#aahh so grateful

[amongemeraldclouds]

I told my besties irl that I reached 5k likes on tumblr last week. Those who know me know I love flowers. So one of them sent me fresh flowers and another one sent me lego-like cherry blossoms so they never d*e (it was a bitch to assemble 426 pcs but I did it yay!) 🥹🌸

I have the most amazing friends irl and online 💚

And ofc thanks to everyone who got me to 5k+ likes!

#aahh so grateful #moonlit musings ˚.☾⋆

[maapllee]

All The Stars~

BAKUGOU X SECRET ADMIRER PT.1

A/N: This idea has marinated in my head for wayyyy too many weeks, so here you go. There will be a part 2 to this.

P.S: Not proofread. Sorry for any mistakes.

ALL THE STARS~ PT.2 | ALL THE STARS~PT.3

It was the second day of school after the summer break. You peeked out from behind the wall at the lockers- your crush's locker. Your stomach grumbled in pain- ah, the sacrifices you make for love. Maybe this was a stupid idea, why would Katsuki fucking Bakugou reciprocate the sickening feelings you harboured towards him? You were better off staying his secret admirer.

Bakugou was the last person you'd imagine a puppy dog romance with. He surely wasn't worth skipping lunch for. What were you thinking anyway, hoping his love for you would blossom? Well, that's all it would be. Hope. You told yourself. Not that it would matter, the gifts inside were unsigned anyway.

Sighing, you turned to walk away- maybe you could convince Lunch Rush to let you have a peck or two before class started. Walking into the hallway, you scratched the back of your head as you felt a headache come on. Looking up, you saw Bakugou, Kirishima and the others walking towards the lockers. Scrambling, you ducked behind the staircase- Holy fucking shit. This was it. They hadn't noticed you, luckily. Not yet, at least. Your knuckles were white from grabbing the wall as you stood on your tippy toes, trying to get a closer look at his expression.

That idiotic blonde was screaming at Denki for electrocuting his lemonade or whatever- at least he saw that coming; what he didn't see was the hellish amount of confetti falling onto him as he opened his locker. The rest of the Bakusquad looked with their mouth open as you cowered behind the wall, blushing. You were grateful no one had noticed you yet. "Ooh, looks like someone's got the fancies for Bakubro ;)" Kaminari said, almost emoting in surprise, along with Kiri.

"What the actual fuck is this?" Bakugou grimaced, stepping on the now confetti-covered floor. He rummaged around his locker, pushing the confetti around to uncover boxes stacked on top of each other next to his textbooks. Pretty pink boxes adorned with ribbons, must I add. A neon orange sticky note taped to the topmost box stood out in contrast with the monochrome textbooks and grey metal of the locker. Bakugou had half a mind to throw it all away or blow up the entire locker. It wasn't worth the hassle anyway.

Denki snickered, peeling off the note that read 'High protein chocolate~' "Woaahh, real thoughtful, ain't it?" Kirishima said, elbowing Bakugou in the stomach. "I wonder who it isss~~" Mina piped up, opening one of the heart-shaped boxes to reveal chocolate-covered strawberries. Popping one in her mouth, she sighed, placing a hand on her cheek while relishing the flavour. "I wonder how they got all that confetti into your locker."

You took a deep breath in, relaxing your shoulders. One step at a time- You walked towards Bakugou. "I wonder who's masochistic enough to have a crush on Bakugou, let alone express themselves, hahaa-" you laughed, interrupted by a sharp jab on your ribs. "Aahh that hurt, y'know?" You sulked, rubbing the sore spot. "What kinda coward leaves this unsigned?" Bakugou grumbled, tearing up the note and resuming rummaging through his locker for his textbooks for Present Mic's class.

Katsuki Bakugou was not a kind man. You more than most people, knew that well. But Bakugou didn't mean to push you out of the way as he made his way out the hall. He didn't mean to bruise your chest. He didn't mean to hurt you.

#bakugou #bakugou x reader #bakugou katuski x reader #katsuki x reader #self insert #katsuki bakugo x reader #bnha x reader #mha x reader #bakugou fanfiction #secret admirer #bakugou x secret admirer #bnha x secret admirer #mha x secret admirer #secret admirer reader

[catliker49]

"The Final Touch.."

And done!! After 20 hours!!!!! AAHH!! I feel something is missing, but this was to Celebrate my 1 year (..and 10 days..) of being interested in Welcome Home! I'm so Happy with how far I've come since first discovering the ARG, in terms of both my art and my mental health! I've become significantly more confident and creative, Thanks to the community and Clown as well as everyone else working on Welcome Home! Thank you all for an incredible year, despite not posting a Great amount on Tumblr, I'm so Grateful to everyone supporting me! :o) Take care all!

#welcome home #welcome home arg #welcome home fanart #julie joyful #frank frankly #eddie dear #poppy partridge #julie joyful fanart #frank frankly fanart #eddie dear fanart #poppy partridge fanart #AAHHH #And thats all for now folks! #I'm back to college on Tuesday! #and I'm going to have a nice rest... #(I am joking I will most likely be starting a Wally puppet soon! #How exciting!!) #Talk to you all soon!

[frenchiepal]

🌛 - aahh an angel of a professor has allowed me to take the oral exam in cultural studies even though i forgot to register for it! super grateful rn but that means that i have about two days to study for it so it's going to be a couple of late night study sessions :')

#this post looks exactly like my last one sorry #it's bc i still live in the same flat #ok back to speed reading 300 pages #studyblr #langblr #aesthetic #study aesthetic #study inspiration #studying linguistics #studying english literature #studyspo #academia #jaystudies

[siriustaylorsversion]

She's always owned my heart (Taylor Swift x reader) pt.2

it's been a long time coming... part 1 part 3 part 4

taylorswift

taylorswift In my Eras era. 💅 liked by yourname.official, gracieabrams and 10,556,004 others.

yourname.official it's been a long time coming, miss americana 🫶🏼

florence.bysinks WAIT WILL WE SEE YOU TOGETHER??? gracieabrams mothers 🧎🏻‍♀️ forever.more GRACIE REPRESENTS ALL OF US DJWNJWCNJKHRCG

sadiesink_ OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD

blakelively screaming crying throwing up

y/n_sink I'M LITERALLY CRYING

tay.y/nforevermore MOTHER CAME BACK STRONGER THAN A 90'S TREND costataylorsversion i wake up TO THIS???

yourname.official

yourname.official is there anything better than opening for the opening night for the best, most talented woman? wait... what if it's performing with her? WHAT IF IT'S BOTH??? glendale, can't wait to see you tonight! liked by taylorswift, blakelively and 7,900,544 others.

taylorswift stop i'm BLUSHING

yourname.official *plays maroon* costataylorsversion NOT yourname.official BEING THE DEFINITION OF A SWIFTIE oliviarodrigo i LIVE for these interactions

conangray TAKE MY HOUSE GIMME TICKETS

oliviarodrigo (real) snehit.13 😭🫶🏼😭💘

ememyers SEE YOU TONIGHT MOTHERS

tay.y/nforevermore please gimme the tickets or jenna's number I'M BEGGING YOU zendaya 💕💕

theerastour.updates

theerastour.updates taylorswift and yourname.official IN THEIR INSTAGRAM STORIES!!!!!! liked by yourname.official, forever.folklore and 400,930 others

taylorswift

taylorswift WOW, just… wow. Thank you to the band, dancers, and I can’t stop talking about how insanely magical it was playing for you guys tonight. You were always bouncing, dancing, screaming every lyric. And you created so many breathtaking moments for us, you know what I mean. Looove yooouuu.

And, yourname.official, YOU WERE WITH ME throughout this unreal night!! Beyond the music, you are my partner in every sense of the word. Through the highs and lows, you've stood by my side, and together, we've made memories that I will cherish for eternity.

Thank you, my love, for being the muse behind every lyric, for sharing this magical stage with me, and for filling my life with endless love and happiness. With you, the world becomes a symphony, and I am forever grateful for the melody we create together. liked by yourname.official, blakelively, and 11,800,300 others.

yourname.official I'M CRYING WTF

yourname.official MY HEART JUST SKIPPED 13 BEATS

tomholland2013 so you're dead... hopefully? tay.y/nforevermore MY FAVORITE ON SCREEN SIBLINGS😭

theerastour.updates IM FREAKING OUT I WANNA BE HERE OH MY GOD I WANT TICKETS PLEASE

ememyers LITERALLY THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE 💘

zendaya SAME conangray *plays jealousy jealously* oliviarodrigo STOP- forever.folklore CONAN REPRESENTING ALL OF US RN

blakelively MY FAVORITE PEOPLE ARE HERE AAHH

vancityreynolds The girls and I are offended... blakelively shush, now's not the time.

yourname.official

yourname.official THANK YOU TO ALL THE LOVELY FANS, THANK YOU TO THE GODDESS THAT IS BLONDIE!!! i was dared to write something more romantic than taylorswift wrote.. we all know that's not possible but i shall try.

taylor, beyond the stage, you are my rock, my confidante, and my partner in crime. your unwavering support and love have lifted me up in ways I never thought possible.

tonight reminded me of the beautiful journey we've embarked on together, both personally and professionally. the music we've made, the memories we've shared, and the love we've cultivated is something i hold dear to my heart. it's a testament to the power of two souls intertwining and creating something extraordinary.

thank you, for being my light in the darkness, for always believing in me, and for making this night an unforgettable chapter in our story. with you by my side, anything feels possible, and i am forever grateful for the love we share. it's you and me, that's my whole world. liked by taylorswift, zendaya and 9,700,405 others.

taylorswift your caption is definitely better than mine, i'm crying

taylorswift MEET ME BEHIND THE STAGE YOU LITERAL ANGEL.

yourname.official your wish is my command. tomholland2013 😏 yourname.official @tomholland2013 DIE.

conangray WHEN I TELL YOU I SOBBED

ememyers literally the most relatable person ever. florenceby.sink CONAN FNKHTNJAWHTBVJWHJ

blakelively IM CRYING MY BABIES ARE BREAKING RECORDS 🥺

mayahawke PLEASE PERFORM TOGETHER AGAIN. PLEASE GIVE TICKETS. PLEAASSEE.

DOES ANYONE WANT ANOTHER PART??? I NEED REQUESTS??

#siriustaylorsversion #taylor swift #taylorswiftxreader #the eras tour fic #the eras tour #taylor swift x selena gomez #taylor swift x reader #taylor swift x fem!reader #smau

[callsign-relic]

May I please as for continuation of the Yan!Megatron with the human liason from the POV of Tarn who's watching in consternation as his boss is bringing his new "pet" abord and ordering their accoutrements loaded onto Peaceful Tyranny.

Tarn's an asshole and I enjoy seeing him disquieted. And Megatron with pet squishy.

Oooo this was an interesting request, from a new POV! I’m happy you enjoyed the last piece enough to ask for a sequel :D for those who haven’t read it, you can read part 1 here! All that aside, I hope you enjoy :)

Warnings: SFW, Yandere, GN!Human!Reader

Tarn was… conflicted.

The moment he caught you in his sights, wriggling within his lord’s grasp as he approached the ship, his first instinct was to end your pitiful existence right there.

“Sir,” he had told his commander, aiming his arm cannon in your direction, “allow me to rid you of the pest who has so rudely decided to cling to you.”

But then, Megatron’s own servo blocked your view— blocked Tarn’s target. “That will not be necessary,” he replied, voice low and calm. “They will be here to stay. They’re mine.”

And while Megatron stepped away without another word, the sounds of your futile objections echoed in Tarn’s audials. The commander couldn’t make sense of it— Megatron, leader of the Decepticons, keeping an organic as a pet? What use could that possibly have?

So, he decided to wait. Wait and watch as his lord doted on his new pet.

Most times, you were perched high atop Megatron’s shoulder. Despite your visible discomfort— the way you shuffled as far as you could from the warlord’s helm, only for him to gently push you back near it— Megatron seemed more worried when you weren’t there. If you weren’t on his shoulder, then you were cupped within a single, massive servo, digits curled in just so as you wouldn’t run the risk of falling. With his free hand always rubbing at your head or your back or, when Megatron was feeling particularly affectionate, squishing the sickenly soft flesh of your torso or cheeks between two digits over and over again.

Fine. This was fine. Tarn had to assure himself of that fact time and time again, no matter how much his distaste for organics told him this was so, so wrong. Even as your tiny human belongings were brought upon the ship, Tarn thought that if at least he didn’t go out of his way to speak or look at you, he could live with this. Surely.

Down in one of the many halls of the Peaceful Tyranny, Tarn feels an itch at his pedes. He didn’t think much of it, simply casting it aside as a glitch in his nervecircuits for Nickel to examine later, though that should have been the first sign that something was wrong. After a moment, the itch comes again, and with a hiss Tarn finally looks down—

And locks eyes with you.

“You—?!”

“Shh!” You quickly hush him before he can speak. “I know this is going to sound crazy but I already tried talking to everyone else here and no one wanted to help me and believe me you’re the last person who I’d ask for help from and— AAHH—“

Tarn didn’t want to strain his audials more with struggling to hear you down there than hearing your grating little voice already did. With the ends of two claws, he bends down and lifts you by the scruff of your clothes, dangling your tiny form before his faceplate.

While you couldn’t much tell his expression past his mask bearing the Decepticon brand, you could tell the commander was not happy.

“I’ll make this quick, I promise,” you raise your hands in placation, and when the mech doesn’t reply, you take it as your cue to continue. “I’ll cut to the chase— I don’t want to be here. And I’m well aware that, besides Megatron, no one else really wants me here either. So, that’s something we’re in agreement upon. If we could work together only for the amount of time it takes me to get me off this ship and back to the Lost Light, we would be doing both of ourselves a favor. I can’t get out of here on my own, so please—“

“Tarn?”

A commanding voice booms down the hallway, and both of your heads snap to attention as you look towards the source of the call. Megatron was entering through the sliding doors, heaving an audible sigh of relief as he locks eyes with you.

“There you are,” he says, and as he approaches he offers his hands out below where Tarn was dangling you. Without a moment’s hesitation, the purple mech drops you, and you land on your bottom into the warlord’s palms. “I thought I had lost you,” he coos, before gazing back at Tarn. “Where did you find them?”

Tarn opens his intake to answer, before he catches you staring at him. You almost look at him pleadingly— begging for mercy from a Decepticon. He stares back for only a moment before resetting his vocalizer and addressing his superior. “They were merely wandering the halls, sir. They must have gotten lost.”

Placing you upon his shoulder once more, Megatron nods. “I see. I suppose I must keep a better optic on you, then.” You offer a nervous laugh, hoping the warlord didn’t expect a bigger reply. To your relief, he carries on. “Let me know if this happens again, Tarn.” Then, without another word, he exits the way he came— and you turn to look at Tarn for as long as you can before the sliding doors shut behind you.

And as the mech is left alone in the hall, he stews in his thoughts. Conspiring with a fleshling was the last thing he wanted to do, and disobeying a command from Megatron was worse, but… if it meant ridding the ship of your presence, and perhaps returning his lord back to normal…

Perhaps he would consider it.

#relic writes #Transformers #Transformers x reader #reader insert #Transformers MTMTE #mtmte #more than meets the eye #MTMTE x reader #Transformers lost light #lost light #lost light x reader #yandere Megatron #yandere Megatron x reader #Megatron x reader #MTMTE Megatron x reader

[cyazule]

Aahh! I recently received this amazing Luca gift trade from the incredibly kindhearted @beksboys!!! 💌💜💚✨️

I'm in love! Beks' breathtaking art brought to life in such high-quality merch is truly magical! They're all so beautiful in person! 😭💓💞

Here are some close-up photos, but my camera does not do them justice!

The pins look elegant with the glistening gold metal lining! And the sparkling glitter makes the rose pins look exquisite! ✨️

The subtle holographic hearts add such a cute charm to the badges! I think they complement the gentleness of Luca and Alberto's forehead kisses 🥺💗

Beks' sticker designs are way too cute! 💫 I especially love the sticker sheets on the right! Just look at those fish boys swimming so adorably! 🥰

I'm really grateful that Beks sent two of them! Now I can use one for my water bottle and keep the other nice and pristine!

Luca and Alberto embracing each other! 💕 The acrylic charms have a stunning rainbow effect that seems to glow in the light! I have them hanging in my room, and when the light hits them... Bellissimo! 🤌🌈

~*~*~*~*~

I'm so thankful to Beks for gifting me her wonderful Luca goods!! I've been looking forward to buying them from her store, so it feels surreal to hold them now!

I'm super happy and proud to add them to my Luca collection! They've become some of my most precious treasures! 💝💖💘

#pixar luca #luca #luca paguro #alberto scorfano #luberto #luca x alberto

[emjiroki]

Kento Nanami x Reader 18+ Drabble

Non sorcerer au (him and Higuruma work together bite me they're such a sexy team)

Likes reblogs and comments appreciated and treasured 🩷

"K-Kento" you whimpered, your hands tied to the headboard, your eyes covered by his tie, "Please just touch me".

"I am touching you," he replied, his fingers grazing up your thigh, to your knee, past your hipbone.

"You know what I mean" you said, squirming as you desperately tried to thrust against his touch.

"Can I not just worship you for awhile? I had a long day". You knew he did, a long day at the conference in the Hotel before he was able to come back to you. You had spent the day getting a massage and lounging by the pool waiting for him and being grateful he was able to bring you along this time.

"Just please- aahh" you moaned out as he sank two fingers into you finally, massaging the soft spot that head your eyes crossing.

"So impatient, maybe I should call Hiromi and have him come in here to swat your ass raw" Kento practically growled. Wouldn't be the first time he had brought his colleague in to play, "although I might just do it myself".

You whined when he pulled his fingers away, the sound of him sucking them into his mouth making everything clench as you desperately pulled at your restrained hands.

"P-Please Kento can- can I touch you? Please?" You begged, feeling his strong hands moved to your hips and pull you down the bed a little. He teased the flushed head of his cock against your entrance, nudging just an inch inside and feeling you grip around him.

"Can you be good?" He asked, biting back a groan of his own. You nodded desperately, gasping as he felt his fingers thread through your hair and pull you head back, expose your throat to his lips and his nose skimming across your thudding pulse, "need you to say it".

"Yes I promise" you whispered, wanting so bad to feel his lips on yours. Without another word he unties your hands throwing the tie to his bathrobe off onto the floor. You instinctively reach up to pull his tie from your eyes but he stops you.

"Ah ah, love be good for me won't you?" He whispers, sinking the rest of him inside of you as you squealed and dug your fingers into his shoulders, a rough thrust of his hips taking your breath away, "be my good girl and I'll give you everything you want, and fuck you until this is broken".

#kento nanami #kento nanami smut #jjk smut #kento nanami x reader #smutty drabble #em writes ✍ #em talks 👄 #will be reblogged

[seraphinitegames]

The Wayhaven Chronicles—Update 03/March/2023

We're getting soooo much closer to release, guys! Aahh! :D

This week was mostly social media days, which were really a relief to throw myself into. Had great fun writing the content for Patreon and getting lost in the lore of Wayhaven with asks!

Glad patrons have been having fun with the Spring scenario poll already—glad you guys are choosing them because I would seriously struggle to decide, hehe! ;D

We've also been continuing working on Book Three release content, which will be starting very soon because it's April next month! Can you believe it??? We really want to get the word out about Book Three and Wayhaven as we're hoping to build things from here on so as we can start some really exciting ideas in the future (which we'll go more into after Book Three, as that's the main focus right now, obviously, hehe :D).

I did sneakily get a bit more early planning in on Book Four and, well, along with a change in story, the villain is also getting a personality make-over, lol! I've had this antagonist in my head for soooo long but then a new form of them just popped into my head as I was driving home from the hospital one night, and it has seriously stuck. I can't imagine them any other way now!

For people asking if April 6th is still the release date for Book Three—it is as far as I'm aware! I haven't heard any different. Hosted Games handles the release and decides the date, so I'm just here with you guys with fingers-crossed that it sticks, especially as we've planned the run-up to release with content!

We just want to say again how grateful we are for all of your support, well-wishes, and patience during this tough time with our mum <3 She was taken in for a sudden operation on Tuesday and then Wednesday, and though it's going to be very slow, it really looks like we're on the recovery path now! Finally! It's been such a huge relief after so long. I'm actually writing this update from a table at the hospital waiting until visiting hours start so as I can go see her!

Next week will hopefully be the start of the release run-up stuff, some more not-so-sneaky Book Four planning, and maybe a last look over Book Three if Hosted Games can get the files back to me after their proof-reader (fingers crossed!).

Hope you all have the most fantastic weekend! We'll be offline as usual, but I'll update you all again next Friday <3

#the wayhaven chronicles #update #progress report #book three #patreon #personal

[keysorsomething]

Big agree, much love towards your Nikto fics 🙏 so grateful that you write him the way you do! He’s just our beloved 🥰

AAHH All the Nikto fic love is getting me !! I'm am so glad to write him in a way because that's how I like him too :))

#call of duty #cod mw2 #nikto cod #nikto x reader #nikto #keys.headcanons

[michelleleewise]

Long Live The King

Pairing: King Jotun!Loki x Asgardian F!reader

Warnings: Some dark themes ahead (mild, and not in detail), minor smut in the start, not graphic, swearing, plotting, forced imprisonment, language (use of whore), minor character death (deserved), attempted assault (not graphic or in detail), political subterfuge

Summary: Loki decides to soften his approach with you as danger lurks just out of site.....

Dividers by @firefly-graphics

Part three--Part four-

Loki reached down, lacing his fingers through the woman's hair pulling her head back as he snapped his hips into her. "Mm...loooki..." She moaned, pushing her hips back against him as he rutted into her. He hadn't planned on bedding her again, he had had his fun but that woman, that..... asgardian frustrated him so, he needed release and returning to his chambers finding her naked upon his bed how could he deny her "Harder Loki!..aahh..." She groaned. He gripped her hair tighter making her cry out "you will get what i give you." He growled thrusting into her hard. "If you are going to come I would do it soon." He groaned gripping her hip feeling his release building. "B..but loki...." She whined trying to turn her head when he pushed her head down.

He felt her walls flutter around him as he pulled out, stroking himself to completion, his seed dripping down her thighs onto the sheets. He sighed, closing his eyes he released her head laying down looking up at the ceiling. "That was amazing Loki." She smiled laying down, her voice grating his nerves. "Yes...I am." He said looking over at her "You may go, I have no more use for you." He said as she stared at him. "B..but i.." she started when he sat up "I have been sated, now go." He said slipping his robe on walking to the sitting room. Stoking the fire he felt her arms wrap around him from behind. He grabbed her wrists turning around "either you go, or I can have you put in a cell next to my asgardian, i am gathering quite the collection of trophies." He smiled "what say you....princess." He sneered pushing her hands away.

"I will not be treated this way, I am a noble!" She yelled "yes, a noble who came to me as a wanton whore needing my cock." He sneered feeling the sting of her hand on his cheek. He turned his head looking down at her taking a step toward her "leave now...while I still allow it." He growled through clenched teeth. She huffed before going to his doors, slamming them behind her as she left. He rubbed his hand across his cheek as he walked to his desk picking up the scroll he found in your belongings, sitting down reading it again. He knew there was more to this, it wasn't feasible for one woman to take down the allfather on her own. He needed to get to the bottom of it, but you were stubborn and head strong. He would need to approach this a different way.

You heard voices In the distance, cracking your eyes open you didn't see anyone but you couldn't turn your head. "How long do you think they'll be here?" You heard someone ask "I'm not sure, I know their princess is having a good time." You heard another as they both laughed. "Her reputation does proceed her, and we all know the kings appetites." The one said when you heard footsteps coming up behind you. "Speaking of appetites." One growled when you felt something cold on your back "the king will have your head, he has ordered her to be left alone." The other said, feeling the cold begin to move down your back you used all your strength to pull your arms out, the ice encasing you not budging "this can't be happening." You said to yourself feeling your eyes sting.

"The king is too busy with his whore." The other said, gasping when the cold hit your bare skin at the hem of your pants "besides, how will he know?" The other growled. "You will likely split her in half, thats how." The other said feeling two large hands on your hips you dug your nails into your palms, kicking your legs out behind you "Mm she's fiesty..let's see how long that lasts." He sneered. You squeezed your eyes shut, bracing for what was to come when the cold was suddenly ripped off you, your eyes flying open hearing a gurgling sound. You shifted on your feet trying to pull yourself free when a hand pressed to your back "calm yourself asgardian." You heard Loki's voice from behind you, and as much as you hate it it calmed you.

You felt the ice crack around you as it gave way, an arm snaking around your middle holding you up as your body slumped. "Take her to my chambers by the fire and leave." You heard Loki growl when another guard hauled you over his shoulder. You tilted your head up seeing one of the giants sprawled on the floor, red pouring from his neck as the other stood with his head down when your eyes met Loki's. You shivered seeing the anger in his expression, your eyes traveled down seeing the dagger in his hand, red dripping from the tip as he pointed it to the other giant before you were carried out into the hall. You let your head lull, your eyes closing with the rocking of the guards steps when he came to a stop, a door opening as you were brought into the familiar room.

He placed a hand on your back, slowly setting you down next to the fire, hooking the chains onto the ring in the floor. He stood clearing his throat "the king will be with you shortly." He said walking to the door. You stared into the fire, leaning against the hearth feeling your eyes grow heavy with the warmth. You heard the chamber door gently click shut as you laid all the way down on your side, watching the embers glow. "Heimdall...please...." you tried, your voice strained with your dry throat. The only sound the cracking of the fire when you felt a single tear stream across your face into your hair, you didn't know how much more you could endure. You wished you still had the bottle odin had given you, atleast then you would be free.

You slowly opened your eyes, the fire still burning bright making you squint. You shifted to your back feeling a fur wrapped around you. "Ah, there you are." You heard, tilting your head seeing Loki sat in his chair, one leg crossed over the other watching you. "You have been asleep for some time, I was afraid you may not wake." He said putting his foot down. "I have brought you sustenance, If you wish to survive this you need to eat." He said pointing to the small table next to you. You slowly sat up, tossing the fur aside leaning against the wall "I must apologize for my subordinates behavior, he has been....dealt with." He said leaning forward watching you. You looked to the plate of food, your stomach churning at the site "and If I do not." You croaked, your voice hoarse "I realize you are a warrior, bred and trained for battle....but do you truly wish to meet your glorious end due to starvation?" He asked not taking his eyes off of you.

You looked down, fidgeting with the hem of your tunic "why.." you whispered into the room "why what?" He asked standing up walking towards you. You looked up, seeing him towering over you "why am I still alive?" You asked, watching him crouch down in front of you "you...my dear, are more valuable then you believe." He said smiling. "There is a plan, sabotage if you will...and I will uncover it." He said grabbing the plate of foot holding it out to you "and I belive you and I could be of use to eachother." He said. You looked into his eyes, the crimson shining bright in the fire. You reached out taking the plate from him as he sat down in front of you. "After what transpired today, you will stay here with me, so I can keep an eye on you" he said, handing you a cup of water from the table.

"Are you not afraid I will kill you in your sleep." You growled looking up at him. "If I was, you would not still be alive." He said smirking. You brought the cup to your lips, the cool water hitting your throat making you moan as you downed it. "I must admit I wouldn't mind hearing that sound again." He purred. "I would rather die...monster." You snapped slamming the cup down hearing him laugh "we shall see how long your resolve lasts." He said winking. He stood abruptly, walking back to his desk, you took in his tall frame, his broad shoulders flexing under his dark green tunic. The way his long hair cascaded down his back. He wasn't like the other giants, though you were loath to admit it he was...beautiful.

He turned to the side, reading over some papers as you looked at his profile. His sharp cheek bones, the ridges that traveled his skin. He was smaller then the others but no less powerful. "I will have some clothes brought for you, and if you behave maybe I can arrange a bath..would you like that?" He asked snapping you out of your trance "umm..i..sure." You shrugged looking down. You heard him walk back to you, his boots coming into your vision as he crouched down again. You felt his cold fingers under your chin lifting your head to look at him "you know, you are quite pretty....for an asgardian." He smiled. You jerked your head away looking back down hearing him laugh "I will return shortly." He said standing walking to the door. You released the breath you were holding hearing the door click shut, quickly diving into the food he had left. You had to find a way out....and soon.

The woman pushed away from Loki's chambers, fuming as she made her way to the guest chambers. She was on a time limit and it was running out. She walked in, slamming the door seeing a piece of paper on the floor. "We will be traveling back to Vanahiem in seven days time. Make sure you are ready." She read, crumbling the note she threw it into the fire. "Dammit!" She yelled kicking over the chair at her desk. She was afraid this would happen, the king had a reputation for being cold and heartless, but she hoped she would be able to bend him to her will as she had with so many others...but he would not relent.

She stormed into her room, sitting on the bed she closed her eyes focusing her energy on where she needed to go. She opened her eyes, the bright gold of the room blinding her. "Ah, Ostara..what do I owe the pleasure?" She heard, turning to the dais "your plan is not working, everything is falling apart." She said storming to the bottom of the steps. "Well, then you know what you must do." He said standing up. "I don't know if the spell will work, he is stubborn and he has become vexed with...her." She snapped crossing her arms. "You are one of the most powerful sorceresses on Vanahiem, and your worried about a soldier." He asked laughing. "You do not see the way he looks at her, talks about her" She snapped.

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"Then end her." He said walking down the steps to her. "I sent a small vial of poison with with her, it is most likely with her belongings." He said "all you must do is slip it into her drink." He continued. "Everything must be on schedule, since she failed you must proceed." He said circling her "Marry the king and slaughter him as he sleeps. You as the queen, and no heirs to the throne will ascend to rule, Jotunhiem will finally be under my rule." He said smiling. "Our rule." She said looking at him. "You will still answer to me." He growled stepping towards her "now go, we are running out if time." He said waving his hand. "Yes...allfather." She said tilting her head. She closed her eyes, opening them seeing the walls of the guest chambers. She got up, grabbing her book from the table sitting down, smiling when she found what she was looking for.

#loki #loki fanfiction #loki fanfic #loki imagine #jotun loki #king loki #loki of jotunheim #loki x asgardian!reader #loki x you #loki x y/n #loki x female reader #loki angst #loki odinson imagine #loki odinson fanfiction #loki odinson x you #loki odinson x reader #loki odinson x y/n #loki odinson #loki odinson x female reader #loki laufeyson imagine #loki laufeyson fanfic #loki laufeyson #loki laufeyson x reader #loki laufeyson x female reader #loki laufeyson x you #loki laufeyson x y/n #loki odinson angst #loki laufeyson angst #loki laufeyson x asgardian reader #loki and reader

[dragondrafts]

aahh hello! was really excited to find another heartsteel blog <3

ive come with a more angsty topic if you're comfy w it!

reader spending time trying to get aphelios out of his shell after finding out he'll lose his voice- (and possibly a part of after it all happens, procedure and such- taking care of him)

thank you! ^^

Hiiii thank you for the request, and I'm super happy to find fellow heartsteel fans!! I wasn't entirely clear on the prompt (and this ended up more fluffy than angsty until the end asgjhkgdh) but I hope you like this regardless ❤️

HEARTSTEEL Aphelios x Reader

♡ Prompt: Comfort and encouragement before (and a little bit of after) vocal chord surgery ♡ TW: none ♡ Gender-neutral reader

Aphelios was always a quiet, thoughtful person by nature- but learning that he may lose his voice, his central form of artistic expression, was devastating to his self-confidence, pushing him into a depressive self isolation lasting weeks

It was heartbreaking to see the brightness of his gentle face drained, the sparkle in his eyes turned from mischief to fear... so you were determined to help him through this

Phel could be very stubborn and moody, hiding himself under blankets and pillows and absolutely refusing to come out. But with lots of patience and the promise of chocolate you could coax him out

You started with inviting his sister Alune to sleepovers. Aphelios wouldn't be forced to leave the house, or his room if he didn't want to, but his sister was very good at bringing a smile or soft laugh out of him, even for just a little while

You also began to take him out on walks through the neighborhood. You pointed out the songs of native birds, shared a fresh orange carefully snatched off someone's tree, or often times just walked side by side in comfortable silence

One time, some days before the procedure, the two of you found yourselves in a grassy park to relax. Aphelios sat criss-cross with his back against a tree and you laid your head in his lap while he played music on low volume through a portable speaker

For just a moment, he forgot about his worries, his anxieties, his grief, and began to sing along softly to the music while slowly combing his fingers through your hair

You closed your eyes and listened quietly, leaving him room to have this intimate moment with his voice- what could be one of the last

As the song ended, Phel came back into the present and blinked, both flustered at his vulnerability and sad that this personal vessel of self expression would soon be gone, maybe forever- but gazing at your kind, relaxed face, he realized he could get through anything, as long as he had you by his side

Post-procedure:

Despite Aphelios' initial protest, you and Alune spoiled the hell out of him every moment after he woke up from the procedure

His bed was all set up with the softest pillows and blankets, all his favorite snacks and plenty of water next to the bed within arm's reach, and TV hooked up to every streaming service you could think of

Doctor's orders were to not speak at all for the first few days, so a notepad and pen were provided, and if he needed anything he could text Alune or your phone to get your attention

You gave him space to process things whenever he asked, but whenever you got the chance, you were by his side in bed, keeping him company, telling him about all the latest news, or cuddling and watching movies together

There were a few moments when you would be holding Phel in your arms, and you felt him shake subtly- he was stifling sobs into your shoulder

You laid there in silence, rubbing his back, being his rock while he grasped his fear and sadness

He would never admit it, but Aphelios would always be grateful for these moments you spent with him at his lowest

#dragon writes #league of legends #heartsteel #heartsteel aphelios #AAAAA HERES MY FIRST ONE I HOPE ITS OKAY

[moth-bitez]

It was my girlfriend's 17th birthday yesterday so I drew her a little something to celebrate <3

I sent it to her yesterday and I wasn't going to publicly post it, but I liked how it came out so I wanted to share.

also I gotta learn how to draw her. I swear she looks completely different every time I draw her aahh

I love her though, she's my favorite person ever and I'm so grateful to have her. Anyways enough with the mushy stuff here you go Tumblr people

#digital art #artists on tumblr #birthday art #birthday #procreate art #procreate artist #digital illustration #digital artist #I love my girlfriend she's so silly hehee

[smallestapplin]

Botw submas my beloved

Please give us Ingo and Emmet's reaction when they saw MC fighting a guardian?

YES! Aahh I’m so happy you asked!

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🔲Ingo&Emmet🔳

The twins are fond of you! They are grateful to know you, and you bring them guardian parts to help them build this ancient Sheikah contraption.

And you always sell them ancient parts, so it’s a win win! However they haven’t seen you in a while, they hope you’re okay.

Though they usually stick to one area near Hyrule castle, and fight off a few decayed guardians for their parts.

With the two helping each other it becomes a breeze, but they still avoid guardian stalkers like the plague.

With another decayed one down the two decided to take a break.

“Do you hear that?” Ingo looks to Emmet, who’s smile has grown tight.

“I was hoping it was just me.”

The two stare at each other for a moment longer before running towards the noise.

Sounds of beams blasting, trees falling over, something obviously hitting a guardian, but what throws them off are the sound heavy footsteps that no hylian could make.

The twins hide behind a large rock structure before peering around it. Emmet almost didn’t have time to cover Ingo’s mouth before the older twin screamed.

The kind hero who always gifted them parts.

The sweet hero who would stop by to listen to their rambling.

Fighting and dodging they attacks of a guardian stalker.

You have a focus glare at the mechanical beast in front of you, parrying the laser blast right back at the guardian.

Emmet is sweating, his body shaking at the adrenaline and anxiety pumping through his veins.

He doesn’t know how much longer he can watch this.

Ingo is cringing and recoiling at every movement. Emmet’s hand had long since been removed as Ingo gasps and looks away from your battle.

You narrows dodge another hit when you hear Ingo’s panicked yell.

You snap your head in their direction, eyes just as wide as theirs.

You quickly put your attention back onto the guardian and work to finish it off.

Once it collapses and breaks down you start collecting some of its parts. Ignoring the thundering set of foot steps behind you.

“Oh sweet Hylia are you okay!?”

“What were you thinking?!”

“Are you hurt?”

“Here I have some potions!”

You hear them go back and forth before digging through their bags.

You crawl out of the guts of the defeated guardian and hand them a few ancient screws and a ancient core.

Ingo stares at it before letting out a sad laugh.

“No need for that right now, just please, take the potion and heal yourself.” The stoic twin thrusts a potion to your hands.

But you don’t take it, just try to hand him the ancient core.

“Please! Heal then we will take the guardian stuff, just please!” Emmet begs.

You look between the both of them and sigh.

You place the ancient things down and take the potion.

Thank you.

Thank you, but I’m not injured.<

They gasp.

“What!?” You cringe at the panic on Emmet’s face.

“But all the blasts! The fire! The trees knocking over! How did you manage!?” Ingo’s voice just keeps getting louder.

Both of the worry plan to see.

They don’t even let you say anything, they just grab your hand and take you to their campsite, scolding and fretting over you.

You’re say down on a log while Ingo cooks something for you, and Emmet sits next to you, still checking you over for injuries.

Which there are none, you’re just covered in a little dirty from rolling to dodge.

“You had us so worried.”

“While that was verrry impressive, you nearly gave Ingo a heart attack.”

Ingo let’s out an offended gasp and turns to his traitorous brother.

“Like you have any room to talk!”

They are odd men, but you feel strangely warm around them.

There is a sense of comfort and safety with them around.

Something you can’t remember ever feeling before.

#pokemon #pokemon imagines #pokemon x reader #pokémon #pokemon ingo #pokemon fluff #pokemon fanfic #pokemon ingo x reader #pokemon emmet #pokemon emmet x reader #pokemon submas #pokemon submas x reader #pokemon loz crossover

[sicjimin]

can you do one where jin gets sick during a concert that he needs to be put on iv drips before the show (some emeto pls)? and throughout the concert jin is suuuuuper clingy to jungkook, hugging him from behind bcs it melts my heart everytime i remember how the members say jin is rlly clingy when he's tired. kookjin was so cute during the busan concert, they got me teary-eyed. pls do this if you can ryu ur my fav writer on tumblr 🥺

— Busan Chaos (Seokjin ver.) —

a.n : this is not a part 2 of my previous fic .. i just ran out of title 🤣 and since i use the same concert in mind, so hence the related title. anon, thank you for requesting !! im so sorry for the long wait, i hope you're still around TT and i hope this is fluff enough .. for you? or at least what you had in mind .. aha i hope you like it , happy reading !

"Aahh ..", Seokjin moans in pain. His voices echoes through the small bathroom as it got amplifies by the toilet bowl he's currently dived his head into.

"Sshh .. it will be over soon, hyung", Jungkook murmurs beside him, his hand been steadily rubbing the older back up and down since 5 minutes ago.

Seokjin whines again, moving his hand from his head to his stomach, rubbing it aggresively to get the shit done. "I just want to pu—mmmm", he squeezed his eyes shut as his body shuddered with a harsh wave of nausea. He then scooted forward to lean further over the toilet.  "Kook .. i feel sick", he breathes out, letting his lips part slightly and trembled with a shallow gag.

"I know hyungie .. it's okay", Jungkook sits up straight, brushing the older hair back and massaging his tense nape—feeling it tenses with preparation. "You will feel better soon"

Seokjin huffs, gripping the toilet tightly as he retched with increasing intensity, and after less than a minute a lumpy flow of brownish vomit coursed out of his mouth and splashed noisily into the water. "Fuck ..", he chokes out, visibly shuddering, as his fingers curls even tighter than before.

"Ah .. that's great hyung", Jungkook says softly, "Let it out"

Seokjin sucks a deep breathe—his response was a gurgling heave, and another flood of mush poured out of his mouth. There gone ramyeon he ate this morning. He coughs when the spice caught up on his throat and nose. He sniffles, letting tears flowed down his cheeks as he closed his eyes—a burp rumbles through his body as a mouthful of vomit coming up. His stomach is working up—churning its content up wave after wave until it's filling half of the bowl.

"Hyung .. breathe .. you're throwing up a lot", Jungkook mumbles beside him, flushing the toilet when the gag has stopped. The older still has his head ducked down. "Are you done?"

Seokjin swallows hard, shaking his head weakly, resting his forearms on the toilet seat and angling his mouth into the bowl. "Still feel horrible", he belched and drooled.

He's sure that the makeup artists gonna scold him once he's done. His makeup is all smudged right now with snot and tears. "What time is it?", he croakes out. They have to get ready in two hours.

"We still have time, don't worry hyung", Jungkook reassures him gently, wiping the corners of Seokjin's mouth. "The others will come find us when they finished getting ready".

Seokjin hums. He feels awful. His head is pounding, his heart pounds and his stomach clenches violently as more saliva escapes from his lips. It's like his body is trying its best to expel everything inside of him at once. He ends up giving out 2 more rounds of his stomach content again—before his body deeming that it's enough.

Jungkook trails beside him. His hand never leaves Seokjin waist as he helps the older walk back to their room. At time like this, he's grateful for the younger—he's strong, and he can be intimidating if he wants ; as he glares at the makeup artists when they almost fussed over him. "Let Seokjin hyung rest first, we still have time"

Seokjin barely have energy to say anything—immediately curled on the couch and hides under the blanket. He feels cold. Everything is cold.

Jungkook leans over him, holding up the cup of water with one hand while rubbing his back in slow circular motions. His other hand brushes through Seokjin’s sweaty hair, keeping it out of his eyes. “Drink first hyung, you need to be hydrated", he tells Seokjin firmly, and gives him some water in a straw.

Seokjin grunts, and sips slowly at the water. He groaned once, but didn't really make much noise. The water tasted bitter, but it helped him calm down a bit. He felt a little better.

"Do you need anything?"

Seokjin shakes his head, "No .. let me rest for five minutes", he whispers hoarsely.

Jungkook nodded understandingly and continued to rub Seokjin’s back, “Okay hyung, take your time, I'll wake you up later”

***

Seokjin woke up feeling more exhausted than ever. His fever been progressively worse, and also his headache and his nausea. It feels like his organ pulling him in every other directions. He groans, stirring awake—not sure who he needs to call for help.

"Hyung .. you're awake?"

Someone hovered over him, and that must be Yoongi—his grumpy yet soft voices give it away.

"Yoongi ..", Seokjin tried to sit up, but his limbs are weak. He fell back on the couch after struggling for a moment. His whole face paled, as he tried not to throw up again.

"Don't move too much", Yoongi's voice is laced with concern, taking Seokjin's arm to steady him so he doesn't slam his head against the couch.

"What time is it?", he asks, hands nursing his temples as the world is spinning around him. He doesn't dare to open his eyes, or he will throw up.

"4.30", Yoongi answers quietly. Fuck, they have to get ready in an hour. "What are you feeling?"

"Awful", Seokjin breathes out. He doesn't have time. "Can you asks for IV, Yoon?"

Yoongi's breathe hitched. It looks like he gonna say something, but decides against it. "Okay", he opted instead. "Wait here hyung"

Seokjin nods, inhaling a cautious breathe as he tries to calm down his erratic heart. It didn't take long, before there's staff and a worried Jungkook and Yoongi fussing around him.

"Not feeling better hyung?", Jungkook asked concerned. It's make sense—He is rarely sick. Especially ; this bad. So seeing him like this must be scaring the youngest.

Seokjin smiled weakly, "After this, Kook. Hyung will be fine"

"You can always sit down the concert hyung. We will be fine", Yoongi mumbles. And Seokjin bites his lips as needles prick into his skin—a second later, liquid flowing through it. He takes a deep breathe.

Please work.

"No .. i don't want to", Seokjin mutters. He grimaces at the stinging sensation. It's starting to get uncomfortable. "I think i'm going to puke again", he mumbled, turning his gaze to the younger.

Jungkook's eyes widen, and Yoongi already gone—coming back few seconds later with plastic bag in hands. They both sitting closer to the older ; Yoongi cupping the bag under Seokjin's mouth, and Jungkook holding him steady as he starts to retch—the contents of his stomach spilling onto the bag. Seokjin vomited for a while—until his stomach empty itself.

"Fuck .. this is awful", he groans once all of the water he took already moving to the bag. Yoongi disposed it quickly ; afraid that the sight might set him off again. But the elder did relax afterwards, and lays down.

Jungkook wipes the sweat off Seokjin forehead with the back of his palm

"How are you feeling now?", Jungkook asks softly.

"I'm a little dizzy, but better", Seokjin murmurs.

Namjoon barges in before Jungkook can fuss over him again. His eyes full of concern. He must have a lot in his mind—so before Namjoon can frets ; "Hyung will be fine, i will perform, Joon"

"Hyung .. no", the leader breathes out. "I don't want to risk it"

Seokjin sighs, "Joon-ah, i'm fine! i already took IV, see?", he sways his hand that still pricked with needle, "I will feel better soon! I already am!", he looks around, wanting a little approval from .. anyone.

Hoseok bites his lips. "Hyung .. you know how it is to perform while you're sick. It's horrible"

"I know .. but i can't disappoint ARMY", he whispers, fiddling with the blanket on his laps, "This gonna be my last stage. I want to say a proper goodbye to them"

And that seems like strikes a nerve—as everyone suddenly remembered the purpose of this concert ; another side why they push through this much.

"Let him", Yoongi says after few beats of silence. "Hyung will take it easy. If it's get bad we will pull him out. At least let him meet the fans properly, us too. They deserves to see as a seven, even just for few songs"

Seokjin smiles tiredly, "Thank you", he whispers and closes his eyes, "I'm sorry I made you guys worry"

"Don't be silly", Namjoon laughs and sits beside him, "it's our job"

***

The IV drips did wonder, and maybe also a push from his inside to meet ARMY—surprisingly he managed to last until encore. He did feel dizzy and feverish few times ; taking one more IV drips and 3 cans of oxygen as he collapse badly after the first set—but he did it.

They are now saying their ment, then it's encore, and the concert will be done. He scoots closer to Jungkook—feeling his body starts to droop low ; like it knows the concert gonna end soon.

"Hyung, you're heavy", Jungkook chuckles, "Are you okay, hyung?", he whispers, pushing away his mic when he feels a warm body clinging to his hoodie. "Tired", Seokjin mumbles, eyes still watching Hoseok giving his ments.

"Hang on a little, we're done after this"

He hums—still feeling exhausted though. He bites back a yawn, and blinked tiredly at the members in front of him. He tightens his grip on Jungkook's shoulders.

Few more minutes.

"ARMYYY", he cheers out. It's time for his ment—despite his currently foggy brain, he breathes out a relief sigh when he still managed to say what he wants to say. Jungkook squeezed his shoulder in encouragement, and he smiles. Letting his head lolled to the younger.

He's so tired.

It feels like hours, until they finally bow down and say goodbye to the fans. The concert is done. He did it.

"Hyung! You're doing a great job!", Jungkook and Jimin beams right beside him, sandwiching him as they walk backstage. Seokjin smiles, blinking furiously as he could feel his energy lowering. Adrenaline visibly leaving his blood.

He feels so weak.

Jimin still chatters beside him, and so is Jungkook. So is the members that walk behind and in front of him. But Seokjin didn't catch any of that—"Kook ..", he mumbles weakly, his arms hanging loosely from his shoulders. "Jungkookie".

"Yeah hyung?"

Seokjin frowns, "I think i'm going to faint"—and then it's black for him.

#bts sickfic #bts emeto #tw emeto #tw vomit #sick!seokjin #caretaker!yoongi #caretaker!jungkook

[chidoroki]

182 Days of TPN - Day 180

Chapter 180: "Your Everything"

I can understand how the demon god says he can't kill Emma or any of her family due to the promise she just made, but what if he physically wasn't capable of doing so regardless? Sure, right after the reveal He mentions how He "doesn't intend to" which gives the implication that He could, but what if, despite all the power He has to change the space around him, people's fate and whatever else, He's actually harmless? It would be kinda a letdown if we spent all that time worrying for our girl's life for nothing, but I'd still be grateful. It would make some sense as to why he has the other demons harvest food for him instead of obtaining it Himself, aside from the fact he's a literal god who's well respected by them.

Let the real pain begin! Maaann, it sucks that we've come this far into the story and watched these precious kids endure such hardships and yet once they all achieve their goal, the stress and drama just keeps on coming! At the end of the day, I can appreciate the high stakes of the reward and how greatly it effects Emma and her family, but that blank look on her face always breaks me.

Demon god may take Emma's memories but I'm about to take Him out with a good whack to the head courtesy of Barbara's spiked bat.

We know Emma cares way more about her family than herself, so hearing that they can all safely cross over to the human world and be free is obviously the best kind of news she can hear, but damn honey, that sad smile makes me wanna cry.

Like Ayshe, it's a shame that Alex is introduced to us so late in the story because there's a whole lot more I wanna learn about him aside from what he tells Emma and what we can deduce from the photos he has hanging up on his wall. There's no possible way he could've been introduced earlier in the story, since arriving in the human world was the shared dream of all the cattle children, but I wish this arc lasted longer so we could've at least seen more of his growing relationship with Emma.

Aahh, she's trying so very hard to remember anything about her life. I hate seeing her look so defeated. Whenever our Emma felt lost or down in the past, she would have her family around to help her or even resort to that famous optimism of hers to get her mind back on track, but she's really got nothing right now. Yeah she eventually gets to a point where she feels better about her situation as we see her spend more time with Alex in this new life during this chapter, but such sad expressions don't look good on our normally cheerful leader.

As much as I love how Emma kept all the photos Ray once gave her this entire time, I hate how they've become completely distorted by the price of the reward. Demon god just keeps landing more critical hits on my heart. I do have to wonder if the WM pen still works at all or not though. Her and Alex had to be a little curious about a pen that doesn't work like an actual pen. But yeah, seeing a young teenager with a gun that size is definitely a red flag. Luckily Alex finally learns from Emma's family the reason why she had it in offscene026 (which isn't an extra page from the manga but can't recall where it's from exactly), along with all the other odd and impressive skills she retained because she was one of the cattle children, but until then the poor man believed she was an escaped child solider or secret agent, which doesn't seem too farfetched considering everything else that's happened in the story.

I'll never get used to seeing Emma without her ID. That 63194 is iconic damn it, whether on her neck or in song form! But bless Alex for being such a kind gentleman and practically adopting Emma without question. Undoubtedly one of the best parents of the series and quite literally the only one that's safe from any possible death threats (the one perk to being introduced so late I suppose). I also love all the patterns he has on his clothes and around the house.

Although I love the jacket she wears at the end of this chapter and the next, along with the outfit that's briefly shown at the start of the epilogue which gives me serious GP outfit vibes, Emma looks real good wearing all these cute patterns. I'm assuming these clothes once belonged to Alex's daughter and it's sweet he shares them with Emma.

I think I rambled on a little bit with this idea back during ch101 about the necklace and because of it resembling the dragon's eye (that's supposedly capable of seeing through everything), it managed to nullify the consequences of the reward, which is why Emma was capable of seeing her family in her dreams and eventually cause her to reunite with them by being sorta sentient in a way since it slipped off her neck.. somehow. Anyway, not really relevant to any of that, but the larger blanket on her bed always reminded me of a giraffe pattern which obviously suits our girl so well.

Having all her most important people call out to her and not remember a single soul, including herself, ugh.. I wish to lay down and sob.

As if the whole memory loss situation didn't already upset me enough already, let's add Emma crying in her sleep to the list.

I'm slow in realizing this, but this is probably the same church that was shown in Alex's photos.

Loneliness truly is a horrible feeling, but at least they can comfort each other. While I'm certain both of them would love to reconnect with their respective families again, having one person by your side is a whole lot better than no one at all.

As long as you keep your family and friends in your heart, they'll always be with you, so While Alex doesn't necessarily need to stay in one place to remember them, I understand that being around a familiar place where he shared countless memories with them would allow him to remember everyone easier. It's sweet of him to still be concerned of Emma's family a month later despite her having trouble thinking about them in the first place.

I get annoyed at myself whenever I say I'm gonna do something then forget the exact thing I planned to do just minutes after, so I can't even begin to imagine how difficult it must be for Emma to remember nothing of her previous life. Well, I everything that doesn't directly relate to her family or the demon world anyways, such as firing a gun, her athleticism and all her habits, but to hell with the demon god. This reward is still so cruel.

Mhhhmm her optimism has slowly but surely been returning to her as well, just not in the way we would've wanted/expected. Even though I would love for her to remain hopeful that she could meet or remember her family someday, I'm proud of her that she decides not to dwell on her losses anymore and begins living a happier life.

The absolute joy I felt upon seeing Ray, Gilda and Phil being so close to finally finding our girl.. aaahh it just makes you wanna jump into the panel and shout at them to TURN THE HELL AROUND.

Favorite panel/moment:

I got this far and realized I actually chosen three different scenes, so.. I'm gonna cheat. Of course, I love this quick dream scenario of what Emma's life could've looked like had she arrived in the human world alongside her entire family without any compensation, as her number is still visible on her neck here. I also just really love everyone's different outfits! And I'm once again only noticing now that the patterns on Emma's shorts and the hood part of her shirt match the pattern that Alex had on his original jacket.

Remember way back at the end of ch1 when Emma declares that she wouldn't cry anymore? Yeah, well, obviously this Emma doesn't recall that promise to herself and proceeds to let out an impressive amount of tears while shattering my heart in the process. Aahhh, this is another moment I'm glad that was never animated because hearing all that emotion in her voice would surely make me cry along with her. And I praised the anime's use of a sunrise during the end of their interpretation of the ch122-123 balcony scene, so even though this chapter came first, I do enjoy how the rising sun has sorta become a symbol that restores Emma's optimism because it's shortly after this breakdown that she starts to act like her old self again.

Lastly, Alex giving Emma a head pat. I desperately wished this would've caused her to remember all the head pats Ray gave her in the past, or at the very least spark some kind of deja vu feeling, but alas, we weren't that lucky.

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