#conan gray prompts
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superache event
guidelines
requests will only be accepted if they follow my normal request rules
only one character per request
you must choose your prompt(s), a genre, and a character
you may choose a song or song lyric, but you don’t have to. not everyone is familiar with conan’s music, so i’m more than happy to pick something that fits your request for you.
all requests will be written for a gender neutral reader
all songs and song lyrics come from songs on Conan Gray’s Superache album
instructions
pick a character
choose a prompt
choose a genre
(optional) choose a song or song lyric from conan gray
(optional) provide extra details for request
submit request
characters available
all characters are available for platonic requests!
the following characters are not available for romantic requests:
qiqi, klee, sayu, diona, nahida, dori, yaoyao, barbara, bennet, razor, noelle, chongyun, collei, xingqiu, xiangling, fischl
prompts
childhood friends
enemies to lovers
fake dating
forbidden love
friends to lovers
lovers to enemies
mutual pining
rivals to lovers
strangers to lovers
unrequited love
one bed trope
accidental kiss
if you have other prompts, or variants of the “____ to ____” prompts, you may submit those too
genre
fluff
comfort (reverse)
hurt/comfort (reverse)
hurt/no comfort (reverse)
angst
songs
movies
people watching
disaster
best friend
astronomy
yours
jigsaw
family line
summer child
footnote
memories
the exit
song lyrics
movies
“i want a love like the movies”
“all of our friends think of us jealously / we’re so sweet, so sweet”
“in my head, we’re dancing in the dark / in my head, we kiss under the stars”
“we’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show”
“and you say that it’s over, but why does she call you / at 3 a.m. and 4 a.m.? / that’s a funny way of staying friends”
people watching
“but i wanna feel all that love and emotion / be that attached to the person i’m holding”
“i’ve never really been in love, not seriously”
disaster
“‘cause the potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long”
“there’s so many factors / like, what if you freak out, and then we’re losing it all?”
“at the critical chapter where i say ‘i love you’ / and you don’t say it after”
“is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night?”
“but if i’m readin’ it wrong, man, it’d be better off if i died”
best friend
“that’s my fucking throw up in the bathroom, but still love them”
“that’s my fucking lifeline, that’s my ride or die, like”
“that’s my fucking hate you, but you know that that’s a damn lie”
“made a promise that i’m gonna marry you / if we’re both still single by, like, 32”
astronomy
“a tale old as time, young love don’t last for life”
“we’ve traveled the seas, we’ve ridden the stars / we’ve seen everything from saturn to mars”
“as much as it seems like you own my heart / it’s astronomy, we’re two worlds apart”
“you said, ‘distance brings fondness,’ but guess not with us”
“stop trying to keep us alive / you can’t force the stars to align when they’ve already died”
yours
“i’m somebody you touch, but never hold / and you’re somebody i’ll never really know”
“i know i’m not the one you really love / i guess that’s why i’ve never given up”
“all i wanted was that look in your eyes / like you already know that i’m the love of your life”
“the only thing that’s harder than sleepin’ alone / is sleepin’ with your ghost”
jigsaw
“i’ve changed every part of me / until the puzzle pieces aren’t me at all”
“you take every part of me / all of the things you need / then the rest you discard”
“all i did just to make you happy / still you don’t even fuckin’ love me”
“killin’ parts of myself to fit you / clear as shit i was not the issue”
family line
“i say they’re just the ones who gave me life / but i truly am my parents’ child”
“it’s hard to put it into words / how the holidays will always hurt”
“and wonder what i did to deserve this / how could you hurt a little kid?”
“i can’t forget, i can’t forgive you / ‘cause now i’m scared that everyone i love will leave me”
“might share a face and share a last name, but / we are not the same”
summer child
“but there’s darkness behind those eyes / even when you smile”
“aren’t you way too busy / taking care of everybody / to take care of yourself?”
footnote
“but why would i lie? It’s so clear i’m in love / with you”
“a tense conversation, you like someone else / i say, ‘if i wanted, could that maybe help?’”
“you ate at a restaurant, the host said we’re cute / they think we’re a couple, they bought us some booze”
“oh, and i’d be embarrassed if i weren’t so pleased / that everyone else sees what you never see”
memories
“i open up that door, see your brown eyes at the entrance / you just wanna talk, and i can’t turn away a / wet dog”
“please, don’t make it harder than it already is / i’m trying to get over this”
“you’re all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the / fetal position”
“‘i wish that you would stay in my memories’”
the exit
“starin’ at a girl who’s not me / on your arm, a carbon copy”
“feels like we had matching wounds / but mine’s still black and bruised / and yours is perfectly fine now”
“do you even doubt it on your lips?”
“you already found someone to miss / while i’m still standin’ at the exit”
writer chooses
i’ll choose a song lyric or song that best suits your request
#wheeler's events#genshin impact#genshin impact event#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#conan gray#conan gray superache#conan gray prompts#genshin romance#genshin fluff#genshin comfort#genshin hurt/comfort#genshin hurt/no comfort#genshin angst
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Yellow Prompts
-> writing prompts from songs that feel yellow. feel free to edit as you see fit.
"You make my heart beat like the rain." - Electric Love by BØRNS
"I wonder why I love you like I do. Is it because I think you love me too?" - I Wonder Why by Dion & The Belmonts
"Put out your cigarette and kiss me on the lips." - 1983 by Neon Trees
"Keep your throne, it's all you want and all that you'll ever know." - This Bird Has Flown by The Ghost Club
"I wouldn't change you if I could." - Spiderhead by Cage The Elephant
"I can't seem to untie the rope she's got wrapped around her finger." - Gypsy Woman by Anarbor
"I'll make you feel alive with me." - Love Me Blind by Thick As Thieves
"Every day is just rewind and replay." - Record Player (with AJR) by Daisy The Great, AJR
"I don't think that I could be the one that you want me to be." - Run the World!!! by Dayglow
"Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him?" - Sugar, We're Goin Down by Fall Out Boy
"You're a smart guy by skin but a dumb one at heart." - Yr the Best! by carpetgarden
"With friends like ours, anywhere is home." - Another Night On Mars by The Maine
"I could spend a lifetime sitting here talking." - Comfort Crowd by Conan Gray
"You're a symphony, I'm just a sour note." - Stupid for You by Waterparks
"Maybe this is the result of me finally accepting that I'll be alone forever." - Ramblings of a Lunatic by Bears In Trees
"Sometimes I try to be somebody I'm not." - Sad Forever by Anthony Amorim
"I don't want any more heartbreak. I'm tired of the sound it makes, like trying to shut out the dark at night." - Somebody by Jukebox The Ghost
"Tomorrow, we'll be the authors of our lives." - Tomorrow (feat. Jason Lancaster) by Set It Off
"It's sad to know that we're not alone in this." - Brave as a Noun by AJJ
"How can I be a black hole and your favorite constellation?" - Numb by Waterparks
"Keep your sunny days. Leave us in the rain." - Mulberry Street by Twenty One Pilots
"I will never be less than what you want." - Favorite Liar by The Wrecks
"You're here for a reason but you don't know why." - False Confidence by Noah Kahan
"Life gave us lemons, so we made lemonade and we spiked that shit with vodka and gin." - As a Villain by Dallas Thornton
"I thought you knew me truly." - Variations on a Cloud by Miracle Musical
#writing prompts#prompts inspired by lyrics#soft prompts#prompt list#story prompt#lyrics#song lyrics#lyric quotes#lyric prompts#song quotes#rp prompts#twenty one pilots#conan gray#set it off
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MY MAKE-OVER EXAMS ARE THE SAME WEEK THAT CHAOS THEORY COMES OUT I'M GOING TO SCREAM
#IT'S JUST MY FUCKING LUCK#HOW AM I GOING TO STUDY MATH KNOWING WHAT HAPPENS IN CHAOS THEORY#FUCKKKKKKKKKKK#c rambles about jwcc#btw the prompt form for the event IS getting posted tomorrow i'm being kept together by tape conan gray's new album and silly string
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Happy third of December !! It’s me again :3 Tome for a new snippet !!
The villain was sitting in their living room, relaxing on their couch, a movie playing on the tv. Their cat meowed as they nudged their head under their owner’s hand. Villain sighed as they scratched behind the cat’s ears, mewing contently.
It was raining, pouring even, outside. The sound of each raindrop hitting their window felt calming, soothing. They were upset that it hasn’t snowed yet but they still enjoyed the rain. They found it comforting.
As the movie continued there was a knock at their door, the villain groaned as they picked up their cat to get that fur-ball off of them so they could answer the door.
The villain approached the door, their hand hovering over the door-knob, hesitant, before opening it to find their nemesis standing there. Drenched. They villain stared at them in confusion and amusement, stifling a laugh.
“Now, what’s this? Forgot an umbrella?” The villain asked with a grin. The hero only huffed in annoyance. As the villain observed them further they noticed the hero was holding a bag. “What’s in there?” Asked Villain, pointing at the bag. The hero’s eyes seemed to light up at the question, though looking away with a shy look.
“You know it’s gonna be a little colder, right? Since it’s gonna be winter and all,” The hero started, “So I made you something.” They continued, holding the bag out to their nemesis. The villain raised a brow before taking the bag.
“Come on, before you catch a cold out there.” They mumbled, pulling the hero into their home.
Villain had gotten Hero a towel and some extra clothes after they had pulled them in. Villain decided to look in the bag while the hero was changing, finding a messily attempt of a knitted sweater.
“Well ain’t that nice?” The villain stared at it a bit longer before picking it up, feeling the fabric. Polyester. The villain’s cheeks dusted with blush before smiling softly.
As the villain was lost in their thoughts the hero came out of their room, wearing the clothes that the villain let them borrow. The villain turned to them with that same, soft smile, though with an undertone of happiness.
“Third of December already, huh?” The villain murmured.
“…Yeah.” Hero replied with a small smile.
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YEARNING THEMED LYRIC STARTERS
FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT
Glimpse of Us (Joji)
“Why then, if she's so perfect do I still wish that it was you?”
“Perfect don't mean that it's workin' so what can I do?”
“Sometimes, I look in her eyes and that's where I find a glimpse of us”
“I try to fall for her touch but I'm thinking of the way it was”
“I'm only here passing time in her arms, hoping I'll find a glimpse of us”
“Tell me he savors your glory, Does he laugh the way I did?”
“Is this a part of your story? One that I had never lived”
My Heart is Buried in Venice (Ricky Montgomery)
“My heart is buried in Venice, hidden beneath all my worries and doubt”
“My heart is buried in Venice waiting for someone to take it home”
“Even when you try to hide it a smile creeps out from your teeth”
“I never thought I would have to say I’m sorry for anyone but me”
“Say what you mean”
“Tell me the truth or tell me you’re through”
“Don’t leave me to breathe”
“Don’t leave me to bleed for someone who chose to leave me be”
Hold Me (Steam Powered Giraffe)
“You told me you'd hold me, hold me 'til the mornin' light”
“You saved me, saved me from my own foolish blight”
“I'm strong now strong enough to cry only at night”
“I see how it can't be now- now that you're away”
“I wish that I could be like my father, he always knew what was right”
“I wish that I could be like my mother, she always tucked me in tight”
Movies (Conan Gray)
“I want a love like the movies”
“I look at you like you're perfect for me”
“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring”
“I've been livin' life in fiction”
“In my head, we're dancing in the dark in my head, we kiss under the stars”
“We’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show ‘cause Monday through Friday, we both barely spoke”
“They don’t know, they can't know”
“You say that it's over, but why does she call you at 3AM and 4AM? That's a funny way of staying friends”
“In my head, we never grow apart, In my head, you never break my heart”
“We lost all the love that we had and I can't pretend it'll ever come back”
I Hope Your Husband Dies (Amigo The Devil)
“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really messes up”
“I'm not so much afraid of letting go as much as scared of giving up”
“All the distance that we've spent apart will never have to mean a thing cause every mile I travelled was to find the perfect stone to fit your ring”
“I hope your husband dies”
“Living in the moments hard when everything I want is in the past”
“When I had you near me I just couldn't think of anything to say but now that I'm alone, I got the perfect things to tell you everyday”
“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really fucks things up”
“I'm not so much afraid of being alone, just kind of feel I've had enough”
“Time and time again, time reminds me you'll never be my own”
#lyric starters#yearning#yearning rp starters#rp prompt#rp starter#rp memes#rp starters#roleplay meme#roleplay starter#roleplay starters#roleplay prompts#sentence meme#sentence starters#sentence starter meme#conan gray#conan gray lyric starters#Amigo The Devil#amigo the devil starters#joji#joji starters#steam powered giraffe#steam powered giraffe starters#Ricky Montgomery#ricky montgomery starters
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He smiled, God, he was everything to me. The short, happy expression made my stomach flip and my heart flutter.
“It looks better on you, honestly,” He said, cocking his head to the side like a puppy. I wanted to die.
I couldn’t help the giggle that escaped my throat as I covered my face with the oversized sleeves of his sweater. Even through the thick polyester, I could feel how warm my cheeks were.
“Thanks, I guess,” I said with a flat tone, hiding how much his voice made my knees grow weak.
He shrugged, looking away. No, please. Keep your eyes on me!
I need to tell him. I need to tell him how madly in love I was. How happy his mere presence makes me. How I waited for him at the bus stop everyday even though he was always late. How much I loved him.
I opened my mouth.
“Hey, so I want-“ I stopped as I watched his gaze shift from me to behind me. His green eyes lit up like stars, the corners of his mouth turning up into a mesmerized smile.
That’s what I looked like when I saw him. My stomach dropped, my heart skipping a beat.
I turned around, to what he was looking at.
Her.
#gay#lgbtq#writing inspiration#dialogue prompt#writing prompt#unrequited feelings#unrequited affection#why won’t you love me#inspired by Heather by Conan gray#short prompt#writing#writeblr#my writing#writers block
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new conan gray album out tonight????oh u bet ur asses im listening to that as i finish up chapter 8.
#conan gray#found family#kaoru sakurayashiki#sk8 the infinity#miya chinen#kojiro nanjo#sk8 miya#matcha blossom#sk8 kojiro#sk8 kaoru#joe sk8 the infinity#sk8 cherry x joe#cherry x joe#miya supremacy#cherry blossom#joe and cherry#found family prompts#kojiro x kaoru#fanfic#sk8#joe
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am i, really?
you’re lying, summer child.
part 1:
quite often i do wonder, what made me deserve the kindness and care the few people in my life give me. the attention i get the time they make to speak to me. how they hold a conversation knowing i can’t. am i worth the effort? they make me question it numerous times but also assure me i do. being human is perplexing. so, to whatever it is that makes you feel undeserving or worthless. kick it’s ass. you barely listen to your parents why listen to something bound to make you feel smaller when you’re so much more? we’re all deserving of the kindness we are offered. so accept it from yourself & your close ones. it’s difficult but over time it gets easier to accept.
— mika
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#writing#writing writing writing#books#writers of tumblr#writing prompts#original content#conan gray#music#summer child
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Astronomy
I always enjoyed staring at the stars and remembering their legends and stories. When I was younger, I used to sneak out of bed and run to the wood behind my childhood home. There was a clearing I had set up long before that had everything I needed for nights like this. I would lay across the quilt on the ground and just stare at the stars. On rare occasions, I’d see a planet or two, but my favourites were always the constellations. Before I had them all memorized, if I saw something familiar in the sky, I’d take a photo on my Polaroid camera and wait til dawn to look it up in my astronomy book. Nowadays, I always go back to these memories. The days were there was no flaw in life, but like space, we are two worlds apart from those times
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It was christmas. The first in years that I've been alone. The morning of the 23rd I had a bit of time off and I realized I haven't shopped for the holidays. i bought a couple of stuffs that when I reached the counter I realized I bought too much for someone who's alone for holidays- worst, habit made me buy some of your favorites that had always clashed with my taste. But the woman had bagged them and I've given my card and I guess my self decided into bringing them home.
An hour before Christmas, I took the ham and cheese board with me in the bedside window overlooking the whole city glimmering in colorful lights and singing songs. As the bell chimed, it's 12. I said, Merry Christmas as I sipped my wine that's now half a bottle less and I'm full. My board had half of the ham and an unopened cheese block.
I wish I wasn't alone.
Maybe, Santa heard that and dropped me a gift at my door.
The doorbell kept ringing and as the door swung open, your face was there.
"Merry christmas" you said. In your hand, the same wine I bought. The same ham I ate. The same unopened cheese I have on the board.
"Come inside." I said.
Though I know by the morning, I wished you were never here hoping the you stayed as a happy memory. But I also know, since you came, I'll let you stay.
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Prompts Inspired by Songs about Greek Mythology
-> writing prompts from the lyrics of songs about Greek Mythology. feel free to edit as you see fit.
"It's got nothing to do with fate and everything to do with you." - Sisyphus by Andrew Bird
"Redemption lies plainly in truth." - Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths
"You have come to love what you will always fear." - Persephone by Tamino
"I will follow you down even through the gates of hell." - Orpheus by Shawn James
"In the end, all I hope for is to be a bit of warmth for you." - Boreas by The Oh Hellos
"Look out to the future, but it tells you nothing." - Icarus by Bastille
"I get what I want, one way or the other." - Pomegranate Seeds by Julian Moon
"I remember when you told me you were afraid to die." - Icarus & Apollo by Ripto
"As the clouds slowly gather in the night, I hear nothing but the sound of broken cries." - Dionysus by Tomo
"I'm really sorry, but I will win unintentionally." - Eros by Young the Giant
"I don't mind when you play with my head." - Greek God by Conan Gray
"I want to fall in love again. Not in love with a man of this world, but fall in love with life itself." - Aphrodite by Honey Gentry
"Nothing is simple just because you wish that it is." - Ambrosia by Rosie Tucker
"I got your folded piece of paper and the few words that were laid there." - Persephone by The Tragic Thrills
"Time — she moved so slow— that she taxed my feeble mind. And I waited, impatient, for something to come around." - Persephone in the Garden by Aiudoneus
"We'll be the envy of the gods above." - The Cult of Dionysus by The Orion Experience
"Loving you is my Achilles' Heel." - Achilles Heel by J. Maya
"Do not grow complacent and take less than what you deserve." - Atlas Drowned by Gang of Youths
"I will never be the same because of the way you made my whole life change." - Artemis by Stephen Rezza
"We keep fixing what we know is only bound to break." - Theseus by The Oh Hellos
"You think you're in gold but I can see the dirt in your lines." - Alrighty Aphrodite by Peach Pit
"Stars are dying in the sky." - Medusa by Kailee Morgue
"Promise me that you'll start where I end, and I promise to give you everything that I am." - Boreas by The Oh Hellos
#writing prompts#prompts inspired by lyrics#dialogue prompt#writing dialogue#greek mythology#greek myth#ancient greek mythology#writing ideas#story ideas#prompt list
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MOONY'S COUNTDOWN TO CHRISTMAS | masterlist
SUMMARY: a series of one shots posted each day in december
PAIRING: stray kids x reader
START: 1st december 2023
TAGLIST: closed
WC: 26k (individual word counts specified at each oneshot)
NOTES: each one shot will be more specified once posted, including genres, tw/cw, etc. also i will probably be refering to this as 'mctc' bcs the title is simply too long lol
my personal favourites - ☆
general masterlist here
DAY 1 | a complete mess
pairing: jisung x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 0.94k
prompt: "falling for your best friend. stupid, i know. i mean, who does that?" "i did"
DAY 2 | as lucky as us
pairing: felix x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 0.80k
prompt: matching bracelets
DAY 3 | a state of mind
pairing: chris x reader
genre: angst, hurt/comfort, eventual fluff
word count: 1.76k
prompt: you're beautiful - the rose
DAY 4 | in the dark
pairing: hyunjin x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 0.80k
prompt: "tell me a secret"
DAY 5 | more than this now ☆
pairing: chris x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1.17k
prompt: accidentally saying they think the other one is pretty
DAY 6 | stories to be told ☆
pairing: jisung x reader
genre: bitersweet, ambiguous ending
word count: 1.14k
prompt: coming back after years apart
DAY 7 | but a troublemaker girl ☆
pairing: changbin x reader
genre: crack, fluff
word count: 0.77k
prompt: "your hand looks heavy, can i hold it for you?"
DAY 8 | got no regrets
pairing: changbin x reader
genre: fluff, crack
word count: 0.68k
prompt: stealing his clothes
DAY 9 | eyes on me ☆
pairing: felix x reader
genre: fluff, meet-cute
word count: 1.23k
prompt: "do you want to dance?"
DAY 10 | all we are ☆
pairing: seungmin x reader
genre: college au, rivals to lovers
word count: 1.70k
prompt: "i don't need your help" "are you sure? cause it sure does look like it"
DAY 11 | night we met ☆
pairing: minho x reader
genre: angst, non idol au, unrequited love
word count: 1.27k
prompt: realizing they fell for the other one too late
DAY 12 | be mine ☆
pairing: jeongin x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1.18k
prompt: dandelions - ruth b
DAY 13 | november rain
pairing: changbin x reader
genre: hurt/comfort
word count: 0.98k
prompt: "you came?" "you called"
DAY 14 | the same heart
pairing: hyunjin x reader
genre: exes to lovers, slight angst, ambiguous ending
word count: 1.12k
prompt: "i can't keep kissing strangers pretending that they're you"
DAY 15 | future of happiness
pairing: jeongin x reader
genre: fluff, soulmate au
word count: 0.89k
prompt: soulmate marks (tattoos)
DAY 16 | your sword and shield ☆
pairing: minho x reader
genre: spy au
word count: 1.14k
prompt: "this is going to hurt like a bitch but i have to stitch up that wound"
DAY 17 | sober ☆
pairing: hyunjin x reader
genre: angst, songfic
word count: 1.48k
prompt: wish you were sober - conan gray
DAY 18 | in this world
pairing: felix x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 0.96k
prompt: cuddling session
DAY 19 | hold on
pairing: minho x reader
genre: spy au, slight angst with happy ending
word count: 1.09k
prompt: "if you die, i'll kill you"
DAY 20 | take a chance
pairing: jeongin x reader
genre: fantasy au, non idol au, fluff
word count: 1.02k
prompt: "normal is boring"
DAY 21 | zero gravity ☆
pairing: chris x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1.19k
prompt: kissing under the moonlight
DAY 22 | picture frames
pairing: seungmin x reader
genre: non idol au, fluff
word count: 1.06k
prompt: he asks you to be his model
DAY 23 | hold both your hands
pairing: jisung x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 0.67k
prompt: "you are my new pillow"
DAY 24 | young forever ☆
pairing: seungmin x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1.07k
prompt: snow fight
#moony's countdown to christmas#mctc masterlist#stray kids x reader#bang chan x reader#lee minho x reader#seo changbin x reader#hwang hyunjin x reader#han jisung x reader#lee felix x reader#kim seungmin x reader#yang jeongin x reader#advent calendar#mctc info#mctc
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I'm Not Yours
Summary: You're getting over a breakup and meet a cute guy on a case, what you didn't realise was that your best friend has been waiting for years. Warning: Swearing
A/N: I'm sorry my post is so late!! I had it queued up to post at 9am like normal and then it didn't?? And then I had a math test so I couldn't go on my phone or anything, AND THEN HALF THE STORY JUST DISSAPPEARED SO I HAD TO REWRITE IT?!?!? It has been quite the hassle. Also this was a prompt from @andiebeaword's 3000 follower celebration! The first sentence of the story was the prompt. Also, I meant for this to be gn!reader so if anyone sees any she/he pronouns for reader please tell me! Love you all <333
Word Count: 1.5k
Song Suggestions: Yours - Conan Gray
"I can't stand you choosing another person over me, again."
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His bright blue eyes shined in the sun, a ray hitting across his face perfectly. Pushing his short brown hair out of his face while smiling at you made your insides flutter, completely forgetting about your ex now.
"So as I was saying, it would be best for you and your team to set up here. There's lots of room and we haven't used it in years." His voice came out in this long, deep tone. JJ walked into the room raising an eyebrow at you before taking over the conversation with the officer.
"What was that look?" Jumping slightly, you turned around and saw Penelope. It was that once a year situation where she actually had to join the rest of the team for a case. "Someone likes the officer."
The girls took any chance they could to get you to talk to the guy. They weren't wrong, you did think he was insanely cute but, you just weren't quite sure if you had the guts to really talk to him.
"I do not!" You laughed, "And even if I did…it's not like anything could happen." Penelope continued pestering and Emily joined the conversation and made sure to give her opinion as well.
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"You better at least get his number, we're only gonna be here for a few more days." Penelope had been bugging you the most out of anyone, "Well, I let you sit on that thought. I need to go work my wonderful magics so I will talk to you about this later." She smiled and strutted away back to her laptop setup down the hall.
"What was Garcia talking about?" Turning back to the task at hand, Spencer was standing at a board. Working on the case. "Is this about that officer?" His voice was very flat, little emotion which was unusual for him. Especially around you, the two of you had been best friends since you transferred to the BAU.
"Yeah it was, she's trying to get me to get his number." Not turning from his work you started to flip through some files and continue to talk. "I do think he's pretty hot, but I also think it's way too early to start putting myself out there you know?"
"Yeah, yeah I guess I can understand that." Peeking over his shoulder briefly to look at you. Hearing the way you were talking about this guy was leaving him conflicted. The first day he had met you he'd already fallen in love. No statistic or math problem could explain how that happened. He's been sitting on the sideline for the past three years, watching you go from boyfriend to boyfriend, letting him be your shoulder to cry on when it was heartbreak after heartbreak. But honestly, he didn't know how long he could keep going like this.
"...But it could also be some type of fate thing. Like, I break up with a toxic asshole and then meet a dreamy police officer? I don't know, what do you think Spencer?" Walking over to him to put up some photos and thoughts on the board you look up at him, waiting for his response.
"Whatever you think is best I suppose," It took him a long time to respond, the way you were speaking of this guy was just breaking his heart more and more. It was taking all his power to not just scream 'I LOVE YOU!!' and see your reaction. "Do you want to ask him out."
"I think so, I guess he is really nice, and really good looking…" Going on about him a bit more, you paused then changed your thought process. "I mean everything and everyone is telling me to go for it but some small part of me is saying no."
"I think I'm just being paranoid, why shouldn't I put myself out there? It has been like three months. And if it doesn't work out, so what? At least I tried. I think I'll do it." Just like that, the hope died. Should he just say it? Get it out there and hope for the best? This was impossible.
"What does that mean? Are you just not ready to put yourself out there again or is it because there's someone else?" A small glimmer of hope ignited in him, maybe he still had a chance after all.
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"I'm going to do it. So you can stop annoying me about it, Pen." She smiled and started to ramble about how it will be so good for you. The case had been solved and you were all packing up. Everyone with the exception of Hotch and Rossi were in the room given to the team.
"I'm so glad you're going to do this! You two would be such a sexy pair I just know it." You and Penelope continued to talk, but Spencer was just heartbroken. Standing on the opposite side of the room he could still hear you. He was packing up his things slowly, hoping to get a chance to talk to you alone.
"You should just go for it kid, don't let them get with another guy without you atleast saying it." Derek, giving his opinion to Spencer while leaning against the wall. Tossing a ball now that he was all packed up.
"What if you say something and they like you back?" Derek counter protested. Spencer thought about it for a minute, he had a point. But on the other hand he couldn't tell what would be worse; watching you ask someone else out again or telling you and losing such an important person in his life.
"I know, I just don't want to ruin three years of friendship. What if I say something and they never talk to me again?" He questioned, still listening in on your conversation.
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"I'll be done in a minute!" You called out to Penelope and Emily. Still packing up your things it was only you and Spencer left in the room.
Finally throwing your bag over your shoulder you started to catch up to the rest of the team you heard Spencer call out to you. "Wait! Can I talk to you for a minute, please?"
"Yeah, of course." A little confused on why he sounded so nervous you stood infront of him, waiting for him to continue. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing it's just," He cleared his throat, no or never. "I was just wondering if you gave that officer your number yet."
"Oh, not yet. I was actually about to do that. Why do you ask?" Titling your head, curious. He started to fidget with his hands, not sure what to say.
"Oh, so you are going out with him." His voice barely above a whisper. "That's nice I suppose."
"Okay…" You smiled and started to head to the door. "I'm going to go now, see on the jet Spencer?"
"I- please, I need to say something." He tripped over his words, come on Spencer, just say it!!!
"Are you okay? You seem nervous." Why was he acting like this? It was so confusing to you.
"Okay, I'm just going to say it." He sighed, "I don't want you to go out with that officer. I mean if you really want to you should do it of course but I don't want you to because I want you to go out with me. If you don't feel the same way tell me but it's just, I can't stand you choosing another person over me, again." Biting the inside of his cheek, waiting for your response.
"Oh," Was all you could say at first. You didn't really know what else to say. "You, you like me?"
"Yeah, I do. And if you don't feel the same way I get it and pretend I never said anything because I don't want to lose you. But if you go out and date this guy I'm going to have to put up a boundary, I'm sorry."
"Spencer, I don't know what to say," You laughed lightly, not sure how to say what you were thinking. "I feel the same way, I just assumed you never would like me back so I have been trying to get over it."
"Really?" He smiled and gave that puppy-dog face he always made. "Are you serious?"
"Why would I lie?" Throwing your bag over your shoulder you hugged him then stepped back giving a small smile. "We should go though, the jet is supposed to leave like now. But can we talk about this later?"
"I would like that." The two of you started to head out, and you completely forgot about the officer. Spencer just walked out with a huge smile on his face. Why didn't he say this sooner???
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Curtwen Week prompts
Hello again! I've sifted through the prompts left on the form, and I have returned with the official prompt list for the week!
June 10 - Pre-Canon | London | This Is How I Disappear - My Chemical Romance
June 11 - Chimera | Accents | I'm your man - Mitski
June 12 - Scars | Roleswap | Memories - Conan Gray
June 13 - Confessions | Haunted | For No One - The Beatles
June 14 - Disguise | Letters | Love You Like An Alcoholic - The Taxpayers
June 15 - Happy Ending | Liar | Tongues & Teeth - The Crane Wives
June 16 - First Meeting | Last Words | Laplace's Angel - Will Wood
There are multiple prompts for each day, so feel free to pick between them, or have a mix if you think they fit together well enough. The song is a prompt in itself, and you're free to use it as you see fit!
I'm also offering a set of alternatives, which are:
Bandages | Accidents | First Kiss
And the song Miss Missing You by Fall Out Boy
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CONAN GRAY’S SUPERCACHE LYRIC STARTERS
FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT
Movies
“I want a love like the movies”
“I look at you like you're perfect for me”
“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring”
“I've been livin' life in fiction”
“In my head, we're dancing in the dark in my head, we kiss under the stars”
“We’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show ‘cause Monday through Friday, we both barely spoke”
“They don’t know, they can't know”
“You say that it's over, but why does she call you
At 3AM and 4AM? That's a funny way of staying friends”
“In my head, we never grow apart, In my head, you never break my heart”
“We lost all the love that we had and I can't pretend it'll ever come back”
People Watching
“She wears a ring, but they tell people that they're not engaged”
“I wanna feel all that love and еmotion- Be that attached to the person I'm holdin’”
“Someday I'll be falling without caution but for now, I'm only people watchin’”
“I've never really been in love, not seriously”
“I cut people out like tags on my clothing”
“I end up all alone, but I still keep hoping I won't be scared to let someone know me”
“Life feels so monotone, but I still keep hoping“
Disaster
“Had the keys to my car in my hand, but I didn't leave 'Cause the potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long”
“This could be a disaster- There's so many factors, like, what if you freak out”
“Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night?”
“Maybe I'm mistaken- You're not mine for takin’”
Best Friend
“Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex? God, I'm glad you've finally gotten over them”
“Everybody knows I love you so, so, so, so much”
“That's my fucking best friend, that's my fucking right hand”
“I'm gonna marry you If we're both still single by, like, thirty-two”
“Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2 A.M.?”
Astronomy
“Socially speaking, we were the same with runaway fathers and mothers who drank”
“As much as it seems like you own my heart- It's astronomy, we're two worlds apart”
“I thought if I wandered, I'd fall back in love”
“You said distance brings fondness, but guess not with us”
“Stop tryna keep us alive, You're pointing at stars in the sky that already died”
Yours
“I'm somebody you call when you're alone I'm somebody you use, but never own”
“I know I'm not the one you really love I guess that's why I've never given up”
“I could give you all you want: the stars and the sun, but still, I'm not enough”
“All I really wanted was that look in your eyes- Like you already know that I'm the love of your life- Like you already know you're nеver saying goodbye”
“So tell me that it's time for me to go ‘cause you know I can't do it on my own”
“I should've known that it was dumb love”
“Fifteen dozen roses all the things that I've done for you not to notice”
“Can't believe I chose you over all my best friends”
“What the fuck did I do in the end? Just to not be yours”
Jigsaw
“If changing my clothes would make you like me more- If changing my hair would make you care Then I'd grab the kitchen scissors And cut myself to slivers”
“I've changed every part of me until the puzzle pieces aren't me, at all”
“You take every part of me, all of thе things you need then the rest you discard”
“All I did just to make you happy still you don't even fuckin' love me”
“If I made you like me, would I even like myself?”
“Why don't you love me?”
Family Line
“My father never talked a lot, he just took a walk around the block”
“My mother never cried a lot, she took the punches, but she never fought”
“I say, "They're just the ones who gave me life" but I truly am my parents' child”
“I'm so good at telling lies, that came from my mother's side, told a million to survive”
“It's hard to put it into words how the holidays will always hurt”
“I can't forget, I can't forgive you ‘cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me”
“All that I did to try to undo it- All of my pain and all your excuses”
“I was a kid, but I wasn't clueless”
“Someone who loves you wouldn't do this”
“All of my past, I tried to erase it but now I see, would I even change it?”
Summer Child
“Your favorite color is green- It reminds you of the summer you turned three runnin' through sprinklers on your street”
“There's darkness behind those eyes even when you smile”
“Oh, summer child. You don't have to act like all you feel is mild”
“Arеn't you way too busy takin' care of everybody to takе care of yourself?”
“When the Sun goes missing, aren't the flowers just as pretty?
Aren't the oceans just as deep?”
Footnote
“I told you I liked you, you said, "Sober up””
“But why would I lie? It's so clear, I'm in love with you”
“I'll stop being pretentious, and loathing our friendship”
“You taught me a lesson, that love isn't precious, It's not like the novels, no Pride and Prejudice at all”
“I'll just take a footnote in your life and you could take my body”
“They think we're a couple, they bought us some booze”
“I'd be embarrassed if I weren't so pleased that everyone else sees what you never see we're perfect together but I'll never be the one”
“You taught me a lesson, that feelings are reckless- It's just like the novels, side characters end up alone”
Memories
“It's been a couple months- That's just about enough time for me to stop crying when I look at all the pictures”
“I open up that door, see your brown eyes at the entrance You just wanna talk, and I can't turn away a wet dog”
“Please, don't ruin this for me. Please, don't make it harder than it already is I'm trying to get over this”
“I wish that you would stay in my memories but you show up today, just to ruin things”
“I wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatized but you're not lettin' me do that”
“Now I can't say "Goodbye" if you stay here the whole night”
“You see, it's hard to find an end to somethin' that you keep beginning over and over again, I promise that the ending always stays the same”
“There's no good reason in make believin' that we could ever exist again”
The Exit
“It's crazy how fast you tilted The world that we were busy buildin’”
“Feels like we had matching wounds but mine's still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now”
“God, it hurt when I found out you love her”
“You love her, it's over. Do you even doubt it on your lips?”
“I can't hate you for getting everything we wanted I just thought that I would be a part of it”
Overdrive
“Only met on the weekend said I'm not catchin' feelings, I guess I lied”
“All or nothin' Let's just trust the night”
“Yeah, I know you're a stranger but I'm likin' the danger of the "I don't know””
Telepath
“Don't even finish that sentence, babe Already know how this ends”
“It's just so you, you're just so predictable. Won't you try something original?”
“I Got a feelin' you're comin' back just like you have in the past”
“I got a feelin' you'll be sendin' me trash you shoulda left in the drafts”
“I got a feelin' you'll see me moving on and hate that I'm gone”
“When yesterday you said that you hate my guts, Now you're back in love?”
“I bet you'll return in perfect timing and I won't stop you from tryin’”
#lyric starters#music starters#conan gray#conan gray lyric starters#rp starter#rp prompt#rp memes#rp starters#roleplay meme#roleplay starter#roleplay starters#roleplay prompts#sentence meme#sentence starters#sentence starter meme
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Pulmonaria
Gojo Satoru x Reader
Prompt: “You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love // The slowest way is never loving them enough”
Words count: 2844
Tags: ANGST, SO MUCH ANGST, fluff if you take out the James Webbs Space telescope, pain train all the way, not a happy ending, mention of blood and death, idiot to lovers a little too late, it’s not happy, highschool au, hanahaki au
Rambling: if you see this fic as “Pulmo flower” this is the revamp of that lmao, I posted it years ago and deactivated my entire account cuz i was insecure about my creativity, but i’m working on that. By re-releasing what I think is my proudest work. Please listen to “High Infidelity - Taylor Swift” and “Heather - Conan Gray” for this fic.
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XX03 Daisy: innocence
He gave me a Daisy when we first met— a wildflower he picked at the entrance of the playground, shoving it in my face as I sat on the swing. Grinning from ear to ear when he asks, “will you be my friend?”. And every birthday from then on, without fail, Daisies would be shoved to my face. Those damn Daisies occupied my lungs, took my breath away.
XX09 Sunflower: unconditional love
We’re inseparable, attached by the hip. It’s easier to count the times where we’re not together. I don’t know when it started, but he became my air, although sometimes it was hard to breathe, it’s hardest to breathe when he isn't near. The pressure in my chest became so great that it often forced out violent coughing fits. They are often violent and painful, sometimes unbearable, they feel like my lungs are trying to force something out that is incapable beyond reach. Until one day, those violent coughs forced me into unconsciousness.
White. The first color that I saw when I opened my eyes. Cold and harsh white of the hospital room. the color white, it’s in everything I hate. White is the color of the hospital room glaring at me mockingly, laughing at the fact that I have a weak body. White is the color of snow signaling the arrival of winter and the freezing uncomfortable cold. White is also the color of his stupid hair, a painful reminder of someone I can never have. I hate the painful white color.
But maybe the color white isn’t so bad if it allows yellow to shine so brightly. The Sunflowers on the table caught my attention from the corner of my eyes, the flowers warmed up the whole room instantly, funny how a speck of yellow can warm up the cold white room. The small note of the familiar handwriting attached to one of the flowers makes the flowers shine even brighter. "Get well soon! :( love and miss you a lot ~ Satoru". Slowly, painfully, I can feel the sunflowers blooming, occupying another space in my lungs, making it harder to breathe, especially without him.
XX11 Cornflower: young love
Legend has it that Cornflowers were worn by young men in love; if his love was returned they would remain bright and fresh, if not they would wither away quickly. He gave me Cornflowers during freshmen orientation. Everything about cornflowers was annoying, the color was too bright and it hurt my eyes. It's a weak flower and dies easily, withering in two days. It reminded me of how similar I am to it, weak and annoying; both wither away when our love is not returned. But at the same time, it gave me hope…
“Why Cornflowers?”
“They just look bright and pretty, something vibrant for a new chapter in our life right?”
“Right… of course.”
Of course, there wouldn’t be any deep meaning to them. Hope is for fools.
XX14 Heather: admiration
November brings around the freezing cold of winter, I have always disliked the cold, it made breathing harder than it already was. When the bell for lunch rang, I quickly packed my bag to go meet up with Satoru, Suguru, and Shoko at the cafeteria.
To my surprise, Satoru wasn’t with them. The three of us went to get food anyway since all the good foods will be all gone if we’re late to the line. Satoru arrived at the cafeteria a few minutes later, with an unfamiliar girl trailing behind him.
“Sorry I was late, I was trying to convince someone to join us” he explained quickly before turning his body sideways, “We got paired together for a project for Physics, she just moved here so be nice to her.”
“Hi, I’m Areum” she spoke softly, her shyness written all over her face. She was absolutely gorgeous, the soft curls of her long hair framed her face perfectly. She has a small figure, the clearly oversized sweater she’s wearing made her look adorable, a sight for sore eyes. Compared to her I’m not even half as pretty.
“Hello Areum, I’m Suguru, I see you’re wearing Satoru’s sweater,” he said with a smirk, clearly enjoying the blush that quickly appeared on both Satoru’s and Areum’s faces.
“S-She looked like she was about to freeze over in that room alright?!” Satoru defended hotly.
“Sure thing buddy” Shoko joined Suguru on the teasing-Satoru-bandwagon before smiling at Areum, “My name is Shoko, by the way!”
I reached my arms out to flick Suguru and Shoko on their forehead, “stop teasing the poor girl!”
“Hi Areum, I’m Y/n, Satoru’s childhood friend, sorry you got stuck with that doofus for a Physics project of all thing” I joked, offering her a gentle smile while ignoring Satoru’s pouty complaints of something along the line of he’s not that bad at Physics.
Areum let out a shy giggle at my comment before sitting down to join our table. The four of us quickly settled into a comfortable atmosphere as we got to know Areum better, asking her the reason for her transfer so late into the school year, among other things.
The entire time, Satoru’s eyes never strayed away from Areum’s face. His smile got wider every time she laughed. His gaze toward her made my stomach somersault and me feeling nauseous. They’re the same gazes I had toward him. It slowly gets harder to breathe as pressure builds up in my throat. I forced the cough that threatened to escape down, I was probably overthinking it anyway.
But that feeling of nausea never went away. It only gets worse as the week comes and goes, especially when almost all of the conversations between me and Satoru had always led to her. I started to see him less and less since he always declined invitations to hang out with: “Sorry, I promised Areum that I would study Physics with her.”
Ever since Areum joined our little group, she got Satoru mesmerized. They’re practically attached by the hip, never one without the other. It was suffocating to see them together all the time. But how could I hate her? She was an absolute angel. Always speaking softly and gently, always kind to everyone around her. Hell, she noticed whenever I started to struggle for air when no one else did. I wish I could hate her even just a little bit, maybe then it wouldn’t be as painful.
XX15 Rose: romance
February 14th, probably the most annoying day of the year. The school ground is littered with pink and red, people carrying flowers, balloons, chocolate, and stuffed animals in different sizes around, blocking up the already crowded hallway.
Some couples walk around, others busy sucking each other face off in a corner, and god knows what some of those freaks are doing in the bathroom stalls. I wish this day would be over already, everything is suffocating. I make my way through the hoard of people professing their undying love to each other in the schoolyard. Finally, I reached my first-period class, reaching my hand out to tug open the door when I heard my name being called. I turned around to see Satoru with one hand waving in the air like a madman and the other carrying a single pink rose.
“Y/n! Hi!” He greeted me after coming to a stop in front of me.
“Good morning to you too, Satoru,” I said with a smile.
He shoved the pink rose he’s holding to my face with the bunny smile gracing his lips, “Happy Valentine’s Day!”
I guess some old habits die hard after all, “Thanks, Satoru” I chuckled lightly as I accepted the flower.
We stood there for what felt like forever until he started, “Y/n, so I----” the bell ring cutting Satoru off.
“Shit, gotta go, my first class is on the opposite side of campus, I’ll see you after school okay? Bye Y/n” He said quickly before running off.
What was he about to say? Curse that damn bell, I swear that thing has the worst timing. I look down at the pink flower. The pink petals look soft and fluffy, a small pink rose starts to bloom in my lungs along with budding of hope. “No Y/n, you idiot, didn't you say that hope is for fools? Stop it before you get hurt!”. But I know it's already too late, I can't seem to control the smile that's growing on my lips and the fluttering of butterflies in my stomach.
Maybe... Just maybe... he feels the same way. Maybe I was wrong about his feelings toward Areum. After all, he gave me a rose, the one flower that shouted “love” louder than any other flowers. This could be my chance to tell him how much he means to me. Suddenly, Valentine’s day became the most exciting day of the year. Bringing the rose closer to my nose, I can't wait to see him after school...
When the last bell signaling the end of the day rang, I practically bolted out of the room to meet Satoru at our usual spot. Excitement filled my body, I felt lighter than ever, but also nervous at the same time.
I arrived at the schoolyard to see a huge group of people crowding around in a circle blocking the way to our usual spot. I rolled my eyes as I prepared mentally to push through the crowd.
With great difficulty, I started to join the crowd and maneuvered myself through the hoard of people while repeating "excuse me" over and over again. Eventually, I reached the other side of the human barrier, I breathed deeply and prepared to do it once again before looking up. The sight that greeted me when I looked up filled me with dread. My stomach dropped and I felt nauseous. The flowers in my lungs are multiplying, making it harder to breathe. I can feel my heart tighten up in my chest.
Standing in the middle of the circle of people is Satoru, holding a bouquet of red roses, looking as handsome as when I last saw him. Light pink coating his cheeks, there is nervousness in his eyes as he stands in front of Areum, who is having both hands covering up half of her face. Surprises grace her beautiful form. Standing behind them are Shoko and Suguru, they're both holding up a giant sign that reads "will you be my Valentine?" with a glittery cursive font. Both of their faces show excitement as they look at Satoru and Areum.
I held my breath as I prayed for whatever deity above for her to say no. Unfortunately, they seem to hate me with a burning passion. I watch as she nods slowly before exclaiming "yes!". I watch as Satoru lets out a sigh and then smiles brightly. The same smile that can light up the whole room. The same smile that makes me fall hopelessly in love with him. I watch them walk toward each other as people around them cheer loudly. I watch as Satoru shyly gives Areum the rose and she accepting them just as shyly. I watch as they embrace each other with wide smiles gracing their lips and people hollering and wolf-whistling around them.
I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. The flowers are multiplying too quickly, filling up my lungs, making it almost impossible to breathe. I need to get out of here. I turned around abruptly, forcing my way through the crowd of people. Once I'm out of the circle, I break into a sprint. I ran and ran and ran and ran. I don't know where, I just want to be as far away from that crowd as possible. My lungs were burning from the lack of oxygen, but I kept running until I could no longer hear the cheering of people and dropped down to the ground.
I tried inhaling to no avail. It hurt so much. Every time I try to inhale or exhale it would feel like needles are being scraped against the walls of my lungs. It's painful, no, fuck that, it's torturous, everything hurt like hell, the pain is agonizing. It makes me want to rip out my heart and lung and throw them far away to ease the pain in my chest.
Pressure slowly builds up in my throat and it gets itchier and itchier forcing me to let out a cough. That cough is followed by another one, and another one, and another one until I'm coughing uncontrollably. My body doubled over and shook violently as I wheezed for air. I covered my mouth with my hands as I coughed into them. I choked violently before I felt wetness on my hands.
I pulled my hands away from my face and looked down on them, holding back another cough. In my hand, a pool of blood and flower petals. The warm yellow of sunflowers, the cold white of daisies, and the gentle pink of roses are being dyed by the red of blood. Tears blurring my vision as I throw myself into another coughing fit. More blood was forced out of my body along with more flower petals.
Suddenly my lungs started to burn even more. I cough harshly as something bigger than the petals force its way out of my throat and onto the floor, joining the existing puddle of blood. A pink rose. Soon enough the more flowers and blood forced their way out of my body to join the puddle of blood under me where the rose and flower petals lie. It hurts like hell with each cough, but... It became easier and easier to breathe after each time.
When the last daisy fell into the pool of blood, the coughing fit stopped. The burning stopped along with the pain in my chest. The numbness I felt was almost exhilarating. My body felt lighter than ever, it felt like I was floating on clouds. I take in a deep breath and slowly exhale as darkness takes over me.
XX16 Tiger Lily: “Please love me”
A figure of a man holding a bouquet walks silently toward the cemetery. His lean frame is adorned with a thick jacket to protect him from the harsh cold of winter, his form feels lonely as if a part of him is missing, gone from this world completely. The sun is setting over the horizon, coloring the sky in bright orange and pink. But Satoru couldn't care less, his world has lost all of its colors a while ago. The beauty of this world only appears dull to him, nothing can be pretty in a world without her.
He walks solemnly through the cemetery, passing by the countless headstones. Until he reached one in particular. The headstone looks relatively new compared to the ones surrounding it. The writing on it read: "Y/n, XX97 - XX15, 'Loving you silently'".
Satoru kneels in front of Y/n's grave as tears slowly spill from his eyes, blurring his vision. He placed the bouquet of Tiger Lilies in front of her grave, joining the other flowers that were already there from visitors earlier that day. He sat there regretfully silent as tears spilled from his eyes.
"Hey Y/n, How have you been?" he greets.
"I hope you’re doing well.” He lets out a forced chuckle, "Everyone has been missing you. Especially your mom, she cried everyday for months after you’re gone. She has been doing better now though, so you don't have to worry too much, I’ll take care of her in your stead."
Satoru let out a shaky breath as more tears spilled out from his eyes, “I miss you every damn day, I miss you so much that it’s hard to breathe. Fuck, I can’t look at daisy flowers without crying anymore!"
“I miss your smile that brightened up the whole room. I miss your eyes that held the universe. I miss your comforting voice” he said while choking up as tears fell harder from his glistening blue eyes, "But more than anything, I miss you who felt like home...”
“I’m sorry for being an idiot and realizing when it was already too late, you deserve so much better than my pathetic self” He sobs pitifully.
Satoru sat there with his back hunched over as tears fell endlessly from his eyes. At that moment, he looks small and fragile, as if we would break from a single touch. With each passing minute, it got harder and harder for him to breathe. His lungs begin to burn as the pressure slowly builds up in his throat, forcing him to violently cough up flower petals and blood. When the coughing fit died down, he pulled out a handkerchief to wipe the blood off of his lips. Slowly, he stood back up before glazing at the headstone longingly.
“I’ll see you soon, Y/n,” he whispered with a bitter smile as he began to walk away.
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