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romanoffsbish · 2 years

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It’s Okay…

Natasha Romanoff x Fem!StarkReader

TW: Planned Death

Y/N's POV

Tony's done it, this time tomorrow we'll be traveling through time and space to collect the stones and bringing the dusted back. Sadly not all of us are coming back, and I've been privileged enough to decide it's gonna be me.

"Hey Steve, what's the grouping like tomorrow? You figure it out yet?" I ask

"Yeah, why?"

"Just wanted to see if I agree" I playfully remark

"Tony, Bruce, Scott & I will be going to New York for the Time, Space and Mind stones. Rocket & Thor to Asgard for the Reality stone. Clint and Nat to Vormir for the Soul stone. Nebula, Rhodey and you to Morag for the Power stone."

"Hm... I think that's okay, except let me go with Clint. Nat would be much better aiding Nebula and Rhodey on Morag." I say confidently

"Okay, sounds good!" He agrees with no resistance.

Perfect. Now to just be prepared to fight Clint and give Nat a good last night together... No one else has put it together about the Soul stone. Nebula literally called Vormir the "dominion of death," Thanos returned from there without Gamora, and lastly it's literally called a SOUL stone.

"Hey Natty" I greet her with a warm smile

"Hello my love" she says back seemingly happier than she's been in recent years.

"You, me, dinner at y/f/r!?!" I ask excitedly

"How about we save that for after we win and we get some well needed sleep tonight?"

"Well... because I am hungry now and I miss date nights." I rebuttal with my BEST pout

"Baby..."

"Please!" I say continuing the pout and adding puppy dog eyes

"Fine! When should I be ready?" she reluctantly asks

"Thirty minutes!" I say before rushing out

God, I hate this. I am practically lying to her. She's going to be so devastated. So I vow to make tonight one to remember.

Nat's POV

I'm actually excited to dress up and get out, it's like a breath of fresh air after the last five years. Y/N's right, we haven't had much of a date night in all this time.

*knock* "Baby, are you ready?" Y/N asks through the bathroom door

"Yes, coming!" I say as I open the door

Wow! She looks so beautiful. She's wearing the same outfit that I had bought for her to wear for the date night where I proposed. Tonight must be really special.

Y/N's POV

"Wow baby, you look gorgeous" I say to my wife while I look her up and down.

"Yeah, yeah. Have you seen yourself? To what do I owe the pleasure of seeing you so dressed up? Why must I share this sight with strangers?" She questions protectively.

To which I respond by pulling her in and pecking her lips.

"Baby, this is all yours. Enjoy the view and let's go eat, I am famished!" I say as I head out the door.

She runs past me to the car, but not without a smack to my ass and a wink sent my way. She swiped the keys, sly little minx.

"I'm driving." She yells back to me

"Well I can see that now" I laugh as I get in.

We pull up to y/f/r and are seated in the back corner like usual. The owners wife greets us with a warm smile. She has been running the place the past five years since her wife was dusted. I want to tell her of the good news, but I don't want to get any hopes up. Anything could go wrong, so I'll just let her see for herself when it succeeds.

"You finally going to get something besides chicken strips?" I joke at my wife with the tastebuds of a child

"Hush! As if you're not going to get y/f/d!" She jokes back

"Yeah... Why do we even ask for menus at this point?" I laugh out

"We like to pretend we can change." Nat replies

As we sit there talking about just about everything, our foods being brought out.

"Thank you Susan!" I say as I smile up to her

"Of course! We've missed you guys around here." She says with a sad smile

"We've missed it too!" Nat replies instantly

"Well, if you need anything don't be afraid to call out for me" She states as she walks off to attend to other customers

After a moment of indulging in our food I say

"I wish we could just tell her"

"Me too love, but it's okay, she'll know soon enough"

"Yeah, she will." I say back trying to hide my sadness

"What's wrong love?" Nat asks concerned having picked up on my mood change

"What if it doesn't work?" I question hiding my real reason for my sudden sadness

"It will! It has to!" She commands almost trying to convince herself as much as me

"You're right! Sorry. Let's focus on our date" I reply with a smile

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"Psst... Baby, give me the keys, we're not done yet!" I say eager for what's next

"It's 8PM, what could possibly be next?" She laughs out

"Okay grandma" I laugh out ... "Are you tired of me?" I faux pout

"Of course not my love!" She coos as she pulls me in for a sweet kiss.

"Then keys please, and buckle up!" I assert

I'm taking us to the lookout spot we always went to when it all just got too loud. It had become our sanctuary. So I just want one more cuddle under the stars. Earlier in the day I had picked up my baby's favorite desserts.

"Love, where are we going?" Nat asks

"Natty, please be patient. It's a short ride!" I chuckle out

"But I hate surprises!" She cries out

"Oh, look, we're here!" I say while handing her a hoodie because she didn't exactly plan for being outdoors in the cold.

As she gets out I reach in the back for the blankets and the bag of goodies. Then I grab her hand and escort her to OUR spot. I set the blanket down then reached up with grabby hands so she'll sit with me.

"I got you something." I say as I pull out croissants and macaroons.

"Oh baby, you trying to fatten me up before the mission? My suit isn't gonna fit" she laughs out while reaching for the goods

"You're right! Let me just put them up"

She snatches the bag and says "No! Gimme please"

As she starts to eat a croissant I pull her into my lap and bring her back into my front. I wrap my arms around her waist and rest my chin on her shoulder.

Nat's POV

Y/N's snuggling into me and it feels so nice. I can tell she's nervous about tomorrow, I almost want to ask if she wants to sit it out. I know she'll say no though, so I just push myself into her more and snake a croissant up towards her lips to give her a bite.

"Thank you baby" she whispers in appreciation as she takes a bite

"Of course. How are you feeling? You doing okay?"

"I'm doing perfectly fine sitting here with you in my arms, right where you belong. I'm probably the happiest I've ever been. I love you" she replies

"I love you too. So much baby! Thank you for tonight. It's been a nice breath of fresh air." I say as I turn in her embrace to give her a kiss. I've missed moments like this. I pour every bit of love I have for her into this kiss. As we pull away I see she's crying, so I instinctually reach up and wipe her face.

"Oh baby, what's wrong?"

"Absolutely nothing! In fact this moments perfect" she replies with a sweet smile

I lay back and pull her on top of me and just hold her there with her head on my chest.

"To new beginnings" I say while rubbing her back

"To new beginnings" she whispers out

Y/N's POV

After laying on Nat for like 30 minutes I get up and pull her up with me.

"Let's dance!"

"What? There's no music" Nat replies

"I got the music covered" I say as I pull my phone out pressing play on :

"Make you Feel my Love" by Adele

Her eyes light up when she realizes it's OUR song. She reaches out and pulls me into her. We dance together slowly, both of us seemingly holding on for dear life.

"I could make you happy, make your dreams come true. Nothing that I wouldn't do. Go to the ends of of the Earth for you. To make you feel my love"

As the songs nearing its end her hands have found a resting place on my ass and I can't help but giggle.

"That was sweet while it lasted"

She pulls me in closer and connects our lips. It's beautiful and slow, until it isn't. The kiss picks up a pace and soon we're moaning into the other's mouth.

"Please tell me this was the last destination because I want nothing more than to take you home right now..." Nat whispers into my ear

"Please do" I whisper back onto her neck.

Next thing I know we're in the car, speeding home to the compound. Safely of course!

Nat's POV

This nights been fantastic! Reminding me of all the reasons why I fell in love with her in the first place. Not that I'd ever forget, she's my perfect lil baby. She's gotten me through these last five years. I don't know what I would've done had she been the one dusted. She's always been my light at the end of the tunnel...

"I can feel you staring." I say to my beautiful wife

"What about it? Am I not allowed to look at my gorgeous wife?"

"You can do more than look!" I say as I pull the car in.

Y/N's POV

I grab her by the hand and drag her to the room. Normally our escapades get pretty intense but tonight I want something more.

"I love you" I say as I ghost over her lips

"I love you too." She whispers back while she's working on removing any clothing in between us.

After the last article hits the floor I grab her arm and gently pull her to bed, laying her down. I straddle her waist and we lock eyes.

"Baby, please!!" She whines

"Shh... I got you." I say as I gently smash our lips together, before leaving a trail of hickeys down her jawline.

I keep everything slow, not in a teasing manner, but slow enough to remember it all. We made love for hours, taking care of the others every need. Whispering I love you's every chance we got.

It was the perfect goodbye.

After she fell asleep I held her for about an hour before slipping out of bed. I needed to make some final goodbye preparations. I had been making goodbye videos for everyone the past month. I made a whole selection of videos for Nat. She is going to be so mad at me, I just hope she's going to make it through... She has Yelena, Wanda, and our two month old kitten. This is our makeshift family, I'd do whatever it takes if it meant they were back together again.

I also created a box full of videos for my baby sister Morgan. The videos were about things like how to cope with loss, to first loves and heartbreaks. All the things a sister is better at navigating with a sibling than a mom is.

I left no stone unturned.

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No It’s Not (Part 2)

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lazydoodlesandfanfic · 3 years

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Keeping A Promise (Natasha Romanoff X Timelord!Male!Reader)

Characters: Natasha Romanoff X Timelord!Male!Reader

Universe: Marvel, Avengers, kind of doctor who?

Warnings: Spoilers to Endgame, mention of death

Request: So how about male reader is a Timelord with his own TARDIS, thousands of years old. So during Endgame she can't get to the TARDIS but it appears during the final battle and she gets into it but uses it to blow out up like with the 11th did in the pandorica episode, and it crashes into Thanos, after seeing the exchange between tiny and Strange doing so kills him but wipes Thanos from existence causing Gamora and Natasha to return from the dead. And reader regenerates at their funeral. Nat X M!R Maybe when reader is resurrected he gives Nat a fez. Could reader be dressed similar to 11 but no jacket so slacks, shirt and a waistcoat and sleeves rolled up?

You had been in the process of travelling when you found out what happened. Less found out, more felt it. Despite being billions of miles away, not in any fixed point in time, you felt it. The snap. Your hearts had stopped, and the TARDIS responded not a moment later, immediately screaming out and jolting you around. You tried to cling on and she tried to get you to the source of what had just happened while also trying to shield you from it- desperate to ensure you weren’t going to turn to dust in her console room, before she landed going full speed, throwing you out at your location.

You woke up in a bed, in a compound. The Avengers compound, being stared at by a man, who you knew as the incredible Bruce Banner. You leant the TARDIS, despite her best attempt, hadn’t been able to get you there in time, and the snap had happened, leaving half the population nothing but dust. However, she had dumped you right in the battle field in front of everyone, before slamming her doors shut and leaving before anyone could stop her. That caused enough of a scene for them to realise you were important in some way, and to take you back to the compound.

Thor had welcomed you immediately with open arms when he saw you awake, and you of course held him tightly, knowing from his grip that he had lost someone dear in the snap. Steve asked how you two know each other. “They’re practically a god like me.” Thor told him.

“Thor, you’re pushing the truth and you know it… I’m a timelord. An Alien to simplify things. I’ve been to Asguard a few times, basically watched Thor and Loki grow up.” You told them. Thor lowered his head at the mention of his brother, and you realised who he’d lost.

“Timelord?” Rocket spoke up, coming towards you, staring at you in awe. “Are you… Y/N? I thought you were just a rumour…” He told you. “I thought all the Timelords were dead.”

“They are. I’m the last one. They burned with Gallifrey in the time war.” You told him, before looking up to the other Avengers. They all saw it in your eyes- guilt, and loneliness. They didn’t push for further details.

Not long after, Tony arrived home in the nick of time with Nebula, who was just as surprised to see you, and the same was with Captain Marvel. “You must be Carol. I’ve heard a lot about you.” You told her, shaking her hand.

“I’ve heard a lot more about you, Timelord.” She responded.

When Tony recovered, everyone gathered in one room to talk, the main focus being on how to get everyone back, the second main focus being “Who the hell are you? These 4 clearly know who you are and they make you sound like a god- which means something since one of them literally is.” Tony pointed out.

“I’m a Timelord. I come from the planet Gallifrey, a planet that doesn’t exist anymore. It was lost in a war, called the Time War. I’m the last of my kind, and I’m older than Thor.” You told them briefly.

“...How old?” Bruce asked you. You thought for a moment, humming.

“Somewhere in the 3000’s, You tend to lose track after you hit 1050. Anything past 900 is pushing it when it comes to Timelords, I’m basically prehistoric.” You told them. “But that doesn’t matter. What does matter is that with 3000 years of knowledge under my belt, I’m going to help you undo what Thanos did, with the cost of no one else’s life, and that’s a promise.”

And you did. You kept your promise. It took 5 years but with your help, everyone managed to get the stones back to snap everyone back into existence… though it cost Natasha’s life. Everyone remembered your reaction when you found out. Your head was low as you stared at the ground. Admittedly, none of them knew you as well as Natasha. You seemed to talk all the time, laughing together. The others had only heard snippets of your conversations. Something about the blue box that dumped you on that field, kings and queens of the past, and talks of adventures together when this was all over. They could practically read your mind.

No. Not her. Not again. I can’t lose anyone else.

A fire that was slowly burning in you suddenly burst into an inferno. No. One. Else.

You made that decision when you finally managed to get your TARDIS back in the final moments of the battle. The final battle with Thanos, where everyone gave it their all. During it all, they weren’t sure where you were, until you came onto the comms. “Can you hear me?” You asked.

“Loud and clear.” Tony confirmed.

“I’m coming in. Get away from Thanos, this won’t be pretty.” You announced.

“What are you planning?” Steve asked as he fought another alien.

“I made a promise, remember? No one is dying. Not on my watch. I’ve lived a long, long life, longer than I should have. I plan to go out with a bang. Now. Get. Out. Of. The. Way.” You demanded. Everyone did as told, ordering others who hadn’t heard the warning to move, and they watched. They saw it. That Blue Box. The box that forced you into their lives, spinning rapidly, barreling directly towards Thanos. “Guys, tell Nat I love her.” You announced, the sound of explosions on your side, before yours ship hit Thanos, a rip opening, the sound of Thanos’ cries of agony, before both he and your box with you inside, vanished. Everyone blinked, and then looked around. The aliens. The ones on Thanos’ side were gone as well.

“What the hell did he do?” Clint asked. There was stunned silence.

“...He… he opened a rip in time and space. And forced Thanos into it. He’s gone. He doesn’t exist anymore.” Bruce realised.

“And where’s Y/N?” Steve asked. A silence fell again, as they realised. You were gone too.

“Guys?” A familiar voice called, everyone turning to the sight… of Natasha. Unharmed. She was running through the rubble till she reached them, Clint being the first to embrace her in a hug. Not far behind was another face, a more stunned face. Gamora.

“Oh my god. How the hell are you here? I watched you die!” Clint sobbed as he held her.

“Y/N… He came and saved us from the fall with his TARDIS- the blue box. That thing is bigger on the inside- he described it as a sort of pocket dimension. It had a swimming pool!... What happened? Where is he? He said he had to finish things off with Thanos.” Natasha explained, examining the battle field for the TARDIS. For you. Everyone looked at each other, before Steve spoke up.

They held a funeral for you the following week. They didn’t have a body, but they felt it was right. Carol sent out the announcement to the universe, and… god, Natasha couldn’t count how many beings showed up. Thousands of aliens, people who you saved, most telling stories about how you saved them as children. So many people came forward to speak- talking about how you came in, saved their lives, and then left before they could thank you. Stories of the Time War and the hardships you must have experienced- how for anyone else it could make a cold and bitter person, and instead you became kind and selfless. There were even people who used to travel with you. They told how there’s echoes of you all across the universe. In the past, now, and far into the future, still saving people. That you may be gone, but you’ll always be around.

As everyone talked as the speeches ended, Natasha sat in the back by herself. In those five years together, you two had been close. Closer than friends. You told her these stories, and for a while she thought maybe you were making it up- that was until now. Seeing people bring out little things from history- proving you were where you said you were- dancing with royalty, at great battles, the source of people mysteriously living through the impossible. It made her think… if you’d lived. You had told her that when this was over, you’d take her to see the stars. Sure she’d been in space… but what you were offering…

“Quite the turn out.” An unfamiliar man said, coming and sitting next to Natasha. She turned to look at him, not able to identify him. “Honestly I’m impressed.”

“...Yeah. Even more so when you realise they’re just from this time period. There’s people in the past and in the future who’ll never get to say their goodbyes right now.” She responded. The man hummed, nodding along. “When I see all these people here… I feel like I barely knew how amazing he was.”

“...Did he ever tell you about the two hearts?” The man asked. Natasha smiled, nodding as she looked forward at the scene, remembering when you told her about it. She didn’t think you were serious. You had told her something, and when she called your bluff you went ‘cross my hearts’ and crossed off two places on your chest. It was only when she got a stethoscope that she heard them.

“Also that he was 3000… that’s double Thor’s age.” She mentioned.

“That is impressive, considering that a timelord only has a limited amount of regenerations when away from Gallifrey… 12 to be precise.” The man commented. Natasha looked at the man, furrowing her eyebrows at him.

“Regeneration?”

“Oh, did he forget that? When a Time Lord is dying, they have the ability to regenerate. They can cheat death.” He told her. She looked at him, her heart stopping… She thought… what were the possibilities that… “It’s rather painful- every cell in your body burning away, being replaced. It’s like a lottery, never know what you’re going to get. Will you look human? Will you be the same sex as before? Will you be old, young, a child? Sometimes even the personality changes, memories because a little foggy as well. Makes it a pain when you have to reintroduce yourself to the people you care about…”

Natasha processed the words, before she slowly turned to you. You were smiling. “Is… it you?” She asked quietly.

“I told you no one was going to die. I promised. And I’ve kept that promise.” You told her. She put her hand on your chest, feeling your heart beating. She then felt the other side. Second heart. “I also promised something else.” You said, standing up. She took in what you were wearing- oddly similar to before. Before you wore a long coat practically all the time, and your dress sense was a bit… odd. Looking at you, she realised that was just how you were- now you were dressed in a button up shirt with rolled up sleeves, a vest on top, your pants matching the vest you wore, a rather odd colour, the more she looked at it. You offered a hand to her. “I promised you an adventure to the stars. What do you say?”

“Don’t we need to tell the others’ you're alive?”

“I have the TARDIS. A time machine. We’ll be back before they know it.” You assured her. She smiled, taking your hand, and you led her away from the group, out of sight, and that’s where she saw it. That beautiful blue box. The box that saved her. The box that threw you into her life. The doors opened, showing the beautiful inside- which had a fresh new design. She stepped in, and you dashed ahead rushing to the console. “Tell me, Natasha. Where do you want to go?”

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likea-black-widow-baby · 4 years

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Marvel Women as Shit Said on My GC With @yves-garden and @bee-thegoodguys

Natasha: Can a person be so hot that murder is justifiable?

Wanda: Who’s big brain idea was it to hex the moon y’all just don’t do that-

Valkyrie: My doctor: you need more calcium

Me: Sparkling water?

My doctor: no, you need to drink milk

Me: 2 sparkling water?

My doctor: milk

Me: so what I’m hearing is sparkling water

Angie: My mom just kinkshamed me for liking watching Peggy beat people up

Pepper: Do you ever forget how many p’s are in the word ‘happening’ and reevaluate your 12 years of education

Carol: Always the bridesmaid never the lesbian getting hit by a car so I can loose my memory

Dottie: ARE WE MURDERING PEGGY AGAIN

Peggy is not getting murdered

Omg I dare you to murder Peggy

Nebula: Having to operate without use of either of my thumbs has given me a deeper respect for why they’re considered key to our qualification as an advanced species

Shuri: Check yourself before you wreck yourself, Cheeto dust spray tan

Mantis: If I ever have a baby it’s gonna take those baby swim lessons

Gamora: Kill me please - I’d like to be buried in the Dead Sea. Just let my body float around aimlessly

Okoye: “Fuck This Shit I’m Out”

Maria: They better not fuck this up

Yelena: Like all of the garbage or just the one in the dumpster fire?

Sharon: I wanna give her a smooch she’s so cute

Nakia: Oh my god this m A N S can not flirt I’m c r y I n g

Hela: How does one make a character gloat about stabbing someone else

Hope: D O N T. T A L K. AB O U T. MY. M OM

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shewhohangsoutincemeteries · 4 years

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Rocket Raccoon x Gender-Neutral Reader

Requested by: @b-oys-do-c-ry

Summary: after the events of endgame, you’ve tried to settle back into life with the guardians, but feel the need to return home to your family and help them adjust to the new reality. rocket catches you packing.

Characters: rocket raccoon, reader, mentions of other guardians

Warnings: the relationship is understandably platonic. only warning is for mild adult language and angst

Word Count: 2,380

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One of the side effects of living with five other ‘people’ on a ship with only three bunks – one of which was actually a converted storage space – was that you didn’t have a lot of space to call your own. Sharing a room with Drax, Mantis and Nebula meant that you really only kept the essentials, along with a few sentimental knick-knacks you’d picked up both back on Terra and in ports across the galaxy. On the bright side, that meant that the phrase ‘packing a bag’ could be taken quite literally. Almost everything you owned fit in a single duffel bag.

“What’re you doin’?”

You jumped slightly as a voice sounded behind you, a mix of confusion and amusement coloring his tone. Turning from the bag on your bunk, you offered an awkward shrug of one shoulder to Rocket. He was standing in the doorway, arms folded over his chest and an eyebrow cocked.

It was amazing that after everything that happened with Thanos, you’d been brought back into existence and Rocket still seemed for the most part, the same gruff, smart-mouthed guy you’d bonded with when you’d first joined the crew. There were a few greyer hairs around his muzzle now, and sometimes he seemed more tired than anything else, but otherwise, he just seemed happy to have you all back.

“Nothing. What’s up?”

“You’re missin’ dinner.”

“And you came all the way to the other end of the ship to tell me that?” you joked, mirroring his posture. You smirked jovially down at him. “I’m touched, man.”

“Shut ya mouth,” he groused back at you despite the beginnings of a smirk of his own on his face. You laughed despite your unease at being caught out, shaking your head. “Groot’s fussin’ about you not bein’ there.”

“Sure, he is,” you replied snidely, smile widening. It was unlikely that Groot had even raised his head from his game long enough to realize you weren’t there. “That’s why he’s here bugging me instead of you.”

“Watch it, humie. You can’t be butt ugly and friendless.”

“Ah, there’s the Rocket I know and love.” you teased. “And please, you know I’m gorgeous.”

He snickered, nodding almost absentmindedly. “Yeah, yeah. Ego like that and you’ll be putting Quill to shame in no time.”

“Oh, shudder the thought.” you said with a dismissive wave of your hand. You turned back to your bed, speaking over your shoulder. “Don’t worry yourself, Rock. I promise, you’ll never see me getting into a pissing contest with a Norse God.”

“Because you’re leavin’?”

You stopped, hands hovering over your bag. You closed your eyes for a moment, exhaling a long sigh through your nose. You had tried so hard to do this quietly.

The last thing you wanted was the crew fussing over your decision or trying to get you to change your mind. You didn’t get a lot of privacy or time alone between ports, but you’d figured that the notion of a hot meal would be enticing enough to the rest of the crew to grant you at least twenty minutes in which to pack your bag. You’d barely made it more than five.

You’d told Quill. Two weeks ago, you’d found him alone, pouring over the screens that held the scans he hoped would lead you to Gamora. The new Gamora… an old Gamora. The Gamora that didn’t know you yet. It had taken him a while to comprehend what you were saying, to pull himself out of his thoughts long enough to understand. He’d tried to convince you to stay, tried to tell you what he thought you needed to hear, but he’d finally agreed all the same. You were to get off in a couple of days when you were Terra-side again. He’d agreed not to tell the others – it was your business to share.

Honestly, part of you was sure it would have been anyone but the anti-social Rocket to come looking for you… but maybe another part of you wasn’t so surprised by it at all. He’d been more attentive since the second snap, more concerned. Of course, he’d shake you off with an insult and a scoff if you pointed that out.

“Damn it,” you breathed quietly, turning around and fixing him with your best attempt at incredulity. “What the hell are you talking about?”

“You’re packin’ a bag, Y/N.” he said pointedly, nodding his head toward the bed behind you.

“Maybe I’m just… reorganizing.”

“Into a bag.”

“It’s a… system. Keeps everything in one, easy to access place.”

“So does your locker,” he pointed out, gesturing under your bed.

“Well, only if you want to get all… logical about it,” you admitted in a childish grumble. When his only response was to lean against the edge of the doorway and give you an exasperated look, you sighed, running a hand through your hair. You sat on the edge of your bunk, shoving your bag to the end of it. “How many of you did Quill tell?”

Rocket’s expression turned offense. “So, you are leavin’.”

“Ah, shit.”

“And you told Quill, but not—not the rest of us?”

“I, uh… well, yeah?” you tried for a humored smile. It curled the side of your lips awkwardly. This whole conversation was making you way too uncomfortable. You didn’t do emotional confrontation. A gunfight on some random planet all in the name of the adventures of the Guardians of the Galaxy, sure. But talking about your feelings? There was a reason you got along so well with every other emotionally constipated crew member on this damn ship. “I needed him to steer the ship in the right direction. Did you think we were going back to Terra because we’re already out of mac and cheese?”

“What the fuck, Y/N?” he growled, clearly unamused by your attempt at humor. “You’re leavin’ and you weren’t even gonna tell us?”

“Of course, I was!” you protested. “Just… figured I’d wait.”

“’til when exactly?”

“…until it was time to get back on the ship?” you said, almost hopefully. Rocket rolled his eyes disparagingly, fixing you with a long look. The cold disappointment… the betrayal… in his eyes made your blood freeze, and he shook his head as he turned away. You called after him as he left. “Rocket. Rocket, c’mon, man—I just…”

You fell back onto your bed with a huff, staring at your ceiling. “Goddamn it.”

***

Two days. It had been a bit over forty-eight hours and Rocket still wasn’t talking to you. Sure, he wasn’t the most sociable guy on the ship to begin with, but this was different. This was cold.

The two of you usually exchanged good-natured, sarcastic barbs as easy as breathing, only to round on whoever told you to shut up first together. It was fun, easy, and something you never really thought about – your friendship with Rocket was always something you didn’t really have to think about – it was reactionary. So, to be thinking about it now… you’d been completely lost at what to do for the last two days.

He didn’t talk to you, and when he absolutely had to, it was curt. The sarcasm he still flung your way under his breath didn’t hold the same humor. More than once, Quill and Mantis had cast you questioning glance at the change in his attitude towards you, but all you could do was shrug. You weren’t even completely sure as to why he was acting this way; you were friends, sure, but it was Rocket. He wasn’t exactly the touchy-feely type.

“Hey, Rock.”

He didn’t react to your entrance other than a small flick of his ear in your direction. He was on the late shift piloting the ship back to Terra, and you’d spent the last four hours staring at the ceiling of your bunk, sleep unwilling to take you. So, you dragged yourself out of bed, pulled on a jacket and your boots against the cold of the ship, and headed for the cockpit. You hadn’t had a chance to talk to him without interruption he left the room whenever someone else entered.

“Are you really giving me the silent treatment here, man?” you asked after a few moments, exasperated. You moved to sit in the co-pilot’s seat, pulling your jacket more tightly around yourself. “C’mon, Rocket. Seriously.”

He didn’t take his eyes off the sky. “I’m busy, Y/N.”

You followed his gaze with a raised eyebrow. “Yes, I’d hate to distract you from this completely empty expanse of space we’re travelling through right now.”

He sighed at your sarcasm, giving you a sidelong, exasperated look of his own. “What’re you doin’ here, Y/N?”

“Right now?” you replied. “Right now, I’m just amazed you’ve managed to string more than two words together in my presence.”

“Just…” he paused, shaking his head as he searched for the words. You felt your stomach twist at the seeming uncertainty you could see in him; this was different. Rocket didn’t consider what he said; no, he’d just shoot back with whatever first came to mind, consequences be damned. For all his faults, he always seemed so certain of what he meant when he spoke, even if it was just a quick insult or a jibe. This wasn’t that. “Just… what do you want?”

“I want you to talk to me, Rocket.” you said. “Like before.”

“Why bother?” he shrugged, his voice gruff. He was back to refusing to look at you. “You ain’t gonna be around much longer, anyway.”

You sighed, fixing your eyes on the wide, black emptiness in front of you. That view used to excite you, a promise of adventure. Ever since the snap, it just felt… cold. “Look, I… I gotta go home, Rocket. They need me there. Everyone being back… it’s more complicated than we thought it would be. But… but me leaving, it’s not a big deal.”

“Sure, it’s not.”

“Dude,” you bristled at his tone despite yourself. “Why are you being like this?”

“Like what?”

“Like you’re pissed at me!” you exclaimed, throwing your hands up in annoyance. You stuttered over your words for a moment, lost, before standing and shrugging dramatically. “Look, just forget about it, Rocket. I don’t know why I bothered coming up here in the first place; why the hell would I ever expect you to actually fucking talk to me instead of just being a complete dick about this.”

It wasn’t until you were stepping back onto the ladder to leave that he spoke again, his voice so quiet you almost missed it. He was still sitting in the pilot’s chair, his eyes still on the stars. “Don’t.”

You stopped short, surprised by the sudden vulnerability in his voice. “Don’t what?”

“Don’t…” he exhaled slowly, a steadying breath. “Don’t go.”

Your brow creased, and you moved slowly back towards his seat until you could see his face again. He looked embarrassed at speaking up, his ears drooping back. In fact, you were almost certain that under all that fur there could be a blush burning in his cheeks.

“Why not?”

“Be… because… ah, fuck…” he muttered to himself, a paw rubbing almost nervously at the fur on the side of his neck. “Because we… we need you here.”

“You… no, you don’t.”

Rocket finally turned to look at you, incredulity in his eyes. “We don’t? What about Groot?”

You paused, pressing your lips together as your stomach dropped. You loved the plant, you’d helped to raise him, and leaving him behind was one of the hardest things you were facing right now. Leaving any one member of the crew behind was going to be hard, but Groot… he was still a kid. “He’ll… he’ll be fine. He’s got all of you here, and he probably… he probably won’t even realize that I’m gone.”

Rocket raised an eyebrow at you. “Really? You think he’s an idiot?”

“No! I think he’d have to get his head out of that goddamn gaming device for more than thirty seconds to realize I wasn’t around?” you shot back in frustration. “Is that what this is about? You think you’ll have to look after him by yourself if I’m not around? Are you seriously pissed at me because you’re losing a babysitter?!”

“I’m pissed because you’re leaving me!” he shouted, the intensity in his voice surprising the both of you. He seemed to realize he’d admitted something he hadn’t intended a few moments too late, and he rolled his eyes at himself, tugging irritably at the fur at either side of his neck.

“…Rocket?”

He growled in frustration, rubbing his paws over his eyes. When he finally spoke again, he sounded tired… weary. “Just… you have no idea. You have no idea what is was like… all of you were gone. Gone, and I was…”

He broke off with a long exhalation and a slow shake of his head, his eyes closed. When you spoke for him, you could barely bring your voice above a whisper. “Alone.”

Rocket’s breathing shook slightly, the only sound in the ship’s quiet cockpit. You moved to kneel beside his chair, your gaze beseeching. You almost reached out to touch him but thought better of it. Honestly, you weren’t sure anymore if that was still a trigger for him.

“Rocket, you’re not alone anymore. We’re all back. Just because I’m gone doesn’t mean the others will be too. You’ll still have Groot and Quill and Nebula… everyone else will still be here. You’re not going to be alone; is that what this is all about?”

He sighed, opening his eyes. “It don’t matter. You go, that’s one more time, one more person I’ve got to mourn. And I don’t think I’ve got it in me to do it again.”

“Rock…” you murmured. You could feel tears welling in your eyes, and you could see them in his. You steadied yourself, wetting your lips. “I need to go home.”

He turned to face you, his jaw set. “Then don’t stay.”

“What?”

“Come back. Don’t stay on Terra.”

“I don’t…”

“Please.”

You stopped short; you didn’t think that in all the time you’d ever heard Rocket say ‘please’.

And that was, suddenly, all that it took.

“Okay.”

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blackypanther9 · 3 years

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Part 38 - The memories...

You = Your dream/past/memory - self.

No one’s POV...

As you slept, a weird dream happened.

In your dream...

You stood in a very weird village yet...it also felt very familiar to you. As if you once lived there...

"Dest !", someone yelled happily.

You smiled at a girl with dark blue hair and beautiful rainbow colored eyes.

"******** !", you (dream self) said.

You couldn't hear the name, because some stupid static sounds appeared. You cringed at that.

"Hello Destiny ! How are you ?", a boy with brown, messy hair and bronze eyes said.

You heard right...bonze. You smiled back at him.

"Great Rexon. You ?"

"I missed you...", he said pulling you into a hug.

"Destiny my Love !!", screamed a girl, running to you.

You cringed and stared at her, disgusted. She tried to tackle you down with a hug. Sadly. You dodged her attack in a quick movement, with ease. She fell on her stomach and landed on the ground, hard.

"Oof !"

She looked at you, hurt.

"Why didn't you catch me ?! We are destined to be together !"

You looked at her in disgust.

"Stay away from me, Leondra. We aren't destined to be together ! I don't love annoying, stupid girls. I'm no lesbian ! Now fuck off !!!", you yelled aggressively.

She stared at you in shock and pain. Then her eyes darkened and her face was red.

"You WILL be MINE !!!", she screamed and attacked you.

You grabbed her fist, as she threw it at you, and twisted it until it made a loud 'CRACK !'. Leondra screamed, while your friends laughed at her, you just gave her a face with no emotions. After you had enough, you let her go and she ran, crying, away. Suddenly someone touched your shoulder. You turned around, quick, and flipped the person to the ground. Black hair and orange, surprise filled eyes fell into your sight. Familiar ones, you smiled.

"Gernaldo Alonso Brut ! My old friend. How are you, Scarson ?", you teased.

He huffed, but grinned at you. You reached your hand out to him, he grabbed it, but instead of getting up, he pulled you down on top of himself. You yelped in surprise and punched him playfully. After some time of laughing, you both got up.

Suddenly your surroundings were changing.

You were in a big room with 10 men there...they looked weird. Then you remembered ! The conference room ! You didn't know anymore than that.

"Destiny Andrea Dust...Your punishment will be a long travel in space. Find other planets, realms and races. Find out everything about them (culture, lifespan, weaknesses, strength, etc....). Find out how they call their own race too. Understood ?", one of the men said.

"When shall I come back ?"

"After one year you have to return, with all your knowledge you collected.", another man said.

"Then I understood. I accept my punishment.", you told them in a monotone voice.

You were dismissed and stormed out to get ready for your departure, called....home....

Then you suddenly saw images. You were at the race Gamora was from, the race called Zehoberei. Then you were even on Midgard ! But there still lived dinosaurs...At least for 2 more days. You saw Nebula's kind too ! Her race was called the Luphomoid. In every realm, you were, you talked, played, ate, drank and laughed with them. You actually really noted everything they told you and took pictures of them, with you in it. It was always heartbreaking to leave to another planet. One day...you were on a planet, named....Titan. You met them all...they were so kind to you, well...except one...A boy named...Thanos. You met the mad Titan as little boy ! After they told you everything, which took 3 days straight, you had to leave to another planet. Sadly...this was the last planet...And your calendar showed you that you still had years left...In space...it took longer than in your home. MUCH longer...

Suddenly there was another flashback. You stood on weird ground. Then you remembered where you were ! Morag ! You saw 4 beings in front of you, smiling. Death, Infinity, Eternity and Entropy...

"Hey Dest ! Are you coming ? Lunch is ready !", one of them said.

"Okay ! Give me a second Eternity, I will be there !", you said.

"Okay."

As 3 of them left one came to you. They stood next to you.

"You are dying, my friend. Why don't you tell us ? Maybe we can help you and safe your life."

"Death...You can't heal this disease. It is slowly killing me from inside. There is nothing you could do."

"Destiny...I already have a solution."

You turned to Death and looked at her. She continued with a deep breath.

"It may be dangerous and you would need to pay a very large price. But...it's worth it. The realms and space needs someone like you, to protect everyone from the evil and avoid innocent races deaths. You know that...the Infinity Stones...we created, were too big...right ?"

"Yes ? So ?"

"Everyone will soon find out, what we created and will be after us. We split every gem in half. Maybe...Your body is strong enough to carry one half of them inside of you. It would make you immortal. You were more than a god. And I would trust you, that you know what you do with them. You are a fighter and a strong one at that."

You stared at Death in pure shock. You then let tears slip.

"You really think it could help me survive ? You really...trust...me ?"

Death nodded, smiling at you.

"Of course ! You showed us that you are indeed, very trustworthy. But...you will have to make a promise..."

"What is it ?"

"Never use it for evil and protect the whole space with them. Kill just the evil ones."

You looked at her serious and said...

"I swear to never use it to kill innocent ones, protect everyone as long and good as I can and to just kill the evil ones."

Death hummed.

"Good. Now come with me, lunch is out for you. We start to implant them now."

"W-wait ! R-right n-now ?!"

"Hey...don't be afraid. The sooner we begin...the sooner you have it behind you.", Death assured you.

You took a deep breath.

"Okay. You trust me...and I trust you.", you said.

"Guys ! Destiny is dying ! Help me implant the other halves of the Infinity Stones in her body !", Death yelled.

They ran to you both.

"Death are you crazy ?! She could die ! You-!", Infinity got interrupted.

"She will die anyways. She is our experiment and also...she agreed to it and swore to always do the right thing. Now help me safe her.", Death said in an angered voice.

Eternity looked at you.

"Are you sure about this ? Do you really want that ?"

You nodded determined.

"I won't back out of this now. Guys...I wanna live ! I don't want to die of that disease ! It can't be healed, the Infinity Stones are my last hope."

Entropy sighed.

"To the table. We are gonna implant the Stones."

"WHAT ?!", Infinity yelled.

"You heard me. To the table, we are doing it. I don't want to let Destiny die so young, because of a disease. We will help her, because she helped us a lot. She is one of us now."

Eternity sighed.

"If Dest really wants to do it...I agree."

You and Death smiled. Infinity looked at you and saw how despairing you were. Infinity sighed.

"Fine. But if Destiny dies, I tell you that I warned you."

They agreed and you ran up to Eternity, Entropy and Infinity and hugged them.

"Thank you."

Then the room changed and you laid, strapped down, on a table. On your left was Death with the Infinity Stones. On your right were the others with their tools.

"You will feel every little movement. No numbing. It will hurt like hell. Do you still wish to do that ?"

You gulped but nodded determined. Infinity growled and mumbled that you were an idiot. Then they began and Entropy didn't joke that it will hurt like hell. You screamed in pure pain no matter what they did. They cut bone pieces out of your hands, feet and head. It looked like a murder scene, but you fought and Death kept implanting adrenaline syringes, to keep you awake, because if you close your eyes now...you would be gone for good. But the weird thing was...they put 1 more inside you. Which were then actually 7 Stones...After 2 hours of painful, torturous lifesaving, it was over.

"We are finally done.", sighed Infinity relieved.

"Yes. Now we wait for any reaction her body gives. I hope her body will carry the Infinity Stones...", Eternity said.

"If we placed them right and her body is strong enough, her soul and heart pure and innocent too, she should be fine. I believe in her and you should too. Like Death does.", Entropy told them.

Death looked at you and smiled a little smile. She stroked your hair.

"You did it. The little part is done, the main part is now..."

You wanted to ask her what she had meant, but she held a finger to your lips.

"Don't speak. Your body is weakened, because of too much blood loss. I mean that the Infinity Stones and your body need a connection. If one of the gems or your body refuses the connection...you explode and die. If they connect...it will hurt even more than that what we just did. We won't know if it will tear you apart or if they connect and accept each other. It will burn a little by the connection, that is because of me. If it hurts, but doesn't burn...they refuse.", she said.

You stared at Death, worried and scared. Death and the others sensed your fear.

"Don't worry kid. I think you will survive that. I know you will. You are very strong.", Eternity said, smiling.

"I do too.", Entropy told you grinning.

"Count me in !", Infinity yelled.

"We wouldn't have done it if you weren't worthy. We see you as worthy. The gems probably too.", Death explained.

You smiled a little, bravery in your eyes again.

"No...going...back...now...I...will...accept...my...fate...", you brought out with much effort.

"Rest a little now. It will take some ti-."

"ARGH !! AHH !!", you screamed.

They all rushed to your right side and stared at you shocked.

"It already has begun...", Entropy said.

"Destiny ! Try to ignore the pain !", Eternity screamed in panic.

"How does it feel ? Does it burn a little ?", Death asked calm, with worry in the eyes.

You nodded a little. You (Now) saw how you (dream self) glowed. (Don't forget that you see your past/memory self with all the events that had happened.)

"What is happening ?! DESTINY !", Infinity panicked.

You saw your dream self lifting itself in the air. You screamed even more in pain. You then heard ripping sounds and an explosion. You closed your eyes and as you opened them again...you saw your dream self torn in pieces. You gasped and the others did also.

"No...", Death said shocked.

"I told you she isn't able to handle it ! ARE YOU NOW HAPPY ?! WE FUCKING KILLED HER !!", Infinity yelled.

Death's face fell and her skull showed up. She growled.

"Shut up ! Look !", she yelled.

They all ran to Death and saw your heart, weird...it is still beating. And that with normal speed, like you still live. You saw it too and were confused.

"What does that mean ?", Eternity asked confused.

"It means that the gems were testing her body. Her body and the gems accepted and connected each other...They test their limits. She is alive !", Entropy explained happily.

Suddenly your torn body parts set themselves together and you were standing before them, in one piece, again. Your eyes were still closed, but not pinched.

"Destiny ?", Entropy said.

You opened your eyes and they were rainbow-colored. They all gasped.

"It worked !", Eternity yelled.

"You made it.", Death said.

"Thank God, Dest.", Infinity sighed relieved.

"Glad you made it, Destiny. And you have interesting eyes.", Entropy told you smiling.

You went, confused, to the mirror and gasped as you saw your eyes. Suddenly they changed back to your green ones.

"Well...I think you need rest and after that very much training. We teach you everything we can and know. The rest...you have to somehow figure out on your own. They have probably more than we in store.", Entropy explained to you.

You nodded and with that...The images changed again.

You saw yourself training with Death and Eternity. They shot blasts at you and you shot one back, a much stronger one. It knocked them back and they stared at you taken aback, before smiling at you.

"You learn fast. Great !", Death praised.

You giggled.

"I have friends, who teach, train and saved me. I am like you now !", you said giggling.

"No. You are more, Dest.", Entropy said, standing behind you.

You jumped and shot a blast at Entropy. Entropy blocked the blast quickly.

"I am so sorry, Entropy !"

"Nonsense. It was your right reaction.", Entropy said smiling.

You smiled back and the images changed again. You fought against all four and won.

"You are perfect ! The training was worth it.", Infinity and Eternity said.

"Indeed it was.", Entropy agreed.

"Entropy...I think it's time...", Death told her in a serious tone.

Entropy lost the smile and stared serious at you and the others. All their faces were serious now. Entropy sighed.

"Destiny...come with me."

You looked at them confused but followed Entropy inside the temple of Morag.

"Listen to me. You have to do some things for us...one last time..."

Your eyes widen.

"W-what do you mean ? Are you all dying ?"

"No. But we are hunted. We lived hundreds of years now, actually even 2 million and...some races found us and they know about the Infinity Stones...We have to get rid of them and hide them somewhere. We knew it will someday happen. You are still in exile, but we can't keep you here longer than maybe 40 more years. You have to hide the gems in the whole universe. Separate them and hide them. Then come back and honor the little time we still have left together.", Entropy explained to you.

"Can I touch the other halves ?"

"Yes you can. They won't overpower or kill you. They will just connect with their other halves and give you more strength in your body, if you want them to. But please...promise me that you will never do this. Just when you and the whole universe is in great danger and you really see no other way out. It can be very dangerous. Nobody can know of anything of this and us. Not even your best friends just if you are really sure you can trust them. Swear it."

"I...I swear on my life. And the Infinity Stones."

"Good. You are the protector of the universe. And not just this one timeline, it is to everyone there exists. You hear me ?"

"Yes, Entropy."

"Good."

You and Entropy went into the room, where the other halves of the Infinity Stones laid. Entropy stuffed them into a little bag and then stuffed them into your hands.

"We shouldn't have ever given these halves of the Infinity Stones to the Celestials... They told the enemy about them.", Entropy mumbled.

"I know it is actually not our right to ask you to repair the mistakes we made. But...please help us and fix our mistakes, we can't fix them anymore. We can just fight and then die."

You nodded with a determined face.

"I will always help you, because you also helped me, when I needed you the most. I accept this mission and will succeed. I always help the innocent and my friends. I shall prepare my leave. The sooner I go and do it, the better for all of us.", you told Entropy.

Entropy smiled at you, tears in the eyes.

"Thank you."

With that you hugged Entropy and storm - walked into your room.

Then the pictures changed and you saw where you hid the most of the gems. The Mind Stone in the scepter, Loki had. And surprise, surprise...it was your own scepter. The Reality Stone was given to someone who was actually very trustworthy...How did the Dark Elves ever get on it then ? You hid the Soul Stone in the planet Vomir, put a spell on it which Death teached you and is practically a curse...The Time Stone you gave once to someone on Midgard and said to protect it with their lives and that they can experiment with it. But you kept the Space Stone and the Power Stone, because there was nowhere a safe place.

So you returned to Death and the others and told them that you made it. After that you just had 20 months with each other and then THEY came. A little army and a....Titan.

"Dest ! RUN !", Eternity screamed.

You ran to them and hugged everyone one last time.

"Thank you for saving me...", you mumbled.

"No problem. If you ever need us and there is nobody here anymore...come back and summon a little sandstorm. Our spirits will take the sand so you can see us and we are there to talk with you. I promise you, we won't leave you, ever.", Entropy swore to you.

"We always watch and help you.", Eternity told you with a sad smile.

"Be safe kid.", Infinity whispered.

"If they ever attack your home, Dest...Run and don't turn back. You can't let him catch you.", Death told you.

"I swear I will, my friends..."

Then you jumped into your little Space ship and flew away like the devil, wiping your tears from your face. The next image was after your exile. Your friends pestered you with questions, you didn't want to answer and so you didn't answer them. You fought with yourself and shedding tears, about your 4 friends.

"How many times did I say that you should shut up finally ?!", you screamed at them.

They all stopped and looked at you shocked. The girl with the dark blue hair then cleared her throat.

"Dest is right...She just came back...she must be exhausted.", she said.

"Thank you, Se****na.", you growled.

"No problem."

And her friends, except the dark blue haired girl, left. She walked you home and went with you inside the house.

"You know that you can trust me and you have to tell me. I can read you Dest. We are best friends since we were 4 years old. We are now 20 years old. You are hurt, worried, conflicted, sad, angry and you feel betrayed. Your eyes were always the key to your true face. I hate your facades. So...What the hell happened ?"

At first you ignored her, hoping that she will drop it, but...it didn't happen. You sighed.

"If I tell you, you must be a grave about it all, or else I have to kill you. Understood ?"

She nodded her head, staring at you serious. With that you sighed and told her everything. Well...Until she interrupted you.

"WHAT ?! They saved your life with powerful stones that could, in the wrong hands, destroy the whole universe ?! Because you had that deadly disease, nobody can heal ?!"

"Yes."

"You must be very close friends then...Sorry for interrupting...please continue."

And so you did. With a few interruptions here and there to answer the girl's questions. She comforted you. Then the images changed again. The village was under attack, you dragged your dark blue haired friend with you, to a hole that could send you to death, your only escape. You both stopped in front of it and you turned your back to the hole.

"Se****na ! Please I beg you ! Just do it, for all of us !"

"Dest...I can't do this to you ! You are my best friend !"

"JUST DO IT !! IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO ESCAPE HIM !", you screamed.

"NO !!!"

"Se****na...please...just delete my memories. He and I won't know each other after that for a while. It is the best plan I have for the future. Please. You are the only one who can do this !"

"I..I-I !"

You grabbed the girl by the shoulders.

"Se****na...I trust you to help everyone in the universe to be safe a little longer. Please."

"O..okay...", she sobbed.

The girl stretched her arm out and whispered a spell. After she was done she hugged you.

"I locked them away. No one can erase your memories, Dest. Be careful and...try to remember us some day..."

With that she pushed you into the abyss. You had tears in your eyes and she screamed.

"In the library ! We hopefully will meet soon again !"

'Thank you Serafina...'

Then an impact came and you landed in Asgard. You still had the Space Stone with the Tesseract around it, you created it once. As you saw King Bor you told him to come down and explained everything quick (You and soon losing your memories). Then you pushed the Tesseract into Bor's hands your last words were.

"Keep it safe for me..."

"I will...Destiny..."

Out of your dream...

"DESTINY !!"

You jolted up in a sitting position, screaming.

"HELL NAH !!! MOTHERFUCKER !!!"

You then just remembered that you were in Jotunheim and everything is fine. You made direct eye contact with Laufey, who held a crying Loki.

"What happened ?"

"Loki tried to wake you up and you laid there like you just died !", Thor roared in anger.

"Don't you dare screaming at me you little shit !!", you screeched at Thor.

He fell silent and was pale. You turned back to Laufey.

"How late is it ?"

He looked at his clock.

"2 am. You slept for almost 2 hours."

"Okay. Loki and the others go back to sleep. I will wake you up later. Sorry for panicking and waking you... Laufey...we have to talk."

Laufey looked at you confused but nodded.

"Why can't we stay too ?", Loki asked.

"Because...it doesn't concern you. Just go back to sleep guys..."

'Lena fled somewhere...we have no clue where our friend is...', you heard Serafina's voice say.

"Okay.", they mumbled and went back.

"So...What do you wanna talk about ?", Laufey asked you worried.

"....My first life...and memories..."

He stared at you shocked.

Part 39

Masterlist with all Chapters of this Story click here !

#Marvel #Loki Odinson #Loki Laufeyson #Thor #Loki x Reader

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fan-art-ic · 5 years

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Characters that have been wasted on the MCU:

Pepper Potts

Thor

The entire cast of Black Panther

Gamora

Furthermore, Nebula and Mantis

Spiderman

Look Tom Holland is chill but his Spiderman is a rip-off Miles Morales

C a p t a i n A m e r i c a

Look he has been deteriorated as a character and made an annoying self absorbed asshole. First Avenger and Winter Soldier can stay but they're on thin fucking ice.

Natasha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And for that matter fucking Hawkeye!!!

God, Marvel Cinematic Universe learn how to shut the fuck up and only let people of color direct and maybe get some women bc legit everything has been done so, so, so bad.

#im not gonna go see fucking endgame and im taking that to my grave #marvel #shut up mitch

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papistark · 5 years

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Okay. I’ve allowed a night to let everything sink in. I’m ready to talk about Endgame now.

*cinemasins voice* spoilers!! (duh..)

so the wounds are still fresh. v v v v v v v v v fresh. but my thoughts during the entire movie were just OMG IM TRYING TO REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING THAT IS HAPPENING SO I CAN REMEMBER IT AS LONG AS POSSIBLE BEFORE i inevitably go see this movie again

This is what the movie reduce me to like 99% of the time btw

now, I’m gonna try and break this up to be as organized as possible into 4 main sections which will be general thoughts, the highs, the lows, and closing thoughts. that may sound organized but I promise it won’t be and as always I’ll have to use bullet holes to even stay relatively "organized"

I'm sure I'm leaving stuff out that I either loved or would wanna discuss but tbh the ENTIRE FILM i was just like GOD I WANNA REMEMBER THIS FOREVER!! Every scene that happened i was like god there's still 3 hours of stuff that's going to happen but I want to remember it all!!!

Overall

this movie was good. and i’m mad it was so good and i found it so enjoyable for how dirty they did me. The pacing was pretty well done for a first viewing, but I'm sure after a couple rewatches I'll get caught up on the occasional misstep in the pacing and general direction the story took, but I really liked it!!

I thought the Thor stuff was kinda distasteful and honestly a joke that ran too long. Like ha ha okay we get it but also? He went through so much fucking trauma can we just lay off him? Damn? I don't wanna linger too much on it bc honestly the more I think about it the more I get upset the russos did him dirty

all the callbacks??? made me so emotional????? eleven years and almost two dozen films guys holy fucking shit it felt like such a good homage to bring stuff back

Yo literally when they went up to busted ass thanos i leaned over to my bf and whispered "are they just gonna kill thanos in the first ten minutes is that allowed" and uh YEP! WOW

Also the opening scene being Clint's family getting dusted... gasps in my theater y'all they went in hard on us

TIME HEIST!!!!!! FUCK marvel knows how to take you on a fun journey!! The concept was so fun!!

I also appreciate them mixing up the plot a bunch to keep us guessing!! Like fuck, when Thanos was finding out through Nebula... future nebula talking to past gamora i was SO SOFT... sisters...

Hulk was... weird. It felt a weird kind of fanservicey for a little bit, and honestly a little out of place? But. Eh. Wasn't the worst part. Certain parts of it were fun! I think I got used to it haha

Everyone looked. So good. After the time jump. Damn. Thank you make up department for everyone's new looks. I live for silver fox tony always.

I loved seeing Loki again i know it was so little content BUT I DONT CARE I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MY FUCKING PRINCE

We didn't get as much Nebula and Tony content as I was hoping but god it was so cute and tender in the beginning. Imagine all that bonding. Nebula finding tony on the floor, knowing he's on the brink of death, and propping him up in the seat :'(((( tony helping fix nebula :(((( the father daughter relationship we deserved and didn't get to see come to fruition.

AMERICA'S ASS. THANK YOU SCOTT LANG.

All the New York flash back was so fucking fun. The elevator scene. Brilliant. I really thought they were gonna recreate but it was such a fun tease. Also cap making fun of his past self for saying "i could do this all day" I SCREAM why do the Russo's get steve so well

Carol taking a direct punch in the face from Thanos without even flinching? We stan a goddess

ALSO SHORT HAIRED CAROL YESSSS I LIVED!!!!! YES!!!! (But also that movie could've used like way more Carol thats just mY OPINION)

Also AGAIN, I DON'T CARE THAT IT WAS FAN SERVICE, STEVE WEILDING MJOLNIR WAS E V E R Y T H I N G. They have TEASED US since that one middle avengers movie we don't talk about that he was worthy and!!! Our!! Son!! Is!! Fucking!!! Worthy. And the scene of thor making him swap w/ him "you get the little one" i screamed bitch

also I was living for how much Steve swore in this film lol literally fuck joss Whedon's characterization we don't know her!

Valkyrie on a Pegasus thank you THANK YOU i was living

That entire final action scene..... holy fucking shit y'all. It was just crazy enough without being too crazy. I loved the callback to the original long continuous shot

THE HEAVENS OPENED UP AND SANG WITH THAT A-FORCE SCENE. YES. ALL THE MARVEL LADIES LINING UP. THEY ARE HERE AND THEY ARE THE STRONGEST OF US ALL. A-FORCE. FUCKING A-FORCE. Thank you Russo's for my LIFE

Carol's little "hi peter parker :)" god i love them. I love peter. My fucking spider son. I missed him so much. I missed Tom Holland's sweet peach little face AH I CRIED WHEN HE SHOWED BACK UP

Also last kind of ~general~ thought i know i don't get time travel at all and it is an instant way to confuse me in any franchise but wouldn't steve doing what he did fuck literally everything up idk we'll get to steve in a bit

Highs

morgan

fucking

stark

I CAN’T BELIEVE I GOT FED WITH SUCH GOOD TONY CONTENT THIS FILM ONLY FOR THEM TO STOMP ON MY HEART LMAOOO

DAD TONY BEING AS LOVING AND DOTING AND SWEET AND TENDER W/ HIS DAUGHTER AS WE ALL HAVE HEADCANONED HIM TO BE FOR YEARS!!!

TONY GETTING HIS JUSTIFICATION IN BEING MAD not just mad but PISSED at Cap for how everything fell out. catharsis. felt good scoob.

speaking of good tony content of course i need to just take a moment to YELL ABOUT STONY thank you russos for the fan service thank you for having tony ogle and comment on steve rogers’ ass it almost makes up for all the pain and suffering

btw do y’all think the H. for Morgan’s middle name stands for Harley because I LIKE TO THINK SO

also am i lowkey annoyed that like half of viewers won’t recognize an adult ty simpkin at tony’s funeral at the end even tho i know i shouldn't be because ot everyone is a die hard BUT half the articles im looking up for reviews and shit of that scene literally all the results are “SO WHO IS THAT KID AT THE END OF ENDGAME” YOU FUCKING FOOLS IT’S TONY’S FIRST BORN SON HARLEY KEENER FROM IRON MAN 3. FUCKS. im getting off topic anyway i was just happy they brought him back because I am an iron man 3 enthusiast and his relationship with tony was SO important and this confirms that at the very least tony kept in contact with him over all these years!!! and he wasn’t just some insignificant blip

Not to be stony on main but steve being the first person to hold Tony again once he was back on earth :)))) wrow.

Also the first thing tony telling him being "I lost the kid" WOW BREAK MY HEART MORE HUH!! WHY NOT!!

The first thing Peter doing when he saw Tony again :'') just rambling about everything that happened and tony just so happy to see him alive and hugging him so tight I'M NOT FINE!! NOTHING WILL EVER BE FINE AGAIN!!!

I appreciated the closure with Howard like?? A lot?? I'm the last person to be a Howard stark apologist, but I think his character and his relationship w/ Tony and how Tony viewed him as a father and as a man was so well crafted throughout the series??? Idk I liked that scene it was good to my baby.

And now a pOSSIBLY CONTROVERSIAL~~ opinion but..... I loved Steve's ending. I really did. I thought he got a beautiful and fitting ending and I was so happy. It meant so much especially to hear his reasonging being that in a way, he did it for Tony. He was inspired by what Tony told him. He saw Tony get his happy ending and for so many films now Steve has been searching for that and he missed an entire life. Tony helped him realize that. It just made me!! So emo!! Like Bucky's face when he knew Steve wasn't gonna be coming back. Steve's last convo w/ Sam. It was just amazing. I can't believe I'm seeing hot takes from people calling Steve selfish or blaming the fact that the Russos have a boner for Steggy or whatever. Who cares!!! Steve got his happy ending and it was well deserved and a wonderful arc!! Lay off him bc you ship him w/ Bucky or tony more damn!!!! (Idk about the timeline y'all dont come for me i really have no idea i think the Russos just said fuck it for that one even when talking about not fucking up the timeline)

Lows

Natasha deserved better. She did. I understand why they took her character arc the way that they did, and honestly, this is the first time I've felt we've seen Natasha have even a modicum of actual character traits since like, Iron man 2 and Avengers 1. She found purpose in keeping the family together and trying to help the people left living, while never stopping or losing contact with anyone else in their endeavors to fix what Thanos broke. As tired as I am of seeing a female character die for ~man pain~ this felt like so much more than that. In the end Nat wanted to sacrifice herself for the greater good, and that's what she did. I'm still fucking upset though, even though they've butchered her character across almost all the films she's been in

Thor being turned into an entire fucking joke. That's it. I got nothin left for the writers at this point.

So..... let's talk about Tony's death, shall we

"You can rest now" broke me. It truly did. I've never loved any fictional character across any medium as much as I have loved Tony Stark. But Pepper's line at the beginning "you'll sleep, but will you rest?" Is so fucking telling. I think I immediately knew for sure in that moment. Because she's right. And that's the worst part.

Peter :)))) finally :)))) calling :))))) tony :)))) by :)) his :)))) first :)) name :))) as he was dying :)))) asking him not to go the same way he told tony he didn't want to go when he was getting dusted GOD. AND WE THOUGHT THAT SCENE IN INFINITY WAR WAS ROUGH. HAD N O T H I N G ON THIS.

No offense but where was Rhodey when Tony was dying lmao ok

That funeral scene.... seeing everyone there drawn together..... god. It was beautiful. It really was.

Of course I'm not happy. I'm extremely fucking upset. I knew tony wielding the gauntlet would be coming, but I thought they would find a way for him to make it out alive. As soon as they were showing that even the hulk couldn't handle it with the gamma radiation, I knew the nail was going to be in the coffin.

All that aside... what I can say, is that if they HAD to kill him off, I think it was a proper send off. We saw so many arcs of Tony's come to a close, and I knew it was just a matter of time. Also that being said, I really don't believe in death being necessary to end a character's arc. Yeah yeah blah blah we get the sad and tragic but TRUE message that at the end of the day death is inevitable and that tony had to sacrifice himself for the greater good. He and Strange both knew it, and as soon as Strange held up that finger I knew that was it for him.

It wouldn't be so hard if they hadn't given us everything they did with tony after the 5 year jump. He healed. He was HAPPY. But pepper was right, and as long as Tony was alive... he would never truly /rest/. And that's the only way I'm able to make peace with this death. Tony has always been a character who was just going going going, never going to stop even if it killed him, all to protect the ones he loved, and protect the whole world and make it a better place. He had a beautiful story that was told so well over these past eleven years, with admitted shortcomings here and there. He had the most cohesive trilogy films, the best character development and arcs, and an incredible portrayal. I'm grateful for it, but that doesn't make it any easier that they decided to go and show us that Tony was able to FINALLY settle down with Pepper and see him find the best version of himself as a husband to her and a father to his little baby girl. A baby girl that now has to grow up without her dad, and pepper has to go on without her husband, the love of her life. It's fucking tragic and honestly, we didn't need that imho lmao

The hardest parts is that like.... idk. I feel like the only reason they killed him is for shock factor, but somehow without the shock? A lot of us felt or were worried that this was coming. I think the russos and co. We're just totally set on the idea that like... tony HAD to die and that was the only way for this arc to come to a close not just WITHIN the universe, but meta, outside of the MCU as well. They did the same thing with Hugh jackman as Logan and that shit HURTED me y'all. Eleven years we had RDJ give us this amazing character and he is the SOLE reason the MCU is where it is today. So you know what, the Russo's and everyone can circle jerk about how much ~poetic justice~ there is in this ending for Tony, but at the end of the day... it just ain't it fam.

Realistically I know after wielding the infinity stones there is no way Tony, a human, could've survived, even with his armor on. I knew that. And as biased as I am towards seeing Tony living, if he had wielded the stones and NOT died? It would've felt cheap. So again, if they had to end his life, I appreciate the way they did it and thought it was the best send off they could've given him. I also would've appreciated some kind of alternate option where oh i dont know carol or someone strong enough could've handled the snap and tony could live the rest of his days with his wife and daughter and found family but..... ig that's just me huh.

:(((( Happy asking Morgan what she wanted and her saying "cheeseburgers" SHE'S JUST LIKE HER DADDY I AM SO!!! UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And last thought is that I fucking cried AGAIN because the biggest applause moment was during the credits when RDJ's name appeared. My theater gave a standing damn ovation. Also the very last sound after it faded to black... Tony hammering away, building the very first Iron Man suit.... that shit hurted.

If any of y'all read this and wanna yell about stuff w/ me I WELCOME YOU INTO MY DMS LMAO PLS MESSAGE ME I NEED MORE PEOPLE TO CRY WITH!!!

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