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anlian-aishang · 1 year
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happy january <3
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spring-lxcked · 11 months
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finally discovered what ppl mean when they talk abt adrenaline rushes from horror games. i'm finally making myself try to play FN.AF1 again, beat night 2, and instantly had the worst thought—
me literally shaking & talking out loud: fo.xy please don't fuck me i'm begging you i'm almost out of power game: 6 a.m.! my brain immediately: GOD IT'S BETTER THAN AN ORGASM
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rillette · 2 years
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so what happens in the eaglnheart and gerad run. Also what's the gerad halcarol dynamic
hiiii lolipop, havent seen u in my askbox in a bit!! welcome back ^_^ going to put this under a cut bc it got kind of long and also i decided to add panels so it got even longer teehee
englehart's run is abysmal because he wrote a lot of his own problems issues into the story (its very oversexualized) and he's the one that introduced that gross fucking arisia plotline may he rot in hell for that.
Gerards run has hal as like the precursor to geoff's hal, where he's very. he's written to be the leader type where he hates taking orders from people and he wants to do his own thing and shit which is fine, but like hal is notoriously a yes-man. i love him to bits but he would fall for an mlm scam. theres textual evidence even
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so, since that underlying yes-man tendency isn't addressed his character "growth" into a leader type role feels very hollow and forced.
he's also written as a stereotypical man's man, where he's you know what i think he's just the writers self insert probably. like they keep bringing up how many chicks he pulls and how he's great with women and then he keeps being misogynistic and its like hold on. where did the hal that got mad at carol's dad for being a capital m misogynist go. that's not hal.
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I think that gerad's run has some great plot ideas, like with mosaic and entropy, but the writing doesn't hold up and his hal characterization is shit. also they keep using that nickname for tom and it makes me mad
the gerard halcarol dynamic strips carol of all her agency as a cold motherfucker. i love carol for who she is; a ruthless bitch! and the carol in gerards run is very. hold on let me find the panel that made me mad.
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this is so. carol would never say this shit with a straight face. i can really only see carol saying this in a mean way like if she was actively trying to put hal down. carol is ruthless and capable and wayyyy more of a leader than hal is. i realize i keep saying that carol is mean but i mean this in like the best way possible she IS mean it's part of her character and it's part of what allows her to be such a successful businesswoman. she is cold and bitter and she uses that as a self-defense mechanism she is not the type of person to get sad and angsty about sitting around waiting to see if hal is okay Gerard.
i want to talk about the halcarol dynamic while im here. hal and carol work best as best friends. they are deeply deeply important to each other and i think their romantic relationship is important to both of their character growths but part of that growth is them breaking up and staying just friends.
i think that hal and carol see something in each other that they both desperately want to have for themselves. for carol i think she wants the freedom that hal has to just fuck off into the sunset and have adventures without the pressures that come from her dad and from running ferris. for hal, well. 🏳️‍⚧️. i think that hal truly does love carol but he's also in love with the idea of carol, the strong and collected buissness woman.
I think that hal and carol's relationship is them trying to fill that void inside of themselves. but their romantic relationship is doomed to fail because you can't ever truly love your reflection in the mirror.
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stinkrascal · 1 year
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playing the sims is just like so fun sometimes. ive been playing in sulani for my personal save and its such a fun world to live in so ive decided gen 2 of straud needs to live in sulani
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bumblebeepixie · 4 months
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god I hate this class so much it's almost unreal
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double--blind · 7 months
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(SPOILERS) breaking down how obsessed Andrew is w/his sister bc he's a repressed lil liar and I'm going insane
This post got longer than I intended it to
1. He claims they don't spend enough time apart from each other to even begin missing her so he doesn't even know if he would, but just earlier in the game he was apart from her for probs like 30 mins tops to investigates some cultists and guess what???? He was already missing her 😒
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2. Says "I thought you grew out of this touchy-feely crap" when Ashley asks for a hug, but earlier when he was cooking dinner, he was the one with the inexplicable urge to "pull this broody bitch into [his] arms and force her to stay until she smiles" 😒
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3. Piggy-backing off the last screenshot: WHAT OTHER THOUGHTS, ANDREW??? yOU WERE JUST THINKING ABT HUGGING HER. WHAT DO YOU EVEN MEAN. THESE ARE SIMPLY INNOCENT BROTHERLY THOUGHTS ARE THEY NOT????? 🤨🤨🤨
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4. Bro just can't keep his hands off her. And everyone thinks Ashley's the clingy one jeez (lol the way he springs apart from her when Mom catches them is definitely definitelyyyy not worth analyzing. nope. not even when it happens a second time on the couch. nope. nooope)
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5. What. What is he thinking here. Don't think I don't see those grey lil blush lines. Is this connected to my third point somehow bc like... 🤨😬 Is "Andrew" is gonna start doing and being what "Andy" was too spineless and afraid of doing?? That's what the vow was partly abt right?? Does that include—
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5. WHEWWW BOY that little flashback with his gf has so much baggage in it I just wanna dissect. His girlfriend's tryna have a serious discussion with him abt his weird sister for the sake of bettering their relationship bc she genuinely loves him, but he just gets caught up in fondly talking abt said weird sister instead??
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6. He's awfully hesitant abt Ashley learning some independence, bc y'know what?? I think he doesn't really want her to stop relying on him. But what do I know y'know
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6. Wants his gf to put tie her hair up in a ponytail, then when she refuses bc he'll pull on it, says it's just "how boys express their love". Well. You know who else puts there hair up in a ponytail??? You know who else's hair he's always pulling on and touching???
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7. The voicemails in his gf's phone left by Ashley are heard by him in his dreams, and his dreams are a construction of his mind utilizing his memories, personal hangups, and knowledge of Ashley. The voicemails irl were left on his gf's phone, and for all we know, he never actually listened to them in person. Bearing this in mind... odds are the things Ashley's saying contain bits of truths he believes within himself, filtered thru her crude, hateful dialogue.
Here. I transcribed one of them...
"DO YOU THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME!? Just because you can fuck him and I can't? You think that's love?! Are you fucking delusional?? Cumdumpsters like you are just that. He will never love you. Not like he loves me. I am the only one. I am everything. I am the secrets you'll never hear. When he lies in bed at night, and when he needs someone to hold on to… It's not you he seeks out. It is me."
8. Claims Ashley's the one with the jealous streak, not him, but I think he's just as bad. The only difference is that Ashley's never given him reason to act on it since all she's ever wanted was him, but at the slightest mention of her gettin it on w/someone else, even as a joke, he gets mad. "OVER MY DEAD BODY!!" he says, when she's jokingly contemplating getting knocked up via the neighbor so an ambulance would come for her. "I wouldn't let them," he says, when she's complaining abt not being pretty enough for the wardens to bang her
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9. Going hand-in-hand with that fact, he's intensely protective of her. Didn't hesitate to cleaver the warden who found her in the closet (probs didn't even BLINK lmaooo he chose VIOLENCE), and when the cake-stealing cultist insulted her just once, he stepped forward just like that
10. In their apt, when they were lying on the floor talking abt jumping off the balcony, he was really caught up in the "romantic" fantasy of them committing a double suicide and dying with their bodies entwined so irreparably by the impact they form one unified corpse "never to be separated!" and they get buried in the same coffin together. UM??? Bro fr thought he was the sane one of the two. That wasn't even true before the cannibalism and demon summoning 😭😭😭
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11. This might just be me, but his reaction to seeing the post-sex vision doesn't strike me as someone who's inherently opposed to the idea. Instead of disgusted, he was... flustered?? He acted like she walked in mid-guilty pleasure wet dream. This wasn't a "GROSS THATS INCEST" reaction which is... the most normal reaction to have. That's the face of a man that got CAUGHT bro.
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He asks "we're not like that, are we?" and "why are you like this?" and questions the veracity of the vision, but he never actually explicitly denies wanting the vision to happen, more focused on Ashley and her reaction. He buries the elephant under the rug as fast as he can, bc yeah, it struck a landmine, but it probably wasn't a landmine for the reason Ashley thinks it is. I bet the vision just hit a little too close... :P
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ame-perduexx · 9 months
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Astrology Observations🦋
*as always* take what you want, leave what you want
*based only on my personal experiences with people with these placements*
🧚🏻cancer venus: if you've ever felt love from a cancer venus then i hope you know how special it can be. does it feel like love-bombing at times? sure. But i find it beautiful how unabashedly they throw themselves into someone they like. can it be suffocating to someone who isn't fully ready to commit? sure. but its impossible not to root for them.
🧚🏻taurus venus: wonderful, incredible, sensational style sense. thrift shop royalty. impeccable taste. can look good in anything - simply because it looks like a carefully curated outfit when in reality it took them probably 5 mins to throw together.
🧚🏻gemini venus: attracted to people who show them endless fascination. enjoys playing questions games to get to know people. knowing someones favorite color or season may seem pointless but they genuinely find a person's answers interesting.
🧚🏻as a fixed sign .... i have found i clash the most with cardinal signs. they infuriate me to no end. I enjoy the dynamic nature of mutable signs more.
🧚🏻Leo sun/moon: listen....even when you meet one and they tell you: "i'm like the most un-leo, leo ever! I hate being the center of attention!" they are LYING. either to you or themselves or both. i understand why taurus get the bad rep for being stubborn but leo's are stubborn in the way they believe they fully are the best person in the room at all times....which in a way i am almost envious of them? they have a kind of self-love that is unflinching.
🧚🏻virgo suns: make extremely well bosses. are very diplomatic and fair in how each worker is treated and never takes anything personal.
🧚🏻Sagittarius suns: for some reason.... the ones i have met and been around (ones who all identify as women) present themselves as extremely proper and pious in social settings. they love to be seen as the most put together one - especially in work-place. quiet in work environment ... but will talk your ear to death if you're sitting next to them at a dinner party
🧚🏻*trigger warning for SA* 🧚🏻scorpio placements. particularly sun,moon and mars. experience deep sexual trauma. over and over and over again in their life. started at an early age. continues to be taken advantage of throughout their lives. easy for them to associate self-worth with being sexually desired in a negative way. doesn't trust a person if they seem innocent at first, it always turns into some form of a violation.
🧚🏻gemini placements: listen to more lofi style music or instrumental. music without lyrics.
🧚🏻gemini moons: i know i've said this before in a post, and its a common understanding with gemini placements, but they genuinely are extremely talented with foreign languages. learn them quickly. hear them spoken for a while and can pick it up naturally.
🧚🏻moon opposite saturn: i'm so sorry. i know how hard it is. the depression, the anxiety, the constant self-doubt. you are truly your own worst enemy. i'm sending every person with this placement all my love.
🧚🏻libra sun & moon: have i ever truly had a deep convo with these placements? no. do i still love their company? yes. but it tends to feel surface level with them. they are not talented in expressing their thoughts in a spoken or written way without it sounding....childish. maybe its just me .... either way they would still be the first person I invite to my party. they make me laugh. maybe it's their childish naive view of the world i love. maybe I wish i could see it that way.
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cottonlemonade · 3 months
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How You Met
word count: 832 || avg. reading time: 4 mins.
pairing: post-time skip Kenma x chubby!Reader feat. Kuroo (as The Wingman™ doing the most)
genre: fluff
warnings: none
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“You need to get out more. Don’t you ever miss the sun and …”, Kuroo looked around his friend’s gaming room, noting empty take-out containers and energy drinks and balled up socks, “fresh air?”
“No.“, Kenma simply said as he rifled through the games on his computer, trying to decide which one he would stream tonight.
“Come on, let‘s go out. Not for a drink or anything, just for a walk.“
Kenma knew he wouldn‘t be able to hold out long against Kuroo‘s incessant pleas that were bound to follow and so he gave a demonstrative sigh and got up, ignoring the other‘s wide grin.
“Now isn‘t this nice?“, Kuroo took a deep breath of the crisp evening air.
Kenma just looked at his phone and tapped on a nearby checkpoint collecting his rewards.
“It‘s raining.“
“Hardly, drizzling at best. Do you wanna check out that new restaurant that just opened up?“
“No, let‘s go back home. We can order food.“
“We‘ve barely been out five minutes.“
That was already 5 times longer than Kenma preferred in a week.
“Look, the app says there is an event in the park over there. Why don‘t we check it out?“
Lured with the promise of a good game, Kenma shuffled after Kuroo, not hiding a groan of contempt that made Kuroo laugh, “Just like the good old days!“
According to the app the upcoming battle would take place at a fountain in the middle of the small aforementioned park. Only a few other people were already waiting there, periodically checking their phones for the event timer.
Kenma looked around, already thinking about what food he craved once he was back in his warm and cozy house.
There were two young school boys who, in Kuroo‘s opinion, should have gone to bed long ago, another man a little older than him - and you. You stood under a cream coloured umbrella, concentrating on your phone like the others. A fluffy white dog sat at your feet, leaning close to stay dry.
You looked really cute, stunningly cute actually, as far as he could tell in the dim light of the street lanterns, subdued by the misty air. The washed out video game shirt was tied to a knot at your hips, hugging your curvy shape. You reminded him of the big bunny plushie he had gotten a few years ago as part of a game promotion.
The event finally began. He tried to keep his focus on the game but snuck curious looks every now and then across the fountain. Did you live around here, too? How had he never seen you bef- oh, right.
After a few short minutes it was already over and everyone went their separate ways.
“So, what do you wanna have for dinner? Kenma? Hello? Hm?“
Kuroo‘s eyes followed the gaze of his friend and grinned when he spotted you, digging around in your bag.
“Kenma-kun?“, he said teasingly, leaning closer to his friend‘s ear, “You still with us?“
“Huh?“
The younger one snapped out of his daze.
“Why don‘t you go talk to her?“
“Talk to who?“
“Her.“, Kuroo nodded in your direction.
“Why would I?“
“Oh geez, I dunno. Because you‘re staring and for you that is basically equivalent to Tora salivating.“
“Am not.“, Kenma muttered defensively and hated that his ears turned hot.
“Uh huh. Hey, excuse me!”, Kuroo ignored the panicked tug on his jacket when he called out to you.
You looked up, then at them, looked around in confusion, then pointed at yourself.
“Yes.”, Kuroo called with a bright confident smile and walked over to you, Kenma who was still holding onto his jacket followed, but quickly let go before you noticed.
You seemed a bit worried at the tall figure calling out to you randomly in a park but calmed when he asked, “Did you score anything good?” He pointed to your phone.
“Oh. Yes, yes I did.” You turned your phone to show off the rewards.
“Nice. Didn’t you say you got something good, Kenma?”
The younger one nodded and turned his screen for you to see.
“Wow, lucky!”
“I’m Kuroo. This is Kenma.”
“Nice to meet you, I’m (y/n).”
Silence followed.
“And who is this?”
Kuroo pointed at the dog to your feet that sniffed his foot quizzically.
“That’s Plume. I named her after -“
“The berserker in Cloak and Dagger II.“, Kenma finished.
His ears turned hot again when your face lit up.
“Yes! Oh my god, I never met anyone offline who knows the game!“
Silence fell again, Kuroo tapped his foot impatiently.
“Hey, Kenma, isn‘t Cloak and Dagger a multiplayer game?“
“Yeah.“, Kenma replied, weirdly annoyed that his friend would ask such a dumb obvious question in front of you.
Another short stretch of silence.
Kuroo sighed. “Why don‘t you two exchange tags then? You could play together.“
“Oh! That would be great, but I mean, of course you don‘t have to.“, you said quickly.
“Oh no, he wants to.“
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a/n: let‘s just pretend the picture is post-time skip - also this game is entirely made up and it took me way too long to think of a name
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bebe-writes-stuff · 4 months
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I been lurking around your page for a min now n I love your work!^^ Can you pleaseeee do a taju x chubby reader
yesss, also, I finished my exams finally, so now I have a bunch of free time. I'm definitely gonna post more!!
@caramelswirlwithacherryontop
Taiju x chubby reader
I'll see you on Wednesday at 5:30 sharp. in front of the Underwater aquarium. It's a date.
WOW HE'S DIRECT!
You thought, pretty stunned.
But prior to this text, a few weeks ago, You were with Yuzuha. It was nearing sundown and you were walking beside her, listening to her ramble about whatever. That's how you usually were, you weren't always aware of what's going on but you were happy anyway.
"But Yuzuha, you really didn't have to beat that guy up. It was just a silly comment, you know, just a joke." You laughed nervously, tugging on the sleeves of your uniform.
"Huh, What do you mean?! That bastard totally deserved it. That wasn't a joke, Y/n. That guy insulted you and no way was he gonna get away with it." She muttered before turning to you and continued,
"Hey, you gotta stand up for yourself with guys like that. Because if they get away without it the first time, they'll keep doing it." She scolded you, almost like a mother scolding her child, despite you basically being the same age.
You looked to the side, tearing up, remembering your classmate's rude comment "He wasn't wrong, Yuzuha. I am ugly and fat."
"No no, please don't cry. Y/n, Your worth goes far beyond what you see in the mirror. And I appreciate you for who you are, not just for how you look. Your personality, kindness, and strength are what truly matter. If anything, he is ugly! He is a loser and stupid." She cupped your soft face before wiping away your tears and hugging you tightly.
You laughed at her attempted to insult him,
"Do you wanna go to the park? We can swing for a bit." She suggested, You nodded, excitedly.
On the way to the park, Yuzuha continued rambling about her math teacher and how much she hated the class. The park was in view when Yuzuha stopped walking and muttered,
"Huh? Is that Mitsuya and...Taiju?" Her question made you look up and squint trying to see who was there and she was right.
"Yeah, looks like it." You answered.
Yuzuha started sprinting towards them, "Hey, Mitsuya!" She shouted. He turned towards Yuzuha's call and waved, smiling. Taiju was sitting on one of the benches in the park while Luna and Mana were playing with him. Luna was brushing his hair, putting bright colored extensions and also using bright colored hair ties while Mana was putting fake nails on his nails. The sight was hilarious. Whilst Yuzuha was distracted with Mitsuya, who wasn't far, you were hesitant but you sat next to Taiju. You watched as both girls gave Taiju a makeover. Suddenly, you heard a familiar ring tone.
"Is that-" You were cut off by the two little girls,
"ICE CREAM TRUCK!" They screeched in unison, excited. They both took off running towards and Mitsuya obviously followed before they got lost, leaving you and Taiju alone, together, on the bench. You had spoken to Taiju before, actually, if anything you found yourself always gravitating to him, or admiring him from afar, never admitting your feelings towards him. Even when Yuzuha asked, she didn't mind, she was curious. But An uneasy silence settled between you, punctuated by hesitant glances, revealing the palpable awkwardness in the air. You peeked last time, only to see Taiju struggling to remove the fake nails Mana had put on. He was picking at non-stop.
"You need help with that?" You finally spoke, breaking the silence. He stopped before moving his hands toward you. You grabbed his hand, before gently removing each nail carefully so as not to hurt him.
So soft
He thought as he stared at your face the entire process before his free hand reached up and tugged a strand of hair behind your ear.
"Pretty." He whispered.
Blushing and stammering, you found yourself unexpectedly flustered as the subtle charms of the flirtation caught you off guard, leaving you feeling delightful yet a little disoriented.
"A-alright, I'm done." Accidentally stumbling over words. You looked around, Mitsuya and Yuzuha were nowhere in sight.
Wait, did they leave?
"It's getting late, shouldn't you get home soon." Taiju suddenly said, making you jump.
You scrambled to get on your feet, "Yeah, you're totally right, I'll get going-"
"I'll walk you home." He deadpanned,
"whAt." Your voice cracked,
"It's too dangerous for a pretty girl like you to be walking around at this time. There's plenty of shitty delinquents out there." He explained, standing up, towering over you entirely.
"O-okay, whatever you see best."
"Good girl."
Despite your efforts to hide your growing embarrassment, Your body language betrayed your emotions. avoiding direct eye contact, and occasionally tripping over your words. The unexpected attention left you feeling both surprised and self-conscious, creating a memorable moment of flustered charm. Once you reached your front door, You felt Taiju step closer and lean against you, pinned you against the door itself.
"I'll see you on Wednesday at 5:30 sharp. in front of the Underwater aquarium. It's a date."
His straightforwardness made you also wanna become frank with him. You wanted to be honest and do what your body told you to. You reached out and cupped his face, maintaining eye contact which you were avoiding. In sync with your motion, Taiju leaned in, Your lips met in a tender dance, a silent conversation of longing and connection. Time seemed to pause as the world faded away, leaving only the warmth of the shared moment. It was a gentle collision of emotions, a sweet blend of passion and intimacy that spoke volumes without a single word.
In the meantime, Yuzuha and Mitsuya high-fived somewhere, stalking you guys, and see how long it'll take until one of you makes a move.
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jediskywalkerblog · 1 month
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public - hayden christiensen
Hey my lovely people! I’ve just finished uni for the summer and I’m slowlyyy getting back into writing so here’s a lil’ drabble <333
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A/N: no smut just pure fluff from this beautiful man🥹🫶🏼
Warnings: age gap.
• you and hay had been keeping your relationship away from the eyes of the public for quite some time, the two of you are happy with the private life.
• it comes to a point where the two of you really struggle to keep your relationship on the down low when the paparazzi start photographing hay on the street with you just going about your normal daily things.
• you’d see instagram and TikTok posts like ‘who is hayden christiensen’s new girlfriend’, ‘stunning young girl spotted with hayden christiensen’ and ‘hayden christiensen’s new mystery girl’…
• you and hay both know it’s time to let go of your little secret when the production and promotion of his new series ‘obi-wan’ begins. You both know the press will be crazyyy!
• “hay look at all of these comments” I say as I show hayden the newest suspicions about our relationship whilst we lay on the couch.
• A news story titled ‘hayden christiensen’s new girlfriend. Young enough to be his daughter?’ The two of you do have a bit of an age gap but neither of you had ever considered the hate you’d get from it. To you, age is just a number.
• “just ignore them baby, I know it’s hard” hay says as he pulls you into his chest… “no one knows the love we have for each other” he says as he pulls you in for a kiss on his soft lips.
• “hay, I think it’s time we introduce me to the world” I say as I look into his deep blue eyes. He gives me a serious look as he looks down at me.
• “I’d never say no is that what you want baby, but are you sure? The press might get worse” he asks me concerned as he pulls my soft hair out of my face.
• “I’m sure, we can’t hide our relationship anymore, especially now there’s going to be way more cameras on you” you say as you know that he’ll be promoting the new ‘Obi-Wan’ series very soon.
• “ok beautiful, I’m sure I’ll be able to bring you on a talk show with me. You can be my assistant” he says winking down at me right before we both burst out laughing.
• “sexy assistant I hope” you joke as the two of you lay and cuddle on the sofa…
• They day finally comes, the day you’re being introduced to the world, it’s not the world your worried about. It’s Hayden’s fans… what of the don’t like me? What if I’m not good enough for their beautiful Anakin Skywalker?…
• I’m bought away from my thoughts when the makeup lady tells me that she’s finished and there’s 10 mins until we’re live. I’m shaking like a leaf.
• Hayden gets up off the little sofa he’s been sat on waiting so patiently for me to get my makeup done. “You look beautiful” he says as he takes my hand, he feels me shaking. “Don’t be nervous baby, I’ll be next to you the whole time.”
• “it’s not the show I’m worried about” I say as I look up at Hayden, he gives me a concerned look… “it’s your fans, what if I’m not good enough?” I blurt out causing Hay to chuckle.
• “not funny hay” you say as you give him a playful punch whilst the two of you burst out laughing. “It’s a little funny babe. They’ll love you. They’ll love you because I do.” He says before planting a little kiss on my forehead.
• “5 mins until showtime” a lady says as she walks in with her clipboard.
• “it’s time hay.”
• “it’s time baby.” Is all he says as he takes my hand and leads me onto the stage.
Heyy lovelies, I’m currently laughing at myself because this was meant to be like a mini Drabble but it ended up being an entire imagine… this is what happens when I write at 10:30 at night🤣. In my feels I guess🫶🏼
Let me know if you guys want a part two via the ask button <33 - @jediskywalkerblog 🚀✨🛸
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jmvore · 7 months
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forbidden (1) ➻ jjk
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‹ previous | next › ↳ SYNOPSIS › You never intended for any of this to happen! Thriving from the attention your step-daughter's boyfriend, you never meant for anything to go past the innocent flirting and soft-spoken comments. Jungkook, however, didn't think anything of it when he first met you but the more he got to know you, the more he knew he was falling. He knows this is wrong. You two shouldn't be sneaking around like this but once he finally gets a taste of what he truly desires, there was no turning back. › masterlist ‹
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1 › SUGAR BUDDY » RATING › 18+ [M I N O R S D O N O T I N T E R A C T] » GENRE(S) › smut, angst » AU › infidelity, (sort of) college, daughter's bf » PAIRING(S) › jeon jungkook x f!reader » SIDE PAIRING(S) › jeon jungkook x min yoonji, reader x (no name)male!oc » TYPE › SERIES | 5 chapter(s) » WORD(S) › 6.6k+ » CH. SYNOPSIS › You fall into bed with Jungkook. A mistake you will ultimately regret. » SMUT WARNING(S) › sub!jungkook, domme!reader, noona!reader, college!jk (doesn't matter tbh), cheating [on both sides cause 🤷🏽], reader has nipple piercings cause 🤷🏽, dub-con, premature ejaculation, somnophilia, possessive behavior, pussy fingering, dirty talk, sexual coercion, orgasm denial, male masturbation, unprotected s*x, reader has a tattoo, & fingering [I believe that's everything]. » ORIGINAL POST DATE › 06/30/2019 » RE-POSTED DATE › 11/05/23 » A/N › Thank you @/saradika for the divider(s)! Pictures are from Pinterest!
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It was a mistake for Jungkook to fall into this rabbit hole. 
The gentle smiles, the sincerity of your constant worrying, and the fact that you were someone he shouldn’t have found himself falling for.
Even your little ticks became engraved in his mind. It was a way for him to pinpoint how you were feeling in the moment. The way you’d pick at your arm when you were anxious to the way your giggles grew into fits of laughter the funnier you thought something was. 
Over time his infatuation grew deeper and stronger and with that came the depravity. The desperation to be near you became almost unbearable. 
To touch you.
To feel you.
He could go on and on but the truth is he has become obsessed with everything you did and the sad part?
You’re not even his. He’s ‘dating’ your step-daughter. He doesn't care about her. To him, she was disposable. The only really he's still here is because she's the only way to get to you. And you?
You have a… husband. A shitty one but you have one, nonetheless. He didn’t matter. The guy was a disposable piece of shit who did not deserve you.
Like his daughter.
Jungkook knew from the moment she introduced him to you that your husband does not deserve your kind soul. Your husband doesn’t deserve your love. 
To fuck you. 
Make love to you. 
He doesn’t fucking deserve you.
From the outside looking in, your husband doesn't seem to be treating you right and based on what he has heard from Yoonji. And if he’s being honest, Jungkook thinks he’s cheating too BUT that’s a discussion for another time. He notices the way you cringe away from that… filth . 
Did his touch feel tainted to you as well? Did it feel foreign? Or do you hate it as much as he hates him touching you?
Before meeting you, Jungkook had no idea what people meant when they said they were fated to meet someone. 
You weren’t the woman of his dreams or anything but there was the certain pull he had toward you. Your kindness, your unfiltered loving nature.
Jungkook doesn’t want you to give that love away.
You shouldn’t because that should belong to him. Right? 
If your husband knew the true reason why he was hanging around so much there would be so many issues. 
Good thing he doesn’t.
He tried to fight his ever growing feelings but it all came to a head the moment he stopped fighting his feelings. He saw you in a distinctive light because you were no longer just Yoonji’s stepmother. You were you. A woman he knew he would do anything and everything for. 
It’s another reason why he’s in your room kneeling by your marital bed without a care in the world. 
If anyone were to see him here in this moment, they would swear he had floating hearts swarming around his head as he gaze lovingly at your exhausted figure. 
Jungkook caresses the side of your face with the back of his hand and trails his fingers toward your dainty lips (which are currently in a pout). 
He goes soft in the way you subconsciously snuggle into his hand. 
He grins fondly.
He wants nothing more but to kiss you breathless. Show you how much better he is than that man. 
But alas…
All he can do is admire. 
Admire how beautiful you look dreaming away and currently unaware of how he’s eagerly admiring everything that is you in front of him. Your body, your face- nothing goes unnoticed.
It’s when he yanks the cover down, he groans. Almost a little too loud. 
Your body shudders from the sudden chill that runs through your body as you instinctively turn from laying on your side to your stomach. 
It’s then the clothes you're wearing catch his attention.
It’s not your usual sleepwear (he knows because he’s seen you walking around in clothes that are much tighter and scandalous )but Jungkook can appreciate it all the same. 
Ironically, you have a sleeping panda on your shirt with the words ‘ don’t bother me ’ stitched above it. A tiny crop top shirt you made into an off-the-shoulder shirt.  
The new position also gives him a very nice view of your ass. The gray booty shorts are riding up your ass because you move so much in your sleep. 
It also gives him a view of the pretty lotus flower on the back of your thigh that he’s come to love. The words ‘Always a lover, Never a fighter ’ are in cursive underneath it. 
He was amazed when you told him how and why you got it. The contrast of colors looks so pretty on your skin.
He runs his finger over it only to see your leg jerk in response. You’re so damn sensitive and loves it though, he knows he has to be careful. 
The last thing he wants is to wake you up. At least, not yet.
The more he watches you, the more his mouth waters. 
He wants to taste you but that would have to wait until your husband isn’t present. 
He probably wouldn’t be allowed in the house ever again if the two of you were caught and that’s something he doesn’t want to happen. 
Right now? 
Patience is a virtue.
Jungkook settles for your step-daughter for now. Despite the differences, he knows that if he holds out long enough, he will have his chance. He’ll make sure of it.
It doesn’t help that when he’s fucking her, he’s thinking of you. 
Your beautiful body. She doesn’t have breasts like yours. Your full lips. Your incredibly long, worshipable legs. Everything about you is to be worshiped like the Queen… the Goddess you are. 
He could go on and on about how he would take you apart piece by piece. He would make you feel and love him. He would make you want him. 
It will all happen in due time. 
For now, he’ll sit and wait for his chance to unravel everything. 
Just then Jungkook the moment the bed creaks under your husband's weight.
One opportunity occurs when your husband heads downstairs to get water.
He knows he should be in the guest room where you and Yoonji left him and he knows there’s no excuse for him to be in here but he couldn’t miss the chance to be next to you.
He gently moves you so you’re laid on your side and facing him. He climbs into your side of the bed, coming face to face as your breath tickles his neck. 
Looking at your face, you deserve so much better. You deserve him.
…And he’s prepared to give you all of him. He wants you to know that he’s right here and he’s not going anywhere. He would never do that to you. 
He shifts your leg over his hip and buries his face into your chest as his heart races at the thought of getting caught. Inhaling your natural scent mixed with the perfume you’re wearing, burning it into his memory.
As soon as he hears your husband is back, he shrinks into himself so he doesn’t get caught. Vibrating with the excitement of you being so close, he tries his best to hold still.
All he wants to do, however, is kiss you breathless. Caress your body like it deserves to be worshiped. 
Your body is so. fucking. warm. He can still lay with you like this all the time, watching you rest peacefully in his arms is a treat in itself. 
You look so stunning under the moonlight, he could have kissed you right then and there if every time he moved the bed didn’t squeak. 
He goes to kiss the top of your breast as the door creaks from your husband trying to quietly shut the door (albeit poorly).
Jungkook hopes he rolls over, falls back asleep and ignores the very visible lump next to his wife but instead, he feels a hand (that clearly isn’t yours or his) jerk you so your back is laid against your husband's chest. 
He even had the audacity to wrap his arm around your waist.
‘Fucking Dumb Ass…’ Jungkook grunts, hand twitching to peel his slimy hands off of you. Your hu- no, that filth doesn’t deserve to hold you. 
He doesn’t know if your husband has fallen asleep or not but he’s missing your warmth. 
Maybe if he knocks him out, it’ll get him to leave the two of you alone. 
(Just a thought). Jungkook shakes his head though the thought still lingers. 
Trust, if he could do it and get away with it, he would. 
He doesn’t want to rouse the man so he waits in hopes to hear his snoring soon.
Growing impatient the more he has to wait because this could be his only chance to get to touch you like he wants to. And… this ass hole is ruining it. 
It’s like he knows.
Maybe he does.
After waiting for damn near fifteen minutes, Jungkook takes another ten minutes to ensure dumb ass is asleep. 
He tears you away from your husband, wanting to push him completely off the bed but that would, more than likely, startle him awake. 
Instead, he replaces your husband’s arm with his own though he realizes he can’t move as much as he would like. As long as he can move his hand and arm, he’s fine. 
He starts to reach inside your shorts only to realize you're not wearing underwear. 
He entertains the thought of you knowing he was coming to bed with you and that you were readying yourself for him. 
Because you want him too… right?
He starts rubbing circles into your clit, hearing you gasp at the slight coldness of his touch. Your hips buck into his as if you know. Even so, he knows you don't realize it's him touching you. 
For all you know, your body thinks it’s your husband.
Oh, what he would give to be able to fuck you silly.
“Why couldn’t I have found you before you married him?” He ponders the ‘what if’, bypassing the fact that you were older than him. 
It didn’t matter though. He would still love you all the same. 
“I want you so bad I can taste it…” He picks up his pace, listening to you pant out moan after moan. 
You're clueless, unknowing of the boy who’s currently taking advantage of you. 
“So fucking hot…” He gently presses his lips to yours to test and see if you'll respond. 
His body shivers at how soft they were against him. 
He yanks the right side of your shirt down to expose your breast before gently taking your nipple into his mouth. 
You let out a faded whimper. Your mind thinks it’s your husband but in reality…
“So sweet, Noona.”
You blink awake, trying to figure out what's going on. It takes you a minute to realize it. 
As you try to wake up, your mind is in a state of disarray. 
You don’t realize who you’re looking at until you take in his wide eyes and boyish grin. Something is amiss.
You flinch but he’s quick to shush you with a kiss. The metal in his lip is cold against yours and for a second you fight with the idea of fighting him off of you. 
Remember he’s stronger than you are.
And the fact that you’re sure you would wake him up if you keep moving so much.
“What the hell are you doing?!” You grit through your teeth but he’s quick to place his hand over your mouth.
“I’m not gonna hurt you.” 
“Wha-”
“I promise I won’t. Please don’t be scared, Noona.” 
He’s hesitant to lean into you but when you stop fighting, he starts to nuzzle his nose against your jaw. 
“I just want to lay with you.”
He can sense the panic written all over your face and the fact that your husband is behind you, doesn’t help either.
“W-Why?” You ask, head tilting as you’re completely bewildered at this. 
You don’t remember him ever showing you interest and even if he did. He’s dating Yoonji and you’re fucking married.
“Jun-”
“It’s you.” You wither at his answer, unsure of what he means. 
“Why?” You speak so softly, you’re unsure if Jungkook heard you.
Jungkook, on the other hand, shakes his head and you know he’s not going to tell you what you want to know.
At least, not right now. (Even if he’s elated at the turn of events) because to have a taste of you would be the sweetest treat anyone can grant him.  
He leans closer to peck you on the lips again before smiling wider. 
“We can save that talk for another time though. You were close to cumming, no?”
“We shouldn’t.”
“Why? I wanna make you feel good. Please let me! I know he’s not taking care of you.” Your breath hitches the moment you feel his lips against your pulse point, a chill running straight through your spine. 
“Fuck-” You gasp, feeling his hand move over your stomach and down to the band of your shorts. He smiles at your resistance but he knows you won’t last much longer. “Jungkook… Wait.”
“Please don’t make me. I want you so fucking bad.”
“But what about-”
Jungkook moves away from you as if your words scorched the air around you. It’s only when you bring your hand to touch his cheek that you feel his jaw clench and unclench.
“He doesn’t matter. I can make you feel so much better.”
“Jungkook. You have to realize how ridiculous this is? You’re dating my daughter.”
“And?”
“What-”
As you glare into his eyes, you realize you should have seen this coming. 
The little touches when your husband wasn’t looking. 
How he’d hold you by your waist when you were alone (which was rare). 
The kiss your cheek (something you’re sure someone wouldn’t do unless they felt something for said person). 
The little remarks he made about how he would treat you if you were his. How he would love you, please you. 
You chose to ignore all of this, thinking it was an innocent crush. He wouldn’t dare do anything.
Oh, how wrong you were.
You weren’t going to lie, Jungkook was a handsome young man but that’s what he was. A young man. You felt wrong. As if you were taking advantage of him but that’s not the case. Right?
“He doesn’t touch you like this anymore. Does he?”
You clasp your lips together to contain the whine threatening to release, knowing you can’t move around too much if you don’t want to alert your husband to what's going on. 
Eyes closed, you take a deep breath. 
Not wanting to think about much of anything as he toys with you by playing with the hem of your shorts. 
He wants to dip his fingers inside. Your pussy was so warm as he felt you getting wetter the more he played with your clit. 
He can’t wait to fill you the way you deserve, your pretty walls stretching around his cock like it should. 
He hums, pulling your leg over his hip again. He’s loving this. 
Your eyes well up with unshed tears and your irritation running rampant because what the fuck? Why were you on the verge of crying? 
You don’t have to cheat but God, your body is screaming for you to let him take care of you like he wants to.
“You cry, Noona. I just wanna take care of you,” He mutters, placing his hand on your cheek to wipe the strays away. “I want to take care of you. I want you.” He bites his bottom lip before pulling you closer by your chin. “I know you want me too.”
“Jungkook…”
“Please?”
Fuck! Why did he look so damn fine begging for it?
You take a soft breath to calm your nerves as the weight of his words hit you. It makes you feel sick to your stomach. 
“Jungkook. We can’t. You know we can’t… What about Yoonji?”
“Yoonji…” Jungkook scoffs the moment you frown, heart slamming against your chest as you want to know what the hell is going through his brain. You want to know what he’s thinking and why he’s being so damn bold all of a sudden. 
When you search his face for a crack in his facade, you don’t find one. 
“What about her?”
“She’s your girlfriend. You should be with her. N-”
“I can’t even think about being with her when you exist.” 
He presses his lips to yours again as your brain is processing what's currently happening. 
More like short circuiting.
The sensation of melting in his arms makes you pliant as he moves his lips against yours. It's hard to pinpoint your feelings.
The sensation of melting in his arms makes you pliant as he moves his lips against yours. It's hard to pinpoint your feelings
Your only awareness is the sensation of his lips against yours. You know you shouldn't kiss him back.
You should technically shove him off the bed but...
They feel so good against your own. He feels good. That you can't even deny your body the love it deserves.
A small spark grows the more you indulge in this fantasy. 
While you know it's definitely not right, the fact that he’s expressed how much he wants you makes you feel something you shouldn’t.
“Jungkook…”
“Don’t fight it.”
He gazes into your eyes, enchanted with the way you hold back the whine within your throat. 
He wants to satisfy you but also obey your every word. 
He was willing to wait for the right time, wanting to make your first time with him special. 
A simple date or two. 
Getting you alone in his place or here in your home. 
Telling you everything you want to hear and more and getting you to dump your loser husband.
The more he saw you with him, the more he grew impatient. 
“You make this so hard for me,” He whispers against your lips, brushing away your tears before grasping your hand and bringing it down to his hardening cock. It’s straining against his sweats, begging to be let free. “In more ways than one.”
“J-”
“You do this to me, Noona. I can’t even fuck her without thinking about being buried in you. It's hard not to scream your name while I’m cumming in her.” 
He ruts against your hand but you haven’t moved away either and you don’t even know why. 
And why were you getting so turned on by this? 
You’re supposed to be the adult here. 
You’re supposed to be the one to push him away, tell him no. 
Tell him how wrong this is. How fucked up it would be if either Yoonji or your husband found out.
B U T…
The thought of being touched by him and touching him was slowly clouding your judgment. 
It’s not as if you didn’t find him attractive. The moment he walked through the front door you found yourself eyeing him but you didn’t think he saw you. 
And at the end of the day, he was Yoonji’s boyfriend and you weren’t about to break up someone else's relationship. 
Even if you wanted a good fuck. 
You don’t even remember the last time you came while fucking your husband. He was losing his touch and well, you’ve been craving scratch that itch and you knew Jungkook was willing to give your body what it needed.
When Jungkook's hand travels underneath your shirt, his fingers caress your underbust and your brain completely malfunctions.
Your husband and Yoonji are long gone as he takes your bottom lip between his teeth to nip at it. 
“I can make you feel so good, Noona. I’ll be your good boy.” He whispers his promises against your lips before pressing his lips against yours again. “I can make you cum so good.”
Maybe it was the fact that you haven’t felt wanted in a while, especially by your husband in a very long time that made you want to give it. 
Or maybe it was the fact that you had this man in your bed claiming you were the one for him and that he didn’t need anyone else. 
You don’t know what it was that had you giving into his advances, you only knew that your resolve was breaking. 
And the crazy part? 
You should feel… something? Right? 
Anger. Remorse. Guilt at the fact you would be blatantly cheating on your husband while you’re lying in bed with him but right now, you feel nothing. 
And you don’t know if you would ever feel anything about it. 
Once you’re actively thinking about it you realize that maybe you have fallen out of love. But were you even in love in the first place?
Your husband barely looks at you anymore. 
You’ve tried everything you could think of to get that spark back but nothing has worked. 
You came to the conclusion that he wasn’t physically attracted to you anymore but understanding that fact hurts more than you let on. 
“Please let me touch you more, Noona?” It comes off as a question, pleading with you to give in. And you do, nodding as he’s quick to grab your waist to pull you on top of him. He caresses your bare thighs, his eyes twinkling at the sight of you straddling his hips. 
He’s dreamed of this moment and to have it come true, his heart is about to burst from the excitement.
He reaches up to pull you in for another kiss but you stop him with a finger to his lips. 
He groans. 
A little too loud for your liking but you know you have to be cautious. 
You don’t want to wake the grinch.
Though you can’t believe you’re even doing this but you allow yourself to forget. Even if it’s just for a moment. 
You forget the fact that this is your step-daughter’s boyfriend and the fact that they’ve been together for almost a year. 
You forget that you have a husband and that he’s currently present in your bed until-
“Honey?” 
“Y-Yeah? Yes, baby…?” Choking out a response, you get Jungkook to get out of the bed as you watch him blindly reach for you. You’re quicker to reach behind you to grab his hand, hoping he doesn’t wake in his quest to find you. 
“Why’re you awake?”
“Bathroom.” You chuckle, not to give away how nervous you are but he doesn’t seem to notice. He hums, pulling you to turn you around to face him so he can nuzzle his face into your breast.
“Go to sleep.”
“You too.” You clear your throat, feeling the bed dip knowing Jungkook is crawling back into it after you told him not to. You can hear your husband soft snoring, knowing he’s settling into his new position. 
(You were always amazed at how he was able to fall straight asleep).
You peel your body away from him to replace it with a pillow and wait, hoping to God he doesn’t reach over to figure out what the hell the two of you are getting up to. 
With a sigh of relief, he doesn't. 
You can breathe once he stops moving, taking the moment to shoo Jungkook out of the room. Only he doesn’t move.
“You need to go back to the guest room.” You push him toward the door but he still doesn’t budge, holding on to you tighter to prove his point.
“I’m not leaving without you.”
You sigh in frustration, knowing he is telling the truth. Nothing will stop him from having you, he's so close.
“Jungkook.” 
He matches your energy and calling your name the same way but you’re unamused and irritated.
“Go!”
“No!”
You hadn't realized he switched spots, backing you into the bedroom door and squatting to pick you up. He wraps your legs around his waist and squishes you against the door with a loud thud.
You chastise him, harshly whispering for him to put you down but he doesn’t listen. 
Instead, he’s quick to open the do and carry you kicking and screaming out of the room. 
Not literally, of course. Although you realize that you've played right into his hands. 
You can feel the tension between the two of you as you bury your face into his neck. 
He knows you need some type of relief from the teasing he subjected you to earlier and he’s going to give it to you. His patience has run thin and so has yours.
Besides, you could do without your husband's mediocre performance.
“Jungkook…” You glance down but a heavy noise startles the both of you out of your reverie. He looks to see the light shining from Yoonji’s door. 
Of course, she would be awake. It’s like they’re doing everything in their power to make sure he doesn’t get his way. 
“Ju-” He cuts you off with a kiss, pushing you to hide in the bathroom as he tells you once he closes the door to make your way to the guest room. As you nod, you wonder if it really is worth the trouble but you are sopping wet and you need relief. 
Even if it's self-help.
Jungkook is growing impatient as he watches Yoonji from the door. He watches her move about in her room, making a mental note to give her something to help her sleep next time. He cracks the door enough for him to hear you walk by before getting to work to get her to go to bed.
You know you shouldn’t be listening but you can hear the desperation in her voice when she whines for him to stay. 
She even begs him to kiss her and for a second, you feel awful for what you’re literally about to do. 
You stop in your tracks, pausing at the guest bedroom as you contemplate going back to your bedroom and just masturbating. Sighing your resolve, you turn to head back only to run right into Jungkook.
“Are you okay?” It literally took him close to ten minutes to get her to stop complaining. What happened within that time frame? “What’s wrong, baby?”
“Um-”
“What?” Jungkook panics, frantically reaching for your wrist to grasp. “Stay. Please stay, Noona. C’mon”
He’s quick to pull you toward the guest room and shut the door, spin around to pick you up before laying you down on the bed. 
His hands caress everywhere he can as he worships your body. Particularly your thighs. He wouldn’t mind his head being crushed by them while he’s eating you out. 
And your legs… 
God, what he wouldn’t do to keep them wrapped tight along his waist. 
“You can’t leave. We were just getting started. Can I?”
Despite your protests, he’s already yanked your shorts down your legs and started climbing between them with a groan. 
He can’t wait to taste you but that will have to wait for another time.  
You on your back and spread out like a full-course meal, his brain turns to mush instantly. 
“Noona…” He mewls the instant he sinks into your warmth, nails digging into the bed as your walls tighten around his cock. God, why are you so damn tight? “So sweet. So perfect for me,” He whines. 
Moments after he bottoms out, you moan, biting against your knuckle to remain silent. The last thing you need is for them to figure out where you are, what you’re doing, and who you’re doing it with. 
Jungkook, however, holds onto you for dear life as he can feel you squeeze his cock, knowing if he moves…
He’s going to cum and he doesn’t want to do that. Not yet.
He wonders if you can feel the difference between him and your husband. Is he bigger? Thicker? Longer? He wants to know but he doesn’t want to seem insecure. (In which, he’s not. He just wants the validation).
“Fuck me...” 
Instantly, Jungkook begins to curse when you run your fingers through his hair as he meets your gaze. 
You can see the lust coursing through his eyes, knowing that this gaze was for you. 
He wanted you. And right here at this moment, he has you. 
“If I had known you’d feel this amazing I would have fucked you sooner. So fucking hot.”
“Yeah? You wanna move, baby boy? We don’t have much time.” Jungkook groans at the nickname as you glance toward the door worried one of them might waltz right in. 
You don’t feel like explaining why you’re tangled up with him and you definitely don't feel like getting yourself off. 
Call it selfish. 
You don’t care because right now you’re focused on the now and that’s cumming your brains out. 
“L-Let me savor this,” he complains but you know you don't have the time. 
As he grasps the sheets around your head to ground himself, you roll your hips back into his. He wasn’t ready for you to take charge though he can’t deny that he likes it. In the end, he subconsciously goes with the rhythm. 
“You can do that another time. C’mon.” You shove against his chest as Jungkook’s heart leaps against his chest at the thought of there being a next time. “Make me feel good, baby.”
“O-Okay.” 
Jungkook starts off slow, watching as his cock enters in and then out. His brain breaks into a frenzy as after a few minutes, his soft thrusts turn into harsh pounding. It’s almost unnatural with how his hips move.
“Slow down, baby…” 
Jungkook whines his distaste. However, from the way your nose is scrunched, he knows you’re not feeling as good as he knows he can make you feel. 
You look as if you were in more pain than pleasure.
And we can’t have that, now can we?
He reaches down to stroke your clit, seeing you squirm in his hold. The way you moan his name is one of the sexiest things he’s heard. 
Not even Yoonji can compare. 
He wonders if you’ll let him record them for later.
“D-Does it feel good, now?” He’s apologetic but nervous to ask because well, he doesn’t want to disappoint on his first time. 
“Angle your hips.”
He does as he’s told, holding onto your waist as he rocks harder. Going deeper than before. It makes you gasp, covering your mouth with your hands when he hits that spot that makes your toes curl. 
A soft mewl releases as he starts to fuck you good.
“You’re so big.” 
Jungkook’s hips stutter at the praise and only takes you seconds to realize the power your praises hold over him. 
You bite your lip as you hold his gaze, finger underneath his chin. 
For the life of him, he doesn’t know when the power dynamic changed but he’s so turned on, he doesn’t care. 
He fucking loves it. 
It’s so different from the sex that he has with Yoonji but it doesn’t change how he feels. If anything, it enhances it.
“Noona…” He tries to bury his face into your neck as you grip him by his hair to yank him back. “Fuck!”
“You like that?” You ask, pussy squeezing his cock as his eyes roll to the back of his head. “Hm?”
“Y-Yes!”
“Shhh.” You smirk at his desperation. “Quiet now. You don’t want to get caught, do you?”
“N-No. Oh, f-”
You stick your fingers in his mouth to feel him sucking on them, listening to him whimper in pleasure. 
As much as you want to continue, you know if you go too long your husband will get suspicious and there’s no doubt Yoonji will be looking for him once she wakes again. 
Plus if anyone were to walk by, they would think Jungkook was masturbating or something. They wouldn’t know that it was with you but wouldn’t that would be the surprise of the century.
“So good, baby. Fucking good…” He whines, pressing his lips to your neck as he continues to fuck you harder. 
“Yeah?”
“Y-Yes. I want you all the time, Noona.”
“Mmm, that sounds like a treat.” You moan, head falling back as you rock your hips up for him to go deeper. “That’s it, baby.” You chuckle, your walls giving him a soft squeeze. He whines at the feeling, begging you to let him cum as he grips the sheets next to your head. His eyes closed, panting in an almost feverishly feral way. “Tell me… How long have you been wanting me?”
“Since she first introduced me to you. Your husband doesn’t deserve you, Noona.”
Jungkook's hips grow sloppier as time goes on and with the way you’re pushing back, he knows he won’t be able to hold on much longer.
“I-I’m gonna cum,” He gasps, massaging your belly. He wants to knock you up so bad but… He knows he can’t, not until your stupid husband is out of the picture but just thinking about you walking around, pregnant with his child. Turns him on… 
so. 
fucking. 
Much.
“You’re so good for Noona, baby. You’re doing so well. Feels so good.” You grip Jungkook’s chin to stare him right in the eyes. “Cum for me, baby.”
It’s the lust filled fire that takes over your eyes, the way your pussy grips his cock and the way whisper some of the dirtiest shit he’s ever heard into his ear with that low, seductive voice of yours. 
To be honest, you don't even have to try. 
You don’t know what you do to him.
“Fuck!” Jungkook stops before he can, “No. No… Wait…” 
Jungkook’s firm in his answer, hooking his arms underneath your legs to bend them back further. He leans over your body, leaving you face to face as he grinds into you. 
You softly gasp, feeling him go deeper than he was before. 
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as Jungkook groans when your nails drag down his back. 
No doubt leaving red streaks in its wake. 
“Mark me, Noona.” Jungkook whines, “Let everyone know I’m yours.” 
He’s panting against your neck as he tries to hold on for much longer once you start to squeeze his dick harder. 
“I wanna make you cum first.”
“You think you deserve to make me cum?”  You’re even sassier than before and he fucking loves it. 
“I do. P-Please let me! I can show you, Noona.”
In a fit of giggles, you stroke your thumb against his lips and in return, he sucks it into his mouth. The sensation is incredibly hot and Jungkook can feel his cock throb at the feeling. 
“Ride me.” He says, blushing at the thought of watching in a very intimate state. “I-I can make you cum faster.” 
You push Jungkook onto his back, allowing him to pull you into his lap.
To him, the view is unimaginable. The way you breast hangs out of your top to the way your pussy sucks him right in as you lower yourself onto it. You toss your head back with a groan, hands stationed on his chest as his hands travel from your thighs to your ass.
“You’re so fucking perfect.”
“G-God you feels so fucking deep, baby.”
He holds his hand out to intertwine with yours and when you accept it, it makes him feel like he’s on cloud nine. Making love to you instead of a quick fuck that he just so happened to initiate.
“Use me.” 
You smirk, moving your hips with a newfound purpose. You want to give him what he wants. 
“Is that what you want?”
“Fucking yes! Please!” At this point, you’re sure the both of you can be heard but Jungkook seems to not care. It’s only when you hear a couple of timid knocks against the door that your eyes grow wide. 
You’re quick to place your hand over Jungkook’s mouth as he mirrors your expression. You can feel his heart drumming against his chest, whimpering when you try to get comfortable.
“Jungkook?” 
Of course, it’s Yoonji. You roll your eyes before leaning over to whisper in his ear.
“Answer her.”
“Yes?”
“Are you awake?”
“I-um…” Jungkook had planned to play as if he was asleep but you forced him to answer. “I was falling asleep, actually.”
“Can I come in?”
You snarl, “Did you lock the door?”
“I t-think so.” Jungkook can’t remember. “I don’t remember. I’m so sorry.”
Usually, you would find him being shy so fucking adorable but right now, you can feel your orgasm simmering in the pit of your stomach and all you want to do is cum but you also want to strangle him too. 
The doorknob rattle and both of you release the breath you were holding.
“Fuck me.” You mouth to him as he widens his eyes. 
You're glad he understands quickly. You can’t help but love how desperate he is as he rocks his hips into you. God, he's so desperate for you. 
“If you can stay quiet, I’ll let you cum.” You say in his ear and he’s quick to nod. He can feel you as you swivel your hips and lean in to whisper, “If you’re quiet enough she’ll go away.”
Jungkook holds you tight by the waist, his nails digging into your bare skin. Your pussy feels warm and wet. His cock fits perfectly inside and he doesn’t want to move. 
You snap your fingers next to his ear as he blinks, coming back to his reality. 
“Focus,” You grunt, going back to rolling your hips again. You set the pace for him to get the both of you off quicker. He even helps by licking his finger and playing with your clit.
You moan a little too loud but catch yourself before it gets louder.
You don’t know if your step daughter is still standing outside and waiting. All you know is your body feels like it’s on fire and you’re so close. 
So, so close.
And by the way Jungkook’s cock is twitching, he’s ready too. With the shuffling of feet indicating that she’s gone back to her room, you keep riding him as he bites down on the blanket on the bed to control his moans. 
Anything to take his mind off of what is going to come next.
“I’m about to cum… “ He warns and all it takes is more praise, a weak clench of your walls, and a hand full of breasts to get him to fall over the edge. 
“Did you-”
Jungkook groans, “I-I didn’t mean to! You feel so… I- fuck… I’m sorry.” His chest heaves, glancing at you like a puppy who's been kicked. Puppy eyes on a hundred, he goes to grab your hand to hold but you shake him off to get up. “Just let me-”
“It’s alright, Jungkook.”
“But…” He pouts, “Y-You haven’t cum.”
“Sweetheart, it’s okay.” You lean over to kiss the corner of his lips but he soon turns his head to capture yours. The kiss is softer than it should be for the situation you’ve found yourself in and when you pull away, he frowns. You chuckle at his attitude. “Get some rest. I need to get back before he wakes up.”
“Please Noona? Let me finish you off. I promise I can. I ju-”
“Maybe next time.” Those are the last words you say before you get dressed and try to sneak back to your room.
As Jungkook lies back against the pillows, his brain goes into overdrive. He wonders when the next time will be. 
“I’ll be ready next time.” Jungkook smiles as his thoughts swirl in a dream world. 
Next time can’t come fast enough.
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WIBTA if I called animal services on my parent's neighbours?
I want to begin this with saying neither me nor my parents get on with my parent's neighbours. My parents live in a rural area with about 6 acres of land. The field next door used to be just a large field however 6 years ago got brought by a middle age couple (50 and 65) and they built a house on it with the majority of the field still being used for their horses.
We never got on but for the most part just ignored each other until covid. During covid my parents started walking in the woods behind our house to get out of the house on a daily bases whereas before they would have gone travelling and walking other places. The new neighbours didn't like this. Both properties open directly onto foresty land however the easiest way to get to the main forest path is to walk along the fence that borders neighbours field. To cut a long story short there was a lot of shouting, signs and sticks blocking our way, harassment, and cameras to try and intimidate my parents not to walk behind their property. We got the police involved in the end and have a restraining order against the neighbours so they're not allowed to approach or talk to us within reason (obviously they can be in the field to tend to the horses etc)
I wanted to tell this to get the point that yeah parents and neighbours do not get on at all. Since the restraining order things have been peaceful however I did install a camera at the front of my parents property as we did have some damage that might have been neighbours but could have been anything else really. This was recommended by the police. My parents aren't good with tech so I take care of their phones/netflix and now having the camera connected to my phone so I get the alerts if someone walks by.
The neighbours recently got two puppies though they are now over a year old. They are GSP x Labs so working dogs that in my opinion would need a lot of exercise and enrichment. As I get the notifications for the camera I know what time the neighbour walks past with the dogs and it's every day down the same country road for 10 to 20 mins in the morning. To me it doesn't seem to be enough. I've also noticed since the dogs are growing up and getting stronger/not trained the neighbour seems to be struggling with them. My neighbour is 65 but not the fittest and this past week he's been taking one dog at a time for a 5 minute walk each.
Now all I have is the knowledge of the camera. They could be getting enrichment at home, let loose in the field with the horses to run but to me it just doesn't seem fair on the dogs. But since it's been peaceful for my parents I don't want to rock the boat and maybe cause the neighbours to retaliate. Even anon they probably would know who it is who called the animal services on them. But I also hate to see dogs not living their best life. I have no doubt they aren't getting mistreated and are well fed. I just don't think they are the right dogs for an middle age couple that do not leave the house except to get shopping and can barely give them a 10 minute walk. I don't even really agree with how they keep their horses either but again they're not mistreating them just keeping young horses in a field all day and not doing any training or anything at all with them. Just seems unfair.
Sorry for the long post, just been weighing on my mind.
What are these acronyms?
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Louk's Bad Batch rewatch no. 3 yalls !!
2am edition lets gooo
Clone Wars 7x03
Wrecker hurling droids at droids
Anakin's soft "how is he Rex" 😭😭
Ew help why does Wat Tambor walk with his hands like 🙏
Rex unplugging Echo with his lil hesitation hands
"old buddy" I'm gonna scream 😭
Wrecker casually tossing Hunter around like a ragdoll lmaoooo
Hunter like a starfish in the vent 💀 (anyone else ever climb walls in hallways as a kid hjskskfj)
Tech piggybacking Echo TECH PIGGYBACKING ECHO
Hold up did Wrecker throw them both up together oml
YES Wrecker blast that hellhole to SHREDS
I have a lot of problems with Wat Tambor I gotta go watch rots for a sec 👀
Rex helping Echo walk 🥲
Lolll insert that post where it says about how Echo wakes up from however long in the fridge and immediately comes up with the most batshit insane plan to escape with zero clue if it'll actually work and literally says "I *hope* there's a ship we can steal" 💀
And everyone always talks about how Fives is the unhinged one
"Just keep walking Tech" "that's fine but if you fall, don't take me with you" okay so I actually hate that now 👀
Dad Hunter againnnn
Wrecker being afraid of heights + literally jumping off to catch Crosshair with zero hesitation 😭💕
"I do have a brilliant idea" ~ Tech (plot twist the tally on the wall in their barracks is for how many times he says this on missions)
Everyone covering their ears while Tech is like 🙂
"We jump" Hunter Rex Echo Anakin: 😳😳😳😳
NO BECAUSE I HAD TO REWIND THIS LIKE 5 TIMES 😂😂😂 but right before Tech jumps on the keeradak reptile guy he shouts "seeya later" and salutes the droids with his blaster lmaoooo
tHeY fLy NoW
"Never better sir" ~ Echo my love you couldn't walk 5 mins ago 😂😂
Anakin 🤝 Obi-Wan saying "not good" when under attack
Forced teamwork makes the dreamwork
Anakin uses hand signals and Wrecker understands BRO YOU DID IT 🥳 (side note shoutout to @meridiansdominoes arc signals in Dominoes 💕 a must read for clone fans!!)
HUNTER WITH TWO KNIVES
Tech rolling droid poppers between Wreckers feet hehehe
Crosshair's salute omg
YEA GETTEM ECHO
Crosshair grabbing onto Echo 🥺🥺🥺
"Still showing off huh general" "you know me Echo" okay what if I cried
Rex's instant regret asking how to get on the walker lmaooo BONUS Wrecker grabbing him by his wrists 😂😂
oof Anakin's mid air force push 👌
"Just like old times" ~ no but this line haunted me bc I thought they were gonna make Echo a seppie spy fr 👀
It's nearly 3am now where I live lmao but star wars is more important than sleep
So if I wake up tomorrow and all of this is rubbish I'll know why hehe oops
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Not gonna lie, this whole thing really sucks. I think I wrote a message awhile back about the very cool feminist angle of the Plus Global Auditions Invitation video, I'm an SNL Army and was new to watching kpop very closely and was so sold by that video. I thought - 'this company is really different.' Going public with a company f*cks a lot of things up, it happens all so often, and often it's the people and the ethos that gets messed up the most. It's frustrating to see this devolution. Because I was really excited by what MHJ was being given space to do at BH/Hybe. Though, as a fellow art school student, I am shaking my head and serious side-eyes at how she says things like 'I'm an artist, I don't know how to read contracts' (obviously I'm paraphrasing) - it's clear Hybe knows she's got the goods but she's not playing by their game anymore. The response and flood of crazy comments and hate at BTS is frustrating but expected, but just such a waste of time all the same. I've also never thought BH and then Hybe were super super smart and long-gaming everything (don't come for me Bangtan U fans) I think they were lucky and scrappy and skillful and making cool things happen moment to moment. Later on they got better at the strategic planning, sure. I don't know. They may need a good kick in the pants to remember that's what makes them great at what they do. But still, I hate the idea of MHJ being cooked even if she seems like a real pain in the tush to work with. Because technically, she's what got me to really buy-in to what BTS & BH were doing in the first place.
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Yeah, it's a shitty situation.
To be fair, I think at the start, Bang PD was trying to do something different and 'forward-thinking' with HYBE. He sought out good talent going by the hires he did in 2019/2020, managing to onboard creatives like Min Heejin and Zico. Zico already incorporated his company to manage himself before Bang PD approached him, which is probably why he owns ~24.5% of KOZ - his sub-label in HYBE.
But with Min Heejin...
She had partnered with 250 - a popular DJ in Korea and NewJeans' main producer, since she left SM in 2018. He runs BANA (a creative collective) but she'd wanted her own label since the start.
Bang PD knew this, and wanted her for HYBE, so it's likely he made all sorts of promises to get her on board without awarding her a single share. Almost as soon as key creative decisions had to be made post-Global Plus audition, they both clashed, but HYBE as a company was less than 1 year old and it appears Bang PD and MHJ still had good relations... which was kinda easy since he still needed her creative output and wanted to see what she could do. So they let her make her own label: ADOR, and keep NewJeans even though according to Min Heejin, HYBE executives and Bang PD thought her concept and style of music for them would be impossible to sell to k-pop stans.
They expected NewJeans to fail or flounder. Instead, by 2023 NewJeans had become one of the top 5 most valuable k-pop IPs in Korea. If my guess is right, by that point she had no shares in ADOR, no agreement with HYBE's indefinite non-compete clause. She could walk anytime and I'm sure a lot of people wanted her.
Then HYBE approached Min Heejin with the shareholder contract to give her 20% of the company. It's a classic 'carrot and stick'. The carrot was easy to see. Apparently offered her the shares at a very low price, apparently Bang PD even lent her the money to buy it, for a valuation that HYBE considered more than generous, he was in her KakaoTalk chats buttering her up with those godawful emojis lmaooo. He was selling that shit hard. The stick in the contract was the poison pill which essentially tied her to HYBE for as long as they want her.
Perhaps she was aware of the pill and signed any way because at that point they still had good relations with Bang PD and HYBE in general. But according to her, Bang PD kept wanting more control over NewJeans the more successful the group became. Realizing she had to do something about the poison pill, she sought to negotiate, and as is typical in these sort of situations, you fight greed with more greed.
Asking to bump up the multiple on the options from 13x to 30x is frankly ridiculous. For a male CEO I can see it being considered... maybe, but for a woman? In Korea?
I'm sure when the other suits at HYBE heard that's what she was asking, at least one of them almost had a stroke. The logic is simple though: start crazy high and end.. just high. If HYBE was looking to exert more control over NewJeans (for example, every sub-label and group in HYBE changed to using 'bio-paper and ink' for their albums starting in 2023, to help HYBE meet their ESG targets. The only company that's not made the switch yet, is ADOR. Given how carefully MHJ controls branding and album design for NewJeans, I can see this minute detail being a massive thorn lol)... anyway, if HYBE was indeed looking to gain more control, the fact that they'd have to pay 30x if MHJ exercised her options on a whim, would serve as a very strong deterrent.
Given what I understand Korean corporate culture to be like, I doubt she had any friends in upper management to start, but with a demand like that, practically all of them would turn enemies in a heartbeat. It's the sheer audacity lmao. My guess is she would've eventually negotiated down, at least once she was assured real creative independence from Bang PD. But at some point, rather, quite predictably given this is corporate Korea, the need for control and the egos involved decided she had to be cut loose now and perhaps taught to not bite the hand that feeds her.
It's not a sentiment limited to the suits at HYBE. It's followed her since SM and the general public would hate it too, which is one reason I think it's only a matter of time before the narrative switches again to HYBE's favour. I promise you, most regular men in Korea would go red in the face, eyes bulging out their heads, drool and spit shooting out like projectiles, at the thought she would dare to demand such a thing. And in a way they'd be right. It's an insane amount of money for female creative in Korea, but I think given everything else, it also seems like a gamble she was taking as a means to an end. A simple negotiating tactic, given what she keeps highlighting as her main goal - unimpeded and full creative and managerial control.
Bang PD wants to build a 'forward-thinking' company comparable to Western conglomerate juggernauts like SONY and Warner Music, but I don't think these Korean men have the chops to do it right, just yet. I've had that impression of Bang PD for a few years now. He's been getting results, but they are inconsistent and he's got the biggest 'surety' in a sense with BTS, so he's been fine, and will continue to be fine for a few more years at least. But if they are messing up this spectacularly with their first female executive and one of their most valuable IPs, over... an options price negotiation?
And they want to pretend to be better than any other corp in Korea?
Lol.
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Anyhoo.
I sympathize a bit with how you feel, but as a Korean woman, I guess I'm numb to it. There's a reason I've never chosen to work in that country, there's a reason why the birth rate is nearing the negatives. It's really unfortunate, and I'm sorry you're seeing a prior expectation you had getting blown up this way. And this latest hatefest on BTS has been quite ugly and isn't near done yet. This whole situation is gross, and even more so when the motivations behind it are so... banal and backwards.
But these are undercurrents that are too simple and boring for the average stan. Burning the witch who is responsible for masterminding the demise of a virtuous group is far more exciting. And so that's how the story will go.
I just hope that by some miracle, NewJeans turns out okay and manages to thrive after this. Because in all of this mess, they will deal with the implications the most and for the longest time.
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Exciting (maybe) News!
So I've been THINKING (for about 20 min) of participating in kinktober this year. I've never done it before but I'm thinking it could be fun and interesting. I'm posting this well in advance so I can write as many as I can.
So, I want to open up the options to you all, write what you want to see! I've made a list for all of the characters and they all have a certain amount of spots to fill for ideas, and this will be based off of a first come, first serve basis in my inbox or comments on this post.
Please refrain from suggesting more than one idea because I want more people to be able to participate, and I am not doing doubles for multiple characters, each fic will be different!
I'll update the list as quickly as I can and let you all know what spots are available and what are taken. Happy Choosing.
Kinktober List 2023:
Azriel:
Rimming
2. Pleasure Hall
3. Shadowplay
4. Wingplay
5. Collar
Cassian:
Role Play
2. Virgin!Reader
3. Period Sex
4. Edging
5. Thigh Riding
Rhysand:
Cockwarming/public sex in the Court of Nightmares
2. Face Fucking
3. Touch Starved
4. Toys
Eris:
Makeup Sex
2. Throne Sex (Public)
3. Wax Play
Lucien:
Sub!Lucien
2. Merman!Lucien and Breathplay
Throne of Glass Men (let me know who you want to see!):
Rowan x Reader (Gloryhole)
2. Dorain x Reader (Hate Sex)
3. Lorcan x Reader (Size Kink)
4. Chaol x Reader (Overstimulation)
Crescent City Men (let me know who you want to see!):
Ruhn x Reader (Shadowplay)
2. Adias x Reader (Stalking)
3. Ruhn x Reader (Bondage)
4. Ithan x Reader (Breeding)
Wild Cards (Poly, Reader x Female Characters, etc.):
Poly ACOTAR (Dom/Sub - "Touch them and die"/"You saved my life, let me thank you")
2. Female Character (Unspecified) x Reader (Praise Kink)
3. Poly!Batboys (Overstimulation)
4. Poly Rhysand x Cassian x Reader (Double Penetration)
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