#Why am i alone

[nevil-gonslek]

A little flower boy, tending to his own

A little flower boy, all by his lonesome...

A little flower boy, scared of the dark.

A little flower boy, loving but not loved.

A little flower boy....tired of this routine..

A little flower boy....wilted..beyond....belief.

#tw vent #vent #vent post #why cant i just be normal #why cant i do anything right #why am i here #why am i alone #am i evil? #am i good enough #no

[justsurvivinglife]

I hate the start of a new year because I have so many high expectations and I can never manage to achieve even one of them… For how many years have I told myself that I was going to become a better student, that I was going to lose weight, that I was going to get a boyfriend, etc?

Tomorrow I have to study and be on a diet when all I wanna do is read a romance book.

I know that at the end of the day I will feel the opposite of proud of myself.

#thoughts #new year #why am i like this #why am i alone #i’m going to read about harry styles #bye

[peepsburt]

RAHH WHY DOES EVERYONE ELSE ENJOY THIS THING I LIKE IN A WAY THAT I DON'T!!!

#shut UP I DONT wanna see shit abt your stupid fanfic abt the thing i like!!! #why does EVERYONE ELSE like it!!! why!!! ITS. I DONT LIKE IT. WHY DO YOU LIKE IT!!!! #WHY AM I ALONE #sorry guys. ignore this

[oldlovely]

Why am I alone?

When there's so many people around me

Why am I alone?

Feeling so lonely, I need, need somebody with me

I need, need somebody with me

#day6 #music #i'm sad #sad songs #idk why #alone together #alonetime #all alone #why am i alone #depressing post #depressing life

[zeroconsequence]

wake up wake up wake up I had a car panic attack wake up!!!

#why am i alone #i cant call riv though i cant call anyone #i dont have a reason to freak out

[yu-me-mii]

i miss crying in the arms of my best friend... now i just cry by myself alone in my room...

#sad thoughts #we havent talked in a long time #i wish i had somebody #dang watching all these romance dramas making me lonely FR #i better stop watching them lmao sigh😞 #missing my friends #why am i alone #sad rant

[pransy123]

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#Am i self sabotaging #married #questions #Single Girl&039;s Guide #single women #when #Why am i alone #will

[jypsyvloggin]

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#reasons for being single #single and content #single and happy #single and thrivingl #single by choice #why am i alone #why am i not in a relationship #why am i single #why am i still single #why can&039;t i find a partner

[maeshelix]

Just had a dream that I was sent back in time with all my memories.

The dates seid it was only two years back, but it felt like so much farther back.

And I felt truly happy because I was sent back. I really did. I was so happy that I'd been sent back

Being sent back so far meant I had so much more time. It meant I had more money to not spent pointlessly on garbage, so much more experiences I could have that aren't spent in misery and isolation. I had more time to make my body something to live in instead of a hollow repulsive exhausting husk.

It meant I can prepare for the political hell I know is coming, that we all know is coming. More time to attempt to spent with family. More time to improve while this brain develops, to learn skills, to develop good habits.

I had more time. And this time I knew I had more time. This time I wasn't a worthless brainless zombie shambling through life, I had a soul and a goal and drive. I knew what I wanted in life now instead of what hurt. Instead of what fucking hurt. Instead of loneliness and rot I. Had. Hope.

And then I woke up

I woke up

I then woke up to ants swarming my desk, which is inches from my bed. They were on my phone. They were everywhere. I had to spray ant poison into my desk and i know it won't help. The smell hurts.

It hurts. It hurts.

I want to go back

Let me go back

Why can't I go back

#dreams #pain #loneliness #i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this #help me #HELP ME #PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME #TALK TO ME COMFORT ME HELP ME PLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS I CANT TAKE THIS I Cnt #WHY AM I ALONE #WHY DO I SPENT SO LONG ALONE #WHAT AM I DOING WRONG HELP ME PLEASE #I CAN FEEL INSECTS CRAWLING ON MY SKIN AND HURTING AND BITJ G AND ITCHING PLEse #please

[caffinevoid]

Anyone else like the feeling when you arm/leg goes numb and you move it around?

It's nice when your hand goes numb because it's like you are being lovingly touched by someone else and it makes me feel less alone

#numb #sadness #why am i alone #shower thoughts #its too late for this much sad

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

Sometimes it’s really lonely being me.

#ramblingmindofrayyan #my ramblings #my diary #personal #i'm sad #tw depressing thoughts #sadgirl #sad thoughts #spilled tears #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writing #writers and poets #literature #the tortured poets department #life quotes #quotes #booklr #life #poetry #relationships #feeling alone #love #mental health #why am i like this #happiness

[buckleydiazmp4]

no but the thing is. they KISSED. on screen. it was a real scene, not deleted, not removed from a script, it HAPPENED in front of the world's eyes. and AND the actors are normal about it and the whole cast and crew is normal about it and it's not vague and it's IMPORTANT. no matter the rest of it and what came after it, it happened!!

#and i AM gonna say this in the tags to avoid too much controversy but #STOP COMPARING GOOD OMENS TO SUPERNATURAL THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO POINT IN DOING THAT. WHY #why do you need to treat good omens as inferior to a show that was so fucked up. i love certain aspects of spn but #i would never in my life pit those shows against each other because they are nowhere near the same in ANY way #and guess what. i feel more fulfilled with the (CANON might i remind you) arc between crowley and aziraphale than i ever did with destiel #there. i said it and i WILL happily die on that hill alone if i had to #I LOVE WHEN ROMANTIC FEELINGS BETWEEN CHARACTERS ARE ACKNOWLEDGED AMD THEY DID THAT FOR FUCKING REAL #good omens spoilers #gomens #good omens 2 #good omens #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #david tennant #michael sheen

[taeismydeath]

im not sure if people can understand what forever alone means...

like literally being alone forever, never being loved or having someone to care of you, except from yourself

walking up alone in bed, running alone, cooking only for yourself, being anxious alone, fixing your plumbing by yourself, hanging that painting up on the wall without having someone to hold the ladder and in the end of that tiring day, sleeping alone

sometimes i feel it would be easier to cry in somebody's arms and not in my pillow and it could be more fun to celebrate with the company of someone else and not with a glass of wine

#why am i alone #im doing something so wrong #2023 #please be kind #and if i can have this wish please make a reality that person in my dreams #happy new year

[notfullyfunctional]

Idk how can you care so fucking little about someone as to just leave when you know they're struggling this much how can you do it how can you just leave

#last time i got out of the hospital he just stopped talking to me #he said it's hard to be there for someone when they just keep disappearing on you #i tried to kill myself #he knew #how can he do this to me again #how can he just leave me like that #why am i alone #i don't understand it #I'm really young to kill myself this time #no hospitals im going to disappear for real this time

[princemick-archive]

no ones online this website is depressing during off season.

#its 11 pm on a monday wheres the indane girlie posting #kyle.txt #why am I alone

[tea-cat-arts]

Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction- #is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy) #I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head- #the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right? #being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing) #bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy