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memories-beneath-the-skin · 3 days

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I don't pull the sliver of you out of my heart

not from fear of bleeding out

I don't want to experience what it would feel like without you

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morbid-barbie · 7 months

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"Why is it so hard to move on?"

I guess it's because of the nights you spent together talking about your dreams, their fears, your insecurities, the times they made you feel so happy that your lips ached from smiling so much. Maybe it's because you felt safe around them. I think moving on from someone you thought would stay is hard because we never imagine any moment without them. Maybe it's because with them you felt you were at peace and even after they left, your heart was always clinging onto the last bit of hope that they would look back and see that you still cherished them. You were still willing to put everything aside just to see them beside you. It's so hard to realize that the person you thought would never hurt you, suddenly became the very person to break your heart. I guess the worst part about doing away with their memories is realizing that they no longer belong there and you can't even tell them how much it hurts.

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heatseekingghosst · 1 year

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Ridden

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cherrie0707 · 1 year

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It's worth it. You worth everything.

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taintedglass · 16 days

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"I've gotten so good at dissociating over the years that it's like pulling a chord from the wall. You don't want to feel pain anymore? No problem. Unplug. I use dissociation as a shield. It's become a morphine drip to cloud fucking nine so I don't have to experience the impact of life and death options being explained to my nana. Which are really just two ways she can go: slow and easy or quick and painful. I let the morphine flow. I tell myself I'm okay. I'm not here. This isn't happening."

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behind-the-veil-of-sanity · 11 months

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And the silence slowly spread across the land And the low light found itself in longing pretence And a feeble foot cursed and cussed As an unpleasant pain broke the silence of night – the longing and words of woe replaced by agony from head to toe Agony! Agony!! Agony!!! The pain a disproportionate punishment Agony! for a tepid tap of toe on another foot of cold and chrome a crushing blow then a howl like a hurricane at dawn as the brittle bone broke or the unnourished nail knew it no longer had a home. Silence fell. Lights dimmed. The lonely shadow hobbled through the night’s final embrace towards a brighter morning – of pain

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midnitetears · 1 year

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As I lay here , tears running down my face ..

Thoughts of you and I play over in my head..

What the heck… I should be sleeping right now

Yet right now it’s all about you…

How did we end up here ?

Am I no more the one you seek in a crowded city?

Is my lips no longer the one you want to taste?

When you look at me I no longer see that smile of yours…

How did we end up here ?

So lost , far apart yet right next to each other…

Flash backs of moments with you where it was nothing but love and happiness

Now all that I’m left with is pain and heartache…

How did we end up here ?

Yours Truly 🌻

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jude-thedude98 · 1 year

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Pretending the pain inside you doesn't hurt is like stabbing your arm and not expecting to scream!

#mental health #anxiety #pain #anxiety is real #mental health poem #spilled pain #mental pain

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semjase · 1 year

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And I wish

I had the strength

To tell you

How much your

Silence hurts me.

Semjase Luo Yi: 7:36pm/11-21-22

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mmm4ngo · 1 year

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i’m new here lol

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leorieshearts · 1 year

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Control is like a sin without repentance.

♤leorieshearts♧

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memories-beneath-the-skin · 2 days

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fighting time logged against self imposed architecture planned

we wake, live, breathe, plan, push, pull, fight, yearn, love, hate

we seem to think can control who we love, trust, confide

we see those around us and still fight with visions of dream or,

youth , a plan laid out we are unwilling to let go and truly accept

we fight our hearts, spilling blood, losing sleep, bruising our minds

we feel because we can select our ingredients from the store

how many grains of rice we cook, the type of tomatoes we chop

how long we bake the bread, what time the meal should be eaten

we ignore the moment love hits like a random violent car accident

we don't dwell on the friend that no matter what has stayed true

without hesitation know who we trust, with life, things and time

if we took the time to truly just love those that took the space,

in our hearts, to nurture, protect, enjoy and embrace

we would realize how tiring fighting the stigma of disbelief,

of our selfish visions and inflated control, we would feel absolutely

terrible for the time we have wasted, the control we didn't have,

the right to weld, the moments we should have let go and,

embraced versus the whispers of our minds the temporary

I am done fighting my mind, done losing the little moments if,

grabbed heal the soul, done keeping a straight face when I want,

to laugh, and done being scared and looking for reasons I'm not,

good enough to be loved, and spend that time relishing it

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morbid-barbie · 6 months

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it is fall again

my body is beginning to remember

the first date

the first look

the first touch

the first kiss

and the first time i felt the cut of agony by your hands

i used to love fall

not quite so much anymore

i hope it passes quickly

i hope i don't feel it

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heatseekingghosst · 1 year

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NO

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blurredlandscape · 1 year

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Wildthings in your own Head

You say I'm intense

but not in the way you mean

it must be

The emotions i demand of thee

for, I'm an emotional queen

standing ready at her throne

subjugating you

would you bow down

and lick my need?

placate yourself

at the hem

of my seething

rage

you insolent

seed

Grow,

ragged in response

to my withering

decrees

I'd step upon

the water you'd shed

dont come

if i dont

ask

total dominion

I'd love to live in your head

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cosmicbirch8 · 2 years

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