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hueningchu · 10 months

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Never again.

Genre: Heeseung+Jake x Cheater!Reader

Parings: Smut, Angst, Established relationship

Song: “Unfaithful” by Rihanna

Warnings: Smut, Angst with a sort of happy ending, Mentions of cheating on partners, Established relationship, Toxic friendships and Toxic relationships, Gaslighting, Manipulation, Spanking, fingering (I apologize in advance if any of this is cringy)

Summary: After one more month of sneaking behind Heeseung’s back, You and Jake are beginning to get messy with covering it up. It all comes crumbling down when Heeseung receives a text from someone. What is the text about? Who sent it? How will they explain themselves? Who will Heeseung blame in the end?

Pt. 1

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You would like to say those hours a day you spent with Jake was not worth it but..my god it was. You did not regret a single minute that you spent with Jake. Heeseung was so sweet and so attractive but Jake was just something else to you. He made you feel good but so bad at the same time. The electricity and the heat you feel between you and Heeseung was nothing compared to how you feel with Jake. People say girlfriends are supposed to have butterflies of excitement when their significant other walks in the room. However, when yours walks in the room you feel guilt and nervous butterflies. Nervousness that at literally any moment Heeseung can ask you..

"So you and Jake have been getting along pretty well?" Hee asked with his back turned to you while he stirred his drink. Distracted by your phone, you almost missed the question, so he cleared his throat and repeated it. "You and Jake have became good friends, no?"

Getting asked that so out of the blue made your voice a tiny bit shaky but you were hoping Heeseung did not notice that."J-jake? Oh! Yeah he's uh..really cool. That's probably why he's your best friend huh?" You tried to give a normal answer that wouldn't sound suspicious but that sort of failed.

"Why is your voice so shaky? Geez, I'm only asking a question." He giggled and flashed you a smile. His sweet smile was a sign that you were off the hook. "But really quick.." Hee got up and walked into the bedroom to fetch his phone that was charging. "I got this text today." When he walked past the couch, He tossed the phone to you so you could read over the text. "Take a look at it. It'll make you laugh." Heeseung giggled again before walking back in the kitchen.

You felt your heart stop the minute you saw the contact name of the person who the text was from. It was a very long paragraph to Heeseung, from none other than...Jake.

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Jake: Hey r you up?

Heeseung: It's like 3 in the morning.

Jake: You answered tho..

Heeseung: Well no shit. I'm awake

Heeseung: I'm just pointing out that it's late as hell and you're texting me

Jake: when has this ever been a problem in our friendship?? You used to text me at 5am to get ready for school together😭

Jake: Don't think I forgot lmao

Heeseung: Shut up

Heeseung: what did you text me about tho?

Jake: oh yeah

Jake: It's kind of a lot so like should I tell you in person?

Heeseung: why did you even text me if you weren't gonna tell me until later..

Jake: I'm sorry

Jake: I feel really bad about it. So I guess I'm avoiding the topic..

Jake: I'll just tell you now then

Heeseung: Are you trying to make me nervous or sum??

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The next text Jake sent to Heeseung was the last of the chats for that conversation. It was a lengthy paragraph explaining how you and him have been together without Heeseung knowing. You could start clapping on the spot because of how good of a show Jake put on. God, he acted like such a quiet and innocent little boy in front of Hee but if only his best friend knew the things jake would do while he kept Heeseung completely oblivious. All of those little moments you had with Jake were coming back.

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"Yo. Wanna ride with me to go get snacks. When I come back the three of us can go." Heeseung said to Jake as he grabbed his keys out the dish near the front door. "Y/n is still getting ready so by the time I get back she should be ready to go."

"Nah, I'll stay here and keep y/n company. I don't mind keeping an eye out for her." Jake smiled at his bestie before Heeseung quickly left out the door. "Hey, y/n!" Jake yelled out for you as he hopped off the couch to walk into you and Heeseung's shared bedroom, where you were currently getting ready. "Hey." He poked his head in the doorway and smirked at you.

"Hey?? Did Hee come back already? You guys ready to go?" You we're sitting on the bed, putting on lipgloss and adding the finishing touches on your makeup.

"He actually just left. I wanted to come see what you were up to. Maybe we have some time to fool around a bit." The sneaky boy started to walk over to you and smiled. "You look so sexy with all that makeup on." Jake leaned down and went in to kiss you.

"Are you crazy? He could walk in at any minute. Besides, I just finished my makeup!"

Jake grabbed your chin. "Come on. I didn't say we had to screw or anything. Let's just.." he shrugged and sat down next to you. "Makeout or something before he gets back."

When he tried to kiss you on your freshly made lips again you moved back and rest your elbows on the bed. "Stop it! It's obvious when people get done making out. Especially with the way you do it."

"Come on. We are gonna be with Heeseung all day. I need something to think about while we watch the movie." He sounded so desperate for you. He started to use the baby voice he uses when he wants something. When you shook your head again which caused him to groan and put his head in your lap. "Please babygirl..I can't go a whole day without kissing your pretty plump lips." That's what got you. The second you leaned down to give him a deep kiss, you both heard the front door open. "Awe that's him. Well, let's get this day over with.” Jake hopped up and stood with his back facing the door. “And don't say anything stupid that'll get us caugh-"

Jake could barely finish his stupid sentence before Heeseung walked in and leaned on the doorway. "Let's get going. Y/n, Put the snacks in your bag."

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All the flashbacks and memories were running through your head while you read the text message. "Heeseung.." Before giving him an explanation you realized there wasn't one and just started thinking of which excuse you should go with. "What is this?" Oh. That's really how your instincts decide to play it? The oblivious act was not gonna work on Heeseung and the way you were executing it, that act wouldn't work on anyone.

"That's exactly what I'm asking you. Why do I have my friend texting me at 3am, telling me that he's been fucking my girl behind my back?"

"Jake is a dirty liar. I don't even know why he would tell you that. Let alone why you would believe him."

"I don't know. I've been friends with him for almost 15 god damn years and he's never slept with any of my girlfriends so.."

You tilted your head, waiting for him to finish his sentence. "So?..."

"So I'm guessing it's true." Heeseung walked over to you. "I should have known." He shook his head. "I should have known the minute I caught you leaving the house in the middle of the night." Heeseung was getting himself worked up. You could tell he was slowly boiling over. "I'm so fucking stupid. You told me.." He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "You fucking told me you were going out for gas and I believed you. I can't believe I trusted you."

"What about Jake?" You quietly said.

Heeseung tilted his head and raised his eyebrows. "Did you seriously just ask me that? What about him?"

"Why is it all my fault and why is none of the blame on him?" Just as you said that you both heard a doorbell ring, causing your heads to turn towards the front door.

Heeseung chuckled and started to walk over to the door. "Funny you ask that. Cause I actually called him earlier and asked if he was busy. Told him that if not then he should come over so the three of us could talk." When Heeseung went to open the door you couldn't take it. You wanted to leave but there was no where to run. So you ran up to Heeseung and tried to convince him otherwise.

"Please Hee. Don't do this." You pleaded for him to just ignore it or tell the person on the other side to go away. You knew it was Jake and your heart couldn't take anymore stress or heartbreak.

"Don't call me that. I don't ever wanna hear you use that nickname again." Heeseung replied before pulling away from you to open the door for the visitor. Of course, it was just who you expected.

When the door swung open and you were both met with the main manipulator himself, You looked away and ran into the kitchen to get away from what was awaiting you. While Heeseung on the other hand faced his best friend head on. The minute he opened the door, Heeseung gave Jake the most bold and serious stare possible.

Jakes 'sincre' eyes met Heeseung's serious ones and he only said three words. "I'm sorry, man."

"Yeah. You said that already." Heeseung said as he leaned a arm on the door frame. "Don't just stand there, come inside."

Heeseung shut the door after Jake walked in. "So.." Jake took his coat off and started to walk towards the living room. "Where is she?"

"I don't know. She probably ran upstairs." Heeseung just stood near the front door, covering his face with one of his hands as he let the other rest on his hip. He was thinking about how hard this whole conversation was gonna be. "She's embarrassed."

Jake chuckled and started walking up the stairs to go find you. "Embarrassed? What is she embarrassed for? She did this to herself."

When you overheard Jake say such lies you came out of the kitchen. You were almost just as mad as Heeseung now. "I did this to myself?!"

You scanned the room for Jake and tears almost fell when you seen him and his shit eating grin standing at the top of the stairs. "There she is. There's the bell of the ball. Or should I say the lying cheating slut." Your eyes widened when Jake came at you with such vigor. He walked over to you and then pointed at Heeseung. "Look at him." When you wouldn't turn your head to face Heeseung's, Jake grabbed your chin with his other hand and forced you to. "Look at how hurt you've made him. All because you wanted one night of fun with me."

"It was more than one night, you asshole!" There goes the tears. You pushed Jake away from you and shook your head to get his grip off of you.

That's when Heeseung decided to jump back in on the argument. "How many nights exactly was it, Y/n?" He took Jake's spot and stood right in front of you. "Was it a special occasion type thing or was it every other weekend?" Heeseung pulled out his cellphone. "Oh, how about this? Let's go through our messages and see just how many times you have used a shitty excuse to blow me off."

Jake walked over and leaned on Heeseung's shoulder. "Should we make a game out of it? Try to guess which excuses are real and which ones are fake."

When Heeseung pulled up the messages he scrolled back a bit and then let out a giggle. "What about this one?" He showed Jake and kept it hidden from you. "Was she telling the truth?"

Jake took time to read it and then he giggled too before shaking his head. "Sorry but she was lying. It’s what women do, Heeseung. They lie and cheat.”

Gosh this was SO ironic coming from him. The fact Heeseung hasn’t called him out yet surprised you but it seemed most of his anger was towards you. "Who do you think you are? Don't try to pin this all on me." You turned to Heeseung and threw your hands in the air. "How can you let him stand here and talk about you like this? How can you let him come into our home and disrespect us?!"

"Us?! No y/n, I don't think you understand. There is no more us." Heeseung pushed you out of the way and walked up the stairs. He was gone for a bit before walking back with two suitcases. "And this home is no longer 'ours'."

"Are those my things? Are you throwing me out?!" You started to run up the steps but before you could Heeseung threw the bags over the stairs. You stood there shocked for a moment before the anger struck. "What the fuck! I'm not just a animal, Heeseung! You can't just throw me out onto the streets whe-"

"I can and I will. Do you expect me to keep you here after what you've done to me?"

"So let me get this straight." You pointed to Jake who was standing at the bottom of the stairs so innocently. "You'll kick me out and never speak to me again but there's no repercussions for Jake?" You gave Heeseung an exasperated look. "Am I the only one who this falls on? What's so special about Jake that you just can't bring yourself to lay the iron fist on him?

"What do you want me to do Y/n?! Want me to get in a fist fight with him because my girlfriend made a move on him?"

"He was the one who made a move on me first!"

Jake shook his finger. "Uhh actually no. That's a lie because if I remember correctly you told me that you had been wanting to hook up with me for months before I even brought it up to you."

"Ah ha!" You pointed at him again. "So you do admit that you're the one who made a move on me first!"

When Jake realized you caught him he switch the topic so no blame could fall on him yet. "I told you the first time we did it that it would never happen again. I made it clear that it was a mistake and that I never wanted to continue contact after that."

"I never asked for you again after the first time."

"So explain to me how you and Jake became a casual thing. If neither of you contacted the other after the first time then how did this become an item."

"Jake called me a two weeks after and told me he couldn't control himself. He said he knew it was wrong to go behind YOUR back but he couldn't help it and needed me in his bed again."

Heeseung looked hurt by this information and sent Jake a perplexed look. You knew he was secretly hurting and was trying to keep it together but he asked for the truth. So you gave it to him.

Jake definitely noticed the look Heeseung gave him so he took that as the cue to start explaining himself.

Only he didn't explain himself. Instead he shifted the blame again and somehow made Heeseung even more mad at you. "Oh? Was I the one who hit you up on Valentine's day and practically begged you to come over and fuck me?"

"Wait..Valentine's day?" Heeseung turned back to you with his brows furrowed. "Didn't I have to spend Valentine's Day in the ER with my brother?" You seen Heeseung start walking down the steps towards you. "I thought you were sick in bed all day and couldn't come with me to the hospital.

When Heeseung said that Jakes eyes widened and he held a smirk on his face. A smirk that made it obvious that he was trying not to laugh. "So..how is it possible that you were sick at home AND over my house on Valentine's Day?"

More tears found their way in your eyes when Jake fed into the fire that was burning in Heeseung. "I n-never went over Jake's house. Heeseung, I swear. I was at home on Valentine's Day." Your emotions started taking control and you started falling apart inside. The lying was a clear sign of that.

"Heeseung." Jake looked over at his best friend. "Why would I lie about something like this? Shit, I even have pictures in my camera roll that me and her took on Valentine's Day."

When Heeseung got quiet Jake knew it was the perfect time to convince him. "Take a look. They aren’t dirty pictures or anything. Just some pics we took at dinner." Jake pulled out his phone and started tapping and scrolling until he found the picture he was referring to. "Check the date."

Heeseung's face got even more sour when he seen this piece of evidence. "Seriously, Y/n?! While I was at the hospital with my brother?!" You jumped when he got loud. You don't know why. Heeseung never hit you but you were so scared. "To think that my girlfriend would rather fuck my best friend than come with me to the hospital to care for my brother is...a wake up call." He started to walk over to you. "I'm surprised I didn't find out earlier. Love makes you so blind and oblivious sometimes."

When you thought Heeseung would zero in on you some more for the horrible truth he just found out, he turned around. "And you." He looked straight at Jake and shook his head. "I can't even begin to tell you how hurt I am."

Jake put his head down in false shame and nodded at Heeseung's words. "You're right. I'm sorry I let me and y/n's relationship get this far."

Heeseung waited to hear more from Jake but that was it. Heeseung raised an eyebrow. "So why did you do it?"

"I'm sorry?" Jake was a bit confused by the question.

"You said you knew your relationship with y/n shouldn't have gotten that far. So why did it? Why did you call her back and tell her you needed more."

Jake rubbed his arm. "I honestly couldn't tell you. Heeseung..You know I'm not the best with girls and so when y/n showed me the passion and love that she did I couldn't just let her go. I wanted more of that passion in my life."

"So what.." Heeseung shrugged and tried to hold in the tears that were threatening to fall. He didn't wanna cry. He wanted to be a man and face this situation with a cold attitude but it was too much..even for him. "Are you like..in love with her or something?"

Jake whipped his head up at Heesung and quickly shook his head. "N-No. I don't love her but I-"

Heeseung walked down the steps, walking past you until he reached Jake. "Are you saying you wanna steal her love and passion away from me?"

"Heeseung, I-"

No matter what Jake tried to say, Heeseung wouldn't let him get one word in. "Because that's exactly what you did. You stole her from me and ruined a perfectly good relationship. I can't even live in the same house as her anymore because all I can think about when I look at her is how you defiled and ruined her."

"He didn't ruin me, Heeseung." You tried to speak to him and get him on your side. "I'm still your perfect angel." You couldn't stop sniffling. "I'm still your baby."

Heeseung shook his head. "No. It's not the same anymore. God, I can't believe this is ending like this." You could see a tear fall onto his cheek but before you could wipe it for him, he turned away from you and Jake.

"It doesn't have to end like this!" You followed him into the living room and sat down on the couch in front of him with your hands together. "Please. Please give me another chance. I'll be better to you, I promise."

"No." Heeseung sat down next to you and took one of your hands into his. "I can't do that y/n. If I take you back then I'll have to break it off with Jake." Heeseung said this quietly to you so that Jake wouldn't hear.

I nodded my head and leaned closer to whisper to Heeseung. "Do it. Break it off with Jake and keep me. Jake was the one who started all of this turmoil. You should hear the things Jake used to say about you when we were alone."

"What type of things did he used to say?" Heeseung asked as he looked up at you and held your hand.

Just then Jake slowly stepped into the living room and you could see a scowl creep across his face when he caught glimpse of the hand holding you and Heeseung were doing. "Ask him yourself. Jake tell him about the things you used to say."

Heeseung let go of your hand and stood up to question Jake. "You gonna explain?"

Jake chuckled and wore that stupid smirk again. "Explain what? Explain how y/n used to scream out about how she wanted me and how i fucked her better than you?"

Before Jake could speak anymore a loud smack echoed throughout the room. "Could you have at least some respect. Is this situation not serious to you?"

The slap from Heeseung immediately made Jake go wide eyed. "I was just quoting what your so-called girlfriend said about me."

Heeseung went for another smack but Jake managed to block this one. "Did you just say 'so called' girlfriend? She was my very serious girlfriend who I loved very much.” Hearing Heeseung speak in past tense broke your heart and stunned your hope of a second chance.

"Listen. I'm sorry if you think I'm being disrespectful about this but you need to wake up and realize that she's the problem here." He put his hand on Heeseung's shoulder and looked him in the eyes. "Our friendship was perfectly fine before she came along."

"Our relationship was perfectly fine before YOU came along!" You stood up behind Heeseung and put your hand on his back.

"Get your hands off of him, slut." Jake pulled him away from you.

"He's my boyfriend."

"Didn't you hear him earlier? He's throwing your ass out."

"No. He said he's reconsidering giving me a second chance." You grabbed Heeseung's hand. "Right?"

"Go on. Tell her no." Jake’s grip on his shoulder tightened.

Heeseung broke away from the both of you and he put his hands up defensively. "Both of you need to back up." He stammered. "I don't even know what to think anymore. All of this is too exhausting."

"It's an easy answer." Jake stood near Heeseung. "She's out of the picture."

"Jesus, Jake. Why are you being so overbearing?"

"Because you are having sympathy for this girl who backstabbed you."

"Oh, that's rich coming from you." You said under your breath.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Oh, Come on Jake. You're not a very innocent soul in this." Heeseung let slip.

"So what? You're on her side now?"

"I'm not on anyone's side! There are no sides in this!"

You sat back down and started to suddenly cry again. Both of the boys stop and looked at you. One of them came to comfort you and the other didn't.

Can you guess which one comforted you.

"Baby.." Heeseung kneeled down and rushed to your side. "Why are crying again?” He brought a hand up to rub your knee.

Of course it was Heeseung. It was always him. How could you not tell that Jake never truly loved you. Jake was only using you for pleasure. If anyone is to blame for this, it’s you for trusting Jake. With his dumb smile and empty words.

"You're gonna leave me Heeseung." You sobbed. "Aren't you?"

"I'm.." He paused and looked away from you. Trying to figure out the answer to that question for himself. He still hasn't decided what he wants to do. "I don't know, Y/n. I just know I love you."

"So you are basically saying you're taking her back?" Jake scoffed. "Gosh, you're so stupid."

That's when Heeseung snapped even more. "Seriously? What is your problem?! Do you have no shame or remorse?!"

"I have remorse but I'm just telling you this girl is not worth fighting for."

"You just stumble in and ruin my relationship. Do you even feel bad about what you did?”

Jake shook his head. “If it means I saved you from wasting your time on her.”

Heeseung stood up again. That was it. He couldn’t do anymore of this back and forth. "Get out. This is our home and I need you to leave right now." Heeseung raised his voice and pointed to the door.

You've never seen Heeseung yell at Jake like that. They are best friends so you have never seen them really argue. Unless it was over the video game. When Jake stood in silence for a while he eyed the two of you and both, you, and Heeseung could tell he had so much more to say. He looked like he wanted to blurt out a thousand things at once. "Do you really want me to leave?"

"Yes. Want me to walk you out?"

Jake widened his eyes and shook his head. "Nah. That's fine." He waved his hand in the air and turned around to walk to the front door. "I've been here a thousand times. I know my way out."

Heeseung waited until he heard the door open and close. He let out a sigh he never knew he was holding in. "It's just you and me now." Heeseung had a sort of disgusted look on his face as he turned to eye you up and down. "How could you let him do that." He shook his head and walked up to you, bringing his hand up to cup your cheek. "You let him see and touch all of the places that were meant for me." His other hand started to travel up your t-shirt as he wrapped his arm around your waist. "I was your first and I was supposed to be your last."

"I'm s-so sorry." The tears were still running from earlier. You couldn't tell if the mood was more or less tense since Jake left. You looked up at him and leaned into his chest. "Please don't make me leave. I'm sorry I caused this."

He sighed and put the hand that was cupping your face behind your head, holding you close to him. God he wanted to scream and scold you but he just couldn't bring himself to truly kick you out. He loved you and all the chaos that came with you. It's not like you did this on the daily or anything and he knew that. That's why he was seriously considering taking his girl back. He wanted his sweet princess back.

"I'm not gonna kick you out."

You leaned back and looked up at him with wide teary eyes. "Really?"

He nodded.

"Does this mean you are gonna break it off with Jake?"

"You know I can't do that, baby." He kissed your head. "He's my best friend and I can't abandon him. Just like I can't abandon you."

"Oh Heeseung.." you wrapped your arms around his neck and jumped up into his arms. "I'm so sorry. I'll do anything to prove myself to you and show you that I'm gonna be better."

"You keep saying that but you are gonna have to show me now." Heeseung lightly pushed you down on the couch. "How about you take your pants off." With no hesitation you listened to him and took your pajama pants off. You then took your shirt and bra off to get it out of the way.

"You a little excited?"

Nodding, you spread your legs for him.

He chuckled. "Jake's right. You are a fucking slut. I never seen this side of you before." Heeseung leaned in, reached his hand down and started to harshly rub your clit. "You're always so incredibly innocent for me." He swears when he took your virginity and you looked at him with that doe like gaze he fell in love with you and you're pure like aura. He couldn't lie that he sort of liked this side of you too. You were just as submissive as before but a tad bit more straight forward.

Just when he got you wet enough, Heeseung stopped rubbing you and leaned back again. "Turn around for me."

Once again, you did as he said and turned around on your stomach.

"You gotta understand that I can't let you off too easy, baby." Heeseung started rubbing your clothed ass before he landed a hard slap on it. "If I don't show some assertiveness then you're gonna think it's okay to go around whoring yourself out." Another smack landed on one of your cheeks.

You let out a helpless yelp. "I promise. I'm never gonn-"

That landed you another hard smack "Don't speak. I'll tell you when you can talk to me."

He started undoing his belt and he swung it out of the loop holes before folding it. "Get over here and lean over my lap." Before he could say anything else, you bent over his knees. “Should I give you the pleasure or pain first?” He started to rub your ass again where he smacked earlier.

Not wanting to piss him off anymore, you waited a bit to answer because he told you not to speak unless he said so. “You can talk now, honey.”

“Pleasure!” You blurted out. “Give me pleasure. I’m begging you.”

He thought about it and nodded. “Alright baby. Whatever you want.” Heeseung set aside his leather belt for now and quickly pulled your panties down. He grabbed your hair and pulled your head up to whisper in your ear. “I’m gonna finger fuck you until you beg me to lay my cock into you.”

Ughh why was he so irresistible. Every word slipped off his tongue like a symphony and it incited the heat in your lower abdomen. Slowly you felt his hand creep right between your thighs and you opened your legs best you could. Heeseung slipped two wet fingers past your folds. Your man knew exactly what you wanted because he wasted no time pumping and pistoling his fingers in and out of your plush cunt.

Since Heeseung was getting tired of waiting for his turn he decided to speed up the process of you getting yours. The way he decided to do this however was something you were a bit scared for. He let go of your hair and reached over to grab his belt. “I’ll show you what dirty cheaters get.”

A loud wham filled the room, followed by a yelp from you. He continued fingering you roughly as he hit your ass with his belt ever so often. "Did I not fuck you good enough? Or did you just get tired of me? Is that why you went and had Jake take over for a while?"

"No Heeseung. I could never get tired of you."

"Then why did you do it darling?"

You stayed silent and looked down in shame when you had nothing to say. "It's okay. I'll make sure he never gets in your pretty little head again." Heeseung grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you off of his lap as he stood up. "Make sure you stay dumb for me and my cock only."

Heeseung pushed you down by your shoulders and you looked up at him, while getting on your knees. Watching as he pulled his layers of clothes down and let out his unbelievably hard dick. “I gave you pleasure then pain. You put me through so much pain and so now you have to give me my pleasure.”

You moaned as you took him in your mouth. Letting him do as he pleased. You were so pliant for him. The safe feeling you got from Heeseung made you start to think. You couldn’t believe you ever took this for granted. “Your pussy is probably gushing wet while sucking my cock. Isn’t it?” Heeseung kept a fistful of your hair in his hand while he thrusted his hips towards your face. “You wanna touch your pretty pussy, don’t you?”

When he could feel and so he pulled your head back and made sure you looked up at him. “Go on. Play with yourself while I cum on your face, gorgeous.” He took his other hand and started jerking right in front of your face, groaning when he caught a glimpse of you actually moving your hand down to begin playing with yourself.

You whimpered as one of your fingers slipped past your entrance. Heeseung could feel his first orgasm of the night coming and you were trying to finish what Heeseung started earlier.

Your whole body tensed up to give you a warning that your orgasm was here. As if all this wasn’t enough, Heeseung groaned loudly while his cum dripped onto your face and lips.

Heeseung bent down and grabbed your chin roughly. “Look at that face. So cute.” He leaned so close that his lips were almost touching yours. "This is your last chance, you little whore. Don't fuck with me again."

Everything was still so fuzzy but you managed to nod slowly. "Of course. Never again."

He kissed you deeply like he's never kissed you before.

"Never again."

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Notes: I’m so happy I am finally in a mood to start writing again. This is not very good for my first work back but it’s something light. Hope it’s okay and please ignore any grammar or English mistakes!

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nachfo · 4 months

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ok time to ask you the same question you asked me, and don’t fuck up this time /j

When did you decide to get serious with art? did you ever expect to in the first place.

I’d also would love to know more about the OCs you shared, is there anything you could tell about their story, it looks so interesting and cool!

"sob sob" Forgive me 🥺🥺🥺 My brain is smooth and I have only 3 brain cells left. This shouldn't have taken me so long to answer.

I think I decided to get serious with it when I got my drawing tablet. That was in the pandemic and since then I've been improving. before I would just make little doodles on exam papers or sometimes I would do little comics. One time I gave one of my comics to a friend so that they could borrow it and they never returned it. I remember I would make like 5 - 6 pages of a comic and then grapple them together. One time my cousin helped me digitalize one of them. I still have that comic (it's horrible). I always looked up to my cousin because she was really good at digital art and she was studying that. So now that I am following her same steps, she gives me tips and classes which we sometimes stream on younow. We have very similar interests and we get along really well. She is the only person in my family I get really well with. Also, my brother was a big part of why I decided to start drawing because he also drew but in traditional.

To answer the other question I'd say no, I never would have imagined I would be doing this and be actually good. I never thought of pursuing art as an actual career and studying it. But look at me now! Before art, I was more into video editing and today I still enjoy it, but now it has passed to be more of a hobby than something serious.

Oc lore under cut :3

Okay, so you remember the characters I drew before? The boy is Anthony, and the car girl, oh shit, I still don't have a name for her. I need to come up with one.

So Anthony is part of a band with his friends (I still don't have names for them, damn it). So in the band there is Anthony, his childhood friend, his brother, his brother's girlfriend, and like two more unimportant people to the story (and by that, I mean I haven't developed them).

So they have a consert, and when they get there, Anthony's friend has a panic attack right before they get on the stage and runs from the building, and Anthony follows him. They decide to cancel the concert, and Anthony calls his mom to pick them up. But it was raining really hard, and while going, Anthony's mother crashes and dies. Just before, his mother gave him a pendant that contained a yellow gem.

Anthony now blames and has hatred for his friend. He isolates himself from everyone, and this has a big effect on the group. 2 years later, and Anthony still can't let it go yet, so in an effort to set things right, they all go on a camping trip. At night, they are all around a campfire, and they start talking and having fun, all but Anthony, who doesn't want to talk to anyone. Then his friend says something about his mom, Anthony gets angry, they have an argument, the argument turns into a fight, and Anthony breaks his friend's guitar in a flash of rage. Anthony realizes what he has done and runs into the woods. They all go after him. Anthony stumbles upon a big door made of rocks with a little hole in the middle to insert something. Anthony's pendant starts glowing, and he places the pendant in the hole that opens the door.

there is nothing but pich dark inside. In desperation, Anthony crosses the door without hesitation and keeps walking. It seems like it never ends until he sees stars all around him. All of different colors. He sees a light on the other side and starts running towards it. And gets to the light…

And thats all you are getting. Now that I am writing this, I realize it is very cringy oh god. This looks so much better in my head. I need to rework this a lot. Oh god this is so horrible. Well this might seem cringy because this is just surface level and i haven't talked about a lot of important things about characters and their personalities. I'll expand more of the story another time. I still need to talk about the cat girl, and there is a whole other world. It's a lot, it really is. This would be like the start of the story, and it is the only thing that I have completely planned out in my head.

#asks #mutuals #my fren!!!#mind scaps #silly rambles

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v-anrouge · 7 months

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i like idia because i can relate to his abandonment issues and social anxiety. if you pay attention he really does care about others, but has so much anxiety that he avoids situations entirely. his trauma shaped him from a young age and he’s constantly feeling inferior so when he does have the upper hand he gets cocky. he also deeply cares for ortho to the point where [spoilers we pretty much already know]. yeah the way he speaks is cringy but that seems to be the only thing people cling onto and it makes me sad.

im sorry anon imma need u to point out moments because idont ever ever remember idia caring about anyone other than himself and ortho like genuinely that's all he seems to give a fuck about and he's constantly disrespectful and rude to everyone that scene where he's mocking the traditional gifts in fleur city pissed me off SO MUCH like god j am so sick of him and the way he thinks he's soooo smart and cool he makes me SICK i can't stand him this is exactly why everyone on that game hates and shits on him he's impossible to like

#✎ ⇣‧₊˚ 【asks

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kyupidos · 9 months

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09/01/23’s delivery 🏹✉️ twisted wonderland

as if i know?!ヽ( ･∀･)ﾉ_θ彡☆Σ(ノ `Д´)ノ,ヽ( ･∀･)ﾉ_θ彡☆Σ(ノ `Д´)ノ ;; summary. ‘they ask a friend for advice on their turmoils— though they didn’t expect a response regarding romance.’

characters. scarabia , pomefiore, ignihyde : jamil viper , epel felmier , idia shroud ( separate ) ;; romantic . 🖇️ tags. reader is gender neutral ( you/your ), reader may or may not be yuu ( up to the reader ), pre-relationship, romantic fluff 📡

_a/n. finding stable wifi is hard, but anything to be on that tumblr fic grind 🫡 also i have such a twst bias something i forget i’m multifandom..i need to get to writing for those fandoms soon.

j. viper

— scarabia’s vice housewarden can’t be exactly sure what he feels for you. jamil was never one for expressing his feelings, considering his circumstances. and especially so in regards to romance, of all things. who was he to dabble in such a subject, after all, with it being so foreign to him? and yet all it took was you..and now he’s thinking and feeling all sorts of things.

— as for why he decides to consult kalim, he doesn’t know. well, at least kalim seems to be less emotionally constipated than he is, so there’s an excuse going for him. it’s a relatively normal scene, jamil is preparing food for a party and kalim asks him what he can describe about how he feels about you. it feels cathartic, actually, to get those emotions off his chest.

— though he doesn’t quite understand why when he looks up from his cooking, kalim is looking at him with an unexpected teasing face, holding back giggles; at least until it hits him. “jamil, are you sure you aren’t..in loooveeee??” oh, crud. he doesn’t know why it took him until that very moment, but his eyes widen just the slightest as he thinks back to every interaction he’s had to you thus far. yes, absolutely, he is in love with you.

— yet the first thing that jumbles out of his mouth as his face suddenly feels hot is, “how am i supposed to know?!”

e. felmier

— absolutely not; when it came to sappy, cringy things like romance, epel was not a contender in the least. so he absolutely could care less when he notices the way his heart beats faster when he’s around you, the way his palms get sweaty when he notices he’s a bit closer to you than he should be, and so many other idiotic romance tropes he swore he’d never fall into.

— however in the world he ended up confessing this all to troublemaker ace, he absolutely will never know. but at the same time, ace had a girlfriend back in middle school, right? so surely he has enough experience to tell him that no, it’s not romance, he’s just confusing it with something else, because there’s no way—

— “you’re in love.” ace sighed dramatically, epel sweating buckets at the response because based on how ace was acting, it was almost like the answer was obvious. as if he was the last one to know about his own feelings, even! though even despite this, it felt like epel knew that he was in love, yet being told it felt like being hit with a ton of bricks. “so, you gonna confess already, or what?”

— inevitably his accent ends up slipping, but he can’t be bothered to care. “uh..i ‘unno?!”

i. shroud

— romance? certainly something that’s the last thing on idia’s mind, that’s for sure. he’d much, much rather be involved in just about, well— anything else. such a thing always feels like such a chore to him, and it’d be way easier to be a romance god in an otome game, where the routes are laid out for him and all the options are pretty well coded as to whether or not it’ll romance the character or not. so real life romance? nuh uh. no way is he in love with you, surely not, there’s no way, nowaynowaynoway—

— he ends up asking azul for help during club hours. it made sense in his head, azul’s well versed in a plethora of things, so obviously he knows a lot about love, right? yet he was so quick to regret it. what if his stupid unsureness about his feelings for you end up as blackmail or something?! seriously, couldn’t he have gone to anyone else?

— though he almost screws up his play when azul lets out a knowing sigh, “certainly, you’ve caught feelings. romantic ones, at that.” “i have?!” ah, crapcrapcrap, he should’ve known! why didn’t his normie detectors work on himself?! and now he’s gotta deal with feelings, and his daydreams about being your boyfriend, and holding your hand when you get sad, and perhaps maybeevenkissingyou..

— “ah, you seem choked up, idia!” and the moment idia got lost in his thoughts about you, azul spoke up again. “could you perhaps be looking for a way to confess? well, i could help you out for the low low price of—“ “uwahh?! n-no, i’m fine!!”

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evansencezz · 2 years

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PLAIN JANE—MODERN AU—♪♪♪

⌨︎︎⌨︎︎⌨︎︎

Notes: discordians, everyone’s here, mentions of harem’s, present time, VC halfway through, bullying/j, Kai is so popular what, Kai solos, stop writing about them istg, music taste, they all baddies god damn, no solid point of view, third person, no MC, mentions of death threats, hints to smoking and drinking, strong language.

In differen’t cities, and in different countries, people were on they’re phones. Always. No matter if tradegy struck, they still took to social media. Thus, here we are.

‘WHAT THE FUCK.’ A person by the username hesteria typed.

‘oh….’ Another followed, by the name of mayfieldluvzkai.

‘JESUS CHIRST EVERGARDEN, YOU PUSHED ME OFF 💀💀💀💀’ hesteria typed again.

A angry white- nette was currently scowling at her phone.

“I WOULD’VE FUCKING WON TOO, WHAT THE FUCK!!” She said outloud, watching as multiple came up as typing.

‘ oh?? did I?? sorry, I didn’t notice..’ Ace typed, apologizing.

‘whatever 😒’ Kai typed back with a emoji.

‘who wanna play roblox??’ Astro’s username came up.

‘me 😵’ Hiraeith, Celeste, Violet, and Akari said.

‘alright fr join me ☺️’

𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗽 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 ☼

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗽 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 ☼

𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗽 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 ☼

𝗸𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗶𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗽 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘁 ☼

‘what the fuck 😡😡’ matchaleaves typed, otherwise known as Henira.

‘hi guys’

‘OH EM GEE HI SUIMUKI 😱😱😣’ Reko greeted her crush.

‘oh jesus here we go..’ Aether teasingly said.

‘bro why are akari, astro, hiraeith, celeste, and violet playing a roblox obby 🤨’ marsargo typed up.

Meanwhile with the said group of people..

“ASTRO MOVE YOUR FUCKING AVATAR BITCH!!” Akari yelled into her mic as Astro was right infront of her. Thusly, blocking her view of the course.

“No.” The middle child responded simply, moving to block Akari’s view more.

“Dawg, I thought that playing roblox would mean playing Dahood or some shit. Yknow, like in those cringy ass tiktok stories that are somewhat addicting..” Violet rambled while being in the lead.

“Oh my god, I saw one the other day that went way to far with the sad shit, sobbed my eyeballs out fr” Hiraeith said, cursing when she died.

Astro and Violet laughed and Akari groaned.

“Guyssss, can we just play mimic or something?? this obby is fucking boring.” The heterocromidia eyed girl whined.

“Hey, Akari??” Astro said, voice in the tone of asking a question.

“Hm?”

“Get better then, bitch.” The yellow eyed one finished, laughing at Akari’s face.

“WHAT THE FUCK???”

“AHAHAHAHA! THATS FUCKING HILAROUS!!” Celeste and Violet laughed manically.

“SHUT UP I’M LEAVING.” And that’s exactly what she did.

“Awww, someone can’t play robloxxxxx~..” Astro said teasingly as they started playing again.

“She probably went back to the group chat..” Hiraeith said, while blinking mutiple times.

“Talk about a sore loserrr..~” Violet sighed out.

“KAI GET IN HERE RIGHT NOW 😡😡😡” Akari said when she entered another voice chat.

“Holy shit- Hello..” The younger white-nette scrambled to join before she did.

“Heyyy guys!~” Jin’s cheerful voice greeted when they also entered the voice chat.

“God damn. That shit fucking jumpscared me.” Reko said when she appered out of fucking no where.

“What in the fuck.” Akari’s younger sister while more and more people entered the voice chat.

“I’m pretty sure I only asked KAI to come in here..” The said blue and red red eyed girl said, sighing slightly.

“Get the fuck on, Akariiiii, you were all ‘kai get your bitchass’ in here two seconds agooo?” Astro said, face twisted into a bored expression.

“Shut the fuck up Astro.” Hiraeith flipped the middle child off.

“WHAT THE FUCK. YOU GUYS SAW THAT RIGHT???!” They reacted strongly while Hiraeith rolled her eyes.

“Ok yeah yeah, whatever. What’s up anyways, you two.?” A calm purple eyed girl said, that one being the one who flipped Astro off.

“How are you and Thalveich, if that’s even his name..?” The oldest sister curiously said, blinking.

“HOLYYYYY SHITTTTT!!” Aether, Jin, Reki, and Henira all said, trying to stiffle their recations.

“Ummmmmmmm..I..I guess it’s okay?? I don’t know..he’s confusing..” Kai said, sweat-dropping slightly.

“You won’t be confused when he gives you that damn DICK- FUCK!” Reki said before bursting out in laughter.

“HAHAHAHA 💀💀💀” Jin, Aether, and Henira all laughed, Astro stiffling her laughter.

Poor Kai’s face was extremely red and she scowled before shoving her hands in her face. They groaned while the more mature ones sighed deeply.

“Guys please…” Suimuki said, sweat dropping slightly.

“It wasn’t thattt funny..” Gensis also said, nervously smiling.

Everyone was pretty quiet for a few minutes, Hiraieth leaving to get food quickly. Also, with Elizebeth excaliming that she had to go to the bathroom, to which Misery shut her up quickly.

“Oh my god guys, we should totally troll as guys in roblox!” Jin suddenly had a genius idea.

“Akari and me litterally did that once.” A red eyed girl said, mouth sideways.

“Wow okay then 😒😒😒” The oldest Lumine family member eyed them.

“Yeah, it almost ended with us getting fucked, wouldn’t recommend.” Akari said.

“WAIT WHAT??” Both Aether and Reko said.

The younger one merly smiled a little and scooted closer to her microphone.

“Yeah, but then we told them we were gay, which is somewhat true since we are both bisexual. But anyways, they proceded to get upset because we didn’t like them. And then they called us slurs before we left.” Kai explained.

“Oh..okay..” Astro said.

“Any fucking ways, who wanna play genshin with me?” Hireaith said as she loaded it up.

“OH MY GOD ME PLS 😣😣😣” Aether, Henira, Kai, and Suimuki said.

“K, join me then.” The purple eyed girl said.

“Why are all the fun people leaving god damnit.” Maya finally spoke while taking a sip of her coffee.

“Idk 💀” everyone else said.

Meanwhile, with the co-op players, Hiraeith was fighting Childe again.

“This stupid fucking ginger, shut the fuck up.” The said girl scoffed before killing him.

“Why the hell did you guys die anyway?? I’m litterally using Kokomi and Ei.” She said to her other players.

“Because Aether is fucking using her level thirty five fucking AETHER.” Suimuki scowled and sighed.

“Hey!! I think it’s hilarous, right Henira?” The blonde frowned before making his character turn towards Henira.

“…It’s kinda funny, Lumine…” The green eyed girl said with a stupid smile on her face.

“Shut up, you stupid Itto main.” Hiraeith hissed while teleporting to a different boss.

Cue to five mintues later, to where the current boss, AKA the wolf boss was so close to killing Henira.

“HOW IN THE FUCK ARE YOU ALMOST DEAD???” Aether said, trying not laugh were Henira was so close to crying.

“STOP IT! I GOT HIT LIKE FIVE TIMES!!” They whined while doging again.

“DON’T YOU HAVE ANY FOOD???” He asked, while criting and cheering when he did 150,000 damage.

There was another, quieter conversation going on.

“Woah, your albedo is so strong.” The younger sister said while marvelling.

Suimuki laughed a little before yelping when she got slightly hit.

“Yeahhhh..I like him alot sooo..I tried to build him as best as I could.” She replied while going in and hitting the stupid wolf again.

Hiraeith hummed before walking away and joining the two other’s conversation.

“Aether..please just swap to another character..” She practically begged the dying girl.

“NO FUCK YOU-AAAAA NO AETHER!!” The blue eyed girl replied before dying worthlessy.

‘for the love of god Aether, i told you to SWAP. CHARACTERS.’ endlessmelaonly typed.

‘i thought it was funny 😣’

‘FUNNY WHEN UR STUPID ASS BROUGHT US DOWN??’ she contiuned to scold him.

‘this is so stupid…’ Suimuki said.

‘heyyy genshinersss, why are we mad at Aeth’ again??’ mayfieldluvzkai greeted.

‘because his stupid ass made us FUCKING DIE ☺️🤯’ Hiraeith sarcastically said.

‘maybe all that smoking and drinking you’ve been doing finally got to you Aether..’ The oldest girl said, AKA Suimuki.

‘SHUT UP SUIMUKI 😡😡’ Aether refused to adimit it.

‘five bucks she was high while fucking around with you guys..’ venusaura betted.

‘she probably fucking was! 💀💀’ Henira snickered while responding.

‘OH? SO NOW WE’RE TAKING BETS ON ME??’ The said blonde erked.

‘jesus christ i litterally just got here 💀💀’ Kai said.

‘OH MY GOD HI KAI HI HI BELOVED 😱😱🤯🤯’ the obessed other greeted her beloved, maya being the first one to respond of course.

‘andddd i’m leaving byeeee..’ They quickly said while avoiding Maya.

‘fuck you scared them off 💀’ Astro said.

‘bro what the fuck is ‘the neighboorhod’ 🤨’ Clover asked.

The groupchat was silent for a few seconds before errupting in pure chaos.

‘WHAT THE FUCK???’ Hiraeith, Suimuki, and Reki responded in pure disbelief.

‘ain’t no wayyyyyyy..’ The other twin pink-nette spoke-or more like typed.

‘Clover litterally looks like a neighboorhood listener, what the HELL 💀💀’ marsargo said.

‘why is everyone in shock about this?? Clover litterally listens to the smith’s and tears for fears bro..’ Akari said while sweat-dropping while she typed.

‘holy shit u probably like head over heels Akari shut up’ Astro pointed out.

‘what the fuck is wrong with that song 💀💀’

‘fr like astro probably listens to vending machine of love or some shit’ Kai came back.

‘SROP IT’

‘someone on roblox sent me death threats guys ☺️’ Lenevery pushed the topic away from Astro.

‘oh em gee people send me roblox death threats all the time and then i doxx them ☺️’ Nirvanna- no not the band replied.

‘HELPME 💀’ Henira, Iris, Venus, and Lenevery said.

‘i tell people to kys but as a joke like /j bro’ A blonde haired girl with pink highlights said.

‘tbh same bro’ hesteria agreed.

‘bro who wanna play valorent?’ Reki asked.

‘OH HELL NAH U PLAY VAL?’ Violet finally woke from the dead.

‘the fuck is wrong with valorent..😒?’ Reki scoffed.

‘people asking me for nudes THATS WHAT.’ The dark eyed girl said in response.

‘trueee that game is filled with a bunch of sexist and homophobic assholes Reki..’ The second oldest damershera pointed out.

‘idc imma carry them anyway 🤣🤣’ The third oldest said with a confident demenor.

‘i’ll play with u ig’ Misery, Elizebeth, and Marie said.

‘oh fr? okay join me kittens 😖’ she said before going offline and making valorent load up.

𖦹ᴍɪsᴇʀʏ ʜᴀs ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰꜰʟɪɴᴇ

⍟ ʟɪᴢᴢʏ (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ ʜᴀs ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰꜰʟɪɴᴇ

᪥ ᴍᴀʀɪᴇ sᴏʟᴏs ʜᴀs ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰꜰʟɪɴᴇ

‘ get fucked ig 💀’ Maya said after the loser valorent players went offline.

“What the fuck?? there’s like two girls in here guys.” A teenager boy’s voice said when Misery greeted the players.

Elizebeth and Marie went off to split up and play in a different game but everyone agreed that they would swap people every round.

“Ummmm, yeah??? Hello i guess..” Reki confusingly said.

“Holy fuck, your voice is hot as fuck dude!” A more rasper voice said while laughing when the round started.

“She had a girlfriend, fuck off.” Misery unimpressily said while staying close to Reki. (idfk i’ve never played valorent in my life)

“Oh? Ok..what about you, ‘fuck off’ girl??” The teenager boy from the begining asked.

The black and red haired girl said before responding. Albit, a little too honest.

“No, I’m single and I like pretty much everyone.” She said.

“Oh my god okay mommy ☺️☺️’ He quickly said before making his little bitchy friends laugh.

“I’m seventeen…” The talking girl quickly clarified.

“Crazzzyyyyy…all of us guys here are litterally the same age mommy 😣😣..” A british voice finally spoke up, having a some-what attractive laugh but Misery still didn’t want attention.

“Uh? Can you guys..like keep your dicks in your pants? Or is it the hormones getting to you??” Reki finally spoke again.

“Reki, it’s fine really..” Misery said while killing another person from the opposite team.

“Bro mommy is carrying us for real what the fuck?” The british voiced man spoke again.

Misery tried not to focus on that but something was bugging her, like she knew who that was. Finally, when the round was almost finished it clicked.

“Holy shit, Neo?? Is that you??” The red eyed girl asked.

“…Maybeeeee?…” He said, slightly laughing while his friends chaisted him.

“Holy shit, wait man, is that Misery Chasitan?? You know, the really fine student council member??” A different guy spoke.

“Yeah dude, since I’m a quote on quote ‘deliquent’ me and her talk allll the time..” Neo cockily said.

“What the fuck is going on..” Reki whispered towards Misery, while the other ignored her.

“Stop getting cocky, Neo. Where’s your mommy when you need her, huh?” She asked.

Neo and his friends laughed before he responded.

“Yeah, I’m talking to her right now, mommyyyyy..” He snickered when Misery was speechless.

The said girl composed herself before scoffing and directing her attention towards Reki.

“C’mon let’s get outta here, Reki.” And with that, Misery and Reki left.

‘i’m so fucking tired..’ Elizebeth said before fucking knocking out.

⍟ ʟɪᴢᴢʏ (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ ʜᴀs ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴛ

‘same..gn guys..’ Misery said aswell before leaving.

𖦹 ᴍɪsᴇʀʏ ʜᴀs ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴛ

‘gn losers’ litterally everyone else was passed out as Astro finally logged off and went to sleep.

ᴀsᴛʀᴏ ʜᴀs ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴛ

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mitsuyaya · 2 years

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uncrush me, not || chifuyu matsuno x gn! reader

☆༉ contains: 400+ words. none ig?

☆༉ end note: self-indulgent cos why not :shrugs: this didn't happen to me okay 😭 I just thought of a possibility that this will likely happen to me if I wasn't monitored closely. So remember what I posted yesterday uh hahaha this is it ig

“I'm so dumb”

You groaned in frustration, staring at th e phone longer than intended. The certain photo made you blush yet whined at the same time.

How the hell could he look so handsome, so alluring. How in the world was he blessed with such good luck that literally could steal anyone's heart if he wants.

“Why did I just comment that!” it's embarrassing and terrifying, why did you have to post that ridiculous comment? One second you were staring at Chifuyu's photo, the next thing you knew you had mindlessly hit post, a comment that might possibly ruin your life.

Scrolling up at the comment section, you glared furiously at those flirtatious comments, cursing mentally those who praised him and those who said ‘mine’.

They're so cringy and desperate that you want to applaud them for their confidence, but you remembered that you did something way more shameful than them.

Liking Chifuyu wasn't hard, it wasn't difficult when all the things he does make your heart thump.

How the entirety of your highschool days were spent with you crushing him; following him around like a lost puppy, admiring him from in front of you where he sat, and shying away whenever you two were partnered together.

He's the guy you'd watch from afar, standing at the classroom window, impatiently waiting for his arrival. He's the guy you'd like to share and make memories with through your whole highschool days.

But that didn't happen, not when you're scared that he'll not like you back, that maybe he likes someone else.

It all vanished when both of you graduated. Entering different universities in college, losing contact with all your classmates, especially him. You never reached out to him, and so was he.

Your friend once told you to stalk him, to find what he's up to or how he looks like now. You did, but you weren't expecting him to be this handsome, didn't expect him to mature drastically; his blonde hair was now black, his aura wasn't the same guy you used to watch before.

But his eyes, his eyes still held the same feelings as before, still held the same effect on you.

“Oh my god!” throwing your phone at the bed, you buried your face into the pillows, covering your loud screams, embarrassment flooding your senses. You're so dumb, so desperate.

Why did you have to post that, to say that even. Calming yourself, you picked up your phone again, reading over his comment one more time.

The reply made you smile. Maybe, just maybe...

Hey Chifuyu you look so handsome! Did you know I used to have a crush on you? HAHAHAHA /j

Oh :( that's too bad because I have a crush on you too

Maybe you weren't so desperate at all.

#tht.sinta #tahonet #chifuyu x reader #chifuyu x you #chifuyu x y/n #chifuyu fluff #chifuyu drabbles #chifuyu scenarios #chifuyu imagines #tokyorev x reader #tokyorev x you #tokyorev fluff #tokyorev imagines #tokyorev drabbles #tokyo revengers x reader

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panlight · 3 years

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I saw a tiktok of another twilight fan saying she doesn’t think in a possible sequel the Renesme x Jacob thing will go like we are all assuming because Meyer would never have Jacob be a cullen and marry into the cullens because she doesn’t like him as much as them and he doesn’t fit the *fantasy* (referring in part to Meyer’s racism and classism amongst other things). Meyer never saw Jacob as a true romantic lead, he was more like a plot device the entire time. The imprint thing was because she didn’t know how to get out of the situation with a happy ending. So their ship is a plot convenience and not that she actually likes them together. I also think they may not be endgame because there needs to be a conflict or reason why the lovers can’t be initially together to fit a traditional romance narrative. If their love story is that they have known each other her entire life and he’s perfect for her and her family likes him then there’s no angst or drama. Do you think is possible a new romantic interest will be introduced?

Okay here's my hottest of hot takes: What if SM didn't make Jacob Like That in Eclipse to make everyone think Edward was the better option? I think she was already assuming everyone preferred Edward because to her it was obvious he was the Ideal Man. So what if she made Jacob Like That in Eclipse to seem like a more serious option/rival? Did she reveal some of her own biases and perpetuate harmful stereotypes about aggressive Native men while doing so? Oh, god, yeah. But I think in her head this wasn't "I've ruined Jacob and now everyone will like Edward more!" but "now Jacob will be taken seriously." Sweet, gentle, sunshiney Jacob couldn't--in SM's mind--compete with the intensity and single-minded devotion of Edward. So she had to make Jacob more intense and promoted Seth to resident Sunshine Boy.

I base this on comments she's made. One where she's comparing Edward Cullen to all the greatest romantic leads of all time and saying he's better than all of them, but when it comes to Gilbert Blythe from Anne of Green Gables, "he's more of a Jacob than an Edward." She also has lots of positive Jacob comments, especially around the Eclipse era, where she talked about how it made her so sad that people hated him and if they could see what she sees in her head, everyone would love him. And then there's that brain-breaking quote in the Guide in that first interview where she talks about how "worried" she was about Jacob in Eclipse "even knowing the eventually happy ending" and how happy and relieved she was when he laid eyes on Renesmee and "his life came together for him."

So I propose SM DOES like Jacob, and she butchered him trying to make him more Edward-y so he would come off as a more serious romantic rival, and in doing so stepped into a whole-ass minefield of consent issues, racist tropes about Indigenous men, and basically erased everything about the character that people had loved. Patient, gentle, happy Jacob was no threat to Edward's "I can't live in a world where you don't exist" brooding intensity and drama, so she felt Jacob had to become more intense and dramatic.

So, IMHO, Renemsee/Jacob is absolutely happening as much as I don't want it to be true. It happened in Forever Dawn, which was written before New Moon and Eclipse, and so Jacob's imprint on Bella's daughter was always part of the story. It wasn't 'how do I solve this love triangle?' It's even more baffling than THAT, because she KNEW Jacob/Renesmee imprint was endgame and still wrote Jacob/Bella the way she did in New Moon/Eclipse and I'm just like . . . why. Why would you do that? Why would you make this thing that is already weird (imprinting on a BABY) even weirder by developing this character into one who resented imprinting and having his choices taken away AND developing the J/B relationship to be "soulmates in another world" like . . . why. Why. WHY?!

All that said, I would bet cash money that future Renesmee books will feature a love triangle between Jacob, Nessie and Nahuel. It will be all "Jacob is my soulmate, my past, my present, my endless future. He would do anything for me. But Nahuel . . . he understands me in a way Jacob never could, he knows what it's like to be a hybrid, never fitting in . . ." I can just see it all so clearly and it's going to be cringy for this rich white girl with literal superpowers and a family who adores her going on and on about how she doesn't fit in but I think that's where this is going.

#asks #tw: anti-native racism

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tanniefm · 3 years

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boyfriend | jjk (m)

summary - jungkook knows what you need and definitely knows your husband can’t give it to you like he can.

pairing - jungkook x (f) reader

genre - cheating au, fwb, porn with very little plot

word count - 1.7k

song inspo - boyfriend by ray j (i literally couldn’t stop thinking of this man while listening to this song it was becoming an issue)

warnings - infidelity, explicit language, soft dom jk, sub reader, daddy kink, praise kink, it’s kinda angsty at the end oops.., pet names, kook’s very sweet but :(, subspace, hints of dumbification, jealous kook cause he loves you, unprotected sex (please don’t be stewpid like these two), jungkook in sweatpants and a ponytail (the ultimate combo)

a/n - AHHHH hi this is my first fic (more like a drabble but you get the point) like ever and i did nawt feel like editing anymore than needed cause i was afraid i’d end up deleting everything...with that said!! i really hope you enjoy and sorry if it’s cringy or wtv umbdhb yeah enjoy! oh also merry christmas if you celebrate 🥺🥺

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You knock on his door hastily. You texted him a few minutes earlier because you just couldn’t take it anymore. You tried to be a good wife. A good, loving, perfect wife for Jacob. But he’s driving you fucking crazy. He won’t listen to you, won’t thank you when you do things for him, and he damn sure can’t fuck you like he can. You and Jungkook have been friends for the longest. He knows everything about you and that’s probably why he can make you cum as hard as he does. You hate that it got to this point. One heated argument with Jacob a few months back is all it took for you to come to your best friend's apartment to vent and next thing you knew you were having the best sex you’ve ever had. Now you crave him constantly and you’re not even sure if you feel bad about it.

You instantly clear your thoughts when Jungkook opens the door with a smug look on his face. Fuck, he looks good. Hair in a ponytail, his black long sleeves rolled up, putting his various tattoos on display. And to your delight, gray sweatpants tight enough where you can clearly see him hard as hell. You automatically launch into his embrace and kiss him needily. He knows you, he knows why you’re here. And he’s happy to give it to you. He smiles and chuckles into the kiss and closes the door behind him. He backs you up against the door and pulls away, much to your dismay. He giggles as you whine from the loss of his lips on yours.

“What’d he do this time, pretty girl?” he says softly as he cups your face. His hands are so pretty, you think. They're so big and make you feel so good. He’s so big. He loves making you feel cute and small, like he’s the only one that can take care of you. You think he might be right.

“Couldn’t cum…” you whine. There’s a tiny pout on your face and Jungkook thinks you’re adorable. He’ll never say it out loud, but sometimes he wishes you’d just leave him to be his. You and him both know that won’t happen though, you’re very adamant that you love Jacob. Whatever, Jungkook will take what he gets. As long as he has you.

He smiles and mockingly pouts back. “I know baby, you need me to take care of you, hm? My baby needs me to make her feel good?” He pecks your forehead softly as you whine some more. You’re so needy, he has no idea why that dude refuses to listen to you when you ask to try different things in bed. Vanilla is cute every now and then but Jungkook knows you want more. You like to be thrown around and choked but you also love when you’re praised. You like being a good girl but you’re also a fucking brat. You like to be kissed, and cuddled, and babied after you have consecutive orgasms. Jungkook knows you, so why doesn’t he?

You nod and fist your hands into his shirt. You need him, badly. He’s all you could think about while you and Jacob were having sex. All you asked was if he could pull your hair a bit and he looked at you like you were crazy and told you no. It’s one thing to not be comfortable with doing certain things, but to look at you like that and not even hear you out? It stung, and all you wanted was for Kook to take care of you like you knew he would.

“I asked for him to pull my hair and he looked at me like I was stupid. I-I just wanted to try something different for once and he refuses to do anything I want to do. I need you Kookie please I’m so wet I can’t-“

“Shh sweetheart, it’s ok. Come on, I’ll take care of it.” he cuts you off gently and taps on the back of your thighs to signal you to jump. You immediately wrap your legs around his waist and bury your face in his neck and suck bruises into his smooth skin while he carries you to his room. He lays you on his bed and kisses you deeply. His hands slowly move your shirt up and out of the way as he makes his way down your neck. You quickly take your bra off and throw it to the side. You can tell he wants to eat you out but you’re very impatient. As much as you love his mouth on you, you desperately need his cock filling you up right now. He softly kisses your nipple and looks up. You’re pouting again. You’re even needier than he thought. He pulls your leggings down and zeros in on your panties. There’s a huge wet spot in the middle and he can feel his cock twitch. The string of arousal that attaches itself to your underwear while he pulls them down is driving him insane.

“My poor baby, you weren’t kidding when you said how wet you were, huh? Who made you this wet?” he says while he strips his shirt off, showing more of his copious tattoos. He loved when you traced them while he held you and hummed softly after you were sent deep into subspace. Maybe he can experience that again tonight.

“You did daddy,” Bingo. You weren’t even thinking when you said it, all you could think about was him him him. He froze before swiftly pulling down his sweatpants and you watched in awe as his dick spring up to his stomach. He’s so big, you need him so bad. He climbs back on top of you and kisses you roughly while teasing your entrance. He keeps running his tip up and down to spread around your arousal.

“Daddy, please I need you inside. Please don’t tease.” you whine. You’re squirming around and your eyes are starting to well up. Why isn’t he fucking you? Should you have come at all? What if he doesn’t want you anymore? Your mind is so fuzzy and negative thoughts are starting to swirl and pull you deeper and deeper-

“Hey hey, look at me. No more thinking baby, just focus on me. There you go, that’s my good girl.” he squeezes your hips as he pushes in. He can tell when you start overthinking, it’s one of the perks of being friends with you for so long. You moan loudly as he pushes deep inside of you. He quickly sets a rough pace once he feels you adjust and sees your eyes roll back in euphoria. You’re so beautiful. He loves that he can make you feel like this. You’re squeezing so tightly around him and everything feels so fucking good. He pushes your legs to your chest and you gasp loudly.

“Daddy it-it’s too deep! Oh my fucking God I- fuck!” you whimper as he goes faster.

“You can take it precious, I know you can. You’re doing so well. Taking me so well. Fuck- you’re always so good for me. My pretty little girl. Love this fucking pussy, shit!” he rambles. He can’t help it, just as much as he fucks you stupid he also gets into a headspace where he can’t think of anything but you. The pretty sounds you make, your tight ass pussy, your soft thighs he’s holding. And that stupid fucking man you’re married to. The thought of him makes him pound into you harder. He hates him, he really does. He hates him because he wants to be him. Jungkook would treat you like a princess if you were his. But you chose that lame ass dude.

“Does he fuck you like this? Hm? Does he know how much of a little slut you are for me? Does he know how much you need this dick to make you cum?” he growls. You shake your head and dig your nails into his biceps.

“No daddy it’s you, only you. No one else but you” you mumble. You’re so fucked out and so so close. Just a little more, a little longer.

“Fuck you’re getting so fucking tight. You gonna cum princess? My little slut gonna cum all over me? I know you want to baby, go ahead and let go for me” he switches angles and makes sure your clit is rubbing against his pelvis while he continually hits your g-spot. You nod quickly while he encourages you more and more. With a cry of his name, you finally let go. It only takes Jungkook a few more thrusts before he’s spilling inside of you with a whiny moan. He drops down and faceplants into your neck as you both pant heavily. You feel him peck your neck and face softly as he mumbles how good you were for him.

“My good,” forehead kiss, “precious,” cheek kiss, “baby,” nose kiss, “girl,” he finally reaches your lips. You smile and giggle at his cute antics. He always gets so soft after sex, you love it though. He gently pulls out and lays down beside you to tuck you in his arms.

“You were so good baby. I’m so proud of you.” he says as he plants several kisses on the top of your head. You snuggle deeper into his chest and look up at him with starry eyes. Your head’s still fuzzy, but you feel safe with him. Jungkook is safe.

“I’m good?” you ask quietly. You were fuzzy, but you weren’t stupid. You knew what you two were doing is wrong. You knew you should break it off or at the very least leave Jacob. But you can’t, you still love him. You want to grow old with him. He just...can’t give you what you need sometimes.

Jungkook pauses. He wants to tell you to leave him. He could give you everything and more if you just leave him. But that always ends in an argument, and he hates arguing with you.

“Yes sweetheart, you’re perfect.” It’s ok. Jungkook can wait.

#jungkook x reader #jungkook x reader smut #jungkook smut #jeon jungkook smut #jungkook fic #bts fic #bts smut #jeon jungkook fic #bts drabble #jungkook drabble

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padfootastic · 2 years

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PEN WHAT THE FUCJ THIS WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF WRITING OF THESE TWO I'VE EVER READ. it was so good that it left me blushing and I'm BROWN, you know we don't blush that easily.

this had so many great lines oh my god i was screeching (internally) throughout the fic

"Not James Potter, though. Him and his ‘I’m-right-and-the-world-must-shift-around-me’ voice were far above such plebeian concerns." yeah that's perfect james potter description right there

". There was no point resisting James Potter- not when someone in that lineage had probably invented the word stubborn by virtue of their very existence." my heart was jumping out of my ribcage reading these masterpiece of sentences alright.

also the grounds scene had me weak in my knees; I'm a hoe for making sirius -haughtiness is my middle name - black near incoherent to begging for one james potter. it's my kryptonite. also why are neck kisses so fucking hot. there's just something about it

also want to congratulate you for nailing down the last two scenes because making the atmosphere fraught with palpable tension is hard. like anything smutty can very easily fall into- oh yeah they are having sex, good for them but to make it so that the reader can feel it, it's nit easy and you did it so well. you had ME quivering at times over them

you definitely didnt help the situation with your author's note but tbh i don't even want to help the situation, I'm also a hoe for taking down James arrogance down a peg by some exercises in bedroom and now that I've started thinking about it i can picture the scene perfectly (vivid imagination for the win) and I'll stop before i make this ask too freaky but yeah.

also love that we've all collectively decided that Potter's had the most lovely meternal house elf named rani

agshjashjj ASH!!! WHY ARE U SO KIND TO ME 😭😭😭😭 i…kind of…screeched externally when i read this? my family will not put up with me one of these days, i swear, i’m gonna be exposed.

listen when i tell u i had so much fun writing about james’ arrogance and confidence like i just. i’m in love with it. how much strength sirius draws from it. s wields his arrogance like a shield in the face of his insecurities & vulnerabilities and j does it regardless of it, it’s an innate part of him that comes from the sheer surety of self he has and that difference is so !!! james will mould the world to fit around his sirius no matter what stands in his way!!!

no okay ash. i was so nervous writing those scenes because i’ve,,,,never,,,done it for these boys? and i’ve never thought about them in a sexual capacity bc i’m always more focused on the soulmates aspect of their bond so it was actually so hard bc i was trying to not make it cringy or second-hand embarrassing and i’m very happy u liked it 🥺 (also my favorite was when james was just,,,playing him like a fiddle lol the adam’s apple part? yum. and hard agree on sirius being taken off guard—what is it with us and messing with these boys like this lol)

omg yes rani!! listen i have. Thoughts. baby me came up with her way back in like,,2017? wrote a whole fic around it (that ended in tragedy for some reason lol) and i literally fell in love with her. just like that. james calls her ra-ra and she makes chocolate eclairs for sirius and mails it to hogwarts and calls j jamesy as a compromise between little master/james and she’s the absolute best!!!

#sirius black #james potter #i don’t think u can make this ask freakier than my authors note lmao #i just. god. had so much writing this because i’m so weak for sappy prongsfoot ykno?#and don’t ask me why neck kisses r so hot i have no answers for u bc fuck #no right to be as good as they are #and james would *love* it. just constantly pepper kisses all over sirius’ neck & throat & collarbones #sirius would be obsessed with running his hands over james’ abs & biceps & thighs #and they would just be the most nauseating couple at hogwarts w their pda #like they were already doing it before getting together. now it’s just unbearable 💀#now it’s my time to stop before it becomes too steamy lmao #ppb #pen’s asks

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raindrops-xrosess · 4 years

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I have a secret

Requested: Yes by @maybebanks ! thank you so much for requesting

Hi! I have a request for u! Jj x reader where y/n is a kook and her and jj are dating. None of the pogues know that they’re dating but they see jj has a crush on her. Jj always sneaks into y/n’s house and surprises y/n. One day when she gets back from a shower she sees him and screams because he shocks her. Her parents come in because they think she is in danger and then they see jj and the dad gets mad and the mom thinks it’s cute. Y/n sticks up for jj and it’s rly cute💕💕

Summary: The request (I'm so bad at summaries lol)

Warnings: maybe some cringy writing idk

Genre: fluff

Word count: 1.45k

AN: requests are always open unless it says closed in my bio. Enjoy the story <3

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Kooks and pogues. Sworn enemies of the Outer Banks…or at least they should be. However, that wasn’t the case for you and JJ Maybank. You are known all over the Outer Banks as kook royalty, and JJ is as pogue as they come.

You had met when JJ was looking for well-paying jobs off of the cut and your father needed some things done around the outside of your house. He was mowing the lawn right outside your bedroom window on the hottest day of the year at what felt like the crack of dawn.

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It was an early Sunday morning, and you may or may not have been a little bit hungover from partying on the cut with Sarah. That is where you had met the heartthrob that had every female, and some male, pogue, kook, and tour on wrapped around his finger. There was no doubt he was charming, and you tried so hard to hold out, to not give in to those damn eyes, but like everyone else you were trapped in what felt like a trance.

“Hey, do you think you can be a little quieter?!” You yelled as you stepped onto your balcony leading from your bedroom. “God, what year is it?”

“Sure princess let me just find the volume button!” He yelled his snarky comment over the loud noise. Jj quickly turned off the obnoxious machine and made his way over to where you stood. “You’re Sarah’s friend? Right? And Rafe’s girl?” He quizzed you. Any chance he could get to mess with Rafe he would take. And taking his girl? Oh, that would be the sweetest revenge!

No, you technically weren’t “Rafe’s girl” but you and Rafe were kind of something? Maybe? I don’t know you kinda messed around and went to parties together. You tried to stop his drug addiction when you could but he wouldn’t listen. You wanted a real relationship so bad, but not bad enough to fall at the feet of JJ Maybank. He was the fuck and forget type and you were sort of already in that kind of relationship. If JJ wanted anything other than that he would have to work for it.

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And work for it he did. Every Thursday morning he would come by your balcony being extra loud and annoying and you couldn’t help but yell at him. Later the yelling turned into play fighting which turned to feisty flirting. It didn't take long for JJ to want to do something with you but he quickly realizes you wanted something more when he went to ask you out.

“So princess I was thinking we could go to the Party tomorrow at the boneyard like together and shit! What do ya think?” JJ said after climbing a tree to get onto your balcony. This was a common occurrence, him leaping onto your balcony, making his way throughout your room, and toying with your fancy perfumes and fun sunglasses.

“What I think JJ is that once I say yes you are going to drop me like... like yesterday’s newspaper, and I am not a newspaper!” You let out a frustrated sigh. JJ turned around and backed away slightly to give you some space. “I want a real relationship JJ, for once in my life I want something to be real. I don’t want a relationship my parents set up for their damn business gain! I’m tired of all these fake ass kook friends. I want real friends! You and the pogues have such a great friendship, I want that!” You flopped down onto your bed, looking up at the ceiling. JJ stayed silent as he laid down next to you.

“You’re dating Rafe just because your parents are business partners?” You nodded “That’s so messed up!” JJ sighed “Listen, I like you, a lot. Your different than all the other kooks I’ve had the utmost pleasure of meeting.” JJ started to talk in a funny British accent to which you laughed at. “Look as you may have guessed, given by golden reputation I have never been in a real or serious relationship, but I’m willing to change that for you. O-only if that’s what you want of- of course!” He started to stutter nervously. You sat in silence for a moment.

“That would be nice JJ.” You thought for a moment “Do you want to ditch the party tomorrow and do something like just us?” You looked over at him nervously. JJ says up with a smug smile on his face. You followed his actions and sat up.

“You askin me out, princess?” You hit his arm playfully.

“Oh shut up!”

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Flash forward to now where you have been dating JJ for about four months. You had broken up with Rafe and your parents were not happy, but they saw your smile when you would come home from secretly meeting with JJ and they figured there was someone else that gave you butterflies. Your mom was a little more supportive than your dad because, in his eyes, Rafe was the perfect match, but then again he would do anything to make you smile.

Like always JJ would sneak into your room and pick you up for your date or just hang out in your room of your parents weren’t home. This time was no different. You were going out soon so you decided to shower before your date and that is when JJ decided to sneak into your room, knowing your parents were home. As you got out of the shower and walked out in your pajamas and your hair wrapped in a towel, JJ jumped out from around the corner tickling you. “OH DEAR LORD! WHAT THE HELL!” You exclaimed a little too loudly.

”Shhhh baby!” JJ hushed you as he laughed.

“Shit do you think my parents heard that?” That’s when your parents stormed into your room ready to attack.

“What the hell was that?” “Sweetheart are you ok?” your parents voiced their concern. “Maybank? What is this?” Your dad’s eyes stared holes into JJ’s head. You were in front of JJ as he had his arms around you, still holding your sides. He backed away at your father's questions and put his hands up. “You see sir.. uhh funny story really! You know the thing is-” “He’s my boyfriend!” You said before you slapped your hand over your mouth. You let out a chuckle of disbelief. You can’t believe you just said that. “Oh really? So this is the boy you replaced with Rafe?” your father now stared at you, his movements slow and precise.

“Yes, and before you say anything about him being from the cut, he makes me really happy. I don’t feel like an outcast when I’m with him. JJ makes me feel important and loved and when we talk there are so many butterflies in my stomach I might as well open a butterfly farm!” You tried to make your father laugh just a little bit. “He is selfless and kind and gentle, and I hope you can accept him because he really is an amazing person”

“Oh well isn’t this the cutest thing I ever did see! I’m not crying nope not me!” Your mother was always so emotional.

“He makes you happy?”

“Very much.”

“Is he respectful?”“The perfect gentleman.” You said looking back at him smiling and reaching out to grasp his hand.

“Then it is ok with me. Son comes here.” Your father motioned his finger to JJ. JJ quickly stepped up to your father. “You hurt one hair on her head and your dead before nightfall. You understand me?” JJ nervously chucked “Yes sir.” They shook hands and JJ retreated back towards you.

“Do you two have any plans for tonight?” Your mother questioned.

“We were just going to see a movie or something. Why momma?”

“How about JJ stays for dinner? Your father is making baked macaroni!”

“What do you think J?” you looked at him with pleading eyes. Baked macaroni was your favorite. You knew by the look on your mother's face your father had no intension that night to make it but she was trying to get you two to stay in.

“Why not! I haven’t had a home-cooked meal in a while.” “THANK YOU!” You kissed his cheek as your mom excitedly made her way off to the kitchen.

As your father left your room he shouted: “Next time use the front door kid!” “Yes sir!” J shouted back as he saluted to you with a funny face.

“Well know that you met my family... when do I get to meet the Pogues?”

“Soon princess”

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A/N Yay I am so happy I finally got this out! If you want to be tagged in any future fics just sent me a message. My asks are always open if you want to leave a request just know that I take my time when writing so it may be a while before your request is published.

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diyunho · 4 years

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The Joker x Reader - “Gotham Comic Con”

The Joker and his girlfriend decided to attend “Gotham Comic Con” this year dressed as The Batman and Cat Woman. It took Y/N some time to convince her boyfriend but here they are about to have fun and nothing could spoil the event. Right?...

“Oh my God, this is awesome!” you giggle entering the venue designated for the yearly special event “Gotham Comic-Con” dressed as Cat Woman.

The Joker is right behind you sporting The Batman outfit and he flexes his knees a few times, growling.

“What’s wrong?” you ask although you have a clue because J’s been complaining about since he got off the van parked on Lot B5.

“I hate these stretchy pants! I don’t know how that asshole does it!”

“You’re the one that insisted to come as Batsy,” you reveal point out the truth. “You could have been anyone else.”

“Like who?”

“Cinderella,” you elbow him and your boyfriend is not a huge fan of the concept.

“Why??!!”

“The drama, obviously,” you keep walking alongside him and he’s definitely ready to blow at your insinuation when you gasp. ”Baby, I think that’s Bane!” you gesture towards a massive individual flaunting a Sub-Zero costume.

“How can you tell?” The Joker squints his eyes and the bubbly Y/N has to say it:

“I would recognize his physique anywhere! Plus, he still has the scar between his eyes,” you pucker your lips and The King mumbles a bunch of PG 13 rated things regarding his business partner.

Why?

Last week they got into a brawling and almost killed each other.

The reason?

Y/N.

The Joker believes that Bane always flirts with you (which he does since he likes to refer to you as “a breath of fresh air”); stuff escalated until you had to break it up: J ended up with a busted lip, Bane with a cut between his eyes due to The Clown trying to stab him in the head and you ended up with an inflated ego.

“Hello Mister B.,” you tap the pile of muscles and he turns around to see who’s bothering him.

“Y/N!” he excitedly exclaims, immediately unhappy at the sight of his business partner. “Joker…” the low tone greets.

“Bane…” J sneers.

“What are you two doing here?” Bane inquires.

“Having fun; I finally convinced him we should do this and mingle for once. No better way to spend the day,” the bubbly comment pleases your conversation partner. “So we dressed up and here we are.”

“I must say you’re like a breath of fresh air,” Bane admires your skin tight costume and stilettos which prompts The Joker’s disapproval:

“If you want fresh air, go outside!”

“Make me!”

Oh no! Not again!

“Are you here alone?” you change the subject and distract them from getting into a fight. Not that you wouldn’t enjoy it, but… too many witnesses at the packed Comic Con, it could end up in a total disaster.

“With my niece and nephew. I lost them for a second and I’m searching the premises; they can’t be far,” Bane reports. “Which reminds me: I should get going and find them otherwise my sister will go ballistic. I’ll see you later, Y/N,” he acknowledges you and ignores your man.

“Bye Mister B.,” The Queen snickers at the evident teasing.

“Just her, huh?” The Joker grumbles. “What about me? Did you forget we have a meeting next week???”

“Too bad and super sad: I’m not talking to you!” Bane’s attitude emerges.

“I certainly could care less because I’m not talking to you either!” The King strikes back.

“Then what are we going to do?” Sub-Zero’s better judgement brings up a good argument.

“Y/N will translate!” J proudly states.

Oh no! Not again!

That means they will snarl and make weird noises and you’ll have to guess what it means; an absolutely excruciating task that even a breath of fresh air can’t accomplish without losing it.

Maybe you should let them kill each other.

“Fine!” Bane decides and distances himself from the couple while the Joker shouts since he has to have the last word:

“Fine!”

“Mister Batman?” the 5 years old dressed as a hobbit shily tugs on J’s cape.

“Hm?” the fake vigilante looks down. The little boy suddenly sneezes and wipes his nose with the fabric as the mad man is less than lenient at someone ruining the outfit replica he paid a fortune to have.

“Goddamn…” and he can’t finish his sentence because a large group of screaming children surround him in a heartbeat.

“Batman! Batman!” they jump up and down hyped up to see their hero.

“Go away!” J attempts to reason with the sea of kids he has no patience for. Of course nobody can hear him over the deafening sounds that attract more offsprings and parents.

“That’s so cute!” one of the moms gushes and takes a picture. “It’s delightful seeing a guy dressed as The Batman performing such a public service for our town!”

“He loves people, especially babies, “ you lie without blinking and immortalize the moment yourself.

“Awww,” a few people sigh touched by your praises.

“He must be a nice dude,” a kid’s dad concludes and you sweetly smile from under your mask:

“You have no idea.”

Somebody from the crowd places an infant girl in The Joker’s arms and the mob goes ballistic!! Rosie cheeks keeps sucking from her binky, glaring at the interesting person.

Clapping, cheering and whistling intensify whilst J feels compelled by his increasing popularity to lift the 6 months old above his head for everyone to see how cool he is.

This is not bad, The King enjoys an endless string of applause and the sudden explosion occurring in the diaper followed by quite a foul smell puts an end to his exuberance.

“Jesus!” he crinkles his nose, appalled. “Whose kid is this?” he yells and the thrilled parent waves at him, taking back the stinky, adorable bundle of joy. “Uncle Batsy needs to run!!” J makes up a random plan although nobody can hear him: the noise is overwhelming after he hyped them all up. “Let’s bail before they trap me again! Pretty soon I won’t be able to walk, Princess. Everything is crammed in there, a total mess! I hate stretchy pants!!” he addresses his woman and quickens the pace until an atrocious abomination stops him in his tracks.

A specimen mocking The Joker wearing a purple suit is getting quite the attention: over exaggerated red lips smudged over the lip line, tattoo on the forehead that spells “Cabbaged”, a bunch of cheap golden chains from the Dollar Store around his neck and a sloppy green wig complete the assemble in a cringy manner.

You are equally speechless and The Joker manages to utter:

“What… THE HELL… is that????!!!!”

“Ummm… a Clown?” your sassy remark doesn’t score high marks as expected; you feel his eyes burning holes through you.

“You’re hilarious! Would you like to share your standup comedy talents on the stage??!” his index finger points at the platform meant to host a guest appearance from Bruce Wayne in the next hour.

Courtesy of “Wayne Enterprise” sponsoring the event: free food and refreshments for everyone under 18 years old.

You don’t answer and pout, upset J’s pissed attitude is already ruining your mood.

“I’m going to kill that buffoon posing as me!” he inhales full of spite and reaches for the knife hidden in his left boot.

“You can’t…” you hesitantly halt his movement. “Dozens of people, that’s just asking for trouble!”

“I’m not going to let a prick disrespect me!”

“You won’t, we’ll figure something afterwards. We can wait for him outside in the parking lot and take care of it without drawing attention! Please?” you beg hoping he’ll listen to you. “Pleeeaaaase!!!!“ you insist, perfectly aware he’s about to commit murder regardless. “I have a bunch of VIP passes to take pictures with celebrities. You promised J!” you stomp your high heels, exasperated. “You promised we’ll have a fun date!!”

“Why do I have to take pics with celebrities?! I don’t like anybody!”

The look on Y/N’s face: sheer disappointment; most of her features are covered with the mask yet he can tell.

“But I like you so the most I’ll do is take a selfie with you!” The Joker makes amendments on his own terms.

The Queen sniffles, trying to bottle up her emotions and she can’t help it: she bursts up in tears at her boyfriend’s candor.

Oh no! Not again!

Why?

The King of Gotham says nice things maybe twice a year and each time you struggle not to cry but it’s impossible: how can one resist such charm?!

Your complete meltdown makes him roll his eyes while your shaky hand takes a picture of the royal duo.

“Ugghhh…” J’s grimace turns your attention towards him.

“What is it baby?” you wipe your tears with his cape.

He would probably criticize such affront still there’s a pressing issue taking precedent.

“Princess, these tights are making my legs numb. I can’t feel my crown jewelry anymore.”

“Huh?” you forget to weep, startled.

“Cursed stretchy pants! I think I won’t be able to have sex for a month!” The Joker stretches his feet, uncomfortable.

“What??!!!” you raise your voice, panicked. “A month???!!”

Hell no!

Y/N grabs The Joker’s right hand and starts dragging him after her, yelling:

“Out of the way! Out of the way, it’s an emergency!!” whilst everyone is wondering how can someone wearing those 7-inch stilettos can march so fast.

“Where are we going, Pumpkin?!” J is inquiring and you yank at his arm, alarmed.

“To the car!”

“Why?”

Y/N doesn’t have time for explanations: she basically flies across the parking lot to get to section B5, opens the van’s back door and shoves J inside. He lands on his abs as you relentlessly pull on his boots, accomplishing to take them off in record time. Then you heave at his tights, huffing a storm at the stiff garment:

“I’ll be damn if I’ll wait a month for a ride in Funky Town!”

A mother and her 11 years old son pass by and she covers his eyes, horrified at the indecency as she guides him throughout the maze of vehicles.

“There are children here!” the woman protests. “Get a room!”

Luckily, she wasn’t heard by The Clown and his girl because… victory! The stretchy pants are off, J only in his boxers now.

“How are you feeling?” you roll him and he exhales, assessing the damage succeeding Y/N swift actions.

“Not sure, same?... Sit on my lap,” J offers and you don’t need a second invitation.

“Well?” you hold in the anxiety reaching high levels under these dire circumstances.

“Dunno, kiss me and we’ll see.”

You kiss him and he purrs.

“Well?” you interrogate again.

“Kiss me again!” he orders and you put more passion into it since your future happiness depends on it. “Hmm…” J groans. “I believe things are improving.”

“Yeah?” Y/N is about to have another breakdown although J didn’t say sweet rubbish; it’s just that kind of occasion.

“U-hum!”

“Then… what do you say we go home and celebrate your recovery?” you whisper in his ear.

“What about Comic Con?”

“Screw it!” you hop off his knees. “I’ll drive, you focus on your convalescence, ok baby?”

“Ok,” The Joker agrees and begins to stride around the van as Bruce Wayne’s limousine happens to drive by, the billionaire preparing to attend the event he sponsored.

“Stop the car!” Bruce commands at the weird view in the distance: a man wearing a replica of his Batman suit-- helmet, mask, gloves, cape… but no pants or boots, the bottom part of his attire consisting solely of underwear. “Right when you think you saw it all…” he shakes his head in denial, oblivious about who the person is.

Mister Wayne should at least have some empathy for the man enduring those tights for as long as he could; it might not be a record, but who could ever beat the real Batman at wearing stretchy pants anyway?!

Also read: MASTERLIST

https://diyunho.tumblr.com/post/153664676321/joker-x-reader-masterlist

You can also follow me on Ao3 and Wattpad under the same blog name: DiYunho.

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imagine-lovebug · 5 years

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As Many Times As You Want (Peter Parker x Reader)

Summary: After Peter gets bitten, you can’t seem to keep your eyes off him so, with the help of MJ, you ask him to tutor you in chemistry, even though you’re acing the class.

Word Count: Apparently 2.1k. This was meant to be a blurb but oh well

Basically everyone glows up in high school; the transition from pre-pubescent teen to being almost-kind-of an adult hits everyone, boys and girls, alike. The shift is gradual and occurs over a length of time, making it less obvious until you look back at old cringy pictures and see just how little you really were. For Peter Parker, however, this ‘transition’ seemed to happen over the weekend. Last Friday, you swear, he looked like his regular, nerdy self: the collar of a flannel shirt peeking out the neckline of the loose sweater hanging off his thin frame, big brown glasses atop his nose, rounded cheeks and jawline, the epitome of soft. I don’t know if soft is how you’d describe him now.

Your classmates have formed four lines, each line standing by one of the ropes that hang down from the gymnasium ceiling. “The aim of the challenge is to reach the top of the rope and touch the ceiling before sliding down,” explains Coach J, “try not to fall, but if you do I’m sure the mats will break your fall somewhat.” Groans escape the mouths of your peers, causing the teacher to let out, “I’m kidding, I’m kidding, it’s perfectly safe.” Peter stands a few people ahead of you in the next line over, his newly chiselled jawline being the concentration of your gaze.

“Stop drooling,” MJ says, elbowing you.

“I am not drooling!”

“You totally are.” You huff and go to refute her claim but your words get stuck in your throat as Peter lifts his Midtown High sweater over his head, pulling his t-shirt with it, revealing the lower portion of his six-pack and the faint ‘v’ that aimed into his shorts. He definitely didn’t have those last Friday. He definitely didn’t have those veiny arms or toned biceps, either. You continue to watch as he steps up to the rope, grabs it with both hands, and pulls himself up it with ease. “Been workin’ out, have ya, Parker?” asks the coach after he slid down. “Uh, yeah, a little,” mumbles Peter before heading over to Ned to retrieve his sweater. “(Y/L/N), takin’ our time, are we?” yells the coach, removing your focus from the attractive boy and towards the rope.

“Why don’t you just talk to him?” MJ whispers to you in AP Chemistry. Your stare is trained on Peter; he’s holding his head up with his hand, elbow against the desk, obviously bored out of his mind. With his free hand, he doodles little spiders and lab equipment in the margins of his half-written notes. “I can’t do that, MJ, I could barely even talk to him before without stuttering, do you really think I’d be able to even get a word out now that he’s built like a Norse god?” you quietly complain. “Whatever,” she replies, “but you’re going to get in trouble if you don’t take notes soon.”

MJ has never been wrong in her life, you decide when you hear your teacher’s call for your attention. “Ms.(Y/L/N),” you whip your head in her direction, “would you mind paying attention to my lecture rather than Mr. Parker over there? I assure you his profile will not be on the quiz Wednesday.” A scarlet blush spreads across your face and down your neck and you try your best to avoid the gazes of your classmates. You just mutter a guilty, “sorry,” and attempt to keep your eyes glued to the whiteboard. The one time that you glance in Peter’s direction, however, his eye catches yours and he sends a shy smile your way. Your cheeks darken once again.

A few hours later at lunch, MJ brings it up again. “You should really just talk to him.”

“I can’t MJ. I’d make a complete fool out of myself, especially after what happened in Chem. Plus, I have nothing to even talk to him about.”

“You could always ask him for help in Chem,” she suggested.

“But I don’t need help in Chem though. I have a ninety-seven as my final grade.”

“Dude, really?” she says, exasperatedly. “Pretend you need help in Chem and ask him to tutor you. It’s not like it’ll be difficult to convince him seeing as you’re always distracted.”

It’s a silly idea. It’d never work. Yet, after the final bell for the day rang, you find yourself edging your way over to Peter in the hallway. He’s standing with Ned, arranging and replacing the textbooks in his backpack with ones from his locker; Ned’s chattering aimlessly about some Star Wars theory. “Peter, people actually thought that they were gonna blow up the Millennium Falcon in episode six. Like, why? What would be the point in that?”

“It makes sense,” you say, regretting it instantly. Both boys turn to look at you, Peter closing his locker door slightly so his view isn’t obstructed. “Um, I just mean, like, Episode Six is meant to be the end of the Skywalker saga, right, and something had been killed off in the preceding episodes so why shouldn’t they have killed off the Falcon? Return Of The Jedi was honestly pretty weak on its own, and it would’ve fit…” the sight of the boys’ wide eyes made your voice taper to an awkward whisper, “with the plot of Han’s foreshadowing.”

“I didn’t know you liked Star Wars,” said Ned.

“I’ve just seen the movies, I’m not that into it or anything,” you offered pathetically.

“Seems like you’re pretty into it to me,” Ned replied.

“So, (Y/N),” Peter interrupted, “I’m guessing you didn’t come over here to talk about Star Wars. Did you need anything?” Your throat goes dry, but your eyes connect with MJ’s across the hall, who has been listening in on the conversation. She rolls her eyes at your sudden silence.

“Um, yeah, actually. I, um, I wanted to know if you could help me,” you glanced again at MJ and saw her nodding slowly, urging you to continue, “yeah I need help with Chem and I was wondering if you could help me. I’ve been... struggling recently.” Smiles simultaneously blossom over MJ and Ned’s faces while a light pink blush covers Peter’s cheeks. He opens and closes his mouth a few times, unsure of what to say, but when Ned’s elbow gives a sharp jab to his side he splutters a high pitched, “sure I’d love to!”

“Really?” you ask incredulously.

“Yeah, why not? We could, um, study for Wednesday's test together maybe?”

Your cheeks go red for what feels like the hundredth time today. “Yeah, that sounds great.” He hides his grin by biting his lip, something you find incredibly cute, and pats his pockets down to find his phone before offering it to you.

“Um, here. Text yourself so I have your number.”

The plan is to meet him at the front of the building once school is over. You’ll walk together to his apartment to study for a while and then you’ll go home. A simple plan, really—foolproof. Throughout the day the two of you find each other’s eyes multiple times, offering small smiles and waves accompanied by blushing cheeks. When he sees you staring at his abs as his shirt rides up with the removal of his sweater in gym class, he shoots you a wink. In Chem, he points at the board and whispers ‘pay attention’ with a goofy grin once he catches your gaze.

After school, he meets you at your locker instead of out front. He approaches you from behind, ready to greet you, but instead, he hears you muttering. It would be inaudible to any passerby’s, but thanks to his enhanced hearing, he can hear you crystal clear.

“(Y/N), this is fine, you can do this. He’s just a normal guy. An incredibly cute, super smart guy. Who definitely knows you have a crush on him.” He did not, but he thanks you mentally for telling him. “All you’ve gotta do is act kinda like an idiot, not too much like an idiot, but just enough like one for him to think you actually suck at chem. It’s easy. You’ll be fi-”

“Hey (Y/N)!” Peter blurts out, making you spin on your heels.

“Peter! Hey! Um, I thought we were meeting outside?” Oh my god, I hope he didn’t hear me, you think.

“Yeah,” he chuckled awkwardly, “I was just passing to go to the front and saw you so...”

“Oh, okay, yeah that’s fine. Um, just give me one second,” you say quickly before turning around and shoving some last minute things in your locker before slamming the door a bit too loudly, making you grimace.

“Ready to go?” he offers his hand out with a smile.

“Yeah, I’m good now.”

He keeps his hand extended, which confuses you. Hesitantly you take his hand in yours and he can’t help but let out an airy laugh. “Um, (Y/N), I was offering to take your bag.” It feels like all the blood in your body has run to your face, turning your face, neck, and chest bright red. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry,” you squeal, withdrawing your hand, “I was really confus-”

He grabs at your retracting hand, holding it in his and interlocking your fingers sweetly. “This is fine, too,” he says with a kind smile. He holds your hand the entire way to his apartment, not seeming to mind the slight sweatiness of your palm.

Once he reaches the door, he drops your hand in favour of his key. He jiggles it in the lock, twisting it a few times unsuccessfully before he finally unlocks the door. You don’t have much time to in the decor before he has grabbed your hand to pull you through to his room with a simple, “Hey May, I’m going to my room, I’ll see you later!” called out into the open space. He has no such luck at avoiding his Aunt, however, because she opens the door anyway to see you and Peter seated on the floor, backpacks at your sides. “Pet- Oh, hello. Peter, you didn’t tell me you were having a girl over.”

“Hi, I’m (Y/N),” you offer hesitantly with a small wave. “I’m just here to study for the chem test we have. I’ll be out of your hair in no time.”

“Oh, you’re so sweet. No rush at all, I’ll just head out and let you guys do your thing,” she says before turning to Peter with a smug look on her face, “I’m guessing you closed the door for a reason, so I’ll allow it,” and with that, she closed the door. A groan comes from Peter’s throat, only to be interrupted by May calling through the door, “Do you guys want any snacks?”

“No, May!” he yells, exasperatedly, before mumbling “I’m sorry about her.” He falls onto his back on the floor, raising his arm to rest over his eyes, “she’s really annoying sometimes.”

You smile. “I think she’s lovely.” He grins, his arm still covering his eyes. After a moment, he sits up to see you sitting cross-legged, leaning your back against the wooden frame of his bed. A notebook rests in your lap that he knows is filled with extensive notes, all colour coded and everything. He knows because he frequently finds himself watching you in your shared chemistry class, and has even received photos of your handmade study guides from some of his classmates before big tests. “So,” he sighed happily, “what do you need my help with?”

“Um, just, uh...” With your mind running in circles wondering how dumb you should play, you don’t notice Peter reaching into your bag before you see him flipping through your binder. “Wait, what are you doing?” He just hums, flipping through your chem section, taking in all the hundreds and check plusses scattered across your papers. “(Y/N), would you mind helping me in chem? Jesus Christ. What’s your average? This is insane!”

“Ninety-seven,” you mumble, embarrassed. He looks at you and smiles boyishly, his chest shaking slightly from his silent laughter. “(Y/N),” he says softly, “that’s amazing. I’ve only got a ninety-two, you definitely don’t need help from me.” You look down at your lap, a small frown on your lips. “Fucking MJ,” you whisper, “She told me this was a good idea,” you added, a bit louder this time, “I was perfectly fine with just admiring you from afar but no,” you rant, extending the ‘o’ sound, “and I was so ready to walk past you, too! Never say anything! But then Ned was talking about Star Wars and I’m so excited to see it and I jus-”

Peter’s lips connected with yours lightly as his hand came up to cup your cheek. After a second or two, he pulls away and looks at you with a small smile.

“You kissed me,” you whisper, stunned.

“Yeah, well, you were ranting and even though I find it incredibly cute when you rant, I just couldn’t resist doing that anymore.”

“Could you do it again, please?” you request quietly. He chuckles and presses his forehead to yours.

“I’ll kiss you as many times as you want,” he says tenderly, leaning in to kiss you again.

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xxgothchatonxx · 3 years

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@crystallinee-waters said

What did you think about J’s SWAT outfit & his line? I have no investment right now so I don’t really have an opinion at all, if that makes sense?

It makes sense :)

Well, first of all, I did laugh because I am just so happy the Internet finally got what they always wanted - Jared Leto!Joker to be like Joaquin Phoenix!Joker. You and I know this, the net would not shut the fuck up about “SEE?? SEE?? THIS IS WHAT LETO SHOULD’VE BEEN LIKE!1!” and now it’s like “oh, you want him to be like Phoenix? OKAY! ‘WE LIVE IN A SOCIETY’ IT IS, THEN!” I mean I have no idea if that’s just coincidence but my god I really really hope it’s a subtle middle finger to the net. (Also Cameron Monaghan has tweeted some memes poking fun at the cringiness of the situation and I’m just like “honey, not-Jokers that looked and sounded like THAT in Gotham shouldn’t throw stones!”)

I like the SWAT outfit. I think one of the better things about Leto’s Joker is that he’s worn so many different outfits (...okay not all of them were good, but I like variety!) So we’ve got this, we’ve got the butcher outfit, and there’s another one that hasn’t been revealed yet... I’m hoping for the classic purple suit.

But honestly this has gotten me so hyped to see that scene in particular. One of the best parts of BvS was how it was implied practically spelled out for the audience that Joker is the reason why Batman was.. not the Batman we typically know and love. No, not because he killed people (that’s not new) but because he was without hope and he was just brutal. And now we’re going to see Batman, who recently got help getting out of a really dark place in his life, face off against the man who sent him into that dark place. I mean, it is just a dream sequence but that’s better than nothing.

I would’ve been so disappointed if we never got to see this Batman and this Joker meet. Considering how important Joker was to this Batman’s story, it would’ve felt like a missed opportunity to not have them meet. I am so excited to see this :)

#god knows we're not gonna get any scenes with him and harley anytime soon so i'll take what i can get

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larnax · 3 years

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karamenschikov - brief Q&A and backups for all my hk fic

former ao3 user karamenschikov (that’s me, hi) deleted like. a day ago i think? here’s The Explanation and also links to backups for all my published work

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1hjg6u0O_7Uy7SeKfZnnCzgV1snqPQBmy?usp=sharing

1. how do we know you’re the real karamenschikov?

i have copies of all my fic and also why would i lie about this. i expect to lose followers over this and get like two notes. i deliberately kept my tumblr and ao3 separate specifically because i wanted to be able to delete without a trace

2. why didn’t you tell anyone?

how was i supposed to tell people? like i said, this acct and my ao3 acct are completely separate, and ao3 doesn’t exactly have an announcements feature. also, i have never considered myself a Known Figure, and assumed that like. two, maybe three people would notice, and nobody would care.

3. why did you delete?? (pedophilia ment)

so ao3 allowed a user to post CP. of a real 16 year old kid. explicit, “non-con”. i can’t support a platform that does that so like five minutes after i found receipts, i deleted my account.

if you want to have an argument about whether or not this is justified or want to call me a puritan, i invite you to not do that. if you want to point out that google is also a slimy corporation, i invite you to make an account on cryptpad.fr so i can share that folder instead.

4. why were you going to delete anyway as soon as you finished up a couple loose ends?

lots of reasons!

oh my god the hk fandom has been spiritually draining. tired of triggering my ptsd over untagged infantilization of ghost (hollow knight).

i made my ao3 for unhealthy reasons(being deeply embarrassed of my cringy neurodivergent enjoyment of media) and it was time to let that part of my life go

i had a lot of work on my account that i was no longer proud of and instead of periodically orphaning fics i decided it was more efficient to just pull off the bandaid

as time went on i got slowly more disillusioned with the concept of fanon and there were increasingly fewer ao3 works i actually liked

idk man why does anyone do anything. you the people didn’t give me enough comments to satisfy my dark desires /j

5. why didn’t you orphan your works?

refer to #3, fuck ao3. i would rather get 2 reads a year from someone who clicked on my little google drive link than be a guy who goes to bat for and supports that kind of platform.

6. are you going to keep writing hk fanfic?

probably! if i can figure out how to update the folder, i’ll even share it.

7. can i get access to fic for your other fandoms?

you’ll have to DM me, and maybe.

8. why is this so long?

i’m diagnosed with cool guy syndrome and i have not taken my adderall today

#hollow knight #to anyone who has no idea what the fuck is going on- god i wish i were you and feel free to scroll past #c.paradisi

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theoneforgameofthrones · 5 years

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Daenerys Targareyan: The Path Towards Madness.

Okay let's begin.

Intro: I read book 1. And then, I binge watched seasons 1-6 after season 6 finale. By that time, I knew all the major theories like L+R=J, dark!dany, targ!tyrion etc.

So, I was paying extra attention and these are some of the obvious moments where I felt they showed Dany's mad side show. Some points, you may find valid. Some points you may find silly and over-reaching. In any case, this is what *I* felt.

Feel free to have discussions. Appreciate positive critisism. However, just yelling/abusing will not be tolerated.

1. Lack of Empathy

Her obvious lack of empathy when her brother was killed.

I did not expect her to save him. I did not expect her to mourn him. I did not even expect her to cry for him. I did, however, expect a reaction, any sort of reaction, when someone close (despite him being an abusive asshole) dies that suddenly and that violently.

2. Her facial expression during Drogo's speech.

"I will kill the men in iron suits and tear down their stone houses! I will rape their women, take their children as slaves and bring their broken gods back to Vaes Dothrak!"

3. During her Breaker of Chains phase, she conviniently seemed to forget that she used to practice not only slavery, but also pillaging while she was with her khalesar.

Master Illeryoi owned slaves. Her brother owned slaves. She was gifted slaves to teach her how to please the Khal.

Her husband was a war-lord and her khalesar constantly raided and pillaged villages. They killed men. They raped women. Remaining alive women were taken as sex slaves and later sold. That was their way of life. She saved Mirri Maz Duur and several other women from the fate of gang rape and murder but they were still dragged along side the khalasar as slaves. In books, the reason MMD was not sold was so that she can assist Dany during childbirth.

4. The burning of Mirri Maz Duur (MMD)

This is going to make sense to a lot of people. But confuse the fuck out of many. But let's see.

In colonized countries, we have a term called "Savior's Complex". It is where a colonizer raids a country, steal its riches, impose extreme taxing, destory most of its heritage and then expect praise for bringing something (could be education, technology, architecture).

Dany takes the complex another step above. She not only expects gratitude from an enslaved MMD while dragging her along with her khalesar with sole purpose of assistance with childbirth, she also expects her to save the life of her husband. The war-lord whose khalesar raided her home, pillaged her village, killed her countrymen, raped/killed her countrywomen, dragged remaining alive women along with the khalesar to be sold later. Despite all this, Dany expects gratitude from MMD for her life. This flawed logic however is thrown back in her face.

"So, tell me again exactly what it was that you saved?"

"Your life."

"Why don't you take a look at your Khal? Then you will see exactly what life is worth, when all the rest has gone."

This is an old age tale of revenge. Khal raided her village. She took revenge on them for destroying her temple. Dany burned her for it.

What completely bamboozled me in this fandom was how much people hated MMD for what she did while completely making Dany the victim in this scenario while forgetting that MMD was the orginal victim who was not only an enslaved prisoner of war, but also gang-raped victim of her khalesar's doing.

5. Ser Barriston's words.

Ser Barriston in Mereen, tells her to treat injustice with mercy. She replies that she will treat injustice with justice.

Another quote by Ser Barriston: "He gave people the people the justice he thought they deserved."

Justice and what people in power percieve as justice is often very different.

6. Daenerys' justice for the crucified slave children

She did that by choosing 163 random Great Masters and crucifying them to avenge the 163 slave children. This seems like justice. But is it, really? They never recieved trial. They were never proven guilty. Like Hizdahr Loraq said, some of the masters were not in favor of crucifying children and tried very hard to stop it. Who knows how many other good masters she crucified?

This is a direct parallel to Ser Barriston's words about Mad King Aerys: "He gave people the people the justice he thought they deserved."

7. She stopped slavery only when it benefitted her.

Some of you, while reading point 6, may have thought, "They were SLAVERS! So what?!".

Well, while choosing 163 masters, Dany decided that all Masters are her enemies. She decided that all of them deserved punishment. She decided that they were guilty just for engaging in slavery while conviniently forgetting that if that were the case, she should be the one in the first cross.

8. She burnt Great Masters without even investigating who were behind the Sons of Harpy's attack.

After Ser Barriston's death, we again get to see more of her twisted sense of justice. By her own words, "Who is innocent? Maybe all of you are, maybe none of you are. Maybe, I should let the dragons decide."

It is not supposed to be called justice if you punish (and a cruel punishment, at that) without even caring whether they are innocent or not.

9. "You are a conquerer. Not a ruler."

Time and time again Dany proves this to be true. She conquered Yunkai and left immeidetely. The slavers took back the city in no time. She closed off the fighting pits and refused to open them despite being told that participants will be free men who enter willingly. This is where ruling comes in. Any place she conquered and freed, she failed to put something else to keep up the economy. She collapsed the economy so bad that slaves were selling themselves again.

10. Wrongful imprisonment.

Dany finds that Drogon has harmed children. The correct response is to either train or punish the dragons. She, however, imprisons the two dragons who werent at fault while Drogon ran free. Does that mean she is not responsible for whatever terror or death Drogon caused to wherever he flew off to? What exactly does imprisoning Rhaegar and Viseryion get her?

What kind of justice is it where the accused is free while the innocent get prisoned for association. Again, feeds into the twisted justice train.

11. Twisted Justice. Hipocrisy. Again.

While many men were fed to dragons, Hizdahr Loraq was imporisoned. He begged for mercy in terror.She also decides that she will show her respect for Meereen by marrying a member of one of its great families. For a woman who was forced into marriage and "sold like a broodmare", she sure didn't feel any moral dilemma in making a terrifed man betroth her. His death though, proved that he was not at all involved with Sons of Harpy and he was imprisoned for nothing.

12. Burning POW's

Burning Tarly's (father and son) was a direct paralell to her father burning Ned's father and brother alive. You cannot hide behind "It was a war. She gave them a choice." No matter what defenses one can attempt to give her, killing (forget burning) POW is a war crime. So is forcing prisoners against their own side of war.

13. Defending cruelty in path of justice

She killed Tarly's and defended that decision, by saying that was necessary.

When Hizdahr asks her how many men will have died to achieve her goal, she says "They would have died for a greater cause." She is talking about destroying cities and sure, that must be for a greater purpose.

When Tyrion reminds her that about what her father planned to do when she said she wnated to burn Mereen to the ground.. her response was "This is different,". How, exactly?

"The easiest way to defend cruelty is to say that it is part of the destiny."

14. The insinct to burn down cities.

By s8e01, she has wanted to burn down cities thrice. Meereen - once. King's Landing - twice. Both times, she had to be talked out of it by her advisors. The fact that her first instinct when her plans were failing was to burn down cities. Direct parallel to Aerys wanting to destroy king's landing because he thought there were traitors everywhere. The fact is that a person can surrond themselves with good counsel. But it is not necessary that the counsel is always heeded. Which is what happened to Aerys. He was going incresingly mad for months and his counsel members hid the fact from the outside world because they thought they could control the madness. We all know what happened in the end.

Since s7, Dany has been becoming increasingly paranoid about Tyrion's loyalty and increasingly more frustrated with every loss. How long before she decides not to listen to them anymore?

15. The entire collonialist/white savior imagary presented in Essos.

It is amazing how most of the fandom either ignores it or is just unaware of it.

Though this point doesnt parallel anything to the show, i just found it extremely cringy. I am sure members of most colonized countries would. I cant even beging to describe how cringy that mysha scene was.

16. The typical white priviledge mentality.

She wants to inherit her ancestor's throne and power. But she doesnt want to repent for her ansestor's sins and betrayal.

17. Wrong sense of entitlement

She truly believes that she is entitled to the North's fealty. She asks Jon Snow not to judge her based on her ancestors and in the same breath asks him to hold up the vows of his ancestors.

But, whatever vow the Starks made to the Targareans was broken the moment Aerys decided to burn the Starks. The fealty was made on promise of protection. Technically, any member of the houses that Aerys burnt, is no longer accountable to the vow.

Still, she expects everyone to uphold their fealty but refusing to accpet that her father broke that fealty when he decided to burn the vassels (whom he promised to protect) alive.

18. Savior Complex

Some parts of Dany reminds me of how missionaries work.

"Will your God punish me for not praying to him if I did not know about him?"

"No."

"Then why did you tell me about him?"

I believe one thing about Daenerys Targareyan. That she truly wants to help people. That she truly wants to save people. But her problem is, she wants to be the one to save people. She doesnt seem to understand that some people dont require saving.

She talks about freeing the world of tyrants and in the same breath refuses to give North the independence that they demand in solidarity. How is that not the definition of tyranny?

This is Westeros. I am not expecting a democracy and free elections. If she wants to be a conquerer, then she can be one. If she wants to bring to bring together the 7k, she can. What she cannot do is talk about destiny, talk about a wheel, talk about breaking the wheel, and and then do the exact same thing her ansestors did years go by spinning the wheel so that she is on top.

19. She was smiling when she saw that her dragons terrified people of Winterfell.

20. "They eat whatever they want"

Is that really the correct way to respond to people are already scared/cowering over the arrival of dragons? To people who have never seen such beasts before? Did she forget that few seasons ago "whatever they want" that Drogon ate were children?

21. Jaime's trial

She made Jaime stand trial and was heavily leaning towards punish him despite the fact that she knew what her father had planned and what Jaime Lannister had done. She openly spoke in favor of the Mad King in front of Northern Lords. When Tyrion intervened, she publically breated him and questioned his loyalty. Further adds to the Mad King's paranoia and unwillingness to listen to counsel.

22. Jaime Lannister

Not only has he tried to kill her, he has also questioned her intentions twice. The only living person who knows about Mad King more than anyone is perhaps Jaime Lannister. When he questions Tyrion, "Is she really different? Are you sure?" in a sceptical tone. If he doesnt trust her or thinks she had the Targ madness, then I am willing to bet that she probably does.

23. Her decling human connections

the show seems adament in making her seem alone. Like a stranger in her own home land. In an episode full of emotional reconnections, tenderness, friendships and relationships, she is shown all alone. In later episodes, she is incresingly shown alientated: Theon coming to fight for the starks despite being her bannerman, death of the Jorah, Tyrion's withdrawal.

24. jorah was her mercy.

She had shown jorah mercy despite his betrayal. She cared for him and most importantly, completely trusted and listened to him. When she felt no remorse about berating Tyrion and strongarming Sansa, jorah urges her to forgive tyrion and to try and make amends with LAdy of Winterfell. And, she listened to him. He is the only advisor she fully trusts and listens to without having to worry about wavering loyalties. And jorah's death is going to be the acorn in Ice Age that started the avalanche.

<<2 episodes left. will add more after next one airs.>>

This is not to say that she was an evil character. She was a good person with good intentions and bad execution with a twisted sense of justice and destiny. But, the journey to hell is paved with good intensions. Dany was a character who had the potential to be great. But she was always headed to doom. She is a good person whose downfall will be due to pride, ambition and obsession with destiny. She will chose her fate with a sound mind but a flawed personality. Her story will not be heroic, but tragic. Not because of what she was, but because of how she could have been.

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