#im rambling

[pininghost]

I am multi posting today but I CANNOT TAKE IT DUNMESH BRAINROT IS INSANE but like there's this song in my native language that is so labru but no translation does it justice.... but if I had to translate a snippet of it myself..it's something like this??

Unfortunately / You're the only one worth being proud of / You're the only one I could rely on / In the midst of all the pain, I will always wait for you

Are you great enough for me to be proud of? / Are you strong enough for me to rely on? / Are you ready to assure me when I'm in doubt?

'Unfortunately' doesn't hit as hard as the actual word (celakanya) but it's still so funny and so them I can't take it I need to be sedated

#dungeon meshi #labru #im rambling #dont look at this

[squidokja]

Hnk has ended 😭😭

#Hnk #houseki no kuni #hnk 108 #hnk is over I CANT DO THIS #ichikawa thank you #thank you phos #phosphophyllite #my love #im rambling #no one knows this masterpiece please understand #nah its over 😭😭😭 #cant do this

[starrynyx]

i wanna talk about this portrayal of sally jackson and how it feels notably younger than the 2010 movie or even the musical. obviously her age is never explicitly stated there or in the books, but mama was sitting on the fire escape in the rain listening to olivia rodrigo and thinking about her ex. she's giving big 30-something millennial energy and i think that's so important in the context of HER story as a young mother alone in the world just trying her best. i think percy paints her as this angelic, caring, gentle presence that can do no wrong but the pov shift in the show lets us see her rougher edges, the places where she wasn't always perfect. and maybe im reading too far into this but if you reframe her and percy's relationship within the context of her being that young, of them reaching this quasi-gillmore girls space of "you are my baby but you're also my best friend and all i have in this world" idk it just feels a lot deeper somehow, like they're giving sally more dimension and development earlier on and i'm so excited to see her arc progress in future seasons

#im rambling #but as someone who had a teen mom and read those books when i was 12 and my mom was 30 #i had a MUCH different relationship with her than my friends had with their moms #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians

[bladesmitten]

wyll insists that it's HIS choice to make the pact and to leave the city. bc owning it as his choice means he can rationalize some sort of control over it. acknowledging it as anything else would mean that he was forced into it. that it's not actually his fault. that it's mizora's fault (which he does acknowledge) but more importantly that his father did him wrong. and that idea just Does Not Compute. so. rather than realizing and accepting that his father is human and made mistakes and hurt him, wyll would rather just take all the blame and make it his choice.

and being on the road constantly fighting battles meant he probably never had to sit down and think about the Implications of what happened to him. add the fact that he literally could not speak the truth for seven whole years. he had to fill in the gaps. more and more rationalizing to make it make sense to others and to himself. it's free emotional repression

#.txt #im rambling #ok good night for real #bg3 spoilers #one day he might have his own kids and it'll hit him all at once. and it's gonna hurt like a bitch #*

[reagan7200]

i think regressing to your middle school self in college should be more normalized. im meant to be listen to mcr and playing undertale while neglecting my finals!

#undertale #mcr #nastolgia #my chemical romance #middle school #college #dan and phil #daniel howell #phil lester #using tumblr as my diary again #oopsie #im rambling #finals week #finalseason #university

[serenedash]

kill them with kindness? WRONG. illustrated kairi EX medal

#said this in the khuxdr server about khux haters #dont care didnt ask + L + ratio + supernova #khux #im rambling #meme

[redacted-cryptid]

I’m just thinking about how satisfying it was to have a kids show say “no, you aren’t as bad as the villain even though you may have done similar things because it’s not just about what you do but why you do them” For King’s dad to tell Luz that they are different from Belos because they were acting out of love and care versus his pure hate is such a nice change of pace in a kids show? The actions were still recognized as harmful, but there was recognition of intent and a grey area in why we do the things we do. Idk i’m sure if i took the time to sit down and think through my thoughts I could say plenty more about how this speaks to different schools of ethical thought and why many argue that it is not just the result of actions but the intent of the actions. but also how intent does not make the harm disappear. and the importance of recognizing the nuance and circumstance of individual acts rather than trying to apply a generic formula to judge how ethical a given thing is.

#im rambling #toh #the owl house #spoilers #watching and dreaming #it speaks

[spilledkaleidoscope]

"neurospicy" reeks to me a bit like those articles etc that are like YOUR ADHD SUPERPOWER!!!

and sure, if you can be positive about that stuff that's fine, but it kinda. diminishes what it actually *does*?

With depression at least there's not many people going "you know that there is studies that people with depression are better at decision making". Here it's understood that it SUCKS, even if people often can't really conceptualize the extend of it ("I get sad too! You should try yoga that helps me").

With ADHD, there seems to be this idea that it makes you REALLY GOOD at some things? Or is kinda. quirky and fun behavior overall? Either people think it's not real or that it means you are a bit more distractable and spontaneous, kinda... manic pixie dream girl ish, when for me the reality of it is that 1. everything is hard and 2. I can't build habits to help me with it and that this is 3. exhausting as fuck.

Like sure, I can get a ton of stuff done in a blind panic, but I manouver myself into situations where I HAVE TO so frequently? It's not a power its. the consequence of my actions

#im rambling

[yiifune]

hi guys sorry i havent posted in awhile i was REALLY EXTREMELY BUSY!!!!! (slept 18 hours a day the entire month)

i wanted to say thanks for 200+ followers on twitter and 100+ here on tumblr :3,,, it means a lot i read every single comment / reblog i get and they all mean the world to me so ty!!!!

#project sekai #myart #prsk fa #yiifuneart #project sekai fanart #prsk #prsk art #leo need #honasaki #honami mochizuki #mochizuki honami #saki tenma #tenma saki #prsk gl #GIRLS and they are IN LOVE!!!! #valentines honasaki can anybody hear me im at the bottom of a well #Saki go ten seconds without flirting with your bandmates challenge GO!!!!!!!! #im rambling #i love drawing girls floating in a void. where are they? idfk. what r they doing? KISSING!!!!!

[shit-talker]

I feel like people dont lean into just how complicated dick and jasons relationship could and should be.

Give me these two boys who were thrown together, who didn't really fit together or get along, whose age gap was just a little too big for them to fully understand each other when they met, forced into this role of brothers even when they didnt feel that way.

Give me a young jason todd, so confused and annoyed that the guy who's supposed to be his big brother, his mentor won't even come home once a week to have dinner, who doesn't talk to him, and ignores everything he does.

Give me a hurt dick grayson, who is so angry with bruce and pissed off at the idea of being replaced that he just cant look at his new brother, even though he doesn't blame him.

Give me a dick grayson who never fully saw jason todd as his brother until it was too late.

#jason todd #dick grayson #batfam #nightwing #red hood #robin #two halves of one whole thrown together and called brothers #dick doesnt see jason as his brother until hes gone and that leaves him with this huge amount of regret #and so when tim comes along dick feels this need to compensate for what he didnt do with jason #and thats where the figure of older brother dick who is kind of overbearing comes from #its because he didnt do that with jason and look what happened #and thats a huge part of the anger jason feels when he comes back to gotham #the mentality of 'why wasnt i good enough for that. what does this kid have that i didnt. why does he get what i deserved' #im rambling #i just love them so much #batfamily #batbrothers #batman #a death in the family

[whatafuckerybro]

One my favorite things about this episode was Stede Fucking Bonnet.

He went back, technically, in his character arc. He went from being The Gentleman Pirate, Ned's killer, the toast of the town, to... Stede. Our Stede. The one who is already adequate. The one that is enough. A bit cringe, seeking words of affirmation. He is not the best fighter, but he will put himself in danger to help the woman who just humiliated him. He is going to be in charge of the outfits and come up with cool names. He is the glue, the captain that doesn't treat you like an employee and tells you you have a lovely name.

That's Stede Bonnet. He is silly and bad at many things, but he brings the pirates together, he is brave, he is kind, even while being a bit of a cunt. He went back to being himself but better, he learned. Now, he is not afraid to kill but would rather talk. He knows Ed loves him, that "the house" is messed up but has good bones, a good foundation.

He is not over everything, but he's much more stable in his own identity. I'm so glad we got to see him again.

#ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2 #stede bonnet #can you tell i love stede with my whole fucking heart? #also the relationship is definitely not stable at the moment they need to work a lot #but i think that's what they tried to tell us with the whole fixing the house thing #it needs time and work and love #but it's important that they both know they love each other now #im rambling #our flag means death #ofmd spoilers

[prof-peach]

thoughts on hisui

I just need to verbalise

---------- I can't unsee a moment in the comic where Peach is running for her life, like, literally pegging it as fast and as far as she can go, barely dodging, even being clipped by attacks being fired off by something VERY persistent.

Her mind tracks back in the chaos of the moment to Plum, they would go running, it was always such a chore for Peach but she joined in to humour her, even though she wasnt built for that, and she'd hear Plum nag her that sometimes running away is your only option, fighting everything will get her hurt, or worse killed. Greys there saying his gears good, really good! But it can't block it all, and that Plum is right.

Peach should have listened to them, should have run more, built up her endurance to long distance sprinting, Plum always outran her on flat terrain, and here she was, once again nearly being outrun by something, no gear, no protection.

When she finally gets away, whatever luck falls upon her to escape in sort of one piece, she starts running every morning. plum was right. Grey was right. sometimes running is the only option. She could stand to learn that a little better.

This gives a glimpse into the things shes missing the most, confronted with her loved ones not being there, them being right and her accepting that now, the fear of dying in the past and not seeing them again. She can't let that happen.

Readers will get a rare peak at behind the veil, why fighting so hard has a purpose for her.

Eventually Rei joins in with her running every morning with her pokemon, he's like Plum, has a nack for it, long legs, and it takes him little time to gain the stamina, overtakes peach in a flat race after 4 months. She looks at him ahead of her on the trail they run, he'd looking back laughing, joyous, and she sees Plum and Grey in him.

Rei's warm and jolly like Grey, and cocky and speedy like Plum. It's a weird realisation that Peach's pulled someone so similar into her orbit.

It's that moment that she realises exactly why she'd kill for the kid.

#im rambling #but im slowly thinking #about how to make this story emotional and exciting #along with informative and beautiful #its a fine line to walk #and rei will always be the one to bring our professor back to the right path #prof.peach #PLE #pokemon legends electus

[vesta-knows-besta]

just learned about a drinking vessel with the homeric hymn to dionysus painted on the inside so that as you drink (i.e. enter a changed state!!), you start to see visions of the pirates turned into dolphins until you finish the wine, wherien dionysus himself appears. like holyyy shitttt

literally so much to discuss regarding the art form itself tying into the act of worshipp holy shittt

#tagamemnon #dionysus #im rambling

[monorayjak]

How do I get others to understand I'm not trans because I enjoy extensive femininity. I'm not trans because I absolutely abhor masculinity (I mean, don't get me wrong, not a fan of it, but its just a part of life, know what I mean?). I'm not trans because I need to feel special or have special treatment. I'm not trans because I think I'll look better as a girl. I'm not trans because I'm bi. I'm trans... because when I look deep inside and I think of myself as a man I feel like dying, and when I think of myself as a woman I feel like life is worth living. I'm trans because I'm more comfortable thinking of myself and being seen as a girl. I'm trans because I feel more at home in the "roles" women exist in on this world. I'm trans because I do prefer femininity to masculinity, even if I'm not extreme in that preference. I'm trans because I feel at home when I can be a woman. I'm trans because I want to live a life worth living, and for me, that means being who I want to be; and who I want to be is Madison.

#lgbtq #gender queer #queer #transgender #lgbt+ #transfem #trans #mtf trans #protect trans kids #mtf transition #traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns #traa #transfeminine #trans woman #im rambling #i just needed an outlet #honestly #it's getting hard to hide #but it's scary to consider being honest and open #I mean I live in the bible belt for fucks sake #I just #i just want to be happy #i just want to be a girl #is that too much to ask #am i asking for too much? #thoughts #emotions #existence #life #femininity

[serenedash]

We as a society moved on too quickly from darklings. Like that was fucked up

#LIKE. COME ON GUYS COME ON #sorry everyone is onto khml but Im still stuck in pre war daybreak town #khux #khx #kingdom hearts #im rambling

[marylily-my-beloved]

"ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? CAN WE BE FRIENDS??" but it's Sirius to Remus after the prank.... but it's Bellatrix to Narcissa after she tortures Alice... But it's Regulus to Sirius after he runs away..... but it's Peter to all the marauders in the afterlife.... but it's Mary to Lily after she marries James.... but it's Andromeda to Narcissa and Bellatrix after she runs away.......

#im rambling #these thoughts happen so often #marylily #jily #nobleflower #black sisters #the black brothers #wolfstar #the marauders #gay dead wizards #gay dead witches #peter pettigrew #remus lupin #sirius black #james fleamont potter #lily evens #mary mcdonald #alice fortescue #alice longbottom #bellatrix lestrange #narcissa black #andromeda black #dont mind me guys #thinking them thoughts