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ofliterarynature · 6 months

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OCTOBER 2023 WRAP UP

[loved liked ok no thanks (reread) book club* DNF]

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I am getting to this SO LATE, forgive me if I don't say a lot because I have forgotten so much. Work has eaten all of my time and energy against my will (should I get a new job? Probably). Anyways.

The Hourglass Throne - Will definitely need to reread this before the next book comes out (even thought they're all pretty well self contained for a series!) because WHAT? I have only half an idea what's going on, and no idea how to feel about the ending. Do I grieve? Not grieve? ??????? I think book 2 is still my favorite, but these books are addictive and a joy to read.

The Magicians of Caprona - I think at this point it's fair to say that I don't think DWJ could write a book that is uninteresting to read, but this is definitely my least favorite of at least the Chrestomanci books so far.

Realm of Ash - book 2 of the Books of Ambha series; I didn't like the first book in this series, why did I continue? Hope, that it would build on the things in the first book that I actually liked, and bring the sisters back together. It was better, I guess, but not in any way that really made me like it. I wish I'd followed my impulse and returned it to the library without listening.

A Murderous Relation - another Veronica Speedwell mystery, reliably enjoyable as always :)

Small Miracles - This was a DELIGHT. This was a fun romp (I'm told) in the vein of Good Omens, but with small stakes - and small miracles. The fallen angel of petty temptations is hired by an angelic friend to help the most sinless (and miserable) mortal have a little fun. But there's more to it than meets the eye, and the case gets tangled up the mortal woman's niece, pretending to be a school counselor, difficult family relationships, rants about chocolate, and inconsiderate siblings who rudely keep picking the same human gender as you. It's sweet, comforting, very queernorm, and a little romantic (f/gf)

A Conjuring of Light - I finished my Shades of Magic reread! Thank god. I was so thoroughly not impressed with books 2 & 3 this time around - they're just one book, divided in two, and I don't think it was divided in the right spot. It's so disappointing that these did not age with me, but you will also have to pry my copies away from me because they're one of the few books I've ever gotten signed in person (and the original covers are just cool). I fully intend to submit myself to the new spinoff series because hope never really dies lol.

The Twyford Code - This was such a strange and delightful book, that I'm not even sure I'm mad about the twist at the ending, I had such a good time reading it. (past me, listening: wow, this would have made such a cool fiction podcast, right? Joke's on me haha). I did honestly think I'd forgotten what this book was about for a bit, but then I was going through some old kid's books from my grandma that were *exactly* like the series in this book, and I had a big AHAH moment that delighted me.

Over My Dead Body - this was my first/nonfiction attempt at jamming in some spooky-ish books before the end of October. Overall, good. I did learn some new facts and there were some interesting parts; but I didn't always appreciate some of the author's commentary, and when it say's "America's Cemeteries," it really only means its urban cemeteries, which was a bit disappointing.

All Systems Red/Artificial Condition - Murderbot, my Beloved. rereading for the new book, and I'm trying my hardest to NOT do it on audiobook this time - and it's really worth it to read it in text, I promise, even if Kevin R Free's voice still echoes in my mind.

The Saint of Bright Doors - this was such a strange and wonderful read, I am so delighted to have read this, I love an unapologetically weird book. The vibe definitely reminds me a bit of The City & The City, or in some ways The Undertaking of Hart and Mercy; except I had other problems with those books and didn't finish them, but I did like this one. I know this won't be everyone's cup of tea, but maybe give it a shot.

Creatures of Will and Temper - another spooky book, and ooh boy could I go on an entire rant, I didn't want to finish this one but felt I had to for reasons. I'll let you look up the plot yourselves, but picture this: Victorian London, two sisters (one who likes swords!), and a whole lot of queer characters I wasn't expecting. I was delighted! Except you gradually learn every single queer character is involved with this club that has made a pact with a demon. What exactly does that mean? Who knows, because the book does not tell you until at least 3/4 of the way through, and we only have the word of the jacket copy and our sainted demon slayer, who is sketchy af the moment we get him alone. Turns out it's a chill demon who doesn't want blood sacrifice, cool cool, but maybe it should have been thought through a little more? Also the main/only successful romance in the book is between a 17 year old girl and a woman who is at minimum in her 30's, explicitly encouraged in part by the demon. hmm. Overall the writing and rest of the story was just ok, and the ending was disgustingly saccharine and just bad. Would strongly not recommend, but if someone wants my copy you're welcome to it. 2 stars.

From Below - another spooky book, and somehow still the most successful even though I didn't like it much. I almost DNF'd this in the first half, and while I wouldn't say I wish i had, I think my time could have been better spent. But really - if you are diving at an untouched ship wreck, that went missing with hundreds of unaccounted passengers and crew, in an area of the ocean entirely inhospitable to life, shouldn't one of the things you expect to find be human bodies??????? I got so worked up, lol, but once the spooky stuff started I had a better time.

The Game of Courts - new Nine World's novella! I love that Victoria takes the time to explore the various characters in her books outside of the main narrative. Getting to learn more about Conju ourside the current story was much appreciated, even if getting to see an outsider POV of earlier Kip was maybe the main draw. Probably not my favorite of the Lays novellas, but worth reading - and maybe a good starting place for those who are new to the series? Now if only I could get myself to read Derring-Do...

All the White Spaces - bookclub pick that got rescheduled to Nov (more time to reread Murderbot tho, so yay me). The description of this - trans guy on an antarctic exploration that goes wrong - sounded interesting, but it was kind of meh for me in the end. For one I was expecting more horror, but the description of "polar gothic" I've seen since really fits better. I also wasn't a fan of the supernatural explanation, and the whole thing felt hopeless from the beginning, once we got a grasp on the *actual* details of the situation, so I didn't quite know what we were here for. Not my cup of tea.

Hold Fast Through the Fire - NeoG book two!!!! This series is turning out to be very akin to the Tarot sequence in that they not perfect books or 5 stars by any means, but are so fun and addictive to read. This series is space opera, post-post-apocalypse where Earth has two colonies, and the series is about a team in the space!coast guard. Getting into the specific plot of this book isn't actually important, but there's a good 50/50 split on plot vs talking about our emotions!!! I love it, it definitely shows some improvement over book 1, even though I don't know that the author has got the POV's quite balanced out. Jenks is lucky I love her because her drama sure does keep taking over (and I cried so hard for her in this one you guys). Would recommend. Did I mention that almost everyone is queer?

Conrad’s Fate - a good book, but this is also the point where I really started questioning the recommended Chrestomanci reading order. I think chronologically it's book 2? And I'd already forgotten so much from The Lives of Christopher Chant, I do not understand and wish I'd read them chronologically. Much more fun than the Magicians of Caprona.

The Sunset Years of Agnes Sharp - I was SO excited when I saw there was a new Leonie Swann being published in english, even if it wasn't the sequel to Three Bags Full (which I read last year and loved). I was even MORE excited when the book opened and was being narrated by the pet tortoise!!! Alas, it was not to last, I did not get another murder novel narrated by an animal. That being said, still pretty good, it reminded me of the Thursday Murder Club (which I liked less), but probably won't be a favorite.

DNF'S - Graveminder and The Devil and Winnie Flynn were both books I own that I tried to fit in for spooky month that did not work out. Winnie Flynn I admit I dropped almost immediately, the vibes were peak bad YA and I wasn't going to torture myself. Graveminder I tried, because I liked the idea, and it wasn't bad per-se, but something about the way it was executed (and the many many POV's) just wasn't working for me. Might fit someone else better though.

Raw Dog I really wanted to like, because the history of hot dogs and a description/ranking of hot dogs are both extremely up my alley - and I did make it 40% in! But there were just a number of factors building up against this - the author's sometimes very (overly?) sharp commentary, my lack of interest in her dysfunctional life, the lack of any comparative rating system for the hot dogs, the food waste, and the sheer number of bodily excretions used as descriptors for the food finally tipped me over the edge. I could have kept listening but I didn't really want to. Perhaps for someone, but not for me.

#book log #wrap up 2023 #2023 #books #booklr #bookblr #neog #hold fast through the fire #chrestomanci #small miracles #olivia atwater #the twyford code #murderbot #victoria goddard #over my dead body #tarot sequence #the sunset years of agnes sharp #the saint of bright doors #creatures of will and temper

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lovelynim · 2 years

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TickleTober 2022/Day 05 - Punishment

Sasaki to Miyano - Hirano & Sasaki

Sasaki flinched just by hearing his classmate sighing. He could feel Hirano’s anger without even looking up to him. However, he didn’t have a pinch of regret for his ‘crime’. In fact, he would do it as many times as possible if given the chance.

He and Miyano were talking about a BL manga that was going on around the younger’s head for a while and that a new volume had just been released. In the whole rant about how good and charming the story was, Miyano started describing a scene that made his heartbeat rise.

“So, the protagonist was starting to break up a fight with his friend because of the game they lost, right?”

“Mhm, I remembered reading that,” Sasaki answered, more amused with how cute Miyano looked talking about it than the topic itself, “but what happened next?”

“He was really mad about it! Shouting things like ‘it’s your fault!’ and ‘I will never play with you again’ while threatening to leave. But! When he pushed the door open, his friend grabbed him by his wrist and pulled him into the wall,” Miyano cheered as if he was some fanatic fan at the last round of a competition.

“Oh, didn’t that hurt though?” Sasaki giggled, tilting his head.

“Ah, I mean, he looked a bit stunned at first, but before he could react, bam, his friend trapped him against the wall!”

“Hmm…”

“What is it, Sasaki-senpai?”

“I’m trying to visualize the scene, but it’s a bit hard without the actual panels.”

“Oh, well, I could len-” He stopped talking the moment he saw Sasaki walking up to him, using his arm to support himself as he towered over Miyano, “s-senpai?”

“So, he did like this, Miya-chan?” He whispered in a lower voice tone, gazing down to the boy under him.

“A-ahm… I thin-”

“Get off him, you idiot!” Hirato barked, interrupting the scene as he grabbed Sasaki by his shirt collar.

And after a very flustering round of messy explanations, Miyano could finally go back home. Sasaki, however, was kept together with a very upset Hirano in the student council room.

The ginger was leaning at the window, watching as Miyano walked out of school while Hirano nagged at him. At some point, the blonde realized he was talking to the walls and gave a weak hit on top of Sasaki’s head.

“Did you listen to what I just said?”

“W-well…”

“I should really beat you up, you know,” Hirano sighed, crossing his arms in front of his chest. “Aren’t you going to at least try to defend yourself?”

“Would I stand a chance if I did?”

“No.”

“Ehe…” He laughed nervously, scratching his cheek.

“Do you think this is funny?!” Hirano hissed, poking Sasaki’s side to call the boy’s attention, but earning a huge flinch instead. “What was that?”

“W-what was what?”

“That. What you just did when I poked yo-” and before he could repeat the action, Sasaki’s shaky hand grabbed his wrist. “Oh. I get it.”

Something on his face must have given it away, because the first thing the little ‘troublemaker’ tried to do was run away, but Hirano caught up to him with ease, tackling him to the ground before straddling his back.

“Hirano, w-wait, let’s tahahalk- ahah, p-plehehease!”

“I didn’t remember you were ticklish, Sasaki,” the blonde muttered as he mercilessly clawed at his friend’s sides, “have you ever told me?”

“I-I guehehess! H-Hirahanoo, nohohot this,” Sasaki whined, trying to either squirm away or pry the other’s hands from his body. Obviously, he failed at both.

“Let’s say this is a punishment for throwing yourself at Miyano like that,” Hirano continued, moving his fingers up Sasaki’s torso inch by inch, starting to tickle his ribs.

“AHAHah, I-I ahaham sohohorry, o-ok? Now stahahap!”

“No can do, Sasaki… I’m not quite done with you yet.”

A/N: Yay, 5th day! Now, come on, who better than Hirano himself to dish out punishments like this? and lee!sasaki is just- agh, so cute… so this pretty much sums the backstory of the decision behind this prompt, hehe ~ Hope you enjoyed your reading!

#augtickletober2022 #tickletober2022 #sasaki to miyano #sasaki shuumei #hirano taiga #sasaki to miyano tickling #anime tickling #tickle fic #lee!sasaki #ticklish!sasaki #ler!hirano

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hydrasquadd · 1 year

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Sal Arc

--------------Part Six---------------

2020

Masterpost

Discord

Ahah

Fantastic

!!Anyone just now finding these posts because of the Deltarune tags, please DNI if you use he/him for Kris!! Thank you :)

Guide to possibly confusing things

Did Sal die? Probably

Probably the shortest section ever

Welp

Lets go on a random rant with me

Would you like to hear another weird ass trying to figure out your a system story?

Some context (because I can't remember if I told you this or not): Since all this sudden weird stuff was happening to us, and Kris had it in their head that THEY where the only one who could be fronting, and had limited self awareness, they assumed that this was some weird possess that people go through.

Other people also suddenly "become" videogame characters just like they thought we did. So, only going of what they saw themself doing, Kris began to look for other people like them. People who where characters and dressed like their character (because Kris when they took over, completely changed the body's appearance to look like them).

So when Sal comes in, their kinda mad about it, because they assume that they (we) can only be ONe character at a time. As you know, Sal made it as far as he did because he insisted he didn't want control.

Context over, now to the story

It was around February 2020, and we where in a play. When we went to our first rehearsal, something stood out.

Before this, everything was going as planned. Sal staying out of the way, and Kris trying their best to look for people dressing like characters.

Here, in the play cast, was a kid who happened to look a lot like Larry (from Sally face).

Ok, so what's the big deal? I'll tell you

Because of what I explained earlier, about Kris always looking for people "like them" (that's all we knew), Sal happened to pick up on it. Just noticing how enamored Kris was with it and stuff, but not intending on doing anything about it himself (if he even could manage too).

So when this kid comes up, a kid who matched Kris's idea of someone being a character too, he kinda freaked out. I mean, if you assumed this could be a long lost fiend of yours, it makes sense.

So for the first time, Sal was trying to front. He was trying to get this person's attention. He was able to front a few times too. But Kris wasn't having it.

Unlike how it's illustrated in HSS, headspace barely existed back then, and Kris couldn't like, physically do much, so a lot of these fights in the comic that are like five pages, lasted months irl. It's always a slow fight for control over the body. One day Kris fronts, another their enemy.

So here it was weeks of back and forth. But this wasn't what caused the death of Sal. The nail in the coffin was actually:

Moving.

Since Sal had a reason now to be fronting (the kid), Kris had been trying to suppress him for the entirety of the play. Even after it ended, and we never saw that kid again. We where about to move cities. The thing about that, is we where building a house. So we had to get temporary housing to stay in before it was done. What was this housing? An apartment.

Kris's logic was, that Sal was acting up because he saw someone he knows. And they wanted to stop that. So when they discovered we where going into an apartment, all shit broke loose. You see, for most of the game Sally face, the setting is an apartment building. That's where Sal lived in his source. Kris knows this, and put together that if he was trying to take control because of the kid, he must want to be in control MORE if he gets to live where he once was.

Kris was not going to let Sal get "more powerful". So they just..

Ended it

So no, Sal didn't attack Kris for justice reasons, he did it because of some kid.

This is

Insanity

Welcome to being a system

#digital art #the gang #artists on tumblr #alters #sal #did system #hss #hydra system saga #web comic #webseries #plural community #fictive #Deltarune #implied death #death tw #violence #weapons #kris dreemurr

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adore-gregor · 3 years

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#sluggish #another little rant about my life #so you know these days when you just feel kinda lazy okay maybe not the right word or like sluggish #today is one of those days and i hate it whenever i feel that way #last week honestly i couldn't study as much as i hoped i would because i also have practical work #i worked over 40 hours almost 50 i think even so i was so tired coming home and also because i had to get up at 6am each day #and then i didn't really feel like studying anymore 😕#it was really a lot of hours (i mean there are breaks waiting for ambulance calls but ur still there)#i need those because i need a lot of hours to pass this as my practical training #i won't work this long after i finished my training #i know i'll get through this and it's ok i'm just a bit disapointed i didn't study as much as i wanted #well i did some questions for the exam in the breaks and a practical question with a colleague #so at least that #and yeah today i finished 4 chapters of questions so i guess i can be happy with that #i have 19 chapters (740 questions) and i only have 3 chapters left now #i hope to do these today still so i finally finished that part #also i don't even wanna complain about my hours because it's so interesting but 😅#i really went to bed at 10pm or 11pm wow which is sth i'd never do normal because i was so tired (and i get up at 6am)#and yeah today i was stupid i went to bed too late so i was tired ahah #also i had to stay at home because of my covid test #guess that's why i'm feeling #i'm just a bit worried if i had covid it would be bad for my practical training #but i absolutely have no symptoms i don't feel sick at all #i don't know when my test results will come tomorrow but i'll just get up and look every hour or so #if i'm negative i then go to work a bit later #now i'll do some workout to feel more motivated i guess #and then shower eat some lunch #then hopefully i can finish my questions that would be good 😄#these things usually work when i'm having an unmotivated day :)#just ignore this

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jenivi · 3 years

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i just finished ultra despair girls last night, so excuse my possible spam posting 😅 i love them and im still processing asgufbaj

#sorry guys #this how i be #i love toko a lot more after this #they did a good job with her character dev #she deserved being fleshed out and im so glad they did that. plus shes hilarious #and komaru i loved her as protag #watching her grow was so great too !!#just seeing their friendship blossom too was so nice #OH and how connected this game was with dr1 and dr2 chefs kiss #it really connected the dots and things make sooo much sense #like SERIOUSLY i just love that it wasnt just references for fan service but there was a purpose #and you had an OHHH moment once things clicked #i really have to applaud the writers #im so glad i didnt skip over this game in the series cuz i was really about to #ok rant over i doubt anyone read this ahah #god i say this everytime after i finish a game sorry bout that #danganronpa #ultra despair girls #jenivi rant #my post

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fairywithgremlintendencies · 2 years

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it was literally just a text to my dad i need to calm down

#im hoping that he'll take it better over text because he doesnt like it when i dont talk to him an a positive manner teahee #he publicly liked something on a p r o f f e s s i o n a l account that was really insensitive so he needed a reality check #still scared though but ahah itll be ok #leaf rants

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your-average-weeb-dealer · 3 years

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can you do something with deku, baku, and kiri in a situation where they’re trapped under rubble with their crush, but they’re in kinda an close, awkward position, so the guys have to lay on the reader’s chest until help arrives?? idk i just thought this could be cute, maybe you could make the reader slightly injured, but again it’s a confined space, so neither of them can actually move to properly treat the injury, so the guys really feel bad about just laying on their chest being useless while their crush is in pain 👀

(A/n: *long, loving scream* sorry this took so long)

Need Some Help?

anime: My hero Academia

Style: Headcannons

genre: fluff

Warnings: Natural Disasters, mentions of blood, being trapped, injuries

All Mights secret love child (Deku)

AHAh I think you broke him...

You and him were fighting a villain and one thing led to another and here you were

This was such a weird position for him

He didn’t want to seem like a perv but your chest was so soft- like a pillow

I swear he was on cloud9

he nuzzled into your chest like a puppy

When he noticed you were injured he was so scared

Even though you assured him it was nothing he was scared you were going to bleed to death in the time it would take for help to get to you

he was a full blushing mess when the teachers finally got you both out of there

he refused to let anyone carry you to the infirmary and instead took you himself

there when you woke up he confessed his feelings to you

“Hang in there y/n I’m sure All Might or another pro will be here soon,” (deku)

“Deku it’s just a cut-” (you)

“YoU’lL Be FiNe!! I wOnT lEt yOu DiE,” (deku)

“O-ok whatever you say” you said ruffling his hair (you

RIP toothbrush (Kirishima)

Oh no, no, no, no, this can’t be happening

Laying on somebody’s chest when there injured AND without their permission

This wasn’t manly at all.

there was a large boulder on his back pushing him into you

he activated his quirk only on his backside so as not to hurt you

He tried to get up, the rock was so heavy he could barely lift it off two feet from the ground

When he did he looked down at you and when he did he saw a huge cut on your stomach

He realized he was stopping the bleeding by laying on you- putting pressure on the wound

he CAREFULLY activated his quirk again, lied down and let the bolder rest on his back because there was no way he could pick it up fully by himself

He kept telling you that it was going to be ok and whispering sweet and kind words to you

In between these soft praises, he yelled for help

When the Pros got there he wasn’t concerned about his injuries at all- he only cared that you were safe

He spent all weekend with you in the infirmary either laying on your chest or just talking to you

“It’s ok beautiful -sniffle- you’re so strong! so pretty. They’ll be here soon, I promise,” (Kirishima)

“T-thank you kiri-” (you)

“Don’t talk, you need to keep as much air in your lungs as possible. HELP SOMEBODY!! PLEASE!!” (Kirishima)

Regina George (Bakugo)

he’d be ranting

probably be ranting about how much he didn’t want to be here

But he’d have this realization halfway through his rant

Holy shit- im laying on their chest

After that he’d start bragging about how many fights he’s won and how he’s so much stronger then Deku

Then he saw it

You had cuts around your arms and bruises all over

He’d make it his mission to get you both out of there

Thankfully he had gotten so nervous just by laying on your chest he was sweating ten times more then normal

He blew up the rocks and shit around you both and rushed you to Recovery Girl

He didn’t need to wait around for the Pros, tch. he was better then all of them anyways. Besides you were hurt- nothing else mattered to him

“I roasted that damn nerd, like an overgrown broccoli and I-” (bakugo)

He looks at your arms. “Are you hurt?” (Bakugo)

“Yeah, but it’s fine. What were you saying I wanna hear the rest,” (you)

“N-NO we have to get you to Recovery Girl. I can tell you the rest of it later,” (Bakugo)

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faustandfurious · 2 years

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SO I WAS CONFUSED WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY GENDER POST

but i just have found it and i am just. i love

i followed you for elves, then for german literature, and only then for french revolution. i didn't expect former two when i read your url (previous one) but let me tell you i was absolutely delighted when it turned out that you are knowledgeable and well-spoken and i just

khhjgfchjjkggjk

your posts bring joy :)) i have that post about norwegian literature saved as my read list! and i love seeing your popular posts on my dash and smile at familiar icon and think "oh yes that's the dude from silm fandom i love them"

ahah it gets long but i just wanted to say you are one of the coolest people i follow :3

ok now I'm actually crying this is so nice, thank you for taking the time to send this message <3

I have to admit, seeing more of my posts gain traction and go semi-viral is somewhat overwhelming, because there's so much Discourse out there, and people who will literally go through your blog and read everything in bad faith, and I never tried or wanted to gain any sort of popularity beyond the Silmarillion fandom and the niche group of people who don't mind me rambling about Faust

I'm not perfect, I don't always have the correct opinions on everything, I haven't always thought through every possible implication of every sentence I utter on my blog, and the posts I write are primarily written for the audience of about 20-30 people who interact with my blog regularly enough that I recognise their URLs. I try to be honest and I try to be kind, and sometimes I mess up with regard to the latter and snark at people who don't deserve it, and sometimes I misinterpret other people's words and intentions, or real-life stress gets the better of me

And every now and then people come to my inbox with hostility and bad faith readings of my words, or intrusive and weird questions that cross certain boundaries, and I have to deal with that somehow. I've gotten a lot better at deleting, blocking and moving on, which is a highly necessary online skill, but sometimes people like that get to me

Even though I have a life outside of the internet, it genuinely means a lot when people here tell me they enjoy what I write, because this is the main space where I can interact with people who share my literary interests or who have interesting recommendations for books I may not have heard of, which is why I started this blog in the first place: to talk to people about books

Rant over, but feel free to ask if you have any questions about Norwegian literature, because I'm more than happy to answer them! I love when people take an interest in my country's culture (beyond the Hollywood version of it)

#anonymous elf #answered

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zaptrapp · 3 years

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Ea’s Bad Batch Rant -ep 1

Welcome to this part of Tumblr where, after I watch each BB episode, I’ll give you my detailed (yeah lmao as if) analysis and emotional ramble. SPOILERS AHEAD!! Let’s gooo (this is gonna be a long one, 70 minutes of ep!!):

First of all HOW DARE THEY. Filoniiiiii.

I was NOT expecting to start with a mission right before Order 66 are you fucking kidding me? I immediately went “Nope, not doing this.”

Look at the initial flashback of the clone wars. I was shaking, too many memories.

I haven’t watched Rebels but I know some things and I know who Caleb is. So HI Padawan Caleb, good to see you. But... wasn’t Kanan’s skin complex a bit darker?

It’s going nicely, some comedy thrown in, The Bad Batch being wholesome and just destroying clankas! Tech is growing on me.

Master Billaba why are you so disappointed omg ahah thank them immediately!?!?

Yo I fucking swear, I swear to god that when tbb was leaving and the Captain turned to receive Order 66 I jumped from the seat so fast. Like I yeeted myself so fucking far you cannot understand. Literally, fuck fuck fuck this. My anxiety and ptsd from the clone wars went 📈📈📈📈📈📈

Rip Jedi Master Billaba.

Run Caleb, just run.

(I’m so fucking glad to see The Bad Batch is immune to Order 66. Like so glad.)

Ok Crosshair and Hunter go rescue Mr Padawan there.

CROSSHAIR WHAT THE FUCK CHIILLLLL

nope nope nope this is not going well. I was wrong, I fucked up, I spoke too soon.

“Good soldiers follow orders” noooooooo

Hunter being wholesome omg, what a dad energy he has. I already love him.

Omg Hunter’s scream when Kanan jumps.

Crosshair literally chill dude, let’s all vibe together.

Also uhm... it hurts to see them all so pale. Please for the love of god fix that, it’s unsettling.

The way they return to Kamino so oblivious of what’s going on. It hurts

“Coruscant guard is here” YES SHOW ME FOX YOU COWARDS

Uhm.... Filoni can we talk for a second? Yeah I would like to ask you WHY? Y’know, was it really necessary to show the corpse of a dead Jedi and the hand with the lightsaber falling off? This scene is gonna be stuck in my mind forever. I’m crying.

Can we also talk about the music? Haunting, a masterpiece throughout the whole episode.

This is not a kid’s show.

Love that they have their own personal barrack filled with their stuff, so precious. Plus the Tooka doll, omg😩

The amount of times I’ve said “Crosshair chill” by now is over 9000. Spoiler: it gets worse.

Absolutely love the tension between Hunter and Crosshair. Live for these moments.

Tech listing the characteristics of his mates and then “my exceptional mind” LMAO brag about it.

“The attempt on my life has left me scarred and deformed”. “You can say that again” Wrecker OMG I wheezed. Echo’s like “bruh”. That’s what I need. Right here. God I love this.

“Still don’t think the regs are programmed?” This part made me shiver. It literally terrifies me. Also Tech is growing so much on me...

Hello Omega, nice to meet you.

“adolescent human female” Tech what the fuck it’s just a girl.😂 I love her accent and her smile! And she’s a medical assistant, love that too!!!!!!

Omega really said 😃😃👋🏼👋🏼

Here comes Tarkin ugh

Why does it hurt to see regular clones without helmet? Probably cause they all look like Fives, Kix, and the others. My heart is crying

Also, why is no one bald anymore? Guess that’s old fashioned uh... (yeah I know it’s because they want them to have no characterization whatsoever, but what’s wrong in being bald?) I miss my bald-with-crazy-tattooes- regs❤️

“Hello again” 😁😁👋🏼👋🏼 the way they look at her LMAO 😶😐😑🤔😕

Food fight, yay! (Crosshair was just trying to chill but ooop guess it’s time to fight)

EXCUSE ME?!?!?

No seriously. They really threw AZ in curing Echo’s injury??? You don’t know how much I was crying. I thought they were gonna throw a “Fives” in and I wasn’t ready at all, not now. Glad they didn’t but still... fuck me Filoni

Look at Echo’s reaction. Fuck. He’s scared as hell, probably though he was back on Skako Minor being a lab rat.

Yeah what a shocking revelation for them AZ.

Headcanon: Tarkin hates his life. He’s so bitter.

The fact that they’re being tested against real threats and guns while they have stupid toy guns it’s so fucking wrong and ridiculous.

“Five are all that remain” but Echo’s not genetically enhanced. That means... (i was putting 2 and 2 together)

Here we go with a mission... this stinks from miles away just telling you

Omega and Hunter talks, ughh the feelings

The way Omega calls softly Hunter’s name ugh I’m sold. They already have a bond “something about her I can’t figure out.” 😩😩

“I guess kids aren’t your area of expertise” Crosshair what a subtle shade😂

Crosshair was not really going to shoot at kids and elder people. Right?

Oh hello Saw, good to see ya. Always a pleasure.

GENERAL SKYWALKER AND CAPTAIN REX mention here we goooo🤪🤪🤪

This is chilling and unsettling....

Great a snitch droid or whatever the fuck that is.

*dramatic stare between Crosshair and Hunter* plus toothpick action going on

Crosshair literally stfu

And here’s Tech dropping facts. Omega’s an enhanced clone. I wonder how they made it possible for her to be a female taking Jango’s DNA but whatever, this is Star Wars.

I am legitimately pissed that Crosshair threw away the toothpick. Justice for toothpick.

Omg she found a picture of the squad😭😭😭😭😭 flashback to Rex’s picture with Echo, Fives and Cody I’m crying

Look at them walking right into the trap.

Hunter looks totally offended but c’mon, you know what you were going against.

Yo, I’m really here trying not to SIMP and they fucking throw TBB in their blacks on my face. I don’t have to look at them, I don’t have to— HELLO HUNTER, how’s you booty doing?

Crosshair CHILL amigo ok io quando mi incazzo devo passare all’italiano quindi o ti calmi o ti calmi, capito brooo??!! Le bestemmie che mi fai tirare.

Ok he’s struggling, I see that. No need to be an ass tho 😶

“I know it’s not your fault. You can’t help it.” Yes I’m crying why aren’t you. The way he looks at her... I’m dead.

CT-9904. Okay... also why did they have to kick Hunter. He’s so precious, trying to defend him regardless of him being under the effect of the chip.

Oh shit oh fuck oh shit here we go. (I didn’t want to watch this part.)

Ehm, Hunter why did you have to lay down like that, you sexy beast. I’m waiting for a gifset of him like that. I’m waiting.

Not Omega copying his moves😂😂😂😂😂

“Abnormal individual” lmao the look on Tech and Hunter’s faces. So done.

Ugh the anxiety is spiraling in me. Also how did they suit up so fast lmao.

Oh no. Oh no. NO NO NO

oh shit.

He looks good tho ngl🥴 (toothpick’s back.)

Oh the look on Hunter’s face, the music... breaks my heart.

Oh I was kinda ready for this part but still..... 😭😩

Yo can you not throw the toothpick away in every damn scene please? That’s my emotional support character object.

Yo jumpscare I lost 10 years of my life what the fuck

The amount of times Wrecker got hurt just in this episode is concerning.

Your move. AHHHHHH

Yoooo Omega with that blaster rifle saved the day😃✨

BYE Crosshair see ya later 💔

Kaminoans hiding to the Empire that BB escaped? This is gonna be no good I’m telling you

Omega is precious. Must be protected.

Dad Hunter DAD HUNTER DAD HUNTER IM SOBBING

Short list of friends. One is on coordinates J-19. Saleucami sector system. CUT LAWQUANE confirmed. Fuck yes. I’m happy. Now I can rest.

Sike I will never rest. Strap in and let’s gooo

Well well well. I LOVED IT. FILONI THANKS FOR THE UNWANTED FEELINGS that made me remind I’m a human capable of emotions❤️ I owe you one but I’m also hurt and also in love. Yes, there are things that did not sit really nicely with me: the obvious whitewashing, Omega being a clone of Jango (yes I was kinda expecting it but as I think through about it... makes less sense. Literally how?), but overall I enjoyed it.

Also if you wanna chat about TBB and feelings dm me or send in an ask! See ya bad bitches💕💕

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xuseokgyu · 3 years

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Send this to blogs anonymously and ask them to ship their moots with svt <3

Oh it’s my turn to do this now... ok omg... here it goes haha

Cheol + Dreamy @scoupsy - We all know but I was just reminded how popular Coups is 😂 I had many options, but I feel like Dreamy’s personality and his would match a lot. I feel that, like him, she’s very mature, but can let go and be “an 8yo” sometimes. Was reading her carrd and could picture them playing video games together haha

Hannie + Karol @secndlife - I know she’s in a Hoshi mood right now (and thank god for that we got a 33k word beautiful love letter) But one of my favorite things to see on my dash is the ‘love battle’ between her and other moots calling her out on her simp agenda towards Jeonghan hahaha They would bicker a lot but be super soft in other moments too

Shua + Kevin @jaemtens - Haven’t talked much to Kevin personally, but I just can’t help linking these two. I honestly think they would match up perfectly

Jun + Emily @iiasha - I mean!!! I also can’t help but link these two... She will appreciate him like he deserves and I feel like they would be like those couples you love to be friends with? Effortlessly funny and not all over each other making you feel uncomfortable as a third wheel

Hoshi + Chey @soonhoonsol - THEY WOULD BE SO CUTE! I can’t help but think of that beach date moodboard where we talked about her eating ice cream with him and they being all messy, funny and adorable! He would feel her days with joy and so would she and they would also be each other safe haven

Wonwoo + Sistah @haniehae - I was between Cheol and Wonwoo for her, but just like I won’t ship her with Jeonghan cause they are literally the same person, I also feel like her’s and Coup’s personalities would clash too much, two lions fighting for dominance and attention hahah Wonwoo on the other hand would be the perfect pair. They would be a more introverted couple, many cozy home dates and soft moments.

Woozi + Carrie @art-hao - Freaking power couple!!!! Two extremely talented people that will love and appreciate each other a lot. I can see them working on lyrics together with their deep minds and maturity, but both can also be silly and cute and aaahhh they would be perfect

Hao + Gabi @myunqho - These two!! I feel like they would be those couples that loose track of time and go until morning having deep talks about life, past, present and future... I can clearly picture that. Gabi let me be your mother-in-law!! Hahah

Gyu + Val @defgyus - Another power couple!! I love how we talk about fighting him ahhaha Enemies to lovers vibe without ever being really enemies at all. He would spoil her endless and she deserves it #mingyuhousewife for the win

DK + Mi @ourseokmin - Mirelle is the person I trust to shower this insecure boy with all the praise he deserves and you know he would shower her with love too!! Aaahhh they would be so sweet 💕💕 maybe too sweet ahahha but they would love it

Seungkwan + Isa @boosbin - I can see her rolling her eyes at his antics while loving it all the same haha They would have so much fun!! Bicker a lot but also be sooo caring towards each other ahah So cute

Vernon + Tiff @junsol - I haven’t talked with Tiff a lot yet, but she is always the one I instantly connect to Vernon, maybe because of her tag rants, maybe because they genuinely have the same vibe... They totally deserve each other and they would be so cool 😎 together

Dino + Yza @jonghan - My favorite Dinonara!!! Again, someone I see truly appreciating the greatness that is Lee Chan. I can picture her watching his dance practices and maybe being the only one that can convince him he can rest, he already looks perfect. I feel like Dino would be such a soft bf!! A really sweet couple 💕

This was slightly harder than I thought, I had some more options for some of the members, but I’m happy with this list

Love you all 💕💕 and for the moots that weren’t mentioned here feel free to ask me who I would ship you with (is most likely your bias cause those are the ones I see you talk about a lot, but I know is nice to hear it hahahah)

#My lovely moots!!!#I wasn’t going to write a little ‘‘why’’ for each one but I figured it was better like this ehhe #hope y’all are doing fine #seventeen #ask #anon #Hi Dreamy 🐺#Hi Karol 🌻#Hi Kevin!#Hi Emily 🥑#Hi Chey 🍉#Hi Sistah 🥈#Hi Carrie 🦔🥝#Hi Gabi 🐸#Hi Val 🍓#Hi Mirelle 🍊#Hi Tiff 🍓#Hi Yza 🍬

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tuituipupu · 3 years

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I didn’t realise until lately that Findus is such an old boye at 16 y.o 🥺🐱🐾

It reminded me that my kitties are getting old in age too, but they still look young and sprightly,, just like Findus!

(get ready for some obligatory pics of my cat that no one asked for,)

technically I have two cats, but the other cat is my lil sister’s, and he is out hunting most of the time 🥴 believe it or not, this baby will be 12 years old in May!

I’m proud of these pictures I took last year,, don’t mind me ahah 🐾 ~ and yes, that’s a daisy chain necklace/collar that my sister made for him 🥺🌼💖

this is him photo-bombing and wanting to be in the spotlight! he is a gentle boye, he loves cuddles and never bites or scratches, even if you’re a stranger to him! he is very patient- I just love him a lot, and he is like a best friend to me 🥺💕🐾 (ok cat rant over)

#sorry for cat spam #I just love these pictures #and my old baby #cats #tumblr cats #personal #also the diary that is on the floor was my quarantine diaries from last year #I was trying to photograph it #Findus

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aresrl · 3 years

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I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

#genshin request #genshin matchups #genshin #genshin impact

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cottonblush · 5 years

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model student | hrj

❧ word count: 2,568

❧ genre: fluff, humor

❧ notes: i really didn’t know what to title this but then i was like?? hey the reader is a model student bc they’re like a top student who tutors often and renjun is a literal model student so,,,, watch literally no one get my pun um we love that! also renjun is 500% visuals he could definitely be a model and if anyone disagrees they’re irrelevant:)

renjun really doesn’t want to take more time off of school since he’s already missed a lot

but he’s gaining more popularity in the model industry and doesn’t want to miss out on any opportunities

so after almost a month he’s done bunch of shoots and decides it’s time to go back to school

but when he gets back he’s kinda lost

ok maybe really lost

renjun likes to consider himself a pretty smart person but he’s having a hard time catching up

so his teacher says he’s assigning you as his tutor bc you’re one of the smartest students

and at first renjun is like,, no way josé i can handle this on my own

but then his chemistry teacher starts talking about the born-haber method and it’s at that moment he knows

he fucked up he desperately needs help

he’s supposed to meet you after school the next day and he’s lowkey nervous because,, what if you judge him or look down on him

but then he realizes he just doesn’t?? care what people think

so he gets to the library and at first he doesn’t see anyone so he’s like

gasp!! i’ve been played

but then he notices you sitting on a bean bag chair near a big window

you’re studying what seems to be calculus and you have earbuds in so you don’t hear him approach

just when renjun goes to tap your shoulder you take a sip of water

and end up spitting it out all over your textbook bc you really didn’t hear or see him coming

meanwhile renjun is just standing there wondering if he should apologize or like help clean up or something

and he’s about to ask if you need a napkin

when you jump up from your seat and turn to face him and

??? you smile at him

renjun is officially confused™

shouldn’t you be mad?? he made you ruin your textbook and those aren’t cheap

anyway you take your earbuds out and place your book on the floor and you say

“hi you must be renjun! i’m y/n!”

and renjun is like “ok but your book,, she dead”

you assure him that it’s totally fine it’s your own copy of the book anyway

so then yall sit down at a table after cleaning up the water

and then you clear your throat and ask what he needs help in

renjun tries to be nonchalant about it like “oh i mean i’ve kinda gone for a while but i’m sure i can catch up in no time”

but then his voice cracks in the middle of it and then he’s like!! oh shoot i look dumb

but you’re nice so you just don’t bring it up and decide to assure him

“ii think so too:))))) you seem like a rlly smart person”

renjun doesn’t know how but you seem to speak the language of smiles? and he’s mildly uncomfortable like how can you be this happy after a long day of school

anyway he decides to just explain his predicament and tell you about his modeling gigs and stuff

and once again you surprise him by not freaking out or acting different like most people do

you just nod and smile some more like you totally understand him

and the weird thing is?? it’s actually believable

like renjun really feels like you get him and he thinks to himself?? mayhaps yall could be friends

so you guys finally get to the studying part and you somehow manage to crack a joke every two seconds

even though they’re lame renjun laughs bc his grades sorta depend on you helping him

but once in a while you say something sorta funny and renjun loses it

and it’s weird bc you’re the first person he’s met that he feels comfortable around (other than his friends jeno, donghyuck, jaemin, chenle, and jisung)

anyway so you two cover a couple of subjects and before long the sky is dark and you’re like

oh shoot i gtg!!

and renjun is kinda worried you’ll be in trouble

but then you’re like

lol no it’s just that my cat likes to be fed at a certain time and if she doesn’t get her food she literally attacks me but it’s totally fine ahah living my best life

you and renjun decide to meet 3 times a week so that he can get caught up asap

and ofc renjun’s friends think he’s got a gf so one day they decide to stalk him and they follow him to a starbucks where you said you would meet

and they get out a newspaper and hats and sunglasses and everything

they really think they’re being super sneaky but

everyone is giving them weird looks

except you and renjun bc for once yall are?? actually studying? who would’ve guessed

anyway after about 2 minutes of staring at you two chenle gets bored and decides to confront you

so he gets up and he doesn’t even bother taking off the gigantic trench coat and sunglasses he’d been wearing

“dude are you just not gonna introduce me to your gf/bf i’m so offended,, i thought we were close i even binged the kung fu panda movies with you”

you and renjun look up and see this giant blob of a man(??) shaking his head disapprovingly and yall are just like,, whomstve?? do we know this chump?

and then chenle rolls his eyes and then takes off his disguise and renjun groans and rolls his eyes

“how did i not know it was you chenle,, first of all they’re not my gf/bf and second you’re the kung fu panda fan here are we just gonna ignore the fact that you collect all the figurines-”

ofc chenle ignores renjun and he turns to you and is like

“how do u even tolerate renjun ugh he can be so mean sometimes he’s basically my bully”

and you laugh and tell chenle that renjun isn’t that bad he’s actually kinda sweet sometimes

cue chenle going “oooooooooooooooooooh yall are totally dating”

renjun doesn’t even try to hide it when he kicks chenle in the shin

by now, the rest of renjun’s friends have given up on their disguises and are blatantly staring

and renjun notices them out of the corner of his eye

he drops his head in his textbook and just wants the earth to swallow him up

on the other hand you’re having a blast because renjun’s friends are a hoot!!

you guys have a lot in common and after 10 minutes you’ve already promised chenle see his figurine collection and you tell donghyuck that you’ll totally go sing karaoke with him

renjun is lowkey jealous so he reaches across the table and taps your hand and is like,, can we ditch uh-,, can we ditch

so then you tell the boys that you have to take care of your cat because it’s sick

and technically you’re not lying you do have to feed it

renjun stands up and is like,, dw i’ll walk u home so we can save ur cat!!

so you two grab your stuff and dash and it kinda has the boys suspicious but they’re dumb so they’re all thinking

omg i hope the cat is ok lets all go home and pray for it

anyway so now it’s just you and renjun walking down the street and watching the sun set

and renjun is mentally asking himself why he got jealous back at starbucks

he decides that he got to know you first so maybe he’s friend jealous?? yeah bc that’s totally a thing

and his mind also goes to this new offer he got from a photographer recently

he wasn’t going to take the job but now he figures when he gets back he’ll get to spend more time with you and for some reason that makes him rlly happy

so he tells you about it and is like

“you better be there to catch me up god knows i can’t count on the others”

and you laugh and say ofc you’ll help and you’re super excited for him bc it’s a shoot for a pretty well known brand

when renjun finishes his shoot he’s really excited bc he thinks it turned out amazing and he can’t wait to show you,, and of course the others too

so he gets home and he’s about to text you when he sees this notification for an article about him

it talks about how he’s just a generic teen who does the same poses over and over again and he doesn’t even look that good

and all of a sudden renjun just feels like he’s lost all confidence

it really isn’t like him he’s usually super confident and doesn’t care about what strangers think but

this review came from a famous fashion magazine and he really liked it but now?? not so much

he doesn’t reach out to anyone for a while

and after a couple days you know something’s up because you know he’s home from the shoot already

you go to visit him and you find out he locked himself in his room

and you knock and ask if you can come in but he doesn’t answer

so you just talk to him from outside and hope he’s listening

you start by saying you heard from his manager what happened and that he’s dumb for even caring about some random article

and then you rant about how he’s smart and funny and has pretty much everything going for him

and then last but not least you’re like

“you’re someone i and a lot of other people look up to a lot and i rlly want to see you smile again bc it’s lowkey gorgeous and you’re lowkey gorgeous but anyway”

you figure you’ve said enough so you skedaddle!! and uh usain bolt can step aside bc you’re pretty sure you’ve set a new world record

all this time you’re freaking out bc you have no idea where all of that ‘ur so gorgeous’ talk came from

probably out of your left buttcheek you’re literally so flustered

and renjun is just thinking about what you said and he doesn’t know why but,,, he can’t,, stop smiling

those negative thoughts? poof gone. insecurities? whomst.

ok so a few days pass by and renjun finally goes back to school

and it’s lunch time

and renjun is nervous to see you but he still doesn’t know why

and you’re nervous to see him bc you think you made yourself sound dumb the other day

so you try to distract yourself by talking to jaemin about some gossip you two heard

but then in your peripheral vision you see renjun enter the cafeteria and your heart!! stops

and you still don’t know why but your heart is like all tingly

as renjun approaches it hits you like a brick,,, you like renjun!!!!

snap crackle pop you rlly like this dude!

so you get up mid sentence and you run up to him and you just smile and say “you’re back i missed you:))”

and he says he missed you too and he missed your smiles

and then you’re like “haha that’s nice um wanna go on a date some time,, wow is that a bird in chenle’s hair i should go bye”

renjun is like “wait what did you say” but you’re already: gone

and he runs after you and makes it to the lunch table and you’re sitting there with your face in your hands bc you think you’ve just screwed it up

so he sits down next to you and gently takes your hands away and like just holds them in his and the size difference is so cute bc compared to his hands yours are so tiny!!

at this point the rest of the boys have gone quiet and are staring and chenle is about to interrupt and say something dumb but jeno shuts him up by shoving some ramen down his throat

and he senses the atmosphere (perhaps he’s been binge watching the bachelorette and love island in private so he knows what’s up) and somehow grabs all the other boys and drags them away

as he’s leaving jeno does like a salute in renjun’s direction bc he’s got his bro’s back but

renjun is too busy rn

trying to get you to look at him

also jeno is now pouting bc he really wanted it to be this whole cool scene where he and renjun saluted each other or did some like secret code but,, it’s totally fine:(

anyway so here you are face as red as the chilies in the popeye’s red stick chicken advertisement

you’re just like

why did i say that why did i say that wHY DID I SAY THAT

but then renjun is like

“hey y/n i’d really like to go on a date with you if you could maybe breath first tho”

and you’re like

“…………………………wait what”

“yeah i actually think you’re really cool and i’ve sorta had a crush on you for a while”

“…………………………wait wHAt”

“istg if you say that one more time i’m leaving”

“nono uh i mean are you sure you like me?? i’m not that special or anything”

renjun then hits you on the head and assures you that to him, you’re the most special and beautiful and perfect

and you’re like

uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu

“that’s cute aw so glad i have a recording of it”

and renjun stops and says “um recording?? whom-”

“sweetie it’s called acting now ii have something to blackmail you with if you’re ever rude to me”

and then you pull out your phone from your pocket and you stop the voice memo app and save the recording as

'bf’s confession uwu’

and then renjun chases you for the rest of lunch trying to delete the recording and you’re laughing rlly loud and disturbing everyone but

you guys don’t care bc you’re too happy

and tbh everyone thinks you’re a cute couple

like jealous classmates? no how about supportive ones who ship you and write fanfics for yall

it’s cute how renjun can get flustered by some of the stories that get written about you two

and he has to try and keep his 'idc’ façade up but it never works

anyway the point is yall are basically perfect for each other

catch you two on campus at the tuck shop buying snacks for each other

or walking home together

or finding cute lil restaurants to eat at

eventually your relationship goes public and like

at first you get a bit of hate bc some of renjun’s fans are protective

but then they realize you’re a literal squish and then all of renjun’s supporters turn on him and are like

“istg if you hurt y/n i’ll kill you idc how gorgeous you are”

and honestly you love it and you rub it in his face like all the time

“hah maybe i should be the famous one it seems like they like me more”

“shut up or i’ll make chenle do his dolphin laugh every time you try to sleep”

“lol nice try we’re kung fu panda buddies there’s no tearing us apart”

perhaps renjun hates you but at the end of the day he can’t see himself living without you

so it’s all good

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moonraccoon-exe · 5 years

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Ok tumblr is messing around with me now and I have no idea if the first message sent but I read all my tags and I really do love seeing yours on my art

LISTEN. ARTIST.

I TRIED.

BUT DID YOU KNOW THAT THERE’S A TAG LIMIT ON TUMBLR OF ONLY 30 TAGS.

HOW DO YOU. HOW. DO YOU EXPECT ME TO WRITE EVERY THOUGHT AND IMPRESSION I HAVE OF YOUR…YOUR….BREATHTAKING. BEAUTIFUL. MAJESTIC. ABSURDLY GORGEOUS AND INSANELY STUNNING ART.

IN ONLY 30 TAGS?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!

*sHRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK*

I would add here the gif of the bird SCREECHING but I don’t want to scare or spam you aklsjdfkladjglakdjaldkj

OKAY. LISTEN. I’M GOING TO CALM DOWN BEFORE BECAUSE…IT’S NOT. I MEAN IT’S NOT EVERY DAY THAT YOU GET SENT AN ASK FROM A

S T A R

AKLSDJFLKDAJGLKDAJFDALKGJALKGAD

(Imma- Imma go on under the keep reading, yes? I just, I just DIDN’T HAVE ENOUGH TAG SPACE, I WANT TO KEEP GOING HERE)

Okay, oKAY, I want to freak out because HOLY FUCKING SHIT, IT’S AN ARTIST THAT GETS THOUSANDS OF NOTES PER ARTWORK, IT’S THE GENIUS BEHIND THE PROMPTO AND NOCTIS QUOTING MEWTWO COMIC, THIS IS A SUPERSTAR, FAMOUS DIVINE ARTIST WITH ANGEL HANDS THAT DRAW PHENOMENAL ART, IN MY GARBAGE LANDS AND TALKING TO ME, I’M FREAKING OUT, EVERYBODY CALM DOWN

But I’m gonna try to STAY STILL AND KEEP IT COOL, because I don’t want to creep you out and to keep this relatively in order instead of making THE MESS OF A 3-PAGES LONG RANT OF YELLING AND SCREAMING BECAUSE HOH MY GOD YOU’RE TALKING TO ME AKLSDJLAKDJGADLKGJDA I DIE

So first of all!

I’m sorry it took me so long to reply. The week’s been sorta messy and busy since friday ahah, so even though I did have time to answer to your ask, I wanted to do it only after I had added the tags. You know, just to let you know that I did. And…to not give you more work or so you don’t browse through your thousands of reblogs, here is the link...it’s not much, I filled my 30 tags too quick and barely started saying something, but just to let you know that I did. Heh. ;w;

Okay, I just got attacked by a sudden GIANT WAVE OF SHYNESS, but I’m still going to say the tings I have in mind and want to tell you hnhgnhg

Thank you so much for reading my tags. Thank you immensely for taking the time to do that, really. I know how Tumblr can be so deadly quiet, and how most of the people who reblog (IF they reblog) put nothing in the tags, a few tag general stuff, and there’s only comments in 1 or 2 reblogs. I say this not to credit myself, it’s not that. It’s just that, with the quantity of reblogs you get, and you saying that you check them ALL out…well, thank you.

I know it can be tiringto check reblog after reblog and see nothing over and over again. Anyone else would just give up and stop checking because no one says anything. So thank you for taking the time to check not just my tags, but everyone else’s, despite it not always turning as you may wish ;w;

Also, thank you so much for taking the time to write to me. You didn’t need to. It’s too much of me to ask from artists to tell me if they want me to add comments or not. It even sounds rude, “YOU contact me if you want to know what I think about your art”. Gee. It can come off as rude and not right…but I think you understood me. And for that I’m immensely grateful.

Thank you for reading my tags, and thank you even more for dropping by to tell me you did. For each 7 artworks I reblog asking if they’re seeing the tags, 1 replies. In this case, it was you. and I’m so hyped about it, you have no idea. Thank you so much

Aaah, also, no other ask of yours made it in. This is the only one I had, so no worries. And even if a million had made it in, no worries! It’s so insane that you took the time to write to me once, AND stayed to make sure it sent? That’s so sweet of you, it really is so kind, thank you so much for worrying about that and being so attentive… ;w;

Oh no, this is getting so long, but I’d really like to say more about your art because the tags weren’t enough, seriously…I’m sorry I keep talking aksljdakldjg I’m sorry ;n;

I just wanted to let you know that that comic is brilliant. Genius in every way. Many see just the joke, which is great enough, but seriously, I looked at everything and it’s…insanely mindblowing in the most beautiful way ever. The art itself is GORGEOUS beyond anything I can say. I don’t have words enough and I lack the vocabulary to express how INSANE and stunning your art is, it’s truly…a jewel, but better and prettier.

Your artstyle is gorgeous no matter where you look at. Lineart, colors, textures, anatomy, expressions, there’s literally not a single thing that isn’t BEAUTIFUL. I’m keeping this very short because of how much I’ve written already, but seriously, your art makes my head explode because it doesn’t fit in my mortal brain. It’s so stunning, I have no way to describe it.

You’re FANTASTIC at making comics. I wouldn’t have known you need practice if you hadn’t added that in the tags. I love the flow and I think that it’s everything arranged in a very good way. I don’t know how to word it, forgive a non-native speaker ;n; But like, the way you placed everything where it is, the dialogue boxes and the characters, it all has a nice flow, and nothing looks off. I’m no artist but personally I’d say you’re AMAZING at comics

I’m in love with the expressions you drew, you have no idea. The sequence of Prompto confessing is insanely beautiful due to the load of emotion that it transmits. The joke is great, yes, but your add added it the real weight it needed and MORE. That 4 panel sequence is so GORGEOUS because it transmits and holds within all this pain, this serious sorrow, this huge weight of his identity crisis. Honestly, if you had decided to make it a drama, you’d have nailed it.

And you also nailed comedy FANTASTICALLY!! Which is insane, makin both things work out in such short lapse SUCCESSFULLY? Wow. That takes more than just “drawing pretty”.

What I mean to say is that you’re a complete, phenomenal artist. Visually and emotionally, you draw wonders. You capture emotions, you draw really beautifully, and you’re creative and everything flows.

And basically can I have an autograph aksldjdalkgjadlkgjad

I’ll keep this ask as my autograph because oh m y g o d what were the odds such a giant of an artist wote to me??? :)

SO YEH, I’M SO PROFOUNDLY SORRY AND EMBARRASSED FOR THIS RANT, I UNDERSTAND IF YOU’RE CREEPED OUT KLASJDAKLDGJDAKLGJADGKL I’M DONE I PROMISE AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

But yeh. Thank you again for taking the time to write to me. That talks very niceyly about you as a person, too… ;w;

I hope you’re having a FANTASTIC day!!

#coonreplies #nooling #coonrants

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the-dyslexic-blogger · 3 years

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Am i a joke to you 8/12/20

hey sorry tumblr i forgot about you ahah but here is another blog after mouths of waiting sorry

Okay so hello I'm back sorry it's been so long thanks to university work drowning me in computers and paper and a waterfall of assignments but I'm back now this one isn’t a walk in the park so there is a trigger warning for the following Self-harm, suicide, Depression, Anxiety, Eating disorders, abuse so do you hear that choo choo TRAUMA TRAIN TIME enjoy (can I say enjoy?)Rant

When you can’t go out because you feel like a danger to yourself, you feel like if you are on your own you will do damage. Why is it so hard to find counselling in the year 2020? Why is depression and anxiety still you can go to hospital and get help for a broken leg but a fucked up mind with scars everywhere and a raging mind. I believe I’m lonely I believe I will never get over the sexual abuse no one cares no therapist takes me seriously.

Each night it’s like a tightrope walking across it the thoughts and suicide is the rope each night thousands of people fall I’ve lost count of the times I’ve fallen and tried to kill myself suicide is not a joke NO mental illness is a joke life sucks it really does.

My life is a mess my brain is a mess no one will help me every time I try to get help shit goes down. The thing that I think I relate to the most is this spoken poetry ‘to this day’ I’ll link it in the bottom. I never belonged in school I lost my friend at the age of 13 I was bullied and abused my whole life I was sexually abused numerous times by mums friends son I was abused in college and then again in uni my brain is a mess of suicide self harm eating disorders and everyone refuses to help the broken kid who never opened up because of trust issues and the one time I decide hey it’s time to open up I wait 4 months to be told I can’t have therapy even though the assessment was done and all said to be good.

I am told and I do say I tell others ‘it gets better’ or ‘its worth living for’ but I usually shrug it off and don’t believe it all I want is the sweet relief of death and a blade that sooths the pain I feel within.

Just because it’s mental doesn’t mean it’s not real mental health is as real as a broken leg or a cut wrist mental illness most likely turns out to have physical consequences. You know why because you get so fed up of your own brain being locked up with it and the demons screaming in your ears that there is only one way to get away from the pain and that’s to inflict it on yourself

I go out when I can drag myself out of my bed which is the hardest thing at times putting the smile on and pretending everything is fine when inside my head is like a war people win the little battles of depression and not the war the war is so much bigger than people say it is the war against your own head your own voices and just admitting you are not okay is embarrassing at times it doesn’t help I hate my whole body I’m a trans man and seeing my body makes my depression a lot worse at the moment I am not ok I was turned down from therapy after 4 months of waiting so no I’m not okay I’m far from it.

With university work trauma self harm eating disorders trust issues galore I hate every day I wake up and realise I’m alive is horrible each night I go to sleep hoping I die in my sleep I am just not happy with my life and the way the mental health system works it IS FUCKED in the age of 2020 you’d think there would be flying cars but nope we are currently in lockdown stuck inside because of a virus this year has been a shit show but take this year times it by 10,000 and then you have what having depression is that’s what it is like each waking moment of having depression. Sleeping is easy but sometimes I don’t feel safe because dreams and sleep paralysis gets me and then the moment where I’m meant to be safe isn’t I don’t feel safe in my dreams my trauma doesn’t leave me alone every moment is hell.

Feeling so anxious you can't go out feeling as though you're going to go through rape all over again I think our system needs to change. People like me who have been through hell should be a priority people who feel as though the only way out of their problems is the sweet relief of the knife slicing their arm up the sweet relief of the noose as it takes your life as the chair falls on the floor you pull that trigger on the gun BANG your dead.

Depression anxiety and other mental disorders may be invisible to others BUT not to the people who are in constant agony of life the constant burden that life puts on you the constant shots that are fired as you are called the names ‘ugly’ ‘fat’ and people wonder why we are all depressed I wonder why

Anyway sorry its been a while but I love you all

Stay strong

Love Dino xx

As per usual some helplines and also the video I referenced ..

Nhs depression- https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/stress-anxiety-depression/mental-health-helplines/

Mind- https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/anxiety-and-panic-attacks/useful-contacts/

To this day = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY

i am aware its dated as the 8th but ti was uploaded on the 9th its nealy 3am and i worte it on the 8 th lol messed sleeping patten .... fun anyways hope you enjoyed

#mental health #thedyslecixblogger #menal health blogs #blogs #univerity #dinothedyslexicblogger

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