This book, in feelings, has crashed into me. That's the kind of emotional mess I feel. Also want to go ahead and recommend for any readers to please look at the content warnings for this book.
Parents that seem oppressively in control of themselves and their own separate lives, and in a sense, this includes Ariel. Ariel already feels too large to fit in and wonders at questions of gender and many things. But Ariel's real struggles are their own thoughts. Thoughts that seem to swish and slide around like a huge destructive, blood-craving crocodile. What Ariel can't figure out alone is that it's not them... it's a type of OCD.
This author is a brilliant poet, and I am once again amazed. This one was particularly emotional, I think, because it was a bit longer and had me on edge longer. It was a very intense but important read.
Out March 12, 2023!
Thank you, Netgalley and Publisher, for this Arc!
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Pseudomonas Fluorescens
Thinking about you
Rots my fucking stomach
I cry, and panic
And vomit.
The maggots left from your words,
They writhe under our skin, in mention of you.
You’re a once-in-a-lifetime piece of shit.
You filled me with fucking lies
Not butterflies, no.
You make me feel anxious, now.
It’s like you had me by the throat
I’m letting go.
I hope you fucking drown, with the memories of you.
I hope nobody shows up at your wake.
Cause’ you filled me with maggots until I decomposed.
Please, just die.
Die with the naivety of the girl you tried to kill.
Overdose..
On your,
“
.... Gunshot
......mURder
.....demIse
.......Lethality
.....execuTion
“
I hope it hurts you to know
Your darkest secret is being read.
I hope it makes you decompose.
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Normal day for poetry enjoyers
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Rory liked Dean but she didn’t love him. She liked going on dates with him. She liked that he’d spend time with her and watch movies with her and get along with her mother. But there was no fire, no matter how much she wanted there to be one. She couldn’t burn like she did for exploring the world and the written word. She couldn’t burn for him.
Rory loved Logan but she didn’t like him. She loved his freedom, his adventurous spirit, his lust for life. She loved how she could let herself go with him, put faith in something dangerous and not shatter. But she didn’t like how cruel he could be to others. She didn’t like how dismissive he was, of responsibilities, of consequences, of people’s hurt. She didn’t really like him.
Rory liked Jess and she loved him. She liked that he liked the same stuff as her, liked that he’d help out his uncle without bragging, and talk with her friends, and throw literary challenges at her because he genuinely wanted her opinion. She loved his honesty, his integrity, how he’d leave her speechless with his gaze and breathless with his kisses. How he looked at her, all of her, and never made her feel like she was lacking. She liked and she loved him. And it scared her shitless.
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a conversation with God
Deaf Republic - Ilya Kaminsky / Keep Ya Head Up - 2Pac
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Shifter
it is easy to envy the shifter
who runs with canid grace and flies on borrowed bones
who hears metaphor in whalesong and drinks deep ultraviolet radiance
but what of the loss of such gifts with every shift?
we, landbound, tasting flight with our eyes forever cast skyward
mourn every pang of loss upon waking from that dream
of wing and loft and break
so how must the shifter feel?
with a thousand phantom limbs
a hundred phantom senses
mourning loss of seal language when in a form without ears
doleful glare at sweet berries while a carnivoran tongue cannot taste its kiss
hot tea left un-drunk in a garden where eyes no longer reach the full spectrum
a price must be made for each gift purchased
and I know not whether I could stand the strain
of a life in such elated grief
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I love a book in verse. Particularly ya novels written by amazing authors such as this one about topics that many of us truly experience at a young age. It's the lyrical and hard-hitting feeling of these lines that really resonated with me, particularly about a topic that so many of us, no matter what our gender is, understand.
Samira is Sudanese living in DC. Her mother wants nothing more than to protect her from the alarming amount of harm that could happen in this country that feels so different to her. As many mothers do, she winds up alienating Samira, so when real problems do begin to happen, she feels as though she has nowhere to turn.
This story that unravels throughout this book is juxtaposed with some very beautiful thoughts on the myth of Persephone and her relationship with Hades , the underworld, and her mother. This ancient tale feels more relevant than ever being spun through Samira's story. Less about the girl and her desires and so much focus on the mother's reaction and Hade's controlling nature. In this case, we do get the tale from the girl's side of the story.
When a man, Horus, enters Samira's life, she feels so much at once and doesn't quite understand or have the ability to clearly see the red flags. I felt a deep connection with Samira's honest character and definitely recommend this one!
Out January 6, 2024!
Thank you, Netgalley and Publisher, for this Arc!
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An Unnamed Third Life Poem
written for my reading for pleasure class
Roses are red, violets are blue,
but those are not what I’m offering you.
Poppies are small, not meaning much,
but joined by a lilac, they have the right touch.
That pit caused me pain, and caused you some, too,
the sands are rough, and the skies are blue,
this water is cold, and so is your sword,
but I’m loyal to you. You have my word.
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Roses are red
Blue, violets be
I wanted to know…
If you’d slam salmon with me? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
bears eat plants
fishies and animals too
why yes we would love
to slam some salmon with you
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them <3 but as dragons :D
I’m not at all familiar with drawing dragons, but the idea was planted in my head and I cannot let it go! After some trial and error this is what I’ve got! I’m very happy with how the designs turned out, and I hope to expand a bit on the idea :3 The turned into animals prompts very much helped me commit to this too <3
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so many books to read but not enough time
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