#not really but I’ll just say yeah

[bigbootychuuya420]

Loki season 2 episode 6 kicked. My. Ass.

Spoilers below the cut;

I have never burst into tears like that before, it was during loki taking all the multiverse threads or whatever and just waltzing his way on up that I just started bawling my eyes out. I didn’t even know what I was feeling, tears just started falling down my cheeks as I was just blown away. I found this episode was amazing, the pace awesome, the way Loki was owning his shit and doing everything to keep everyone safe awesome, the music and just everything technical that went into this episode, a w e s o m e.

The way they showed his delemma and his struggle coming to terms what he had to do, it was either let everyone he cared about and the entire multiverse die, or killing one of the only people he has ever felt a connection to in his life (cause while I don’t like the selfcest I do like how they were able to truly understand one another). Him going back to Mobius and asking him how to take comfort in killing and being told “there is no comfort, you just gotta chose which burden to carry” and so he choses the hardest option; sacrificing himself so that everyone he loves lives and is able to live the lives they want with nothing holding them back (and a nice bonus being everyone in the multiverse gets freedom, but we know WHO he was doing it for) but giving into his greatest fear of being alone. He chose the struggle of having to stay behind and keep everything in order so that the people he loves gets a chance while damning himself to a literal eternity alone. Cause idk about you but I don’t think anyone’s getting to him any time soon, idek where HE is. The old “he who remains” spot probably? But that’s a huge ass tree man Idk…Also the music, tension, lighting and just everything with that scene felt so powerful and made me really feel like “oh shit this is it??”

And the way his sacrifice SHOWED AFTER!? The change from the mechanical vibes of everything just doing what needs to be done, the path always being paved, no freedom into a living breathing thing where it’s shown that Loki has made it so the mindset is to help the multiverse grow and to nourish it. It was beautiful, and just the change from the war room having like what 3 ppl? With one being stuck in the last, one asleep, and the one who actually was like yeah let’s move forward with fuckin freedom?? To a whole ass room of people being busy and showing to actually out in effort to make this work and allowing there to be freedom and no genocides (is that the right word?) happening just because someone stepped on the wrong leaf. After season 1 being filled with this oppressing air of a bureaucracy, there being an almighty and those who carry out their every whim without questions, it was so refreshing to see that there’s actual life to it now. All because of my BABY 😭😭

And then there’s Mobius’s scene, where after the entire season, if not the entire series, of him saying that he’s okay with what he has and how he just wants to focus on the now, to the how he’s scared he’ll see something good and have the temptation to go and try to live it for himself, he finally lets go. After Loki’s gone (ig there’s still gonna be a jet ski unused 😔😔), he’s just shown waiting around, finally ready to see his life on the time line and finally take his life fully into his hands. The MUSIC!! THE LIGHTING!! THE SOUND!! All of it was like a punch to the gut cause he just was gonna stand there and let time pass, im gonna sob my fucking eyes out AGAIN!! He finally is just able to live and breath, take his time looking at what he was protecting without the constant stress of the job waging on him, finally at peace after like 500+ years!!! And omg, his story about how he used to be a hunter but was too scared of killing a kid even though they were gonna be the cause of 5000 deaths was so beautifully done, I just felt like it reinforced how he was always the outliner of the TVA, his wake up moment after probably centuries of just doing his job. God he is just so JAMSKDNALS Y!KMKW!? LOVE THAT GUY!!

I also just loved all the characters this season, everyone felt so charming and I loved everyone. Tho I still have a love/hate relationship with sylvie, but after rewatching s1 im leaning more to the love side. Cause she just sticks to her ideals and she’s like traumatized so can I really say anything? She’s cool af, bad ass for sure!! And I’VE LOVED LOKI FROM THE START, 2012 (DIDNT WATCH THE THOR MOVIES) - TO NOW BBY!! Tho after seeing some edits I think ima watch them all, apparently they’re like, hidden gems. Or only some ppl like em ig?? Anyways, no one’s probably gonna read this cause it’s just a recap of well, everything rather then an actual me feeling shit, but if you made this far thanks!! Have a wonderful day!! Or night!!

#loki series #loki season 2 #loki laufeyson #loki spoilers #mcu loki #loki #lokius #??? #i mean #not really but I’ll just say yeah #cause while I’m not crazy crazy about them Mobius is literally a single dad with 2 jet skis #is the symbolism any clearer? #loki show #Loki season 2 episode 6 #sorry for my yapping but literally no one Ik fucking watches this and I needed somewhere to just blurt out all my feelings #I’ve genuinely never had a show finally make my have my jaw dropped for 90% of it and then just start crying out of nowhere because the #climax (ending?) was so powerful #it was so bitter sweet #loki odinson #loki of asgard #my bby #my pride and joy #his character development just showed how all he needed was to be met with encouragement and understanding for him to finally feel free to #be himself and not what people perceived him as #ANYWAYS SORRY IM FEELING IT BUT ILL STOP NOW #BYEEEEE

[ricky-mortis]

So- Spytown?

I’m in love with this au so much

Inspired by @dxppercxdxver ‘s Spies Are Forever/Hadestown AU. Also by @szollibisz incredible, just out of this world art, and @smytherines many, many text posts about it from the past few days.

#ignore the shitty background #and mid lighting #I do what I want #and what I want is to half ass those parts #I just really wanted to finish this bc I love the au so much #was listening to Hadestown while drawing this #did you know there are 40 tracks to that musical??? #that’s so many! #y’know fun fact #I have yet to read the fics this is based on #trust me I’ll read this week I swear #but yeah this was fun #what great musicals #the both of them #btw lemme just say I’m in love with hadestown’s set #so fuckin cool #ok yeah I’m done now #spies are forever #hadestown #agent Curt mega #Curt mega #owen carvour #joey richter #tin can bros #spytown #my art #:)

[papayafiles]

holy shit. he has legs.

#idk why this shocked me so much i mean they look like normal human legs #i’m just so taken aback bc i don’t think i’ve ever seen his legs before 😭 #he’s always in joggers or jeans #they’re so bronze and tanned and smooth #like a model/runner/dancer’s legs #especially compared to oscar’s leg hair like they really are That teammate pairing huh #people on twitter saying he shaves his legs… what a thought #what an image #i’m not going to think too deeply into that or i’ll just #yeah anyways #legs #lando pics #lando norris

[fujii-draws]

OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.

#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter. #he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point. #and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!! #hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do! #the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into- #one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT. #but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb. #I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time. #and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances. #and doesn’t want to hear any excuse. #but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment. #NOW. CHAPTER 17. #UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN #Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC. #IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!! #BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’ #WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM. #(​NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.) #and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through. #despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up. #like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him. #that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying. #just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner. #IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD. #and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore. #he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had. #and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT. #<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but. #eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind. #I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags

[palin-tropos]

Harry having the apricots-Dora-peaches of immortality-Dolores Dei visceral trauma response to the cover of the inframaterialism book (even though we have also pointed out it’s abstract kimharry with the green and orange and he doesn’t react to Kim’s orangeness or apricot empire in Suzerainty)

is one of the few scraps of evidence for my fanon birth name for the apocalyptic shrike: Nils Ingerlund

#ignus nilsen #yeah i’m throwing that one out there #like can you really fault me for imagining a connection #harry looking at the book about nilsen and going ough ow my ex wife #his VASSAN ex wife #the orange apricot color is connected to kim dora(dolores) and nilsen #and the peaches are also connected to the lund girls #and ignus is floating around to help terrorize karl lund #and he’s kind of immortal. also that time his chest fucking glows!! from love! #and dora was a young teacher when harry met her! like. guy who claims to be mazov. falls in love with vaasan schoolteacher #sorry am i just drawing insane connections here #i’ll just say it my headcanon is that the (inger)lunds were the family ignus was noping away from to go be a schoolteacher-revolutionary

[forourtomorrows]

me ? drawing ? i guess so..

#delislittledrawings #ace attorney #aa #phoenix wright #trucy wright #do i tag apollo and athena ?? naaaah #anyways. hi ! long time no drawing. but hehe i redesigned the aa characters and it was fun #also i used some old drawings as reference for the colors and i’m glad to say i’ve improved a little since then ! it’s always nice to see #some progress hehe #and i see that it’s another year and another trucy ! i will never stop drawing her she became part of my life now lol #and yeah i really like drawing phoenix and trucy hanging out because in canon they’re never shown interacting much like a family #idk how to explain it but in aa4 it was fine and in aa5 & 6 she was just… here because she needed to be. #like. i’ll be forever disappointed by the second cases of aa6 w/ the non-existent reaction of phoenix like… that’s your daughter sir.. #anyways i should stop rambling in my tags lol no one is reading that

[jellyjamheadobb]

#But like fr #you know when you have your regular family #And then there’s the distant “wealthy” side of the family #and they’re literally all weirdos and assholes #one of my older cousins had a baby shower #and they’re from that side of the family (she’s ok though) so of course they invited them #And after being stared down by one of my second(?) aunts bc recently word got out that I have a girlfriend (wow holy shit I’m a butch!) #I was talking to one of my normal cousins about my car and how I plan on getting new seats for it #It has really old leather-y seats and I wanna get the cushy fabric kind #and she just pops into the conversation and says “why don’t you just get a new car? The one you have is so ugly <3” #like what #i have a vw beetle and I actually love it so fuck you (also I don’t have that kind of money to get a new car but shh) #my cousin and I exchanged that “uhhmmm😬” look with each other lol #awkward #But I just say “oh yeah I’ll think about it :)” #While I internally try to explode her with my mind #But anyway #rey rambles #meme #dumb shit #memes #funny #relatable memes #funny memes #lol #best memes #lmao #tumblr memes #twitter memes #dank memes

[weregonnabecoolbeans]

Rebels has been a comfort show for me longer than I’ve actually cared about star wars (my grade 6 self loved watching Disney XD on tv what can I say🤷🏻‍♀️)

And the main reason is because of how much the ghost crew loved each other..they were a family and I loved that about them

Anyways, I haven’t felt that same comfort until The Bad Batch and I just love it so much

I’m gonna feel super empty when this season ends :(

#star wars found family is everything to me #Star Wars has always excelled at the found family trope in a way I’ve never really seen before #Like I’ve been a marvel fan my whole life and I’ll admit the mcu has really only succeeded in found family with the GOTG #(you know…the movies that are heavily influenced by star wars) #But like I really feel like if I didn’t care about the relationships between star wars characters #I wouldn’t care about star wars nearly as much #even in the OT it took a while for me to care as much about that group because in that trilogy alone #we don’t actually see the relationships grow on screen aside from leia and han #so it was hard for me to get invested #watching the prequels is what got me to care about the OT characters #and watching TCW got me to care about the prequels #anyways what I’m saying is I love tbb and swr because I love watching characters become a family #yeah idk where i’m going with this #just felt like acknowledging it #star wars #sw rebels #tbb #the bad batch #swr #the clone wars #star wars original trilogy #star wars prequels #marvel #guardians of the galaxy #kate's post

[nami-moittli]

This counts as a “meme”, right?

#that moment when you realize that basically all of his personality is based off a trauma response #ofc I do think he’s naturally optimistic and such by nature! #but pair that with his denial and childhood trauma #yeah it’s not looking good for you buddy #twisted wonderland #twst #twst meme #twst kalim #now I don’t think all of the symptoms fit him #like apparently somatic means relating to the body separately from the mind #and Kalim has been shown to be actually really observant about those kinds of details! #just. he has denial baked into him so you can’t tell as well #but you could say that Kalim’s very… #mindful #*bu dum tsss* #okay I’ll see myself out now #sorry for rambling I just sometimes start thinking about Kalim’s trauma and then #oops! #I don’t stop

[kirbyliker12]

This is the deepest I can delve into how I view them n their implications through imagery before it bcomes incomprehensibl 😙😙😙😙maybe I’ll do a tiny bit of elaborating in tags idk(this was mostly an excuse to practice drawing dranzas head)

#kirbyliker12png #dark taranza #taranza #Susie haltmann #parallel susie #man there was Barely any info on dark taranza🥸poor guy I miss him(not really) #nyway I have no idea on how da dark mirror works (nobody does really) #I don’t even know what the mirror even DOES #why does he look so similar to magolor soul they can’t just do that #is dtaranza like. taranza if nobody was there 2 help him n if he just turned to a path of loneliness for what he wants #(taranza voice) wow if I wasn’t surrounded by the beauty of nature n friendship I’d probably destroy the world to bring joronia back😋😋 #IDK ik it doesn’t make much sense but😏I love taranza having world ending potential #not in terms of ‘I’ll use this EVIL artifact n it’ll use me’ but in’wow dis guy is so op good thing he’s on your side ahaha’ #also I reely lauv how her dads demise is entirely suzys fault #the Japanese version specifically says she wanted to ‘make him pay’ #so she really did intentionally want him to get a bit hurt #she’s also more emotionally vulnerable in the aftermath instead of going ‘ermmm this wasn’t calculated🤓what a nuisance!’ #instead of taranza where it’s more like unlucky Suzy is entirely the problem and she knows it #oh yeah parallel Suzys hm well it’s kinda endearing how she still treasures her dad #even though the Suzys ditched their pin #I don’t think original Suzy has a likeable personality n that she’s aware of it but can’t do anything to change it #AGH it’s l8🥸why do I always post at night anyway #oh man can’t wait for da morning where I find how messy these thoughts are

[biblically-accurate-soup]

officially off the waitlist at one school (denied)

#uriel posting #hell on earth. but i stay silly <- said through gritted teeth #genuinely perhaps one of the most demoralizing and humiliating processes on earth. who decided that this field should be this competitive #i have even asked from places i got rejected from if they have any feedback and the answer is nope not really <3 #pi i know even said she didn’t even like. look at my application lol #‘i had a lot of apps this year’ yeah yeah it’s okay i know. i’ll go jump in a river now #when the feedback is sorry your application was fine you just didn’t get picked? well. i shan’t say.

[charcadett]

i know theres probably some technical reason why larry has braviary instead of squawkabilly as a normal/flying type in his gym rematch but i am reading it like its some sort of hidden character info. deciding that yeah. larry would football tackle someone for one of his friends. he would go down swinging for one of his buddies. put his briefcase down. roll up his sleeves. and just throw the nastiest right hook in paldea. and then go right back to larrying like he didnt just break someones jaw.

#i read braviary’s dex entries and was like. yeah i’ll incorporate this into my belief system #larry pokemon #gym leader larry #the only tags because its like 2:30 am and im mostly rambling #somebody says some shit to rika and she doesnt really gaf but larry is just like. sigh. ‘give me a moment’ #rika comes to work the next day like you wouldnt BELIEVE what larry did #and shes right #no one believes it

[waywardstation]

I cant remember, but have you read donut hole? I remember the author mentioning you beta'ed for them? or am I misremembering?

(and if you're still taking the requests, how about a barry? no pressure!)

I have!! Some of it, at least!! I did used to beta it but then I had to stop cause I got super overloaded with college and I’m still sort of teaching my brain to calm down from that whole disaster haha

(Mons if you’re reading this, I’m totally up for beta-ing again if you need it!! ^^)

While I’m at it, if any of you enjoy Barry-centric content and haven’t read Donut Hole yet, CHECK IT OUT HERE ON AO3!! ^^

#wayward’s asks #yeah in general I’d lost my ability to multitask almost entirely #because uni demanded so many things at once and told us we’d have to pick and choose what assignments we worked on #saying it would be impossible to do every assignment we got KNOWING it was too much work #yet we’d still get backlash WHEN we did pick and choose #and it was a really destructive cycle that destroyed my ability to functionally multitask #so for like months I never felt like I could sit down and read fanfic anymore #and always thought ‘later I’ll have the time to properly do it’ #and that time just never came #cause resulting brainfog is horrendous #BUT IM SLOWLY GETTING ACCLIMATED TO MULTITASKING AGAIN #and have tentatively picked up reading my friends fanfics again #I am getting better at it ^^ even if it’s slow #the brainfog is clearing

[unicyclingdogs]

I finished skyward sword recently and the demise fight is really cool 👍

#lu fanart #lu sky #sky linked universe #linked universe #man what can I say I really like sky’s design and I keep drawing it #like sailcloth as a cloak is so cool #there’s another version of this drawing where there’s like a big shadow on sky to make it look backlit but I like this version better #much less muddy this way #also sky has a normal amount of fingers in the hand with master sword‼️‼️‼️ #do NOT count them though don’t worry guys it’s fine 👍 #in other news #dude my birthdays tomorrow and I pretty excited and yeah :) #I’m so bad at captioning my art guys help 😭 like idk what to say like I could do a quote from the game but do I want to look that up? no #so then it’s always like yeah uh here it is or just a single word with emojis 😭 like what else do I say??? #ok ok I gotta stop adding tags bc I don’t want it to be too long on anything #sorry to the people who clicked see all for the tags #they’re getting more than they bargained for #my bad my bad #ok I’ll stop #uni art :)

[spacey-png-art]

Sometimes a kid says something in front of your situationship and you both kind of. Yknow.

#the one on the left is my pc the one on the right is Escher #lil kid is one of Danica’s boys #so uh. yeah our party had a thing with dream pastries (if u saw the post about the 74 dream pastries thats my dm hi) #and well wren (my pc) had a dream where they were married to Escher and called him after it and was like #‘hey I really just wanted to hear your voice’ and Escher was like ‘bet I’ll be there in ten mins’ #and there’s. so much between that and this but for my sake (I don’t wanna describe half of two different sessions) #one of the boys looked at them point blank and asked if they were dating and then said this #I think I should also say these two had talked maybe twice at this point and seen eachother in person once #anyways #curse of strahd #cos #escher #escher curse of strahd #curse of strahd pc #doodles #BTW. I’m a player as previously stated. please please please no spoilers #wren goldenburrow #dnd #dungeons and dragons #dnd character

[shima-draws]

Told my boss that NO I cannot take over customer phone calls because my anxiety will literally not be able to take it. And I’m being SO brave about it,

#I say this as I’m sitting here shaking and on the verge of having an anxiety attack. AHA #Shima speaks #She called me yesterday morning and was like. Hey your coworker is drowning and I KNOW you hate phone calls #But she really needs help #And I was like. Yeah okay. Maybe I can do this. #Fast forward to last night. I’m in bed hyperventilating bc no I CANNOT do this #My mental health has already been Bad for the past few months bc I’m already working overtime for this job #And now to take on the One thing I generally get anxious about? Bro. It’s gonna kill me. 100% no exaggeration #So I called my boss this morning and was like hi I’m so sorry I said I would but I actually can’t. I deadass had an anxiety attack #just THINKING about it last night #And she was like omg no I get it. I have anxiety too I know what it’s like. It’s debilitating sometimes #So she said I didn’t have to do the phone calls and now I’m like YIPPEE #And she said hey that was a really brave thing to do. Speaking up like that and making it clear when you’re not comfortable with something #Me still shaking and holding back tears: Thank you I’m being SO brave about this rn #Anyway I’m still coming down from the near panic attack I had before I called her to tell her lmao #It’s been a rough 24 hours. I’m fine (lying) #I’ll BE fine now that I don’t have to talk to angry customers on the phone tho 🥰