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kahm00nn · 3 years

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So this has been bothering me for weeks but i haven’t gotten the time to rant about it. I was always on the Sarah Wilson defense squad but now I’m throwing my own hat into the mix.

Basically I saw this tiktok that said Marvel was queerbaiting us with Sam and Bucky (Think what you will about it but that's not the point rn) that Sam conveniently had a sibling of the opposite gender to be Buck’s love interest,,,, firstly they didn’t even become cannon at the end of the series so i don’t understand where this came from?. Secondly she’s so much fucking more than that what?! Sarah’s role in fatws is to be a look into how the blip affected normal everyday people. And through her we see what SAM values most. Family. I can’t find the words to express what she represents to give it justice but one thing I’m going to make fucking clear is that she’s so important to the themes and heart of fatws.

also god damnit don’t use her to prove marvel is straightwashing shit. Sarah’s more than just a female Sam. She lost most of her family. Her husband. Raised two amazing sons in what basically was a post apocalyptic world and did a damn good job. AND ran a business all by herself on top of that. Put some respect next time you say Sarah Wilsons name.

I’m not done yet no. Just cause sarahbucky is a “Straight ship” or whatever doesn’t devalue it’s importance. Poc especially black women were all saying how amazing it was seeing a dark skinned black woman being portrayed as attractive. Bucky flirting with her wasn’t marvel shoving a romance down our throats it was us getting a glimpse of the absolute lady’s man he was in tfa. He saw a beautiful woman and acted appropriately.

Fuck i was a sambucky shipper since civil war and i still am BUT I love sarahbucky. You can ship both and want both to have the potential to become cannon. You don’t need to erase everything Sarah is to justify it. Sarah wasn’t made to be a “Female sam” so Sambuxky can become cannon with 0 gayness. Sarah isn’t some way for Bucky to flirt with Sam through her (He was genuinely flirting with her did you not see the heart eyes) She’s more than a love interest and you shall treat her with the respect she deserves.

#i'm not too sure how well i expressed my thoughts #but hopefully you get what i'm saying #sarah wilson #sarahbucky #fatws #bucky barnes #sam wilson #falcon and winter solider series #captain america and the white wolf #sarah wilson defense #also bonus point sarah isn't buckys fucking therapist #may have cursed too much but goddammit i'm mad

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stargirlfics · 3 years

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WHERE IS THE SARAH WILSON DEFENSE SQUAD AT. WE GEARING UP FOR TOMORROW GIRLS AND GAYS🗣🗣

WE HERE BABYYYY I AM FUCKIN HYPED! 😌🥰

#falcon and the winter soldier #asks

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ao3feed-sambucky · 5 years

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Shine Bright Like A Diamond

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: Tony Stark, Maya Monroe (OC), Loki Laufeyson, Bruce Banner, Steve Rogers, Thor Odinson, James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Wanda Maximoff, Pietro Maximoff, Clint Barton, Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes, Pepper Potts, Howard Stark, Maria Stark, Tyler Monroe, Layla Monroe, Odin (Marvel), Frigga (Marvel), Phil Couslon, Maria Hill, Nick Fury, Sarah Rogers

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

Additional Tags: Tony Stark Defense Squad, Not Wanda Friendly, at first, Not Steve Friendly, again at first, Loki Does What He Wants, Shy Tony Stark, Bruce Banner Is a Good Bro, Pietro Maximoff & Tony Stark Friendship, Alternate Universe - High School, Steve is a jerk, but he'll be redeemed, Maybe - Freeform, Hurt Tony Stark, Tony Stark Needs a Hug, Hurt Loki, Loki Needs a Hug, Bisexual Tony Stark, Bottom Tony Stark, Top Loki, Top Maya Monroe, There will be sex, Insecure Tony, Child Abuse, Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Howard Stark's A+ Parenting

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#Bucky #Captain America #Winter Soldier #Sam Wilson #James Barnes #Falcon #SamBucky #BuckySam #IFTTT

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ao3feed-stevenatasha · 5 years

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Shine Bright Like A Diamond

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2FbsSmb

#romanogers #stasha #stevenat #steve rogers #natasha romanoff #captain america #black widow #natasha

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wsmith215 · 4 years

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2020 NFL schedule – Record predictions, analysis for all 32 teams

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The 2020 NFL schedule has been released.

The regular season kicks off with the Houston Texans hosting the Kansas City Chiefs on Thursday, Sept. 10 (8:20 p.m. ET, NBC). The opening doubleheader for Monday Night Football will feature the Pittsburgh Steelers at the New York Giants (7:10 p.m. ET, ESPN) and the Tennessee Titans at the Denver Broncos (10:20 p.m. ET) on Monday, Sept. 14. Check out the full week-by-week schedule here.

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The New England Patriots, minus Tom Brady, have the hardest schedule. The Baltimore Ravens have the easiest, according to data from ESPN Stats & Information.

NFL Nation reporters break down the 2020 regular-season schedules for all 32 teams, with predicted records from each reporter. Each reporter’s record prediction has been made independent of his or her colleagues’ predictions.

Scan through all 32 teams by division, or click here to jump ahead to your team:

Jump to: ARI | ATL | BAL | BUF | CAR | CHI | CIN CLE | DAL | DEN | DET | GB | HOU | IND JAX | KC | LV | LAC | LAR | MIA | MIN | NE NO | NYG | NYJ | PHI | PIT | SF SEA | TB | TEN | WSH

NFC EAST

Full schedule | Predicted record: 10-6

If the Cowboys want to return to the playoffs in coach Mike McCarthy’s first season, they must get off to a fast start. Of the first nine opponents, only two made the playoffs last season (Seattle, Philadelphia), and the Cowboys have three consecutive home games in October. Read analysis from Todd Archer

Full schedule | Predicted record: 6-10

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The Giants get a pair of Monday night home games, including the opener against the Steelers and in Week 8 against Brady and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers. Read analysis from Jordan Raanan

Full schedule | Predicted record: 10-6

There are a pair of three-game stretches that stand out and will help shape how the season goes. The first is the October gantlet featuring the 49ers, Steelers and Ravens, and the other is a December trip to Green Bay sandwiched by home games against the Seahawks and Saints. Read analysis from Tim McManus

Full schedule | Predicted record: 6-10

After a disastrous 3-13 season in 2019, it’s clear the NFL isn’t anticipating much from Washington in Ron Rivera’s first season, with no prime-time games and only one prominent game — at Dallas on Thanksgiving, for the third time in five years. Read analysis from John Keim

NFC NORTH

Full schedule | Predicted record: 7-9

The Bears have a chance to race out of the gate. None of Chicago’s opening four opponents (Lions, Giants, Falcons, Colts) made the playoffs last year. Read analysis from Jeff Dickerson

Full schedule | Predicted record: 8-8

Going on the road for four of the first six games is not ideal, nor is the early bye week that breaks up some of those road games. But the Lions avoid having to go to Green Bay in December, which is big. Read analysis from Michael Rothstein

Full schedule | Predicted record: 11-5

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Four of the first six are on the road, one of those is against Tom Brady, another against Drew Brees. For the first time in franchise history, the Packers will open a season at the Vikings and the first season-opening meeting between the two teams since a Monday Night Football opener at Lambeau in 2008. Read analysis from Rob Demovsky

Full schedule | Predicted record: 10-6

The Vikings’ path toward getting back to the playoffs includes hosting the Packers in the season opener for the first time in the team’s 60-year history. It also features one of the toughest road schedules in the NFL with three prime-time games away from U.S. Bank Stadium. Read analysis from Courtney Cronin

NFC SOUTH

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

The Falcons have a tough start out the gates in facing the Seahawks, Cowboys and Packers in the first four weeks. Both Seattle and Green Bay made the playoffs last season, and defending Russell Wilson, Dak Prescott, and Aaron Rodgers will be a tall task for the rebuilt Falcons’ defense. Read analysis from Vaughn McClure

Full schedule | Predicted record: 6-10

Opening at home against a Raiders team that also is in rebuilding mode with three straight losing seasons gives coach Matt Rhule a chance to win his first NFL game and set the tone for a very young roster. Read analysis from David Newton

Full schedule | Predicted record: 12-4

The NFL didn’t wait long to shine a spotlight on the new Tom Brady-Drew Brees rivalry in the NFC South. The Buccaneers are scheduled to come into the Superdome in Week 1 for the national late-afternoon game on Fox. Read analysis from Mike Triplett

Full schedule | Predicted record: 11-5

The Bucs will face all teams in the NFC North and AFC West in 2020. Brady is a career-best 17-3 (.850) against NFC North opponents, but some of his biggest challenges have come against the AFC West, going 29-16 (.644). Read analysis from Jenna Laine

NFC WEST

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

The Cardinals’ schedule is streaky. There are homestands of two, three and two games, with road trips of three and two games. Starting the season in San Francisco will give Arizona an early measuring stick. Read analysis from Josh Weinfuss

Full schedule | Predicted record: 8-8

SoFi Stadium will make its debut in prime time with the Rams hosting the Cowboys. It’s no coincidence that Jerry Jones’ squad will be the first to visit Stan Kroenke’s $5 billion masterpiece, given Jones played a crucial role in the Rams’ relocating to L.A. from St. Louis in 2016. Read analysis from Lindsey Thiry

Full schedule | Predicted record: 11-5

The 49ers have no shortage of entertaining matchups. The stretch from Oct. 18 to Nov. 15 looks potentially daunting with games against the Rams, Patriots, Seahawks, Packers and Saints in consecutive weeks, and three of those are on the road. Read analysis from Nick Wagoner

Full schedule | Predicted record: 11-5

With a megastar quarterback in Russell Wilson, the Seahawks still have plenty of prime-time appeal, even if their roster is no longer as nationally recognizable as it once was. Hence, four appearances in prime time beginning in Week 2 against the Patriots (Sunday night). Read analysis from Brady Henderson

AFC EAST

Full schedule | Predicted record: 12-4

Bills fans clamored all offseason for more nationally televised games. Buffalo will play four prime-time games this season, including a Thursday Night Football showdown with the Chiefs, Monday Night Football matchups with the 49ers and Patriots, and a Sunday Night Football game against the Steelers. Read analysis from Marcel Louis-Jacques

Full schedule | Predicted record: 7-9

In Year 2 of their rebuild, the Dolphins have their work cut out if they want to make a surprise playoff run. They start with four of their first six games on the road, including back-to-back road contests vs. the 49ers and Broncos and an opener in Foxborough, Massachusetts, against the new-look Patriots. Read analysis from Cameron Wolfe

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

It is 2019 fourth-round pick Jarrett Stidham’s job to lose as Brady’s successor, and if he follows through and seizes it, he will get an early baptism in two of the toughest road environments in the NFL — at Seattle in Week 2 and at Kansas City in Week 4. Read analysis from Mike Reiss

Full schedule | Predicted record: 7-9

The first two games are a nasty way to start for the Jets, whose rebuilt offense will face two of the strongest defensive teams in the league — the Buffalo Bills (No. 2 in total defense) and San Francisco 49ers (No. 8). Read analysis from Rich Cimini

AFC NORTH

Full schedule | Predicted record: 12-4

Reigning NFL MVP Lamar Jackson and the Ravens will command the national spotlight like few other teams in franchise history. The Ravens are scheduled to play five prime-time games for just the second time in their 25-year existence (the other time was 2011). Read analysis from Jamison Hensley

Full schedule | Predicted record: 5-11

Rookie quarterback Joe Burrow’s debut could be a rare season opener at Paul Brown Stadium when the Bengals host the Chargers. Going back to 2010, this is only the second home opener Cincinnati has had in Week 1. Read analysis from Ben Baby

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

The Browns now know the path to ending the NFL’s longest playoff drought, which has reached 18 years. And they’ll have an opportunity for a Week 1 statement at defending AFC North champion Baltimore. Read analysis from Jake Trotter

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

The Steelers start off with a bang in Monday Night Football against the Giants for Ben Roethlisberger’s return and Joe Judge’s debut as a head coach. A week later, Roethlisberger will make his Heinz Field return on Sept. 20, almost a year after his 2019 season ended because of an elbow injury. Read analysis from Brooke Pryor

AFC SOUTH

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

The Texans will play seven games against teams that made the playoffs in 2019: Baltimore, Green Bay, Kansas City, New England, Minnesota and Tennessee (twice). Read analysis from Sarah Barshop

Full schedule | Predicted record: 10-6

Philip Rivers, who is in his first season as the starting quarterback for the Colts after 16 years with the Chargers, will have an opportunity to get his new team off to a strong start. Six of the Colts’ first seven games are against teams that missed the playoffs last season. Read analysis from Mike Wells

Full schedule | Predicted record: 4-12

The Jaguars have a manageable start to the schedule, with four of their first six games against teams with losing records in 2019. They’ve got a brutal December, though, with games against 2019 playoff teams in three consecutive weeks beginning in Minnesota on Dec. 6. Read analysis from Michael DiRocco

Full schedule | Predicted record: 10-6

After having just one prime-time game last season, the Titans are featured on the big stage three times this year. It all starts with a Monday night game against the Broncos in the season opener. Read analysis from Turron Davenport

AFC WEST

Full schedule | Predicted record: 9-7

Despite four straight playoff misses, the Broncos get some prime-time duty. The nation will get an early look at quarterback Drew Lock and the Broncos’ revamped offense as they open the season as part of Monday Night Football’s doubleheader — against the Titans — and then have a Thursday night appearance in Week 4 against the Jets at MetLife Stadium. Read analysis from Jeff Legwold

Full schedule | Predicted record: 12-4

The Chiefs will face defending division champion opponents in three of their first four games. The Thursday night opener against the Texans at Arrowhead Stadium features an opponent the Chiefs split with in two home games last season. Read analysis from Adam Teicher

Full schedule | Predicted record: 7-9

The rebranded Las Vegas franchise has six kickoffs at 10 a.m. PT and a pair of two-game roadies in the middle of the season, but it also has three of its last four games in the comfort of its new, state-of-the-art Allegiant Stadium. Read analysis from Paul Gutierrez

Full schedule | Predicted record: 10-6

The Chargers open the season on the road facing the Bengals and No. 1 overall draft pick Joe Burrow, then must turn around for their SoFi Stadium debut to host Patrick Mahomes and the defending Super Bowl champion Chiefs, whom they won’t see again until Week 17. Read analysis from Lindsey Thiry

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ao3feed-clintbarton · 5 years

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #clint barton #clint #hawkeye

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bookmartian · 3 years

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In the same vein as this post, let me say something. I love Sarah Wilson but all this talk about Bucky only flirting with her to make Sam jealous/mad? Musty.

Do you know how disheartening it is to finally have someone that looks like you get love and appreciation on screen only to have people online try to take that away? LET BLACK WOMEN BE DESIRABLE/LOVED/WANTED

#i will throw hands #sarah wilson #sarah wilson defense squad #rise UP #tfatws spoilers #bucky barnes

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ao3feed-frigga · 5 years

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Shine Bright Like A Diamond

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2FbsSmb

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #frigga

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ao3feed-lokiangst · 5 years

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Shine Bright Like A Diamond

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

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#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #loki #loki fanfic #loki fanfiction #marvel cinematic universe #angst

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ao3feed-thorbruce · 5 years

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Shine Bright Like A Diamond

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

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#ao3feed #fanfiction #thorbruce #thruce #thunderscience

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ao3feed-buckybarnes · 5 years

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Shine Bright Like A Diamond

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by aksanti12

Bullying and child abuse and homework oh my, there's no place like High School.

Tony Stark moves to New York, and meets the greatest people he'll ever meet.

Words: 472, Chapters: 1/57, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Eternal Silence

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi

Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark/Original Female Character(s), Bruce Banner/Thor, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Pepper Potts

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#bucky #IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #bucky barnes #james barnes #the winter soldier #james barnes

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haiskulstories-blog · 7 years

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Hai Skül Story #1; 2 Girls : 1 Boy

PART III: Erika Jordan

My name is Erika Jordan. I’m the president of the Wilson High Dance Team. I’m fucking fly as fuck and way prettier than Joyce Dale, head of the Cheerleading Squad. I get pretty good grades and spend a lot of time with my two best friends, Sarah and Danielle. We like to go to the mall, but we’re also very concerned about various political causes, like making sure the 4-H Club has brownies for their bake sale and other philanthropic events like that. OK, but you want to know the real story? We just do that because my advisor said 4-H will help my chances getting into a good college. And “philanthropic” was the only word I got right on my last vocab quiz for English.

Oh man, hopefully that sort of fake-it setup won’t be the pain of all of these years I’ve got to come? In my defense, as a Freshman, I’m the first girl at Wilson High to...

...become president of the dance team in her first year of High School, so it’s not like I’m just sugar coating my college application with fake extracurriculars. Maybe, if I don’t end up going to school with my boyfriend, I might go to Julliard and become a dancer. Either way, please don’t ask me how I became the first Freshman president because I’d literally have to kill you; just kidding.

Well, I’m going to get all honest with you now. I hadn’t been dating Erik Crooners until this last Halloween. He found me that night, when I dressed like a Playboy Bunny. He was dressed as an executioner and took me into the parking lot behind the Players Club and asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course, since he’s a senior and one of the best guys on the Basketball Team, I said, “Yes.” Then he pulled out a condom and we did it doggy style behind the dumpster. OK, yeah, definitely don’t tell anybody that. Then, we all went out to party at the Flats. It was a good night, like we were celebrating something extra special.

After that, we’ve been super straight. I got him these sick Jordans for Christmas, with this dark red on the tongue that perfectly matches this lingerie he got me at the mall at Fredericks of Hollywood. When I pulled them out of the package Christmas morning in front of my parents, I literally screamed, for good and bad reasons. It’s like we’re meant to be.

Or, it was like that until something super heavy has me totally messed up for this last month. Me and Erik have been super good with each other since the New Year started and we even tell each other we love each other now. He takes me on dates almost every week and I think he is starting to think how we are going to get to stay together when he goes off and plays ball for a school. I honestly have never liked a boy this much!

So that’s why I was pretty upset this last week when I went in to see my doctor and they ended up telling me I had the clap. *sad face* As soon as she told me during my regular check up, all I could think about was the last time I had had sex with Erik, wearing the outfit he’d gotten me for Christmas. It had been pretty wild, in a hot laundry room in the hotel where the Dance and Basketball Teams played out in Atlantic City. But, see, I don’t think that’s where it happened.

Danielle said that her cousin had once gotten it, but she had been dating two different guys and didn’t know which one she got it from. She was so afraid to let either of them know she was seeing the other one that she kept her mouth shut and told them both she was going on vacation with her family for a month. Danielle didn’t specify how it turned out for her cousin, but she didn’t need to: her message was loud and clear.

Me and my two besties have all had our eyes on DeShawn Preets, Erik’s best friend, whether we like to admit it or not. He is a total dork, a little bit awkward with his body and always following Erik around like he wished he were me or something. Sometimes I catch Erik texting him when we are laying down if my parents are out of town and Erik stays over or if we go camping and I wonder what the hell these two bros talk to each other about.

I told this to Sarah and Danielle and that’s when we all confirmed that we thought DeShawn was hot, in like a weird Drake-way. Sarah said Justin Bieber, but me and Danielle told her she is wrong. First of all, between DeShawn and Erik, Erik is the one of the two friends with tattoos; my favorite is the one he got of my name over his heart! DeShawn doesn’t have one tattoo on his body. It would be weird, DeShawn playing all hard like that.

I’m going to swear to God to you. I honestly used to think DeShawn was just kind of my boyfriend’s bitch, always following him around, kind of piggy backing on Erik’s widespread popularity, like he was just picking up Erik’s rebounds. Then, what happened was me and Erik got into this major fight at a party two weeks ago.

I was sitting out in the big yard on the stone wall in Erica Chavez’s parent’s house, this big Spanish style villa in the Valley, crying my eyes out. Danielle was there trying to comfort me, a little helpless because Sarah was out of town at her cousin’s bat mitzvah and Sarah’s always a little better at getting me to calm down. The party was kind of small, more like a get together, so there weren’t that many people in the yard. All of a sudden, my good friend from childhood, Herman, walked out into the back yard. It had been ages since we’d talked. He’s a senior, like Erik, and when me and Erik started dating for reals, I think Herman got a little jealous.

He really shouldn’t though because he’s gay and so kind of awkward with the other kids around school, and I honestly think he should be happy I found someone I can be happy with. What it came down to is that I was really sick of listening to him talk about meeting guys online or hooking up with these weird guys from our school who, I guess… I really just didn’t want to know. But he’s gotten more popular since he got a job as a front counter boy for a local pharmacy where he can snag errant bottles of Percocet. Ik’d heard about this, so I kind of woke up when he walked over to see what was wrong.

Turns out he had started seeing a guy out of town and things were good and in the ten minutes we talked, he passed me one of the pills from his job. This definitely got me feeling good and I quit crying shortly thereafter, starting to laugh at the stupidest shit and wonder a little bit where Erik had gone. That’s when DeShaw rolled up.

He said he was worried because he saw Erik take off really upset and wouldn’t even talk to him, DeShawn, his best friend. I think in that moment, both sets of our worried eyes met each others’ and we started making out. I ended up falling off the wall, so DeShawn said he would take me home. He didn’t say which home though, and I ended up waking up the next morning in his bed with a headache. It was Saturday and I was surprised he didn’t make me walk home. I was actually super surprised how caring he was; he made me breakfast and pretended to his parents like we had just fallen asleep while watching a movie. He was even kind of cuddling and gave me a kiss when he dropped me off. But he also made clear, “Erik should never know about this.”

Honestly, Erik was never going to be the wiser. At least, at least… at least not until I went to my doctor. And you know about that already. *sad cat face*

I guess what I have got to do is not lose heart. Erik loves me so hard. We are so good for each other, plus I’ve got him trained like a dog! He even got my name tattooed over his heart. God, I just know he is going to ask me to leave school and go live with him whoever he decides to play ball for.

#haiskulstories #highschool #popularkids #highschoolclicks #collegebasketball #danceteam #pointguard #highschooldating #high school party #erikajordan

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