#actually mdd

[a-sip-of-milo]

Having motivation to do stuff and be productive but still experiencing the emotional turmoil that comes with depression is such a weird, uncomfortable feeling.

#mdd #mdd thoughts #neurodivergent #neurodivergent things #actually neurodivergent #actually mdd

[depression-culture-is]

Shoutout to everyone suffering from depression that still managed to get up today, even if it was just to use the bathroom or get some food. That's a wonderful achievement.

Shoutout to everyone suffering from depression that couldn't manage to get up today. It's okay. You're still alive. You're still breathing. That in itself is a huge achievement and I hope with every fibre of my being that tomorrow is an easier day.

Shoutout to everyone suffering from depression that managed to go today without self-harming. Whether you're on day one or one hundred, it's still something worth being proud of and I hope you treat yourself for it.

Shoutout to everyone suffering from depression that has relapsed today. I'm so sorry. Please remember to take care of the wounds. Clean them, run them under some cold water, do whatever you can to ensure that they don't get infected/worse. Recovery is a long journey and while I know it must feel like you've taken a hundred steps back, this is just a small set back. It's okay.

#depression #mdd #major depressive disorder #actually mdd #tw.self harm #neurodivergent #neurodivergent positivity #mdd recovery

[cvsgirl]

how do i explain to someone that i don't regret anything i've ever done and that i regret everything i've ever experienced, at the same time, constantly

#bpd #bpd mood #bpd blog #mdd #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd things #bpd thoughts #bpd stuff #major depression #major depressive disorder #borderline blog #borderline tag #borderline things #mdd thoughts #bpd tag #actually mdd

[our-lady-of-lost-causes]

Suicide is such a comforting thought. Nothing matters when I’m dead.

#cvtaddict #tw depressing stuff #cvtt!ng #i wanna cvt #sh cvt #baby cvts #tw depressing thoughts #tw s3lf harm #cvtting addict #i want to cvt #ready to kms #might kms #i will kms #diagnosed mdd #actually mdd #mdd #tw sh related

[unstablemotions]

How it feels to be clinically depressed and waiting for it all to get better someday

#actuallydepressed #actually depressed #actuallymdd #actually mdd #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill #actuallynd #actuallyneurodivergent #actually nd #actually mentally ill #actually neurodivergent #actually traumatized #my posts #personal #nd memes #depression memes #trauma memes

[inactivebugg]

This episode is suffocating. I feel so alone.

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #mental health #quiet borderline #mentally unstable #bpd thoughts #mental illness #bpd problems #bpd mood #major depressive disorder #actually mdd #fuckity fuck #fucking hell #fuck my life

[willows-woes]

this is so weird but. as a questioning system i'm kinda scared of recovery. long personal post incoming.

i have chronic depression, diagnosed. and that, too, i'm scared of recovering from. scared of having nothing to complain about, scared of being "better" and losing the literal only sense of identity I've had since I was thirteen. if i sound like i'm overreacting i really don't FEEL like i am. these fears feel real and overwhelming to me.

but, since I'm undiagnosed and may never be diagnosed with osdd/did, i'm not FULLY sure if they're alters or not. but regardless, I'm scared of them going away. scared of not knowing who i am. i'm not even fully SURE what's wrong with me and sometimes i feel like everyone with did online is pushing therapy, pushing going to therapy IMMEDIATELY to start working on fusion and uncovering traumatic memories when I literally don't even know what the shit is happening in my head yet. I'd want to know what's even happening first, I'd want to gain an understanding of it before trying to get rid of it.

in general, in an overall sense, I'm terrified of losing a sense of community. a sense of belonging. someone to RELATE to, losing the ability for other people to relate to me because i'm just. normal.

boring.

#- 🌳 #actually dissociative #chronic depression #pdd #actually mdd #mdd thoughts #osdd #questioning osdd #osdd system

[itsallforgottennowtoo]

...

if ur gonna talk abt us or make a post abt us say it to our face..

#actually dissociative #actually did #endos dni #actually traumagenic #anti endo #did system #endos do not fucking interact with us! #sysposting #sysblr #actually a system #actually mdd #mdd

[terriblethingss]

i’m finding it very difficult to see the point in anything. there is no one left in the world that i trust. i don’t understand why i’m still here. i don’t think i should still be here but i’m too scared of the unknown to go through with killing myself. i just want it to stop. i think it must be that i’m being punished. i can’t make sense of it any other way. it must be my fault somehow.

#i just can’t seem to believe it will get better anymore #i’m running out of options #depression vent #actually mdd #depressive episode #treatment resistant depression

[blood-moon-night-coining]

Me forgetting that I have a depressive disorder then having a depressive episode.

I’m coping

#📝 : post #🔊 : converation #mdd #actually mdd #depressive disorder #major depressive disorder

[a-sip-of-milo]

Relapsing is just one step back after trudging a hundred steps forward. You don't have to start right from the beginning, unless that's what you want/what helps you. You can simply keep going with the progress you've already made.

#tw.self harm #mdd #actually mdd #depression #sobriety #mental health relapse

[me--do]

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #actually bpd #mentally fucked #anhedonia #empty inside #empty #depression #major depressive disorder #actually mdd #depressing memes #me irl tho

[cvsgirl]

i feel like i can’t relate to any of my memories or experiences

#bpd #bpd mood #bpd blog #mdd #bpd feels #borderline personality disorder #bpd things #bpd thoughts #bpd stuff #major depression #major depressive disorder #borderline blog #borderline tag #borderline things #bpd tag #mdd thoughts #actually mdd

[our-lady-of-lost-causes]

Too tired to do anything but scroll on tumblr and bed rot :/

#diagnosed mdd #mdd recovery #mdd thoughts #actually mdd #mdd #deppresing thoughts #tw depression #this is depressing #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing

[thehareswears]

Intro post #3

You may call me The hare or The angel, I use they/it pronouns, I am 17 years of age. This blog is my vent account, I'm using tumblr as my therapist and you get to watch me ride the roller coaster.

I am not self diagnosing on here, I am not against self diagnosis. I use the tags for reach and I use certain terms relating to specific conditions because they describe my experiences.

Tags I'll use for me

The Hare Declares: general rambles

The Hare Ensnared: Attention farming

The Hare Cares: Music, art, poems, etc.

Beware The Hare: venting

DNI criteria, about me, and account info below!

DNI: kink accounts, I'm a minor and that's not what I want to see. No pedos or zoos contact or not it really just rubs me the wrong way. Other paraphilias are on thin ice but thats a nuanced subject I wont get into here. Neopronoun haters, BOO HISS! Cluster B abuse believers, I'm not saying the abuse didn't happen I'm just saying that the whole cluster didn't participate. Radqueers, some of it is alright but I'm not diligent enough to vet that and there's a big side of this community that I do not want around this space.

About me: I like listening to music and telling myself I'm cool. Psychology/ neuroscience is one of my only consistent interests. I'm otherkin and a therian, spiritually an angel, mentally a hare, physically a stoner. I'm diagnosed with MDD, which doesn't even touch the full scope of my mental disfunction but I'm rocking with it. I'll link my pronouns page at the bottom for more info.

Account info: this is a vent account. I'll put trigger warnings over hard topics but I have a lot to vent about so there may be a wide array of topics discussed. I smoke weed and I'm kind of an alcoholic, i'll probably talk about that a lot. I'm happy to answer asks but sometimes I get overwhelmed with DM's even though I love to talk. I say lots of things here that a minor probably shouldn't, if you're gonna be weird or hate on it then you can go. I don't endorse ED or SH and try to distance myself from it on this account, if you openly struggle that's fine I just won't interact much.

https://en.pronouns.page/@RandiHasFans

#intro post #vent account #mental illness #cluster b #the hare declares #actually mdd #self diagnosis #cluster a safe #cluster c safe #mental health #weedsociety

[cleosmasterpiece]

When will I feel good enough for this world

#major depressive disorder #bpd mood #bpd thoughts #depressing shit #kinda depressing #tw depressing thoughts #bpd feels #major depression #mentally unstable #mental health #actually mentally ill #actually mdd