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#have come up to me expressing gratitude that someone would ever write someone who looked remotely like them
magioffire · 1 year
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as much as i appreciate all depictions of trans masc people in art, this isnt some kind of put down like omg you gotta draw ALL your art like this but... its honestly quite nice to see some trans masc characters that  have breasts  and are completely fine with that. like i get that top surgery scars have just become the visual short hand for ‘trans man/,masc’ character but thats not the reality for every trans masc person, not all trans masc people experience top dysphoria all the time, or even at all, and i feel like if we normalized the idea of breast tissue on men it would help to lessen the social stigma of men with breasts, cis or trans. i just love to see trans masc characcters who still have their breasts because its a reflection of the sort of trans experiences and bodies i am familiar with
#like seeing yourself in media is unendingly important#people who get to see themselves in media on a regular basis may not understand but seeing a character that looks like you#and isnt just a 'hahah fat tranny' joke that is actually extremely good for your mental well being#and you know...its part of the reason why i opted to make vali look the way he does because you know how many people#have come up to me expressing gratitude that someone would ever write someone who looked remotely like them#and wasnt just the butt of some cruel joke#and that they didn't really consider that it was possible for a character of this type to be considered desirable by fandom culture at large#because lez be honest fandom spaces can be very "pretty f/ggots only pls uwu'#again this isnt to put down anyone who DOES draw most of their trans characters with top surgery scars like#thats still important too i get really happy when i see art that includes that because its like the artist and i#are shaking hands like same hat#but even more so when i see a person or an experience that better reflects my own#where i had never seen it before treated with any reverance or respect#i wanna include that same feeling for others in my writing since i cant draw lmfaooo#to me thats the importance of diversity. not a brownie sticker you get to absolve you of being 'called out'#but something you do because you want to express and experience a fuller breth of human experience. not just the most acceptable versions#and help others see themselves in the art they consume#anyway thank u for coming to my ted talk#ooc.#tbd.#i hope this makes a single lick of sense lmfaooo#its 3 am leave me alone#im easily amused and also starving for content that gives me a single smidgen of shared life experience between trans people#this is why if you wanna see yourself in something..U GOTTA MAKE IT YOURSELF and u end up surprised at how many others were#also unknowingly looking for the same thing#and are like hey. thanks for that. i needed that.#and im like same bro :')#and tbf top surgery scars in art MIGHT be that for some people and i love that for them#but for me its seeing beautiful men who dont have 100 percent flat chests because that is apart of the trans male experience too#fuck just the male experience in general
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etheries1015 · 13 days
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Do you think you could write a fic where MC!Reader who enthusiastically says yes to Rook's proposal for love?
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Every time I read this I just want to reach through the screen and give him the biggest kiss.
YES I'M SO GLAD SOMEONE POINTED THIS OUT BECAUSE I ADORE THIS LINE. I don't care what anyone else says I LOVE Rooks quirky-ness and honestly how am I supposed to find love when he does it ALL???? I would also enthusiastically agree to marry this man. I am glad we can agree on this, Anon
i'm gonna be honest I misread this at first and thought you were asking for a marriage proposal fic, sooooo I wrote two HAHA. This one is the acceptance of the gift he offered above, and i'll link the marriage proposal fic I just wrote HERE <-
An enthusiastic "yes"
featuring: Rook
General warnings: Gender Neutral reader, shorter than you may have hoped, I apologize but I hope you like it nonetheless!
TW: none!
Your birthday had finally come upon you, and the first the greet Ramshackle with his typical smile of affection and enthusiasm, Rook was there to offer his services to you.
"It is your birthday is it not? Normally I'd have planned something grandiose such as 500 poems to express my gratitude towards you, however, I decided to allow it be your choice this year!" You giggled at this, sitting on the couch and crossing your legs.
"I'm not sure I could ask for anything better than 500 poems about me... I'm sure I can think up of something, though. Tell me, what are your boundaries for my request?" You smiled at him with raised eyebrows. Rook returned your eager smile in full.
"Perhaps hunting lessons from yours truly! I'm sure you would look absolutely manifique in hunting attire. My love is on the table as well, of course..." Your eyes widened at this statement, your mouth opening slightly and a laugh escaping your lips. You jumped up from your seat and clasped your hands together in excitement, leaning forward with a bright smile on your features.
"I'll take you up on that offer!" Rooks typically smiley demeanor suddenly shifted, his lips turning into a shocked "o" and piercing eyes wider than yours at the suggestion.
"My...love? that Is what you truly want for your birthday?"
"Yes. Absolutely. And for the rest of our lives, preferably." You said without hesitation.
A large, mischievous grin brighter than you have ever seen plastered upon his glowing features as he picked you up bridal style and headed towards the door. (I would you say would resist, however, I would also say anyone who loves Rook would be incredibly eager at this action.)
"If it is my love you so eagerly desire, then, mon amour, my love is all yours! I shall start by reciting 500 poems I have already memorized to you, and then-" You listened with intent and hearts in your eyes as he began listing all the things he wished to do with you, and the fact you were so enthusiastically agreeable to his half-joke...
you two truly were going to be the talk of the campus, known as NRC couple of the decade.
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joekeeryswife · 1 year
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AHH girl dad! pedro is really just occupying my mind rn….
that one imagine with expecting! reader really has me in a chokehold but just thinking about how sweet pedro would be while your in labor
from the jump, he’d be by your side. the minute you feel your water break in bed and your contractions are feeling a little too real, hes right by your side. his old man brain is definitely a little discombobulated at first bit he’s definitely trying to get you out of your now soaked pjs and into some dry sweats to get you into the car.
thanks to you and all your nesting while pedro’s at work, all the hospital bags were set up and stocked fully for you, him, and the baby, along with the carseat already being installed, you guys were officially set up to be parents!!! pedro knows these contractions are really taking a toll on you so he’d give you all the time in the world to get your bum in the car. as soon as your both seated and settled, the drive over is filled with so much groaning and moaning and squeezing his hand with a freakishly amount of strength, because once again, contractions are indeed, a bitch.
but pedro will let you scream and shout all you need, hes just happy to be there with you. but he cant help but feel some sort of guilt. you both had entered this journey into parenthood but here you were carrying the heaviest load. so he did what he could best. after arriving in the hospital and being sent up to the suite you’d be staying in for the next few days, he’ your number 1 advocate. you want more ice chips? he’s already running down to grab you some more. one nurse isnt following the intended birth plan? best believe he is already asking for a new one. back hurts? hes the first to get behind you and rub it. hes going on walks with you, doing your lamaaze training (which he initially thought was dumb), holding you the exact way you need to be held, whispering sweet nothings, telling you how strong you are and how proud he is of you.
pedro makes it known that he wants to be as involved in the birthing process as possible, however he is needed. when its time to push, hes holding your leg up for you, praising you, helping the doctor count down on the pushes. as terrifying as it sounds, he had never been more glad to make such an effort. getting to watch beautiful, life-changing moment for the both you you. watching your daughter enter the world. i wholeheartedly believe the minute that little girl comes out, hes sobbing. i mean not that you arent but he just can’t express any other emotion what the overwhelming feeling of gratitude he feels. he feels incredibly lucky to have such a wonderful partner. he feels so lucky to have someone who was willing to go through all the troubles and challenges pregnancy presented to you. he feels incredibly lucky to have his heart grown even bigger for the newest addition into yalls life.
the minute your daughter is placed on you chest, it is the first time in a while that everything just feels right, and in place. your heart is more than content. you and your little family.🤍
i have so many thoughts in my mind about dad! pedro pascal, i just have no idea where to put them😭
Labour - p.p
hello angels! i’m honestly fuming because my last pedro fanfic got cut short- idk wtf is up with tumblr BUT… this request was the cutest thing i’ve ever read i don’t even think my writing is going to live up to it. i hope this is okay that it’s a part two to my last fanfic! enjoy angels (p.s dad! imagines are my fave so don’t be shy to put them in my inbox! x) 🤍 ⚠️age gap couple⚠️
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"Pedro, get here right now" you shouted as you sat up in bed, looking down at the now soaking bedcovers. he had insisted you go lay down and rest as a few contractions throughout the day had worn you out and now, after an hour of sleep, your water had finally broke. you heard rapid foot steps approaching the bedroom and then the door fly open.
"what?" he looked frantic, and once he saw your anxious look on your face he knew. he walked to your side of the bed and lifted the bed covers off of you and held his hand out so he could help you up which you gently took ahold of. he could see the wet stain on the bedsheet but that was the last thing he was worrying about, he was worrying about you.
he helped you sit up and watched as a contraction surged through your body, making your face scrunch up and a small whimper escape your mouth, you squeezed his hand and tried breathing through it. after the contraction subsided you turned your body so your feet were flat on the floor, getting out of bed had gotten a lot harder and you always had to sit to catch your breath before you could get up.
"i'm sorry" you said as you looked back at the stained bed. he kept his gentle hold on your hand and lent in to give you a small kiss on your forehead. "hey, don't worry. it's only a bedsheet baby, are you okay?" once he saw you give him a small nod and a smile which reassured him enough he let go of your hand and walked to the chest of draws to get you some knew sweatpants then quickly made his way back to you.
"we gotta get you to the hospital love, you've gotta get changed" he helped you stand up which made his heart crush when he saw you breathing through yet another contraction. each one was coming with a whole new level of pain and it broke his heart that he couldn't do anything to take the pain away.
after that contraction finally subsided he helped you get changed into the fresh sweatpants and with that he grabbed your phone and your hand then helped you make your way to front door, he had to grab the baby's bags which were packed by you. you had started packing a month before your due date whilst Pedro was still working/doing interviews and he had never been more grateful that you had done that instead of rushing to do it at near your due date.
the car seat had been installed in the car three weeks ago just incase the baby decided they wanted to show up a little earlier than planned but they didn't, your due date was two days away and it looked like your baby would be coming right on time. once he was sure he had everything he quickly made his way back to you and helped you slip on your shoes and then to the elevator. the ride down to the car park of the apartment complex was filled with groans of pain as the contractions started to get closer together.
Pedro held your hand as the elevator finally stopped on the ground floor and guided you to the car which was luckily not to far away from the elevator, meaning you didn't have to walk far. "babe we have to stop for a second" you said, these contractions were really brutal, so brutal that they actually made you want to cry and that was rare. you had a very high pain tolerance so when Pedro saw you with teary eyes he knew these were really getting to you.
you hunched over slightly as a more painful contraction hit you, this time the pain went to the bottom of your back and lower stomach. Pedro let go of your hand and placed it on your back, rubbing it softly. "you're doing so well honey, so so well" he said as you stood up right again. all you wanted to do was sit down and with the car being in your view, maybe 15 steps away, you knew you needed to get there.
Pedro kept his hand on your back as you both started walking to the car again and you breathed a sigh of relief when you finally made it. he opened the passenger door for you and helped you into the seat. "you comfortable baby?" he asked you and watched you nod your head. you had heard from so many people that contractions hurt but you did not think they would hurt this much. he closed the car door and then made his way to the boot so he could put the bags away.
once he was settled in the drivers side he immediately started the car and started the thirty minute drive to the hospital. the whole ride to the hospital was filled with you groaning in pain with each contraction that came and with that came the soft words of encouragement Pedro spoke to you. this was probably the softest you'd ever heard him and it made your heart swell with love as he tried his best to make you feel better, 'you're doing so well my love, keep breathing that's it' 'you're gonna be such a good mama, you're doing brilliantly honey'
"mother fucker this hurts so much" you said as you squeezed Pedro's hand tightly. he took his eyes off of the road for a split second to look at you. he didn't know why but he felt guilty. you were both becoming parents, both on this pregnancy journey together yet you were the one that had dealt with the morning sickness, crazy hormone changes, cravings, back pain, and now contractions. "i know sweetheart but you're doing so well, we are almost there, five minutes tops" he lifted your hand to his mouth and placed a small kiss there for comfort.
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you were finally at the hospital in the room where you would give birth to your baby. the nurse had checked and you were only 7cm dilated meaning you had another 3 to go. you were hunched over the bed, trying to get some sort of relief from the pain in your back, laying down did not help at all so you had to stick to this. Pedro was behind you, massaging the bottom of your back as you groaned in pain.
he watched the monitor which was tracking all of your contractions and saw that this one was a lot worse than the other ones. "that's it honey, well done. you're doing amazing" his words of encouragement filled your ears as your hand grabbed onto the bed sheets, keeping them in a tight grasp until the contraction subsided.
"that one was so bad" you said as you stood up straight and turned to face Pedro. he had a sympathetic look on his face. "i know" he opened his arms and you immediately 'fell' into him, needing one of his hugs. they always calmed you down somehow and right now you needed to calm down. "i'm so hungry" you said with a sigh.
you, for some reason, were only allowed to eat ice chips and all you wanted was a burger and actual chips but you couldn't, not until after you'd given birth. "we've run out of ice baby, let me go get you some" and with a kiss on forehead he pulled away from you to go find a nurse. within 5 minutes he was back with more ice chips. "here you are" he said lifting the spoon filled with ice chips up to your lips so you could eat them. "thank you sweetie" you said as you chewed on the ice. he lent in to kiss you on the lips and said a small "you're welcome" before feeding you more ice.
Pedro had been a bit weary of one particular nurse, she was in her mid 30s and was the most judgemental person he'd ever met. she was just not listening to a thing you had suggested and she was just one of those nurses who never listened to their patient, whatever the nurse wanted to do that's what was happening with no debate.
Pedro finally had enough of her when she almost made you cry with her harsh words and judgmental stares which lingered a little to long so she knew you'd notice. you both got judged on a daily basis on social media for your age gap but you had never had any bad experiences in real life, people were always so kind to you and in the thousands of judgemental people where were thousands of supportive people who always said how cute you guys were.
he had waited until she left before he slipped out of the room to speak to someone about getting a different nurse. you were in so much pain and having a nurse who wasn't making you feel any better was not something he'd ever want you to go through. luckily, there was an older nurse who was more than happy to take over. she must of been in her 60s. she followed Pedro back to your room and introduced herself to you. already the atmosphere had changed, she was so sweet to both of you and there was definitely no judgement coming from her.
"y/n, i think because you've been stuck at 7cm for the past two hours you go for a little walk around the ward, it doesn't have to be a long one but it could speed this up a bit and it also means you don't have to be stuck in this room" Mary, the new nurse said to you with a smile. she left you and Pedro alone and with that you both started walking around the maternity ward, hoping that this would finally speed up the process and will allow you both to finally meet your baby.
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"that's it y/n you're doing absolutely amazing, keep that push" Pedro was holding your left leg and looking at his baby being born. you let go of the push and let your head fall back onto the pillow for a second just so you could catch your breath. "well done sweetheart" you heard Pedro say as you felt a small kiss on your forehead.
"and again y/n, push with this next contraction. well done" you heard Mary say as you pushed as hard as you could through the pain, groaning and the pain became almost unbearable. "that's it sweetheart, keep going" he was still holding your leg but was now by you, comforting you as you pushed. "okay stop pushing sweetie, that was amazing pushing y/n, i can see the head" Mary smiled and your heart swelled at the thought of your baby being here any second.
"okay, another contraction coming, give this one a big push y/n. this will probably be your last one" and as soon as that contraction came, your chin was to your chest as you pushed. you groaned as you felt your baby finally coming out. Pedro was now up again, wanting to see his baby come into the world. as soon as you heard that loud cry coming from your baby, instant tears started falling down both yours and Pedro's cheeks.
"you did it baby, i'm so proud of you" he said, tears rolling down his face as he kissed you passionately. "congratulations you two, it's a girl" Mary quickly put the baby on your chest and you looked down at this beautiful bundle of joy. Pedro thought he could never love anything more than he loved you, but as soon as he set eyes on his daughter his love for her grew, no words could describe how much he loved her.
"hi my angel, it's so nice to finally meet you" you whispered to her as you gently grabbed ahold of her tiny hand. she was beautiful. utterly perfect. Mary took your baby to the other side of the room where she would be weighed and would have all the regular checks any baby had, leaving you and Pedro alone. you moved over in the bed, allowing him to lay down next to you and as soon as he did he pulled you into his embrace.
"thank you" you heard him whisper as a few small kisses were planted on your forehead. he was grateful, grateful that you'd you went through this entire pregnancy and carried your baby, grateful that you'd chosen to do this with him and grateful that you'd grown your baby and now she was here with you both, where she belonged.
you looked up at him and saw that his tears hadn't stopped, they were still flowing freely down his flushed cheeks. you reached your hand up to wipe the tear streaks and smiled. "you don't have to thank me-" "no i do. you have done so much these past 9 months and i'm so grateful for that. i could have never done what you have and and i'm just really really lucky" he said, leaning down to kiss you again.
after a few short minutes of it being just the two of you, Mary brought over a wrapped up bundle of joy who was looking around the room with her dough eyes. "8 ibs and 6 Oz. she's really healthy. i'm going to leave you two alone for a while to give you time to adjust but just ring the buzzer if you need anything. again congratulations, she's absolutely beautiful" after she passed you your baby, you both said thank you and watched as she left the room.
"she's got so much hair" you whispered as you looked down at her, running your hand carefully over the top of her head. she was the most precious thing you'd ever seen. Pedro watched the two of you together, he had never in his left felt like this. he just felt pure love and adoration for the two of you. "she looks just like you baby, she's so beautiful" he kissed your forehead and let his hand stroke her cheek. this was love and he was so excited for the journey ahead.
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senseless-writing · 2 years
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A Life Through Few Words
Pairing: Austin Butler x reader
Summary: Austin doesn’t enjoy talking about his girlfriend with the media. And if he does, it’s through very little words. Only he gets to truly know those moments that he cherishes so much. 
Warnings: Elvis 2022 spoliers?? 
A/N: I really enjoyed writing this one, so let me know what you guys think! Also, grammarly was being a real bitch today, so I’m sorry if there’s some errors
If you would like to be added to any of my taglists (I’ve got a general tag list, along with specific ones for each fandom I’ve written for thus far), plz leave a comment or ask and let me know which one! 
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Austin couldn’t remember who it was that told him to always keep his personal life separate from his media persona.
He felt horrible for forgetting their name. But it was so long ago, and he’d been so star struck that a lead of the show they were filming was actually talking to him. The moment itself sort of blurred together. In fact, it wasn’t until years later that the words they exchanged held any meaning for him. At the time, he just didn’t understand why the public would ever care so much about the personal life of an extra. 
It hadn’t occurred to him that this person was predicting Austin’s inevitable climb to stardom. Sometimes, that idea still kept him awake at night. With pride in himself, with gratitude in everyone who helped him get there, and with slight embarrassment at not being able to remember that poor guy’s name.
But now he was in a better position to appreciate the advice. It was finally time to promote the movie he’d poured his soul into for the past two years. Elvis was a dream come true, not only because it gave him the chance to express himself in ways he never could before, but because embodying such an icon was a blessing in itself. 
It was thrilling and terrifying all at the same time. Nerve-racking, yet rewarding. Euphoric, while haunting. 
It was a paradox of feelings. 
And he’d expected that. He’s expected the feelings and questions and an overwhelming amount of scrutiny from the world around him. If anything, he was ready for it. Excited, even. 
But what he hadn’t expected was the sudden obsession with his love life. 
“A little birdie tells me, Austin, that you have a certain special someone in your life.”
“A birdie told you,” he laughed, though his cheeks flushed red. “Is that so?” 
Austin looked away for a moment to properly ground himself. He hadn’t prepared for this, hadn’t even discussed it with his girlfriend. They met a few months before Covid lock down, right around the time he booked Elvis. It was exciting and new, but then the world shut down, and things got serious real fast. 
Despite it all, it was a blessing for them. With the whole world confined to their lonely corners, there were no paparazzi pushing themselves between the couple. They were completely alone; well, as alone as they could be, with Austin practically surrendering himself to the world of Elvis Presely. But Y/n took that in stride, and the two were given the privacy they needed to learn how to love each other. 
It was perfect, and Austin knew perfect things don’t last forever. Still, he’d hoped it would for a little while longer. 
“Yes,” his interviewer drawled, the desperation for a juicy confession practically oozing from her expression. “A very reliable birdie, in fact. They say you and this mystery woman have fallen quite hard for one another. Is there anything you want to share about her? How does she feel about all of the chaos that’s come with this new film of yours?” 
Austin felt the flush begin to crawl itself up his neck, and he reached his arm back to rub at it with discomfort. He was sure to keep a bashful smile on his face when he responded. “No, I, uh, I don’t think there’s anything I want to share about that,” he said. His words were light, his eyes looking at the camera with a sort of Elvis charm that he’d nearly perfected. But his voice was firm enough to prevent any follow up questions. “But thank you for providing the space.” 
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Y/n whirled around to look him in the eye. “You actually said that?” she exclaimed. 
Austin threw his head back against his pillow and groaned in embarrassment. “Yes! But what was I supposed to say! Why would they even ask me that!” 
Y/n, from her place in front of the bathroom mirror, laughed at his mortified expression. “Because your fans wanna know, baby. You know how people get about celebrities.” 
“Celebrity,” he marveled at the word. “I’m an actor.” 
“Same thing,” Y/n shrugged, sauntering over to her boyfriend in bed. 
He laid there like a god, sprawled out on his back with hands interlocked beneath his head. Wearing only a pair of plaid sweatpants that were certainly worse for wear, Y/n wanted nothing more than to curl up next to him, run her hands up and down his torso and marvel at the warmth he radiated. 
So that’s exactly what she did. Because he loved her and she loved him, and such an agreement permitted her to express her infatuation with him whenever she wished to do so. Sometimes, she still pinched herself when the thought became too surreal. 
She laid herself completely on top of him, until they were chest to chest and nose to nose. And she was right; he was warm. So warm, in fact, that when he wrapped her up in a bear hug with chuckles rumbling deep within his chest, Y/n resisted the urge to tuck her face against his neck and submit to the blanket of comfort he provided. But she stood her ground, only because she preferred the view of this position better. 
This way, she was the direct recipient of his beaming smile. 
“Hi,” he whispered to her. 
She laughed, and Austin moved one hand from her waist to cup the back of her head, scratching softly in a motion that could only be described as tender. With gentle pressure, he urged her head forward until she was just within reach, before leaning up the rest of the way to press a kiss to her smiling lips. 
Humming in satisfaction, he pulled away, and almost immediately regretted it. After a long day, full of questions he wasn’t prepared to answer, this was Austin’s most perfect reward. 
Between quiet kisses and broken smiles, Y/n whispered against his cheek where she'd pressed her lips a moment earlier. “You could have told them about me…if you wanted.” 
“Is that what you want?” he sighed when her lips traveled to the sweet spot on his neck, right under his jaw. 
She didn’t answer, opting to continue her assault on his neck and the front of his chest. Austin felt his whole body flush, but was much more welcoming to the feeling this time around. He was obsessed with the way Y/n made him feel, with the way loving her made him feel. His hands were needy against her skin, and his touch varied in degrees, from tenderly cupping her head to squeezing her ass with such a ferocity that it would’ve embarrassed him if he wasn’t enthralled in her wandering lips.
But he’d asked a question. And while nobody who knew Austin would say his stubbornness outweighed his passion, they would most definitely tell you that he always put the needs of those around him before his own wants. 
“Y/n,” he rasped as he tapped her back to grab her attention. 
“Hm?” she hummed, resting her chin against his chest to look up at him with a blooming smile and sparkling eyes. 
Austin almost forgot what he was going to say. 
“What do you want me to do, baby?” he asked her after a moment's pause. She gave him a cheeky smile, and he pinched her cheek and laughed. “About the questions, I mean!” 
“Honestly, I’m not sure. I don’t want you to feel like you’re lying to anybody, and I don’t want to feel like I’m being…hidden away, I guess.” 
Austin ran his hand through her hair absentmindedly as he listened. He was always so good at valuing what she had to say. 
“But I also just want to stay in our bubble of privacy, you know? At least for a little while longer. I like pretending that I have you all to myself.” 
In a flash, Austin was grabbing her under the arms and dragging her up his chest. Y/n huffed as she slid up his body until they were face to face again. “You do have me all to yourself, silly girl.” 
She tsked at him with a teasing expression. “Nuh uh, you’ve got fans now. You know, the roaring crowd and screaming girls and what not. You’ve got to spread your time between us.” 
Y/n squealed as her world was suddenly flipped around. Now, Austin was on top in the same position they’d once been, except this time, her whole body felt the pressure of his weight pressed against her. She groaned, but wrapped her arms around him all the same. 
“They’ll all have to get in line behind you, Y/n,” he hushed. This time, he was the one pressing kisses to her neck. Y/n was suddenly appreciative of the reversed roles. “My best girl. My only girl.” 
“I know,” she reassured him. “I was just kidding.” 
“So what’s the plan, sweetheart?”
“Well,” she started, running her hands through his hair. “You can admit to having a girlfriend. There’s no point denying it, and if you did, I don’t think either of us would be happy.” 
He nodded to her with a soft look on her face. Y/n couldn't believe how lucky she was.
“But maybe just don’t give too much away, you know? Answer questions, but vaguely.” 
“Ah, I see,” he mused. “You want me to be sneaky about it.” 
“Exactly,” she affirmed. 
“I’ll have to become real creative in my question-dodging skills.” 
“You’re an actor, baby. You’ll figure it out.” 
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“Did you feel the pressure at any point? You know, with playing such an important icon to so many people?”
Sometimes, Austin felt like a puppet. Everyday, people dressed him up in whatever way they chose, and threw him out in front of a million different cameras. He then spent the next six hours listening to questions he’d already answered, and somebody behind the scenes pulled his strings in just the right way to make him answer them again. 
That’s not to say he wasn’t grateful for the opportunity to talk about the things which made his heart soar. It was insane to him that people out there cared at all about what he had to say. But he just wished certain questions were different. 
“Yeah,” he agreed for the hundredth time that day. “There’s definitely that feeling of not wanting to disappoint anyone, you know? Not just his fans, but also his friends and family who knew him better than anyone else. This project is just as much for them as it is for the public, maybe even more so. It really had me, uh, waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, you know, unable to sleep ‘cuz my heart was just pounding so much.” 
They both chuckled for half a second. “That sounds horrible,” the interviewer sympathized with him. 
Austin ran his finger across his lips in a soothing gesture. The shy kid in him always got bashful whenever he made someone laugh. “It was worth it for sure. But at the time, it really felt like I was being haunted.”
“Did your girlfriend help you through that at all?” 
Austin was proud of himself for not choking on his spit. How random was that question? 
“Sure,” he stuttered for half a second. “Yeah, I had a lot of support around me for moments like that. I wouldn’t have gotten through this film if I didn't have my friends and family.” 
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Y/n held her boyfriend close to her chest, tucking his head under her chin to press gentle kisses on his sweat-matted hair. She was also rubbing circles on his heaving chest to calm his raging heart. It felt like stamping bulls against her palm. 
“You have to relax,” she whispered against the shell of his ear. 
Austin shivered both from her touch and the nerves. “I just want this to be perfect. Too many people need this to be perfect.” 
“You can’t think about that, baby,” her nails dragging slowly up and down his arms. He shivered again, and let himself breathe deep and melt into her arms. “That expectation isn’t fair to you or anyone else on set.” 
He was laying between her legs, the sheets thrown from both their bodies as anxiety overtook his senses. Most nights weren’t this bad, but tonight was. So bad that sleep barely came, and when it did, ideas of booing crowds and disappointed loved ones filled Austin's brain and made his heart stop. 
“Alright,” Y/n suddenly sighed beneath him. Her breath was warm against his cheek as she did. “Listen to me. Are you listening, Aus?”
He squeezed her calf and nodded to let her know that yes, he was listening. He always had a hard time not listening whenever his girlfriend was concerned. 
“You can’t go into this wanting to become Elvis Presley, baby. It’s impossible, we both know that.”
The weight of that impossible feat was what pressed on Austin’s chest day in and day out. And despite the perfectly tailored costumes he wore, the suits and shoes were always a bit too big. Like he couldn’t fit the persona, and nothing he did would ever change that. 
“But your goal should be to understand him. The good, the bad, and everything in between. The parts people know, and the parts they don’t know they’re missing. It’s only then that you can portray the true Elvis to the rest of the world.” 
Austin’s eyes fluttered closed as he listened to her words. They were soft and airy and anchored him to reality in a way nothing else could. 
“And Austin,” she laughed in disbelief. “You’ve done that. You’ve done that, and then some. Have you seen our condo? It’s an Elvis memorial in here!” 
He huffed a laugh of his own at that. Neither of them had realized how much energy he would put into becoming this person until it was actually time for him to do it. For him, the realization of what he had to do was a relief. For her, his dedication was something to marvel at. 
“Tomorrow, you’re going to do your scenes and pour your soul into them, like you always do. And all the preparation you’ve done will take care of the rest.” 
Austin tilted his head back to look at her, albeit from an awkward angle. An overwhelming amount of gratitude came over him at that moment. 
“I love you,” he smiled up at her. 
Y/n met his confession with a willing kiss. 
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“And those looks, man. They must have just been insane to see yourself in!”
A genuine laugh slipped from Austin’s lips. “For sure, for sure. And they’re so beautifully made! It really helps with the whole process, though. You know, once I was in them, it stopped feeling so much like I was playing pretend and more like I really was this person.” 
“Did you ever just look in the mirror and think ‘Who the hell is that guy?’”
Now, Austin isn’t an impulsive man. He’s always held the impression that words are powerful things, and should be treated as such. So when the time came for him to answer this question, he really contemplated what to say. He picked something out, rolled it around in his head for a moment, and decided to peel back the curtains he’d pulled on his personal life thus far. 
Only because he wanted to, and for no reason other than that. 
“Sort of,” he nodded with a coy smile. “Though, to be honest, I loved getting to wear all the costumes. Especially the jumpsuits, you know, because those were just so incredibly detailed. It was a real pleasure. But my girlfriend definitely had a lot of opinions about it.” 
An echo of laughs filled the room, coming from even those behind the camera. 
“Oh?” the interviewer inquired. “She didn’t like Austin Butler Elvis?” 
Austin wouldn’t notice, but everyone who watched the interview could easily tell how bright his eyes shined when talking about Y/n. “You know what, I think she did. She loved the outfits and all the get-up, but she just didn’t like it on me too much.” 
“Well, I would say she’s the only girl in the world to hold that sentiment.” 
A boyish grin broke out on his face, and he tucked his chin to his chest to hide the blush. “Thanks man, I appreciate that. No, I don’t know, I think she just didn’t like how different I looked. I spent a lot of time in that chair, and by the end of it, Elvis was there. Austin was sort of just in the background.” 
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When Y/n heard the trailer door open, she was expecting to see her handsome boyfriend walk through it. 
Not…whoever the hell that was. 
Within seconds, she was laughing so hard that tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. She could barely look up at him, now, with her doubled-over position on their couch. 
“Is it really that bad?” Austin jested, adjusting his belt with feigned insecurity. 
His red satin shirt flared at the sleeves in true 70’s fashion and was unbuttoned half way down the chest. Though Y/n appreciated the view, it didn’t end there. Instead, the shirt tucked into the craziest striped pants she’d ever seen, held up by an iconic jewel-encrusted belt with chains hanging all around his waist. And to top it all off, square sunglasses that could only belong to the truest of stars were firmly poised on his smiling face. 
They were filming parts of the Vegas rehearsal today. Y/n knew that. She wasn’t quite sure what she expected him to be wearing, but it certainly wasn’t this. 
“It’s…” she struggled to get her laughing under control. “Definitely something.” 
“Hm,” he huffed, moving closer to stand directly in front of her. 
His steps caused the chains around him to jingle as he moved, which hit Y/n with another round of aggressive giggles. 
“I can’t-” she wheezed, and Austin immediately began shaking his hips to mimic that of an Elvis dance move, giving her a true and honest show. The only sound that filled his trailer for nearly a minute was his jingling belt and Y/n’s infectious laughter. He only stopped when her face bloomed red enough that he feared she would pass out from lack of oxygen. 
“Come ‘ere, lil mama,” he beckoned, leaning down to cup her flushed face and press a firm kiss on her lips. 
Y/n always marveled at how quick Austin was to slip back into the persona he knew so well. Sure, when they were at home, he often switched between his own voice and the Elvis accent, just to make sure it always felt authentic when he used it. But when he was there, on set, it was different. 
Austin didn’t exist anymore. Not really, at least. With the clothes and makeup and hair came the swagger. The confidence, the movement, the mannerisms. It was such a smooth transition for him to make, but for Y/n, it was sometimes hard to differentiate. 
“Okay,” she patted his bare chest. “Go be Elvis, ‘cuz I want Austin back by the end of the night.” 
“Not a fan of dating Elvis Presley, hm?”
She kissed both of his cheeks before urging him towards the door. “Don’t get me wrong, Elvis is hot. But I like my baby more.” 
When she pulled on one of his chains on the way out, the laugh that boomed from his chest was 100% Austin Butler. 
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“Was learning how to sing like Elvis more difficult than learning how to talk like him, or did all of that stem from learning the accent? ‘Cuz I have to say, you sound incredible in the film.” 
“Thank you,” he spoke genuinely. Any praise for his work in this movie was more appreciated than he could possibly convey. “That’s incredibly kind of you. The singing was something I had to focus a bit more energy on, because it was something I’d never done before. I don’t really sing in public, let alone with a voice like Elvis’s.” 
“It’s so insane to me that you’ve never sung for a crowd before,” she continued to applaud him. “I never would’ve guessed you weren’t a singer. Did you have a lot of help to get you ready for filming?” 
He was nodding before she even finished her question. “Most definitely. I had a base to start with, of course, and Baz heard that in the recordings I sent him. But then I had plenty of voice coaches, both for speaking and singing, who really helped me develop the sound in a much healthier manner. For my vocal chords, that is.” 
Austin paused and thought over his next words carefully before speaking them. 
“And then during covid,” he continued. “I couldn't really get in touch with any of those people. But it was so important to me that I didn’t lose the momentum I had going, you know? So in those six months…it was actually my girlfriend who sort of pulled through. The two of us would spend hours just listening to clips of him perform and finding the best ways for me to replicate that sound. It really boiled down to the intricate details, and I couldn’t have been so meticulous without her help.” 
“That sounds like some awesome teamwork.” 
“Yeah,” he sighed. He loved turning the light to Y/n, even if she wasn’t there to receive it. “She’s really amazing.” 
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Y/n would never admit it, but “Love Me Tender,” was one of her most favorite songs for Austin to sing. It meant so much to her, and memories of standing on her father’s toes and twirling around their kitchen always flooded her mind whenever she heard it. It reminded her of joy, of bliss, and of love. 
All things that Austin made her feel. 
So sitting on the couch, across from her beautiful boyfriend as he serenaded her for the hundredth time that night was just about a dream come true. It was sort of an added bonus that she got to help him in the process of perfecting it. 
She held her hand out, motioning for him to stop. Austin was mid-note, but stopped at once to hear what she had to say. Her focus was slightly askew, eyes diverted to better hear the sound of the King’s voice flowing through one ear bud. 
“Try that line again, baby, but with a little more vibrato on the last note.” 
He nodded, took a breath, and tried again. He could see it in her eyes as he sang, see how she measured his own voice against the one playing on her phone. When he was done, she tilted her head back and forth for a moment, almost as if weighing the two sounds on a scale. 
“So close, one more time. This time, let your voice drawl. It’s like a breathless sound, you know? Like he’s so blown away by love and what not.” 
Austin laughed at her then, but she waved away his distraction. “Go go go, do it or you’re gonna lose it!”
When he thought of a breathless love, he thought of her. It was easier to sing that way. At the end of the note, he was shocked when Y/n jumped from her criss-crossed position on the couch to dance around their living room floor. 
“Yes!” she jumped, sliding around in nothing but his over sized t-shirt and fuzzy socks. It was the most radiating sight he’d ever seen. “That’s it, that’s it! You gotta do it just like that every time, baby.” 
“I don’t even know if we’ll be singing this song yet,” he tried to explain to her over excited expression. 
“Doesn’t matter! It’s the style, not the song that matters. That sounded perfect!”
The look on Austin’s face suddenly shifted. His smile softened, his eyes glazed over. Y/n wasn’t sure what happened, but the air in the room turned static. Like a magnet placed between them, her heart was pulled to his. 
“What?” she asked breathlessly. 
“You’re just…” his words died on the tip of his tongue. 
“What?” she pushed again. 
“Cute.” 
A laugh bubbled from her lips before she could help it. “Cute? That’s what’s got you looking like that?” 
He reached out and made grabby hands towards her, like a child reaching for his favorite toy. She listened to both his gesture and her will. Within seconds, she settled herself on his lap, and the cool touch of his rings where he cupped her neck was enough to drive her wild.
“I mean, I could use other words,” he hummed. “Like beautiful. Or radiant. Heavenly in every way, from looks to ways to words.” 
The urge to press kisses anywhere his lips could reach was almost too much to ignore. But he preferred looking in her eyes when professing his love. 
“But,” he snaked his hands up her neck to her cheeks, where he squeezed until her lips were smushed together. “Cute is the best way to put it.” 
Y/n threw herself against his chest with arms firmly around his neck, if only to hide from his praising words. He laughed and rubbed his arms up and down her back. 
“Thank you for always being there to help me,” he mumbled against her head. 
As if she would do anything else. “I always will be.” 
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“Not to point out the elephant in the room, Austin, but it looks like you’ve brought a special someone with you tonight!”
Austin knew what he meant with that question. Of course he did. But he was too high on excitement to care. When in Cannes with the people he loves, ready to see the movie (and share the movie) that he was incredibly proud of, nothing would knock him down from cloud nine. 
“I’ve got a lot of special people with me tonight,” he agreed with a bit of mischief in his eyes. “My dads around here somewhere. First time out of the country for him, in fact, so that’s really exciting.” 
The interviewer didn’t bother asking the question again. They both knew what he wanted. 
Austin would budge. But only a little. “And of course, my beautiful girlfriend is here.” 
“A first time outing for the most secretive couple in Hollywood! At least now we understand why you’ve been keeping her all to yourself for so long! Isn’t she stunning, ladies and gentlemen?”
It was funny how quickly pride and jealousy could swarm in someone's chest. An extremely odd paradox, the feeling was. 
“You wanna help us put a name to the face, Mr. Presley?” the man joked, though Austin knew he was seriously asking. 
But luckily for him, he’d recently learned a thing or two about drawing a line when it was needed. 
“No, uh,” he shut the idea down with an easy going smile. “I think I want to keep her to myself for a little while longer.” 
The two men laughed, which allowed the conversation to move back towards what they were all really there for. 
Austin and Y/n had talked about this before the big event. Her being there didn’t change what they’d already agreed upon. She wasn’t in the limelight by nature of her job, and Austin would do anything to keep her that way for as long as possible. Despite this, the media wouldn’t stop her from being there for the person she loved. 
He still couldn’t believe that was him. 
Of course, they knew everyone would know her full name before the night was over whether he told them or not. But they couldn’t help that, and wouldn’t waste any time worrying about it. 
He flew through the interviews with a newfound ease. This was the moment he’d been waiting for his whole life. With the hard work done, and praise for the film from all the people who mattered, all he could feel was joy. Joy and gratitude for his love who was waiting just around the corner. 
Y/n was always behind him. Following him to every camera, every photo op. There was never anything but a smile on her face whenever he turned back to check on her. With thumbs up, encouraging him forward, he thought he’d never have the strength to do another press junction without her now that he knew what it was like to have her there. 
It was the final line of carpet before they walked inside that Austin finally got to invite her forward. He held his hand out, motioning for her to fill the empty space on his arm, and she gave him a look suddenly full of fear. His face immediately softened to an expression only she could read. It told her it’s okay, you don’t have to, and she knew he meant it. But after a moment's hesitation, she was hiking her dress up to skip forward and meet him halfway. 
“Hey pretty girl,” he cooed, pulling her close by the hip. Those watching screamed at the interaction, and Y/n turned her head to duck from the flashing cameras.
“I think I’m going blind,” she giggled when he bent down to hear her better. He placed a kiss on the shell of her ear.
“A few more minutes and we’ll be inside. Then, the real magic begins.” 
“I seriously can’t wait! It’s gonna be so good, I just know it.” 
So they stood there and let random strangers take their picture. It was peculiar to Y/n, and she felt the constant bubbling of laughter in her chest throughout the whole ordeal. She was also acutely aware of how stupid she must look standing next to this man. Here he was, smoldering the camera with the poise of an expert. Meanwhile, she was smiling so hard the whole time, teeth and all, with squinted eyes and rosy cheeks. 
When Austin turned to look at her, and noticed her unfiltered joy, he couldn’t help but lean forward and kiss those cheeks with admiration. 
God, she was beautiful.
And he didn’t mind sharing that beauty with the world. They could take her picture, wonder about her name, and pull at the threads of words he spoke about her on occasion. He’d let them do it. 
Because at the end of the day, nobody but him got to see the life they lived behind closed doors. That was the beauty of it, and he’d never been more appreciative of the advice someone gave him all those years ago.
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Umm hey if it would be ok to get a comfort/fluff request. See I had an absence removed from my stomach and I have this really nasty scar and it makes me feel really ugly. If you could write it as an Aizawa x f!reader that would be great. Thanks (sorry to bother you)
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A/N: scars often come with stories of strength and resilience, and they are a part of what makes you uniquely beautiful. It's completely natural to have moments of self-doubt, but please remember that your scar is a reminder of your courage and your journey. It's a testament to your ability to overcome challenges and keep moving forward. You are not defined by your scar; you are defined by your inner strength, your kindness, and the love and support you offer to those around you. Your beauty shines from within, and I hope you can find comfort in that truth. If you ever need someone to talk to or simply want to share your feelings, I'm here for you. Also, you're never a bother!
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In the cozy dimness of your shared apartment, you sat on the couch, tracing the contours of the scar on your stomach with your fingertips. It was an uninvited guest from a surgery that had saved your life but had left you feeling a bit self-conscious.
Aizawa, your husband, noticed the sadness in your eyes and approached, concern etched on his face. "Hey," he said softly, his usually stoic expression softened with affection. "What's bothering you, my love?"
You sighed and looked up, meeting his caring eyes. "It's this scar," you admitted, your voice tinged with self-doubt. "I feel so ugly with it."
Aizawa crouched down in front of you, taking your hands in his. "You're not ugly," he affirmed, his tone unwavering. "It's just a little scar. That scar is a testament to your strength, a reminder of how you overcame a tough situation. It's a part of you, and I love every part of you, my sweet kitten."
You couldn't help but smile at his words. Aizawa always had a way of making you feel better, even when you doubted yourself. "Thank you," you whispered, your heart swelling with gratitude.
He leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. "You're beautiful," he said, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. "And I'm lucky to have you."
Aizawa's tender affection filled you with warmth, and you leaned into his embrace. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you close as you nestled against his chest. The soothing rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your ear reassured you.
As you enjoyed this moment of closeness, Aizawa began to speak softly, his voice like a lullaby, "Remember the time we went on that camping trip and watched the stars?" he asked, his fingers tracing soothing circles on your back. "You looked so mesmerized by the night sky, and you glowed with wonder. That's when I knew how truly beautiful you are."
You smiled, the memory of that night flooding back. "I felt so at peace," you admitted.
Aizawa's lips brushed against your temple. "And the time we made that ridiculous attempt at baking cookies? You had flour on your nose and chocolate chips in your hair. I couldn't help but laugh, and you looked so radiant in that moment."
You chuckled, recalling the mess you both had made in the kitchen. "I can't believe we ate those cookies."
"We might have needed some super-strength toothpaste afterward," he added with a grin.
As the two of you reminisced about your shared experiences, your insecurities began to melt away. Aizawa's words and the memories you cherished filled your heart with warmth and self-assurance.
He pulled back slightly, his hand cupping your cheek as he looked into your eyes. "You're beautiful not just because of your appearance but because of who you are, the moments we've shared, and the love we have for each other."
You leaned in, capturing his lips in a sweet, tender kiss. It was a kiss filled with love and appreciation, a silent exchange of gratitude for the comfort he had brought into your life.
Aizawa's arms tightened around you, and he held you close, his warmth enveloping you like a protective shield. "I'm here for you, always," he whispered, his voice a soothing promise.
You rested your head on his shoulder, feeling cherished and loved. Aizawa's presence was your safe haven, and his words were a balm to your soul. With him by your side, your scar was just another part of the beautiful mosaic that was your life together, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
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"Aw, you're blushing like a rose." With yaku
i hc yaku as someone who gets flustered easily (reader teases him so he blushes)
[ I wish there was more content abt him :’) ]
ROSY CHEEKS | yaku morisuke
prompt: "aw, you're blushing like a rose."
content: (🦷) tooth-rotting fluff, you guys are in a play (beauty ajd the beast) here for nekoma's school festival, you're the princess, but yaku is just a background character, you practice your lines on him, and he's blushing hard, reader also has short hair here, kuroo and yamamoto make a short appearance.
⚠ warning/s: none.
note: yk i once had a yaku phase, and you're right. it's criminal as to how little content he has. yaku was a challenge to write as well, SOOO I HOPE THAT THIS WAS A GOOD PIECE!!! ENJOY READING ANON!!! :D
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"what.." you muttered in disbelief at the casting for your school's play, "the beauty and the beast."
you got the female lead, belle.
"how is this even possible?!" you mentally screeched. at most, you expected to be a simple background character! like, y'know, one of the girls that fawn over gaston? even tree number four would've been alright!
"ah.. i really can't anymore." you grumble, massaging your temples with close eyes. "what are you talking about, y/n?" yaku morisuke, your kind and caring upperclassmen, asked.
"o- oh, yaku!" you stutter, not expecting to be checked up on. "i got the female lead when i was aiming for an insignificant character." you explained, followed by an irritated sigh. "..how am i supposed to balance my studies now?"
yaku gives you a reassuring pat on the head, despite you being around the same height or so. "i'm sure everything will work out alright! if ever you're having trouble, just come to me, and i'll help."
your eyes sparkled tearily, hands clasped in complete and utter gratitude at the boy's offer. "thank you, yaku!"
yaku's heart skipped a beat at your adorable expression. he flashed you a charming smile. "don't mention it!"
time skip.
this is the first rehearsal nekoma will have in costumes. it's just so that the costume crew can know whether or not there's an issue while wearing said costumes on stage.
you were all pampered up in belle's famous yellow dress. your hair was styled (still, by special request, kept short), there was a light touch of makeup on your face, and the dress itself was unexpectedly comfortable to wear. now you don't want to say this out loud, but you actually looked.. quite ethereal right now.
"the costume and makeup crew really outdid themselves.." you twirled in front of the mirror.
once you exited the dressing room, all of your schoolmates' eyes were on you.
"uwaaah! y/n looks so pretty!"
"that's y/n?!"
"y/n, please be our manager—!"
yamamoto was harshly pulled away by the ear (thanks to kuroo) before he could completely recruit you.
you were feeling uneasy from the amount of attention on you, so you shuffled over to yaku, who looked at you in complete adoration. "yaku, help, they're all staring at me." you mumbled just loud enough for the libero to hear.
yaku sighed before stating a firm, "you're all scaring her, y'know!" everyone then went off to mind their own business.
"thank you." you said. yaku shook his head. "like i said, just come to me for help."
"oh! by the way," you brought two scripts into view, "i've been busy clearing out all of my homework, so i only got to memorize a few lines. do you mind helping?"
"no, not at all." yaku smiled at you, accepting your request.
oh, poor yaku. if only he knew how red his face would get at your words, would he have turned you down sooner.
time skip.
"it's true that he's no prince charming, but there's something in him that i simply didn't see.." you read from the sheet of paper, all the while acting out a face of endearment. yaku had to pause for a moment, just to admire you.
"..yaku?" you called out, bringing the boy out of his thoughts. "right—! sorry." he bashfully apologized.
"y'know yaku, your face is really red right now." you giggled. "wait, really?" he asked, confused. sure, he was feeling warm, but he thought it was just the temperature!
you nod at his confusion, caressing one of his rosy cheeks. "aw, you're blushing like a rose."
that got yaku even more flustered!
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leviathans-watching · 2 years
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Hiiii yaahh!!!
May I request an HC for the demon bros with a MC coming home broken hearted. I would like this to be platonic and as much as possible if the bois don't overreact to the point that they hunt down the person who did that to MC.
Thank youuu<3
the brothers' comforting a heartbroken mc
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includes: the brothers & gn!reader
wc: .7k | rated t | m.list
warnings: cursing, mentions of tears, implied breakup/rejection/heartbreak
a/n: hello! i hope you enjoy!! this req was sweet & sad to write and i think they'd all be really good at comforting mc. my reqs are open, so feel free to drop in my inbox for that, to leave feedback, or just to talk with me :3
please please please reblog
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➳ lucifer looks up from his work when he hears the door to his study open. “oh, mc,” he says, “how’d it g-” the words die on his lips when he sees the crestfallen look on your face, the way you’re biting your lip. something bad has happened, and it doesn’t take a genius to put two and two together, especially since you had told him you were going to be with the person you liked. “i’m sorry,” he says after a moment, sincere. he knows you had liked them a lot. “do you wish to talk about it? if not, that’s totally fine too.”
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➳ mammon swoops you into a big hug when he sees your glassy eyes. “’m sorry,” he says, doing his best to infuse you with warmth. “heartbreak is never easy, and believe me, i know.” he can’t count the times he’s come home and wished someone was there to console him, which is why he hadn’t hesitated when seeing you. “yer amazin’ and anyone who can’t see that is a royal idiot.” you wrap your arms around him and hold mammon there, and he’s more than happy to stay for as long as you need.
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➳ levi had had high hopes for you, thinking about how similar the love story could be to one of his mangas or games, but when you come home sad, instead of elated, he knows it hadn’t gone well. “hey,” he says, a little unsurely. he’s not really used to comforting people. “want to go to my room and watch a horror movie or something? i have lots of snacks to share. i’ll even let you pick the game we play afterward,” he tacks on hopefully. you take his outstretched hand, gratitude clear on your face, and levi resolves to do the best he can to make you feel better.
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➳ satan brings out his special tea blend, sitting you down on one of the plush couches in his room. he has to clear away a few books to do so, but he had you comfortable within a few minutes. “do you want to tell me what happened?” he asks gently. it was times like this he really wished he had a cat! they were great comfort animals! “i’m always willing to lend a listening ear, you know that. but if you’d rather not, i can read you some of this book i’m reading. it’s about a scorned lover who gets revenge.” he pauses. “maybe i’ll choose a different book, actually.”
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➳ asmo can’t believe someone would ever dare to break your heart! you’re the most awesome person he knows, besides himself, that is. “you were too good for them anyway,” he says, settling you into his styling chair. this calls for some facemasks and ice cream, and he has both of those, thanks to the minifridge he’d recently bought. “seriously,” he insists with a scowl. “the nerve of people these days! you’re a total catch.” you don’t seem all that consoled by his words, but he knows things like this just take time to recover from.
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➳ beel usually isn’t angry, but right now he is. how could someone put this expression on your face? what could they have done to make you feel like this? “oh, mc,” he says, catching you by the elbow. you press your lips together to stop the tears and beel’s heart wrenches. “c’mon,” he says, carefully leading you to the kitchen. “i’m pretty sure we have some cookie dough left, and that always helps when i’m feeling low.” his mind is already set to thinking about other comfort foods he can make to help cheer you up.
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➳ belphie widens his eyes upon seeing you, quickly jumping up. “mc, are you okay?” he asks. you had been in such good spirits earlier, setting off on a date with- oh, that asshole. “come here,” he says, pulling you back to his bed. “what’s wrong? did they do something to you?” you shake your head quickly, and some of his panic eases, but he’s still really concerned. you usually bounce back quickly, so you must be really upset. he’s never been the best at making people feel better but he’s going to try his hardest for you.
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cat-vase · 7 months
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BEHOLD. Julien meeting Liam properly for the first time and being really weirdly religious about it. I write these with humanizations in mind but there's nothing explicitly human in this so imagine what you want. About 600 words under the cut (and you can tell where I ran out of steam, lol).
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"You're real."
That's the first thing out of Julien's mouth when Liam's crutches click across the floor and the man comes into his line of sight. They're both standing there, the breath sucked out of their lungs, and neither of them move a step closer. Julien's hand clutches at his chest - he can feel his heart beating a million miles an hour, he's alive, he's alive, and Liam standing right here in front of him proves it, without any more doubt.
"Dear lord, you're real," he repeats, his voice shaky and thick with gratitude. And maybe some tears, as well.
"Thank god, thank you, thank you, thank you," the praise falls out of his lips like they're the only words he knows, remembering who he's standing in front of far too late.
"I owe you my life, I owe you more than my life," he continues on, and he can feel his legs shake as every sinew in them snaps, as every pound per square inch of solid stone grinds his bones into fine dust and collapses his lungs. The permanent bruises throb, dark purple and hot. He falls onto his knees and grunts in more pain, but finds it fitting. Liam's still staring. Julien can't parse his expression. His hands twitch in front of him, wanting to reach out, but how are you supposed to make sense of touching someone so otherworldly, so transcendent? You don't. You can't.
"You, you- I thought I was stuck there forever. Stuck forever, waiting for someone to save me that would never come. But you did, you did, mon ange, you did..."
And now there are more thank yous bubbling past his lips. I need to praise you, worship you, revere you. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
"...My name is Liam."
His mouth is set in a thin line. Julien still doesn't know what it means. He's not great at reading people yet. He's spent too long not having anyone to read.
He breaks out of his spell. He tries to wipe away the tears running rivers down his face with the meat of his shaking hands, but it doesn't quite work. He thinks he sees Liam's own hand reach out, off his crutch, but then it quickly retreats back to the handle. Julien raises to his feet with the help of the wall.
"Liam," he repeats softly, and Liam nods, as if to confirm he got it right. The word is clumsy in his mouth and not at all the way Liam himself had just pronounced it.
Julien's eyebrows scrunch in the way they do when he's thinking hard about something. His eyes flit from Liam's legs back up to his face. He tries not to let it make him angry.
"...I'm glad you're here," is what he settles on instead of fervent appreciation, and this is when Liam smiles. Julien has to remind himself to breathe.
"I'm glad you're here, too. With us."
Us. Us. Liam considers them all a unit, something together instead of separated into those who know suffering and those who dug their way out of it.
He had been trying to be the latter. He doesn't like to think about if it was actually worth it in the end. It makes him space out too bad. He looks up at Liam again. He can't find any words. All he had ever mustered up were prayers, pleas for forgiveness and mercy, and now that he's been given that... now what?
"I don't have anything to give you," he says, and Liam looks confused, now. Julien knows what confusion looks like.
"As thanks," he elaborates, and his hands wave around thin and useless in front of him, "I don't have anything."
"I don't need anything," Liam responds simply, and no, that can't be right.
"You're home safe. That's all I wanted."
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bastetwastaken · 10 months
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Hi friends <3
I hit 250 followers not long ago and I truly appreciate everyone who is here and supporting my nonsense brand of silly romance writing, so I'm opening asks for writing prompts, how about you pick one and I'll write you a little something? ^.^
All I ask is that you bear in mind I am human, and I'm currently signed off work for depression, so replies may be slow coming but with a little patience I would very much like to give back to you all and express my gratitude in giving you all something to smile about.
So, some rules (kinda)
I'm good with-- nsfw (but you'll have to give my Ace brain a while to get around this), Kinks, AU stuff, Cannon stuff.
I'm NOT good with --Humiliation, non-con, dub-con, unnecessary violence toward one character, incest.
I will give any ship a go, but please bear in mind that my works have been mainly Puzzle and Monarch thus far. If you would like me to write something for a specific idea, trope, setting, I'm up for it so ask away <3 Also A-okay with writing more for any fic I have previously written if you ask nicely <3
So what are you waiting for friend? Pick a prompt and pick a ship and let me at it <3 <3
“Please, don’t leave.”
"Stay your hand soldier, I want to keep this one."
“Teach me how to play?”
"You're not okay...are you?"
“You come here often?”
"No one has to know..."
“If you die, I’m gonna kill you.”
"Oops...did I just say that out loud?"
"You...love me?"
"Stay with me tonight?"
"I remember practising how to ask you out in the mirror."
"If I could, I would kiss away all of your scars."
"Please, let me help you."
"You're so warm."
"Have you been drinking? You look terrible."
"I like the way your hand fits in mine."
"You just...you look really cute is all."
"You don't need to leave so soon."
"Shut up and take off your clothes."
"Are you single? Just uh, asking for a friend..."
"That won't work, try again."
"I thought you were taken."
"Don't give me space. That's the last thing I want with you."
"Not everyone is out to get you, you know."
"Am I too late?"
"I dreamt about you last night..."
"I'm yours, remember."
"What if someone see's us?"
"Talk to me."
"You need to let me go."
"You're wearing way too many clothes for what I have in mind."
"Jealousy seems to be a great motivator for you."
"I'm sure I could make you feel better."
"Your eyes are already saying yes, now I just need your mouth to tell me the same."
"I think I could use that hug right now."
"Good morning, my love"
"I am not proud of the things I said to you"
"Do you still have feelings for me?"
"I adore you."
"I don't ever want to lose you again."
Free space! Go for it ^.^
Tell someone you love them <3
Bastet xx
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connorsjorts · 6 months
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Fic tag game! Tagged by the lovely @sweeteatercat , thank you!!
1. How many works do you have on AO3? 4
2. What's your total AO3 word count? 229,987
3. What fandoms do you write for? DBH
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos? I don't even have 5 fics 😅 but here they are in order: 1. he's making a list; i'm checking him out 2. long way home 3. stupid sexy priest 4. make my wish come true
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? Always! I haven't responded to comments on my latest chapter yet, but I will. It's really important to me: 1) If someone takes the time to read my work AND share their thoughts with me, that really does mean so much, saying thank you (and clumsily attempting to express the depth of my gratitude in an annoying amount of emojis) is the least I can do; and 2) This is a community! The validation is nice, yes, but I write to connect with people. I love hearing what people have to say and I love to talk with them about it! I've made friends through my ao3 comments, we're all here because we love the same thing, and if you're excited about my silly contributions OF COURSE I'm gonna want to talk to you! Your reactions to the work are just as important as the work itself imo. Art is a conversation!
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Probably make my wish come true, just because it's an alternate POV of a scene in a different fic so the main conflict remains unresolved. But it still has a feel-good ending! Sad endings don't exist in my world
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? I'm not sure! What do you guys think? Generally in my fics I try to wrap everything up in a happy little bow without everything being too perfect--we still have to work, we still make mistakes, life is still hell; but it's easier when we have each other and have found faith in ourselves.
8. Do you get hate on fics? I haven't yet...... (bracing myself for my first hate comment to come through as soon as I publish this post)
9. Do you write smut? If so what kind? Sure do! I write the over-the-top, too long, lots of emotion, lots of laughing/banter, taking-off-your-pants-is-awkward kind. Sex is cool but friendship is the most romantic thing to me ❤️ I enjoy writing smut the most when they really, genuinely like each other as people.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? I have not and I doubt I would. Probably the closest I would get is an au based on another piece of media (I do dream of a hankcon twin peaks au)
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? I have never even considered that being a thing until now
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? Someone requested to translate one of my fics but I don't know if it will ever come to fruition. I hope it does though, I would love that!
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before? No but I've briefly discussed it with a friend... now that I'm done with the bb I'll need to contact them and see if they're still interested because I sure am 👀👀
14. What's your all-time favourite ship? Hankconnnnnnnnnn
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will? I started a fic where Connor works in a sex shop and a very vanilla Hank comes in looking for something to spice things up with his girlfriend. He gets some fuzzy handcuffs and they do their job when it comes to Hank's boner, unfortunately that has more to do with Hank fantasizing about the person who sold them to him more than anything else. He breaks up with the girlfriend and most of the fic would be Hank continuing to frequent the sex shop as an excuse to talk to Connor as he gets more and more in over his head thanks to Connor's recommendations. It was really good in my head, but when I put it to paper it just... wasn't. So I'll probably never continue it.
16. What are your writing strengths? Characterization, I think! I get a lot of compliments on it. It's the best feeling when someone falls in love with one of my characters ❤️
17. What are your writing weaknesses? Setting 😖 I like to pepper in details as I go, I really struggle when the scene calls for describing the whole-ass place at once
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? If y'all want a fic about the Duolingo characters, sure. Otherwise I'm sure I'd be abysmal at it. I'm not proficient enough in any other language to get the voice right.
19. First fandom you wrote for? DBH. I am a fic-writing newbie and also I tend to stick with one thing for 4,000 years
20. Favourite fic you've ever written? Probably long way home, it's not as popular as mall santa but there's so much of my soul in that fic. Artistically and thematically, it's very me, and it's also the story that taught me how to write. I had never written any work of fiction before I started it (Hankcon was just that strong) and now I never want to do anything else. Thank you for reading, if you want to play consider yourself tagged! 💖
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ihavenocarinsurance · 2 years
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How they would react to you coming out to them
CHARACTERS: Deidara, Sasori, Itachi, Kisame, Kakuzu, Hidan + Konan (bonus)
GENRE: fluff/comfort ig?
READER: genderneutral (if I messed it up lmk)
CONTEXT: platonic relationship (friendship)
WARNINGS: none, just wholesome times
EXTRA INFO: this has been laying around in my drafts since last year omg- since I don't proof read any of my work just lmk if I slipped up on the pronouns or smth bc I do prefer writing genderneutral stuff ya know?
Deidara
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Tbh he strikes me as a quite empathetic and definitely open-minded guy
so if you were to cry when coming out to him out of fear he'd try to calm you down first
he'd constantly remind you that there is nothing wrong with you while hugging you
high key soft moment
would fight anyone who even looked at you the wrong way
If you weren't comfortable with coming out to anyone else, he'd take this very seriously and not tell anyone
matching jewellery. I don't make the rules🤠
to make it short; he'd assure you that there is nothing for you to worry abt and that he still loves you; 10/10
Sasori
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damn i love this man sm pls gsgssgsgg
ok so this bastard
you could be balling your eyes out simply out of fear of this reaction and he'd just be like
"ok and what do you want me to do abt that?"
are we surprised that he has an empathy level if approximately -56? No? ok-
so while I can assure you that he wouldn't avoid or hate you or anything like that, this man will just not be feeling it
but if you tell him to keep it a secret,mans will stfu
even tho you won't even have to worry about a thing concerning that he will kill everyone who dares to disrespect you
even before you came out he had the habit of getting you souvenirs from his missions and basically got you anything that reminded him of you
that being said; expect souvenir with your specific lgbtq+ flag colours
Kakuzu
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Just like Sasori, he doesn't make a huge deal out of it
Instead he'll just treat it as any other matter/secret you have shared
while he won't buy you shit bc capitalism is a bitch you'll definitely catch him asking questions about you and your identity, and the lgbtq+ history
no he ain't paying for therapy😔
he listens to your answers to his questions in an attentive manner bc he genuinely cares about you and does appreciate you
he just doesn't express his love and gratitude for you in forms of words but instead conveys his feelings in forms of actions
Hidan
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lost
he'd be so confused and wouldn't even say anything at first- which might make some of us quite nervous, high key expecting the worst
not a single trace of hatered or judgement
just confusion
just like kakuzu he'd definitely ask tons of questions aswell and you can tell that he is doing his best and taking your identity at heart
so your secret is safe
if it should ever change- c0nfusion part two
He'd also be part of the "I will protect my friend at all cost, look at them funny and I will break your face"-club
Itachi
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congratz: you just adopted a supportive older brother
he knows how some things can be hard and he wouldn't take it personally if you'd approach him in an anxious manner
he'd make sure to let yk that his love for you was unconditional
but since he does have to keep his initial plan in mind so he'd tell Kisame to look after you
dedicated to learning more about your identity but he's scared to make a mistake or make you feel uncomfortable
he wouldn't exactly go off on someone who disrespected you but he would not hesitate from letting the culprit suffer in a long and tiring genjutsu either
Kisame
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This man probably already knew considering how observant he can be
and if there is anyone who can truly understand the internal struggle of ones self it's Kisame
so expect tons of comfort when first coming out to him in forms of hugs and words of affirmation
"Come on, Y/N, there is truly nothing for you to worry about"
he just wants to offer you the safety and comfort that he seeked back then
I don't need to mention how loyal he is ig
Samehada being your nr 2 ally uwu
Bonus: Konan
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While she does seem disinterested most of the time, Konan will do anything for people she loves and for what she believes is right
That being said, she loves you nevertheless
like she is generally speaking not the type to go bs and say that its wrong or whatever
she loves you and values you
she fears losing you just as much as you fear losing her
she strikes me as smn who'd also make sure that others around y'all are staying in their lanes
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draconicsparkle · 11 months
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ErrandBoyTV was the one to suggest this one! And boy oh boy it was cute.
Will Hajime ever stop spoiling his little naga? Oh heck no. It’s his life mission now.
Also, sorry Kaz. You make it too easy for the snek.
Hajime could easily trace the exact path of events that lead to him beginning a weeks long scavenger hunt in his own apartment. Oh yeah, it was not hard to recall what had led him to this.
It all began with a quick trip to a craft store as requested by Kazuichi. His friend had requested assistance on gathering materials for a new project and Hajime had figured he could tag along for moral support and to be an extra set of arms.
It was at the store that he had spotted them, sitting innocently on a shelf in an aisle they were in. A box of mini pencils, thin and delicate. Practically the perfect size for a certain someone he knew. So Hajime had grabbed it, knowing it would be adored by the recipient.
Sure enough, the gift was received very well. Nagito had been astounded and overjoyed by the present, pulling each individual pencil out and looking them over with wonder in his eyes. To the human’s surprise, he didn’t use them right away, instead dedicating the rest of the evening to hugging and expressing his gratitude. Which Hajime had no issues with; he liked those sessions, too.
The next day, Hajime had cut up sheets of paper and had laid them out for Nagito to try his new pencils out on. The naga got to work instantly, eyes focused on his task as he practiced writing and drawing. It worked as a great distraction as Kazuichi had swung by to show off pictures of his project to his friend.
“It’s coming along super well! The parts we got yesterday were exactly what I needed. Thanks for the help, by the way. You are the greatest soul-friend a man could have!”
Hajime had rolled his eyes at the dramatic declaration, but still nodded with a supportive smile. “No problem. Glad to help.”
Kazuichi grinned before putting his phone away. “So what are your plans for the rest of the day? Studying? Or something fun?”
“He is to provide me with love and attention, if you must know,” Nagito spoke up, drawing the humans’ gazes to him. The tone changed in a second once the naga shifted his full attention to the brunette. “Look, Hajime! I was able to draw a clover! Do you like it?”
He was sure that his cheeks were a bit red from the words, but he again nodded. “Looks fantastic. You got the hang of that pretty fast.” Hajime had then smirked. “Are you going to now turn into the doting partner who leaves little notes everywhere?”
But his joke had ignited some fire in Nagito, green eyes filled with inspiration. “What an absolutely wonderful idea! Yes! I shall!” He then turned his sharp gaze to the other human. “And you shall assist me in this task.”
Kazuichi looked down, terrified. “What?! Me? Why?”
Nagito scoffed. “Because if Hajime helps me with this, it’ll ruin the surprise. Now come on! We have work to do!”
And so, under the strict guidance of Nagito, Kazuichi had become the naga’s temporary assistant in scattering the notes around. The naga had gone with the pink haired human, instructing him on where to place the various bits of paper. Meanwhile, Hajime just sat back on his chair, sipping water and listening to the nervous chatter from his friend.
Which led to now, as a very frazzled and stiff Kazuichi returned to the living room, nearly collapsing onto the couch. “Can I be free now? Are we finally finished?”
The naga, who had been clinging to his wrist with tight coils, sighed. “I suppose we can be. I’ll release you now.” Nagito loosened his hold and slithered onto the plush cushions, making use of their angle to ascend to the couch’s armrest. “It is done, Hajime! We hid them all around the apartment. But don’t go looking for them yet! Wait until later, okay?”
“Fine, fine. I won’t, I promise,” Hajime assured, reaching over to offer a hand to the naga. He felt the smooth scaly tail quickly make contact, crossing his arm and reaching his shoulder in no time. “You are spoiled rotten. You know that right?” he asked as he felt Nagito get comfortable on his shoulder.
“You like spoiling me. Don’t deny it,” was the reply.
Hajime huffed, not admitting out loud that it was true.
Kazuichi groaned from the couch. “If y’all are gonna be mushy, I might as well see myself out. Hajime, you should definitely come by my place next time. I can show you my progress in person that way!” The pink haired human stood up and made for the door, pulling his shoes back on.
Hajime smiled at his friend. “Sounds like a plan. I can’t wait to see it. Good luck!” he called out, getting an enthusiastic thumbs-up before his friend exited the apartment.
“It’s just us now. What bliss,” Nagito muttered dreamily, nuzzling and sighing contently.
“You say that as if we don’t spend a good majority of time together,” Hajime pointed out, though he did nothing to stop the naga’s actions. “By the way, can you try and be nicer to Kaz? Or at least tone down the sternness? He’s already apologized a hundred times for grabbing you that one time. And we both know he’s not brave enough to ever try that again.”
Nagito hummed in thought, making the note last several seconds. “I suppose I can try. Though I make no promises.”
“Just keep it in mind the next time you see him, okay? For me?” He knew that last part would get him somewhere. If Nagito was allowed to play him like a fiddle with sweet words, he would do the same.
“For you? Anything.” Sure enough, it worked. “But enough about him, let’s get back to the main focus! My notes to you. I’m going to set rules that you can only find and read one per day. Draw it out as long as you can. Then I can hide them all over again once all have been discovered!”
Hajime laughed a bit. “Alright, I suppose I can do that. But how many did you hide?” he asked as he took a sip from his glass.
“45.”
Hajime nearly choked on his water. “45? That many? How did you make that many?”
He felt Nagito hug his neck. “Determination for my one and only, obviously. As I said, anything for you.”
It now was very apparent that Hajime had quite a task ahead of him. One he was eager to do.
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thehypotensivegrad · 1 year
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The Adviser (11/40) | Bechloe Mafia AU
The Star Witness - Chapter Preview (Read the rest at ao3)
"Grazie mille," Beca replied. "I'm sorry if the whole thing was so boring."
"Oh no, that's not it," Chloe then said, looking embarrassed for a moment before she procured a long black box from her bag as well. "Here."
"What's this?" Beca asked, as she accepted it. Once she opened the box, she saw a sleek black pen with her name engraved.
"A little something extra to show my gratitude," Chloe then said. "You asked me to have faith in you, Beca. I did, and you kept your promise. I know it's not a suit, but you're still a lawyer. You write a lot, take notes, all that stuff. It's just something to remember me by whenever you work. And well, at least, once this is done, when you do use it, I hope it reminds you to write me from time to time."
"I can just call, you know," Beca then noted, but she nevertheless thanked her for the pen.
"Yeah, but there's something magical about writing people letters. You don't get to hear what the other people say in real time, you're not as guarded because of it, and it lets you express yourself better, more clearly. So, for whenever you return to Italy, write me, okay?"
Beca looked at her speechless, moved by the care and thought Chloe had put in selecting that simple gift. "Of course."
"Well, I guess that's that, I should probably let you go now," Chloe then said, "What with all the people throwing themselves at you, you're probably busy with managing your time with all the opera dates."
Beca laughed. So, she's bothered by that, she thought to herself. "I would, if only I had given those people my number."
"Didn't you do that?" Chloe asked coolly, trying to seem uninterested and detached. "I mean, I saw you give your number to Dr. Matthews, the woman one, Hannah, not the creepy husband."
"I gave her Lilly's number," Beca then replied. "And Lilly has since replaced her number."
"Really?" Chloe asked, trying to pretend she wasn't pleasantly surprised to hear that. "Why? I'd have thought someone like you… well…"
Beca chuckled. "Maybe I did, but I'm not interested."
"In her… or…" Chloe then went on to ask.
Beca shook her head. How many times had she gone out with some new stranger she has charmed? How many women have walked in and out of her life already, knowing they were just simply passing by? With Beca knowing it would never amount to anything? Her life came with dangers and risks. She couldn't possibly drag anyone in it. She couldn't be selfish. Not that anyone held her attention long enough to want them to be there for longer than a fleeting moment.
But for some reason, Beca couldn't find the courage to tell that to Chloe.
And Beca didn't want to answer the question why. She simply couldn't allow herself to.
She had a mission at the core of her visit to the states. Sure, Babel ended up being one of them, but it didn't change the fact that at the end of the day, Beca had to choose the family that took her in and raised her. For Don Fabio, and the others who needed someone dependable to lead them.
Beca couldn't let wishful thinking sway her. She simply couldn't entertain those thoughts.
Instead, she changed the topic.
"Come one, you've gotten me more than what I've asked for, it's time I return the favor," Beca replied.
"You're going to buy me a suit?" Chloe jokingly asked.
"No, but let me buy dinner," Beca offered.
"A little early for that," Chloe pointed out.
"Fine. Coffee then? Some shopping if you want. We can drop the suit and anything else we buy in my car, and then dinner? We can even call Aubrey and Emily if you want," Beca then proposed.
"No way, today is our day, we can celebrate with them later," Chloe then said, wrapping her hands around one of Beca's arms. "Come on then, let's go. You promised me my dirty water," Chloe teased.
Beca laughed. How much had she been smiling lately? Laughing too? She wasn't sure. She had certainly lost count.
Has she even smiled and laughed this much before?
No, she never had.
Will she ever again? After all this was done?
Beca didn't want to find the answer out.
For now, all she wanted was to enjoy the time she spent with one Chloe Beale.
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daintyduck99 · 1 year
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prompts prompts yessss
"you stayed up...all night...for them. oh dude, you're in love." sweet tarts!
This is also for @jmrothwell, who gave me the same prompt for Writer's Choice!
Reggie's so bone tired on Saturday that he sleeps through several alarms he'd forgotten that he'd set. He only wakes when he's bodily dragged out of bed.
He yelps and thrashes, nearly kicking Luke in the face before he recognizes him.
"Dude! What gives?!"
Luke levels Reggie with an incredulous look, but he at least has the courtesy to haul him out of the floor, dropping him back onto the bed.
"What gives? Reg, we have rehearsal today. I called you like seventeen times. Be glad I didn't barge in sooner."
Ah. That explains the "alarms."
Reggie chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck. "Shit, sorry. I lost track of time helping Carrie move yesterday."
Luke's eyebrows fly into his fringe. He plops onto the edge of the bed.
"How long were you helping her? Julie came home around ten and I figured she'd kick everyone else out not long after."
"Oh, um." Reggie blushes. "All night?"
If Luke looked incredulous before, that's nothing compared to how his eyes are about to pop out of his head now.
"How the hell do you lose track of time for an entire night?!"
"I don't know, you and Julie make it seem pretty easy!" Reggie fires back, only to snap his mouth shut as a smirk spreads across Luke's face.
Fuck.
"You stayed up…all night…for Carrie. Oh, dude, you're in love."
"Whoa, let's not—don't leap to conclusions, Luke. That's crazy."
"Is it?" Luke looks at him like he can see right through him, still wearing that damned smirk."You've always had a thing for her. It would make sense if it turned into love. Hopeless romantic like you."
Reggie swallows thickly. "Yeah, well. The only thing she's ever had for me is tolerance. It wouldn't matter if I was in love with her because it's not like she loves me back."
He closes his eyes as the confession falls out of his mouth, cursing himself. He wouldn't have let any of that slip if he wasn't so exhausted.
He's usually so careful.
"Reggie. Carrie has the biggest soft spot in the world for you. The way she acts with you…that's not just tolerance. Was anyone else there all night?"
"Well—no. But she needed someone who could lift the heavy stuff, her ankle bothers her when the weather is bad because she sprained it that one time, even if she hates to admit it, so—"
Luke grasps his wrist, and Reggie looks at him again. His expression has softened.
"Even if she did mention that and it's not just something you remembered because you're a total sweetheart, you've gotta know by now that her actions don't always align with her words. Come on, Reg."
"You're not saying—"
"I'm at least saying that you have a real shot," Luke says sincerely. "Trust me. And there's no way you lifted boxes the whole time. Weren't you ever just hanging out?"
Although his mind is still fairly foggy with sleep, he has a pretty clear memory of her feet slung over his lap as they watched an old movie. She hadn't stopped him from wrapping his fingers around her ankle, and he swears she'd worn the hint of a smile.
He tends to write that stuff off as wishful thinking, but his heart hammers in his chest, anyway. Maybe Luke is right.
Maybe they could have something real.
"Invite her to rehearsal tomorrow. I'm rescheduling. If she comes—and she probably will, because it's you asking—you should at least ask her out after. Or like, think about it. Okay?"
"Okay," Reggie breathes, and the hope burns brightly in his chest because of course it does. Luke put it there.
About half a year later, when the apartment has become Reggie and Carrie's and they're watching old movies on the couch again, that warmth returns as gratitude, and it's one of the most authentic things he's ever felt.
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A Writer's Review... Promised by jawritter
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I am a writer. I was born to be one, its my joy and my torment. And it is my honor.
I find new and utterly fantasic stories here daily and I am honored to be a contributing member of the writing community! Each and every one of these authors is a gem. They selfelessly share their intricate worlds with us so that we can escape! It is a public service and vital to my personal well-being.
There are not words to express my gratitude.... but that doesn't mean I won't still try to find some!
As writers, we read. Even more than we write. So... what do we read? Here is an in-depth review of one of my favorites! Along with a few other recommendations.
I intend to post reviews regularly. I've got quite a list of stories I adore, but I'm always looking for more! So please share this review and send a few recommendations my way! Tag your own stories, tag other people... I don't want to miss any of them!
Thank you all and share the love!!
Story Name: Promised
Author: jawritter
Character Pairing: Alpha!Jensen x Omega!reader
Length: 10 Chapters, 25,084 words total
Story Type: Series - ABO, AU Real life, Mob dynamics, Age gap
Author’s Description: In a world where your presentation can be a blessing or a curse, a newly presented Omega will come face to face with the harsh reality of Alphas, Omegas, and pack alliances that are expected to be upheld with the union of your two families.
Warnings:  ABO dynamics! Smut, unprotected smut, knotting, claiming, mating, heat, rut, language, overly protective Jensen, age gap! 19-year-old reader, 41-year-old Jensen, virgin reader, loss of virginity, sort of an arranged marriage, hint at possible mob type settings.
My Two Cents:  They say you never forget your first, and that is certainly the case for me!  This absolute gem of a story was my introduction to the world of ABO fan fiction (aka Alpha/Beta/Omega) and I’ve been hooked ever since!  This may be in part to the perspective of the reader, who is a novice.  Young and naïve to the world in general as well as to the complex dynamics between Alphas and Omegas.  This allowed me to discover and understand this unique concept at the same pace the reader did. 
Our dear author is truly a master at quickly establishing the relationship bonds between the main characters and their prospective families and friends.  I greatly appreciate this quality in a story.  Background information is crucial in a well-developed character but can be clunky when not handled with finesse.  Here, those relationships are woven in seamlessly to the over-all plot but never weigh the story down.  Bravo!
Another highlight are the physical descriptions.  Anyone who knows Jensen Ackles from his work, can easily imagine him in a reader insert story. 
That is, after all, why we are all here! 
Yet this story is filled with vivid details that even I hadn’t thought of in my wildest daydreams!  There is a visceral warmth to this version of Jensen that I find beyond appealing.  I find myself rereading this story most often when I am feeling uncertain in my life.  When I need to feel that someone strong is in charge, so I don’t have to be, Alpha Jensen has me. 
Favorite Chapter: Chapter Nine. Here we get to see Jensen let loose his primal Alpha instincts that he’s kept under careful control up until this point.  And its glorious!  It has the best elements of how vicious Demon Dean could be and focused it in a powerful man who is willing to do anything in defense of his mate.  Fantastic!  He’s desperate and he’s truly dangerous in this chapter.  And I am here for it!
Favorite Line: “You know, before I came here tonight with Y/n I promised her something…. I promised her I would protect her. You made me break that promise.. I don’t appreciate that. I’ll be spending the rest of my life making it up to her….” 
“I told her if you tried anything I’d rip your throat out….. With my teeth…”
Jensen’s vision went red, All he saw was red… 
Why I Love it:  It’s the perfect length.  I read one shots and they have their place, but I always find myself wanting more of that world!  But let’s face it, some series’ (although awesome!) are long, and that’s a commitment.  I don’t always have the luxury of time, this length strikes just the right balance.  I get Jensen in a protective but not possessive role.  I get a naïve reader who is innocent but not spineless.  I get steamy sex scenes.  I get an interesting but not over-bearing mob dynamic.  There is plenty of threat but not much violence, which is a nice change up. 
Mood I’m in When I Read it– I’m a strong person, but there are times when I need someone else to be strong.  I need to be comforted.  I need to believe in love and escape.  And when I am feeling over-whelmed, I often come here and let Alpha Jensen take the reins for a while.  He does a great job!
I Want More! : If you loved this as much as I did, here are some other stand-out stories that you might enjoy…
Feral @jawritter Can We Fix Us @jawritter If Its Meant to Be (Alpha Beau x Omega Reader) @jawritter Unleashed @supersleepygoat Reasons @merethehunter Feral @luci-in-trenchcoats The Things We Don’t Believe In (Alpha!Sam x Omega!reader) @thecleverdame
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Hello Rory! Another year draws to an end. We have all suffered and survived this year, growing up and understanding the world more and some people like me, are reflecting.
Every year at this time, I find myself in an odd, odd state of mind to say the least- filled with a melancholic blue that nothing else could replicate. I find myself listening to Pink Floyd's Wish You Were Here and The Dark Side Of The Moon, soaked in a nostalgic ocean. Though, this nostalgia fills me with not the sense of longing for the past, but a longing for my lost time. I look at myself and realise how much I've matured and grown, how much I've changed and how much I've seen. Rory- I cannot even put into words my gratitude towards you.
I remember stumbling upon your blog roughly around a year ago and being absolutely enchanted by your writing- I was mesmerised by your words and stories, longing for those to occur in real life. I started writing anonymous asks and messages showing my admiration toward you, and soon, I wrote something that wasn't anonymous. Here I am today, just simply me- writing a long message to you, an author online who I had the honour of interacting with. You see, I am a writer myself, I write to express my emotions and one concept that has always captured my interest was time. I find it oddly fitting as my one of my favourite songs by Pink Floyd is 'Time' and something about it has always spoken to me. Roger Waters' lyrics made me think and ponder; what else is there to life? Does life even matter?
Yes, it does. We live this beautiful road called life that makes us cry in pain and anguish, makes us smile and laugh with the very essence of spring. We meet people, many of whom we will never meet again or even remember. However, that one day I first read your writing, something changed within me. Your writing filled me with an pastel array of thoughts- gentle like the ocean's waves on a still day. I took things I admired about your writing and made them into my own, contorting and changing them to fit my own shadow. Your stories filled me with pure, innocent joy that I looked forward losing myself into more everyday. Rory, my dearest Rory, your blog is something that I always come back to when I'm reminiscing about time. Your writing brought my own art a kiss of a cool breeze which forever changed it and made it better.
I wrote a piece about a dying woman and her lover, showing her slow but ultimate death through the change of seasons. For me, that piece was the one that forever morphed me as a person in some strange way. Rory- you are one of the reasons I began writing more, and for that, I say Thank you.
Thank you, thank you for your talent, thank you for helping this one little girl find her writing voice. Thank you for your Levi pieces that helped me become the hapless romantic I am today. Thank you for answering all my asks and finally, thank you for your blog being here for my moments of melancholic longing for time. I do not know if you remember me or not, but I know that I will remember your forever as the writer that helped me in my worst times and helped unknowingly change me. I beg of you, never ever delete your blog. I have been closing doors of my old life as of recently and I would not be able to stand this one closing as well.
Rory- I wish you a happy new year and a peaceful lifetime filled with everything you dream of. I do not know if I will write another something like this next year or not, but I am writing it now, and its just me bare and raw. I haven't been back to your blog in around 8 months and here I sit, writing my thoughts to you, knowing you as the Rory from my toughest times.
Happy New Year, and thank you
Anita
happy new year, anita! <33
receiving this message is one of the best things that happened in 2022 and answering it is the perfect way to start my 2023. i never knew i would come to a point where someone would be inspired by my writing yet here you are -- such a kind soul that i enjoy answering asks to when i have the chance. you know, i received an anonymous confession from a person in our university before the year ended as well but your message weighs so much more for me. there's no denying that your message made me teary-eyed when i first laid my eyes on it and it continues to give me unshed tears reading it now.
i'm so so proud of you for going through 2022 even with a heavy state of mind -- if only you can receive my hug from across the screen, i'd gladly give you a hundred more. this blog will forever remain your haven if you want. the stories won't go anywhere even if i decide to open another part of my life and they will continue to be a part of my past that i feel the most attachment with. i'm also thankful for you for being a part of my journey in this platform. because of you and some of the lovely people reading my works, the inspiration to create more stories never dies down. the fact that your presence in this blog continues to remind me to never let this part of my life go speaks so much. also, thank you for opening up to me like this -- my chest feels so warm whenever someone does so since your trust in me can be seen in the words.
may you have a prosperous new year, may it be kinder to you than the previous ones, and may it guide your writing in heights that it has never reached before.
i will forever cherish the words you sent to me, keeping them in my little jar.
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