#Stephan Sanchez

[taylorslastkiss]

A Playlist For Every Taylor Swift Song

Lover -> Link here.

My top tracks:

It’s You - Wrabel, Magical Thinker

Double Rainbow - Katy Perry

Perfect - Ed Sheeran

When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus

Until I Found You - Stephan Sanchez feat. Em Beihold

#a playlist for every taylor swift song #a playlist for every lover song #taylor swift #lover #playlist #spotify #Moodboard #aesthetic #lover song #wrabel #magic thinker #katy Perry #ed sheeran #miley cyrus #Stephan Sanchez

[booksbyadesi]

"She loved it ... and that's all the song ever needed to be, was just a song about a girl that I love, y'know?" 

He laughed, "And now it's somehow this ginormous, grand thing! But she loved it, and that's all that mattered to me."

Stephen Sanchez talking about the origin of his song, "Until I Found Her". 'She' refers to Georgia, the inspiration of this song.

Source: https://digital.abcaudio.com/news/stephen-sanchezs-until-i-found-you-goes-gold-i-honestly-didnt-think-i-would-get-far

#stephan sanchez #until i found you #until I found her #georgia #song lyrics #books and literature #love

[777qt]

#High #Stephan Sanchez #Spotify

[orginllazyblog]

I got a small idea for the God's Return Au so please hear me out:

Dura and Annih had to deal with the Graveborn faction by getting the Kingdom of Bantus to put in rest. Which might be impossible, but they got to try.

The Esperian people still have no clue about Annih, and he told this to the whole Celestial faction and Dura that it's best if they don't know about his return until things get back to normal.

One of them asks, "Why can't he just simply take the Graveborns to the afterlife by force?"

"It wouldn't work like that. They must be willing to move on and knowing them, they won't want to rest easily."

Then Dura suggested holding a masquerade banquet to get the Lightbearers and Graveborns to get along as well as a couple of Celestial's as the bridge between. Speaking of which, Annih told her a "certain duo" that she would obviously give her blessing to. As for the God of Death's role, he would disguise as a Celestial to not scare off anyone while getting along with everyone to ease the Graveborns. The funny thing is she suggested he should ask the Kingdom's princess in a marriage, which he disagrees with that idea.

The banquet was going smoothly as the dance was about to start. Out of all the mortals, Annih dances with Princess Theowyn. Though he knew her backstory, he couldn't reject her, and she's the Princess of Bantus, so he had to go along with the plan. As the two dance, he thinks of an idea that would be able to get the Graveborns to move on by getting along with the princess. He started to sing to get her eyes on him, and soon everyone listened to his beautiful vocal. Once he finished his singing, everyone clapped in applause.

The Celestials who were there stunned, and Dura couldn't help but feel happy for him.

Once the banquet was about to be over, Princess Theowyn asked the God of Death to show his identity as she wanted to know this sweet gentleman.

What do you think?

#afk the god's return au #might write this ngl #annih be getting not only the ladies' heart but the men's heart as well #afk theowyn #she deserve to have her own fairy-tale #a more happily ever after #afk dura #afk annih #the song annih was singing is be more by stephan sanchez as i been listening over over again

[of-oldlibraries-and-postitnotes]

Does Stephan Sanchez's "Until I Found You" remind anyone of any books? Maybe bcs the story is relatable, maybe the atmosphere the song creates or feelings that it stirs that you found in a book? If so, please drop the title <3

#Stephen sanchez #until i found you #Stephan Sanchez Until I Found You #Stephan Sanchez Georgia #Juliet to Your Romeo #I would never fall in love until i found her #books #songs #inspiration #muse

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9/08/2023

Did some last minute revision before exams tomorrow!!

— finished science practice exam

— read three chapters of of human bondage + annotations and notes

— reviewed math notes and formulas for exam tomorrow

— quick yoga session

🎧: see the light // Stephan Sanchez

📚: of human bondage

favorite part of day: getting to watch a movie with my brother; it was great getting to hang out

#studying #studyspo #student life #study aesthetic #study blog #study motivation #studyblr #chaotic academia #writers #my stuff #chaotic acadamia aesthetic #chaotic academic aesthetic #study notes #study space #student

[be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie]

Okay, so I've been surfing tumblr and seeing all these headcanons and various other little things about the Sullies as children and it got my brain going so thanks a lot to every last person who has aided in giving me Avatar brainrot. Anyways, I've built this whole thing up in my head that goes from the time Neytiri & Ronal get pregnant to who the fuck knows, so starting with the eldest lets begin (just the Sullys as babies, if you enjoy putting your own thoughts in this one then I'll get to Ronal and Tonowari's kids and more lol).

Neteyam

He was a total and complete accident 100%

Jake and Neytiri were a very quick-burn romantically and got married a little over a year after they officially began dating, they were only married for like 12 seconds when surprise! Positive pregnancy test, babe.

Jake spends a good thirty minutes fully committed to the idea that Neytiri is just fucking with him. She is not.

He spends another thirty minutes wrapping his head around the fact that he's going to be a dad.

He wants so badly to talk to Tommy about it but god damnit he can't.

He's for sure the more cautious one during the pregnancy, of that I have no doubt. Neytiri will want to do some random shit like go horseback riding with Tsu'tey (this man will always live on in my heart okay let me be happy) and Jake will practically faint at the thought alone.

Eventually Neytiri will start pretending to want to do #risky shit solely for the amusement Jake's reactions bring her with zero intentions of actually following through. Nobody is sure if Jake ever ended up catching on or not.

I'm 100% convinced that Neytiri would be into all of the traditional pregnancy milestones/events and fucking live for each and every one of them regardless of Jake's thoughts because it's their baby, Jake, and don't you want to see if a necklace will actually predict the gender of him/her? (It very much did not, Neteyam wound up being a boy. Stupid necklace.)

Grandma Mo'at is your trademark superstitious/nature-inclined grandparent and I have zero doubts that Neytiri has inherited some of that. I feel like it would flare up during her first pregnancy but only, like, low-key. Do with this information what you will.

Jake has no idea what to do or buy or anything but boy does he try. (When he fails he fails hard but when he gets it right he gets it right *that cute little dinosaur mobile is just so adorable!*)

Neteyam is by far Neytiri's easiest pregnancy. She doesn't really get any morning sickness and feels pretty fine in general throughout the whole thing.

She does wind up craving a ton of different fruits though (blueberries and honeydew melon mainly, but also strawberries, watermelon, blackberries, and pretty much any other melon under the sun. Oh, there was also that one time she refused to eat anything but pomegranates for like one solid afternoon).

Neteyam is a summer baby and nobody can convince me otherwise. August, to be exact.

I imagine that, while her pregnancy was breezy, Neteyam's actual birth sucked ass.

Jake almost passes out but luckily war prepared him for the horrors he witnessed in that delivery room.

Neteyam was actually pretty quiet after his birth. Once they got him all wrapped up he was chill.

Jake was the first one to hold him since Neytiri was exhausted beyond understanding, but Jake sat really close to her and she pretty much demanded to hold their son after like 5 minutes and the nurses were all like: ma'am, you're about to pass out???

As long as one of six songs is playing everything is chill: Edith Whisker's Home, Stephan Sanchez's See the Light, Sea Wolf's The Violet Hour, The Family Crest's She Knows My Name, Mills' Born N' Raised, or Black Match's Nowhere. If one of these songs is playing, Neteyam is an angel. The moment the music stops, though? I'd hate to be anyone within a ten mile radius because that baby's got pipes.

I feel like Neteyam is actually a big daddy's boy during this time period. He's all giggly and happy around everyone, but it becomes clear around three months in that dad is indeed the favorite. And it makes sense. Jake is who he's around the majority of his day (I'm fully committed to stay-at-home dad Jake Sully). Neytiri likes to tease him, saying if she was at home more it would be no contest. Secretly, though, she's happy he's bonding so much with their baby. He needs some light in his life.

Jake is completely restless inside but at the same time has no idea what he can and cannot do with a baby (plus there's the whole "music needs to be playing" thing) so he resorts to long car rides regularly with Neteyam's coveted songs playing on repeat.

Neteyam isn't a picky eater per se, but he is very particular---oh who the fuck am I kidding this kid refuses to eat anything but banana baby food voluntarily good luck with that Jake. Eventually Jake manages to weasel in plum baby food too (sticking to the fruit theme I see) but that is it. (I just picture this man in tears trying to get Neteyam to try some peas or a chocolate bar or "something, Neteyam, anything".)

Spider

Spider enters the scene a little before Kiri is born, I like to think. He's already around a year and a half when he's plopped into Norm's lap as a temporary placement while they scramble to find him a more permanent home.

It starts out with Jake agreeing to watch the little guy while Norm does science-y stuff, but quickly Jake finds himself getting attached. Spider is just such a sweet, lively baby who's curious about everything around him, especially Neteyam.

Like seriously, baby Spider is full-on fascinated with his siblings, starting of course with Neteyam. Whenever he sees the boy, he'll squeal excitedly and make hand gestures as if to say "bring him closer!" and it's just the most adorable thing Jake has ever seen.

Wherever Neteyam is set down, Spider will make his way to him no matter what is in the way. He can't walk on his own completely yet, but he is very good at walking by holding on to furniture and other such things. As long has he can pull himself up, this dude is getting places.

Jake learns very quickly to either 1) watch Spider like a hawk at all times or 2) but Neteyam close by and let his charming baby work his magic in getting Spider's full attention.

Spider isn't picky (something that relieves Jake greatly) and will eat pretty much whatever Jake hands him, though Jake quickly learns that yogurt is his favorite.

Spider has a strange fascination with fairy lights, too. He gets a kick out of when they change color and it provides hours of entertainment as long as Neteyam is near as well, allowing Jake to get various things done with little concern. Spider especially likes it when the lights turn red and he always turns to babble nonsense at Jake when they do, most notably being "no no no!" but in, like, a happy way? Jake isn't sure if Spider understands the true meaning of the word yet, which actually concerns him for a little until Spider makes it very clear one day that he is not fond of baths with many no no no's.

Eventually Neytiri can't help but become fond of Spider as well. It starts when Norm needs someone to watch him on a Sunday but Jake can't because Sunday is the day he and Neytiri decided would be his break day, a time away from the kids and house to just relax, so he's at the beach. She reluctantly agrees to take Spider as a favor to Norm, seeing how desperate the man is and also not wanting to interrupt Jake's relaxing day out.

It doesn't get off to a great start. Spider seems perplexed when he realizes that Jake isn't at the house due to the fact that at this point he's been spending Monday through Friday with Jake and Neteyam (along with some Saturdays), and this is followed swiftly by agitation. He isn't a loud crier like Neteyam, but he might just be worse anyways because Jesus does that kid squirm. He spends the first hour whining and squirming and pushing at Neytiri as if to try and get her to put him down. Neteyam calms him considerably, but he's still fussy and babbling "no!" over and over again, along with the occasional break in pattern to sprinkle in some variety.

Neytiri cracks and texts Jake asking what to do, and when Jake asks if she's tried the fairy lights she realizes she hasn't and gives it a try. Spider's whining ceases instantly, replaced by giggles.

After that it's easier, and Neytiri puts on Cars and makes sure that they're both situated safely before going to the kitchen to grab a smoothie and then comes to sit on the couch. When a little hand comes to rest on her knee she looks down and sees Spider looking up at her curiously.

He then proceeds to reach out and ask "eat?" and how did Neytiri not notice how cute he is with his sunshine curls and cornflower eyes and chubby little cheeks and okay maybe she's beginning to understand why her husband is fond of this child.

(She lets Spider try the smoothie, btw.)

The day Norm has to take Spider to his more permanent foster placement, Jake and Neytiri come with and Jake has like a whole list of dos and don'ts and has brought all of the things Spider likes and is all like "and remember, he's super easy to give a bath to so long as you sing him the tiny turtle song while you put him in the tub. Oh, also he loves yogurt but especially the key-lime pie yogurt. And lemon, too! You know what, he likes citrus in general. Don't forget that his favorite color is red! I packed a pair of red pjs in there, they're his favorite, we got them for him when we went to the mall that one time. Also, so long as you feed him a good time before you put him to bed he should go down just fine, just make sure you don't---" and Neytiri's all like "ma Jake I think they get it," only then she begins her own lecture on how he likes it if you put ice in his apple juice and to never give him chocolate because it makes him hyper and don't bother with baby gates because that shit doesn't work and soon enough they realize that, hey, this might be our baby now.

Kiri

She's born a little before Lo'ak. Definitely a spring baby.

The quietest baby you will ever fucking know. When she was born she was so quiet that the doctors were genuinely worried for a moment that she'd been stillborn.

Spider loves her immediately, to absolutely nobody's surprise. A good portion of Kiri's early days are spent being babbled to by Spider endlessly.

Unlike Neteyam, Kiri is a total mama's girl and gets all grumpy when Neytiri leaves the room unless she's sleeping when Neytiri leaves, then for some reason it's all good like? Jake will never understand. Eventually, however, this becomes a Mo'at thing. Very quickly Mo'at and her become one another's favorites and Mo'at will often find the most absurd reason to come see her.

Neytiri sings to her and takes her out to the backyard to lay on the grass and I swear this baby loves grass more than she loves the warmth of her own home.

Kiri loves carrot and pea baby food, much to Jake's surprise. Sure, Spider isn't a picky eater, but the kid was by no means a lover of vegetables. He'd eat them, but never pick them. And Neteyam? Hell, getting that baby to eat something more than plums and bananas was something he considered a win. So a child who actively eats veggies? Fucking finally.

Very interested in all of the plants around their house. Nothing else to be said. She just sort of looks at them in that weird way that only babies can look at something.

She has this purple blanket that Neytiri made for her herself and she will. not. sleep without it. Ever. She won't cry or anything like that if she doesn't have it, but you best bet that she will not be doing much of anything else either.

Whenever she has it she's asleep like 90% of the time. Jake's kind of confused actually because neither Neteyam nor Spider slept as much as she does.

Over all, Kiri is probably the chillest of the Sullys as a baby. Not very demanding, not very easy to upset, and doesn't make things difficult most days.

Lo'ak

Neytiri's hardest pregnancy for sure. She was puking, sick, huge, and could hardly keep anything down at all. The only two things Neytiri managed to keep down throughout her whole pregnancy without puking it up at least once was orange juice (extra pulpy) and Domino's barbeque pizza, and you best bet that got old quick.

Thankfully, the birth went smoothly. He was for sure born in early, early summer---like the time when it's still cooler and sort of rainy but also sunny at the same time.

I don't want to go so far as to say that Lo'ak was a demon-baby, but this child definitely gave Jake a run for his money. One minute he likes something and wants it, the next minute how dare you even so much as think about trying to feed that poison to him. One minute he loves being held, the next minute he's screaming and tears are falling and he hates you. With Jake he was like this all of the time. With Neytiri he was better, but still fussy.

I'm convinced that him and Neteyam were, like, so close when they were little and the only person that Lo'ak was an absolute angel to was in fact little one-year-old Neteyam. Whenever Neteyam was around he would smile and giggle and try to get closer. I swear, even as a baby Neteyam's charm was unparalleled.

Lo'ak has this binky that he had with him almost 24/7. Without it he was even more. . . er, challenging, than usual. And teething hit him hard as well. The amount of teething toys and biscuits this poor family had to go through, I swear.

Lo'ak, unlike the others, did not take to solids very well at first. The struggle to get this child to eat something, anything, that wasn't breast milk was so real you don't even know. Jake just let Neytiri take care of this one, it was clear he wasn't going to get anywhere. How she managed to get him to eat, Jake will never know (it was cinnamon applesauce, she coerced him with cinnamon applesauce).

Lo'ak had this particularly fun phase where he liked pulling on pretty much anything within reach and this led to him almost getting himself killed multiple times.

Whenever Neteyam cried, Lo'ak cried. Whenever Neteyam laughed, Lo'ak laughed. Sometimes when he was particularly exhausted Jake would do his best to get Neteyam in a good mood because if Neteyam was in a good mood, so was Lo'ak.

Despite how difficult Lo'ak could be,  there were these times when he would just cry and cry until Jake picked him up, and then he would just fall asleep while Jake held him. As much as Jake hated to admit it, it felt nice to walk around the house with a sleeping Lo'ak tucked to his chest.

Neytiri would often cook with Lo'ak strapped to her. He was her "little taste-tester".

I'm sorry this got so long my brain knows no bounds I swear I go so overboard sometimes 😭 Tuk isn't in this one because in my head I'm going chronologically btw.

I don't even think there is anything to add, anon. Just know I am crying?? Thank you so much for this genuine gift you have given me.

I LOVEEEE stay at home wheelchair dad Jake Sully he means the entire world to me. Jake being convinced Neytiri was joking about being pregnant??? Obsessed. WANTING TO TALK TO TOMMY?? Dead. FOSTER DAD NORM?? You can't convince me Jake and Norm didn't become friends through the foster system they were both in okay okay. And Norm and Tommy connected over their science shit and Jake was always trying to keep them from getting bullied too hard lol. Norm is a foster parent because he believes in fixing the system through it, Jake is more disillusioned. He was all skeptical of the idea at first, but boy did he get attached to Spider quickly. Neytiri and Jake's Spider speech kills me I'll die real tears. They're like oh shit actually... you can't have him. And the days before they can petition the court about it? So sad. Neteyam is a mess without his buddy. Kiri's vibes are simply flawless, and I love Mo'at making shit up to be there lol. DEMON BABY LO'AK, iconic, please. He tries to die so often. They have to baby proof the baby proofing on the house.

Please anon, this made my week, definitely send more.

#wow #amazing #gotta step up my headcanon game #jake sully #neytiri sully #jeytiri #neteyam sully #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #spider sully #kiri sully #lo'ak sully #norm spellman #mo'at #tommy sully #avatar #avatar the way of water #james cameron avatar #melissa's asks #melissa on avatar (cameron) #we are mindmelding get in #sully family #modern au (legs jake! edition)

[bonnibuckets]

dawn of love | neteyam

warnings : fluff

parings: gn navi x neteyam

summary: you comfort overwhelmed neteyam

wc: 770

playlist : (not in order)

nothing - bruno major

i love you so - the walters

until i found you - stephan sanchez

── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──

You watched neteyam huff and puff as he left his father's tent, the only thing you could assume was they argued. You sighed as you got up from the tree branch you were sitting on and quietly followed. It's not like you didn't know where he was going but you just wanted to watch him. You gracefully jumped from tree to tree watching neteyam make his way to his favorite clearing with water and staring at his reflection angrily.

"skxawng" You shook your head hearing him beat himself down. 'he's too hard on himself ' you thought to yourself. He picked up a rock and skipped it watching the ripples. You tilted your head before you jumped down making yourself known. "you scared me!" neteyam huffed after being startled. You softly chuckled before walking up to him. "what's bothering you 'tem?" you looked at him sympathetically.

He shook his head as he plopped down on the soft moss and grass. He rested his face into his palm sitting crisscross while softly playing with the water. "it's complicated... i'm just overwhelmed" you sat down next to him and kept your eyes on him while he kept looking at the water.

"with?" you asked neteyam inhaling deeply then while exhaling "everything! my father expects me to be perfect but i'll never be. i'll always be in his shadow no matter what!" he exclaimed splashing the water. You sighed and grabbed his now wet wrist. "look at me" you said rubbing his hand with your thumb. He shifted his eyes to look at you and instantly his face soften.

"i'm sorry we haven't been able to hang out as much i've just been frustrated recently" neteyam sighed biting his lip. "it's okay don't be sorry" you smiled rubbing his back. He sighed into your touch and you got an idea. You got up and sat behind neteyam. "what are you doing?" he asked looking back. "shhh trust me" you said pushing his head back around. You moved his braids to the side and started massaging his shoulders. "you don't have to" he chuckled. "i know i want to" you smiled leaning into his ear. He shook his head and blushed softly as you went back to work putting the perfect amount of pressure into his shoulders and arms.

Neteyam relaxed into your hands and purred softly. 'cute' you thought. You smiled as you rubbed and lightly scratched his back then you did something you didn't even register. You kissed his shoulder. He jumped "w-what are you doing?!" "shush big baby'm helping you am i not?" you rolled your eyes. You were met with silence and smirked as you replaced every rub with a gentle kiss on his back and shoulders. 

—

After neteyam was satisfied he turned around facing you and grabbed your hands. "thank you i appreciate it really" he smiled. Then kissed your knuckles you blush and cupped his face. "neteyam" you said his name instead of his nickname and he tilted his head waiting for you to say something.

You couldn't get the words out so you just kissed the side of his mouth and quickly tried to get up but neteyam had other plans and tighten his grip and pulled you back down. "nun-uh you can't leave after that!" he blushed and laughed. Your heart swelled and looked away "i could've but you intercepted my plan" you pouted. He smiled before grabbing your face gently. "i see you" he looked into your eyes deeply "i see you" you smiled.

Neteyam then leaned in and kissed your lips softly and pulled away resting y'all's foreheads onto each other while still making eye contact. "i've been waiting to do that" he chuckled "me too" you smiled. "come on let's go 'tem" you said trying to get up but neteyam again intercepted your plan tackling you and you both went down falling on y'all's sides'. "nooo let's stay here longer..please?" he said giving you puppy dog eyes.

You huffed "fineee" you rolled your eyes as neteyam pulled you into his arms rolling into his back as you laid your head on his chest looking up at the stars. "you're so warm," he said snuggling up closer against you. "shh," you said closing your eyes as y'all laid there enjoying each other's warmth slowly drifting to sleep in each other's arms.

— [Fin]

a/n: anyways i hope you guys enjoyed, let me know what y'all want next! also sorry if there’s any bad grammar!!

#neteyam x reader #neteyam sully #neteyam #avatar #pandora #fluff #fanfic #awow #avatar 2 #avatar 2009 #neteyam x you #neteyam x y/n #neteyam x yn #neteyam fanfiction #neteyam fanfic #sully family #sully kids

[areislol]

HI HI IM LIKE IN LOVE WITH THAT CHILDE CONFESSING STREAMER OBE SDFYUNI i go soft for your fics. they are So Good TY FOR THE MEDIA IT IS SCRUMPTIOUS.!!! can i req like general daily living while dating streamef genshin men? like , theyve confessed, snd now they live together. reader could also stream!!

streamer! childe, xiao, dainsleif, kaeya x reader

ft— childe, xiao, dainsleif, kaeya warnings— slightly suggestive, fluff!!, long.. kind of went overboard, clingy sleepy men <3 a/n— not be blushing when you called my work scrumptious, and it seems that you enjoy my work, if you do im so glad <3 i hope you enjoy this!! make sure to take care of yourself and stay safe, also i can't stop thinking about how you called my work scrumptious, i literally screamed when i saw your message, im sobbing(in a good way), sliding down the wall dramatically and kissing my screen rn fr

btw reader also streams too!! if you’d rather reader to not be a streamer just ignore those parts(there will also be parts for not streamer! reader) also the first song matches more w/ childe + kaeya and the second song fits well with xiao + dain.

recommend listening to: until i found you - stephan sanchez(sped up) + paano - zack tabudlo(sped up) (LIKE I REALLY RECOMMEND IT)

streamer! childe x reader

“I would never fall in love again until I found her I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into"”

(im sorry, the song is just stuck in my head) <- this is me trying to make you listen to the song.

(come on... listen to itttt)

ahem. but anyways

you and childe have confessed and have officially started to date!! and to be honest, it’s actually pretty fun to be around childe! of course he has always been fun to hang out with but... now that you two are ACTUALLY dating, this “fun” has become much more

okay so have i told you about what childe did to you after you(or he confessed)? no? what a shame..

but basically after you confessed childe full froze and blah blah blah BUT, not only that but he full on lunged at you while wrapping his arms around your body, his hand on your head to make sure you didn’t injure your head from falling backwards. he nestled himself deep into the crook of your neck while sighing <3

it was kind of an awkward pose but hey, you weren’t complaining ;)

“this isn’t a dream right?” “nooooo?” “good.”

childe then looks at you, he leaned in for a kiss but he made sure to look at your face to see any sign of discomfort but instead he found you leaning in as well

he took that as a sign to just go for it(IT WAS A SIGN!!) and kissed you on the lip, it was a very passionate kiss, not an over exaggerated kiss.

the kiss lasted more than he or you expected but you two weren’t complaining, after registering the fact that childe literally kissed you, you became red from embarrassment, hiding your face with your hands but childe is quick to stop you by holding onto your wrists and oh lord

the face he gave you made you melt inside and out, he looked so soft. he looked absolutely in love, no.. madly in love.

“why are you trying to hide your face? was the kiss too good?~” “shut up! and the kiss was good okay!!”

your response took childe back by surprise as you never really said stuff like that but he didn’t mind <3 he just pecks your cheeks and helps you sit back up before hugging you, for hours.

(^ goes for the same if childe confesses to you but your.. childe, OR if you’re shy then the dialogue can be reversed)

NOW LETS GET INTO THE GENERAL STUFF YOU WOULD BE EXPERIENCING WHILE DATING THEM(and living with them)

mornings with childe would be a bit peaceful but romantic, if you would even call it that.

he would cling onto you when you’re trying to get out of bed to go get ready but he REFUSES, he wants to sleep in more with you but he knows he can’t as he has scheduled meetings with other streamers so he, in the end always gets up but not without holding your hand or shirt

when he wakes up he has... really bad bed hair but you find it cute because he looks like a baby.

while you’re walking to the bathroom, childe just trails behind you, rubbing his eyes. he’s stumbling as this point, he doesn’t want to wake up!! he’s like half asleep but once you and childe are in the bathroom and you turn on the light he’s fully awake now

you grab your toothbrush and start to brush your teeth, childe is right behind you, arms wrapped around your waist while tired eyes looks at you

smiles <3 always smiles when he’s with you!!

sometimes you have to help him get ready cause he acts like he’s still half asleep though he’s fully awake.

“mmmmm thanks love...” “always”

after getting ready and everything, childe is now more awake due to the amount of sunlight that is coming into the house, basically blinding him

you sit down on the table while childe goes to the kitchen

oh did you know.. childe would literally make breakfast for you, yeah i know.. can he even cook? absolutely not! but he’ll take cooking lessons just for you <3 he wants you to enjoy the food that he made for you, he makes sure to neatly put it on your plate or bowl, sometimes if he’s feeling lazy he’ll STILL make a meal that is simple yet cute

he would use a sauce or anything to make a smiley face or a love heart and just put it on the dish and man, it gets you every time.

bro is so happy that he’s dating you, he’s like madly in love.

SOOOO clingy towards you, clings onto you like a baby koala but you aren’t complaining as he looks adorable with his cheek being squished by your hips while begging for you to not go

if childe has a meeting with another streamer or just busy over all he makes sure you still get the attention you deserve by sending you little texts, for example: “did you eat babe? if you haven’t make sure to grab some snacks from the pantry! we have LOAAADS of snacks >:)” “i ate some already, but now that you mentioned snacks... might make a little visit to the pantry..”

when you send him little snacks that you made he makes sure to savour it <3 also takes a picture of it and sends it to zhongli or another streamer and says “look at what my dear y/n made me >:) look at you lonely peasants”

is so proud that you’re his lover and is not afraid to show it!! during his breaks he comes running to you, hugs you really tightly and takes his phone out to show a picture of you in his hold, even if you’re face is like ?!?!? he would still put a text saying “look how my y/n looks! so pretty/handsome right?” “very pretty/handsome :)” “i know right?! like look how their cheeks are so pinchable!” “haha... yeah?”

if you’re a streamer as well then that would kind of work out? even if you’re not a streamer childe will always find a way to make things work out, you and childe would exchange a lot of lovey dovey texts while not busy or anything but childe is relieved that you’re not alone nor lonely as you have other people with you to cheer you up or make your day better(although he likes to do them himself).

orders a lot of your favourite food during whatever time!! when you’re hungry of course.

knows what you’re about to say due to the amount of times you’ve said it but doesn’t mind, loves how he knows what you’re going to say <3

like one day you’re hungry and starving so you walk over to childe’s room and knock on his door, “anything wrong love?” “yes.. im hungry and-” “you want kfc?” “...yes”

childe loves to see you enjoying your food, the way you hum when you finally bite down on your food just sends his heart into a frenzy, he just likes to see you satisfied okay?!

oh! he loves to spend his money on you, even if you’re scared that he’ll go into debt or something - he’s quick to reassure you and tells you that he’ll never run out of money(dont jinx it pretty boy) and just goes on to bring you to many shops and many food shops as he knows that’s what you like best!

once it’s dark and childe finishes with everything he’s finally happy that he can go have fun with you or sleep with you!!

childe just gets up from his chair and opens the door, trying to find where you are and is very happy to see you sitting on the couch watching a movie, he walks over to you and plops down next to you, and of course he gives you a quick peck on your cheek before looking at what you’re watching

“watching it again?” “mhm, i want to see the plot again!” “(˘⌣˘) of course”

i would say nights with childe are absolutely beautiful.

the way he just stays by your side all night long makes your heart beat 100x more

now you might be thinking that showering and privacy would be a BIG problem as childe is a “pervert” but that’s not the case!

he’s actually really respecting of your privacy and even if he wishes to bathe with you he knows he cant until you allow him or until you’re finally comfortable.

if he ever, accidentally forgets that you’re still naked from showering he would IMMEDAITELY cover his eyes with his hands and shut the door quickly while spitting out millions and billions of apologies, even if you accept his apology and say “it’s okay” he will never forgive himself for walking in while you were still changing/naked, he wants you to know that he cares a lot about your privacy!!

if you forget your clothes or towel while done showering and ask for his help, he will not hesitate to help(duh) but he will be mindful that you’re still uhm.. undressed or “naked”, the thought of you.. naked makes his face go absolutely red, he’s not really ashamed of thinking that..? it’s normal anyways

when handing you your clothes, he opens the door but he only opens it slightly that he can fit his arm through so you can grab whatever you needed.

once you’re finally comfortable or allow childe to bathe with you he is ECSTATIC!! not in a weird way of course.. he has just been wanting you to wash his hair <3 he’s been wanting to wash your hair too!! childe read about how some lovers do to these type of stuff so the thought of doing them with you just excites him

offers to wash your body is you allow him too!! if you wash his body too he would be embarrassed, i mean like.. what if you see his hard dick

whhuh, i mean whaaaaat? 🤨

would tease you a lot while bathing together, no surprises there.. sometimes he makes really suggestive comments but you two would always laugh in the end, commenting about how it was a bit cheesy.

maybe your guys humour is just broken.

makes a beard with the bubbles, makes you a bubble crown and puts it on your head <3

blows a lot of bubbles towards you but not to your face as he doesn’t want soap or bubbles in your eyes!!

helps you get out of the tub or shower, is always careful when holding you(not when he’s sleeping lmfao)

helps you blow dry your hair, only if you do the same to him too(kidding), wants to be apart of your “self care thingy or whatever it’s called!!”, loves it when you apply cream on his face, or when you put a face mask on him - because once you take it off he feels so fresh and pretty.

goes for night too^^

speaking of the night, when you two are in the bathroom getting ready to sleep...

you and childe are brushing your teeth he’s holding onto your hand, tightly.

yes, he can never let go of you.

after brushing your teeth you two go to your shared bed and you two slip under the covers.

you and childe hug each other for body warmth, you’re up against his chest while his legs are lazily over yours and he just puts his whole weight on you but it’s okay as he makes sure to not put too much pressure on your body.

you can always hear his soft snores, it’s adorable.

like i stated, childe will cling onto you, even while sleeping! it’s like.. his instinct? one move and he’ll pull you closer to him, your face is now in between his chest, can you even breathe?

but in the end he will let go eventually(a little bit), so you have air.

but lord, when he’s sleeping and the moonlight hits his face... he just looks ethereal, so beautiful. are you sure this is the childe you knew? he looked so peaceful

his mouth slightly agape(open) while letting out soft snores, his hair was messy yet looked so soft, his face looked so relaxed, many it was because he was sleeping, maybe it was because it was quiet and peaceful, or maybe it was because you were beside him, your presence alone can help him relax and loosen all tensity in his body or muscles.

do you know how much he loves and adores you?

(also expect a lot of kisses, like a lot. in the morning, afternoon, night, midnight - not a single day goes by where he doesn’t kiss you!!)

(also calls you ‘my snookums’)

streamer! xiao x reader

this man can’t even grasp onto the fact that he’s literally dating YOU, like.. YOU

?!?!

it’s not a dream, not a figment of his imagination, he’s actually dating you!

but yeah..

ever since he has started to date you he has had the urge to just pinch and pull your cheeks, don’t look at me i don’t know why 🤷‍♀️

i just wanted to add that there

ahem, but anyways! living with xiao would be so relaxing? and peaceful?? there’s not a day where you don’t feel absolutely in love with xiao.

waking up next to xiao, ah.. what a dream, except! you’re not dreaming!

let me just try to describe what it’s like waking up next to xiao <3

you know that feeling when you wake up and it slightly cold, but not too cold and you move around in your bed and your sheets make those like ruffling noises? it sounds peaceful right? that’s cause it is :)

the windows are covered with sheer curtains, the soft glow of light shines on xiao’s face, and god does he looks like an angel.

mornings when xiao’s mouth is slightly agape, the colors of yellow, orange and red would shine down on his face, were always the best mornings.

he just looked so damn cute, you could just pinch his cheeks right there and then but you always refrain from doing so, you didn’t want to wake him up from his beauty sleep.

but sometimes you get so annoyed at his cute face and scream softly while stopping yourself from grabbing onto his face

most of the time, xiao wakes up first - only to admire your face of course. you looked so cute with your messy hair<3

basically, you both admire each other, without each other knowing..

once you both wake up, xiao always wraps his arm around your waist and pulls you closer where you’re up against his chest

majority of the time xiao is still half asleep, so he’s always nuzzling up against your neck while groaning, sleepily.

(does that make sense)

and when xiao does that, you just pat his head and kiss his temple before struggling to get up as you keep on forgetting that he has quite literally “trapped” you.

eventually, you’ll always manage to convince xiao to just get up so you two can get ready for the day

while you’re walking to the bathroom xiao is still holding onto you, hugging you.

sometimes he stumbles and you always giggle when he does so

you and xiao have matching toothbrushes!! you have a cute brown bear toothbrush and xiao has a cute white bear toothbrush

xiao is kind of embarrassed that he has this type of toothbrush as he’s not all “cutesy wootsy” but if you like the idea of having matching toothbrushes.. who is he to say no?

xiao is that “emo” type of person(no hate), he doesn’t like bright colors or anything too “happy” but when he’s living with you, NOT TO MENTION.. dating you, how could he be like that?!

he doesn’t mind what you do to his place, if you like the color pink and add some pink decorations in the bathroom like, for example: a pink sanrio carpet, a pink toothbrush holder, pink curtains

he would not mind it, not one bit. finds it quite domestic actually.

xiao has never thought of living with someone, living with his crush.

his house was.. dull if you would call it. not too much decorations, a bit plain, nothing bright or eye catching. that was until he has met you and after you met and started to date.

when he first met you he went out shopping to buy some house and room decorations, he didn’t want you to think of him as bland!

after dating you, when you started to add your own little decorations around the house it felt so.. domestic to him? he doesn’t know how to describe the feeling.

his dull and boring house, being filled with your lively decors just makes the house feel more like a home.

when you were adding the decorations around the house, xiao couldn’t help but look at you as a parent, a hard working and loving parent putting down some home decor that they had bought.

like decorating their soon to be born baby’s room.

if you like colors like pink, purple, red, yellow, or any bright-ish/pastel color and start decorating xiao’s house with them, he would be absolutely in love with you(he already is but shhh)

now moving on!!

xiao would never let go of you, even if he did he doesn’t want to

even in the shower ;( but that’s later in the years/months of dating

speaking of showering, this man is too much of a gentlemen, letting you go first <3 if you’re the type to use a lot of hot water then this is going to be the best thing ever.

he doesn’t mind showering in cold water, as long as you’re all warm and all :)

i would say xiao wouldn’t shower with you till you’re comfortable around him(you already are but that’s a different story)

if you don’t mind taking a shower with xiao then that would be great as xiao would wash your back for you if your hands can’t reach to touch your back.

absolutely no suggestive acts in the shower, unless you know.. you want to do it.. in the shower..

when you two are in the bath tub and there’s bubbles everywhere xiao loves to place the bubbles on your head and make cute little crowns or hats.

HE LOVES IT WHEN HE USES YOUR (body)SHAMPOO!!!

xiao absolutely loves it when he smells like you <3 as it reminds him of you, especially when he’s not there with you or just busy.

when xiao is streaming he’s always quick to ask you if you want to join, if you say no because your busy with making food or just don’t want to join he won’t force you to and just give you a quick kiss on your cheek before saying “mkay, call me if you need me ok?”

if you’re also a streamer, it reassures xiao that you won’t be lonely and you’ll have people to interact with :)

sometimes xiao would just watch your stream and often sends in messages there and then, “Y/NNNNNN!!!” “xiao-? is that you..?” “YES IT IS”

yes i know xiao isn’t the type of person to type in caps out in the public but he really wants you to notice him so... you can’t blame him!!

xiao’s in his room most of the time, if not then he would be with you, sitting on the couch watching movies/youtube, playing games with you, shopping with you, basically doing anything with you

he would also help you with cooking! he’s not an expert like cooking but he’ll help you with stuff like cutting the vegetables or herbs(yes, he doesn’t want you to accidentally cut your fingers off, even if you persist, no. but he would still allow you too, he’d just be eyeing your every move.), putting the scraps in the scrap bowl and washing the dishes.

he would take cooking classes for you but he has got a lot stuff to do and doesn’t have enough time to take cooking classes, that’s why he’s trying to minimize his work as he’s only a (big) streamer and doesn’t really need to do anything and tries to take some cooking lessons with you :)

if you both go to cooking class, expect many kisses in between sessions <3

you could be cutting some onions for a dish and while xiao is cutting some tomatoes he would just lean over and give you a kiss on your temple

sometimes he does it out of no where that you, most of the time end up freezing and blushing profusely.

like where did all this confidence come from? 🤨

(kidding..)

moving onto the night, xiao would most definenetly follow you where ever you go.

you stand up to go grab a snack? he’s coming with you too, what’ll happen if the monster from the show you two are watching kidnaps you!! you’re going to go brush your teeth early? ah well okay xiao might as well come with you too!

hopefully you don’t mind clingy men 🤞

before, xiao never really did anything during the night. he’d just edit his videos, brush his teeth, wash his face and go to sleep.

but now he has to do whatever you’re doing too. instead of you asking him if he would like to do skin care with you he’s just in front of you, looking straight at you and he’s just... there..

waiting for you to do your thing, you know..

i mean, you’re happy? you’re glad that he’s allowing you too but not only that but he actually wants to do it? like what.

but hey, you’re not mad!

(the reason he does this is because 1, he knows it’ll make him feel fresh, and it does. 2, it makes you and him closer <3 3, doesn’t want to go to bed alone)

he just loves it when you gently move his head so you can apply some cream on his face, xiao always looks at you when you’re placing a face mask on his face because you look so concentrated and it’s so cute!!

when you two finally go to sleep he would cling onto you for the rest of the night, even if it’s hot.. hopefully you don’t suffocate!!

imagine this, you’re facing your left and your back is towards xiao and he just huffs when you keep on turning over(he wants to see your cute face shh) so he just hugs you from behind, puts his head either nuzzling your neck or placing his head on your back and he’s just hugging you like a koala.

but every day you, when you wake up you always find yourself facing towards xiao.. sometimes your legs are over his stomach or legs and xiao’s still knocked out cold, weird..

streamer! dainsleif x reader

just wanna know how you both confessed without being a total mess.

it’s basically impossible but hey, you both did it!

(but can you guys imagine dain trying to confess to you without stumbling over his words and being red?!?)

now.. living with dainsleif huh? that’s definenetly something! in the start of the relationship dainsleif was extremely clingy towards you, that sounds unlike him right?

but you gotta know, dain has been CRAVING your touch, he wants to hug you, to hold you tightly, he wants you to run your hands through his hair, to press a kiss on top of his head.

ever since you’ve been next to him(been in his house) he just has this urge to just hold you, you know? he wants to keep you in his arms forever <3

so ever since you and dain have started to date he has been clinging onto you just like a baby koala.

like in the mornings dain is hugging you from behind and he’s snoring lightly, when you wake up you could barely open your eyes, rubbing your eyes you slowly regain your eyesight but you still couldn’t really see anything for a while but boy did you look angry.

you were pouting while squinting, turning around just to barely see dainsleif. although you couldn’t make out anything in front of you, you could still smell the familiar scent of your lover and his light snoring.

you could hear little murmurs coming out of dain’s mouth

dain would groan something like: “mmmmmhm” and hug you even tighter and you would just be looking at him like this: “???” but you find it adorable so you don’t really care

dain would hold/hug onto you harder each time you move, his brow furrows every time you you try to move away from him as you need to get up and get your day started but he just refuses, he also has a pout on, always.

and when he does eventually wake up he just finds you in an awkward position. it’s always a pose where from he just hugs you from behind to him hugging your chest while you’re just laying there like “ 🧍‍♀️ “...

and his legs are always over yours. no question.

but other than that, dainsleif looks absolutely ethereal when he wakes up, even with bed hair. his hair could be all over the place but you still find him attractive.

dainsleif looks dazed when he wakes up, he’s also a bit confused. so while he’s rubbing his eyes he’s also grabbing onto your sleeve, tightly.

(how does he have that strength even when waking up..)

“morning dain :)” “mmmmh, mornin’ love...”, you’re always sure to take is slow with him during the morning because he’s practically still half-asleep when he’s awake.

he’d also say some things that are normally said drunk, like mini confessions but not really anymore since you’ve heard them many times.

“?? you’re so pretty..wow” “dain? oh- well, thank you love.. but lets get you to the toilet first.. kay?” “m’kay”

everytime dain says stuff like that you can’t help but just melt, so while you’re helping dain getting up and putting his arm around your neck your face is just pure red and you have that “HE’S SO CUTE GOD DAMN IT” face on.

but dain will eventually get himself back together when he’s washing his face.

but please don’t tell him about what he said while he was a big dazed!! he’ll be extremely embarrassed and will uh... cry?

you still tell him anyways!

and dain just looks at you, his hand still wet from washing his face - he’s just staring at you with his eyes wide open and you can see the red forming on his cheeks, how cute!

dain doesn’t say anything and just looks away but you think he forgot that there’s a mirror right in front of you guys so you can see him with his eyes closed and him trying to suppress any sounds coming out of him.

you, of course just hugs him from behind and say “it’s okay/fine” but that doesn’t really cheer him up..

when it comes to breakfast, he makes the absolute best breakfast ever, could you even call it a ‘breakfast meal’? it’s like a whole feast :(

he’d sit you down and you would watch him make breakfast, he has the apron on and everything.

he knows everything about cooking!! 👏👏 he has two different chopping boards for vegetables and meat and has everything organized. salt and pepper there, some sauce over there, utensils over there and there and some oven mitts in the top right cabinet.

he’s just, mwa, yes.

dain’s too scared to let you cook because what if you accidently cut yourself? what if you burnt your hand or finger? what if!!

he can’t let you get hurt!! so if you cook, he makes sure he’s there to watch over you, dain also gives you some tips on how to do this and that and when you’re cutting some onion and you’re about to cut your finger he’s quick to stop you by grabbing your hand and sighs when he realizes that you didn’t get hurt.

“what’s wrong dain?” “ah, nothing. just be careful.. please.. you almost gave me a heart attack!” “oh- whoops? hehe..?”

you know those “kiss the cook” apron? yea, dain owns them. you might be thinking “ohh y/n probably gifted them it” or “y/n forced them to wear that” but no. dain himself bought that apron, a bright, pink apron that had many kissing emojis and a big white text that says “Kiss the COOK!”

yes, he bought that one because it stood out and he was hoping you would get the message, either you did or didn’t.

if you didn’t then when you’re going back to your room or anywhere he’d grab you by your waist and pull you close and whisper in your ear, “where’s my kiss?” and yes, you would give him his kiss but not before you’re melting and dain has to literally catch you because your knees are weak and you fall.

if you do notice then he would be pretty happy that the apron actually did his job and he would happily(if you’re short) bend down so you can give him his kiss and if not then dain would just gladly and happily smile while waiting for your kiss.

if he’s feeling very cheeky he will, at the last second, move his head so that instead of you kissing his cheek, you would be kissing his lips.

now, his job, streaming.

dain doesn’t stream until around 11 am -12 pm because he wants to spend the morning with you, normally around 12 pm he would stream.

his streams lasts for about 1-4 hours and if he’s doing a partnership then around 5.

and because he’s busy during these times, you always remind him to eat something or take a break for a while and chat with his viewers, and he really appreciates you for that :(

while he’s streaming you would either watch netflix, make food for dain, read a book and if you’re a streamer, you too would also stream.

sometimes your viewers ask you about dain and how your relationship was with dain and you would always overboard with your answers.

when they asked a simple question, you would answer it, but it was always very detailed, like why dain is amazing and blah blah blah.

dain too, would also remind you to take breaks and eat something <3 it just works out perfectly! how you two won’t be bored of course.

and your and dain’s day would be absolutely great if you both have the same schedule, well, kind of.

but moving on, once dain is finished streaming(and when you finished streaming too) he would come into your room or where ever you are and just lay over you, poor baby is tired. and his ass hurts too, he has been sitting in that darn chair for who knows how long.

most of the time you two have a tickle fight... that’s only when he still has energy which is most of the time. and dain always win, but sometimes he allows you to win ONLY because you gave him that puppy face.

and when there’s enough spare time, and he’s not busy you two would go shopping or to a park to just walk or pet some cats!!

dainsleif always makes sure that you’re enjoying your time where ever he takes you. you want to go to the park where many cats are after he streams? of course! you want to travel to canada? sure thing! lemme book the tickets rq- (/j)

you two mostly spend your time either going out or just staying home watching shows, orrrrr staring at each other(and maybe you watching dain edit his video LOL)

and sooner or later the sun starts to set. which means within a few hours you both will have to sleep. which dain hates.

yes he needs his beauty sleep BUT he wants to spend more time with you.. 5+ hours isn’t enough! but sleeping does come with its perks which dainsleif always takes advantage of.

for example, you’re sleeping, eyes closed, snoring lightly and dain’s just looking at you - staring at your face that he adores oh so much

he also probably pats your cheeks when you’re asleep, finds your cheeks cute, don’t ask me why (night)

!! about showering, he’s such a mess... like he will literally be in the corner of the shower and refuses to look at you. but i mean like, he has to look at you when you ask him to help you wash your hair or something like that.

he will NEVER touch you when you both are showering together, he’s too shy.

but if you’re showering by yourself then dainsleif would note down mentally that you’re in the shower and that he must “not open the door at all costs unless you need a towel or clothes”

i forgot to mention, when you two are in the bathroom to brush your teeth and get ready he’s always ready for your skin care

but instead of you doing it for him and you, it’s the opposite. dain’s the one that is applying the cream and face mask on.

if you don’t do skin care and just wash your face that’s okay, because he’ll lend you some of his <3 and yes, he has skin care products.

no wonder his skin is always so smooth and flawless.

streamer! kaeya x reader

THIS MANNN 😩 flirts with you throughout the entire relationship. no comment.

(but fr... hope you don’t mind his constant complimenting and teasing - hope you don’t get embarrassed every time!!)

he teases you 24/7. morning, afternoon, night, midnight and when the sun rises, only special occasions.

he just loves to see your flustered state <3 when you blush or when you hide your face from embarrassment is just so endearing! you’re just so cute ;(

but enough of that, time to get into the real thing

mornings with kaeya is something, he would be all over the place. his legs over your body, arms over his head and splayed opposite of each other and some hair covering his face. mouth opened and snoring too 😰

oh yea, he snores. really loudly.

do you get enough sleep? no.

(why? cuz of his damn snoring!!)

but other than that, everything else is normal. no it isn’t

kaeya wakes up earlier than you, while he’s wide awake, you’re knocked out cold.

kaeya always wondered how you could still sleep for so long.

he stares at you while you sleep, not in a creepy way! he just admires your face and he can basically memorize your face. if you have tiny beauty spot on your cheek or anywhere on your face he would definenetly mentally note that down and bring that up once your awake.

“hey babe, did you know you have a __ there under your eye?” “wha-” “oh shush shush i know, a shocker huh?”

so yea.. kaeya wakes up only because he wants to look at and admire your face.

and so when you do wake up, you open your eyes and the first thing you see is kaeya staring right back at you.

at first is startles you but you quickly calm down when you realize it’s just kaeya. his dark blue hair makes it obvious.

he always holds you close to him when he notices you’re awake, he purposely makes your face squish up against his chest because, yes.

but you don’t mind <3 as a matter of fact, you love/enjoy it!

kaeya has a hot morning voice, can not tell me otherwise.

like a single “morning princess” could get you weak in your knees, god the power he has over you is... 😍

but sometimes when kaeya wakes up he gets up and gets ready for the day, though he doesn’t want to leave you he knows he has to get ready for his streams, plus if you didn’t stream then that would mean you would get your beauty sleep and kaeya doesn’t mind if he gets up from bed and starts his day already if it means you get your rest, he knows you need it.

but he craves your touch and presence when he’s already downstairs and setting up his stream and all.

GIVES YOU MANY KISSES WHEN YOU’RE ALSEEP!! like a kiss on both of your cheeks, forehead, lips, EVERYWHERE.

AHEM, anyways.

when you and kaeya are in the bathroom doing whatever he’s always by your side, whether you’re pooping or whatever, unless you’re uncomfortable of course.

he doesn’t really hold onto your shirt but he just sticks to your side, he’s quite literally glued to your side but are you complaining? nope!

kaeya 100% makes breakfast with you, cooking with you just feels so domestic and he’s here for it <3

even if you two are just planning on eating cereal, he still wants to “make” it with you even if it’ll probably take a few minutes.

you’re pouring the milk in the bowl and he’s just leaning on the counter, just staring at you with hearts in his eyes he’s getting the cereal ready.

kaeya either puts on a show for you and him to watch or talk to you about his plans for today and what he’s going to be doing for stream.

and if you stream too then you and kaeya would go back and fourth about your plans and stuff like that.

most of the time after breakfast kaeya would kiss you on your cheek(or lip) and go upstairs to start streaming, and you would just go in the living room and watch some crime documentary/shows.

if you too are also streaming, you would go to your room and start preparing for today.

thankfully, kaeya doesn’t forget to take breaks and eat something so you don’t really text him or remind him to do you know, but you still text him there and then.

he probably shows his phone to the chat and say something like: “hey you guys, look at what my babes texted me! aren’t they so kind <3”

you watch kaeya’s stream so you always text him when he does something concerning or when he compliments you.

“my y/n is so gorgeous, did you guys know that?” “CHAT: YEAAAA Y/N’S SO PRETTY!!!” “text: awww kaeya, you’re so sweet! and everyone in chat too :(”

“wait what-”

if you stream too, you and kaeya would honestly annoy each other(nicely), joining each others stream and just saying the weirdest shit ever and then leaving.

oh yea, when you’re in your room you hear MANY screams and shouting, either him playing a horror game or him just screaming at players that killed him many times, yes, he’s a sore loser.

sometimes you’re so concerned that you have to literally walk your way to his room, open his door and just say “are you okay?” and leave once he apologizes and explains the reason he screamed. and he’s so nice and polite when explaining to you too...

nothing big ever happens during the afternoon, but once kaeya ends his stream and tweets a few texts he’s immediately out of the room and rushing to your room.

kaeya literally opens your door so wide that it makes a loud “BANG” sound because he’s so eager to just jump into your arms and just let you hug him and kiss him, and that’s exactly what he does.

kaeya just jumps in your arms and you make an “AK-” sound due to someone heavy literally jumping onto you. 🤨

“sorry babe, just missed you sooo much ;(” “uh huh...” and so yeah! you two spend the next 2 hours just cuddling, before getting up to make lunch.

he’s so whiny about getting up, he’s holding onto you for dear life and begging you to just stay put and not go but obviously you’re hungry so you just pull his arms away from your waist and you get up and head to the kitchen

as soon as you get up he’s jumping out of the bed, rushing towards you and just follows you.

and when you’re making lunch he wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzles your neck while humming, you can’t even focus.

and you almost cut your finger while cutting some tomatoes but kaeya stops you from doing so.

“woah there, we don’t want you cutting your finger now do we?” and we all expect him to say that in a flirty tone and to be honest, yea he kind of did BUTTTTTT

he had more of a worried tone. he was frowning while moving your hand away from the knife.

(kind of had a pout..?)

but anyways.

most of the time kaeya takes you out to eat but you two normally get swarmed by his fans or people just eyeing you so you both just end up cooking and eating at home.

and when he does take you out... expect fancy restaurants, the MOST expensive food and a lot of shopping.

kaeya hates streaming(sometimes) as it takes away time with you but he always makes sure to spend more time with you when he’s done.

that’s why kaeya takes you to various places. picnics, parks, the movies, aquarium, and etc.

if not then he would make it up to you by cuddling with you for hours. never letting you go.

sometimes you play fight. but he never hits you or anything, instead he lets you take advantage of him. letting you win always <3

but sometimes he wants you to praise him so sometimes he wins and you have to praise him, no matter what.

“wowow you’re so strong kaeya!” “that’s what we love to hear, more y/n!” “... no.” “BUT- WHY?!?”

sometimes this goes on for HOURS, you two never get bored.

and it could go on for hours that by the time you stop you two are out of breath and notice that the sun is setting.

now about dinner... you and kaeya don’t really.. make dinner. rather, ordering!! mcdonalds, KFC, and so much junk food. with salad of course.

you two just sit on the couch, watching some drama while eating the food, not even paying attention to what your grabbing. you two are just too invested in what’s happening between brittany and betty.

honestly i dont even want to talk about what he does during the night, mostly because you both take night showers.

kaeya will always playfully poke your butt in the shower. no matter what, you either one, shriek and grab your butt while looking at him scared for your life, two, slowly turn around and giving kaeya a death stare, or three, you just continue to wash your body and don’t mind what kaeya just did.

even though showering with one another seems very intimate and sexual, it’s quite the opposite when it comes to kaeya. like sure he may be flirty and all but.. he really doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable so he doesn’t make any suggestive acts.

kaeya helps you to scrub your back if you can’t reach it yourself <3 he helps you wash your hair, apply whatever you need, basically, whatever you ask him, he’ll do it.

and when you both get in the bed and drift off to sleep he’s always hugging you <3 squeezing you tightly every time you move.

one of many ways to get kaeya sleeping is by braiding or just touching his hair, he finds it comforting :(

sometimes(most of the time) he stays awake, waiting for the moonlight to shine on your face. he adores you so much

kaeya finds you so pretty when the moonlight is shining on your face, but you’re always pretty so....

note: if you would like to be added to the genshin taglist pls just ask me!! dont be shy <3

taglist: @tomansimp @one-offmind @miitchiji @dainsleif-when-playable @momoewn @stygianoir @irethepotato @v4an @imetsk(couldn’t find ur main acc xiaxiao) @fiannee @sunnyf4lls

there were others but i couldn’t find your account : @kuaenyx @mobiuskiss, dm me if this was one of your accs!!

liking + following + reblogs are very much appreciated!! another note: i dont think i got the message for ‘general daily living’ message but hey, that’s alright, euhuehuehueheu childe’s part is so god damn long. also i feel like kaeya’s part is very like, not put well? like it jumps from one thing or another... it’s also quite short, but yea. also it’s proof-read so hopefully there’s no grammar mistakes or anything. i’ve been procrastinating for weeks bro, i feel so guilty kmskdmkmd BUT IM SO HAPPY I GOT THIS DONEEEE, also thank you guys sm for 2.1k notes on the fic w/ 6 characters!! and btw, im so proud of dainsleif’s part, isn’t he so adorable??

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!

#genshin impact x reader #childe x reader #xiao x reader #dainsleif x reader #kaeya x reader #streamer! au

[kindh3art3d]

Under Neon Lights - Stephen Sanchez One Shot

Nashville, Tennessee. 

Night life was a whole different world here. For some reason tonight my apartment was lonely so I decided to wander around to a quiet bar. Sure it was a Tuesday night, but there was always live music in Nashville.

I wander into a neon lit bar, the smell of liquor hangs heavy in the air and as my eyes graze over the atmosphere that’s when I see the handsome man stroking his guitar on the small lit stage.

I watch him with anticipation, his voice is rich and robust, every note sung angelically. I find myself sitting at a table close to watch him. There aren’t many others in the bar, an elderly couple sit in a booth and a few girls celebrating a birthday. Not much of an audience and yet the man is performing his heart out.

He eventually stops and thanks the crowd for them night to which everyone responds with polite clapping. 

My eyes follow the man as he makes is way off stage and into the bar. Just when I think he’s leaving he walks over to my table.

“Hey darling” he said his voice smooth as honey.

I couldn’t act coy anymore I knew exactly who this man was. He’s the reason I haven’t had a steady heartbeat for the last half hour.

I managed a shy smile. "Hi, Stephan. I'm Y/N, a huge fan of yours."

He grinned, his dimples deepening. "Well, Y/N, it's a pleasure to meet you. Would you like to join me for a drink?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I nodded eagerly. We made our way to a cozy corner of the bar, where we settled ourselves on barstools. Stephan ordered two glasses of whiskey, and we clinked them together, beginning our adventure in Nashville.

As we sipped our drinks, Stephan and I found ourselves engrossed in conversation. He shared stories of his music career, while I revealed my dreams and aspirations. Our laughter mingled with the melodies pouring from the stage, creating a symphony of joy.

One drink turned into two, then three, and soon the room began to spin. We stumbled out of the bar, our giggles echoing through the streets of Nashville. The city seemed to come alive under the moonlight, and we decided to explore its charms together.

Hand in hand, we wandered through the neon-lit streets, dancing to the rhythm of our laughter. We stumbled upon a small karaoke bar, and without hesitation, Stephan grabbed my hand and dragged me inside. We sang duets, off-key but filled with enthusiasm, much to the amusement of the other patrons.

Hours passed, and the alcohol began to loosen our inhibitions. A mischievous glint appeared in Stephan's eyes as he leaned closer, his voice a whiskey-soaked whisper.

"You know, Y/N, I think you like me more than you're willing to admit."

I scoffed, pretending to be unfazed. "Oh, please. I'm just here for the music."

Stephan's smile widened, and he arched an eyebrow. "Is that so?"

Suddenly, tension crackled in the air, and our playful banter took on a more serious tone. Stephan's gaze held mine, his eyes filled with a mix of longing and uncertainty.

"You can't deny it, Y/N," he murmured. "The way you smile when you see me. The way your eyes light up when we talk. It's more than just admiration."

I struggled to maintain my composure, my heart pounding in my chest. "Stephan, we're both a little drunk right now. Maybe we should—"

Before I could finish my sentence, Stephan cut me off by pressing his lips against mine. It was a tender, intoxicating kiss, filled with all the unspoken words we had been too afraid to utter. In that moment, time seemed to stand still as we lost ourselves in the magic of the night.

When we finally pulled apart, our breaths mingling, Stephan's eyes were filled with a strange and beautiful glow.

The kiss had ignited a spark between us, one that refused to be extinguished. From that night forward, Stephan and I became inseparable. We explored Nashville with renewed energy and a newfound sense of adventure.

We spent lazy afternoons strolling through Centennial Park, hand in hand, admiring the vibrant colors of the blooming flowers. Our laughter echoed through the air as we took turns pushing each other on the swings, relishing in the joy of being carefree.

Stephan's music became the soundtrack of our love story. We danced under the stars to his soulful melodies, twirling and spinning in perfect harmony. Each note seemed to speak directly to our hearts, reminding us of the beautiful connection we had discovered.

As our relationship deepened, we shared intimate moments of vulnerability and trust. We confided in each other about our fears, dreams, and past heartaches. Stephan became my rock, offering unwavering support and understanding, and I became his safe haven, a place where he could be himself without judgment.

We also had our fair share of silly and lighthearted moments. We would have spontaneous pillow fights, leaving feathers scattered across the room. Stephan's infectious laughter would fill the air as we attempted to cook extravagant meals together, only to end up ordering takeout and sharing a cozy night in.

Chapter 5: A Promise Sealed

One evening, as we sat on a rooftop terrace, a gentle breeze caressed our faces. The city lights twinkled below us, casting a magical glow over our surroundings. Stephan turned to me, his eyes filled with love.

"Y/N, you've brought so much happiness into my life," he whispered, his voice soft and full of sincerity. "I can't imagine my days without you by my side."

My heart swelled with emotion, and tears welled in my eyes. "Stephan, you've changed my world in ways I never thought possible. I'm grateful for every moment we've shared."

He took my hand in his, his touch warm and comforting. "Y/N, I know we've had our fair share of ups and downs, but I want you to know that I'm here to stay. I want to be more than just a fleeting romance. I want to build a future together, filled with love and laughter."

A single tear escaped my eye as I smiled through my emotions. "Stephan, I've been afraid to admit it, but I've fallen for you. I love you."

His eyes shimmered with unshed tears, and he pulled me into a tight embrace. "I love you too, Y/N. And I promise to cherish and protect our love, always."

As the city lights continued to twinkle below us, we sealed our promise with a passionate kiss, knowing that our journey was just beginning. Together, we would navigate the twists and turns of life, hand in hand, forever bound by an unbreakable love.

And so, in the heart of Nashville, amidst the music and laughter, Stephan Sanchez and I finally found what we have both needed and craved for years, and it turns out that it was right in front of us this whole time. True love is strange.

previous one shot

#stephen sanchez #stephensanchezfanfiction #cute #x reader #fluff #angst #fanfiction #romance #cross posted on ao3 #cross posted on wattpad

[autistpride]

BIPOC autistic people, content creators, blogs, and pages!

Okay...

This post was one that I was unsure how to write. I'm white and I am very aware of my privilege.

I wanted today's post to highlight and center the voices of autistic BIPOC individuals and honestly, I couldn't just talk about a few. I wanted to put as many names out here for people to follow.

For those who want to follow and learn and for those who need to find these wonderful people in their community.

When researching and working on my list, I came across a post made by Autistic, Typing in 2019 as they had made a list of Autistic Black/ Indigenous/ People of Color & Latinx Advocates to follow.

So today's post is a link to this amazing individual's link, https://www.faceook.com/share/p/VMWG2wURiVWuTP2r/

This link contains all their hard work and emotional labour, a comments section FILLED with people adding others or themselves to the list, as well as a google doc form to add/ edit/ remove autistic creators. So please, if you are one, go fill it out and have yourself added to the list!

Below are some people/ creators/ pages that I thought should be mentioned. I tried to just add the ones I didn’t see listed, but I know there is overlap and tried to point those ones out.

And PLEASE send me any others! I want to follow as many as I can.

Famous People

Anita Cameron- one of the original disability rights activists of the US.

Angela Weddle- artist (mentioned on the post)

Dr. Sarai Pahla- MD and medical translator

Dr. Angel Durr- CEO of DataReady DFW

Burnett Grant- senior lab tech at ZoomEssence Inc

Bernard Grant- Phd in English

Stephan Wiltshire- architectural artist

Lauraen-Rocelle Fernandez- Founder of Mask Off

Michael Buckholtz- music producer for acts such as MC Hammer

Jade Logan- comic artist

Elise Nicole Bowen- music composer who can be found on spotify

Avery Ahmer- tik tok influencer who talks about autism

Kayla Smith- Black Autistic Disability Rights Advocate and creator of #AutisticBlackPride

Kris Young- writer and blogger at Black Neuroqueer Punk (mentioned on the post)

Jackie Pilgrim- Board of NAMI

Armani Williams- professional Nascar driver

Morenike Giwa Onaiwu- advocate and public speaker co-edited All The Weight of Our Dreams and Sincerely Your Autistic Child (mentioned on the post)

Michael Fuller- music prodigy

Melissa Simmons- founder of MisTaught and the creator of Black History Month for Dummies & White Teachers (mentioned on the post)

Lamar Hardwick- the Autism Pastor. Writer and advocate (mentioned on the post)

Kambel Smith- artist known for complex architecture sculptures

Ronaldo Bryd- artist

Ikea “Syance” Wilson- artist and musician

Kris McElroy- writer, artist, and advocate

Talia Grant- first female actress who is autistic to land a mainstream role on British television

Kalin Bennett- first autistic person to receive a division 1 scholarship to play basketball

Tom Wiggins- former enslaved person who was an amazing musician

John Howard- martial arts competitor/ MMA fighter

Morgan Harper Nichols- storyteller and influencer

Questlove- musician and songwriter and collaborator for Disney Jr “Rise Up, Sing Out”

Lois Curtis- artist and plaintiff in the 1999 Olmsted Supreme Court Decision

Tyla Grant- found of Black and Neurodivergent (BAND) and host of the one percent podcast

Nik Sanchez- actor

Benjamin Banneker- naturalist and mathmetician

Talisha Johnson- writer and director of Too Autistic for Black

Joshua Beckford- child prodigy and youngest person to be admitted to Oxford at 6

Breanna Cook- Paralympic athlete

Creators

Marcela Collier @highimpactclub

Black Neurodiversity @blackneurodiversity

Autistic Black Woman @autisticblackwoman

Ryse @teachingwithmxt

Caro @disrupt_yuh_feed

Jessie @momma_lips

Nadia @autisticblackgirl

Kayla Smith @BeingKaylaSmith

Tiffany Joseph @nigh.functioning.autism (mentioned on the post)

Tiffany Hammond @fidgets.and.fries (mentioned on the post)

Lauren Melissa Ellzey @autienelle

La Fille Dani @myneurotype

Tim Boy @blackinfinityking (mentioned on the post under previous tag name @BlackAutisticKing)

Raven Derose @confidencewithrae

Danielle @zelue

Ahylaysia @ahlaysia

Rosalie Babette @theautisticgiraffe

Dr. Kofi @autisticallykofi

Jonteugbeye @jonteugbeye

Nia Patterson @thefriendineverwanted

Anansi @dreadfulrebel4x

Gianna Rose @usagi_rose_universe

M’Nda @melaninmaven97

Lina’s brain @ndwellness

Pages

The Activistic Autistic

The Art of Autism

Fidgets and Fries (mentioned on the post)

Not Your Mama’s Autism

The Kisha Project

Autism in Black

Neurodivergent Rebel

Black Neuroqueer Punk (mentioned on the post)

The Color of Autism

Sincerely Your Autistic Child

NeuroClastic- PLEASE pass along their post A Letter to Black and Indigenous Autistic Teens

Autistic, Typing- They have the amazing list of Autistic BIPOC Advocates here!!

Morenike GO

Black Autistic Lives Matter

Autistic People of Color Fund

Autistic People Of Color, Indigenous People, and Mixed-Race People - this is a private FB group highly recommended I can not comment on it

Neurodiverent Black Women- another private FB group recommended but I can not comment on it

Other Amazing Neurodiverse People

Simone Biles- olympic gymnast ad most decorated gymnast with 32 metals

Amada Gorman- youngest inaugural poet in US History

Clary Chambers- founder and CEO of SparkClarity

Solange Knowles- singer and actress

Harry Belafonte- singer, songwriter, actor. First Black person to win an Emmy.

Maya Angelou- poet and activist. Write “I know why the caged bird sings” and the poem “On the Pulse of the Morning” that was read at the 1993 presidential inauguration

Danny Glover- actor, director, activist. Prominent roles in Lethal Weapon, The Color Purple, and Angels in the Outfield

Octavia Spencer- actress, author, producer. Worked on The Help.

Brandon Marshall- former NFL player

Kelly Rowland- singer, songwriter, actress and member of Destiny’s Child

Jumaane Williams- politician and activist in New York City

Magic Johnson- former professional basketball player and one of the greatest 50 players of NBA

Clarence Page- journalist who has won a Pulitzer Prize

Mohammed Ali- professional boxer and activist

Black Girl, Lost Keys

Tumi Sotire @TheBlackDyspraxic

#audhd #autistic adult #actually audhd #autistic pride #autism acceptence month #autism #autism acceptance #asd #autistic

[jedimasterbailey]

I’ve been asked by @archduke42 to the following questions from the Kenduli ask game 💚💙 Excellent choice of questions by the way! 👌🏻

10-What is something about Obi-Wan that drives Luminara crazy?

The fact that Obi-Wan is such a sexy, suave guy that women, specifically Ventress, feel comfortable enough being flirty with him and Luminara DOES NOT like it one bit. Her blood boils at the thought of that scheming scum tossing her skirt and being suggestive with Obi-Wan and she wants nothing more than to fist fight her 😂 Luminara isn’t a jealous woman per se, it just drives her nuts that other women just feel that comfortable to flaunt themselves onto him despite being with him.

11- What is something about Luminara that drives Obi-Wan crazy?

The fact that Luminara is all too willing to self sacrifice when there are still alternatives would drive Obi-Wan insane. He would constantly go out of his way to ensure her that her life has value ❤️.

41-Describe what Kenduli fanfic you’d love to read.

I would love to read more Kenduli fic in which they’re able to reunite/be together post Order 66 like somehow Luminara found her way to Obi-Wan or Obi-Wan was able to save her from death from the Imperials and they’re able to live peacefully on Tatooine watching over Luke until it’s Rebellion time. If no one else will write it, I certainly will one day! 😁

42-Describe what Kenduli art you’d love to see?

Literally anything would make me happy since there’s so few but I would love to see more domestic Kenduli like they’re just dancing together at home or they’re on a date somewhere, but like I said I’d love any and all crumbs 😄

50-What are some songs/quotes/poems/stories/movies that make you think of Kenduli?

I’ve got plenty for this one!

Songs- “If You Love Her” by Forest Blakk, “Middle Of The Night” by Elley Duhe, “Young and Beautiful” by Lana Del Rey, “Heaven” by Gregory Porter, “Until I Found You” by Stephan Sanchez, and plenty more but just to name a few 😉

Quotes-

“I went to sleep last night so I can see you.”-Frederick Seidel

“At least I see the same sky as you do.” -Unknown

“In a parallel universe, another world, or a different life, we sit across from each other at the kitchen table and go over the grocery list.” -Unknown

“As for love-why is it never enough to save us?”-Erica Jong

“I never knew love had a sound until I heard you laugh.”- Unknown.

As for stories/movies/poems just basically any like almost lover/tragic love story will have me thinking Kenduli 😭

Original Kenduli Ask Game Questions

#kenduli ask game #kenduli #obinara #obi wan kenobi #luminara unduli #star wars ask game #star wars #the clone wars

[jjwho]

Hey lovely I’m here for the new Christmas ask game! I love Christmas so I’m super excited!

!

Here’s the reading for the ask game:

how a cold winter night would be like with my next boyfriend

Ok so first of all I heard the song neverland by zendaya, listen to this cause this is what it will feel like, super sweet and like you guys just fit together so well in the hug. It’s the type of cuddle that like is so cosy and comfortable you just can’t help but fall asleep. But the song makes me thing about how magical it will be because it will bring you both together and make the relationship more deeper! It’s just so cute and cost. Like I see prior yoy two will be dressed in Christmas pyjamas and like matching having hot chocolate. And just watching a Christmas movie together, like it all way and cosy, there’s a fuzzy blanket and like those cosy fuzzy socks and your both just looking at each others eyes, whilst holding each other on the couch. It’s just so special, and I also heard the song Until I found her by Stephan Sanchez, so I’m feeling like the time I’m picking up on it must be when your both still developing your connection, and your realising you guys are more important to one another then u though, a deeper level of connection - and this is the realisation. I also heard that possibly your next bf could potentially be your life partner - just wanted to tell you what else I got ✌️and then the song right down the line by Gerry rafferty - so year they could be it!! It feels near the Christmas time!

Here are some pics of what I was getting:

Pls let me know how the reading was lovely and enjoy!!

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Hi hiii thanks you so much for the reading!!!it was lovely

Heres yours:

So what im getting is that this moment or being with him at that point will feel like a dream come true. I see you both being very happy and cheerful and full of fun energy wrapped up in a blanket. Just like two fire flies idk why i saw that flying around each other and enjoying each others company.

I saw you laying on his lap on the couch while he's sitting up but also covered up with a blanket and lots of forehead kisses

You finally at a point with someone where it actually feels so stable, even financially stable. You guys while cozying up, talking might become slightly deeper where you mention past issues and how you ended up finally standing up for yourself and just seeing him really listen and look so proud of you.

You guys may spark up some new ideas or fun dates or just random topics like "I wanna get a farm and have 10 pigs in the yard and 5 goats" ect ect. So much kaughing that it hurts and him just matching your energy. Then I see him picking you up and gets on top and lots of loveable kisses and laughs

I see him then carrying you to the bed and just having more fun then- oop

Hope you enjoyed your reading and thank you so much for joining the game :))

#ask game #tarot ask #tarot ask game #free tarot

[saltybutreal]

no u dont understand i dont want the type of love you're talking about, i want the anuv jain, aditya rikhari, stephan sanchez songs kind of love.

[sawiet]

✨When you get this ask you have to put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positive vibes are cool)🎶

it's so nice to get this question, thank you!

i have been listening to these five songs lately:

1) stephan sanchez — high

2) rufus du sol — on my knees

3) iamx — music people

4) the cure — pornography

5) skindive — no more good guys

#thank you for the ask! #music recs #music tag #my stuff

[sunrisestudyblr]

10/18/2023

AMAZING fall weather today!!

— worked on math formula memorization packet

— took one half of a math practice exam

— went on a lovely walk

— finished up the fairy garden for youth club project

— filled out growing journal

— attended youth club meeting (garden won first place and I was elected VP!)

— started drafting application essay

— three chapters of the scarlet letter

— writing!!

🎧: hey girl by stephan sanchez

📚: skulduggery pleasant and Eleanor oliphuant is not okay

fav part of day: beautiful weather and getting to see friends at club 💜

#studyblr #study motivation #studying #studyspo #study blog #chaotic academic aesthetic #chaotic academia #student life #chaotic acadamia aesthetic #study aesthetic