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being a writer is fun because sometimes you notice a trend in the stories/themes/characters that you work with, and then make a connection between them and your life and or self.

And then you magically know what you're talking about in therapy next week.

#anyways i realized that maybe the reason all of my trans characters have extremely gorey transgenderifications #is perhaps because. of my own. less than ideal experience with the process. #and its not a contextless edgy thing #anyways list of how characters transed be upon you: #Peregrine: blood magic. Literally did cosmetic surgery on himself while fully conscious and left his uterus and associated parts #just sorta on the floor. Bc hes rich and does not respect the helps time. #Conall: unicorn magic. Animorphs from the saddest wettest woman youve ever seen into a giant dog and then into an extremely unstable man. #Fawn: Plant magic. Use plants and her ability to make living tissue grow to reshape her body along plant scaffolding. #Chase: cant transition bc of vampirism #Vincent: he just used regular hrt but im including him bc look at him. He is body horror

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there will always be something so funny to me about seeing my obnoxiously pink icon in a line up with other horror/dark creators icons. it. stands out so much.

#every other icon on this contribution page is white grey black and red with a lil gold here and there #and im Pink Flexing Opossum. Dead center top row. #Truly making my presence a problem as god intended.

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(if its relevant: in this scene Fawn's bored shitless while Maelgwn and the rest of his pack hibernate, so she's just braiding flowers into his fur bc it'll irritate him and she has nothing better to do.)

#booster shot #theyre tied 😭 #at least they're both good sbsbbsbs

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I know I'm irritating with the number of polls I post that exist to offload artistic decisions onto group consensus, But I think its worth reminding everyone how much worse it could be.

I could be getting Real granular with these polls.

#anyways protip. have a testing blog that you can use to test format and composition and compare shit side by side in situ. its helpful #also hello to everyone who just realized my url is Fitch with a t and not Finch with an n

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(if its relevant: in this scene Fawn's bored shitless while Maelgwn and the rest of his pack hibernate, so she's just braiding flowers into his fur bc it'll irritate him and she has nothing better to do.)

#1s more intimate and sweet 2 has more of that mondane mid distance feel

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idk man. I simply do not relate to people who don't like their most popular posts. Being the chill goth love and joy guy means my notes are 90% people experiencing gender euphoria/understanding a gender minority a little bit more, getting a new chance at childlike wonder over the joy of creation, and people reacting to some crochet patterns I found that display a level of skill in a craft that's Amazingly impressive.

the other 10% is people being nice about my oc's and art and that's lovely:)

idk. I guess my point is that 99% of your experience of this site is what you put into it.

#in order: men being obnoxious to their partners. buying a soldering iron and learning stained glass. hyper realistic crochet flowers

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#yallve experienced a skill issue #my most popular post is about the joy of creation and sucking really bad at a craft before getting good at it #It brings me joy every single day bc it motivates others to try new crafts and stop being shitty to themselves about the learning curve #idk man. all of my popular posts have been extremely net positive things for me bc they just make people happy #(i am actively shutting my other blog in the closet. i am haunted by that blogs popular posts. comic book fans are insane)

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process of drawing an OC: - you design them - you get attached to them - their hair gets bigger without you realizing it

#lino's undercut has gradually become a mullet 😔 ive stopped fighting it.

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idk why I asked the sapphic website to pick between a bunch of options, and then have one that explicitly mentions a pretty lady, and one that mentions a cat in a funny outfit.

Of course those two would be tied for first, the game is rigged, there was never a chance for the others.

#anyways bc i dont want to get locked into doing a tryptic I'm drawing the lady and her monster lover

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bluhgh now that that painting is done and all my zine stuff is pending approval/release. I am once again free to art and I've got. a list of pent up paintings.

#im going to make dinner and go with whichever is winning when im done #Maybe play a lil er

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Drew some bumys for my mama.

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I'm never drawing him in anything less than one of his gf's hoodies and jeans again. fuck his bones.

#brat #booster shot #(needed to tag him sorry)

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being a hashtag cripple and wanting to play a video game is a bit like going up to a bars entrance and the bouncer demands a 30-70$ entry fee. He says it covers everything while you're in the bar and you go Cool! is the building wheelchair accessible? and he refuses to answer.

you ask one of the staff, they say they do their best to be inclusive of all peoples abilities but there's limits to what they can do, and then refuses to elaborate before walking off.

So you have to go ask the people coming out of the bar, none of them use wheelchairs so they try their best to answer but a lot of stuff is vague and uncertain. You decide to look up a review of the place, and its very clear that the building is Not accessible to people who need o2 tanks. You do not use an o2 tank. It's nice that people who do have an answer, but you still don't have yours.

You go to a different entrance to see if the other bouncer will be more helpful, and he hums and haws before saying there's a refund policy. But if you take even a second too long to figure out if you'll even be able to reach the bar, they keep your money. And if you do decide to ask for a refund, you don't just go up to the bouncer and ask for it back. you have to write a whole letter and send it off and wait a few days to get your money back, meaning you don't get to try a different place in the interim. You say ok, cool. but notice that the line to get near the bar to peruse the options is as long as your time limit. You wouldn't get to enjoy the entrance attractions at all. you'd just have to gun it there and get a completely inaccurate read on whether or not this is a place you can enjoy.

Eventually a shady guy approaches you and he says he can get you in the back for free. He says if you find it to your liking you can always back out and go pay the bouncer. It's no biggie, no one will notice.

So you follow him down an aggravatingly complex path that takes significantly longer than the line out front. And when you get in you realize you can't talk to or interact with anyone, there's multiple things you can't access because you came in through the back, some things are just outright broken, and the shady guy is trying to steal your wallet.

when you back out someone out front lectures you about using the back entrance before reporting you to the staff.

you are banned now. you wasted your entire night. you go home.

#demos are an accessibility feature

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when will my visually clear character focused RPGs that aren't farming or shop sims return from the war.

#bls. i just wanna be a guy doing shit in a fantasy world #like i dont mind farming and shop sims but i wanna go on adventure. #anyways demos are an accessibility feature and devs either need to start making them available or suck it up when their shit gets pirated

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squid mentioned the falling circus, a story I have not worked on in at least 2 years, and these immediately formed in my mind and I needed to get them drawn before I forgot them again.

anyways I finally figured out what Patron and Dancer look like.

#the falling circus is a story about a woman who kills herself and then joins a circus. #and has to figure out what her suicide based circus act should be. #i have not been able to figure out more of the story than that #anyways im never drawing ringmaster fully bc 'sequined tail coat hanging off of pupet strings' is the worst possible to draw design ever

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thank you to everyone who responded it was real helpful!

Ok. this is going to sound like a stupid question, so I need to remind everyone: I am blind. relevant to this is that I have cataracts and I can't focus my eyes and so struggle with things like text.

So. How much reading is mandatory to enjoy bg3? Like. Is it voiced/ can I mess with the font size /has anyone had luck getting screen readers to work with anypart of it?

#i think im going to pass for now #I wanted to play it on my deck while i was traveling this month/in the down time while im looking after a friend and that isnt happening #if i have to mod accessibility in

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Picking out bday gifts for loved ones is fun. bc I'm giving my mother a lovingly painted portrait of us in a cute novelty picture frame. she's a sentimental person, the painting is what she asked for, I'm including the frame bc if I don't make a joke the sentimentality will kill me. it's this genuine moment of connection for us as a mother and her adult son.

and I'm giving my lil cousins 140 pull back toy cars that make a loud whistling noise. bc it'll irritate their parents. bc fuck em. Hell reigns.