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angelcake-99 · 9 hours

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Anybody else in the ED community taking Ozempic/ Mounjaro ?

I have tips and experiences I want to share.

#anamia #binging #ozempic #tw ed things #tw ed stuff #aneroxia

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angelcake-99 · 1 year

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Its great to be the skinniest one in the family but then you realize you family are all morbidly obese.

#ana #anamia #anoerxia #anoxeric #anorxia #tw: bdd #bdd things #tw ana #tw eating things #tw ed stuff #food tw #bullimia #bulmia #bulmic #anaa #skinny

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angelcake-99 · 1 year

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Since relapsing , I have most of the restrictive behaviours of before but not the ideology .

Nothing that I used to belive I have kept .

Such as :

I don't think being thin or extra thin is any prettier than curvy or bigger women or average.

I don't want people to worry for me , I am an not dependent on others care and attention .

I don't want to feel dizzy or have grey skin or be unhealthy. It's too much of any inconvenience for me .

I don't want to go to hospital like I used to so badly . Cause I honestly don't care .

BUT I still have all of my behaviours of restriction and starvation back so I'm kinda in this limbo of not eating but not actually caring about the end result .

#anamia #bulmic #bdd things #binging #anorxic #anorxia #anor3xi4 #anoressic #anorexik #bdd tw #tw eating things #tw ana #tw ana diary #tw ed stuff

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angelcake-99 · 1 year

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The worst thing in the world is when the man(person) you love makes you food ( which is his favourite to do ) and you are fighting yourself to eat it and not eat it at the same time .

So instead you sit there and stare at it . And now you've worried him . I don't like people being worried for me anymore it's not one of my things anymore .

So I drank down the soup and meat that was beautifully cooked by him even if it was my own portion .

Please guys try for your loved ones .

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angelcake-99 · 2 years

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Everything is going well in life for me . I’m doing what i love. I’m with someone i love , my mental health has improved . I’ve achieved so much over the last year. i finally have a future. .

But i still want to not eat , i don’t understand.

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angelcake-99 · 2 years

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You lose weight and realize your still ugly AF

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angelcake-99 · 2 years

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But your not fat ....stfu

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Why is death taking so many people from me ?

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Thankyou @mmmmmyeah for the tag !!

1. Don't blame me - Taylor swift

2. Torna a casa - maneskin

3. Unstoppable - Sia

@echoninja @mer-lavhm @anns-strawberryfield @aliceinwondercloset @anamotivation

I was tagged by @musicacuantica ✨💕✨ to list my 3 favorite songs at the moment and tag 5 people

1. Dandy by The Kinks

2. Joan of Arc by Leonard Cohen

3. Iron Foundry Op. 19 by Alexander Mosolov

I’ll tag @music-on-canvas @b0hemianbarbie @rogersgarden @gloriouszeta @roberts-dick @britishsixtiesbeat and anyone who wants to 💕

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Tumblr is getting rid of the group chat feature , I think all the the ED chats may have something to do with it .

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Everywhere I go everyone is smaller than me .

But I'm the one "that has to eat more"

And you expect me not to purge

🖕

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Barricading the door to stop myself from eating . And crying in my room cause I'm not skinny. With a two day old bucket of vomit .

So glamorous

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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I got called chicken legs today,best compliment I've ever had.

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Now when I notice my weight loss I'm not even happy , I'm just relieved for a few moments , knowing that I will be in so much emotional pain again over my weight .

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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PSA: There is no perfect eating disorders.

To the people who think they are not good enough anorexics or bulimics .

There is no “perfect” eating disorder , you will go through phases where you eat more or less or nothing , there will be phases of your life where you might b/p more or less or stop completely. There will be phases where you think your ugly and fat and there will be phases where you think your beautiful.

Hopefully all of you will recover and not have to think like this but i know most of us don’t want to recover.

There is a hierarchy in this community where anorexics wish they could be that perfect anorexic that fasts constantly and breaks it with strawberry or a vegetable. But this is a LIE.

and bulimics wish they could purge everything they have eaten. As well as wish they would eat less calories so that when they purge they will lose more weight. I know that other eating disorders exist.

I hate the idolization of anorexia and bulimia. I’ve heard people with BED saying they would rather have the ED that makes them skinny not realizing that skinny doesn't exist and that anorexics and bulimics are comparing themselves with people the same as them !!!!!

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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I think I've gained weight.

Qué the coffee fast .

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angelcake-99 · 3 years

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Anybody else get slightly suicidal when they see thinspo?

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