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she-whodreams · 1 year

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So basically

#mineee #ed memes #thinspo #ana #mia #anamia #ednos #osfed #its not as simple as just eating #not eating #ed tingz #skinny #weightloss #tw ed #ed tw #eating disrorder #Ed meme

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affame-pour-etre-mince · 3 months

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I just turned 21 and I’m at one of my all time lowest points in my life. I sit here and think about the fact that I’ve had an ed account on here since i was 14. Seven years of my life. And nothing has changed. My life has been so stagnant that it doesn’t even feel like any time has passed since then.

I sit, day in and day out, doing the same things, feeling the same way. Nothing changes, and nothing gets better for me, and I’m left to wonder why i’m even still trying, when everything feels so meaningless and i get joy out of absolutely nothing.

And I have no escape, i know I can’t ever kill myself, because i feel a personal responsibility for the emotional wellbeing of my family, especially since almost all of my close relatives have expressed to me in some capacity that they rely on me for their emotional stability and I’m their only source of emotional support.

I have to play therapist to everyone, and take everyone elses mental breakdowns in stride, but no one even cares enough to talk to me about anything i like or have an interest in, much less any problems i have, to the point of being actively ignored in some cases. And if I have an off day? If I’m not happy and catering to everyone else’s emotions?? Unforgivable when it comes to me.

And now i don’t have any secrets, my sh is constantly used against me, with half the people making jokes out of it and the other half throwing it in my face every chance they get, rubbing in how lll never be normal, and the physical evidence will always be there to remind me. I have no coping mechanisms left that don’t just bring up more pain

Except for this. Ik thats why my ed is rlly coming back again. I can control nothing about my life whatsoever, but i can control what i eat, how i look. And its appealing to think about how if i cant be normal in any capacity, at least i can be thin and play at being normal. At least i can leave the house and be given the base level kindness that I’m not afforded now because i’m not skinny. At least I’ll have this single one thing going for me, even if I have nothing else.

#this ones a little too real sorry #vent post #anamia #ana #mia #ed #eating disrorder #depression #depressed #sad #long post sorry

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bingetoskin · 1 year

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my boyfriend and his mom keep talking to me about having an ED because they think i’m making myself throw up and shit which i’ve never done before. i’m not the purge type. but the thing is, is that i haven’t even been in the hopeless ED cycle in a year or so. but honestly them constantly bringing it up is making me want to do it in some fucked up way. like if ur gonna be concerned, at least let me actually do the thing ur concerned about. ik it sounds fucked up but it’s some weird reverse psychology shit lmfao

#anorexcic #eating disrorder #thiinsp0 #4n4 #eating disrorderr #anor3x14 #anamiia #4n0r3x14 #4n4m14 #4nor3x14

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feather-girl · 3 years

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Leg check 46.8kg

#anorexik #me #anamia #eating disrorder #bodychex

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pieces-of-jennifers-body · 3 years

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Weekly thinspo

#weightloss #anamia #pro recovery #tw #notproforanyoneelse #recovery #notpro #lowcalana #ed #eating disrorder

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pinkwildflowerss · 3 years

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someone wanna be my ana buddy?

hii i don’t have an ed blog but i’m in the midst of a relapse and i wanna have an ana buddy 🙃msg me if interested! we can talk on here or wherever ur comfy

stats: (19 yo, 5’3)

lw: 104

cw: 160

ugw: 100

edit: i have an ed blog now lmao @bboneyhoney

#anorexia #bulimia #ednos #anabud #anarexia #thinspo #skinny #bonespo #meanspo #anabuddy #ana #mia #body stats #ed #eating disorders #tw ed relapse #tw ed content #eating disrorder

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idek-how-do-ifeel · 3 years

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Is it just me or counting calories really makes you angry and sad and irritable?

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cherrottt · 3 years

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Someone would like to do something like: every time we are about to eat, we send each other a picture of what we want to eat to be more "in control" (preferably someone European, nothing against other continents, but I think it would be more useful if we have the same hours) :'))

#ana #anamia #thinspo #thinspiration #thin #ed #eating disrorder

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masonictemple · 3 years

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Eating makes me feel ugly. I know I don't deserve it

#actually bpd #bpd problems #mental illness #cwed #eating disrorder

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hahaimsuffering · 4 years

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I just thought about how 5 years ago my mum told me that people thought I was bulimic because I ate a lot and was thin, this was when my ed was beginning to develop, oh god if only she knew...

#ed thoughts #eating disrorder #it's not as simple as just eating #eating disoder #eating disoder things #anarexyc #anamya #anorexyc #anorexii #anarexx #mia #anamia #buliima #bulimiia #proana #promia #notprojusttagging

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maycals · 3 years

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#bulimiz #anorexja #bulima #bulimxa #anoxeric #anarecia #anarecix #anarexcya #eating disrorder #bulimja #bulimua #anorecca

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beggingtobeperfect · 5 years

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Me: Eats something

Brain:

#ed #ed memes #eating disorder #eating disrorder #ednos #ana #annaa #anaa #annna #mia #miia #miaa #bullemiaa #annorexia #rexie

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affame-pour-etre-mince · 2 years

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So, I haven't been on here in a while. I keep coming and going bc I still had the ed mindset, but I wasn't really restricting or watching my food intake at all. I gained weight, but I'm too scared to check how much bc I know I'll just hate myself more.

I haven't ever mentioned this on here but I lowkey feel really fucked up over my gender and the weight gain is making this awful feeling worse. I carry my weight in my hips and thighs and I have bigger boobs too, which at my weight are impossible to hide with clothing. It feels so wrong when I look in the mirror and see such a feminine body. It makes me sick.

I know I would feel better if I was super thin. When I lost 55 pounds, my boobs got smaller, so I know if I was anywhere near 100-115 I'd see an improvement. I literally can't wear a single thing that would make me feel comfortable. Baggy clothes just make me look sloppy bc I'm fat, and tight clothing accentuates both my fat AND my curves so that's a no-go, too.

I feel so mentally and physically drained but ima still start restricting again bc I can't stand looking and feeling like this anymore. My college classes just ended and I'm on summer break now. Maybe by the time the fall semester rolls around, I might be semi-happy with the way I look if I don't fuck this up. I'll probably make some sort of diet plan and post it here to keep track of my progress, but I still gotta figure out what I can reasonably do. I'm living with a lot of my family rn and they all like to force me to overeat.

#anamia #personal #ed #thin #skinny #eating disoder things #eating disrorder #anareca #anorexya #anorexik #anarecya #anorezic

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bingetoskin · 2 years

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24/48 calorie peanut butter cookies

i was really craving peanut butter cookies, so i found a recipe and made them

i used 3/4 cups of sugar instead of 1 cup. the whole batch is 2090 calories. however, i made each one exactly 2 tsp worth of batter which is 48 calories per cookie. this is what they look like raw.

they did expand quite a bit to where they’re slightly touching but i forgot to take a picture of that part 😹

however i also made a tiny batch with 1 tsp per cookie. those are 24 calories each. i burnt the absolute shit out of them. but that’s besides the point 😹