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[crippledpunks]

if you are a disabled person of any severity and can make it through a grocery shopping trip, i am proud of you and look up to you. if you can't make it through a grocery shopping trip for whatever reason, pain, anxiety, psychosis, ADHD, autism, depression, memory or attention issues, fatigue, exhaustion, irritability, confusion, dissociation, or anything else, you have my condolences because i'm right there with you, that shit sucks ass. it's needlessly complicated and its something that abled people take for granted

of course disabled people cant go across the entire store to put an item back every time. of course disabled people may need help getting items from high or low places. of course disabled people will get lost even in labeled places because of object blindness, blindness/eye problems, bad attention span, anxiety, or other issues, of course there are who can't make it through the entire store without collapsing

these stores are designed to confuse customers and trap them inside for as long as possible to increase impulse spending, of course disabled people are going to struggle to navigate the store. i love you if you're disabled and can navigate the store, kudos to you, but i also love you if you can't. it's not easy and people take for granted how easy it is for them when others can't do it at all

#actually disabled #chronic pain #disability culture #cripple punk #fibromyalgia #crip punk #cripplepunk #cpunk #disability rights #disability advocacy #fibroymalgia #psoriatic arthritis #arthritis #cfs/me #cfsme #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #chronic illness #physical disability #physdis #physically disabled #autism #autistic #adhd #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #anxiety #depression #bipolar

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system's comfort levels with touch vary from alter to alter.]

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#endos dni #system #userbox #did #anti endo #osdd #traumagenic system #system stuff #this user #Mod Avon 📖

[antiendofictives]

for people who are pissed that simplyplural is pro endo, theres a new app being developed called @atlas-duo!! Super cool and anti endo :))

^^^

#anti endo #did #actually did #did system #endos dni #system #endos fuck off

[pluralcultureis]

plural culture is being a fictive, and feeling intense amounts of shame because youre completely debilitated by pseudomemories. and you feel like they shouldnt effect you because it “didnt really happen”

.

#endos dni #osdd #pdid #did #did system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #traumagenic #actually dissociative #plural culture is

[moonlitmeadowsys]

shoutout to systems without innerworlds and systems whose innerworlds function differently than the “norm”.

you aren’t any less of a system because of your innerworld, or lack thereof.

#system #did #osdd #osddid #did system #osdd system #dissociative system #traumagenic system #traumagenic #innerworld #sysblr #actually osdd #actually did #actually dissociative #plural system #endos dni

[lefluoritesys]

Yet another thing I don't see talked about in the DID community: the host anxiety of letting go of front.

Obviously it doesn't happen to every system, as some systems don't even have a host; but can we talk about the fear and anxiety about potentially never coming back to front if you fully let go, as a host? I dealt with it for a year and a half until I was able to actually start letting go and sitting off front for long periods of time. But there were times when 5 minutes off front fully caused me panic attacks.

This fear especially comes when you are a baby (newly discovered) system. This feeling that you built a life for yourself, and suddenly, you feel like you'll lose it to other people. And it's not that you want it all for yourself, but losing it entirely is what's scary. And there is usually a whole inner world behind you... who knows what happens inside of it, what it can do, who lives there? As well as, it's scary to let go of control of events IRL. Who knows how others would handle it, even if you know them well already?

And that's just our reasons.

Moral of the story: y'all are not alone, and it gets better.

-host

#looking at one specific system #you know who you are #did system #did #osdd #osdd system #dissociative identity disorder #did osdd #system #other specified dissociative disorder #system stuff #system things #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #actually did #actually osdd #median system #actually median #cdid system #cdid #hc did #hc did system #highly complex did #complex dissociative identity disorder #complex did #highly complex dissociative identity disorder

[zero-templates]

I made lgbt and disabled pixels for my simply plural, all the first, second, third, fourth, fifth, and disabled sets are out rn ! (though that's just the sets, I'll still be making more pixels)

( read my pinned before interacting )

#📨 – zero speaks #did alter #simply plural #pluralkit #plural #osdd 1b #osddid #osdd #did osdd #did #cdd system #system stuff #actually did #traumagenic system #actually plural #endos dni #dissociative identity disorder #proship dni #dissociative system #system #did system #osdd system #actually DID #alter intro #radqueer dni

[antiendovents]

Honest the god(s) questuon

How can yoy tell if you are an endo or not?

Because I honestly feel like I don't have enough truama to be a system. But like I know im a part of one. But others have said I do have enough truama. I just need help i think

Trauma is trauma. No trauma is too little or too much. You are valid, trust me. You have enough trauma, do not worry. you're not an endo, you have trauma

#anti endo #did #did system #endos dni #plural #actually did #alters #system #endos fuck off #did osdd #Hope this doesn't sound mean 😭 #I'm really tired #But don't worry anon #You're valid #You have enough trauma #There is no such thing as not enough #Trauma is trauma

[reimeichan]

I'm a little. Biologically, I'm in my late 20s. And... I had the realization hit me last night that even though I'm a little and feel like I'm still a child, with all my childish wants and needs and fears and stuff, it doesn't change the fact that I've lived through 20-something years of my life. I have adult responsibilities and adult experiences and adult memories.

But more than that, I can't go back to being a child anymore.

My past, my childhood, I can't change any of that. The pain and traumas are real, the memories I have still haunting me. And even the moments of nostalgia I have, when I reminisce on my past... well, that's all they can be anymore. They're not my present.

And in spite of all this history I have inside of me, I still feel like a kid who didn't get the love and affection I needed. I feel stuck in time, but time always keeps marching forward even if I don't. The grass grows and the meat rots and the rocks weather. I can honor these feelings of being a kid, and give myself the things I didn't get back then. But... I'm still an adult. And I think it's also important for me to acknowledge that.

Integration is so hard. I've fused and gotten closer to so many of the other littles that now we're all sharing those moments from our childhood: happy times and sad times and even just times that existed. But I'm also closer to the adult parts, and with that comes... I dunno. I guess I'm less dissociated from my current reality and I'm more grounded now. And it feels so scary and confusing trying to navigate this new reality that I'm not used to. But I know I have people around me who can help me, from my friends and partners to the other parts of me I share a life with. It'll be okay, I think.

But for now I'm gonna mourn my past.

#did #dissociative identity disorder #actually did #actuallydid #did osdd #osddid #cdd #did little #trauma #trauma processing #by azure #with a little bit of help from gray and green

[irlminion]

So one of our alters who really struggles with doing things without commands made a pizza without any prompt to do so and then ate like a slice!

Making a pizza and eating a singular slice doesn’t seem like much but for us it’s incredibly lovely to see.

#actually did #did #did alter #did osdd #did system #dissociative identity disorder #ramcoa #traumagenic did #traumagenic system #cdd system

[rustybutterknife]

Microdosing polyamory by dating a system

#my bf does not have DID but I like to tell him that he’s microdosing polyamory #system tag #did system #plural system #osdd system #traumagenic system #sysblr #dissociative system #system stuff #dissociation #dissociative identity disorder #actually dissociative #other specified dissociative disorder #complex dissociative disorder #dissociative amnesia #dissociative alters #dissociative identities #did memes #did #did osdd #did alter #did community #actually did #hc did #plurality #pluralgang #plural community #plural stuff #plural memes

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system has a lot of alters the host isn't allowed to know about.]

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[worms-in-my-brain]

People with psychotic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with personality disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with substance abuse disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with tic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with bipolar disorder are neurodivergent too.

People with dissociative disorders are neurodivergent too.

Neurodivergence isn’t just ADHD, autism, anxiety, and depression. (Plus those last two also get left out sometimes!) Neurodivergence is anything that affects your brain.

“Neurodivergent people hate loud noises” is actually just as valid as a statement as “neurodivergent people have delusions,” “neurodivergent people have tics,” or even “neurodivergent people have low empathy.”

#neurodivergent #aspd safe #npd safe #bpd safe #personality disorders #cluster b #cluster b safe #cluster c #cluster a #dissociative disorders are neurodivergencies #dissociative #osddid #did #osdd #tourettes #tic disorders are neurodivergencies #tics #bipolar disorder #substance abuse disorder

[pluralcultureis]

Plural culture is being too scared to talk about interactions you've had with other alters because you don't want people to think you're just roleplaying with yourself (also something we've unfortunately been told by fake claimers)

I'll never understand why ppl seem to think we can't interact with each other

We share a brain and a body

There's gonna be some form of interaction

#endos dni #osdd #pdid #did #did system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #traumagenic #actually dissociative #plural culture is

[moonlitmeadowsys]

honestly it's so frustrating not being out a system to friends and family.

i want to share progress we're making as a system. i want my headmates to be able to introduce themselves and not have to mask as me. i want to be able to talk about what's troubling us and the struggles we're having as a system. i want to explain that no, i don't forget things you say because i don't care; i forget because of the disorder i have.

but i'm not sure if this can ever be a reality for us.

#🪐 posting #sysblr #osdd system #did system #traumagenic system #dissociative system #actually osdd #actually did #osddid #osdd #did #traumagenic #endos dni

[your-mighty-words-astound-me]

So we definitely need more positive representation of DID, but you know what would be funny? Mildly inconvenient representation of DID.

Oh the world is ending and you need to know about this one specific thing? Yeah I have a guy for that but he doesn't feel like fronting right now

Sorry what's happening rn is this the bad guy? Yeah I just switched in idk what's going on

I know you're dating one alter but we're currently co-con with another alter who hates you so idk how I'm feeling rn

And just who do i think I am? It's funny you should ask that I actually don't know right now

#bastard speaks #did #did system