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ilikefandom · 3 years

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I’ll Pick Up Your Love

Request: Can I request a Sirius x reader where he is flirting with the reader but the reader flirts back making him flustered? If you don’t write for serius then feel free to change it to a character you’re more comfortable writing. Thank you.

Requested by: @lunnybunny12

Genre: Fluff

Synopsis: (Y/n) likes Sirius, but his flirting annoys her, so now it’s time for some payback, with fantastic reasults.

Pairing (s): Sirius Black x Fem Reader

Warnings: A kiss, PDA

A crush was a crush, no matter who it was on. And (Y/n) had a crush on Sirius Black. It wasn’t due to his constant flirting, or his cocky attitude, or even his good looks. Sirius had a soft side that only his friends saw, and, after she had become his friend, (Y/n)’s crush blossomed and grew over a few years.

In sixth year, all five of the friend group had met for a study session in the library. (Y/n) was struggling with transfiguration, as per usual when she looked up at Sirius.

Her friend was looking at her already and wiggled his eyebrows making her laugh before she looked back at her notes.

“James might be the quidditch star, but you know I’m the keeper.” Here he went, with the flirting, Sirius knew just how much it embarrassed and annoyed (Y/n).

James, who was helping (Y/n) with her notes, snickered. (Y/n) rolled her eyes and looked up at James.

Remus too attempted, poorly, to stifle a laugh. Peter just buried his head in his hands, blushing with second hand embarrassment. James gave a slight chuckle before shuffling his notes to find what he needed to help (Y/n) with.

“So, James, intention has to do with the series of movements allowing change to occur but how does setting that intention help the transfiguration work, I’m still confused.” (Y/n) said, wringing her hands.

“The intention is just willing the object to change form, it’s not necessarily necessary for every spell, however the intention translates into visualization which you do need in every spell.” James rattled off a number of transfigurations that needed intention and (Y/n) made note of them as well as she could.

“Hey, (Y/n), I know we’re not in Flitwick’s class right now but you are still charming.” Sirius commented twirling his quill in between his fingers, staring at (Y/n) again.

(Y/n) ignored him, instead focusing on writing what James had just instructed. “And after the spell is spoken do I have to maintain visualization and intention or can I let those go?”

“You should keep the visualization, but the intention only needs to be set as soon as you start the spell, once it is set the transfiguration takes over for you and all you need to do is keep visualizing and do the wand movements.” James reached back to scratch the back of his neck.

“Ok thank you James, do you need any help with charms or DADA? I have all my notes from them and I have all of my, what do you want Sirius?” (Y/n) rounded on Sirius who had just tapped her shoulder to get her attention.

“You can have the portkey to my heart.” Sirius smiled, flipping his hair and doing one of those circular head movements.

“And you are the pain in my neck.” (Y/n) rolled her eyes and stood up from the table. “I’m going to dinner, if you four luckheads want to join me feel free.”

Remus stood and placed his textbook in his bag and followed (Y/n) out of the library and the two of them made their way down to the great hall.

“You like him, don’t you.” Remus said, nonchalantly as they sat down at the Gryffindor table.

(Y/n)’s eyes went wide and she twiddled her thumbs nervously. “So what if I do, it doesn”t change anything Remus, how exactly does one get the attention of the playboy of Gryffindor?”

Remus smiled and scooped himself some scalloped potatoes. “What if you flirted back?”

“What? Like used cheesy pickup lines or… what?” (Y/n) fidgeted more at the prospect of flirting with her crush.

“The next time Sirius uses a pick up line on you, flip the script and give one back to him.” Remus had filled his plate with all of the dishes he liked and began shoveling the food into his mouth, he was always super hungry after he shifted.

It wasn’t long before (Y/n) got her chance to flirt back with Sirius, as when the other three friends joined them for food Sirius slid right beside (Y/n), bumping her elbow gently before grabbing food for himself.

“If you were a Dementor, I’d become a criminal, just to give you a kiss.” Sirius smirked, having come up with that one on his own.

“I must need occlumency, because I can’t get you out of my thoughts.” The pickup line was out of (Y/n)’s mouth before she could think. This caused Remus to look up from his food and Sirius to turn scarlet.

“Are you a horcrux ‘cause you complete me.” He retorted his voice still as confident as ever, although the blush was spreading to his neck.

“The sorting hat has spoken and he says that I belong with you.” (Y/n) saw Remus give her the thumbs up and her confidence came back as soon as she saw Sirius flush harder.

“Did someone just cast Expelliarmus, because you have me completely disarmed.” Sirius spat out, stuttering over his words, his blush turning his skin crimson.

“Did you survive Avada Kedavra? ‘Cause you’re drop dead gorgeous.” (Y/n) smiled as she brought her face closer to Sirius’.

“Ok, I’m done you win.” Sirius said as he choked on his words, his face red and his throat constricted.

(Y/n) smiled, “If I can have you in my life, Sirius Black. I won back in fourth year.”

(Y/n) leaned in and kissed Sirius’ cheek before scooping (Y/f/f) onto her plate with a satisfied grin, which grew when Sirius wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “I love you, I hope you know that.”

“I know, Black,” (Y/n) whispered to him, “I love you too.”

Author’s Note: This is my first Sirius centric story please let me know if you like this and please requet stories. I post every story I write ASAP, so your ask or request will not get eaten.

#sirius black #sirius black x reader #sirius black x you #harry potter x reader #Harry Potter #fem reader #reader is female #please request things #fluff

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sometimes-i-write-4-you · 4 years

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can you do 11 random for jj thx x

Perfect - JJ Maybank X reader

a\n: idk how i feel about this one?? i mean i guess it’s okay but it took so long and i feel like it’s not my best piece.

11: “You’re insane,” “You love me,” “Not right now I don’t.”

trigger warning: Abuse mentioning (jj’s dad), some angst, cursing.

word count: 1540

"(y\n), you gotta get to the station" Kie said, running into the restaurant. I worked for her dad. "JJ… handcuffs…" she was breath less from running here. "crap" I say, "what happened?". She didn't answer. "dad, I'll take over for (y\n), she has to go" Kie calls. "what? why?" her dad calls back. "it's JJ related" Kie answered for me. "go go go, before he insists on you staying" Kie says, pushing me out of the restaurant. "okay, okay, bye".

I sat at the police station, nervously rocking in my chair. "look, can you please stop? We're trying to work here" Deputy Shoupe says, and I stop. "sorry" I sigh. "it's okay" he says, but I think he's about to kick me out any minute. Stupid JJ.

Out of every guy I can choose on this island, I had to fall for the good-looking troublemaker that walks around with a gun. No one was willing to tell me why my insane boyfriend was sitting in the interrogation room with the sheriff. She finally walks out and I hurry inside. She doesn’t even try to stop me, it's not the first time I'm there with him.

"JJ" I call, running to hug him. his face is all beat up, but it's not fresh. I'm kissing him lightly on his lips. "aw" he mumbles. I guess the wound on his lips still hurts. Now that I know he's alive and overall okay, I can get to the serius business. "what did you do this time?" I ask. it felt more serious. He was taken from Pope's father's market, in handcuffs and everything. "this time?" he repeats. "yes, this time" I say, sitting down across from him. "look, Rafe beat the shit out of Pope for nothing, treated him like garbage-" "oh my god, JJ, did you kill Rafe?" I cut him off, "no wait I don't wanna know. Just blink if you did it" I say. He rolls his eyes. "was that a blink? JJ, DID YOU BLINK?" I say, freaking out. "no, oh my god, chill. Pope drowned Topper's boat as pay back. They hit us, we hit them" he explains. ".., and you took the fall" I understand. "well, I was the one who convinced him to do that, so it is my fault, technically, besides, he has much more to lose then me" he says. "you're insane" I say. "you love me" he says, cocky smile on his bruised lips.

"not right now I don't" I reply, getting up. "JJ, you do have something to lose" I say, and with that I leave the station. He tries to go after me, but he has to set the bail rules or whatever this is. God, he's dad must be furious. I wipe away the tears. Shit.

I sit on my bed, reading a book, but I've been stuck on the same page ever since I opened the book. I just can't focus. A knock on the door.

"holy shit, what happened to you?" I hear my sister. I run to the living room. "JJ" I call and run toward him. he looks awful. His face was covered in blood, his eyes were red, and his older wounds mixed with the new purple marks. "dear god, was this your dad?" I say, cupping his cheek. "aw" he sighs. "shit, I'm sorry" I say and take his hand to drag him to my room. We sit down on my bed, and I'm waiting for him to say something. I don't want to push him to talk about it, or explain, cause I know what happened without him saying a word.

The moment they were far from the eye, his dad must've punch him. that fucking sycho. JJ would stay over at John B's most of the time, sometimes he'll spend a night or two with me. My parents love him, even tho he's reckless, he's been nothing but good to me and they thank him for that.

"I almost killed him" he suddenly says, tear falling down his cheek. I take his hand, and he turns to me. "I really wanted to, but then I didn't. I couldn't. He's my dad and I want to kill him" JJ's voice is shaking. "hey, it's okay" I smile at him sadly, "JJ you're a good guy and he's not. That just proves it". I bring his hand to my lips and kiss it, noticing the purple and blue marks. He punched the wall or his dad. My heart breaks for him.

"I mean, what's the difference between me and my dad?" he sighs, swallowing his own spit. "he punches me, I punch people. He's-" "JJ, who do you punch?" I ask him. "Rafe, mostly, and Topper" he answers. "why do you punch them?" I ask. "because they hurt people I love" he replies.

"right, and why does your father punch you?" I ask. "because I'm a disappointment and I'm a shitty person" he answers. "no" I say, "you're not. You're an amazing person. With so much love to give, and you care about your friends and even about the monster you call dad" I smile at him. "I guess" he gives me a broken smile. I look into his eyes, and before I know it his lips meet mine, forcefully, for a moment, and as I'm about to lean back in, he stands up. "shit, I'm sorry" he says, "I should-" "sorry about what?" I sak.

"kissing you" he answers like it's obvious. "last time I checked I'm your girlfriend…" I said, confused.

"you- you are? I was- when you left, when you said you don't love me-"

"no, no, no, no, JJ, I was upset, I didn't mean it" I say, getting up and taking his hand. "JJ, I love you more than anything, I just... I was upset you didn't think about us" I sigh, standing in front of him. "you're right, shit. Jail is not a place to take your beautiful girlfriend" he says, running his hand in my hair and settle it on my cheeks. his thump rubbed my cheek, and my hand rested on his. He leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I wrap my hand around his neck and deepen the kiss, but he pulls away. "can we just cuddle?" he whispers. "yeah" I smile at him and take his hand to lead him to my bed. He lays down and I clime in after him, hugging him. his hand held mine and brought it closer to his lips. I felt his lips rub against my knuckles, hesitating, but eventually he decided to press them on the back of my hand softly.

I think we fell asleep. "(y\n)" I hear a whisper, and I can feel him turning around under my hand to face me. "hmm" i mutter, "yeah?". I lean into his chest, and he kisses my forehead. "do you think I can stay the night here?" he asks, and I agree without even asking my parents. There's no way in hell I'm letting him be anywhere else right now. JB is dealing with his own things, and JJ doesn’t need to hear his best friend crying about the royal merchant when JJ himself has problems that are honestly bigger. "I love you so much" JJ says. "I love you so much too, JJ" I whisper back, my hands wrapped around his neck and I drag myself up to reach for his lips. He meets me halfway. "you're" he says into the kiss, "so" he deepens the kiss, "perfect" he completes the sentence. My hands travel down his shirt to pull it off his body, and with a little bit of help from him we succeed. I smile into the kiss and his lips travel down my neck, one hand on my waist and the othe pulling the collar of my shirt down to clear the path for his lips. My hands travel to his jaw line to bring his lips back to mine, but just then-

"(y\n)! JJ! Dinner's ready!" my mom calls. "oh, do you think she made spaghetti? I love your mom's spaghetti" he says, tapping on my shoulder and jumping off the bed. I sigh. "I don't know, let's find out" I say, a bit insulted he ditched me so quick for food, but too be fair who knows when was the last time he ate a decent meal?

"first though, I think you'd want to put your shirt on. "right, yeah" he says, taking the shirt that was thrown on my bed. I laugh and start leaving the room. He hurries after me, and hugs my waist to kiss my cheek. I almost trip from the surprise. I take his hands in mine and tightening his grip around me. "we're finishing that later, right?" he whispers in my ear. "I'll think about it" I smirk and walk to the dining table, raising an eyebrow at him. "that's mean, you're a meanie!" he calls after me and run to the table. He gets there before me to pull the chair for me.

My boyfriend might be an insane, but he was right back at the station. I do love him.

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sumu-samu · 3 years

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“Hiya I was wondering if it’s not to much cud u maybe do a Seamus finnigan x pureblood reader where she likes him but is afraid to because he a half blood and her family and stuff (sorry if that doesn’t make sense) thanks 😊“

Pairing: Seamus Finnigan x Pure-blood!f!reader

Genre: Fluff, some angst.

Warnings: some curse words, not too many but there is still some

A.N: Here it is. Im sorry if it’s a bit all over the place. TBH I kinda pushed it and forced myself to write it. It’s not that I didn’t want to I just have a lot of school work with the holidays coming up and the end of the semester. I hope it meets your satisfactory. If not, let me know and I’ll try and rewrite it so that it does.

Being born in a pure blood family, Y/N knew that being with any one other than another pure blood was forbidden. So if she knew that then why did she feel butterflies every time she saw him smile?

She had started her fourth year with nothing else on her mind other than her studies, like she did every year. Of course this year was a bit different than the other years. With what happened at the quidditch world cup, and now the tournament. All she wanted to do was focus and get this year over with. But, when she saw him.. Something hit her heart.

Seamus Finnigan, half -blood, Gryffindor, fourth year. In the four years she’s known him, she's always thought of him as kinda a dork. He had quite the tendency to make anything and everything he touched blow up in his face. At first she found it stupid, who could have the ability to blow something up without even trying? But then it just became something he did.

“So, did anyone get cute over the summer?” Lavender Brown asked the rest of the girls. They all giggled and talked about the boys of their house and some of others, while she just stared out of the window at the star filled sky.

“Y/N, you got your eye on anyone?” They all looked over to her.

“What?” She looked away from the window. “Oh, um, no… not really.” She shrugged.

It wasn’t necessarily a lie, she really just wanted to focus on her studies, but something about the pyro-prone boy had some sort of pull on her.

She remembered what happened when her brother came home one summer and explained that he had a new half-blood girlfriend. Her parents were furious, they forced him to break up with her and forbade him to write to her, or he could leave the family. She herself really didn’t understand what was so bad about muggle borns and half-bloods, her best friend, Hermione, was a muggle born, but she knew her parents would never allow her to be with a half-blood.

After sitting in the window for a little while longer, just thinking about nothing, she began to feel sleepy. Some of the other girls had gone to bed already but others just stayed up talking about their summer and some of the guys from Durmstrang. She got up from the window and went to bed.

*Time skip: first task*

She sat in the stands, next to her friends as she looked at the arena down below her. Dragons…. The first task was dragons. It was almost like they wanted one of the students to get killed. She worried for her black haired friend, who wasn’t even supposed to be in this thing in the first place.

“Obviously no offense to Harry, but I seriously feel like Krum is going to win.” One of the boys in the year below them said.

“Oh please. Where do your loyalties lie? Harry is obviously going to get this. He’s already had experience with dragons.” Seamus said, referencing back to their first year, when Harry, Ron, and Hermione had got out to Hagrid’s hut and witnessed the birth of a dragon. “What do you think, Y/N?” He turned to her.

“OH, well. It all depends. They have four dragons, each one more dangerous than the next. And I’m assuming that they didn’t assign dragons to each competitor as it could be ruled favoritism, so they most likely have the competitor’s choose the dragons randomly, so it’s all up to chance. And if Harry got the most dangerous…” She shuddered at the thought of what might happen.

“Hey,” Seamus put his hand on her shoulder, noticing the worry in her eyes. “Harry is a very talented wizard. He's strong, He knows what to do if something goes wrong. He’ll be okay.”

“Harry also has a knack to get himself into dangerous situations Seamus, don’t forget that.” She thought back on the last four years they’ve known the famous Potter boy. Their first year, he almost died due to their possessed dark arts teacher. Their second year he almost died in the chamber of secrets, their third year, Serius Black had escaped, and there were dementors all around. During all these things she sat on the sideline, but heard about it through Hermione.

“Yeah, and he always gets himself out of it. The bastard hasn’t died yet. Come on Y/N,

have a little faith in our friend.” He tried his best to calm her down.

The first three had gotten through the task fairly easily, she had a bad feeling about

Harry’s match. They brought out the first dragon and she recognized it quickly. Hungarian Horntail. She took a deep breath, they were keeping the dragons on chains, Harry should be okay. She tried to keep a positive mind.

Harry came out and immediately summoned his broom. “Smart.” she thought. Harry was always skilled with a broom. But her positive mind had disappeared when the Horntail broke the chain and followed Harry. “Harry!” she yelled. “Oh my gods.” She put her hand over her mouth in disbelief.

“Hey it’s okay, He’ll be fine. It’s just like quidditch. You know, trying to stay away from the Bludgers and stay out of the way of the player tailing you.” Seamus put his hand on her back trying to comfort her. She knew he was trying to take the dangerous situation and try and make it seem less terrifying by comparing it to something Harry did almost every day.

“Finnigan, you and I both know this is nothing like quidditch. First off, the players tailing you don’t breathe fire, and want to eat you.” She scowled.

“Bloody hell, stop being so negative. I’m just trying to help!” He threw his hands up in frustration. Once he had turned around and started to talk with Dean instead of trying to calm her down, she felt a small pull in her chest. She knew he had only been trying to help, but she seriously couldn’t get the danger of the situation out of her head and it had seemed to distract her from that.

*Time skip: Yule Ball*

She was currently getting all dolled up for the Yule Ball, with Ginny, the youngest Weasley. Y/N was wearing a (F/C) gown, (reference), she had put her hair up in a messy sort of bun (reference). She was honestly very excited for the night, she needed to focus on getting ready, but her mind kept going back to him asking her to the dance.

“So, I… we’re friends right?” Seamus asked Y/N nervously.

“Um, yeah?” She was confused as to what had him like that.

“Well, with the Yule ball coming up… um… do you have anyone to go with yet?” He still didn’t look her in the eyes.

“No.” She shrugged. “Honestly I think I might just stay in the room alone.”

“No! Don’t do that.” He looked up to see her focused on the work she was doing.

“I mean, I don’t have anyone to go with, and it will only be a distraction.” She rolled her eyes.

“Go with me.” He blurted out without thinking much. Y/N’s brain had gone blank,she froze. Not exactly expecting him to say that. She thought he would as Lavender or someone else, once she came back to reality she felt a tickle in her stomach. “I mean, if you really don't want to then you don’t have to.”

“Okay.” she nodded with a smile.

“Wait, really?” His face lit up with joy. She gave him a nod and he ran off with a skip in his step. Running to Dean to talk about how he got the cute girl to go to the ball with him. Once he walked away she thought about what her parents would say. ‘They don’t need to know.’ she shrugged.

“Hello, Y/N?” Ginny waved her hand in front of Y/N’s face. She hadn’t even realized she had spaced out.

“Oh, sorry, Whats up Ginny?” She smiled at the young redhead next to her.

“What were you thinking about?” She asked with a tilt of her head.

“Nothing important. Let’s just hurry up.”

Once they had finished getting ready they walked out of the dorms and down the hall. They got to the stairs and saw Neville and Seamus waiting nervously. When Neville had seen Ginny he smiled and reached out his hand. But Seamus had just looked at Y/N, with awe. He didn’t move, didn’t smile, didn’t speak. Neville elbowed him in the ribs and then he finally reaches for her hand. “Hey, Neville you two go on ahead. We’ll catch up in a bit.” Seamus looked into the girls eyes, and Neville and Ginny walked off as they were told. “Hello.” He smiled.

“Oh, um, hey.” She said, cheeks turning red at how he pulled her closer.

“You… you look…. Wow…” He said, breathless and examining all of her features. She felt the warmth spread all over her face.

“We.. we should go now Seamus.” She spoke softly, afraid that if she was any louder she would embarrass herself.

He shrugged and moved away. “You need to be more confident. I don’t like this shy side of you.” He started walking away and she felt her chest get heavy. “I’m joking.” He said when he saw the look on her face. “But I don’t think there’s any reason to be all shy. Just be yourself.”

They walked into the grand hall and waited as the competitors got the first dance. And then they eventually joined in. The whole night was a mix of upbeat and slower songs. The night was going great, until one particular slow song came on.

It was getting late and Y/N was getting tired, as they danced she rested her head on Seamus’ chest and they pretty much just swayed. He lifted her up to look into her eyes. “You really do look great.” He made direct eye contact. Normally it would have made her uncomfortable but looking into his eyes gave her a weird sense of comfort. They looked into each others eyes in silence. Until he leaned down and put his lips on top of hers.

Shock ran through her body as she pushed him off. They looked at each other with wide eyes before she ran away. Seamus felt heartbroken. Not only thinking that she didn’t like him back but also afraid he had just ruined their friendship.

Y/N didn’t run back to the dorms. Instead she ran out into the courtyard. The guy she liked had just kissed her and she pushed him off her. She liked the kiss, she really did, but she didn’t want her parents to forbid her to ever talk to him. He was an art piece she could only look at, never touch. She wanted to though, She wanted to be with him, but she was scared. Scared that her family would kick her to the curb. She also felt awkward now. What would she say when he saw her again? Would she explain it? Would she just act like nothing had happened?

She went to be that night with guilt running through her veins and sadness pushing down on her chest

*Time skip: Second task*

She had been avoiding him ever since that night. She wasn’t sure what to say or to do. At this point Seamus had gotten tired of this. When he saw her at the second task he made sure to keep an eye on her so that after they had all jumped into the water he could find her easily and pull her away.

Harry was the last to jump in, writhing in pain, Neville was scared that he had killed him. Once Harry proved he wasn’t dead Seamus went to find Y/N.

“Seamus? Where are you going?” Dean asked.

“I need to find Y/N. We need to talk about something.” Was all he said before leaving.

Once he found her he grabbed her by her wrists, startling the girl. He dragged her away from the lake and to the woods nearby.

“S-Seamus?” she questioned one they stopped.

“What is going on? You haven’t talked to me since the Yule Ball. Look I get it if you don’t like me back, it’s what every, we can pretend like it never happened, but… don’t stop being my friend… please.” He looked at her with soft eyes.

“Seamus, it’s not that I don’t like you back…” She began “It’s that I do like you back…”

“That doesn’t make a lick of sense.” He said bluntly.

“It really does. I like you back, but I can’t. I shouldn’t like you back.” She looked at the ground.

He pushed her up against the tree. “Look, stop playing with me. I’m not a toy. You like me back great, let me take you to Hogsmead. You don’t like me back, fine, this never happened, make up your mind.” He looked deep into her eyes.

“I do like you Seamus. But my family…” She wanted to cry. Seeing her eyes start to water Seamus lightened up a bit.

“You’re family what?” He moved his hand to her cheek, ready to catch any tears that may fall.

“My family is full of purebloods… I-I can’t be with you. No matter how much I want to.” A single tear rolled down her face.

“Stop lying. Why would it matter?” He started to get angry again.

“I’m not lying. My family said that I am only allowed to date other purebloods. Even if I tried to date you, they’d either kick me out of the family or, forbid me from ever talking to you again. And I really like you, I don’t want to stop being friends.” She grabbed his hand.

“Y/N, give this a try. I’ll stand up for you if your family tries to take you away from me. So what? Why should my blood keep us apart? I like you, and if you really are telling the truth, then you like me. No one should get to tell you who to be with. That’s up to you and to you only.” He pulled her closer to him, taking both of her hands into his. “Let me take you to Hogsmead this weekend, please?”

“Okay.” she nodded with a smile.

“Can I kiss you again?” He asked, looking into her eyes for an answer.

“Oh… um… y-yeah… sure.” her face went red. He leaned in and put his lips on her. She didn’t push away this time. She just melted into the kiss. Her head buzzed, and her heart felt like it would burst. This is what she wanted. She’d find a way to get what she wanted and stay in the family.

“Let’s go back.” He pulled away, interlocking their hands and heading back to the lake.

#seamus finnigan #seamus finnigan x reader #Harry Potter #harry potter x reader #pureblood reader #pureblood

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ditulisdisini · 3 years

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Just Bent, Not Broken

Skoliosis (n) tulang belakang yang bengkok dengan lengkungan yang tidak normal.

Mungkin kalian pernah mendengar istilah di atas, bukan? Ya, materi sekolah dasar kelas 4, mungkin.

Aku salah satu pengidap skoliosis. 3% penduduk di dunia dan 5% penduduk di Indonesia mengalaminya. Sejauh yang kupahami, sebenarnya ini bukan penyakit, tapi kelainan. Tapi kalau dibiarkan bisa fatal juga akibatnya. Oh iya, for your information, perempuan lebih rentan terkena skoliosis, loh!

Pertama kali aku tahu bahwa aku mengidap skoliosis itu tepatnya tanggal 25 Oktober 2020. Wkwkwk cukup detail bukan tanggalnya? Bagaimana aku tidak akan mengingatnya? Aku mengetahuinya di saat yang tak terduga dan dari orang yang tak terduga pula.

Waktu itu aku mendapatkan tugas untuk mewawancarai orang nomor satu di fakultasku, kebetulan beliau memang Sp.OT(K-Spine). Aku bukan mewawancarainya sebagai dokter, tapi sebagai pemangku jabatan di fakultasku. Di tengah wawancaraku beliau tiba-tiba berujar

X: Kamu skoliosis ya?

Y: Oh, enggak, Dok. Memang seperti ini dari saya kecil

X: Iya, skoliosis itu kamu. Ya memang skoliosis itu dari kecil, nggak langsung kaya gitu

Y: Ooh gitu ya Dok, hehe

Ah sejujurnya aku sedikit terkejut waktu itu, namun yang ada di pikiranku hanyalah untuk segera menyelesaikan wawancara mengingat jadwal beliau yang padat dan susah ditemui. Aku bahkan masih menyimpan file rekaman wawancara itu. Selanjutnya aku bingung tentang apa yang harus kutulis dalam rubrikku karena rekamannya tidak sampai 5 menit, haha.

Aku tidak sendirian, kala itu aku ditemani temanku. Dia terlihat takut aku akan terluka karena mendengar hal 'tersebut'. Tapi sejujurnya aku biasa saja, tidak sakit hati. Aku juga sadar kalau fisikku memang tidak simetris; dengan atau tanpa ditanya. Hanya saja hari itu, akhirnya aku mendapatkan insight baru dari apa yang selama ini kucari-cari. Jawaban dari sesuatu yang kupertanyakan. Hari itu aku tahu bahwa ini adalah skoliosis.

Setelahnya, aku mencari tahu banyak tentang skoliosis. Mulai dari apakah skoliosis bisa disembuhkan? Bagaimana pengobatan skoliosis? Terapi skoliosis, dan lain-lain. Oh iya, mungkin ada juga yang bertanya "Apakah orang tuaku tidak menyadari hal ini atau memeriksakanku ke dokter?". Sadar, orang tuaku sadar sepenuhnya kalau fisikku berbeda dari yang lain. Mungkin mereka tidak memeriksakanku karena aku juga tidak mengeluhkan sakit apa-apa.

Sebelumnya, aku pernah dirawat di RS dan menjalani operasi pengangkatan tumor ginjal saat masih duduk di bangku kelas 2 SD. Mungkin orang tuaku juga memikirkan biaya yang tidak sedikit kalau akan memeriksakanku dan kemungkinan diopname lagi di RS. Bagaimanapun, aku sayang mereka ❤️

Sebenarnya yang kurasakan bukan hanya postur tubuhku yang miring, tetapi juga otot leherku yang pendek sebelah. Aku bertanya, "Apakah skoliosis dapat memengaruhi leher?". Sampai pagi itu, aku menemukan sebuah jurnal yang membahas keadaan yang kurasakan pada leherku. 25 Januari 2021, aku tahu bahwa ini disebut tortikolis.

Tortikolis (n) gangguan pada otot leher (sternokleidomastoid) yang mengakibatkan kepala miring.

Semakin besarlah keinginanku untuk pergi ke dokter. Awalnya aku bingung, harus kemana berkonsultasi? Ke rumah sakit, kah? Ke klinik, kah? Setelah berpikir lama, kuputuskan untuk datang pada orang yang kuwawancarai 25 Oktober lalu, orang yang pertama kali mendiagnosisku, karena aku juga percaya bahwa beliau adalah dokter yang baik.

18 Februari 2021 aku pergi ke tempat beliau praktik. Aku mendapat antrean nomor 4. DEG-DEGAN BANGETTT SERIUS. Aku ditemani sahabatku, kuajak dia banyak bicara untuk menghilangkan gugupku. Sekian menit berlalu, namaku dipanggil oleh perawat dan aku pun masuk ke dalam ruangan. Ya Allah serius masih deg-degan berhadapan sama beliau.

“Apa keluhannya, Mbak?”, tanya beliau memulai anamnesis.

“Skoliosis, Dokter”, jawabku.

“Kapan pertama kali tahu kalau skoliosis?”

“Baru-baru ini, Dokter”

“Baru-baru ini kapan?”

“Oktober 2020, Dok”

Ah sepertinya Oktober 2020 bukan waktu yang bisa dibilang “baru-baru ini”. Ya sudahlah biarkan wkwk.

“Kapan pertama kali mens?”

“14 tahun, Dokter”

Setelah beberapa pertanyaan itu, perawat menyuruhku untuk membuka baju. Astaghfirullah, waktu itu aku sedang tidak memakai kaos dalam juga AHAHAHAH MALUUUU. Kemudian aku disuruh membungkuk, mengangkat tangan, dan diraba juga punggungku (merasa ternodai bagian satu). Selesai. Aku disuruh memakai baju lagi. Lalu beliau menuliskan sesuatu yang ternyata berisi diagnosis awal dan rontgen yang harus kujalani.

Diagnosis awal: Adolescent Idiopathic Scoliosis

Foto scoliosis, cervicalthoracolumbosacral, ap/ lateral erect, banding kanan kiri

Begitulah kira-kira tulisan yang ada di kertas yang beliau berikan.

Besoknya, 19 Februari 2021 aku pergi ke tempat rujukan dari dokter untuk melakukan rontgen. Aku pergi sendiri. Di meja depan petugasnya meminta surat rujukan dokter dan membacanya, kemudian menunjukkan padaku price list-nya. Biaya untuk rontgen yang harus kujalani adalah Rp.660.000, YaAllah kaget :) Tapi ya sudahlah.

Aku digiring menuju tempat rontgen dan disuruh berganti dengan pakaian yang telah disediakan; tidak boleh memakai pakaian dalam. Tapi waktu itu celana dalamku diperkenankan untuk tetap dipakai, sih. Radiologisnya menyuruhku memosisikan tubuhku sesuai arahan. Ya Allah bajunya melorot-melorot (merasa ternodai bagian dua). Petugas mengatakan bahwa hasilnya akan keluar malam hari, tapi tidak apa kalaupun diambil di hari berikutnya.

Aku sudah mengambil hasilnya. Lengkap dengan diagnosis dari dokter Sp.Rad juga. 23 Februari 2021, aku kembali mendatangi dokter yang pertama untuk menunjukkan hasil rontgen. 55° kurva cervicothoraks dan 25° kurva thorakolumbal, dan dokter menyarankan operasi :)

#skoliosis #scoliosis #scoliosisstory

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ainstgirl · 6 years

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The Stranger at the bar (1)

Summary: the reader works in a restaurant as a waitress, she has a pretty normal life until a stranger sits at the bar, they start talking and the spark goes off, both hide something, what will happen when the secrets come to light? I'm very bad with summaries, just give it a try.

Pairing(s): Chris Evans x Reader

Here you were another night in front of Molly’s restaurant door , you didn’t imagine you were going to end up being a waitress but life goes around and here you were… another night more at work, it was Sunday night so the restaurant was full, it was going to be a long night. “Are you still hooked on the Kardashian reality show?” you ask Mark when you see images of Kim Kardashian leaving his hotel on the television of the bar. “have you seen them?” he asks as if that said everything. Mark works at the bar, both of you started working at the same time so you’re good friends. “they can’t go outside without being followed, it’s crazy” You don’t know how they keep their eyes open with so much flash. “the paparazzis are only doing their job” Mark starts to say but he stops when he sees your face “okay, okay, I have to keep working” he says raising his hands in surrender mode.

“you dont like paparazzis?” A man sitting at the bar asks you. “If someone were to chase me through the streets and take pictures, it would be harassment, but if someone is famous, it’s not harassment, but someone doing his job” you say cleaning the bar, you look up from the bar to see the stranger. The first thing you see is his blue eyes, but what catches your attention are his eyelashes they are almost as long as yours, and have had to use two layers of mascara. The next thing that catches your attention was his beard, normally you don’t like men with beards but he looks good, makes him even more attractive. "It's the price of fame" he says taking a sip of his beer. "it's not worth it to me" the stranger looks up from the beer, seems surprised by your answer so you continue "I think it's only worth it if you really love what you do and don't do it for the money" you say watching the tv. "almost everyone I know wants to be famous" he takes another drink before continuing "fame, money ..." "well not me" you say with a smile "do you want another one?" you point to the beer. "yes please" He answers, so you open another one for him "Don't you want to be famous then?" "No, I'm happy as I am, plus I don't have any talents" "I'm sure you have hidden talents" "Of course I have them" You approach a little as if you were going to tell a secret. Damn it, he even smells good "I can clean all the tables in the bar in less than two minutes, don't tell anyone" you say winking. "they need you at the tables" Mark says approaching you "I take care of him" "duty calls me" you say coming out of the bar. "thanks for the talk" his eyes move to your chest "Y/N" he adds reading your name. You smile at him before going to the tables area. When you get to the table that you had to attend you can't help but look towards the bar, the man was still there with his eyes fixed on you, you can’t avoid blushing. "What is today's special? "says a client making you come back to reality.

"Orange chicken with mashed potatoes" you say. "I'll take that, thanks" you take note and on your way to the kitchen your eyes are searching for a certain man with blue eyes at the bar, but he's no longer there. "this is for you" Mark says when he sees you. "why?" You say taking the 50$ he offers you. "the man at the bar has left it, your tip" he says. "I've only served him one beer" you say without being able to believe it. "Then it's your lucky night, go and buy something nice" Mark says with a wink.

Why did he give you so much money? it doesn't matter, you probably won't see him again so you keep the money and decide not to think about him for the rest of the night.

Friday night, everyone is looking forward to the weekend, that must be because they don’t work on the weekends, but for you, it is when there is more work. Also the weekends reminds you of the little social life you have, your routine is to go for a run, shower, make food and go to work, day after day, you sometimes agree to go out with Mark and his boyfriend or girlfriend of the moment for a drink but after being all day working you just want to get home to rest. "ready for tonight?" Mark asks you when you enter the restaurant. "What are the chances that no one will come tonight?" you say yawning. "very few but don't lose faith" he says with a smile "Come on, cheer up, then we can go and have something to drink" "sorry i cant, i have plans" you say. "wait whaat? with who?" he ask confussed. "with my bed, Tomorrow is sunday and I have a double shift" you explain. "Okay, but next week I don't want excuses, you're coming, period" he says serius this time. "fine, I'm going to change before people arrive" you say surrendering.

The restaurant was full and you were short staffed so you have to run from one table to another to take note of the orders. "Hi, do you know what you want tonight?" you say without taking your eyes off the notebook. "yeah, I want the special of the house please" that voice sounds familiar, When you look up, your eyes meet with his blue eyes. "emm... great" Why are you suddenly nervous? "Do you want something to drink?" You say trying to calm down. "a beer please" he adds. "I will take the same but i'll drink water" says the woman who accompanies him. "I'll bring the drinks right away" you can’t help but wonder who is the girl "your beer and your water" you say leaving the drinks on the table. "thanks Y/N" he says. Hearing your name from his lips produces a sensation in your boddy that you didn't expect. "emm yeah... the food will take 10 minutes" you say trying to calm your heartbeat. "good" he says with a smile, even his teeth are perfect, great. "good" you repeat without realizing it "I mean, I think it's good that it seems good to you" you say trying to fix it " I think they call me at another table"

"Isn't that the man form the other night?" Mark ask you with a smile on his face. "yeah" you say covering your face. "If he gave you 50$ for a beer then who knows what he will give you today for the whole dinner" He says strangely excited. "Mark...." you start to say. "it's clear that he likes you" he says. "don't say that" you say looking around. "why? it's true, since he has arrived he's been looking at you, look, he is doing it right now" he says and you feel how your cheeks turn red. "god... Maybe he wants to ask for something more to..." you where about to say drink when Mark adds. "yeah your number" "shut up..." you hit his arm " i mean he's cute" you say biting your lip. "cute? You know I'm with Martha but even I'm attracted to him, don't tell her tho..." "Mark!" you laugh "he's with a girl as you can see" "maybe she's a family member or a friend, she doesn't seem mad at him for not taking his eyes off you" he says looking towards the table "Mark focus more on serving drinks and less on my love life" you say sticking out your tongue. "okey I give up but If i was you i'll asked for his number" he says serius this time. "I'm going to take the food before you start drooling all over it" You say taking the tray from the kitchen

"here you have it, Do you need something else?" You say when you get to the table. "We are fine, thanks" he answers looking at you with those blue eyes. "well...If you need anything, do not hesitate to call me" You say before you go back to the bar. "he just looked at your ass" Mark says when you leave the tray. "Mark, stop it" You say red. "listen to me, write your number on a napkin and give it to him" he says giving you a napkin. "are you crazy?" "You have nothing to lose!" he adds giving you a pen. "if it's so easy, why haven't you ever done it?" you put a hand on your waist. "because they are the ones who give it to me" he says winking. "i hate you" You say trying to be serious. "no you dont" he says smiling "look, It seems that he needs something"

"have you finished?" You say biting your lip, it's something you always do when you're nervous. "yes, it was very good" the woman says. "Do you want something for dessert?" you ask. "what do you recommend us?" the man says looking at you. "well...You can't go wrong with chocolate cake and vanilla ice cream" It’s your favorite dessert. "that sounds incredible, two of those please!" he says. Now he is the one who bites his lip. "I'll bring it right away" you say not without first moving your gaze to his lips.

After the dessert the man and the woman leave, and they give you 80$ tip. "You haven't given him your number?" Mark asks you when he sees they are gone. "Of course not, that only happens in the movies" you say. "Who doesn't risk doesn't win" and that phrase is the same one that he tells you the next 3 times in which that man sits in your section. Every night you talk about little things while you bring him the drinks. Every night he came with a different companion, every night except today.

"the usual?" you say with a smile. "Today I want pizza" He was dressed casually in a NASA hat. "You come alone and ask for something different, interesting" you say writing it down. "so you have noticed me" Now it's he who smiles while you die of shame. "This is the fourth time you had come in a week" you explain. "the food is good" he says. "yeah is not that good" you say serving his beer "I bring you the pizza right now" "Actually ... I wanted to ask you something" He says before you leave. "we still have chocolate cake, don’t worry" He always asks for the same dessert. "no... i mean love that cake but i was wondering if you know..." He says touching his cap, it's something he does when he's nervous, how can you know him so well just by serving his food? "i actually dont know ..." You say trying to understand what he wants. "do you have a boyfriend? If not, would you like to have a drink afterwards?" He says leaving you in shock. "You're asking me on a date?" "no? i mean yes, unless you're going to say no, in that case I'm not asking you on a date" he says with a nervous smile. "are you a murderer?" you aks. "not yet at least" he jokes. "okay then, I finish my shift in one hour" you say nervous. "What if I wait for you while I eat that chocolate cake?" that makes you laugh. "sure" You were going to go for his food when you stop "By the way, I don't know your name" "ohh yeah..." He stops before continuing "i'm Robert" "Well Robert, I'll bring you the food right now" you say without being able to hide the smile.

"and that smile? something has happened?" Mark says as soon as he sees you. "Maybe a certain girl has a date with a certain guy at the table" You say as if nothing. "have you finally dared?" he seems surprise, and he should, you would never have had the courage to do it. "no... he did it but i said yes so..." you say as if that counted. "When is the date?" he ask. "in an hour" you say biting your lip. "didn't you say that tomorrow you worked?" you had forgotten about that. "You're right, I should cancel it" you say. "No way, I'll do your turn and you'll do mine" he says saving you. "really? would you do that?" you cant help but hugh him. "yeah!! you need to have fun" he says. "you're the best" you say with a smile. "i know" he winks at you making you laugh, he was your best friend and you were happy to have him in your life.

The next hour is eternal, you attend all the tables and help at the bar, you can feel Robert's eyes every time you come near his table. You were really going to do it, you're going out with a client, someone you don’t know. You always told Mark that it's not safe to go out with strangers every time he flirted with a client, but here you were, ignoring your own advice. Yeah, a few customers had asked for your number but you weren't interested on them, but Robert transmits something to you, security, he had something that caught your attention, apart from his physical, obviously.

You look at yourself in the mirror before you approach his table, It wouldn't be the first time you go to a table with ketchup in the face. "Here is the bill" you say leaving it on the table "and do not even think about giving me a tip" "really?" He says raising an eyebrow, he doesn't know if you are being serius but your face says it all so he doesn't insist. "we are going to close so you can wait for me at the exit in 5 minutes?" you say "Unless you have changed your mind" you add before he can answer you. "no way, I'll wait for you outside, don't hurry" He says leaving some bills on the table before getting up from the table and leaving.

"What are you doing here?" Mark says when he sees you cleaning the tables. "i work here?" You say the obvious. "but you have a hot dude waiting for you outside" "I have to finish cleaning the tables Mark" "I'll finish it, go now!" "I can’t let you do that" you say. "ohh... it's not for free, you have to tell me everything tomorrow, go" "thank you" you say giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Y/N" you were about to leave when Mark calls you "He doesn’t look like a psychopath, but if something happens, don’t hesitate to call me okay?" He says serious this time. "you're the best" Mark is your best friend and you can not be more grateful to have him in your life. "Have fun" you hear him say before closing the door.

As soon as you close the door your heart accelerates, what were you going to do? what if there's no chemistry? and what if he only wants sex? All those questions were around your head when you see him, leaning on a car, he was playing with his NASA cap when he sees you and he smiles, and that's all you need to erase those questions from your mind. "Hey" you say with a smile, how are you supposed to greet him? Maybe a simple hello would have been a better option. "hey" he laughs "what do you want to do?" "can we go for a walk?" "sounds perfect" you both started walking without really knowing what to talk about. "Do you do this often?" you say breaking the silence. "walk?" he jokes. "yeah walk" you say with irony "Ask a waitress on a date" "the truth is that this is the first time" he says with his hands in his pockets. "I feel special" you say with a smile. "you should" he laughs "I'm sure it happens to you very often" He says looking at you with those blue eyes. "Sometimes, but I never say yes" you say lifting your shoulders. "now i feel special" he says with a hand in the heart. "you should" you say hitting his shoulder, Maybe you shouldn't have hit him, you barely know him, whay if he thinks you're weird? you start thinking but then, you see Robert smile, a real smile, not a shy or false one. "so... Are you from Boston Robert?" you ask. "Yes, and you? I have never seen you around here" "No, but I moved here this year and the truth is that I love Boston" you say without wanting to go into details.

"you want ice cream?" He says seeing a ice cream shop in the opposite street. "You just ate a huge piece of chocolate cake and ice cream, how are you still hungry?" you say without being able to believe that he's hungry. "As far as I know, you haven't eaten anything this night and what better than ice cream" he explains. "I love ice cream" you confess. "great because I'm starving" he says. "really?" you can’t believe him. "I’m a big boy that likes food" He says opening the ice cream shop door so you can go first. "Okey, important question, what is your favorite ice cream?" You say looking at the ice cream options. "vanilla and cookies" he says. "mine too, I'm sorry but this is not going to work, I can not risk that you eat my ice cream, i just cant" you joke. "at least we have tried" he says doing as he wipes his tears. "Hi, what ice cream do you want?" says an older man from the counter. "can i have a vanilla and cookies ice cream in a medium cup please" you say. "the same for me but in a big cup" Robert adds with a smile.

You sit at one of the local tables while you eat the ice cream. You and Rob talk about nonsense, what is your favorite color... what would you prefer, go naked for a day or that everyone knows what you always think, The truth is that you were having a good time, you don’t know why you were so nervous, Robert seems like a good man. "And what do you do, Robert?“ you aks. "i'm... i.. well" he coughs "you know a boring office job" "It sounds fascinating" you say with irony "We'd better go, that man must be waiting for us to leave so he can close" you say when you see the time it was. "time flies when you have good company" he says making you blush "okay, let's go" "Actually, give me a minute" You say getting up and approaching the counter to talk to the owner "Hi, I'm sorry to bother you but can you prepare a big number 3 menu to take away please?" you ask and he agrees. Robert raises an eyebrow when he sees you coming with the bag to the door "Are you still hungry?" he asks. you just smile before going by his side "come on, it's late" you say. Robert continues to have that look of curiosity until he sees you stop in front of a homeless man. "Hi Logan" you greet him. "my guardian angel" he says when we sees you. "I bring you food and water, I'm sure you haven't eaten today" He shakes his head, grabbing the bag. "he's your boyfriend?" Logan asks and you laugh. "No no, he's my friend Robert" you say introducing him. "Hi" Robert says. "Logan is late and we have to leave, tomorrow if I can I'll bring you soup from the restaurant" you say. "Thanks angel" Logan says before start eating.

"do you do that often?" Rob asks you. "Whenever I can, if you can do something good for someone, why not do it?" you say lifting your shoulders. "The world would be better with more people like you" He says looking at you intensely. "You've known me for a few hours" You say trying to hide your red cheeks. "I don't need more time to know that you are a good person" The way he looks at you makes you feel butterflies in your stomach. "You don't have to accompany me to the car, I can go alone" "No way, I'm a gentleman" Robert puts a hand on his chest making himself offended. The ride to your car is short, you don’t want tonight to end but you are tired of working all day. "I had a great time tonight" You say leaning on your car. "me too Y/N" he says playing with his cap "since we both have had a good time, what do you think if we have a real date tomorrow?" "sounds good" you say biting your lip. "Tomorrow at 8?" he says looking at your lips. "perfect" part of you wants him to kiss you, you're looking forward to it, but on the other hand you don't want this to go too fast, you really like him. He comes a little closer to you and your body is already trembling with desire. "Be careful on the way home" he says kissing your cheek "i'll see you tomorrow" "good night" You say entering your car. You can’t help but smile, you didn’t expect to have a date with the mysterious man, that's what you and Mark called him, but you can’t wait to see him again tomorrow.

MASTERLIST

This is the first chapter of my new series, I hope you like it.

Part 2 - A Real date.

#chris evans #chris evans fanfiction #chris evans fanfic #chris evans x reader #chris evans imagine #marvel fanfic #marvel #MARVEL FANDOM #steve rogers #steve rogers x reader #fanfic #celebrity fanfiction #Ainstgirl #chris evans x y/n #chris evans x you #fic

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sunnycatuwu · 5 years

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♡ Soft Q & A ♡

I was tagged by lovely @berryminnie <3

what’s the smell of your shampoo?

Ah-- I'm not sure. I used to use nettle shampoo, and chocolate one, and orange one tbh... now i use without smell

what’s your aesthetic?

Cats, the sun, laugh, earphones, blue and yellow color, milk chocolate, sweet black tea, trees, motivation, crowns, weapons, curly short hair, warmth, blue sky, movies about apocalypse, horrors, rom coms, cheap books, book shop, sea, bedroom, hugs, smiles, thunderstorm.

what’s your favourite time of the day? why?

Ahh, depends on the day. I like to watch dawns but i tend to sleep until 1pm. I like nights and late evenings. Everytime is great if the day is great, everytime is bad if the day is bad xD

what do you like most about the beach?

E v e r y t h i n g. The sun + the sand + a sea = the heaven for me. Even if it's not warm, sea sounds make me feel relaxed. I enjoy watching waves even if the weather is bad.

what do you worry about constantly?

Socialisation. It's really hard for me to communicate with people and feel confident. I tend to overthink every possible thought if i've done something wrong what they've thought of this.

what song have you cried to?

Hhhh... one song of an anime character. It's complicated, okay?! Don't judge me x-x

what are some relaxing tips for your followers?

Lean down, turn on the music and listen to it. Listen and let it carrying you.

what are the things that make you tear up?

Oh, i'm actually a soft persons when it comes to animals and their suffering... I cry because they can't protect themselves and i can't help them ТТ.ТТ

what are your favourite things from each sense?

sight - being able to see people that i love

sound - i believe it's the most essential for me. I couldn't live without music or nature sounds.

touch - petting my cat ♡~♡

taste - tea, milk chocolate, chicken

smell - sea, forest~

what is one alternative reality you’d like to be in?

Katekyo hitman reborn but i'm not sure i'd like it xD Any alternate reality that will guarantee me a boyfriend, honestly

one scene from a book that makes you really sad?

WARNING! SPOLERS

One of the recent is the funeral scene from the fault of our stars. Another one is Fred's death from Harry Potter. I also was extra sad because of Serius death but Fred's death was described very emotional.

say something to your followers?

I LOVE EACH OF YOU, YOU'RE VERY PRECIOUS!!! I WISH U HAPPINESS AND LOVE AND U SHOULD FEEL CONSTANT SUPPORT!!!!! I L O V E Y O U ♡♡♡

I tag @littlecoffeecake @jinglesungie and i guess everyone else’ve done this...

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trulymadlysydney · 7 years

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DRUNK TEXTS BEING EXTRA TELLING HIM HOW MUCH U LOVE AND MISS HIM

Harry / You

-Harryyy!!!!!!

-Well hello to you too, love.

-I miss you-A lot-Like…. a LOT

-I miss you too, love x

-NO LIKE-A HOLE LTO-*LOT-ALSO *WHOLE

-I’m assuming girls night went well then ;)

-What makesyou say tha t?

-Oh, nothing. Just a hunch.-You drinking water, bug?

-YEah-I like when you call me bug :))))

-Was that sarcasm?

-NO!!!-I’m serius. It. makes me happy -”bug” like ITS CUTE -Don’t judge me!!!!!!!!!

-Wouldn’t dream of judging you, love.

-There you go again with the pet names!!!-You freakin CUTEY-I think i spelled that wron-cutie

-Your spelling tonight is impeccable.

-THANK you its from all the maragaritas :))))

-Oh, margaritas tonight, huh?-Sounds delicious

-Wanna lick it of you

-Hmm?

-Wanna like a margs off your tummy

-Oh yeah? Think I might like that.-Could I lick one off of yours then too?

-YEAH-Can you come back home to me now?

-Only a few more weeks, baby. You know that.

-But I miss you :(:(-You should be drink with me-Drink-DRINK

-Drunk?

-YES thats what i meant

-I figured ;)

-I’m sleepy

-You should sleep, love.-You’re not driving are you?

-NO i’m at y/bff/n’s house-Everyone’s asleep-The couch is crunchy

-Crunchy, huh?

-YEAH it feels crunchy

-Odd choice of words, and yet I know exactly what feeling you’re referring to.

-SEE?! I’m smart-Come cuddle me :(

-Will you do me a favor, love?

-YeaH

-Will you take a sip of water for me?

-I just did like five minutes who-*ago-Fukc, autocorrect makes me look drink-*dRUNK-i should just stop

-Take another sip for me, will you?

-I don’t have another margarita :(

-I meant of water.

-OH

-Do it for me?

-HOLD YOUR HORSES HARRY STYLES I’M DOING IT-Can I call you?

-You’re not going to wake anyone else up are you?

-Youre so thoughtful -I love you-But I want t hear you :(

-You can call me, love-Just be quiet okay?-Y/n?…….-You’re asleep aren’t you?-God you’re adorable.-Sleep well, love. Call me in the morning. Hopefully the hangover isn’t too bad. x

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zarlieniel · 3 years

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▏𝐉𝐞 𝐭'𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐫 ▏

a marauder x reader series (upcoming)

in which the marauders meet a y/n l/n a girl from beauxbatons who's apparently competing for the Triwizard Tournament.

main masterlist

▏choose your own ending

▏fluff

#harry potter #harry potter x reader #james potter x reader #james x y/n #james fluff #remus lupin x reader #remus lupin x y/n #remus lupin fluff #serius black x reader #serius black x y/n #serius black fluff #marauders x reader #marauders x y/n #marauders imagine

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anggafauzan · 7 years

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Tes Substansi LPDP Luar Negeri 2017

Halo !

Aku mau berbagi nih soal pengalamanku dalam tes substansi LPDP di Jakarta 1 yang kesemua ujiannya dilaksanakan dalam satu hari. Wuih, dari pagi sampe sore beneran. Satu kata : menarik !

Langsung aja nih, jadi mengenai ujiannya, ada beberapa:

1. Essay on the Spot. Ada dua topik yang sama-sama filosofis tentang Indonesia, dan aku akhirnya memilih topik pertama yakni bagaimana menjaga Keutuhan NKRI. Mengingat dari writing IELTS, aku menulis dengan skema Introduction-Problems-Solutions. Simpel kok.

2. Leaderless Group Discussion. Agak zonk nih karena sebelum tes, selama 15 menit kelompok LGD kami berkumpul dan atur strategi untuk siapa yang bicara duluan, bagaimana mekanisme bicaranya, dan sebagainya. Eh pas pelaksanaan, yang ngomong duluan malah orang lain. Diskusi pun saut-sautan, ga urut dan ga rapi. Di sini yang jadi tantangan soal bagaimana aku bisa menyampaikan pendapat dengan baik yakni dengan angkat tangan, dan membatasi diri dengan bicara hanya dua kali. Btw temanya soal Academic Cheatting. Soal cara bicara sih sederhana sebenernya, kayak diawali dari kenalan, apresiasi pendapat orang, lalu sampaikan pendapat dengan efektif dengan skema problems-solutions dengan batasan 1-2 menit bicara. Selanjutnya, soal cara menyimak, pastikan ga asik sendiri buat nulis. Saya sih dalam menyusun ide bikin mindmap, lalu menulis nama tiap peserta beserta ide2 inti mereka, dan menatap mereka dengan penuh perhatian *cieee* tiap siapa yang bicara!

3. Wawancara. Masa ini antara deg-deg an dan enggak, karena waktu tunggunya cukup lama, sekitar 4,5 jam antara tes terakhir dengan tes wawancara ini. Nah, soal konten wawancara ini menarik dan aku mau berbagi dengan lumayan detail soal daftar pertanyaan dan jawabanku. Sebelumnya, soal bagaimana aku menyiapkan ini tuh lebih serius daripada ujian yang lain (bahkan gw ga latihan nulis essay samsek dong:(. Sehari pun bisa latian wawancara lima kali, nyiapin FAQ sampai 100++ soal dan jawaban full english, nemu hot document dan lain lain. OK lanjut. Jadi wawancaranya campur, indo dan inggris. 30% English, 70% Indo. Yang English tentang studi aja sih sama perkenalan di awal. Tapi, ini kutulis semua di bahasa indo aja ya. Karena ada tiga pewawancara, kutulis X Y Z, dan aku kutulis A yak, Okay? *kurang lebih kontennya seperti di bawah ini

X: Coba kenalkan tentang diri kamu, keluarga kamu, dan tujuan kamu studi.

A: Nama saya Angga Fauzan, saya lulus dari DKV ITB di tahun 2016 dan kini mendaftarkan diri di Design and Digital Media, Edinburgh University. Saya berasal dari Boyolali, Jawa Tengah. Keluarga saya terdiri dari Ayah yang bekerja sebagai pengrajin, Ibu yang bekerja sebagai penjual gorengan, dan adik perempuan yang kini SMP. Saya punya sedikit cerita tentang pendidikan saya. Sejak lulus SD, orangtua saya mendorong saya agar mendaftar di sekolah yang dekat namun saya enggan, akhirnya saya nekat bersekolah di SMP favorit di kota saya. Setelah lulus, orangtua saya meminta saya untuk tak perlu melanjutkan sekolah. Tapi saya menjelaskan bahwa pendidikan amat penting. Akhirnya saya mendaftar sendiri di saat pendaftar lain datang bersama keluarga dan teman. Saya pun diterima, dan mendapatkan 14 piagam kejuaraan seperti desain poster, pidato, mading, dan sebagainya...

X: Maaf, boleh tolong bicaranya diperlambat sedikit?

A: Okay, pak. Hehe. Usai lulus SMA, orangtua saya kembali melarang saya untuk melanjutkan studi karena berkuliah apalagi di ITB sangat mahal. Terlebih lagi, saya adalah siswa pertama yang memilih ITB dari SMA N 3 Boyolali. Namun saya tetap ingin kuliah, dan meskipun di percobaan pertama masuk ITB saya gagal, saya tidak menyerah dan mencoba lagi hingga berhasil dengan beasiswa Bidikmisi. Di ITB, saya bergabung di beberapa organisasi, saya pernah menjadi ketua Pemilu Raya KM-ITB dan membangun Boyolali Bergerak bersama kawan-kawan saya ketika saya di tingkat empat. Terakhir, kami membuat sebuah TPA di Boyolali, kami membuka donasi dan mendapat 10 juta dalam dua hari pertama. Setelah lulus, saya bekerja di Qlue Smartcity sebagai Brand Strategist. Qlue sendiri adalah startup yang mengembangkan platform smartcity di Indonesia, salahsatunya di DKI Jakarta.

X: Apakah kamu membawa portfolio kamu?

A: Ya, Pak. Saya membawa tiga dokumen. Pertama, adalah dokumentasi aktivitas saya, kedua adalah portfolio karya saya, dan yang ketiga adalah dokumen pendukung yang menunjukkan data-data bahwa kampus tujuan saya adalah pilihan yang tepat seperti Silabus, APBN, LoA,Edinburgh, Email, dan sebagainya.

X: (membuka portfolio karya). Ini buatan kamu?

A: Ya, Pak. sebagian ada yang karya bersama, namun yang itu karya saya.

X: Sejak kapan kamu suka visual art?

A: Sejak kecil saya suka menggambar Pak, dan ketika saya SMA, saya ngajarin adik saya nggambar bareng, Kemudian dia ikut sebuah kompetisi nasional dan mendapat juara dua. Kami berdua memang sama-sama suka visual art.

X: Kamu suka ikut lomba nggambar ya?

A: Iya, pak. Dari SD saya ikut lomba menggambar namun masih kalah. namun saya nggak berhenti buat suka ngegambar. awalnya, kedua orangtua saya melarang saya untuk menggambar karena boros untuk membeli peralatannya seperti krayon dan lainnya. Untuk itu, saya biasa mengumpulkan uang saku untuk membeli perlengkapan menggambar. Akhirnya, saya dan adik saya bisa memenangkan berbagai kompetisi berkat hobi menggambar kami. sejak saat itulah kami diperbolehkan untuk terus menggambar.

X: Ketika kuliah kamu suka ikut lomba juga?

A: Ya, Pak. Saya pernah memenangkan photographic competition yang diadakan oleh PPI Jepang dan mendapatkan juara 3. Selain itu, saya juga mengontribusikan kemampuan saya di bidang desain di beberapa organisasi seperti menjadi kepala divisi kreatif di Aku Masuk ITB 2014.

X: Jadi kamu lulus di tahun 2016? Apa yang kamu lakukan setelah lulus?

A: Ya, pak. Jadi, sebelum wisuda, ada jangka waktu 2 bulan. Saya mengambil kesempatan magang di kemenristekdikti selam tiga bulan, kemudian bekerja di Badan Ekonomi Kreatif hingga akhir 2016. Lantas, bekerja di Qlue Smartcity hingga sekarang.

X: Lalu kenapa kamu ingin melanjutkan studi di jenjang yang lebih tinggi?

A: Jadi, begini pak. Presiden kita menargetkan di tahun 2019, Indonesia bisa mendatangkan 20 Juta Wisatawan Asing. Kemudian, Menteri Pariwisata Indonesia mengatakan bahwa Pariwisata akan jadi tulang punggung ekonomi baru Indonesia di masa depan. Selain itu, berdasarkan peraturan pemerintah tentang otonomi daerah, dijelaskan bahwa tiap daerah di Indonesia harus bisa mandiri di ekonomi, salahsatunya lewat pengoptimalan pariwisata lokal. Di sini, saya melihat potensi pariwisata Indonesia. Selain itu, saya juga ingin melanjutkan Tugas Akhir saya di ITB mengenai tourism yakni Travel Journal of Bandung. Untuk itu, saya ingin meningkatkan skill saya di bidang tourism Branding. Oleh karena itu, XXX

X: (liat-liat berkas di form pendaftaran saya di laptopnya) Hm.. jadi kedua orangtua kamu nggak sekolah ya?

A: Ya, Pak. Tadi pagi saya pun menelpon ibu saya dan beliau sangat mendukung dan yakin insyallah saya bisa.

Y: Angga tadi menunjukkan di dokumentasi kegiatannya bahwa kegiatan kamu sangat banyak, prestasi kegiatannya sangat banyak. Pasti ada satu titik keberhasilan kamu yang besar, nah bagaimana cara kamu mencapai tiitk keberhasilan itu?

A: Saya mau cerita Bu saat saya menjadi ketua First Movement ITB 2012. Jadi ini merupakan suatu kepanitiaan yang dibentuk oleh mahasiswa baru ITB 2012, saya menjadi salahsatu ketua kelompok. Tiap ketua kelompok di OSKM dikumpulkan, dan ditanya siapa 10 orang yang merasa paling bertanggungjawab terhadap Indonesia, saya angkat tangan, dan akhirnya terkumpullah 10 orang ini. Saya pun dipilih jadi ketua. Nah disinilah masalahnya. Saya sebagai anak baru dari desa yang tak paham banyak, kemudian di sisi lain, uang saku dari orangtua untuk satu semester saat itu sekitar 700 ribu. Jadi saya tak pernah dapat uang bulanan dari ortu, paling 400 500 700 ribu untuk satu semester dan bergantung banyak dengan bidikmisi. Nah, saat itu uang bidikmisi belum turun. Jadi saya harus benar-benar menghemat uang makan saya. Seringkali malam saya lapar banget namun nggak bisa jajan karena kalau saya makan malam ini, besok saya nggak makan. makannya harus dihemat sebaik mungkin. Ditambah lagi, tugas di TPB FSRD sangat mahal dan banyak, saya sering begadang untuk mengerjakannya. Belum lagi, adanya kaderisasi FSRD hingga malam. Bagi saya, beberapa hal ini susah saya kendalikan semuanya untuk membagi waktu, uang, dan sebagainya. Jujur, saya pernah meninggalkan kepanitiaan tersebut selama beberapa minggu karena saya berpikir bahwa saya gabisa. teman-teman pun pada nyariin, mulai nggak respek, dan ketika ngumpul pun suka pada ngobrol sendiri. di sinilah titik terbawah saya ketika saya berpikir bahwa saya nggak bisa jadi pemimpin. sehabis itu, presiden KM-ITB saat itu mengajak saya ngobrol, namanya Anjar Dimara Sakti. saat itulah saya menemukan mentor pertama saya hingga saat ini. Beliau mengajarkan banyak hal, beliau percaya bahwa saya bisa menjalani ini, membantu memberi solusi untuk menyelesaikan a dulu baru kemudian b c d. Akhirnya, kepanitiaan pun selesai, saya mendapatkan IPK cumlaude pertama saya yang membuat orangtua saya awalnya kaget karena berpikir “3,6 kok seneng banget?” karena mereka awalnya memahami bahwa nilai itu 1-10. Berikutnya, dari saya yang berpikir bahwa saya nggak bisa jadi pemimpin, beberapa tahun kemudian saya menjadi ketua Pemilu Raya di kampus. dan saya bahkan memberanikan diri untuk mencalonkan diri menjadi presiden BEM. disinilah saya merasa cukup berkembang jauh dibanding saya sewaktu di tingkat satu.

Y: terus menang?

A: kalah hehe. Namun nggak masalah. karena saat saya ingin mencalonkan pun ka Anjar bilang, ini bukan soal menang atau kalah, namun ini soal bagaimana saya memberanikan diri, membangun tim, berbagi gagasan ke temen-temen.

Y: Ya, benar. Sebenarnya, apa yang kamu rasakan ketika kamu gagal tadi?

A: jujur awalnya saya merasa sendiri. Namun, akhirnya saya sadar sih bahwa saya punya Tuhan, saya punya orangtua, saya juga punya ka Anjar sebagai mentor saya. yang berikutnya, saya berpikir bahwa Tuhan nggak mungkin ngasih beban di luar kemampuan kita sih Bu. bahwa sebenernya Tuhan nggak memberikan masalah, tidak ingin menjatuhkan kita, namun peluang untuk menguatkan kita. hal ini pula yang akan tetap saya pegang ketika andaikan nanti diterima kuliah di Edinburgh, ketika menghadapi masalah, saya akan selalu berpikir bahwa Tuhan nggak akan memberikan masalah di luar kemampuan saya.

Y: yang saya lihat, kamu adalah tipe orang yang setiap menghadapi masalah selalu membutuhkan bantuan orang lain, nggak sendirian. soalnya ada tipe orang yang ketika ada masalah, dia kerjain sendiri, diambil sendiri.

A: Iya, soalnya kalau saya pegang sendiri, nanti bakal pusing sendiri Bu. makannya, saya biasa cerita ke teman, minta bantuan, bagi-bagi tugas dan sebagainya. dan ini bagi saya penting.

Y: Ketika kamu mempimpin, misalnya di Pemilu Raya tadi, kamu kan punya tim dengan berbagai karakter. Nah, bagaimana kamu memanajemen orang-orang ini?

A: boleh saya menggunakan contoh pengalaman saya yang lain Bu? Jadi, ketika saya menjadi koordinator Acara di National Leadership Camp, yakni kegiatan 5 hari penyambutan bagi awardee baru angkatan 8 Rumah Kepemimpinan yang berjumlah sekitar 250 orang dari berbagai kota di Indonesia. Nah, tim saya pun tersebar di berbagai kota. walhasil, kami mengandalkan google hangout, whatsapp untuk menjalankan kegiatan. kadangkala juga kami main, seperti ke lembang, bandung sambil rapat. Nah, di sini saya berusaha menggunakan pendekatan yang humanis, nggak melulu bahas proker, targetan, timeline dan sebagainya. namun saling ngucapin ulangtahun, curhat, dan sebagainya. menurut saya, hal ini penting. Kak Anjar pun pernah bilang bahwa pengetahuan teknis sejago apapun bakal kalah dengan pendekatan interpersonal. terlebih, untuk kegiatan volunteer seperti ini, kedekatan antar anggota tim sangat penting. kedua, sebenernya saya tipe stalker. Saya selalu berusaha mencari tau siapa tim saya, saya bukain medsosnya, kalau perlu bertanya ke temannya soal bagaimana sih dia, bagaimana pengalaman dia di kampus dan sebagainya. di akhir, alhasil kepanitiaan kami cukup sukses. kami bisa mengundang tokoh-tokoh besar seperti Sudirman Said, Anies, Sandi, Pak Yoyok, Zacky Bukalapak dan lainnya. Dan 250 orang ini pun membentuk komunitas-komunitas kecil di tiap regionalnya, ada yang bidang pencegahan anti korupsi, pendidikan, lingkungan dan sebagainya.

Y: Tadi pas kamu pertama masuk, Ibu kira kamu anak SMP (batin gue, duh buu). Nah, kamu pernah nggak digituin? tanggapan kamu bagaimana?

A: hahaha cukup sering Bu. misal ketika saya mencalonkan diri menjadi presiden BEM, banyak teman-teman yang nanya ke tim saya, itu beneran 21 tahun? Kemudian temen saya bilang, orangnya emang kecil, tapi idenya besar. hehe. Kemudian sebenarnya ketika di ultah saya terakhir, saya membuat survey tentang pandangan orang-orang kepada saya, kesalahan yang pernah saya buat, kelebihan saya, apa yang perlu ditingkatkan, kontribusi yang bisa saya perbuat dan sebagainya. ada juga yang bilang bahwa “mas angga, makannya diperbanyak ya biar lebih gede.”

X: usai kamu kuliah S2, kamu mau bekerja di mana?

A: XXX

X: Plan B kamu apa andai nggak keterima di XXX ITB?

A: XXX

Z: Angga, kamu ketika kecil pernah sakit?

A: Alhamdulillah enggak Pak. saya ga pernah masuk rumah sakit, sampai operasi. masuk angin pun jarang. saya selalu menjaga badan saya agar tetap fit. saya suka berjalan jauh. sejak SMP dan SMA, dengan sekitar 3 0kilometer bolak balik naik bus kemudian saya masih harus jalan kaki lagi. saat ini pun lokasi kos saya sekitar 1 kilometer dan hal ini membantu saya untuk tetap berjalan kaki dan menjaga fisik agar tetap sehat.

Z: nah sebenarnya ini untuk mengetahui nanti ketika kamu diterima kuliah di luar negeri nanti, kamu akan tetap sehat. Hmm dari perjuanganmu sejauh ini, sebenarnya apa sih yang ingin kamu capai selama hidup?

A: Jadi begini pak, selama kuliah saya punya beberapa mentor. Salahsatunya saya dapatkan ketika saya di Keluarga Remaja Islam masjid Salman ITB. saat itu, mentor saya mengajarkan mengenai tujuan hidup yang awalnya saya pun bingung. Dia meminta saya buka Al-qur’an surat al-ankabut ayat 51 kalau nggak salah yang menyatakan bahwa jika kita berpegang teguh pada Ridha Allah maka sejatinya kita berpegang pada tali yang kokoh. Mentor saya juga memberikan ilustrasi, misal kita punya tiga anak. Pertama, menurut kepada kita karena takut kita marahi, kedua karena menginginkan hadiah, ketiga karena murni mencintai kita. Pilih yang mana? tentu yang ketiga. nah, begitupula dengan hidup. ada yang menuruti perintah Tuhan karena takut masuk neraka, karena ingin surga, dan karena memang murni mencintai dan mengejar ridha Allah. Jadi, tujuan hidup saya adalah mencapai ridha Allah, yang dibagi menjadi tiga, hubungan kita ke Allah, ke sesama manusia, dan ke lingkungan. Tiga hal ini kan masih luas, kemudian saya lihat ke diri saya. apa yang bisa saya berikan untuk mencapai ridha Allah? nah, saya suka visual art, sampai kuliah pun diberikan jalan di DKV ITB dengan tugas akhir tentang tourism. belum lagi, Indonesia pun potensinya banyak, yang bisa diajak kerjasama pun banyak. nah, di sini saya memahami bahwa mungkin mengembangkan pariwisata di Indonesia adalah bentuk saya mencari ridha Allah.

Z: *muji muji katanya secara konseptual bagus, secara pelaksanaan konkret, bilang juga bahwa XYZ”

X: Okay, terus biaya di Edinburgh ini berapa?

A: jadi, untuk biaya kuliahnya sekitar 350 juta, jika ditotal dengan living cost sekitar 700-800 juta. Ini lebih murah daripada beberapa kampus di Asia sekalipun. misal, kampus desain terbaik di Jepang, Keio University pun bisa sampai 2,5 M, dan jurusannya yakni Media Design tidak sesuai dengan fokus saya. lantas, kalau di Korea, saya harus nambah satu tahun untuk belajar bahasa korea. Dan di Edinburgh ini termasuk yang paling murah diantara beberapa kota-kota lain di eropa. Ditambah lagi, dengan peluang kontribusi yang besar jika bisa memahami strategi pariwisata di Edinburgh yang bisa mendatangkan 4,5 juta wisatawan lalu diterapkan di Indonesia melalui XXX dan dikerjain bareng-bareng kementrian, bekraf dan sebagainya. Indonesia saja tahun ini baru ditargetin 16 juta, padahal potensinya gede banget. jadi kita bisa dapet study case dari best practice di Edinburh ini.

X: Sudah dapat kontak dengan orang di sana?

A: ya, sudah pak. saya sudah mengontak professornya, menjelaskan fokus studi saya, dan mereka bilang support. saya ada print out emailnya juga.

X: kalau alumni ITB yang di sana?

A: Ya, ada pak. saya juga sudah ngobrol dengan senior saya yang diterima di sana namun beda jurusan, bahkan saya latihan lpdp pun juga sama dia.

X: latihan?

A: wawancara. Jadi, satu hari saya bisa latihan dengan lima orang berbeda. misal, hari minggu kemarin saya latihan dengan lima orang, kemarin malam pun latihan. Ya saya merasa, ini kesempatan sudah di depan mata. maka saya harus berusaha sebaik mungkin. latihan dengan sesama awardee, sesama teman.

X, Y, Z : *muji-muji karena tampil apa adanya, rapi, bla bla*. Anda orang prefeksionis?

A: Emm saya sedikit prefeksionis. Misal, ketika ngerjain tugas saya berusaha agar nggak molor, timeline nya jelas, dan nggak deadliner. mungkin kelemahannya agak nunda waktu makan dikit, tapi saya selalu memastikan bahwa saya makan tiga kali sehari dan tidur enam jam sehari.

Z: hmm. ya kita sudah mendapatkan banyak hal, keputusan bukan di tangan kami, namun kami hanya bisa memberikan ke pusat untuk sebagai evaluasi, bla bla. Kamu harus membiasakan diri di kemampuan menulis academic writing, dan logat inggris skotlandia mumpung punya waktu sebelum berangkat seandainya diterima. *muji muji kepinteran ala ala padahal mah...*

Y: IQ mu berapa?

A: Saya lupa bu, hehe. terakhir tes pas tingkat satu.

X, Y, Z: *menyudahi interview*

A: *minta izin beberes tumpukan dokumen sambil dengerin pujian ala ala dari interviewer, kemudian salaman satu-satu sambil bilang makasih dan salam*

BERES JUGA YEY ! Nah, usai interview yang asik dan ramah itu, aku kembali mengingatkan diri tentang peristiwa perang yang dialami rasul. Bahwa sejatinya, yang membuat Rasul memenangkan perang bukanlah jumlah pasukan maupun kelengkapan amunisi. lebih dari itu, Tuhan adalah penentu segalanya. Untuk itu, tugas selanjutnya bagi manusia ala ala seperti saya ini ialah berdoa karena saya percaya bahwa doa memiliki kekuatan di luar logika.

Mohon doanya:)

Angga Fauzan

Master Candidate, Design and Digital Media, Edinburgh University

#BeasiswaLPDP #EdinburghUniversity #WawancaraLPDP

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