#untreatable depression

[i-dont-giv-af]

I don’t remember actually ever having a moment anxiety free. shit sucks , feel like I’m not ever breathing right or like I’m in the middle of some type of attack. Anyway bye let me go cry in the bathroom 🤩

(let’s eat ice together♾️)

#anamia #sad #sadcore #sad aesthetic #untreatable depression #depression #anxiety #Ed #disorder #helpme #someone help plz #I’m okay #not #not okay rn #my mental is on zero #i’m so fucking tired #lol i guess #mentally unstable #weirdcore #lets eat ice together

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Untreated Trauma May Show Up As:

substance abuse

social withdrawal

dissociation

depression

self-destructive behaviors

personality disorders

anxiety

hostility

ADHD

attention

health issues

PTSD

chronic pain

Neurodivergent Girl

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#trauma #untreated trauma #how it might show up #signs of untreated trauma #post traumatic stress disorder #adhd #substance abuse #social withdrawal #dissociation #personality disorders #self destructive behavior #hostility #depression #chronic pain #anxiety #feel free to reblog #feel free to share

[canisalbus]

Modern Machete likes NIN?! I’d absolutely invite him over to listen to dying machine noises and angst with me.

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#I think he had a great big edgy angsty phase as a teen/young adult and nin was one of his favorites #but maybe he's sort of mellowed out since #gotten his previously untreated depression mostly under control #so a lot of the things he used to like just bring back bad memories now #but he's still holding on to nin #answered #0-1981 #that shirt is his but he also borrows Vasco's from time to time I'd imagine #modern au

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Legitimately wondering, why does every healthcare professional straight up ignore the end of every diagnostic criteria where it says this

#misdiagnosis #undiagnosed neurodivergent #undiagnosed chronic illness #pro self diagnosis #self diagnosed autistic #self diagnosed autism #educated self diagnosis #self diagnosis is valid #self diagnosis #late diagnosed autistic #late diagnosed adhd #autism diagnosis #adhd diagnosis #mental health diagnosis #dsm 5 #healthcare reform #medical trauma #psych critical #neurodiversity #untreated adhd #unmedicated ahdh #did osdd #trauma disorders #anxiety tips #generalized anxiety disorder #anxiety help #anxiety #depression #personality disorders #diagnostic criteria

[spider-man-2o99]

(shaking you, wailing, frothing at the mouth, etc.) miguel is a heavily-traumatized person and. like. i really just cannot stress enough that that influences just So Much Of How He Acts, man.

#talking tag #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #marvel #comics #comic panels #again. Another Thing Done On Purpose At His Origin Because Mig Was Deliberately Created 2 Be A Foil To Peter Parker: #responsibility nd duty were. like. already Inherent Traits to mig that he didnt Need to learn because he;s AN ADULT!! #he inherently Knows that he has these powers and a responsibility 2 use them. even though HE is so tired and doesn't /Want To./ #he Knows he doesn't have a Choice and there isn't ever a point in the book where he really pretends like he Does either. #and instead his mantra is great power = great guilt. and. like. /woof/ man. yknow. #/just because #like. ppl do not seem 2 Know This. abt him. #or. well. the New Ppl that is. yknow what i mean #anyways it is canon in the text that he hates himself for many many reasons (like seeing his abusive father in himself!). so. Remember That. #(being light-hearted to distract myself from issue 26 specifically) we suppordt a king with severe untreated depression and Disorders .

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

my dazai fan-backstory is that his life pre-14 was like... relatively normal? but his parents were the like. vaccines give your kid autism & medication exists to keep you subservient types, which is why he tried to kill himself

#what undiagnosed autism and untreated depression does to a mfer

[bitchfitch]

joy of joys that definitely isn't going to be detrimental to my health and ability to function over the next few days: the post office lost the box containing the next months supply of my meds. and the pharmacy I get my pills from won't be open again till Monday. and getting them delivered will probably be another three or four days after that. Boy howdy is this going to be a fun and relaxing week.

#None of the pharmacies in my town are like. any amount of reliable. #this is the First time in a year of just getting my meds delivered that its failed to arrive before the last bottles were out #anyways im off my adhd. depression. anxiety. blood pressure. inflammation. pain. sleep and allergy meds for the next few days.🫠 #im hoping all my comorbities going untreated at the same time makes them fight each other to the death. rendering me cured.

[cryingant]

HERE, HAVE THEM, HAVE MY CHILDREN!!!

(Pls don’t repost my art, feel free to re-blog tho!)

I love them to a concerning amount. Also, please, please, please! Give me any suggestions or requests on them, if you have an au? Shoot it! If you want them cuddling? Of course! Head Cannon? I’ll be more than happy to draw it!

Thank you to anyone that supports my art, you’re my fav skrunkiles

:D

#mxtx #op is very sleep deprived #mxtx characters #tgcf #yinxuan #mxtx books #Characters are Yin Yu and He Xuan from Tgcf #They are the sunny and grumpy ship trope #If instead of sunny it’s the little squiggly storm cloud with legs and a lot of untreated anxiety #And if instead of grumpy it’s clinically depressed and in need of a therapist #they are so underrated #i love them #black moon #yin yu #he xuan #cat ears #cat #catboy #catboys #fox

[kayforpay]

general rules:

if you fuck, you cannot marry; this is a one-night-stand. if you marry, you're in for the long haul. if you kill, well. pretty obvious.

#kay talks a lot #bnha #I find it so funny how he goes from a guy with untreated clinical depression #to a guy in a treatment facility and doing REAL BAD AT IT #in his pro to civilian clothes

[i-dont-giv-af]

If being the least favorite in the family is a good thing, I’m the best out here😇

#i don’t give a fuck #lol i guess #i’m so fucking tired #weirdcore #mentally unstable #anorex14 #anamia #why the hell am i like this #untreatable depression #outcast #reject #life #sad #sadcore #sad aesthetic #no one cares about me #i’m not okay #i’m freaking out #sad humor #humor #haha

[iwatcheditbegin]

I met with another psychiatrist to get medicated after switching insurance. I had to do a new adhd assessment and they are saying it isn’t showing up as adhd. I hate how they legit still refuse to recognize how this stuff looks in women. Not to mention I’m diagnosed and have been medicated since childhood but they don’t give a shit. This is literally after months and months of trying to find someone too

#even tho I repeatedly stated I can’t focus at all #I selected everything but the hyperactive stuff #I’m also diagnosed and have been medicated since childhood #my sleep issues and severe depression are from untreated adhd rn #I don’t have access to original full diagnosis but I’ve been medicated since childhood

[lesbianjonimitchell]

being properly medicated is crazy. not to sound like a cliche but its like... this is really how normal people feel?? for the first time ever im not in constant fight or flight-mode and wanting to kms over exams. i just handed in a synopsis for an important exam today and though part of it was catastrophically bad i was completely calm. i didn't know i have actual anxiety, i thought it was all thoughts and no, like, physical symptoms but now that im medicated for anxiety it's obvious that i do ive just had it so long i couldn't distinguish lol

#thank you thank you thank you to my psych nurse and therapist who both immediately clocked it. pregabalin is a miracle drug #also im sure finally being on antidepressants after 3½ years of untreated depression helps #shoutout to my new treatment team for not being assholes

[imagination-confusion]

So, you may be wondering why I haven't answered the asks to Kittypet Kingdom yet.

College has started yes. I have gotten busy looking for jobs but most important in my free-time whenever I can work on it.

I can't. Physically can not because I love sharing about the first thing to come to my brain than actually work on the project.

I have an inappropriate distribution of my attention span.

I shared so much of Kittypet Kingdom lore, fun facts, and etc that my brain logged it as "complete" and I can not start actually working on it because I already shared about it.

It's basically:

Me: sharing details of my story And its gonna be so good! I can't wait to create it!

Friend: Oh I can't wait to read it!

Also Me: proceeds to in depth explain every single event and character and plot- just the entire fucking story because I was excited

And then!

And then after you've unofficially shared the story, your brain logs it as basically a completed task and continuing to write the goddamn thing just has you like this!

IT'S A GOD DAMN FIGHT WITHIN MYSELF BECAUSE I WANNA BE A FUCKING MYSTERIOUS WRITER BUT, I CAN NOT LEARN WHEN TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND IT'S ACTUALLY GIVING ME PAIN!

I LITERALLY HAD A COMIC ALMOST READY TO BE IN PRODUCTION BUT I SHARED SO MUCH ABOUT IT AND HYPED MYSELF UP AND SHARED THE CHARACTERS THAT I ACTUALLY INTIMIDATED MYSELF OUT OF WORKING ON IT AND IT'S BASICALLY ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO WORK ON IT NOW.

#kittypet kingdom #kit makes text posts #I am almost 100% sure I have diagnosed and untreated adhd because I've been talking to my friends #my friends who have adhd I've been going like #“oh that's relatable” and “I know the pain” and they would ask if i have adhd and I would said no #never been been tested in my life #I'm fighting with my mother to get me tested and treated because I just want this over with and tired of being labeled as lazy and stupid #I am in so much mental pain and anguish #If you wondering why I'm depressed and have anxiety? THIS IS IT #THIS IS WHY I HAVE ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION! #THIS EXACT REASON!

[reddeliciousauce]

3, 6, 7, 11, 18, 28, 29, 33

3. Did they have any irrational fears? Ones not based in reality?

i mean shit probably but what kinda kid didnt have weird fears

6. Were they scared of strangers? Kids they didn’t know?

nope and its a downright shame for lil dirk cause he had to basically hold my hand like natures child leash to keep me from putting my nose in whoevers business

7. Daredevil or overly cautious? Were they somewhere inbetween?

i strike a nice balance between the two which also gave my brother a fuckin heart attack when id run in front of people getting their skate on

11. Did they enjoy sleepovers? Or did they want to go home the moment it got late?

i loved sleepovers couldnt get enough of em i liked using other peoples shit it was great

18. Did they ever lie about strange things as a kid? Like rare conditions or something to make them stand out?

kept getting questions about my albinism so id say i was the michelin man and kool aid guys radical offspring

28. Did they have any health issues as a kid? Are they doing any better now?

hell if i know i didnt go to a doctors unless i broke something

29. Were they excited for adulthood? Or were they anxious for it? Did they like adults?

i was cruisin living moment to moment you know i also knew to respect my fuckin elders especially the ultimate elder my grandpap r.i.p.

33. Were they easily scared? Like from horror movies/scary toys/halloween?

maybe as a snot nosed toddler but i manned up in a big way down the road nothing fazed me

#ic #answered asks #about #(( 3. apple juice bottles with replaceable lids (thought howie mandel was gonna piss in em). unlabeled containers for similar reasons. #going down streets with road work nearby. #7. depends on the alter fronting. tripping traps etc. was either on purpose or because he genuinely wasnt paying attention. #18. lied constantly as a joke or to impress. but that's if he even gets to talk to anyone who wouldn't know in the first place. #28. albinism so sensitive to light and sun. wears sunglasses 24/7. audhd depression anxiety and did undiagnosed and untreated. #33. scares so easily it is almost laughable. :'o #))

[stardustedknuckles]

Forced to conclude that perhaps a factor in how real and vibrant Chicago felt the last time I lived here was in fact the antidepressant I was on. I'm not miserable. I'm better in many ways than I was in Oklahoma, which was the point. But the fact remains that on the list of things I've done while on an antidepressant are "having emotions" and "writing," and for the most part I am now incapable of either, barring extreme and/or prolonged circumstances. So. Maybe there's more to my fear that I've completely forgotten how to have an open heart than just the sum of my damage. Like maybe it was just legitimately easier to feel real and grounded with all the mess that came with it when I had something keeping the flatness away. Perhaps the flatness is not in fact a neutral presence and is causing harm. The fact that this depression doesn't feel nearly as bad as the older one has made it hard to see for what it is. I was miserable then. Now I'm just. Here. But not in the way I want to be.

#'it's just been obvious you've not been having a good time of it lately' #Shit it is? #I didn't think I wasn't having a good time of it #I'm having as good a time as I can #Just...apparently needed the nudge to realize that's actually a sadder circumstance #Like do I still think there's an underlying cause to the depression? Yeah. #Does that mean I should just leave the symptom untreated while I spend months setting up doctor visits? #Not so much

[altairrr]

Hey hello hi, it's been a few years I think.

We found out the reason why the last couple years have been very hard! What with the constant vertigo, seizure like symptoms, memory issues, untreatable psychosis, body parts locking up or just straight up moving incorrectly n not the way i instructed, and what I was hoping was the worst DID relapse. It's lucky I have known how to mask these symtpoms for the most part, otherwise things would be worse off. Unfortunately that did mean that no one listened/remembered/took it seriously when I'd ask for help or explain some symptoms. I felt like a woman being diagnosed with hysteria and gaslit to hell and back, so I'm glad to finally have Some kind of step forward with this that isn't just "You're a monster and should just work and do as told and Do More because youre built different" rehashed in a polite way.

Oh ALSO I found out I had had endometriosis just like I thought, and it had spread in a way that it was fusing organs together n tearing them apart and that's why I was in a lot of pain there all the time. Also had several hemorrhages that I had no choice but to tough out through. I finally got spayed, so that helped A Lot. Still pains here and there, but it's much much better in that regard.

Anyway, brain shit.

They thought it was a brain tumor in my frontal lobe- there seems to be a Thing There and brain matter has atrophied a bit towards it. Contrast didn't highlight it, though, so now we're looking at other options

Got one more test to do, and then I'll be able to get a referral for a neuroscientist of some kind. Im real lucky to be in California And at the poverty line because so far the state has been covering all the costs. But it means any second opinion outside of Kaiser is going to have to be completely out of pocket.

#me #i dont remember my personal information tag so here wr are #aint that the way #i also found out that i technically have untreated/treatment resistant depression bc not doing The Happening isnt considered treated I GUESS #anyway i still have to work. which is also cool and good and predictable