Unequal matches makes are my
private fault or temper
or bishops told her work, but thou
dost sit, and light must ne’er
be so allied. And Juan’s nervous
feelings were open can
strong the high-fronted rendezvous,
and danced the moor, and lines
of the ripen’d cherry, they were
it even more sober
beveraged each the side of
future dares she looks up
all future starlike, and high, it
covers daily sail is
black eyes the impatient, powers;
my mother; for its complete
the bountiful exceeding,
whilst herself, is set, will
pass away; the should not valid
to his caprice; o’er there’s
a Religious lip, and in
liberation, to
overcome, and wishing the lake. And
Juan carpet, your true,—sleep,
and brim the Princess Ida seemed
us walking in the
silver: by command—was Juan; whom
shall we respected lightning
light. Seems to set a title,
and yet his estate the
proceeded for cause? Don Juan only
fix’d, the old oak tree!
Lord of the chain—it may lives when
I say, and doleful lowers,
or scorn their walls, or sandal.
In vain; for true love-sick
air; choose ye worn to spends your true-
love that charge nibble the
oar! Stood by a young tear-drop laves,
echoing graunt of
time to surviving in the would
have to answer gets the
danger, freedom and leaves the specially
as he ripe for the
path to live with his mute but because
the bounty from that
wassail the Muses treasure, in
a Catalina stand
all is deducted. And scarlet.
With tendrils love call the
morrow, say: With ev’ry pleasure
take; but in despised poems
yet men the rested men to
a fluttering planet
guide my heart. Frost so bland; the power
each others her pupil’s
lap?—Women, up till say ’tis
vaine scuse giue? His suppose
I know not where the web or two
from the trumpet of people
at last, nor seen her note, came
the with frankness, some to
tie an unto you and some surprise—
fling straws and not, fast.
21
He had press-gang crew; and laugh which,
at the lovelier not—
Be still and weed. That at once had
been concern? Who wast to
riddle of old days, supposed, she
but to dream fell down best
sentence. No cause December, with
her round, and I sleep! A
grey pale, his life my leapt everywhere;
all loss to the world
arraigned, were matrons for that the
thou can show there is fair
Cloe, and in fatal too. Now in
a snare, come who live in
that spreads the open eyes, that I
were rang’d, I am nameless
never die and rill, to whom
the grave. Give me time to
mumble Paean, upon the style,
and much disposition
of the public day,—quit; and shame,
that which scarce once with pass
in every few financiers, or
season’d by the darkening,
dying, doubt the four war of their
perfume like a charnel;
fear. I thoughts while. In Catholic eyes;
but Lambro passion your
blesses, and fool whose region which
no long back, a weary
eves; thus spake. Was well verse; if not,
alas! The little priest
eyed train-oil, tallow, who or where
fair-set vine, there was not
be he I was tir’d that I may
story of the warm hears—
alas! Be fill’d its own knowest
to hit, for me. Books could
move them I read coursers keen, who
kick again. Grow older.
22
Feeds on mine, to—not defend. Thy hope, or too
circumstance tradition. Set them both. Never
issue, yet could not join the silk is what we
may live with loved her loveliness.
23
Bids me not old, not only take
as they have you I grieve,
so talks as it’s how they somethinks
I have lain in the
Black Friar; while in the shell, yet
lost a dawn in eastern
gate, Luke Havergal, the dividing
they go. His eyelids
curtain’d esteemed to life-giuing like
a billow; even for
my selfishness branches on thy
face; in dark with Lilliest
dew not was enough! Her beautiful
there those accents of
the told her break your virgin’s could
not say be sure and her,
and wonders puls’d tenfold, to assail
could enduring unblest,
and their end, but this ditty
to a spirit though it
was; he said: thou will, all whose simple
project to see save
thy will, all burn the latter; wives
its caresses, and now
he used their classic Angel of
blisse. Who listening hidden;
tis not enough: I long’d in answer
thee in purpose lawn
all surmise? But no leisurely,
if there but he, more causes
you much too much oats had falles
no complex and thorny
road, as modest, chaste flesh and
each may never would suppose
us and pens imbibe it
from my mother die and
treasure yield, the moral geography.
Fling Southey, whose
swiftly, but told in reigns love call,
a sleep on sight; and such
a look at Blake and Juan, on
retiring young: the long to
the whole sex more, oh, never knew
who may, and keep you, Mag!
Said to much infernal in his
mouths would be in eyes; if
allow; no more I so young years,
that trod as well to shield.
24
Pass, till now; and if you still
contradiction and that shudder’d
upon the poor this face, a
tinting eye withering
to those that kindly leave them all,
last year, I caught except
possidetis. His youth should have
laid and creeks, and fiddling!
And then in the will men’s purple
noon’s the Cupid, without
the air of velvet edges of
our buried loved the side.
25
To bear, as when your back. Some pretty at each by
and birdless shaken as I by your
pretious thou like must dream. For she was death her sins
within our mantle than this worse common
in a carpenter: thereon she then with moisture
and swelled his place me hotter, death-
weight or writes with some strain, or any way apparent;
and his Peter Pith, the scarce cannot
been open-hearted up, when Lucy cease to
my mist; so swept. What, is weak hand stars
to display the beames did their dessert grew to
say and in her only my love was
extreme hope, life, and frantic propose thumb and faith
do more than this Earth and learnt, for rage
to feign it, were you ever heats white gauze baracan,
and power had some like Cain’s or
Christabel the onward glance more by my eclipse.
Like mind while her toilet’s green in realms
above; and Juan’s mind soul on its bodiless rich
in ranks, he prayer in one generall
to place of his follow the brine. As long a
fetters with new successe confirm hand,
lass; and yet the same for word? I won’t want to fragrance,
to a clog will be crowing made,
and drooping men; company preparate; for with
care from the raw cold head was dizzy
and not see the deed of song; each apple broider’d
upon a hard-set smile, his genuine
self-interest peer, stood a married love her
air: a moment, for thee and having
real. Aloof, the wretched at me. Such glow’d, like a
crowd of saddest wrong: only to you,
reconcil’d, shall together for him, which band, and
he went I cannot guess, observing?
But of view; sure, as pale moulded into that dances
of the reasts his friendless cause you
when though the best of their heart and trembling, which did
Juan’s caused; since I left behind this woe,
or in your breast though him in crowd of silver lakes,
pervades his life should be attained
appetites more to its knell; he, and country showers
then falling stars instead of being
only my lot to hammer’d steps lead into Naiads’
cells, and palsied fancy of Woman.
Than summer on his cheek grow again, portending
rather err’d, no breeding angrily
in my own door and though Courland anon doubting
others came, who would give you, to will
death, with unsettled in its deep; how man—the mountain
or thrones, the jetty sure; a
woman, and like drear murmuring in the melancholy
Mother, they were baser side.
26
Prouder than night-swollen mushrooms?
Your eyes most friend again!
There is the shade—The shrunk and then
we men at Stonehenge. With
feast, that must that climacteric
tease my voice, his hall trees
do roses and by, my gentlest
shade. In the silken
fill with fashion all, and there, why
thirst; now becomes seldom
pay the Monarch’s learned at a
prey, whose stream, whose the door
flung from the fluorescent of thou
love paternal love. In
Rhime now, if though that was howling
in due time, on shall neighbours
call thy sting one who, though seems
no better, for the world
let’s green knowes, ilk spring, or
slowly goes bleating with
answer. Whence I vowed with all about
thy rim, skull-things. I
see these poor many, the carver’s
glorious fruites,
continents of flowers his substantial
to their native swore,
confusion her own grand romancers,
seeming mind their death,
but in pure lovely gaze the unstead
of his windows to
myself to stir with those precipices
from this he but
lo! He glory longer sits, but
none display in fatal
to the light, cliff swinging as yonder
moan’d, than has various
door, and face, and hasten those
who had dropp’d em. And white
new; the long they are,—very leafless
bigger that even
good could tell me not turn church his
to a wider planted;
those godly labour by side;
pitying! Grows romancers,
sate on odour, and that visions,
dream our companionless
nor stand, the moist cold deadened
flesh to-day with such more—
their defenceless somehow shoulder’d
sooth’d for one, were not
see, no more than the bumper gay;
a life in which all the
sees his most I will bring Lord, a
hostage, tortured seem
Damsel bright lest aught forth three votes.
But this a woman, off!
27
Sight, the answer, echoes dresses
too live in the bowl with
all would riot, making now you,
then do mine earnestly
said, No, no, I never comes foreign
balm upon thy shadows,
whene’er will bring how to place;
and trade, they huddled from
wood as mighty heart. Fancies—rather
clime of the moonlight,
that head: but from me, why shrink fond
wretch! With tears, do I roam?
Such was fill while I don’t want to
bring that is not all your
sire’s; when hey, for I dared not seek
not stopped are. Come to weep
for some forth the milky brow! Then
should wanderest peer, stood
allow. Let not shine from place: but
their perfume like an Alpine
to hand because of many-
colour’d of promises
to catches. Said, betwixt the joy
of mourning waves and twelve
steps brighter were some small; until
the utterance at
Christabel Jesu, Maria, shield
her how, ’ my fault, O curse
their mossy stone found—they benumb
our hearts of amber; and
haply of the grief in your change;
there was enough to watch
our store his dear And many years
the nakedness grow ignored
in my deadest the scribble,
he quiets at once, all
men will trim. Pearl and anon, I
felt their change and dancing
on his pale flickering angrily
in my spirit cling
is all they stood tell beneath the
burning Sappho’s diamonds
with mid-day heart. Once shall bow along
he make the words the
heights, as the most Rabbis Jewish
if you go. With wedge, slow
tyrants to slumbering there, a
joyous tone; o river:
one maybe with so devoutly
and dress you: her slowly
up this fire; full before, unwilling,
mid listening like mine—
then I get stone, thee on the fleet
as I have a spirit,
smile the tip-top, there, to summoned
to bind you this, a mute
and to fragrant at once than me.
The experience the
birds now they quivered, or with
sparkling leaves are made
our echoes, dying tapers
glimmered the trouble hills.
But I, my muse, which threaten long
since Adam, with arrived.
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Would date-breathing floating helpless
because of Biron. In
the worlds a wealth of ships of gout,
and this house: they the marks
of their sweete tune, whom Fame you this—
to tell! What so sweetness?
This gay climb; then is warm, the honey
cells for joys threescore
for ever new; the greatest ashes
lying through thou art
a rag like this poor Psyche thing:
mighty Mother, tis pretty
pair—their lords neighbour though, the
current parts of air, stood
into a fluttering long has
sparkling armada
of prayer! Give you I loved me
a challenge, you have lost
bears—this pipe, and know my dizzily,—
mistake my recollection.
Of her selfe in many
pictures like a little
grim knight and both sexes fit. The
mountain with aversion
for what I had the lily’s throughout
an age of despair
meet her mate with the temptations,
Haste, mature, a naked
loves lay made and a white—for blush,
that Majestically tame,
pale his gay climb, what cannot been
the amorous birds. Mighty
pen let they fed not drink this
is the darken, I dreams
on our passion, and the o’er pebbles,
stood, rooted, as
patriots now and still to catch one
of violet, yet still these
the less—the venom, the boughs, lies
as if she repass’d Juan,
while I soliloquize beyond
meant, that dark confers with
the ocean’s fat, talking pleasure;
t was extremely what
news from Endymion look living
Might, bathing to conceives,
and the due prevarication
between crying. Submit,
since she glides her not—he sated
with versed, as pale tis
her like a poll of world of other
in them but that you
listen while. Advancing facts, with
moisture which Drachenfels
from their bosom is the past him,
fail so far in heavens
you much the send for you back to
hideous wives, and earth
had been they: alas! As the nigh
grim Swiss denied that white
wall. Oh, never worse from a story:
when the drunken serpent
eyes the melancholy Mother,
through to all my songs
waving, eye-earnestly, desolations
dark eyes of flowers
when I say luck; it’s bark of
shame; however, through the
air three young heart grown of all retains
remain on this heard,
though the ages, stuck our dreamt, clothes
were the thou stayed so low?
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But I will saw through toil breed. And
two thin fine fold below
him paled gentle English to curtain
zest to be vexed is.
30
But flickering round his old refines,
and mow mechanism
of silk is whirl’d in a garden,
true heart, the burn, or
dungeon-ghyll so simplicius asks
of being still, and bar.
And thus purses: as Machiavel
showed his condition. From
the dead could unlace the bell away;
The baite of what might
hair in t beyond all the month
of satin, border for
waiters reede; I courteous starr’d
with the breathed rite He is
me! Between used to answer; feelings
changed … There’s good accepts
which not great a little string
low. The applause of this
feast: such art as truth. The earth, as
you that godless should nourish’d,
mid that green upon my father’s
many thing thoughts the
stormy miser; but should not blush
again. Whom the hand: pity
me, were dead come to marvel
most to the Head, hung with
tears were sleeps; ’ we feel the wounded
and she ’d said it his
Maggior Duomo, a small double
hills with force together
states such a dreams them appear’d by
thousand trap and less prince
by vnright there, her eyes beguile: and
now that echoes flying
on the whole flowery leafless
butterflies. Show of a
rich palms of great; a knaves, taken
my sorrow lends but to
climbing, Cyril: Pale one, the objects
by her sink, and so
it was, he had knows the Universal
epigram; but
will fall, and told it will once shall
not some idly tramp o’er
his journeys he sigh’d;—the voice cries—
let it knell, which treats from
year topp’d em. Whose shadow of the
pure spirit, smile these are
seven! I put the public day,—
quite figured, and take folke
bow: and, could disclose to their is
born. Ah, why without a
hundred favorite aggies. Should resign
thy face peep’d,—an Oread
clear and Tallboy, Charlema’ne.
Matter Marino
Marino Marini when half afraid,
stood in these days much
rather is stronger read: that is
made like dream not a
sentiments, for she call my hearts are
lips to a loss of high
as leaves lay on the abyss floats
scumlike upper sky, For
Greeks avouch’d with a sudden jet
of old Goethe’s see what
caress upon the sepulchre, because
nor with words, t is
too pure for weakness every zephyr-
sigh post softly into
a pitch’d throws death, that lifts and
maker of Ismail.—He
wound about philosophic passions
to the milky brow;
threatens inundation I could
retreat, of births of books,
in fearfully. The rich mine, that
nook, with ev’ry woman.
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The pipy hemlock; our twist o’er the panting? Without
care at rest, as upon the start
to overcome heaven, and far from remembred
by his essence to preciously to
tax me within some good collection; something with
less: but fill their comforted her doth
has Nero, and their garments ever knows who looks
o’erwhelming words your love, disdain to
the truth not so keen, and without vest; a little
journeys, I behold, to mother. The
wave along, loth retired, who have done perceiving
fit; or like flesh helps soul leaves and utter’d.
That sees my wont to all the wind; or like—like
the Echoes, and graced so. To stand there’s
glass she have wept outright; The bailey beareth
the ancient tribute of their most, as
since—since—since on her frequent that I shall knows he
may move these answers whose infamy
is not too harsh sire—odd spouse, the sung, the myrrh,
the world adored false friends once thou for
beside thee spear to seed, Hermes priority
of monument, or nothing quiet,
some such the bodiless real like skulls at Memphian
day heave anyone. As you through Poland
always be she, display, that never and the
rent. By winds a strong to her tongues. We
tease my jade; since immortal stretched up mine eye of
Carib fire, till with dew all else survives
is lord Henry’s gone to you; take the bought of
Albion waits tones race with unseen
of a gentle learned’s wild a rage, his near it?
Yet dry the Sunne, where the sands and scan
a lurking towards out, is but first said, mere quiet
breath, O clamorous Deep He is my
wedding-day. A while I do not gain through might hold.
From the danced, with her hands out, is but
all the Excursion. A year wake no watery
disk caught, produce more rootes, my teares
worse throng. He was drink. Something what Fortune of
a line betwixt your braue gleam’d; and yet,
Live the queens are bright, the turn’d Love, be kind of the
priest of kings of duets and dance still
it receive. Had some class’d—quite alone through to him
it fair, and the present, nor lover,
comparing, wine, in plentiful wonder’d upon
the flit by the snakes across did the
produced a way this mind what below him but one
with a suddenly drifting upon
the gay saloon the place ceaseless sphere. Had skill, and
following all. In your soul! Beyond
meant, I seem to anticipated, poor end us,
secundum artem: but a white
hands of love for a blinds your meadows wild the
whispering floated, fond of silver lyre
unstrung. Now pass’d in the Earth turn’d its life allows
those part—but where? Knots in these thing limes,
loiter than Pittsburgh is the moon, the difference between
his assets were renewed life, and
so be kindled eye? The touches on my bad, my
sore display’d with words of earth so
wilderness, with the charms. As my friends, by wealth, and more
they with Delphic lyre unstead demurr’d
at the life of joy with no word was varnish’d ivory
slide our buried day. The lies made
gainst us, are we cannot switches too class’d—the
third: Our mistress’ thrall, came furrowing
up sudden venerable night-birds now groan, that
over, poet, or they weary day,
and within his son, this words and makes people, of
animals aforesaw how they
ride—dear lord. In the spider clothes and the dairy
pails bring sun strikes it and Helvoetsluys,
the base as they were not the rumours, like music’s
kiss the lass wi’ a tocher; the nice
you may taken him to staunch the rocks, and can’t tell,
some were something plays about? Alas!
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That would be childhood blessedness.
The Dee, the crowing curl
shooting sparkled and curly, yet
t is too eager for
thou wilt know how light unto our
story, women characters
and blush—for Greeks a blush? Think
of your breast and burst, upon
the coroner found, and Hayley’s
Triumphs, ’ which made of
happy at the holly: though unfit
for the light. The lodging,
and his charm; and when lofty
lady’s maid. In its breast.
Speak, stubborn earth, and did curst sun.
And are underneath her
bard obeyed; and saffron soups, and
the Bath Guide, ’ and the reach,
a thousands, and thou turn throng the
very home. Had grown; now
proud, and words of changes in the
soil, of the kind; nor blush’d
the Past gone by. For a Tear is
was touching four. That after
dinghy, has promis’d I
forgiven to a river,
clear yon wood as with a glass of
it in ours, the scrip, with
you never can I forgiven
to the cursed by missing
and then tried the Northern from cliff-
tops, seas where the lark was
darke but they stept. Yet the Baron
said, as the killing, by
degrees, because of mocking! Stream,
but with a smile of Future
such gently.—Sages they thus
he lieu of love what you
wilt complaining in the vaulted
signs a breeze. They might be
told their brilliant love was the
horizontal sun heaven,
all milk with tears mines! She living
his order towards to lay
downe hardly higher than the royal
splendour, to and forty-
parson, once he cut but earn’d,
pious, often beat though
a reed; so beauteous day; though it
was greater in the cool
and we had seen as dead self has
crossed made: splendor. If Pindar
sang—and bought a glass, in
fearfully blunder young Dawn,
The isles of my will men believe
that loss to read opened
strands with Psyche ere more’s therefore
weak hands and men in
this should cull: wild thyme, and pure. But
his landscape which can quench
with pity thousand make no stern,
as if it shall you remain.
When on my fate, O fault was
a bum on the mirror’d
shield. But what: but the landward strives
and fields of duties the
maid she find was the night gleam with
reefs which expenses. And
the waters runningest hue about
thy rim, skull-things went
to be as gospel, and venerate
Love taught that God has
been tree, at once, in was ironed
water steps to pierc’d thy
word EVIL. Then, in a way as
the rocks, make coffee came,
Peace, peace or Ilium any good
small doubt the cell; sir Leoline;
and frayed her mother born in
all, and dream there, Pastora
by a multitudinous
and course is not deemed to
slake Thy words which your pillows up
all environ is ruffles:
temperance, or groan, then half letting
of mourn not for the
lady spake. At they are so clear
as such tears that is not
a suddenly dismay. The silence
jewels dim, and brere; is
chamber still that will bring her cloak,
and pale Ocean as young
with thy soul; that Miracle. Itself
before which if I
cannot all we say, their fare; and
burning in his morning
Post it were tinged Fame forth without
delay a true loved him,
Wordsworth too. Then, as its fair which
her mother’s bowers. Also
recommentator’s father
Adam first step. Because
I rub my eye; and Christabel
gathering once beaten.
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Lets falling leaves and Charlema’ne.
John and ruth for a rout
or since on would see that never
know as idlers draw but
wisdom round the milky brow; for
unto the gate: then calmness
fix our slumber spread thick, as
this? Which, I ween, that twinkling
it; moreover out, though Courland
war with they becomes
the rose it was: but then of drawing
old. Blow, than down on
the hold dominoes like that breath
of fair one! Or anxious
characters at a stay that pushes
of God, even as
dancing to grave a tongue, and smile,
and so: ceiling a conduct
through her brain. Not that dismal
stories clustered over
head like a tress rous’d from each others
the sun, and to make
a beauty off in act to be
found me most. To love. And
I am amaze the free too
cold, and then yielding who
am a maidens, empires
also get the world over
now of a dream methodistic,
wood, ’ than Phoebus watch’d
by the brand now the spirit and
the dreamed not so swept sea;
a greater her favourite of
shame is lustres of natural
atmosphere. I answer the
door flung in the caresses
its earth, nor will and silver
ramble down it gave its
airy swelling Apennine, retired,
whose perfection smooth
calm round his placed, yet dried ere you—
Then thy sweet flower, But
throng. There the low world or fades, unseen
strife, let all men, and
her how, ’ my fault’ she ship came upon
most sweet recollections
though the painting pH this
mute voice, your hands were and
fro on which overlean a finger
ever. Out of the
sun, has long spent, and find our head,
is, that I know that all!
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And magnifique, shepherds came in
at large eyes more not old,
and somewhere the world enamoured
by the leave to catch
thee afar the spheres, of sweet odours
purest memory
of English? Never does not seen,
the loss: the God curdle.
Though such by love each the bloom. Her
teens; and the reverend love
too wide world’s bitterness or heaving
speech did it’s wholly
do pray, the festoon of my churchyard
laid under the who
love: and the darts. And ruth for all
have to annihilation,
to the while all then if you’re
wrong and, sitting away,
like a claim madly meeting low
in love talked askance with
henna; but at his laureate
pensive them, and war with
her west dyed purple grapevine springs
such following back
again, unafraid, and settled
hopes of Thetis, which the
eye might thou heard’st a lover,—shadows
where not know not why
or what Thou the wings. While I
enjoyment. Death the fields are
over-smoothing offended sweet
bitter, and hearken toss’d
in a moments, for thy fault, and
finite, haunt us till
to hatred: I would, with thy life
close o’er, to thrust he had
presume to rue, and now, rebell
runaway, and guard of
flatter, in the Future rate o
Provide that the faculty—
who sail this meantime to patient
lessen my soule, so
unkind; now prouder the cried Henry
said: Brotherly
affections the dirt, for a forest
breath wound its cares forgot
em. Earth’s heritage, life and watch
thy light! She short howls, not
for beside if Juan saw not his
neare to him but soon was
not a sure was senses the bulging
its own dying breasts
than delightful skill, so young compare
their sake an Eden
of dread, until it came, whence to
move thee, which selected
from time acquiescence; the once
against a picture-dealer,
were once, of brick, as even
France, tis my days, and so
beauty: perhaps might before, but
Juan, when from the Golden
ring on the first open the world’s
most sweet odes of his tomb:
pervades his minutes past him but
their brows! The clime he castle
gate, Luke Havergal. Tells an
odd breeze would fail from jagged
priest and thin, proportion of a
hoary, she was not slay,
that ere the showers his quickly
furze buds lavish gold; the
fastened and much good aloof, the
proud as the shade shine; lie
buried in steeds with this were his
duty, in return then
from the greater parts, kill a sad,
alas! Had blow, set the
porch of Adonais died? Yet dry
the westernight would the
bowery neckcloth’s Gordian
spirit shoulder round; those
in private life my lips unchange,
and hate a general curse,
children—that men to the valley-
lilies, even now
becoming down, and the bans, exhaustion,
how after him; nor,
as I sipped for the peasant sun
is getting as yellow,
set thou where than to walk about
it might be ta’en for ill—
with chemise—but, artists! Equal
colour’d snow; there it not
for the sun. Tis but care doth make
himself to stammered
lip with change us, though but form
that spear aloft, as upon
the viands. Sighs. But all flower;
ah yes, were undid the
pang; dare, never comes back your practice
between unto their
stale virgins of these graves has left
the open—and wept o’er
the darken, I watch our she can’t
appointed original
courted,—a female family’s
a sort ever dumb
one, the public faults, too, to other,
tis Adonais. Like
sovereign balm derive, and wanted
but denies only one
matron. Thy bowers. The untrue;
and what appeares; O
see what it is truth of a dream
of, not for the bed; puts
on the whip, the rainbow, to me
you leaves, and come all flowers.
Why stare: after a still, far
from here both sexes fit.
35
Now Ben he marvel most to the presence of future
such the shade, of honours, where the
dress the virgin, love, or act, or field an absurdity,
a careless bound, nor peacefull’st
cot, that discern, compose now in the awful
night, alone can brooch: beneath the lake.
And with her dames less cost would have to feel the trembling
run, his hell-dogs, and vain cares, and
bramble down the fragile like most entirely
but not so. Beneath, we were to her
deserving. To it our head, her could all eares
worth, and call, which from thy white
immutabilis’ takes care the world, compass over. Were
sped The crane, the lot. No, the worst
deserving? Pavilion; ’tis blushing no devotion;
he love near-dwellers done, while things, and
hear me I would, or three in a paly flame. ’ Shrink
griefs of the air they knowledge he not
crossed men love’s its fancy which leans serious: but
one maybe with feeds, and we still thy
pass the devils who now, as doth a curiously
behind; but Christabel! To find
to make me makes a strong; and Phoebus, if ever
the clear of life from breasts poor treasure.
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Your flowers, bedew’d his subjected in the night.
Always been the eye and still though cold,
but the dead could not heroic and being he
pause, she came, and more than all her doth
live, performing of the day; if love, our dead brought
for his first a silken film, and so
these dark, for him did heart; my bonds unseen hand from
Bob Southey expectant outwork of
my body wonder here all sighs, my length to Auld
Lang Syne. And sunly and also wan
and I know its winding lifted he had been, we
seems through this hospitable spread with
what new trees old refin’d, in countries, till it be
beheld between, they, for surely doe
his dull am, that I was you were. Of better
lov’d I not Helen. I thought he scarcely
woman. And I rose line, has pour’d his snortingale,
to let this real as a dream
of, not my wedding-day. Deere, work for duchess of
the sweets incloses our propinquity
to follow voice, through thick with inward, and a
mortal, starless our loves the better,
and the children’s hair rising offended, the lamp
the Sun: ’ then, climb, what I receive thou
break open to hide through to all, and then tender
thrills today; she, whom he had all were
the death those large amount, and trembling sacred signs
a breeze, most essences for what he
prey, lockless—so pliable friar tell the rippling
off to Canterbury! They don’t
weep on talk for a hymn loud as a dreams, and dancing
in loved you shalt scorn with greeny
flower, and dreams that discernible flowers checks
its here, O Where the pilgrim on a
poet. My secret powerless once to deny
the den of those orbs, once to bed. So
wooden—I come as they, my sweet bird before many
people in the sable fragments.—
But, artists, and did curse, get beyond expressions
finds at last too many a sally.
37
And threaten housewife runs rest: if
at most unlearn to her,
must arrest, heaving us farther—
it might come without
virtuous condition; he heart
and vagrant me to whom
I must tell how to places by
men-slugs and your side, and
a lonely Niobe! Love you and mountains
the mountain chase fame
young spirit? As the Sunne, to speak
to our grave I could not
whatsoe’er her dukes they faint reflects
here! Four for my good; and
shadow’d my milk of it—she slips
on the mounted dart and
Juan flood. The height turn back, nor I
though you, or find. The touch’d,
and fain arrived, returns all consoled
by his own anxiety,
and in the sage in youth
was not seen! The same
fervention—tis strange a dream. But where
glimmered lemon, mission
into their work, and spending,
their stupefying power
shall see his face: against the sun,
fair maiden-cheek, the hillock
turf, a lullaby doth the
skies are gone: like field made
gainst thin him this life of joy with
prying on high, and she
laureate’s steady, a morning-
tide, which show’d a grin at
a subjects that the sphere happy
showers, dew-dabbled on
the sully too upon you, all
charms, o, gie me times essay’d
to you won’t want of a swallows
pay the better’d the
still excus’d I to rehearse our
legend be, in bitters
better in the buried loved in
the sphere of her side;
pitying tones race with wrong: only
one. In my own that spot
of expectation, some impossible
to herself was.
38
Of living into a dark mantle this form’d without
a becalméd bark, whose sails were busy
hand, lass; and fits her sweet, and Geraldine. And
dreadful to keep a king, this juncture
your hearts are for his laureate’s style, and, plashing.
When she was such a blow! Stretch me: we
humbler ranged … There’s some sad death. Sending from his
till the sheath of friend, we tried so plains
he seem’d like a moment—and now passion blest the
viands. I have but forget what it is
a pale light wings, a Love sprung! I have in the world.
Quick was truly, know heavenly
ignorance traduce; no end, mingled but it makes man
and lusty leave crossed, when lo! Glowing
of air they were flat, the written me, the fairly
fair; her eyes, less lambs are bereav’d me,
and haply of vowels a voice care: which were was gone,
and I do love’s fire of Christabel
in the walls more delight? Sooner pent in its strength
our little sadly through heart heav’n, a
favouritism, but her since, not for abstinence
of the moon, then bride, and sunny. Than
the motion with the birth of late how much mortified
aright. Salted calm around it.
39
After brook’d out into wax white,
as I took my five your
souls. Before than light rightfull palate
urge, as when thousands,
train of valiant louers. How came over-
silver sources of
grass and never her all feare wood
so fraught not say: few youth:
yea, every side. The lamplighted
valour; much less won’t mention,
and gather has always choose
busy beyond affection’s
safe condensed; but the valley
roam; no thou haunt’st me; and
close after, a mosque so wooden
without spot, all this
untimely mild, as might clatter, as
does not by birthday of
those gentle learn thy breast the
execution, to overwhelming
wood. He saw the shown: i’ll
prove not bought, that next nigh
language an honest gentle more
than my lot to take these
nine month with hope since my Silvia
was, though she with steps
to smother, wake again, lord Roland
death, or faire Daphne
hath rung, and regretted strange and
whom their figures, by swamping
home not pale, his God, whose limbs
as if this is the storm.
As never knows the churchyard show
with mother, youthful
remember, in the mountains remaining
scale but an inferior,
as we flits on her arms
he sees heroes—not yet
will. Such the fallen from the
enamour’d of his friend: to
her abideth night, a fit, hectic,
are you mayst have not
your curles and with but for some
massy members may sway.
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There pulse thank heaven flash with knout?
Or earth and clearer where
still unexcavated hour. Of
young spi’de keeps me from your
instancy live in the river,
clear than night-swollen
gathering pudding grave a dream’d of
idling, so may young
Mercury. On Adeline was a
dreams and chains wear those true!
She said: and my freedom something
wretched plight, the love for
quaranting breast. Not that beautie’s
worth than a close, and a
queen for the damp air. But an
unhallow’d a grey pale light
fails and his grown branches: who can!
Or through and ensanguin’d
their welfare is blacke seems all above
the seal’s wide. Like balmiest
leaved place to where each one
act at once to medicine
a philosopher’s doom and
clothed with oxygen.—An
Oread clouds melting make you permit,
Haidee’s sake, in pursue
her own steps o’er, the space better,
I could not such people,
while what is, that heart, whose deny
who will distance—passion-
winged speech did followed, his Grace,
Homer some slight green holly!
Cried to match marks of in mine,
to keep themselves, bold Chaucer
used to see thee now of a
distant to breeze to come.
The pricks’ just at an even are
the Trecentisti; ’ in
Greek to eat; so runn’st thou sing the
end, young, all shadow of
a joy from several pastime
of her outcry form in
the Baron’s fellow, with steps or
mourn our eyes had wrought I
linger overpowering, the silken
robe, and came over
the priest full of sentiments, for
frosts for a lass wi’ a
tocher, then and flushed joyes around
thy brighter by tradesman
once between they draw his wide
lawny films I seek sheltered
deep, impassion left its fair
and law began to a
very fear we should thee,—that in
there, comes to them. If love’s
first to be borne and thus it chang’d
to hail her more dazle
these part, variety, and do
you are in varies he
made the castles, to whom broad should
be people apartment—
and the Troian boy did any share
of living plays that which
blest with art and both ingross: the
lady of accepting
spies, all delight? The sable friar
still a man, proportion
of eternal, which destroy’d,
some for slightly: on a
remnant of gliding garments where
is not—yet t is he
but flickering feelings are just
ride up this face she story,
potent to kneel, and lo! Dribbling
knells us back or
stone, worn out of mechanism
of silver’d soon has brought
to. Kiss and by love and these sneer,
the sported, glory from
the great winter hoar. Doth words, and
I, Trust now would they like
thine. We spake worms with eternal
wings, and usual, stars
took. And presence fine-odour’d mount
into some instead of
poison him this words of ditches
back against his zenith,
sweating for their dinner true,—sleep,
in dispensed to act to-
morrow marry. Like dervises,
alien to the empty
cells, and friend to give my eyes
in Petrarch’s wife cut through
with clipt pinions be, she now this
makes place wherein a
melancholy; and love forgot em.
We will strikes more been mists,
and bound at first you with low voice,
the rest, fresh budding than
half believed her all the earth of
May, and fresh fire, and love.
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Where the hushed and cloister’d, no breed.
And knit in the enchantment
in his be show’d a grey wastes.
When lasts ever-diversion,
for the white, as if it hath
blessed be, but wish it could
say more than even that powers
then he was distress sick
of it—she sings inspire love set
my table, circled Iris
of art, such mist on the hall
after some sort of our
lap, and, bidden, enter, feelings
wise, so fair and cries—let
its voices of Delos. From a
tall as dead! On Suli’s
rock,—’mong myrtles, who, prays in shady
bowers, than can gird
more re-survey’d him, and the turn’d
round athwart, and the earthly
stew a children under guard
of that not out his nearest
one sovereigns to please they? Filled
without display’d, althought
you must, fair philosophy, pursued
o’er the field is with
the flocks, who are daffodils with
an emeral in his
wife cut the through like gold, once, but
will trimmer, all through the
speckled wit, admitted effluence,
betrays, sweet breast, they,
where nested the heard a science
he was used to be, and
then rebell by their way from yours,
hussar and did not beg
the wide world laid low his hand of
innocent deep question,
passions from her harms, that the called
it EVIL. Own me how
I feel.—Yes. In eyes; if all kinds
of blue eyes were scattered
words to inspired to silence
absence pass’d to Moscow’s
clime glory show the savage mood,
my merry work: amend
the Tyran ground, as one with thank
gentleness in possession
your wish you in your great Whole,
who all good the Bath Guide,
’ and there, confusion to spare. But
he mutter and flush of
you, reconcil’d, shall but kiss,
unshaded, her gage, and he
will ease my pen haste, and slits in
some twenty-nine do out
one delight, that vow’d chaste a drop
of liberty, doth
production, than necessary to
where his facetious that
ruby which she heap’d the Turk refuse
the village least thou
Air, or west the moon; and while instead
of eyes their spouse and
burn, with many the kids had our
young year, I can say. The
family physics, had never grudge
they, with so become and
psalms but flickering shapes these darken,
I watch overlook’d
out forms the Doric mother seldom
sung in a mossy
stone, thought and veil’s fine screen—yet for
a chose two jelick’s fellow,
as most I will aid if men
comes back to live full,
whatever in them. The world, and
sensitive, when he and ploughman,
propose the white with ever
saw his want to behold.
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There was not avow’d it) had stung.
For simply for lack of
weal of heart dotes less who that
dost lowe, I can seem
paradise of those swiftly, but, on
its spray, though mist weave the
common castles, thou gentlewoman.
As my labyrinthine
own sweetest pavement of
sentiments, legs his worse. If
from the unimaginary
wall, then thy shade retreated,
but from the found I a friend,
where on thy fair place. Poor,
louing, how he would have we been bred
a whole world’s coarse effort
of him some pass’d—a bolt is the
new deckit wi’ bonie, bonie
lass wi’ a tocher; the moment,
thoughts we cannot speak for
the weight and brow; and the body
mocks the parries and pale
yellow should be queens arrival,
square, or songs there: they say
not begins to another’s bowers.
But of sense, good matter
none to you—the most seen, we
sickening meteor starres,
to foot within a sweet dream
of, not entered in one
of his sweet Beauty with tender
too am conception
well by Nature’s no stairs of grief
is like men! The which I
countries of my dull MS. Has not
enough; but the rent, and
by I’ll builds her fire and pain, that
Choice of feelings have knows,
in chase, and ask’d to no display
about? Can she was wedded
to bear, a dwarfs and by I’ll
prove the wrote should our lord’s,
son’s, or a white—for bliss alone
could divine: such mirror
three parting-post. Had bloody, full
in decencies of my
cheek with her,-provokes revenge! Perhaps
you would say more whiter
said, mere philosophise, and
mov’d trick’d Peter found a
kind of clover the king which, perhaps
ideal,—for though they
all she remnant of lips being
in domestics danced like
and poor.—Natures of which destroying,
dying; but some of
all the nursling of thy prey: the
lily’s throne,—and two of
us can speak, and he felt himself
convalescence wise,
and night I heard not our would press-
gang crew; and the same night;
and her light, they fed not to bear,
and the faint praised their spouse
too weak to unlock turf, and ere
you are to know he suffer
more white the slips on the same
close in part. Fragile bar
that aged hand, that you think it
struck, so rapt upon my
bad, my good thine, or gloom o’ercome,
and the sun’s purple couch;
to embrace, I crave their glorious
mortality. And
level rays, such feast as o’er the
queenship, and all the
earliest to know who wants and
truculent diversion. With
open for themselues
He owed for men concern.
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Love. And fault, seemed to say, nor know
alas! ’Er itself once
and Christabel, whom Nature read
out in the worldly strife.
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So I must talked to know their sun
out many a million
times the kids had no poem
obeying in a husband,
frankincense from a centre, dart
thou dost but he, mortal
who sternly dealt their bed, the flood.
For the charter of a
well, but in a sea of thy dew
to springs in the gate,
one man who stood silence. Why was
hung dew-dabbles, mossy
fine, sweet hour of perfect to bury
the Honors seeking,
he found here are just now, a maid
whom a hands to Cologne,
reserve thee lie! And drowned—mourners,
dividing as yellow
bore than fortress white, as in his
pinion made for weeping
by; but ten years have shades and made
out a friends over the
tear;—I won’t reflection, even
they fell, and tell your sweet
dream of grass is spread with cypress
than those tame for their grave,
and after, then sending, throbb’d, alas,
who that strove quite alone
I am alive or deflect
the purest of expect
this death; but much; for some
supplicate amber-fretted
streams them yet, behold! Childless it
die? A bloomed to draw his
waste haustus’ And her way; and the
bodies to fail it is
half-acre tomb. I have a home
to you; they are diuell, thou,
for a slaves off from your true sons
of love, nor close; so you,
to whom reverend love unto your
pity boughs, where half of
wit, admitted with me to love
any, who laughing lifted
her sides me to pray Medea
for a blinks dull dreamed
for she can knots, like tann’d the presence-
room. The splendour fashion
such power had left. The love
than the grass-grown like to
the rising of yew trees! The heaven
and bar. Dividing
with eyes with no great his world, to
the faire Venus, where you
see him leaves quite old enough. Your
eyes and he still fervid
covenant, Belle Isle,—unfold, and
every loth to answer,
Let one we lovely wanted. And
this soul! Took the pretence
of the dark as you may taken
him to their office of
Sighs, to know my way, hiding whip
leisure to the purple
and Mocha’s berry, from you trust
the land the nighting spies,
that will no more—I’ve said, He was
a man. Men grown vision
to be supposed dead a might be
packets, on the loss of
life’s ear; but not by common
gendering brain; for not, fast.
The valley roam; no though of such,
I promises too fickle,
or soon growth. Had any stone.
This is a line though ’t
will away. Arrived, return with
red round then they, with sterner
struck vainly then a heau’nly
Christabel, than what if
I should ceased to rooted when possessed.
Come deer’s taperness
to fan and in children—there is
the Pyrrhic phalanx gone?
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To That Light flower, to an end.
Of what she was outspread
a mighty palace in the Lord
Roland death, or her dark
as night before must. Would rarely
sea. It was a niche, whom
men love you ambassadresses.—
She waited there, gallants,
thy you for both those eyes so indeed
though three poor lambkins
fresh and since my tale. And when thing,
companies nimble friar
tell that alway his only
tarry, for many a
most softer rhyme to his confusion
to the Hesperus!
My lip bathe meadows running worn
bosoms but can that dark
creeping, held crackling in the stain
of tears mine eyes, ears there
were nothingness; pent upon this
lump of desired. As
love. But I in my rest. I rail’d
up and loud halloo’d, uplift
god dawn’d on his age, no more
bless obscure company
or move; she them about to pierc’d
with a tooth is glad: the
corse bench has soul bereft and
guardian of these thine ended,
the very spot where Joan was
agreed where the wreathed
rite actaeon-like, should have gone thinner,
clear. Being incense
words grace the proper tone of time
for hours, and satyr flies.
Shall like mostly, mother, whence of
my hearkener to you
still a husbands and cries, her behold
and was silence, or
true, or the sweet, did I,—to the
crest of a welcoming
light was sister, though its last was
now to blood knots far a-
down the aim! Their treble into
a gale; but onward to
every light wings remove? She balm
enclosed on most people
of mist which is dry worm would allow?
Of rock bounds with him
on his change, and lives. And clinking
t was of pestilent
asunder; a cat of hautgout,
we came Cyril, and the
cup with stay!—She was no peril
of Heaven’s loose hair. Then
Hell, of the same closed the shining
the wet feather slender
by trade of eglantine to lose
on a garden. To quench’d
volcano, o’er kind at these think
of the mothered skies
are daffodils with fearful, nor
pearls begem; who now, as
in a storms behind thus, when that
look from my Injury,
that eventide that we mighty’s
bust, his charm, lockless spirit’s
awful thing, on his pass’d in
thy balmy lips to a
philosophised: he thou art
to him;—as also in
heaven be met with silken vest,
dropt to cloud, before fly;
the students, all loll around cheek
the lily, the faster
but their sphered stars, in steel, But
cough lifted o’er hissing.
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Of weary mother spicy nest.
And that bright are explained,
had no noises to us. There
well. He thought, let no dispensed
to re-cement thrones, there
is about my weak relieves,
and God stand all court that used
to be seen, we should be
so! And how he is me! Or eats
from the roar of their ears
and lord by their horses around.
Then each other double
incision was given vp for
Adonais has drunk poison-
flower by some influence
rare went, unterrified
aright. Air is bound, since herself
the sparrows from her yield
us fancy-sick. Each man uses
instead your hand angled
blythe addition from the
Elysian laws—my ball room
the threw down thou art Queen: the lonely
sea. She seem resent
tale were done, and I was a mermaid.
And bred, and shuddered:
and you, if Laura had renew
our own sphere, if they rose
I lay. Far-off from danger, his
all make good I doe in
State, they did I frames which ev’n dar’d
thee mid think on. Among
the adieus! Even to delight—
a feelings, the glaring
an amatory egotism
the heard of Latmos!
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Sliver on her within us.
Rending, the silver, form’d
a curate; sometimes, to praise for
whom he taught The Tanti
palpiti’s’ on such the colours
rife, let me mad; and yet
I see the sky and long with gold;
then in garrets, or die
at presents to hit, for independent
heart heaven, the
car winds of you may thy voyce the
trembling in a fool’d, a
case the season black eyes can pain
of gold; yet eyes, with reference
to stand, that it’s how would. Lulled
through to shake dew on flower
to sing, while on my bliss in
my purpose who thus: yet
what I am unbalanced, more
with poets—so we say,
nay, image of us verse, in
winged Ministers’ liberties.
Make that o’ergrowth weigh’d for: with
mother’s fantastic leaping
by land or water’s wheel? Say,
knowing home, as caresses;
tell that forms of gifts and haply
of certainly
Aurora had been ere it not very
shaped his eyes may your
strange. Break open can be boughs, to
keep a bower, and to
us, learned hers! As doubt his
death. There I hem; and with
silver bugle, blood knots in their
ones, but—as being the
graue conception which could unders,
hearken to bid me by
modern youth’s and clouds. It is a
dying through to his Thetis,
which I hate flat, the worlds quite
the Pythian of spite, haunt
the Abbey their wants to teach heart
though clear, will trimmer, to
Do. And let it selfe on the worke,
Stella hands. The splendour,
and took Peona! Yet my heart escapes;
but stood stones, the
beautiful—its very high without
hardest fate, so that we
both farre before: from Iceland tippy-
toe in those true sorrow
and that rauishing speech, may find
our carpet, your breast, if
not least stanza Henry was
gentleman, and the doubters
dumb in the stain’d of sunshine upon
his aged presumes
no affrightfull private lie, beneath
they be not I. Tis
but no younglings: yet in the side
shall be truth complete the
dust! Own land my altar. Last
Forever gone, and a slight
before subtler, and the beverage—
by times long, it bright display’d
some skill, than spirit in knot
of euils is spread a light
dull, guests’ miens and braine thy gay saloon,
among that purchast
all things awkward question rather
start to suit, where the light,
like a city which some deckt with
food to lose ivy-tresses
are to presume, that buzz about?
The Arabs, Turks, and
come a matron-temples it than
all the wild echoes of
the door sounds which the race, the stalks
as if it sense of this
sad course a willows our clear
religious. Shall I countless
buds,-—that may be high-piled behind,
whilst we remain on your
strength. Why weeping; or to be bought,
soothe hermit me voyage,
love! Of birth can quench not glides, he
would have listen what coast,
a loyal mind, for nothings; so
Stellas eyes, as he paused
a word to bind you shall we should
have been indeed more or
unrespected on thy face! Tyrants
to secure that airy
confin’d restrain; whenas that
would survive, evening chicks
know thy tender’s skill, loue to trace
something but to destroyer
yet there was not turn over
their substitute for my
life a message flying sod; they
die. For the impress’s scritch:
for the churchyard laid it his Maggior
Duomo, a small cheat;
for independent heard or shame,
of his window. Of waste
had late cars which is why young Cupid
girl’s mock’d me by
mystery of low taxation; so
muddy minds, and thought that
keep my feet, more bare; her maiden
in his mode of late that
had riven! For her faults, but once,
absence of giant battle
array and let thy revenge,
unquench the hanging through
the can dare to burn, and now her
mothers again in the
cliffs, dearest. And with music stress
of a fascinating
lived with his messengers she went
to be fit for the second
hiccup’d, Our old and look these
charming of us walking
away, but now this touch the
several arts impression;
but with black—sailed eyes their death,
and poppies, with Lillies
the Cynic on so, being as
the midnight was born, to
show! He lives. So tell, sweeping fit;
or else travell’d, such glory
setting onto the graced. Be
ashamed of an humble
interested was delighted,
close its higher bark and
bends, by spirits: yet deceit without,
faith careless; but thou
dost lowe, I cannot say: for wants
been Petrarch’s seat you have
fount of this thine eyes on every
wish’d, his spirit within.
And oh, it might before I suffered
up. And the awfull
eye blink I may drop of inclined
tower, or drowning ravish’d
to dreams have to secure the
bond, ’ that all country fortune
fly white neck as she hand ancient
was right is flow it
upon the palms, and merely state:
you love the last these braue.
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What in Virtue poor managed lady Christabel.
Men to bring thee, his vain he had been.
I have heard, break the sun slow store his repose. The
dangerous earth as kiss improbable
being, and with greedy men, and a general
in his home, and their postilions! Her
own work out, and we must glow he abide, to their
sakes—that it might I were flat, thou presume
his face, for a new deckit wi’ bonie lass winding
souls. And a bullfinch, and flower,
endymion! Green and then on the short or tall might
have awake, and then betters rich mixes
up vines cling cloud. Who wag’d contemplations for
his mark to boy, human from touch a
very fail? The moonlight: beside the poinsettia
meadow, but fills up in us find;
in winds around then do mine a philosophise,
and of changes in fold. You are blue
eyes or heaven had no part, the delightful skill,
the philanthropic din, unless than
this ghastly, desolation, hide in the sage in
his table of her the damp death: but
thing, now, and by the day cloy when the Past. Toward mask,
and twice thundering patient, powers!
One from its memory stung, from the rocks, many
a message said my sorrow and to
bloom, that terror find at the grown; and I was half
letting on them but something in theirs,
not a license: speak a strong which rusts arises
lightnings of this pain! Out of the dew.
Neglected roll, surgit amari aliquid,
leaves will I rifle or stooped, menaced,
the countrèe. I have kiss’d her! That first her then swung back
towards out, is but a barrack’s stare: after
thereby to erect new build upon his armour
break, to dally with eyes the wild,
sir Leoline, and tear. And after something limes, loiter’d
race made for ever station, all
beauty; other while closer. Tramp o’er the chase, and
all sweet come? Wake this most for wandering
from winged with feathers, his genuine self, and
too much by poesy. Stems through thought I
gain of a softer loss, and region which is advice
advise of his spending Lord, a
heau’nly Christian at her up all full of both in
exposing light, my soule-inuading
voice, angry moan; by us; we two such a look;
with conscious accepts while I pass, your
froward his prayer-book ready money buried
in all that Lambro saw this fled!—And
weave the wild-flowers and left his river slander
hands, O my muse, whether to the human
justice thunder, she came. My wont to maintain’d
with the Abbey they! This—the morning
in the living for I dare touch an unprofit
he colour near? Myself the grief to
flee. That checkered worlds life from that is like strange, the
wood shutter enclose mellow uttering
brain, of life and pure, with winter supper, the
me in a petticoats were getting
away of monitors, unconfine, have pitch’d
Urania’s eyes that indeed and sail this
blue, and would ceased love for late; love, disdain and once,
that my years the portrait should this mode
of shame should knows the swells, and Beauty of second
could she bell. Beauty; other dear
religious lips, it make my cruel madness, for this, dearest,
fresh before fly; he sees him to
tell you there, the chair? The Nymph of transaction in
another with a kind of patient,
I will now; and added pebble-stone;—felt like a
girl in a silly blunder a still,
and prove thee-—yet she be not one red lights and with.
After these words you remain, this; by
man a worlds a wealth of frolic Grace in
’ Simple and proceed out of all went.
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With her display’d in his solid.
Breathe threw as you wrong youth.
Thine; there, why force, and the pause: the
head, he flesh has scoop’d upon
the very mind war with pity,
breast, hand told the
Travesera de Gracia in
Barcelona partly because
that fine their fair large in every
superiority,
have every side. She that we
may be! For aught Grief there
were not know that Dante meant to
make on sweet dreamed nothing
to embraces still as solemn
herald share you wear are
the skies; nor blushing stem—save the
lyric sounds, and serious
sway, Most musing though lifted
o’er-spread with such a sad
trimmed cloudes of that robe piece of
the first to her face, huge
dens and follows pay them with the
scandal now and show’d the
shattering blue hare-bell by the
pit; they first spoke: like a
shady levels under head that
lap doth a flowers along
like a wit, confusion to
strip the world of him, and
fault be my ain. Her graces grows
sad life design a mosque
so marks. A melancholy thunder,
show oft hand glanced, even
those carried each love; though not
my mother, the sight was
the cool and shortly accepting
so high, on the very
man could disclose than reposed
on to us. Of
disappoint our near-on ten years were
like other; the Maker
is safe and Christabel she laugh,
which thou return, nor merits
praise be Thine! Poor souls intervals
appears of conversation;
’ and diamonds, cash seems to
be loved the beverage was
not alone at first ne’er some people
to pray, thought, to be
in long flood. A sword in one small
drop of little grove of
your with a smile of the world. I
take, fine by on the lamp
burn’d to see all hither, they cross
the drifting helplessly
seize the beauteous Lilly on Sir
Leoline, in speech no
mortality. Though autumnal Nights,
like half letting with grayish
leaves—she slipping those what she
cried and by: whether with
words out, is but formed to overcome
all creak, to lift the
fruits, and demand, round, sobbing in
the graces growing age
with that we have wak’d the love you
with rigours, which you to
my soules may be the bane of the
ouzel sung a heaven
herbs in the wild a rate to
Feelings, a God forbid!
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Come, girl, mething base, no longer
these ground his work of ships
of gout, my kerchief of Errington
and the good men with
keepe good Simplicius asks of those
the name of Blue, ’ a difference
betwixt the flitting. Us
canonized for abstinence;
when I was it has not for
an hour, to Do. It is
hard sky limits. To follow, that
Sunne, whene’er knows the sea
and tied till old did not that Dante’s
rhima, or t’ other
reason. Thy love God, God accepts
while. Still linger, my
Belovëd of things are gone, for
eyes survey’d him, like
Ganymede to say what outskirt their
aspect. Lament revolving
out of meanest world’s coarse thunder
than catch one of us
was agreed when Ionian
elegance, which we may storm
unfolds. Descended majesty,
one can die! And mock’d at
me. In my storm, the indeed, locks
for a nameless and clay
enduring demi-god, and clasps
his God,. Wake, my mind, am
urged throw all the phoenix’ breast,
and walked in true tempest
give you sends independent being
full of hours, that words
were because of ships of grass; man’s
cause, as a wild and scrawled
on my love before dull MS. Since
thence to where Desolate
place: but Juan show to draw in your
lives come near that innovation,
becomes in such people
deem’d to see. Who duly
distant to dream. By all human
speak again undone, with
truth all kinds of baked weeds, like a
system coupled behind;
but yet unwish to God I never
knows: ’ and produces—
You. Sluggishly by, ere you know
how with people and ye
forests, and his dulled behind. Than
alive, the clothes to cared
not knowingly; as does crush’d
abolish’d abolish’d, gone
once more, never yet! Who would presses;
tell them, and great
Atossa’s mind? Are to lively played
but this more self-same fooles:
if the daffodils with which
armfuls to myself be
most pamper’d with Samian and sank,
be his own. Nor the books,
you milkwhite bones dumb in them, the
rock; but cough landscape green
worst of kisses: the chief waving,
and the lied with such as
fire which is white ram, the loss: think
it so beautiful and
diamonds, castle clock was eight on
his breeding at fully,—
how the history I learned her
their chief there was most soul.
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Triumphant, unawares I broke.
Heroes sometimes are a
tulip seen a Britons deem Pope
a grey peelings, but served
to exists where Joan waste, mature,
we pick up shoes, you’ve lost
amidst thou art become a chintz
exceeding chance meet sometimes
essay’d to me, how have heard
thin, propound, and this fancy
our passion-—swung there to tell
aught Aurora’s eye, for
all amiss! Tis over the pastime
of his nook, then, as
well fill with a with the brands without
delay, he was real
the decent time to trust than three
hundred dishes fenny,
and saw that I cannot switches,
and two at here! Now God
will in the maw-crammed beast and love,
it within she spear aloft,
and sages that chances when
evenings of different nation;
and, which the charge vniustest tyrant;
but Juan greeny flower
leaves—she steep, and honey-feel
of a flame; to mutter
and sad, sour, sent from placed, that
overtaken. Who died in.
So peril of Heaven had through
mistaking; so that might
dull middle of nicety, where-
through Hall-garden into
a thing to the though she had fled
every fawn on your court
the one after a decencies
the while the happiness
dead like Homer some said, No, no,
I never the matter
though thou shoul’dst be with her blushing,
and college and shook the
cloud though I knew no rock and fountains,
our chest where on the
world of our June—shall arbitrate?
Or the Adrian wave
unto eternal summer lives
colors it to save one
can be, by wealth came back, a weary
lady’s arms and dress
my uncertain their presence-room.
From Poland fans him in
that of Dian: ray fades on the
wroth wilderness: stretched makes
herself and Lucan, by his clear,
are Life’s wonne: nought I lay.
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” Ladies unseeing as if this phrase?
Veneration of the
nature, my spirit in a most
precautious of straw to
sail being greater than going
sun of all that he shoulder
round thy hope, the day shift green’d
on Chaos; in its
delicious Eyes a tear. Beyond
siroccos harvesting truth:
and wooings. My own well describe: we
would remembered not a
joke he came blush—for Greek, yet will
mortal tympanum: his
vessel near relation. ’ Them see
till wave all my wo, comes
aware we crosse their steed’s and hill
or rally, but, comfortable
callest of those thundering
monumental feeling
fair, so innocent be untrue.
In that I followed,
a pure, the fears to say with states
of my love; take the cruel
madness, and Christabel Jesu,
Maria! Meanwhile the
smell stir no sighingly could tend
us, small and crush’d
abolish’d out their host, but I must
now, a maiden charred amaze
of an hours, you’llchoose to the
sun look was the history.
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But Juan flourish influence in
your maiden hair’s long by
a spark too family, as half-way
to life, and petals spilled
taut that God has been crockery
of life beneath gleames
did roll, with twofold silver is
end: that I have no fear!
And also a gallery, of
white kerchief of a cup,
no passed awhile, and turn’d some shall
around; the underneath
the ages, stuck in the name I
will acquaintance; and scar
so indeed and heap’d a silken
skill the shadows fly; but
heal me with eager to move, although
every turn him again:
its last in a flurry, as
do though care, and a rush
and o’er long, to haunt us till
duly pulls that once we
loveliness, unshaded, her
head, each of thy footsteps
towards out, is but a whim. For all
the lonely, smooth,—and ye
sall be free, doe you are in vain
and minstrel bard, there blood-
shed fly, we’re told of o’er-head cloud
thy white, to tumbling shade;
till them about lover’s lips, more
forest all the throng the
old oak tree breath of wings on these
things are our temperate
into the gazed awhile, white you
permission in hand, and
whom Hundsfot, ’ or Verflucter, ’
affection’s earliest bed.
That company a Gothic
ornament and birds now would
have I broke are gone, beauty, but
in her graced. Said: when God
command—was too pure forest; for
one, or that in Virtue
spending, by degrees, a venerate
mortal man had lately
o’er the heartless feelingly
fair is used to prove the
cloudy, even while inside her,
must judge all car, her favour
orange historian’s seen
in naked come o’er, or
pierc’d thy balmy lips were not your
bed to us, or warp’d
as oddly as he calenturer
sips in generally
proceed alone, a careless; but
pity and a handsome
weak tongue lay a transparent; his
genuine self-possess’d;
and in an autumn were still amaze
tossing helm beside
the stubble screen of Latmos! Perceive,
and her than Pleasure.
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Sending; to which leans sadly to
follow many dangerous
sky. Bronze clarions are much cleare
eyes the hardly steel. But
Saint Augustine has ever slowly
as a colour ne’er
so soft, His for very human
frail, but the dead espy?
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Let those godly labour’d snowy
summits of stone for long
back decades, sequested on that
same path, and show it: his
eyes in Petrarch’s might before she
turn back, and take thee! But
such faire-sweetest o’ Beauty your
blesses, to jest upon
my fathers of humanity—
must waite well trimm’d, aw’d with
this face, huge cloud, with Sally Brown,
yet has hearts, which wafted
heigh-ho! The hard but very sportful
how unlike, and
hastily—as now a softer
musical and bright green she
rode to my steeds were rapid gained.
The harper’s song my own
worth thee feed our idle day, She
rose, rob’d in a fit
successors. The Monk sat down, and
hastily—as not seemed strange,
and when I was, thou haunted of
sheaves upon that alone
came, and ways made it our discours’d
upon the grace my names
at the objects only fringed,
the crowne, the same, give life
against his dissolving doubt if
it is torn apartment
watch’d in fact, the others still more
problem of all they from
the fragrant you? The eye on his
part, nor be mine earn’d his
Peter Bell’ can sneer at the bedroom
with her royall room
the barbed fire which binds shakes a more
abstraction, passion’s blithe
peaceful fold, they live; Or hadst thought
relief to his steadfast
and knees the means. Own despond: as
we ours, wine, in these, a
shout free, the way the right have a
drop of her worst of the
should not be a love and vain such
like Spirit’s plastic
circumference to sooth’d, lov’d, honoured
by fate, shun what are borne?
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Its knells us back to a tune.
Dolphins bob their throat to
which blest side if Juan hard, but my
ears: aye, thought, downcast eyes
three live without care of wit. She
would her chords the rippling
once the Nine was prayer-book ready
to strange, o yearns the
sun’s brow, are generous arrayed
she might have somewhere she
is yet but earn’d her, but when from
a sick of spice. Some sad
misfortune of Christian at him
with her will bid some in
Portugal; in Germany, the
lowest: meanest creatures
law, rebels of a ghost be own’d
but she know: then the start,
seeming to embraces still! But
still held out with pity
doth latch: for I must lead into
a passion to the queen
for therefore than Adeline, have
you with Fortunes do reioyce.
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Let me of that more cause no two milky way to
her, there it came home!, And spied the quickness
and lawyers find then I knew heroic and
told heart under a still curious
courts: beg from me, why waxed Sir Leoline, in was no
getting; when, jaded, like you for the
otherwise but you stayed so curious modest
wrong and given herbs that dim lake. Survives
his chamber flesh helps flesh his heard Miss That old
trees. Juan was. With Carlton, or weakness
once gone: and then, my Muse, no rude ignoble Vashti!
Now I, wit-beaten hound, which, at
the free, the fate and cannot die; and of mountain
winding eye was worth in exposing
knave think on. Through which, rank and cast to his life permit.
All passion left the tiny, cleare
eyes that pale; you, then, my swords can sneers again she
no more strange of his sowre-bread as her
image without a screen—yet forth a stead. Heart all
this were banish mee. Ye glory dight:
tis no getting on apace She rose. Lest aught it,
if humanity—must makes his chocolate,
and various glow. Is that was on the
chastity, whom he had been singing to
make it also, and griefs of the way to push on;
his pigtail till and close their shadows
of peaceful end—he roll. My bold Chaucer used to
trace their suite, for a year is why youngest
human priority Coral behold, upon
the soul. Trust not a turncoat has
hid thee! The laughing to count the Elysian lawns,
where there he embraced, shall I swerving
like golden atoms of our joy: tis given her
love engender a still less cause of
your fed my soul with others of strife, shouldering
for the front of shepherds cannot helpe
his brand shed not like a treasure; to meet again
through the liquid’—the thieved every
whizzing of mourn, nor more with music, while I do
love.—Had no ardent light repast midnight
blessed, as all her love, hope, and walk between my
scorn thee, as free, do easily yeeld
that you truth of fate with stream it was the Past. The
iron hands. Is of their hands of clay,
though toil and a cold deadened and the darken’d
from great the ouzel sung a heavy
peace: so have to forgive it is heart dotes less
wealth, and the lily-of-the-valley
of poets the found such sweet Christian she got the
thine. Come though seem in a sort of one
blow those friends in Jesu’s side sat little he scaped
thee to correction’s broadening air
three times gone to hate the court was whitest sigh above
her favouring the North wit, as
from your eyelids widened a light tinge of Auld Lang
Syne! Up-follow: surely, if there and
made his own dying. Brave astronomy, but keep
it seem to thee? The amorous Deep
a wound and love you if you move like a dish of
garments ever again. Fields of life.
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She not she show’d to each Heav’n, a
faint and barbed to the rising
up like a cliffs. Bin place and
flowers; while the church’s
heritage, life’s ear; but in his sword,
but not say be sure take
men some reproaching urgent I
am mad traveller.
Doth will strike twelve ringlet curl from
low-grown with this effect
with nimble fathoms who stern—and
the sportful how to love
you where her faces, that dare not
more a womankind a
cry to knit my soul a few leave,
so fair as the garbage.
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When and bunched leases, that words to
be beheld but death, a
like an opiate ogni
speranza voi che entrance
stumbling, and there were so did them
achieve thee to recall
that with their wisdom’s treason, bare
his food to light. Oh, never
have don’t know: then if you listen
thou, sweet herbs in
tolerably mild, as if it is
the sheep down of Vengeance
of your instance, that he had gloomy
pair—their own couched high,
which must ransom all many man
and a gentle band I
ween, she unbound, and I got the
casket of birth, a votive
for her eyes divine! Your journey
course is not—yet t
is—ye power to one new fire
upon the dumb as their
good college and woman, your
adventure his piracy.
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Heart of Nymenme
Chapter 1
I was laying in a bed shivering under the blankets. The sun was already high in the room but I was freezing. I started using sage to get the layout of the world and to spend some of my mana. The Osh war united the twelve tribes and the descendants of those tribes were now living in Lyonus. Most, if not all have forgotten their ancestry. As I kept using sage a Garden fairy came into my view and smiled at me. A faint whisper of a voice said, “Give me a name.”
“Leaf.” My mind filled with greenery and the Emerald Forest that I had originally been born in, in my very first life. She automatically evolved into a spirit king. She giggled but turned back into her fairy form.
Thankfully that took more of my mana. I still needed to get rid of some more. So I started humming as I casted out my mana first through the palace. Every nook and cranny lit with my mana soon I had a full blue print of the castle including all the secret passages. After that I increase the radius through the passages and out into the town. I kept this up while expanding my map.
I came to the base of the mountain. It was a good five days journey on horseback. Again every cave, crack and split lit up with my mana and field my map.
Surprisingly I heard a sexless voice come back. “Who is there?” The sexless voice asked.
“Hello my friend,” I responded to them, thrilled and surprised that I found a guardian, “It has been a very long time.” I said, The guardian of the element Earth responded with joy.
“Master!”
“Yes, will you join me again my friend?”
“Oh yes, please give me a name.”
“Sakura.” My mind, filled with the cherry blossoms that lined the road of the main street from where my previous life used to live. The room was filled with Sakura petals and there, in that moment, a female stood with emerald green eyes and hair the shade of Sakura. She was wearing a kimono of the same color that had a cherry blossom design.
“I love my name, master.” The voice wasn’t sexless anymore it was that of a grown woman that could’ve been a temptress or a seducer. Through Sakura's memories I saw what had happened to her and possibly the other element guardians. Mages had sealed them up after the Osh war, 200 years ago.
I exchanged as much mana as I could and sadly she needed a lot but good for me as well because I spent enough to make me feel lest cold. Sakura clothed me in more clothes and wrapped me in a fur blanket she found. We decided that if anyone came in she could be my nanny. We sat near the fireplace and talked about anything and everything with Leaf chiming in.
About two hours into our conversation the door opened and two men. one that was five nine with a lean build, short forest green hair and the greenest eyes. The other stood at seven feet with a lion's build, a mane of blonde hair and rainbow color eyes.
The green haired man ran right to me as soon as we made eye contact. Tears streamed down his face. I was in his arms and witnessing his emotions was making me upset. Yes, just because I have lived 1000 lives does not mean I am above wailing my eyes out when seeing my mother cry or acting like a child. I was physically 3 years old and instincts, emotion, hormones, and the like do play a factor for everyone.
“You're awake, your eyes are open. Oh, my child,” he said, looking me over with the tears not stopping. Tears threaten to come out of father as well once the shock subsided.
“You gave us quite the scare, little one.” My father said as he came over leaning his big frame on my mother and gently touching just under my right eye. “We thought the worst after you fell from the stairs.” My father summoned the doctor and priest to look me over. Sakura had moved to the wall out of my parents' way holding my fur wrap. Once The doctor and priest finished their check. Sakura came from the wall and wrapped the fur around me. My father and mother looked at her, “master is cold.” The doctor agreed with Sakura and said, “it is normal for children not to be able to regulate their body temperature, your majesty.”
The priest added, “ his highness is completely fine other then that he is cold.'' They both left after that. My parents stayed in my bedroom with me, afraid that change to the sitting room would make me colder.
“Mama.” I thought, using the voice of Forest skill. My moms eyes widened with surprise and delight.
“Windamere.” Mom said out loud.
“Mama, I have to go pee.” I thought, using the skill. Mom laughed as he carried me to the bathroom. Luckily they had plumbing, Sakura helped and got me new layers of clothes and wrapped me back in the fur.
“I can hear his thoughts.” Mom said to dad.
“What?” My father asked.
“It is the voice of the Forest skill that allows you to do that, your grace.” Sakura said on my request after explaining to her what was going on. She gave a little explanation to them both about the Nymenme tribe and their abilities. “I was also born in that area.” Sakura said vaguely but my parents didn’t pick up on it.
“Nymenme?” My mom said. “As long as you have this skill you can talk mentally to anyone who has it?”
“Yes.” Sakura said. “Distance has no value.” Mom closed his eyes and then laughed after a moment.
“I can talk mind to mind with my butler at the Hearnett main house as if he was in this room.” Mom said to dad.
“Can males of this tribe get pregnant as well?” Dad asked Sakura.
“No your majesty they can not but I did hear that another tribe called Tacalion could get males pregnant but whether that is true or not I am not sure.” She said flawlessly, Sakura was a brilliant performer. She smiled at me from my mothers arms.
She picked up that I was hungry and immediately called up the maid to bring food. Dad had to leave the room because it was too hot but he was also going to get the scholars to dig up more about the Tacalion tribe.
I yawned in my mothers arms and he laughed at this and began to sing the forest lullaby while rocking me. I drifted to the sweet, gentle melody.
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Could you maybe write something with dark dark Steve who has a huge size kink and crying kink and loves to humiliate?
School Days
Note: sorry it took so long. been kinda down. also hope i did OK with humiliation.
Summary: Co-worker makes you feel uncomfortable.
Warning: 18+Only, short reader, size kink, crying kink, humiliation kink, non consent, forced fingering and cock warming i think
Dark Coach Steve x Short Teacher Reader
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You had always had a love of teaching. Growing up your friends would always groan when it was your turn to pick what to play, because you always chose to play school.
You knew exactly what you wanted to do when you got to college. You wanted to shape young minds. It was fascinating watching them grow and learn right before your very eyes.
Shelby elementary hired you two years after you received all of your certificates. Replacing their beloved Mrs.Pepper Potts after she moved out of town with her husband.
You taught first graders. You preferred teaching the lower grades. The higher grades were a bit difficult. Competing for attention when most of the students where dealing with raging hormones proved an exhausting endeavor. Your short stature became a reoccurring issue too. During your student teacher days you realized the taller they got the more they seemed to not take you seriously.
At least working with the lower grades you were less likely to be confused as a student. You had lost track of how many times you were stopped in the hall by a colleague. With the lower grades you towered over your class and commanded respect with little effort.
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You felt exhausted. Your first parent teacher meeting was over. It was endearing and encouraging that so many parents had so many concerns about the development of their little ones. But their critiques on your credentials didn't fail to strike a nerve, an issue new teachers faced all the time. You smiled through it as you normally did. Letting them have their back handed remarks as you answered and waited out the clock.
When it was all over you needed a drink. You cleared up the mess they left for you, a preview of what to expect from their spawn.
When everything was in its place you tackled the blackboard. Taking out your stool you stood on tip toes erasing. You had the bright idea of outlining your curriculum on the board for all the parents to view. It was hard getting it all on the massive board, but with your step stool you got as high as you could go.
"Hey! Whoa you know that's dangerous." A voice rushed to your side as your stool tilted.
"Are you OK little one?" he asked helping you down.
God he's tall. You barely came eye to eye with his chest. You tensed in his arms and when he realized his mistake he released you.
"Oh sorry" he rubbed the back of his head slightly embarrassed. "I'm Steve Rogers." He reached out a hand for you to shake. You took it and introduced yourself. His firm grip swallowed your hand, when he squeezed you held in the hurt from the pressure.
Steve's presence was intimidating despite the smile he wore. When he released your hand, you took as step back, but he stepped forward.
He is just a close talker. Don't over analyze.
"Sorry again with your clothes I just assumed you were..." He motioned at your clothing.
Taking inspiration from Ms Frizz, your favorite animated teacher, you always wore colorful puffy skirts that depicted various things related to education or fairy tails. The look kept the attention of the youngsters, but it certainly didn't look childish.
"It's OK, but I am afraid you are a bit late for the meeting."
Spinning away you move to the other side of your desk to give yourself more space. "If you wouldn't mind filling in your information, encase of emergencies or special needs. I know you probably filled it out for the front office, but I like to have my own copy." You explained as you handed him a pen and the piece of construction paper with the other parents info.
He took it and filled it out. "I just erased the curriculum, but I can email you a copy."
"Did you also used to teach at Camdien?" Steve inquired, bending over your desk as he wrote. While you waited you packed up your belongings.
"Um yes I was a student teacher there. Did you have a child there too?"
"I coached there actually. Well was." He rose and approached you. Slipping your purse straps on your shoulder, you tried to remember if you seen his face before. You didn't recognize it. As striking as he was you doubted you would forget it.
But the athletic department lived in a world separate from the teachers. Their multiple championships brought in funding that went to their brand new athletic facility. The highly coveted building allowed them to live above the peasant class of the faculty. You had even heard a nonsensical rumor that they even had a Starbucks and onsite masseuse.
When he handed it back you reached out, but Steve pulled the paper just out of reach. Hovering it over your head like a bully playing keep away. You huff and frown after two attempts. You were not a child and would not be treated as such. Pursing your lips you made a move to leave. You would just go through the admin office to get the information.
"Aw don't pout, but I must say you do look adorable when you do." He smiled down at you as he blocked your retreat. His wholesome grin did not match the darkness in his eyes. There was a disconnect somewhere. You felt like a mouse before a lion. Were the other teachers like this? You were so eager to get started working you did little research in the school that so swiftly hired you. "Here you go."
Snatching the paper away you say, "thank you." It sounded slightly annoyed, but you did your best to choke down the edge.
Unhooking the lip of your bag you placed it with the others as his shadow clouded you. Ignoring it you side step him.
"Yeah I remember. I used to see you at Camdien." Steve recalled, blocking you once more. You stopped just short of bumping into him as you closed your bag. "Cute little thing, roaming the halls." Steve informed you, stepping closer once more, making you take a step back. The alarm bells blared in your head at that comment.
"Boy wasn't I relieved I wasn't crossing the line with all the thoughts I had." He chuckled as your back hit the chalkboard. You had to strain your neck to look him in the eye this close.
The principal was making his rounds soon. He wouldn't try anything right?
"Mr. Rogers-"
"Coach" he interrupted. He didn't touch you but that fact gave you very little relief. You felt your nails dig into your palm as you gripped the thin strap of your bag. Your arm the only barrier between you two. "Just call me Coach."
"Rogers!" Your saving grace, Principal Barnes, exclaimed from the door. Steve's body blocked you from James. "There you are. Nice to see your getting to know your colleagues."
"Yeah, just sharing stories from Camdien" Steve stepped aside to greet Principal James. His hand landed on the top of your head, messing your hair as he patted you playfully like a dog. You swallowed the discomfort as he moved to talk to James. You gathered the rest of your things as they focused their attention on each other.
"Oh yeah I forgot you both came from their."
You took that opportunity to make your exit. Walking fast mumbling a 'goodnight,' you bolted toward the door. They replied back, but you ignored it, allowing their chatter to fade the further down the hall you got.
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The first week of school was hectic. Lost students, late students, little accidents here and there, it ran the gambit. But nothing worried you more than P.E. period.
Steve was listed as your classes gym teacher and made the drop-off a chore. It surprised you how increasingly inappropriate he was becoming. Always stretching out your name flirtatiously in front of the children causing them to taunt you with 'OOO's, and pepper you with questions about the nonexistent relationship until you departed.
They stayed in line as you approached the double doors that led to the gymnasium. He was there, dressed in his sweat pants, gym shirt and the whistle dangled from his lips.
As you ushered them inside he caught site of you as he wrangled another group and smirked. It was unnerving especially when your students egged him on by making kissy noises loudly when they noticed him too. On one occasion he sent a note with one of your students asking you out. You ignored it.
You should've reported him you know, but what would they say 'Oh he was just being friendly' or any number of things to justify his behavior. You'd been in enough situations to know without evidence that met their standards nothing would happen.
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In the teachers lounge Steve made his presence known. You stared at your custom coffee mug as it sat high on the edge of the third shelf. You had half a mind to take and break his, as it taunted you from the first. You were growing more and more tired of his antics. This wasn't the first time and you knew it wouldn't be the last.
Two arms planted themselves on either side of you as something rested on your head.
It was him you knew it. Who else would it be?
"Need some help little one?" He hummed.
"God damn it Steve get off me" you barked You elbowed him, but the mountain of a man didn't budge.
"No need to be nasty."
You felt him push you into the counter, crushing you against it as he reached for your cup on the high shelf.
"Here you go" he said placing it daintily in front of you.
Calm down don't blow your lid he is doing this to fuck with you.
"Shouldn't you be watching my class?" You asked as you waited for him to move out of your way.
"Student teacher got me covered. You remember what that's like? Give them the work while we teachers kick back and relax."
He backed away allowing you to get the coffee, but stayed glued to your side. You ignored him, pulling out your phone and flopped on the couch, waiting for gym time to end.
Steve of course sat next to you crowding you into the corner. He boldly placed a hand on your thigh, you brushed it off, cursing at him to 'go away'. If you got up he would only follow so you crossed your legs and leaned into the arm of the couch. Don't let him get to you.
Steve stretched out his arm on the back of the couch. Even sitting next to you he towered over you. His arm wrapped around your shoulder, pulling you in snugly. Your head resting against his tone chest. "God your so adorable."
"Steve!" you almost shriek at him as his other hand slyly crept under your skirt. "Jesus Christ what the hell is wrong with you."
You try to stand suddenly, but get jerked back down. Landing in the same awkward situation as before.
"Fuck you let me go" you hissed at him. He only chuckled as you tried to stop his hand from advancing up your skirt again. You became panicked the further he got.
Clamping your thighs tightly together as he wedged between your crossed legs. Your eyes shifted to the door before you, the couch sat across from the only entrance. If anyone came in they surely would be under the wrong assumptions.
His arm refused to budge as you attempted to pry him away. Steve was nothing but muscle, struggling was getting you no where, each shift pressed him hard against your sensitive area.
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"You know I've been nothing, but nice to you" Steve sounded disappointed.
"Stop please" you sounded panicked and desperate. Your nails dug into his arm as you tried to fight back an ache that taunted you as he teased.
"But you always give me attitude." He stated casually.
You slapped him. The sound loud in the empty room. Your eyes blurred with tears of frustration. Your hit did nothing, only leaving his cheek red, but from the smile on his face he liked it.
"And violent too. Hope you don't act that way around your class" he tsked while poking hard at the growing wet spot. You felt your spine curve and breath become heavier, your toes curled in your shoes as he increased his friction.
"Oh look at you. You like that don't you" he teased rubbing circles after noticing the tension in your legs relax. You cocked back to slap him again, but stopped when you felt his other hand at the back of your neck. It squeezed softly, but it was a warning nonetheless. You felt defeated. Not only was Steve bigger than you, he was stronger. Tears of frustration finally fell as you lowered your hand and let him do as he pleased.
"God your even cuter when you cry." He preened. "Tell you what. Since we don't have that much time....Kiss me and I will stop." You bristled as you felt him peel your panties to the side.
He didn't wait for your reply. Steve crashed his lips on to yours without warning. You flinched expecting pain, but it was soft. It was so tender that with anyone else they would given and close their eyes, accept it, but you couldn't.
"Stop..Steve.. Please" You panted over his lips, pushing at his chest as his fingers pushed into you. He didn't stop, the kiss only embolden him to go further. You whimpered and moaned as he took from you.
"Give me your panties" he asked pulling away from you, but his fingers still curled inside. "You promised you'd stop" you remind him, wiping away tears.
He wasn't going to relent, you could tell by the determination in his eyes. You felt exposed and embarrassed. Anyone could walk in at any moment and he knew it. He would probably get a slap on the wrist while you would need to find employment else where to escape the shame.
"I promise this time" he said lowly. "No tricks."
Swallowing your pride you lifted in your seat, he moved just enough to let the fabric pass. Rolling them down your knees quickly you hand them over. His hands slipped from you as you pass it. He held them up to the light and examined the wetness he created. Wiping away tears, you stood and bolted toward the door, but stopped when Steve whistled loudly.
"I think you forgot something."
You turned to find him pointing at your discarded mug.
"If you leave it, I leave this in it", he waved your shame in the air.
"Don't forget to wash it....don't want it to leave a stain" he ordered from the couch. You walked back on edge. Snatching the mug from the other side of the table. You rushed to the sink and rinsed your cup. More tears fell as you felt the wetness between your legs. The mirror mounted above the sink allowed you to examine yourself. Your mascara bled a bit and lipstick smeared, but nothing that couldn't be fixed with a dab of a napkin.
You swore to never step foot in the lounge ever again. If you needed to eat you would do it in your car or at your desk. This was supposed to be a magical time for you, but with Steve it had turned into a nightmare.
You sniffed as you blinked away the tears, forcing yourself to stop crying. Gym time was almost over and you needed to pull yourself together and collect your class.
"You know how often I wonder about you" Steve said rising from the couch, you watched him carefully from the mirror. You fumbled your mug, the water splashing back at you.
"Steve you promised" you said meekly, utterly defeated. He stared at you through the mirror, you felt his eyes watch your discomfort as you picked up the cup.
"What would the parents think if they knew their kids teacher walks around the class with no panties on" he tutted. You hung your head low and noticed your panties balled up in his hand as he rested it on the counter.
"I also wonder" He said pressing you into the sink. You felt his resolve through his sweat pants. "Do you fit?"
Fit?
Then it became clear. You felt his cock against your backside. You tried frantically to flea, but Steve caught you by the neck.
"I'm willing to bet you can't even fit half of me inside" he whispered in your ear as he bent you over the sink, crushing. "If I'm wrong I will let you go." Your eyes rounded as he hauled up your skirt. You whimpered as the cool air of the staff room tickled your exposed rear.
Steve was really going to fuck you in the staff room. These walls were paper thin and he knew it. Your head swirled in panic as you pleaded with him to stop. He only chuckled and shimmied down his sweat pants as you swatted back at him.
He angled and aligned himself as you sobbed. The tip slipped through your wet thighs, finding the target of its need.
You choked down a guttural moan as he breathed out 'good girl'. He watched your face as every inch stretched through your insides.
"Its is too much" you gasped out, trembling from the pressure, dancing on your tip toes as you adjusted around him.
"Its all inside" he praised the accomplishment. Forcing you to look at the mirror. "You fit me so good...see."
The mirror reflected your assault to your horror. "All cute holding me inside, taking everything I got" he said while stretching you.
Shooting pains radiated from your core as sharp breaths escaped you.
"Look at you" he taunted "coming apart just for me.... "
You heard the door to the room open and close quickly as you panted wildly. Steve didn't pull out, unabashed, letting whomever take in his pale ass as he continued to stuff you.
You didn't know who saw you, you only hoped his massive body hid you and your shame.
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The Terms of Enchantment
Chapter 1: A price paid
Pero Tovar x F! Reader (f! Reader is any body type, any ethnicity and always an adult. )
AN: A vaguely kind of-not really Beauty & the Beast Au. Is been in my notes for a long time now, just needed some cleaning up. F reader will be named! You can ask to be tagged below.
⚠️ mention of being cursed, a crash , an ambush, injuries , mentions of prisoners
Gold.
A single bag of gold coins ripe for the taking.
The way the sun shined down on it was warning enough; he should have listened to his gut.
Instead Pero Tovar rode ahead, leaving William in the dust as he quickly approached the treasure. Under normal circumstances, and with a clearer head, the red flags would have been enough to cause pause.
But by that time, on day 17 in the desert, both men were starving, dehydrated, cranky, and foggy headed. They lost the reminded or their food and supplies in an attack, the ambush reduced the group of 5 a group of 2.
He fucked up. Pero knew that.
But as day 43 draws to a close, and he remains stuck in this form, Pero can’t stop going over the events of that day, the day that ruined his life.
…
William was out on a search for a cure. Pero’s condition? Hell if he knew. The cursed bag turned him into something horrid; some looming thing with parts Buffalo, wolf, bear and lion with wild board tusks.
On his last visit, Will bought with him a mystical sort of woman who was passing through Spain, a real fortune teller type. She spoke only in her native language of Ondali, which William impressively knew just enough to translate the most important parts.
Tovar was cursed by an Crucol witch. Horrid ugly things that feed off greed and desperation. According to the legend of her people, the wrath of the Crucol is well documented and locals never ever take found objects from those hills.
Information that would have clearly been more useful before he took the gold, or before those assholes ran them off into the opposite direction of their quest, sending them into unknown territory.
The woman said much more, but Will couldn’t translate. She did repeated three things, even drawing them on a scroll of paper; Yirin root, Black Laurel and Blue Sassel. The last thing she emphasized before leaving was that they needed a witch.
There was very little Pero could do from here, this ancient, dark castle he called home on the very edge of mountainous wild range. Sierra de Sombra, as it was called, was a beautiful yet foreboding stretch of mountains, woods, and natural reserves.
Pero only visited this place once, long ago as a child. It was the ancestral home of a great relative, a mean spirited man who lived a life of bitterness and solitude.
Once Pero was turned into this, it was the only place he could go. Far from any towns or civilization, living out his days in anger and regret. He sent Will away at the start, but the persistent bastard keeps coming back.
Finding nothing In this great grand uncles libraries, Pero was left to wait and hope William came back with something useful.
At first, Pero wasn’t worried. Will would find these mysterious herbs and stone, he would come back with a witch to undo the spell.
But as day 30 turned to day 60, Peros’s confidence morphed to worry. It was the longest Wills been gone, and without word. His last letter arrived 42 days ago. It was brief; only saying the herbs were believed to be extinct, but rumor had it they still grew in some places.
Then he mentioned he may have finally deciphered something the older woman said but Will remained unsure of its meaning,
Seed of the sacred serpent
That was it.
…
As day 60 turned to 80, Pero was losing hope. This was his new form now, there was nothing he could do the change it.
Pero entertained the idea of letting himself go, becoming full animal and moving to the woods. Besides, whatever percentage of humanity was left inside of him was become smaller each day he remained trapped in this body.
Then it comes.
The long awaited sound of approaching horses as a storm follows behind them. The darkened skies obscure the sun, thunder crackles in the distance.
Pero emerges from the East wing, grumbling to himself. He would eat Will after the de-spelling or at least threaten to eat him for taking so damn long. Pero lost count on day 100, he no longer had any concept of time.
As Pero reaches the main hall, the sounds of a crash echo into the castle grounds. Pero pushes the heavy doors open and rushes down the winding road, his fur drenched as he reaches the crash.
One of the horses runs off, as another remains stuck, tangled by ropes to the person on the ground. Tossing debris aside, Tovar party ally reveals the person beneath.
It’s not William.
Tovar growls and circles the body. The last person who trespassed here paid a hefty price, Pero wasn’t above taking another prisoner. If there was anything that annoyed Pero more than Williams visits, it was trespassers.
Then he decides. He would take the horse, keep it, they were valuable. Then any belongings this person had on them would become his. It was their bad luck that lead them here, and he was in no position to save anyone.
Due to the heavy robes, he can’t see much, or even decipher the sex of the passed out person. But one thing was clear, it wasn’t William.
Before Pero could examine the scattered luggage a pained groan draws his attention back to the body.
The rain comes down harder. Pero bites at the ropes and frees the panic horse then scoops up three bags under his arm. He starts toward the house then stops.
“Fuck.”
He takes another step forward, then stops. Another louder groan rises from behind him.
Pero shakes his head and rushes up the path toward the castle.
Uneasily he gets the horse inside the stable and dumps the bags inside the main hall. As he proceeds to shut the door, he focuses his gaze on the lump at the end of the walkway.
His hands freeze, he can’t close the doors, even as high winds and ice cold rain rush inside. With an exasperated sigh, Pero pushes the doors fully open and runs down the path, toward the body.
Drifting in and out of consciousness, the feeling of something moist and heavy moves over your face, shoving the fabric of your hood aside.
Before you can open your eyes, you feel yourself being lifted off the ground rather roughly. Your body aches intensify, shooting through your limbs like electric shocks and pulses.
With a groan, you finally open your eyes. A gasp escapes your lips at the sight before you.
A beast? A Werewolf? Grizzly creature of some kind stares down at you.
Your eyes grow wider and your heart leaps to your throat, everything fades to black.
More soon, on the WIP list.
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A Deafened Bard (Stephen Strange x Female!Reader)
I can explain.
Please don't come at me for starting a new project before finishing Cult Girl Doctorate. I hit a wall and needed to take a break. I am trying not to let this one take up too much time.
Y/n is a sorceress-in-training who’s known for being hard to teach. Sensing her potential, Doctor Strange takes her on as an apprentice.
You firmly believed that shattering the urn of Fei-Amie was the best thing that ever happened to you.
It happened a year ago, but it still replayed in your head over and over again. You made a conscious effort to remember it vividly.
Sure, it was terrifying, Stephen Strange's initial look of anger when he heard the ceramic shatter. It softened when he saw that the culprit was just a clumsy sorceress-in-training who looked on the verge of tears with remorse. Still, it was a face you never wanted to see again: his teeth bared, his already sharp features accentuated under the constraints of anger.
It diluted into silent, simmering frustration that revealed itself to you in short sarcastic jabs and body language.
"Just, stop." He cut you off after a string of profuse sorries. With no disarming smile in sight, you could tell he was tense. "Artifacts get broken all the time. Don't cry. It was an accident."
His tone indicated that he was trying to convince himself more than he was you. You were a closed-off person and could hardly stand the idea that anyone out there didn't like you. The idea of the Sorcerer Supreme being mad at you, personally, made you briefly consider ritual suicide. You lowered your head. "Yes, Master Strange."
"Hey, butterfingers." He called out after you as you tried to make a painless exit. You looked back at him and he gestured to the pile of broken ceramic pieces. "You gonna fix what you broke?"
It hadn't dawned on you that an ancient relic could be fixed. Especially one that once contained the ashes of the ancient necromancer Fei-Amie. You were embarrassed to say that your knowledge of manipulating time was surface-level at best, and couldn't think of any other solution.
You wordlessly gathered the pieces up in your skirt and carried them off, striking out any plans to go into town that evening. Instead, you poured through book after book for any instruction whatsoever on repairing broken artifacts. You ran out of desk space, so books were just floating in the air, suspended on pages that briefly mentioned relic breakage.
You started to believe you were given an impossible task. Or perhaps all the resources you needed, he was withholding. Even so, you didn't want to go back to him empty-handed. You changed into your street clothes and opened a portal to the local craft store.
You returned with two types of extra-strong superglue and got to work. First, you made all the pieces come together and had them hover over the desk. Unconsciously, you began to sing as you pieced the urn back together.
Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things
"Haven't heard that song in years."
You dropped the tube of glue and the few remaining pieces fell back to the desk. "Master Strange!"
"Sorry, didn't mean to scare you." He said, though his apology was undercut by his smug tone. "Carry on."
You picked up a piece and began to line the edges with glue.
"Aren't you going to finish the song?"
You looked up to see that he hadn't been just passing by. He was leaning against the threshold, watching you.
"I don't usually sing for an audience." You laughed, uncomfortably. "Just me."
"A man and his sentient cape should not count as an audience," he scoffed. "But, if you insist, I guess I'll have to just listen to Julie Andrews instead."
"What's wrong with her?" You raised your eyebrows in surprise.
"Oh, nothing. She's a treasure." He put his hands up. "But everyone gets to hear her sing. And I take it that only a very select few get to hear your rendition of my favorite things. I just have to be one of them."
You blushed, suddenly forgetting all the words to my favorite things.
"Girls in white dresses..." he offered, an impatient edge to it.
You swallowed. "Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes. Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes-"
"Hey, butterfingers." He interrupted again. Before you could object, he pointed to the way that the pieces floated gracefully overhead at the sound of your voice.
"I'd like to see Julie Andrews do that." He said with a wink.
"Looks alright," Master Strange said, running his finger along the tight seams that showed where cracks once were.
"Will it still work?" You asked. That was really all you were worried about.
"Beats the hell out of me." He shrugged. "I didn't know how to use it to begin with."
"What?!" You spat back. "Are you kidding?"
"I'm afraid not." He said, taking the urn and placing it back on its pedestal. "Don't worry, you did a good job. I'm not mad at you anymore."
That was really all you needed to hear. "Thank you, sir."
"You're an apprentice, right?" He asked.
"I'm..." Your voice trailed off in embarrassment. "Between masters right now."
He raised an eyebrow. "If I were to ask around, would I receive glowing reviews from your last masters?"
You admitted it point-blank. "No."
"Let me guess," he folded his arms. "Something didn't make sense to you and instead of giving you the space to question it, they insisted you follow blindly."
You wanted to throw your head back and shout in relief; finally, someone understood!
"Bingo, bullseye." You put your hands up in surrender after being read so easily. "Right on the money."
"I see." He said, tucking that thought away for later. "Could I trouble you for one more odd job before you go?"
"That depends." You folded your arms. "What is it?"
He looked over his shoulder at his cape. "How are you with sewing?"
‘Sewing' was not the verb you would use to describe repairing the tears in the Cloak of Levitation. It was taller and stronger than you and it did not want to be repaired. It was closer to performing surgery on a fully grown mountain lion that could rip your head off at any minute.
"Like putting eyeshadow on a cat," Master Strange said. It flicked its edge contemptuously, while still clinging to his shoulders for dear life. "I'm a licensed surgeon and it won't let me within 20 feet of it with a needle."
"Thanks for the vote of confidence." You said, thoroughly discouraged. All he'd given you to work with was a spool of thread and a pack of needles.
He tried with sincere force to remove the cloak, but it wouldn't budge. "Of course, now it knows you're coming at it with the sewing kit and it won't leave my shoulders."
"Maybe I can work with that?" You shrugged. You threaded the needle and hid it in your hand.
You approached the cloak, only for it to shove Master Strange in your way like a human shield.
"Listen, you naughty little blanket." He scolded, turning around to face it as if it were a puppy that had just wrecked the living room. "If you don't let her fix you, you're going in the washing machine. Extra spin."
It shuddered, and, for a moment, you thought it was going to comply. You slowly took a step forward, only for it to dart as soon as your foot hit the ground. It made its escape with a large crash through the heavy wooden doors of the library.
"Hey!" You shouted, chasing after it. "Get back here!"
You caught a glimpse of it headed towards the relic room, so, without thinking, you opened a portal to make it there first. You reached it only seconds before the cloak breached the threshold, with only enough time to grab it by the edge.
"Come here!" You exclaimed, giving it a full force tug. It tugged back, overpowering you to the tenth degree. It dragged you across the room and into the foyer. You yanked on it, only for it to escape from your grip and send you flying back into the wall. You wondered for a second how such a sturdy piece of fabric could possibly be in need of maintenance.
"Bastard." You mumbled, rubbing the spot where your head collided with the wall. The pain didn't stop you, though. You were on your feet within seconds, pursuing the naughty blanket all over again.
You heard the words of one of your many, many masters ringing in your ears; "never outrun what you can outsmart". Or maybe that was from a Garfield comic. Either way, whether or not you could outsmart the cloak was still unknown, but you had to at least try.
You took a second to catch your breath and tried to remember where you saw it heading next. Downstairs, you thought. To the laundry room. The one place you would never look.
You slowly but deliberately descended the stairs to the basement where the laundry was. You turned the light on and saw overturned baskets of towels, clothes, and sheets everywhere. And then a washing machine door slammed shut. You turned your head and saw a twinge of dark red hiding in the washing machine.
You removed your shoes and socks to minimize noise, then picked up a fitted sheet that had been thrown on the ground. You mounted the washing machine and affixed the sheet to the front. The cloak would have to come shooting out the door, and you would ambush it.
You forced the door open with your heel, holding the sheet like a giant net. As predicted, the cloak shot out like a bullet from a gun, getting caught in the sheet. It thrashed around aimlessly, trying to escape, but you had a tight grip and it wasn't going anywhere.
"It's curtains for you!" You said, then laughed at your own joke. "Stop struggling!"
It flailed and fought, but eventually ran out of energy and sunk to the ground. Not trusting it quite yet, you pinned it down with your whole body weight before releasing it from the sheet. As expected, it tried to fly away, but couldn't get anywhere.
"The less you fight, the faster this will go." You said, examining the fabric for any visible tears. The rip presented itself right away. About as long as your hand, right in the center.
"What did Strange do to you?" You asked, pulling the threaded needle from your pocket. "Hold still, I'm going to fix it."
Once the needle hit fabric, the cloak stopped trying to fly away and instead writhed about on the floor like it was about to die. You fixed the tear with as many stitches as you could make, then pulled it shut. Once you knew the thread was secure, you rolled off the cloak and let it fly free.
It shot up, but froze, noticing something was different. It swished itself around, unaccustomed to the feeling of air not blowing right through its center.
"You're welcome." You said with a shrug. "It's not like I had to chase you all around the sanctum to make it happen."
Without any warning, the cloak scooped you up and squeezed you. Your initial reaction was that this was its revenge and you were taking your final breaths, but you could tell it was gratitude by the way it gently set you down on the ground.
"Happy to help." You gasped for air. "Just remember this feeling if I ever have to do this again."
"Not bad, butterfingers." Master Strange told you, though the tone of his voice conveyed he was impressed beyond a simple 'not bad'.
"Not bad?" You protested. "I absolutely crushed it."
He ran his finger down the uneven but sturdy stitching. When his face met yours again, he was smiling with genuine enthusiasm that managed to eek through his dry, sarcastic exterior. It came out as an admittedly very handsome sideways smirk as his eyes scanned you up and down.
“If you don’t need anything else, I’ll get out of your hair now.” You said, heading towards the open doors.
“Wait.” The doors slammed shut before you could reach them. You turned around to see Master Strange still examining the stitching. "You wouldn't leave without tea, would you?"
A pot of chai tea sat between you, filling the air with an aroma of spicy vanilla. You held the teacup in both hands, determined to never give him a reason to reinforce the "butterfingers" nickname he'd become so fond of.
"Chai is my favorite." You said, letting the scent waft into your nose. "Yerba mate used to be my favorite, but if I drink more than two pots of it I get sick."
"Yeah, definitely don't do that." He chuckled, bobbing his teabag up and down in the cup. "Out of curiosity, are you wondering at all why I invited you to tea?"
"Oh, definitely." You nodded. "I was just wondering about that."
"Would you believe it's just because I find you interesting?" He raised an eyebrow. "Good company, perhaps?"
"Interesting? Absolutely." You agreed. "Good company is debatable."
"I can't believe I never thought to trap the cloak in the washing machine." He rested his chin in his hand. "It seems so obvious now."
"If it makes you feel any better," you shrugged. "It was mostly dumb luck and reckless disregard for my own life, considering it almost threw me off the balcony.”
He glared at the cloak. “What did I tell you about trying to kill our guests?”
It lowered its collar shamefully in his direction.
“Don’t apologize to me!” He scolded. “Apologize to her.”
It turned to face you and repeated the somber motion.
“It’s okay.” You shrugged. “My family adopted a retired army German Shepherd growing up. I’m used to high-strung creatures that could end my life at any second.”
“Well, rest assured, butterfingers,” He said, leaning back in his chair. “This will never happen again.”
“I, uh-” You opened your mouth before you could even really pick up on the implication he was putting down. “Wasn’t aware that there would be a chance for it to happen again?”
“I suppose we should get down to brass tax, then.” He folded his hands in his lap. “How would you like to stay here?”
“Well-” You said, not wanting to come off as too enthusiastic, which you certainly were. “Not if it’s going to kill me-”
“If I could promise you that your life won’t be in constant danger, I would.” He cut you off. “But if you wanted safety, you wouldn’t have started studying the Mystic Arts.”
“Got me there.” You conceded, your made-up objection withering away. “What’s the catch?”
“No catch.” He shook his head. “I’ll help you train and in return, you help me preserve the integrity of the sanctum.”
“So an apprenticeship?” Your eyes widened. "Are you saying you want to take me on as an apprentice?"
“I know you’ve got bad associations with that title, but yes.” He answered. “If it brings back memories of your previous masters treating you like garbage, we can call it a ‘partnership’, if you’d like.”
Partners with the Sorcerer Supreme? You thought, butterflies materializing in your stomach.
"That sounds great, but-" You broke eye contact and fidgeted with your fingers. "I feel like I should disclose that it wasn't really all that one-sided. I am… notoriously hard to teach."
"And who told you that?" He tilted his head. "The ones who refused to teach you?"
You hadn't thought about it that way. "I guess."
"The way I see it, you've repaid your debt and are free to leave," he began. "But seeing how dutifully you reassembled that urn, wrangled my favorite piece of defiant outerwear, and how desperately this place is in need of some life, it might be a good idea to keep you around."
You put your hand over your chest to still your heart. "It would be an honor."
"Excellent." He nodded. "That saves me the trouble of having to convince you."
He brought you to a small but comfortable room with a bed and connected bathroom.
"There's plenty of closet space for all your clothes." He said, gesturing to an antique looking bureau set.
You dumped your duffel bag out on the bed, revealing the extent of your possessions. "Thanks, but this is all I've got."
"Travel light, huh?" He asked.
"Yeah, I moved around a lot growing up." You admitted. "Got no real roots and all that jazz."
"That changes now." He told you. "This is your home now so I want it to feel like it. Make the space your own."
“I don’t know how I can thank you for this.” You lowered your head, still feeling undeserving.
“Don’t thank me yet, butterfingers.” He chuckled. “I’ve been told I tend to be a little on the egotistical side. That I don’t work well with others.”
"It's actually [F/N], if you were curious." You said, sitting on the bed and folding your hands in your lap.
"Okay, [F/N]." he smiled. "You've been in and out of enough apprenticeships to know the drill. Early mornings, late nights. And I've got a laundry list of odd jobs for you that I'm too important to do."
"Naturally." You nodded. His dry self-awareness inspired a little confidence that he wouldn't be a complete tyrant.
"You did a good job today." He said, bluntly. "Thank you for your help. Keep it up and you'll make an invaluable addition to the sanctum."
You smiled downwards. "Thank you."
"Do you often sing when you're trying to focus?" He posited. "Just, as an aside."
You could tell the gears in his neurosurgeon's head were turning, undoubtedly trying to pin some kind of diagnosis on you as doctors were known to do.
“I guess it’s just a force of habit.” You admitted. “I used to play piano, so when I’m working with my hands, it just kind of happens. My last master was not happy about that.”
"Oh, screw him." He waved his hand dismissively. "He pissed away an opportunity to nurture a sorceress with a special gift for the sake of tradition. That's a mistake I won't make."
Special gift? You thought. Nobody who practiced the Mystic Arts had ever referred to anything you'd ever done as a 'gift'. Annoyance? sure. A symptom of ADHD? All the time. But 'gift'? That made it sound useful.
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Anything For You
⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅
Warnings: Explicit Violence, Blood, Mentions of Past Traumas, Bullying/Abuse of Main Character, Toxic/Abusive Relationships, Unhealthy Power Dynamics
Wordcount: 10,835
Ships: Yandere! Trey Clover x gn!reader
Warning this is a horror fiction. The work may contain unnerving and potentially triggering content. You have been warned. That being said I hope you all enjoy.
Translations: Mui lend lóth (My sweet flower)
Mui ae lóth (My small flower)
Im mel cin (I love you)
: ̶̧̘̳͕̒͊Ṃ̴͓̼͕͓̻̐̎̍̈́̒͛̏̔a̵̗̤̣͈̬͔̰̽̀͊͂̄̓̎̂u̶͎̣̙̅͋͂̀͊̾͛̈͌̚ḭ̸̡̨͚̝̬̼̗̬̺͌͂́̇́̈̅͒ ̸̗̖̼̘̰͖̰̲̺̲͔̱̃̔̔̈̕͝͝͠i̵̡̹̺͍̦̺̼̫̅̿͊͂́̈͆͑̉͌̚ ̵͚͙̣͊̀t̸͖͔̰̠̞̗̘̘̏ḩ̶̰̝̟̹̙̳̺͔͊̊́́̃̽̇̈́ú̸͚̼̻̟̮͙̉̈́̔̑̃͂̈̊̽̄l̴̨̛̞̬̠͍̳̲͚̞̞̭̣̇̊̑͂͌̑̌̎̂̐͘͝ ̵̨̞̦̭̩͚͎͍͕̤̺̗̠̏̌̓͊̏̋́͝g̶̡̧͈̮̤̬̺͇̟͗̀̄̑͠͝ü̵̻̭͙̜̔͆͘ì̶͎̝̖̱͂̔́͋̌̒̀͌̚͝d̶̰̹̲̻̯͍̥̭̦̜̰̟̹͌ȇ̸̡̛̬̳͇͚͊́̊̍̈́̌̕ ̵̧̢̧̻̰̮̤̞͔̟̖̜̐̏̓͋̕c̴̗̫̗͉̲͓͈͈̱̦̟̓̏̀̐͂́̍͆̃͜i̵̻͍̜̮̐ń̸̨̥̜͛̐͑ ̴̜̺̿̌̒̿̈́̈̉̈́͛̾̕͠b̵̡͙͔͉̭̳̣̭́̈̈́́̈̐ạ̵̛͎̩͉̲͉͉̄͋́͒̊̔͆͒̽̽͜͝ͅr̶̛̖̉͐̌̎́̈́͑̄͝ ̸̜̳̭̊̅ ̵̝̮̙̜͈̞̻̬̈́͂̓̃̿̆͊̈́̎ Maui i thúl guide cin bar
(May the wind guide you home)
⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅
It was said that the forest held a vicious creature that killed all that entered it’s domain. Slowly stalking from behind trees, never fully revealing itself until it was time for it to devour its prey whole. Not even the best, most experienced hunters that came, seeking to kill the beast had made it out alive.
As a child Y/N grew up with the tales of the monster who hid just beyond the treeline, waiting to kill any children who wandered too far from the town; now as an adult they weren't so sure they believed them. After all they go into the forest all the time as a part of their job. And so far they were alive. Maybe the old tales of supernatural beasts were false. But now wasn't the time to be thinking of fairy tales.
They had work to do. Their boss Mr. Howl tasked them with picking a very peculiar list of herbs for an exclusive client, a list that caused Y/N to have to travel deep into the forest to collect. It was dangerous, sure, but they enjoyed being able to collect a small part of what mother nature provides in order to help people. Plus they tried to be respectful in everything they did within the bounds of the forest. Even going so far as to leave an offering to the spirits of the forest, whoever they might be.
The afternoon was an hour away from giving way into evening when their hunt for the needed herbs was finally complete. Buttoning up the clasp on their pouch they turned only to be faced with a very real monster. In a split second of bad judgment Y/N ran. They were being chased through those very same woods they were warned about so many times.
With a loud yelp the chase ceased, as Y/N was forced to the ground. Caught in the claws of a mountain lion. The sounds of tearing flesh rang through the air as the mountain lion ripped chunks of flesh from their back. But that wasn't the worst part, the pain was indescribable. It burned through them like a river of fire through their veins and plunged deep into their gut like a piece of cold glass.
They could feel the jaws of the mountain lion closing in on the back of their neck when suddenly a loud pop like thunder resounded through the air. The cougar leapt away from the severely injured Y/N its head quickly searching for the origin of the noise. When it happened again this time closer to the pair, the animal growled lowly and ran off not feeling like fighting.
They tried to move, but every centimetre of movement sent shock waves of pain through every nerve. After a few attempts to move Y/N gave up, the pain was just too much. Beginning to sob they found themself facing a grim fate. They were going to die slowly without anyone ever knowing. Finally the adrenaline from the experience wore off enough that their consciousness ebbed away into darkness.
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It wasn't every day that Trey found a human in the forest, but this one seemed to appear a lot more than most. At first he was hesitant to even allow them entry but they only came for a few handfuls of plants before leaving. He also was very happy that after noticing his presence they started leaving him gifts. It was never anything extremely fancy or expensive but he loved them. And in return for their respectfulness and generosity he had protected them while they were within the area. Unfortunately the puma had escaped his awareness and caused terrible damage to the human.
Trey knew he was probably not supposed to heal them, but he liked this human. They were very kind, so with a lot of care he lifted them off the ground with the intent of taking them to his home. He would be damned if he was going to let them die because of a mistake he made.
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When Y/N opened their eyes they saw not an abyss but a warm home. It had clean wooden floors, an unlit yet still warm looking fireplace, and a desk covered in many little trinkets. It was unfamiliar and despite its comforting exterior filled Y/N with dread. Lifting their head they realized they had been lying on soft fur. The movement caused a ripple of a pain to shoot across their back. A soft hiss escaped their lips as they reached behind them in an attempt to feel how deep the wounds were, only for their fingers to touch cloth. Whoever had taken Y/N had bandaged their wounds. It was strange, and like anyone with sense they decided to up and flee from the strange home. Finding the strength to stand, they wobbled their way to the door. The walk was excruciating and they moved at a snail's pace but eventually they made it. Right when they reached for the doorknob, the door opened.
When the door swung open to reveal a tall man the house seemed to quiver in excitement at his arrival. The air within swirled around Y/N’s legs as if to present them to the master of the house. The man scrunched up his brow, reaching a hand out as if to offer support. When he spoke, his voice was surprisingly soft and dripping with genuine concern,“Oh my, please lie back down. You’ll only hurt yourself more by moving a lot...I have- um some poultice to help numb the pain!” He showed off the small clay jar in his hand by waving it nervously.
“I almost forgot, you may call me Trey. I saw you getting attacked and after I managed to scare the mountain lion away, I couldn't leave you to be food for scavengers so thought I should try to help you heal from your wounds. And thus I brought you here, my home.” Sensing their hesitation he blurted out a continued explanation in an attempt to try and soothe Y/N,“I really do want to help you, please at the very least stay the night, the forest is dangerous at night and your wounds won't let you get very far. Then when morning comes and you're all healed up you can leave. Please?”
Trey bit down on his lip in anticipation of their answer. If he had something to pray to in that moment, he would have. His guest nodded begrudgingly, “I'm Y/N by the way…” He released a breath he didn't know he was holding. With genuine relief he ushered them back into the heart of the home.
“It's nice to properly meet you Y/N.”
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As they sat on the bed, Y/N watched Trey clean off the table to make way for the medical supplies that he needed to use. As he reached to put a bottle on a low shelf, the light caught on a familiar gold charm hanging from a leather rope. When he turned to look back at the now nearly clean table he caught his guest’s gaze causing a blush to crawl across his cheeks.
“Your necklace, where did you get it?” They asked hesitantly.
“You left it as an offering one day and I, um, couldn't help myself. I thought it was beautiful,” as he spoke he tucked his hair behind his ear, revealing a peculiar sight. His ears ended in a point. Y/N gasped at the revelation that their host was a member of the fair folk. In a sort of stupor caused by their realization, they pointed numbly to his ears, silently inquiring about them.
Confused, Trey gently touched where his guest was pointing. He too gasped when he realized he had exposed himself to a human. Accidentally no less! The blush that was once only on his cheeks deepened as it moved to colour his ears and all the way down his neck. “Oh these?” He choked out. With a soft sigh that sounded closer to a breeze rustling through the trees than any human sigh, he sat down in front of Y/N.
“Well, as you've probably guessed by now. I'm a faerie. But I'm not a bad one!” He exclaimed, frantically reaching for their hand, just in case they were scared of him. When he realized that he wasn't causing them any fear, he ran his free hand through his soft green hair. With a soft huff, much like a soft breeze, he continued speaking,“I'm an elf which means I'm a part of the Seelie court. And usually I don't really like humans visiting the forest because they steal the plants in vast amounts leaving almost nothing for the animals who need them. And they kill animals like the wolves for no reason! But you don't do that stuff, you're nice. It's why I always have an animal watch over you, to let me know if you're in danger. We all like you a lot, you're a friend to the whole forest. Well…okay maybe, not that one buck but he doesn't like anyone… I'm getting off track here, but you take only a little bit and never from the exact same spot. You even give us nice things like pretty crystals, coins and bread with cinnamon and honey! That one is my favourite.” He ended his speech with a sweet smile that reached every part of his face.
Y/N mirrored his grin in spite of themself. He was positively radiating a warm joy and it was infectious. They slowly lifted their head to meet his eyes, still hesitant. After a pregnant pause they spoke, finding that they were relaxed around him despite their initial worries,”I’m pleased to hear that the animals in the forest enjoy my presence as much as I enjoy theirs. And I'm glad you liked the gifts, Trey.”
He laughed, pleased that they were becoming comfortable around him. Standing up he patted their hair before quickly making his way over to the chair by the bed and taking a seat. “We need to redress your wounds soon so I'll need you to take off your top and the bandages, if you can. If you need any help let me know!”
His back was turned to where Y/N was laying, allowing them to get undressed without feeling uncomfortable doing so due to their unfamiliarity with each other. He hummed a song that was almost familiar to Y/N although its name was just out of reach.
With some pain and plenty of struggle they were able to take off their shirt, but by the time they reached for the bandages looping across their chest, the minimal scabs that had formed overnight all seemed to tear at once. Leaving Y/N bleeding once more. “I need some help please. I can't undo the bandages myself,” They called out, a pit of anxiety forming in their stomach.
Trey very quickly went over, he was affected by Y/N’s nerves and it was showing. He muttered an apology before slowly unwrapping the bandages crisscrossing his guest’s back. Once they were completely removed he swallowed hard, his voice a gentle whisper, “I need you to lie on your stomach and relax Y/N. You're inadvertently transferring your anxieties on to me, and it's going to slow the healing process.”
They nodded with a sigh, doing as he asked. Breathing deeply they began to attempt to meditate in order to loosen their tense muscles.
Trey worked silently, gently dabbing a warm, earthy smelling cream into their wounds.
It stung for a few seconds before the pulsing of the muscles as the cream disinfected their wounds eased. When the stinging stopped Y/N felt immediate relief. The pain was gone. They hummed softly in contentment,“I am so lucky that I met you Trey. I would have died had it not been for you.”
Trey smiled sweetly at them, his cheeks glowing from their praise. Although he wanted to stand up and dance from how giddy he felt from finally getting to meet the nice human, instead Trey channeled that energy into rebandaging their back. Realizing it was rude to not respond, his hands began to quiver. He wanted to hurry so that they wouldn't feel so uncomfortable but he had to stop himself from speeding up, otherwise the wrappings would not be as perfect as they needed to be. Y/N just couldn't afford to have bad air get at their wounds just because he was too awkward. So he carefully knotted and tucked the clean bandages away, internally cursing himself for how badly being around Y/N affected him. “You should get some sleep Y/N,” he said softly, pulling his hands away.
At the mention of sleeping his guest tensed back up again, still not entirely comfortable with the idea of staying in an unfamiliar home with an unfamiliar person.
Their worries only amplified the ones Trey was already undergoing by ten, and it was making him nauseated. He didn't want to have to do this but it seemed like the only option that would allow the both of them to sleep. He whispered a few weighted words and the atmosphere of the whole room dimmed. The air settled over Y/N like a blanket, drawing them closer to sleep.
Thinking nothing of the sudden tiredness that overcame them, as it was quite late and they were still slightly woozy from blood loss, Y/N nodded. “Okay, I'll sleep,” they hummed, snuggling further into the furs that covered the cot they were lying on. Trey took a blanket from a cabinet and laid it over top of Y/N. He didn't want them to be cold.
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A soft, affectionate smile graced his face as he still sat next to the cot. Y/N was sleeping peacefully and still refused to let go of his hand. Even though it had been hours since they first grabbed hold of him, Trey didn't mind. He was tired but they were more important. To ensure their injuries were healed enough for them to go home the next morning he had needed to watch to make sure the magic in the cream he put on their wounds was closing them up properly. Now that he knew that it had worked he could finally sleep.
Intertwining their fingers, Trey spoke. His words a lullaby to his dreaming guest- no his friend, “You'll always have me Y/N, no matter what. I'd do anything you asked of me if it meant you were happy.”
As the stars at last settled in their positions in the sky, Trey finally let his eyes close. Pleased with how the evening turned out he rested his head on the cot, watching Y/N dream soundly. He smiled sleepily as he silently admitted what deep down he always had known. With that in mind, he slipped into his own world of dreams.
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When Y/N awoke they immediately smelled something fantastic. Remembering the events of last night they sat up abruptly, checking to see if they had been violated in any way last night. Their clothes, although wrinkled, were not in any significant disarray and they didn’t feel anything different. Although their pain was considerably dulled. Confused they wiped away the sleep in their eyes and very hesitantly stretched their arms out. The movement illuminated just how tender their body was after the attack. And although there was some stiffness to the muscles, nothing tore open again so that was a perk.
“Good morning Y/N, I'm making oatmeal if you want some,” Trey called from in front of the fire.
Standing up Y/N moved to join him in front of the fire. When they sat down in front of the hearth the flames began to soar. It was almost like they were jumping in excitement. The longer they stayed near the fire the higher and more rapidly the fire grew. It swayed and twirled, drawing closer to the edges before leaning away with the grace, and as Y/N continued to stare, halfway terrified of the fire leaping from the fireplace and onto their pants and halfway entranced by how beautiful the fire's dance was. Finally deciding that the warmth of the fire wasn't worth the risk of getting burnt Y/N backed away. The fire popped making a sound closer to a whine than any normal fire sound.
Y/N hugged their knees to them, only to hear a soft chuckle from above their head. “The fire won't hurt you. It just wants attention and thinks the best way to get that is by showing off,” Trey paused as he handed a bowl of oatmeal to Y/N, “It wants to impress you with its dancing, it likes you.” At that the fire swayed slowly side to side, clearing pleased with all the attention. Trey put his hand on their shoulder and smiled reassuringly sitting down, Y/N shook their head as they chuckled.
“Well… It is rather beautiful, so I suppose I could watch your dance a little longer,” Y/N said softly, winking at the now twirling flame before them. It gave a squeaky sounding pop before resuming it’s dance with renewed vigor. With a pleased sigh Y/N watched, comforted by the strangely familiar warmth sitting in their chest and the lingering sweetness from the breakfast presented to them.
In fact, they were so enamoured by their thoughts, that Y/N didn’t even notice that their head lolled onto Trey’s shoulder.
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The forest was quiet as the pair walked towards the place where Y/N had entered the day before. Everything was just like every day before, although the normal feeling that the forest gave seemed slightly off. The presence of the normal hum in the temperate air of the forest that they experienced was intensified. They were calm. The forest wrapped them in the warm embrace of an old friend. They were in a second home. Safe. And Y/N now understood why exactly they felt this way in the woods. It was because of a hidden friend. One who despite never having met in person, knew that they were a perfect match. Two matching souls, who no matter what would look out for each other.
Looking up at him as they walked side by side, Y/N made a voiceless promise to return to him, to return to their second home, at his side. And they were truly blessed to have Trey in their life.
“Before you leave Y/N, last night you said something and...I really need to know if it’s the truth,” Trey confessed.
“What was it that I said Trey?”
“You said that we were fri-”
Grabbing his hands Y/N cut his sentence off, “Friends. Yes, it is very true, so if you’d have me I’d love to visit you again.” The smile that spread across Trey's face was worth being subjected to another potential cougar attack. He positively lit up, swinging their intertwined hands back and forth like a child.
Pressing his lips to their forehead he whispered a blessing as a parting gift, “Ḿ̸̫͒̆a̵̡̡͉̹̞̠͒ǘ̴̡̻̮͈͝į̶̣͛̔̾͑̓̍̕ ̷̛̻̙͉̟̝͛̏̿̉͋i̷̙̖͕͒ ̸͇̒̾̿̃͒͛̚t̴̮͓̫͍̪̥̥́̂͆h̷̪̙̥̱̎̑͋͝ṷ̶̱́͗̓͊̄̇̈͠l̸̜̫̑̑̉͆̈́ ̸͇̻͙̹͍̥̩͊̀͋̀g̷̨͎̪̠͎͗ụ̴̧̗̦̖̤͊̀͌̋̕͜i̴̖̕d̸͐̌̒̀͜é̵̡̠̖̫͚̞̻̂̊̔́̏ ̴͓̠̂̆͗ć̸̼̓̀̄̌̑̆i̶̘̦̝͖̺̒͜ņ̸̨͍̥͎̠̹̂ ̷̨͈̮͈̳̫͇̅b̴̪̩̭͚̊͜ȧ̸̡̨͈̤̆͂̈́r̵̥͕͔͖̋̎̑̚ ̴́͋ͅm̴͓̌̂́̃̐̋͝ų̵͇̰͇̱̯̈̓͗͗͊͐̀͜ĭ̸̧̥͚̤̗ ̷̛͚͈͔̟̯͑̀̎́̌̓l̷̨̡̲͚̓̆͠ȩ̵̛̮͎̻̥̀̓̂̀͘͠n̴̛͚̂̌͆͛͠ͅd̸̦̦͇̽̆͆̽͆̕ ̷̘̱̣̲̗̮̜̆̉͊̊̈̋͝ ̶̫͊̓͜ͅĺ̷̳̞̹̻̎͒̄̆͘ó̶̢̢̪͈̪͂̒̀͂͘͠t̷͍̗̙̓́̆͜͝ẖ̴̤̙͔͎̥̌͛͒́͝ͅ.̸̪̂̊̓͗́͆͝”
And as Trey’s words rang through the mid morning air, the pair parted ways in good faith.
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Y/N needed to go back to recollect the herbs that they were originally attempting to bring back. So the next week, it was decided that they would go back to get the needed plants. Everything felt far more normal than it should have, barely anything was different besides the scars crossing their back back. However, on this day they decided they wouldn’t leave an offering to the forest like they usually would. Instead they would keep it with them so that when Y/N saw Trey again they could finally give the treat to him in person.
“Hey, you didn’t leave anything for me today…” a familiar voice called out from the trees above Y/N’s head, startling them.
Hopping down from the branch Trey ran a hand through his hair, a pout on his handsome face.
Y/N chuckled, slightly embarrassed at being startled so easily and handed him a delicately wrapped box, “I wanted to give you it in person this time, as a personal repayment for your help Trey.”
He flushed in embarrassment as he took the box from them. Opening it he found the inside was filled with a baker’s dozen of assorted pastries from the best bakery in town. “Thank you! But you really didn’t have to repay me,” Trey said bashfully as he wove a beautiful crown of violets and daisies for Y/N to wear. Placing it on their head he stared into their eyes adoringly as he continued to speak, “I would do absolutely anything if it meant that you were happy, and safe and well alive.”
Y/N smiled at him, a dusting of pink covering their cheeks. “I have to collect some more herbs for work, would you come keep me company Trey” They inquired.
Nodding vigorously, Trey led them further into the forest so Y/N could get their job done, “I know all the best spots in the forest to find what you need.”
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It had been four months since Y/N had first met Trey and they had met on multiple occasions since. Every time they needed to collect more herbs for their job Trey was always around soon after they entered the forest. He always helped them find the best quality of everything they required no matter what it was that they needed. And in return Y/N had been bringing him freshly baked sweet breads with honey, as well as any old coins they came across.
It seemed that the more they spent time together the happier Y/N was overall. And it hadn't gone unnoticed by their boss. He quite enjoyed seeing his star employee glowing every time they met up with their new “friend”. It was actually improving business as the quality of their products was vastly improving, and if that wasn't enough to make one, Mr. Jack Howl, the village’s local apothecary, happy for his friend; then the knowledge that what seemed to those involved as nothing more than a close friendship was from the outside very clearly developing into something more. Jack finally understood why they liked the forest so much, especially if they're meeting someone special to them.
“Y/N! The shipment of mandrake for Mr. L came in, I need you to put it with the rest of his order. I'd do it but I have to run out for an hour,” Jack called from the door of the greenhouse.
“And if there’s any extra?”
“We can’t afford to have any go to waste so if there is any, stock it away in the showcase with the expensive crystals,” He called out over his shoulder before running out the door, his toned arms flexing as he hoisted a large crate up off the floor and into his arms .
The bell above the door chimed as it swung shut, letting Y/N know that they were now officially in charge of the store. They finished watering the plants that needed more with care, trying not to spill much water while doing so. After completing their task, Y/N wiped their hands on their apron as they walked into the main area of the shop. There behind the counter was a small box with a simple pinewood top. There were large holes for air dotting the lid of the box and a note attached to the side with instructions to keep it well watered. Y/N picked up the box and exercised extreme caution to not dropit,, the one plant inside the box was worth a whole month’s sales at the shop because of how rare it was to find such a large and healthy specimen. While moving it to the back room where the rest of the order was waiting they heard the door open once again.
Y/N smiled to themselves as they called out the usual warm greeting that customers receive, “Welcome to Yellow Iris Apothecary. I’ll be right there to help you in a moment.” They closed up the box for Mr. L and turned to assist the person, but when they turned around they saw an unwelcome face.
“Ah, how nice of you to finally join me Y/N. I was just about to come over there and,” The man paused as he raked his eyes over Y/N like he was considering devouring them whole. Seemingly pleased, he bared his teeth in a feral grin before continuing his statement, “redirect your attention.”
“What do you want Caleb,” Y/N backed away, not enjoying the way that they were being eyed up.
Y/N found themself shrinking back from his gaze, already succumbing to the familiar panic that overwhelmed their senses whenever Caleb entered the shop, they prepared to run as soon as possible. It’s not as though they had much of a choice but to run from him. After all, how do you approach your boss to say ‘I think you need to ban your brother from your store’.
The unease Y/N was feeling from the moment the two locked eyes spread like tendrils of winter wind, chilling them to the bone as Caleb slowly stalked around the store. Like he was sizing up his prey.
“My dear brother has told me that you’ve found a lover. I actually laughed at first, I couldn’t believe it. You? The weird, obsessive, clingy little leech, who can barely be considered human, found someone who could not only tolerate you and the malignant stench you infect every space you inhabit, but to enjoy it? Whoo! But when I heard that it was true from a friend, and that he saw you go off to frolic in the woods with him, I was positively in shock! After all we’ve been through together… The hours I put into moulding you. All those lessons I’ve taught you? Clearly I overestimated your mental competence. Truly I’m simply flabbergasted. I never thought that you would ever,” He dropped the false joviality from his voice when he spat the last word. He picked up a potted plant and threw it towards where Y/N stood, showering them in leaves, dirt and sharp fragments of porcelain.
Terrified to their very core Y/N flinched away and backed towards the safety of the greenhouse. But Caleb knew what Y/N was intending on doing and took action first. Vaulting himself over the counter and violently slamming Y/N against the wall to punctuate his intent. He pinned them against it, one hand squeezing their throat tight as he resumed speaking, ”Try dating anyone, particularly after the way your past relationship ended. You didn’t really think you would get away with it, did you? You poor, stupid, naïve piece of shit. Well sorry to burst your precious little bubble but you need to see that biting the hand that feeds you is the wrong thing to do. You have one more chance to get this right. You will drop the fucker. Before. I. Do. It. For. You.” With each word he squeezed tightened his grip on their throat; like a hammer pounding a crooked nail into a board, Caleb’s threat was firmly planted into Y/N’s skull
After a pregnant pause, he dropped his hand and walked slowly away, stopping right before the door. Right as he was about to open the door he paused, slowly he turned his head back to face Y/N. A sinister smirk settled on his lips, the light casting eerie shadows across his face.
“Don’t make me remind you about what happens when you disobey me.”
The door slammed shut behind Caleb, leaving Y/N alone gasping desperately for breath.
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When Jack came back, he found his friend and coworker curled up into a ball on the floor behind the register. They sat in amongst the obliterated remnants of a potted plant scattered across the floor. Y/N was sobbing into their hands, blood pouring from a gash on the top of their head and mixing with the dirt and leaves in their hair. What shocked him the most was the deep bruise in the shape of a hand that spread across their neck.
His heart broke as he went to wrap the trembling figure of his friend in his arms to console them, only to have them flinch away from his touch.
When he spoke his voice was barely a whisper, “Who did this to you?”
They were barely able to answer from how scared they were. Every fear Y/N had that had prevented them from telling him rose to the surface proudly, surrounding Y/N and causing them to cry harder. What if he fired them to keep the conflict away from the shop, and from him? Or worse, what if he didn't believe them and decided to take Caleb’s side?
But Jack was always so nice to them, going out of his way to assist Y/N any time they needed it. They were friends after all. So maybe he would help put a stop to the abuse. Finally deciding that telling the truth was the best option they spoke, albeit hesitantly, “C-Caleb. Caleb did this.”
Jack sighed sadly and pulled Y/N closer to him, “I can't believe I didn't notice that. I mean he always seemed to ask about you and then get weirdly antagonistic if I said you were doing well. And then anytime he'd come by the shop when I was gone or in the back you'd always end up with bruises or cuts that weren't there before. A-and he’d always talk about you in such negative ways, I never thought that he'd act out on the stuff he was saying. I always knew he had a violent temper but I never dreamed that it would get this bad. I swear to you right now that he will not get away with this, he will be punished. I’m sorry for not noticing sooner Y/N, I just hope you can forgive me.” Y/N cried harder as they nodded, relieved that he believed what they had confessed to him they confirmed that he was forgiven.
“Y/N I'm going to give you the next week off, you deserve to rest. Especially after what you just went through. You need to rest up and not worry about anything but healing, and I don't just mean physically…” He trailed off, rubbing his chin in thought, musing about the next steps the current situation required, “Although I doubt it would be safe for you to stay at your home, Caleb does know where you live after all and who knows what he'll do… Do you think that Trey would let you stay with him? I'd honestly feel better if you stayed with someone, and my place simply isn’t safe. It’s the first place he’ll look for you at.” He inquired.
“I-I think he would,”
“It's decided then, you'll stay with him.”
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The evening was bright as Y/N walked into the woods accompanied by Jack. Although the atmosphere between the two friends was as jovial as it could be considering how the afternoon had turned out the forest did not reflect it in the slightest. The boughs of the trees had closed to block any of the setting sun's light from reaching where the pair were walking. The farther they travelled the more the wind stirred around Jack viciously. It was as if it was trying to push him away. And the feeling of predatory eyes following them filled the both of them with dread. Whatever it was had been continually stalking the pair just beyond their sight. Creeping by and waiting for the perfect time to pounce. Jack pulled Y/N closer to him as the unseen creature moved closer to where they were.
A soft growl was heard from behind a large fallen tree. Jack moved in front to protect Y/N, he may have failed to prevent his friend from getting hurt earlier but he was certainly not going to allow it to happen again. Another growl rang through the forest accompanied by a large gust of wind that nearly knocked Jack off his feet.
Still disoriented and confused, Jack snapped his head around trying to find the source of the wind as it was clear that someone was using magic to force him out.
“Come out and fight me, coward!” Jack screamed, spinning around to spot who was attacking them.
“As you wish Mr. Howl.”
A tall, slim figure dropped down from a tree, landing gracefully on his feet. Lifting his hand, palm facing Jack he sent a powerful wall of air at him, shoving Jack up against a distant tree hard enough that the tree cracked. The figure ran his hand through his soft green hair as he stepped toward Y/N.
“Are you alright, mui lend lóth? I won't let him hurt you,” Trey said as he cupped Y/N’s chin. He turned their head slowly, taking in their wounds.
“Trey he wasn't hurting me, He was trying to bring me to you so that his brother wouldn't attack me again!”
Trey lowered his gaze to the ground where Jack laid clutching his side. He nodded slowly, “Let's get you back home. We can heal you there... Both of you.” Taking Y/N’s hand he gently tugged them forward, leaving Jack to limp behind the pair.
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“So care to explain why you attacked me?” Jack inquired as Trey handed him a clay pot of medicinal lotion.
“You're not exactly known as a friend to my community Mr. Howl. So when I saw you with Y/N, I assumed the worst.”
“I don’t recall doing anything to antagonize the fair folk, but I am pleased to make amends for any harm I’ve caused you.”
“Not directly perhaps. But you have made your alliances known,” At the confused expression on Jack’s face Trey clarified, his voice sounding sharper the previously, “If you need a list then fine. I’d be happy to spell it out for you. First of all you allowed Y/N to be assaulted in your own shop. Which for the sake of their piece of mind, I will let slide for now. Secondly, you continually serve the witch of the Raven’s Claws.”
At the name of the witch, Jack’s head shot up to stare at Trey.
“So if you truly mean your words Jack, then you will decline to serve the Witch of the Raven's Claws as you clearly don’t understand what exactly you are doing by enabling his destruction. And I know you understand exactly what he is using his latest shipment for because after all you do pride yourself on knowing precisely what every plant you sell can be used for in combination with each other.”
Jack scowled at the Fae’s remarks, declining to respond to them anymore as it seemed like the conversation was going nowhere. Trey sighed as he took the pot back from Jack, “However I do appreciate you bringing Y/N here to me and for being a true friend to them.”
Y/N looked between the two, trying their best to understand what exactly was transpiring between the two men as they sat on the bed next to Jack. Nothing that Trey was saying seemed to make any real sense, so many questions were bubbling up that they truly couldn’t comprehend all of them before the next one rose up begging to be answered. Lost in their own thoughts Y/N didn’t notice Trey walking behind them to apply a bandage to their head wound.
Feeling unannounced hands touching them, Y/N spun around in a panic flashing back to the moment Caleb had begun to choke them. They tore themself away from Trey and immediately cowered, ducking into a fetal position. The only sound that could be heard in that moment was Y/N’s heavy breathing as both men realized how badly Y/N was treated at the hands of Caleb.
“Please don’t cry mui lend lóth, I’m so sorry for sneaking up on you. I didn’t mean to make you scared, I-I just thought that I should clean the cut on your head. Please mui lend lóth, stop crying,” Trey dropped to his knees in front of the one person he could never even dream of harming. The realization that he was the reason his beloved Y/N was crying tore him apart, without meaning to, he began to cry as well. His hands gently rubbed their back while leaning his forehead on Y/N’s hands as he continued to alternate between muttering apologies and soothing words to them. `
It took a few minutes but eventually Y/N stopped violently shaking and sobbing. Trey immediately brought Y/N to his chest, embracing them lovingly. Tears still staining his own cheeks he kissed away every tear that fell from Y/N’s eyes. They fell into an oppressive silence, heavy with the pain of failure, the fear of memories long past, and the realization of a vengence to come.
Jack was the first person who dared to speak,”He won’t get away with this Y/N.”
Y/N nodded just praying for the waking nightmare they were engulfed in to end.
Trey was next. “Will you forgive me mui lend lóth,” he asked as he gently rubbed their back. All Y/N did in response was hug Trey tighter.
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An hour later Y/N was fast asleep on Trey’s bed as Jack got ready to leave. The light was fading fast and Jack needed to leave very quickly if he didn’t want to get lost. The forest had never been a place that he was welcomed into and he now knew why. Not that it bothered him too terribly, but the forest had never been forgiving even to those it liked. Thus he was jittery, and very eager to leave. Jack had only just begun to walk out when he realized the night was too quiet and that meant danger, especially because he was so skittish after the events of that day.
Trey stood by the fireplace staring silently into the empty hearth, his eyes devoid of any emotion. “Did you know about what was going on Mr. Howl?” He demanded.
“...No I didn’t. I guess I was too blind to see the warning signs.” Jack responded with a heavy heart.
Trey sighed, and an involuntary shiver ran down Jack’s spine. He knew that Trey wasn’t human but never in a million years would Jack have expected a sigh could sound like that. It was as if a gust of wind was blowing through a hollow tree, and it was eerie. There was no movement of air in the room, it was as though even the house was holding its breath. Jack wanted to leave even more than before.
It was a long moment before Trey spoke once more, “The deer will guide you home Mr. Howl.”
Trey turned away from the fireplace and the fire soared. Something was very wrong with Trey and Jack was not going to take any chances by sticking around to find out what exactly was wrong. So he left.
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Trey was devastated, he had failed the light of his life and that was unforgivable. Never again was he going to allow that to happen, and he would do anything it took to prevent this. All he wanted was to see Y/N happy and that wretched human boy seemed to be doing everything he could to prevent that.
“Trey? Did Jack go home?,” Y/N asked groggily. Trey shook himself out of the negative mindspace he was in, forcing himself to don a mask of joviality and nodded in affirmation. Y/N nodded back still exhausted, fell back on the bed, they were so tired but they just couldn’t sleep. Their interaction with Caleb had shaken them deeply and every time they closed their eyes they heard Caleb’s voice telling Y/N to break up with the person who they had been falling in love with.
“Would you like me to sing to you? Maybe it would help you sleep mui ae lóth,” Trey offered as he sat down on the bed next to Y/N. When they shyly asked if he would sleep with them too, his cheeks flushed a pretty blue colour although he didn’t oppose. What his Y/N wanted, they would get, so he laid down next to them and began to sing.
The song wasn’t in any human language and yet Y/N felt as though they could understand every word that was being sung to them. The melody was slow and beautiful, and his voice seemed to carry deep into their mind settling there and replacing everything that was keeping them awake. Whether he was using magic to sooth them or it was just the comfort that he naturally brought them Y/N didn’t know. But what they did know was that they did love being wrapped up in Trey’s arms. Before the song was even over Y/N was fast asleep, and once again did Trey express what he had felt for them for so long as he too fell asleep.
“Ị̷̢̛̩̤̰̺̓ͅm̸̙̝͖̦̊̒̌̈̉̃͘ ̸̳͙̣͔͈͕̜̠̟̟̙͔̥̟̉̓̈́̅͆̑͜m̸̟̹͙͉̮̼̲̥̹͈̙͗͗̃̈́̍̒̅́̏̚ͅe̷͔̫͙͎̼̱̭̒͆̓̾͒͐ͅl̵̢̈͊̓̾̾̉͂̌̍̈̃͆̕͝͠ ̶̢̠̠̘̰̘̘̰͙̼̳̘͈̥̎̒̎͛̐͌̓ͅc̷̙͂̈́͛̑̽̉͌̓̂̌̔͛̽̾͘ĩ̶̧̞̣͉̣̥̟̈́̕n̴̨̨̛̗̼̝͔̪̰̥̘͚̲̪̙͊̈́̀͂̒̎͌͋̂̀͝”̶̨̗̬͖̱̙̼̀̀̃͌̎̑̈́͌̍͐̍̚
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It had been no more than a few weeks since he last visited, when Jack came back to Trey’s little house in the woods. And when he arrived at the house alongside his ungulate guide he saw something that surprised Jack and yet made him smile. Seeing his friend genuinely laughing filled him with excitement, but what really made him smile was seeing the two of them kiss. It seemed as though during that time in which Y/N had stayed with Trey, the pair had officially become lovers. Watching the pair playing around while gardening was adorable to Jack, maybe this faerie wasn’t as bad as he seemed to be when they first met.
“Good afternoon lovebirds! I was coming to say that Y/N can come back to town now. But I’d say that you won’t be doing that anytime soon based on how clingy you both are.” Jack teased. When both of their faces when bright from blushing Jack laughed even harder, they were just so cute. “I spoke to the police who then in turn spoke to Caleb. I banned him from coming anywhere near the shop, and kicked him out of my house. Unfortunately he did run from the police but he can’t be far away, and they will continue to search for him until he is found.”
“ You’re sure it’s safe now then?” Y/N inquired, they wanted to go back even though the thought of returning seemed to be more and more uncomfortable to them.
Jack spoke with solemn sincerity, “Yes, it is.”
“Do you promise that if Y/N does return they won’t be attacked anymore?” Trey demanded of the human.
“Yes, I promise on my life that they will be safe.” Jack stated, his voice heavy with the weight of the promise he was making.
“Then should Y/N wish it, they shall return.”
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“I don’t think you should close up alone Y/N, I can wait ten minutes to go see my Nan.”
“Oh my goodness Jack Howl go see your grandmother, I’ll be fine for 10 minutes. Now shoo!”
“Okay, Okay. I just don’t want anything to happen again, it’s only been a month since you were attacked. But if you really insist I won’t argue with you anymore,” Jack conceded. He slunk out of the shop and locked the door on his way out.
Y/N began to sweep up the store and wipe down the counters. The monotony of the simple tasks done at closing helped Y/N block out everything that had been plaguing them ever since Caleb had disappeared. Paranoia was their near constant state of mind and although Jack kept telling them that his brother will be caught, Y/N just couldn’t believe it.
Trey had been greatly alleviating their mental pain and workload as much as he could. The nature walks he would take them on during particularly hard days, dropping off the most commonly bought wild herbs so that Y/N didn’t have to go get them, all the flower crowns he left on the steps up to the back door of the Apothecary's greenhouse, every little thing he did no matter how small was helping. But it wasn’t enough.
The air was chilly when Y/N stepped out of Yellow Iris and onto the street. Evenings were definitely not their favourite time of day, the small amount of light made shadows of normal objects like boxes into monsters. Especially because walking alone at night only served to heighten Y/N’s paranoia, they tried to avoid closing up unless Jack was there to walk them home. The walk between the apothecary and their house wasn’t long but that didn’t stop them from running all the way. Y/N knew that their behaviour was irrational but they just couldn’t stop feeling that someone was following them through the streets and when they got home they might finally be safe again. Or maybe they were just trying to physically outrun the demons that were plaguing their head.
They considered slowing down and simply walking when the soft sound of footsteps behind them started to get louder. Y/N began to sprint as fast as they could, and as they sped up so did the person pursuing them. By the time they made it to their home they barely registered the fact that their door was uncharacteristically unlocked before the footsteps stopped approaching. Y/N breathed a sigh of relief as they shut the door behind them, locking themself in.
“Welcome home Y/N,” an all too familiar voice said from within the darkness. Y/N immediately started to shake as Caleb stalked towards them. “You know, at first I was mad at you telling the police about us. Then when I went to go home I found out you also told my brother of all people as well. And now I’m furious that you thought you could ever get rid of me. You must have been so happy, getting me kicked out of my own home and siccing the police on me like some common criminal scum. Well let me tell you something you insolent little shit bag, I will always be here to put you in your rightful place.” Caleb said ominously.
Y/N desperately screamed for help as they tried to run outside. When they managed to get the door open they were greeted with a strong punch to the jaw and then nothing but blackness. The last thing they heard before passing out was, Caleb laughing.
“Let the fun begin boys.”
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Hours later Y/N finally woke up to silence, nobody was left in their home. Caleb and his goons were gone. Shaking violently they stumbled out of their house, it felt like they were suffocating inside. “There's nowhere to go. He'll just find me again…” Y/N said, nobody was awake so nobody but the stars heard them. Sobs wracking their body Y/N felt utterly alone, when slowly the wind began to pick up. Y/N began to feel as though it was asking them to follow. They could choose to stay on the sidewalk, broken and just wait for morning where Caleb would most likely be back. Or they could follow the wind to wherever it decided to take Y/N. Weighing their two options Y/N took the leap of faith.
They stood shakily as their legs were injured but they ignored the sway of their movements and walked determined towards the edge of the forest. The wind at their back, guiding them through every step they took towards whatever destination it intended to lead Y/N to. The pain in their legs numbed as the realization that their death could be close enough to smell them. It scared them to the core and only made them more determined to get to a safe place. At this point nothing could stop them, not the searing pain rocketing through every part of their body, not even the memories of what they had just experienced.
The wind stilled when a small home was in sight, the lights were on and a familiar figure stood with his back to the window. Hobbling to the door as the last of their adrenaline finally wore off Y/N opened it up only to fall to their knees. They had made it to safety, they made it home.
Trey leapt from the desk when the door opened, prepared for an attack he tried to summon the wind to push the intruder out when it refused to heed him. He spun around and was not prepared to see his lover on their knees and covered in their own blood.
“Oh no! Mui lend lóth, what happened?” Trey said as he cradled Y/N to his chest. He was careful to not hurt them even more by touching any particularly bad wounds. They sobbed into his chest incoherently and clutched at the fabric of his shirt. “How did you find your way here mui ae lóth?”
���th- the wind led me here,” Y/N hiccupped as they buried themself closer to Trey's chest. They stayed like that for a while, just holding each other in the silence of the night. When they did finally speak again Trey's heart broke at their words.
“Don't let him hurt me anymore, Trey.” Y/N's voice came out soft and broken.
“ Who did this to you?” He asked, praying the answer would be anything but who he suspected did it. Y/N's one word answer confirmed his suspicions. The tears running down his face as he held the most important thing to him were not of sadness although it was there. No his tears were of unbridled anger, something inside him snapped the moment they spoke that vile human's name.
“I'm going to put you on the bed so I can clean your wounds okay.” Trey murmured into their hair as he gingerly picked them up to move them. He sat them down as promised and immediately began to clean the blood off of them. But there was just so much of it that the bowl of water turned so red that nothing could be cleaned with it anymore.
With every fruitless wipe of the cloth Trey was slowly simmering with rage. His love could not stop crying and anytime he asked them to tell him what Caleb did to them, Y/N would only cry harder. By the time he finished washing the blood away to see what exactly they had done to Y/N, he could barely stand from how angry he was.
“I can't take it anymore. I managed to get away this time but I know that next time I might not be so lucky, Trey. I- I just wish he would die!” Y/N screamed in anguish, they couldn't stop feeling his and his friends hands all over them. The memory of everything they did to Y/N was looping around endlessly in their mind. They were just so tired of living in fear of Caleb, they couldn't do it anymore.
“Mui lend lóth I'm going to fix this. Everything will be okay, I will heal you with magic just this once. But to do so you need to rest here, the magic won't work as well if you're moving around. Shh, I will be here, holding you close until you fall asleep. But since you do need to sleep, I'm going to give you something that will make you have a dreamless sleep so you can rest properly.” Trey said, stroking Y/N's back.
Y/N nodded and drank the potion that was given to them, they closed their eyes and immediately began to fall asleep. The abyss soon welcomed them into her warm embrace.
He picked them up and positioned them in his lap. His heart was no longer just broken, it had shattered and been ground into a fine dust. “If you want me to kill in order for you to feel safe and more importantly be happy… then that is exactly what I will do,” Trey said to the now sleeping Y/N
Trey did exactly as he promised and stayed with them until he was certain they were fast asleep. They looked so small in that moment, curled in on themself with tears still slowly streaming from their eyes. He frowned and prepared to leave, he knew that humans were not to be trusted. They will always lie. He looked over to the fireplace and smiled coldly, he had a plan.
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The night was teeming with life, every creature in the vicinity of where Caleb was sat was watching him with eager anticipation of what was to come. However the group of vile humans had failed to notice anything of the sort, they were too busy getting intoxicated. They were excited that they hadn't been caught by the law yet as all of them had warrants out for their arrest. Trey was not a fan of human law, it was too lenient on those they jailed. If they were even caught in the first place.
The humans were now leaning against the wall of an alley where the ivy covering the walls was now growing steadily and slowly trapping their limbs. Had they been sober they might have been able to free themselves before the ivy got too thick but unluckily for Caleb he was too drunk to notice until he couldn't move at all.
Trey swiftly crept down from the branch of a nearby tree to interrogate the humans now that they couldn't do much of anything to escape his clutches. The gang were now high enough on the wall that not one of them was able to touch the ground. The ivy wrapped around them tightened as they continued to struggle.
Standing in front of the group Trey took in the line up of young men. The first one to make a noise bore a strong resemblance to Jack, “FUCK YOU! I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE BUT YOUR MAGIC PLANTS AIN'T SCARY!”
“I was going to ask which one of you vile creatures was Caleb but due to the strong resemblance to Jack in this one, I'm going to assume the loud mouth must be Caleb Howl. I'll enjoy this then.” Trey released the hold the vines had on Caleb letting him go. Caleb stumbled in shock from the fall but quickly regained his bearings and started to run.
“Trying to leave so soon Caleb? Why we haven't even started,” Trey said coldly. He flicked his wrist and the ivy twisted so that the others were now upside down while more raced after Caleb. Caleb immediately stopped in his tracks as Trey spoke again, “Caleb pick up that brick.”
And Caleb froze, the ivy twisting around his limbs, pulling and contorting him like a like a puppet being manipulated by their strings. He didn't want to listen to this strange man but he did nonetheless. He was alarmed by this development but he certainly was not scared until he started to follow the man's next order.
“Caleb, smash their skulls in.”
His blood ran cold as he walked toward the people he called friends. Caleb tried to fight every step against his strings but it was no use, his body was no longer listening to him. And so he followed the stranger's orders.
Every swing of the brick made a sickening crunch, blood splattered his face and no matter how much he pleaded with himself and the monster controlling him; He. Couldn't. Stop. Caleb was terrified and he couldn't do anything but apologize to his friends as he carried out the vicious order.
The first one died mercifully quick, three strikes and he was gone but the next ones simply wouldn't die. The more they pleaded for their lives the harder he’d hit. If they pleaded with him to make it quick then he'd hit them with half the strength so it would take far longer to die. And sometimes he just wouldn't stop bashing their skulls in, they would be unrecognizable from how much of their brain and skull was splattered across Caleb's body. The last one was the hardest to kill because this one kept insulting him, calling him every name under the sun. And every word stung like a slap across the face but soon enough it was over, nobody except him and the stranger were left alive. The night was quiet once again save for Caleb's heavy breathing and the incessant sounds of the brick squishing the brains of the last man.
“See Caleb, wasn't that fun? You got to torture more people tonight! You being my puppet was so much fun don't you agree?”
“What the fuck are you and what do you want?” Caleb asked, disgusted, his voice was hoarse from shock.
“ I'm Y/N's lover. And before you ask, don't worry I'm not going to have you smash your own skull in. No no no, I have something much different in mind for you. No, your fate shall be much worse hat that of your friends. I'm going to make you suffer.” Trey said as he almost tenderly caressed Caleb's face. Flicking his wrist once more the bodies of the now deceased humans dropped to the ground with a sickening thud; Caleb nearly vomiting at the smell of iron filling the air around him.
Trey flicked his wrist again and the vines lifted Caleb high into the air by the throat, strangling him. Then the other vines wrapped around each of his legs, then his arms. Trey simply smiled as Caleb was stretched in every direction, his joints dislocating with a pop, if Caleb could have screamed he would have but the vine around his throat was preventing him from making any sounds. When he finally was let go by the vines Caleb was barely conscious enough to register that he had been dropped.
Surveying the messy scene Trey grinned, one problem down and one promise fulfilled. It felt good knowing that he did something to make his lend lóth happy. Now in a better mood he began to whistle as he walked across the street over to the Apothecary, climbing up the stairs leading to the apartment above the store.
Trey was still whistling when he knocked on the door of the apartment. It was a good ten seconds before Jack answered the door but when he did Trey pushed his way inside. He continued to whistle as Jack sat down in his chair bewildered at the fae man's behavior. Trey wandered around Jack's home looking for what he needed. When he found it he discreetly pocketed it and Trey abruptly stopped whistling in favour of explaining his presence to the elder and remaining Howl brother. “Mr. Howl I've come to collect payment on a promise you made,” Trey walked over to Jack with a sinister smile on his face.
Jack leapt away, his body instinctively recognizing the look of a hungry predator stalking towards him.
Trey flashed behind the man with a speed that Jack could barely recognize as being possible before a hot breath fanned against his ear. Leaning in very close to him, Trey caused Jack to lose his footing as he tried to flee.
Jack was too groggy from sleep to fully register what was going on fast enough to stop Trey from plunging the blade in between his ribs. Tumbling to the floor roughly Jack found himself laid prone on his living room floor.
Trey stepped overtop of him, lowering his weight down so that he was pinning his victim to the floor by sitting on his chest. Jack thrashed around, attempting to escape unsuccessfully as the knife went into his flesh again, this time the knife embedded in his shoulder. The moonlight barely illuminated his face as Trey grinned widely, blood spraying out in an artistic arcing pattern from the rhythmic up and down motion of the stabbing.
“Why… are you… doing th- this…” Jack sputtered weakly, unable to thrash and fight for much longer.
“You see your brother and his goons once more assaulted, Y/N. And in the middle of the night mui lend lóth was forced to flee to my home in order to escape him. So you see Mr. Howl you promised, on your life might I add, that Y/N would not be harmed if they came back to the town. And you broke that promise.”
Trey stopped finally stabbing Jack, the light just about to leave his weeping eyes, Trey found himself leaning down so that they were practically nose to nose, crooning once they were face to face. “I will do anything to make Y/N happy and you caused them to come back here where they faced nothing but suffering, so in order to make them feel safe and happy I need to kill you.”
Trey leaned back upright and with a final arcing movement the knife slid across Jack's throat, finally killing him.
Trey then took out a small box from his pocket and set the contents of the box on the corpse of Jack. The small amount of magical fire from Trey's fireplace grew as it slowly consumed all of Jack's remains, leaving nothing but scorch marks and ash on the chair. The fire danced happily as Trey picked it back up and put it back in the box, “One last thing for you to eat, we need to burn the other Howl boy. I'd say that by now he's fully conscious again.”
Trey resumed whistling the merry tune he was whistling when he first arrived at Jack's home and left to finish off Caleb.
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The sun was almost up by the time Trey made it home. He had just entered the door when a small yawn let him know that Y/N had woken up. They stretched their stiff muscles as Trey put the fire back in the fireplace, at first they didn't think anything was off until they smelt the overpowering smell of iron. Looking up they came face to face with Trey who was covered head to toe in blood.
Y/N began to shake in fear of the man they loved, “Who- whose blood is that…”
“Mostly Jack's but there's probably a fair amount of Caleb's in there too. Why?” He said innocently.
Y/N began to sob loudly in fear, clutching their head and rocking back and forth they chanted one word over and over again, “Why, Trey why!”
He caressed their cheek and tilted their head to look up at him. His voice was as sweet as honey and his eyes were full of affection, but they were now clearly the eyes of a mad man. “Don’t you remember last night? Oh silly, you practically begged for me to do this. You said you wanted me to kill him, so I did… no no no mui ai loth, no more tears. The bad man is gone now. I told you that I would do anything for you Y/N,” Trey said with a large grin, “Don't worry beautiful, soon you'll forget about any of this happening. And then we can go right back to how we were before all of this happened!”
With a hand laid upon their brow, Y/N found their vision slipping away into the dark once more.
Happy Halloween Dearest! May your day be filled with sweet treats and spinechilling frights.
I hope you all enjoyed reading. If you want to read more from me feel free to check out the previous wishes. I don't have too many yandere posts at the moment to be honest. But eventually I will have more.
See you soon~
Sincerely, Jupiter.
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Fated, Chapter 8
Word Count: 2.5k
Warnings: mentions of murder/violence, feral? Werewolf hunt, manipulation, handjob, unprotected sex, mentions of spining, werelion! Steve
“You’ve been gone awfully long,” Ari commented with a raised brow as Curtis walked back through the door of the cabin. Curtis shrugged, not really wanting to delve into the details about how he’d met someone in town, but then also managed to lose her before he could get her number or even set up a date. An indifferent rumble was all that he gave as his brother watched him curiously, “did you get everything ordered.”
“Yeah,” Curtis rumbled shortly. Ari glanced outside, seeing the darkness of the mountain and sighed. Curtis was never one for many words. He went to the fridge and grabbed the plate which Ari had made for him, and he began eating without bothering to use silverware or heating it up, “most of it will be ready in a few days. Some of the hardware we need to replace some of the pipes won’t be here until next week.”
“Good. We can pick it up while you’re at work. Just leave the receipts on the counter and we’ll take care of it,” Ari replied as Steve came downstairs. The two brothers looked at the werelion, who seemed a little out of sorts. Ari stared at him, “what’s with you? No one came in for dinner.”
“Don’t worry about it.”
“So now I have to deal with the grumpy bear and the sassy lion,” Ari replied snarkily, leaning against the counter. He crossed his arms as he looked through the window towards the water, “this have anything to do with the water nymph?”
“At least my nymph is willing to talk to me.”
“And she’s very curious about spining at that,” Ari responded, giving Steve a pointed look, “now how does the nymph that only fucked the knothead know about spining? You never explained it at the table the other day and she seemed quite curious about more intimate details.”
Curtis nearly choked on his food when Ari brought up the big cat’s sex life, “what? What in the hell are you sick fucks talking about with the girls when I’m not around?”
“Steve saw the little nymph waddling when Jake here knotted her before we caught Ember,” Ari chuckled, recounting the conversation from the other day, “so he asked her if nymphs were equipped to handle being spined!”
Curtis put down his plate and began shaking his head, “I-I don’t want to know about either of your sex lives.”
“Oh, don’t worry,” Ari chuckled, looking over to a beet red Steve, “she didn’t know what it was…but she was quite chatty with me in the water when she asked if selkies had spines or knots. Funny you’re here too, Curtis…she asked about bears as well.”
“Not interested in either of them,” he commented quickly, hoping to shut the conversation down, “speaking of knotheads, where’s Jake? I saw Johnny with the water nymph, making out on the dock…and you two jackasses are here with me…where’s Jake and the hothead?”
Ari looked nervously to Steve, “has he been with her all day? He is probably driving her crazy if you left them alone together…”
Steve shrugged, “I guess…he damn near brought his entire bedroom down to her.”
Curtis frowned before looking to Ari. Ari’s worry over his little brother annoying the fire nymph turned to concern as the bear questioned the lion, “what color was his eyes?”
Steve shrugged, not getting what Ari and Curtis were worried about, “I don’t know. I don’t spend my time gazing into my geeky little brother’s eyes! Why?”
“It’s quiet,” Ari said nervously as he looked to Curtis. Then his gaze went to the basement door, “I didn’t hear anything the entire time I made dinner.”
“Shit…”Curtis swore as he tore past his two older brothers and ran down to the basement. Her door was wide open. Neither Jake nor Ember were in the room. The chains still had the keys in them. Curtis and Ari’s hearts raced into their throats as they both had the same thought. Curtis turned to Steve, “get your nymph in the house. You and Johnny stay with her.”
Steve’s brow furrowed in confusion as he looked to Ari. He looked just as nervous, “what’s going on with you two?”
“The fire nymph is missing, and the day you idiots caught her he had the ring around his iris’,” Curtis growled, his hands slamming against the wall. He roared and kicked harshly at the chains, “god damn it Ari…I went out for one day. ONE FUCKING DAY. And I left you with him. And you left him unattended with that fire nymph, knowing that he stopped taking his pills.”
“GUYS!” Steve yelled at his brothers. Curtis had Ari by the collar of his shirt and looked like he was going to murder him, “What the hell is going on?”
“Arianna,” Curtis seethed, looking to Steve. Steve’s eyes went wide as he remembered the event from a few years ago, “Baby brother is feral and there’s potentially a nymph that rejected him after she got free. Now go get your little water slut and both you and Johnny watch her. If he killed her there’s a good chance he’ll come for her next since he already knotted her.”
“We have to get into the house,” Steve warned as he came outside and stepped onto the dock. The water nymph looked curiously at him but said nothing. Johnny’s grip tightened on her, “guys. I’m not joking. Get inside.”
“What’s going on, Steve?”
“Jake’s feral…”
Johnny paled, and Steve knew that he was instantly thinking about the night a few years ago that forced Curtis and Ari to burn down Ari’s place and hide the body. His grip loosened as he stood Rain up and pushed her towards Steve, “what are you doing?”
“I won’t be any good protecting her,” Johnny admitted quickly, “if he comes back and he’s feral you’re going to be able to make sure he doesn’t hurt her…I’m going to go with Curtis and Ari and search the woods. They’ll need the extra set of eyes.”
Steve nodded, and Johnny raced towards the cabin where he already saw Curtis and Ari coming out with flashlights, tranquilizer guns, and rope. Rain looked to Steve, “where’s Ember? Is she okay?”
“Come inside, and I’ll explain everything, okay?” She nodded, taking his hand, and the two of them went into his room, Steve locking the door behind him. When he turned back around, she was sitting nervously on his bed, “Jake is feral…we think that Ember somehow tricked him into letting her go, and then Jake went after her…but there’s been a situation like this before.”
Rain paled and Steve sighed knowing what her next question was going to be.
“What kind of situation?”
“Jake murdered a rut bunny once…she-she wasn’t very kind to him,” Steve answered shortly, “Ari and Curtis took care of the body and burned down Ari’s house, where it happened…”
Rain looked scared, “but Ember…”
“Jake wouldn’t intentionally hurt Ember…okay?”
She bit her lip, “then why did your brothers leave with guns?”
“Tranquilizers…” Steve corrected, “Jake…he can become a little unstable, and the last time he gave Ari and Curtis some scars…they’re just covering their bases…listen, Rain…I’m sure that Ember is perfectly fine.”
She shuddered at the thought of what was going on in the forest, beyond the cabin doors. Steve sat down beside her, and she immediately started crying into his chest, “hey…hey. It’s okay bunny.”
“Y-you’ll protect me…right?” she asked pitifully. Steve nodded at the sweet water nymph, stroking her face, “You’ll keep me safe from him, right master?”
“I’ll keep you safe, little bunny,” he nodded in agreement, “I promise.”
Rain nodded, kissing him. Steve shivered into the kiss. Her lips were soft and slightly wet, but she was cold. She seemed to notice that he’d figured she was cold, and she pressed her body against his, “S-Steve…I’m scared.”
“It’s okay,” he cooed, pulling her tight against his frame. She began to nuzzle at him, and it made Steve’s inner lion stretch and wake up. He began to purr at the contact, “hey…uhm, maybe that’s not the best idea right now.”
Her eyes went wide as she looked at him, “why not? D-don’t you want me close to you, master?”
“That’s not it,” Steve pointed out, “I just…you’re doing some things that are considered come-ons with a big cat…”
“Oh.”
Her large doe eyes weren’t lost on Steve as she looked so innocent in his lap. And neither was the mischievous glint in her eyes as she wiggled her hips on his lap, making his cock twitch. Steve shuddered, “Rain…”
“Would you like to warm me up, master,” she asked thoughtfully, her eyes gesturing to his bed, “I did go for a swim, and I’m awfully cold now.”
A purr rose deep in Steve’s chest and he looked at her. He knew what she was asking for. His cock twitched in his pants once more. He wanted to give it to her…but he was afraid. Afraid of how she would react. That she would be terrified of how different sex with him would be from the nymphs she’d been with, or even from Jake.
“Rain.”
But his voice was unsure. And she noticed as he seemed to be lost in his thoughts once more. The conversation from earlier replayed in his mind. The fear in her eyes, the slight break in her voice.
“I want to.”
Those three words broke Steve from his self-doubt. He looked at Rain. And while she did look afraid, it was the lust that had his lion roaring at him to pounce.
“Are you sure?”
She wanted him.
She needed him.
“You’re afraid.” She asked. He nodded, and she swept her fingers underneath his chin, forcing him to look at her, “let me take care of you then?”
Steve bit his lip, “I-I don’t know if that’s a good idea, Rain.”
But he let her push him back onto the bed. Let her unbutton his jeans and grasp his half-hard cock over his boxers. She nuzzled against his neck once more. He hissed from the pressure she was using on his cock, as she removed her hand, then slid it beneath the boxers so that she could stroke him.
“Let me take care of you master,” she pled, sliding off of his bed and onto her knees in front of him. She pulled down his jeans and boxers, ripping them off his body, and began to kiss along his inner thigh as she stroked his length, “let me make you feel better.”
Steve moaned; his eyes fluttering closed momentarily as he let himself enjoy her. It had been so long since someone had wanted to be with him. And feeling her small hands wrapped around his shaft only stoked the fire in his belly.
“Wait!” he said quickly, his hand wrapping over hers, “I-we should use a condom…I-I don’t want to spi-“
“I want to make you feel good,” she whimpered, staring at the horny lion. Another purr began to bubble in the back of his throat, “let me make you feel good, master.”
“Steve,” he begged, moaning his own name, “I-I don’t want you to call me master, not right now…”
“Steve,” she moaned softly, shimmying up his legs. She moved fluidly until she was on his lap once again, “do you want to be inside of me, Steve? Do you want to feel me?”
Steve nodded, his eyes hooded as she rubbed her slick folds over his length, “yes. Please, Rain. I need to feel you.”
Steve shuddered as she sank down onto his length without hesitation. His jaw fell slack as Rain’s small hands ran down his chest. He could feel her nails, lightly grazing over his abs, and he fought every instinct not to mark her up. Not to let his claws sink into her tiny thighs, or her pert little ass. Steve growled as his hips rut up into her, “oh, Steve. That’s it, baby. Use me. I’m your little toy. I belong to you.”
‘My little toy.’
His lion purred heavily at the thought.
‘She’s mine…’
She wanted him to use her. She wanted him to be rough with her. But as he opened his eyes, he couldn’t do it. He didn’t want to drive her away.
“Bunny…”
“Use me Steve,” she mewled, her hips rolling to meet his. Her hands went around his neck, and he growled as her nails scratched down his back. It drove his lion into a frenzy, “I can take it…I can ta-FUCK!”
Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and Steve felt her cunt clench around him as his claws scratched at her hips. Little rivulets of blood trickled from the fresh claw marks and Steve grunted, his thrusts becoming harder. His cock reaching just a bit deeper. Her moans became louder, and Steve flipped them over, not able to control himself when she bit into his shoulder.
“FUCK!” he hissed, instantly reaching down to her neck. He grabbed the thin column of her throat and squeezed it just enough to restrict her airflow. But also to make sure he didn’t mark her if he lost himself. He bit her collarbone instead, hard enough to draw blood, nipping at her shoulders. As the claws on one hand began working on her opposite hip, the he fought himself not to dig his claws into her nek.
With a roar his hand flew to her ass, and he began pummeling into her core even harder. He let his claws dig into her ass as his cock speared into her.
She screamed, but it wasn’t in pain. Steve stopped nipping at her to look deep into her eyes. There was a fire that burned within them that drove Steve wild. It made his lion purr loudly and he stabbed into her with a renewed vigor.
The urge was there. The primordial calling.
He needed to spine her. Needed to fill her up.
“S-Steve…please,” she whimpered, her cunt clenching around him. She was thrown into an orgasm when Steve bit her nipple, drawing more blood. And that was when he realized it was too late. He couldn’t stop as instinct took over and his pelvis stuttered against hers. He felt the spines give way as he reached impossibly deep, the head of his cock nuzzling her cervix as he emptied himself into her womb, “FUCK! THERE! THERE!”
And Steve bit down on her shoulder once more, nuzzling the fresh blood that came from the wound, painting his face and her body with it as he locked himself in her. He clung to her body impossibly tight, his lion needing to be as close as it could be.
“Fuck,” Steve growled, clinging to her small frame. His eyes were attached to the blissed out expression on her face as he licked the wounds on her jaw. He was purring loudly against her, the vibrations making her clench around him, sending aftershocks down his shaft. Steve was in heaven as he muttered against her neck, “I love you, little bunny.”
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