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lanadelnegan · 8 months
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Pre-apocalypse!Negan x Reader (Negan is y/n's art teacher & also owns a tattoo shop).
Warnings: THIS IS THE FILTHIEST THING I'VE WRITTEN SO FAR and it's just going to get filthier from here on. smut, forbidden love, age-gap (reader is 18, negan is 38), angst, oral (female receiving), lots of sexual tension, slow burnnnn.(there's an actual plot this time), vaginal sex, public sex, breeding, slight daddy kink
Summary: After graduating and leaving behind the man she fell for but couldn't have, y/n decides to get a tattoo that reminds her of him. And he gives it to her.
A/n: ugh, this had me in my feels. A "hard to get" teacher Negan. basically you're negan's former student and he gives you a tattoo and things.. well - just read it.
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"Well damn. I don't mean to be sentimental, but I have seriously enjoyed teaching you little shits. I hope you can take what you've learned and apply it to something. Be creative. Oh, and.. don't think about hitting me up on Instagram after this because I don't do social media. That shit is toxic. Remember that, kids."
The bell cuts Negan off before he can finish his inspirational speech. He's always had such a way with words.. should have been an English teacher instead.
Most of the students rush out like the room is on fire, with the exception of a few annoying girls that think he'll jump their bones now that school is out.
"So, Mr. Smith, since you don't have social media, can I get your number at least?" I cringe as she twirls her hair around her finger and her friends giggle obnoxiously behind her.
"Girls. Behave for once. A tip for college? Don't flirt with your professors." He warns while motioning them out the door.
I suddenly realize that my ass has been glued to my seat this entire time and I'm the only one still here. I quickly get up and throw my backpack over one shoulder. He stares at me from the doorway but I just look down as I walk towards him.
"Bye Mr. Smith."
"Nice try. Sit down." He shuts his door and walks back into the room pointing towards my chair for me to sit.
"Mr. Smith, y/n?" He mocks. "Seriously?"
I never call him that. He's always been Negan to me.
I've known him for 4 years now. He's the only art teacher at Alexandria High, and even though I have no interest in art, I've taken his class every year because I do have an interest.. in him.
What he doesn't know is that I've been making mental notes everyday for the past four years about all his interests, personal life, hobbies, you name it.
He loves the color red - because it's the only color expo marker he writes in.
His favorite lunch is two cigarettes and coke zero. I hate that he smokes.
He stopped coaching baseball last year because he said he didn't have time anymore. But I think it's actually because he's never cared for it to begin with.
He had a wife, but she passed away. Some kind of cancer. She's still his computer wallpaper, which tells me he still hasn't moved on even though it was six years ago. My heart hurts for him.
He wasn't lying - he doesn't have social media....I would have found it.
He sits at another student's desk right next to mine with his body facing me.
"You gonna tell me why the hell you look like your best fucking friend just died?"
I stare at the floor next to his shoes and try to think about anything other than fact that I'm never going to see him again.
"Look at me."
I slowly lift my eyes to his and can't stop the tear that escapes the second I see his face.
"Ah, shit." His expression turns serious when he notices my tears. "Look, kid. I -"
"Stop calling me kid." I snap.
He chuckles. "Hate to break it to ya y/n, but you are very much a kid in my eyes, which is why this thing -" he motions his hand towards me. "this.. crush you have on me - has to end today."
My eyes widen as I stare at him speechless. He seriously did not just assume I have a crush on him.
"Did you jus - You seriously think just because a few stupid girls want to get in your pants, it means everyone does?" I scoff. "Unbelievable. You're my teacher. I don't have a crush on you."
He laughs as if we both know I'm lying - which I am.
"Alright, I'm sorry I called you a kid. Now, you wanna tell me what's wrong?"
"It's just I - I'm gonna miss you." I instantly regret saying it.
He nods and looks at the floor, letting out a frustrated sigh.
"I'm sorry. I - I'm just gonna go." I get up to leave, leaving my heart with him. My stomach twists in a knot when I realize he isn't getting up to stop me.
Why would he?
Once I'm in the hall, I turn to take one last look at him. He's bent over with his hands through his hair as if his best friend just died.
Negan's POV: That fucking girl. In my twelve years of teaching, I've never cared about a student like I do her. I care about all of my students, but goddamn it, she's had me wrapped around her finger for longer than I'm comfortable to admit - And I never will. She fucking sucks at hiding her feelings. I knew from the first day she walked into my class that she wanted to jump on my dick. Hell, every girl does. But other girls bat their fake eyelashes at me and tell me how they feel. Y/n.. she's.. obsessed with me. She thinks I didn't notice her doodling my name in her notebook with little hearts. Or that I don't hear her whispering to her friends about the dreams she has about me. Or how she stares at me during lectures like she's on a different planet. And if that's not enough, the girl hates art. Yet she's chosen it as her elective every single year. She has straight A's in every class, but doesn't even try in mine. And yet.. my dumb ass still passed her with an A. Maybe because I'm obsessed with her too.
Back to Y/n's POV:
I cried on the way home that day.
While everyone else celebrated school ending with a party, I stayed in my room and cried while looking at his photo in the yearbook.
While everyone walked across the stage at graduation, my diploma came in the mail and I stayed home holding Negan's lucky baseball bat that he gave me last year.
My last day of junior year, I stayed after school to help Negan clean out his classroom so he could move into a bigger art room. That was the year he quit coaching. I replay the memory in my head more often than I should..
"Why do you have this bat just sitting in the corner?" "It brings me good luck. I hit a home run every game my senior year with that bat." "Your senior year? This bat is that old?!" "Watch it, kid." He rolls his eyes and throws some folders in a bin. "Hmm." I study the bat. "I could use some luck." "Keep it." I look at him confused. "But... it's your-" "I want you to have it." He cuts me off. "Are - Are you sure?" He sighs frustrated. "Do you not want it?" "Well, I mean, I do but -" "Then stop being stubborn and take it."
Ever since that day, his bat has been leaned up against the wall by my bed as a constant reminder of the man I want but can never have.
After a few weeks of feeling sorry for myself, my best friend tried convincing me to do something for myself since my birthday was coming up.
"Y/n, you should.. get your nails done, go buy some new clothes, do.. something. But you need to get out of that room. It's... depressing."
"I think I want a tattoo."
"Oh, okay, yeah. That's a good idea. What are you wanting to get?" She asks from the other end of the phone.
"I dunno." My eyes drift towards the bat. "Something meaningful."
The next day...
Lucille's
The tattoo shop sign reads. I swing the door open, excited for the first time in a month. The sound of tattoo guns and rock music fills the lobby.
"Hey, welcome to Lucille's. Do you have an idea of what you'd like or do you want to see some of our work?" The woman on the other side of the counter pulls out a binder.
"Oh, no, I think I know what I want already." I smile and pull up the picture on my phone before showing her.
"Okay, we can do that. Shouldn't take too long either. An hour tops. I can actually take you now in room 3." The so-called "rooms" aren't actually rooms, but rather closed off sections with tall walls on each side. From where I'm standing, I can't see the people in the tattoo chair, but I can see the top of the tattoo artists' heads if I stand on my tippy-toes.
She leads me to room 3 and I sit in the chair while she gets out the instruments.
"This your first tattoo?"
"Yeah, kinda nervous."
She smiles. "I'd tell you not to worry, but, sorry babe. It's gonna hurt."
I appreciate her honesty and just smile back at her.
"So, where do we want it?" she holds the printed off picture off of the tattoo I want.
I lean back in the chair, putting my legs up, so I'm laying down. I lift my shirt up right above my belly button and slightly pull my shorts down, revealing my pubic bone. "Right here." I point to the left side of where my panty line would be but lower.
After I confirm the placement, she presses the needle to my skin and I bite my bottom lip at the sudden pain that radiates throughout my hip.
"Breathe, babe. You got this."
After a couple seconds, she turns in her chair to load more ink into the gun.
"Y/n?" I hear from the entrance behind me.
I know that voice without turning to look. My eyes widen and the girl tattooing me looks at him.
"Hey boss, you two know each other?" She looks between the two of us.
I look back at him and see him nod at her. "I'll finish her up, Ruby. Thanks." He takes the tattoo gun from her and sits in her chair when she gets up to leave. The scent of leather and cigarettes fills the small room and I realize how much I missed it.
He pauses when he looks down at my skin and I can't tell if he's staring because of my tattoo of choice or because I'm almost completely exposed. If I didn't just shave, half of my pubic hair would be on display to him.
The way he's looking at my skin wakes the butterflies in my stomach and I have to mentally tell myself not to clench my legs together. He looks up at me through heavy eyelids and for the first time in four years, I'm unable to read him. I can't tell if he's disappointed, mad... or turned on...?
He looks back at the tattoo and shakes his head, sighing.
Okay, it's definitely a look of disappointment.
"You realize I have to finish this now that she's already started it, right?" He studies the lines already permanently marked in my skin. The faint purple lines of where the sticker was placed give away the complete outline of what the tattoo will be. "There's still time to change it though."
"What? What do you mean.. change it? I want this one."
"No." Is all he says and my eyes widen in shock at him.
"You can't tell me what to do Negan. I'm an adult, and I'm getting it."
"Why?" He snaps, frustration dripping from his tone.
He looks into my eyes for the first time since he's been in the room and the butterflies in my stomach have now gone wild.
"Because I... I want a piece of you with me always."
He closes his eyes and drops his head. My eyes start to water but I hold them back the best I can.
"Y/n." He shakes his head but to my surprise, he hesitantly places his left hand on my thigh, his fingers dangerously close to the spot I've imagined him touching a million times. The feel of his rough fingers on my bare skin ignites a flame in me I didn't know existed and all I do is stare at his hand.
"Relax." He rolls his eyes and starts the gun. He leans down closer and begins tattooing me.
I have to bite back the moan threatening to escape my lips. With Ruby.. it hurt. But with Negan, it.. almost feels good.
He glances up at me as if he can hear my thoughts and then goes back to gliding a straight line of ink across my skin.
The next few moments are spent in silence, with nothing but the sounds of the tattoo gun and music playing in the distance.
"Fuck, y/n. I'm gonna need these off so I can get to you better." He gestures at my shorts.
My eyes widen but I nod and slide them off, barely breathing now that I'm laying in front of Negan in just my underwear. The way his jaw ticks when he sees that I'm wearing red lace panties doesn't go unnoticed. His favorite color.
He places his hand back on my leg, this time with his fingers completely against my inner thigh. I slightly part my legs without thinking and he pauses to glance at me before continuing with the tattoo.
If he moved his finger half an inch upwards, he would be touching me.
"I never knew you worked at a tattoo shop." I break the silence, hoping to get my mind off his hand.
He chuckles. "I own it, darlin'. And there's a lot you don't know about me."
Another long pause happens before he speaks first this time.
"Why did you take art, y/n?"
"Uh.. I dunno, because I liked it."
He huffs out a laugh. "You liked it... or me?"
I shrug. "Both."
His face turns serious again and he stops the tattoo gun. "All done."
He backs away and motions for me to stand up and look in the mirror in the corner. I stand in front of it, but don't even notice my tattoo because my eyes catch Negan in the mirror staring at my ass. These panties don't leave much to the imagination and my cheeks redden at how much I'm exposed to him.
He suddenly looks up and makes eye contact with me in the mirror. His eyes are darker than usual and filled with lust.
"Come here." He demands and I obey, walking towards him.
Once I'm standing in front of him, he lifts his hands to grab my hips. My belly button is eye level to him and I look down, watching him intensely. His thumbs dig into my hips and he looks at the tattoo.
"Do you like it?" I ask him.
He ignores me and it makes my heart break a little more. "Lay back down, y/n." He gets up to pull the curtain over the entrance of the room.
I do as he says and he comes back, placing a clear tape bandage over the fresh tattoo.
He looks as if he's deep in thought before suddenly sliding his hands underneath my thighs and pulling me closer to him. He pushes my leg aside and rests my other foot in his lap until my legs are completely spread apart in front of him.
"You want me to touch you, y/n? Is that what you want?"
"Yes.."
"Tell me what you want, baby."
"Your mouth."
He chuckles darkly and kisses the inside of my thigh before sliding his fingers under my panties and ripping them apart.
He shoves them in the back of his jean pocket and wraps his arms around my thighs, holding my stomach down with his hands and leaning his head down closer.
"Look at this pretty pussy, baby. So wet for me you're glistening."
His eyes look up at me right before he licks me and my head falls back with pleasure.
He stops suddenly. "Eyes on me, darlin'. How many times have you imagined me between your legs? You're going to watch me eat this pussy, y/n."
I nod, looking at him and he continues. The sound of other people talking in the distance makes my senses even more heightened.
He licks me again, pressing his tongue into me harder this time. He moans as he stops at my clit and gently sucks it into his mouth. I moan and watch him as he looks like he's eating the best meal he's ever had.
"You taste even better than I imagined, baby."
"You.. imagined it?"
"Baby. You aren't the only one who daydreams in class." He says before dipping his tongue deep inside me.
He switches back and forth between licking me and sucking me until my moans get louder and faster.
"Negan, I'm gonna.."
"I know baby, give it to me." He rubs me with his tongue faster until I'm coming apart. His hand quickly covers my mouth and I cry out into his hand.
"Fuck, doll." He groans and adjusts himself through his jeans. "This pussy is about to make me cum in my pants like I'm a fucking teenager again."
"Negan.." I say out of breath. "I wanna touch you. Please."
He stands and picks up my shorts, but not before I see the huge bulge in his pants. He helps me put my shorts on and I look at him confused when he doesn't say anything.
"Nega-"
"No, y/n."
My eyes water with tears as I stand to finish pulling my shorts up. "I - I don't understand."
"This can't happen, baby. I shouldn't have touched you."
I nod. "So that's it, Negan? You get what you want and that's it.. you're just.. done with me?"
"Are you fucking serious? You think I got what I wanted? I'm standing here with a hard-on that's gonna give me a giant case of blue balls. Any other man would throw you on this table and take you right here."
"Then why don't you?!"
"Because I fucking.. I care about you. You happy now? I fucking CARE ABOUT YOU, y/n. And I'm not going to break your heart."
I wipe a tear that runs down my cheek. "You already did." I grab my purse and rush out of the room, stopping in front of Ruby on the way out and pulling out some cash.
"I'm sorry hun." She says empathetically as if she heard everything that just happened.
I cry harder and lay the cash down before leaving and walking to my car. Before I can open my car door, Negan is grabbing my arm and turning me around to face him.
"Goddamn it, listen to me!"
I don't fight him, I just stare at him, noting the hurt in his eyes. My heart hurts and I suddenly feel guilty for making him feel any ounce of pain.
"Y/n.. look.."
"No." I cut him off. "Negan, I'm sorry. This is my fault.. I put you in this situation because I was selfish.. and delusional. I'm so sorry. I'll leave, and you won't have to hear from me or see me again."
He scoffs. "You think that's what I want? I guess you don't know me the way I thought you did."
Before I can say anything else, he crashes his lips to mine and kisses me so hard and but so softly at the same time. His fingers slip through my hair and his hand rests on the back of my neck as he deepens our kiss.
"You're gonna be the death of me, kid."
I bite his lip hard when he calls me kid and our kiss goes from passionate to animalistic. He presses himself flat against me with my back against my car and I feel his hard cock straining against his jeans. His lips travel to my neck and he bites me hard, right before kissing and sucking the sensitive spot.
That's definitely going to leave a mark.
"You have no clue what you do to me, baby." He says in between kisses. His voice is raspier and deeper than usual. "Do you have any idea how many times I've left work and had to rub one out at the thought of you? Hell, sometimes even at work."
I look around the parking lot. It's nighttime but we're still clearly visible in the lights.
"Look at me, y/n. Forget where we are and just focus on me baby." His hand slips into my shorts and it takes him no time to find my soaked entrance since my panties are currently in his back pocket.
"Negan.." I breathe.
He smiles against my lips. "Baby.. You sure this is what you want? Because once I've had you, you're mine."
I nod and he puts his mouth next to my ear.
"Take your shorts off. Now." He pulls his hand from my shorts and sucks my juices off his fingers.
"But, Negan, we're-"
"I said, now y/n. You want me so bad, you're gonna get me wherever and however I say. Now, take your fucking shorts off before I rip them too."
I hesitantly slide my shorts off while looking around again. There aren't any other cars in the parking lot other than a couple of his employees. All the customers left. There's a main road up ahead but we're far enough away where they wouldn't see us unless they we're staring really hard.
"Good girl. Now take my cock out, baby."
He leans his hands against my car on either side of me, trapping me in. I waste no time reaching for the button on his jeans and unzipping him before pulling out his hard, huge cock. It's bigger than I imagined.. a lot bigger. I don't know how that thing is going to even fit in me. He's so hard that the veins in his cock look like they are about to erupt and his tip is already dripping with precum.
I can't help but run my thumb over the tip to collect some and bring it to my mouth to taste him. His eyes darken with lust at the sight of me sucking his precum off my finger.
"Taste good, doll?"
I nod and he chuckles. "There's a lot more where that came from."
He grips the back of my thigh with his hand and pulls my right leg around his waist.
The feeling of his dick rubbing against my wet pussy is enough to make my knees weak. Literally. I almost collapse at the sensation of him rubbing the head against my opening, teasing me. He presses his body closer to me in attempt to hold me up.
"Fuck, look at this dripping pussy." He looks down between us, admiring the view of his cock teasing my wet slit. "It's about to be dripping with my cum in a few minutes.. You ready for me, baby?"
"Yes, please. I need you."
He enters me completely in one swift motion, not giving me anytime to adjust. My walls are stretched further than they've ever been and it feels like the tip of him is buried up to my stomach.
He doesn't move for a moment, but instead looks into my eyes with his cock all the way inside of me. "There you go, baby. Finally getting what you wanted after all these years and taking my dick like a champ."
"Negan.." I moan. "Please.. just fuck me."
He pulls out of me almost completely before slowly pushing himself back in, agonizingly slow. Our bodies are flush against each other and he kisses me again.
"Fuck, baby." He growls. "You. Feel. So. Fucking GOOD." He says between thrusts as my mouth falls open.
I wrap my arms around his neck to hold myself up and lean against him with my lips pressed against his neck. I take the opportunity to mark him back, grabbing his skin between my teeth and sucking hard. He moans so loud that I glance around to make sure no one heard him, but we're still alone.
His thrusts get harder and faster and the sounds coming from his sexy mouth are enough alone to make me cum.
"Look at me, y/n. I want to see your face when you cum all over my cock."
His hand that was on the car behind me slides between us, instantly finding my clit. He begins rubbing circles on it with his middle finger while thrusting his hips into me faster.
I look into his eyes while my arms are still wrapped around his shoulders tightly, keeping me in place. My fingers run through his dark hair and my breathing goes erratic as I feel myself come undone around him.
"You want me to fill you up, baby? You want daddy's cum?"
I nod quickly as tears run down my cheeks from the most intense orgasm I've ever had.
"FUCK, baby." He groans and slams his mouth against mine. I kiss him back as he rides out his orgasm.
He pulls out of me slowly and softly kisses my lips one more time. I go to put my shorts on and he stops me.
"Not so fast, doll." He gets down on his knees in front of me, pushing my legs apart in front of him. "Push daddy's cum out baby. Let me see it drip out of you."
I do as he says and the feeling of his warm seed running down my legs is almost enough to send me over the edge again.
"Look. At. THAT." He swipes up some of his cum from my leg onto his finger and stands back up but not before gently kissing my new tattoo.
I think I love this man.
He rubs his finger along my lips until my mouth opens for him. I suck his fingers clean and moan at the taste of him.
"Y/n." He pushes my hair behind my ear and looks at me seriously. "I meant it when I said I care about you."
"You care about all your students."
"Yeah, but I don't go sticking my dick in them." He smirks and takes my hand, leading me back into the shop.
The others must have already left when - when.. oh.. shit.
"Negan, do you think they saw us?!"
"Well darlin', I was fucking your brains out right next to the door, so I think it's probably safe to assume so." He grins and my eyes widen with horror.
"Do you not care?"
"What can they do, doll? Fire me?" He laughs and leads me to the back where his office is.
"What are we doing in here?"
"Getting matching tattoos, of course."
I stare at him, trying to register what he just said. "You're.. going to give yourself a tattoo?"
He chuckles and hands me a tattoo gun before taking off his shirt and sitting on the couch in the corner.
"No, doll, you are."
The Enddd.
Part 2 or nah?
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sulkysnape · 2 years
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severus snape most definitely smoked cigarettes. cigars even. that man’s days were full of wretched little shits; he hAd to take the edge off every 30 minutes.
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moonysbxtch0 · 7 months
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Part 1 : Concupiscent *Lustful/sensual*
Summary : "Write." Professor Negan carefully placed a sheet of white paper in front of you,he was towering behind you,his presence making you shiver.He bend forward slightly and brought his lips close to your ear,his tone dropped a few octaves lower than usually."Your sexual fantasies. All of them."
Characters: Negan x reader (second pov)
Warnings : 18+ , Age gap (reader is college age while Negan is on his early 40s) ,smut (fem receiving oral, fingering,penetration,possibility of getting caught, edging, teasing, dom Negan, dirty talking, Negan’s foul mouth obviously ,professor kink, slight daddy kink ,cheating (Negan is married), jealousy.
Ao3 link : https://archiveofourown.org/works/47658601/chapters/120127168
Notes : This fic is supposed to be about five chapters so all the warnings will be revealed fully in the upcoming chapters. Wanted to drag it a bit because I can’t write smut without plot.
"Write." Professor Negan carefully placed a sheet of white paper in front of you,he was towering behind you,his presence making you shiver.He bend forward slightly and brought his lips close to your ear,his tone dropped a few octaves lower than usually."Your sexual fantasies. All of them."
You were speechless. At first you didn't quite understand what he had said because you had been focused only on his suffocating smell,his cologne smelled so good. The second you had entered inside his office you had noticed it and your head had gotten dizzy. Trying to snap out of your thoughts ,you moved your eyes around and then they landed on his arm which had caged you. He was ripped for that much you were sure.Wait. Had you heard that right?"Ehm sir?" You titled your head in his direction,his expression didn't show any indication that he was joking.How the fuck was he so calm? He was acting as if he told you to write the grocery list and not your sexual fantasies.
"Do as you're told to." The professor wasn't smiling,his tone was cut and firm." It's either that, either I tell Gregory that I caught you and your friends smoking your stash on school grounds. Your choice."
His tone as he spoke... something inside of you snapped. Sure ,you had back talked to the professor many times,had had your fair share of fights with him but whenever he gave you detention he usually just joked around,made you clean his bat , write lines or simply let you go with a warning. Today clearly wasn't one of those cases.
Today he had rescued your ass from professor Carol,she was supposed to give you detention for causing trouble in her class and professor Negan had asked her for you to go with him because he had something to discuss about the upcoming basketball tournament. You had been confused because what was there to discuss and in private for more? You had quietly followed him to his office,had taken your seat and you didn't know what you were expecting but it clearly wasn't this.
You took one last look at his face, waiting for him to say that he was joking or that you had misheard him but the look he gave you told you enough,he wasn't playing. Your palms were starting to sweat,you dropped your eyes to the paper in front of you and bit your lip nervously. Were you seriously going to out your kinks to your professor? You gulped,your throat felt dry..."Is this a joke?"You had to at least ask. You didn't move your eyes from your paper as you spoke.
"Does it seem like I'm joking? Write."He ordered. You grabbed hold of the pen he had given to you and wrote whatever you saw fit and appropriate. Anything that involves...Praise kink, degradation kink, being dominated. You just hoped that he was satisfied with this much,you didn't want to humiliate yourself more than you already felt.He took a step closer, grabbed hold of the paper,it rustled when he picked it up then in a matter of seconds he put it back down."We both know there's more to that list."A hint of chuckle could be heard on his voice then in a matter of seconds his voice changed again,it became authoritative." Don't make me repeat myself.Write."
You cussed under your breath and decided to play it safe as you scribbled a few more on the paper, breathplay, bondage...you for sure were not going to let him know about your heavy professor kink. You were pretty sure that he would use that in his own advantage at some point and you couldn't handle being teased by him in front of your whole class because this man had no shame. You had witnessed it with your own eyes and ears what he could do when he knew something he was not supposed to.
"Okay then,if that's all." You let out a sigh of relief. He took the paper and your eyes followed his movement. He opened one of the drawers and put it there. He gently put a hand on your shoulder and leaned forward to whisper on your ear one more time."Now strip."
Was he out of his damn mind?" What has gotten through him today?You locked eyes with him ,his eyes were drowning you in,it felt as if they were hypnotising you " That's quite... unprofessional?" Hell you'd do it ,in a heartbeat but you were thinking hard ...was this a game of his...what was he thinking?
Negan scoffed, his grip on your shoulder tightening. "There's no place for questions.You're here to do what you're told to. I know very well what's inside that pretty little head of yours." He removed his hand from your shoulder and then pointed at your temple twice with his index finger, barely touching your skin.
"I-" why were you even debating this topic in the first place?You've always had the hots for him,you had always tried to get his attention whenever you came across him, you had even gone as far as memorised his whole schedule so you would come across him on the halls. You were obsessed with him and if he wanted you,you wanted him more , simple as that. He created a bit of space between the two of you after flipping the chair you had sat on so you could face him. Your eyes were following his movements,he rested his hip against the desk and you were in front of him, still unsure of what to do.
"I don't have all day." You nodded meekly and one by one started discarding your clothes slowly, keeping your eyes on him. He smirked devilishly as he ran his tongue over his lips."Just like that, look at me while you get undressed for me."
All of your clothes were on the floor,you were naked and the eyes that raked your body made you start feeling hot and bothered in a good way.You just gave him a show but if he thought that that was all he was mistaken.You wet a finger with your mouth,a trail of spit following as you moved it down your collarbone, chest, abdomen and soon enough to your crotch. You found your clit and started stroking it , imagining that it was his hand that was doing that instead of yours. His eyes were glued on you ,more like your hand." Are you just going to watch,sir?"
"Yes, I'm just going to watch you play with yourself. If you need something from me then you have to be a good girl and beg for it." His smirk never left his face as he spoke. When you lowered your eyes to his crotch you noticed the bulge that had already formed there,it was noticeable through his black pants. Hell ,it looked like it would explode any minute.
"Lend me a helping hand, please?"You tried your best to give him the eyes,your voice was lower and it had the desired effect. He summoned you with his index and middle finger, flashing you a toothy grin and you stopped your movement as you walked closer to him.
"Sit your ass on my desk." He ordered as he pointed at the desk in question with his head.You didn't question him so you sat,the cold wood sent a chill down your spine."Continue what you were doing." He stood in front of you and you raised your eyebrows.Soon,you brought your hand to clit yet again,your hole was throbbing in need so you decided to give it some attention. You carefully slid a finger in, moving it back and forth to test how wet you were and when you saw it fit you slid another one.
You had been doing that for a while, finger yourself and he hadn't as much touched you.He looked like a predator, observing his prey and finding the right moment to attack.Little did he know you were impatient,you wanted him to do something about the arousal he caused so with that thought in mind you raised your leg on the air and gently touched his crotch, moving your feet back and fourth. It was enough to get a reaction from him,he groaned in pleasure and you couldn't help the smirk that formed on your face.
"Lighten up,it was just a small touch."He raised his eyebrows at first,his reaction told you that he wasn't pleased with your sudden attitude. He tutted as he walked closer to you, spreading your thighs further with his hands , settling himself between your legs and then slowly wrapped a hand around your neck.
"Shut your damn mouth up and fuck your pussy with your fingers." He gritted his teeth, tightening the grip on your neck. The way he kept tightening and untightening his grip on your neck was starting to make you feel dizzy. It felt as if that simple action made your body slave to him,as if it reacted to nothing else but orders from him. You started fingering yourself again, putting a show for him like a fucking escort but damn if that didn't turn you on. Eventually your voice started raising,you knew your body too well so it was easy to find all the weak spots that turned you into a moaning mess.Your eyes were on him during the whole act and you didn't know if his cocky expression made you feel more aroused or made you feel like beating some sense into him.
"Mhm, just like that. Be a dirty little slut and moan for me." Negan hummed as he moved his hands to your thighs and started tracing the skin there with the back of his knuckles , starting from somewhere above the knee and eventually going upper and upper.
"Please -" you whined,your whole body was requesting for more , your fingers weren't enough. You wanted him to touch you. No.You needed him to touch you as soon as possible." Do something." You whined, quite pathetically. To that he only answered with a deep long chuckle .
"Not until you make yourself cum." He roughly grabbed your thighs as he closed the distance between your faces ,nose brushing yours." Can you do that?" You nodded in refusal and he smirked."Oh ,you poor thing. Let me help you then." He lowered himself, resting his weight on the balls of his feet,his shoes creasing on the process. He slapped your hand and you removed it. Your fingers were covered in your juices and when he noticed, he looked up at you and spoke."Better lick them clean."
And you did what he said,you brought them close to your mouth and made sure to clean all of the remaining juices that were left there. He nodded when you showed him and turned his attention to your pussy, using his index and middle finger to open your lips. His touch felt foreign,sure you were no virgin but something about him doing this made you feel weird, excited.
" Little clitty’s gotten all swollen for me.”Fuck. He was filthy and you loved every second of it. He licked his lips as he kept his eyes on you and he licked a stripe, just to taste and then hummed,the vibration went straight to your core. He roughly put his arms under your knees and brought you closer to himself,your legs were crossed behind his neck and your hands were playing with his hair."Fuck-" you moaned as he bit your clit playfully and then continued his work, eating you out like a starved man. You had closed your eyes, enjoying the pleasure he was giving you, savoring every moment. When you weren't expecting it ,he slid a finger inside your cunt and when he saw that you were wet enough to take more he slid yet another finger as he focused on your clit. You felt him smile as you gasped in shock and pleasure. He stopped his movement for a second, fingers still in as he spoke.
"Be quiet." He ordered."If you want me to make you cum you should keep your mouth shut."He imitated an imaginary zip with his hand in front of his mouth, then a cocky smirk followed right after. The gesture made your walls clench around his fingers and judging by the way he smirked from ear to ear ,made you realise that he noticed it and liked it. He curled his fingers inside of you , hitting that one spot that was always the trigger to your orgasms. You brought a hand to your mouth, clasping it shut but it was barely doing anything to muffle your moans as he kept moving his fingers. He used his thumb to multitask,he rubbed your clit with it all the while he fucked you with his fingers.
You were close , just a few more moments and you would finally reach your orgasm. But when had luck ever been on your side anyway ? A knock was heard and Negan stopped his movement,both of you moving your attention to the door." Who is it?"Negan's voice was filled with irritation and had a hint of accusation on it.
"It's me." You could recognise that voice anywhere,it was none other than professor Rick Grimes. You moved your eyes to Negan and he rolled his eyes .
"Hold on a fuckin' second Prick." He raised his voice. He moved his attention to you again, sliding his fingers from your cunt. He wiped the juices on your thigh, sighed then his expression changed,he seemed more serious." Get under the fucking desk."You slid from the desk, frankly grabbed hold of your clothes and then you took your place under Negan's desk. The latter pulled his chair close to you and sat there,his crotch was facing you and now that you took a better look at it ,you couldn't help but wonder how he would taste in your mouth, would you be able to fit all of him?" Try anything funny and I swear to god that I'm going to make you pay for it." He warned as he gave you one last glance. He fixed his hair, cleared his throat and spoke." Enter."
You heard the sound of the door creaking open and soon enough footsteps coming closer to the desk."Fuck you want Prick?"Negan asked impatiently and judging by the way his cock throbbed you couldn't blame him.
"Well I was looking for a student and Carol told me that she's supposed to be with you."Professor Rick completely ignored the childish nickname as he spoke. Negan's cock was seducing you,the way it kept throbbing in need made you completely forget about his threat,you wanted to touch it.
"Which student?" Negan furrowed his eyebrows then he suddenly jolted but tried to cover it with a cough. You had slid your hand up his thigh, trying to tease him.
"Y/N L/N." Spoke professor Grimes."Are you okay Negan?"
"Better than ever." Negan moved his eyes to you for the shortest second and his jaw clenched as you started palming his erection.
"Make me pay for it." You mouthed to him and it took everything in his willpower to move his eyes back to his colleague.
"What do you need her for?" Negan tried to keep his cool at your restless teasing.
"I don't owe you any explanation."Spoke the other professor calmly. "Do you know where she is?"
"No." Negan's voice was strained."She left my office like ten minutes ago."
"If she stops by again,let her know that I'm looking for her." Said the professor and he took his leave. The second the door closed ,Negan moved his eyes to you,no expression on his face. He grabbed your jaw with his hand and leaned forward." What did I tell you?" He asked." I was going to play around with you but I've decided that you don't fucking deserve it." He gripped your jaw harder to the point it was starting to hurt. It's not like you thought too much about the consequences when you started to tease him.
"What's that supposed to mean?" You furrowed your eyebrows as you started at him.
"Oh? The audacity to even ask. I'm just going to leave you like that, soaking wet and yearning for me. How does that sound, hm?"Negan smirked as he looked down on you,an air of superiority having enveloped his whole being.
"You wouldn't." You lips formed into a line as your eyebrows stayed furrowed. Your arousal had slipped down your legs and you swore that if he was serious about this you would never talk to him.
"Are you sure about that?" Negan raised his eyebrows. "You know very well I'm the type to do such a thing. You wanna try me?" He teased, knowing that you were dying to get fucked by him. The thing is that you knew him enough to know that he wasn't joking around. Well ,if he wanted to play that card, you wouldn't mind returning the favour. You pushed his chair with your feet, enough to create distance between the two of you,stood up from the floor and grabbed hold of your clothes, putting them on one by one without speaking as much as a word.
"Well in that case ,sir." You finally put your shirt on and locked eyes with him ,a cocky smirk on your face."Imma show myself out.Professor Grimes was already looking for me...maybe he also wants to discuss anything about the basketball tournament..."
You could tell that he was taken back with your action but what clearly made him get rid of his poker face was your last implication.He scoffed as he stared at you."Hope you have a good time." He waved his hand at you.
" I most certainly will." You smiled mockingly at him. Oh you wanted nothing but to murder him. He brought you so close to your release and now that you wanted more ,he wouldn't give it to you. Fuck this guy.He's probably used to those girls he smiles at,edge them and make them desperate however if he thought that he could toy with you like that , he was mistaken."Have a good day."You made sure you hadn't forgotten anything,and walked to the door, stealing one last glance at the professor.
He wasn't pleased, but you didn't need to know that. "Have a good day too."Negan said back and looked at you as you left. Once you were out of the office he slammed his palm on top of his the desk. “Fuck.”
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He murmured as he ran his palm from his forehead down to his chin.He looked at the door in abandon,lowered his head and caught his lips between his teeth momentarily.Then he smirked slightly,this wasn't over by any means...you might have thought that you over smarted him but the chase on both parts it's what he finds amusing. This is simply the beginning.
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holylulusworld · 1 year
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Physical Education
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Summary: He will teach you more than how to educate kids.
Pairing: Coach!Negan Smith x GradStudent!(plussized)Reader
Warnings: age gape, Negan being an ass, dirty talk, language, fast sex, quickie, smut, unprotected sex, doggy style, age gap (reader is at age, a grad student), heavy daddy kink, light breeding kink, dom/sub undertones, mentions of anal sex (nothing happens), mentions of butt plugs, unrealistic instant attraction, mentions of subspace
A/N: That’s a fucking lot daddy kink in this one. Head the warnings.
This story is part of my: Adventures with your professor masterlist
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“Mr. Smith, I’m so excited that I can join you for today’s lesson. I heard you helped your students to improve. “I’m honored, Sir.”
“Fuck don’t get your panties in a twist,” Negan grunts. “You are here because of your daddy. He called his brother, the dean. That’s why you’re here.”
“Oh-I,” you bite your tongue. Negan Smith is a well-known coach, and you don’t want to fuck your only chance to be here up. “I’m a grad student and want to use my degree to become a public-school teacher or coach myself. My uncle was talking about your techniques, and I want to improve. So, here I’m. Live with it.”
“Girl, I got no time for your nonsense. I’m a coach at a high school. This job is a dead-end,” he sneers as you dreamily look around the old gym. “Sit on the bleachers and try not to fuck with one of the horny boys in my classes.”
“Sir, my uncle told me you’ll let me be a part of your classes today,” you angrily say.
“If you want to, you can put a cheerleader uniform on and cheer for me,” he looks you up and down, drinking your outfit in. You’re wearing a white blouse, jeggings, and a pair of sneakers. “On the other hand, your ass won’t fit into the uniform.”
He hums to himself. “My uncle was wrong. You’re an asshole.”
“Fair enough,” Negan chuckles as you stomp toward the bleachers. “I mean, I like me a big ass.”
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You’ll spend the better of the day on the bleachers. The horny teenage boys in Negan’s class are the only ones paying attention to you.
“Stop staring at her tits! You’re here to sweat for me, not that little vixen on the bleachers,” Negan barks as the boys are busy sizing you up.
One of them cups his crotch, smirking as you look away. “Man, she’s got some nice tits, coach. Do you think she’s good at sucking dick?”
“What did I say?” you flinch at Negan’s outburst. He grips the boy’s shirt, almost ripping it off his body. “You will go to the dean and tell him what you just said about his niece.”
“His niece,” the boy splutters. “I didn’t…you know how boys are Sir. Please. I’ll do anything. I’m sorry.”
“I said,” Negan growls, “you will go to the dean and will tell him what you just said. No excuse. Get out of the gym.”
“Sir…” one of the other boys tries to help his friend. “He’s sorry.”
“You can join him,” Negan jerks his head toward the exit. “Get out.”
“Sir, they are just teenage boys,” you clear your throat as Negan gives you a dirty look. “You know how they get.”
“All of you, get out—” again, you flinch as Negan yells at the boys. “Classes are over for today.”
“Sir, Coach Negan,” one of the boys' huffs. “We still got half an hour.”
“Did you just talk back?” the boy shrinks into himself as Negan stalks toward him. He lifts one brow and looks down at the now trembling boy.
“No…Sir. Coach Negan,” the scared boy stammers. “I’m sorry Sir. I would never…I mean…”
“Get out!”
All boys run out of the gym, almost tripping over their feet. “Faster. And don’t you dare to shower here! You’ll run back to your mommy in your sweaty clothes and explain what you did today.”
“Mr. Smith,” you clear your throat. “Uh-that was very…unconventional. I did not learn a thing, though. So—thank you for the lesson.”
You grab your bag and get up from the bleachers. “You didn’t learn a thing?” he cocks his head and watches you walk past him. “We can change that.”
He furrows his brows and grins at you. “You should go back to yelling at your students and I’ll find my way out.”
“Not so fast, princess,” he grips your arm. Negan starts walking toward the exit. He smirks as you wiggle in his tight grip.
“Let go of me! Where are we going?” you curse and mutter as he drags you toward his office.
“I’m only telling you this once,” roughly pushing you up the door he grunts, “shut your mouth, go inside my office and I’ll teach you a lesson. You wanted to learn from the best, right?”
“I-okay,” you swallow thickly. Heat pools in your belly as he darts his tongue out to wet his lips. “I’ll go inside.”
“Good girl,” he steps away to surveil your trembling form. “Be good, and I’ll teach you all the things you need to know…”
Negan unlocks the door and pushes it open to let you inside. You silently step inside. It’s hard to not watch him strip his jacket and shirt off. He shamelessly exposes his upper body to you, grinning as you admire the tattoos on his chest.
“Do you like what you see, princess?” he purrs while stalking toward you. He grips your shoulders and pushes you toward his desk. “I want you to bend over the desk and shut that pretty mouth of yours.”
“What? I thought you wanted to teach me…” you look up at him with wide eyes. “Oh—oh…”
“You see, I like a big ass I can grip while I fuck a girl from behind,” he dips his head to glance at your ass. “Bend over and push your pants down.”
“Sir…I,” you lick your lips. There is a prominent bulge in his pants when you drop your eyes to his crotch. “I can’t…I mean…what will my uncle think?”
“He’s a dick and baby,” he cups the back of your neck. His nose bumps against yours. He breathes in your face as his free hands cups your sex. He runs two thick fingers up and down your clothed sex until you whimper against him, “I want to fuck you while I grip your ass. Maybe put it up your ass too.”
“Mr. Smith, you’re working for my uncle, and I—” he silences your protests with his lips, greedily shoving his tongue into your mouth while he tugs at your jeggings. “I—you…”
“I will use you, princess,” he growls against your lips, “and you are going to love it, and thank me for the orgasm you’ll get.”
“Yes, d-addy,” you breathlessly moan against his lips. “You make me so…I can’t think straight close to you.”
It’s true. You are drifting toward your favorite headspace. A calm and warm place you are craving.
“You don’t have to think when you are with me,” he grins darkly. Negan saw right through you. The way you responded to him the first time you met told him everything he needed to know. “Daddy will take good care of you, princess. Now, be good…”
“I—yes,” you hastily push your jeggings down and kick your shoes off. You don’t get the chance to step out of your jeggings as Negan grabs your arms, twirls you around, and bend you over his desk. “Negan!”
“Daddy,” he slaps your ass roughly. “You’ll address me right, princess. If not,” another slap has you trembling. “I want you to be a good girl.”
He moves his hands over your ass, gripping your globes roughly. “Fuck, what I’ll give to fuck that ass,” he hums when you tell him you never took a cock up your ass. “Next time, I’ll get some lube and a nice butt plug for you, princess. We will open you up for daddy’s fat cock, won’t we.”
He kneads your flesh, making you moan and gasp. “Yes, daddy.”
“You’re such a nice and good girl for me,” he grips the elastic of your panties to shove the fabric down your trembling thighs. “I know you want to be good for me.”
“So good,” you mindlessly babble and whine as you feel him press himself against your naked ass. He grinds into you. “Please, daddy.”
“No begging. I hate it when girls beg,” he roughly grips your shoulders and pushes you down onto his desk. “I’ll have you now and you’ll take me like a good little slut.”
His pants hit the floor, along with his boxers while you lie on the desk, waiting for him to use you however he wants to. “Such a fucking cock-tease,” he grips his cock and gives it a few pumps, “walking around, swaying that ass. All I could think about was to fuck you all day.”
He steps out of his pants. “I’m sorry.”
“You will be after I’m done with this cunt,” he grits out. Neganpushes your asscheeks apart, hissing as his eyes land on your dripping cunt. “Nasty whore. You wanted it, huh?”
“Please…daddy.”
He slaps his cock against your pussy lips, making you whine. All you want at this point is to get filled and be good for Negan. “Shit, I’m so close to just coming all over your ass.”
Negan pants heavily as he teases your entrance. He doesn’t want to lose it too soon. But watching you all day in your tight little jeggings has him on the edge.
“Have my cock, princess,” he holds you down with one hand pressed to your lower back while shoving his cock inside of your cunt. You quiver at the intrusion.
“Big…so big…too big,” you whine as it’s too much. He goes slow, but there is so much of him you didn’t take yet, and he keeps on pushing inside.
“Take a deep breath and think of all the nice things daddy is going to do for you,” he slams his hips into your ass, groaning as he’s finally completely sheeted. “Shit, what a nice and tight little cunt for me to ruin.”
“Hmm…” you sniffle as you are stuffed to the brim. “Daddy…too much.”
“I know, princess,” he runs his warm hand up and down your back. “You’re doing so good for me. Just let me open your pussy up for me.”
“O-kay,” you choke out. “Please…”
“Relax,” he purrs while slowly sliding back out. “Daddy is going to fuck this pretty cunt open. Just take it.”
You feel his rough hands grip your ass. Negan slowly starts moving. In and out, in and out at a steady pace. All you can do is take him over and over again until you feel your core start to bloom.
“Daddy.”
“Fuck, I know. Your tight little pussy is already squeezing me so hard,” he grips your ass harder, fingertips digging into your flesh. “Shit…I’m gonna cum inside of your cunt and make you round. Do you want this, huh? Daddy’s babies growing inside of your belly.”
“Daddy…I…please.”
Negan ruts into you, groaning and cursing as you try to keep the noises low. You moan and babble while rocking your hips with Negan. “Fuck, this cunt is the best I ever had. I knew it the moment I saw you at that barbecue last year.”
Your eyes round as he keeps on telling you how he sneaked into your room and stole your underwear to fuck himself using one of your panties.
“I-I wore them. I knew something must be wrong. They were wet,” you gasp with every deep thrust. “I wore your cum.”
“That you did,” he curses loudly. “You’re a good girl. Sadly, you got sick and I didn’t get the chance to fuck you on your bed, right next to your plushies.”
“Oh-fuck…daddy,” you gush all over his cock, clamping hard down on his twitching length. He groans and curses while fighting his orgasm. He waited too long to cum so fast. “Please cum in me.”
“Shit…princess, yes,” he jerks his hips into your ass, cursing your name as he empties himself inside of you. “Daddy will fuck you for longer later.”
“Promised?” you coo as you grind against his softening cock. “Please?”
“All for my perfect little princess,” he leans over your body to kiss your hair. “Daddy wants you to be only his. He’ll take good care of you from now on…”
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mx-pastelwriting · 3 months
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Who should I write next?
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I have many drafts, and I need help picking who I want to write next, so pick a character out of my hat!
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I'm letting this poll go for a day cause a week is too long. Thank you!
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cherryheartssblog · 1 month
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CAMGIRL PRINCESS
Summary: Y/N has been friends with best friend for years now. Trying to have extra money aside while being away from college she finds a camgirl job. She'd never guess her best friends dad would be her number one fan.
Pairing: camgirl!reader x bestfriendsdad! negan smith (3rd POV)
Warnings: 18+!, smut!, recording sexual activity!, mentions of posting sexual activities!, posting nudity!, oral sex (f rec), rough sex!, male masturbation!, daddy issues!, slight family issues mentioned!, daddy kink!, reader has a tattoo!, OnlyFans! account!, porn mentioned!, fingering!, mentions of different kinks!, mentions of partying!, Negan is a professor!, talks of other people having sex!, drinking!- reader my be tipsy during sex it is really not mentioned!, mentions of drinking!, choking!, cursing!, age gap! (reader age is not mentioned!, Negan is in his late 40s)!, mentions of spanking!, mentions of bruising! , Negan calls reader pet names but also slut- a few times!, and not fully edited.
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A/N: boarders is by @saradika-graphics. I been using a lot of them lately, all of them are super cute! I been creating a few of my own practicing myself with my stories I usually try to tag the page if I use them! I hope you love this little one shot I threw together, I love you all!✨❤️
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Negan groaned to himself, having the phone underneath his desk at work; his shift was five minutes past over. He couldn’t bring himself to get up yet. This feed, this damn OnlyFans, he shouldn’t listen to his best friend Simon to get. Recently going through a dry phase, he had been trying to find ways to get off.
Negan had not had sex in a year, perhaps a little bit longer. He did not know why; he was not interested in anyone. He tried the dating thing, even the fling thing, but nothing worked out for the older bachelor. A few months ago, while bar hopping with Simon after teaching a class at the local college, his friend showed him the OnlyFans app.
Through the few months, Negan found a few pages he liked, but this one page, this angel princess, whoever the fuck she was, had him wrapped around her finger. Her face was always hidden in the pictures, maybe some of her plump lips and her hair, but not once had he got to see this woman’s face. He felt stupid being this attracted to a woman over an app, even without seeing her face. Her body was just perfect; each part of her he saw knew could not get more perfect. What he noticed is the tattoo high up on her thigh, that fuckin flower on her curvy thighs.
He wanted to squeeze, leave bruises on, and mark her. God, this was fucked up; she could be a fake person for all he knew. But when the videos hit his pag of her, he knew she had to be real somewhere out there.
Negan’s finger was hesitant, clicking over the link, opening his private web, and taking him to the app. It only took a moment to load before a video of this woman’s covered breast was on the camera. Her hair is right above her perky tits so perfectly. The black laced bra had them pushed together; Negan palmed the front of his jeans, feeling uncomfortable each moment. Her voice was low; she was talking had not done much talking before.
She seemed to be shy, Negan loved that.
Negan raised his volume, listening to the woman's voice. Her body was in full view, and her plump lips were seen before the rest of her face was cut off. The older man's ear perked up; that voice was sounding more familiar. His face furrowed, fubbing his sweaty palms on his jeans and bringing the phone closer to him.
“A lot of you been wondering what I look like,” Her voice sounded so sweet; Negan watched her smile as her fingers ran through her hair, “I thought I could give my special fans what they wanted.” Negan knew this video was for the premium users; his stomach twisted, and he was excited. He actually should hate himself right now.
The woman's fingers traced down to her bra straps, stretching them out down her body. Her head was thrown back a little, revealing some of her necks, throwing her head back for her face to be seen.
Negans face dropped along with his stomach, but eyes widened eyes never left the screen. His daughters best friend of all people was on that screen, almost having her bra off and a clear view of her beautiful face.
Negan cursed at himself under his breath, wanting to close out of the app, but he couldn't bring himself to do it. He wanted more. Her voice was as clear as now, too; how had he not recognized it before?
His jeans were tightened, and his member was still rock hard. Negan should not feel this way, especially knowing who this woman was. This was his daughter's best friend; she would spend nights with them. He knew he had always found Y/N attractive, but now he did not know how he would resist her, especially when around her.
Negan sat in his office, staring at the empty classroom through the open door. The silence was only broken by the clock ticking on the wall. He had just finished teaching his final class of the day. He could go home, but his eyes were still fixated on the screen. The temptation kept growing; her bra slowly slid her perky tits out for the camera. Y/N gently squeezed them, pushing them up more, continuing to trace her hands along down.
Within a few seconds, Negan had his hardened cock picked through his underwear and jeans. With a few strokes, he gave his cock already had pre cum dripping from the top of his dick that was red. His dick was pulsating with each stroke he gave. His eyes would shift to close sometimes, imaging Y/N; he knew it was wrong. This whole situation is fucked up.
He was digging himself deeper by the minute.
Negan was giving himself a handjob in his office chair, watching Y/N slowly undress herself. The underwear she had on slowly slid down her legs, revealing her plump ass, which Negan wanted to slap. Have her bent over his knee; she would deserve it, too. Negans pace was going faster, and feeling himself spew out as he came, he hoped he did not stain his jeans, feeling himself be released for just a moment.
His hands could only do so much.
Negan felt like a helpless horny teenager, he should just say fuck it and fuck her, but he knew he could not just do that. Negan groaned to himself, looking down at his sticky-covered cum self.
Negan soon felt an itch crawl back, and his eyes moved to the screen, Y/N’s body in full view. This woman was a gem; each part of her was perfect.
And just like that, Negan was hard again.
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“Dad! You're home!” Emma exclaimed, giving her dad a quick hug. “Yeah, sweetheart, sorry I'm running late.” Negan played it off with a warm smile, heading to his kitchen, “Had a few late tests to grade.” His daughter was home for the summer from college; such a bright daughter he had.
“S’kay, dad.” Emma smiled warmly at her dad, “Look, Y/N is coming over soon. Is that okay?” Emma asked; she knew her dad loved all her friends, especially Y/N. Emma knew he should not say no, especially the smile she gave him. Negan almost choked up hearing her name, clearing his throat with one of his famous smirks.
“Sure, that's okay, sweetheart.” Negan lied straight through that smile, chuckled nervously, trying to hide it all with his smile, “Just order us a pizza tonight for dinner, yeah?” His daughter quickly agreed, heading back upstairs to call the local pizza place for delivery. Negan groaned out once his daughter went upstairs, heading over to the fridge for a beer, quickly popping the top open. He got a few gulps in before heading to the doorbell.
Negan knew exactly who it was and had no idea how to keep his composure. Keeping the beer bottle attached to his lips, he prayed his daughter would answer the door. When that thought crossed his mind, “Dad, get the door!” His daughter's words were like knives in the ears.
His grip could have broken the beer bottle off tighter once heading to the front door to answer like the gentleman he was. Negan cleared his throat, breathing in, gathering his smile together. “Hi’ ya sweetheart, you doing okay?” Negan answered the door to reveal Y/N; once he saw her, a lump formed in his throat. Her top had her chest in full view; Negan could not stop imagining that black lace bra with her perky tits.
A skirt complimented the shirt that rested on her upper thigh, which gave him access to her legs to gaze upon. Negans eyes wandered over her for a moment, giving her a smirk. “I'm okay, Mr. Smith.” Y/N seemed so innocent when saying those words; Negan could have come from those words, however. Negan rolled his eyes playfully at the woman, inviting her inside. “Y’know to call me Negan now, doll.” Negan assured her, closing the door and welcoming her into his home, “Emma is upstairs; by the way, we should have pizza on the way.”
Y/N had an overnight bag, it seemed, with her, holding tight against her. She'd been friends with Emma for a few years, meeting her in college. Y/N got into an OnlyFans account just for a few bucks on the side while she was in college. She did not realize how much money it could bring her. It ended up getting her a lot of money to quit her job at the coffee shop to do things online.
Sure, she wasn't ashamed of it. She did not care one bit. It gave Y/N a certain confidence.
Y/N was never really close with her parents, especially her father. Once she had a chance to run from home, she took it, especially with a whole ride to college, which meant that when holidays came up, she went home with Emma sometimes.
That's how she met Emma’s bachelor of a dad, Negan Smith. Every woman wanted him, but he seemed uninterested. Y/N always found him attractive. She shouldn't; she may even feel guilty at times. However, how could no one find this man attractive?
“Well, Negan..” Y/N tried to fight back a flirtatious smile, already feeling shivers down her spine from his stare, “Thank you. I'll just-uh- head upstairs.” She knew she stuttered; she hoped Negan would not notice. Y/N trailed upstairs to Emma's room, who was already gossiping about the boys in class.
“Thank Gosh, you’re here; I have so much to tell you!!” Emma trailed off about Josh and Garrett she hooked up with last week, how one dick was more significant than the other. Emma also compared each orgasm she got from them to how many Josh gave her. She almost had a heart attack at the number four times in a row. Y/N choked on the wine drink she had once, Emma told her, sitting on her bed watching Sex and the City together. Y/N knew a guy never gave her that number; barely any man gave her any orgasm at all.
Y/N finished her wine glass and let out a laugh, sitting back with her friend. “I swear Josh, can fuck so much better.” Emma breathed out, the women already on their fourth wine glass.
They talked for a few hours, watching their show and eating pizza. It had been a quiet evening; Y/N knew she was feeling the wine already. Emma soon was dead asleep beside her in the bed, with a wine glass still full on the table beside them. Y/N noticed her empty glass, taking her sleeping friend's drink, making it her own, and heading to the bathroom to change into her PJs. She scrolled through her phone, through her OnlyFans messages and gifts.
Putting on a slick pair of boxer shorts and an 80s rock band t-shirt to match the shorts, Y/N still had her wine glass in her hand, heading downstairs to clean up their dishes. Emma was usually always the first to sleep; wine was like cough syrup to her and made her sleep like a baby. Y/N knew wine may been a wrong choice, but maybe she could have some alone time with Negan.
She knew she shouldn’t want that. Y/N knew she secretly wanted him to find her profile, but why would Negan have an OnlyFans anyway?
Y/N trailed down the stairs, seeing Negan still awake, watching TV in the living room. His legs spread open, and a beer rested on his thigh. God, she knew she could hop on his lap right now and ride him like there’s no tomorrow. She was a horrible person thinking this way, especially about her best friend's dad. She tried not to stare long at Negan heading to the kitchen, putting the dishes in the dishwasher.
“Sweetheart, let me help you.” Y/N jumped at the sound of Negan’s voice. She gasped, standing up from bending down. She tried to stand straight with a warm smile. The older male was quick by her side, inches from her, where his skin could brush against hers—taking the dishes from her, helping her load them up. Negan glanced over her half-full glass of wine; she still seemed to be drinking.
“Emma’s already out, huh?” Negan snickered, shaking his head, “She always gets put to sleep drinking; guess got lucky with that.” Y/N laughed with Negan, sipping her glass and handing him the last dish to put into the washer. “Yeah, she’s been out for a bit,” Y/N answered. She felt like the room was spinning, not from the wine but from Negan. He was making her weak to her knees, just standing in front of her.
It should be a crime to look so good as he did, though. Negan had his comfy clothes ready for bed, plaid pj pants with his tee shirt, and toned arms up for plain view. Y/N was in love with his tattoos, too, how she wanted to run her hands up all over them. She knew she’d been eyeing him for a bit. She probably looked like she was eating him alive.
Y/N cleared her throat, shifting her eyes quickly away from gazing over him. Negan's lips pierced, and trying to hide his smirk, he noticed her wandering eyes. Y/N wine glass was quick in her hand, moving away from Negan’s presence. “I-Thank you, Negan,” Y/N stuttered. She knew she was flushed. She would blame it on the wine, though, “I’ll head back upstairs .” It felt so awkward; the tension felt so high.
Y/N tried to get herself to move upstairs, but she was glued to the floor. Her eyes did not move from Negan’s, whose lips curled up into a smirk. He leaned against the kitchen counter behind him, crossing his arms; Y/N felt like she was starting to sweat. Once she finally got her feet to move, Negan’s words again stopped her.
“So, uh, have you found anything else since the coffee shop?” Negan questioned, trying to see what she would say or even come up with. Y/N’s face widened at his question. She knew she had to come up with a lie. How the hell would she tell this man she had an OnlyFans account? “Uh yeah, I have been doing little things here and there, online stuff, nothing too big.” Y/N laughed nervously, giving him a quick smile, shifting in place. Her stomach was twisted with nerves; the urge to jump on Negan right now was getting more complicated.
Especially the way he was looking at her, the way his tongue went over his lips slowly. God, his mouth looked terrific. God, Y/N knew she was down for it. And the wine was certainly not helping the situation either. “Online stuff, huh?” Negan didn’t seem like he was asking or even talking directly to her. He seemed to be saying it to himself, laughing out loud momentarily. Y/N was confused for a moment; her eyes soon widened.
Negan knew… he must have knew.
Y/N's breathing increased, watching Negan walk over to her. Y/N tried not to show any emotions, but she knew her face was widened. She knew her hands had to be shaking. Her body was shifting back and forth. Her nerves were making her even feel nauseous, with the butterflies growing in her stomach.
“I know you have an OnlyFans, Y/N.” His words could have made her faint; she knew her face was white as a ghost. She couldn’t form words; her throat tightened. “I know I’m a huge dick, too, for still wanting to look once I figured out it was you.” Y/N cleared her throat. Her eyes scanned his eyes for a moment. “You paid for the membership to see?” Y/N quietly wondered, her nails digging into her skin.
“Had to see that one where you show your pretty face for the first time today.” Negan watched her blush quickly for the compliment, her eyes shifting down. He was now inches from her, standing in the kitchen entrance. His fingers wrapped around her chin, having her look up at him. “You? Negan Smith? You should post, too.” Y/N told him, which made him laugh, still having her chin in his grip.
Negan’s lips grew closer to hers; her breath slowly rose, her eyes falling to his lips, falling into his touch once his lips met hers for only a moment. Their lips moved in sync before he gently pulled away, taking in the moment.
“Follow me if ya’ want to, sweetheart.” Negan purred, patting her cheek gently and giving a smug smile, walking past her upstairs. Y/N was like a lost puppy following behind him, trailing up the stairs. Emma’s door was closed; she knew wine would knock her out all night.
Nothing would wake her up.
Nerves still kicked in, though, and butterflies formed in her stomach. Was she about to enter Negan’s bedroom with Emma across the hall?
Hell yeah she was.
Y/N watched Negan hold open his door for her, letting her walk in first, quietly shutting the door behind them. “Let me show you something, doll.” Negan went to his closet, digging into a box on the shelves.
His room was very plain but relatively clean. His bed was made with just blue sheets and two pillows. There was hardly any decor out, just a few family pictures. Negan turned around and pulled out an old camcorder, handing it to her to examine. “What’s this for?” Y/N asked, her lips curled up into a smirk, getting the camera to turn on. “You like to record yourself, correct sweetheart?” Negan raised a question, taking back the camera from her and making sure a new tape was in. The younger woman’s face furrowed with confusion, but nodding to answer his question.
Negan's request took Y/N off guard. She felt her face flush with heat, and her mind went blank. She wanted to say something, anything to break the tension in the air, but Negan's piercing gaze held her still. "Would you let me record you, Y/N?" he asked, his voice low and serious. Y/N knew she trusted Negan. He had always been fair and respectful towards her. She looked up at him, and his eyes held a hint of darkness she hadn't seen before. Despite that, she still felt safe with him.
“Do you trust me, doll?”
“Yes, I do.” Y/N did not hesitate with her answer. She saw the light on the recorder blink red. She knew she was being recorded now; Y/N always felt confident through the camera now that Negan was watching her.
As she stayed in her place, she noticed his gaze fixed on her. It was unlike any other time, for he seemed to observe her features. She scanned down her body to her bare legs, keeping the camera on her. “Don't go camera shy on me now, sweetheart.” Negan teased, his eyes eating her up, “Strip for me.” She gulped; she felt so nervous. Negan noticed her actions. He wanted her to be confident. She deserved to be; there was nothing wrong with this woman before him.
Her curves was perfect.
Her tits was perfect.
Her ass was perfect.
Everything about her was perfect.
“Let me tell you something, sweetheart,” Negan turned the camera off, his face softened, “How confident you are in those videos you make is how you needs to be now. There's nothing wrong with you, Y/N.” Her face reddened with a playful eyeroll. Negan started to record again, drawing out a long breath. “You're just making me nervous; I've never done anything like this before.” Y/N’s voice seemed shaky, letting out a laugh, keeping a smile on her face. Her hands rested on the top of her tee, her eyes meeting Negan.
"Let me see those perfect perky tits, baby." Negan's words sent chills down her spine. Y/N bit her lip, slowly pulling the top over her head. She let the shirt hit the floor beside her; Negan loved the sight before him. He was finally getting to see her body in a natural person. Negan knew they had to be quiet; the guilt he once had was slowly turning more into lust. "You want the shorts gone too?" Y/N asked, her head tilted in curiosity. She was sure she knew the answer to what Negan wanted; all he did was nod and gesture for her to remove them.
Y/N stepped slowly out of her boxer shorts, revealing no underwear underneath them. Negan groaned, and the grip he had around the camera tightened. He used his free hand to rub the scruff growing on his face; she looked amazing. Y/N still felt a little uncomfortable now being full-ass naked in front of Negan, who was recording her, and he was fully clothed, though. Negan laid the camera on the dresser, still facing them, his feet dragging the ground, growing closer to her. Negan was now in the camera view, cupping her cheeks and bringing her into a deepened kiss.
"Can I record us, doll? Are you still comfortable?" Negan wanted to be reassured. She knew she had a few drinks tonight as well. He always found Y/N attractive, wanted her, and craved her. From the tension building up over the couple of years of knowing each other, it seemed she wanted him. "I do, Negan-just-." She stuttered for a moment; her cheeks were stained red. His forehead rested against hers, his eyes closed soon, waiting for her to answer. "Tell me, baby, what do you want?" He asked, groaning and pushing up against her. Y/N had him by the collar of his shirt, pulling him into a kiss, and both stumbling over to the bed behind them. His hands were all over her.
"A dirty lil' slut ain't ya, doll." Negan chuckled; it was deep and dark, maybe almost sinister. Y/N smirked into his kiss, pulling his tee off. Her hands started down his pants and up his chest, not missing any part of him. She wanted to feel everything, run her hands all over him and through his curls. She whimpered, feeling his hands trail up her bare thigh, her legs staying wide open, wanting to feel his touch. "I'll be anything you want me to be, Negan." Y/N entirely gave in to him; Negan loved her submissiveness.
"Really?" Negan drawled out, his hands cupping her throat. His free hand cupped her pussy, that almost made her choke up. "You'll be daddy's little slut?" Y/N cried out; Negan calling himself made her even wetter than she was. She barely could talk; she felt so helpless, but she always stayed confident in her videos. This man was making her a hot puddle of a mess.
"Yes, Daddy, please just touch me." She begged; Negan shushed her, his fingers resting on her lip that was just cupping her pussy. "Be quiet, doll." Negan commanded gently, his finger drug down her lips, "Do you feel how wet you are on your lips?" Y/N scoffed slightly; he was not wrong, however, feeling his wet fingers cup her face again to bring her into a rough kiss.
Negan's fingers teased her bare clit; she had her hands going down to his pants to pull them down along with his underwear. His cock was hard; Y/N looked down, even seeing the tip slightly red, already leaking pre-cum. His lips kept attached to her soft lips; he could taste her wine mixed with her lip gloss. “I want to taste you," He moaned softly against her lips, "I'm craving the taste of you so much right now, baby." His thumb rubbed against her lip softly, pulling it down, keeping his eyes deep into her eyes. Y/N couldn't help but moan out just at the words of what he wanted to do with her.
"Please..." She started to beg the man, "Please, Daddy, I want you too." Negan loved when she would beg even more when she called him daddy. His touch from his hands made her squirm. Negan kneeled in front of her, her legs wrapped around his neck. She wanted to push him closer to her with her legs, but his hands around her thighs kept her from moving. He slowly placed light kisses from her left knee up to her clit.
Her head rested on the pillow behind her; her eyes moved to the camera still blocking red across the room. Her eyes rolled back into her head, almost seeing stars. Y/N's hands ran through his hair as his tongue slightly licked her folds. Her moans were choking out, covering her mouth. “We don't wanna get caught, doll.” Negan chuckled, licking straight up, making her gasp, “Be quiet, or I'll stop,”
She felt his nails digging into her thighs, but she did not care. Y/N knew he was trying to keep her still, but she could not help but squirm underneath his tongue.
“Please, don't.”
"You taste so good, Y/N." He complimented her, feasting on her more. He was more aggressive this time, keeping the tip of his tongue flicking on her clit. She dug at his hair, "Please don't stop." Y/N moaned quietly in pleasure. Y/N covered her mouth, moaning against her hand. She knew she was already close to Negan's tongue.
“Oh, sweetheart, you're a mess.” He shook his head, playing with her clit, placing more kisses on her thighs, “I’m enjoying this just as much as you.” Y/N groaned out, feeling his lips suck on her clit, his tongue still against her clit. She could feel that pit in her stomach grows; every time he made her cum, it just got better and better.
“I’m so close, Daddy, please- Daddy.” She could barely get words out, and her fingers loosened in his hairlocks. That pit in her stomach burst. Y/N shook beneath Negan’s mouth, feeling herself cum. He licked her all up, making sure he tasted every bit of her; Negan knew he could do this all night to her. He rose to place his lips on hers; she could taste herself against him.
“Why did you wanna record, huh?” Y/N giggled, her arms around his neck. Negan chuckled, running his hands through his hair, sweat forming on his head. “You gonna post this on some porn site?” Negan almost could have cried in laughter, shaking his head at her comment and giving her neck small kisses.
“This is for me, doll. And only me.” Negan seemed firm, maybe even a little tent of jealousy in his voice. “You're mine.” Y/N's lips pierced; she tried to fight back a smile. She loved hearing. His sweet lips moved against hers. “Let me help you out,” She cupped his hardened member, and Negan groaned when she slightly squeezed it. “Next time, sweetheart, I want you now.” He growled as she pulled his boxers down. Negan placed kisses on her breasts.
His uncovered member teased the tip of her clit right above where she wanted him most, his hand wrapped around he’d throat, going into her.
“You’re so fuckin’ tight.”
She moaned, feeling her walls stretch, her nails digging into his back. Negan thrust into her, keeping his pace slower; she kept her moans soft in his ear. She could hear by his breathing he was enjoying her, enjoying this. He lifted her legs more as his dick reached more inside of her, both moaning out.
“I wanna be able to record your loud moans, doll,” Negan admitted, her nails dug deep into his back, his free hand covering her mouth from the moans. “I know some of your little cute whimpers have been picked up, though you can't keep quiet.” Y/N shook her head; his thrust picked up. She knew her nails would leave marks.
“Are you gonna come around, daddy cock?” Negan asked her, his hand slowly moving from her mouth. She bit her lip, keeping her whimpers soft. “Yes, Daddy,” Y/N muttered; her eyes rolled closed, and her forehead laid against his.
“Aw, is it too much for you to handle baby girl? Can’t take daddy’s dick?” He teased Y/N as he thrust deeper into her. “You goin’ cock dumb on me?”
Y/N shallowly moaned and whimpered out.“Fuck-No, I can handle it, daddy. Fuck- you-uh-make me feel so fucking good!” Y/N knew she was getting close. No one had ever made her feel this way. She barely could speak; she bet she did sound dumb. Negan could feel her clenching around his cock, knowing she was close.
“Go on, baby, cum all over daddy’s dick,” Negan commanded, feeling her let her body go; Y/N had her second orgasm washing over her body, seeing more stars behind her eyes. She felt her body go limp, shaking as she rode out her high.
Negan groaned as he came to a climax as well; she felt the hot cum coating her walls. Both were out of breath, their sweaty bodies stuck together shortly. “You okay, doll?” Negan fingers ran through her hair, slowly pulling out of her. He fell to the empty spot beside her, and Y/N breathed out a laugh.
“Im ‘kay, I just uh- probably need to return to Emma's room.” Y/N hoped they were not too loud, too into the moment. Negan had himself covered up with the bed sheets, still naked underneath. He laid back, his hands resting on his head, giving her a lazy smirk.
“Wish you could stay here, doll, but I know you're right.”
Y/N only stayed for more minutes in Negan's room to clean herself up; she knew she could blame her flushed face on the wine if Emma were somehow awake. They had not heard anything, but that could be good or bad. Negan and her agreed to keep this all a secret; even Negan wanted to do it repeatedly.
Y/N's hands were shaky opening Emma's door back up, seeing her still asleep in bed. Her mouth was slightly open as the TV was still quiet playing in the room. She breathed out a little sigh of relief, taking her steps quietly to lay back down her friend like she just did not fuck her dad in the room over.
With a camcorder on... fuck was she was a bad friend?
Y/N had a guilty conscience, but the fact she was she liked Negan.
Man, she was fucked.
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The following day, Y/N's head was quite heavy. Her eyes adjusted to the lit room, and she groaned out, rising out of the bed and looking beside her, seeing Emma was not there anymore. She reached for her phone, going through several social media apps to wake her up. She heard noises from Emma's bathroom, and soon the shower turned on, clearing the mystery of where her friend was.
Y/N's mind, though, trailed off back to last night's events with Negan; she still felt like she could feel cum dripping out into her boxer shorts. She groaned out softly, hating how the craving came back for him checking her emails.
An OnlyFans notification popped up on her phone that caught her attention. The name almost made her heart stop.
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Story Summary: Being the daughter of wealthy socialite Philip Blake, the man running for governor, has its advantages but when someone tries killing Y/N in order to get to her father, Y/N finds herself on the run and entangled in a web of mystery and romance with her professor Joel Miller and her bodyguard Negan Smith.
Characters: Joel Miller (The Last of Us), Negan (The Walking Dead), the reader (OC, third person), etc.
AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47007172/chapters/118420453
Warnings: Swearing, angst, smut, abuse of power between a professor and a student, etc. 
Notes: I'm doing another crossover with Joel Miller and Negan Smith. This is very alternate universe and will feature characters from both The Last of Us and The Walking Dead. I already have a lot of the story written so I will try to update it as frequently as possible.
As always Y/N ='s your name or whatever name you want to use for this story. Thanks for checking it out.
Silence. It was something that so many people longed for and enjoyed, but for Y/N it was miserable. Sitting alone in the large dining room waiting for her father to make his presence was something she did frequently. And every time she did, she never felt more alone in her whole life. It was so quiet that the ticking sounds from the grandfather clock in the other room was heard and it was driving her crazy. This was how it always was. So many of her friends told her that she was lucky to have a rich father. A father who gave her access to whatever money she wanted and allowed her to do anything she pleased. While it sounded nice on the outside it was actually a very lonely life.
When Y/N was a child, her mother had abandoned her and her father. At the time Y/N didn’t understand it but as she grew older, she didn’t blame her. She just wished sometimes that her mother would have taken her along. Y/N’s father was Philp Blake. A powerful man with a whole lot of money to control whatever the hell he wanted, but it was clear most of her life that being a father was never something he wanted. The lack of presence from her father was always very evident in her life. He was always busy at work or away on trips leaving her alone with a lot of the workers that he hired to watch over her. If anything she was more of an annoyance to her father. A thorn in his side. For a while he wanted her to follow in his footsteps and take over the family business, but her interest was in other things. It was her final year in college and her father made it exceedingly clear that he hated the direction her life was going in. Threatened her that once she was done with school if she didn’t do what he wanted with the family business he would cut her off completely, but truthfully? She didn’t give a shit. So because of that, she was living it up now while she could. She had complete access to his money and could do anything she wanted so she was. Her father was too busy with running for the position of governor in the state that they were living in to even notice anyways. It was almost a fuck you to him.
Shifting in her seat, she reached for her phone to pull it out and look at it. If her father was going to take any longer, she would have to be rushing to class and she hated that. She liked getting to everything early, but her father was the type to make others wait for everything. What was worse about today was that it was her birthday and she knew that he wouldn’t be doing anything special for it. In fact, that’s probably why he was making her wait longer than normal.
When the sound of footsteps finally started to fill the air, she set her phone down on the table and lifted her eyes to see her father entering the room with an arrogant smug over his features. He definitely knew it was her birthday and that’s why he made her wait.
“Y/N,” her father sat, his eyes gazing out at her when he got comfortable in the seat across from her at the large dining room table. “I’ve had them start breakfast for us.”
“I’m not going to be able to have it. I have classes to get to,” she informed him with a smirk, looking to her phone to see that she didn’t have much time left until she had to leave. “So what’s the plan for tonight?”
“I have a fundraiser tonight,” he remarked with a huff, his eyes surveying her over closely. “You can be late to your classes. I should be having breakfast with my daughter on her birthday.”
“Oh, so you do remember my birthday?” she feigned being shocked placing her hand over the center of her chest. Of course he would want her late for her classes because he hated what she was doing to begin with. “Here I was thinking you forgot.”
“Would you ever let me forget?” his southern drawl rumbled making her roll her eyes and shake her head. “I heard you had a party planned for tonight.”
“Oh yeah. Huge one. Everyone is coming here and we are going to celebrate out back. Lots of people, lots of noise and lots of alcohol,” she emphasized her words, her eyes narrowing out at her father when he let out an amused breath. “So you don’t have to worry about me embarrassing you at that fundraiser. I’ll be home embarrassing you in other ways.”
“I don’t care what you do as long as you stay out of the media. Enjoy it now while you can because this is your last year to do so before I cut you off. You’re twenty-three now. I think it’s about time you started taking care of yourself, don’t you? Since you’re so hell bent on not being part of the family business,” he almost mocked her seeing the way that she shook her head with his response. “Architecture? I can’t believe my own daughter is that boring.”
“Sorry to let you down pops,” she threw her hands up in the air and shrugged her shoulders. “I’m very much aware that I’ve been a constant embarrassment to you since I was born. We all know you wanted a boy.”
“I did,” he agreed with her nodding his head slowly. “Yet here you are. I’m sure if I had a son, he wouldn’t be turning his back on me going into something as useless as architecture. What a waste of a life and job.”
“Well I do like to waste time, just like I did this morning here waiting for you,” she gave him back the attitude making him let out a muted laugh that made her throat tense. “I’m glad I got to share my morning with you for my birthday. It was actually surprising to see you on this birthday compared to the last…how many birthdays have you missed again?”
“Always with the attitude,” he shook his head and sighed loudly, reaching out to place his hand over the center of the table. “When was the last time your mother contacted you again for your birthday? In fact when was the last time your mother contacted you at all?”
His arrogant, smug smirk made her curl her fist up and she could feel her heart hammering in her chest, “Your silence tells me everything. I imagine you at least bought yourself a fine gift for your birthday with the money I freely let you use.”
“Absolutely,” she snorted hating that his comment about her mother was able to actually upset her as much as it did. He wasn’t wrong. Her mother wanted nothing to do with her father and that’s why she ran off. But in running off, she wrote off Y/N too and that left Y/N parentless in a fashion. “You still keeping an eye on mom?”
“Are you asking me if I know where your mother is?” he questioned watching her nod and he threw his hands up in the air. It pissed her off that her father constantly threw it in her face that he knew where her mother was, but he’d never let her know. It had been so long since she had seen her mother that she felt like seeing her mother again would do nothing for her. At this point she was angry with her mother for leaving her all alone with her father. “I do.”
“And you won’t tell me, right?” she confirmed with her father hearing him chuckle under his breath and slide in closer to the table when one of the workers he had hired to work around the house came in with a tray of food for him.
“Why would I do that?” he blurt out with a tip of his head. “Your mother wants nothing to do with you. Why would you even be interested in finding out where she is? It’s not like she’s going to accept you back with open arms. You’re as good as dead when it comes to your mother.”
“Right,” she stood up from the table and stopped before leaving standing in the doorway. “Since I’m as old as I am and you’re ready to write me off completely as soon as I’m out of college, can I finally be allowed to leave without having your men tailing me?”
“Come on,” her father scoffed grabbing a berry from his plate and taking a big bite of it. “You know why I have you followed.”
“So I don’t embarrass you?” she saw her father’s head of security walking into the dining room with them, pulling up a seat beside her father at the table. “Good morning, Simon. I’m sure I’ll be seeing plenty of you and your men tonight, huh?”
“Wouldn’t have it any other way,” Simon winked, stroking his fingers over his graying mustache that looked like that of a villain in a cartoon.
“I’m going,” she announced pointing toward the door and Simon dramatically waved at her making her feel furious when she turned on her heel to leave. It was a useless meeting with her father and she didn’t understand why she waited for him anyways.
Instead of focusing on it though, she went to her classes and concentrated solely on those. None of her friends were in the same program as her so it made it easy to focus on what needed to be done with her schooling during the day. She knew that some of her friends would make a big deal about it being her birthday so avoiding them until later was a good idea.
The day went by quickly and by the time she got to her last class, she had her phone sitting on top of the desk before her. It was buzzing relentlessly and she knew that it was people getting excited about the big party for tonight. Instead of giving it attention, she just let it go until the professor standing at the front of the room turned to face her.
“Could you silence that damn thing?” he requested, his chocolate brown eyes locking with hers when she looked to her phone that was on top of her desk. With a smirk, she nodded and reached to turn her phone on silent when he shook his head. “You know in most cases I would have no problem throwing someone out of my class for interrupting it.”
“It won’t happen again Mr. Miller. It was an accident,” she assured him with a wicked smirk seeing the way that his eyebrows furrowed while he stared out at her and tugged at his plaid, button down shirt he was wearing in a nervous motion. “You know how much I love this class. You have my full attention. It was an accident.”
“I’ll let you off this time, but the next time I’m throwing you out,” he threatened, stroking his hand down over the facial hair that was over his jawline. With a shake of his head, he went back to teaching leaving her somewhat amused over their interaction. By the end of class her professor was seated at the edge of his desk with his arms folded out in front of his chest. “Ms. Y/N, please come to my office after class. We need to discuss something about your last project.”
“What about it?” she reached for her bag and threw it over her shoulder seeing him tip his head to the side. “Was it bad?”
“We need to discuss some things about your work,” he reiterated and moved out of the class leaving her standing at her desk with a smirk. Heading out of the lecture hall, she let out a gasp when she saw her best friend standing and waiting outside of the room for her.
“Poppy. What are you doing here?” Y/N clung tightly to her bag watching her best friend grip to her books and bounce in the position that she was in. Poppy’s blonde hair that was tied up wiggled with the movements and her green eyes glistened with excitement. “I have to go talk to my professor about something.”
“Oh! Come on! It’s your birthday and we have a party to plan!” Poppy’s squeaky voice boasted making Y/N smile.
“It is my birthday, but the party is already planned all out. All you have to do is meet me there tonight,” she reminded her friend making a frown expand over her features. “I have to deal with classes first. I will call you when I’m out of the meeting.”
“You should just ditch your professor Y/N, he works you too hard,” Poppy declared with a shrug of her shoulders. “I’ll be waiting for you babe.”
“Looking forward to it,” Y/N winked heading through the hallways to the office where she knew she would find Professor Miller. Standing in the doorway, she knocked on it when she saw that he was sitting at his desk looking at something with his laptop. When he heard her knock, she watched his brown eyes lift to stare out at her and she smiled. “You wanted to see me?”
“Close the door,” he instructed waving her into the office when he pushed his seat back and away from the desk. Listening to his order, she did what he asked and pulled her bag in closer to her body. “You left your phone out on your desk to annoy me today and I know you did.”
“Why would I ever do something like that Joel?” she placed her hand in over the center of her chest and feigned being innocent in the moment. “I’m your best student. Why would I purposely go out of my way to upset you? I don’t want you to punish me and give me a bad grade…”
With a rumble, Joel stood up from his seat and started to make his way around the table and she dropped her bag at her side, “Well, I may want you to punish me. I just don’t want you to give me that bad grade.”
“You’re a bad girl,” he rumbled reaching out to hook his arm around her waist to pull her in flush against him making her smile when she braced her hand in over the center of his chest. “You’re lucky it’s your birthday because I would spank you if it wasn’t.”
“Please do Professor Miller,” she purred biting at her bottom lip in a seductive manner seeing his eyelids heavy with want and lust while she stroked her fingers up and over the side of his neck. “It is my birthday after all.”
“You are going to be the death of me,” Joel slurred lowering down to claim her lips with his in a forceful sweep that left her melting in against his chest with his strong arms wrapped around her. With a growl, he bit at her bottom lip giving it a small tug before staring down at her. “You’re lucky I like you so much because I could have thrown you out of class today and avoided your birthday completely. I can’t play favorites you know.”
“Oh, I’m your favorite?” she teased him, pulling him down by the collar of his shirt to get him to kiss her again. Her lips parted allowing the warmth of his tongue to brush out against hers making her purr when they separated.
“You know you are,” Joel whispered, his thumb dragging out over her bottom lip and the warmth of his breath over her skin drew chills down her spine. “You are so beautiful. You know that?”
“Aw, Joel. Winning me over with your words. Just like you always do,” she muttered sliding her hand up to pluck open the top button of his plaid button down. “I do kind of want you to punish me for my birthday though. Remind me not to be a bad girl.”
“Well, if you insist,” Joel smirked grabbing a firm hold of her and leading her over toward his desk. Forcing her down over the top of it, he placed his hand firmly over the back of her neck and squeezed at it before dragging it down between her shoulder blades and over her spine. It made her let out a shuddering breath and he smiled. “You need to be more careful in my classes. Obviously, I’m going to like you because you’re my best student, but you make things too obvious and that is risky.”
“No one is going to know that we are fucking,” she looked back over her shoulder at him, wincing when he used his other hand to force her to put her head back down over his desk. “I wouldn’t want anyone to know about our relationship because I don’t want to ruin your job for you. You know I like our relationship. I don’t want to lose it.”
“Then you need to be a good girl and do as I say,” he responded sliding his palm in over her full bottom, squeezing it firmly before giving her bottom a firm smack. Arching forward, she purred out only to feel him reaching for the back of her pants. Pulling them down, Joel took her panties with the movement getting the material to her thighs. “You want to be a bad girl for your birthday?”
“I want to be your bad girl,” she slurred feeling the warmth of his palm caressing over her flesh making her bite down on her bottom lip. Purposely she added emphasis to the word your, knowing that she just wanted to be this way for him. After his soothing caress she felt him smack down over her ass making her whimper out. “Harder.”
“Harder?” Joel repeated her request, his southern drawl getting her hotter with the way he continued to caress over her tender flesh. Arching her back, she felt a stronger smack over her bottom making her cry out with the burning sensation it left over her flesh. Another firm spank followed and then another making her coo out and she felt a damp heat at her core. Joel’s hand caressed over the fleshy part of her ass before sliding between her thighs to trace his rough fingertips over the length of her sex. Teasing her with the idea of his fingers, he traced them over her sensitive lips before circling his index finger over her entrance. It made her hips arch up and a tsking sound fell deep from within his throat. “Sit still.”
“Joel,” she mewled out his name when he sank his fingers inside of her taking his time to thrust his finger in gradual strokes having the movements slowly grow stronger in strength. It made her close her eyes tightly, her head tipping back when he growled in response.
“You are so fucking wet. The spanks really did you in, didn’t they?” Joel teased her, inserting another one of his thick fingers into her warmth making her shudder beneath him. The plunges of his fingers inside of her made her heart hammer inside of her chest and she felt her pulse jumping in her throat. Before she could begin to enjoy the pleasure he was drawing out inside of her, he was pulling his fingers from her body and she whined. Looking over her shoulder she watched Joel bringing his fingers to his mouth to take them between his lips. Sucking at the taste of her over his flesh, Joel smirked when he saw the lust in her eyes while she stared out at him. “Head down.”
“Joel,” she pouted seeing him snap his fingers and she did as he ordered of her. Lowering her head, she stretched her hands out and curled her fingers around the edge of the desk. Joel stepped in behind her and she felt the denim of his pants rubbing up against her making her hum out with the friction it caused. Beneath his jeans she could feel him hard while he rubbed himself against her bottom. “Was your cock hard in class?”
“With you sitting in front row, my cock is always so hard,” Joel responded, biting down on his bottom lip while he rubbed himself up against her bottom. “Moving you to the back so I don’t have to sit down all the time would probably be a good idea. Don’t you think?”
“But I want to be able to look at you. We don’t have much time left with me in your class,” she whined when he pulled his hips and moved away. Going to lift up, she felt him pressing into the center of her back to keep her in place.
“Remember, you do as I say,” Joel demanded stepping in front of her at the other side of the desk. Joel started to pull open the belt in his jeans making her lift her head up to look up at him with big eyes. Licking her lips, she saw his dark eyes locked on her. Getting his jeans open, he pushed the material to the side and reached to pull down the front of his boxers making his cock spring out before her. Her throat went dry from the position she was in watching Joel’s thick fingers curl around his cock to stroke it firmly in his grasp. It drew attention to the swollen tip making her wet her lips. Stepping as close as he could to the edge of the desk, Joel hooked his fingers into her hair to get her to lift her head a bit further while his other hand led his cock toward her mouth. Teasing the tip of it across her bottom lip made Joel smirk when she whined knowing that he wasn’t allowing her to take him into her mouth yet. “You would do just about anything for me, wouldn’t you?”
“Yes,” she slurred against his flesh, parting her lips just enough for her to kiss at the tip making Joel’s jaw flex in response. “Anything you want…it’s yours.”
“Good girl,” Joel pressed his hips forward watching her kiss further at the tip before dragging her tongue out across the top collecting the taste of him at the slit. “Go ahead…”
Taking his cock into the warmth of her mouth made Joel tip his head back and moan, his fingers hooking tighter into her hair while she lapped at the head of his cock with her tongue before lowering her head over his length. It made Joel bite into his bottom lip and he dropped his head to make sure to watch her while she gave him a blowjob. Her eyes were closed for a short amount of time, so entirely focused on giving him what he wanted.
“Open your eyes,” Joel ordered with a scoff watching her do what he asked of her, fluttering her eyelashes when she looked up at him. Starting to thrust his hips, Joel sank his length further down her throat time and time again. The wet slurping sounds filled the office surrounding them while he had his way with her. Doing her best to relax her throat, she was allowing him to use her in any way he wanted making his quiet moans fill the air. Yanking back on her hair, Joel pulled her mouth from his length enjoying the way she stared up at him when he wrapped his fingers back around his saliva covered length. “I’m going to fuck you so hard that you’ll be thinking of me all the way throughout your party tonight. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Professor Miller,” she swallowed down hard, her wet lips shining when he smirked down at her. “I’m yours to do whatever you want with me.”
“Good girl,” Joel moved around the desk, reaching for her pants to roughly tug them further down her legs. Kicking her feet apart, he moved in behind her and stroked over his body noticing the way that she shook at his closeness. “Do you think you deserve a nice present before I get what I want from you?”
“Please,” she begged, her fingers curling tighter around the edge of the desk feeling Joel kneeling down behind her. Dragging his fingers across her bottom led her to pant before he firmly smacked over the lower part of her ass again making her cry out.
“You’re my bad girl, aren’t you?” Joel hummed caressing his hands down over her thighs squeezing at her flesh before caressing back up over them again. “Say it.”
“I’m your bad girl,” she whispered whimpering out when she felt Joel’s warm breath hovering over the most intimate parts of her. “I’m yours…”
“Yes, you are,” he growled out, pressing a wet kiss over her core making her tense up. Closing her eyes, she felt Joel’s mouth kissing over her heated flesh before dragging his tongue out through her folds. Gasping, she enjoyed Joel’s tongue teasing long lines from her clitoris to her entrance and it made her rock back against his movements. The sounds Joel made while he ate her out were like music to her ears and it turned her on all the more. When his tongue focused at her entrance it made her whimper out and the sensation of his hot tongue pushing inside of her made her coo. The movements of his tongue along with the suction of his lips over her body had her shaking against him and he chuckled against her flesh. “You’re not being quiet.”
“You don’t want me to be quiet,” she gasped when his tongue started to lap at her body again knowing that he was proud of what he was able to work out of her. Her breaths were uneven when she felt her thighs shaking. “Joel.”
A warmth rushed throughout her body, her eyes slamming shut when Joel got her to an orgasm making her whole body tremor. Without giving her time to come down from her high, Joel swiftly got up to his feet and grabbed a firm hold of her hips. Bringing her back against him, he reached between them and led his cock to her entrance thrusting his hips forward filling her completely making her arch up and away from him with a cry.
A moan fell from Joel’s throat while his thrusts started off immediately fast and hard making her cling tightly to the desk. His fingertips were digging hard into her hips undoubtedly going to leave a mark with how strongly he was holding onto her. Taking a moment to adjust, Joel pushed his pants and boxers down to his knees before he started smacking up against her harder. She was on her tiptoes, her body eagerly rocking back against him while he fucked her.
“You feel so good,” she cried out, her gasps filling the air with every powerful thrust that Joel made inside of her from behind. His grunts followed his thrusts and he already had her a shaking mess beneath him. With a huff, Joel adjusted her body to his liking and he leaned in over her. His fingers wrapped around the edge of the desk to give him leverage to help pound himself into her again and again. The desk was shaking with how hard he was fucking her and he wasn’t kidding when he told her that he was going to fuck her so hard that she would be feeling him later. “Joel.”
“Shhh…” Joel hummed biting at her earlobe enjoying the wet sounds their bodies made together. Releasing the desk with his left hand, he sank his fingers into her hair and put a bit of pressure at the beck of her neck while he continued to pound into her with unrelenting movements. Joel’s moan drew a liquid fire to flood her veins and she could feel a dampness sliding down her thighs. “You’re tight little pussy belongs to me, doesn’t it?”
“It’s only yours,” she declared, her whines following his movements. His fast fucking turned to slow, powerful thrusts that had her bouncing forward with every smack his hips made up against her bottom. Joel was using her like his own personal sex doll, but she didn’t care because she liked being made to be his. Winces fell from her throat with the meticulously powerful thrusts. His cock was throbbing inside of her and by the sounds he was making she knew that he was close to coming. Soon he was back at pounding away inside of her, his moans warm against her ear when his movements slowed down. Joel held her in place with his cock twitching inside of her, while he pumped her full of his cum. Joel pulled back and away from her, falling back onto the leather chair that was behind him where students would come to sit if they were really coming to his office to talk to him. Closing her eyes, she felt like the room was spinning around her. The warmth of Joel’s cum trailing down her thigh was felt when she looked back at him over her shoulder. Standing up on wobbly legs, she kicked out of the material of her pants and moved in over Joel in the chair. Grabbing a hold of his cock, she led it back inside of her, bouncing her hips over his length making him grunt. “Make me come…”
“Who says you deserve it?” Joel growled out, lifting his head up enough to meet her in a sloppy kiss, but instead of fighting her on it, his rough fingertips found her clitoris caressing over the sensitive bundle of nerves in strong, circular motions while she bounced her hips over his length. It didn’t take long before she tossed her head back letting out a cry. It allowed him to kiss down over the side of her neck and leave tiny bites over her flesh along the way. Y/N fell in against his chest and rest her head against Joel’s shoulders while his hand braced in over her lower back. “You’re wild darlin’.”
“I just had to get a ride in on my cowboy before we ended this,” she felt his cock softening inside of her and she pulled her hips up and away, but still remained over him enjoying the way it felt being this close to him. “You’re right, I’m going to feel you tonight still. That’s one of the hardest fucks you’ve ever given me.”
“Did you dislike it?” Joel tipped his head back to stare out at her seeing her smirk and shake her head.
“I loved it,” she assured him, stroking her thumb over his bottom lip allowing him to take it between his lips to nibble at her flesh. “Are you coming to my party tonight?”
“Y/N,” Joel slurred, pulling his lips away from her thumb with a huff. “You know I can’t do that. You’re going to have friends from the school there.”
“None of them are in this program, they won’t know who you are,” she maintained, her eyes full of awe for the man beneath her. “I’ve told my friends I’m in a relationship with an older man and they support it. They think it’s hot that I’m dating an older man.”
“Dating?” Joel repeated her words, his eyebrows bouncing up when she said that word.
“Well yeah, you’re my boyfriend,” she pointed out making Joel straighten up underneath her and she saw something change in his face while he stared out at her. “I mean that’s what you would call this, right? Dating? We spend a lot of time together. Go on trips together. Buy each other things. Spend nights together…”
“I mean…” Joel’s lips parted, his brown eyes searching hers and it was clear that he was uneasy with the conversation that they were having. “Why would you tell your friends about me? If the college found out that we were sleeping together I would be fired, Y/N.”
“I don’t tell them that you’re my professor. How we met doesn’t matter,” she stroked her fingers over the center of his chest making Joel scoff in response. “They don’t need to know that you were impressed with my work and when you called me in here to talk about my skills our chemistry just skyrocketed. The only thing they know is that you flirted with me and swept me off my feet with your quiet, southern charm.”
“I can’t go to your party tonight Y/N. I have a daughter, remember?” Joel reminded her making her lick her lips and he adjusted her over him so that way they had some distance. “Sarah is fourteen and I can’t just leave her alone to go to some college party.”
“What about your brother?” Y/N pushed making Joel snort, his brow line creasing when she was visibly desperate to have him in her life tonight. “I think Tommy can handle Sarah for one night, don’t you think?”
“No, we have a movie night tonight,” Joel reflected her suggestion, reaching down to grab his pants to pull them back over his hips and she suddenly felt uncomfortable seeing his reaction to things. “Every Friday we spend together since her mother left us.”
“Well,” she thought about what he was telling her and she reached out to palm in over the side of Joel’s face, teasing her fingers through his facial hair. “Maybe I can blow off the party tonight and I can meet Sarah for the first time? I can bring over a pizza and maybe some ice cream.”
“You don’t have to give up your party to meet my daughter,” Joel stammered getting his pants back together while she worked to pull her pants up and over her hips. “It’s not that important.”
“Of course it is. I love you Joel, I want to meet your daughter,” she repeated what she had told him in the past hearing Joel inhale sharply and tip his head to the side. Joel moved her from over him and stood up heading over toward his desk to sit down on the edge of it folding his arms in front of his chest. “Why is it you respond like that every time I tell you I love you?”
“Because it’s too fast,” Joel answered with a stressed sound, reaching back to stroke his fingers in over the back of his neck.
“But we’ve been doing this for over a year and a half now,” she pointed out making Joel tense up and he shrugged his shoulders. “It’s not like we’re just fucking Joel. We’ve been out on dates, we’ve traveled together…I’ve given you a significant amount of money for your company.”
“And I appreciate that,” Joel threw his hand up in the air making her chest ache while she sat in the chair before him. Joel’s breathing was heavy and she could feel a lump developing in her throat. “I know it was a lot to ask you for that loan and I appreciate you doing it for me. I appreciate all the gifts and the money you’ve given me. It means a lot to me.”
“But not enough for you to tell me you love me?” she stammered seeing him grimace when she mentioned him loving her. “Listen, you can just keep whatever present you got me for my birthday and replace it with an I love you. Just once.”
“I didn’t get you a gift for your birthday,” Joel confessed, his brown eyes full of a certain emotion she couldn’t read when she felt her chest ache. “The sex was your gift.”
“I just…” she felt her breath getting taken from her lungs and she immediately nodded her head. When it was Joel’s birthday, she went out of her way to give him the best birthday possible. Showering him with gifts, taking him out somewhere nice and even giving him a trip to the beach after he talked about longing to go one day. “Okay.”
“You’re disappointed,” Joel commented seeing that her face was turning a shade of red when she looked down at the ground before her.
“No, I just…” she lied to him looking up at him with a dampness in her eyes making Joel drastically bob his head about and look over toward the time. “Am I keeping you?”
“You know that I can’t keep you in here for too long. People would get suspicious,” Joel explained looking to the watch that she knew his daughter had given to him on his birthday. “Why don’t you just text me later and let me know how your party was.”
“Maybe we can go out to dinner before the party?” she stood from the seat feeling a chill flooding her spine hoping for more from Joel. “Maybe that little diner that you like? We can get a couple of shakes, burgers and fries. Then after we can share some of that pie that…”
“I have to pick Sarah up and take her to soccer practice,” Joel interjected before she could make a further suggestion. Joel stood up and moved around the desk to reach for something in the top drawer and she saw it was his keys.
“Maybe I can come and…” she started to mutter but Joel put his hand up in the air to cut her off and shake his head. “Is there something wrong with me? Am I not good enough to meet your daughter? I thought you liked me…”
“I do like you, but it would just be…weird,” Joel answered with a shake of his head making her let out a shuddering breath. “Hey Sarah, here is this girl that is my student. We hang out sometimes…just thought you would like to meet her.”
“So I’m good enough to have a pussy full of your cum and I’m good enough to give you nice things and go on trips with, but I’m not good enough to meet your daughter or brother? Or have any part of your life?” she inquired knowing that for a while she realized she wasn’t getting back in the relationship with Joel what she was giving him, but she just thought it was because of his ex-wife hurting him like she did in the past and he was just genuinely a shyer guy.
“Watch what you say,” Joel hushed her looking toward the door making her roll her eyes and shake her head.
“Do you really only see our relationship as us just hanging out?” she thought back on what he said making Joel grumble under his breath. “Am I just your student to you? The last time we spent the night together you spent all night holding me and the things that you said…”
“You are my student,” Joel reminded her making her chest tighten when he shrugged his shoulders. “I’m sorry it’s not the answer you want, but everything you want is too complicated for me right now. I need relaxed in my life. I have so much going on and what you’re asking for is just too much.”
“We’ve almost been together two years Joel. I get if this was the first few months, but I think we started doing this a year and nine months ago,” she educated him on the amount of time they had been fooling around with one another. “It would be one thing if it was less than a year, but you’ve asked me to be loyal to you. To only be with you. And as far as I knew, I was the only person you were sleeping with too.”
“You are, but it’s more of a case if I’m having unprotected sex with you, I didn’t want to be fucking all the boys on campus too,” Joel noted making her let out an offended breath and he threw his hands up in the air. “I just think sex feels better without a condom and you were willing to do it, so I thought we just had an agreement with that.”
“You know if you dedicate yourself to one person with sex, that usually means you’re dating them,” she commented making Joel’s nose wrinkle. Lowering his head into his palm, he was very uneasy with this discussion and she let out an offended breath. “Are you breaking up with me?”
“I can’t break up with someone that I was never dating to begin with,” Joel snorted making her heart sink hearing him pronounce the words with a firmness to his tone. “I just don’t want to introduce you to my family. I also don’t want to tell you I love you because what we have, it’s just not…”  
“Wow,” she felt her body shaking and she headed over toward her bag that she dropped at the corner of his office. Instead of listening to this any longer, she knew that she couldn’t take it and had to leave. “Thanks for the sex. It’s exactly what I wanted for my birthday.”
“Listen,” Joel began, standing up straight reaching out in attempts to touch her, but she pulled back and away from him. “You have to understand…”
“No, I get it,” she held her hand up in the air making Joel’s eyes narrow and he gave her a glare that made his chiseled jawline flex. “God, I’m stupid. This is already off to a great birthday. Enjoy your day with Sarah, I’m sorry for making you uncomfortable.”
“Would you just,” Joel stammered only for her to pull open the door to storm out of his office. Heading for the front of the building that she was in, she felt like the world was spinning around her and she didn’t know how to handle the information she was just delivered.
“Slow down tiger,” a familiar deep, raspy voice rumbled from behind her when she shoved open the front door. Looking back over her shoulder she saw that her personal bodyguard that her father had on her for the last few years was resting back against the school smoking a cigarette. His dark sunglasses were over his eyes, his dimples sinking in when he stared out at her. “Where are you going in a rush?”
“Fucking hell Negan,” she snapped watching his head tip to the side and his eyebrow arched up over his sunglasses. His dimples sank in when he released a long line of smoke from his lungs making her look down toward the ground. At the moment she wanted to cry and have a meltdown but she was doing her best to keep it together. “I forgot they have you follow me every-fucking-where.”
“Kind of my job,” he clarified pulling the sunglasses from his face, hooking them at the top of his shirt while he stared out at her with his hazel eyes. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” she lied feeling like her heart was going to explode from how upset she was with what Joel had just said to her.
“We both fucking know that’s not true,” Negan took another puff of his cigarette before tossing it aside making her shrug her shoulders. “Did the professor fucking do something?”
“It doesn’t matter,” she disputed watching Negan push himself forward from the school to approach her and stare out at her with is expressive eyes. Negan reached out to grasp her jaw between his thumb and index finger noticing that she was quite upset.
“How much money did he ask for this time?” Negan queried making her roll her eyes when she pulled away from Negan and shook her head. “Do I need to go fucking kick his ass? Did he do something that…”
“Stop,” she reached for Negan, grabbing a hold of his arm and pulling him back to her. “I just made the mistake of thinking my relationship with him was something more than it actually was.”
“What do you mean?” Negan’s face scrunched up, visible confusion flooding his features while he stared out at her. “Pretty sure you’re fucking dating him.”
“Apparently not,” she snorted thinking about all the things she had done with Joel over the last year and a half. After all they had done together, she just assumed they were a couple and even though he hadn’t told her he loved her, she thought she was working Joel up to it. “You never told my father about him, right?”
“Of course not. You asked me to keep it as our secret and it is. Your father never asks where you go or where the money you spend is going. Even if he did ask me about your potential lovers, my loyalty lies with you. Not your father,” Negan promised making her sigh loudly when he placed his hand in over the center of his chest. “He just pays me to keep you safe.”
“He pays you to follow me around like a stalker,” she reminded him waving him on to follow her so they could walk through campus together.
“You know there was a point in time where you actually enjoyed the idea of it,” Negan teased her, nudging her playfully with his shoulder while they walked side by side. “If I remember correctly, you were head over heels for me.”
“And you were married,” she frowned making Negan stop walking and his Adam’s apple bounced in his throat. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have mentioned her. I know it’s still sensitive with her passing and…”
“It’s fine,” Negan held his hand up in the air and it made her eyes fall to the wedding rings that he still wore on a necklace around his neck. Growing up, she had the biggest crush on Negan having him be her bodyguard. Anyone who was around him as much as she was would have fallen in love with him too. With his wildly naughty, cocky attitude and one of the most stunning smiles she had ever seen in her life, it made it hard for her not to fall for him. Physically, Negan was the man of her dreams. Tall dark and handsome defined him completely and she was in love with him for a significant part of her life, but the number one problem was that he was already taken by his childhood sweetheart. Lucille. So any attempts she made on Negan in the past were quickly shut down because he was head over heels in love with his wife. And it was only recently that he had ended up losing her to pancreatic cancer. Just talking about her sometimes would make Negan very emotional and since her passing the two of them had gotten a lot closer as friends. In fact, Negan was probably her best friend and her bodyguard. He was there all the time so he knew everything. More than anyone knew. And in a way she liked it because she knew she had someone she could be completely honest with. It just so happened that she used to have the biggest crush on him for a long time. Negan reached up to brush his fingers against his wedding ring that was there along with his late wife’s ring. “I’m going to have to get used to talking about her at some point.”
“Give me your hand,” she held her hand up seeing the way that Negan’s nose wrinkled and he tipped his head to the side. “Just give me your damn hand.”
“Yes ma’am,” Negan allowed her to take his hand and she hooked her fingers with his leading them to hold hands while they walked through the campus together. “I feel like a teenage boy again holding hands with a pretty girl.”
“Listen, I need someone to hold my fucking hand so I don’t have a complete and total meltdown,” she informed Negan feeling him stop when she stated that and she shrugged her shoulders when she gazed over at him. “And I’m pretty sure you need someone to hold your hand sometimes too.”
“Is this guy still in his office?” Negan questioned, pulling her forward to stare down at her seeing the way that her eyes were tearing over. “That’s it, I’m going to go fucking kick his ass…”
“No,” she begged, pulling him back to her so that way he was staring down at her with his big hazel eyes. Negan’s palm pressed in over the side of her face and he swallowed down hard when she leaned into his touch. “I was just stupid Negan. It was my own fault. I wanted a relationship so bad that I was reading everything…wrong. I’m just so used to no one wanting me that it felt good having something with Joel.”  
“I could have told you fucking your professor wasn’t going to go anywhere. It was an abuse of power on his end and…” Negan started to vent but was cut off by the feeling of Y/N pressing her fingers in over his lips to silence him. When he stopped talking, he felt her dragging her fingers through his short beard and he sighed. Hooking his arms around her, he pulled her into a tight hug and stroked his fingers over the back of her neck. Squeezing her tightly in his arms, he leaned down and pressed a quick kiss over her forehead. “Come to the Mustang. I have something for you.”
With a simple nod, she followed Negan to his black classic Mustang that he owned. Negan held his finger up and motioned her to wait a minute when he opened the passenger’s side door. Leaning down he reached for something from the back and she let out an amused sound when he brought out some balloons and he was holding a six-pack of cupcakes in his hands.
“Happy birthday,” Negan offered up a weak smile holding out the things in his hands making her smile when he did it.
“You remembered,” she breathed out seeing his dimples sink in and he gave her a small nod. “I didn’t think you remembered when I didn’t see you this morning.”
“I was too busy driving out to that special little bakery you like to get you these,” Negan informed her making her touched to know that he went out of his way today to get her something that she liked. “I know how much you love the cupcakes from there and I just, I wanted to do something nice for your fucking birthday.”
“Well, you’re going to have to share them with me,” she reached out to accept the balloons and the cupcakes finding herself amused with the whole balloon aspect of things. Negan so far was the only person to make some kind of positive impact for her on her birthday and she appreciated it. “You know I can’t eat six of them by myself.”
“I can do that,” Negan muttered and she took a minute to think about things before stepping up on her toes to press a quick kiss at Negan’s cheek. “Get in…”
“Yes sir,” she nodded her head allowing Negan to help her into the passenger seat of his Mustang and she knew if this was how things were when she was younger, she would be swooning over Negan doing something nice for her on her birthday. Unfortunately she was still upset with the way things went down with Joel and that was heavy in her heart, but she was doing her best not to have a meltdown. When he got back into the car, he pulled his sunglasses back in over his face and looked over at her. “You taking me home?”
“No, I’m taking you out to dinner on the water. Give you some time to relax before you are surrounded by a shitload of people tonight,” Negan answered her with a big smile making her throat tense up knowing that it was something that she wanted Joel to do with her. Negan must have caught the expression over her face and he frowned. “What?”
“You don’t have to do this just because you are my bodyguard and have to be around me,” she claimed making him frown, pushing his sunglasses down his face to allow his hazel eyes to connect with hers. “I’m sure there is something else you would rather be doing with your time.”
“No, I want to spend my evening with you, doing something nice for your birthday,” Negan winked starting up the car noticing the way that she was staring out at him. “So stop worrying. Everything is as I want it.”
Instead of fighting with him she allowed him to take her where he wanted. It surprised her when they got to the restaurant and they led them outside to the table that had more balloons there along with a bouquet of flowers. It made her stop in her footsteps and Negan moved in behind her to place his hand in over her shoulder, “What?”
“What would you have done if I would have went with Joel somewhere?” she asked knowing that this was something that Negan obviously had planned for her long before just deciding to randomly take her here for her birthday.
“Then I would have called and cancelled,” Negan led her over toward the table and held the chair out for her. After she sat Negan took the seat across from her and she felt bad knowing that this is what she wanted to be doing with the man she thought was her boyfriend. Taking his sunglasses off, Negan noticed the way she was staring out at him and he threw his hands up in the air. “You talk about having shitty birthdays all the time and I just wanted to make sure that you had a semi-decent one.”
“I don’t deserve you after all the shit I’ve put you through,” she lifted up from her seat to lean across the table to press a lingering kiss over the side of his face. Negan smirked when she sat back down in her seat. “I bet you would have never thought you would still be here years ago.”
“Years ago I was just thankful to have a job. Going from having a promising career in baseball to hurting myself and needing a job was rough,” Negan explained thinking back on his life working with Y/N. “You may have given me a run for my money, but I enjoy my job.”
“I’m sure the money you make isn’t all that bad,” she thought about the people that worked for her father and she heard Negan scoff. “You know, you never told me how you ended up with this job. Being stuck with me.”
“I don’t view it that way,” Negan shook his head, rolling his eyes when he reached for the glass of water that was before him. “I got the job because Simon owed me. We knew each other previously, I was in the minor leagues for baseball and I looked to have a promising career ahead of me, but I got injured. Lucille and I just got married, I needed money and he hooked me up with this job taking care of a wild and unruly teenager of some rich hotshot. And I thought, how hard could it be?”
“And then you met me,” she joked looking down at the menu that was before her knowing that this was a place she had come many times before and Negan obviously knew that she liked it. “I probably drove you crazy.”
“Sometimes,” Negan tipped his head to the side and gave her a wink. Reaching for something beside him, Negan grabbed a hold of the bag that he brought with him into the restaurant. “I know this is kind of goofy considering the circumstances, but this is your last present from me today…”
“What?” her eyebrows bounced up seeing that he was handing something across the table to her. Accepting the bag, she pulled it into her lap and reached inside to reveal the leather-bound sketchbook that Negan had gotten for her.
“I know you have people that are going to give you incredible gifts tonight that are going to make that feel stupid, but I always see you sketching on things and since this is going to be your profession I thought you might like having one that looked…fuck, I don’t know…nice,” Negan waved his hand around seeing the way that she smiled while she opened it and flipped through the pages. “I saw it and it made me think of you so I got it for you.”
“Thank you, Negan,” she found herself in awe of the man before her knowing that with their history together she was so surprised that Negan still liked her as much as he did. She really did give him hell when she was a teenager and in her early twenties so she was thankful for his kindness toward her. “Can I ask you a personal question?”
“Go for it,” Negan got comfortable in his seat, tipping his head to the side when he gave her his full attention.
“You and Joel are around the same age,” she began seeing the expression over his face change when she brought up Joel to him and she knew that Negan was never a fan of the guy to begin with. “Do you find me to be overbearing? Am I wrong for thinking that we were dating after a year and a half? I wanted to meet his daughter and he had a meltdown about it. Called me just some student.”
“Y/N, I don’t like him,” Negan explained with a loud rumble of a groan, reaching to pinch at the bridge of his nose when he leaned forward in his seat. “I think the problem in the whole relationship was him and not you.”
“Just answer the question Negan,” she pleaded knowing that she probably sounded pathetic and desperate, but in a sense she was.
“Your relationship started because he took advantage of you. He called you to his office and told you that he wanted to talk about how well you were exceeding in his classes and then seduced you into sleeping with him. Because you’re attracted to older men you were eager to get the attention from an older man…” Negan reasoned with her making her face flush over when he reminded her of how her relationship with Joel started. “You know how uncomfortable you were when he asked you for money the first time, but you’re too goddamn nice and you liked him so much that you were willing to do whatever it took to keep him happy. To answer your question, most people who are dating a year would have no problem introducing their daughter to the person they were with. People who go on trips together are often considered dating too. So no, I don’t think you’re overbearing for wanting to get closer to Joel. I think it’s fucked up he’s your professor and I think there is something incredibly shady about him, but…”
“I know how you feel about Joel. You tell me all the time,” she reminded him with a shake of her head hating that she let Joel get to her so much but she really liked him and she put a lot of effort into their relationship over the last year. “I just wonder if there is a problem with me. My mother left me. My father can’t stand me. I’ve had boyfriends, but never anything super serious. The one time I think I’ve fallen in love with someone…”
“You’re surrounded by shitty people Y/N,” Negan reasoned with her hating that she was going to these thoughts because of Joel upsetting her like he did. “It’s a hard pill to swallow, but a lot of the world fucking sucks. You’re a good person in a shady fucking family. Of course you are going to feel lonely in that environment. You don’t have the attitude of a rich person. You’re humble, caring, kind…”
“After I graduate, I’m going to be poor as hell,” she chuckled seeing Negan scoff at the thing that her father told her. “Will you still like me then?”
“I’m not going anywhere,” Negan reached out across the table for her hand and gave it a firm squeeze. “It’s not the money that kept me here and you know that. I care about you. I always have and no matter what your father does, I will always be in your life.”
Squeezing her fingers around Negan’s, she appreciated the sentiment and felt good knowing that no matter what happened in her life, there would always be someone she knew that she could count on. It made her happy to know that Negan was that person.  
“I feel like I was just being a pathetic, clingy child with Joel and I feel pitiful,” she admitted to Negan focusing on the way that his thumb stroked over the back of her hand. “Is this what all men are like when they get in serious relationships? I’ve told him that I love him multiple times at this point and every time he turns pale and starts sweating. Why do the things he’s doing with me if he doesn’t want a relationship of some kind?”
“Y/N…” Negan slurred, his eyebrows bouncing up with his fingers curling tighter around hers. “Are you sure you’re the only student that he is doing this with? For all you know, this could just be something that he does. Takes advantage of the power he holds over people as their professor and...”
“That’s not what this was Negan. I was just doing really good in his classes and he wanted to pull me aside. Told me that he knew people that would be interested in my work if I kept up doing what I was. It was just when the two of us were together there was this chemistry,” Y/N informed Negan feeling his fingers slowly slipping from hers and he leaned back in his chair visibly uncomfortable. “Negan, while he may have seduced me, I could tell he hadn’t been with someone in a very long time. He tried to pretend to be confident, but he was still nervous. I think after his wife abandoned him and his daughter, he shut himself down. Joel is complicated.”
“Men aren’t as complicated as you think they are,” Negan retorted with a snort, tapping his fingers at the top of the table while they waited for someone to come and take their order. “Listen, you are a good catch, but some people see you and they get the wrong idea. You’re beautiful, sweet, passionate, talented…but sometimes people are going to see your last name and they are going to take advantage of how good you are.”
“Joel isn’t like that,” she combated making Negan throw his hands up in the air in a defensive movement. “Joel isn’t the type that cares about politics or money.”
“He asked you for money, he knows you have the money Y/N. How did he know that?” Negan pushed, leaning forward in his seat trying to keep quiet since there were other people near them.
“I talked to him about my life quite a bit Negan. He knew what my life was like and he knew that I had an endless supply of money because of my dad. You know my dad. He allows me to do whatever I want without asking. I love Joel and I would do whatever it takes…” she rambled on watching Negan’s thick eyebrows arch up and she felt her chest tightening. “It’s not about the money Negan.”
“You’re not pathetic for falling in love with someone Y/N. You’re a hopeless romantic and I can’t fault you for that. I fucking get it,” Negan placed his hand in over the center of his chest and cleared his throat when he could see they were getting prepared to come get their orders. “Plus, Joel has been playing with your feelings and emotions. Dragging you along so you do what he wants. Whether it’s sex or money…”
“It’s not about the money Negan,” she stressed thinking back on the moments that she shared with Joel previously. “I think his ex-wife just really hurt him. He has a lot going on in his head. There are moments where he is really cold, but then there are those moments where he is holding me in bed some nights where it just feels special. Unlike anything I’ve felt before. I think he really combats his thoughts a lot. He wants to be loved and to have a relationship, but at the same time he’s scared to.”
“I think you think too fucking highly of him,” Negan declared making her frown and they both went silent when the waitress came to their table to take their orders. After the waitress left Negan noticed that Y/N was deep in her thoughts and he shook his head. “Y/N, I’m not trying to be mean here. You know I support whatever decisions you make. I just want you fucking happy, but there has been some rather big fucking red flags. I would know because for a big part of my life I was a walking red flag. I was a fucker in my younger years. So I just want you to be careful.”
With a simple nod, she looked to her phone and sighed when she saw that Joel hadn’t texted her or anything after she left his office. If there was something more between the two of them, she thought maybe he would have contacted her, but he didn’t.
“Everything you’ve done here is everything I wanted Joel to do today,” she silently muttered making Negan frown, nodding his head slowly. “I’m starting to think you’re the only person that truly sees me for me Negan. Maybe the world forced it to be that way, but you see me.”
“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” Negan gave her a wink sliding closer to the table, tipping his head down in attempts to get her eyes to connect with his. “While you’re with me, try to forget him and enjoy yourself. If you need to still talk about him, I won’t shut you the fuck down, but I want you happy and I think the more you think about Joel the sadder you are going to be.”
“I’ll do my best,” she gave him a weak smile knowing that Negan was trying harder than anyone in her life right now to make her happy and she appreciated the gesture. So she was going to give him the best of her right now. It’s what he deserved for trying to make her happy. It wasn’t normal for people to go out of their way for her to make her happy so she was very thankful for that. So that’s what she did. Did her best to ignore her feelings on Joel and it was nice to actually have a few moments of downtime with Negan. It really did feel like at this point that Negan was the only person that she could be herself with and not have to worry about impressing him. Hopefully that feeling never changed with him because he was way too important to her for her to lose now.
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Smut one shot requests (I write them on Wattpad & here but you can only request on here, my Wattpad user is sm_twrit_r) I only do male smut sorry
Baby:
-damiano younes
-niccolo govender
- Brando de sanctis
-fiore fiorenzi
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Harry potter + fancast:
-theodore nott
-mattheo ridde
-tom riddle
-lorenzo berkshire
-regulus black
-blaise zabini
-cedric diggory
-harry potter
-ron weasley
-fred weasley
-george weasley
-draco malfoy
-professor snape
-professor lupin
- James potter (fancast)
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Outer banks:
- JJ maybank
- john b
- poper heyward
- rafe cameron
- topper Thornton
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The vampire diaries:
-damon salvatore
-stefan salvatore
- Enzo st john
-jeremy gilbert
-tyler lockwood
- alaric saltzman
-klaus mikealson
- elijah mikealson
-kol mikealson
- kai parker
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The walking dead:
-daryl dixon
-rick grimes
-carl grimes
-negan smith
-glenn rhee
-ezekiel sutton
-jesus (Paul) monroe
-abraham ford
-alden
-merle dixon
-dwight
-shane welsh
-micheal mercer
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Stranger things:
-steve harrington
-eddie munson
-billy hargrove
-jonathan byers
-dimitri
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Riverdale:
-jughead jones
- archie andrews
- f.p jones
-sweetpea
-fangs fogarty
-reggie mantle
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Shameless:
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-lip gallagher
-carl gallagher
-mickey milkovich
-kevin ball
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Grey's anatomy:
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-alex karev
-jackson avery
-mark sloan
-george o malley
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- Jake webber
- johnnie guilbert
- Colby brock
- Sam golbach
- Vinnie hacker
- ghost (cod)
- ghostface
-dominic fike
-javon walton
-jaden walton
-matt sturniolo
-chris sturniolo
-dean winchester
-samwinchester
-percy jackson(og)
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The rookie:
-tim bradford
-john nolan
-wesley evers
-aaron thorsen
-henry nolan
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college au: negan, a criminology professor in a sleepy college town, implements an extreme teaching method: murdering people to give his students a case to try and solve in real time. to his surprise, it’s not any of his suck up senior honor students that catch him, but carl, the reserved and brooding kid in his freshman intro level class. will carl turn negan in or join him in his killing spree?
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Words: 7,362 Pairing: Daryl Dixon x Reader Reader pronouns: she/her Era: S10/S11, The Reapers Warnings: graphic descriptions of violence, injury, blood and gore, language A/N: This is part of a series! You can find the rest on my Master List, the pinned post on my blog.
Summary: The group enters Meridian in search of supplies. Y/N tries to find Daryl and something to help deal with The Reapers, but is waylaid by the enemy.
Your name: submit What is this?
Maggie stopped beside you and you looked up. She gave you a tight smile. “How is it?” she asked.
You let your shirt drop to conceal the wound on your side again. You’d finally taken the bandage off with its moss padding and decided it was no longer needed. You nodded. “Fine. It’s fine. Nothing to worry about anymore.” You glanced over at Negan where he was leaned up against a tree a short distance away, watching you and Maggie closely. “Are you sure about this?” you asked her in an undertone. “Can’t say I’m excited to wear someone else’s rotting face over my face…”
She nodded. “I’m sure. We do what we have to, right?” She looked back at Negan. “We work with who we have to…”
“Hey—” you called her attention back to you. “It doesn’t forgive what he’s done—nothing ever can—but he might have saved my life out here just by getting those supplies.”
Maggie nodded, her expression still grim. “I know. And I’m glad about that.” She managed a tight smile and you grabbed her hand and gave it a squeeze.
“Alright,” you said, standing. “Let’s get this over with.”
As you approached, Negan smiled, knife in hand.
“What’re you smirking about?” you asked.
He tilted his head. “Walker school is in session. And I’m the professor. This should be fun,” he quipped.
You stepped close into him. “This isn’t a fucking game, Negan. This is life or death. The skin we have to wear was peeled off of corpses—corpses who were once living, breathing people. They had personalities. They had friends and families. This isn’t fun. This is a nightmare.”
Negan sighed. “I’m just trying to make the best of things, alright?”
“Yeah, well keep that shit in your head next time,” you growled. Negan watched you stalk away to stand with Elijah. He glanced over at Maggie.
“Touchy… ready?” he asked.
She glared at him, her jaw clenching, but she nodded.
_ _ _ _ _ _
Daryl stared through the binoculars at the swirling walkers at the edge of the open space. His heart started to pound. This had to be his family… it had to be. There were no more Whisperers, so it was the only thing that made any damn sense. Were you in that horde somewhere?
“Dixon?” Pope snapped.
He shrugged, lowering the binoculars. “Could lead ‘em out a few miles and double back around.”
Pope seemed to chew on that for a moment. “Good. Wells. Go.”
_ _ _ _ _ _
“Wells? Come in. Over.” Leah paced up and down the room. “Wells? Come in! Over.”
Pope was stoic. Daryl could feel the tension thickly in the room, like it was filled with a toxic humidity.
“I’m going after him.”
“There’s no point. He’s already dead,” Pope asserted, snapping out of his frozen state. “This was her. The dead didn’t kill him. She did.”
Daryl’s heart was pounding and he knew Pope was right. Some of you were out there among the dead, enough to gather them and lead them. He could only grit his teeth and hope you were out there too. He didn’t know whether to hope that you were holed up somewhere away from here, away from where he knew this battle was going to happen, or if he should hope you were hidden among the dead and making your way to him. Had you been in that house that day, hidden down in the cellar? Had you heard what he’d said to Leah?
His stomach twisted. If you had—had it ruined everything he’d just found again, everything that was just starting? He’d just been saying it to her strategically—everything he’d done since he and Dog became enmeshed with these Reapers had been for the sake of you and the rest of his family. But if you’d heard him as you huddled down in that cellar, what had you thought? What did you think of him now? He felt a cresting wave of nausea and shifted.
Pope’s radio sounded. “Sir, they’re back. The dead.” Pope stood. “So, she came back. My enemy. Let’s go,” he barked. Daryl fell in with the others and filed out to stand on top of the wall. The horde had returned, moving steadily toward their position.
Daryl jumped as there was an explosion suddenly on the edge of the open space. “They won’t make it here,” Pope laughed.
With a shock of terror running through him, Daryl raised the binoculars to his eyes and began to systematically scan the herd, looking for a sign of a walker that wasn’t really a walker. He felt slightly shaky with fear, and he gripped the binoculars with white knuckles. A minefield. It was a minefield. The imminent danger to anyone in that horde was clear.
Then, suddenly, he spotted two figures that were moving slightly against the flow of the movement of the herd. They shifted outward toward the side as the rest of the walkers continued forward, setting off more mines that exploded with echoing booms and geysers of sprayed dirt and gore. The figures slipped away close to where the wall curved.
He had no way to tell who they were, but at least he knew some members of his family had survived the Reapers’ attacks in the dark that night. It felt like a lifetime ago already. How long had he been embedded here? How long had all of you been stuck out there, probably hurt and starving? Too long. The horrible thought crashed down on him that maybe you had survived the initial attack but were wounded and succumbed to that injury alone in the woods somewhere, no supplies, no one to help you… He wasn’t there. He wasn’t with you when he should’ve been. How had he let you get ripped from him after just refinding you again after all these years? His heart stalled out completely at the thought.
As soon as he had an opportunity, Daryl slipped away, using the excuse of getting his crossbow and bolts. He moved along the top of the wall making a beeline for the direction he’d seen the two figures slip. “Hey,” he greeted the guard ahead. “Ya want a smoke?” And when he dropped the matches and the man bent to pick them up, Daryl thrust his knife into his neck and heaved the body over the wall.
It landed with a thud close to Maggie and Gabriel and Daryl’s face appeared at the top. “Hey! Go around that way!” he shouted down as loud as he dared. “That way!”
He didn’t dare to stay there another second, not even to ask the one question he was so achingly desperate to ask. “Where’s Y/N? Have you seen her?” But instead, he slipped back to the barracks and grabbed his gear, dual knives stowed, crossbow slung over his back, and bolts in hand. Shit was going down and The Reapers weren’t going to know what hit them. But where he’d end up in all the chaos, what role he would play, he didn’t know…
Gabriel had already left Maggie and headed to find the stashed rifle to cover from overhead. Maggie was just about to dash off, away from the concealed hole in the wall, when she heard rustling behind her and spun to see you emerging through the trash heap. Maggie rushed to help you out of the pile. You gladly accepted her hand. You were specked with nicks and cuts from exploding shrapnel, but you didn’t appear to be seriously injured.
She pulled you into a tight hug. “I was worried ya wouldn’t make it outta that minefield,” she admitted, her eyes wide.
You nodded and swiped at a drop of blood running down your neck with the back of your hand. “Honestly, so was I,” you breathed.
“Negan and Elijah?”
“They’re alright. Or they were when I slipped off.”
Maggie breathed a sigh of relief. “Okay. You’re set on this?” she asked you for what felt like the hundredth time.
You nodded firmly. “Yes. These assholes are bound to have a well-stocked armory. And I’m not leaving here without knowing Daryl is safe.”
Finally, it occurred to Maggie to tell you that they’d seen him. “We saw him. He killed a guard so we could get inside. He was up on the wall.”
Your expression was urgent and desperate. “He’s alright?” She nodded and your eyes shut for a brief moment. “Thank God… Could you see where he went?”
“No. We were still outside the walls. Couldn’t see anything. He must have rushed off quick. I’m sure they’re expectin’ him to be somewhere.” She hesitated. “Y/N, you might not be able to get to him with all of them—"
“I’ll get to him one way or another. Nothing is stopping me. Just go crack this place open and get to the food. And please be careful. I’ll see you on the other side.” You gave her arm a gentle squeeze and she watched with some apprehension as you rushed off and disappeared into the shadows, moving deeper into the complex.
Maggie had told you she thought the building in the middle of Meridian was most likely to be their base of operations. Your hope was that everyone would be on the wall, watching the spectacle of the walkers, and you’d be able to move through mostly unhindered. If you could just find some guns and ammo, it’d be a nice insurance policy for everything going down.
Back at the wall, Daryl was nearly overwhelmed with internal panic. Another solider was preparing the onslaught of arrows and explosives to rain hell down on the incoming walkers, and his family among them… You could be down there. He turned and stared at Leah, who was looking over the wall at the continued approaching onslaught of the dead. Daryl glanced back at the hwacha.
He couldn’t just let this happen. He had to do something. Something, anything.
“Leah…” he drawled in an undertone, stepping in toward her. “Ya can’t let ‘em do this.” His heart was hammering.
“Why?” she asked, her brow furrowing, confusion overtaking her features.
He licked his lips nervously and shifted. “Some of my family is out there. They’re walking with the dead.”
The words sunk weightly like an anchor to the ocean floor and laid there still. Her face was impassive at first. Daryl rushed on—he had to make her understand. He had to appeal to the Leah who had let that father and son go on their sweep, the one who hadn’t been able to put the woman out of her misery. That Leah would understand. The glimpses of the Leah he’d spent time with in the cabin would understand. She had her own family, and she clung to it. Was there enough of her left in there?
“You’d do anything for your family and so would I. They’re here for the food your group took from them and without it everyone will starve. There are families, kids where I come from. Ya can’t do this.”
But Leah’s eyes grew narrow and cold. Her voice was laced with disbelief and betrayal. “You lied to me.”
Daryl’s blood ran cold. His throat constricted so much he could barely breathe.
_ _ _ _ _ _
Now close to the center of Meridian, you spotted a long, low building ahead. Two guards were walking the perimeter endlessly in a loop. It seemed promising.
You fingered your knife in its sheath, loosening it, and concealed yourself behind a stack of wooden pallets. When the first guard was passing by somewhat close, you let out a short whistle. He froze in his tracks, his hand going to a weapon at his hip. Then you tossed a rock that landed in front of him on the other side. He spun.
“What the fuck is—” But he never finished his sentence. You plunged your blade into his neck and he dropped to the ground and bled out silently. Your stomach turned. It was never easy killing another person, even when they’d been the cause of so much grief and death themselves. The other guard would be rounding the corner of the building heading your way any second. You dashed to cover toward the corner, leaving the body of the first man where it lay.
“What the hell?” The second guard was immediately on edge as he rounded the corner and spotted the heap in the middle of the path. “Ron? Hey—Ron!” he began rushing over. You watched his hand move toward the radio clipped onto his vest and that’s when you threw your knife as hard as you could. You’d been aiming for his head, but your throw strayed and the blade buried itself into his upper arm. He let out a shocked yell and spun.
You needed to end this as quickly and quietly as possible. You rushed him before he could recover from the shock and pain and kicked him as hard as you could in the side of the knee. There was a sickening crack and he toppled with another yell. You gripped the handle of your knife and pulled it from his arm before stabbing it swiftly into his skull. He twitched and then fell still and silent. Out of breath and drenched with sweat from the adrenaline and nerves, you hastily wiped your knife on your pants and frisked the bodies for any keys. You lucked out. The first guard had a small key ring on his belt. You pulled it free and rushed to the nearest door. Your hand was on the handle when you heard a tremendous crash near the front of the wall—the truck. Maggie had succeeded in crashing it into the gate. Walkers would be pouring in now. You needed to hurry.
You tugged the door open and rushed inside.
At the wall, Pope was staring in disbelief at the dead walking right into the front courtyard. He grabbed his radio. “Carver, what the hell is goin’ on down there?” he demanded.
”It’s the enemy. They’re in the walls!”
Pope spat on the ground. Leah had finally stopped staring at Daryl and was watching, riveted, as her family attempted to stem the flow of walkers. His heart was pounding. He had miscalculated… she could give him up at any moment. But he couldn’t let them fire that damn rain of arrows…
Below, Negan and Elijah slipped in with the dead unnoticed and sabotaged the fight whenever they could. A jab of a knife here, a push of a walker there. Elijah had taken shrapnel in his leg and was bleeding heavily. Negan tried to help him limp to some sort of cover.
Pope pressed the button of his radio again. “Carver. You know what to do. Secure the armory. Over and out.” He turned to look at the other man who was readying the hwacha. “Aim the hwacha into the courtyard. Fire when ready,” he said.
Leah rounded on him. “What?! Our soldiers are down there!” she said in disbelief.
Pope only adjusted his stance and looked outward over the chaos. “And their sacrifice will be rewarded in Heaven.”
_ _ _ _ _ _
You were inside the main part of the complex and had been unlocking and throwing open every locked door you found as fast as you could, keys rattling, searching for the arsenal of weapons you were sure these assholes would have. There could only be so many doors, so many hallways, right? Finally, you thought you were on to something. There was a section of an L-shaped hallway that had a couple locked doors in a row, with nothing but hallway on the other side. They seemed to be leading to some final something, and you were hoping that was guns and ammo.
But there was a sudden clank behind you in the building, like a door being thrown open and rebounding against the wall. Someone else was inside with you. “Shit,” you murmured, your heart absolutely pounding as you rifled through the key ring, trying key after key. You thought you could hear heavy bootsteps echoing down the next hallway, or were you imaging that? “Come on, come on!” you urged yourself. Too slow.
A tall figure stepped out from around the corner and you recognized it as the man Leah had referred to as Carver when you were hidden in that house, the one Daryl had been arguing with. He had an almost satisfied look on his face, like a coyote who thinks he’s cornered a rabbit. “Well, look what we have here,” he said, approaching slowly, step by step.
You shoved the key ring into your back pocket and readied your knife. You nodded. “You better radio for back-up, asshole. You’re gonna need it.”
He smiled and scoffed. “That’s cute.” He held his hands out at his sides. “You’re the one trapped back here with a locked door behind you. Nowhere to go. And you’re not her,” he said. “Which means I get to kill you right now instead of bringing you to Pope. Your friend isn’t going to be so lucky.” He was still advancing on you.
“Lucky? You have a weird definition of lucky…” you said. You felt like you were being drawn like a bowstring, waiting to snap or fire.
“No, see, Pope is gonna kill her slow. Real slow. Your little band of misfits has killed a lot of our family. He’ll want to make her pay for that. But you? I’m gonna kill you quick. I’ll snap your neck just like a gamebird. You’ll barely feel a thing.”
“You mean like I killed those two guards outside? They certainly didn’t see it coming,” you said. You saw a flinch of rage pass over his face. “You’re doing an awful lot of talking. Stalling?” you asked, adjusting your grip on your knife.
He pulled his knife and stopped, squaring his shoulders to yours. “Let’s go.”
You threw your knife and it buried into his left shoulder. He hadn’t seen that coming, and certainly hadn’t seen you lunging toward him with a second knife right after. With a yell he was able to deflect your strike and you collided hard with the wall, jarring you for a moment. You ducked as he swung at you, practically falling completely to the floor, and you kicked at his knee.
“Fuck!” he staggered back. You straightened up, readying yourself for whatever was coming. Carver grabbed the handle of your knife that was still in his shoulder and gritted his teeth. He pulled and withdrew it with another yell. You had a split second to react as he threw it, straight and strong, right at the center of your chest. You thanked your quick reflexes. Without thinking, your hand moved to deflect it with the blade of the knife still in your hand. It ricocheted sideways and landed on the floor.
But Carver was now advancing again with a quick succession of steps, swinging his blade with fluid movements that had you staggering back and jerking out of the way. You were already exhausted and you were thanking the fucking universe he didn’t seem to have a gun on him already… but he did have a big fucking knife. You ducked again and it embedded into the wall. While you were still down, he kicked you in the stomach and your breath left you in a gasp, your lungs seizing up. Another swift kick landed in your side as you curled over and that sent a searing pain through you that nearly blacked you out. You vaguely were aware of a warm wetness on your side which surely meant the stitches Negan had placed in the knife wound there had ripped.
You had no time to stop. Without a breath of air in you, you forced yourself to uncurl and slashed your knife through his lower leg, cutting a deep gash on his calf. He yelled and jolted but returned his attention to pulling his blade from the wall. You fumbled back, still slightly prone on the ground, and grabbed your second knife, then you did your best to straighten up on your feet. You couldn’t stand up all the way, still hunched from the kicks he’d landed in your stomach and side, but you met his eyes with determination.
There was a coldness on his face and you wondered if that’s what he’d looked like when he’d killed Elijah’s little sister, when he killed much of your family, likely in their sleep. You felt another upwelling of pure rage in your chest. You lunged toward him, aiming for his neck with your knife, but his elbow blocked you, connecting with your arm hard enough to send the blade flying out of your hand and down to the floor, clattering with a metallic sound that rang in your ears. His elbow next connected with the side of your face and this time your vision did black out for a moment. There was a rush of rustling fabric and the only thing you could do in your blindness was lurch back in hopes of dodging him. He kicked you swiftly in the stomach again and you were back on the floor. Your vision returned in a blur and you scrambled to your hands and knees as he advanced on you. It felt as if your cheekbone was broken. There was a rush of heat and a pounding sensation there.
You still had one of your knives on you and you righted yourself again, this time waiting on the defensive as he wielded his own blade. You jerked back to avoid a swing at your middle. His other hand came across and caught you on the other side of your face with a punch. You fell into the wall, disoriented. His boot landed hard on your back and pressed your front into the wall so you were briefly pinned there. You squirmed until you got a knee up and shoved backwards off the wall with all your force, allowing you to break free. Miraculously, you managed to knock his knife away too and kicked it as hard as you could so it slid all the way down to the opposite end of the hall and stopped against the baseboard.
But despite the loss of his weapon, the hits just kept coming. You’d barely land one blow or feel your knife pass just through his clothing before you were pummeled again. You were realizing that, at least as injured and exhausted as you were, you were out of your league with this guy. Even at your best, this may still have been a losing battle. It was time to get away…
You wiped a trickle of blood from your nose and saw him smile sickly at you. The hallway was a bloody mess. Smears from the fight were on the floor, on the walls, and it was impossible to tell what blood came from who. His leg and shoulder were still bleeding, and your shirt was now soaking in blood from your side that was also running down your pants. You knew you were bound to have other cuts, but they seemed inconsequential compared to the pain in your body and face from the hits, kicks, and Carver throwing you into the walls and floor almost like ragdoll. At one point he’d had you by the hair and you’d only escaped because you’d elbowed him in the groin.
“Give up?” he asked. “I can end this fast for you right now. Just hold still.”
“Fuck you,” you spat back, tasting blood in your mouth from a split in your lip. You had to get past him and get a head start to get away. The guns and ammo weren’t important right now. What was important, was living long enough to see your son again, long enough to find Daryl. You could retake this place without the arsenal if you had to.
Carver chuckled. “You’ve got nowhere to go and you aren’t getting past me.”
You clutched at your side and grimaced, bending to pick up your second knife from the floor. One last try, and at the first opportunity you were gone… “What’s the deal with you and Leah anyway?” you said suddenly.
He froze and the cocky smirk melted off his face. “…What?”
“You heard me. What, you’re trying to get in her pants? I mean, how much clearer can it be that she isn’t interested? She slept with some random guy she met in the fucking woods over you, for fuck’s sake…” You wiped at something on your cheek with your forearm, unsure if it was sweat or blood.
Carver looked enraged.
You adjusted your hold on your knife as subtly as you could. “Is it mommy issues? You just weren’t hugged enough? What is it? Because you reek of desperation.” Carver seemed to regain his composure some and his eyes narrowed. “I knew you were in that house. And I knew that asshole was with you. None of you are leaving here alive.”
You shook your head. “Well, you got two out of three right.” Then you went for it. With one hand you threw the sheath of your knife as a distraction. It toppled end over end through the air, and while Carver was focused on whatever that object flying toward his face was, potentially a knife in his mind, it gave you just enough time to actually throw the real blade. It struck high on his thigh, almost near his hip. You rushed him as he was still realizing what had just happened and landed the sole of your boot on the handle as hard as you could, throwing your bodyweight into it, kicking it in deeper. The blade sunk in and Carver screamed as he crumpled to the floor. You ran as fast as you could, slipping a little in the blood, and sweeping up his knife at the other end of the hall before you disappeared around the corner. You ran and just kept running until you were out of the building and able to tuck yourself away around the corner behind some debris.
With the adrenaline waning after a moment, you began to assess the damage, and the fear of how close you had just come to losing that fight sunk in. You shut your eyes and your head fell back against the wall behind you. You pressed a hand over your side and it was hot and sticky. Your hands were stained crimson. You tried to regain some oxygen.
You could feel your pulse in every part of you, fast and hard, but especially in the tender swelling on your face. “Fuck,” you muttered to yourself, putting a hand up to feel the swelling over your cheekbone lightly with your fingertips. Good chance that it was broken.
You jumped slightly and sank back into the debris even further when you heard the slam of the exterior door around the corner open. You could only hope you hadn’t left an easy-to-follow trail of blood to where you were concealed. You glanced around frantically for another place to conceal yourself farther away.
But Carver hobbled into view a moment later, his radio to his mouth and his other hand pressed into his leg. “Say again, Shaw?! Pope is dead?” There was static and a faint answer but you couldn’t hear it. He hung his head for a moment and doubled over slightly before the radio sounded again. “I—I had one of them cornered by the armory but she got away… Yeah, well I took a few knife wounds!” he added angrily. “I’ll deal with it. I can keep going,” he said strongly. “That community building? Yeah. Yeah, I’ll head there now. I’ll check it out. But let’s get this straight, Shaw—if I see Dixon, he’s a dead man. Over and out.”
This sounded like they had a lead on your family… maybe Daryl. You’d follow.
_ _ _ _ _ _
Bodies. You kept coming on bodies… all of them Reapers thankfully. You didn’t know who was leaving them. Maggie? Daryl? But you followed the trail as silently as you could, also ghosting behind Carver. He was leaving fat drops of crimson everywhere he went, limping through the seemingly empty building.
You were near utter exhaustion now, but necessity drove you on. You fixated your mind on the important things; reuniting with Maggie and ensuring she would be going home to Hershel, keeping Elijah and Gabriel and Negan alive, and finding Daryl. Chiefly in the forefront, was the last. You knew now that his cover was gone, and not just because of what you’d said to piss off Carver. Daryl was being hunted too. You were seized by a terror that froze your blood, that because of your injuries you wouldn’t get there fast enough—that Carver or one of these other fuckers would find him first and—no. No, you couldn’t think like that. Daryl was a warrior. He was a survivor. And rage and fear were your enemies right now just like The Reapers. You’d realized that your anger had propelled you to take too many risks in that fight by the armory with Carver. It was the reason you were so wounded now, the reason your face felt split open, the reason you couldn’t stand up completely straight. You should have realized sooner that you couldn’t beat him one-on-one. You should have withdrawn. But you couldn’t change that now. At least you’d drawn blood… But now you could only keep your cover behind him, stay silent in stealth, and follow. You kept hoping for an opportunity to catch up to him and end it. Move forward. Step by step. Room by room. He was sweeping the building, coming on more and more bodies of his fallen family as you were sure Leah was elsewhere.
A shadow suddenly moved in a hall to one side of you and you sank back into the nearest room, holding your breath. You glanced around the small space and spotted what looked like a closet. You turned the doorknob as silently as you could and slipped inside, straining your hearing.
You heard some shuffling and the wooden floor creaked, but within a minute there were heavy bootsteps leading away. You waited one minute more before peeking out and when you saw you were again alone, you slipped out and returned to the hallway.
You were trying to pick up Carver’s trail again, searching for spots of blood among the dust and piled old furniture. Then there was no need. There was the clear sound of fighting ahead and you clutched a hand over your side, withdrew your knife, and forced your legs to run.
You came upon Maggie and Negan furiously fighting with Carver, and despite his injuries he seemed to somehow still be holding his own and also dealing a lot of damage in return. Elijah was sweating on the floor, clutching his leg.
You stood back a moment, waiting for an entrance. Maggie was hurled to the floor and lay there, dazed for a moment. Negan had lost his weapon and was pulling himself to his feet. Carver still hadn’t realized you were there. He loomed over Maggie, raising a boot as if he was planning to stomp down on her, when you lunged forward and jabbed your blade into his back as hard as you could with a wild yell.
Carver yelled and spun wildly, flinging you off. You lost your footing and slid a short distance away on the ground. Your knife. Where was your knife? It was still sticking out of his back.
Carver leered at you as he stalked over. What the fuck?! Was this guy made of metal? He was still advancing on you! You scrambled backwards on the palms of your hands, trying to put some distance between you and him. He was limping, but still a formidable figure. You struggled to get your hand on the knife you’d taken from him at the end of the last fight, but it was beneath you. As you struggled to withdraw it, he growled and descended on you, his hands going immediately to your neck. Your breath was cut off. He was squeezing as you struggled, scratched, kicked, but he lifted you off the ground. Your toes left the floor and your vision began to shrink and fade. If he squeezed any harder, you were worried your throat would crush beneath his fingers and that would be it. You could feel his sweat dripping down onto you, feel the violent shake in his hands with the effort he was expending to snuff you out. This was it—it was all going to be over. You’d never find Daryl. You’d never see DJ again. You’d failed.
Then, you felt nothing all. All sensation left you. Darkness descended.
Negan tossed the bell down next to Carver’s collapsed form, his chest heaving. He bent over trying to catch his own breath. “God, what a fucking shit-dick asshole,” he said, glancing up at Maggie. She was crawling her way over to your still form on the ground. “Hey—is she—?” Negan broke off and gulped. You weren’t moving.
“Y/N?” Maggie called to you softly, a hand over her face where she’d been struck with the metal pipe. “Y/N?” She grabbed your arm and shook it but you didn’t stir.
Negan straightened up, his brow deeply furrowed. “No, come on…” he breathed. He limped over and took in your beaten face and your side soaked in blood. Red hand prints glared on your neck. Had he been too slow? “She’s not—”
“Y/N!” Maggie clasped your face and then saw that at least your chest was rising and falling. She hung her head in relief. Just then, another door opened down the hall and Daryl stepped out.
“Hey—” He rushed toward the huddled forms of his family. As he came closer, his eyes fixated on a body laying prone on the floor. “Maggie—No!” his voice broke and he froze, his boots suddenly rooted to the floor. You were lying there, completely still, Negan on one side and Maggie leaned over you. One of your sides was completely soaked in blood and even from the angle he was at he could see the swelling and developing bruises on your face. “No. Maggie, she ain’t—she ain’t—”
“Daryl, she’s alive! She’s alive,” Maggie burst out in a hurry. “She’s unconscious, but she’s alive.”
Daryl shifted back and forth a few times in the hall, trying to shake the paralysis that had seized him. But when he saw Carver suddenly stirring behind Maggie, reaching toward a knife laying not too far off, he rushed forward and punched him across the face. Carver fell still again as Daryl shook out his hand.
He turned his eyes to you again. Maggie crawled over to Elijah, who was sitting up watching the scene, shaking, angry and pained tears pouring silently down his face. Negan stood and retreated as Daryl knelt down beside you. His eyes were on the red handprints on your neck and he squeezed his eyes shut. “He did this?” he drawled. He didn’t need to hear Maggie’s answer. He brushed your hair back away from your face and clasped it as gently as he could. “Y/N…” He felt sick. You’d obviously fought tooth and nail since you’d snuck in with the others. His eyes trailed down your blood-soaked clothing. “Y/N, c’mon. C’mon and open yer eyes. I need to see ya. Wake up…” His voice was near a whisper. “Wake up, please.” His plea was heart-wrenching. Elijah squeezed Maggie’s hand and Negan gulped at the sudden tightness in his throat before staring down at his boots. This felt like a very private moment that they were all intruding on.
But then—you stirred and Daryl perked up, grasping your shoulder and smoothing a hand down your arm. “Y/N! Hey—can ya hear me? S’me.”
Now your eyes dragged themselves open. It seemed to take you tremendous effort at first, like they were weighted under some heavy blanket of ice-cold snow, but when Daryl’s face came into focus above you, they flew open wide and you pulled in a gasping breath. Unfortunately, this mostly resulted in a coughing fit that doubled you over and had you clutching an arm around your bruised and tender midsection. Your throat felt raw and on fire. The sensation was like you were trying to breath through a straw.
“Hey—hey, easy,” Daryl was coaching you, his hand on your back. “Look at me. Y/N, ‘m righ’ here. Look at me. Slow breaths, alrigh’?”
You focused on his voice and tried to calm your breathing. When you were able to focus on him again, tears welled up in your eyes. “You’re alright,” you managed. There was a rasp in your voice that twisted Daryl’s stomach. “I’m so happy you’re alright.” Tears stung your eyes.
Daryl felt a knot high in his chest, like he’d swallowed a stone. You were covered in blood and clearly battered, and you were relieved that he was okay. He clasped your face again, his eyes searching, drinking you in. “‘M alrigh’. And yer gonna be now too. S’gonna be okay.”
You fell against him, shedding a few tears that dotted his shirt, and Daryl wrapped his arms around you tightly, just tight enough that you felt safe for the first time since that night on the road when you’d been torn away from him.
“I hate to break up this heart-warming reunion,” Negan interrupted, for once not actually sounding sarcastic, “but how are we getting out of here? We’re not exactly in the best fighting shape at this point. Elijah has a broken leg, Maggie took a pipe to the face, and Y/N nearly just had the life choked out of her by this asshole.”
Maggie stood up, Elijah’s sickle in hand, and started toward Carver. “And he’s gonna pay for all of that and more right now.”
Daryl spun. “No! Maggie, don’t. Not yet. Leave him.”
“What?” She stared at Daryl with a piercing gaze.
He was refusing to separate himself from you completely. “No, he’s our ticket outta here. Don’t.”
“No!” Elijah yelled desperately from his spot on the floor. “No! What he’s done—”
“Ya think I don’t want to jam my knife into his heart righ’ now?” Daryl growled. He looked back at you and you could clearly read the pain he felt at seeing your condition on his face. Daryl’s jaw clenched. “Hell, I’d like to put him down myself with my bare fuckin’ hands… but he’s the only way we’re all gettin’ outta here alive and with what we came for in the first place.”
“Daryl—” Maggie started.
“No, he’s right,” you said, trying to stand, pressing one hand over your neck. You winced as Daryl helped you to your feet. “He’s right. I tried to kill him twice and I failed both times. I almost died both times… in the shape we’re in, if any of them can fight like he can, we can’t hunt them down and all make it out of here. We just can’t. And it’s not like we can cover ground fast enough to sneak out and get away.” You met Daryl’s eyes again. “You’re right.”
Elijah broke down, but Maggie conceded and did her best to comfort him. “Fine. We’ll wait.” _ _ _ _ _ _
“I was so close to their armory—I could feel it,” you said, wincing a little as Daryl dabbed at your side. “I was right there with the keys but—” you shook your head. “Carver showed up.”
“He did all this to you?” Daryl asked, gravel heavy in his voice. He swiped at a smear of blood on your cheek with a bit of gauze and you nodded.
“Mostly. My side is from that night on the road.” You bent and looked at it now that it was clean. The wound was inflamed and an angry red again from Carver’s blows to it. The stitches had torn. “Negan stitched it for me and collected supplies I needed. Kept it from getting badly infected.”
“Mmm…” Daryl hummed, tossing aside some dirty bits of cotton. You studied his handsome face and were relieved to see that he didn’t appear hurt.
“I was worried I wasn’t going to find you in time today,” you said softly. “I heard them over the radio.”
Daryl set down the wet cloth he’d been using on a cut on your forearm and reached for the gauze. He shook his head. “I didn’t know if—I was worried ya were gone that first night we all got split up… I saw the blood on the road where ya’d been and I just—” he broke off and his hand froze, still pressed over the clean bandage he was applying.
“I know,” you said, resting your hand over the top of his. “I was worried about the same thing. And then I saw you when we were hiding in that house—but you were with them—”
Daryl’s stomach turned and his eyes met yours again and they were filled with worry. “Y/N, what I said—”
You stopped him by grabbing the front of his shirt and pulling his lips down on yours. You didn’t care about the pain from the bruises and split on your lip. Kissing him washed it all away and seemed to lessen the other aches in your body. After a moment, he pulled back and studied your expression intensely, his finger tracing down the side of the graceful curve of your neck, hitching on the marks he knew would bruise deeply from that prick’s hands. His chest ached.
“I know you were only saying what you had to,” you said. “To convince her. I can’t imagine what that was like for you, having to act like one of them.”
Daryl hung his head and avoided your eyes. A shudder ran through him as he thought of torturing Frost and being tortured himself. Your brow furrowed and you clasped his face. “It’s alright,” you soothed him softly. “We’re both right here now. Later. You can tell me about it later… if you want to.”
He glanced up and met your eyes again. There was turmoil in his blue irises. He nodded. “Yeah.” He chewed on his bottom lip for a moment. “I wish I could take all this hurt from ya,” he drawled, looking at the swelling on your face.
You shook your head. “No. I’ll be fine. It’s okay. I’m glad at least one of us is in fighting shape.”
He frowned and grabbed another roll of gauze to cover a cut on your hand. When he was finished, he leaned in and kissed you softly, then left a kiss on your forehead too. “Time to finish this and go home.”
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Babygirl Polls Lineup: Week One
Hello everyone! Here we have the lineup for the first week of the Babygirl Polls! Thank you so much for all your submissions!
Klarion Bleak (Young Justice)
Dante Sparda (Devil May Cry)
Ace Ukiyo (Kamen Rider: Geats)
Bro Strider (Homestuck)
Michael Schmidt (Five Nights at Freddy's)
Cole Brew (Rhythm Doctor)
Peppino Spaghetti (Pizza Tower)
Negan (The Walking Dead)
Todd (Not Me: The Series)
Dan (Not Me: The Series)
Sound (My School President)
Nuengdiao (Never Let Me Go)
Adolin Kholin (The Stormlight Archive)
Xue Yang (The Untamed)
Aaron Warner (Shatter Me)
Jean Descole (Professor Layton)
Curt Mega (Spies are Forever)
Klavier Gavin (Ace Attorney)
Ghost (Call of Duty)
Emperor Belos/Phillip Wittebane (The Owl House)
Wen Kexing (Word of Honor)
Miles Edgeworth (Ace Attorney)
Taichi Hiraga-Keaton (Master Keaton)
Akk Pipitphattana (The Eclipse)
Dean Winchester (Supernatural)
Bruce Wayne/Batman (The Batman (2022))
Kenzo Tenma (Naoki Urasawa's Monster)
Jason Todd/Red Hood (DC)
Usami Tokishige (Golden Kamuy)
Char Aznable (Mobile Suit Gundam)
Harry Du Bois (Disco Elysium)
Vegas (Kinnporsche: The Series)
Barry the Chopper (Full Metal Alchemist)
Khatha (Midnight Museum)
Ronald Lynch (Home Movies)
Ballister Boldheart (Nimona)
Rex Dangervest (The Lego Movies)
Emmett Brickowski (The Lego Movies)
Knife (Inanimate Insanity)
Nickel (Inanimate Insanity)
Balloon (Inanimate Insanity)
Nona (Locked Tomb Series)
Laudna (Critical Role)
Ryu Suyeol (Bad and Crazy)
Paul Matthews (Hatchetfield)
Gregory House (House MD)
Ingo (Pokemon)
L (Death Note)
Elijah Volkov (Camp Here and There)
Kevin (Welcome to Night Vale)
Yuma Kokohead (Master Detective Archive: Raincode)
Alex Horne (Taskmaster)
Vash the Stampede (Trigun, Trigun Maximum, and Trigun Stampede)
Greg Davies (Taskmaster)
Byron (Pokemon Diamond/Pearl/Platinum)
Shang Tsung (Mortal Kombat 1)
Garry (IB)
Homelander (The Boys)
Cardan Greenbriar (The Folk of The Air Trilogy)
Omega (Mega Man Zero)
Clive Rosfield (Final Fantasy 16)
Cassian Andor (Star Wars)
Ted Spankoffski (Hatchetfield)
Tang (Lego Monkey Kid)
Tomura Sigaraki (My Hero Academia)
Liam de Lioncourt (Monster Prom)
Matthew Patel (Scott Pilgrim Takes Off)
Ethan Winters (Resident Evil)
Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint)
Waver Velvet/Lord El Melloi II (Fate Series)
Dave (Dave and Bambi)
Yoo Joonghyuk (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint)
Envy (Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood)
Akira Nishikiyama (Yakuza/Like A Dragon)
Eddie Diaz (9-1-1)
Simon Petrikov (Adventure Time and Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake)
Sanji (One Piece)
Adrien Agreste (Miraculous Ladybug
Romeo Montague (& Juliet)
Luz Noceda (The Owl House)
Lance Dubois (& Juliet)
Francois Dubois (& Juliet)
William Shakespeare (& Juliet)
Chesed (Lobotomy Corporation)
Cesare (Bigtop Burger)
Morris (Stardew Valley)
Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus)
Estinien Varlineau (Final Fantasy XIV)
Frederick Chilton (Hannibal)
Leon S. Kennedy (Resident Evil)
Jaskier (The Witcher)
Geralt of Rivia (The Witcher)
Radovid (The Witcher)
Trafalgar Law (One Piece)
Zagreus (Hades)
Shadow The Hedgehog (Sonic)
Sepiroth (Final Fantasy)
Vegeta (Dragon Ball Z)
Charlie Kelly (It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia)
Reverend Rod Putty (Moral Orel)
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grimoireofhayley · 9 months
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Grimoire of Hayley's Masterlist
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Hello and welcome to my new and improved Masterlist. However, please ignore how un-fancy it is, I'm still trying to figure out how to work this shit, lol.
First things first, here you will find both discontinued, continued and currently writing(s) stories/series and their links, which is always nice! Why? A simple click and *BOOM* there you are :P
You'll also find a set of rules that I hope my followers will follow... Speaking of which, here they are...
THIS IS A 18+ BLOG, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, as there will be hardcore smut (even though I’m still learning how to write it, lol), swearing, and graphic content...
I DO NOT tolerate any kind of bullying in the comments, if I see any, you will be automatically removed from any tag list you may have requested to be on, your comment will be removed and you will be blocked. So, please, NO BULLYING.
BE RESPECTFUL to me and to others
I DO NOT GIVE PERMISSION for MY STORIES to be posted on other sites!
Lastly, you will also spot fandoms I will write for located in this section; you can request whatever you want as long as they are set in said fandoms... Just click ASK AWAY and there you go.
WHAT I'LL WRITE (I.e., prompts)
I'll write pretty much anything as long as your specific with pronouns, characters, situations, yadda yadda yadda, you get the gist, right? If you don’t tell me what pronouns you want, I won’t write it as I had problems in the past about it.. so I want to keep it problem free!
What you've all been waiting for... the fandoms I’ll write for 🥵
!REQUESTS ARE OPEN!
SCREAM
Stu Macher, Billy Loomis, Randy Meeks, Charlie Walker, Dewey Riley
HORROR
Michael Myers, Jason Voorhees, Freddy Krueger, Leatherface, Ghostface (obvs 🤟🏻)
RESIDENT EVIL
Leon Kennedy, Chris Redfield, Jill Valentine, Albert Wesker, Claire Redfield
HARRY POTTER
Lucius Malfoy, Professor Snape, Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter, Ronald 'Ron' Weasley, Fred and/or George Weasley, Cedric Diggory, Voldemort (for you nasty baddies ;)), Sirius Black
BRIDGERTON
Anthony Bridgerton, Benedict Bridgerton, Colin Bridgerton, Simon Hastings
THE WALKING DEAD
Daryl Dixon, Rick Grimes, Glenn Rhee, Negan Smith
YOUTUBERS
Colby Brock, Sam Golbach
STRANGER THINGS
Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington, Billy Hargrove
SUPERNATURAL
Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Crowley, Lucifer, John Winchester
EVIL DEAD (Series and Movies)
Ash Williams, Pablo, Baal
☣️Reading Lists/My Works☣️
Harry Potter
The Betrothal (Draco Fic)
Stranger Things
Otherworldly (Eddie Fic) (Discontinued)
Colourful Mind (Eddie Fic) (Will be continued soon)
The Jealousy Monster (Eddie Fic) (Completed)
Evil Dead
Hail to The King, Baby! (Ash Williams Fic) (Will be continued soon)
Scream
Of Friends and Horror (Stu and Billy Fic) (Current series!)
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hutchersonsgurl · 4 months
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UPCOMING Fics
A Date Night - Mike Schmidt
You mean everything to me- Daryl Dixon
Oh professor- Mike Schmidt
Devil Wears Prada- Negan Smith
Somethin about you- Shane Walsh x reader
Darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream- Rick Grimes
You are gonna wish you were dead -Clapton Davis
Hella good- Clapton Davis
You are going to be the death of me, Sean Anderson
Mr Jealous - Mike Schmidt
Do I listen to my heart? Clapton Davis
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negansworld · 1 year
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Secret Desires
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There’s been always an aura surrounding Professor Smith. The way he talks with that low growl in his voice, when he passes your table and gently touches your shoulder, the way he looks ridiculously cute when he looks over his glasses.
You like to think that he stares at you more often than the others. That there’s a shift in his voice whenever he calls your name and his smiles grow whenever you say the right answer. But deep in you, you know it only happens in your head, that half of the college has that stupid little crush on him and think they’re special to him.
Especially considered that he has a beautiful wife with curly dark blonde hair and a body to die for. Now and then she’d pick him up and the way he’d kiss her letting you all turn green from jealousy.
On the other hand it also has something extremely cute how in love he is with that woman, Negan and Lucille, a couple that belongs together even if it’s just for the perfect match of their names.
Once again you dream yourself away as the early hours of this fall morning passing along the window. It’s your second year and you don’t feel motivated. Not even Professor Smith could lift your mood with his deep voice and his colorful language.
The notebook in front of you don’t carry any notes, but only the varieties of Negan saying fuck.
Fuck, fucking, fuckedy, motherfucking… you get the drill.
It’s not until the shadow appearing in front of your desk, waking you from whatever dream your brain created. You know it’s him.
The usual scent of leather, cologne and cigarettes having your clit squirm, only that this time you’re afraid to look up. Nevertheless you do since the professor can be pretty pushy and doesn’t mind calling anyone out who doesn’t pay attention. You’re pretty sure Carl Grimes still has a bruise on his arm where Negan had thrown a pencil at him for sleeping.
“Now will you look at that? The little missy is still fucking with us.” He’s hot, but sometimes you want to slap this jawline.
Also he’s licking his lips again, staring at you like the predator at his prey right before he attacks. He seems to be offended that you don’t squirm or look away as he makes a gesture with his hand, followed by his lean.
“What a badass. I see you tonight at fucking six in my office. Not a minute later or you’ll fail this class.”
… what?
You’d like to pretend that you’re really a badass and not being an absolute wreck as you walk towards his office. It’s shortly before six and your knock shy as he calls you in.
“Sit down.” Gesturing to one of the two chairs on the other side of his desk he looks so damn serious. “I won’t give you some blah blah speech about how fucking important my course is, because you’re one clever gal and already fucking know it. Now what I need to fucking know is if you’re having problems, any troubles I should know about to make that shit easier for you?”
There’s no denying, no matter how hard you try, the professor sounds honestly worried. Now that could be only a game for you to open up, but you cling to that little hope that he might likes you, that you’re special.
Your eyes meet and insecurely you bite your lower lip, struggling how to explain it. You being distracted has nothing to do with him, not all the time, but that you simply miss home, that you could’ve more friends and better grades. Typical student problems and not worth mentioning to someone like him.
Worst case would be that he thinks you’re a pussy and wasting his time here.
He asks a few questions then, trying to lure you out of the shell while his voice surrounds you like a dark, comforting curtain. Everything in here smells like him. Damn.
Does one of the assholes here bother you? You shake the head.
Is it because of the classes? You shrug slightly.
Are you afraid that mommy and daddy won’t be fucking proud of you? Someone like him should be forbidden to use the word daddy.
Is it because of me? You nod with lips pressed together.
There he is again, the predator picking his prey and hunting it down mercilessly. Freezing in the spot you watch him getting up, coming over and sitting down next to you.
“Close your eyes.” His voice is a hot whisper against your skin, making you shiver as you obey. “Good girl and now lemme do my job.”
It’s like one of your dirtiest dreams come true as he opens your pants with quick fingers and slaps your thighs open. Aroused and a bit fearful you open your eyes, not knowing where to look first as he speaks up again.
“I told you to keep your eyes closed and you don’t wanna fucking disappoint me, do you?”
Again you shake the head and close your eyes, instantly getting rewarded as his long fingers slide into your panties. Gently he massages the warmth of your lips before spreading them open to reach your hidden pearl.
The moment his fingertip brushing against your clit having you squirm in the chair as the most pathetic noise leaving your mouth. Again and again he dips against your pearl until you soak your panties and gasp for him. You should’ve known he’s a tease.
“Damn kitten, I wonder how you’ll sound once I put my dick in you.” He mentions amused as he starts rubbing tight circles until you cling to his arm. “That’s it, give it to me. Oh fuck, I bet you taste amazing.”
He says some more, but all you can focus on are his fingers and the desperate roll of your hips. You’re soaking him, even leaving some scratches on his arms as your clit twitches. So close. Right as you want to scream his name his lips crashing in yours and he swallows your orgasm.
He pulls his hand out and soon you hear the obscene wet sounds as he sucks your juices from his fingers. “Like I said, fucking amazing. You’re more relaxed now, kitten? Does daddy have you purring?”
“Y-yeah… yes.” You mumble and look right into the face of the devil.
His smirk wide and lips shiny, you need to kiss him away, but he shows you that you have to play after his rules. A game you either win or lose.
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Master list:
The Walking Dead - ~ Daryl Dixon ~ ~ Eugene Porter ~ ~ Rick Grimes ~ ~ Negan Smith~ ~ Abraham Porter ~
Stranger Things -
~ Dmitri Antonov ~
Your Russian Crush ~ Finished
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
Your uncles new friend ~
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 A blast from the past ~
Part 1 Part 2 Your Russian professor ~
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6
New cop ~
Part 1
Your Russian prison guard ~
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
Number 18 ~
Part 1 Part 2
This is Enzo ~
Part 1 Part 2
One night stand ~
Part 1 Part 2
Caught in the act
Dinner time
The lick of an ice lolly An offer Yuri can’t say no to
A trip to the movies
You’ve got daddy problems
Dmitri’s new look
Kept secrets
Tonight’s the night
Your mothers new husband
Why do you hate me?
Russian Roomi
~ Jim Hopper ~
A blast from the past ~
Part 1 Part 2
Hoppers’ looking for a new secretary ~ Finished
Part 1 Part 2
You really are a tease ~ Finished
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
Naughty step daddy
Hoppers had a good day
~ Eddie Munson ~
Pool party ~ Finished
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
Do you copy? ~ Finished
Part 1 Part 2
Falling for you (literally!)
The birthday present
~ Yuri Ismaylov ~
An offer Yuri can’t say no to
Caught in the act
~ Sebastian Berger ~
Undercover ~
Part 1
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