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remuslupinlovebot · 1 month

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marauders era p links (18+)

all links lead to p0rn !! watch at your own risk and do not watch in public

REGULUS BLACK

regulus fingering you in his dorm

regulus bouncing you on his cock

JAMES POTTER

riding james when he visits you for summer break

james celebrating a quidditch win

james absolutely devouring you as if you were his last meal on earth (this is the hottest video)

james teasing you while you’re wearing his hoodie

james stuffing you full and showing how much you mean to him

james eating his pretty girl out

SIRIUS BLACK

sirius making his girl feel good

showing sirius what a good girl you are

69’ing with sirius

sirius using his long fingers to make you cum

morning fucks with sirius

sirius fucking you at your house

REMUS LUPIN

remus fucking your face

remus fucking you in the bathroom before a full moon

riding professor lupin

getting extra credit with professor lupin

BARTY CROUCH JR

bouncing on bartys cock

barty fucking the LIFE out of you

MARLENE MCKINNON

marlene riding the life out of you

marlene making you look in the mirror as she destroys you

marlene fingering you till you’re shaking

making a sex tape with marlene

marlene eating you out

making out with marlene

LILY EVANS

fucking lily with a d!ldo

intimate but intense foreplay with lily

fucking lily in the common room

sucking mommy’s tits like a good girl

roommate lily helping you out

car sex with lily

thanking lily for date night by eating her out

lily sitting on your face <3

using mommy’s tits to cum

MARY MACDONALD

mary bringing you to heaven with her fingers

mary sending you a video while you’re on a work trip

home alone with mary

fucking mary after coming home to her all dolled up

making mary cum

eating mary out by the pool

DORCAS MEADOWES

eating dorcas out till she’s whimpering

(doesn’t really look like dorcas but it’s hot so whatever) devouring dorcas on the kitchen counter

giving dorcas special treatment after a night out

dorcas riding you

RANDOM

marlene eating lily out to give her a break from studying

pansy parkinson riding the genuine life out of you

pandora, dorcas and barty having fun when the dorms are empty

foreplay with lily and nb partner (not RLLY p0rṉ)

PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF ANY DON’T WORK!!

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undrrcxxt · 1 year

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Marauders Era P Links!

18+

warnings: p*rn. obviously. peter is included sorry. twitter. kinda use ur imagination in some of them? they don’t really look like the character but when i watched the vids i just thought who fit which character most yk

i hate having stuff if my drafts, so i’m going to post this and edit it when i come across videos i like. i will also make a post for the lighting era as well!

if any of these do not work please let me know so i can fix/remove it!

<3 = favs

James Potter

fingering sub!james for the first time

car sex with james

fully clothed james

riding james<3

Remus Lupin

you fucking remus outside

professor remus

riding remus’s face<3

remus has a thick cock

sensual sex with remus

Sirius Black

giving sirius a handy

sirius eating you out

sirius fingering you

sensual sex with sirius (this one could also be put as james but i said sirius bc of the tattoos)

Peter Pettigrew

peter eating you out

thigh fucking with peter

size kink with peter

Lily Evans

lily and u making out

lily touching herself

lily riding (male) you

making lily cum w/ just ur fingers

Mary Macdonald

sexy stuff with mary

mary fucking you w/ a strap

Marlene Mckinnon

third base with marlene

fucking marlene with a strap

Dorcas Meadows

scissor w/ dorcas

#marauders #marauders p link #james potter #james potter x reader #remus lupin #remus lupin x reader #sirius black #sirius black x reader #peter pettigrew #peter pettigrew x reader #lily evans #lily evans x reader #mary macdonald #mary macdonald x reader #marlene mckinnon #marlene mckinnon x reader #dorcas meadowes #dorcas meadows x reader

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siriussslut · 4 months

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pop star ! mary

warnings: explicit smut, so much fluff, cunnilingus, squirting

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you scream along with the fans, cupping your hands around your lips to amplify the sound. mary is flushed and grinning, and you can tell the happiness radiating off of her is genuine. she looks around the sold-out stadium and meets your gaze. her expression softens into something tender, and you feel a wonderfully warm ache ignite in your chest.

in a room of over 100,000 people, she looks at you like you’re the only person she’s capable of seeing.

you rush out of the vip tent, making your way backstage. on the way, you spot mary. despite her 9-inch heeled boots, she’s running at you at full-speed. you have just a second to spread your arms wide before she slams into you.

wrapping your arms around her, you press soft kisses into her curls. “you were so good, baby.”

she pulls away just to lean back in for a kiss. her lips are warm and soft, and you melt into it. the fans scream from their seats, but you don’t care. you don’t care about them. your hands slide into her hair, tangling between the thick locks.

vacantly, you step back, not letting go of mary as you fumble along the wall behind you for the entrance to backstage. you stumble inside, shutting the door and slamming mary against it, deepening your kiss. the screams of the fans dull to a muted roar.

mary pulls back, gasping for air. her lips are flushed and red, lipstick smudged. her chest rises and falls at a rapid pace, and you’re not sure if it’s because of the kiss or the show. her brown skin is shiny and slightly damp with sweat, and her curls are an absolute mess. she’s beautiful.

“come with me to my changing room,” she says abruptly, slipping away from the door. her fingers wrap around your wrist and she tugs. you follow her mindlessly, willing to do anything for her, completely pliant.

you don’t know how she even has the energy to walk after the show she put on, how her throat doesn’t ache, and how her feet don’t drag, but she seems as energetic as ever. she pulls you into the changing room, immediately picking up where you left off, except now you’re the one pinned against the wall. perhaps she’s even more energetic.

she kisses you with urgency, her tongue exploring your mouth like a woman on a mission. you moan, the sound catching between her glossed lips.

her leg slots between your thighs, knee-high boots rubbing against your skin.

“fuck,” you mumble into the wet cavern of her mouth.

your hands slide down the length of her body. from her hair, to her shoulders, to her collarbones, to her chest. she’s wearing a pink mini-dress, with a heart cut out at the center of her chest. you feel along the exposed skin, fingers making themselves at home inside her cleavage.

your fingers slide along the sweat caught between her breasts, reaching inside the cloth until your hands are beneath them, cupping the soft flesh.

she bites down on your lip as you squeeze. shakily, and with a mounting sense of want, you remove your hands, feeling along her dress until you reach the zipper on the back. as you fumble to unzip it, her mouth detaches from yours, trailing down your jaw.

the zipper slides down and you press your hands against her warm back, engrossed in the feeling of her skin. her heartbeat is pounding so strongly you can feel it flutter beneath your palms. you tug on the dress, letting it fall to the floor.

her lips slide to your neck, kissing and biting at the sensitive skin.

your fingers undo her bra, throwing it to the floor. you reward yourself by grabbing at her chest with both hands. her nipples are two hard points stabbing into your palms.

her knee jolts as you circle her nipples, pushing against your throbbing clit. you’re so wet you can feel yourself seeping onto her leg.

you pinch a nipple between two fingers, and her lips quiver against the heat of your throat. you gently pull at her head until she lets go. she looks at you with wide brown eyes, cheeks shimmery with glitter, and her hair tousled. you push her back until she falls onto the sofa.

never breaking eye contact, you push off her boots and slide her lacy panties onto the floor. they’re fully soaked through and make a squishy sound when you toss them aside.

“you’re so—” mary cuts herself off with a moan, throwing her head back as you bite down on her nipple. using your hand to twist the other, you suck. her fingers ease into your hair, pulling.

you kiss the soft skin of her breasts, trailing kisses down her stomach. you grab onto her hips, sliding lower and lower until you’re on your knees, lips just above her core. her curly pubic hair teases your chin. you slow down the speed of your kisses.

you lower your lips down to her thighs, slowly inching towards the center of her legs.

her breath is shaky and ragged, legs twitching the closer you get.

when you finally make your way to her cunt, it’s glistening wet, throbbing with desire.

you press a soft kiss to her folds and her legs fly together, thighs squeezing your head. you’d be willing to suffocate here, if it meant dying between mary’s thighs. to be perfectly honest, you’re tempted to.

she releases a breathy moan as your nose bumps against her clit.

pressing the tip of your nose on it harder, you lick your way between her folds, collecting her slick on your tongue.

you lap up her wetness, letting it coat your tongue and paint your lips, drip down your chin. you devour her pussy like a starving woman. she tugs on the strands of your hair, her thighs twitching around your skull, drowning you in her softness.

you thrust your tongue into her hole, and you hear her throw back her head with a dull thud. you dig your nose against her clit harder.

you can taste the excitement of the day in her pussy, feel it in the way she pulls on your hair with fervor.

“you taste so good, baby,” you mumble, lips rubbing against her folds.

she whimpers at your words.

“my delicious princess.” you thrust your tongue again, and again, and again, slamming against her walls. she cries out, pulling one hand out of the mess of your hair to muffle her screams.

she’s unsuccessful, but you don’t care. let the crew hear her scream your name, let the fans hear her sob with pleasure as you make her come.

she grinds forward, pubic bone slamming into your face. you swirl your tongue inside of her, reaching up to pinch her clit between your fingers. she releases a high-pitched moan. “fuck, i’m gonna come.”

“come for me, baby,” you say, words drowned inside her pussy.

your fingers circle around her clit, tongue exploring her insides. a constant string of whimpers and moans fills the air as she releases. she coats your entire face in her cum, squirting against your lips. you open your mouth to catch it, letting her shoot it down your throat.

looking at her though your clumpy, now wet lashes, you swallow it all. her pussy twitches at the sight of you.

“fuck.”

#i just wanna make it clear that mary was wearing that sabrina carpenter heart cutout dress #she’s sooooo sabrina core #and i would so be willing to die between her thighs😭#mary macdonald #mary macdonald smut #mary macdonald x reader #mary macdonald x reader smut #marauders #marauders era #marauders smut #marauders era smut #smut #marauders girls #marauders girls smut #marauders era girls #marauders era girls smut #popstar!mary #popstar!mary macdonald

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astraeaalstroemeria · 11 months

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Wizarding World Masterlist by Astraea

Rules & Navigation | Main Masterlist

Marauders Era Characters

Regulus Black Masterlist

Sirius Black Masterlist

Remus Lupin Masterlist

James Potter Masterlist

Lily Evans Masterlist

Peter Pettigrew Masterlist

Pandora Rosier Masterlist

Dorcas Meadowes Masterlist

Marlene McKinnon Masterlist

Mary Macdonald Masterlist

Golden Trio Era Characters

Harry Potter

Hermione Granger

Ron Weasley

Draco Malfoy

Theodore Nott

Blaise Zabini

Luna Lovegood

Neville Longbottom

Cedric Diggory

Fred Weasley

George Weasley

Ginny Weasley

Oliver Wood

Pansy Parkinson

Mattheo Riddle

Lorenzo Berkshire

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moonlitmeeks · 2 years

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choose your character !

james potter

remus lupin

sirius black

regulus black

peter pettigrew

lily evans

dorcas meadowes

mary macdonald

marlene mckinnon

#🏷 ; bee’s writing!#marauders x reader #james potter x reader #sirius black x reader #remus lupin x reader #peter pettigrew x reader #regulus black x reader #lily evans x reader #marlene mckinnon x reader #mary macdonald x reader #dorcas meadowes x reader

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talesof-old · 1 month

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my goal is to start writing for these women of the marauders era

lily evans - marlene mckinnon - mary macdonald - dorcas meadows

if you have any headcannons for these characters please comment! i’m trying to get a decent grasp on them so input would be much appreciated 🩷

#lily evans #lily evans x reader #marlene mckinnon #marlene mckinnon x reader #mary macdonald #mary macdonald x reader #dorcas meadowes #dorcas meadows #dorcas meadowes x reader #marauders women #marauders x reader #marauders era #marauders #hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry #hogwarts #harry potter x reader #harry potter

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alluringwaves · 7 months

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MARY MACDONALD.

“I’m not everyone, arrogant tosser. Don’t forget I had you both first.”

— Marauders Era

#[⚡️] lana’s harry potter aesthetics #[💐] lana’s book girls #[📖] lana‘s books #my sweet baby who has never done anything wrong in her life #mary macdonald #mary macdonald aesthetic #quotes #aesthetic #booklr #character aesthetic #book character aesthetic #harry potter #harry potter aesthetic #harry potter character aesthetic #book character #book #mary macdonald x reader

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seventiesdeadgaywizards · 10 months

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hey! i’m actually moving tomorrow so if anyone wants to request anything that will be published by tomorrow nows the time to do it! here’s what i write ❤️

x reader:

sirius black x reader

james potter x reader

remus lupin x reader

marlene mckinnon x reader

lily evans x reader

mary macdonald x reader

regulus black x reader

dorcas meadowes x reader

pandora lestrange/rosier x reader

ships:

barty x evan

regulus x james

marlene x dorcas

mary x lily

sirius x remus

barty x james

pandora x lily

mary x pandora x lily

these are just ones i’m most comfortable with but if you request others i’ll probably do them anyways! thank you and appreciate you

#sirius black x reader #remus lupin x reader #james potter x reader #regulus black x reader #marlene mckinnon x reader #lily evans x reader #mary macdonald x reader #dorcas meadowes x reader #pandora rosier x reader #pandora lestrange x reader #rosekiller #starchaser #jegulus #dorlene #marylily #wolfstar #darksun #pandalily

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spiderfunkz · 9 months

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omg hi congratulations!!!!

I would loved to request punch → send me a prompt / thought / a lyric or a song + a character and i'll make a little blurb out of it.

“i knew” by lizzy mcalpine x mary mcdonald or any of the girls plsss<3

no rush!!

"i knew" by lizzy mcalphine + mary macdonald

i love this song!! thank u sm for the ask anon, sorry this took a while writers block was holding me hostage🏃🏃🏃 but it's here now so i hope u enjoy it! also this is angsty (implied character death, reader died in 1981 like marlene). this is based on the lyrics from the song

mary macdonald wasn't sure about many things in her life, but she did know two things for sure, which is that grass is green, and that she is definitely, 100%, in love with you.

maybe it was the time you walked her to the dorms at night after she fell asleep in the library.

or the time you gave her a happy birthday card with a drawing of you and mary holding hands.

or maybe it was the time you lended her a pencil when she forgot hers with a note that lead you to your first date with her.

and everytime mary macdonald thinks about those memories, she just falls harder and harder for you. she was more than lucky to call you her girlfriend, she would cherish every moment she gets to spend with you.

she loves the late night walks you two would go on, or the nights where you two would stay up and listen to songs, or the small things you would do for her like tie her shoe laces when their untied, even when you're in the middle of the street you will still stop and tie her laces.

she knew you loved her, so why did you have to go? why did you have to go so soon? why did you have her there, alone?

#⊹ ˖ ࣪⭑ blair's 300 celebration.#mary macdonald imagines #mary macdonald imagine #mary macdonald #mary macdonald x reader #mary macdonald fluff #the valkyries #marauders era #marauders era fluff #marauders era angst #mary macdonald angst #marauders #the marauders #the marauders era

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cannibalizedyke · 2 years

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guys i wanna write blurbs like just lil thousand words or less (probably less) tiny fics about simple cute topics pls send me baby blurb reqs for any of the characters in the tags (sfw or nsfw)

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maraudersmyloves · 8 months

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Requests

someone send requests pls i cant think of anything and i miss writing

#marauders #james potter x reader #sirius black #remus lupin x reader #peter pettigrew x reader #mattheo riddle x reader #slytherin boys #theo nott x reader #blaise zabini x reader #marlene mckinnon #lily evans x reader #mary macdonald x reader #dorcas meadowes x reader

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nyxnygma · 2 years

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I see you are welcoming Mary macdonald requests so how about Fem!Reader gets sick so Mary cares for her? Thank you xx

A/N: I needed an excuse to write for my favourite marauders era girly <3

Recovery || Mary MacDonald

[Mary MacDonald x Fem!Reader]

Summary: reader is sick so her girlfriend takes care of her

Warnings: illness, really short

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As soon as I woke up I felt like death. My nose was blocked and my stomach ached. Only thing I had the energy for was climbing back in bed and sleeping.

An hour past when I awoke again by the creaking of my dorm’s door. “Sorry didn’t mean to wake you,” Mary apologised as she sat down at the edge of my bed. “Lily and Alice told me that you weren’t feeling great so I just wanted to check up on you.”

“I’m fine. Just a bit of a bug,” I sniffled, “thanks for caring though. Really.”

She smiled sympathetically as she reached to place a hand on my cheek, “my poor baby is all sick and sniffling.”

I dodged her hand and she looked at me confused. “I don’t want to get you sick too,” I explained. My eyes started to sting with tiredness.

“I don’t care if you get me sick, darling,” she hums as she moves round the bed so she could climb in next to me, “I just want to look after you.”

“Have I ever told you how much I love you?” I ask looking up at her. She giggled and ushers me to lie my head on her chest. My eyes shut.

“Yeah you have but feel free to remind me,” she runs her hands through my hair, “now get some more sleep, darling.”

#marauders #mary macdonald #mary mcdonald #mary mcdonald x reader #Mary Macdonald x reader #lily evans #alice fortescue #hogwarts #marauders x you #marauders x reader #sirius black #remus lupin

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siriussslut · 6 months

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do you write for mary?? i would love if you did!!

omg give me mary reqs if y’all have any!!

warnings: smut, oral sex, praise

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mary pins your wrists against the dorm wall as she kisses you deeper, tongue slipping past the barrier of your lips, reaching down your throat.

you whine as you try to squeeze the two of you even closer together, and your clothed breasts brush against her own. your nipples harden at the ghost her touch.

you try to free your hands so you can remove the cloth blocking you from touching each other’s skin, but mary refuses to let you go, instead detaching her lips from yours and sliding down your jaw. she trails wet lips against the fluttering pulse of your neck, leaving strings of saliva on your skin.

she lowers her mouth further, until she reaches the collar of your shirt. biting down on the topmost button, mary tugs, pulling the button out of the slit. she continues this process until your shirt bursts open, tits swinging out.

you hear her breath catch in her throat. “fuck, you’re— so beautiful.”

“th-thank you,” you say, head spinning.

her lips attack your exposed nipples, pulling one into her mouth, gently sucking before biting down.

a whimper escapes your lips and you throw your head against the wall. her leg slides in between your thighs, kneeing at your soaked panties.

she lets your hands drop at your sides. “take them off for me,” she mumbles, her voice a low rasp against your tit. she reaches for your other nipple, pinching it between two eager fingers.

you do as she says, letting your underwear fall to the floor. she walks you against the wall, lips still attached to your chest, all the way to the dorm’s desk. she shoves you up until you’re sitting on it, fanning out your skirt so your bare ass is pressed against the wood.

she pulls away from you, poking her head under your skirt. when she comes back up, her eyes are clouded over with pure, unadulterated lust. she catches her bottom lip between her teeth and meets your gaze one last time before sliding her head back under your skirt.

she softly licks at your folds, collecting all your slick on her tongue. a wet squishing noise fills the room as she quickens her pace. her tongue only increases your desire, causing more wetness to slide down onto your thighs, onto the desk.

she fervently searches for your clit, circling the bud eagerly when she finds it. pleasure shoots up your body in waves, and a moan escapes your lips.

“pretty princess tastes so good,” she says, lips brushing against your aching clit.

“fuck, more mary, please,” you groan.

“yeah, do you like it, baby?” she presses kisses to your folds, painting her lips in your unabashed desire for her.

“y-yes.”

she presses the flat of her tongue against your clit, pressing down until the pleasure mingles with pain. your moan sounds like a growl.

she slowly slips a finger into your cunt, spreading it open before curling the finger upwards.

your vision goes a blinding white, the feeling of complete and absolute pleasure sending shivers down your body. you come on her face and hands, coating her tongue. she rides you through your high, and slips out from under your skirt when the shaking stops.

you can taste yourself on her lips when she leans in to kiss you. “you did so good, baby.”

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angoragangrene · 2 months

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Marauders shenanigans #1

Preparing for a party, wizarding style.

“Okay…” Sirius narrowed his eyes in concentration, brushing away a frazzled blue strand. “Okay, let me try.. butterfly braids.”

With a swift flick of the wand and the utterance of a poorly pronounced incantation (made by some fifth year last century, no doubt) a dazzling flash erupted within the dorm, temporarily blinding all inside.

Unfortunately, albeit not that surprisingly, an aggressive flapping erupted around Mary, who in turn let out a shriek.

“Padfoot! you picture the style not the- fuck, merlin Macdonald are you alright?”

“Yeah yeah I’m fine, Tosser.”

#them <3 #the marauders #mary macdonald #sirius black #james potter #sirius black x reader #Mary macdonald x reader

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ladylokilaufeyson5 · 1 year

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1K Follower Celebration!

Hello, user! Welcome to LadyLokiLaufeyson5′s bookstore! We have tons of stories here - what are you looking for? *

Adventure - Send me a character and a trope! (E.g. Enemies to lovers with Kaz Brekker)

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It would be really cool if you could request like you’re answering the question<3 (E.g. I’m looking for Fantasy book about a high school!au with Wanda Maximoff)

*Everything must be sfw :)

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starstruckwillows · 1 year

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♡ there are kind people - m.m ♡

starstruckwillows 🂱

requested by anon <3 pls lmk if u see this sorry it took so long 💙

mary macdonald x reader, platonic!regulus black x reader, hurt/comfort, trans masc!reader, he/they pronouns, asexual!reader, rumours and anxiety, swearing, innuendos

whispers leak your asexuality back to your girlfriend

with a dramatic yawn, you stretched your arms above your head and rose from your seat at the back of history of magic.

mary became dislodged from where she was curled into your side as you did so, causing her to dip her head slightly before waking up grumbling.

"warning, next time maybe." she was tired, clearly, words almost incoherent as she looked up at you like a kicked puppy.

you laughed quietly, kissing her forehead and whispering, "sorry," as you packed your books away.

it was her turn to yawn, linking her arm around yours as you left the room and sagging against your side all the way to the main grounds where you sat with your assorted friends.

"m'gonna take a nap before dinner." she announced after a while, eyes still drooping every few seconds.

you stood with her too, planning to hand in a late charms essay you'd been given an extension for, when lily giggled, making eye contact with marlene.

dorcas was the one to make the comment though, "nap, with your boyfriend? right."

your stomach turned at their insinuation, flush sweeping hotly up your neck as you became very self conscious of the space you took up, cracking your knuckles.

mary just rolled her eyes at their antics and linked your hands, pulling you away from the situation, murmuring "vulgar," beneath her breath.

you part ways at the entrance to the school, turning away from mary's trajectory to follow your own, when you hit into someone elses side.

severus snape.

still in a cold sweat from the innocently made but misinformed joke earlier, you're in no mood to deal with the git, hoping he'll walk straight past.

he does, thankfully, after scanning you up and down suspiciously before darting off, looking like something of a bat.

you scoffed, thinking to yourself what a weirdo, before continuing on to flitwick.

the end of lessons rolled around the next day too, which for you was herbology, a class you did not share with your girlfriend.

while you folded the gloves and hung up your earmuffs, you heard the unmistakable sound of giggling. you thought nothing of it, why would you, until you turned to see the giggling group were staring right at you.

you narrowed your eyes, challenging them. one rose to it, the bravest sauntering over to ask, as casually as you may ask for the time,

"are you bad at sex?"

you almost spluttered indignantly, but kept your cool as you leveled them with a cold eye, "are you bad at manners?"

they cocked an eyebrow, "that wasn't a no."

you cocked one back mockingly, "it was a fuck off."

"well everyone knows you and macdonald don't sleep together."

"not sure it's everyone's business, mate."

they shrugged, "we feel bad for the girl, you've been together for two years, that's a long time to not get laid."

running out of ways to say how dare you, you reached for the last resort of anyone attending school in the united kingdom,

"well, be glad your mum clearly doesn't have that problem."

while the idiots' pack of friends heckled them mercilessly, you rolled your eyes and left the greenhouse.

as you walked to the gryffindor common room to find mary, you were suddenly aware of the amount of people whispering when you passed, pointing at various areas on your body, the younger groups blushing and looking anywhere but you, while others openly stared.

then you heard the word floating around, the one you'd only recently come to acceptance with, the one that had left your cuticles bitten and your hands trembling.

they hadn't been kidding - everyone was talking about this.

and not a single person can mind their own bloody business.

biting a scab into your lip, you rounded a corner and changed your direction, instead heading to seek your best friend.

you discovered him half sitting, half hanging from an alcove in an upstairs corridor, unfrequented at that time.

he instantly saw your tense posture, shaky breath, reddening eyes, and sat with his back slightly straighter, discarding his book to the side.

"you alright?"

it wasn't a genuine question - regulus knew you weren't alright, it was simply a gateway for you to open up.

you pulled your cuffs down over your hands, shrugging awkwardly, "there's a rumour."

gossip was not something regulus black excelled in. if it wasn't for you telling him, he wouldn't know for another week.

he gestured for you to go on.

"and it's true. sort of. about me being, y'know..."

"trans?"

"that's not a rumour, everyone knows that."

he nodded, "asexual."

regulus was also more comfortable with the terms than you were. they made you nervous sometimes, scared someone would overhear. but that didn't matter now.

"yeah, asexual."

there was silence for a moment, before he reached down to help you climb up to his elevated level.

"alright. who matters?"

this was what regulus had done with previous rumours concerning you. who was it that needed to know? who was it that found it? but only referring to people that were important to your life, for good or bad.

"you. but you already know. paisley curdis probably knows now, i'm sure she'll have something to say about it."

regulus nudged you with his elbow, "curdis won't say a word. she's already on her last chance with half the teachers at this school. they aren't blind."

unconvinced but half assured, you nodded stiffly, "right. then there's the people in my dorm."

"they're nice, right?"

"yes. they'll be fine. and then..."

the last component.

you could take almost anything from almost anyone provided mary was on your side. you could be battered by an army and smile if she was on the other side of the mob. she mattered.

your best friend filled in for you, "mary."

that seemed to summon her.

you heard her voice echo down the empty corridor, probably about twenty seconds away from rounding the corner and finding you.

she was raising her volume, something she hardly ever did, calling your name. your eyes widened.

"reg, i don't- i'm not ready. i can't talk to her yet, i need to-"

he cut off your spiral by prodding you down from the marble shelf and coughing aggressively to cover the noise of you shutting the door to the classroom you dashed into.

just in time.

"hav- hey, regulus! regulus, hello!" she shouted, and you could picture his lazy stare lifting to meet hers. you always said he could be an actor.

"have you seen-"

"no."

"but-"

"no, sorry. haven't seen them."

your chest physically ached at the dejected tone of her voice, seeming lost. a rustle of fabric you knew was her rubbing her sleeve subconsciously.

these rooms should be soundproofed better.

after a beat of silence, "alright... well if you see him, please let him know i need to talk them really bad. and tell them i'm not like... mad or anything. please."

when you were certain her footsteps had faded from view, you exited your rushed hiding spot, not meeting regulus' eye.

"don't look at me like that, i know."

he shook his head, "i'm not judging you mate, that's not my job. but you heard it yourself, she isn't mad. macdonald doesn't have a hostile bone in her body, you knew that."

kind people can fall in and out of love just as the cruel do.

you avoided mary, and pretty much everyone, until long after dinner ended. left with your thoughts, the recurring one was where? where did the rumour start? who made the first comment that became a game of chinese whispers?

was it lily, dorcas and marlene having a laugh that a bypasser misinterpreted for vicious mockery?

you thought it must be. who else would be commenting on that?

that's when you remembered snape. his sudden appearance, his smug smile.

but you didn't have the energy to be annoyed at him or anyone, all of it was being used up by chewing your insides apart with anxiety as fuel.

it seemed you were not the only one to forgo the mass public event of dinner, opting to grab a plate from the house elves and bring it up to the astronomy tower.

because two seconds after you'd sat down, mary charged through the door, curls abouncing, setting another plate down next to you.

"i... wasn't sure if you'd forgotten dinner."

you almost cried then, because she'd gathered an identical plate, knowing exactly what you'd eat from tonight's spread.

mumbling a thanks, mary reached for your hand nervously. she was never one to beat around the bush, that was something you loved about her and always would. she came straight out with it.

"i don't know if it's true. you don't have to tell me right now if it is or isn't, though i suspect, based on your reaction, that it is. i want you to know that it doesn't matter to me."

you frowned, "it doesn't? even a little bit?"

mary sighed, "i mean, i was surprised. it never really crossed my mind. but in two years, love, neither did it not cross my mind if you know what i mean."

"no, i've lost you."

"my bad. i mean that, since we've been together, i haven't been bothered by the fact we haven't had sex."

the way she said it, unashamed, made you confused. it was a word that usually made you uncomfortable, because it wasn't something you wanted. but mary made it sound like just another word. not one you were interested in, but not one that would isolate you from the sentence.

"and i'm still not bothered. i guess, i don't know, i just don't care about it that much. whatever you're comfortable with is fine with me, wherever that stops being comfortable for you, it stops for me too. i love you, and i want to be with you for many other reasons."

if she noticed the way your hand involuntary had been squeezing hers in fear, she said nothing, just smiling and pushing your hair from your eyes.

"can i kiss you now? you've been away from me all day."

returning her smile, you uttered your somewhat shy consent and her eyelashes brushed your cheek as her lips brushed yours, shifting to face you as your arm slipped around her shoulder.

fear returned with a sharp bubble in your stomach, afraid she wanted more, but after a minute she rolled to the side, digging into the plate she'd originally prepared for you, and asking you to name some stars.

you knew fuck all about stars.

canis major became brian (she couldn't wait to tell sirius), carina cast as tinkerbell, and ursa major affectionately dubbed 'some shiny dick'.

mary kindly didn't point out your inadequacy, nodding seriously at each ridiculous name you conjured, only a twitch in her mouth giving her internal laughter away.

there were still kind people.

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