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the part in pc where lucy doesn't go after aslan when the others doubt her is sort of out of character. I mean, ignoring all the significance of its easy to doubt yourself (or your belief) when others do, lucy is constantly running away from the others and I love it, they look annoyed for a split second and the follow her.
but she would have done that at the gorge, I don't think she would have just pointed aslan out and given the others time to doubt her, because she hasn't in the past, she's seen something interesting and run towards it, I think she would have just run towards him and found the path that way, because after all its been at least a year since she's seen aslan and she loves him the best
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thepersonnamedsam · 11 months
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hiii, love your stuff<33 could I maybe request a gen z reader blurb where after getting in a crash due to a mechanical issue everyone worries about her and she’s pissed because she felt seen as weak and vulnerable?? THANK U SO MUCH
life goes on
pairing: genz!driver x '23!grid and some seb cameo
summary: see request :)
word count: 2.1k
warnings: crash, blood, injury, anger issues, tears (idk if that’s a warning), media talks bad about genz!driver, foul language
note: thank you so much for the request!! i am not quite sure if i should write the genz!driver stories in a you pov or a she/her pov, what would you prefer, please let me know, ty :))
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It started with a bad day. FP1 was shit, FP2 was also not great. Her day was just not great. Free practice 3 was better, the car had finally responded to her again. In the first two laps, everything went smooth. She was already singing Smooth Operator in her head. But suddenly the car stirred, luckily she saved herself and didn’t crash, but she did retire from the session.
Her engineer and her sat together for Qualifying. She told him everything she noticed whilst driving.
„I feel like the steering wheel is not responding on time. It’s like it’s two seconds delayed, which is not good.“
He nodded and wrote it down on a notepad. „I feel like there’s nothing we can do, I can check with the mechanics, but qualifying is in two hours, which may not be enough time“, her race engineer told her. She sighed. The last two days were bad for y/n, she hasn’t slept good for at least four days. She nodded and told him that she’d be in her drivers room.
As qualifying started, she only got in one good lap before she had to retire. She was right, her steering wheel indeed had a slight delay. Which made turning corners very hard. She ended Q1 in P19, her worst result in qualifying yet. She was disappointed, in herself and in the car.
Her mechanics tried to fix the issue until the race started, but with no hope. She prepared herself for the race, knowing it would not be an easy one. She was scared, like scared shitless. She tried to call Sebastian during Q2, but he did not pick up. Opting for a quick text, she asked him to call her back as soon as possible.
Lewis heard what happened to y/n car during Q1 and wanted to comfort the young driver. With long strides he went to her motorhome. Her engineer just pointed to her drivers room as soon as he saw Lewis approach him. Three short knocks. Her head snapped up as the door opened. Lewis was standing there, looking pitiful and held his arms out.
„Are you okay, darling?“, he asked her as she nuzzled her head in his shoulders. She let her tears fall freely. Shaking her head she told him how she felt. „The steering wheel is delayed, which is so difficult to drive with and also dangerous. But my mechanics can’t fix it, they don’t know why it’s happening and a whole reboot of the system would take too long! I’m scared, Lewis. I don’t know what to do.“
His hand firm on her backside, he just held the young woman. Telling her to retire to not cause a crash would’ve been the best thing. Tell her to refuse to race. But he didn’t, knowing the girl and her ambitions. She would race, no matter what. She didn’t want to be seen as weak or even worse, girly.
She was girly, but not in the sense of racing. She was just as ‚manly‘ as the other drivers.
„I know that you will make the right decision about the whole situation“, Lewis told her. Oh, how wrong he was.
Q3 was finished with Verstappen on pole, as always, Perez on P2 and Leclerc on P3. Happy to see Charles starting this high, she went into the race with somewhat a good feeling. The first three laps were okay, she sank down to P20, DeVries overtook her with ease on the second corner, as she slowed down as much as possible to control the car. But the longer the race was, the more angry she got. It was not fair, the steering wheel was just not responding.
On lap 24 y/n’s car crashed. In corner eight, her steering wheel stopped working. Instead of a turn, the car just went straight into the pit wall. The front wing smashed against the wall, squashing it against her own car. Her head was spinning. What just happened?
„Red flag, the FIA just announced a red flag in corner eight. Seems like y/l/n crashed. Let’s hope she’s fine.“
Several team radios went through.
„Charles, y/n crashed in corner eight, there’s a red flag, be careful.“
„Lewis, there is a red flag.“
„Be careful, Max. You are approaching corner eight where y/n has had a crash.“
And many more. Everyone was concerned. What has happened? What did she do to crash her car like that. Was she responsive? Responsible? What was going on?
„y/n, please respond. The race has been stopped. What happened?“, her race engineer tried to speak to her, she was non-responsive.
„What the fuck, what happened?! Is she responsive? Are the medics on their way?“, Lewis was the first to address the situation. „We don’t know, we don’t see any medics yet, Lewis.“
And as Max pulled up to corner eight he hopped out of his car. He ran towards hers and yelled for her, to show him a sign that she was still alive, without a response. He was worried, he was always worried when someone crashed, but he was extra worried when she did.
„y/n! What happened? Are you okay? Please give me a sign!“, he tried it again, with no luck. He saw her helmet move, the flashy colours moving from side to side. „Ach godzijdank Ah, thank god“, he mumbled.
The medics arrived and ushered Max to the side. Taking her out of the car and laying her on a spinal board. Transporting her into the ambulance.
She was devastated. It was not her fault she crashed. But the media didn’t know that. They would accuse her of crashing yet another car. That she wasn’t good enough to be in Formula 1. They would report about her as if she wasn’t a human being and just something they could play with. They would talk about her like a doll. It was not fair.
Meanwhile on the paddock the talking began. Lewis was the most worried, he should’ve just told her to refuse racing. What if she suffered a serious injury? Like a neck or spine injury and couldn’t race anymore. It was his fault, that’s what he thought.
Lando was worried too, not really knowing what happened, he was just worried. She could be injured. The minutes went by without any news from her. They were hard for Lando.
Even Checo, who wasn’t usually a companion of y/n, was worried. He didn’t see what happened, but he heard from Max how the crash looked - bad, it looked bad.
„We hear from the medics; y/n is okay. At least that. Let’s hope the race will continue without another crash.“
Lewis released a breather, not knowing he heals so much air in his lungs. He was glad y/n was okay. He still felt bad, always feeling responsible for her. And now that she crashed, his head was spinning with gut wrenching thoughts and worry.
The FIA announced the green flag and the race continued without y/n. When she got back to her garage, her motorhome, she expected a angry team principal, angry mechanics and engineers, expect she was greeted with relieved sighs and shoulder droppings. Her engineer was the first one to embrace her. He told her how sorry he was and how everything was definitely not her fault.
She was still angry, no points, no race, no happy ending for that day. Everything was shit. She had a shit day that race. And it was not even her own fault.
Her team principal came towards her, gripping her shoulders hard and said: „I know this seems bad, it is, but we can fix it. I wish I could send you home, but media still awaits.“
So she waited, she waited lap after lap until eventually Max won the race. She waited until her PR got her out of the drivers room and took her to the media pen, where the post race conferences will be held.
Sky Sports interviewed the todays winner. So, y/n waited for Max to finish. She hoped he would never finish, that she would never have to face the camera and talk about the incident.
But that didn’t happen.
„Hello y/n, how do you feel? Everything okay, no pain?“, the nice interviewer asked her. „Uh, yeah, everything is fine“, she struggled with her answer, not believing herself that everything was fine.
„Can you tell me what happened? We just saw you crashing?“ - „Uhm, yeah“, she looked towards her media PR, what was she allowed to say? She shook her head - no bad words about her team. „I-, uh, I lost control of my steering wheel.“
The interviewer nodded. „We saw you retire from the race after Q1, having struggled already in FP1 and 2. Did you have problems with your steering wheel during them as well?“
She sighed. She was tired, her neck ached and she just wanted to be in her bed.
„I mean, kind of, yeah you could say I struggled with it during free practice.“
If she told the interviewer that she struggled with it during the whole yesterday and today, she would’ve bad mouthed the team.
„Last question for today, y/n. We asked Twitter for some comments, would you be so kind to make a statement to some of them?“
She really didn’t want to, knowing exactly what most of them had to say; women don’t belong in motorsports, etc.
„Sure“, she sighed. Her PR nodded, happy that y/n decided not to refuse.
„Alright, @motodports_2 said: That’s the second time this season that y/n crashed her car and we are only on the 7th race. What do you have to say to that?“
She closed her eyes, the headache creeping in like a madman with a desire to kill. „That’s true, that was the second crash of the season. And I am sorry for that, my team doesn’t deserve me crashing that many times during the season. I apologise.“
Sebastian was sitting at home, watching the race from his couch. He couldn’t believe what she was saying. The team doesn’t deserve a driver that crashes so much? Bullshit.
He missed her calls earlier that day, he wished he would’ve picked up his phone or at least called her back. But what she was telling to that interviewer was absolute bull.
Charles, who was next in line, also couldn’t believe the stuff you were telling Sky Sports.
„Okay, @maydrive says: The way y/n is throwing away her career in F1 with those shenanigans. Get a grip, will you?“, the interviewer read from the screen in front.
Charles was shocked, he never had to respond to any comments like that. How was she experiencing something like that?
„Uh yeah, thank you @maydrive for that. I will try to get a grip, and you are right, I am throwing away my F1 career like that, but I don’t want that, that’s why I will keep trying to get better“, her eyes were starting water. Just don’t let those tears fall, y/n. They want to see her cry, don’t give them the satisfaction of it.
„Thank you, y/n. Rest up and good evening!“
Her PR pulled her away and onto the next interview. After all that, she was exhausted. Exhausted and angry. How could they be asking her questions like that? Not fair.
Back in her garage, she let the emotions flow. Tears were streaming down her face, sobs were heard and her body was shaking. Her PR handed y/n her phone, leaving her again with a gentle pat to the shoulder.
Seb was calling her.
„Before you say anything, don’t let them treat you like that ever again. Not your fault, if you had problems with the steering wheel, it is not your place to apologise“, Seb interrupted her, before she could even sob into the phone. He heard sniffles. „Don’t cry, liebes dear. You did nothing wrong today.“
„Seb, I wish you’d be here“, she sobbed into the phone. It broke his heart. Comforting someone over the phone was hard, much more if the person being comforted was a teenager.
„It’s gonna be okay, life goes on, okay?“, he told her. „I just feel so weak and vulnerable. They hate me, they always find something wrong with my driving.“
„You are not weak! Who told you that?“, a voice from behind her sounded from the dark. Fernando Alonso stepped out of the shadow. Seb instantly recognised the older spaniards voice over the phone. Glad y/n was not alone in a time like this.
Fernando embraced her. Hugging her tight and firmly. He felt her heartbeat against his chest, beating like crazy. „Breathe with me, y/n.“
They were standing in her motorhome, embraced in one another. If a camera had noticed, headliners would say: Alonso and y/l/n dating confirmed? But there was no camera around.
She had her family here in F1. She belonged here, just as much as any other driver. She was not at fault. She was not weak or vulnerable. She was strong.
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norrisleclercf1 · 9 months
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Hey Dad
Pairing: Charles x Mom!Reader x Lando
Rating: PG-13
Words: 2.2K
Warnings: major angst, Reader is facing her lies, Elijah is lost and needs answers, Elijah blames you for not having a relationship with his father. Charles drives for RedBull and Lando Mercedes, deal with it
Synopsis: Elijah didn't want to be at the race, he couldn't be around his family right now. He was tired of the lies. Thankfully the biggest lie is there at the race
A/N: Elijah is 15 and Cecile is 11, also this might seem chaotic writing because this is from Elijah's POV so it's his messy mind trying to put everything together
Our Boy Series Masterlist / Our Boy / The Hunt for Fruit/ Together Again
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Elijah knew he should've stayed in bed. He should've rolled back over and missed the Monaco GP. That's what he should've done. Instead, Cece came barging into his room without a care in the world and kicked her older brother out of bed. Literally kicked him. Sitting down at breakfast, watching as his Pa dotes on his Dad and Ma, he should've told them he didn't want to go. 
But seeing how happy his Pa was at being home and racing in Monaco, held his tongue. Ma would've let him stay when he voiced his dread. This bottomless pit ever since they walked through their apartment doors. Instead, he waved it off and just acted his usual self. Now, here he is in the hot weather feeling this dread grow more and more. 
Could this be a sign again? He still remembers when Dad got in his horrible accident. The same feeling was there. He can still remember listening through the radio as he crashed, the screams coming from you. Shaking his head, riding those dark thoughts, he takes several deep breaths. "The hell is wrong with you?" Groaning, he turns his head, looking at the face of his annoyed sister. 
"Go away, Cece." Elijah thumps his head on the Mercedes garage, not wanting to talk to anyone. "You're being a dick, have been since you woke up." Her fingers typing fast on her phone, probably texting Uncle Carlos's or Oscar's kids.
"Maybe I wouldn't be a dick if you didn't kick me out of bed." Cece makes a noise, clicking her screen off and looking up. "Please, you've been this way since we arrived. You snapped at Dad last night and barely spoke to Papa or Mama. What's going on with you?" Elijah rips his headphones off, angry for no reason. 
"Mind your own business, Cece. You don't need to know everything about me." He snarls, storming out of the garage. "Woah, easy there, Elijah." Running right into his Dad, he rolls his eyes, not even stopping to apologize. "Hey! Get back here, young man!" Lando roars, tired of this attitude. "Make me!" Elijah snaps back, ignoring his Dad's cries, losing him in the crowd. 
Elijah pays no mind to where he's going. He can't go to the Red Bull garage. Dad probably already told his Pa and Ma what he did, and Cece is definitely whining to Dad about how Elijah talked to her. It was all a mess. He should've stayed in London with his grandparents. Nothing but anger and confusion coursed through his veins, trying to make sense of everything. 
Why was he so angry? He hated acting like this to his family, they loved him so much, and now he's treating them like this? He deserved the worst punishment right now. Shoving his hands in his jeans, he keeps walking, not wanting to stop where anyone would recognize him. 
"Elijah?" He stops, hearing the familiar voice of his godfather. "Uncle Lewis." Lewis smiles brightly, pulling the boy into a hug, happy to see him here. "What are you doing all the way down here? Shouldn't you be with your Dad or Pa?" Lewis pats his back while Elijah just shrugs.
"I got in a fight with Cece and snapped at Dad. So I'm avoiding." Lewis sighs, seeing the turmoil that, at 16, Elijah shouldn't be going through. 
"Come on, let's talk over here." Lewis directs Elijah over to a private lounge. "Talk to me, what's going on?" Elijah stares at Lewis, holding back. "I won't tell your parents. I swear." The young boy pulls at his hair, Lewis watching as his godson battles with himself. "I found something that Ma has been hiding." Lewis sits up straight, clearing his throat. "Oh." Elijah nods, looking away. 
"My father....he's been writing to me since I was born. 3 or 4 letters a month for 16 years. I found the letters while I was looking for my birth certificate. Needed it for the contract I was going to sign with Prema." Elijah wrung his fingers, unsure how Lewis was going to take this. "Elijah, don't tell your mother that you know." Head snapping up, Elijah stares at Lewis, shocked. "What?" Voice turning hard startled that Lewis was suggesting this. 
"Don't tell your mother anything. I'm serious. Some things need to stay buried. This is one of them." Lewis reaches for Elijah, but he yanks back. "Oh my god, you knew. You knew that my father was sending me letters? Uncle Lewis, please tell me." How could the man before him, someone he respected, hide this from him.
Elijah told him everything. "Yes, I knew. But Elijah, there is a reason your mother has kept this from you. Don't go prying." Standing, he starts to pace, figuring out his thoughts and what to ask next. 
"I know who my father is. I've always known. He's my father, Uncle Lewis. I deserved to have a relationship with him. Yet you and Ma have kept this from me? Why? I need answers." This was the real problem. Elijah started to feel this way when Cece found out which one was her father.
He began to dig, and he dug deep, finding everything out. He was ready to confront his Ma, but something stopped him. Putting everything back and hiding the letters locking away this knowledge. 
"Elijah, your mother has her reasons. Just respect that." Lewis begs, trying to reason with the teenager. "No!" Elijah yells, darting out of the lounge and heading for his mother. "God fucking kid." Lewis dialing you, ready to warn you about the incoming storm. 
Elijah runs, not looking where he's going, only being stopped when he runs right into a body knocking him to the ground. "Hey, easy there, son. Might hurt someone." Elijah breathes heavily. Looking up, he stops all air sucked out of his lungs. "Dad." Scrambling up, Elijah hugs the person before him, hugging him tight. 
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"What do you mean Elijah knows?" You snap as Lewis tells you everything that just went down. "I mean, Y/n, he knows he's his father, and you hide all the letters. Why would you do that? That boy deserves to know his father." Lewis hisses while you pace, trying to not overthink. "No, he doesn't; that bastard left me, Lewis. When I told him I was pregnant, he just left. He has no right to my son." Whispering as a mechanic walks past.
"Please, that excuse might've worked when Elijah was still a toddler. But he's 16 and wants to know his father. He still has parental rights over Elijah, doesn't he?" You freeze, eyes growing wide as you bite your nails. "Yes, yes, but I lied. I told Charles and Lando that he signed them away." Lewis throws his hands up, letting out an empty laugh. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" Blinking fast, you try hard to remain composed as you can't let the cameras or anyone see you like this.  
"Don't judge me, Lewis. You helped." Waving his hand, Lewis turns away. "No, don't drag me into this. I didn't lie about parental rights. That's all you. I only helped because....because you're family." The two of you stare at one another, everything you hide coming to smack you in the face.
"He's going to hate me for the rest of his life. He'll never forgive me." Covering your mouth, you see Lando and Charles make their way towards you, clearly unhappy and Cecile worried. "Yeah, you might want to worry about those two before Elijah." Lewis waved at Lando and Charles, who smiled back. 
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"Dad." Elijah's arms tighten around the man before him while the guy pats his back awkwardly. "Um, hey, listen. I'm not your Dad." Elijah pulls back, staring into the same blue eyes. "No, no, you are. My name is Elijah Norris-Leclerc. My mother's name is Y/N L/N. Almost 17 years ago, she gave birth to me." Elijah rambles, the guy looking him up and down. 
"Elijah? Your name is Elijah? And your mother's name is Y/n L/n?" He repeats back, trying to control that hope building in his chest. "Yes! And you're my father! You're Nico Rosberg, and you're my father." Nico laughs, grabbing onto Elijah and yanking him into his chest. "That's right, that's right." Nico and Elijah hug before Elijah pulls away. "I didn't know about the letters. If I did, I would've written back." Nico smiles, patting his hair down. 
"Elijah, calm down. Does your mother even know?" Elijah makes a face, feeling that anger boiling up again. "Who cares if she knows! She's been lying to me for years." Nico sighs, he wants to be so happy to hold his son, but he still needs to respect those boundaries.
"Elijah, I think you need to go back to your mother. She must decide when the time is right, not now." Nico didn't want to make things worse. He has been working so hard to get Elijah in his life, but you refused but slowly started to give him minor updates. 
"No, no. What? You don't want me now? Ma lies to me about everything; Cece gets to know her true father; why is it I can't? Is there something about me that is so easy to leave? To not want?" Elijah cries, those feelings breaking free. Nico reaches for him, but Elijah steps back. "Of course, I want you, but-" Nico stops, eyes growing wide when he sees you running towards them, Charles and Lando behind you. 
"Elijah!" He flinches, hearing your voice as you yank him around, checking him over. "Oh, baby, are you okay? Lewis said you just got angry and rushed off, and we've been looking everywhere for you." You cry, spinning him to make sure he isn't hurt.
"Nico, thank you for finding our son." Charles smiles. Elijah and your eyes connect. Slowly you turn, looking right at Nico, Elijah's true father and the man who left you. "Stay the hell away from my son." Standing before Elijah, refusing Nico the privilege to look at your son any longer. 
"Your son? Your son?" Elijah steps away from you shaking his head. "I'm not your son. I don't even know who you are." Elijah spits at you, Lando, stepping forward. "Hey! Don't speak to your mother like that." Lando was tired of this disrespect. "Oh shove it, Lando, you're not even my father. He is! Nico is my father." Everyone goes silent, breathing heavily; Elijah wipes his nose.
"You and Charles can act like my fathers, but you're not. I could've known my real father. Instead, my mother hides all his letters and refuses to discuss him! Uncle Lewis even knew Nico was my father and about the letters. What else have you been hiding, huh!?" Elijah yells. 
"Elijah James Norris-Leclerc, don't you dare speak to your Dad and Pa like that. You want to be angry at someone. You be angry at me. They're the ones who raised you, not Nico. He's the bastard who left us. Not them. Apologize." You glare at your son, trying to reset the urge to scream at him.
"No. I will not apologize; he left you, Ma, not me. You made him leave me. I read one of the letters. You didn't even give him the chance to be my father." Nico flinches, not wanting to have this conversation right now. 
"Y/n? Is this true?" Closing your eyes, you stare into the destroyed eyes of Charles and Lando. "Is, is anything you told us true?" Charles whispers. "Yes, everything she told you is true." Nico steps in, refusing to allow his son's family to break apart.
"Elijah, I did leave your mother and you. I was terrified at the thought of being a father. That's not a lie. I didn't start writing to you until your 6th birthday. I saw Charles's post and just decided to write to you." Laughing, you have the urge to slap Nico. 
"Stay out of this, you bastard! You're not a part of my son's life or this family." Elijah rolls his eyes, looking at Lando. Seeing Lando shake, unable to look up, he feels something break in him. "Oh fuck off, Y/n, you're just pissed because all the lies you and Lewis kept from everyone are finally revealed. I'm tired of being the villain in your story; it's time to face that you are the villain." Charles steps up, pushing Nico back from you. "Stop, that is still my wife. Don't you fucking dare speak to her like that." 
"Don't touch my father." Elijah steps between, showing Charles's hand off his chest. All hell breaks loose in that moment as you and Elijah yell at each other. Nico yelled at Charles and Lando, standing back and watching everything crumble. "HEY!" The screaming stops as a booming voice breaks through their own screams. 
"I come here to watch the historic Monaco GP, see the battle for the WDC between Lando and Charles. Instead, I hear the screaming of toddlers. How shocked am I to find out those voices are my daughter, her scumbag ex, and my grandson. So, someone want to tell me what has caused this?" You and Nico stare at the older man before you all, you feeling like a little girl again while Nico feels like that dumbass driver who got his daughter pregnant. 
"Hey, Mr. Hakkinen. Good to see you again."
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toppersjeep · 6 months
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[Chapter 2] Pieces- George Russell X Charles Leclerc 
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“Where’s George” Dad asked. “He must be late” I said. “He didn’t show up with you” Dad asked. “No he was mad after the race” I said. “I just wanted him here you know” Dad said. “I called him he didn’t answer” I said. “Well he and I can discuss the contract” Dad said. I then got a text from Charles.
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Charles: I saw George with some woman Olivia. He left with her at the paddock Liv…
Me: I’m not surprised anymore but he knew about this dinner and how important it is.
Charles: I don’t know why you keep putting up with this. And don’t say because he deserves his seat. He doesn’t
Me: Char…
Charles: don’t pretend that this isn’t hurting you I can tell it is. I know you forget that I do. I’m not gonna let him do this.
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“Was it George” Lewis said. “Uhh no just Charles apologizing” I said. “Well that’s good on him” Dad said. “I think I’m gonna head out” I said. “Alright see you tomorrow” Lewis said. I left and went back to the hotel. I was about to walk to my room when someone grabbed me.
“Jesus Charles” I said. “Do you not listen he’s there with her” Charles said. “You saw them” I said. “Yes I did” Charles said. “What am I gonna do” I said. I then heard the door open. I saw her walk out. “So I’ll see you again tomorrow” George said.
“That’s it” Charles said. I tried to grab his hand. But he was already by George. “Charles” George said. “Are you fucking stupid mate” George said. “Stop” I said. “No Olivia he’s cheating on you and he’s not getting away with it” Charles said.
“Oh so that’s where you slept the other night” George said. “This isn’t about that” I said. “You know I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt” Charles said. “Because she’s my best friend and she loves you but not anymore” Charles said.
“Oh I think I see what this is the sneaky conversations” George said. “The staying at his place and defending him today” George said. “You see what” I said. “Your sleeping with Charles it makes so much sense” George said.
“Oh go fuck yourself” I said shoving George. “Please you wonder why I still do it” George said. “Your a prick” Charles said. “Please all you want is to get in her pants.. she doesn’t want you Charles” George said. I smacked George. “Okay.. enough” Carmen said shoving me.
“Don’t even start with me you little bitch” I said Charles pulled me away from her. George then threw my suitcase and bag out of the room. “Since you want him so much go” George said. “Fucking dickhead” I said pushing George. “Get away from me” George said pushing me but I tripped on something and fell.
“Are you mad or something” Charles said shoving George into a wall. Then doors opened. “Is everything okay” Lando said. “Yeah it’s fine” George said Charles let go of his shirt. “It’s fine” Charles said. George went back into his room.
“Are you okay” Charles said. “Fuck off” I said pushing his hand away. “Stop” Charles said bending down. “I.. hate him I just” I said breaking down crying. He then hugged me. “Olivia I’ll help you” Lando said grabbing my bag.
“She can stay in my room” Adelia said walking by. “Yeah that’s fine” I said. “But I thought we were cuddling” Daniel said walking out of adelias room. “It’s fine I can just get my own room” I said. “No no stay with me” Charles said.
I just agreed and stayed in Charles room with him. It was silent for a while.
“I’m sorry” I said. “This isn’t your fault” Charles said. “I think I’m gonna shower so” I said grabbing my clothes. “Yeah go ahead” Charles said. I went in the bathroom. I then got in the shower and sat on the floor of the tub.
Maybe Charles had a point. I didn’t deserve this. Finally all those months of lying hit me. And I just started crying. But I didn’t want Charles to hear me.
But he must’ve. I heard a soft knock on the door.
“I know you don’t wanna hear it from me but.. I’m really sorry” Charles said. “You didn’t deserve to be treated the way that he treated you” Charles said. “And I know that one day you’ll get the love you deserve” Charles said. After the shower I got out. I then laid in bed. Charles had put up some sort of wall between us. With pillows. He was already in bed. I shut the lights off and laid in bed. I then covered myself up.
But nobody was expecting what would happen in the morning.
Twitter had blown up overnight. With an anonymous dm to a drama account. And now everyone was wondering what was going on.
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And I woke up to a million calls. But I didn’t wanna deal with it. So I just kept my head down and went to the race with Charles. Doing my best to avoid the media.
“Liv is it true George cheated” some guy asked. “Will you leave her alone” Charles said. He then walked me to the Mercedes paddock. I went up to my dads office. Since he texted me to meet him there.
He then came in and shut the door.
“Olivia please tell me that it’s not true” Toto said. “Do you want the truth or do you want me to lie” I said. “I want you to tell me the truth” Toto said. “He’s been cheating on me for a long time” I said he sighed and sat next to me.
“Why didn’t you tell someone” Toto said. “Charles knows” I said. “Is that why he defended you” Toto said. “Yes and I know it was stupid” I said. “Well then I’m done with this kid” Toto said. “Dad I can’t let you do that” I said. “It’s already done he signed it” he said.
“What” I said. “He came in this morning and said that he was done” Toto said. “But he won’t have a seat” I said. “Willams took him back” Toto said. “But I feel like this is my fault” I said.
“No he had this coming don’t blame yourself” Toto said. “But” I said. “No buts he’s done okay” Toto said. “Thank you” I said he hugged me. “Now I need to find a driver for next year” Toto said. “Dad..” I said. “Yes” Toto said.
“I have a person in mind” I said. “I’m listening” Toto said.
….
I went back into the Mercedes garage. Lewis was there with Roscoe.
“I heard you were down so I brought Ros” Lewis said u smiled. “Oh my little Roscoe” I said petting him. “He missed you” Lewis said. “Oh look how handsome” I said as he sat in my lap. “So I heard and ummm he’s a jerk” Lewis said.
“Yeah he’s something but I don’t wanna get into it” I said. “I understand but I’m here if you need someone or wanna get drunk” Lewis said I laughed. “I’ll take you up on the second one” I said.
“We can do that” Lewis said. “Olivia can I” George said. “No you can’t we are done” I said. “But I just” George said. “She said no” Lewis said. “What’s everyone here in love with you” George said. “Are you drunk” Lewis said.
“So what if I am.. mate she got what she wanted” George said. “Get him out of here” Lewis said. “I hope you are happy Liv I really do” George said. Someone the took him out of the paddock. “He’s gonna ruin his whole career” Lewis said.
“That’s his own problem” I said. “Liv can I speak to you” Charles said. “I’ll let you guys talk” Lewis said walking away. Roscoe then followed him. “Bye Ros” I said. Charles then sat down next to me.
“What’s up” I said. “How are you”Charles said. “Wishing people would stop asking me how I am” I said. “So.. I was thinking you can come watch the race at Ferrari” Charles said. “Of course I’d support my best friend” I said.
“Good umm… here” Charles said handing me a Ferrari cap. “But what if Carlos is my favorite driver” I said. “Doubtful” Charles said. “You aren’t giving your girlfriend your pass” I said. “I don’t have a girlfriend.. and the only girl I want there is you” Charles said.
“Oh well then I feel special” I said. “You are” Charles said I put the hat on. “How does it look” I said. “Like it suits you” Charles said I smiled.
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Excellent essay on Charles and Ferrari as always! Agree every word you said and firmly believe Charles is still Ferrari’s priority.
Wanna share my 2 cents from a commercial POV: why it doesn’t make sense for Ferrari to sideline or sacrifice Charles for Lewis’ 8th WDC
By making Lewis a 8 WDC, the incremental commercial gain for Ferrari actually is not as much as people think. He has already generated massive revenue for Ferrari via sponsorships and merchandise by joining Ferrari as a 7 WDC. His fan base, marketing power and sponsorship are not going to increase substantially because he now has 8 WDC.
Then we consider the cost by screwing Charles over to help Lewis. The most likely outcome will be Lewis will retire on the spot after winning his 8th and Charles will walk (to Redbull). Ferrari will need to explain to sponsors ‘oh the two most marketable F1 drivers are longer with us but we have…Bearman...?’ Even if the sponsor stays, the sponsorship will be much much less.
Lewis is going to retire after this contract. Making Charles his successor is the best way to keep every cent (and sponsors) he brings to stay at Ferrari. Yes Lewis will be the ambassador after retirement but Ferrari still needs an active driver to keep the sponsors happy and attract new fans. There is just no other better candidate than Charles. It makes no sense to piss him off and push him to another team.
This is an excellent take anon I love it. I just have a couple of things to add. I don't think Lewis winning the 8th at Ferrari fair and square would push Charles to another team NECESSARILY, but Charles DOES have that exit clause in his contract at the end of 2026. I have no doubt that if Ferrari show extreme favouritism towards Lewis, despite Charles and Lewis being evenly matched in their cars, Charles will threaten to activate it and walk away at the same time as Lewis retires which would cause an absolute crisis.
Likewise, Charles USP is and always has been that he is Il Predestinato, the chosen one that the prophecy foretells will bring the championship home to Maranello. I think that Ferrari can sell the Il Predestinato narrative better than Lewis Hamilton breaks Schumacher's record in Schumacher's backyard, especially to tifosi.
But, as I mentioned in the essay, Charles has to earn the right to bring the championship home. And I think that this is a fact that Charles and Lewis both more or less accept. If Lewis Hamilton clears Charles in equal machinery, then the eighth is Lewis's fair and square and Lewis gets it and while Charles would understandably be disappointed I think he would accept the outcome. But if home-grown Ferrari golden boy Charles Leclerc can outrace 7x WDC Lewis Hamilton and fulfil the Il Predestinato prophecy, well then the glory is Charles's and I don't see Lewis begrudging him for that.
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Entropy impacts your fantasy world
Entropy infects all systems. Things wear down, and either collapse or shake apart into new configurations.
Fantasy worlds are divided into a series of ages, where myths are split apart from legends and history. They might look like this Middle-Earth inspired history (at least my high school D&D campaign world did):
First Age - Gods walk the earth, or make the world. Evil gods are dealt with or bound.
Second Age - The great civilizations flourish, items of remarkable power of crafted and legendary battles occur. Famous institutions like kingdoms, and bloodlines are established.
Third Age - Not as epic, as the first or second age. The hero grows up on a farm or distant location and learns about the age of magic. Perhaps they’ll inherit a sword or learn lost secrets. There are ruins everywhere. Some dark threat left over from the second age will return and be dealt with. Perhaps the hero will reconnect with one of the elite institutions established in the second age.
Fourth Age - The age of magic ends, and everything changes. Elves sail away, gods leave the world, and hand it over to people, who, live in wisdom and peace and tell stories about the good old days to the kids.
This is also a metaphor for human life. The first age is childhood when you believe impossible things and dragons, the second age is when you’re young, fighting for your passions, the third age is when you get your job and learn how the systems of the world work. And the fourth age is when you’re paying off the mortgage, and you don’t have time to play D&D anymore or read books, but you’ve got fond memories of those days and will tell your bored family members about the good old days.
Let’s cut to 2020, COVID era. I’m in the fourth age of my life. During lockdown, I work through a bunch of intense personal stuff. One of them is that my epic fantasy novel series is doomed not to be finished in its current state—it’s lost in a muddle of endless rewrites. The book had lots of POVs, good character work and world building, but not much of a plot apart from an expedition across a continent. Time to recognize that it would never be done. I’ll never be Brandon Sanderson. (At least with that book.)
I get out my shotgun, place the barrel against the malformed, beating dreams of finishing that series, and pull the trigger.
Time to reboot. Start something else. I need to create I can finish. Shorter, less epic. Except, being one of those eternal gamemaster types, I can’t tell stories without a world.
Yeah, I could build any world I want and—my subconscious wants to design a setting in a fantasy world’s fourth age. When I was younger, the concept of the fourth age horrified me. Who’d want to tell stories in a world where the magic went away, and everything was about modern life, office workers and cars? 
Now, I find that interesting. Because the past is a magical one, right? How would that influence the modern day? And how did the magic leave the world? What if something went wrong with the final epic battle between light and darkness? What if losing magic was a last ditch strike? A nuclear option. Not a gentle fading of magic like in Middle-Earth—a planned obsolescence—but a catastrophe mess that broke the world.
And what if magic survived, but became hidden, messy and complicated?
So that’s the key idea I had when designing my world. Modern, yet with a hidden layer of magic.
Now to figure out what that looked like. And what sort of stories would it drive?
How about you—did you build your world by thinking about this sort of thing to start with (themes) or did you start with some other idea? Or even a sense of a character or a vision of a scene? (I love the story by CS Lewis how his initial idea for Narnia was simply a mental picture of Lucy and Mr. Tumnus walking arm-in-arm through a snowy wood...)
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fictionadventurer · 2 months
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Palm Sunday: A Summary
New priest gave our parish its first ever (in my memory) Palm Sunday processional. I'm 95% sure he didn't tell the choir beforehand. Their panic was mildly hilarious.
My Passion narrative thoughts for this year centered on Peter. Like Judas, he betrayed Jesus. Unlike Judas, he didn't despair. But he still ran off consumed by his own grief and left Jesus to die alone. Shades of Adam in the garden.
At Sunday family dinner, tiny niece decided for no discernible reason that I had to be the one to feed her corn to her. She tracked me down to recruit me. It was adorable.
Mary Berry's hot cross buns (with some variations for available ingredients) were much more satisfying than my previous attempt. It helped that she told me they're not supposed to be eaten as a dessert like a cinnamon roll, but slathered with butter like bread.
I (re)learned how to make palm crosses and roses.
Practicing to sing the Divine Mercy chaplet for Divine Mercy Sunday went well. I remain irrationally terrified of the choir loft. I was doing great until I thought, "Wow, I've been up here for a long time without being afraid. I haven't even thought about... falling to my death, or...accidentally tipping my sister over the side." And then I got to spend the rest of the time battling anxiety between verses.
Lewis's Reflections on the Psalms is a nice-enough read so far. Nothing ground-breaking--most of the time, when he's like, "Wow, this seems weird to modern readers," I'm like, "I never read it that way," and then the way he explains it is the way I do read it. But there were some fresh insights that I'll be mulling over.
I wasn't going to read the intro material before diving into the Gospel of John, but I'm so glad I did. So much of it takes on a whole new dimension when you know the author is arguing against people who are trying to elevate John the Baptist over Jesus.
I'd never thought about it before, but the controversy kind of makes sense. From the POV of contemporary people, John could seem like the more respectable choice. He came first, and his death came at the whim of a monarch, not for any real crime. Jesus was painted as a blasphemer and a revolutionary and died a criminal's death. You'd need to do some apologetics to explain the nuances of the truth.
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Giving in to Desires - Simon Lewis x Female Reader
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Summary: Training with Simon gets a bit hot and heavy
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Warnings: none
Y/N’s POV
As I spar with Simon in the training room, his newly acquired vampire speed still leaves him somewhat clumsy. Despite his efforts, I manage to land a few taps with the metal training pole, each one eliciting the cutest laughter from him. His laughter is like music to my ears, filling the room with a sense of joy and lightness. 
Simon makes a dash towards me, his vampire speed propelling him forwards and I try to sidestep his advance, having used my speed rune before we started. But, in a sudden movement, he sticks out his foot, catching me off guard and sending me sprawling to the ground. With a startled gasp, I feel myself falling, but instinctively, I reach out and grab onto Simon, pulling the flailing man down with me. 
We land in a tangled heap, his weight pressing against me with a solid ‘oof’. For a moment, everything seems to stand still as I feel his body close to mine. His unneeded breath is coo; against my skin, and I can feel my heart rate increase slightly.
As we lie there, entangled on the ground, I take a moment to study Simon’s features. His tousled brown hair falling slightly in his face, and his dark eyes sparking with amusement despite our awkward predicament/ His features hold a boyish charm that never fails to captivate me. 
I can feel my heart jackhammering in my chest as I resist the overwhelming urge to lean in and kiss him. It's as if my heart aches with longing, yearning for a connection that transcends the boundaries of friendship.
But, instead of succumbing to the temptation, I focus on the task at hand. With determination, I hook a leg around one of his and use my momentum to flip us over. As we untangle ourselves and I climb to my feet again, I can't help but steal a glance at Simon. Despite the slight flush on his cheeks from our tumble, he wears a playful grin, his eyes twinkling with mischief. In that moment, I'm reminded of why I'm drawn to him, why every moment spent in his presence feels like a gift.
With a determined spark in my eyes, I throw aside the training stick and raise my fists, ready to engage in hand-to-hand combat with Simon. His playful grin widens into a smile that momentarily catches me off guard, but I quickly shake off the distraction, focusing on the task at hand. 
As we circle each other, a charged energy fills the air, crackling with anticipation. Every move Simon makes is fluid and deliberate, his vampire reflexes lending him an almost supernatural grace. But I refuse to back down, meeting his gaze head-on as we exchange playful banter amidst our combat. 
With every punch thrown and dodge maneuverer, I can feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins, heightening my senses to a razor-sharp edge. Simon’s laughter rings out as we trade blows, a melody that drives me forward with renewed determination. 
Despite the intensity of our training, there's an undeniable undercurrent of flirtation between us. Our movements are filled with teasing touches and lingering gazes, each exchange fuelling the fire that burns between us. It's as if the boundaries between sparring partners and something more blur with each passing moment, leaving us both intoxicated by the electric connection we share.
Suddenly, Simon catches me off guard with a swift move he could only have ever learnt off Jace, he manages to twist one of my wrists behind my back and presses me against the wall. His solid figure flush against my back, sending a jolt of electricity through me as I feel the coolness radiating from him. 
I gasp in surprise as his sudden manoeuvre leaves me pinned and at his mercy, my heart pounding erratically in my chest. With his nose dragging along my jugular he whispers, “You're quite the challenge, you know that?" His voice is laced with a playful undertone, sending a thrill coursing through me. "But I wouldn't have it any other way," he adds, his words dripping with flirtation, causing my heart to race even faster.
Caught between the wall and his firm hold, I struggle to regain my composure, my mind spinning with a heady mixture of desire and exhilaration. Every inch of my skin tingles with anticipation, craving the electrifying touch of his lips against mine.
“S-Si…” I choke out, my breath catching in my throat as his lips, cold and plump, press against my shoulder, sending a shiver down my spine. It's as if he's trying to hold himself back, the restraint palpable in his touch. I let my head fall back onto his shoulder, exposing my neck to him. His icy hands release my wrist, instead resting gently on my hips, sending a jolt of electricity through me. My chest heaves with exertion and anticipation, the air thick with unspoken desires.
This side of Simon is unlike anything I've ever seen before, but I find myself unable to resist the magnetic pull of his touch. His closeness fills me with a sense of longing and yearning, igniting a fire within me that threatens to consume us both.
As Simon spins me around, his strong arms framing my body with his, I feel a rush of emotions flood through me. His closeness, the heat of his body pressed against mine, sends my senses into overdrive. I’m consumed by a fierce longing and yearning, a desire that threatens to overwhelm me. 
When I hear him ask if he's reading the situation wrong, those words are all it takes for my restraint to snap. Without a second thought, I find myself gripping his messy locks, pulling him closer with an urgency I can't contain. 
Our lips meeting a messy kiss, teeth clacking and tongues clashing. The air crackles with electricity as the heat between us ignites a passionate inferno, consuming us both in its fiery embrace. It's a kiss born from the depths of longing and desire, a culmination of the unspoken tension that has simmered between us for far too long.
As our mouths meld together, I'm enveloped in the heady scent of Simon. It's a tantalising mixture of earthiness and something uniquely him, a scent that intoxicates my senses and leaves me craving more. Despite his vampire nature, there's a gentleness in his touch, a careful tenderness that belies his newfound strength.
His lips, cool and soft, move against mine with a delicate precision, as if he's afraid to break the fragile connection between us. Every brush of his lips sends shivers down my spine, igniting a passionate fervour within me that I can't contain. 
As we lose ourselves in the intensity of our kiss, a low whistle suddenly pierces the air, making us jump apart, our faces flushing crimson with embarrassment. My heart races as I turn to see Jace, Clary, Alec, and Izzy standing there, varying expressions of amusement and surprise etched on their faces.
Izzy, always quick with a remark, can't help but quip, "Well, well, well, looks like the training room has turned into a bedroom for lovebirds." Her tone is light and teasing, but there's a hint of amusement in her eyes that tells me she's secretly enjoying the spectacle. 
I feel a pang of embarrassment wash over me as I realise that our private moment has been interrupted by our friends. But despite the awkwardness of the situation, there's a sense of camaraderie among us, a bond that transcends even the most embarrassing of moments.
As we gather ourselves and attempt to regain our composure, I exchange a sheepish glance with Simon, our eyes silently communicating the shared understanding of the unexpected turn of events. And as we prepare to face our friends, I can't help but feel grateful for their presence, knowing that no matter what challenges may come our way, we'll always have each other's backs.
“Duly noted.” Simon nods, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly before he’s grinning and winking at me, “Why don’t you show me your room?”
“Simon!”
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scudelia55 · 2 months
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Tbh I didn’t get the appeal over charlos before but I admit that since quite some time now I/we can feel they genuinely seems to care about each other in a way ? It made me soft. And now that I rewatched some old videos and pictures the ship makes a lot of sense, it’s very cute. Also I’m sad that Carlos leaves, I like Lewis a lot and he’s a great driver so I am not upset concerning the performance aspect but it’s more concerning the vibes between Charles/Lewis, it will not be the same as Charles/Carlos. But hey there is still the whole year left so let’s enjoy even though I feel like their last race together will be a bit emotional
This is so real of you anon! and thank u for the inbox<33
Yes! I totally understand your feelings and your pov of charlos, other than the whole “shipping” aspect, I also think that they are good friends, very competitive but caring duo, and two similar drivers pairing(height, competitiveness, humor, middle children??, and hella popular with the girlies)… and the weird(not explainable??) tensions and stares and touchings are the reason why I jump from friendship to whatever they’re having LMAOOOO
I honestly doubt that Lewis would be as active as Carlos, BUT! I kinda have a feeling that he will engage in some videos and media works just for Ferrari’s sake😭 It’ll definitely not be the same, but let’s see!
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Hiiii, I was wondering if you could write a fic where Patrick sees someone get a little too close to reader and murders him? 🔪🩸🫶
You belong with me
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(Sorry for the Taylor Swift reference, Im not a swifty but it’s one of the few songs I can stand and I didn’t know what to title this lol, TW: murder, Patrick being Patrick)
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Your pov
I sat at my desk, mindlessly typing away at my computer. I wanted nothing more than to get the day over with but the minute passed like hours. As I attempt to finish the paragraph, I hear a knock on my office door.
“Yep” I called out as the door opened, it was Paul.
“Hey y/n, how are you doing?” He asked, taking a seat in front of me.
“Meh, I just want to go home. It’s been a long day,” I laughed with my face in my hands.
“Oh I hear ya,” he says, flashing a grin, his teeth seemed a little too big for his mouth. “Now I was going to ask you if you wanted to go out tonight?” The question was accompanied by another big tooth grin.
“Listen, I would love to but-“ I was cut off.
“Oh come on like you have anything to do after work, pick you up at seven, yeah?” It wasn’t a question. He got up and started for the door.
“Paul I-“
“See ya!” And with that he closed the door behind him.
Before I could process what just happened, there was another knock on the door.
“Yep,” I called out again but instead of Paul, Patrick walked in. He sat down across from me and put his feet up on my desk. “Yes?”
“You and Allen seem to be getting close?” This was more of a statement rather than a question.
“I mean I guess, what does it matter to you?”
“It doesn’t,” he said plainly and got up and left my office.
Patrick’s POV
I don’t know why but it does matter to me. For some reason I can’t live with the thought of Paul being so close to y/n,
“Hey Paul,” I leaned up against his cubicle walls, I took note of them, “nice set up you got there.” I picked up what seemed to be a family photo and examined it.
“Uh thanks I guess,” he took the photo out of my hands and placed it face down on his desk.
“God I can’t remember the last time I sat in a cubicle let alone worked in one,” I let out a laugh.
“What do you want?”
“I was wondering if you could stop by my place-“
“Nu uh uh uh, can’t. I got a date with y/n tonight,” he interrupted.
God he really has a problem with interrupting
“Yeah yeah, I’m sure you do, look it’s about your report, there’s something I need you to change.”
“Why can’t we talk about it right now?” He asked, confused.
“Because how can we discuss work matters without a drink or two?”
“I guess, as long as you make it fast,” he finally gave in.
Later that night, there was a knock on the door. When I opened it, it was Paul.
“Ah Paul come in, come in,” I stepped aside to let him in.
“Thanks for inviting me, but really we have to make it fast. I’m supposed to pick up y/n in 45 minutes,” he walked in taking his coat off, “are you renovating?” He asked taking note of the plastic sheets that cover every part of my living room.
“Sure. Can I get you a drink Paul? You look like an old fashion kind of guy.”
“Uh sure.”
I walked to the kitchen and poured him his drink, but before I went back to the living room, I crushed up a handful of downers and dissolved them in his drink.
“Do you like Huey Lewis and The News?” I asked him.
“There ok i guess,” he replied, taking a drink.
“Their early work was a little too new wave for my tastes, but when Sports came out in '83, I think they really came into their own, commercially and artistically. The whole album has a clear, crisp sound, and a new sheen of consummate professionalism that really gives the songs a big boost. He's been compared to Elvis Costello, but I think Huey has a far more bitter, cynical sense of humor.” I started to ramble as I popped a CD in the player.
“Hey Halberstram.” I could tell Paul’s speech was beginning to slur. The drugs were taking effect.
“Yes Allen?”
“Why are there copies of the style section all over the place, d-do you have a dog? A little chow or something?”
“No, Allen.” I was in the kitchen at this point pulling on a raincoat. My ax was hidden behind the door frame.
“Is that a raincoat?” Allen laughed.
“ Yes it is! In '87, Huey released this, Fore, their most accomplished album. I think their undisputed masterpiece is "Hip to be Square", a song so catchy, most people probably don't listen to the lyrics. But they should, because it's not just about the pleasures of conformity, and the importance of trends, it's also a personal statement about the band itself,” I took the ax and walked up behind Allen. I raised it above my head, “Hey Paul!”
He looked behind him at me as the ax came crashing down into his face. Blood splattered all over my face and body.
“TRY TAKING Y/N ON A DATE NOW, YOU FUCKING STUPID BASTARD! YOU, FUCKING BASTARD!”
I caught my breath and regained my composure. I cleaned up the scene, took a shower, did my skin care, and went to bed.
Part 2??? I’ll probably do a part two. Sorry if it’s not entirely accurate yk, I need to rewatch the movie. If you have a request my inbox is open and as always the gif and divider are not mine.
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I enjoyed reading both Lewis and Kevin's POVs on this matter. I've always held the belief that Jos should distance himself from Max's career. While he may be the reason for Max's success, the things he had his little boy go to through to feed his ego and achieve his own dreams through him shouldn’t be all forgotten. Congratulations on your championship, Jos! Now, step back and let Max make his own decisions.
I sense that Lewis hinted at a similar sentiment in his article. It seems like he thinks just like many of us. This reaffirms that the one thing we will all agree on is our disapproval of Jos Verstappen and how he treated Max growing up.
I’m still glad that Max seems to be at peace, at least from the outside, with the whole thing about his dad. This shows that he didn’t let it break him but it fuelled him and shaped him to be the champion that he is today. But, i can’t help to think of that little boy with freezing hands trying to drive his cart. Or the same little boy left alone in that gas station and hate Jos more every time.
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i think, generally speaking, that jos' comment has blown up a little bit out of proportion. this man is not the most tactical man and has been impulsive before and it's not always worked out well. so, i don't understand why everyone's taking this as the biggest truth for max's career and not with a grain of salt.
alongside that, while jos may be max's dad, he is not max's manager. that's raymond vermeulen and always has been. so, sure, jos has influence, but i think ultimately max would listen to raymond more than jos.
so, yeah 'now step back and let max make his own decisions' jos is doing that. sure, jos is very involved and often at races, but he's not max's manager, hasn't been in at least a decade. he's got his opinions, but i'm sure, as lewis said in the article that you linked, that max is a grown adult and a champion who can make his own decisions.
and while i understand your mention of the stories max has told.... trauma works in weird ways. kids are incredibly resilient. when we hear stories like these we might go oh no! that's so traumatising! but... maybe it wasn't for max. not to say it's good, not at all! but maybe it didn't affect him as much since he knew no different and because he realised jos' greater goal and worked for that as well. either way, we know very little about max personally and how much these things have affected him. and we don't know if jos has a chokehold on max. i, personally, doubt it. i think max knows his father's role as being a father now, especially after max's first championship, and max can take his father's advice where he sees fit, and he can set it aside just as easily.
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I'm really enjoying A Stain! I was wondering if you could let us know some thoughts about Sebastian's perspective on Alex at the moment, because even though he's had a very low opinion of Alex, he still seems invested - checking up on him after the stiches, hanging out at Community Centre, being protective about his low pay. Is it guilt from his treatment of Alex after hearing Harvey at the funeral, fascination at the ways Alex has changed from HS, or a sense of responsibility from looking after Alex when he was attacked? (or a mix?) Is he developing an attraction to Alex at all? He clearly doesn't trust Alex and flips to being very cutting very quickly, and still sees himself as a bit of a victim to HS Alex without seeming to consider the impact of his own actions towards him. We can infer a lot from Alex's POV and Sebastian's reactions, but I'd love to hear any further thoughts you have on Sebastian as I think your thoughts are always very interesting and insightful on character psychology (if you're happy to share!). I'm loving the updates and looking forward to seeing how the story and relationship develop!
Hi hi anon,
I don't want to go into too much detail (I say...before launching into an epic amount of detail) because I want folks to learn more about Sebastian as the story goes on, but I will say that...
(Actually some of this stuff will sound a little Sebastian critical re: the story, so for people who just want to imagine that Sebastian feels all soft and guilty and concerned and just sometimes is really defensive, don't read below the Read More, lmao)
There's definitely an appeal to Sebastian in holding a certain amount of power over an old bully, after going through a divorce and experiencing other moments of powerlessness in his life. It's one of the reasons he still very much identifies Alex as being a bully (and keeps expecting it) and it's also why he's so quick to turn on a dime and become quite cutting.
I think beneath that, there are growing emotions of concern, alongside curiosity, re: the kind of person that Alex is. He definitely got invested in Alex's life not specifically because Alex got injured, but because Alex got injured by Martingale, which gave Sebastian a chance to kind of yell at his ex-husband, which he really wanted to do and hasn't really done otherwise lmao. Sebastian has motivations here that aren't entirely to do with Alex, and are also very connected to his history with Martingale, his need to re-establish himself as a powerful and secure figure in Stardew Valley (he is, right now, probably one of the top 3 most affluent people in the town, second to only Martingale and Mayor Lewis, and his coming back to Pelican Town was very much a 'fuck you, other people can achieve shit too' kind of moment, alongside genuinely missing aspects of the landscape and the mountain lake specifically).
It's tempting to interpret all of Sebastian's feelings and actions towards Alex as being a result of...well, Alex as he is now. But Sebastian's motivations re: Alex have been also very strongly influenced by Martingale's behaviours towards him, and Alex's bullying of him in the past, and frankly, Sebastian's inability to see himself or accurately situate himself in the context of being Alex's bully (both in the past and tbh, sometimes currently).
There is definitely increased attention towards present Alex, but it's come more as an afterthought. The thing he was most shaken by, that he continuously and conveniently forgets, is that Alex supported his grandparents on his own, without any help, for a long time. And he's frequently then shaken by Alex's general attitude towards himself, but he's making a lot of misfires and is miscommunicating a lot partly because it's very tempting to for him to see this as 'Alex once lorded it over me and now he's just some guy and I get to actually help him for once and have power over him and I don't even have to be a dickhead about it' lol.
I don't see Sebastian as a guy with high emotional intelligence - or it's more like...very intermittent emotional intelligence, he can be caring, but he sort of has to click into it, vs. it being there all the time. He's got a huge chip on his shoulder re: Demetrius and Martingale, and he's absolutely not worked through it and definitely slips into using Alex as a target for his issues. Sebastian has anger issues, he's a workaholic, and he has some growing to do as a person.
I don't think Sebastian feels responsible for him, tbh, I think he made that pretty clear when he dragged Alex to Martingale's against his will and against his consent, to make Martingale take responsibility for him. And after that, Sebastian was still completely reamed out by Harvey for literally putting his own needs before Alex's health. Sebastian acted in an extraordinarily selfish manner, in some ways, he got to show off his home and his amazing skills to Alex (who was actually in awe of Sebastian's home and his skills lmao), yell at his ex for being a douche balloon, show off his awesome fighting skills (which made Alex feel small and inadequate - there was definitely an uglier element of 'what have you done with yourself, Alex, when I can do this??'), and then basically go home and think about what he'd done.
I think after all of that he visited Alex more partly out of guilt, yeah, lmao. Harvey tearing him a new one definitely helped on the whole 'Alex is a human person with real feelings and not just a teenage bully who you get to show off to and use as a stand in for dealing with your real issues.'
But even his 'Mayor Lewis should be paying you more' didn't translate to him offering Alex the job, in fact he didn't want Alex to take the job. It was clearly a surprise to him that Alex suggested it, and he literally says 'you can't be my cleaner.' He thinks it over after that, but his first reaction isn't one of 'this would solve both of our problems.'
I think folks want to hear that Sebastian's really invested in Alex, but I honestly think that's still happening, and still growing within the narrative. I think it will become a lot more obvious once Sebastian becomes invested, though it's coming soon, it will still be through Sebastian's anger at other people (Martingale, Mayor Lewis, his family, etc.) Sebastian's slowness re: attaching to Alex was one of the reasons I needed to get Alex into Sebastian's house more often!
Also while I do think Sebastian objectively thinks Alex is attractive, he doesn't find Alex personally attractive. He's got the ability to go 'yeah I can see what other people see in him, but he's not for me.' He's blanked Alex as a possible sexual object / fantasy because of Alex's actions growing up, and the assumption that Alex is just an extreme homophobe and it's generally not good practice to like...cultivate attraction to your bullies and homophobes in your life, y'know? (Some people do, but most people if they feel it happen are like 'NOPE not gonna do tHAT.')
Alex's love is genuinely unrequited in the beginning of this story for that reason.
But yeah, like, there is some guilt in there for sure, and some concern, but I find it really interesting looking at Sebastian through the lens of 'he has something to prove in this town that he still hates for essentially fucking up a lot of his life,' and I find it really interesting that Alex is the safest target for Sebastian's anger at Demetrius and Martingale in particular. Sebastian's not super assertive (even within the game), because his parent/s have ignored his boundaries all his life around work, and he's faded into the background even as someone who lived in the basement of his own home and who was clearly overshadowed by Demetrius and his love and clear favouritism re: Maru.
So... you basically have two not assertive boys who grew up bullying each other because they both saw each other as safe targets. But Sebastian was the worse bully, and now is someone who sees himself as a victim not just of Alex's, but also Martingale's (to a point, that's complicated), Demetrius' and the town in general. I think it's going to be very satisfying at least personally when Sebastian realises he can be an absolute dickhead as much as anyone else, lol.
Er yeah, so... lots of rambling anon! The tl;dr of it all is that some of Sebastian's behaviours towards Alex are not wholly and sometimes not even mostly because of thoughts about Alex specifically. That's why there's been so much inconsistency between concern, guilt, compassion, bullying, meanness, spite, and more!
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el-ly-sha-give-no-f · 2 years
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Crash on a rookie year
Author note: okay this is it after my second time writing this, still pissed off actually, IYKYK, right, this is my first fic that is not requested by anyone, so I don't give you permission to repost on Wattpad, AO3 e.t.c, sorry for the delay, I hope you guys enjoy reading this if anything in this fic that sounds stupid and doesn't make sense, just ignore it because I can't imagine what happens if it's in real life, I replace Lando with the reader and I made Zak little bit of bad guy, no offence though! thank you!!! <3 love ya and stay safe.
heavy angst and fluff at the end
TW: car crash! smoke! hospitals! ambulance!
PAIR: F1 x McLaren!Reader
WORDS: as usual, I don't know but quite long.
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Monaco. One of the most hardcore and challenging circuit for me. Indeed. being the first female that joins the modern F1 world is hectic, Sexism and Body shaming are everywhere and anywhere. But you need to be just smart and ignore it.
currently, all the drivers are on the grid.
"hello y/n, radio check, did you hear me?" I heard my team race engineer voice, asking and checking the radio system.
"yup loud and clear Tom" I reply
"Great, are you okay? Is there any wrong with the car or anything ? we still have time to fix it"
"Nothing, all good as usual it's lovely, but my helmet clip kinda loose but I can live with it," I told him
"Okay do your best for team y/n, Daniel made a bet, if you get high position than him, he treats us a drink" we both laugh at Daniel's bet.
"deal, we'll get the drink everybody, and podium too" I fling back.
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RACE START!
AUDIENCE POV
"Monaco everybody! The race just starts as you can see on your screen. Hamilton on the front, OH! there she is! our McLaren driver, she shines like a star everybody! from P4 to P2! she just did the double overtakes cars just like that, the last time we saw someone did like this is Sebastian Vattel, this woman is crazy, let's see who's is the driver that she passed. Her success to cut Charles Leclerc and Pierre Gasly while her teammate is behind her which makes both of them on top three! its a good start for McLaren"
"currently position is, Hamilton P1, Y/LN P2 and Ricciardo P3"
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"y/n, P2 Y/N, you both did a fantastic job, hope you guys can hold this position till we give you a green light to cut Mr Hamilton that in front of you" ask Tom.
"HeHe, Not a problem sir, I hold your words!" I return happily
"Good! By the way, Daniel said you are crazy, good job y/n"
"I am and he too! thanks to you guys" I fling my words back to him before focussing on the track again.
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"y/n, you're 6 second behind Hamilton, do you think you can move from P2 to P1?"
"I think I can manage with that Tom" I response
"Okay go ahead, it's a green light from us and Zak too, he said you can do it, but Y/n do it carefully" Tom declare
"awh you care about me Tom" I joke
"Heh, Silly you y/n of course! now go shines again"
"yup looks like P1 gonna be ours this time" The feeling of exited makes me more confident to move in front of Lewis, while people at the paddock waiting for me passionately hoping I can do it. My heart starts to pound.
"Let's see, Lewis" I mumble before starting to drive to the right side of his car. My foot started to press the pedal harder to increase the speed, Im was halfway through his car. This is it, my first podium.
Mine exited only happen for a second when suddenly our Sir Lewis Hamilton start defending his current position by moving to the right side by means where im currently on, which makes our car tyres touch with each other. I try to not exaggerate this accident by turning my car to the left side but fail.
"for fuck sake Lewis"
"my tyre"
im mumble before trying to stabilize my car but again fail, my head begins to spin same goes for my car that currently spinning 360°. Well, didn't expect my car to turn upside down over and over again until it stop which is the result that made me crash into the barrier and upside down.
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AUDIENCE POV
"oh, no looks like something bad just happened, our McLaren driver y/n y/l/n crash! seems like its a very heavy crash"
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I can't hear anything except Tom's "robotic" voice echo through my earpiece.
"oh god" I groan
"y/n....y/n, swi-tc-h...o-ff...th-e ca-r"
"I can't, im upside down, and my helmet is gone, need help here" I just inform them even though I know they can't hear me
I start to smell smoke when I start to look around, I see smoke starting to wash over my car instead of Monaco's fresh air.
I look down and see some red liquid dropping on the crushed rock below my head, I suspect it is the blood that comes out of my body but I look again if I mistake it with my car oil, but what kind of oil is red.
"I think Im bleeding" hoping Tom hearing me
-----just a little tiny time skip-----
For almost 2 minutes I've been upside down, still never heard a safety car or medical team sirens yet, my head starts to fill dizzy due to the upside-down situation, I've discovered where the blood coming from.
it's from the wound on my head. I think it's because my helmet has gone while I turn upside down over and over again.
slowly body slowly become numb and my eyes slowly close.
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AUDIENCE POV
"is y/n out of her car? is it a red flag? if its a red flag, we going to start this race over again, got to rid all of the debries from the track, let's see y/n and Lewis crash recap"
RECAP
"due to y/n crash place that is quite far from where safety car and medical team at, it's going to take some time to get her out of the car, we just got an info that the race is going to start over again, its a red flag"
"oh, there we go, as we can see right now y/n teammate, Daniel Ricciardo itself, running to y/n car and switching off her car, is it off? yes? Daniel Ricciardo's success to turn it off everybody"
camera showing from afar that Daniel sign a thumb down to the medical team that had just arrived but was far away from the scene and Daniel screamed telling them to come over and help.
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DANIEL POV
As I saw y/n and Lewis collide with each other, the only thing that I thought is how is she and if it was just me right now on the track? y/n has been my best friend since forever, it makes me scared when I saw her crash in front of my eyes.
I had time to dodge them and saw Lewis back on track.
"fuck is she okay? awake?" I ask Tom's concern
"We don't know, we can't get a response from her and we disconnect from her radio system" Tom answers
"God y/n, did you guys send the medical team? is it a red flag"
"Yeah, but its kinda late for them to arrive to y/n place quite far away and nope, not yet"
I take a quick breath
"oh fuck it" I swear before safely making a U-turn not to crash another driver, and drive to where y/n car crashed.
"Daniel, what are you doing?"
this time is not Tom asking, it's Zak Brown itself asking. AS I CARE!
when I arrive the first thing see is her crashed wreaked badly and I can see the smoke surrounding her car, when I got out of my car I quickly sprint to her and crouch down to switch her car off. I feel something dripping on my hand until I look up and see y/n head bleeding.
"Daniel I ask you again what are you doing?! let her be! the medical team will arrive, and it's not even a red flag!" I heard Zak screaming through my earpiece.
"YET!, im saving somebody's daughter and my best friend, she's bleeding!" I reply, Im in a squat position, trying to unbelt her seatbelt and hold her by her stomach, so as to not make her fall, after how minutes of trying cause her seatbelt is stuck, I realize it's impossible to get her out from small space, I try and suddenly Y/n start to wake up.
"Hey hey! Y/n, listen to me, Im trying to get you out from here, and I want you not to panic okay?" I ask her and all she can give me is a nod in confusion.
"Great, so here is what we're gonna do, I need you to get out of this car, and get out through this small space, can you do that for me I hold you okay? get your head out first"
As Y/n slowly do what I ask her to do, her back already touches the crushed rock on the ground Im trying to shield her head from the small rocks.
Gratefully, she succeeded to get out of her car, as we were both a bit far away from the car, I started to carry her over my shoulder and run to the Medical team that bring a stretcher toward us as we get closer I lay her back on the stretcher, and the Medical team carry her inside the ambulance.
"you still told me to continue the race and just hoping the medical team to arrive and get her out of the car? she could have been dead, you don't know shit about her condition! eh, Zak?"
all I can hear is Zak groan.
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AUDIENCE POV
" Daniel Ricciardo her teammate carrying y/n body out from her car, when I said it's a red flag everybody, it is a bad crash, we can see y/n is bleeding right now, let's see some of drivers reaction to this incident right now"
(imagine their reaction cause I can't find shit)
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I don't know what happened after I got into the ambulance, I guess I passed out. I can feel im lying on a bed right now, definitely not my hotel bed, cause this one feels uncomfortable.
I try to open my eyes but fail, I blinded by the light for a moment. I try again and again till my eyes fully open, I feel someone holding my left hand, and as I turn my head to the left, I see Daniel my life best friend is sleeping while his head on the bed.
I smile, now im remember he saved my life and gets me out of my car, and carry me to the medical team. God Daniel.
I let him sleep a little more, I let him rest.
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Daniel has been helping me a lot when im in hospital, Lewis and Toto came and pay me a visit, they apologise for what happened, and I just said this all is not their fault, its nobody's fault, obviously, they glad that im okay, but Zak kinda not happy with Dan and im definitely gonna defend him(Daniel), that old man I swear to god.
Right now Dan talking to me while I look at me and I thought, I surely gonna tell my kids one day about this........
our kids.
YEYHEHEHHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHI plot twist mathafacka, oh my gad im glad this time my laptop is not turning off, so what did you guys think? is it good? is it too nonsense? Comment please and I try to do my best in the future! thanks for reading my first fic! I love you guys, thank you and stay safe <3
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g-xix · 5 months
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Ummm so I’m just watching the sidemen expensive team’s movie and in the scene where JJ is telling Tobi who’s on the naughty list, they say “Lewis, Harry, Sasha!” “She a sket!” And I’m liiiiiikeee 🤨
LITERALLYYYYYY
Like, watching that was such a 🙄stfu ur not funny🙄
Bc in every possible sense it's j not hahafunnyhaha
-Obvi im a little bit feminist - so obviously it's just blatantly fucking jarring seeing blud slut-shaming -litr the one girl in the list?? i've heard the opinion that "men kinda only see women as objects n items" but honestly the more i think ab it the more i see it around - like, why is it that the one woman on the list, the one thing he can think of her doing to get onto the list is being a sket??? -Even from the pov of an adolescent boy who probably likes a bit of morally ambiguous misogyny.... It just isn't funny. Is he stuck in 2017, still using the word sket?
Gah, im starting to like JJ more and more, but when he pulls this dumb shit up where he tries to go back to being his own 'funny' self from whatever 2017-2020 period it j makes me cringe
i feel like he has no grasp on how to be a YouTube influencer anymore now that his identity and brand is like CONSTANTLY overshadowed by PR and industry pressure from shit like PRIME, Misfits boxing, his own boxing stuff...
but yeah. bit weird to hear casual slut-shaming from a guy in his thirties that's still trying to be cool.
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darius martin x female reader? darius proposes to the reader in the ring with the help of the lads & julia hart
The One For Me
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Darius Martin x f/Reader
Main Masterlist ♡ AEW Masterlist ♡ Darius Martin Masterlist
Just like all my other stories, this has not been proofread, but please enjoy.
Warnings: Some swearing.
Gifs & photos do not belong to me. 1st gif @junglehooks 2nd gif and 3rd gif @sethfknrollins
WC: 1155
Summary: Darius Martin proposes to his girlfriend, with the help from their friends.
YN'S POV
I have no idea what the hell is going on with Darius lately, but he is starting to worry me.
It all started about two months ago. We were out shopping, and we were walking past a jewellery store.
I practically dragged him into the store, wanting to find the perfect charm to add to Julia's charm bracelet.
We both have charm bracelets, and we like to buy little charms in each city we visit for one another.
As I was standing there, looking at the little charms, trying to remember which ones she had, something caught my eye.
It was a ring, and not just any ring, but the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.
I walked towards the display case in a daze, abandoning the whole reason why I even walked into this store in the first place.
A sales woman came up to me, and we talked, her asking if we were looking at anything in particular.
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"No, just looking around." I said.
"Well, just let me know if you need anything. I am more than happy to help."
We left the store a bit later, and ever since that day, Darius has been acting strange.
He has become almost secretive. Always on his phone or hiding his phone screen from me.
He always told me who he was talking to, even if it was a telemarketer or a family member, but now all he says is, "No one."
I even asked his brother what the hell was going on with him, and Dante wasn't any help either.
No one would tell me what was going on. Not Dante, not Anthony, and well, Tyler just pulled his whole 'Hook' persona and just stared at me blankly while eating a bag of chips.
Now I am here, standing at the side of the ring, cheering for Dante and Darius as they had their match against the House of Black. I'm trying to pretend that my whole life isn't falling apart.
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DARIUS MARTIN'S POV
The ring felt heavy in my hand as I handed it to Tyler Andretti. "You good man?" Anthony asked me as he could see how nervous I was.
"I can't believe I am going to ask her to marry me. What if she says no? What if she thinks I am rushing it?"
My brother snorted at that. "YN will never say no. She pretty much calls you here, husband anyways, and rushing it? You have been together since you were both 16 years old." Dante said to me as he placed his hands on my shoulders, trying to calm me down.
"But what if she doesn't like how I am going to propose?" I was nervous about that.
"You know you are talking about the same woman who literally went on stage at her own 16th birthday party and asked you out, right? This just makes sense. You two have always been flashy."
I calmed down enough as Dante finished speaking. He was right.
"Besides, you should do it tonight. She already thinks you are acting strange. May as well put her mind at ease." Ty said from the side, pulling his hood down.
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The match came to an end, and the House of Black won. They were announced as the winners, and then the arena went Black.
At this point, YN was completely in the dark, having no idea about any of this.
I hid under the ring, waiting for my cue.
I smiled as our song could be heard throughout the arena.
I could hear the crowd muttering clearly confused.
Step one is complete. Ty set it all up. The first song we ever danced to became our song. Bleeding Love blared through the speakers.
Now I just have to wait for the music to stop playing.
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YN'S POV
What the hell is going on?
The lights were turned off, and is that Bleeding Love playing?
I felt someone throw me over their shoulder, and I screamed and started to hit their back, demanding I be put down.
The person and I didn't go far, and as I was placed down, I realised I was standing in the middle of the ring.
The lights came on, and I blinked, trying to adjust to them once more.
I wasn't alone in the ring.
Tyler, Dante, Julia, and Athony were there.
I looked around, confused at the four of them. Then the music stopped, and I heard the gasps from the crowd.
"YN, look down," Julia said, and I looked down until my eyes landed on Darius. Then Ty stood next to him and handed him a mic before the both of them got into the ring.
"Now I need everyone to be quiet, just for a few moments, okay? I have to ask YN a very serious question." Darius said as he addressed the crowd.
Once the crowd was silent, he turned to me, and it finally dawned on me what was happening.
"YN, it still fascinates me how far we have come. From all the difficult situations we’ve been through, now we’re here. For example, I remember when we were 17 years old and we broke up for the first and only time. It was during tornado season, and it was a bad one. The warning went off, and my family and I went for shelter, but the whole damn time I was thinking about you. I was wondering if you were okay or not. The moment I saw you running down my street, crashing into me and making the two of us almost topple over, I knew I couldn't spend another moment without you by my side.
With all the good times and hardships we’ve been through, one thing remains the same – you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with."
He was now on one knee, looking up at me. I was waiting for him to say those four simple words.
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"Will you marry him?"
I was startled when I heard our friends ask instead of him, but I couldn't stop the tears from finally falling.
"Yes." I choked out.
I didn't even get a chance to look at the ring before he put it on, and stood up and kissed me.
The crowd went wild, as did Ty, Dante, Tyler, Anthony, and Julia.
Julia came rushing over and pulled me into a hug, practically screaming with excitement. The rest of AEW came out and started to clap and holler at us.
I finally looked at my ring, and I gasped. It was the same one from the jewellery store.
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I looked at Darius, and he just gave me a sly smile. "So this is why you have been acting strange, Darius." It wasn't a question, just a fact.
"Wanted it to be perfect for you. You deserve nothing less than perfect baby girl."
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sunskate · 8 months
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nebelhorn fd---
i don't think Lilah and Lewis's Rocky program is a dance, really. the music is like a cue that symbolizes success or winning, not like they're listening and expressing the music itself. they're miming a story, which makes it more like a soundtrack, doing elements with the music playing. does the Rocky theme, Gonna Fly Now make you want to dance? this just has no substance for me
i can appreciate that they work hard, that they've improved in some ways, that they're savvy about presentation, but being rewarded with up to 9.5 in skating skills and 9.5! in composition for this program when there are teams putting real emotion and beauty, both in a dance and skating sense, on the ice just makes me queasy. sorry, i don't like being so negative, but i don't think i've ever felt this negatively about a program before
for a positive, the brand new Swedish team, Ruitan/Majorov, did so well - he's an Olympic singles skater who just switched to dance, she's only 17, and they've been training together since May. he has a ballroom flair, their programs are fun
the German team, Janse van Rensburg/Steffan- this tango works well for them - hopefully someone will put the video up. the lifts were really good. (they're a team who sometimes sorely need costume help, but this fd was fine) and all the skaters should get to bring their cocker spaniels to the kiss and cry ☺️
i really like this program for Turkkila/Versluis - it feels contemporary and kind of fresh and clean in the vocabulary of shapes and arm movements throughout but still keeps what's willowy and balletic about them
Reed/Ambrulevicius-- both their programs this year are so good- they always have their own pov, a different vibe from everyone else. i’m not sure what the hand gestures at the start are about, but i like how this FD evolves throughout, and there are these great little moments choreographed to hit on accents in the music like the transition to the spin. different costumes and hair would really add visually to this program - they need packaging that's better than ok, because what they're putting on the ice is better than that
CPom skated really well here - they got level 4s for lifts, twizzles, spin, level 2+3 for the one foot, 3+2 for the circular step - they came close to maxing their base value (considering you almost never see level 4 on steps). so the score being good but not great means the GOE and PCS were meh. i think that's why Scott was frowny in the kiss and cry and staring at the screen after the score, if i had to guess
by contrast, T/V left points on the table and still scored higher than CPom in the FD. i don’t want to see judges pushing their teams more than they deserve, but the US judge gave CPom 7.75 in skating skills, for instance, which seems like less than they deserve
this program is growing, though- both step sequences are beautiful- starting with the circular step, where you notice their speed, the program really builds to the end until the choreo slide releases the tension. i love the first spin position and how the music kind of swoons then. there are so many musical details and strong points in this program, i think it's their best yet. there were small moments where they weren't in control - like right at the start of the program, when Christina goes into a lunge, her front foot wobbled. or Anthony at the end of the 1st curve lift didn't look steady on one foot - i don't know if that gives judges reason to be iffy. but it's weird wondering if small instabilities account for the ok scores when they're so strong in much larger ways
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