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pwnyta · 2 years

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I was on Twitter and saw this thread where dude posted the “apology” from the other dude who have severely bullied him in school years ago (the one who was bullied have become successful and the wanted to get something from him lol), there were a lot of people talking about their own bullies and their shitty “apologies”, but there were also people who were talking bullshit like “ugh 🙄🙄 you people are SO mean‼️‼️ what, can’t person grow up and CHANGE⁉️⁉️ forgiveness is for the STRONG ✌🏻” or some something along this line and I was like…….. but the victims were KIDS too??? Bro, those bullies’ actions have tremendously hurt and altered lives of some people, and now you sit here and try to pretend like someone saying “sorry” shit ton of years later is going fix everything? Lol?

Mind you, I have never been bullied myself and have never been a bully, but holy shit some people are really insensitive 🙄 Why should victim care about the feelings of the bully? At this point it just feels like bully just tries to feel better about themselves, not to actually make amends. Some those people were also saying “your hurts as much you do/did‼️‼️‼️” and I’m like nooooooo lolololol bitch that’s not how it works, the feeling of being punched in the face =/= a little bit of angst over your shitty past behavior.

Ughhh, some of those bully apologizers made me really angry and I’ve immediately thought of Bakushit 🙃🙃🙃 and how some people STILL try to defend his actions… like bro, that’s fine, you can say that you like him because he is hot, you can both like him AND acknowledge that he is full shit/shitty person… it’s not that deep, but IMO, that makes YOU look much worse…

Yeah I have been bullied especially in like middle school after we were homeless and living in a shitty motel for a bit I had to go to this other school where everyone seemed rather well off so my timid, chubby ass didnt stand a chance. The only one of that bully group Id feel anything for was the Chinese kid that came in and he didnt speak much English and the bullys little group kept him around because they seemed to enjoy mocking him without him particularly understanding. Which was just shitty.

I did almost stab the like… leader of that little group though cause he put his hand on my paper while I was trying to draw so he almost got a pencil through the hand… and he had the nerve to tell on me and the teacher went 'Well what did YOU do?' because the teachers knew how shitty he was LMAO.

But yeah. I wouldnt forgive that guy even if he was on his death bed trying to make amends. Like fuck you, its not my job to make you feel better about yourself after tormenting me.

Im not one to think Bakugo stans are appologizers… they just like a character, not a particularly well written character. Douchey pretty bad boy characters have always been popular and they will continue to be no matter how shallow they are.

IDKY I suspect its because people associate asshole characters with 'realistic' characters… its very much in line with people feeling superior over 'realistic' superheroes.

#Dear Nonny.

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shinsouskitten · 4 years

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HII ITS ME AGAIN ,,, while i was watching bnha i had a thought ,,, what if the reader had a strong quirk and they were with dabi in a meeting which ended up turning bad so she got annoyed bc it was taking too long and she wanted to sleep so then she ended up quickly killing everyone yanno ? just really cocky sorta like bakugou ,,, dabi standing there like 😒 bc the reader is really impatient SORRT IF IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE OR ITS TOO UNREALISTIC AND CRINGEY I JUST REALLY WANT A COCKY READER IDKY

I feel like I need to give you a nickname or something with how often you’re in my inbox. Wanna choose one? Ooooo or an emoji? Idk I just thought it’d be cute 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

Anyway, I kinda kept the specifics of the quirk hidden, but it’s basically some kind of telekinetic/psychokinetic quirk which allows the reader to control and manipulate things as long as they can see them? I hope that makes sense

💙🔥 Dabi x fem!reader

Warnings: reader kicks ass, Dabi exists, I think that’s it? oh, and some creepy henchmen die, but ya know, that’s better for everyone, blood, knives, this got kinda dark, I think I kinda made the reader into a bit of a psycho but… it was kinda refreshing

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Why did you always get caught up with these missions? They were so boring! You didn’t even get any good action. Just ‘meet with these people’, ‘make a deal with these stupid henchmen’, ‘give them a warning for encroaching on our turf’. The last one was the best, but it rarely escalated in the way you wanted. When were you going to get a good fight?

You sighed as Dabi continued to threaten the men in front of you. There were five of them, representatives from some gang or something, and Shigaraki was unhappy with their presence. He’d sent the two of you out to give them a warning, but you let Dabi do the talking. It was annoying, but he was always taken more seriously than you, and you hated it. You could kill all of the people around you - including Dabi - in mere minutes, but instead you had to stand and chat. Ugh.

You poked Dabi in the side, pulling the loose fabric of his coat to bring him closer as you whispered in his ear.

“Can we leave yet? I’m tired”

Dabi rolled his eyes, not offering a response.

“I could take them.” You continued. “Easily.”

“What are you muttering about, pretty girl?”

You turned your head to the man who’d spoken. He was a short fellow, face gaunt and teeth crooked. His eyes were focused way too low to be looking at you respectfully, and you felt the blood rushing through your veins heat up. Creep.

However angry you were, you smiled softly. “How easily I could kill you all.” You answered.

He let out a loud cackle, still not looking up at your face.

“You think I couldn’t?” You asked, cocking your head to the side with a neutral expression.

“I know you couldn’t.” He replied, raising an eyebrow as if to tempt you.

“Y/n… don’t.” Dabi’s warning voice filled your head, but you pushed it away as you stared at the man in front of you.

Dabi was usually pretty willing to start a fight, but you could tell he was getting tired of these missions just like you. The more missions went haywire, the more you’d have to do. He wanted to see the good stuff, just like you did, so for once he wasn’t going to start a fight. You, on the other hand, were begging for some action, no matter the repercussions. Plus, you really wanted to sleep.

“Aww, is the little henchman scared of a fight?” You sneered. “I understand. You don’t want to get you asses beat by a pretty girl, do you?”

He glared at you as you mocked his previous words, his eyes finally meeting yours to see the mischief hidden within them.

You had them exactly where you wanted. If he didn’t want to fight, he’d have to agree with what you said, and you knew he wouldn’t do that with his buddies surrounding him. What you didn’t expect, however, was for his gaze to turn away from you, instead settling on Dabi.

“You should control your bitch.”

Oh hell no. Anger flooded your veins as you sent a warning glare to Dabi. Don’t get involved, it read, they’re mine. You didn’t wait for a reply as you leapt forward.

The man hadn't expected your attack, and threw up his arms in an attempt to protect himself. You, on the other hand, knew exactly what you were doing, and dropped low to the ground to slash at his legs with the knife you kept hidden in your boot. You relished in the scream he let out as you saw in the corner of your eye the others attempting to run away.

You turned to face them, deciding on the man who was furthest away as your first target. With a smirk, you threw your knife towards him, watching as it landed deep in his back. Activating your quirk, you pulled your knife back towards you, changing the trajectory while it was still in the air to shoot it towards another of the men, who crumbled as quickly as his comrade.

The final two that were standing gave up on running as your knife landed back in your palm. They faced you with a glare, but you simply offered them a smile as you threw your knife between their heads.

“Ha!” One of the men laughed. “You missed, bitch.”

“Did I?” You asked, your lips curving into a smirk as you angled your knife through the air, slicing it across both of the men’s necks before either of them could react, calling it back to your hand as they fell to the floor.

You watched the blood pooling onto the floor for a moment before turning back to the man at your feet, crouching down to draw your knife down the side of his face with a smile.

“You’re probably wondering why you can’t walk right now.” You said, using the red stained blade to force his chin up. “Well you see, this pretty girl sliced through your ligaments, so your leg movement is pretty limited. Fun, isn’t it?”

“You bi-”

“Ah ah ah.” You stopped him by pressing your knife against his lips, smearing the blood of his fallen friends across his face. “That’s not very nice.”

“I’m going to kill you.” He spat.

You smiled, pulling the knife away to stare at the blood dripping from the blade.

“No, you’re not.” You said.

With a wide smile, you sliced your knife across his neck, watching as he began to choke on the gushing blood before his eyes glazed over and all movement ceased.

When you were done, you turned to look at Dabi, only to see his annoyed expression as he tucked his hands in his pockets.

“Really, Y/n?”

You pouted. “Yes, Dabi, really.”

He rolled his eyes. “You’re a psycho.”

“And you’re a murderer and an arsonist.” You replied. “Makes for a good pair, wouldn’t you say?”

He shook his head, but you could see the beginnings of a smile on his face.

A good pair indeed.

#my hero academia #boku no hero academia #boku no hero #dabi #dabi x reader #bnha dabi #tw injury #tw blood #tw death

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seunqs · 3 years

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[ a long get to know me tag ]

tagged by: losers @woosohn @yeonjuins

what day is your birthday?

27th june! it’ll be on a monday next year

what’s your favourite colour?

blue! a rather specific shade of light sky blue but i also like dark blue! might be misleading because everyone would think beige/black since that’s the aesthetic i like + almost everything i own is black...

what’s your lucky number?

i don’t have one i think but i tend to say 7 if i’m asked?

do you have any pets?

sadly no >:( will get one in the future idc idc

how tall are you?

158cm tiny i wna be abit taller

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

off my head i think 3 pairs...? just 2 black and 1 white that i rotate depending on the outfit i’m wearing

favorite song?

asdjekw i don’t think i have one specific one but recently i’ve been listening to maniac by nct doyoung & haechan!

other honourable mentions: a book of love by ha hyunsang, wide eyed blind by saint raymond, irreplaceable by nct dream, lmly by jackson wang. that’s all i have off my head

favorite movie?

surprisingly i’m not big on movies... but i’ll always answer parent trap when someone asks! why do i sound like i always have prepared answers in my head for various questions... okay that’s bc i do.

what would be your ideal partner?

@june look away i already know you’re gna say this sounds a lot like someone..

shy... is the main characteristics lmao idky it’s not even like i’m outgoing but i tend to find myself liking shy-er boys over the outgoing ones! aaa those with very obvious leadership qualities and quietly cares and looks out for those around them :’) tsundere! i think shy may appear cold sometimes but i’m rly :’) when the shy ones become very affectionate in private or when you get to know them better :’) or shy with strangers but very goofy and silly with their closer social circle heh those that are more cat-like than dog-like, only approaches you when they’re comfy. okay also shy but willing to speak up when necessary! doesn’t let themselves get bullied for being quiet and also pls speak up for me i hate ordering food pls do it for me HAHAHHA also if they’re passionate about something they like/are good at! good listeners too heh doesn’t need to always have the best advice, just if they would sit with me silently and listen to me and give me a hug afterwards :’’’’’) i think i’m on the touchier side too so if they don’t dislike that it’ll be nice! OH someone who’s good at cooking too bc i hate cooking and the kitchen in general.. i’ll do the dishes though HAHAHAH ok that is all there is a certain idol in my head that is the embodiment of my ideal type and i hate him >:(

do you want children?

no... not so much bc i don’t find them cute or i can’t handle them but i think it’s a commitment that scares me! bringing up the child well with the right character and values ajksdbwkje i don’t know if i’m up to that HAHAHAH

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

nope @woosohn @yeonjuins pls be proud of my direct no why are the two of you.........

bath or shower?

shower! i don’t know if i’ve actually taken a bath before... probably when i was younger HAHAH i think i’ll get bored in the bath and i much rather be relaxing in bed than in the tub

what color socks are you wearing?

barefoot at the moment! the socks i own are mostly solid colour socks / simple cartoon or animal patterns but all ankle socks that can’t be seen with my shoes

favorite type of music?

i listen to pop, r&b and indie! that’s about all and favourite depends on the mood!

how many pillows do you sleep with?

just 1! and a bolster too

what position do you sleep in?

either on my back with hand over my head lmao or turned to either sides while hugging my bolster and face buried into the bolster

what you don’t like when you’re sleeping?

when it’s too hot! canNOT sleep if the weather is too hot. also if i get woken up rudely, by screaming or someone smacking me awake LMAO just tell me nicely to get up and i’ll be out of bed in 10mins pls give me awhile my brain is turning on HAHAHA

what do you have for breakfast?

recently i haven’t woken up early enough for bfast or my family is just about to go out to buy lunch by the time i’m up hahaha but on the days that i’m alive for bfast, iced coffee and any pastry sitting in the fridge! my family is big on pastries like croissants and cakes like banana and carrot cakes! so one of those but the iced coffee is a constant in my first meal of the day

have you ever tried archery?

nope and idt i’ll be good at it tbh....

favorite fruit?

strawberries, apples, peaches! there are some seasonal favs where i rly like them for a period of time and then suddenly not anymore but these 3 are the constants

favorite swear word?

hahahaha i dont think i have a favourite one..... but i say tf a lot and mf for kpop boys who make me more flustered than they should

do you have any scars?

i don’t think so! i have a few stretch marks around my waist and tummy tho

are you a good liar?

yes... HAHAH i used to get scolded so much for lying as a kid lmfao

what’s your personality type?

isfj-t has probably only dipped to isfp-t once but if not constant isfj!

what’s your favorite type of girl?

HAHAHAH uh.... okay with all kinds i think? except people in general who try too hard

innie or outie?

innie. was this question necessary tho AHHAHAHA

left or right-handed?

right-handed

favorite food?

ramen! but i like lots of food lmfao tiramisu, pork belly, lots of noodles, also lots of rice, beef, cakes, ice cream, i think i’m more salty > sweet!

favorite foreign food?

japanese ramen, korean cuisine!, lasagne

are you clean or messy?

clean

most used phrase?

i think alot of keyboard smashes, lmao, wtf, HAHAHAHHAHA, sigh, i’m tired LOL

how long does it take for you to get ready?

depends! fastest i think i can get out of the house 20mins after i’ve woken up. longest probably an hour where outfit is taking a while and accessories needs to be chosen

do you talk to yourself?

in my head yes.

do you sing to yourself?

not often but i sing out loud for the family to hear LOL in my head very often a song is playing up there

are you a good singer?

nop. i don’t think i’m a BAD singer but wouldn’t classify as good either HAHHAHA

biggest fear?

wow so many things but i think biggest is complete darkness, i need to see and know what is going on around me. i sleep with a night light on heh

are you a gossip?

with closer friends yes def HAHAH my school culture tends to have lots of tea that my friends and i don’t like to get too involved in but we do talk about the gossips that goes around hahaha have also been in the center of gossip way too often

do you like long or short hair?

long! can’t imagine myself with short hair.. used to have reallllyyy long hair that goes beyond my waist and cried when i cut it to slightly below shoulder length. that’s the shortest i’ll ever go

favourite school subject?

wow nothing i don’t like school lmfao but humanities and language are way more bearable than math and sciences

extrovert or introvert?

introverted

what makes you nervous?

unpredictable situations, being alone in public (contradictory because in private i would strongly prefer to be alone but i don’t enjoy being alone in public i feel judged HAHAHA), also currently waiting on a reply for something and that’s been keeping me anxious the past 2 days :’)

who was your first real crush?

when i was 13/14, tablemate in school that was kinda shy and had very limited social circle but talked to me endlessly in class lmfao he apparently liked me too but we never dated and went to different schools at 16 y/o. we’re still kinda in touch though! we talked quite a fair bit last month just catching up but he’s more of an acquaintance now

how many piercings do you have?

2! just one normal lobe piercing on either ears, don’t think i’ll get anymore

how fast can you run?

back in school i used to be one of the fastest girls in my class LMFAO i could clock 12.5 minutes for a 2.4km run. stamina came from dancing since i had to run laps before dance class 2 times a week. but that is long in the past and now i get tired from climbing more than 4 flights of stairs pls spare me

what color is your hair?

naturally black but dyed brown! my hair has grown quite abit since i dyed it though now its black at the top and brown from above my ears onwards

what color are your eyes?

a very dark brown lmfao almost black

what makes you angry?

irresponsible people. just pushing responsibility to others or avoiding their responsibilities. don’t need you to do a good job with your responsibilities, just don’t make your issues my issues. and if its a shared responsibility like group projects, then do your part to contribute and don’t expect others to cover you

selfish people, in many ways. just being self-centred, not caring about how others feel, doing things for personal gain at the expense of others

speaking in a passive-aggressive/sarcastic manner. i say this even though i’m afraid of confrontation but i much rather someone outright tells me they’re unhappy about something or wants to get a point across. i hate when they talk about it sarcastically or tries to sugar-coat their words to make themselves look less aggressive about their words. tell me straight as it is, if you’re already gonna talk about something bad don’t piss me off with your attitude at the same time

do you like your own name?

rae is nice! has a very nice ring to it and looks pretty!

do you want a boy or a girl as a child?

i don’t.. want one.. but both have their good and bad i can’t decide.. i want a puppy

what are your strengths?

is this an interview question i have had a few interviews over the past weeks i am well-prepared for this HAHAHA

i think i’m pretty resilient! i bounce back from bad times pretty quickly or i psycho myself to see the situation positively. but it is ofc coupled with a lot of complaining to the people around me first

although i hate unpredictable situations and having to quickly adapt to new settings, i think i adapt pretty quickly too. flexible? easy-going? idk what’s the right way to call it but yeah something along those lines. good at it but i still enjoy my stability and calm don’t want to have to quickly adapt to new situations.

what are your weaknesses?

very emotional HAHAH used to be much worse but i often let my emotions rule my head. i think i’ve improved A LOT though i used to be so bad but i think i’m now able to make rational decisions even if im bawling LMFAO

this sounds like a compliment but i’ve been told this too often as well. i tend to be way too nice to people who don’t deserve it. even if the person doesn’t deserve it or they’ve pushed all my buttons in the wrong way possible, i would still try to be as nice and polite as i can. really helps with me working in the f&b industry lmfao.

what’s the colour of your bedspread?

dark blue / grey!

colour(s) of your room?

white & wood (throughout my house actually + green from the plants in the living room) @yeonjuins says i live in a muji showroom

#/#this took so long

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connabeth · 4 years

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Nico di Angelo for the ask game :)

Why I like/do not like them

i like him bc i mean the kids just been through a lot, and yes he can be a moody little bitch, but he was just a confused young and rightfully angry/hurt child. he’s come through a lot for his friends and the people he loves. also he’s just a dramatic little bitch “ghost king” asjksdfxhl same

OTP

will by default. i skimmed ToA but they work well together and make each other happy so

brOTP

i feel like jason had that older brother thing going on with him and reyna the older sister cause they were both supportive friends. i also think percy and annabeth would get along well with him. yes, there’s history there, but ultimately they’re all happy where they are right now and nico admitted he wanted to hate annabeth bc she was the one percy loved but he couldn’t bc she was just so genuine. also in that chb side book, percy annabeth and nico do a panel and they have some nice banter going so they’re definitely not weird around each other.

favorite scene

that scene in TLO where he and his dad arrive at the battle and attack kronos’s army by raising undead warriors and shit. it was badass but he’s so melodramatic lmao like ur 11 chill

favorite headcanon

he either goes for days without sleeping or sleeps for like 30 consecutive hours there’s no in between. will is watching his sleeping habits like o_O sir—

5 characteristics

cares very deeply for others, dependable, reserved, persistent, loyal

popular opinion

pretends not to like physical affection but actually loves it, and he’s okay with very subtle PDA like holding hands or leaning on his boyfriend like he does in ToA

unpopular opinion

his favorite thing from McDonalds is actually not a Happy Meal but rather a buttermilk crispy chicken sandwich paired with an oreo mcflurry. no i’m not going to explain that one.

nicknames

i feel like nico is short and simple enough. i know there’s “neeks” but tbh i hate that unless it purely to make him cringe. maybe when they’re older, will occasionally calling him “angel” as a term of endearment? idki

send me a character and I will answer with the above

#nico di angelo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #pjo #hoo #toa #heroes of olympus #percy jackson and the olympians #trials of apollo #will solace #jason grace #reyna ramirez arellano #solangelo #ask game #cubanpercyj #asks #hc

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smoke-covered-ribcages · 4 years

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So I’ve been reading up on everything about autism bc I honestly believe I could fall somewhere on the spectrum. And idky I thought that your either nonverbal or not. No in between. But I’ve realized that’s another trait I have, where there are some times when I physically can’t produce any words even if I wanted too. One time in highschool I was completely nonverbal for almost two whole months. I realize looking back was it was during my junior year, one of the worst years of highschool i had, and it was durning exam time, and when everyone was figuring out what they wanted to do. So I can only assume that since I was under a lot of stress, on top of my other current issues, the I just became non verbal. That wasn’t by choice, I remember family, friends, and the school getting so frustrated and angry at me but no matter how hard I tired it just wasn’t happening. Some times I could get a word or two out but that was it.

And even today, I’m under a lot of stress, and exhausted, and I just went to say hi to my cat and nothing came out. And none of this is new, it’s been happening like this for as long as I can remember. When ever my parents would want to talk about something I was going through, or why I was upset or something, I would find myself unable to make any noise. Or if I could force words out, I wasn’t able to articulate what was going on inside my head.

Idk where I was going with this rant, just putting out somewhere another dot that lines up with my assumptions. I’m still trying to work this out, and clearly it’s self diagnosing, I want to have a more solid grip on it before I talk to anyone professional about it. I am 22 and AFAB (although I’m non-binary) so from what I read it would’ve been harder to diagnose me? And that Afabs have an easier time masking. Although I don’t think I did a wonderful job, I was horribly bullied growing up, and people often find me weird, but usually had at leaast one friend. And even today, I’m told it’s like a “good” kind of weird whatever that means.

#nonbinary #autism #aspergers #self dx #self diagnosis #depresison #generalized anxiety disorder #ADHD #non verbal

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the-rawr-ster · 4 years

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Relationship Headcanons (HC) (I’m not finish and my dumbass posted it before I could so come back later.)

Oikawa

Okay, anyways

If you don’t believe aliens exist don’t even try to have a conversation with him

He to stay up all night and talk about conspiracy theories, so be prepared for him waking you at 3am to talk about how the CIA framed Lee Harvey Oswald for the Assassination of JFK.

He needs constant validation and reassurance

Slap his ass until it breaks

Buy him milk bread

He’ll either do everything in his power to keep you or he’ll just let you go without giving it a second thought.

When he’s overworking himself be there for him, listen to him, and reassure him that he’s a good VB player

If he’s being TOO cocky don’t be afraid to say something

Crackhead energy 24/7

Wear his team jacket, he likes it when you do it.

Y’all will either get a pet cat or a hamster

He loves movie nights, but nothing scary

Tell him I love you first, if he hasn’t said it already he’s probably just scared you’ll reject him

DO NOT PUSH HIS BUTTONS, Oikawa is petty asf, just don’t okay?

If you wanna loose him, compare him to Kageyama. He resents him because he feels inferior.

Don’t expect him to ever be home on time, he spends a lot time practicing alone. He’ll probably forget to eat, so show up with dinner in a to go box for him .

Be patient, he’s not always gonna have time for you, he is a volleyball player after all.

He can be really childish sometimes, so you’ll probably have to go all Iwa-Chan on him.

Laugh at his jokes

Be petty when a girl flirts with him. He likes that shit.

Randomly make a funny face at him in the hallway

He has a big ego, so if you ignore him when you first meet, he’ll either fall in love with you or ignore you back.

Like i said, he needs constant reassurance and for you to be patient with him. His ex left him because he was so indulged in volleyball. Oikawa is really insecure about his abilities as a setter, especially when he’s compared to Kageyama.

Kageyama is to Oikawa as Voldemort is to Hogwarts, just don’t say his name, avoid it at all costs.

He’d be someone difficult to be in a relationship with, so it’s best to start out as friends.

Movie dates for sure, y’all will definitely watch a lot of sci-fi movies

Tsukkishima

Get him dino plushies, he may not say it out loud but it’s basically canon that he like dinosaurs.

Museum dates? Yes please.

Will teach you about all the dinosaurs

A bit of a tsundere

He likes when you guys throw playful insults at eachother

Do not force him to do anything he doesn’t want to do but do encourage him

Late night face times. Like y’all will fall asleep on the phone together

Study dates, he loves study dates. Especially when he doesn’t have to be super patient with you like Hinata, but he does love to help, don’t get me wrong.

He loves it when you’re clingy. Like he acts like he doesn’t but when you hold onto his arm and stuff, he’s internally blushing.

Literally does not care about looks. He is not superficial. He thinks looks are stupid and irrelevant when it comes to love.

Will definitely give you a pet name like idiot

Hug him, hug him, hug him. He likes it. He really likes it.

He’s emotionally constipated though, so if he doesn’t say I love you back, don’t take it to heart.

Definitely wants you to focus on your own goals. Will aggressively make sure you to focus on it and stuff.

If you’re not eating, he will force feed you.

You’ll probably have to scold him though for being mean to Hinata and Kageyama.

You guys hurled insults at each other when you met.

If you’re short he will definitely tease you and hold things high up in the air

Do not push him to tell you how he’s feeling. He will immediately close off and push you away

Tsukki is a jealous bean. Like if you’re unintentionally flirting with someone he’ll act like he doesn’t care but then he’ll act out whew

Tsukki puts his education first just for the record

Lev

Omg so wholesome

You guys go on cute dates, like fairs and stuff. He even wins you teddy bears and other prizes.

He definitely said I love you first

He does point out how short you are but not because he’s teasing you.

He needs lots of attention

Like a lot

Cause he’s like a puppy

He will bother you just because he’s bored

He just wants to lay in bed all day with you and cuddle

Horror movies don’t scare him because he’s seen the worst from Yaku

Probably wants you to beat up Yaku for him

He’s not really good with serious stuff. Scratch that, he doesn’t take ANYTHING seriously.

He’s really blunt so he might end up offending you at some point

He’s super tall so he grabs anything that you can’t reach and then makes fun of you for it.

You’re the Sugawaura to his chaos

You definitely keep him grounded

Bear hugs, he loves them.

No French kissing tho

Lots of head pats

NSFW stuff is the last thing on his mind so just wait until he’s ready

You guys might get into arguments often because of your clashing personalities but at the end of the day you both love each other

Mad Dog

He’s literally bakugou quirkless and playing volleyball

Very very possessive. He will not let any male near you (which in reality is v toxic)

Movie night? Slasher films all day. You guys watch them religiously.

Skips class just for you

You probably tease him a lot and he goes all angry chihuahua on you and you can’t help but laugh because you think it’s adorbs

He’s 100% the big spoon, there is no arguing about it.

He loves you but he won’t tell you that because he’s emotionally constipated

He’s v touch starved

Reassure him of your love and feelings for him because he definitely thinks you’ll leave him because of his “violent nature”.

Y’all definitely go to a skating rink for a date. Idky but he just has that vibe about him.

Your outfit colors ALWAYS match

DO NOT MAKE HIM JEALOUS

Do not push his buttons

Those are just Nonos, he will become FERAL

Human interaction? Gross.

Y’all are like that quiet couple at a party

People are very concerned about your relationship despite it being perfectly fine

He shows his love for you by watching your everyday habits

Sugawaura

COFFEE DATES

y’all bake eachother cookies and brownies all the time

You get those couple necklaces and bracelets

Probs packs your lunch the night before

You’re that couple in the hallway that’s always saying I love you

When you have to hang up you both keep saying goodbye

His teammates gag at y’all’s PDA

He helps you with everything

No seggs until marriage for him

You guys are super goody together and have singing competitions and stuff

He’s super perceptive of all your habits so he can tell when you’re in a mood or something

He knows everything you like

You definitely said I love you first

Despite being perceptive he was definitely oblivious to his feelings

Omg imagine him being a father, adorable

Will clean and organize your room because you keep procrastinating

He can be super clingy but Sometimes he just needs space

He likes it when you call him babe or baby wholesome

He might nag sometimes and it gets annoying and you might argue

School before everything else

Kageyama ( almost a mirror of Oikawa)

NO PDA because he thinks he’s a tough guy

However, expect to be bragged about in front of Oikawa.

He’s like the others, so give him lots of reassurance

Your relationship is just so chill bruh. Like fast food takeout as a date? Yes

He really appreciates it when you go to his games, but don’t cheer for him because he will get distracted

Expect Hinata to be over at All times because despite him brushing him off all the time he high key loves him

Fall asleep with him on the couch and hold his hand. He loves it.

Buy him milk. Do not drink his milk.

Don’t expect him to propose to you. If he does he’s probably really really nervous

He likes to have time by himself so give him space sometimes

Be clingy sometimes but not all the time

He’s like a dark and broody version of Oikawa so when he’s practicing late by himself or with Hinata, bring him food.

You’ve gotta be super duper goofy. Like goof off with him during dinner.

Loves taking walks with you at night. Hand in hand, with you leaning in to him.

You have to have thick skin because sometimes he might criticize you without realizing it

Tease him when he pouts like a lil baby

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thetrashywritingwitch · 5 years

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Hello! Could you by chance write a scenario about Kaminari and his male! s/o? Maybe where Kami shocks his s/o and gets really embarrassed and tries to apologize but his s/o tried to tell him it’s okay?

Sure thing! Kaminari also rarely gets requested on here which is uh surprising?? idki figured he’d be more popular lol

Kaminari always prided himself on his confidence with romance. He read all the magazines, took all the online quizzes, and definitely ticked off all the “ideal partner” stats on the blogs he stalked.

…Too bad putting most of those things into practice was much more difficult than he anticipated.

He always felt like he acted like more of a moron than usual around you while trying desperately to look the exact opposite of stupid. His hands always felt oddly sweaty at the exact moment you wanted to hold them, or he’d say the first thing that popped into his brain during a conversation that made no sense whatsoever.

“Where do you wanna eat?”

“Snakes,” Kaminari replied

“…Uh…what?”

And so it went often enough where Kaminari began wondering why in the world you were with him. “I always thought I’d be out of everyone else’s league…but he’s way out of my league! Life is tragic, Alexa play Despacito.”

When you asked Kaminari to hang out with you on Saturday he silently wondered if this was the day you’d finally break up with him even though you’d given him no signs whatsoever that you were going to do any such thing.

The two of you decided to meet up at the movies and then head to eat someplace nearby afterwards. “OK, so, I know you’re not super into scary movies, but there’s this new one out that I really wanna see,” you begged, hoping Kaminari would give in just this once.

Paranoia took hold, prompting him to agree without much debate. After the two of you sat down with drinks and snacks you chatted with him during the boring previews. You promised to hold his hand if Kaminari got scared, even though you could tell he tried to put up a brave front.

“I’ll be fiiiiiine….probably.”

“We can go see whatever you want next time. Deal?” You thought he looked so handsome under the dim theater lights.

“Aha, yeah, deal.” Kaminari still looked stressed, but you just assumed it was because of the movie and not the inner turmoil rocking inside his head.

Once the movie started Kaminari sunk all the way down into his seat, already anticipating the worst. For the first half hour, nothing remotely disturbing happened. There were even some funny moments that made him laugh!

It only took one scene, though, for him to screech…and in doing so, accidentally shocking the absolute shit out of you with his quirk.

Most of the people in the theater stared up at the two of you with angry glares at disturbing the movie. It wasn’t the first time he’d accidentally shocked you, but you did smell a bit of singed hair this time.

“Oh, shit! I’m…shit, I’m so stupid!” Before you could do anything Kaminari ran out of the theater in an embarrassed panic. You abandoned your snacks and followed him out, coughing a bit of smoke up along the way.

“Hey, wait! Denki!” You saw him run into the bathroom and managed to grab his wrist before he locked himself in a stall. “Denki, it’s not that bad, I promise-”

The look on his face, though, told you something else was definitely wrong.

“Why are you with me?” he asked suddenly. “I just feel so dumb all the time and say dumb junk and act like a moron and now I ruined the movie and-”

“Woah, woah! Where’d all this come from?” Someone walked into the bathroom, glanced at the two of you, and walked into a stall awkwardly. “I’m with you because I like you, Denki. You’re not dumb - you’re smarter than you give yourself credit for. And I was prepared to get shocked when we started dating. Seemed like an inevitability, honestly. As long as you don’t, like, give me all the volts you have I’m fine. I swear!”

He didn’t look convinced but at least the tension in his shoulders eased. “...Really? I mean I know I’m a great catch but sometimes it’s hard convincing myself,” he attempted to joke.

“Yes, I swear. We don’t have to keep watching the movie if you don’t wanna, but-”

“I’ll just close my eyes during the spooky parts. Deal?”

“Yeah, deal,” you said while kissing him on the cheek.

A sniffle echoed from the occupied bathroom stall. “So cute...”

#bnha x reader #mha x reader #kaminari x reader #kaminari denki x reader #male reader #x reader #boku no hero x reader #my hero academia x reader #bnha imagines #mha imagines #bnha writing #mha writing #bnha scenarios #mha scenarios

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itsinvisiblelocket91 · 5 years

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13 years of Taylor. (This is long. I’m sorry)

So I’ve decided to tell my story on how I found Taylor and the Impact she’s had one me, and what she’s helped me through the past 13 years. I figure it’s appropriate to do this during the Lover era and 13 years of Taylor!!

I’ll start with when I was 16 (almost 17) and sitting in the dark on my couch with a blanket wrapped around me. I was just skimming through the channels and landed on the ACM Awards. There was a tiny, tall, kinky ,curly, blonde headed girl in a black jacket and denim jeans and a guitar, sitting on a stool. All the sudden she tears it off and goes into dramatics of why this boy should have said no. Soon to go into a rain shower of “no’s”. I absolutely got chills and could not take my eyes off her. She sang in the rain, just drenched, soak and wet but singing her heart out about the boy who did her wrong. She ended the song and I was stunned! She was so happy after her performance. There was a standing ovation and she was so giddy and couldn’t believe the reaction she was getting. So genuine and honest. I replayed and watched it a couple times but at some point I HAD to stop and go to bed. I remember walking up the stairs to my room and decided that I was never gonna forget this girl and I needed to look her stuff up and soon.

Later on I had discovered her debut album “Taylor Swift” but didn’t go into a whole spiral of obsession like I am currently. I had her music on my laptop. I remember me and my friends making horrible remakes of “our song”, “tryin to find a place in this world”, and “Tim McGraw “ if only those video still existed. I started finding posters in magazines of her to hang up on my wall.

One day, my mom came home with the new “fearless” album for me only days after my birthday. I didn’t ask for it, she just got it but I’m so glad she did. The rest of that year, we played that CD to school and back in my moms Jeep. My school was 45 mins away so you can imagine I learned this album QUICK. I was 100% a hopeless romantic in high school and had crazy amount of crushes happening but also learning that they don’t have to like you or they can break up with you through a piece of paper at lunch. I remember wishing the song “15” came sooner for me, but greatful it was there cause even at 17-18 I didn’t know who I was. I felt Taylor was there to help me find that in myself. I was supper shy and definitely made fun of/ bullied in school. It was nice to know someone knew all about it and could let me know how to maybe handle it and all the other things high school came with.

January 13th 2010, my grandpa died of cancer. He had, had it for years at this point. I suddenly couldn’t listen to breathe anymore and still can’t to this day. For some reason it just hits different sense then. He was a father figure to me sense me, my brother and mom lived with my grandma and grandpa after her divorce. Not that my dad wasn’t around. It’s just he was always there to protect me and care for me as much as my mom was.

Soon it was time for me to graduate high school (I graduated early) and I remember being in like a limbo of “what now”. I watched the VMAS that year....2009. I remember watching it live. I burst into my moms room while she was sleeping to tell her what just happened to you. I was so angry. How dare he? You WORKED SO HARD! I laid in bed to mad that I couldn’t do anything. But what else could I do.

Speak Now was then released and I downloaded the album that night. Idky, but I listened to “last kiss” on repeat tell I fell asleep. (Weird I know). At the time I was talking to a certain someone that I never thought would have ever batted an eye in my direction from my high school. I had dated him for a week but it just wasn’t the right time for either of us. Clearly Speak Now said something to me. That night I was in the dark on the phone with him while the moonlight blazed through my blinds. He told me “I would always be of high importance to him and that he wanted to take me out on my birthday” At that moment, I new I needed to jump. I didn’t jump before because I was scared and with other boys I did the same thing before. Nothing.

Speak now told me to do this before you keep regretting not jumping.

I jumped.

I absolutely didn’t have my drivers licenses.

My mom was absolutely out of town

And I absolutely took my car that I would get when legal to drive to go see this boy who gave me a romantic conversation over the phone.

I felt like I was gonna throw up. 100% scared and blaring sparks fly in what was technically my car.

I met him at the park and we went to eat from there in his car.

I couldn’t believe what I was doing. This was jumping.

After that night, that was it. He was it.

I was 19 and 100% sure that this was it.

(Good thing I was right 🥰)

My mom was furious. I even moved out.

I listened to speak now that entire time. It was a huge part of my life. I would cry every time I left him and put on speak now and it would comfort me and I would be ok.

Years go by and then low and be hold RED is debuting

(19 year old jumping from house to house just to be with him. I slept on peoples floors)

My mom had gotten married and moved to Kentucky so I went to visit her. Engaged and sitting in my moms car, my mom comes out of Walgreens with a RED T-shirt, and album for me cause I was begging. I remember hear IKYWT and thinking oh hell, we’re going into something new? I sat in my moms guest room and listened to RED and loved it. I remember thinking how sad I was for Taylor. That this is what love has become for her. Red. Something that will probably end at some point.

That was about the time that the honeymoon phase was fading out for me and my fiancé. It’s funny how that’s like a light switch and you don’t realize what kinda care you have to give and put into your love life until one day, reality hits and you want certain things. Maybe things you both don’t agree on. You start having to grow up and dealing with actual life problems you didn’t see when you were blinded by the infatuation you have for each other. That’s when RED started making sense to me. Fighting and hurting each other cause we’re 20-21 and have no idea what we’re doing. Engaged and love each other but have no clue about life and doing it. That year was my first Taylor Concert with nose bleed seats of course cause I made $7.25 an hour and a friend of mine paid for them. I screamed every word with my poster board and almost broke into tears during the entire thing. I had only wished I could get closer because I wanted to see her face to face for once. I still had the time of my life screaming and jumping around to 22!

(My sign for the red tour)

The RED era started to come to an end and me and my fiancé FINALLY got out first place together. A home that was falling apart, and illegally made into a duplex. No central a/c or heat. Insulation was probably 0% as well. This was the hardest year for us. It was Texas and Texas is brutal with heat. Shake it off debuted and I desperately tried, I promise. I was so excited for this step in Taylor’s Career and was so excited to see what the next step in my life would need to get through it. Another album to help me deal with unknowing in life and my relationship with my fiancé.

One night at midnight, I had no internet to buy an album not any money for album, let alone food in the house. I stayed up all night waiting for the album to download on YouTube that someone posted. I would buy the album which I did and still have but that night I just needed to hear it. I was up tell 5am. I didn’t know that a week later I was going to need this album more than anything.

We had a fight

The fight.

It was horrible. I sat in the dark in our broken home thinking “this can’t be it” I left to my grandmas house the next day in tears and for a week me and him argued, trying to work it out. I couldn’t understand it. I listened to All you had to do was stay like there wasn’t another song to exist. There was a night that I finally got angry. I formed my entire life around this man. How dare you give up on us so easily? I drove down scared and angry and ready to get my stuff while listening to 1989, trying to calm down but the adrenaline was crazy. I get there and that night we both break down and try to ACTUALLY work things out. I listened to Taylor so much that year. 1989 ended up being a staple. I finally got a job and we found a new apartment together. One where our electricity wasn’t $20 a day and I didn’t have to share my trash can with the neighbors. A completely new beginning and trying to heal after such a hard year. Still engaged after 3 years. We finally are getting on track. I even met some amazing people and finally a swiftie who GET ME! Shake it off came on and work and we looked at each other and I’ll never forget it. I made some great friends that I really needed that year. It’s amazing what can happen in 1 year. They ended up being a bridesmaid in my wedding and makeup artist.

YES I SAID MY WEDDING

06/25/16 we finally made it. I walked down the aisle to your in love.

I couldn’t breathe and the a/c in the church was broken in the summer. He was sweating, my dress hit a lantern twice, we joked at the alter with the crowd. It was personal and real and small. Hectic and stressful too.

You disappeared for awhile after this. I couldn’t believe the existent the media, and some reality stars/ rap singers were taking. I was very angry. I was a little confused even and wasn’t sure of what to think. I knew of all the battles at this point that you already were fighting and then this happened. Another limbo without you happened. I had all your music but you were gone. I’m thankful knowing what I do now and that you ended up ok. Better than ok.

You vented your feeling and brought out reputation!!! Naturally this ended up being the year I had to get rid of any toxic friends that I had. I had some actual good friends and I started to see the difference in what I deserved. It also could also do with my age and growing up but still. On top of that, things still ended up being hard for me and my husband that year. We were seeing each other a lot cause of work and we were becoming distant. There was a temptation I had that I didn’t give in to but it hurt. We ended up deciding that we needed to go. Get out of town and leave. We picked up our important belongings and left in 2 weeks tops.

We moved to Kentucky which made me closer to my mom and helped a lot. My husband moved for us away from his family for us and that was everything in itself. I listened to all of her albums on my 14 hour drive from Texas to Kentucky. I was scared beyond belief and with some bumps in the road. We finally made it.

Fast forward to know and it’s been a year in Kentucky and Lover is out.

Me and my husband have decided to try and start a family. That’s how good this move has been for us. We have a 2 bedroom apartment and 2 fur babies. I love the fall here, and Lover has a special place in my heart just like the others. This year has been very good for me and my husband. I was putting up fall decorations a couple days ago and I teared up at the line “this is our place we make the call” I looked around and it WAS ours. I was decorating while he was laughing at his xbox game. We did it. This era is different. I can’t wait to see what this era will show me.

@taylorswift @taylornation

#taylor swift #RED #taylor nation #reputation #lover #taylorswift #iftye #dbatc #taylornation #speak now #1989

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bts-is-my-life-as-always · 6 years

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Bts reaction to disciplining their child.

The other part to the other thing...... you know what I mean..... not good with words clearly..... Anyways.... Jin: your more into discipline and telling your child when to stop and when it’s fine, Jin would honestly be the one to comfort your child after you telling him/her off. “Mummy doesn’t hate you, she just has her way of showing you she loves you, and daddy wants you to go apologise to mummy for what you did okay?” Butttt when he disciplines them, it’s for a good reason, like your child has been throwing fits and accidentally punches you or something, then the nice dad is over, he’s a strict one, but then goes right back to being soft. (Awwww.) “Princess that kind of behaviour is not accepted by dad, no matter how much I love you, you can’t do that, go apologise to Mum right now”

Rapmon:

strict would be one word, may surprise you but in my opinion i think he’d be the most strict out of all the others, fixes the children with curfews, naughty steps, time out’s or being told off it was all done by him, he loved them to bits but he knew in order for them to be ready for the bigger scarier world, they need to learn that some things just don’t go the way they want it to.

But he will reward them for things that they do well, like finishing homework without being told to, doing well in school, but we all know that’s not what he’ll enforce on them, he’ll give them many options and let them reach their dreams.

“Dad is very proud of you baby girl, and i’ll let you in on a secret, your mum used be very good at dancing too until she had you, i’ll steal some pictures and show you later”

suga:

funnily enough i don’t think suga would be too into disciplining his children the way his son looks at him with teary eyes because he’s telling him off would only hurt him, so even when he’s being a bad boy he won’t do much but just mention it in a joking way.

“aren’t you naughty just like your dad?”

Me: suga you know yourself too well..

Me: okay...... (why am i talking to myself....)

jhope:

jhope is definitely not telling his children off, no matter what, he thinks that telling off children at a young age will only destroy their self esteem and confidence (which is true) unless it was something really bad like bullying or something which we all know his children are not doing, jhopes family will be possibly the funniest and brightest family you’ve ever seen.

“okay children family board game time”

“children? am i considered a child too?”

“your the biggest child here”

jimin:

this chimchim can be scary if he’s angry but this side of him only comes out when the situation is extremely serious again like bullying but most of the times he’ll try to look over it and he’d most likely ask jhope for a lot of advice since his children are both sensible and overloaded with confidence.

“hyung i need help again (childs name) is mad at me again for telling her off.”

“well why did you tell her off?”

“she said she had a boyfriend”

“REALLY THAT’S WHY YOU TOLD HER OFF?!?!”

literally have no idea how he’d react to his children doing something bad.... probably would accuse you of lying in a joking way until he see’s it for himself. maybe he’ll tell them off just slightly so they don’t feel more distant from him.

“don’t tell me they’re being bad again”

“what can i say, they’re your children”

“Hey what does that mean?”

jungkook:

there is only one time i feel like he’ll tell his children off, that’s when he’s either bullying another kid which isn’t gonna happen because he teaches his children values and that everyone is special and he shouldn’t do that to anyone, or if they take mummy and daddy’s time away or just genuinely taking you away from him.

“no, mummy is mineee~~”

“stay with your uncles mummy and daddy need their time together”

“NO, SHES MINE”

“i mean you wouldn’t be here without me sooo, were going”

You shook our head from side to side.... which ones the child?

(pretend your jin and suga is the child.......)

i’ve missed you guysssss omgggggg, and i’m ill so that’s great but i had to upload this for you guys so had to get this finished, btwww go give love to inbetween idky but you guys really don’t seem to like it, i’ll try to update the V one like tomorrow, but can’t promise it cause you know my mind changes so easily.

anyways byeeeee~~~~~~

#bts #bts jungkook #bts jin #bts suga #bts jimin #bts rm #bts rapmon #bts v #bts jhope #bts reaction #bts scenario

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jungshiii · 6 years

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i really need to rant :((((( so i has this friend and for a while she was probably my best friend and then she got a girlfriend and she’s changed to much but in a bad way like she’s literally kind of horrible now? but her girlfriend is lovely! I don’t understand how she has become so bitter and selfish and angry in such a short period of time when things seem to be good for her? and she’s blaming the new distance in her friendships on everyone else but she just works and spends time with her gf

I know how hard it may be to see someone you care about completely change in front of your eyes and not recognizing the new person you see. I really have a bad list of things that happened to me when it comes to friendship dewhbw lmao i could write a book.

A friend of mine changed like that when we first started high school, you know, new friends, new world, new you, which can be both good or bad, but in my case she took the wrong path as well. I’m so sorry this happened to you too, it must be hard to deal with this situation, since tbh idky a change like that happened when even her gf is a nice and sweet girl. A lot of people tend to blame those around them for everything bad that’s happening because they don’t realize that they’re are the cause of it. And that’s even worse because it’s hard to make the understand what’s really happening right then and there. I really don’t know her situation, but sometimes changes like that might be for other personal reasons she might have never talked about.. that had a bad influence on her, maybe, since nothing’s wrong about her group of friends.

I really hoppe this situation will improve soon for you, and that everything will be fixed. 💕

sleepover with me 🌜

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iluvnhlrs · 3 years

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Idky but I’m still so angry about Jamie getting a gf and I hate him for it I feel like a pathetic idiot and I don’t know how to stop feeling this way.

Nooo it’s normal when your fave finds someone. Like when Harry styles started dating Olivia I diedddd, I think it’s Normal to feel a sense of loss

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flameontheotherside · 6 years

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Before I Met Erik

Love ruled my life. Bullied, felt abandoned, but still had an open heart. I wore my heart on my sleeve but inside angry with the world and how I was always being treated. I always had a crush or two and boyfriends I was crazy about. Always disappointed because something was missing. They all turned out to be assholes anyway. Especially the ones I REALLY cared about. They just left. So with that, even if Erik were alive, he'd leave me too like in every life we had. He was no different.

In spite of all that I still had space to love.

However whoever I loved left and those I didn't really care for had "secret" crushes on me. *rolls eyes* I had so many crushes on me (still have) ignoring my inward and outward oddities, that would cause the hottest guy on the block to run away from me. Finding out I'm an incarnated Goddess of Romance, I suppose it all makes sense.

Over time, and I got this from reading my old journals. I lost count of people I loved. Over time, my hopes and beliefs in love started to wan. Time was running out and it was frustrating because I didn't know why. I cried more than I laughed. I was so naive believing in the shit you hear in love songs. I sacrificed my dreams and some of my responsibilities all for love. If I just got over David, I would probably be a musician or something. I always wanted to be part of a band. Band class was my favorite.

In 2009 I had enough, broke up with an ex who cheated and got the girl pregnant. Idky I decided to move in with them. Probably because I wanted to feel grown up. Turns out the other month he told me the bitch lied about him being the father the whole time. Oh and BTW other girls almost always were between me and just about every guy I liked. They left me when they had someone better. The whole, "It's me not you bullshit." Then days later, find he's balls deep in some other chick on MySpace or Facebook. It's happened a lot. Omg yeah actually it has.

So on the year Erik died...

I knew my life was over. I threw serious relationships out the window and decided to just have fun. The guys I wasn't too crazy about continued to throw themselves on me. So to be truthful I thought if you can't lose em, join em. I had fun here and there, partied and drank a lot. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder the following year. Even on medications I still partied. I just didn't give a fuck because I just wanted die.

Two years later I had been with two guys.

They were different. Something new. However addicts, assholes, and good talkers. To be fair I was just in these relationships to look normal. Like I was settling down like all my friends were. I was in these relationships for the wrong reasons. They were a meal ticket, someone to fill the space, and a dash of desperation. I still had a little bit of love in me that saw the best in them. Still left heart broken then I had my two suicide attempts. Here I am 6/7 years later with guy number 3 who is like the other two. I got bitter, lonely, and just tired. In a drunk spell of a couple of months I met a guy in a chat room. I never learned because I got feelings for him and he got a girlfriend and stopped talking to me. Crushed again.

Broken down I considered going back on the spiritual path believing it might help me. Shortly after making that choice I met Erik. At first I didn't want to believe it. I mean he had to be something else. Maybe a product of my emotional abuse and desperation. Besides, Twin Flames are a myth. It took me some time to wrap my head around it. It took A Lot to accept it all. Now glad I did.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧Don’t forget to take a look at Erik’s blog ran by his amazing mom Dr Elisa Medhus. Lots of stuff about his afterlife and shit. channelingerik.com … And YouTube

There is a new Twin Flame in spirit support forum: Spirit Spouse Support Group check it out!

Get your first Twin Flame/Mediumship reading free and take a look at affordable detailed readings here! (◕‿◕)♡

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aod4909 · 7 years

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So, today was interesting!

It’s my name day today, here it used to be more important than birthdays, actually, I think that’s an ameican thing... anyhow. So, my parents and grandparents all home talking and they went on talking about politics and medical stuff, many of which hit my anxiety like rocks... like hat grandpa isn’t doing well or random stuff... like the economy and how people barely get by... and yeah I usually go to my room for a few minutes at this point, take a breath and go back but today I just... idkI left the room swearing and went to my bedroom plugged my earphones and listened to music loud enough to damage my ears and I started crying and my grandma came in and I ingored her, I opened a random game and “played” and a little later my mum came in grabbed my earphones and tolled me that if I don’t come ear with them my grandparents would never come back and she was angry like she always is when I’m feeling terrible and I’m at the poing my vision’s plurry and I can barely breath. And anyhow idk why I would usually just sit there wait until I could take it and go back and just ignore reality. But instead, I added a few more cuts to my collection, bandaged it with toilet paper and dutch tape! cause that’s what I had on hand and went back to the table with a smile... but I was also shaking and crying and I started drinking wine and they told me to go to my room and I did and my dad came in bringing me food -cause I’m soooo hungry right now and he pretty much wanned to know what the fuck was going on so I told him some shit that I can barely recall although it happened like 20mins ago and long story short he’s calling a therapist on Monday. Well... I guess that’s something. I wanned to do that for like 3 years now but I couldn’t call... And I’m still crying but idk I’m just so tired of life. It’s ok for like a couple of weeks and then it’s shit for months and it’s so not worth it and goddamn it I just want to go back to bed, read fanfiction and daydream all day long for the rest of my life. I’m so afraid of tomorrow these days. Like idk my godmother called and she was like you should be out having fun today not sitting with old people... and inside I was like all I want is some peace and quiet... and honestly that’s all I want in life? Peace, quiet, a cat, books a video game, like seriously let me just play morrowind for the rest of my life and nothing else I’ll be fine and maybe someone to give a damn about me so I won’t be so fucking alone all the time but you know that’s the optional part. I’m so afraid what today will change and I’m just so fucking tired

plus I made my grandpa feel bad... Like he is 82 years old, he started working when he was 7 and he’s been working all his life, often on Sundays as well and he’s still working cause the government are a lying sack of dicks. And all he ever wanned was to have enough money to make sure I could study and have a better life and here I am, a garbage, worthless piece of crap, staying home all day having no friends, failing at art and making him extra sad.

#personal #saviorhide #nonsims #text post #mentalh health problems #self harm mention #everytime i post one of these i lose around 10 followers #so.. BYE!

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