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yesprincesslizlove · 45 minutes ago
It's been quite a while since i last posted something unfortunately nothing has changed for me I'm constantly depressed with bipolar disorder nightmares and ptsd but i am learning how to cope with these things with counseling it is helping but i am still feeling the same way I've been feeling depression hurts
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votivesoul · 2 hours ago
When you call your therapist, then get scared of talking about anything so you hang up abruptly. Lol, yeah.
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anannas-garden · 3 hours ago
I am terrified
Sitting in the dark
Glancing at the meds.
Been running from it my whole life
And here we sit
My greatest fear
And my mental well-being.
I have always resisted getting help
And the older I get
The harder it gets.
I am afraid of no longer being me
But being me comes with so much instability.
Something has to gjve
And so this new bottle of pills
With tears running down my face.
I am so scared
I don't know what is going to happen.
The first step on the road to recovery
Over coming
My life long struggles.
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theiceandbones · 10 hours ago
Do you ever feel like a laptop overheating but it's because you're experiencing far too many emotions at the same time and have nowhere to organize or dispose of them
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jonaslimpluslinfini · 17 hours ago
We don’t need your “energy drinks”, for we are bipolar and able to get uncontrollably hyperactive from one moment to another.
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lady-enchantrexx · a day ago
This breaks my heart to watch, and I know it’s comedy gold, but man… Action Bronson’s short lines hit me hard. Especially when he says “tell my father I love him and I hate him at the same time, and I forgive him”
And then “tell my sister I know she’s my mother”
This goes to show you can’t tell by looking at a person how screwed up their childhood must have been. Those two heart crushing lines took me back to the memories of all of the men in my life whom I found out had such traumatizing lives and they held in the pain for so much time.
One of my dearest friends in highschool had such a similar life. An abusive father, and a sister who was raped by his father and actually birthed him. He was being raised in a lie of such a disgusting act. I couldn’t imagine living that life and finding out who I was.
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If y’all ever wanted to know what being bipolar is like: I just went from feeling like I wanted to break my phone and scream and die to like.. everything’s fine and I’m laughing at memes and watching a show lol Nothing has changed, except for a switch just turned off in my brain. It’s annoying. Mostly because usually the angry/depressed episodes last about twice as long as the clear headed ones. *sigh*
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Last night I arrived at my friends place, right?
...surprises me with pizza for dinner, relaxing place to nest ( I call it nesting, since being chronically ill I don't like moving once comfortable ) and then cues up Devil May Cry 5 on her gaming system.
Then tells me: "I got this for my enjoyment, watching you play and dork out over. Have fun." She sits back and watching me sob a bit, while playing. This series means a lot to me. Like, I can't put into words how much but the Sparda boys are my comfort.
I played from 5pm to 3am; and beat the game in a single night. Because I know them so well. Their move sets, and etc.. I've needed this. Needed to see my friend and get away for the weekend.
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redacted-metallum · a day ago
Genuinely 100% without irony love the 100gecs remix of One Step Closer by Linkin Park
It's just. Actually good.
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photorose11 · 2 days ago
I’m so fucking sick of feeling like I’m drowning.
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One second I’m fine, the next I’m manic.
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I don’t want to feel like this.
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koce-zero · 2 days ago
haha.. my cousin just gave me alcohol so i would trust him enough to tell him when i’m feeling suicidal and right after my aunt had a 10 min conversation about how addiction runs in the family
gotta love the dysfunctional family dynamic we got going on
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anonbipolar · 2 days ago
Hi friends!
Emergency Broadband Benefit Program is available to those suffering with wifi/phone bill needs!
I was able to turnaround my day by applying, got approved in minutes, and contacted my service provider who then added it to my monthly bill.
(Ignore the unnecessary tags, just trying to spread awareness about a government program that I had no idea even existed) 🌻🖤
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queerbipolarpoetry · 2 days ago
I still die
is drowning at 5 feet
really any better than drowning at 100?
i still cant breathe
i am still losing the battle
I am still dying
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