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bakubunny · 8 months

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katsuki with a disabled partner

writing this because i’m having the shittiest flare rn and wanted some comfort fluff so here u go.

this is where i think katsuki (aged up) would truly shine as a partner; he shows his love in actions and in touch, and caring for you is his way of doing that. katsuki can more than handle the strain disability adds to a relationship.

anything you need on your worst days, he will do it: hold you, reassure you, bathe you, brush your hair, make your food, feed you, help you change, carry you across the house, catch you when you fall, schedule appointments, you name it. nothing is too difficult or off limits because he loves you. he insists on caring for you - almost overbearingly so - because it makes him feel less helpless when you’re struggling.

he will drop everything to be by your side. as a pro hero that’s not always possible, but if there is a way, he will find it. he’d never tell you, but the times he can’t be there when you need him is what keeps him up at night.

refuses to let you push through when you’re struggling and is the first person to insist that you put your well-being before anything else. (which you think to be ironic coming from someone who by all metrics is a workaholic.)

and yes, he will talk to anyone who gives you flak if he has to. he has leverage and he’s not afraid to use it (much to your embarrassment at times). refuses to let you feel guilty for what’s outside of your control.

gets angry when you try to do something without his help. “the fuck you think you’re doin? i’m right here. i’m gonna take care of you.” also gets mad if you have a bad flare, get injured, etc. and you don’t tell him immediately.

at the same time, he’ll eventually learn when to back off. he doesn’t want you stripped of your independence. but push yourself too hard after insisting you were fine? you bet he’s gonna give you a little shit for it (lovingly).

i don’t see him being put off by known long term disability early on in a relationship, esp. if a deaf!katsuki hc is involved.

sudden disability due to health changes or trauma: it’s almost like it doesn’t phase him because he just handles it. he’s dealt with a fair amount of shit himself before you and with you by his side. it’s not easy, but it’s familiar, so he knows what to do.

lots of comfort sex - for both of you. yeah, he has his rough, mean side (which you love), but he’s more than capable of making love. when you’re struggling but still able, he fucks you in a way that makes you believe everything will be okay. he looks you in the eyes and loves you so tenderly that only you might believe he’s the same man everyone else knows. he doesn’t just do it for you. it’s a comfort to him, too. he needs the world to fall away for just a moment so he can love you. it doesn’t fix life’s problems or keep him from worrying about you, but it’s healing and eases the pain.

bonus: comfort kink for the same reasons. whether it’s light impact play to ground you when you’re dissociated, encouraging you to slip into that subby headspace that makes you feel safe, or edging you until you can’t think to keep your mind occupied, he’s okay with it. i feel like he’d also be surprisingly soft for moments like this.

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glamjrwi · 2 years

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Okay I’m making this while tired but I figure I can at least get it started and smart people can add on. if you’re here from jrwitwt first off HELLO!!! Welcome. I know there have been several posts going around saying watch your step, we do things differently here, and to get with it, that might seem a bit intimidating. So I wanted to make this non-exhaustive list of how tumblr works and HOW we do things different so you can get settled in :)

also these are just to the best of my ability and based off my time here i am by no means a standard, just a starting point

-You might’ve heard this one already but there isn’t much of an algorithm here. You can follow certain tags and blogs. The best way to find people is to just scroll through tags and check out blogs whose posts you enjoyed

-reblogging is standard. Likes are typically for letting a mutual(or anyone rlly) know you saw their post or during liveblog sessions(at least that’s how I use them) while we have replies on posts that might look like a comment section. It really isn’t most of the time. Comments are normally put in the tags of reblogs. It’s completely okay if your blog is just reblogs that’s super normal here. you don’t have to have an original thought if you don’t want to

-If you really don’t want to post/lurk and only follow ppl, change your pfp so we know you aren’t a bot. Blank blogs have a history of being bots and if we can’t tell you’re a person a lot of people will block on sight. Just fair warning

-We do a lot of blocking here. If you don’t like someone’s posts, block em and keep going. The filter tags system on tumblr really works(I’ve heard twt is fussy and not great) and most people tag things appropriately here so you Will Not see the shit you don’t want to

-TAG THINGS APPROPRIATELY PLEASE it’s a give and take. When it comes to spoilers, as long as the original poster tagged it you normally don’t have to tag it again in a reblog but you can out of courtesy

-Bonus point a lot of us use “jrwilb” as a tag when everyone is on the dash liveblogging a stream ep or just when they get around to watching it. Some people have personalized ones, and some ppl also main tag their liveblogs so it’s just a good one to know ahead of time

-People chit chat through asks frequently. You don’t have to feel shy abt it, esp if you are being friendly. But if you’re anxious a lot of people leave on anon asks so you don’t have to have your name attached

-We don’t really do callouts/negativity posts. If you see a take or headcanon you aren’t fond of going around. You can block/filter, or you can make a positivity post or post abt your own interpretation!!! A lot of people here love different takes and headcanons and try to value all of them. Again, if one squicks you really bad, filter/block it. If you really wanna complain, be sure to do it in dms or a private discord server

-our concept of what jokes are okay to post are very lax. there really isnt an official thing but i’ve tended to notice we dont really tend to do anything the council havent done. we joke abt gillion tits and eggs here because the council have done it. we have made very lewd jokes because . . . mcs and everything else grizzly does when he’s not playing dakota. so be prepared to be jarred by how . . . interesting it gets here

Okay that’s all I can think of for now. Members of councilblr feel free to add anything smile

#also if you are adding pls keep the tone friendly smile #i wanted to make a greetings post #for the twt refugees fleeing the discourse site #jrwi #just roll with it #what tags would twt ppl search hmmm #jrwi show #jrwishow #councilblr

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buggyandthebartoclub · 7 months

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Some SFW Goofy / Silly HC's for Shachi!! For my beloved @mandiemegatron - my beloved Shachi mutual <3 THESE HC ARE SFW MY BLOG IS NOT head the warnings above! Ageless blogs without 'adult' in bio will be blocked if you interact!

Goofy/Random Shachi HC's (Silly/Goofy Shachi in love at the bottom as a bonus)

Music taste alternates between heavy rock and the cringiest shit you’ve ever heard bc it made him laugh ( He and Penguin listen to bbno$ and Yung Gravy, and I think that’s hilarious - pry that one from my cold dead hands.)

LOVES puns. I mean, just look at his fucking hat!

Also loves being cheesy/cheesy stuff. Silly poses, cringe outfits, bad puns, b rated movies, tacky patterns, you name it. If it makes a normal person cringe even just a little he LOVES it! (Again.. look at his hat!)

Also likes cute stuff like Law, but not embarrassed by it (see above point) and will go overboard w it if he’s messing w Law (imagine that one post of them all going to see the barbie movie?? Pen made Law promise for them dress up for it but Shachi got the outfits ready that’s how I imagined that happening anyway )

Either super great or absolute dog shit at games. No in between. Avoids the ones he sucks at like the plague. Is a sore loser and WILL pout if he’s lost enough times (still pouts even if he only loses a little but its more subtle and he can get over it quicker lol)

His jokes/humor are also the same as his style and game talents, His jokes are usually cheesy, and either really fuckin funny or absolute cringiest shit you’ve ever heard, almost no in-between

Loves pranks. Goes without saying really

Has this uncanny knack for finding things people would be unable to decide if they like or not, like say a keychain of their fave character for example, but the character is doing some weird bizarre ooc shit or its some on the most unhinged knock off of the original they’ve ever seen

Will tell you wrong information with his whole ass chest. He believes it. He is a a bit dumbass. Himbo-y if you will. Is shocked when he realizes he is in fact wrong and thinks you’re fucking with him. Always takes a minute to convince him he’s actually wrong even though no one is ever fucking with him when they tell him he’s wrong NOT saying he is rude or mean about it is just genuinely shocked he’s wrong what do you MEAN you’re serious that much salt doesn’t go in there you’re just trying to mess him up haha Ikaku… oh shit Ikaku was serious!! that was too much salt wtf!!

Hes always joking so he thinks everyone else is too sometimes… to his own detriment occasionally lol, always says sorry after for not taking them seriously after with an embarrassed laugh ————Silly/Goofy in Love Shachi HC’s————

Mad dumb when in love/crushing

Im talking giggly, wiggly, ramp up the funny guy act by 10 (at first, he does chill out the longer the crush lasts/the more he’s around them/the more developed the relationship is)

Mixes up words a lot and says lots of goofy shit, esp when trying to be punny AND flirty, his poor brain can’t always keep up

Heartfelt/over the top romantic, gets pretty cheesy

Cheesy is honestly core staple of his personality, you have to love laughing and having fun to be with him for sure because that’s what fills most of your days together if you’re with him

Is a tickle monster, uses it to his advantage to get more cuddles and/or kisses in And make his partner laugh

If he thinks something about him turns his partner/crush on/they like that about him will go out of his way to try and show off even after getting together. Like his arms? Will tie down the top half of his suit and claim to be hot while working.. when its super cold lol - not subtle at all, plays dumb when teased about it

Dishes it out way harder than he can take it, is a bit of a baby if teased too much- will deny at all costs. Still tells you if it was a good burn tho later on

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mooflettes · 4 months

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So, you told me to DM my idea, so here it is!

I believe that Pecharunt wants one thing: Revenge. Essentially, it’s constantly in pain, agony and suffering. However, no one knows about it, one day in the crater, when most of the trees and terapogas’s died, everyone pinned the blame on Pecharunt and exiled it from the crater. Fueled by hatred, it vows to return and destroy the crater and the world. Starting by absorbing

the last Terapogas, but he doesn’t know the location so it seeks after the masks that Eustace made. After waiting for who knows how long, the events of the DLCs happen. The only difference is that the doll at Peachy’s is not there but the shop owner is (Pecharunt placed her under its control). Before Stellar form Terapogas is defeated, Pecharunt comes out and absorbs it. There is a reason why but Pecharunt is not only absorbing Terapogas, but other

legendaries as well. See, I remember BirdKeeperToby making a video about the tree of life and how the last legendaries may relate to it. But for simplicity’s sake, Pecharunt formulated a plan and also wants to absorb Eternamax Eternatus, Ultra Necrozma, Zygarde Complete form, The Tao trio and Mega Rayquaza. VERY SPECIFICALLY in those forms. It’ll have enough power to then take down the creation trio in another timeline. Then it would travel to another

timeline to absorb Arceus before it hatched and become god in that timeline (he did absorb Hoopa Unbound in another timeline) However, it was eventually stopped by the protagonists and the legendaries would be freed. But it was a hollow victory in the end, as before Pecharunt unfused, it was able to use the last of its energy to blast Kieran to another timeline where Pokémon are nothing more than machines, and the Pokemon that were freed did not make a full

recovery as the legendaries were still poisoned even after 8 months. And Kieran is nowhere to be found. Pecharunt would then be deemed too dangerous to capture and train so high tech prison was made specifically just to house it. Making it the first pokemon to be imprisoned. But that’s my idea! Sorry if I rambled on for too long (a bit of my autistic side is here). If you’re confused about Pecharunt absorbing, I think that can happen as Pecharunt may have the

ability to absorb souls, since the third signboard in Kitakami talked about ‘your soul will be forfeit to the ogre’ or something, but I think it’s referring to Pecharunt. Also, I think that Pecharunt would probably rename itself later into something like ‘Dokuwāro’ or something. But again, thanks for listening!

Okay, so while this stuff may fit on my alt, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS IDEA! Dokutaro/Pecharunt being blamed for something wouldn't be off the mark, as it always has seemed kinda mischievous to me. I also kinda am inspired to maybe thing that Dokutaro is the reason like Ogerpon is blamed for a lot of other things than just the situation with the Loyal Three. Dokutaro could be not just upset because it didn't get it's way but for other happenings such as say Eustace not making it a glittery mask to give it power or something else, so Eustace is now cursed by Dokutaro. I was thinking of the idea that maybe Eustace is stuck in the blackish void of it's inside-shell, if that even makes sense, and that being how Dokutaro stores souls.

I know this is a little ooc from what you said but you're giving me ideas to spitball here. Also its name being Pecharunt...it must have been small and weak and frail at one point...what if it took mock-pity on Kieran later on and fed Kieran his power or so? I'm sorry if my answer seems a little broken I have a weird attention-span and can only remember certain things^^ I love this idea tho and I wonder if I could incorporate it into like, the itty bitty bits n' pieces of Project Venus, esp since it somewhat lines up in canon!

#project venus mystery of the indigo disk #pokemon #nintendo #dokutaro #pecharunt #kieran pokemon #pokeblr #rambles #ramblings #terapagos

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thatsrightice · 3 months

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Hello! My name is Olie (She/Her) and I am the aviation-obsessed person running this blog.

I encourage you to send me asks about anything aviation related (especially regarding my current fixation Masters of the Air).

main: @waitingforsols

BACKGROUND: I have a mechanical engineering degree with an aerospace minor and I work in the commercial aviation industry.

WHAT DO I LIKE?

Top Gun (esp Tom “Iceman” Kazansky)

Masters of the Air (esp Harry Crosby)

✨ F-14 Tomcat ✨

EAA AirVenture

Research & History

Fighter Pilot Podcast

WHAT DO I POST ABOUT?

Top Gun headcanons, prompts, writing ideas, fanfictions, rants, etc.

Masters of the Air headcanons, prompts, writing ideas, fanfictions, rants, etc.

F-14 Tomcat highly technical deep dives

Tons of interesting facts about the F-14

MY FANFICTION

penguins are flightless birds and so am i

iceman one-shot

main themes: iceman angst, surprise homecoming, hurt/comfort, big fluff, flyboys being flyboys, found family, emotional and physical pain, some military lingo, military accurate (hopefully) underlying future icemav, background HollyWolf, iceman returns home from deployment early but not on his own terms

flying is hard but falling (for you) is easy

multi-chapter icemav fic (WIP)

main themes: iceman AND slider angst, icemav, major platonic slice, hurt/comfort, the boys ™️, flyboys being flyboys <- to the max, flyboy shenanigans, things will get worse before it gets better, everyone needs a hug (especially iceman), takes place a couple months after top gun on the USS Enterprise, soft Iceman and protective everyone else, emotional pain, iceman knows he’s in love but refuses to do anything about it and maverick doesn’t know he’s in love but is doing everything about it <- that’s it, that’s the fic

and maybe if i hold you now

masters of the air, Croz x Bubbles one-shot

main themes: Crosby x Bubbles, post-reunion in episode 5, misunderstandings, mutual pining, fluff and angst and smut (in that order), Harry Crosby is insecure AF, explicit sexual content (see Ao3 for specific tags), sharing a bed, Harry Crosby definitely experimented in college, Harry Crosby is the dumbest smart person, these boys deserve to be happy

FOR YOUR REFERENCE :)

F-14 Tomcat Accidents & Issues

The following is a compilation of issues with the F-14 Tomcat that have been encountered by pilots throughout its lifespan due to both mechanical and other reasons. Some are based on individual accidents and some cover epidemics in which many aircraft were lost to the issue *cough* compressor stalls *cough* basically it’s a bunch of ways you can hurt your fav characters in your fics.

F-14 Tomcat Variants

A beginner’s guide to identifying and differentiating the different F-14 Tomcat variants using three distinctive, easy-to-spot features: Glove Vanes, Engine Exhaust Nozzle (aka “Turkey Feathers”), and Sensor Pods.

Flight of the Tomcat

Flight basics of the F-14 Tomcat with diagrams

What Did F-14 Tomcat Pilots Wear?

A little guide including links to videos from a former F-14 Pilot showing and putting on what he wore when he was flying the Tomcat.

FREQUENT TAGS

# just a little thing I wrote

where you’ll find my Top Gun h/c’s, writings, musings, rants, prompts, analysis, etc.

# mota musings

same as #justalittlethingiwrote but for Masters of the Air and Harry Crosby

#FFFOTD or #F-14 Fun Fact of the Day

want to learn something new about the F-14 tomcat?

#research or #information

basically what it says

#top gun or #masters of the air

makes sense

#f-14 tomcat

kind of a given, but will likely include primarily technical posts

#reference

some guides and information stuff you could use to help better understand aviation or the f-14 tomcat

#f14 tomcat has ✨issues✨

if you’re looking for ways to hurt your favorite top gun characters without it being pilot error, check out this tag

MY AVIATION ORIGIN STORY

Basically, and I’m not exaggerating, I randomly decided to make a sad-excuse for a helicopter as a part of our wood shop unit in middle school. I genuinely do not know why I chose a helicopter, there is no reason for me to have chosen a helicopter lol. My wood shop teacher is like “I’m actually very intrigued on why you picked a helicopter like what made you pick it? I’m impressed!” And I literally had not answer for him.

My interest was solidified when I went to EAA AirVenture. Watching the F-22 Raptor fly was and always will be breathtaking to me. That demo gave me the love for military aviation and especially fighters that I have today.

#master post #pin #i like planes #planes r cool

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bigstupiddummie · 4 months

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making a post in the tags to “call out” a person is so dumb and childish and stupid, so i won’t put this in there. however, the admin of @wavehq is full lying on my name these days even though i haven’t talked to them or anyone else involved in there in like 6mos. and i rly want them to stop.

i don’t have my old discord account w ss. if anyone else has ss with me in them, u can add them to this post idc how ugly it makes me look. i talked a LOT of shit ( and pertaining to this story, about sel esp ) and called ppl some nasty names and any ss will incriminate me of that. so me talking shit isn’t a ‘gotcha’ anymore. i talked shit and called sel names, as well as k, and i know sel called me names, and im sure everyone else did too. whatevs.

yk what i never did ? i never made a “manifesto” about my ex friend, or priv-retweeted their personal ooc twitter account to mock them. i never helped create and work on an rpt blog, then went and consoled the person being mentioned in nasty messages in the blog on some “oh im so sorry this is happening to you ˙◠˙” shit when it was them the whole time. the worst i did was “fuck her, he’s a cunt, fuck them”, but dream, you lied to me a Lot!

and you’re lying in defending yourself by saying i “heavily hate” sid or anyone. i never have, never did, never will. the last thing i said to sid in like July was “hey, heres my ooc tiktok, im deleting discord. if i never hear from you again, take care.” and then i left rp and the rpc entirely. haven’t talked to or even perceived any of you in months.

you want to believe i’m “bringing this up now” to start stuff or something, but what stakes do i have in any of this? you and yours drove me out of the hobby i’ve loved since i was 12, used an rpt blog to force me to defend myself against your ugly claims at a time you Knew well and good i was absent and dealing with a family death ( and then came in my dms to comfort me ??? you and k both. ) . i lost all of my best friends of several years. trust me, i want no part of the rpc anymore. i don’t want back in. i don’t want to engage. this is a nothing tumblr account that ill never use again. consider, instead, that another person close to the situation and i shared similar experiences and realized there were too many untruths and inconsistencies to let it rest, rather than just ‘starting stuff’ to start stuff.

“sid says steph crops screenshots to make them look incriminating” aye , but i definitely gave my entire discord login out, more than once, and encouraged my friend at the time to go ahead and look for themselves ( they declined at the time. i can still give the login i really do not care. though idk if the login will work anymore bc the accounts been deactivated for, uh, 6 months.) i cropped ss where earthp members were telling me how K is making them uncomfortable and how they were worried lenny was being dragged around by K, that i did do. and i STILL let k know that that’s what they were saying. i can’t stress enough ive got Nothing here that im fighting for i just think its ugly to lie for so long to everyone

“steph heavily hates sid” i do not. note the last thing i said to sid, up there ^. we did follow each other on tiktok then, and then we didn’t speak for 6 months. as of this morning, we are no longer tiktok mutuals - so it goes. sid never owed me anything. i don’t hate them. they know ( and yk what, so do my irl work managers!!! bc this shit affected my actual real mental health!!! ) that the day things went down, i left work early sobbing full blown emotional episode, writing paragraphs in desperation, to the point of overwhelming them and myself. i loved them dearly, called them my ‘spouse’ and best friend everyday, etc. though i don’t know now if they knew more about you than they let on. anyway……. please don’t just be declaring shit about me like it’s fact ?? i don’t hate anyone. not even you dream! just stop lyinggggg i hate that

ye all made me feel like i was crazy and losing myself in my own paranoia omg??? and ye were in your private chats afterward going “well deserved!!!” who even are you what did i do to you omgggg are we not in our late 20s with lives and careers ?????

if this is all bc of heddie/reddie and avengefm ? its ships dude it’s dolls it’s not real and to commit so much energy and emotion to lying to protect ur ships/rps is troubling at best. and if its not about heddie/reddie, then i haven’t a NOTION bc you and i, even when we were friendly w each other, were not close enough to create a bond to break??? i didnt do anything to you but welcome you into my writing spaces and engage in yours to the best of my ability. i was transparent with you when my activity struggled or i needed a break for mental health reasons… but what you had done with your friends is what ruined my mental health ?… go figure ….

i know who was behind that blog because they came clean and told me your connection to it as well. i know sel said nasty things about me too - we’re human and humans love talking shit. but no one else ever took it as far as you did, dream.

i don’t want anything from you! just stop lying on my name i don’t “heavily hate” anyone. outside of my shit talking from 6mos ago, i haven’t said a word against anyone but yourself; i’ve called you a liar, here in this post, because that is what i believe you are.

nobody in my entire life brings up what happened in everwell more than you and k. i owned up to every part i had ( whether directly or by my unavailability, all of it ), i deplatformed and cut out my two best friends ( people i had had in my HOME and had met IRL they were real people to me!!!!! ) and apologized personally to everyone affected, while picking out a funeral outfit and consoling my crying family. these are all my cards on table. you don’t have to respond either. just omg quit lying about me and the way i feel and what my intentions are - if a mf wants to know what im thinking and feeling, they can just Ask me.

and k i don’t want anything from you either! your names in this post because you were involved, and you know your involvement with that blog and how you also came to console me after. outside of that, i do not think of you and do not care what you think of me.

sid, i don’t want anything from u all either and i meant it when i said if i never hear from you again, take care bc i did care for u lots and also invited you into my home bc you were a real person to me. just know for a fact that anything dream says i’m saying about you or feeling toward you is just pulled out of thin air for whatever reason.

i always thought ye all were great writers!!! and so did snags and lex, way back when it was about writing for the love of writing. i would say all the time “omg dream is so funny” “omg k is cracking me up”, and they’d agree. hell if they’re at all in the rpc anymore and see this - hey guys! sorry shit got so ugly. you’ll never guess who was behind it.

i left the rpc and got mental help. i hope ye can get some help too.

* this is dream bringing sel into the Issues and tying her directly to k, btw. you keep saying you didn’t bring sel into the k stuff, but “they’re besties” “she and sel” “they want peach to drop eddie so sel can pick up eddie” this is where we’re getting that from, bc you keep saying you only referenced sel’s activity and didn’t connect her to k at all. i cropped out sids response. i can add it if need be but it’s just sid believing you.

this is where i’m pulling what im referencing in this post from. the second half is censored bc it doesn’t have to do with me.

this is me texting my irl work manager on the day sid and i last spoke. i was distraught and emotional and crying but ok yeah i “heavily hate” sid when the way everything went down broke me to bits OKAYYY

the censored names are the names of my irl managers like it was So Serious so don’t try putting words in my mouth about sid.

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runawaymun · 1 year

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I posted 1,740 times in 2022

That's 999 more posts than 2021!

466 posts created (27%)

1,274 posts reblogged (73%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@blueberryrock

@arofili

@jaz-the-bard

@makalaure-kanafinwe

I tagged 1,581 of my posts in 2022

Only 9% of my posts had no tags

#elrond - 297 posts

#out of uniform - 229 posts

#(humor tag) - 149 posts

#celebrían - 114 posts

#boil em mash em stick em in a queue - 113 posts

#lotr - 92 posts

#my art - 87 posts

#maedhros - 71 posts

#the silmarillion - 67 posts

#celrond - 67 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#i don't necessary *sexually* ship them because i do read frodo as being very ace or demi but i can totally understand romantically shipping

My Top Posts in 2022:

idk you guys when it gets late my brain starts making the saddest possible inferences but like

I’m just thinking about Arwen saying “I’d rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone” and how she’s watched her father carry six thousand years of grief for all the people he’s seen come and go. Esp. Elros & Celebrían.

idk i’m tired & not wording things well and this is a sign i need to go to bed but I’m currently Very Emo about this.

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Sometimes I think about how not all the trauma the Sons of Fëanor have is immediately obvious or visible as trauma they wear on their bodies.

After Angband Maedhros’ brothers keep finding caches of food hidden away in odd places. They promise that there’s plenty. That there will always be plenty. He says “I know, I know” but can’t make himself stop, because when you’re held captive by a minor god food is nothing more than a cute bargaining chip. Maedhros can’t stand on top of towers or climb hills or even trees anymore. It’s not that he’s scared because he’s Maedhros Fëanorion and isn’t afraid of anything— but the second he’s too high up, he feels sick to his stomach.

Maglor still sings. Everyone always compliments his voice. It’s so powerful, ricocheting off mountainsides, loud as thunder. It can stop a blade it it’s tracks. Make a legion of orcs clutch their bleeding ears and scream. But he can’t sing ballads anymore, or lullabies the way he used to. He hates it. He hates it. Each note that’s fashioned to hurt someone else feels like it will rip him in two. Sometimes he wishes he could rip out his own vocal chords just to be free of the responsibility of such Music, from the expectations of how he’ll use it in battle. He just wants to sing like he used to.

Celegorm never replaces Huan. He knows— he knows it’s his fault that he lost him. He lies awake at night and cries into his pillow, wishing it was Huan. Wishing he could bury his hand in his thick fur and feel his steady heartbeat again— because no matter how it ended a childhood pet is a childhood pet, and they will always take a piece of you when they go.

Caranthir talks less and less as the years go on. His brothers used to ask him for advice in Valinor, but a levelheaded temperament isn’t much use in times like these. He withdraws and he withdraws and he withdraws, until he’s so lonely it wears a hole in his chest.

Curufin covers his mirrors. He hates the sound of his name. Loves and hates the forge until he’s sick at heart and wants to throw himself into his own fire. The boundary lines, for him, had always been laid in the shape of his father, and without him he no longer knows who he is. He is only a shadow of him. A reminder of what they’ve lost. And he will never, ever, ever live up to his memory.

Amrod won’t light a fire in his bedroom no matter how cold or dark it gets. He can’t sleep in a room alone. Can’t be left alone for more than a few moments before his mind twists into panic— of “please, please, I’m right here, don’t forget me, don’t leave me—“

Likewise, Amras never lets Amrod out of his sight. The panicked “where’s Amrod?” happens on a biweekly basis. His brothers assure him that Amrod is fine. But their eyes betray their own worry. None of them have forgotten the ships.

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Also a concept: Maedhros riding a moose because if you’re that tall and armored you’re heavy as shit.

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Things that are really fucking me up today

Just how close in age Elrond and Elwing are, by the Elf standards. It must be so strange when they finally meet, to look at each other and realize the difference between them is only a little over thirty years.

Like, in comparison Finwe was a thousand years older than Finfarin, and Elrond was already roughly 4000 years old when he had Arwen.

So idk it just must have been so strange for them. A mere thirty years is such a wildly negligible amount of time. They’re basically peers when they first meet.

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My #1 post of 2022

Elrond and Celebrían invented true love, actually.

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #yeah 100% this all looks correct #i'm not even surprised

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incognito-lionbeast · 1 year

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Three Months Later, I’ve finally finished writing my Aotu World season 2 episode guide! I procrastinated a lot on writing Episode 20′s summary, which is why it’s taken so long.

As always, I retain or omit detailed spoilers on a purely subjective basis, so you’re gonna have to watch some of these episodes to get the full picture. :3c

Season 2:

1: After struggling with nightmares, King finally wakes up three days after the events of Season One, oblivious to the aftermath of his & Fox-G’s battle. Feeling that the contestants have had sufficient time to rest, Daniel addresses their concerns and introduces the rules for an intermediary round: a race sponsored by the Director of the ESP Research Labs. The contestants select their vehicles.

2: The race begins and we’re introduced to the rest of the audience. King’s team struggles to make any headway. This becomes a problem when the rules of the race are finally announced – the most pressing of which being that the vehicle in last place will eventually explode. Phantom is particularly distressed by this, but believes he may have a solution to keep everyone safe. Thus, using the power of teamwork, King’s team catches up to the lead racers and Phantom pleads his case to Ray’s pirate crew.

3: Ray refuses, preferring to antagonize the other racers–including both Phantom and Godrose’s teams–instead. However, though seemingly downed by Ray’s lightning, Kalie reveals that their vehicle has one last trick up its sleeve. Elsewhere on the track, the dorky knight Anmicius introduces himself to Abby & Emy to lukewarm results.

4: King’s team manages to narrowly win the race, earning the privilege of learning this round’s new rules before everyone else. However, King is 0 for 3 versus large walls of text and doesn’t pay attention. With only an inkling of what’s going on, King & everyone else–who are much better informed–are sent into the second round: a Labyrinth where collecting another contestant’s hidden “Points Card” is essential to winning. King runs into Palos, who may have gotten away with stealing an extra point if not for the shifting labyrinth.

5: Wandering the Labyrinth, King is accosted by a monster claiming to be the Labyrinth Master – the Final Boss. Shenanigans ensue, revealing the monster to not be a monster at all but a spherical, amnesiac robot named Robbray. King agrees to help Robbray find his missing parts in exchange for information. Meanwhile, Palos makes the first of many questionable decisions, attacking former Top Five contestant Silver. After which, Palos is given an offer he can’t refuse.

6: Elsewhere, Phantom hides from the twin contestants Melly & Reddy – only to witness them commit mutual sororicide. He recalls the fate of Riena, fleeing the scene and eventually coming across King and Robbray. Although they initially distrust one another, Phantom still has to properly explain this round’s rules to King. After which, Robbray agrees to share information of his own.

7: Robbray explains Meta Energy – an innate form of energy that all people possess which can be strengthened & manipulated with practise.

Meanwhile, Palos is temporarily reunited with Ray – who asks after Palos’ points card and remains unimpressed by his suspicious behaviour. However, before anything can come of that, a new hunting game is announced to the contestants. The Point Value & Location of Ray’s little brother, Camil, is publicly broadcasted, prompting Ray to leave. After which, Palos is quickly found by Pelley… who’s found a very interesting L-shaped block. Palos makes his second questionable decision: they’re going after Camil, too.

8: The first ones on the scene, Abby & Emy plot to steal Camil’s points card. However, they quickly discover that Camil is much stronger than anticipated, struggling to even escape from the youngest pirate. Caught, their certain demise is interrupted both by the appearance of Palos & Pelley–the first of which tries bargaining for the right to Abby’s points, hoping for an easy score instead of actually committing to his first plan–and eventually Anmicius. Unlike the pirates, Anmicius aims to rescue the Twins, protecting them from Ray’s crew just long enough for Ray himself to show up. After a brief scuffle, Ray tells his dorky rival to fuck off – to which Anmicius obliges with both twins in tow.

Meanwhile, witness to everything happening, King & Phantom have been surreptitiously trying to steal Pelley’s L-shaped block (one of Robbray’s missing parts). This doesn’t work.

9: Cornered and in serious danger, Phantom tries to bluff his way out of the situation… unsuccessfully. However, the appearance of other hunters distracts Ray’s crew, allowing the two to escape. Pelley & Palos give chase, intent to dispose of them lest the “secret about Ray’s life” Phantom mentioned somehow be about them. They are also unsuccessful. Once safe, Phantom & King undergo some minor Meta Energy training. However, King’s sudden burst of strong Meta Energy attracts all of the nearby top-ranking contestants.

10: Palos & Pelley are the first to arrive, using Pelley’s uncanny sense of smell to sniff them out. This leads into a fight wherein King struggles to control his powers whilst the likes of Grey, Godrose + his followers, Ray, and even Silver show up. This ominous get-together is interrupted briefly by two new targets being announced: Phantom and a mysterious girl named Lemon – all decided by none other than Phantom’s own father.

11: The fighting continues as the Labyrinth begins to shift. Yet, with unexpected help from Silver, King & Phantom are allowed to escape. None of this deters Godrose from fighting Grey. Meanwhile, now led to safety, Anmicius attempts to leave the Twins… adding yet another tally to the number of Unsuccessful happenings so far. Abby insists that she isn’t giving up her personal bodyguard so easily, and so the three of them set off to find Lemon together.

12: Having freshly suggested that they split up, Phantom’s attempt is thwarted by the appearance of Lemon – the other targeted contestant. She suggests that there may be another way to win the round without killing people, albeit the posse of folks hunting her haven’t listened so far. Neither do those who came to hunt Phantom.

Kalie intervenes, causing the two hunting parties to fight each other while she, King, and Phantom escape. Lemon follows. As soon as they’re a safe distance, Lemon gives Kalie a telepathic vibe check. Kalie doesn’t appreciate this nor King’s insistence that Lemon doesn’t look like a bad person. Wannabe villains Strange & Grotesque show up at precisely the wrong time.

13: Kalie berates and summarily outclasses Strange and Grotesque, and they’re spared only by King’s intervention. He doesn’t want to see Kalie kill anyone. Thus, they retreat, leaving King’s team to bicker amongst themselves on where to go next. Kalie suggests that they split into teams to cover two potential locations – irritated when King suggests that he stay with Lemon while Kalie takes Phantom. Forced to accept, she proposes a wager: whichever girl finds one of Robbray’s parts first gets to stay on the team.

14: After splitting up, Kalie is uncooperative, bullying Phantom into doing all of the searching so that she can run off on her own – with intent to cause trouble for Lemon’s search party. Meanwhile, following Lemon’s divination, King and Lemon run into Final Boss-sized trouble.

15: King & Lemon attempt to run from the monster, only to discover that it both has a piece of Robbray already inside of it & is seemingly able to control the Labyrinth’s movement. Robbray confesses that this is the monster that he based his previous disguise on – the real Labyrinth Master. Back in the metallic ruins, Phantom’s mini spartans discover one of Robbray’s parts, but so, too, has he been found again by hunters. For a second time, Phantom is saved by the appearance of Silver, who offers him the same power he gave Palos.

16: On her way to King & Lemon’s location, Kalie comes across Anmicius and the Twins. Although initially hostile, Kalie sees an opportunity. Emy may not realise it, but he’s already found one of Robbray’s pieces and has been carrying it with him. Thus, Kalie attempts to beguile the three of them into giving it to her. However, having lost track of its previous prey, her ploy is interrupted when the Labyrinth Master arrives for Emy’s part. All attempts to fight it fail. Thus, King and Lemon show up just in time to watch it absorb its second piece.

17: Robbray beseeches the assembled contestants (King, Kalie, Lemon, Anmicius, Abby & Emy) to work together to defeat the Labyrinth Master – or else everyone may be in danger. Yet, before they can act, the Labyrinth Master flees, leaving King with the startling realization that Phantom may be its next target. Meanwhile, exactly as anticipated, Phantom is confronted by the Labyrinth Master… all on his own, he can only hope to stall the giant. Not even the might of the Great Spartan is enough, and Phantom quickly falls into despair. He accepts the power Silver offered.

18: Using this newfound power, Phantom temporarily dispatches the Labyrinth Master. He’s then found by Grey – who’d expected he and King to be together and not for Phantom to be shrouded in darkness. They fight while Pelley & Palos watch from a distance. Eventually, the others arrive, including King’s large group and Ray. Everyone is uniquely concerned by Phantom’s transformation, though King pleads with them not to hurt him. It’s ineffective. Phantom is fully possessed by the being responsible for the corrupted Meta Energy. Elsewhere, Daniel is tasked by the Envoys to do something about it.

19: Because the Invader is far too powerful to let live, the Envoys decide that it must be destroyed alongside the Labyrinth Star. As Arbiter, Daniel is forced to make that decision work within the tournament guidelines. Thus, he tasks the contestants to defeat the Invader within a strict 30 minute time limit. Should they succeed, they’ll all pass this round. If they fail, however, then they’ll perish along with it. Godrose joins the fight alongside the other main characters. They struggle.

20: The labyrinth begins to break apart now that the Labyrinth Master has activated the planet’s self-destruct sequence. This process will take the 30 minutes Daniel gave them to defeat the Invader. Lemon claims that there’s another way to get out of this mess & summarily pushes King off of a cliff. Lemon (holding Robbray) and Kalie dive in after him, though King is able to save himself just fine. Thus, after clearing up their little misunderstanding, they continue further down to the core of the planet – where the Labyrinth Master is.

Meanwhile, Godrose, Grey, Ray, and Anmicius do battle with the Invader once more, working together to bring down a lava flow upon him. Yet, it isn’t enough.

King’s squad confronts the Labyrinth Master, entreating him to stop this. Yet, their plea falls on deaf ears; unlike Robbray, whom the Labyrinth Master calls a traitor and a coward, he’s steadfast in his duty – even if it means sacrificing himself alongside the Labyrinth Star. Amid this scathing review and subsequent beat-down, Robbray’s true identity is revealed, along with his innermost desire to understand the nature of their existence.

The Labyrinth Master also claims to know what happened to King’s sister. This information is met with skepticism and outrage, pushing King & co to finally start fighting back. Although, presently they aren’t any match for him.

Back upstairs, the Invader is momentarily distracted, and though Silver defends him… his body has begun to deteriorate. Phantom isn’t a suitable host. As such, the Invader leaves Phantom to Silver, revealing that Phantom has been holding one of Robbray’s pieces the entire time. Silver leaps down the chasm to reunite it with its host. The others follow, save for Palos, Pelley, and the Twins. This doesn’t bode well for the siblings.

Below, Robbray manages to calm King down, allowing him to fight back like a true protagonist – til they’re interrupted by Silver, Phantom, and the others. They’re still intent on taking Phantom out. Though, Kalie helpfully reminds everyone that there’s still a whole Labyrinth Master to worry about first. However, before he and Silver leave, Phantom gives the Labyrinth Master the final part, triggering yet another transformation and fusing himself with the Labyrinth’s core. Upon which, the planet begins to deteriorate even faster, though Robbray has an idea. So, while the others provide cover fire, King delivers Robbray unto the Labyrinth Master, forcing them both to accept who they truly are.

Thus, they merge, and Robbray – finally, truly rebuilt – awards King and all the other contestants with the points necessary to leave the Labyrinth Star. Robbray says his goodbyes.

#Aotu World #Aotu Shijie

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mediawhorefics · 1 year

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1, 18 and a wildcard of your choice for the behind the scenes ask, pls and thank youuuuu!! if those don’t spark joy, or you’ve already done them, feel free to swap them out for something else! xox

What was the first fandom and/or pairing that you wrote fic for?

written AND posted? one direction/hl. before that? i wrote some paragraphs of hp stuff back in the day. nothing i ever finished or ever posted anywhere. the 1d fandom was the first time i engaged in fandom as anything other than a reader/passive consumer.

18. What is a line/scene you’re really proud of? Give us the DVD commentary for that scene.

i'm really proud of this bit from for which no words exist.

Dean looks at his hands, soft on Castiel’s back. They’re strong sturdy hands, made for hard work and they have worked hard. They’ve killed and they’ve beaten; they’ve tortured and they’ve threatened; they’ve caused a lot of harm in the name of the family business. Carved by his father’s hands into his father’s hands. Dean can’t look at them without seeing his old man, fingers wrapped around a drink or a weapon. The older he’s gotten, the worst it is; the same calluses, the same veins, the same knuckles, the same wrinkles. Even the lines in the palms, unique to all, echo the one who taught him to tighten his hand into a fist and hit. Sometimes, irrationally, Dean envies Sam’s hands. They’re not Winchester hands. They’re Campbell’s or someone else’s up their line, but they’re not John Winchester’s, the fingers longer, the palm narrower…

But maybe, Dean thinks as he very carefully, very tenderly, washes Cas’ back, his fingers barely a pressure on Cas’ skin, attentive to every tremor as he rinses the soap off, maybe they are Castiel’s hands too, remade by him bone by bone, tendon by tendon, pore by pore, infused with his grace, with his belief, when he raised Dean from hell. Not unlike Eve made from her lover’s ribs. Maybe, now that Chuck is gone, Dean can finally let his hands be good for this too.

Maybe, when he looks down, he can stop seeing John Winchester’s hands.

funnily enough, i wrote the bulk of this fic half asleep at like... 4am. i woke up inspired and kind just grabbed my phone and opened a note and most of the emotional bits of that story were written that way. maybe i should write sleep deprived more because i'm really proud of that one haha.

the inspiration for this passage is a bit weird and actually from my own life... i've always hated my hands, ever since i was little, and it wasn't until i realised that they were my grandfather's hands that i started loving them, esp. now that he's passed away. we were really close and while sometimes i do wish my body looked different, i have a real fondness for my hands now that i see them as a gift from someone i loved very much.

ofc this passage doesn't quite describe the same thing but i wanted to convey the idea of lineage, of what that can mean physically to have reminders of your lineage, and ofc the concept of reclaiming something and giving it new meaning. i don't think it's a secret that i'm a slut for hands imagery anyways and i've always liked the dichotomy of dean's character, both a very violent man but also a caretaker, so his hands in that story/that passage become a symbol of that. and then ofc there's a fair bit of comparison b/w dean and his father in spn, that whole dean spent so long imitating an angry man that he became one etc etc. so i used the idea of them having the same hands to illustrate that parallel, with the caveat that castiel has had a hand (wink wink) in remaking dean. and how through loving castiel he can then step away from the comparison and see his hands/himself as something else. idk why i'm explaining it, the metaphor is pretty self-explanatory but yeah shoutout to my grandad who was a weirdo who didn't care what anyone thought of him and who didn't give a crap about authority/hierarchy and saw everyone as on the same level. this passage IS dedicated to him.

#about me #writing

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Enja Soulmate AU prompts

So getting an idea for a Soulmate AU where Ja’far is in denial that Kouen is his soulmate for a long time (ie years) I was looking up Soulmate ideas for subtle ways to indicate soulmate that Ja’far could rationalize away.

I found an extensive list here (Thank you @r-evolve-art )

Here are a few AUs that I found could be intriguing for Enja that I won’t be using, but would love to if I had endless writing time XD

LIST (w/ hcs)

*Names on both wrist, one soulmate other enemy, can’t tell which one is which

Imagine Ja’far’s wrist has Sinbad and Kouen written on them

Meets Sinbad as an assassin and thinks “Enemy! Easy!” tries to kill him, but we know how Valefor dungeon ends up. “Oh, I guess Sinbad is my soulmate. This Kouen character is my enemy!”

Masked smile when meets at summit

After final arc, sees how Sinbad did him and the whole world wrong. That he failed his mission that was clearly written on his wrist. Esp after seeing Kouen is no longer his enemy.

Who would be on Sinbad’s other wrist??? Who on Kouen’s?

*You can cast one portal anywhere and so does your soulmate. Your portal leads to your soulmate's portal and vice versa.

Imagine creating a portal, and checking when the other is set up. Popping out when finally created and they meet for the first time?

(Kouen cast his early cuz family estate. Ja’far does when sindria founded and feel permanent home, when he does, out peeks Kouen–the secret romantic)

*Get the same injuries as your soulmate does

Imagine Kouen’s reaction when stabbed in the heart at 14ish when Ja’far in Zepar

Prob excited his soulmate is so warlike with all the cuts

*Soulmates share the same fingerprints

Imagine getting arrested for a crime your soulmate committed (Kouen arrested for Ja’far’s assassination murder--modern AU)

*Whenever you lose an item (like a sock), it ends up in your soulmates’ possession somehow

Now that is just all around amusing��Ja’far grumpy about all this foreign stuff that keeps showing up in his Spartanly furnished room. Maybe tries to lose it on purpose to send it back?

At one point, Kouen loses something on purpose, knowing wherever his soulmate is, it will be hidden from the enemy there. Imagine his surprise when he visits Sindria and sees all his stuff in Ja’far’s room.

*Taste the things your soulmate is eating/drinking.

Kouen always tasting coffee…but as coffee has not been yet introduced to the east, has no clue what it is.

Ja’far’s taste buds are shot from all the spicy tastes (maybe drinks coffee to wash the spice out) but his taste buds are ded from the spice

*Once you hit a certain age, or once a year, you swap bodies with your soulmate.

*Same as above, except with your soulmate’s closest friend/enemy.

*Soulmates can swap bodies with each other any time.

They see how much damage they can cause on that one day

Kouen in Sinbad’s body. Ja’far in Koumei’s?

Buwahahahaha…wait…would they even?

*You’re forced to sing whatever song your soulmate is singing, or get into a perfect duet.

Karaoke nightmare! They take so long to find each other bc everyone around them hates their singing

*Meet soulmate in dreams every night (with the ability to interact)

Comforting character as kids through their shared traumas

*You’re stuck in a room filled with clones (with maybe slight differences) of your soulmate. You need to kill all except your soulmate or else you won’t get out/be together.

Perfect for assassin training...

*Each year at a certain age, soulmates are paired together into some sort of battle royal thing, best OTP wins

Rip my enja, Ja’far is torn from you by Sin

*You will keep looping your life until you meet your soulmate.

Buwahaha...Enja will finally prevail!!!

*At the age of sixteen, everyone goes into another world for two years, hanging out with their soulmate. Time is warped to make sure the two of you are sixteen in this world. When the two years are up, you’re sent back into the real world, with fractured memories of what happened. These foggy memories make it hard to find them again. (Numbers can be changed.)

So they meet as each are 16, but that’s two years later for Kouen before Ja’far experiences that

Maybe present at Parthevia when Barby wins the election. Kouen 16 and had seen Ja’far. Turned 16 recently, so fresh on mind, but Ja’far is 14 and hasn’t met him yet. So has to hold self back.

*Once you meet your soulmate you're literally stuck to each other for the rest of the day.

Hahaha, their annoyance would be amusing

Imagine them stuck together at the summit

*Temperature gets hotter the nearer they are, colder when they are further away

This goes right in line with the Kouen/fire theme

*Instead of removing flower petals for “loves me, loves me not” the flower petals dictate whether you’ll meet in this lifetime (“meet me, meet me not”) and it's forever accurate.

Great for reincarnation AUs they meet in Magi, Orient, Demon Slayer, Bungo Stray Dogs, Jujutsu Kaisen (obv sometimes as enemies) but not others like ones that have charas with Ja’far-vibes or Kouen-vibes, but not the other.

*Everyone has memories of their soulmate in their past life.

Funny...just started an orient fic similar to this... (although the Ja’far reincarnate has not the memories yet)

*You can sense when your soulmate is in distress

Kouen when Sindria fell

Ja’far when the Hakus died

Others:

*See color for the first time when you meet, fades away when they die

This one is so poetic~

*Everyone has heterochromia, one eye is your natural colour the other is your soulmate’s natural colour. Once you meet all eyes return to natural colour.

*Once you meet your soulmate, you grow wings like an angel. You gain one new feather each time something special happens between you two. When your soulmate dies, you lose all your feathers and can no longer fly.

Also poetic

*If you don’t find your soulmate by your #th birthday, you die

*Everyone wears a mask. You get to finally take it off when you meet the one with your identical mask, your soulmate.

*If anyone except for your soulmate says your name, you die

*Opposite of the above, if your soulmate says your name you die

*Bubbles gives you a blurry glimpse into your soulmate’s world (visions of possessions, friends, family, laughter, crying, etc)

That could be fun

*One soulmate owns a lock and the other owns the key to that lock.

Key to my heart

*Everyone gets a list of their soulmate’ worst qualities

Hahaha that’s cheerful XD

*Literal sparks fly when you're near your soulmate, soothing for the two of you but static shock for others.

*Your level of talent at a hobby is determined by how close you are with your soulmate.

#EnjaDay2023 #soulmate au #prompts #enja #magi #Ren Kouen #ja'far #long post

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Hi babi,

Happiest Birthday to you again. It’s been 8 years and I’m still fond of you. I hope you always well. I’ve been so happy to witness all your achievements in life. I had the chance to see you twice personally and the recent MysteryElevator still lingers in me. You look exactly how I thought of you, well more ethereal than ever. You look so.. so unreal. Most of the time while you are performing I can’t compose my thoughts that u are really right infront of me It feels like I’m just watching you on the big screen. Silly. My soft spoken voice struggle to shout your name as everyone in the crowd did the same. I sob in between some of your songs esp my fave ones. I can’t believe my eyes you’re glowing! Glowing infront of me .. of us..

I remember how stunned I was during our Hi-Bye session. I didn’t expect you’ll be that close.. I nearly can’t breathe. 😅 Got some heart and soul malfunction. 🤭🤣 I was mesmerized.. I wasn’t able to fell asleep no matter how tired I was after the show. I spent the rest of the evening wondering.. how can you be that handsome?! Hahahaha I also promised to myself that, that would be the last fancon of yours that I’ll go to. ‘Cause I just wanna move on with my life.. this life around me. I’m getting old and I find it hard to like someone else while I’m attracted to you. Hahaha It’s crazy. Im crazy.

For the past few weeks I avoided watching your clips that pops up everywhere.. literally in every social I have .. even random reels I was scrolling to in my dummy Insta I saw you! I restricted myself from checking notifs that includes news about you. I even unfollowed your official twitter account haha. I talk about it to some of my friends I requested them not to mention you anymore. ‘Cause they love to tease me using gifs of u or sending me clips about you. I’m still your fan but I have to detach myself in some way before it gets deeper than this. I don’t want my future husband be mad when he sees my diary full of dongmin. Haha.

Recently i bumped into twitter account handler “Kai” she’s the luckiest fan ever. She was able to attend most of your fanmeets and had several videocall with you. I was so happy for her. She even prepared a NEW YORK TIMES SQUARE AD with the largest single LED with the best resoultion! for your Birthday today! Like just wow! She really made everything so possible! She also prepares gifts and a manager of one of your fan projects. Incredible! 🤍💜

Then I realized.. for those long years that I became your fan, I wasn’t able to give you anything.. aside from flexing you on my socials, making you my cover photo since 2016 haha which I remove last 2022z Greeting you a Happiest Birthday in all of my socials.. Facebook, Insta, Twitter, etc. Supporting your songs, projects and dramas silently reposting them.. and just praying for your happiness and health.. that’s all I manage to do.. Don’t have the means to sent you food trucks like what Kim Domingo did.. or to show up in every fancon venue you have scheduled like Andrea. But one thing we all have in common.. that I’m sure of.. We all love you! 🥰

This might be my last post and greetings as I now focus in my own journey. But no matter what I’m still an aroha and eunwoo stan by heart. Thank you for being my inspiration all throughout my college years. Thank you for existing..

Happiest Birthday to you again, naesarang.

May you get all the best in life and please know that you deserve them all.

Yourstrully,

A.Lee

(Ps. As I am writing the last few sentences spotify that’s currently on shuffle playing some random playlist decided to play “STAY” from your Entity Album yes. And I almost chuckled. You’re growing so much on me, I’m scared haha. Next thing I knew I was giggling and turning red. You’re not even here! I’m sweating! Hahahahahaha)

Here are some of your recent pictures I truly love! Its not that obvious I love your long hair right? Haha!

And ops! I will definitely tell you once I had my Gabriel Dongmin hahahaha 🤭

#cha eunwoo #lee dongmin #fangirl #long post #Spotify

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glamjrwi · 1 year

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I posted 3,292 times in 2022

That's 3,292 more posts than 2021!

881 posts created (27%)

2,411 posts reblogged (73%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@angelstoneyaoi

@enderspawn

@albatrio

@pretzel-the-frogtopus

@oli-disaster

I tagged 1,813 of my posts in 2022

Only 45% of my posts had no tags

#jrwilb - 619 posts

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#just roll with it - 112 posts

#jrwi riptide - 70 posts

#jrwi spoilers - 52 posts

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#jay ferin - 25 posts

Longest Tag: 122 characters

#to be fair if i was a teenage noodle boy who had died twice and it sucked both time i don’t think i’d wanna get hit either

My Top Posts in 2022:

also these are just to the best of my ability and based off my time here i am by no means a standard, just a starting point

Okay that’s all I can think of for now. Members of councilblr feel free to add anything smile

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condi the only mf in this house i respect

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i am coping

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My #1 post of 2022

AYOOOOOO

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Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #not my long ass posts being my top ones #lmao #great to see the number of liveblogs too that’s funny

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laedback-taurus · 2 years

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Hidden Feelings

Pairing: Tommy Shelby x Fem!Reader Word Count: 2.4k A/n: Proof read but may have missed a few things as i had to use a different computer and it threw me off a bit. Thank you so much for over 900 notes on my last story, I’m so glad it's being enjoyed!

Request: (Anon) Hi love, hope you’re having a great day! Just dropping by with a request if you’re taking any. Could we get one where reader is a close friend of the family and has a little boy with her deceased fiancé (maybe died in the war?) tommy in particular is close with the 2 (esp reader ;) lol) and one day her son calls him dad in front of everyone? Do what you will with this lol

After spending years of trying to hide your feelings for Tommy Shelby, your son decides to make the move for you and kickstart your relationship.

Your family had been close friends and allies of the Shelby’s since long before you or the Shelby children were born. You had grown up with the Shelby’s but you had always been closer with the second born, Tommy. Everyone thought you would be closest with Ada considering she was the only Shelby daughter and you were close with her but for some reason you were drawn to Thomas Shelby. As you grew into a woman you began to discover more serious feelings for Tommy, feelings of love and admiration but you never decided to act on them. Your families were close and the last thing you wanted to do was ruin the relationship of you were hurt over rejection, you know your father would pull away from the Shelbys if one of them hurt you. You decided to love him from afar, no matter how much it pained you.

After years of loving only Tommy you decided that if you were not going to act on your feelings then it was time to try and move on. You met a kind and wealthy man, one who loved and adored you, he was sweet and everything a woman could ever want but you still could not get Tommy Shelby out of you heart. You stayed with this man however and get guilty everyday of your relationship, he gave you all of himself but there was a small portion of you that you just couldn’t give him, a small portion that belonged to a blur eyed gangster. You knew it was wrong to let this sweet man love you but he was safe and that was what you needed. A few years later that same sweet and kind man asked you to be his wife, with a smile on your face and guilt in your heart, you said yes.

“He did what?” Ada asked, in complete shock, she was sitting on the couch opposite you in your sitting room.

“He asked me to marry him” You replied quietly, Ada paused for a moment.

“You did what?!” She asked, even more bewildered as she replayed your previous conversation in her head.

“I said yes” You confessed, looking down at the shiny ring on your finger, it was a perfect fit yet it felt conformably tight.

“Why would you do that? You love mother man Y/n, you love my brother, that not fair to James” Your heartache at the sound of his name.

“I do love him Ada” You assured because you did.

“Just not as much” Ada added, you nodded slowly.

“Tommy is off limits Ada, I can't have him and even if I could, he wouldn’t want me so what else am I supposed to do” you said, exacerbated.

“Tommy is not off-limits Y/n and he would want to you, I believe he does” You scoffed at that but she continues “You are the only person that can make his smile reach his eyes, ever since I can remember when you’re around, there's a smile on his face, he cares about you and you need to tell him before you end up hurting James further”

“I can’t” you sighed.

“Yes, you can” She encouraged.

“I’m pregnant” You smoke quietly, your eyes glassing with tears “I can't leave James because I’m carrying his child”

“Oh Y/n” she sighed as she got up and came to sit next to you “It’ll be okay” she reassured.

It had been two years since the day you announced you were pregnant; your son Henry was one and a half and he was the sweetest little boy. You and James still hadn’t married, every time you decided on a date you just couldn’t do it, so you kept postponing it until one event put it on hold all together, the war. James had been drafted along with the Shelby brothers and you hated the fact that you were more worried for Tommy’s safety.

“Are you sure you don’t just want to just get married this afternoon? It would be just us a quick but at least we would be married” You suggested, watching your fiancé finish packing his bag.

“No, my sweet, when we get married, we are doing it properly, you’re getting the wedding you deserve” He declared with a smile, you didn’t think you deserved a big wedding at all.

“But what if you don’t come back?” You knew it was harsh but you had face reality, he could die out there.

“I will come back Y/n, I will come back to you and Henry and we’ll live out the rest of our lives as a happy family, okay?” He looked at you with a playfully stern look.

“Okay honey” You surrendered, getting up to help him fix the tie of his uniform.

“I will be back” He promised.

You were sitting at your kitchen table after the news had been delivered, your son was at your mother's house and you were grateful for that because he didn’t need to see his mother in such a state. You were seat at your table, your head in your hands as you sobbed over a letter, a letter that informed you that your fiancé was dead. How were you going to tell Henry? Would he understand? Could you raise him on your own? A million questions were running through your head but one always stood at the front, was Tommy, okay?

Tommy had been home for a few months now, he was a changed man but they all were, no man that left all those years ago came home. He may have changed but his care for you didn’t, the first place he went when he arrived home was to you.

“I heard about James” he started “I’m so sorry Y/n” the look in his eyes told you that he was being genuine.

“I don't know what I’m going to do Tommy” you confessed. The two of you were sitting in your sitting room, sharing a couch, Tommy was sitting on a slight angle she he could talk to you front on.

“It will be alright, you’ve got us” you looked up at him, his eyes had darkened significantly, the shine was left behind in the tunnels. “You’ve got me”

“How am I going to raise Henry on my own? He was his dads shadow”

“You’re not on your own Y/n, you’ve got support” you watched to of the corner of your eye as. Tommy’s hand gently moved towards yours but before he could do anything you heard a small voice from the doorway.

“Mama?” Your now five-year-old called out, rubbing his sleepy eyes.

“Hey sweetheart, why are you out of bed?” You asked as you got up and approached him.

“I had a bad dream” He confessed in a small voice, Tommy shuffled slightly on the couch behind you, he knew very well what the young boy was going through.

“Well let's get you back to bed a we’ll chase the bad dreams away, okay?” You suggested softly.

“No, daddy used to do that, only he could do it” You could the tears starting to form in your boys' eyes and it broke your heart, you were too busy trying to figure out what to say that you didn’t notice Tommy approaching you both.

“I get nightmare too you know” He confessed as he knelt to meet your son's eye, his confession shocked you for a moment.

“You do?” Henry sniffled

“I do, I get them every night”

“How do you make them stop?” Henry asked, Tommy looked up at you for a moment before turning his attention back to your boy.

“I think about your mother” now that, you weren’t expecting. Tommy thought of you when he had bad dreams?

“About mama?” You could tell that Henry didn’t quite believe it.

“Your mother is very dear to me Henry, so when I think of her, it reminds me of home, I feel safe because I feel safe with her” You wanted to cry, the man that you have never been able to get over just told your son that he feels safe with you.

“Maybe I’ll try that then, mama is home, shell keep me safe from the bad dreams”

“She will, so how about we get you into bed now aye?” Tommy asked, standing up straight again.

“Could you carry me up?” Henry asked with hopeful eyes.

“Oh, Henry don't ask that of Tomm- “You were cut off by Tommy looking at you.

“I don’t mind” He smiled before scooping Henry up and walking him to his room. You couldn’t help but smile at the sight, your little boy had nuzzled his head into Tommy’s neck, you had watch him do it his father many times before but it never gave you the butterflies you had now.

After that night Tommy came around a lot and you and Henry sent a lot of time at the shop, you would help where you could and Henry would spend the day bothering John and Arthur which Tommy found quite amusing. You had noticed lately that Tommy’s gaze held on you for longer amounts of time, he would take every opportunity to brush his hand with yours and place his hand on the small of you back while standing beside you and Tommy had noticed that you had stopped wearing your engagement ring. He couldn't lie to himself and say that he wasn’t falling for you, deep down he always had loved you but after being at war and living with the thought of never seeing you again, he decided he needed to act, he knew you had loved another and had a child, but he didn't care and he was quite fond of your boy, he was a charming young kid.

It was a normal day at the shop, everyone was finishing up for the evening before heading to the garrison, you didn’t go often but the nights that you did, you would drop Henry off at your parents, the adored him so they didn’t mind. Tonight, was one of these nights where you had planned for your parents to watch Henry. Tommy had just finished for the day and left his office, finding his family and you waiting in the shop.

“Right Tommy, we off?" Arthur asked, ready for a dink after a long day.

“In a minute Arthur” Tommy answered as he approached you, placing his hand on the small of you back like he now always did “Are you coming tonight?” He asked you.

“I am, I just have to drop Henry off at my parents” he told him.

“No, I don’t want to go to granny and gramps” Your son huffed in annoyance.

“It’s just for tonight, Henry, they really want to see you” You reassured him, but he was still upset.

“No!” He cried “I don’t want to”

“Henry” Tommy warned, you had learned that Henry would listen to him when he put a stern voice on.

“I don’t want to daddy” in that moment you felt sick, your son had just called Tommy his father in front of the other Shelby’s and you were mortified. You didn’t waste any time, you didn’t want to see their reactions, you just scooped Henry up and raced out of the shop, you heard Tommy call after you but you couldn’t face him.

Not long after you arrived home, you put Henry to bed, you would talk to him about it all in the morning, right now you just wanted him to sleep. Just as you shuttle door to his bedroom, a soft knock fell upon your front door. You sighed, knowing it was going to be Tommy. You paused at the door for a more t before opening it and stepping aside so he could come in and he did, he went straight to your sitting room and you shut the door and followed him. He was attending int her middle of the room before he turned to face you.

“I’m so sorry Tommy” you started.

“If he wants to call me that he can” Tommy said suddenly.

“What?” You asked shocked.

“If you want him to call me that he can, if you want me to be a father to him then I want to, I want to be with you and it took me facing death to realise that. I thought of you every day, it is the only thing that got me through and I know you loved James and I am not trying to be him or replace him but I want the chance to love you Y/n, I have wanted the chance since I was a boy but I have always been too afraid” He confessed.

“Tommy” You said as you approached him, stopping when you were just in front of him “You have always had the chance, I have always loved but I have never felt I could love you. I loved James but I never love him the way I do you, when you touch me, I forget how to breathe. You have the chance Tommy, take it” He didn’t need to hear anything else; he cupped your cheeks in his hands and leant down, placing a sweet kiss to your lips. He pulled away for a moment and looked into your eyes and you noticed that the shine in them was back. This time, you grabbed the collar of his jacket and pulled him down into another kiss, this one was filled with years of hidden feelings and admiration, this one was to make up for lost time.

“So, he is my daddy now” a small voice from the doorway called out once again, causing the two of you to pull away and laugh slightly.

“If you’ll give me the chance Henry” Tommy smiled, Henry smiled right back at him.

“Yeah, you make mama happy” and with that, you had your five-year old's approval.

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corvase · 2 years

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i don’t really know you or care about you to lovers dump because it is underrated as hell

here’s to my second favorite trope after enemies to lovers… feel free to use anything here! :)

— how they’re forced to interact:

they’re paired up for a project and need to make a list of places to go/things to do and complete them as friends

character b was moved to character a’s division today and their boss told them to help character b get settled for the next couple months assuming they knew them because apparently they’ve lead a meeting together before sorry they have no clue what they’re doing

they’re both the strongest workers in their city and our firms/workplaces are combining so we have to partner up… now our why is it everyone has heard about us but we’ve interacted

they work in the same workplace and character a knows b exists but just doesn’t care because their jobs don’t require them to have to interact but now b just asked a to date them to scare off a fellow coworker at the upcoming gala and a kinda need their parents off their back so hey good looking

a has lived in the same apartment for the last five years and b owns the complex so they have the biggest apartment and oh yeah someone came and trashed a’s for whatever reason so b offers to let a live with them indefinitely until they get everything sorted

they’ve been neighbours for three years and character b’s house is the biggest acreage on their little street but the last storm ruined a’s house and soooo a is like i know this is too much to ask but you have the complete opposite schedule than i do so can i move in part time

can u tell i love workplace romances? good.

— complications:

one is already dating someone else (OBVIOUSLY not paired with the fake dating plot)

they’re BOTH dating someone else (again!!!!)

one is being transferred (school, department, work)

one is moving from the apartment complex

one hates the city and is moving to a different country

one is being promoted

one is dying

one is there on vacation

one is moving cities at the end of the month

one is not looking for a relationship at all

— tips:

make sure they DO know but just don’t care about each other. until the romance starts sparking, the other person should be the last thing on their mind. they should literally have to rack their brain to remember who the hell that is and what their association is with them, esp because it’s new.

this also is different from strangers to lovers— yes, they’re strangers too, but they’ve been in the same vicinity for years and just didn’t care enough to approach each other.

treat them like you’d treat anyone you don’t know. human beings are judgy; have one do something the other one dislikes and then have them mention it in passing, not in a rude way but in a “damn, i hate when people do that. anyway” way. have them notice something and be like oh look at that but forget about it later. it’s just really lukewarm all around, esp at the start.

— lastly… dialogue prompts:

“wait THAT’S him?” “yes, that’s him. you know that.”

“have we met before?” “um… yes? you were… err, at that one meeting…” “yes! yeah! um! your name is…?”

“sorry… i’m so sorry, but… remind me how long you’ve been working here?”

“yeah, and [name] is doing the presentation this time.” “who is that?” “guy over there? longish hair and glasses? got you this job?” “oh!!!!! oh oh oh i know him.” “yeah… you should.”

“hey.” “… hello? sorry, have we properly met?” “to be honest, i was going to ask you the same thing.”

“am i just ignorant or did you also never really hear about me?” “i was genuinely lost for a second. thought you were new.” “okay, good.”

“i cant believe i never knew you before [day].”

“if i told you everything i said was fake i’d be lying.”

“can i be honest?” “always.” “i knew you, that first day. i knew everything. i was just too scared to approach you, or anyone in our division.”

“can you imagine what we’d do if we never talked that day?” “probably we still wouldn’t have talked until now.”

“i can’t believe i never knew you, until then. you’re probably the best thing that’s happened to me.” “stop.” “i’m serious.”

“yeah and i should’ve known. you didn’t even care about me to begin with.” “you didn’t care either! we both didn’t know each other!” “yeah, but the difference between us is that this was never a joke to me. it never was. it was more.”

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“...suna?”

the heartbreak in osamu’s voice was clear to everyone in the room, but most of all to his brother.

though they hadn’t been close in such a long time, atsumu believed he would never forget his twin’s idiosyncrasies and the meaning underlying his words, no matter how far they drifted.

most of the members were likely to conclude that osamu’s heartbreak was coming from meiko’s obvious betrayal but atsumu knew better. meiko was a part of it, yes, but suna had been stuck by the twins’ side since birth and that was a bond that went deeper than any temporary girlfriend.

as much as he didn’t want to admit it, that hurt. the fact that osamu showed blatant pain from suna’s dramatic reveal but hadn’t shown an ounce of care as atsumu floated further and further away, stung.

they were brothers but they were also twins. they were supposed to stick together no matter what and yet...

a large, warm hand was placed on his shoulder while a smaller one weaved its way into his. when he finally took a moment to glance to his sides, he found sakusa giving him an encouraging tilt of the head and you, his angel, holding his hand tight.

you had no idea how much you meant to him, how deep his care for you ran. you didn’t know how just your presence alone soothed him in his darkest moments. how, since meeting you, he slept well at night with your face floating through his thoughts and dreams. how he hoped and prayed that you would eventually reciprocate his feelings one day.

if you’d heard his thoughts, you would absolutely call him a sap and he wouldn’t disagree. after all, it was you who made him that way.

“-ou told me you broke up with them, meiko. what, what the fuck is this? you’re dating osamu?” suna’s irritated voice jolted atsumu from his simping sappy mind and back into the present.

suna was squared up with meiko who seemed to be just as furious, while osamu stood behind the two of them at the island in shock.

“you knew what you were getting into suna, don’t fucking lie!” her manicured hands found their way to his chest before shoving him back into the living room. hard.

in an instant, yachi was standing in front of meiko with a righteous fury burning in her eyes. “go the fuck to your room. now. everyone else, you too. i have some calls to make.”

the authority in her voice had everyone scrambling, you wrapping atsumu up into your arms one final time before heading off with kenma and oikawa. suna shot the twins an apologetic smile while trailing behind their livid manager to her office.

in only a few moments, the room was empty, leaving the brothers alone in a stifled silence.

after a minute, atsumu finally opened his mouth to speak. “so. meiko, huh?” the attempt at conversation was absolutely pitiful but it managed to make the both of them laugh despite the heaviness in the atmosphere.

the lightheartedness left almost as soon as it appeared, the pair falling back into a contemplative quiet. “i- ya promised nothing would come between us,” atsumu whispered, his eyes growing glassy, against his best efforts. “what happened?”

osamu didn’t have an answer to that. he was meant to be the older twin and while that shouldn’t hold that much weight, it did.

he would never forget the day he’d given atsumu his word, the memory holding firm in his mind as though it happened yesterday.

the two of them had been so excited for their first official summer camp at the ripe age of 7 years old, happy to spend time away from their grandmother in, what they believed to be, an extended sleepover.

atsumu was bouncing off the walls with enthusiasm while osamu had been more reserved, determined to take care of his younger twin just as his grandma told him to.

after the first day of camp went by so swimmingly, osamu was starting to think he wasn’t even needed by his brother, especially after seeing him at lunch surrounded by girls and boys both fawning over him. atsumu was doing just fine on his own it seemed and there was no reason for him to stick around.

that all changed that night when osamu heard atsumu yelling for him from his bunk. the older twin raced over and climbed up into his brother’s bed, holding him close as he cried from the thunder booming outside their cabin window.

“nothing will get in between us tsumu,” osamu had murmured while rocking atsumu back and forth, “not the wind, not the rain, nothing.”

after that, their relationship was stronger than ever, the twins coming to one another for any and everything. their trust had grown so solid that osamu’s promise continued to hold true throughout the years, to the point where one was rarely seen without the other.

somehow, though, that trust had been broken in an instant, just because of one woman and it, for lack of a better word, sucked.

“i care about ya samu, ya know i do, but i can’t let ya mistreat or disrespect my best friend like that anymore. i love ya and i love her too. don’t make me choose,” atsumu before moving towards the stairs, his eyes never leaving his brother.

osamu was frozen in place, the image of atsumu that he’d painted with the help of meiko washing away to reveal his independent, assertive, kind, and caring brother whom he’d entirely lost sight of.

he couldn’t even imagine what atsumu saw when he looked at him—he didn’t think he wanted to know. all he did know was that he was no longer worthy of the title older brother, and he hadn’t been for a long time. osamu needed to become someone his brother could look up to again, someone new, someone better.

“i’m so sorry atsumu, i-i can be better,” he resolved, taking a step closer to his twin. atsumu just gave him a sad, worn smile, tiredness and disappointment written all over his face.

“be better osamu. i’ll be waiting.”

℗ poker face

be better

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