#my psychosis

[heatseekingghosst]

Ridden

#personal #my blog #letthewaterfillmylungs #spilled pain #bipolar depression #fragments of my mind #my psychosis #spilled thoughts #random #highs and lows #mentally tired #deteriorating #very unfortunate #anxiousness #thoughts #losing my mind #mentally fucked #mentally sick #fucked up #disintegrating

[grendel-menz]

a little diary about trying to find a middle ground between being spiritual and being a schizophrenic

#art #my art #comic #visual poetry #diary #journal #psychosis #schizophrenia #traditional art

[schizopositivity]

i see reminders to take your meds all the time and thats great but heres your reminder to get your meds refilled! to call your pharmacy! to pick up your refills while the pharmacy is still open! you cant take whats not there, its super important that you stay on top of getting your refills

#this post is for me lol i have to tell myself this rn #i was putting off picking up my refills #so now ive been out of my antideppresents and appetite increasers for days and im struggling #tw meds #tw pills #pills #meds #medication #pharmacy #neurodivergent #mental illness #nd #mental health awareness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #psychosis #actuallyschizophrenic #pseriouslypsychotic

[ef-1]

Red Bull plucking Rocky (Seb's race engineer, the guy that helped Seb to 4 back to back championships at RB) out of his mysterious high ranking dwellings in the factory, giving him an AT uniform and sending him into Daniel's garage to "keep an eye out on Daniel" literally WHAT ARE THEY COOKING

#im vibrating #i am astral projecting #f1 #daniel ricciardo #hungary gp 2023 #if i think about seb being there for daniel during the test and rocky being there for daniel in the garage ill kms so im going - #to instead clown my way out of psychosis #alpha tauri #hungarian gp 2023

[cemeterything]

a common theme in a lot of media is a character insisting "i'm not crazy" and eventually being proven right. but to be honest? i wish we had more characters who are canonically "crazy" without it being a bad thing or condemnation. characters who struggle with psychotic symptoms like delusions and hallucinations. characters who are unreliable narrators because they're not always sure what's real and what's in their head. characters who need help and support from their friends and loved ones to maintain their grip on reality and stay safe sometimes. psychotic characters who aren't just one-dimensional caricatures or harmful stereotypes but fully fleshed out, developed people with satisfying arcs and meaningful relationships. just more well written canon psychotic characters.

#🐉 #like there are a few good ones out there (jinx arcane my beloved) but #the majority of canon psychotic characters arent very well written and #there just arent many. i have to headcanon most of them. #and i know that people whove never experienced psychosis can struggle to write psychotic characters who arent harmful representation #but if nobody ever tries nobody ever will. id rather people tried their best than didnt bother at all. #ALSO HARROWHARK NONAGESIMUS I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT YOU BABYGIRL

[delphisarm]

Rambling about schizophrenia/psychosis in general

#art #my art #traditional art #comic #ramble #vent #mental illness #mental health #schizophrenia #psychosis #ableism #sanism

[goodmorningnona]

also hey can we talk about violent psychosis for a sec. cause i really appreciate all the talk surrounding psychosis positivity and stuff but a lot of it is "we're not all violent! sometimes hallucinations can be positive!" like sorry mine are not. im scary psychotic.

im "cant have anything that even remotely could be used as a weapon in the house" psychotic. im "if i miss my meds one day i have to go to the hospital for homicidal and suicidal thoughts that literally aren't my own thoughts but theyre controlling my actions" psychotic. im "im seeing horrors you cant even imagine to the point where i dont exist in the same world as you anymore" psychotic.

im not going to hurt you, i just need help. when im rocking in the corner talking to myself at 3am, remember that i am in a state of terror. im afraid for my life. i either genuinely believe everything is trying to kill me, and i only know one way to deal with it; or something is telling me to be violent or else it will kill me; or i have dissociated so hard that i autopilot myself to violence to try and wake myself up.

some of us are violent, and that's okay, because it has to be, because it's the truth. just get us help.

#in other words quetiapine my beloved #psychosis #psychosis positivity #mad pride #lessons of the hand and the mouth

[z0mbiefrank]

MAYA THE PSYCHIC: Gerard Way talks about his experience with hearing voices [Stockholm, 03.02.15]

#for every mcr fan with psychosis there's so many of us ajdhjahdh #gerard way #gerard way and the hormones #hesitant alien #mcr #maya the psychic #solo gerard way #userkam #my gifs

[room2-13]

White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet White walls brown carpet

This isn't your home. No living allowed.

#paranoid thoughts #my psychosis

[its-simply-just-krys]

#not mine #not really daughter but child ig bcuz im non-binary lol but u get the point #childhood trauma #anger issues #quiet bpd #bpd meme #bpd thoughts #daddy issues #borderline personality disorder #i hate my dad #relatable memes #dark humor #psychosis #derealization #tw animated gore #cw: gore #badly edited memes #i don’t want to be like him #I’m scared #mentally unstable #attachment issues #trust issues

[alixisherebutringagain]

Psychotic episode are fucking terrifying so sorry if I don't like when you use the word "delulu" and sorry if I don't want to talk to you because you think I'm crazy or dangerous and sorry if you think I'm exaggerating BUT FUCK YOU BECAUSE I WAS TERRIFIED.

I WAS SCARED.

I WAS LIKE A KID SCARED OF THE DARK.

HOW DARE YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY.

I WAS AFRAID TO GET KILLED, I WAS TERRIFIED OF GOING OUTSIDE I WAS CONVINCED OF HORRIBLE THINGS I COULDN'T SPEAK I COULDN'T MOVE I WAS TRAPPED IN MY BRAIN SO FUCK YOU.

Fuck anyone who thinks psychotic episodes are funny. Fuck anyone who judges someone for being on the schizo spec. Fuck anyone who laughs at this.

#schizo spectrum #mental illness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic spectrum #schizotypal personality disorder #disorganized speech #psychosis #schizotypal #psychotic disorders #actually psychotic #paranoia #delusional #tw delusion #my disorder is not something to laugh at #try going through a psychotic episode before talking about it #transient psychotic episode

[heatseekingghosst]

#fragments of my mind #letthewaterfillmylungs #bipolar depression #my psychosis

[grendel-menz]

Some pages from "Monster Movie: The Diary of a Schizophrenic" a mini comic coming out May 24th

#art #my #comic #web comic #webcomic #mental health awareness #mental health #mental illness #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #schizo spectrum #psychosis #diary #journal #reflection

[tapeworrmart]

"according to this you're already dead"

#Finally watched Jacob's Ladder and it's in my top films already #Such a good film. I love the open ended ending too. I personally like to think it's ptsd and gov experiments #But the idea he's a restless spirit is perfect too (perhaps still w gov drugs in him anyway) #Reminded me of Cry Of Fear ofc. Anyway Tim Robbins ily #Jacob's Ladder #Jacobs ladder #jacob's ladder 1990 #fan art #art #sketch #character art #horror #gore #Psychosis #Tim Robbins #Jacob singer

[ellebells]

Thinking a lot about how Simon himself is, in essence, a walking ship of Theseus. At what point between Simon and Ice King did he become a different person? The crown changed him, sure, but it mostly just scrambled what was already there in his brain. And we know that even after becoming “himself” again, he’s been fundamentally altered by the experience. Ice King is still with him, even if the crown isn’t.

#anyways you don’t spend 1000 years in a psychosis where you lose all your memories and walk away with a Normal Functioning Identity #and of course winter king is a sort of uncanny valley between the two #but even he is arguably both Simon and Not Simon #Fiona and cake #adventure time #simon petrikov #him making this reference feels more significant than a one off joke tbh #not to mention the whole him missing a heart thing #can’t remember if he gets it back but yeah #being IK physically changed him too #Ice King #winter king #yes this will be my next fics thesis. I have too many feelings abt this sad sack old man to NOT write smth

[taralen]

Psychosis vent art channeled through my favorite [[most beloved]] salesman...

#my art #vent art #deltarune #spamton #big shot spamton #spamton g spamton #big shot era #rough drawing #mental instability #psychosis #paranoia #mental illness #drawings this actually helped calm down the paranoid thoughts #thank you based salesman