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essentiallychaotic · 2 years
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Tag game 🥰🌙✨
Tagged by both @sinatserendipity and @lovenee 🥰🖤
name: McKenzi
sign: aries ☀️ libra🌙 scorpio⬆️
height: 175cm
time: 21:33
birthday: april 5
favourite band/artist: fave faves are probably skz, the rose, all time low, the used, bang yongguk
last movie: uuummm… Practical Magic
last show: A Discovery of Witches, rewatched the first season with my mom & bro and gonna watch season twooo now
when i created this blog: 2010 (like december 2010 but it counts lmaooo)
what i post: whatever catches my eye/interest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
other blogs: nope, it’s all just here babeeey
do i get asks: nah not really, occasional random nice ones, or my bros sending them now and again
followers: less than 200
average hours of sleep: oh man, usually like 6-7? I try for 8-9 but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I’m honestly just thrilled to get more than the 5 i used to average
instruments: i rock a mean kazoo
what i am wearing: georgia aquarium hoodie, comfy tee, banana print mens pajama bottoms
dream job: yarn & tea store/yarn dyer
dream trip: too manyyy, rn any trip that lets me see friends is a dream, I’d love to get back to ireland for a bit, and bop around scotland, go see miss ella 🥰, top of the list tho is korea
favourite song: impossible question, answer rn is waiting for us by skz
Tagging: @skittles-pixie @abunnycotton @butts-of-the-barricade @hosnack @inktaire @uhhhlyssah
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yanderestarangel · 6 days
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Hi can I request Yandere Bi Han mortal kombat x male reader who is a normal human has no powers just lives his life normally headcanons of how he would be as a Yandere but you can also put a little smut in it.🥰❤️😍
yandere!bi han x male reader ౨ৎ ⋆🎀。˚ [ HUMAN AU ]
TW ┆dark themes, au, violence, manipulation, non con, dub con, ftm reader, rough sex, age gap, stalking, emotional dependence, threat, v!sex, breedkink, praise, smut, mind break, eat out, anal, blowjob.
ʚɞ a/n: I need to make a bot on this concept.
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♡ ┆I really like to think that Bi Han would be a martial arts teacher who works at some martial arts academy, he has always been extremely serious and stoic but has a love for his family roots of grandmasters and skilled fighters ─ he wouldn't differ too much from his persona as Sub Zero, without powers. The Asian would live a normal life in China and have a calm routine going to the gym teaching classes from morning until afternoon and going to sleep at night too tired to think about anything else.
♡ ┆He would go out on the weekends to visit his brother Kuai Liang who lives with his wife Harumi on the other side of the city and has a renowned clothing store in the city center. He can't feel many things other than coldness and is very closed to everything and everyone, being the typical "bossy" person in the room.
♡ ┆Bi Han couldn't take a life like this anymore, he tried dating but couldn't feel the same intensity as his former partners - which always led to nights of quick sex just to satisfy his carnal desires. Riding a motorcycle around was also his passion, something to distract him from intrusive thoughts on lonely Sundays ── He would also have several tattoos adorning his muscles and biceps.
♡ ┆But everything changed when you arrived in his life unexpectedly. You were looking for self-defense classes to feel safer but from the moment you entered his gym the long-haired man's cold heart practically melted and missed a beat momentarily, as if everything slowed down in his lap for moments and he just I could see you in front of me.
♡ ┆He was... Friendly with you, he managed to smile and even make small jokes which was new even for him, as if you had unlocked something in him. You talked about self-defense classes and he smiled widely for some unknown reason he offered private classes in the afternoon at no extra cost making you stay under the free and spontaneous pressure of the fight teacher.
♡ ┆So it all started there. You became his obsession and his point of fixation... He wanted to make you love him and make you just his. It was a crazy thought since he barely knew you, but not for long. You were his man, you needed to be his.
♡ ┆The self-defense classes started with Bi Han going easy on you, a few easy jabs and among them were the "innocent" questions that came out of his mouth, your relationship status, where you lived, how old you were, what your foods were favorites and your hobbies ─ a little interrogation disguised as a genuine concern from your coach.
♡ ┆You also noticed how he liked to press your body against his, keeping you close to his muscles while showing you how many times he could easily break you in half if he wanted. "You really are a cute creature aren't you? How long are you really uh?" Bi Han would speak in a deep voice as he stood behind you and held your body lightly with a muay thai movement making you look at the reflection of the two of you in the mirror ─ his brown eyes boring into you, he could make you scream and beg for him but... Not at that moment he wanted you to come to him because he wanted to, so he soon let you go and smiled sideways. "You need to improve your defense, little boy, let's practice the blow again ok?" he said, turning his back to you and adjusting his clothes slightly while trying to ignore how hard his dick was in his pants and how his pulse was racing just from touching you.
♡ ┆You would find yourself getting closer and closer to the older Asian, he would invite you to dinner with him, or a walk even offering to take you home, after all according to him "pretty boys like you attract wolves." And he was certainly one of those wolves a silent and effective predator in his goals.
♡ ┆He can easily manipulate you and get into your mind with lies, saying that the neighborhood is very dangerous, that delicate boys like you should stay alert and let him take care of everything and take you home every day, a less invasive way of enter your life without causing much suspicion for you or third parties.
♡ ┆When you least realized it, Bi Han would already be at your house, talking to your family and pretending to be the ideal companion you needed ─ a man who cared about you and only wanted the best for you. So he soon starts to put pressure on you, saying that he could help you more intimately, that you couldn't be alone in an unknown country and even offering to marry you so you could stay permanently in China ── things escalated so quickly it made you dizzy; but you were a strong man at first and ignored all the advances he made towards you until then. What led the man to use unconventional methods to make you his.
♡ ┆He started stalking you knowing exactly where you went and placing staplers in your house, always on alert in case you tried to find another relationship besides him. He would start playing psychological games with you, knocking on your windows in the middle of the night and entering your house at night to see you shaking in fear at every loud noise and dropped things he did, quickly hiding in the shadows and watching you like a damn ghost. It didn't take long for you to be psychologically shaken, mainly because he combined all of this with anonymous messages sent to your numbers with threats like "I'll see you from here" "there's no point in covering the windows" "I'm inside your house." You were so mentally fragile that you went looking for the only safe haven you could have at that moment in unknown territory... Your martial arts teacher, Bi Han, the same man who caused all this from the shadows.
♡ ┆So soon you would find yourself accepting his support, even leaving self-defense classes because he himself said he could protect you. He has been living at your house for a while ── However, he would soon change his mind, saying that it would be better for you to go to his apartment because your 'stalker' could come back there while he was away, it was the perfect excuse for him to have you under his control. Soon you lived more in Bi Han's house than in your own staying at his mercy, it was worth it for him to spend a whole month playing the terror in your mind, after all, now he finally had you all to himself. You will be spoiled with the good and the best, foods, clothes and the affection of the older man ─ movie nights watching movies and tight hugs with Bi Han's hair tickling your face... You've never had someone who cared about you as much as he did, so it wasn't difficult to develop an emotionally dependent relationship with him.
♡ ┆You would also marry him a few months later, convinced by him because you needed to stay in the country and have a better life, but with the marriage certificate also came his possession slowly climbing the surface... He calls you "cute hubby" and made a point of leaving you at his house when he left, under lock and key and away from the madness of the world. Bi Han had a perfect life now you were dependent on him in every aspect, especially mentally since he even took you away from your own family to keep it for himself and now he really he felt alive, with a beautiful boy by his side, the true love of his life in a completely sick and twisted way, just like his mind.
♡ ┆If you tried to leave his domain he would have to make you his carnally, biting you and holding you tightly to the nearest wall of the room and looking deep into your eyes. "I gave you everything, baby boy, You won't dare leave here, right? The world out there is cruel and dirty and you were born to be taken care of by someone, to be submissive to someone, do you hear?" And it wouldn't take long for you to become a trembling mess, clinging to his muscles for support as he pounded his dick into your pussy, with force and even cruelty to mark his territory in you ── he would hold your thighs and your neck with another hand, making you look at him with each rough thrust of his cock ─ the wet and obscene noise filled your ears and made you moan even more his dick was so good that with every kiss his tip had on your uterus you could feel your brain shut down for a few seconds making the asian laugh and whisper in your ear "good boy, a good boy for your owner hm? You're going to take all my cock with that beautiful pussy, aren't you? You're going to take all my cum and be a little slut who only thinks about sit on my dick until you get everything you want... So fucking beautiful..." He would leave you dripping with cum and with a sore clit.
♡ ┆On the bed, on the floor, in the bathroom, in the living room, even on the kitchen counter, Bi Han would fuck you all over the apartment. No hole of yours will be left out, you would have a sore throat from sucking his dick and having him force you to deep throat him or with him between your legs for at least an hour even if you were shaking and in pain he wouldn't stop eating out your cunt, until he left your flesh red and overstimulated by him. He will also fuck your ass while sticking two fingers in your pussy and making you moan loudly as he thrusts his hips against yours, praise pouring into your ears while you just moaned his name. "fucking hell-!, so beautiful and so broken ─ you're such a good slut begging for me like that, you want more, slutty boy? Want me to fill you up again?" He would moan hoarsely between slutty smiles and rhythmic skin-to-skin slaps ── After that you wouldn't think about leaving or going back to your old life, you belonged to him now and you were happy being his husband. Too broken to think about getting away.
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isleofair · 16 days
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Thank you so much for the tag, @applescabs!!! 🥰💚
Are you named after anyone? After, of all things, a 15th century noblewoman (whom I always thought was a saint, but actually wasn't, I just found out!) My mom saw an amazing statue of her on a trip and loved it, and her name, so much that she named me after her.
When was the last time you cried? I teared up a little yesterday when I got my friend's wedding invitation in the mail. The last time I properly cried was... huh. I think a couple of weeks ago, watching TV. That's a fair amount of time for me to go without crying, so go me!
Do you have kids? No, and I don't want any.
Do you use sarcasm a lot? A bit less than I used to, and not a lot in general. Only when I think it will be funny, or when I need to make an underhanded comment about something that ticked me off but I can't do much about.
What sports do you play? None. I am a very inactive person, sadly. I hope I can at least start going on more walks as the season keeps warming up.
What’s the first thing you notice about people? If they seem friendly or not.
What’s your eye colour? A very, very dark brown.
Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings all the way. I can't handle scary stuff very well at all. 🫣
Any special talents? I'm fairly good at languages (I learned them easily in school and I usually have a decent shot at figuring out what a word might mean if it's in a language that has at least some relation to the ones I know/have studied). Sadly, the only one I'm still fluent in (besides Italian, of course) is English, because it's the only one I use regularly.
Where were you born? Italy, smack dab in the middle of the top part of the boot, lol
What are your hobbies? Writing fic, reading fic, scrolling Tumblr, playing video games (mostly just Pokémon), playing D&D, and very occasionally drawing or weaving bracelets or assembling jigsaw puzzles.
Do you have any pets? My two cats, Sasha and Misha 🥹🥹 They're tabby-and-white twins, they're almost 5 years old, and they're the ones I come home to. 💚💚
How tall are you? 164cm, although sometimes when I'm in a hurry I just say 1.65m 😅
Favourite subject in school? All the sciences and Math, though I also liked English when I started having it as a subject.
Dream job? Writing a single novel, or a trilogy or something like that, that becomes inexplicably popular, gets a movie deal, and gives me enough residuals to potentially live comfortably while bumming around on my couch writing fanfic for the rest of my life.
I am tagging (but only if they want to answer, zero pressure, as usual!) @nicoroni, @imaginatorofthings, @zimithrus1, @thekuraning, @saltedpin, @horikoshi-secret-ao3-account, @damedanedameyodamenanoyo, and anyone else who sees this and wants to play! 💖💖💖
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ronearoundblindly · 3 months
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Hi! I hope you're doing well🥰
Can I be greedy? I NEED me something from the kiss prompt lust if you're willing, of just about any of them, for Autumn (Rosie) and Steve? I genuinely cannot pick, there are at least 10 kinds I'd die to read about🥲 I miss them.
(No pressure!)
eeeeee, I miss them too! I choose --a kiss after a small rejection-- because we all know I love me a bit of angst before the fluff with 🍁 Steve Rogers x super soldier!reader 🍁 [one of my Valentine's Fics for 2024]
Warnings for not much (super mild cursing) except please remember that this reader chose the name Autumn Rose Barnes after rescued from Hydra. Steve calls you 'Rosie,' zero other physical or personal descriptors. It's not an OC! Sorry to lecture, but I've gotten complaints and needed to explain this multiple times...Also, you and Steve adopted a German Shepard mix named Maple. WC 1370
Your Team, an Autumn Is Healing tale
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With the fastest, most forceful, super soldier movements you can manage, you shred the single page of paper in your hands.
Those cowards delivered it while you were in your garden. They put it under your door, far back in the building, and they ran away with their tails between their legs.
“‘Not able to authorize you at this time’ MY ASS,” you screech.
“I’m sure the Council didn’t make the decision lightly.” Steve diligently picks up tiny pieces off the carpet as you toss them everywhere.
It’s all you can do not to burst straight through the walls.
“How dare they? Have I not done enough?! What more do they want??”
You aren’t an Avenger, not now, maybe not ever, and the future just looks blank when before it seemed so clear.
You can fight—you should fight,—so why not put you to work? Why not let you on the damn Team?
“They don’t trust me,” you think aloud. “All this power, and no one wants me.”
He stops at the trash and puts his hands on his hips, dejected. “That’s not—Sit down, okay? This isn’t about any of that. You are wanted and trusted here.”
“I can pull my weight, Steve. I can give back what you all have given me. I can be a team player, I promise, please. PLEASE. Tell them. Please tell them I’m ready.”
“Rosie, no one doubts you are ready or capable or any of that, and you are part of the team. More importantly, I am on your team. We all are. Only thing that happened today is some bureaucrats covered their asses—“
You and maple cock your heads in shock, but the language changes nothing.
“Then why can’t I be of use?!”
“Here,” he specifies. “In here, in the compound, of course, we trust you. You know this place. You know all of us. But sweetheart, there is so much out there.”
He changes tactics. “We don’t need—I mean, the Council doesn’t see—you were trained as a soldier, yes, but that’s not who you are. That was so you’d obey their commands. The rest of us, we’re grunts. And frankly, I’m glad you won’t be in harm’s way.”
After thinking for a few seconds, something obvious occurs to you. Steve always fights for what you want, and he’s…not now.
You rush toward him with an accusatory finger up. “You did this.”
“What? No,” Steve balks.
“You did this, didn’t you? That’s what you told them to get them to say ‘no.’ You told them I wasn’t up to it, not a real soldier. You told them I’m not cut out for the Team because you didn’t want me fighting beside you.”
“I said I wanted you safe,” he tries softly.
It’s not a wall you’re about to burst through. “You took my chance!”
“Rosie, that’s ridiculous. I never—“
His phone makes a noise like a foghorn—the call to the jets. Danger. The Team needs him.
You both look up from his hip at the same time, eyes locked between fury and compliance.
“Better go.” You scowl. “Wouldn’t want to hold you back.”
His face falls, and he stands there, listening to the alarm sound again, then again.
Without another word, Steve gives up and leaves.
You lock the door and remove his entrance privileges. It won’t keep him out, but it will slow him down and make a point when he returns.
If he wants to keep the battlefield personal, then this can be your domain. He can apply to participate. He can go through a crucible of grueling interviews and tests and then last-minute, made-up tests because they just wanted to find one reason…
And Steve handed it to them on a silver platter.
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When he comes back he tries the door. You can hear the mechanical lock beep in rejection of his hand print. He tries again. He knocks, he calls out with a louder knock, and then, finally, he uses the override command, the one that they technically all have because you can’t be trusted. Not really. Not fully.
He enters the dark rooms quietly.
You’re on the bed, laying with your hands wedged between your thighs, Maple’s belly warming your feet, the window blinds all the way up, moonlight and stars visible as a small comfort.
He doesn’t know if you’re asleep or awake until you speak.
“What was the point—why put me through all this if I can’t help? Am I just a thing to breed?”
“Rosie, honey, that is not and never has been true.” Clearly cautious from your argument, Steve stays a short distance away.
“Then why did no one look for me? I was right there, strapped down for years, because that was my purpose, that’s what I was created fo—”
“So was I,” he exclaims gruffly. “I was made to do one thing, and one thing only, and I still sat in the Arctic for seventy years! It doesn’t prove shit—“ he kneels down beside the bed, holding your hands and whispering pleas into you skin “—and no one but you can define your purpose.” 
Maple whines and bows her head over the edge.
”I want you,” he continues. “I trust you. If it makes me selfish to…fine, I’m selfish. So be it. I don’t want you out there with me, I’m sorry. I don’t. See, I lost people when they got sick, when they went to war, when I went to war, when I came back, when I didn’t come back.”
He pauses, tracing small patterns over your thumb while he squeezes your hands.
“Please. Please, sweetheart. Just give me this one thing because even though you have a serum, I can’t…I can’t imagine…if anything ever…
“We are super. We are not indestructible,” he admits. “Losing you would destroy me.”
Steve looks fragile, his features shadowed by more than the night.
“You don’t need to become an Avenger. We are already on your team. We are your team. You have nothing to earn. You have nothing to fight for. We lo—I love you. I’m in awe of you because you became so much more than they tried to make you be.”
The dog howls gently in agreement.
“Me and Maple are your biggest fans, too.”
Said ‘fan’ harrumphs on cue, making Steve burst into a smile.
“There’s a whole fan club. We have a slogan—‘Go Autumn’—there’s gonna be t-shirts and scarves.” He drops your hand to spring up. “We’re your cheerleaders, right, girl? See?”
He hurdles over you to his side of the bed and starts hopping up and down with his fists in the air. Maple goes ballistic barking.
“RAH, RAH, ROSIE! RAH, RAH, ROSIE!”
Steven Grant Rogers, born the fourth of July, one-hundred plus years ago, jumps on the bed, bouncing till you reluctantly roll off and stand. 
Maple gets down with Steve, panting, and watches intently, thinking her dad has really lost the plot in a super fun way. Maybe she’ll get a treat even.
He steps in front of you, running his fingers through his disheveled hair.
“Wha’d’ya say, Miss, can I be on your team? Do you want me? You trust me?”
If you weren’t so close to tears, you would have answered him immediately. Instead, you hum.
He scoffs. “You Barneses are so picky.”
Steve pulls you into a hug, lifts your chin and says softly against your lips, “go, Autumn, go,” before capturing you in his zeal.
The truth of it is you know he wants you, and you know he trusts you. Knowing that Steve feared for your safety makes you more anxious to have him out there.
You hold him tighter.
He's right, of course, that risk is everywhere and nothing is promised. How could he say 'no' to peace of mind? You'll never be lost. He will never lose this one thing.
Though you will not be joining the Avengers, one of the many things you are a part of is this: a slow dance in the dark with a good man.
A slow, slow dance between his tongue and yours, that is.
After what feels like hours of him kissing you so sweetly, Maple is bored and stretching into a ready stance.
She yips indignantly.
You pull away from Steve. “I know, girl. I always want him to come home, too.”
He rests his forehead to yours. “She’s right. I should respect her mom’s independence.”
Maple squeals and flicks her head (and ears) to the side. Where’s her treat, you crazies? She put up with your tension all night, and she deserves a reward.
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Ransom Drysdale and a kiss as a 'yes' ⬅️ ➡️ Lloyd Hansen and a kiss on a place of insecurity
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(Please you don't have to do this if you don't want to, absolutely zero pressure ❤️)
From the kissing prompt, what about Poe and desperate kisses? 👀👀👀👀👀👀
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AN: Hello, my darling friend ❤️ Apologies for the slightly angsty direction my brain took this in lol. Hope you like it! 🥰
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Rated: M (just to be safe) Words: 615 Pairing: Poe Dameron x Reader (pretty sure this could be read as GN, please let me know if that's incorrect) Warnings: kissing, a tiny bit of frottage/dry humping, a smidgen of angst. AO3
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Poe presses you back against the wall, muffling your surprised gasp with his mouth on yours. Your teeth clang against his, sending a jolt through his jaw, but he doesn’t stop, he can’t; this could be his last night, and he’s not going to waste it. Clearly, you feel the same; your hands pulling at him, pulling him closer, your body pressing along the length of him. He can feel you breathing, feel every little moan, every hitch of your breath—it’s like you’re a part of him, like he’s a part of you.
The kiss is hard and clumsy, lips fitting awkwardly against each other as they desperately seek out any and every patch of skin within reach. He slips his tongue between your lips, tangling it with yours, the hot, wet slide pulling a muffled hum from you. He groans, heat prickles beneath his skin, settling at the base of his spine. When he ruts himself against you, you moan, your fingers clenching in the fabric of his shirt.
You break from his lips with a gasp, lungs desperate for air. Your exhale fans over his skin as he trails his mouth over your cheek, down your chin, his lips latching onto a spot just above your neck. He drags his teeth across it and you moan again, your fingers tangling in his already-disheveled curls. 
When his name spills from between your lips, he feels something inside him break. He needs more time—more time to plan for this battle, to strategize; more time with his friends, no, his family. He needs more time with you. 
Regret churns in his belly at the thought of the time he could’ve had; that something simmering beneath the surface had been there for months but there had never been a good time to mention it, one thing or another always getting in the way. And now? Now it was too late. He pulls back, his eyes briefly meeting yours in the dim light of the corner you’ve sheltered yourselves in, and the sadness there tells him you feel the same.
There’s another awkward clash when he returns to your mouth, more teeth than lips, as the anxiety bubbles over within each of you, desperate for a release. He groans as your fingernails scratch through his hair, pulling it, holding his mouth against yours. His groin presses against the apex of your thighs, the delicious friction sending a spike of pleasure up your spine, and you moan, canting your hips to chase the sensation. 
He presses his forehead against yours when he comes, biting his lip in an effort to muffle his groan, relief rushing through him in waves. You follow him a moment later, breath puffing against his lips as you catch your breath, your body sagging against the wall behind you. The sadness is still in your eyes when he meets them, and a pang of loss shoots through him at the sight. 
Poe squeezes his eyes shut, trying to reorient himself, to quell his anxious thoughts. He can’t lose hope, he decides, not now, not after everything. With Leia gone, everyone will be looking to him for guidance, for reassurance, and he won’t let them down. He won’t let you down. He opens his eyes again after a moment, a newfound certainty he hasn’t felt in months taking hold in his heart. He meets your gaze again, smiling as he reaches up to cup your face with his hand. When he kisses you this time, it’s softer, less frantic, full of promise, of hope, and when you smile against his lips, your fingers gently stroking the back of his neck, he knows you understand.
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chaos-monkeyy · 9 months
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Alright so I have a little announcement I've been super nervous about... I decided to make a Patreon to try it out 👀🎉
Full disclosure: I don't really know what I'm doing here 😂 But I've been thinking a lot lately and realized that while I'm not about to quit my day job, I do want to have a go at original smut fic, too, and even try working up to writing, and somehow publishing, a whole ass ~erotic~ novel with storyline and everything. Because I love writing. And I also love smut.
So this is all in addition to my usual filthy fanfic programming, not instead of! I've set two membership tiers to start with (and named them Voyeur and Just the Tip, because I think I'm funny). The idea being you can either sign up at the base level and watch me figure this shit out (there's a poll too!), or if you have a hankering to leave me a lil tip for my fic, you can join at one of the levels and then leave again!
Anyway, zero pressure, I don't ever want anyone to feel obligated to sign up or stay, and I'll still be posting my fic and bouncing around fandoms and discord and tumblr as always! But if you want to go check it out and maybe join, that would be awesome 🥰
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qdbs-writes · 1 year
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Hello again. Can you do kenshi Takeda fujin hanzo and kuai with a reader who looks like they haven't slept since they were a child, never likes to go outside so they have to be forced, is socially awkward, and is very smart and is always thinking about something. Take your time🥰
MK Lads Reacting to Tired/Quiet/Indoorsy!Reader
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Kenshi
He doesn't judge you for being reserved and exhausted because he can hear your brain going 90 mph at all times. Simply hearing your thoughts can tire him out, so don't be offended if he has to take regular breaks from being around you.
Won't force you to speak cuz he knows what you want to say anyway, but will open any curtains/blinds to let some sunlight into your room.
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Takeda Takahashi
He kind of gets wanting to stay inside 24/7 and never wanting to talk to anyone but at the same time, he thinks you should try and push yourself out of your comfort zone more.
If someone's putting a lot of pressure on you in conversation and it's stressing you out, Takeda will step in and talk for you, even if it means interrupting the person putting social pressure on you.
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Fujin
He won't force you to go outside, but he will open windows and increase the breeze coming in so you do get some fresh air.
When you feel like talking he's always interested in hearing what you've been thinking about.
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Hanzo Hasashi (Scorpion)
He would be the first to drag your ass outside and lock the door behind you so you can't just go back in. Sunlight and fresh air are good for you and he will make you experience it.
But he's cool with you not wanting to talk because to be absolutely honest with you, he's not a fan of talking to people either.
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Kuai Liang (Sub Zero)
He is also socially awkward and too nervous to talk to you first you'd probably both just chill out in silence, to be honest.
He will make you soothing herbal teas to try and help you sleep better.
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🏅Being Team Japan's Manager 🏅
💔Relationship Troubles with Bokuto 💗
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Bokuto Kōtarō featuring Team Japan x Female Manager
Warnings: Swearing, Bokuto being a complete jerk, petname, angst to fluff, suggestive at the end 🙃
AN: Its a very Bokuto centered day 🥰This is an Anon request! I may have gotten a tiny bit carried away with this one. I also cried alot 🥲 I'm emotional when it comes to our boys 🥺 I'm really proud of this one ❤
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Oof this one is going to make me cry 😢
I already know it
And the fact that it's with our resident himbo 🥺
But it must be done and who else to deliver but yours truly 🤗
Your relationship with Bokuto has been going on for about 6 months now
You started out of friends when you joined Team Japan as their resident hotty 🔥 and manager 💅🏼
Honestly, Team Japan adores you YN
You lucky bitch 😒
But there was always something special about Bokuto
Pls he's such a bubbly Boi I just can't even 😫
Bokuto took an instant liking to you and you to him
Did he annoy you? Absolutely 💯
Did you find him attractive as all hell? Abso-FREAKING-lutely 🙌🏻
Bokuto is like what? 6'3" timeskip 👀
Lawd girl of you don't I will
N E WAYS, you two grew extremely close
Daily practices and nightly walks home
Consistent "HEY HEY HEY YN WATCH THIS!"
Giant Bear hugs and headpats
You would grab coffee or ever dinner sometimes
Of course, the other three idiots guys would accompany you occasionally as well
When Bokuto finally asked you out, it was very Bokuto-style
Super spontaneous and loud
Lile he literally walked you to your apartment door, was about to leave, turned around and shouted
"YN WILL YOU GO OUT WITH ME?"- Bokuto, zero chill
"Ko- we just went out..."- You, extremely confused
"No I mean, like a date"- Bokuto 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
YN of you take longer than a single second to answer this imma come there and smack you 🤚🏻
Someone summon Iwaizumi for me- 🏐
"Of course I will Kotaro"- You 🥺🤗
Good girl Yn ☺️
Please Bokuto is so excited he will pick you up and spin you around 🥰
God I love that for you 😐
Me, a jealous bish
Thus begins the ship know as BokuYN
The next few months go by quickly
Your relationship is tugging along and everything is going well
Unfortunately, the storm clouds are moving in YN 😔⛈️
And all good things can't last
It starts out small, everyone is so stressed with the Olympics coming up
Bokuto especially
Imagine all the pressure to be perfect and score points 😪 that has got to be so rough
Bokuto starts staying late for practice and heading home with you less frequently
You start eating dinner alone and he starts coming home later and later ☹️
One morning, you wake up and Bokuto isn't next to you
You try calling him but nothing
You show up to the gym and find him there with Kageyama, Atsumu and Hinata
You are confused as to what is going on 🤨
Like rightfully so
I mean what did they just sleep on the bleachers the night before?
I wouldn't put it past them honestly 😒
You approach them and ask what's going on
Atsumu is setting for Bokuto and he narrowly misses a line shot
"God dammit! Send up another one"- Bokuto, furious and sweating 😓
"Hey guys- have you been practicing all night?"- you, curious
"Nah we quit at 9 last night"- Kageyama getting a drink of water
Ok now your really confused 🤚🏻
You look at Bokuto who is setting up for another spike
"Ko you didn't come home last night"- you
He ignores you, spiking the ball
Ok then- 😐
Let's try this again shall we 🙃
"Kotaro did you hear me?"- you, now standing with your hands on your hips
Ope- someone's in trouble 😶
Atsumu, Hinata and Kags are now looking from you to Bokuto 👀
"I stayed with Hinata last night"- Bokuto, walking away from you, going to his phone and scrolling
Clearly his phone is working 😑
That's suspicious 🤨 that's weird
"And why would you do that?"- you, obviously upset
"Because I felt like it"- Bokuto
Not to be toxic here but that's not an answer dude 😒
"Ok but why- I texted you and you never got back to me. And it's clear your phone is fine since your looking at it right now"- YN, hands now in the air, just ready to go
"Maybe I just needed some fucking space YN"- Bokuto
Please now Aran, Yaku, Komori, Sakusa, Habuka,Ushijima,Hyakuzawa, amd Iwaizumi are all on the gym 🤚🏻
Silently observing 👀
"Are you serious right now? What did I do Ko?"- you, walking towards him
"YN I just need some fucking space! You're around me constantly and I can't fucking concentrate on these damn Olympics with you breathing down my neck all the time! Like all you ever do is talk talk talk and I'm so fucking sick of it! Just fucking leave me alone! If you did anything for this team besides stand around, maybe you'd understand my stress! But you always have to come first YN and Im fucking DONE!"- Bokuto, finally snapping
Oh he's pissed
Like fuming at you 😡😤
It's honestly so embarrassing he would say such things in front of everyone
You face heats and your fists tighten-
You don't even know what to do, so-
You just look up at him, tears filling your eyes
Ok everyone just breath ok
I mean, I'm crying 🥺
You know that feeling when your stomach just drops and you feel almost sick
That's what's happening now
The tears are welling up and it's about to happen
There is no stopping that crying YN and you shouldn't!
Bokuto essentially took your heart, threw it on the ground and stomped all over it
Nah he rolled over it with a steam roller and fed it through a wood chipper 😬
He broke you 😔
No matter how you try, a brave face isn't coming
So you do what you must
"Fine Bokuto. You don't want me bothering you anymore. Than consider me gone"- You, turning to walk out of the gym, tears flowing, past the other members of the team
Everyone is stunned 😲 and honestly same
Nobody expected this of Bokuto, like he's literally the last one I'd expect to do this
But the pressure was mounting and unfortunately YN, you were the catalyst
The gym is silent as Bokuto sets his water down, turning to face Atsumu
"Toss another one"- Bokuto, getting into place
Please these guys are PISSED and so confused 😕
"What the fuck was that-" Atsumu, the first to speak
As much as I bully this man, istg he's loyal as fuck
And while he loves Bokuto like a brother, he also loves you
"Bokuto that was so harsh man"- Habuka
"It needed to be said. She's been so clingy and needy. The Olympics are coming up and I need to practice"- Bokuto, starting to realize that he's the total ass in this situation but still holding face
He's a man 🙄😒
"You're an dumbass Bokuto"- Iwaizumi, turning to go and find you
"Bokuto sit down. You're done for today"- Aran
"The fuck I am-"
"The fuck you are because I said so"- Aran
Please Aran can be so fucking scary 😨
Bokuto will get right in his face
"Hey cool it you two!"- Hyakuzawa
"Bokuto- chill man"- Kageyama pulling him back
Hoshiumi finally comes in the gym
"Hey what's wrong with YN. I saw her leaving and she was crying"- Hoshiumi
It's all starting to sink in now-
"FUCK-" Bokuto, throwing his waterbottle against the wall and storming out
Everyone is just exhausted and it's showing
"Should we go after him?"- Hyakuzawa, the mediator of the group
"I think we should call Akaashi- this is over our heads"- Aran, leaving to get his phone and make the call
Meanwhile, you are now sitting on a bench, full on ugly crying
Snot down the face, tears everywhere, can't catch your breath BAWLING
🤚🏻 say less YN your heartbroken and its ok to cry 💔
Please I'm crying writing this and it's fiction 😭
"Hey YN- are you ok?"- Iwaizumi, coming to sit next to you
"No- no Hajime I'm not ok"- you, sucking in breath and trying to calm down
Spoiler alert: it's not working
"I think I need to go home Haji"- you
"You do that YN. And hey, it will be ok... I promise. I'll talk to him"- Iwaizumi
"Hajime, you heard him. He doesn't want me so give me one good reason why I should stay?"- you, hugging yourself and crying
"YN he's under a lot of stress. He shouldn't have said those things. You know he cares about you"- Iwaizumi, trying to save this
"YN please just listen-" I was our freaking savior
"Hajime, if he cared he wouldn't have said those things. If he cared, he would have avoided my texts and calls. He embarrassed me in there. You don't do that to someone you care about"- you, making an excellent point
"I'll see you later Haji. Thanks for being here"
You try and force a smile as tears stream down your face
Upon arriving at your apartment, you do nothing but mope
You say nothing more as you turn and walk away
You cry the entire way home, trying to hide your face from those around you
Honestly YN as you should 💅🏼
I'm like so mad at Bokuto right now you have no idea 🤬 you crawl into bed, covering yourself up and cry like there's no tomorrow
Back at the gym, Bokuto is sitting in the locker room with a towel hanging over his head
That bitchy voice inside your head telling you that everything was a lie and you were never good enough for Bokuto
You eventually manage to cry yourself to sleep 😔
He knows he fucked up... like MAJORLY fucked up
The stress of the Olympics had been weighing on our poor owl bby and the fact that he just can't hit his line shots
Iwaizumi comes in and sits next to him
"I fucked up bad"- Bokuto
"Yeah you fucking did asshole"- Iwaizumi not even beating around the bush
"Shit"- Bokuto, throwing his towel against the locker
"You need to chill out Bokuto. Your stress isn't helping anything right now. You said some pretty mean stuff to YN and she's really hurt"- Iwaizumi
"Did she leave?"- Bokuto
"Yeah- she went home"- Iwaizumi
"Fuck I have to talk to her-" Bokuto standing, fists clenched
"Hold up there cowboy. Give her some space man. You broke her heart dude. It's not going to be an easy fix. Wait a day, let it rest"- Iwaizumi
As much as he hated to do it, Bokuto let it rest
He went to his apartment, one he spent very little time in nowadays and tried to relax 😔
The next day, he arrived early to try and catch you
Only, you weren't there 😞
"Where's YN?"- Bokuto to Hoshiumi
"She didn't come in today. She called and told Aran she's taking personal time"
"God dammit!"- Bokuto, just about to punch the wall
Thankfully Sakusa is there to stop him
"Bo a broken hand isn't going to help man. You need to chill"- Sakusa
"Come on man, let's practice and then we can talk"- Hinata
"How can I practice without YN? Knowing I fucked up the best thing I ever had"- Bokuto, now a deflated Owl
"Well it's good to finally see you admit how much you care for YN"- Akaashi, with Kuroo at his side
"What are you doing here?"- Bokuto, genuinely confused 🤨
"Aran called me and well Kuroo heard through the grapevine"- Akaashi
Please Kuroo knows all the gossip
These boys talk more than old ladies in church
"Dude what is wrong with you? This isn't like you"- Kuroo
"I've been so stressed and I can't hit my line shots. I've been practicing day and night and nothing feels right"- Bokuto, now hunched over on the bleachers, surrounded by the peanut gallery
"Have you thought thay maybe your practicing too much Bo?"- Kageyama
Seriously he's one to talk 🙄
"I mean, what has YN said about you staying late for practice?"- Akaashi
"I haven't been around much- I've just been so stressed. And I just dont know"- Bokuto
"Well Bokuto, you have to decide what you want to do. If you want to break up with YN, I think you owe her an explanation. She at least deserves that. But if you want to make up with her-" Akaashi
"I DO! I really do! I thought alot last night and YN's been the one consistent good thing in my life. I- I think I love her"- Bokuto
Pls bby you were a jerk but you are breaking my heart 💔😫
"Well then you need to talk to her"- Kuroo
Bokuto knew this and he was so ready
Unfortunately you weren't 🙁
A knock sounded as you drag yourself to the door
The peep hole reveals Bokuto, standing there, hair deflated
You open the door and cross your arms
That's right YN! We are a powerful women and we will show it ✊🏻
"Hey YN, can we talk?"- Bokuto
"That's what we are doing-"
"YN please I'm so sorry- I was a complete asshole and jerk! I know I royally fucked up and god, YN I'm so sorry"- Bokuto
Tears are forming in this man's eyes
But also in yours 😟
"Bokuto-" you
"Ko, you call me Ko"- Bokuto
"Listen, I need time. What you said really hurt me and I'm not ready talk to you let alone see you. I just don't know if I can do this-" please the tears are rolling down your face but you're voice remains strong
"YN- please, just please"- Bokuto, full on crying
"Good night Bokuto"- You, shutting the door and breaking down
Please Bokuto hears you and it KILLS him 😭
He did that to you and he hates himself
The next few days drag
You return to your manager job but you try and steer clear of Bokuto
Unfortunately the team doesn't get that memo 😒
Please they are trying everything possible to get you to back together
You are miserable, Bokuto is EXTRA miserable
"YN can you wrap Bokuto's fingers? I have to do Komori's and Yaku's"- Iwaizumi
"I can do it Iwa" - Kageyama
Please that went right over his head
Iwaizumi is just staring at him like 👁➖️👁
You don't even say anything, just grab the tape and walk to Bokuto
The man towers over you so he is looking down at you while you wrap his fingers
"How are you?"- Bokuto, genuinely concerned
"Fine"- you, trying to just hold it together long enough to wrap those long fingers 👀
"You've lost some weight-" Bokuto
"Yeah I haven't been hungry"- You, unfortunately your voice cracks and you have to bite your lip to keep it from quivering
"YN, baby-" Bokuto, lifting your face up by your chin and looking into your watering eyes
He hates seeing you like this and knowing he caused it 🤧
"Done"- you, looking up and smiling a little, tears filling your eyes before you turn and walk out of the gym
Bokuto watches you go
And so do the others 👀
Nosey bitches 🙄💅🏼
Also side note: screw Iwa for throwing you under the bus like that 🖕🏻 imma Iwa cannon a volleyball at Iwa 😤
It's safe to say practice has been a little... well tense to say the least
Bokuto is getting blocked, missing cross court shots and liners left and right
It hurts you even more to see the man you love hurting
Wait 🤚🏻 love?
Oh hell yeah you love him YN
Just admit it 🙃
But no matter how much you love him, it doesn't take away how he treated you the past few weeks
And how much his words that day hurt
You're at a crossroads Yn and it's not an easy choice
Luckily for you, you have supportive friends
Wait, did I say supportive? I mean Atsumu and Hinata 🤣
But also Aran, Ushijima and Iwaizumi
Ok ok ill stop 😅
They stop by your place unexpectedly with food
"You need to eat"- Atsumu, pushing past you
"Don't think we haven't noticed YN"- Iwaizumi, coming in behind Atsumu
"Wow it's nice to see you too"- you 😐
"Hi YN, how are you doing?"- Aran, giving you a big hug
Please he gives amazing hugs 🥺
"Could be better"- you, now hugging Ushijima and Hinata
"YN how long are you going to do this?"- Atsumu
Aran and Iwaizumi 👉🏻🤦‍♂️🤦
"I hate to admit it YN but Atsumu is right. It's obvious you two love each other"- Ushijima
"Yeah"- you, sinking into the couch
"YN we know what he said hurt and we aren't telling you to just forget about it"- Aran
"But Bokuto is miserable YN. He's not eating, he's spending all his days at the gym and I know he's not sleeping"- Iwaizumi
"YN we know you're just as miserable so why don't you stop this"- Ushijima
"Just talk to him YN"- Hinata
Maybe, just maybe they have a point
You sigh and resign yourself to the fact that as much as Bokuto's words hurt you
You know that the stress of the Olympics and his hard training have worn on him
The next morning, you arrive at 6 am to start work
You hear the sound of balls being spiked against the floor of the gym
You know that sound, the exact sound of a Bokuto serve
You approach the door and peer in, seeing Bokuto tossing up another serve
The ball slams over, hitting right on the end line
"That was a nice shot"- you, walking into the gym
Bokuto stops and looks straight at you, mouth agape
You're talking to him- like actually conversing with him
And you PRAISED HIM 😭😭😭
"Thanks, what are you doing here?"- Bokuto
You giggle a little
Bokuto's heart swells
"Did you forget I come in early to set up?"- you
"Haha yeah I guess- I've just been doing it since- well-" - Bokuto rubbing the back of his neck
"Want me to set for you?"- You, taking a chance
Bokuto's head shots up 😳
"Really?" Please YN he's so happy he's smiling 🙂
"Yeah"- you taking position as Bokuto tosses to you and you set
Perfect cross court shot 😚🤌🏻
"Nice kill Ko!!"- you smiling and looking back at him
Please he's melting YN 😭
"First one I've gotten in all week"- Bokuto, his head down, rubbing his arms
What 😳
"Ko..."
"I'm miserable YN. I'm so fucking miserable. I can't sleep, I can't eat. Every single practice, I miss tosses, get blocked or the ball is out. I- I can't do this"- Bokuto, looking at you as tears roll down his face
"Ko come here"- you, reaching out for him as he comes to your arms for a hug 🫂
Please that man will hug you and never want to let you go
You pull back as he rests his forehead against yours
🥺 please I'm such a sap God WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
"YN I know I don't deserve you but I need you to know that you are the best thing to ever happen to me. I know I fucked up and God I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry baby. I love you so much and I can't do this without you"- Bokuto, tears flowing
"I love you too Ko"- You, smiling with tears in your eyes
"You- you do?"- Bokuto, now smiling like a freaking idiot 😃
"Yeah I really do"- You
Please 🤚🏻 say less
This man is picking you up and swinging you in the air
"Ko, Jesus Ko calm down"- you, laughing and smiling
"I can't! The most amazing, beautiful women in the world loves me"- Bokuto, finally setting you down
"Yeah I do my ace"- You
Please his lips are on yours before you can finish that sentence 🤚🏻 💋
"Jesus christ get a room will ya"- Atsumu, walking in as you and Bokuto turn around to see the entire team watching you 😳
"Oh my god that was so sweet 🥺"- Yaku about to cry
"Well I'm finally glad to see you guys have worked it out"- Iwaizumi
"Jesus YN way to bring it down to the wire, the Olympics is a month way"- Kageyama, ever the inspiration 🙄
"Aran are you crying?"- Hinata
"No- I just got some dust in my eyes from these volleyballs"- Aran, wiping his eyes and walking away
Sure 😏 "dust from the volleyballs"
"Ok enough of this, let's get to practice"- Aran
"Ummm actually- I uh, I need YN to help me with something"- Bokuto being suspicious 🤔 and dragging you to the door
"Ko, can't it wait until after practice!"- you, being dragged
"Absolutely not"- Bokuto
Please he's on a mission 😏
Iwaizumi just rolls his eyes 🙄
"Jesus christ just be safe ok? We don't need any little Bokuto babies running around"- Iwaizumi
"I make no promises"- Bokuto, pulling you out as you laugh and wave to the team
"Jesus that's got to be some record Emo mode"- Komori
"It lasted 8 days and Bokuto missed 436 spikes"- Atsumu, nonchalantly rattling of statistics
Komori, Yaku and Aran 👉🏻👁👄👁
"You kept track of that?"- Hakuba, honestly impressed
"I'm the setter, it's my job to make sure the players are ok"- Atsumu, shrugging
"Hey now- you aren't the official setter just yet 😑"- Kageyama
"It's only a matter of time"- Atsumu 😏
"😐 the fuck it is- " Kageyama following Atsumu and yelling
"God I wish YN was here"- Aran
"She's probably getting her back blown out as we speak"- Habuka
"Jesus christ 🤦‍♂️ alright get to work"- Iwaizumi, smiling
Side note: you were in fact, getting your back completely blown to pieces 😏
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destinyc1020 · 4 days
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Do you think it's okay that Tom now says he always wants to be in Spider-Man? The way he says he owes everything to Spider-Man, as if he had no career before or outside of this project, is so strange - what do you think of that? It seems to me that there is too much hatred on the Internet - both from fans and from critics towards Tom, even his team and loved ones are not even trying to convince him that he is important and talented outside of Spider-Man.
I mean, obviously Tom loves the Spiderman role very much. There's even an old video of his circulating around with him talking about how he would love to play Spiderman one day when he gets older lol 😆
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So I'm happy that he loves to play the character.🥰
But you're right, it seems a very far cry different vibe from him saying in the past that if he's still playing Spiderman in his 30s, then there's a problem rofl 🤣 Sooo idk what happened lol 👀
Maybe Sony and Disney/Marvel showed him some negotiation contracts with a LOT of zeros on it lol 🤣🤭
I don't think it's realistic that Tom will ALWAYS play Spiderman though.... But hey, Michael Keaton just reprised his role as Batman in the Flash movie last year, and he's gotta be close to his 70s by now lol, so I guess anything is possible! 🤣
It seems to me that there is too much hatred on the Internet - both from fans and from critics towards Tom, even his team and loved ones are not even trying to convince him that he is important and talented outside of Spider-Man.
Ummm....I think that's a stretch. 🥴
Obviously, the Spiderman role has afforded Tom with a lot of money, fame, and just time to take off and do whatever he wants without the pressure of needing to book another role to stay afloat.
While I'm not sure he owes his ENTIRE career to playing Spiderman 🤔, he's obviously very grateful for the role, and feels indebted to those who helped out become a reality for him. Despite the annoyance that I'm sure an increase in fame has caused Tom, I'm sure for him, in his mind, the benefits have outweighed the cons, and plus, he for to meet the love of his life, his wifey gf Zendaya, on the set of that film. 😁🥰 Of COURSE it's going to be very special for him. 😊
The people close to Tom are very supportive of him and whatever he wants to do in life and in his career! 😊
He already said that he had some other "burgeoning projects" he's excited about in the bag, so where fans are getting the impression that he's only going to be playing Spiderman for the rest of his life is confusing to me. 🥴
But you're right, that this is a very different msg than the ones he's had prior. Maybe he was just trying to make Sony sweat a little bit and give an "I couldn't care less" vibe before lol 😆 Maybe it worked haha 😆
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bihansthot · 1 month
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I had such a good night with Ani tonight, I’m really going to miss him while I’m out of town. Oh! He doesn’t have cancer!! He has a rare bacterial infection he contracted from his cat biting him. He and I are both sooooo relieved! I’m very happy with things in general, things are just going in the right direction for a change and it’s lovely. 🥰 I also had a small pamper session today, I did a nice exfoliation scrub on my face and used some of my Korean skin care patches for my under eye area. It felt kind of nice doing something to take care of my appearance, I always wear eye makeup when I go out but I have zero skin care or beauty routine. I really struggle with basic self care that isn’t essential because stupid brain worms (aka depression and anxiety) so it felt good to do a little something extra and Ani was super complimentary today. He always tells me how pretty I am and how much he likes looking at me and that feels great because Rabbit was never complimentary. He’s also very complimentary about my body and loves touching and squeezing every bit of it which is also very new for me, I’m not used to having a partner love on and hug every bit of me and say how much they love my curves and shape. It’s such a nice feeling. 😭 The only problem is I think I’m starting to catch feelings and I don’t know if that’s ok or not because we haven’t figured out our relationship dynamic since I’m poly and married. I joked I was just a friend that comes over sometime and Ani said I was much more than a friend but he didn’t elaborate anything further so who knows. I don’t want to rush or pressure him with labels or anything so I’m fine being “more than friends” but undefined. So, yeah things are good and I’m happy.
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elveny · 18 days
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OC Name Meanings
Thank you so much for the tag @okami-zero ♥
Rules: Search and post the meaning of your OC’s name (if you made their name up or they go by a nickname, post an explanation of how it came to you)! bonus if you can find something for their last name too.
Ah, well. I love this 🥰 I indeed put a lot of thoughts into my OC's names and they're chosen with care. Or, well, mostly. I do have preferences for starting letters, funnily enough - A, J, L and M are favourites of mine.
Let's go alphabetically for my latest OCs:
Adriene Hawke | a variation of Adrienne, female form of Adrian, anglizised version of Hadrianus. Originally "man from Adria", and Adria in turm comes from the word adur = water. So her name means "of water", though I remember once finding something about it meaning "dark" (though I cannot find any source for that). Considering I associate her strongly with fire, the name is kind of ironic. 😅 Mostly, I chose it because I like the sound of it, and I wanted a name starting with A (firstborn Hawke child, followed by Bethany and Carver). In an original story, I changed her name to "Alexis", which comes from "defend" - which is immensely fitting for her character who is, in essence the ultimative defender of her family.
Aisling (Ash) Lightheart | an Irish name meaning dream or vision. Ash cannot remember a time when she didn't have the Echo, so she often looked like she was daydreaming when in truth, she was having a vision. A deliberate choice for a quiet, drawn-back character. Her surname, Lightheart, comes from Jorin Lightheart, the founder of conjury. I deliberately made Ash come from a very old, traditional Gridania family - however, the actual surname of the family is "Pota" and that is the name they are famous under. They changed the name after I-Ohok-Pota took his padjal name. Ash goes by Lightheart to be more independent of her family without seceding from them.
M'ajah Lohani | That name was created from the desire to have a name that works both in the full as in the short version (as in "Maia" as well as "Aya"). Maia, the goddess of spring and growth, for a character that was made as a healer and coming from Gridania. M of course for the miqo'te M tribe, and Ajah as a version of Aya, meaning "wonderful". I was inspired by ACO's character Aya which I love a lot ;) Lohani was a random surname.
Megan Varlineau | Megan's name was chosen mostly bc I just like that name :D It's Welsh for "pearl". In the end, it's a fitting name, bc that character and her story are still hidden inside me - oh, how poetic ;) Varlineau for obvious shipping reasons.
Tagging forth to @curiousthimble, @pikapeppa, @kunstpause, @thevikingwoman, @autumnslance, @barbex, @a-shakespearean-in-paris, @johaerys-writes, @emahriel, @sarsaparillia, @greyias, @storyknitter, @keldae - as always, no pressure ♥
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saturnskyline · 8 months
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top 10 female characters
tagged by @dummerjan, thank you!!! <3
rules: name favorite female characters from 10 different fandoms, then tag 10 people
this was unreasonably hard but that's what i get for watching so much bl gkshsjd. anyway this list is about to be wild but here's some of my faves 😄 (i say "some of" bc if i am asked to make a definitive list for anything i will literally die lol)
in no particular order:
1. clarice starling (the silence of the lambs)
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not to be a filmbro on main but. i really do love this movie (certain trans stereotypes aside), and clarice is an absolute icon. jodie foster you will always be famous <3
2. tiffy (lovely writer)
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she makes me absolutely feral at all times?? bisexual biker girl with the most beautiful smile in the world???? yeah we stan
3. yoon ji-woo (my name)
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i'm just saying, i would not complain if she beat me up. in fact, i would thank her for the privilege!! on my knees for her any day, han so hee my beloved
4. toni shalifoe (the wilds)
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mean lesbians deserve the world methinks :) love how strong and authentic she was, miss her every day 💔💔
5. shiv roy (succession)
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she's a girlfailure, she's mother, she's the loml, she makes me blush whenever she's on my screen bc she's JUST TOO FINE! sarah snook the woman that you are!!
6. ink (bad buddy)
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MY SUNSHINE GIRL MY EVERYTHING. love her so dearly, blowing lots of kisses to her at all times 🥰
7. amma crellin (sharp objects)
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amma is so layered and compelling and just the best ngl. i've never seen a character like her and idk if i ever will again. legend
8. kate sharma (bridgerton)
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i mean. she looks like she walked out of a fairy tale. how am i supposed to not fall in love with her. (answer: it's impossible, she is an angel)
9. fiona gallagher (shameless)
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my queen. my ride or die. literally what didn't she do. increased my bisexuality by tenfold, i'll tell you that!
10. miw (3 will be free)
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100/10 i would die for her!!!! and btw she has never done anything wrong in her entire life, which is so cool and valid of her
tagging @vegasandhishedgehog @leporschespam @stillqueerstillhere @negrowhat @askanis @waitforthestars @a-slut-for-vegaspete @i-got-the-feels @salamander89 @shesaboozle with zero pressure 💌💌
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ewanmitchellcrumbs · 2 months
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Late to the party (?), but I get that fandom feels dead. Not trying to be preachy or patronizing, I swear, I sometimes think that people have so much going on, life happens and they move away to different interests.
The hope is that they come back at least once new trailers/ posters are released. Not to mention, the HotD fan experience is not always enjoyable because of the incessant attacks on various people/ fans of specific characters by people with zero chill.
For your stuff, if you only choose to post on Ao3, that would be understandable. Fwiw, I created my blog to interact with you because it was a fun, chill vibe ( and for the sake of our favorite scammer monk, Genyen 😋). I hope that you stay on ♥️ it’s always nice to pop back in and chat with friends here.
If you leave, I will miss you. There’s maybe just a few blogs here I check in the HotD fandom.
Personally, I’m trying to read more HotD / Ewanverse content but I understand that it’s not fully holding my interest at the current moment and that is okay. I’ll get back to it eventually 🥰
P.S: lol. Called it @ ewan being a Pisces. He really does have that crybaby Pisces face haahahahhahahaha 🥺🥹🥺🥹
It’s so good to hear from you! I have missed you 💕
Fandom is quiet, but I’m not resentful of anyone for that. Interests change, people are busy, etc.
For me, I’ve been struggling to see where I fit for a long while. I’ve been doubting my own writing, wondering if it’s something people even want to read. That self doubt coupled with feeling like I never have the time or motivation to write has made me get into my own head a little bit. It feels fast paced here, that if you’re not keeping up with the regular churn of output that some writers seem to have then you will be forgotten about and left behind.
I have expressed my thoughts on the matter and been accused of hating on x reader fics and smut, which seems ridiculous to me. The fics I write which don’t have OCs I would classify as x reader, even though they’re written in third person. Almost everything I write has an element of smut. The majority of what I reblog are really well written x reader fics that contain smut, so I’m not sure how that conclusion has been drawn. The reading comprehension on this site is astonishing sometimes!
My issue is mine and mine alone, but I have chatted with friends on here and Discord and an outside perspective has been really helpful to help get my head on straight. I have shaken up how I write - currently I sit at the same desk I work at, on my laptop, to write. The fact that it feels like work I think makes it feel like a chore, so I’m less inclined to want to. I’ve gotten a tablet, so I can write where ever and jot down ideas as and when they come to me. I’m also trying to not pressure myself - I am not a content farm, so it doesn’t matter how often I post fics. People will read them, or they won’t, what matters is that I feel proud of what I’ve written.
Sorry for the long ramble! But never apologise for being absent. Fandom should feel low pressure for writers and readers alike. I’m glad you’re doing okay and I love you!
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jobean12-blog · 2 years
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👀🥵😏
Wrapped Around Your Fingers
Pairing: Bucky x reader
Word Count: 516
Summary: Bucky's fingers are your favorite...especially when they're inside you.
Author's Note: Thank you SO MUCH my lovely for feeding me with such goodness, love you! ❤️Naturally when I saw this picture the first thing I zeroed in on was the hair tie and then of course HIS FINGERS. So, here we are...500 words of porn later. Hope you enjoy! Thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! ❤️❤️❤️Divider by my lovely Daisy @firefly-graphics thank you bunches 🥰
Warnings: smut, fingering, light dirty talk and praise, choking (18 + ONLY PLEASE!!!)
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You can feel the heat of his skin pressed against your back, his chest slick with sweat as his lips brush your ear and he tightens his metal hand around your neck.
“That’s it doll. Fuck. Lemme feel you squeeze my fingers.”   
His teeth close around your earlobe and you tremble, digging your fingernails into his bicep. His thick fingers push deeper, pumping in and out slowly as you rock your hips.
He has you held tight to his chest, his legs spread wide and his hard cock pushing into your lower back. Your inner thighs glisten with wetness and he looks between your legs to watch his fingers slide in and out of your soaked pussy.
“Isn’t that a pretty sight?” he croons, nuzzling your neck. “You love it when I fuck you with my fingers, don’t ya baby doll?
You moan out his name, your eyelashes fluttering closed as he curls his fingers and presses his thumb to your clit.
“Answer me,” he demands, tightening his grip on your throat.
“Yes. Fuck yes Bucky. More!”
You can feel him smile into your skin as he pushes a third finger inside you, the stretch just right. Your nails drag down his arm, leaving marks along his skin and when you reach his wrist and find the black hair tie secured around it you moan again, slipping your fingers beneath the elastic.
You tug on the hair tie and grip his wrist, pushing his fingers deeper inside you. His growl vibrates right through your body and he tilts your head back, trailing his lips down your neck.
Your legs start to shake and he moves his fingers faster, rubbing your clit in small circles until your stomach is tightening and you’re rocking against him.
“Come on doll face,” he groans. “Fuck yourself on my fingers. I want you to cum for me.”
You have a death grip around his wrist and when his metal hand puts more pressure around your throat you start to feel the rush of your release, your walls clenching his fingers with every wave of pleasure.
He doesn’t stop the slow movement of his fingers, even as you whine his name and your hands fall limp the bed.
“That’s my girl,” he praises, peppering your neck and cheek with soft kisses as he pulls his fingers free and ghosts them up your stomach.
He releases your neck and his metal fingers caress the tender skin. “So good,” he murmurs into your skin, “such a good girl.”
His fingers reach your mouth and he parts your lips, humming in satisfaction as you lick them clean of every drop.
“See how good you taste,” he whispers, removing his fingers and turning you in his arms.
You’re still reeling from your orgasm and when he lifts you up to straddle his lap you go limp against his chest.
“That was only number two,” he whispers, positioning his cock between your wet folds. “I know you’ve got at least one more for me baby doll,” he simpers as he slowly slides inside you inch by inch.
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theflyingfeeling · 4 months
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Christmas tree decorating! 🎄
tagged by: @percervall tagging: @kraeuterhexchen @kaunisbaby @tomorrows-unknown @gloryforthegreedy @sparfloxacin @keeping-it-surreal @exitemotions @himmelno44 @ladysorbus
Click here to leave a decoration (and a message 👉👈) on my virtual Christmas tree! You can also create your own Christmas tree there for others to decorate, I think there's a button for that somewhere there 🥰 Zero pressure though, as always <3
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fluffybutt-7 · 2 years
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Hey everyone! 🥰
I guess it’s about time I make a pinned post for my blog. 😅 Sooo without further ado:
Hi there! You can call me Fluff, or really any fatty nickname that isn’t too degrading (I am not into degradation).
I post pretty much when and what I want to (same with my Patreon page, link below if you wanna check it out! If not, that’s okay. Zero pressure ❤️). *Soon will only be posting on OnlyFans, see link below!
This blog is about my weight gain journey, but also includes random shit I feel like reblogging and the occasional activist/human rights/“political” post (I’m hella leftist, and I don’t have any tolerance for fascism or conservatism). If it ain’t your cuppa tea, you can kindly and quietly leave. Thx 🥰
At times, I am not very active. I struggle with a lot of anxiety and can get overwhelmed by social media. Thank you for understanding. ❤️
This blog is NOT for minors. If you are under 18, please don’t check it out. 😅
I’m 25, 5’7”, and not sure what I weigh at the moment. Check up top for updates :3
I want this blog to be a wholesome, positive space for gainers/feeders/etc because we don’t always get that in this community. I will *never* tell you how much and how quickly you should gain or what/how much you should eat. And don’t let anyone else, either. ❤️
If you wanna know more about me, send an ask/anon or even a dm, I always keep them open! I may not always respond fast, but I love hearing from you guys and will do my best to always respond (unless your message is disrespectful/degrading/etc).
Enjoy yourself, love yourself, and be yourself. I love you all. ❤️
Your overfed fat skunk,
Fluff 💖
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