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crow-in-a-teapot · 3 years

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tower of nero spoilers

i have just finished the tower of nero. and before i go searching for other people’s thoughts and art and more of the characters i love so much, i want to write down some of my own thoughts because i know as soon as i delve into that ‘ton spoilers’ hashtag there are going to be complaints and criticisms and so much that i don’t want to hear, or essays that’ll make me upset, or things that’ll change my perception on the book (because on this website people really love to hate the trials of apollo).

i want to start with: i loved it. it didn’t feel earth-shattering or huge and momentous like some of my favourite riordanverse books (house of hades, the blood of olympus, the last olympian and maybe some of the magnus chase books take those pedestals for me) but it was satisfying. and i think it was satisfying because it in no way felt like an ending. whether because eventually rick will write that will-and-nico-go-through-tartarus-and-save-bob novella, or because we (or at least i) will continue writing and imagining and creating for this world i don’t know. he didn’t wrap up the story in a perfect little bow like ‘nineteen years later’, he simply put it on pause. gave us a glimpse of where every character was at at the end.

the only thing that makes me so angry and upset is that i did manage to get some spoilers for moments that i know would have been so good to experience for the first time if i hadn’t been spoiled for them. the moment where rachel mentions penguins in a mansion near her house, nico getting mental health advice from mr d, the fact that will and nico were going to be in the book for so much of the story, but the big thing was literally spoiled for me two days ago, it was the reason i sat down to read it as fast as possible because i was terrified of getting more spoiled and not being able to experience the moments for myself, was that piper had a girlfriend. i know that reading that for the first time would have been so cool and surprising, and the fact that when it came up for a moment in the last couple pages all i felt was disappointment because it was spoiled for me and because it was now tinged with whatever that person was saying about her having a girlfriend.

but i still had some warm fuzzy moments, the two parts where apollo thinks he’s going to die but nico comes up behind him - so good. impeccable.

Leader Guy spat. ‘Now, I kill you.’

He raised his sword... and froze. His face turned pale. His skin began to shrivel. His beard fell out whisker by whisker like dead pine needles. Finally, his skin crumbled away, along with his clothes and flesh, until Leader Guy was nothing but a bleached-white skeleton, holding a sword in his bony hands.

Standing behind him, his hand on the skeleton’s shoulder, was Nico di Angelo.

and

Nero raised his hand, ready to give the kill command, when behind me a mighty BOOM! shook the chamber. Half our enemies were thrown off their feet. Cracks sprouted in the windowsand the marble columns. Ceiling tiles broke, raining dust like split bags of flour.

I turned to see the impenetrable blast doors lying twisted and broken, a strangely emaciated red bull standing in the breach. Behind it stood Nico di Angelo.

gods. poetic brilliance. i can’t believe i’m still a nico di angelo stannie in the year 2021. in five years i have not changed (ever since the tv show announcement last summer i have managed to morph into myself from 2017)

from here i’m not sure where to go next i kind of want to go through everything, except it’ll be more difficult than my tyrant’s tomb reaction because i wasn’t reading on a kindle and thus can’t just do funny little reactions to screenshots of quotes, so i’ll just skim through the book page by page and see what i can comment on (i’m not planning on doing analysis today, no thank you, just enjoying the end of my childhood and trying to squeeze as much out of it as possible)

i have an emotional attachment to mr. snake from the very first chapter, and am very upset that he’ll never get off on his baltimore stop and get to see his wife, lu had no reason to shoot and kill him like that.

that brings me to lu, i liked her, it was interesting to see how rick kind of brought in not only the overarching theme of abuse, but also people who let the abuse happen, i have more i could say on this i’m too lazy to right now, and i promised no analysis - or the fact that Lu had conspired to make the show non-lethal to spare Meg’s feelings rather than - oh, I don’t know - refusing to do Nero’s dirty work in the first place and getting Meg out of that house of horrors.

And are you any better? taunted a small voice in my brain. How many times have you stood up to Zeus?

Okay, small voice. Fair point. Tyrants are not easy to opppose or walk away from, especially when you depend on them for everything.

the parallels to meg and lester heading to percy’s apartment, and then to camp half blood to the hidden oracle was so cool to read, every callback to the hidden oracle just there to remind us readers exactly how far apollo has come and how he’s changed; the entire chapter with sally, paul and estelle just felt sickly sweet, it just didn’t seem real how wholesome and good that family is, like i get why apollo broke down and just sobbed in that shower.

also rick really saying acab again in toa, i thought he was done after that elf cop chapter in magnus chase (the magnus chase series is a masterpiece) but apparently not, with A ‘good cop’ is still a cop... still a part of the mind game.

the grey sisters, i forgot about them completely but this threw me back into was it the sea of monsters when annabeth summoned them? i’m not sure, it could have been the lightning thief either, they really remind me of the disney hercules movie. the whole ganymede paragraph was gold, i love gods being canonically confirmed lgbt in the riordanverse. i also love the whole eye-tossing part -

‘He will crush our eye,’ Anger cried, ‘if we don’t recite our verses!’

‘I will not!’

‘We will all die!’ Wasp said. ‘He is crazy!’

‘I AM NOT!’

‘Fine, you win!’ Tempest howled.

also, the explanation for why dionysus chooses to look the way he does was perfect, because it was something i often wondered about and wasn’t expecting to get an explanation for, and i imagine the whole mythological dionysus to look like.. well like a more feminine apollo i guess, beautiful in a gender non-comforming way.

Other Olympians could never comprehend why Dionysus chose this form when he could look like anything he wanted. In ancient times, he’d been famous for his youthful beauty that defied gender.

...

In retaliation, Dionysus had decided to look and act as ungodly as possible. He was like a child refusing to tuck in his shirt, comb his hair or brush his teeth, just to show his parents how little he cared.

every scene with nico at camp just BREAKS ME, i would throw in screenshots of every damn quote but unfortunately, as said above, cannot and would rather not type every one; we’ll start with, obviously apollo confirming to him that jason is dead.

He didn’t look angry exactly. He looked as if he’d been hit in the gut not just once but so many times over the course of so many years that he was beginning to lose perspective on what it meant to be in pain. He swayed on his feet. He blinked. Then he flinched, jerking his hands away from Meg’s as if he’d just remembered his own touch was poison.

ugh then will talking about how nico’s doing, confirming that he’s suffering with ptsd, mr d giving him advice, helping him sort though what voices in his head are real and which ones aren’t, then the paragraph that just recounts every horrific thing poor nico has been through, how will has to reassure him that he’s okay and ‘with friends’ when he wakes up after shadow travel

will’s kindness to apollo, buying him clothes, and apollo finding seymour the leopard’s head in his bed, put there by mr d aaaa AAAA A A A A A THE ORDINARY, EVERYDAY CAMP HALF BLOOD THINGS..

i could go on for years and years about how much i appreciate rachel having a big role in this book, and the visit to her apartment, everything, her art, the fact that she got what she wanted, she’s going to PARIS to study ART, she isn’t forced to be someone she’s not by her dad, and gets to be a big part of a demigod mission and not stand on the sidelines for once.

i love that her landscapes are still visions, that she still paints the quests demigods go on - the burning maze, jason’s funeral pyre, caligula’s ships; and how nico ~appreciates art~

‘And, hey, di Angelo -’ she pushed him playfully away from the canvas he’d been ogling - ‘don’t brush against the art! I don’t care about the paintings, but if you get any colour on you, you’ll ruin that whole black-and-white aesthetic you’ve got going.’

i. love. rachel.

WILL GLOWS!! THE HEADCANONS FROM LIKE FIVE YEARS AGO THAT YOU’D SEE FLOATING AROUND ABOUT HIM MANIPULATING LIGHT!! CONFIRMED!! CANON!! AMAZING

I AM OBSESSED WITH THE TROGS, I LOVE THEM, THEY ARE GREAT, not gonna lie, i was expecting something more dramatic and spooky with how worried will was and how dionysus was going.. visiting the cavern-runners isn’t ♫ good for your mental health ♫ but the little hat frog gremlins were a good addition. i like them very much and their funky little soup shenanigans. quoting the ghost king himself: trogs good. nice hats. (IM SORRY I KEEP MENTIONING HIM BUT I JUST) also how apollo starts wishing for breadsticks a s ajoke and theY STRAIGHT UP HAVE BREADSTICKS? HUH? WHERE DID THEY GET THE BREADSTICKS FROM??

yeah, i’m also still very much upset by every mention of jason grace, it’s funny how ever since his death in the burning maze i have grown to love him more and more and that’s not fun for me, for that boy to become one of my main comfort character’s and have his death and sacrifice and nobility mentioned every few chapters. i’m pretty sure i cried when he appeared to talk in apollo’s dreams, and this time the tears weren’t from the effort of keeping my eyes open and working for hours straight reading this book (i remember staying up until 2am to finish the sequel to beautiful, broken things, it was very much worth it)

‘All right, Jason. We miss you, though.’

ALSO. THE FACT THAT THIS KID. THIS CHILD. HAD TO THINK ‘BUT IF A HERO ISN’T READY TO LOSE EVERYTHING FOR A GREATER CAUSE, IS THAT PERSON REALLY A HERO?’ A KID ISN’T SUPPOSED TO THINK ABOUT THAT AND BE READY TO SACRIFICE THEMSELVES FOR THE GREATER GOOD,, i,, ugh,, he’s supposed to be finishing school and designing temples not being the perfect hero and soldier,, spain without the s,,

as @couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name said: ‘thinking about how ghost! Jason didn’t seem to understand why Apollo was so upset about his death because he’s been raised to believe a hero’s sacrifice is noble and his life doesn’t matter in the grand scheme and also if he doesn’t understand why the person who watched him get horrifically killed is so torn up over his death he probably doesn’t even realize his other friends are grieving him..’

IM SO UPSET THE ARROW OF DODONA IS DEAD D: IT WAS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS ALL THE FUNNIEST MOMENTS WERE BECAUSE OF THAT ARROW AND IT'S DEATH WAS SO SAD WTH LIKE WE FIND OUT HOW USELESS THE ARROW FELT AND HOW THE GROVE OF DODONA ALL THOUGHT IT WOULD BE CRAP AND WOULD FAIL APOLLO AND THEN ONCE WE FEEL BAD FOR IT, IT DIES??

the entire python battle was pretty grim, there is a part of me that's like because this is the last book series i would have loved say the magnus chase and kane chronicles gang in a giant battle with everyone like the battle of manhattan but even more dramatic, but even so, i did appreciate that python battle and the whole almost-falling-into-the-depths-of-tartarus thing.

him talking to artemis was cool, but JESUS: 'I turned and strode out of my room, trying to recall how the god Apollo walked.' like that HURTS. it was such a huge culture shock for apollo to go throught this huge character arc and be so human and understand the pain of others, to be around gods again who are so.. apathetic. also, zeus. 'Interesting how he put that: I had done him proud. I had been useful in making him look good. My heart did not melt. I did not feel that this was a warm-and-fuzzy reconciliation with my father. Let's be honest: some fathers don't deserve that. Some aren't capable of it.'

OKAY OKAY SO THE END?? CHIRON TALKING TO A CAT (BAST) AND A SEVERED HEAD (MIMIR) ABOUT SHARED PROBLEMS WITHIN THE PANTHEONS!! WILL AND NICO RECEIVING A PROPHECY FROM RACHEL TO GO TO TARTARUS AND SAVE BOB!! THE HUNTERS OF ARTEMIS, INCLUDING THALIA AND REYNA BEING BEST FRIENDS (qpr.. qpr..) HUNTING THE TEUMESSIAN FOX!! PERCY, ANNABETH AND GROVER, THE ORIGINAL TRIO, GOING ON A CHAOTIC ROAD TRIP TOGETHER!! - SO MANY STAND-ALONE SET -UPS PFSJSJSJ

okay quick word on the reunions at the end: funny little elephant visitation program with livia and hannibal. love that for them. calypso and leo's relationship seems rocky and complicated, but that's to be expected, i think even if they do get properly back together again it might not last long, because it does pretty much feel like a teenage relationship where the two aren't very compatible, but we'll see. hazel and frank are so funny with their gold plated necklaces. lavinia - tap-dance icon. almost cried at the mention of jason's temple-extension plan again. percy not being sure about what he wants to do in college is accurate and i like that that's left to be up-for-interpretation (rick does THE MOST for the fanfic writers pfsjsj). i am OBSESSED with aeithales, like i hate deserts so the burning maze setting is not my favourite but GOD that HOUSE, the vibes are off-the-charts. i'd love a house made of living trees that's also a greenhouse filled with dryads. meg gets a unicorn. that is so great.

i kind of wish the book hadn't ended with 'Call on me. I will be there for you.' because every time I imagine the friends theme song and i don't think that's the vibe he was going for, BUT i do love him talking to meg, that was genuinely emotional - 'You'll come back?' she asked. 'Always,' I promised. 'The sun always comes back.' ; i really wish it had ended with that, but i guess apollo does tend to break fourth walls and talk to the readers, like a lot of the protagonists of riordanverse books.

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ofstarsandvibranium · 3 years

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hi lani!! could i have a lil moment with chubby!bucky please?

my name is malia but i also like being called mals, mal, and my pet name is “sugar” hehe

i use she/her pronouns !!

im chinese/japanese with long straight black hair with light brown highlights, i’m 5’6”, and have veryyyy dark brown eyes

im an extrovert, an extremely loud one at that, and i’m not that bright unfortunately. on the other hand i have a lot of creativity and imagination and am very protective of my friends, and i am often called chaotic and a living disaster

i enjoy acting, im going to study theater in college, and i really love love love writing and reading. watching movies and tv shows is a frequent in my life and always will be too of course😌

i don’t really not like anything, except for waking early, running long distance, eggplant and of course anyone who discriminates against minorities

i do like coffee, new york, and foggy or snowy mornings where i can wrap myself in a cardigan and sip tea while staring solemnly out of the window like i’m in a movie

i don’t have any prompt in particular, but i have never been in a relationship so maybe just a first time relationship or valentine’s day? thank you so much lani🥰🥰

When Bucky asked you to be his Valentine, you obviously said yes. But then you realized something: what do you give guys for Valentine’s Day?

You’ve never been in a relationship before and this was your first Valentine’s whilst in a relationship. So you really had no clue. All of this stuff was fairly new to you.

So the days leading up to Valentine’s Day, you were freaking out. You reached out to Steve and Peggy for help.

You: Guys, I don’t know what to get Bucky for Valentine’s Day! HELP!

Steve: You know you don’t have to get him anything, Mal.

Peggy: Whatever you get, I’m sure Bucky will love it.

You: NOT. HELPING.

It took some time, but you eventually figured out what to give Bucky.

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Luckily, Bucky had the day off and so you woke up to him right beside you. You woke up first, peering at your boyfriend who was fast asleep. His mouth was wide open, a little bit of drool coming out of the corner. The blanket he was previously curled up in the night before, was scrunched up at below his round belly. You couldn’t help but giggle at the sight. He was your adorable Bucky.

As is feeling your eyes on him, Bucky stirred from his slumber, rubbing the sleep from his eyes, and immediately smiling at the sight of you, “Mornin’, sugar.”

“Morning,” you murmur, leaning down to peck his lips, “Happy Valentine’s Day.”

“What a way to wake up. Got an angel right here before me.”

You playfully roll your eyes, “You flirt.”

Bucky pulls you into his arms, he tucks a few of your highlighted strands behind your ear, “Gotta remind ya how much I adore you. Don’t wanna have you going astray on me.”

“Astray on you?” you scoff, “Never” and kiss his lips again.

He moans into the kiss and rolls on top of you, “Let’s just stay in bed all day, hm?”

“Thought you had the whole day planned out.”

“Change my mind,” he says with a grin and leans for another kiss, but you clasp your hand over his mouth and push him off you.

You laugh as you slide out of bed while Bucky whines, “Noooo! Maaaal! Sugaaaarr! Come baaaaaaack!”

“I gotta get your Valentine’s Day present!”

“If it’s a lingerie set, don’t even bother ‘cause I’m just gonna rip it off ya!” you can practically hear him grinning as you make your wake to the coat closet and grab Bucky’s present from a box.

You make your way back to your room and Bucky’s sitting up in bed. You set the basket in front of him and exclaim, “TADA! Since today is the day of love, I made a basket of all the things you love!”

Bucky chuckled as he peered through the cellophane some of the things you gave him: beer, a blu-ray collection of the Die Hard movies, new hoodie, his favorite cologne, his favorite candy, etc.

He looked up at you with a big smile, “Aw, sugar! You really are the sweetest! This is great!”

He then leaned over to the bedside table, pulling open the drawer and taking out a little box. He hands it to you with the softest smile, “Happy Valentine’s Day.”

You open the box and a heart shaped locket sits in the middle with a B engraved in cursive on it. You looked up at him, “Buck-”

“Open it.”

You do and you let out a laugh. Inside is a picture of you and Bucky. It was at Steve and Peggy’s baby shower. You both were playing Chubby Bunny and Peggy managed to catch a picture of both of you, cheeks bulging because of the marshmallows stuffed in them. It was one of your favorite pictures.

“I love it,” you wrapped your arms around Bucky and kissed his cheek, “I think our first Valentine’s together is going off without a hitch, huh?”

Bucky chuckled and murmured, “Definitely” before pulling you in for a very loving kiss.

#follower ficlets #valentine's day follower ficlets

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thirstybtsthoughts · 3 years

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I think I have to send this in two asks because it was to long and not wanting to send...

Im just laying in bed thirsting and thinking up JK scenarios right now and I want to go on a date with Jungkook with him as my boyfriend. I imagine we dont live together yet so he would come to pick me up at my apartment in his Mercedes Benz. While picking out what I would wear I would keep in mind an outfit that drives him crazy, a tight short dress that he thinks I look too good in. After the first time he saw me in It he told me he doesn't want me wearing it in public anymore... So obviously that's the dress I would pick knowing what I'm getting myself into. I would also wear a longer jacket so he couldn't see what I had on underneath it. When we get to the restraunt he walks around the car and let's me out, grabbing my waist clinging to me already showing that I'm his. When we get inside we choose a U shaped booth in the back and before we sit down he goes behind me and helps me take off my coat revealing what I'm wearing . A dress that shows my shoulders and accentuates my boobs, hugs my thin waist, shows off my wide hips, thick ass and thighs. I can hear him smirking from behind and he leans in and asks in a strict tone "What did I tell you about wearing this dress in public? " I would turn around and smile and kiss him on the cheek knowing I was teasing him and he would respond with pushing his cheek out with his tongue and say "Behave." with a serious look on his face... And I'm just not in the mood to, because when we get back to my place I want to be punished, I want him to mark me as his. So when the attractive male waiter comes to take our orders I laugh at what he says, I touch his arm I make sure my long hair isn't covering my cleavage, all that good flirty stuff. At this point I can feel Jungkook's eyes burning a hole through me with jealousy. As soon as the waiter leaves Jungkook gently grabs my face and forces me to look at him and says " What did I say to you... You're misbehaving, and you know what happens when you misbehave."... And going with the theme of just wanting to play with him I lean in close, lips gently brushing his ear and say "Do I? Maybe you should show me." with that he tightly grabs my upper thigh and starts to sneak his hands up my short dress to my entrance. But I stillllll feel like playing with him so I stop his hand and remove it, he tilts his head to the side with annoyance and says "Babe you're really fucking asking for it."... And I think to myself, yes... Yes, I fucking am. But I'm feeling fiesty tonight and while we are out I feel as though I'm in charge of how this is going to play out. So I reach over to his crotch and can feel how hard he is through his jeans... I knew he would be...

1/2👽

I start to rub it and he looks at me confused that I'm taking control, but he doesn't stop me. I start to unzip his jeans and he moans when the zipper goes down past his cock allowing it some space. I reach through the hole in his boxers and place my hand firmly around his continuing growing dick and I start to quickly stroke it. I see his hand grip his napkin on the table tighter and feel his thighs tighten. While I'm jerking him off the waiter comes back with the food and I pump Jungkook a little slower, still not taking my hand off his throbbing cock, but making it less obvious as to what I'm doing. Jungkook sits there taking it, trying not to squirm in front of the guy but also with a smug look on his face knowing he's the one my hands are on. The waiter ask is everything looks good and I just look the waiter in the eyes and nod him a yes while I bite my bottom lip. I feel Jungkook place his strong hand over mine reminding me I'm his as he helps me pump him until the waiter leaves. I return my attention back to Jungkook and start to go faster as I feel his precum get on my hand making things more slick. He reaches down to the seat and grips it until his knuckles turn white. He throws his head back and slams his other hand down on the table as he reaches his orgasm. Smirking, I grab my napkin off the table and start to clean him up with it and while I'm doing that he grabs my hand and stops me and says "You may think your in charge... But when I get you home... I'm going to destroy you."

Ugh sorry for the long ask, I'm thirsting so hard for him right now and I just had to let it all out somewhere. 👽

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HOLY FUCKKKKKK GIRL I NEED TO GO HAVE A COLD SHOWER AFTER THAT AKJBDFHJSAKJNDFDJBF OH GODDDDD YOU PUT IT INTO WORDS SO WELL 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

I loved reading this 🥵💦💦💦, I was squirming in my seat hahaha, ughhhh the things Jungkook does to me 🥴, I was imagining him with the long hair, one side of the undercut showing (like the press conference today), jeans with a shirt tucked into them showing his small waist, sleeves rolled up a little so his tattoos are on show 🥴 hhhgnngggg I’m gonna go read a JK fic and have some ‘me’ time bc I’m so needy now and he’s been on my mind all day 🥴🥴🥴

Thank you for this 🥰 (I wish I could continue it but I don’t want to ruin your lovely set up 😂😂)

#asks #anon #alien anon #jungkook thirst #bts #👽 anon #Anonymous

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yeetfort · 5 years

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*THROWS MYSELF OFF A CLIFF* mercs with a gf...whos just...Big tiddy mommy gf,,,cooks for them,,,cleans for them,,,,tucks them in at night and kisses and cuddles them and has big breasts,,,,yes i,,,,im self indulgent,,,

I love you. I love you, whoever you are. God I wish I had a big tiddy mommy gf. I wish I WAS a bit tiddy mommy gf. I long for a domestic life

Gonna try writing it a little differently, see how we like it. I’m on mobile so I hope the format is okay

Soldier

- Very grabby, loves to have his hands all over you, all the time

- Stops you from cleaning sometimes because “a man should be able to take care of his own messes!”

- Calls you sweetheart every time he addresses you, but it’s very clearly not the sarcastic way he does with the boys

Scout

- He used to think he was an ass man. Now he knows that he adores both T&A.

- Loves your cooking so much, and he also always wants to cook with you because it really reminds him of home.

- He’ll give you a big squeeze while you’re trying to do something.

- Might lead to fucky fucky.

- Loves your kisses, you have such soft lips

- Buries his face in your tits and takes a nap like that because mm comfy

Demo

- Loves your...pillows, as he might call them

- Definitely a great place to rest when he gets drunk

- Makes you fruity cocktails for all you do for him

- Falls asleep in weird positions and you’ll take a blanket and throw it over him

- When he wakes up he kisses you and thanks your for not letting him get cold

Engie

- WIFES YOU U P

- Seriously this man is such a sucker for ladies who are domestic wife material

- He won’t touch you generally unless you want him to, it’s not really his love language

- You make the best apple pie he’s ever hecking tasted

- When you two huddle up in bed at night he rests his head on you

Heavy

- Even when you’re doing stuff he’ll come over and hold u

- You try your hand at Russian cooking, it’s simple but v good

- You like to surprise him sometimes with dinner already on the table when he gets home

- It makes for sleepy cuddles afterward

Pyro

- Loves that ur squishy like a stuffed animal

- Tries to help with chores and stuff whenever he can

- Gets so excited when you pamper him

- You’ll read him bedtime stories until he falls asleep

Spy

- Pretends like he doesn’t lose his mind every time you bend over to clean something

- Buys you tight lingerie...well, it’s your size, actually, but you can guess exactly WHERE it’s tight

- He tries not to be a dirty old man all the time

- Showers you with compliments and pet names

- Master of sleepy morning snuggling, A+

Sniper

- So tired all the time, so glad to have you around

- At first before you were together he thought you were just being nice

- At some point realized you were doing it to court him and he wasted no time in telling you how much he wanted you

- Loves. Thos. Titties.

- Always hugs you from behind when you least expect it and rests his chin on top of your head

- You two have breakfast in bed sometimes

Medic

- Crazy about you, absolutely flaunting you and bragging about you to his friends

- Has probably measured the dimensions of your breasts at some point as part of some bullshit “checkup”

- As much as you like to wait on him hand and foot, he prefers to be more dominant and will (jokingly) baby you right back

- Just stuff like if you get a cut he’ll insist that he put the bandaid on you and kiss it to make it better

- It’s a very playful relationship

#tf2 #tf2imagines #tf2 imagines #tf2 reader #tf2xreader #tf2 x reader #reader #x reader #xreader #all mercs

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dulharpa · 4 years

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this is for hayley! @whistlingwillows a dear friend <3333

it’s meant to be a birthday present haha. i just want to shower you in love;;; so thought maybe i could go through as many of your fics and comment on them :^)))

(TO EVERYONE ELSE: please go to @whistlingwillows blog and read her fics!!! they are SO FCKIN GOOD AND AMAZING AND UGH HER MIND (it’s a lot of mcu and her bucky and steve fics are a*. i DEFINITELY RECOMMEND))

i wish you a VERY happy birthday and i hope we stay friends for many more years <3333333333

i’m going through your masterlist heehee ;)))

ah first off, nice theme! i never could rlly see it before because i’m always on mobile heehee. also sorry for not reviewing them before??? i don’t usually read fics on tumblr as you’ve probably guessed;;

anyways, IM GON REVIEW THE SHIT OUT OF THESE >:DDDD

far from home - bucky x stark sister!reader

firstly, i like how youre introducing the reader from buckys pov, like you can sort of already gather what shes like from them

‘Bucky can hear Tony’s soft inhale, feel the intensity of the man’s glare directed at Steve. He shouldn’t be eavesdropping, but a twitch of muscle would be enough to alert both men that he’s here. With the amount of tension crackling in the air, a brush against the wall would be equivalent to a thousand cymbals crashing in cacophony.’

IM CRYING ALREADY. the imagery in here is GLORIOUS. your tone here is so fitting! oo and the alliteration here is perfecto

ooooooo!! the backstory coming in 👀👀

‘despite what some people think that Steve and Captain America are two different personas, there will always be parts of Steve in the Avenger, and parts of the Avenger in Steve. They both want to believe in something good. They are, after all, one in the same.// Just as how Bucky and the Winter Soldier are the same man despite everything. HYDRA simply amplified the hate, fertilized the seeds of rage, curated the quiet thunder within his soul, within James Buchanan Barnes so that the Winter Soldier could thrive.’

yIKES! lol this is very character study like! nICE. it hurts tho, my poor children, i love you both

oo ‘starlight eyes’ that is a very nice way of describing them

‘“Then what was London?” The protesters. “São Paulo?” The earthquake. “Vancouver?” Freezing cold water.//“Look, I care if Stark’s gonna run us over trying to find her. I care enough because she’s part of our team. Come off it, Steve. I know she can take care of herself. I’m gonna take a nap. Dr. Cho said no partying post-Singapore and what do you know, we throw the biggest party ever.’

ooo singapore uwu and london? (coincidence? haha jkjk) and the hints abt reader and buckys background are so good?? but so annoying??? like i just wanna KNOW yknow??

‘The water runs copper and the sting bites at his palm as he tries not to think. Tries to focus on the numbing cold that runs over his skin.’

your imagery is so vivid?? im actually in awe??? i am so regretful i havent kept reading your fics. like i know they are amazing, i just keep putting them off??? idk man. hopefully this makes up for it (gd tho, im still not done with commenting on one fic. this is what im doing with my motivation teehee ;)

‘ He feels weak. Tired. He wants to go back to bed but he also wants to stay out in the sun for a few hours more. The sun kisses his skin through the windows and he squints against the blue sky, wondering ‘

mood during this quarantine lol

‘“Oh, right.” Your voice is flat, uninterested, cold, as you stare at him. “You killed my parents.”Shit.‘

OUCH LMAO THATS C O L D, O GOT +100 PHYSIC DAMAGE FROM JUST READING THAT

ooo robin as a nickname noice. very much gives me batman vibes lol

oh! and the way of doing the ‘flashback’ is neat! very original. it both tells us what happened AND buckys reaction to it again. he can re-analyse himself and reader. very cool

‘If you walk away now, don’t bother coming back!” Silence. Bucky can hear his own strained breathing, your soft sigh as you soaked in his ultimatum.’

👀👀 yikes that ultimatum. :// not good bucky. tbf theyre both trying to hurt each other but Yikes

eyy!!! readers pov!! finally! and the switch after we find out the outsiders pov? brilliant

oh no :(( more angst

‘When’s the last time you saw your therapist?”“Don’t have one. I’m perfectly capable of taking care of myself.”’ they BOTH need therapists;;;;

very good fic!!! :DD they rlly do hate each other! i definitely like how you went back and forth with the timeline! it gave me a v strong idea on what yn was like even before we rlly got introduced. i am now very curious on where reader is? i love your characterisations!

i will read the 10k+ fics but heck the last one took me ages lolol (i will comment in the future tho!! i promise <3 ) (that took me over an hour jjhghgdjh)

slipping away- amnesiac modern bucky x reader

omg,,, AMNESIA! >:DDDDDD

‘ Put your fucking seatbelt on’

oh no, istg theyre going to have a car crash arent they (’ doesn’t put the seatbelt on to spite you.’ NO PLEASE PUT IT ON U DUMBASS)

ok,,,,, at LEAST he put it on before he got hit, thank heck. but still. youre so cruel to your poor characters lmaoo

oh gosh

‘You fall apart slowly, like pieces of you peeling away until you’re nothing more than your broken heart. The sobs that wrack your body are relentless and you shove your forearm into your mouth to muffle your cries. You want to bite into your skin. You want to distract yourself from the agony tearing you to shreds. You want to feel anything but the pain.///Tears sweep into your hair, cloud your vision and your whole face floods with heat as you try to breathe through the pain. You’re cleaved into pieces on that bed, eyes squeezed shut as the tears keep flowing, and your throat burns’

this hurts damn, it is so vivid?? i can really feel it

i am so glad you got into writing yk?? so glad

NO PLS, TELL HIM. TELL HIM :((( ‘shes nice once you get to know her?? shes known nat for years now!! years!!

oh god ‘he looks younger without the burden of your time together’ this is so angsty omg

‘Well, he was stumbling through his apology and I just let him finish.” Your body fills with warmth as you remember his embarrassed smile, the way he shoved his baseball cap farther down his head, chin tucked to his chest, trying to hide that face. “When he was done, I opened my mouth to say something polite but what came out was ‘You look like someone I’d very much like to kiss’.”

this is so soft i stg im crying in the club

OH SHITTTTTTTTTTT , you left it off like that!!! thats so cruel!!!! i can’t!!! how dare you!!!! :””””””((( im typing this with tears in my eyes ill have u know!!

anyway!!! very good fic!! you could honestly make that into a longfic very easily lol. i felt too many emotions :((

i was just about to say where is the fluff!! where is it!! when i saw the next one and yay :))) pls i cant have more angsty stuff rn

cookies and rings and things bucky and reader

‘how much do you love me?’ ‘count the snowflakes, multiply by a million’

did you have to start the fic off with such a SOFT line? its so soft! so TENDER

‘He wonders what kinda insane person wears socks without any clothes on, but then decides that it’s the kind of person who’s fallen in love with him.’ jesus, the soft moments filled with love are the greatest <3

you can write fluff so well, whyd you have to pain me with all that angst ;””””) (1/10 hurt, 9/10 comfort is the way to go lolol) (jkjk ill read the angsty ones too when i have the spoons) (gonna reread that hydra steve one and ik thatll fuck me UP)

‘ Then, he can feel the cold metal of the ring she slid onto her own finger less than twenty-four hours ago and realizes that he had thought a lot of things shouldn’t be possible, and yet they still are. ‘

you literally brought me to tears reading this softness, you have truly found my weakness

‘ She’s so damn gorgeous with flour on her face and eye bags beneath her eyes that he’s sure she will inevitably make his heart burst ‘

he already likes her so much! i can’t believe this is affecting me so much :’)

‘Bucky is quite sure Sam is in love with his girlfriend in the fact that he’s in love with the fact that his girlfriend is possibly in love with Bucky’

this is so soft??? sam loves reader bc reader loves bucky sm. pls my hear <3333

you do fluff SO WELL DAMN

‘F.R.I.D.A.Y.’s voice echoes in his small little perch and he still thinks it’s weird without having the side effect of Stark in his suit chasing after him to hear the A.I. but he shoves that uncomfortable feeling of the dead man out of his head. That is too much regret to unpack right now on a mission. ‘

yike bringing back that reminder oof

but thats so soft??? (i am def overusing soft but,,,,, i love it and the vibe) she sent him cookies! god i can feel the love

‘She expresses her feelings through cooking, which Bucky has learnt the hard way. One time, they got into an argument over something stupid—he can’t even remember what started it—and came to the kitchen at 2AM to see her sitting at the kitchen island crying her eyes out and surrounded by baskets of muffins.’

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 my hEART

you show how much they love each other in so many ways??? i am dying

“Alright, I like it.” Rolling his eyes, he pecks her forehead and she smiles victoriously. It’s so adorable that Bucky, with less than three hours of sleep, adds, “God, I want to marry you.//”“What?”//Oh.Shit.

oh my god! i am literally tearing up!!! AGAIN!!!!!!!!

oh shit o am literally crying

your fluff got me crying harder than your angst i hope youre happy

I really hope you enjoy reading this?? i keep forgetting to like text you but i wanted to do something for your birthday. especially in quarantine when everythings gone crazy. one year i swear ill do something REALLY good for you. not making promises bc i hate if i dont. but ill like, learn how to podfic because you D E S E R V E I T

ive spent like three hours doing this lolol

thank you so much for everything hayley!

#i love you sm hayley!!!! thank you for EVERYTHING #AND THIS IS A FIC REC PLS CHECK HAYLEYS STUFF OUT

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