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despiteherself · 3 years

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King Julien?

THIS IS SO LONG RIP

King Julien my beloved…….

Also sorry this took me so long omgggg

* favorite thing about them

everything <3

okay, so this comes as no surprise to literally anyone who’s heard me talk about kj but his big heart. i absolutely adore that so much of his story is about how his big heart fumbling around saves the day, even when the story is about his own hubris. Whether it was intentional or not ahkj ended up being a powerful story about a kind-hearted party animal with an inherited legacy of violence and mistreatment heal from his own trauma with the love for his people. yes! it was messy and it is a kids show so it had a lot of continuity issues and like…. toilet humour, but underneath it was so tender. kj’s story of wanting to be king for perks, to feeling like he didn’t deserve to be the one true king but managing to unite the entirety of the kingdoms Madagascar under his love as a symbol was so…….. kj’s big heart saves the day <3

even in the movies, where he is classist and bigheaded he still manages to do it? melman is brave because of kj’s empathy for a talking head, and the circus goes back to the Central Park zoo to help the zoosters bc of kj’s love. his line about “it doesn’t matter what you smell like, or what i smell like, it matters what we smell like together.” is what prompts everyone to forgive the lies.

* least favorite thing about them

nothing he’s perfect <3

I don’t know how to feel about season 5 after exiled. I know it must have been hard trying to tie everything up, going back to the joke based continuity and toilet humour after the emotional sucker punch of exiled. it just. feels like it rehashes old plots but makes them more complex and I think if it hadn’t been after exiled I wouldn’t feel so…. Unsure. kj in this, starts off desperately trying to prove himself as king (again) for good reason, but then seems to lose himself in petty ways he out grow and serious things reveled through jokes get left behind to make more jokes and it just feels…… kj grew into being a good leader and i wish it wasn’t forgotten again. This isn’t rlly about him, more the writing, and the plot problem - episodic vs long form story telling is a hard one, but it’s what I dislike. Let kj have growth bc he was given some and it’s hard to see it’s gone when we know it’s possible.

* favorite line

Oh this is hard :/

I like whenever he does his little pep talks. Or when he says he loves his kingdom. Those are fun & nonsensical and yet, an encapsulation of why he’s such a good ruler. he does understand his people, in a way the juliens before him didn’t, because he was never supposed to be one of them, and left to his own devices with his big sensitive heart made a connection that would outlast even the cruelest of julien kings. julien wants to be loved so badly, and he makes a mess of it, but he holds together the cracks of the lemurs before him, hurt by others the way he was and together they build something worthwhile.

“think of it as me sandwich, stuffed with me.

Pretty good right?” Bc that’s one of the funniest scenes

* brOTP

royal quartet <3

kj and literally everyone. i love him being friends and loving towards just about everyone

* OTP

hmmmmmmmmm

kj x his kingdom as a wholistic statement <3 i think married to his kingdom is what’s most satisfying for me. Kj who makes the specific choice to focus on his kingdom instead of personal goals - and despite loving children so much, making the specific choice to end the julien line (it’s reign of terror) with him. Ahhhhhhhh that would be so satisfying narratively.

also, not to bring this up again but i do think it would be beneficial to both their characters of like kj and ted had a idk passionate summer fling and are now each other’s wingmen post divorce. i say again but i barely think I’ve hinted at it so you know, whatever. i just think their dynamic is SO interesting, and the one scene in exiled where Ted saves everyone is just……. ah, perfect. I wish we got a deeper exploration of Ted & Dorothy, and Ted & his rejection by julien at lemur school & losing prom king & his obsessed with being needed/wanted.

I have no issues with any of the pairings that happened lmao, but obv most of them are exes and i think they’re fun that way. Karen, rob, crimson, karl probably, idk, i guess skipper? i don’t think they date bc skipper is homophobic <3

* nOTP

There’s just way too much family symbolism & literally having clover and Maurice ACTUALLY taking his parents place for me to be anything but squicked by kj/either of them/both of them. no shade to anyone who does, but it just makes me feel :////// I also just love their dynamic as friends, and whilst exploring toxicity in relationships can be interesting, i rlly think that if the three of them became more dependent on each other it would just stunt them all. they do better as a unit in relation to everyone in the kingdom.

I didn’t include mort in the family part even tho he pretends to be kj’s son once but he’s included in that. people who say royal trio over royal quartet break my heart, mort is equally important in this dynamic and also. notp thanks

aslo don’t care for pancho :/ sorry pancho lovers <3 it’s just i don’t think he’s half as important as anyone makes him out to be and i don’t think he and kj rlly have that much chemistry, especially not compared to like his interactions with pretty much every single adult lemur. it’s whatever! ppl have fun with it, i just personally don’t see why you’d pick it over literally any of the other side but main-ish characters. i actually think, if anything, kj is more dismissive towards pancho than a lot of characters, especially considering he’s so flirty. and no amount of the Manchurian candidate can make up for that, especially when it was about family again.

ok now that I’ve alienated like 98% of the ahkj fandom it’s okay it’s not like super notp it’s just i don’t care for it <3

* random headcanon

kj starts watching todd’s unboxing videos one day when he’s relaxing, after he’s calmed down about the captain booty butt toy being stolen, like 3am channel surfing and like gets rlly into the concept bc like surprise toys out of box is peak adhd excitement. he wants to start his own channel and in his excitement gets everyone to watch his stuff which doesn’t have the care or knowledge (bc the excitement for kj is the surprise - can relate) that Todd’s has and Todd’s show gets canceled. he’s obv pretty sad bc that was Todd’s only hobby outside of doing what his mum makes him do & he gets rlly upset. eventually, somehow, kj stumbles upon Todd being sad and they have a convo and kj realises that he stole Todd’s hobby & that actually, the hovering, full attention of Tammy is suffocating and not something kj should long for. I rlly want Todd & kj to have an end to their “rivalry”. They make up, kj retires his unboxing channel and promos Todd’s, Todd gets to hang out in the plane as a friend to get away from his family for a while, kj learns the value of space.

* unpopular opinion

again… are there unpopular kj opinions???

i just think he should have had the proper number of rings on his tail. when i look at it I’m like, sir please give him the correct number it hurts me to see like 7 of each colour and i think it ends in a white tip which >:/ which is a silly thing to find annoying

#anonymous #ask #ask meme #long post #king Julien #dot post #ahkj #ohhhh myyyy goddd. me posting this scared like #wowwwwwwww those ships I dislike i so popular in fandom djekosjdkdkslmdofkf guys lads no shade

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hamiltonimagines · 4 years

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Fun in the Sun

Pairing: Anthony x Reader

Request: “I'd love something fun, like a day at a beach with Anthony?” - @hj-creates

Word Count: 1k

“Come on babe. Are you done with the sunscreen yet? It’ll be dark out before you’re done” Anthony asked me. “Just hold on a second” I told him, rubbing in the rest of my sunscreen. “But look at how nice the water looks, let’s go swim” Anthony said, trying to persuade me to ditch the sunscreen and join him in the water. “Okay, I’m done now. Are you happy?” I asked him, giggling to myself.

Anthony and I had rented a beach house for a weekend because it was our 5-year anniversary.

Anthony didn’t reply, he swooped me up bridal style and ran into the water with me. The water splashed up on us as he took heavy steps into the water.

“See isn’t this nice? Beautiful water with my beautiful girl” Anthony told me, once we had gotten to a point where the water was at our shoulders. “I was just protecting my skin, so when we're old and married, I will still look this gorgeous” I told him. I wrapped my arms around Anthony’s neck and wrapped my legs around his waist, and held on to him.

“You always look gorgeous” he said, kissing my temple. “I think this is going to be a really nice trip” I told Anthony, nestling my head into his neck.

We floated there for a few minutes, enjoying the peacefulness of the ocean. Then I felt Anthony jump and flinch. “What was that?” He asked, sounding panicked. “What was what?” I asked him, confused.

“I think I felt a snake touch my leg, get out of the water” he said, quickly. I was obviously alarmed by what he had said. I jumped out of his arms and ran back onto the beach, pulling him behind me. I felt like my heart was beating a million miles a minute.

I felt my feet hit the sand, and I fell down onto the blanket that I had laid on the sand. I sat there and breathed for a second or two. Then, Anthony sat down next to me, hysterically laughing. He was laughing so hard that it looked like he wasn’t even breathing.

“What’s so funny?” I asked him, really confused. “There was no snake darling, I was just messing with you” he explained, in between fits of laughter. I gave him a glare. “Are you kidding?” I said, lightly pushing his chest away from me. “Oh you can’t be mad at me sweetheart” he said, placing his chin on my shoulder and pouting.

“I thought we were actually in danger. You gave me a heart attack” I said, rolling my eyes. “You love me and you know it” he said. “Nope, not right now” I said, playing hard to get.

Anthony cupped my face and started giving my whole face sloppy kisses. “Anthony...stop” I said, giggling. “Not until you admit that you love me” he said, continuing to kiss my face and tickle my sides. “Alright alright, I love you. Now stop tickling me please” I begged.

“Are you begging for mercy?” Anthony asked me, not letting up yet. “Yes yes, whatever you say” I said, squirming under his touch. Finally, he pulled away from me and took his place sitting next to me again.

“So do you want to go back in the water?” Anthony asked me. “No, I think I want to read that book that I brought with me. Can you go inside and get it for me?” I asked him. “Of course, I’ll be right back” he said, kissing my cheek and getting up.

I stood up and grabbed the beach blanket and brought it over to the lounger chairs that we had on the beach. I sat down on it and wrapped the blanket around my shoulders. The breeze on the coast was kind of chilly. A few minutes later, Anthony returned with my book in hand.

“Here you go love” he said, handing me my book. “Thank you” I said, smiling as I grabbed it from him. Anthony sat next to me on the lounger chair.

He snuggled into my side. “You need something?” I asked him, giggling. “No, I’m just comfortable” he said, closing his eyes. I smiled to myself, sometimes Anthony was the biggest dork I knew.

I opened my book to the bookmarked page and started reading my book. After reading a few pages, I looked down and saw that Anthony had fallen asleep on my shoulder. I giggled to myself and continued to read my book.

After about thirty minutes of reading, I put my bookmark in my book. Anthony was still asleep, so I tried to readjust how I was sitting, so that I could nap with him.

As soon as I moved, Anthony jumped awake. “What’s wrong?” He asked me. “Nothing, I’m just trying to cuddle with you” I told him. “Oh, it looks like rain. Let’s go cuddle inside, we’ll get you warmed up” Anthony told me. We both stood up and walked up to the house, hand in hand.

Anthony went straight for our bedroom, he was really tired from the drive to the beach house. I changed out of my bathing suit, into a hoodie and some leggings. Then, I walked to our bedroom and found Anthony already asleep in bed, curled up in the blanket.

I smiled to myself at how cute he looked. I sneakily took a photo, that I would for-sure use as blackmail material when he wouldn’t do the dishes.

I got under the covers and curled up into his side. His arm instinctively wrapped around my waist and held me tight. “Hi” he mumbled, without opening his eyes. “Hi love, get some sleep” I told him, getting comfortable and closing my eyes.

“If you want to go swim instead of nap, we can go swim” he told me. “No, I’m good right here. And besides, I heard there’s snakes in the ocean” I joked. I felt his entire chest shake as he laughed. Then, we both slowly fell asleep.

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hacked-by-jake · 3 years

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94 and 98 for jake x mc? Happy babies

Virtual- reality glasses.

A/n: Hi and thank you for your request.I hope it’s okay and you like it♡

Prompt: “Wedding planning has been a nightmare.” and “Kiss me again.”

Words: 724

"Congratulations" screams Hannah and comes running towards you in her super high shoes.

You’re moving fast towards her because you’re worried she might fall.

"Oh my God, I can’t believe it! We are sisters" she cries excitedly as she finally reaches you. She immediately pulls you into a tight hug.

"I am so happy for you" a sobbing sounds next to your ear and you part a bit from her to look at her.

"Thank you very much Hannah, but please don’t cry, otherwise I also start again".

You both have to giggle at the thought of how you couldn’t get a word out at the proper ceremony a few hours ago because you had to cry like that. Hannah was worried from the start that your makeup might smear. Luckily you wear waterproof makeup.

"MC, give me a hug" Hannah’s mother appears next to you.

"Congratulations on the wedding. You look really great" a warm grin lies on her lips.

"Thank you, you look great too," you give the compliment back.

Shortly after, Mister Donfort shows up to congratulate you again.

"But tell me, where is my son?" he asks and looks around.

"He’s probably running around here," you giggle.

"Well, I’ll go find him," with a wink, he disappears to search for Jake.

"Oh, that is all so beautiful, your dress is amazing," Hannah continues to rave.

Before you can say thank you, Thomas suddenly shows up next to Hannah out of nowhere and at the same time Jake puts an arm around your waist.

"Hello beautiful" Jake whispers in your ear and kisses your cheek.

"Hello my heart" you answer just as softly and turn your head to be able to kiss him properly." Your dad is looking for you" you inform him.

"I know, I think, he found me" Jake nods his head in the direction his father is coming from.

"Oh, there you are," Mr Donfort exclaims relieved.

"Yeah, dad, it’s okay" your now husband takes his hand from you so they both can hug.

"I’m proud of you. You two fit better together than any couple I’ve met so far."He nods sincerely and Jake looks at you with a proud smile.

"Yeah, you’re right," he winks and then grabs your hand.

"It looks really beautiful, but also quite expensive. What did all this cost for time? It looks so dreamy, but also so full of work," says Hannah’s mother. You’re glad she notices this because you’ve really had a hard time to find the right place for today.

"Um, yes, Wedding planing has been a nightmare," Jake answers, and with his eyebrow raised, he looks at you.

Skeptical you look back, "What does this facial expression mean?".

"Oh nothing at all" he giggles ironically, "only that you were really insecure with everything we looked at. And we really watched a lot places"

"Of course I was, this is our day, it has to be special, only the best of the best," you nod.

"You did it," Hannah agrees.

"Of course only the very best, it worked in time, but it was tight with the time. And we had already seen beautiful locations before, "he argues.

"So of all the pictures MC showed me, I find this one also the most beautiful" Jake’s sister supports you.

"Thank you" you grin triumphantly.

"I didn’t say it was bad, I just found it amusing that you were so insecure and always decided differently. Are you both conspiring against me right now?"

"If it had been up to you, the wedding would have been virtual, maybe with virtual reality glasses. Then we could have married in the Maldives." You’re joking.

"Not a bad idea," Jake agrees with you and seems enthusiastic about your idea.

"Next time, with VR glasses" he decides.

Now you pull up an eyebrow, "next time? Next time, a second time with me or are you planning on marrying someone else?"

"Well, with VR glasses, I could marry just about any person I want," he counters because of your VR glasses spell.

"Oh, that’s it," you start and putting your hands on your hips, "so that means that-"

Quickly you get interrupted by your husband, "that means shut up and kiss me again, yes you're right"

And as he kisses you, you’ve already forgotten the little joke again.

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#duskwood #duskwood jake #duskwood jake x mc #duskwood fanfiction #duskwood prompt #everbyte studios #duskwood mc

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introvertguide · 3 years

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Modern Times (1936); AFI #78

The next film on the AFI list up for review is the Charlie Chaplin classic, Modern Times (1936). This movie is pretty universally loved with a 98% score on Rotten Tomatoes. It is one of Chaplin's overtly political films along with The Great Dictator (1940). Chaplin's tendency to poke fun at America for the way they handled the idea of Communism made this film rather unpopular during the 50s and 60s but has won back audiences since. There is not a lot to the plot of the movie, but it is something that I do in these reviews so let me start with a...

SPOILER WARNING!!! IT IS NOT DOING A LOT TO HURT THE FILM, BUT I AM GOING OVER THE EVENTS OF THE MOVIE!!! I HAVE TO WARN PEOPLE FIRST, SO HERE IS YOUR WARNING!!!

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The Tramp (Charlie Chaplin) works on an assembly line, where he suffers greatly due to the machinery. His coworkers hate him and his boss pushes him around. As the least productive worker, he is volunteered to try out a new feeding machine that will allow workers to be fed and continue to work. It is all too much and he starts having moments were he can't control his movements. He eventually suffers a nervous breakdown and runs amok, getting stuck within a machine and throwing the factory into chaos, so he is then sent to the hospital. Following his recovery, he leaves the hospital and sees a car drop a red flag that signifies a load sticking out of the back (it is an American thing.) The Tramp is mistakenly arrested in a Communist demonstration when he chases the car waving the red flag and protestors walk up behind him. As a comment on the time, he is immediately arrested (it will happen a lot in this film). In jail, he accidentally ingests smuggled cocaine, and, in his subsequent delirium, he is lost by the guards and avoids being put back in his cell. He realizes what he has done and, when he returns, he stumbles upon a jailbreak and knocks the convicts unconscious for which he is hailed as a hero and given special treatment. When he is informed that he will soon be released due to his heroic actions, he argues unsuccessfully that he prefers life in jail. It is not made super apparent, but he will try to get sent back to jail for the rest of the film.

Upon release, he applies for a new job as a boat builder with a note from the sheriff saying he is trustworthy, but leaves immediately after causing an accident in which the boat is prematurely launched and subsequently sinks. Soon after, he runs into an orphaned girl named Ellen (Paulette Goddard), who is fleeing the police after stealing a loaf of bread. Determined to go back to jail and to save her, the Tramp tells the police that he is the thief and asks to be arrested, but a witness reveals his deception and he is freed. This does not help his plan, so he then eats an enormous amount of food at a cafeteria without paying to get arrested. He once again encounters Ellen in a paddy wagon, however it soon crashes and she convinces him to escape with her.

The two roam the town and consider life with a house of their own and this motivates the Tramp to find work. He gets a job as a night watchman at a department store and lets Ellen in so they have a place to stay. There are some shenanigans on roller skates until the Tramp encounters three burglars led by "Big Bill," a fellow worker from the factory, who explains that they are hungry and desperate. After sharing drinks with them, he wakes up the next morning during opening hours and is arrested once again for failing to call the police on the burglars and for sleeping in the store’s clothes on a desk, shocking a customer and the storekeeper.

He spends some time in jail and, days later, Ellen takes him to a run down shack to live in that she found. The next morning, he reads about an old factory’s re-opening and lands a job as a mechanic's assistant. The other workers then suddenly decide to go on strike, and tell the Tramp to leave with them. Outside the factory, he accidentally launches a brick at a policeman and is arrested again.

He is released two weeks later and learns that Ellen is now a café dancer. She gets him a job as a singer and waiter, but he goes about his duties clumsily. During his floor show, he loses his cuffs, which bear the lyrics to his song, but he rescues the act by improvising the lyrics using gibberish and by pantomiming. Ellen is unfortunately wanted for vagrancy and, when police arrive to arrest Ellen for her earlier escape, the two are forced to flee again. Ellen despairs that their struggles are all pointless, but the Tramp reassures her. At a bright dawn, they walk down the road towards an uncertain but hopeful future.

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One thing fun that happens throughout this film is the music. There is the standard action music and that amazing gibberish number that was performed by Charlie Chaplin, but the lover's theme was written by Chaplin as well and it was later given lyrics, entitled "Smile," and notably performed by Nat King Cole. Here is a link to a YouTube video that has a nice montage of Chaplin films:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rkNBH5fbMk

Charlie Chaplin was also finally awarded with a Lifetime Achievement Academy Award after being unofficially blocked from Hollywood for decades because he refused to speak out against Communism. He received the longest standing ovation in Academy Award Ceremony history and his face is worth a million words although he barely speaks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3Pl-qvA1X8

So the video quality on the version that I saw was remastered and is absolutely beautiful. It is too bad that Chaplin did not get to see his work in such high resolution because it looks great. The jokes are mostly visual since it is a silent film and the crisp picture makes it obvious that the jokes still stand up. The commentary and satire is very straight forward and the slightest knowledge of the country at the time lets the viewer in on the joke. There is reference to poverty, fear of working in a dead end job, never finding love, and becoming irrelevant in an ever expanding world of mechanization. It is much more than just slapstick.

The woman that played the oldest orphan (Paulette Goddard) was in a relationship with Chaplin during the filming of the movie and the two were eventually married for 6 years. She was also the leading lady in The Great Dictator. Honestly, the constant scandal of Chaplin either marrying or impregnating his leading ladies (or both), his ambiguity about his politics, and his tendency to poke fun at the American government really hurt the box office returns for this film. In hindsight, though, it is easy to see that it was the public that was wrong and this movie is genius.

So does this movie belong on the AFI top 100? Oh yes. It probably deserves to be higher than it is, but that is more opinion. It is good satirical comedy that highlights the fears and anxieties of a nation and a major tipping point in history. It is discovering the public identity of a country through the eyes of a fool along the lines of Don Quixote or A Confederacy of Dunces. It absolutely belongs on this list. Would I recommend it? Absolutely with no caveats. This is a great film for any age group and I wish there was a way I could introduce it to the younger generations. It is historical, it is funny, and it is a good story that is relatable across generations. Great film.

#charlie chaplin #1930s #black and white #silent film #AFI movie #introvert #introversion

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kpophours · 4 years

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a very necessary guide to The Boyz

➥ basic information

debuted on December 6, 2017 with Boy

currently consisting of 11 members (they used to be 12 members, but Hwall sadly departed from the group in October 2019 due to his ongoing ankle injury)

signed under Cre.ker Entertainment

their official fanclub name is “THEB” (aka deobi)

no official colors yet (we’re waiting, Cre.ker)

they have an official YouTube, Instagram, Twitter and vlive

they had their first win with Bloom Bloom in 2019

discography: four EPs (The First, The Start, The Only, Dreamlike), two Singles (The Sphere, Bloom Bloom), a special Single (White), one full album (Reveal), one Japanese release (Tattoo)

recently won mnet’s Road to Kingdom and should have participated in Kingdom this year, but sadly, the show has been postponed indefinitely

currently preparing for a comeback (September 2020)

... now onto the members!

➥ hyung line: Sangyeon, Jacob, Younghoon, Hyunjae

▸ Lee Sangyeon - leader, main vocalist

born on November 4, 1996 (a Scorpio and the oldest member of tbz)

(not your typical) leader - he’s not really “the dad”, but truly more of an older brother to the others

often teases and pranks the other members and is one of the funniest members according to their “Who’s Who” video (see: video recs)

writes own songs - super talented and dedicated, a really hard worker

has a beautiful deep, soul filled voice (we’d LOVE to hear more of it @cre.ker) - check out his performance on King of Masked Singer

according to Eric, he’s the member with the best body - really likes to work out and is stacked™

he really, really loves mangos

says he’s not cute but is obviously very wrong about that

has a super cute smile and adorable laugh

looked too beautiful with pink hair (deobi will never recover)

super bad at literally any game - always, ALWAYS loses when it comes to rock-paper-scissors (would be hilarious if it weren’t so sad)

some fun facts: his mbti is ESFP-T (he doesn’t believe in those kind of tests though), he’s good at impersonating others (especially Eric), he has an older sister (who has two sons, Sangyeon is a super cute uncle to them which he recently showed in his BOYLOG - WARNING: extreme cuteness!)

▸ Jacob Bae - lead vocalist

born on May 30, 1997 (a Gemini, but he very rarely shows it)

his Korean name is Bae Joon Young

kinda the mom of the group, but his official title is the angel™ (he literally never gets angry, he doesn’t even curse! how does he do that even his older brother says they never fought while growing up)

is from Toronto and therefore ½ of Canadian and ⅓ of English line - so he’s obviously fluent in English!

really improved his dancing skills over the years and it shows (unofficial member of dance line, fight me cre.ker)

beautiful soft vocals, amazing high notes (see their Mirotic cover)

plays the guitar and composes/writes his own songs

an MC for Simply K-Pop together with Kevin

½ of the superior “MoonBae” ship (aka married to Kevin - they’re super cute together, truly just two halves of the same idiot)

used to play volleyball and basketball and is really good at both, has apparently been working out a lot recently (rip his stans)

some fun facts: his mbti is INFP-T, his family adopted a new dog and named him after him/gave him the nickname “Cobi” ("your family replaced you... with a canine” - Kevin Moon, 2020), has an older brother, is left-handed, used to be the biggest fan of cereal (literally stocked boxes of it inside his room)

▸ Kim Younghoon - vocalist, visual

born on August 8, 1997 (but the most untypical Leo ever - only shows he’s a Leo like, once a year)

tallest member and ⅓ of the so called “Bermuda line” (aka the visuals™)

an under appreciated vocalist - his performance on King of Masked Singer more than showed how amazing his voice actually is (LET HIM SING CRE.KER)

has a “cool/cold look” at first, but is actually the softest, shyest, most precious squish on this planet (and has super soft puppy eyes)

kinda bad at life - needs to be protected because he’s just so clumsy, pouts when he’s about to cry (me, immediately: *cries with him*)

sometimes just randomly zones out and dissociates for a bit

fell down the stairs and injured his collarbone (I TOLD YOU HE NEEDS TO BE PROTECTED) before their Europe Tour and the Reveal promotions and therefore didn’t participate in the choreography

loves loves loves LOVES dogs so much and (his family) has a poodle (we stan Bori in this household)

the softest™ when trying to speak English (I‘m not crying, I‘m just really allergic to his extreme cuteness)

was a model for the Seoul Fashion Week in 2017 (together with Juyeon)

some fun facts: his mbti is INFP-J (there are four (4) introverts in tbz and they all share the exact same mbti), has an older brother, appeared in I.O.I’s Whatta Man music video, was recently cast as the second lead for the drama Love Revolution (his first ever acting role! the world should look out for actor!Hoon), is a BTS fanboy (his bias is Taehyung/V)

▸ Lee Jaehyun (aka “Hyunjae”) - lead vocalist, lead dancer, visual

born on September 17, 1997 (a Virgo)

also one of the tall members and another third of the “Bermuda Line”

an amazing dancer and a great vocalist (had like, 98% of the lines in No Air, so he’s pretty much an undercover main vocal)

an allrounder

seems quiet and chill at first. DO NOT BE FOOLED!!!

he is: l o u d . a bit annoying but also very cute without trying (actually really dislikes doing aegyo). hear someone loud in the background (especially laughing)? yep. that’s him! you found him, congrats.

also very caring and soft, takes great care of the younger members (when he’s not behaving like one of the younger members himself, that is)

also nags them a lot though (at least according to Eric)

the biggest Iron Man fanboy (like, legit wrote a fan letter to Iron Man when he visited the Marvel studios in NYC he’s just so cute)

l o v e s, no, ADORES kids and dogs

also really loves fried chicken

the biggest IU fanboy! very recently covered her song When Love Passes By for their A to BOYZ cover series

MWOHASEYO (don’t ask, just watch)

some fun facts: his mbti is ENFJ-A, he has an older sister, he’s really close with Pentagon’s Kino (they had some very cute interactions during Road to Kingdom), he can spin literally any object (a very weird, random talent tbh), has very skinny legs (so... literally a skinny legend)

➥ middle aka ’98 line: Juyeon, Kevin, New, Q

▸ Lee Juyeon - main dancer, vocalist

born on January 15, 1998 (a Capricorn)

the last third of the tall and “Bermuda line”

an amazing dancer - he trained very hard to be where he is now (went viral as “the bucket hat guy” from their Bad Guy dance practice with the 1MILLION dance studio)

has a very soft, beautiful voice needs more lines

has very sharp features and beautiful eyes - his personality is very different from his cold looks though, he’s actually very soft, caring and thoughtful

he’s very gullible and innocent (also needs to be protected), therefore often the victim of jokes - most people think he’s a bit dumb thanks to that, but he’s really not: he likes to read, watches a lot of documentaries, and is just more on the quiet side in general, he likes to think before he speaks (unlike Hyunjae for example, no shade)

also very clumsy (never leave him and Younghoon alone together, please)

booked and busy! had like, a trillion photo shoots just this year, and was also a model for the Seoul Fashion Week 2017

very bad at taking selfies but he tries and we love him nevertheless

can speak Japanese and English, is also a really good cook

an MC for The Show (aka the “JuShow”)

some fun facts: his mbti is ENTP-T, is very flexible (especially for his height), he likes to work out, has a younger brother, was on the show Law of the Jungle (he really likes nature), biggest U-Know (TVXQ) fanboy (legit cried when he met him), likes to play basketball, has gigantic hands (20.5cm a bit excessive but okay)

▸ Kevin Moon - main vocalist

born on February 23, 1998 (a soft Pisces boy™)

his Korean name is Moon Hyung Seo

the other half of Canadian line aka MoonBae (therefore, married to Jacob)

is from Vancouver and fluent in English (⅓ of English line)

yes, he’s the living meme you probably know from all the “funny kpop videos” compilations, quotes vines on a daily basis

SO much more than just the meme-ber though, he’s extremely talented - BIG BRAIN ENERGY, his creativity legit knows NO LIMITS

has amazing drawing skills (that he often shares with deobi on Twitter) - actually designed the group’s logo tbz use for their official Twitter account

can play the piano and guitar (he’s truly just so talented and amazing - STAN KEVIN MOON Y’ALL)

HAS ONE OF THE BEST VOICES EVER AND WE’D ALL REALLY LOVE TO HEAR MORE OF IT ONE DAY, CRE.KER

can cook really well

also writes his own lyrics/songs

an MC for Simply K-Pop together with Jacob

undercover visual (have you seen his cheekbones?! almost made me cry with his beauty when he had long wavy hair)

“I have no lips” - Kevin Moon, 2020

some fun facts: his mbti is INFP-T, has an older sister, his parents named him after watching “Home Alone” (iconic behavior right there), has a kinda embarrassing past (some of the pictures and videos… uh well, let’s just say he was born a meme legend), he participated in the show K-Pop Star before becoming a trainee

▸ Choi Chanhee (aka “New”) - main vocalist

born on April 26, 1998 (a Taurus)

literally the prettiest human alive

legit looks like an angel (how is he not an official visual?!), but is a savage (and extremely funny, lowkey judges his members 24/7)

a bit of a drama queen but he’s so cute it’s okay

amazing vocal skills, does most of the ad-libs

looks too cute in a beret, that should be illegal

gets bullied by the other members, which is kinda fair but also a bit (too) much sometimes (#letChanheelive2020)

is a math genius, can calculate extremely big numbers inside his head and FASTER THAN AN ACTUAL CALCULATOR (this is SORCERY)

½ of the other iconic duo beside MoonBae aka “NyuKyu” (together with Changmin aka “Q”) - you heard of dumb and dumber, now get ready for New and Q!

takes the best selfies, holds the official title of Selfie King (according to the others, he takes the most selfies - according to himself, he doesn’t even take that many but just takes them in a very obvious way, so the others always notice him doing so)

almost breaks his neck taking selfies

used to have a lot of half-time jobs before becoming a trainee

one of the members in charge of cooking (idk why, he managed to melt a spoon once)

doesn’t know how to swim (because - and I quote - ”he’s a CEO’s son”)

puts MILK FIRST, AND THEN CEREAL it’s over, he’s cancelled

some fun facts: his mbti is INFP-T, he really hates tomatoes, he has a tattoo (a cross on his left pinky), has an older brother, lowkey looks like a Volturi, dropped Younghoon’s new sunglasses TWICE which Hoon will never let him forget, he once accidentally ate a plastic fork (don’t ask)

▸ Ji Changmin (aka “Q”) - main dancer, vocalist

born on November 5, 1998 (yep, another Scorpio)

one of the best dancers in the industry (everyone can fight me on this) - went viral for his improvised dance to the Mario music

STAGE DEMON, has one of the best stage presences EVER, goes from 0 to 100 in literally no time

so cute it HURTS and takes the best boyfriend aesthetic pics (all moodboard makers thank him for this)

has dimples he likes to poke when saying “music cue (q)” (me: *cries*)

has a veeeeeeeeeeeeery long neck

can impersonate a giraffe and a pigeon

½ of NyuKyu aka dumb and dumber (WE LOVE BFFS) - they have some very iconic (cooking) vlives together

he’s very - and I say this with all my love - weird

or, to say it more diplomatically, “unusual”: LOVES horror movies and has had Annabelle as his iPad background for the longest time now (according to himself, they apparently recently broke up though rip our favorite otp), says his favorite beverage at Starbucks are the napkins (???????), literally BEGGED Kevin to let him buy a stuffed pigeon plushie when they visited New York, says the creepy nun from The Conjuring is cute (again: ?????? *whispers* is he okay)

dolphin screams™ (you’ve been warned, turn down your volume)

got lost in New York City together with Kevin (never let them take the metro ever again, at least not... unsupervised)

has a poodle named Ghana and adores him (see this BOYLOG where he just hangs with his puppy, 10/10 recommend watching that)

some fun facts: his mbti is ESFP-T (same as Sangyeon, doesn’t believe in those kind of tests either), has two older sisters, is ambidextrous (but mostly uses his left hand), is really good at playing the piano (won a price in elementary school), his English name is James aka the most generic English name ever (no shade, no hate)

➥ maknae line: Haknyeon, Sunwoo, Eric

▸ Ju Haknyeon - lead dancer, vocalist, rapper

born on March 12, 1999 (another Pisces!)

he is half Chinese, half Korean and lived in Hong Kong for a while

speaks some Mandarin, a bit of Cantonese and also some English

also one of the allrounders of the group (I SAID WHAT I SAID)

an AMAZING dancer! is really good at freestyling

taught himself how to b-boy

such a rich, amazing, stable voice (*bass boosted* more lines for Hak)

one of the funniest and most random members

very loud, randomly bursts into songs all the time even sings when sneezing

just generally really, really sweet and nice

before debut, he participated in the second season of mnet’s Produce 101 (was eliminated in Ep. 11 and ranked #19) - The Boyz were actually often referred to as “Juhaknyeon’s group” before/shortly after their debut

he’s a very good eater and eats A LOT (FINALLY A RELATABLE IDOL)

his family lives on Jeju Island and owns a pig farm - because of that (and because he eats a lot), one of his nicknames is “pig/piggie”

has a blindingly bright smile and is such an underrated visual

yes, you can probably drown in his beautiful, deep chocolate eyes

he and Hwall accidentally became thieves in NYC (they forgot to pay for their food, but went back later to do so so no jail time!)

some fun facts: his mbti is ENTJ-T, he’s really close with Seventeen’s Seungkwan, he has two sisters (one younger, one older), NOT a morning person AT all (relatable), really good at organizing stuff (as seen during the Battle Trip to Jakarta episodes with Hyunjae), really good and fast at peeling tangerines

▸ Kim Sunwoo - main rapper, vocalist

born on April 12, 2000 (an Aries and his fire sign nature shows)

a flawless rapper, just... truly superb. also an amazing dancer !

actually auditioned to be a vocalist (so he has amazing vocals, too), but became a rapper instead

tbz’ unofficial stuntman (as seen during Road to Kingdom), even though he’s actually really scared of heights

can play the guitar

on the other end of the “lip spectrum” - because unlike Kevin, Sunwoo has a lot of them (lemme just *smooch*)

literally one of the wittiest, most savage people on this planet (GOOGLE SEARCH: HOW TO BE SO FUNNY)

used to drink a lot of juice to keep himself healthy

is really good at soccer and used to play when he was younger

beautiful deep brown eyes that hold every star and galaxy in them

Mr. Coconut Hair™ (really makes it work though - still, every deobi screams when we get to see his forehead (which is like, once a year if we’re lucky))

a real stage demon but in reality an actual baby™ + scaredy cat needs to be protected at all costs

had a mental breakdown when he had to eat a bug after losing rock-paper-scissors

always yells “GO AWAY ANNA” whenever someone knocks on his door (especially if it’s New)

some fun facts: his mbti is ENTP-A, has a younger sister (who’s taller than him, he’s really salty about that), he’s really close to some of the other ‘00 liners in the industry, he understands English quite well but doesn’t really speak it, also contributes to a lot of tbz’ songs

▸ Eric Son - maknae, lead dancer, lead rapper, vocalist

born on December 22, 2000 (another Capricorn)

his Korean name is Son Young Jae

he was born in South Korea, but grew up in Los Angeles and is therefore fluent in English (⅓ of English line)

a great dancer (knows soooo many choreographies, it’s insane)

an amazing rapper (deserves more lines!)

hyper 24/7 watching him makes me tired, where does he get all that energy from

talks fast and a lot. never shuts up. you can’t make him. he tries to tell you one (1) story, but ends up telling 10 different ones along the way.

really good a baseball and loves to watch games

super close to Juyeon and used to go to Ju’s place during holidays as his own family lives in the US (my JuRic heart)

really neat and tidy, loves to clean maybe almost a bit neurotic about it

just generally really, really cute ???

a huge GOT7 fanboy (RELATABLE)

a thot on stage, should not be left unsupervised

close friends with Stray Kids’ Felix (his best idol friend according to himself)

also close to GOT7’s Mark (they’re also really cute together)

performed CPR on a watermelon once (it sadly still died, Eric gets an A for effort though)

some fun facts: his mbti is ENFJ-A, he has an older sister (who lives in New York), does NOT look like the maknae which often confuses people, really good and fast at solving Rubix cubes

➥ former member: Hwall

Heo Hyunjoon (aka “Hwall”) - lead dancer, lead rapper, vocalist

born March 9, 2000 (yet another Pisces!)

from Busan

such a good dancer, truly incredible

very soft rap tone

looks a bit like a cat

is very acrobatic

has a “cool” persona, but is actually just a certified babie boy™

used to live in the Philippines for four years and can speak English

the official fashionista of tbz, some of his outfits are truly just iconic

his signature aegyo is to shoot an arrow at deobis’ hearts (Hwall actually means “bow” in Korean)

can get very clingy with some members

had to sit out during D.D.D promotions and decided to leave The Boyz in 2019 (he’s still in the music video though!)

in August 2020, it was announced that he left Cre.ker Entertainment and established his own label called Dia Note

the same month, he debuted as Hyunjun Hur with the song Baragi

you can follow his official Instagram and YouTube

some fun facts: his mbti is ENFP, he’s still in contact with the other members (said he especially misses Juyeon and Hyunjae *sobs*), his role model is BTS’ Jimin and he actually went to the same dance academy (also knows pretty much all their choreographies/songs by heart)

➥ some videos to watch

all their music videos of course

all their live stages/performances too

BuzzFeed’s Who’s Who

Metro UK’s Quick Questions

their Billboard interview

their Weekly Idol episode

their Idol Room episode

their Road to Kingdom performances: Sword of Victory, Danger, Reveal, Heroine, Quasi una Fantasia, Checkmate

their dance covers: Girls Generation’s The Boys + GOT7′s Hard Carry’, TVXQ’s Mirotic, TWICE’s What is Love, EXO’s Love me Right, EXO’s Call me Baby, Super Junior’s Sorry Sorry

Q, Haknyeon and Jacob for the Idol dance cover challenge

their Billie Eilish Bad Guy stage for KCON 2019 + the dance practice

their dance cover medley

drop the dance at KCON 2019

their performance on Immortal Songs

Q’s Mario dance

their Halloween dance practice for Bloom Bloom

their “Identity Film: Generation Z” videos which show a very different side of each member

my personal emotional support kpop video

The Boyz - The Play “Mafia game” (aka a mess™)

their A to BOYZ cover series (five members have been released so far): Jacob, Hyunjae, Sunwoo, Juyeon, Q

and if you have the time: their whole The Castle concert

➥ their shows

The Boyz - Summer Vacation

The Boyz in New York City

Come On! The Boyz

Come On! The Boyz School

The Boyz - Flower Snack (pre-debut)

The Boyz - The 100 (shortly after debut)

The Boyz - Otoseyo (Japanese show)

The Boyz - The Mission

The Boyz - The Play

there are literally endless videos on YouTube - especially “The Boyz memes” / “funny The Boyz compilations” and so on, but I won’t include those here as you can easily find them on your own !

... and that’s it (for now), if you have any questions, don’t hesitate to send an ask - and please give their new comeback lots of love, they are so talented, funny, dedicated and hardworking, and truly just deserve the whole world 💞

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shestrying2write · 4 years

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Mine, Not Ours

Pairing: Hvitserk x Reader

Warnings: Almost implied smut? 98% fluff !

Word Count: 1,840

Author’s note: I’ve had this in my drafts for so long. I’ve edited the ending like a million times. It’s my first Hvitserk story, I hope you guys enjoy ! Also I really need to start posting at a decent time. Someone yell at me please.

Summary: Caring doesn’t always mean sharing.

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Small kisses peppered Y/N’s face as she lay asleep. Her nose scrunched up like a rabbit’s and all she could hear was the low echo of laughter, laughter that she recognized all too well. Her eyes shot open and there she saw him, her Hvitserk. She jumped up and threw her arms around his neck “YOU’RE BACK !” She called out. Her lips landing harshly on his.

“You weren’t at the docks” he mumbled into her mouth. His smile never once faltering. Hvitserk had been on a raid with his brothers and their arrival had been delayed. His eyes shone bright as he stared at Y/N’s messy hair and bunched up dress.

She pulled back, sitting on her knees as she smoothed out her dress, staring at him. “I must have fallen asleep,” she mumbled with a frown. She suddenly shot up and ran across her room “I was tired from making these !” She yelled as she bent over, looking through woven baskets. She pulled out a small container and jumped back on her bed beside Hvitserk, who was simply staring at her in awe. His eyes filled with curiosity and his lips curled up into an amused smirk. “Well,” she insisted as she shoved the now open container in his direction. Hvitserk seemed star struck, in awe of his kind-of-girlfriend’s beauty. She saw his hesitation and rolled her eyes as she grabbed one of the treats from the container and shoved it in his mouth. Hvitserk chewed, wary at first and then he leaned over and grabbed another, then another. Y/N’s giggles filled the house as she saw him enjoy the treats. “You’re going to give yourself a stomach ache my prince” shoving the container aside, she shook her head in mock disapproval.

Hvitserk chuckled and leaned forward, gently moving a strand of hair behind her ear as he whispered “I can never eat enough of your sweet treats,” in a low rumble. Her cheeks immediately went pink and she hit his shoulder as he collapsed back on her bed with laughter. This is how they were comfortable. They played and flirted and slept together, but Hvitserk had never officially made her his and Y/N was too scared to push him. She knew he sometimes shared his brother's wife, and it made her blood boil. But she put up with it because at the end of the night he always came to her. Margrethe was not the nicest person. She didn’t mind being shared but she did not like sharing. In her mind Hvitserk was hers just as much as Ubbe was. She made it known to Y/N that she did not like her. Around the boys however, she was as sweet as the treats Y/N baked.

He stared at the ceiling, enjoying the warmth of her laughter and the sweet smell of her home. He felt her curl beside him, she said something and Hvitserk was pulled out of his thoughts when she called his name “Huh?” He turned to look at her.

She rolled her eyes and smiled, “I said. Do you think Ubbe would like some?”

A sliver of anger ran through his veins as he heard his brothers name come out of her lips. “Some?” He grunted as he looked back up at her ceiling.

He felt her warm breath on his neck as she slowly moved her lips up to his ear. Oh how she had missed him. “Some of my sweet treats” her tone was playful. She knew that her words could be misinterpreted, but she would never betray Hvitserk like that. She loved him and only him. That didn’t mean she didn’t like when he got possessive over her.

“I’m sure he’d loved to try your sweets” his body quickly moving to pin hers down. His hands holding her wrists above her and his lips glued on her neck “too bad they’re only for me to have” a low growl escaped his lips, now on her jaw. She moved her head to the side and found his lips with hers. She could feel his anger melt away with every nibble of his bottom lip and every smack of their mouths.

“Tell me of your raid” pulling back from him, she looked into his eyes with wonder. She had never been much of a warrior. When she started fooling around with Hvitserk, he tried to show her some defensive moves, as a way of holding her close to him and pinning her on the floor, but she didn’t mind. Even Ivar had tried, but she was a hopeless klutz.

Hvitserk collapsed on his back and pulled her to his chest, wrapping an arm around her, holding her as close to his body as he could. Gods he had missed this. His hand lazily played with her hair as he talked of the new people they had met, the jewels they had brought home, the storm they had been caught in. He felt her breath even and saw that her eyes were closed. He smiled down at her “I love you” he whispered to himself. Why couldn’t he just tell her? What if she rejected him? This arrangement between them was after all just fun.

He heard her door open and looked up, stiffening. It was Ubbe, fresh marks on his neck, no doubt he and Margrethe had made up for all their time apart. “Did you talk to her?” His voice was low as to not wake you.

Ubbe stepped closer and ran his hand gently over her curves. Hvitserk’s jaw clenched as he responded “not yet.”

Ubbe nodded and brought his hand to his belt “I’ll be waiting for her when she—“ their conversation was cut short when Y/N began stirring in her sleep. Frozen in place, all they did was stare at her. Stretching her limbs and letting out a soft yawn her eyes opened and she blinked a couple times, trying to make out whose figure was causing the shadow hovering over her and Hvitserk. When she realized it was Ubbe she smiled. Hvitserk made a fist with his hand, attempting to control his anger as she jumped off of him and up to hug Ubbe, like she had with Hvitserk when she first saw him.

“Ubbe you’re safe!” She grinned into the hug, squeezing tightly. Ubbe let his hands wrap around her frame and squeezed her even tighter.

“Did you expect anything less?” With a soft chuckle he felt her pull away. She shook her head and reached over Hvitserk’s body to grab the container that had been forgotten. Ubbe’s eyes glued to her bent figure. Hvitserk had to control himself as to not yell at Ubbe to keep it in his pants.

She turned back, open container in hand with a huge smile on her face “Please. Try one” she insisted. “I made it with the fruits of the seeds you brought me after your last raid” her voice was soft.

“So you like my seed?” Ubbe joked as he popped one of the treats in his mouth. How is it possible that both sons of Ragnar could make her cheeks turn this pink? That’s when Hvitserk sat up, clearing his throat as if to remind them that he was still there. Mouth still half full Ubbe continued “it’s delicious. Like everything you make” his hand reached up to stroke her cheek. She leaned into the warm touch, not thinking anything of it.

“So how has Margrethe been?” Hvitserk interrupted the warm exchange between his lover and his brother.

Ubbe’s smile turns into a frown, dropping his hand from her face he shrugs. “She missed you brother.” He laughs, “perhaps it’s your turn to go see her. And I’ll keep our dear Y/N here company”

Y/N was mesmerized by his light eyes and the implication of his words. Surely Hvitserk wouldn’t allow Ubbe to touch her the way he did. She felt the bed behind her shift as Hvitserk got up “Only if Y/N is okay with it” he grumbled under his breath, hand on the door “She is after all a free woman.”

Ubbe leaned in, his lips an inch from hers “I’m sure she’s okay with it” he leaned closer and closer with every word until he could feel her warm lips on his. His hand slipped around her hips and pulled her closer. She didn’t know what was happening. She was shocked and confused. She didn’t exactly encourage him to continue, but she also didn’t stop him. She supposed this was all she was to Hvitserk, a warm hole to bury himself in and share with his brothers.

The next thing she knew, she felt Ubbe’s lips rip away from her harshly and abruptly. She opened her eyes to see why he had pulled away, only to see Hvitserk standing in front of her, with his back to her, hands in fists, shaking. “Get off her!” he shouted at his brother who stared at him in confusion

“You said you were fine with sharing her” Ubbe replied shoving his brother back.

“Well that was before,” Hvitserk looked back at Y/N with sorrowful eyes.

“Before what?” She mumbled moving forward, staring at him like he had suddenly grown two more heads.

“Before I realized I wanted to marry you” Silence. That’s all there was for seconds, minutes, hours? Who knew anymore. It was too long.

Ubbe was the first to speak “You have been with my wife” Hvitserk turned to look back at his brother, hanging his head in shame.

“I know brother. But please understand, I cannot stand the thought of anyone touching my Y/N” Ubbe nodded once and stepped around his brother to grab Y/N’s hand.

He brought her knuckles to his lips and smiled at her “Of course I understand Hvitty. I wouldn’t want to share her either.” Playfully leaning in he whispered to her ”You let me know if you ever get bored of him okay?” He chuckled at her reddened cheeks before winking and turning to leave.

Once alone Hvitserk turned to her, eyes looking straight into hers. He half expected her to laugh in his face, but she didn’t. Instead, there were tears in her eyes. He quickly leaned down and wiped her eyes “please don’t cry. You don’t have to marr—“ his speech was cut off by her lips on his, her arms wrapped around his neck tightly.

“I love you” she muttered into the kiss, her lips dancing with his as she tugged on the ends of his hair. “I love you so much.”

“Is that a yes?” He chuckled, hands on her hips, pulling her away to stare into her eyes. She pushed him on the bed and placed a leg on either side of his hips.

“You tell me” she smirked leaning down to capture his lips again. Tonight was going to be long and he was going to enjoy every second of it.

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prettyboyporter · 4 years

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63) “Cross my heart and hope to die.” 98) “Take a deep breath.”

Sorry this took so long, gideon! I write a ficlet for you in the same universe as my Trek harringrove AU, Boldy Go , in which Billy and Steve are both Starfleet officers. Billy is in Engineering and is half human, half Betazoid (a la Deanna Troi in TNG). Steve is a human and is in Security. Takes place several months after the fic, established relationship.

~*~

“You’re fuckin with me. Are you serious?” Billy said, narrowing his eyes at Steve.

He tried to keep his Betazoid senses out of Steve’s brain in general -- too much like an intrusion -- but he couldn’t help but sense the excitement and sincerity rolling off of Steve in waves.

“Serious as a Ferengi about latinum.” Steve said. He toyed with the collar of Billy’s Engineering uniform.

Billy wrapped his arms tighter around Steve’s waist. “Three weeks shore leave? Hopper’s really giving us that much time off?”

“Cross my heart and hope to die.” Steve smiled bright as the sunrise on Betazed. “Hopper said,” Steve furrowed his eyebrows and lowered his voice to imitate the Captain, “after the shit the two of you pulled on Cardassia IV, you both deserve it. You got our asses out of there safely. We’d all be dead if it weren’t for you so go do whatever the hell the two of you like to do but for god’s sake, tell Hargrove we don’t need *every* detail.”

Billy’s tongue slid between his lips. “I guess Hop didn’t like hearing about the time we fucked on his chair.”

Steve softened and kissed Billy’s lips. “It was late, we were alone on the bridge and you looked so fucking hot, baby.”

“Computer, turn off lights,” Billy said. He reached down to palm Steve’s ass, leaning in close to smell the freshly-cleaned soap smell at the base of Steve’s neck. He pulled Steve’s hips tight to his own. “Care to reinact that over our own chair?”

Steve indulged Billy and let Billy kiss him, lips pressing more firmly with each kiss. Billy loved this -- loved opening up his senses and feeling how heated Steve would get when they made out like this, how Steve’s feelings of anxiety just melted with each second that ticked by as Billy claimed Steve’s mouth, how he would be overcome with lust if Billy even tugged slightly on Steve’s hair. “Baby,” Steve said as Billy moved down to kiss Steve’s neck. “Baby I’m gonna be late for my shift.”

“Security can deal without you for a half hour,” Billy said. He was only half joking.

“Mm.” Steve went in for one deep kiss, ran his fingers between Billy’s asscheeks and Billy gasped. “Sorry. Hammond needs me tonight.” He pulled back, leaving Billy standing there hard and wanting.

“Gonna make you pay for that, Steve. I got three weeks of shore leave to edge you into oblivion.”

Steve blew Billy a kiss as he approached their quarters’ doors, which swished open. “Can hardly wait.”

Billy flopped down on the bed when the doors swished closed again. Lit by the blue light of the displays, he slid his hand into his pajamas and jerked himself to the thought of three weeks alone with Steve.

~*~

Captain Hopper looked shocked when Billy told him they weren’t going to visit Risa on shore leave. “Thought the two of you loved Risa? Climate controlled planet, tropical breezes, exotic food. You’re not gonna go smooch him on a beach for three weeks?”

“Got somethin better planned, sir,” Billy said. “I think he’ll like it.”

A brief, rare smile flashed on Hopper’s face. “Be safe, Lietenant.”

Billy nodded and felt pride coming from Hopper. “Sir.”

~*~

Lake Cataria on Betazed glistened jewel-blue in the bright sun. Steve had never been to Billy’s home planet -- they’d visited several times on the holodeck but it was never quite the same as the real thing.

Billy hadn’t been on Betazed since he was fourteen when two men showed up to inform him of his mother’s death, only to escort him to Earth to meet a father who loathed Billy. In the throes of grief for his mother, he’d been forced to live with a father who loathed him. Neil never needed to say so -- it rolled off of him in waves and was apparent in every smack of his fist.

But when Billy and Steve beamed down to the planet’s surface and stepped outside, the planet’s verdant landscape and gentle society made all of Billy’s teenage anger disspate and filled him with warm memories of a happy childhood and loving mother.

Having Steve here meant the world to Billy. Their room overlooked the shimmering lake, and Billy could scarcely contain himself as Steve tugged on his swimming trunks. “Come on pretty boy,” Billy whined. “Daylight’s wasting.”

“Okay, okay, I’m ready. The lake’s not going anywhere.” Steve picked up his towel and took Billy’s hand.

They took the narrow winding footpath to the lake’s edge. He remembered coming up to lip of the lake as a child -- just a little thing padding along at his mom’s side.

Take a deep breath, she’d said, her hands under Billy’s armpits as she let him slip underwater only to pull him back up, spluttering water and giggling. The sun formed a halo behind her head. He couldn’t recall the details of her face in that moment -- just her blonde curls and warm laughter.

As Billy and Steve waded waist-deep into the cool water, Billy turned to Steve and took Steve’s face between his hands, planting a sudden kiss on Steve’s lips.

Steve inhaled sharply and tensed up in surprise, but then fell into the kiss.

With the sun of Betazed on Billy’s shoulders, the waters of Lake Cataria surrounding him, and the love of his life kissing him, Billy said, “Marry me.”

Steve pulled back from Billy’s lips. The sun formed a halo behind his head, and he pulled Billy close. “Yes. Yes.” He leaned down and pressed kisses to Billy’s lips, saying yes between each one.

#my fic #my writing #harringrove #boldy go #star trek au

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ithehellisbucky · 4 years

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Prompt List

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1. “I love you.” “I know.”

2. “I would die for you, but more importantly I would live for you.”

3. “If we both want to make it out of here alive I strongly suggest you put down the spatula.”

4. “I love you isn’t always enough.”

5. “Hahahah- oh my god we fucked up.”

6. “God you’re stupid- kiss me.”

7. “I regret nothing besides all of my life choices.”

8. “You will learn to fear the name Babycakes.”

9. “I can’t wait for them to kill you, I’m going to film it on Instagram live.”

10. “It’s just you, me, and all of our past traumas, what could go wrong... Ah yes, I hear it now.”

11. “You’re my Westly and I’m your mother-fucking Buttercup!!!”

12. “Nothing much, just a friendly witch burning. What about you?”

13. “I love your stupid face... I’m just kidding, your face isn’t stupid, it’s perfect, I’m so so so sorry.”

14. “Holy fuck is that an alpaca?”

15. “You made all of my dreams come true, except for meeting Beyonce. Oh my god is Beyonce here?”

16. “I’m sorry I loved you too much.”

17. “Death, destruction, then waffles.”

18. “I hated you so much that it turned to love instead.”

19. “I think I’m ready. No, I know I’m ready. I’m finally ready.”

20. “And that is how I died.”

21. “It was all a dream.”

22. “I know that not everyone gets to have a happy ending. But I really want to be one of the few that gets one. And I want it with you.”

23. “My only crime was loving you too much... And maybe arson.”

24. “I’m not going to leave. Everyone else may have left, but I’m not going to. Ever.”

25. “All I want is too be deeply loved by someone above everything else, is that too much to ask.”

26. “Fuck you.” “Gladly.”

27. “We drank ten cups of coffee then cried for four hours straight. So, the norm.”

28. “Who is dead?!”

29. “You’re in my chair.” “Well you’re in my heart.”

30. “I loved you so much that it ruined my life. Luckily for you I hated my life before I met you.”

31. “Shut the front door! Then lock it so robbers can’t get in.”

32. “Nothing could make me hate you.”

33. “I did something.” “Let me get my shovel.” “No seriously, we’re going to need a shovel.”

34. “I would murder, like, everyone for you.”

35. “I find it so cute that you think I’m joking.”

36. “I’m so fucking tired of giving 100 percent while your scraping the bottom of the barrel with 30.”

37. “Let me cry, don’t try to help by telling me to stop, and don’t try to calm me down. Just let me cry.”

38. “I wish I could apologize, but I can’t and I won’t.”

39. “Do you want to yell or scream? Because I don’t. I just want to be with you.”

40. “We can cry and smile. We don’t have to pick one, we can do both.”

41. “You’re sorry for yelling. I know it’s hard for you to apologize, so I’m doing it for you. I know you want to say it, but I know you can’t.”

42. “You can’t change your past, but you can make sure that the future is nothing like it.”

43. “All I want is to wake up in your arms. Tomorrow might not be the same, but this is what I want today.”

44. “Dammit you and your moral code.”

45. “Let’s lie and pretend we’re busy.”

46. “I love you, so just stop apologizing.”

47. “You’re going to be happy. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but someday. I promise.”

48. “They don’t love you like I love you. No one could ever love you as much as I do.”

49. “I love you. No buts, no ifs, just love.”

50. “I have never been happier. Thank you, so much, for helping me be happy.

51. “Tell me the fucking truth!”

52. “You know the feeling when your watching a movie and you know in that moment that everything's going to be okay? I think that moment is right now.”

53. “I don’t want to have a baby. I want to have a fire-breathing monster who will crush my enemies for me.”

54. “WHY IS THERE SO MUCH BLOOD?!”

55. “Don’t panic, but everything is going wrong and I’m dying.”

56. “Every time I look at you I can’t breath. When your standing next to the sun all of your breath goes away.”

57. “I’m sorry. For everything.”

58. “I’m so fucking tired of being alone. I’ve always been alone, and for the first time in my life I’m not- thanks to you.”

59. “When I’m around you laying in bed is more exhilarating than jumping off a cliff.”

60. “It’s not fair how happy you make me.”

61. “I’m ready.”

62. “I can’t not love you. And trust me, I’ve tried.”

63. “Love me.”

64. “Ugh, fine we can stop the wedding!” “My Best Friends Wedding style?” “No... The Princess Diaries 2: A Royal Engagement style.”

65. “I would watch 12 straight hours of Keeping Up With the Kardashians for you, that’s how much I love you.”

66. “And in that moment that’s when I knew that I would never love anyone as mu-” “Are you fucking monologuing?”

67. “I have never been more attracted to you.”

68. “No, no, no, maybe? No. No.”

69. “You could rip my heart out and it wouldn’t matter- I would still love you just as much.”

70. “I want to slow dance in my living room with you.”

71. “This is cheesy. This is so cheesy. You make me cheesy.”

72. “You aren’t my world. You aren’t my sun. You aren’t my life. You are my everything.”

73. “I would die without you. No seriously, I’m pretty bad at most things. Have you seen me try to do laundry? A complete and total shitshow.”

74. “Besides my soul-crushing depression and incredibly pessimistic view of life I’d say I’m doing okay.”

75. “It’s you. It will always be you.”

76. “Without you I’m a polluted sky, green and brown, and ruining everything. With you I’m an Aurora Borealis.”

77. “For you my love, anything.”

78. “Babbling brook motherfucker.”

79. “Tik tok motherfucker.”

80. “How could you hate me, I’m the only person whose ever loved you.”

81. “How the hell are you simultaneously the worst and best person in the world?”

82. “Everything means nothing if I can’t have you.”

83. “How am I supposed to breath around you.”

84. “When you love someone enough you can look around all of their problems. You figure shit out; and we’re going to figure this shit out. Together.”

85. “What?” “What?”

86. “It’s valentine’s day, so we should watch Notting Hill or Titanic, or something romantic.” “Inglourious Bastards is on Netflix.” “Fuck love, let’s watch Brad Pitt kill some Nazis.”

87. “Boop.”

88. “This is such a bad idea... Let’s do it.”

89. “Cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool.”

90. “I’ve made a horrible mistake but you’re going to love it.”

91. “I’m pregnant,”

92. “You don’t have to smile if you don’t want to, just let me know you’re going to be okay.”

93. “You look like hell.” “Thanks Heather, I just got back.”

94. “No.”

95. “Will you marry me?”

96. “I’m not crying you are.”

97. “Ugh, shut up and let me love you!”

98. “Forever looks a lot more beautiful with you by my side.”

99. “This is some Christopher Nolan level apeshit.”

100. “I have always loved you, and I’m never going to stop.”

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sugdenlovesdingle · 4 years

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Robert week 2020

Day 4 : Quote - I don’t know if I want to kiss you or shove you off a bridge

A/N: This is super late because life got in the way... and yes I now am 2 days behind... but I WILL finish all 7 days (hopefully on time but I’m not making any promises) and technically it’s not exactly a quote. I cheated a little - sue me - it's a writing prompt I found somewhere that just screamed robron to me and I really wanted to use. And then I basically wrote the entire fic around the last two lines.

Also if you really like Jackson, you’re not going to like this.

Shut up (AO3)

Friends to lovers AU

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“I’m a nice guy. I’m a good boyfriend. I am. I know I am. He told me I am” Aaron ranted as he walked into Robert’s flat, not bothering to say hello.

“Hello Aaron, nice to see you too, long time no see.” Robert said sarcastically, wondering yet again why he gave Aaron a key to his house.

“What are you talking about? You saw me yesterday.”

Robert sighed and rolled his eyes.

“Never mind. What’s up?”

“Jackson.”

“Ugh. I’m going back to bed.”

“It’s half 3. And just listen to me for a change ok? I know you don’t like him but I need to talk to you so just shut up and listen.”

“Fine.” Robert flopped down on the sofa. “What’s the asshole done now?”

Aaron frowned at the comment but let it slide, knowing Robert wouldn’t take it back anyway.

They’d been friends since they were kids, had come out around the same time, helped each other through crushes and heart break, but ever since Aaron had started going out with Jackson Walsh, Robert had been hoping he’d come to his senses and dump him.

Not because he was jealous, thank you very much, but because Jackson was an asshole. And Aaron deserved better.

“His family are having some kind of family weekend soon. Organised by his aunt or something.” Aaron started pacing. “And he wants me to come. So I can meet his family.”

“And why do you have to meet his entire family? He already made you meet his mother and forced you to introduce him to yours.”

“He didn’t force me. It’s just what people in an adult relationship do. You meet each other’s family and friends.”

Robert rolled his eyes. The words adult relationship were Jackson’s favourites.

“He never met your friends. He doesn’t care about your friends. He’s only met me because he can’t not meet me when I’m right in his face.”

“He knows my friends.” Aaron protested. “He knows Ellis…”

“Not the same. Ellis is practically your step brother.”

“Not yet. They’re not married yet.” Aaron reminded him. His relationship with his stepdad to be was a complicated one.

“Whatever.” Robert shrugged. “So what’s with this family weekend he’s forcing you to go to?”

“Well it’s in Brighton. On this holiday park. We’d be in this little house for a weekend with his mum.”

Robert snorted.

“Romantic.”

“And his aunts and uncles will be there and his cousins and even his gran who is turning 98 soon.” Aaron continued, ignoring Robert’s comment. “So the whole thing kind of doubles as her birthday.”

“So? Do you want tips now on how to be the perfect boyfriend or something? Because I can guarantee you, Jackson will not like anything I have to say.”

They both knew Jackson didn’t like Robert and Aaron’s friendship and it had been the cause of many arguments between them, and even a break up that sadly (according to Robert) didn’t last.

“No, that’s not it. And I doubt anyone in their right mind would come to you for boyfriend advice. I mean how long did your longest relationship last? Three months? Four?” Aaron teased and Robert gave him the finger, making him laugh.

He sat down on the sofa next to Robert and bit the inside of his cheek, a move Robert knew meant he was nervous.

“What’s the problem then?”

“Well… the family weekend… is the weekend of the 24th.”

Robert’s face fell.

“You’re joking.”

“Nope…”

“He’s doing it on purpose.”

“He didn’t pick the date. His aunt did.”

“Maybe. But he definitely didn’t try to change her mind or anything. I bet he pushed for that date. Just to keep you away from here.”

“I haven’t said yes yet… I told him it’s the weekend of your housewarming party.”

“Oh I bet he loved that.”

“We kind of had a fight about it. He said that because I’m always here anyway and helped you move in, I wouldn’t have to be at your party and we could celebrate your new place any other time.”

Robert rolled his eyes.

“Of course he said that. Just dump him Aaron. Get rid of the controlling bastard.”

“He’s not that bad… when you get to know him properly.”

“So is this where you tell me you’re really sorry but you can’t make it to my party?” Robert asked, bracing himself for the answer and the excuses that would follow.

“No! I would never do that. You’re my best friend, and I put way too much time and effort into this place not to celebrate it being finished.” Aaron grinned. “So on the way over here, I came up with the perfect solution.”

“You’re dumping him and spending the weekend getting drunk with me?”

“We do both.”

“We do both what?”

“Jackson and I. We’ll come to your party and hang out with you for a bit and then we drive to Brighton for the family thing. That way we can keep everyone happy.”

“And have you told him that yet?”

“No… but it’s the best solution. It makes sense. He’ll agree, I’m sure.”

“Famous last words.”

Much to Robert’s surprise, Jackson agreed with Aaron’s plans and even helped out with the preparations on the day without too many snide comments.

Robert was beginning to think he was going soft.

He should’ve known it wouldn’t last.

They’d arrived before most of the other people Robert had invited and Jackson had lasted all of five minutes before reminding Aaron they shouldn’t stay too late.

Robert had bit his tongue and rolled his eyes.

“Do you have a problem with me, Robert?” Jackson asked, having caught the eyeroll.

“No, of course not Jackson. You’re the life of the party, mate. I’m so happy I invited you.”

“Rob… be nice.” Aaron pleaded.

“I am nice. I just said I was happy I invited him!” Robert protested. “Do you want another beer?” he walked away to greet some other guests so he wouldn’t do something stupid like punch Jackson in the face. And get blood all over his new flat.

He decided to try and forget about Jackson Walsh sulking in the corner and just enjoy his party and the company.

He’d invited some friends from back in uni, some people from work as well as basically everyone in his phone under 35. For reasons he couldn’t remember he’d invited the White sisters, but only Rebecca showed up. He flirted with her, because he could, and entertained the idea of taking things further later on if he didn’t get a better offer.

“We’re going to head out soon, I think.” Aaron sat down on the sofa next to Robert a while later. “Jackson is worried about having to drive in the dark.”

Robert had been in the middle of a somewhat drunken discussion about Italian food with some guy called Mike he didn’t remember inviting, or even meeting before tonight, and had trouble getting his brain back on track.

“He can’t drive in the dark now? Or is his mummy waiting with milk and cookies before she tucks the two of you into bed?”

“Robert don’t be a dick.”

“I’m not! I’m just asking a question!” He looked past Aaron to see Jackson scowling at him. Jacket on and keys in hand.

“I should’ve invited Andy. They could’ve been miserable bastards together. They’d get on great. They both hate me!”

Aaron sighed.

“Nobody hates you.”

“I know you don’t.” Robert said, giving Aaron a soft smile. “Come have another beer! You too Mike.” He added when he remembered the guy he’d been talking to. “Mike is going to make me his special spaghetti sometime. He wanted to make lasagne but he’ll never beat my mum’s.”

“Maybe he should make it tonight to soak up the booze.” Aaron suggested, following Robert into the kitchen. “Have you even eaten anything today?”

“Of course! And we have pizza.” He grabbed a slice of pizza from an open box on the counter.

“I thought you wanted to eat more healthily?” Aaron asked amused and Robert shrugged.

“Tomorrow.”

“Aaron come on, we have to go if we want to get there at a decent time.” Jackson appeared in the doorway.

“Yeah I was just telling Rob we were heading out.”

“No, we were going to have another drink.” Robert opened a bottle of beer and handed it to Aaron before grabbing one for himself.

“Really?” Jackson asked indignant when Aaron took a sip. “You’ve already had one. I’m not driving all the way to Brighton myself and especially not when you’re sitting next to me drunk out of your mind.

Aaron put the drink down and frowned.

“I’m nowhere near drunk. I only had one and the one sip just now. I’m fine to drive.”

“Right. Well.. let’s go then. They’re waiting for us.”

“Yeah alright, I’ll be right there. Just going to say goodbye to some people… and make sure he won’t get himself killed tonight.”

“Isn’t that what you went off to do 20 minutes ago?”

“Just back off ok you… whiney Walsh.” Robert started and giggled at his own joke.

Jackson ignored him and turned to Aaron.

“Are you ready now?”

“Yeah, yeah I’m coming.”

“He doesn’t want to come! He’d rather stay here with his friends and have fun!”

“I can speak for myself, Rob.”

“You don’t deserve to be Aaron’s boyfriend. Aaron is so good and you’re… you’re boring. And controlling! You’re always nagging him to change! You even made him come out and meet your mother when he wasn’t ready!” Robert ranted, really getting into it.

“Robert, shut up!”

“No. No I will not shut up. You deserve someone better! He doesn’t love you, he thinks of you as a project with potential! If you have to change everything you are, it’s not love.” Robert shook his head vehemently to emphasise his point.

“And you’re the expert on relationships now?” Jackson cut in. “Last time I checked you were single and the only action you get is with your right hand.”

Robert gave him the finger of his right hand which made Aaron laugh a little.

“Seriously? You’re encouraging him now?”

“What? No, Jackson just leave it.” Aaron tried. “He’s drunk, he won’t remember this in the morning.”

“I’d never make you change.” Robert said, focusing on Aaron again. “I love you just the way you are.”

Aaron smiled.

“I love you too. But you’re going to be so embarrassed about this tomorrow.”

“I’m not that drunk!” Robert insisted. “But you, you.... are so good and I’m me… and you deserve to be loved and happy. I’m going to do that. Make you happy.”

“Right. That’s good to hear.”

“I won’t make you change.” Robert vowed again. “I’m not like him. He only wants to change you so you can fit into his life the way he wants!”

“That’s enough now Rob. We have to go. We’ll talk tomorrow when you’ve sobered up.” Aaron said and turned to leave.

“No, Aaron, don’t go.” Robert grabbed his arm and spun him around and planted a drunken kiss on him.

Aaron pushed him away and took a step back to put some distance between them.

“Don’t do this. I’m with someone.”

“You deserve better than him.” Robert said, sounding a lot like a whiney child.

“I can decide for myself what I do or do not deserve.” Aaron told him, an edge to his voice even drunk Robert understood. “We’re going to go now. I’ll text you.”

Only despite his promises, Aaron didn’t text.

Robert woke up the next morning with a killer hangover and a guy in his bed he didn’t remember inviting there. He went through the motions of having breakfast with him and taking his number, even though he knew for sure he was never going to call him.

He spent the rest of the day cleaning his flat and vowed never to drink again as he collapsed onto his sofa for a night of leftover pizza and bad tv.

And if he kept checking his phone for a text from Aaron… well that was just a coincidence.

By the next day he still hadn’t heard from Aaron and judging by what he’d been able to piece together from various social media posts, he’d been a drunk mess at his party.

Someone had posted a video of a game of truth or dare where someone dared him to kiss Rebecca White. By the looks of things drunk Robert had gone all in. The comments were filled with all kinds of emojis while Rebecca herself had just said “I’ve had better.” with a winking emoji after it.

“Cheers Bex.” Robert mumbled to himself and kept scrolling. Thankfully other than that, nothing too embarrassing was posted.

Day 3 came and went without a word from Aaron and the text Robert sent him was left on read.

By day 4 he was getting worried and by day 5, and his calls going to voicemail, Robert contemplated going over to Aaron’s house to make sure the Walsh family weekend hadn’t killed him.

He’d just come out of the shower when there was a knock on his door.

“Damn it. I’ll be right there!” Robert yelled, hoping whoever was at the door would hear him.

However, the knocking continued and got even louder.

Robert swore under his breath and quickly wrapped a towel around his waist and rushed to open the door.

“Aaron? What… what are you doing here? Why didn’t you use your key?”

Aaron shrugged and stepped into the flat.

“Is this a bad time?” he asked when he noticed Robert was wearing nothing but a towel.

“I uh… just got out of the shower.” Robert explained. “Is everything ok?”

“Jackson and I broke up.”

“Oh… I’m sorry.”

“No you’re not.” Aaron said, daring Robert to disagree.

He grinned and looked at Aaron who was trying very hard not to laugh.

“No I’m not. You were always too good for him. What happened?”

“Long story.” Aaron settled on. “Go put some clothes on, I need to talk to you. And I can’t do that when you’re dripping all over the place.”

Robert ducked into his bedroom and changed in record time, only when he got back there was no Aaron. His heart sank until he looked around properly and noticed the door to the balcony was open. He found Aaron leaning on the railing, looking out over the city.

“So… I’m not dripping anymore. What did you want to talk to me about?”

“Do you remember what you said at the party?” Aaron asked, not looking away from the view.

“Uh… I’ve seen some posts… I got kind of drunk… most of it is a blur if I’m honest…”

Aaron shook his head.

“You picked a fight with Jackson. I expected you to, to be honest. You’ve always hated him and you just can’t hold your tongue after you’ve had a few.”

“Is that what this is about? Do you want me to apologise to him or something?”

“You wouldn’t do it anyway.”

“I would if you really wanted me to…” Robert trailed off and Aaron huffed and dropped his head on the railing.

“That’s the thing with you isn’t it? You act all tough but if I’d ask you to jump off this balcony, you’d do it.”

Robert made a face.

“Well I’d rather not if I’m honest. I’ve just moved in properly, I don’t want to spend the next few months in hospital because I’ve broken every bone in my body.” He deadpanned.

Aaron chuckled and looked up out over the city again.

“You told me Jackson didn’t deserve me… that I deserved someone who didn’t want to change everything about me.”

“Ok. I guess drunk me has some valid ideas after all.”

“You said you loved me and that you’d make me happy.” Aaron said, turning around and looking Robert in the eye. “And then you kissed me.”

“Oh…”

“Oh? Is that all you have to say?”

“I uh… I don’t know… I uh… yes… I… uh meant that I think… if… you wanted me to?”

Aaron groaned.

“Right now I don’t know if I want to kiss you or shove you off a bridge.”

“Do I get a say in this? Because I know which one I prefer.” Robert tried, hoping he was reading the situation right.

Aaron glared at him but then pushed himself off the railing and put his hands on either side of Robert’s face.

“For once in your life… just shut up.” He said and kissed Robert in a way he would never forget.

#robron #robron fic #robertweek2020 #Robert Sugden #aaron dingle #jackson walsh #my writing

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thanatasia · 4 years

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Cha'l!- [1, 5, 7, 9, 11, 14, 15, 16, 20, 32, 37, 38, 48, 58, 59, 61, 63, 65, 66, 70, 72, 74, 81, 85, 93, 95, 98]

Fleur!- [1, 3, 4, 7, 11, 12, 13, 14, 16, 20, 29, 32, 37, 48, 58, 59, 61, 63, 65, 66, 70, 72, 74, 81, 84, 85, 93, 95, 98]

Azra!- [2, 7, 14, 15, 17, 18, 20, 47, 65, 66, 67, 69, 70, 84, 94, 95, 99]

Kiel!- [7, 14, 47, 65, 66, 67, 68, 70, 84, 94, 95, 99]

Sorry not sorry!

Behold! The master list of questions lol. I’m sorry this took so long to answer! I kept rewriting it a lot lol

Thank you @jack-toons these were very insightful questions about them and I had so much fun answering them all!

I meant to share the names of Cha’l and Fleur’s special someone’s in a shipping post but I can’t help it lol

For everyone who doesn’t know Cha’l’s girlfriend is named Shiyoon and Fleur’s boyfriend is named Razer. Both belong to @jack-toons / @myfanartblogplusshippingtrash and you can see what they look like!

1. What do they smell like?

Cha’l smells like fresh pines and sometimes like a bakery lol

Fleur smells like freesia flowers!

2. What is their voice like?

Azra’s speaks with an Irish accent and her tone and mannerisms are similar to Konata Izumi from “Lucky Star”

3. What is their biggest motivator?

Fleur’s biggest motivator is her desire to see things she has never seen before so she can tell exciting stories to her friends and family.

4. What is their most embarrassing memory?

Fleur’s most embarrassing memory was when Cha’l caught her learning to read and write. She spent a lot of her child and early teenling years avoiding it and when Cha’l snuck up behind her practicing, she threw a pillow at him on embarrassed reflexes.

5. How do they deal/react to pain?

Cha’l reacts to physical pain in two ways; for a injury received in battle no matter how deep, he would brush it off. For anything dislocated or broken he would scream.

Cha’l reacts to emotional pain by sulking for a while, not eating and staying quiet. If it was something truly horrible, he would hold it in his mind for a while until he is able to truly get over it.

9. Describe the way they sleep?

When Cha’l is sleeping alone he tends to sleep like a log and on his side a lot. He also sleeps shirtless. When he’s sleeping with his girlfriend Shiyoon, he likes to cuddle in his sleep.

11. What do they feel the most insecure about?

Cha’l: his singing ability, he’s the only one with a meh voice. What others think of him. If he’s being to paranoid.

Fleur: when she was a childling she was insecure about her skin since it drew so much attention to her (she’s outgrown it though) Failure. Asking for large quantities of food

12. How do they like to dress?

Fleur likes to dress up a lot in pants and shorts. If she can run in it she will wear it. She wears dresses and skirts on days where she wants to relax and on special occasions like going on special dates and visiting family. Most of her voice tops are form fitting with a modest v-neck.

13. How do they react to feelings of guilt?

When Fleur feels guilty about making someone close to her sad/upset she becomes slightly anxious and overthinks if she should have done something differently. If they’re nearby she would quietly sit beside them and apologize in a very gentle tone. If she had wronged someone, she might feel too ashamed to look at them for a while.

14. How do they react/deal with betrayal?

Cha’l gets angry and will raise his voice, not screaming just projecting his voice, and ask them why they thought it was better to betray him.

Fleur get very angry and will slap the Gelfling who betrayed her trust, then walk away before she really hurts someone. The last time she had been betrayed she gave the Gelf responsible a piece of her mind. She may not be a sailor, but she sure does have a sailor’s mouth when she’s angry.

Azra will start plotting her next curse. NO ONE BETRAYS HER and gets away with it.

Kiel will smile in their face as his mind starts to think of how he can exact his revenge. He’ll make whoever betrayed him feel like they’re off the hook before he counterattacks.

15. What is their greatest achievement?

Cha’l’s greatest achievement is surprising his girlfriend with the biggest most well planned out surprise. He’s really proud for having kept the secret for so long and not looking for advice from anyone who would spill the beans!

Azra’s greatest achievement was when she successfully cursed a Gelfling with uncontrollable vomiting for 3 days because they disrespected her Grandparents

16. What are they like when they’ve had too little sleep?

Cha’l is a zombie as he aimlessly does his tasks and reacting very slowly to jokes.

Fleur gets grouchy and light headed. Feed her if you want to live!

17. What are they like when they get drunk?

Azra rarely drinks but when she does she becomes a “philosophical” drunk lol

18. What kind of music do they enjoy?

Azra enjoys listening to the sounds of terrified screams of terror because of her doing. Her actual favorite music is anything with a flute with crashing waves in the background.

20. Fears?

Cha’l fears losing those he loves without saying goodbye. He’s also afraid of Rakkida and tales of the Hunter. He also has a thing about black beady eyes, they creep him out. The beady black eyes of the Moog and Swoothu look into his soul and he can’t get past it fully.

Fleur’s biggest fear is dying alone; dying on a solo adventure or bounty. She’s also terrified of water that goes above her waist; something grabbed at her in the Black River and it scared her of deep water ever since.

Azra’s biggest fear is crowded places. It’s one of the reasons she prefers to not travel on big Sifan ships. She begins to hyperventilate because if something terrible were to happen and a stampede occurred, she would easily get crushed to death. She’s also afraid of Pluff’M, her grandmother had one when she was little and it nipped her finger; Pluff’M don’t have sharp teeth but getting bit by it really turned her off from them. Only one Gelfling knows that fear and it’s her best friend, Shiyoon.

29. Are they a morning person?

Fleur is definitely a morning person! Most of her bounty hunts require her to wake up early, especially when she’s sleeping in the wild. The only time she isn’t a morning person is if she’s partied it up too much and has a hangover lol.

32. Pet peeves?

Cha’l- loud chewing, not getting a word in during a conversation, and open mouth chewing

Fleur- Not saying thank you, burping, getting cut off in telling a story and needing to repeat herself more than twice.

37. When was the last time they cried?

Cha’l’s last cry was when he was watching the fireworks with Shiyoon. (I headcanon fireworks or some form of fireworks exist in Thra lol)

Fleur’s last cry was when she came back from a mission to find a missing Gelfling. Sadly, on the way back they were surrounded by a pack of Rakkida and Fleur wasn’t able to protect them. It was something she beat herself up about, especially when she had tell the news to the family.

38. Were they with anyone when they cried?

Cha’l was with Shiyoon and he was telling her that he loves her for the first time. The moment was beautiful and he couldn’t contain his tears.

Fleur was with Viara and Razer when she opened up about it. It was one of the few times she allowed anyone to see her ugly cry.

47. Are they romantically interested in someone?

Azra will be adamant on her heart being too black for romance...for now

Kiel is not romantically interested in anyone at the moment but I picture someone catching his eye soon.

48. Are they dating/married to anyone?

YES! Cha’l is dating his soulmate, Shiyoon. They are OTP!

YES! Fleur is also dating her Sifa sailor, Razer. They are also OTP!

I LOVE BOTH OF THESE SHIPS! They are adorable and the way they interact with each other is just too cute!!! They will be posted on my page and it will be glorious!

61. When bored what do they do?

Cha’l- dancing, plotting his next prank/surprise, swimming, playing card games with his girlfriend, and making wood carvings.

Fleur- climbing trees, singing, if she’s with her boyfriend she enjoys teasing him, dancing, drinking and doing her and anyone she’s close to hair.

63. Do they have an accent?

Both Cha’l and Fleur have an English accent with a very faint Italian or Spanish accent. There are certain words they’ll say that makes that Italian or Spanish accent stronger because they’ve heard their father, Bhihaar, pronounce it that way.

65. If they knew they were going to die what would they do/say? (aka how sad can I make this?)

Cha’l- If it was life and death and the only way to secure the safety of others was to sacrifice himself, he would. This would be an emotional scene and right before he charges to face death (with his girlfriend of course) his final words to his companions would be something like; “See you around.” As he and Shiyoon take their lasts breathes, his final words would be of how happy and loved, Shiyoon made him feel. If it was more of a slow natural death, Cha’l would go to his favorite spot with everyone he is close to and reminisce. Afterwards he would spend alone time with Shiyoon.

Fleur- If it was a fatal wound she was dealt she would want to have her final moments to be with her loved ones underneath a tree full of flowers and give an emotional speech to everyone present. If her boyfriend, Razer, is there she would give him a final tender kiss and say how much she loves him as apologize for all the things they couldn’t do, she’d definitely call him by one of the nicknames she gave him. Before her body goes limp, Fleur would give Razer one of her hair accessories and say he can return it when Thra reunites them. If it was a slow death by infection, she would try to do everything she had wanted to do and can still do. She’d be even more affectionate than she already is because knowing she’ll be passing soon would make the hugs and kisses all the more bittersweet.

Azra- If it was an untimely death during the Garthim Wars, Azra would make a snarky comment about the Garthim and the Skeksis, probably trying to recite a curse on them as well. She’d be sure to say her piece with her friends, especially her best friend, Shiyoon. Although she knows she’s dying, she would have a smile on her face because she knows she’s be reunited with her parents. If it was an ongoing internal issue, she would spend the day prior spending time with those she loves, she wouldn’t tell anyone about her death because she doesn’t want their last memory of her to be her still face. She would send a Swoothu to send them a message about her passing.

Kiel- If it was a death in the result of the Garthim War, Kiel would probably try playing the hero to help protect everyone, as a way of presenting himself as not just the silly prankster but as someone who stood up for what was right. He would be the most serious he’s ever been, talking about a lot of sentimental things about those around him. Right before he takes his last breath, he tells one last joke, his best joke. If it was a death caused by an ongoing health problem, Kiel would admit to all the wrong doings he’d done in the past to all of his crewmates and close friends. He would try to keep his energetic nature up and perhaps do one last prank on his rival.

66. How do they feel about sex?

Cha’l enjoys sex and only engages in it with his serious relationships. Promiscuous sex want never his cup of tea but he doesn’t go around condemning anyone who does have promiscuous sex. He views sex as a sacred activity that strengthens the physical and spiritual bond because he loves the deep connection. He and his girlfriend, Shiyoon want to have childlings one day (not too soon though) and he’s excited for trial and error.

Fleur shares a similar view as Cha’l. To many Gelfling she seems like someone who’s had lots of sex but, she has been saving herself for Mr. Right or someone she wouldn’t mind saying; “I’m glad my first was with him”, whichever came first at the time. She frequents a lot of Taverns and many guys she meets just want a fun night. When she does start having sex, she really enjoys it for the pleasure, the closeness and vulnerability she and her boyfriend, Razer share.

Azra has had sex but she doesn’t go around looking to bed someone. She doesn’t see the big deal about it but only takes part in it if her partner is a sexual Gelfling and they’ve been going steady for a while.

Kiel enjoys having sex and in the beginning it was a way for him to feel grown up, as many Gelfling in his teenling years saw him as too childlike; mostly because of his actions. When he became an adult his view and reasoning changed, it’s an activity he indulges in from time to time. When he finds a partner he enjoys everything about it.

67. What is their sexuality?

Azra is panromantic asexual.

Kiel is bisexual.

68. Do they become squeamish at the sight of blood?

Yes! Kiel gets terrified because as a childling he had gotten into an accident that ended up cutting his leg pretty bad. The blood spilling out along with his panicking really scared him. It didn’t help that his father made a joke about all the blood lol

69. Is there anything they find really gross?

Azra- jokingly public displays of affection or anything super sweet.

Kiel- Eyeballs!

70. Which Tv Trope(s) best describe them?

Cha’l- supreme chef, moderately masculine, big brother instinct

Fleur- action girl, tsundere, hard drinking party girl

Azra- goth girls know magic, creepy loner girl, preppy goth

Kiel- the trickster, troll, bishōnen

72. Are they allergic to anything?

Cha’l- honey and dust.

Fleur- really bad pickup lines.

Azra- pollen.

74. Are they quick to anger? What are they like when they’re angry?

Cha’l is quick to anger if someone is messing around with his loved ones. His voice is harsher and he wouldn’t be afraid to take part in a fight.

Fleur has a bit of a temper and it’s usually related to Gelfling being prejudice. She’ll be sure to have them repeat something offensive they said to her face and if she’s fired up she’ll yell or out of reflexes punch them. Aside from that she’s pretty mellow.

81. Do they try to hide their emotions? Are they good at it?

Cha’l is not good at hiding his emotions. Whatever he’s feeling can be read on his face easily. He gets teased a lot by Kiel and Shiyoon about it. He doesn’t try hiding his emotions unless he’s in public and feels like he’ll turn beet red.

Fleur- after her previous heartbreaks Fleur chose to hide and push down any romantic feelings she could get to protect her heart. She was pretty good at it but when she was alone she would cry at times. When she does start to feel warm and fuzzy, it comes off VERY tsundere (without the excessive hitting) in the beginning. If something is bothering her, Fleur will keep it to herself, she’s gotten good at hiding certain things unless someone persists her long enough.

84. What are some physical features that they find attractive on people?

Fleur- tattoos, a charming smile, striking eyes (it’s not eye color but more of a look; if they pierce through her soul the better), abs, and defined arms (they don’t need to be gigantic, just toned enough to see some muscle. It’s *chef’s kiss* perfect lol)

Azra- Dreadlocks/locs, freckles, tough hands, green eyes and scars (especially on the face)

Kiel- dark hair paired with light eyes, muscles, tall, facial hair, long silky hair, and doe eyes.

85. What personalities do they find attractive?

Cha’l- fearless, adventurous, optimistic, carefree, and imaginative

Fleur- confident, persistent, adventurous, mysterious, charming and *cough cough* bad boy/rebellious *cough cough*

93. What things anger them?

Cha’l- selfishness, disrespectful Gelfling, Gelfling who talk bad/dirty/ill of his siblings or girlfriend (he’s a very overprotective brother and if anyone talks bad about his girlfriend, Shiyoon...hold him back!)

Fleur- liars, cheats, rude/prejudice Gelfling , selfishness, (not particularly angers her but, when her loved ones doubt themselves too much)

95. What makes them sad/depressed?

Cha’l: untimely death, feeling of not being good enough, and not belonging

Fleur: heartbreak, getting into arguments, feeling like she will never leave her mark and being forgotten.

Azra: illness (she lost her parents and the thought of losing her grandparents depresses her) and winter (that’s the season she lost her parents)

Kiel: death, being seen as a burden, and being misunderstood

98. Something they regret?

Cha’l: never having a conversation with the family of his first love on why mixed-clan Gelfling were a bad thing. This is just something he wanted to get closure on but never did.

Fleur: giving her first kiss to a Castle Guard who viewed her as a side piece. The sentiment of sharing her very first kiss is gone. She regrets the whole thing because her brother warned her but she was too stubborn to listen. Although she regrets it she does see the silver lining; she became a much better kisser after it.

99. Biggest accomplishment?

Azra: being able to get two gigantic centipede-esque insects to love her like furry pets!

Kiel: being able to successfully cheat at a game of cards against his Captain. The reward he won was worth the anxiety of not getting caught.

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quinnaveryhphm · 3 years

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100 Otp Questions

1. Who loves flower crowns more? Me, duh.

2. Who is the one who likes to cuddle? Me :)

3. Who has awful taste in music? Um...neither of us?

4. Who is the meme lover? What’s a meme?

5. How did their second date go? I can’t remember lol

6. How many children do they want/have? We did have a daughter in June 1994, but sadly she was a stillborn after I was poisoned by a wizard in Transylvania.

7. Who hides the weapons? We don’t hide our wands?

8. Who is the better dancer? Me

9. Do/Did they have a theme wedding? We don’t want to get married. It is too much to deal with. There’s many healthy relationships that don’t involve marriage.

10. What do their parents think of them dating? They’re fine with it! His family loves me even though I’m an Avery, but my family can distant towards him.

11. Are they a super sappy couple? Hahahaha no

12. How did they get together? I was in the same year as his older brother Bill, and he introduced us together when I was a third year.

13. Who asked the other to get married? We were engaged for five years but marriage never happened.

14. Who stays up too late and makes stupid jokes? Both!

15. Who is the nerd? Both of us :)

16. Who knows the most obscure facts? Me, seeing as I work four jobs.

17. Who makes the other a flower crown? I will gladly make Charlie a flower crown. :)

18. Who likes to read? Both of us

19. Who bothers the other person while the other person reads? Charlie bothers me a lot when I’m reading lol but not in a bad way

20. Who tutors the other? Both?

21. Do they have similar taste in movies? Yes

22. How do their personalities compliment each other? Um

23. How do they tell everyone that they are going to be having a kid/adopting a child soon? I don’t want to adopt and neither does he. And besides we’re both too busy for kids

24. Who has better fashion sense? Me

25. Who will punch someone out if they are rude to their partner? Both of us, but more like him, he has his fathers temper

26. What songs do they sing together in the vehicle? Hahahahaha

27. What other couple would your otp get along with? Bill and Fleur

28. Who likes to prank the other? Both of us

29. Who is the one who loves to take pictures? I do! I love taking pictures

30. How would they react if they found out they were soul mates? ...

31. Where would they live? We live in Romania together

32. What type of dragon would they own, if they could have one? I would own a Hungarian Horntail. He would own a Heridean Black. We both work as Dragonologists in Romania

33. If they were both vampires, what type of vampires would they be? None

34. What would they dress up as, for Halloween? No, our robes are enough. Or we could just use Polyjuice Potion or Transfigure ourselves into something else

35. Can they name each other’s favourite food? Yes

36. Do they have pet names for one another? No

37. How do they cheer each other up? ...

38. Do they show a lot of PDA? No

39. How old were they when they got together? I was 19, he was 18

40. Who is the one that would bring the puppy home? Him

41. Can they do yoga couple’s poses? No

42. What is their song? We don’t have one

43. What does their room look like? We have a Queen size bed and a plant in the corner. Our room has a big door. And a balcony. We have a little of bit of everything in there.

44. Who would be the one to kill zombies while the other keeps them grounded? Both of us. We keep each other grounded.

45. Who makes the other breakfast in bed? He does. :) or I will if he’s sick or injured or something

46. Who loves kids more? Me

47. Do either of them have a crazy ex? Thankfully, no

48. What are their favourite colours? He wears a lot of dark colors. My favorite color is green.

49. Who likes to cook? Both of us, but he likes to cook more than I do.

50. Who is the forgetful one? Neither of us

51. Does either of them know how to fight? Both of us are highly HIGHLY skilled in Martial Magic

52. What do they do for Valentines Day? Nothing

53. Who swears more? We both swear the same amount

54. Who has the better comebacks? Both of us haha we’re both sarcastic

55. Who would start a fight with another parent at a bake sale? Me

56. Who reads buzzfeed? What?

57. Who is the hopeless romantic? Neither of us

58. Do either of them know how to do a handstand? Yes we both do

59. Who can rap better? Me

60. Do either of them want to go sky diving? Is that where you jump off your broom midair?

61. What do they usually text about? Work, get togethers, family, friends, sex, etc

62. Who is the dramatic one? Neither of us

63. Is either one confrontational? He is

64. What is their favourite cuddle position? Spooning or with my head on his chest

65. Who are their favourite musical artist(s)? Um we both like 80s and 90s rock. There’s a few heavier wizard bands from Iceland that we like.

66. What are their parenting styles? We wouldn’t know

67. Who would be the more laid back one? We’re both chill and blunt

68. Who listens to more vulgar music? Both of us

69. Do either of them have secrets even the other doesn’t know? Nope. Plus he’s not too skilled in Occlumency.

70. Who is their go to couple for a double date? Bill and Fleur

71. Do they tip the waiter/waitress on their date? Yes

72. How do they work out a fight? Listening and comprehension

73. Who brings home an illegal pet? We both do!

74. What side of the bed do each of them sleep on? I sleep on the left, he sleeps on the right

75. What is their favorite photo of them two together? Too many

76. Who takes longer in the bathroom? I do

77. Who has more songs on their ipod? What’s an iPod?

78. What movie did they first see together? I don’t know

79. What do they like to see each other in? Naked or in our work clothes

80. Who makes jokes during inappropriate times? Me! 😂

81. At what age do they discuss the possibility of children? I have had several miscarriages before I gave birth to our stillborn when I was 23

82. What do they love about each other the most?

83. Who is the one that sees the big picture, while the other focus’s on the small details?

84. What would they write on their partner’s social media’s for their anniversary?

85. Who is bad at math?

86. Who googles everything?

87. Who does stuff on impulse?

88. How do they comfort each other when they are helpless to do anything about the situation?

89. What is an inside joke they have?

90. Who makes the other smile with almost no effort at all?

91. What is their favourite holiday?

92. Who is the one that is calm and collected while the other is angry and destructive?

93. What is their favourite board game to play?

94. Who accidental sets something on fire?

95. Who has the car ready while the other is robbing the store?

96. What artist/group did they go to for their first concert?

97. Who sleep talks?

98. Who is the more social one?

99. What are their karaoke songs?

100. Who would get up on stage and make a fool of themselves just to make the other laugh? Me hahaha

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parkliet · 3 years

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Dear anon that called me a coward. I am not, fuck you. //lh

*green was answered by Wei, Red by Harley, Blue by eirynn, Pink by aydi. Sorry if it’s confusing.

1. Is there a boy/girl in my life? There is someone in aydi’s life.

2. Think of the last person that hurt you? Do you forgive them? Yes, I know I actually shouldn’t but I do.

3. What do you think of when you hear the word meow? I’ll meow back because I want too.

4. What’s something you really want right now? A beer and some love 😭

5. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, because it involves vulnerability and sappy stuff and I hate that.

6. Do you like the beach? Kinda, it’s not bad.

7. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone? Yes and I hated every minute of it.

8. What’s the background on your cell? The lockscreen below. The Home Screen is none of your business.

9. Name the last 4 beds you sat on? Mine, aydi’s ex’s, xyr brother’s and a friends.

10. Do you like your phone? Well if I say no I sound spoilt but I wouldn’t mind better y’know...

11. Honestly, are things going the way you planned? No, I hate everything and need death :/

12. Who’s the last person you added to your contacts? A friend from school, he found my number and I dunno how.

13. Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? Rottweiler

14. What hurts more, physical or emotional pain? Depending on what’s going on, currently it’s emotional pain being a bitch.

15. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? All I want is a date at an art museum ;-;

16. Are you tired? Absolutely exhausted

17. How long have you known your first contact? Since January 2019

18. Are they a relative? No, school friend.

19. Have you ever considered getting back with an ex? No but *some people* have and I personally find it annoying because the ex is a jerk.

20. When was the last time you talked to the person you shared a kiss with? ...yesterday

21. If you knew you had the right person would you marry them today? I don’t see why not, sure.

22. Would you kiss the person you kissed last again? No, don’t think I would.

23. How many bracelets are you wearing? Currently 2.

24. Is there a certain quote you live by? “No”

25. What’s on your mind? This really big teddy bear i saw in the store, but I couldn’t get it and I’m sad 😢

26. Do you have any tattoos? Can’t get any yet but I really want a few!

27. What’s your favorite color? Pink and green

28. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Do you want a date or sumn?

29. Who are you texting? Currently my Classmates

30. Think of the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? Yes... why are all of these about kissing?

31. Do you ever have a feeling something bad is going to happen and it did? All the time bc nothing good happens

32. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yes, quite a few

33. Do you think anyone has feelings for you? From what I hear recently, I’m gonna say yes.

34. Has anyone told you you have pretty eyes? Yes and it makes me melt each time.

35. Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone else right in front of you? Not my problem, we’re not together so he can kiss who he wants.

36. Were you single last Valentine’s Day? No.

37. Are you friends with the last person you kissed? Yes

38. What do your friends call you? Whatever they want to at the time, I don’t care.

39. Has anyone upset you in the past week? Myself

40. Have you ever cried over a text? I do that a lot.

41. Where’s your last bruise located? My face, under my eye.

42. What is it from? I’d rather not say.

43. Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really badly? All the time when I have to be with people who don’t give me space.

44. Last person you were on the phone with? I don’t make calls so the last person I texted was a friend.

45. Do you have a favorite pair of shoes? Heels/boots make me feel good.

46. Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? Yea if it’s necessary or it’s a cute hat

47. Would you ever go bald if it was in style? No, I love my hair too much.

48. Do you make supper for your family? No but I can cook if need be

49. Does your bedroom have a door? Yes

50. Top 3 webpages? Tumblr.com, picrew and Pinterest

51. Do you know anyone that hates shopping? My friends like shopping but hate shopping with me bc I wanna go to every shop.

52. Does anything on your body hurt? Everywhere (not even joking) currently it’s my left arm that hurts the most

53. Are goodbyes hard for you? Depends on the person really, if you were a bully or just a bad person I won’t miss you.

54. What’s the last Beverage you spilled on yourself? Coffee

55. How is your hair? Currently curly and not set properly so my bangs look uneven ;-;

56. What do you usually do first in the morning? Lie there for a few minutes, cos I’ll probably still be tired.

57. Do you think 2 people can last forever? Yes, if they are happy with each other.

58. Think back to January 2007, we’re you single? I was 9 months old so yeah...

59. Green or purple grapes? Both suck

60. When’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? As soon as I can without the chance of death.

61. Do you wish you were somewhere else rn? Probably somewhere quiet

62. When will be the next time you text someoone? Later today bc time zones

63. Where will you be 5 hours from now? Still at home, maybe the store idk

64. What were you doing at 8 this morning? Still sleeping

65. This time last year can you remember who you liked? An ex I think, not sure

66. Is there a person in your life that always makes you smile? Yes, the tumblr mutuals

67. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No

68. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? “Ow my fucking head” after hitting it while trying to get comfy at 4am

69. Have you ever tried your hardest then get disappointed at the end? Yeah, happens a lot and sucked every time

70. How many windows are open on your computer? I’m on mobile but 16 tabs are open rn.

71. How many fingers do you have? 10

72. What’s your ringtone? Whatever’s the iPhone default

73. How old will you be in 5 months? I don’t know how old I am now but the body will be 15

74. Where’s your mum right now? Lol who?

75. Why aren’t you with the person you first loved or almost loved? If you are talking exes, then it’s because we weren’t happy

76. Have you held hands with someone in the past 3 days? No

77. Are you friends with the same people you were with 2 years ago? Sort of

78. Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? No

79. Do you know anyone with the name mike? Nope

80. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? Yes because I sleep in class a lot and my classmates let me

81. How many people have you like in the past 3 months? Between all of us, 3

82. Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 days? No, or I hope not

83. Will you talk the person you like tonight? Hopefully

84. You’re drunk and yelling at hot people from your car, your with? All my guy friends bc I’m more likely to get drunk with and I’m more comfortable doing weird stuff with them.

85. If your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? I mean I would prefer them to not but honestly it’s their life in the end. I would try to help but if I can’t stop it it’s not my problem, it would also be kinda hypocritical of me

86. What was the most eventful thing that happened when you went to see a movie? Can’t remember

87. Who was your last received call from? A missed call from my friend, I texted her back tho

88. If someone gave you $1000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? ...yeah

89. What is something you wish you had more of? Love

90. Have you ever trusted someone too much? Sadly yes

91. Do you sleep with your window open? No

92. Do you get along with girls? Yes, if they’re nice

93. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? I’m not exactly sure if they need to know

94. Does sex mean love? Absolutely NOT, lol just bc someone is horny and wants to sleep with you, doesn’t mean they love you

95. You’re locked in the room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Not really

96. Have you ever kissed someone with a lip ring? No but I did kiss a guy with a tongue stud...

97. did you sleep alone this week? All except one day, or was that last week...

98.do you have someone who makes you happy?Yea I guess

99. Do you believe in love at first sight? No, not really actually

100. Who was the last person you pinky promised? A friend

#this too a long time 😭 but am no coward

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thecrenellations · 4 years

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Thick as Thieves Undead-Blog, Part One | when your liveblog falls in a well then climbs out covered in flour | my notes from reading the book for the first time, Spring 2017

Expect yelling, lines that stuck out to me, and references that might only make sense in my head! Do not expect any meaningful analysis; I was simply reading this book, losing my mind, and feeling like I was falling in love. (Context provided in italics.)

Part Two

Chapters 1-5:

Ch. 1 - Kamet meets Costis and finds out about Nahuseresh’s “death”

1. similar start to KoA and ACoK? and Thief?? feeling stupid

2. smashed bottle of remchik (amphora motif?)

RUSTICATE

oh no Nahuseresh why you’re married!

3. a new character! (Laela)

5. u look like a pomegranate

6. how old is Kamet?

8. “crooked men assume others are crooked as well” like thieves and philanderers...

10. Laela thinks Attolia is doomed?

ORNON????

“nature of world” is that what you really think?

trained as a child

11. poor eyesight

PAH COSTIS IS BACK i’m emotional

A VERY LARGE ATTOLIAN

12. THANK THE ETERNAL GODS HE WAS A CHATTY ATTOLIAN THAT’S WHAT YOU THINK

13. everyone is smart

a deep well of spite, low cunning

14. physical description of Costis?!?

he says he has so much power but he ... hides in alcoves? behind urns?

15. backward Attolia

a match made in hell (Kamet’s assessment of Gen and Irene)

K’s backstory

what does he like? does he WANT wealth and power?

16. *****“There is freedom and power” ***** (this quote was featured in some of the promotion before publication, I think, so it stuck out to me as especially important, though it probably would have anyway because it says a whole lot about Kamet’s perspective!)

oh no well there goes my wish for insight into Nahuseresh RIP (I didn’t LIKE Nahuseresh and particularly want to get to know him better, but I did go into this book hoping we’d get a more nuanced view of some of the Mede court ... turns out we absolutely DID get some serious insight into Nahuseresh despite him not appearing in person ... oof. I do still hope that RotT gives us even more Mede characters or fleshes out the other ambassadors - Akretenesh and Melheret (though we we just see them through the eyes of people like Sophos who vehemently oppose them) still seem less unique/complex/human compared to other antagonist-types like Ambiades, Sejanus, reader’s choice of baron.)

17. tears ... not for him though

21. Shesmegah = Philia?

22. Rabbit and Lion!!!

23. Bear ... thx mwt <3 plz don’t be foreshadowing (Gen compares himself to a dancing bear ... so “there had been a white bear once, a gift from the Braelings in the north, but it had died in the heat” is pretty ominous, especially considering the animal allusions to another character on the previous page!)

24. he’s leaving the gates an enemy of king!

Ch. 2 - Kamet bumps into Immakuk and then Costis, the Anet’s Dream burns

28. how do they know who’s a slave?

clothes, chain

it’s Odin (listen. Odin and Immakuk both have one eye and show up a lot! I was totally on the right track. Shoutout to The Saga of the Volsungs ;) )

Enforcers of Imperial Peace give me a break! (i mean, in the US police are often officially called “peace officers” so, fair)

is he a god? srsly

32. the first of my many lies (“you said after noon”)

is this post-annuxing? no?

We went to the theater

34. I am a good judge of men

35. “i could evade the attolian far more easily than the palace guard” he is a palace guard <3

36. HIS ACCENT IS STILL HORRIBLE also your god’s favor

37. uhhh omg

38. omg OMG OMGOMG OMG (this was me generally losing it at Kamet’s assessment of Costis and at “he told me his name, as if he expected me to use it” I still cannot get over that line)

that’s one way to get Ornon out of your hair

39. Has C picked up the mind-reading habit

“take a seat” ... parallel to first KoA scene with Costis and Gen?

40. so certain of my place in the world

DIVESTED himself of his shirt

41. soooooooo bad bad institution (Kamet is thinking about the other slaves being executed)

42. Mercy buds (Kamet and Costis/Shesmegah and Philia)

44. more retrospect/depth in narration than Sophos, even (“I should have had more respect for his quick thinking” etc)

"i wanted to believe i steered the course of my future” no it’s Gen aka the gods

47. Story time!

friends

53. Ziggurat vs tower?

54. Costis is good in a crisis

55. what is this (Kamet’s swimming struggles)

“cooped up”

Ch. 3 - Kamet and Costis stay in Sherguz, then leave by caravan

62. making excuses to hang w Costis 4eva

who set the boat on fire?

who was the merchant on it?

68. know my secret??

wtf Costis you put a rock in your breastplate?

73. holy shit “eloquent”

lol this scene! (Costis negotiating with Roamanj)

“you are asking this because i look like your generous old uncle” his uncle is NOT generous tho

75. what is palm grease? :o

does C really not know N is dead? what if he isn’t ....? (lol don’t give me too much credit for this thought, I quickly dismissed it)

76. sign of the idiot!

78. Aris! <3 Wish I hadn’t been spoiled for this! (by the character list absolutely crammed full of spoilers in all the new paperbacks)

79. Are these like the large caravans Eddis took?

85. around the fire interesting education vibes + romance?

I’m so proud of Costis!

Ch. 4 - Contains lions and backstory

89. Yes! (Namreen attack. I don’t know what in particular I was excited about. Possibly Costis’s comment that the guy who stabbed Kamet didn’t have his guard up? Or just everything.)

90. Wow! When u get over it, compare to Costis w/ Gen hurt!

93. “why namreen” OMG Kamet tell him!!! it’s important!

94. no one knows what my king knows

95. a herd of cats!

damn yeah issues

A LION!!! wtf

I would LOVE to hear Costis hiss

OMG COSTIS NO

96. prayers ouch ... oxe harbrea?

98. oh my god

101. Costis is kind

105. Costis is accustomed to passing the day in silence - but he fills the silence here w/ Kamet w/ horrible jokes!

god what was K’s childhood

106. OMG sand in food

107. OMG so cute (Costis telling stories about Gen)

108. So so so! :)

110. I am aghast I continue to be aghast I’m surprised This Incident wasn’t common knowledge tho (How did you come to Ianna-Ir? I punched the king in the face.)

112. well that was a long and slightly weird story (abt Costis’s story of the above. I was channelling something Martin says in the Cabin Pressure episode “Fitton” about the sauce?)

116. Attolian slang omg

literally the main suspense/climax is when is Kamet going to call Costis by his name?!?!!!

117. [doodle of caggi conversation, see photo at top of post]

126. omg they were both in Attolia but not together

if Kamet was in the kitchen then does he know Sandy? (LJ fandom name for Brinna before we knew who she was)

127. OMG nutcakes vs Irene (“She was as beautiful as the Queen of the Night, but the Attolian nutcakes ... were even more beautiful -- and they wouldn’t kill you.”)

looks like a nutcake is actually a nutcake

looks like a nutcake could actually kill u? (I THINK ABOUT THIS CONCEPT A LOT. someday I will make a post about it)

Ch. 5 - Road trip continues, Ne Malia/Koadester

131. So proud of Costis’s acting! (losing money to sell the chain)

136. the truth? (Kamet’s backstory)

we’re just getting more (as readers)

140. IT’S ODIN (onion farmer)

143. fastener?

144. wooo (thoughts about “new authority as a free man”)

151. crack in china cup returns

153. Costis you’re sharing your king’s confidence!

154. Eugenides here to break up your empire!

lol Melheret Gen why

156. “squabbles” wars all reduced to reliable trade route!

apparently I became too engrossed to take notes as their pursuers caught up to them, because that’s all for this chapter! The journey will continue when I’ve typed up more ... let me know if anything is incomprehensible. Thanks for reading!

#this got ... quite long so i'll post the rest later #thick as thieves #queen's thief #this was fun to revisit! thank you to everyone who encouraged me #it's so strange to see what i chose to comment on and what I just read #picture me walking across campus to printmaking class clutching the book and my notebook to my face #scribbling costis's name in all caps #heart pounding #etc #something i

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inglourious-imagines · 4 years

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PROMPT LIST

Hello fellas! This is my own prompt list! Feel free to send requests! I'm really excited to do this haha

Also, this really took me some time to put it all together so please, if you reblog/use it/etc. give me credit. Thanks!

Update: If you have your own prompt that is not listed, quote or whatever else and you think it's great, you can send it to me and we'll see what comes out of it.

1. I fucking hate everyone. But you, you're the only person I don't hate.

2. And he looked at me, like there was something in me worth looking at.

3. Anger makes you stupid. Stupid gets you killed.

4. I'm here. You can talk to me or not talk to me but I'm here.

5. Goddamn right you should be scared of me!

6. And suddenly, life wasn't about living. It was about surviving.

7. "-but you'll die!" "I don't care."

8. I said I'm fucking fine.

9. Don't you touch her.

10. We sat there smoking cigarettes at 5 in the morning.

11. Oh! The girl/boy I've heard so much about.

12. No one would hurt you again, or I'd kill them.

13. A cigarette for a thousand problems.

14. I could keep you save. They're all afraid of me.

15. You look so proud standing there with a frown and a cigarette.

16. Thank you for loving me when I still tasted of heartache and war.

17. His eyes had more darkness than any other eyes I had ever seen before.

18. You don't know shit about what happened to me.

19. This is who we are, a product of war.

20. Looking half a corpse and half a god.

21. I wanna see how you lose control.

22. I look at you and I just love you and it terrifies me. It terrifies me what I would do for you.

23. "You can't protect everyone." "I have to try."

24. He's a badass with a good heart.

25. You are losing my interest, and that is very dangerous.

26. In a fight, they're lethal. Around each other, they melt.

27. I wonder which will get you killed faster, your loyalty or your stubbornness.

28. You collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you've comitted.

29. With this smile, I can get away with everything.

30. I was so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.

31. Come over here and make me.

32. Oh my god! You're in love with him!

33. Oh, do you ever shut up?

34. Can you two please get a room?

35. I have a name and it's not sweetheart.

36. If I ever see you anywhere near her, you'll have to deal with me.

37. Everyone keeps telling me you're the bad guy.

38. Such dirty words from such a pretty little mouth.

39. Kiss me.

40. Are you flirting or starting a fight?

41. You stay awake do you hear me?! Don't you dare close your eyes! Please! Come on!

42. Honestly, I only asked you for help because it's so cute when you try.

43. You're standing a little close to me..

44. You're evil. It's hot.

45. If you bite your lip one more time, I swear I'm going to do it for you.

46. By the Gods! You love her, don't you?

47. It's blood, not nuclear waste. Chill out.

48. A knife? Are you flirting with me?

49. "Hear me out." "Why the fuck should i listen to you?"

50. I've been wanting to kick your ass all week.

51. Rumour has it, I make you nervous.

52. Leave, leave right now.

53. Can you just fuck off already?

54. "I- I trusted you!" "Sweet naive girl, trust is for children. You are a soldier."

55. Alcohol's the only instant in my life.

56. You gotta stop saying things that make me want to kiss you.

57. Please don't do this. Don't act like you care.

58. Is everything supposed to go dark?

59. Why can't you see what you're doing to me.

60. Fuck, you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my whole life.

61. It's 2 in the morning. Why are you still up?

62. I want an answer, goddammit!

63. You make me want things I can't have.

64. Cut the crap and tell me what happened.

65. Hear my heartbeat? Just focus on that.

66. It's nice to see someone who can appreciate my humour.

67. We're more than just friends and you know it.

68. It's pitch black in here and I can see you're blushing.

69. Yes asshole, I do care about you.

70. They're both stubborn and it's complicated.

71. For you, I would.

72. I like you more than I planned.

73. I need you, idiot.

74. Golden eyes and a smile made for war.

75. Take that, fuckers!

76. I licked it so it's mine!

77. We're in this together.

78. Can I have this dance?

79. Look, I know you're a hardass but can you play with my hair? It would really help.

80. No! Stay away from me! Stay back!

81. Maybe if you actually stop staring at her and talk to her, you might have a chance.

82. You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.

83. I know that face. That's your I'm-upset-with-you face.

84. I think we'd make this a fair fight if we each had a gun. Don't you think, boys?

85. He loves you, you know? He's just afraid of admitting it.

86. Dear Lord, please have mercy on my soul. This woman/man will be the death of me.

87. There are other things than Germans that can kill you.

88. What the hell? You are supposed to hate me!

89. Why do you like me?

90. "You're annoying." "You love me."

91. Wanna go to hell together?

92. I lack the vocabulary to describe you.

93. You make me feel... you make me feel."

94. What the fuck...?

95. So that's you, the girl/boy who destroyed armies.

96. You're my regret.

97. You better not die on me!

98. Can you stop shouting at me?!

99. Why are you making this so damn hard?

100. But that's the problem, (name). I don't think I'm able to stop loving him/her. Ever.

! UPDATE !

101. There is no way you're going anywhere with him, not on my watch.

102. “You know you're in love with her right?” “Since when?” “Since always.”

103. Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t do this.

104. I love you, I do, but you're a real pain in the ass.

105. Is that my shirt?

106. Neither one of us is drunk enough for this conversation.

107. I think I might be falling in love with you.

108. What are you talking about? You’re married!

109. I saw that. You just checked me out.

110. Quick, pretend you're talking to me.

111. I just wanted to hear your voice.

112. That was, by far, the stupidest thing you’ve ever done.

113. No. The moment you saw me as a bet was the moment you fucked up.

114. "It could be worse." “You aren’t the one bleeding.” "Look, you're still alive. Stop whining."

115. Are you naked under that thing?

116. "Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

117. What the hell were you thinking?!

18. You’ve been drinking tonight, haven’t you?

119. Well, if I told you, then it wouldn’t be a secret.

120. Is it weird that was a total turn on?

121. That was the worst joke I’ve ever heard.

122. If I kiss you right now, I won’t be able to stop.

123. What did you just say?

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Who Makes You Happy

Pairing: Stiles x Reader

Description: Stiles realizes (more like told) who he truly should be with.

You slapped your case study onto the table in front of your partner with enthusiasm, a bright red 99/100 circled at the top.

“Hah! Eat it, Stilinksi.” Stiles groaned in defeat as he looked down at his 98/100. “I believe you now owe me pizza and a movie of my choice, sucker.”

Stiles grinned up at you as you started bouncing up and down on the balls of your feet and shaking his shoulders with excitement. Nodding his head in acceptance, he shoved his case study into his bag hastily and gestured for you to lead the way out of the classroom.

“You better pick something good. I don’t think I can handle another night of romantic comedies.” He teased and nudged your shoulder a couple times. You glanced up at him for a fraction of a second and your cheeks started to heat up.

“I was kind of thinking A Walk to Remember,” Stiles puffed up slightly at the pick before you continued, “but then I decided on Return of the Jedi.” You smiled widely as the irritation disappeared and his face brightened.

“You are a saint!” He exclaimed and threw his arm over your shoulder lazily as you walked out of the FBI building into the blazing afternoon.

You let yourself lean into him for a moment, enjoying how intoxicating he smelled and how good his body felt against yours. Just as fast as it had happened, he had pulled away from you and started to walk backwards to look at you.

“I just want to know how you cheated to get that score. There’s no way you could have beat me.” Stiles joked, loving to see how worked up you got. You opened your mouth to protest when he winked at you. You rolled your eyes at him, an annoyed smirk playing at the edge of your lips.

Your eyes flickered over to him, “you’re gonna fall on your ass if you keep walking like that.” The moment the words left your lips, Stiles’ feet tangled together and he was falling backwards, limbs flailing everywhere.

You giggled as you watched him lay on the ground, his eyes closed, contemplating if that had really just happened.

“Well, I’m not one to say I told you so but...”

“Oh please, your catchphrase is ‘I told you so’.” Stiles couldn’t help but chuckle at the look of amusement on your face. “What can I say, I guess I fell for you.”

Your heart fluttered and your eyes connected with his golden eyes for a fraction of a second too long. Butterflies were swarming your stomach from the way he was watching you, but the reminder of his girlfriend itched at the back of your mind and you cleared your throat awkwardly. Reaching a hand out, you pulled Stiles to his feet and promptly dropped the hold. He sidestepped and you could feel the tension in the noticeable space between your bodies.

“Um, so I was thinking pizza for dinner. Does that sound good or were you wanting something different?” You asked in an attempt to get back to normal.

“Yes, I’ve been craving pizza all week. I need that sweet melty cheese to relieve my stress of this hell week.” Stiles rubbed the back of his neck, squeezing the tight muscles that were growing.

Thrilled at the choice, you fist pumped the air, “I was hoping you’d say that. I had this dream last night that I got turned into a chicken dumpling and a bunch of giants were trying to dunk me in soy sauce. I just don’t think I could eat one in good conscious tonight.” You shivered at the memory of your dream.

Stiles threw his head back and started cracking up, “I can see how that might be slightly terrifying, but I can picture you as a dumpling and I think you’d be totally adorable.” You scrunched your face at him, pretending to be embarrassed at his sentiment instead of dwelling on the fact that the guy you had a massive crush on just called you adorable.

Thankfully, you spotted your dorm building in the distance and could put all your focus on that, instead of the handsome man babbling about something he’d read next to you. As you reached the building, you both flashed your badges at the front door guard and waved at a few other friends in the common room.

“Let me just change out of the monkey suit and we can head to your room.” Stiles said over his shoulder to you as he loosened his necktie.

You nodded in response as you watched his back muscles tense and release through his shirt. He glanced back at you over his shoulder and you jumped slightly realizing you hadn’t answered out loud.

“Uh yea-yes,” you cleared your throat again, “yes that would be magnificent.”

Stiles raised his eyebrow with confusion but laughed it off before pulling his key out and opening his room. You shook your head trying to get your mind back in the right space.

You kept your eyes focused on the swirl pattern of the carpet, following in behind him, when you slammed face first into his back. You looked up at him standing frozen in his spot and then you peaked around his body to see a gorgeous redhead lounging on his bed.

“Lyds? What are you doing here?” Stiles burst into a flurry of movement, stepping forward and tugging the girl into a tight hug. Your chest filled with melancholy and you averted your stare to the window. “Wow, hey, Y/N this is Lydia, my-my girlfriend. And Lydia, this is Y/N, she’s uh my partner in class.” Stiles chuckled nervously.

Immediately, you put on a happy face and smiled at the girl. “It’s really great to meet you, Stiles talks about you all the time.”

Lydia flashed a small smile and Stiles let out another nervous snicker. “Well thanks, it’s nice to meet you too. Stiles said you’re the best partner he could have hoped for and a good friend too.” Your tummy flipped.

“So what are you doing here, Lyds?” Stiles interrupted, slinking an arm around her waist.

“I just thought I’d surprise you since it was the weekend and I was already going to be in town for a Math Theory Workshop. Besides, it’s been a while since we’ve really had a chance to talk since you’ve been so busy.”

Slowly, you took step after step backwards towards the door. It had been a long week and you weren’t planning on spending the whole evening watching Stiles cuddle with his supermodel girlfriend. You weren’t even sure you could handle ten more minutes of being in the same room as her without bursting into an embarrassing amount of tears.

When the door was just a step out of reach, you said, “I’d better let you two have some alone time, but it was really nice to meet you officially, Lydia.” You waved your hand once in their direction as they both snapped their attention to you. “I guess I’ll just see you on Monday, Stilinksi. I’ve got to rest up for another full week of kicking your ass.” You taunted before shooting out the door and down the hallway like a bullet.

A hush fell over the room as Lydia and Stiles both stared at the spot you had stood previously.

“Well she seems nice.” Lydia quipped before slipping out of Stiles’ hold and starting to dig through her bag.

Stiles’ eyes darted to his girlfriend standing in his dorm room. He should be ecstatic but instead he was feeling a little discontent that he wouldn’t be spending the night watching Star Wars with you like he’d been looking forward to all week.

“Yeah, uh she’s awesome...” He trailed off as Lydia kept rummaging through her things, pulling things-his things-out and setting them to the side. “Are you looking for something specific there, Lyds?”

Lydia hooked a loose strand of hair that kept falling in her face behind her ear with frustration before standing up and looking at her boyfriend. She took a second to appreciate the man before her. He still looked exactly like the same boy who had fallen in love with her all those years ago. But now, he had this air of maturity to him. She could see how much more sure of himself that he was. It was also impossible for her to ignore that he just didn’t look at her the same way anymore.

They had both known that you were lying through your teeth when you said Stiles talked about Lydia all the time. When the truth was, he barely mentioned her when he was with all of his classmates, especially you, and he just didn’t make the time to call her like he used to.

She sighed, “I’m giving you back your stuff, Sti.”

Stiles’ face blanched and his eyes went wide. “Um can I ask why? Did I do something wrong?”

“Not wrong, per say...” Lydia trailed off. She wanted to be heartbroken or devastated but it just felt like the end of a chapter. She took a step towards him and slipped her hand into his.

“So what is it?” Stiles looked a little defeated and she wanted to caress his mole-speckled cheek. But that wouldn’t do either of them any good, so she just squeezed his hand reassuringly.

“You know you’re in love with her, right?”

Stiles didn’t even have to ask to know exactly who she was talking about. “Since when?”

“Since forever. It’s why I’m breaking up with you.”

He knew he should be devastated, but truthfully, he just felt relief. Lydia watched the emotions pass over his face and she knew it had been the right decision. She truly loved Stiles but it wasn’t the same as when they had first started this. She knew she would also support him in everything, but he was her best friend, not her boyfriend.

“I’m sorry that it happened this way, Lyds. You know, I never meant for this to happen. Hell, I’ve been planning on marrying you since third grade.”

Lydia gave him a sad smile at the thought of what may have been in another life. “Sti, I want you to marry someone you’re actually in love with.”

Stiles tugged her hand lightly and engulfed her in a hug. “You’ve always been one of the good ones. I have no doubt you’re gonna go far in life, kid.” He said into her curly red hair.

“Yeah yeah, now stop talking and go get the girl.” Lydia pushed him away graciously and Stiles gracelessly stumbled toward door. “Uh Sti, I think you’re forgetting something.” She hollered before he could leave.

He whirled around and looked at her, rolling his eyes when he remembered, he leapt forward and pecked a kiss on her cheek, “thanks, Lyds.”

“No, you spaz, you need to change into something better than you regular uniform. She sees you in that all the time.”

Stiles snapped his fingers in agreeance before yanking off his white button up and digging through his drawers, random pieces of clothing flying in every direction. Finally, he found his lucky flannel and flung his arms through the arm holes. He spun around and vanished out into the hallway. Lydia let out another heavy sigh before turning to start gathering the rest of his things for when he returned.

Heavy footsteps thudded against the floor as he raced to your door. He had been to your room a handful of times for movie nights or study sessions and he had the location burned into his brain.

Your door shone like a beacon at the end of the hallway and he slowed to a stop in front of it. Praying for courage to show up, he rapped his knuckles on your door softly. There were faint sounds of you shuffling around and he thought he could barely make out sniffling. He was so nervous and it felt like a swarm of snakes was slithering around in his stomach.

After what seemed like an eternity, the door creaked open and your tear-stained face peaked out from the dark.Stiles watched shock pass over your face while you hurried to wipe away a few stray tears that were left.

“Wh-what,” your voice cracked, “what are you doing here, Stiles?”

“We had a movie night planned...”

“Yeah, that sort of got canceled when your girlfriend showed up.” You snapped, a little harsher than intended.

Stiles hovered a little closer to the door, “can I just come in? Please, Y/N?” He begged when you crossed your arms over your chest.

You searched his eyes, the urge to give in to him overtaking your need to be left alone and cry in peace. Stiles’ determination wavered and he was beginning to think you really wouldn’t let him in when you nodded and stepped back to give him room.

You sniffed again and dragged yourself to sit on the edge of your bed. Stiles took a minute to take in your form. You’d already changed into your gray Federal Bureau of Investigation tshirt and your ratty navy pajama shorts. He was amazed at how beautiful and cozy you looked to him, but his heart squeezed at your puffy eyes that were avoiding looking at him.

He plopped down next to you, “why are you crying? What happened? I just saw you a little while ago.”

“It’s nothing, Stiles,” You croaked, “just...why are you here? You should be spending as much time with Lydia as possible.”

Stiles twiddled his thumbs for a second, “We broke up.”

“You what?” You sat up straight, completely forgetting your own pain. “Oh my god, are you okay? What happened? You guys seemed so excited to see each other.”

“We were, are, glad to see each other. Look, I really love Lydia, but not the way that I should love my girlfriend.” Your brows furrowed in confusion.

Stiles cautiously picked up your hand that had been resting between your bodies.

“Lydia knew that I...liked someone else the way that I should like her. And she thought that I deserved to be with the person who makes me happy.”

Blood rushed behind your ears. The sensation of Stiles hand in yours was causing your breath to catch but you were trying to focus on the words he was saying to you.

“Do you like someone in our class?” You all but shouted at him, interrupting his sentence.

Stiles’ head bowed as he chuckled to himself. “Yeah, you might even know her.” He winked cheekily and you gulped heavy with nerves.

“Stiles...”

“Why were you crying?” Stiles softly interrupted you.

You looked down to your clasped hands, the words felt heavy on your tongue. “Because the guy that I like has...had a girlfriend.”

You kept your eyes trained on your bedspread, the possibility of dying from embarrassment crossed your mind the longer he stayed silent. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath trying to gain the courage to look at him.

You mustered up all the bravery you could and opened your eyes to glance up at Stiles, just to find him grinning at you like he’d won the lottery. Heat flushed your cheeks and you lost the battle at suppressing a smile.

“You like me?” Stiles asked timidly.

“How could I not?” You blurted out, tired of holding back the truth. “You’re hilarious and intelligent, you always know what to say or do to make my day better, you challenge me to be a better agent and person. And you’re extremely attractive without even trying.”

It was Stiles’ turn to flush at the compliments you were doting on him. The words suddenly registered in your mind and you fell back on your pillows in exasperation, fear that you might have just freaked him out. But your heart leapt into your throat as you felt Stiles lean over your body, his chest pressed against yours. You gripped his biceps firmly, secretly admiring how wonderful they felt, all while trying to ground yourself as the room started spinning around you.

His face was inches away from yours and his minty breath was covering your face, fogging every one of your intelligent thoughts. You were desperate to hear what he was going to say next.

“So you think I’m attractive?” He purred out, trying to be cute.

You huffed grumpily and pushed his chest, but he slipped his arms underneath your body so that you couldn’t move him off of you. In reality, you didn’t really want him to get off you but you couldn’t let him know that.

“Did you just come here to mock me, Stilinksi?” Your lips pursed into a pout.

“Not at all.” He whispered, inching forward slow enough to give you time to pull away. You didn’t want to pull away, you never wanted this moment to end.

Finally, he tilted his head and pressed his lips to yours timidly. The moment your lips connected, it lit a fire in the pit of your belly and you slipped your arms over his shoulders, all hesitation gone.

Every time he pushed, you pulled. When you twisted, he turned. You two moved in sync with each other and you suddenly knew how it was supposed to feel with every other person you’d ever been with.

The overwhelming need for air took over your senses and you broke apart from him. Stiles’ eyes were still closed with his lips puckered and you had to giggle at how wonderfully silly he looked. Slowly his eyelids lifted and he gave you a sheepish grin like he was completely dazed. Sweetly, you brushed your lips against his one more time.

“Did you just come here to kiss me, Stilinski?” You asked playfully.

Stiles grazed his nose against yours, enjoying every moment of having you in his arms. “No, I came here to watch Star Wars with the girl I like. Kissing you was just an added bonus.”

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