Tumgik
#I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH THERES STILL SO MUCH TO TELL SIGH
turnipoddity · 3 months
Text
Tumblr media
dirk gently art in 2024??? yeah
1K notes · View notes
seongclb · 10 months
Text
— enhypen when there’s a scandal about their s/o dating another idol !
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
idol!enhypen x idol!reader, fluff, established relationship au, no warnings!
req. by anon -> i merged the last two requests !
♫ pink+white by frank ocean
Tumblr media
𖠗 이희승 | lee heeseung.
omds when he finds out
prepare to be met by the sulkiest baby you’ve ever met
like this guy is 6ft and counting but has a POUT on his lips when you see him
just shoves his phone that has the news article on it of accusations that you and taehyun from txt are dating
since you’re all in the same entertainment, it’s easy to be rumoured with either enhypen or txt
and due to your groups comeback along with txts comeback being at the same time, fans are talking about how cute you and taehyun would be after the tiktoks you had made together
“is he a better dancer than me?”
“no, heeseung.”
“is he a better singer than me?”
“no, heeseung.”
this isn’t enough to make him feel better though, so you must avenge his heart with kisses or else.
Tumblr media
𖠗 박종성 | park jongseong.
when he sees the article that says you and another member of enhypen are dating, he just raises a brow as he frowns
waits for you to get home and shows you the article, “jagii, look at what they’re saying”
he subtly whines about it for the whole day, even sending death stares to jake every once in a while
but you tell him that fans just like doing these things for fun, and they always make the most extreme theories
like so what if you and jake were being friendly at the awards?
little do they know that it’s only because you and jay are dating
jay knows this so he feels better but not completely great
so you may do something sly with your stylist and ask her to subtly match yours and jays outfit for the next event
which fans catch on to, definitely making your boyfriend bubble with happiness that jakes article is long forgotten
Tumblr media
𖠗 심재윤 | sim jaeyun.
very whiny baby
doesn’t wait for you to get home but instead just texts you the article with a sad face
you’re expectant of a sad and pouty jaeyun when you get home
but this time, showering him with affection and love doesn’t help completely get rid of the pout on his lips
“loveee, theres nothing going on with beomgyu and i,” you tell him. “i think my stylist and his stylist just accidentally gave us the same shirt”
is still pouty but understands
“why can’t we wear the same shirt” jake nuzzles into your shirt
he says things like, “i hope dispatch expose us this year”
little do you know he’s actually considering giving dispatch the okay sign to expose you two 😭
Tumblr media
𖠗 박성훈 | park sunghoon.
when you come home he’s like, “well hello cheater” and you just sigh
“so, you and soobin huh? i’m a better mc than him anyway” and ur like ???
all u did smile at him a few times at the awards thing and now this?
doesn’t hesitate to show how much better he is than soobin (poor soobin i love u)
u just let him say but bc u know he’s reassuring himself with it
then he gets sulky, “do you think he’s attractive?”
“no sunghoon you’re the most attractive in the world”
smiles at this
threatens your stylist and everyone else to coincidentally make it seem like u and him are dating
acts surprised when there’s billions of articles about you two now
Tumblr media
𖠗 김선우 | kim sunoo.
he literally scoffs when he sees all the comments under ur tiktok
guys this is so random but i feel like he would make a secret account and somewhat hate on u and whoever ur being shipped with
would comment stuff like “what? no they don’t look good together” or replies to people and starts mini arguments
he’s still doing this even when you come home
so when you hear him constantly scoffing at his phone and aggressively typing
you ask him what he’s doing and he’s like, “don’t worry”
but this continues for too long so you check and see and you’re like, “kim sunoo????”
then he realises and he’s like :0 “sorry, but but seeing people ship you two was so annoying”
you just hug him and remind him how fans can be
Tumblr media
𖠗 양정원 | yang jungwon.
is high-key so sad when he sees the stuff coming up about you and another idol
he tries to hide it bc he thinks he’s overreacting but eventually
he just tells you how he’s feeling
and then just rants about how silly fans are
another one who does something sneaky like asking his managers to do content with your group and his group
which works and he makes so many attempts at videos that fans can edit and say you guys would make a good couple to
“you did this on purpose didn’t you?” you’d ask bc ur not DUMB
and he would just smirk like “what makes you say that, baby???”
Tumblr media
𖠗 西村力 | nishimura riki.
he’s like sunghoon and heeseung a bit
hes sulky but hes also like “they’re not better than me, babe”
i think niki would be continuously watching stuff about you and the other idol
to the point where you’d have to take his phone away and cuddle him
he just melts in your cuddles bc he’s quite sad that this stuff is going to be around him all the time
and since he’s so young, the instructions he’s given are to stay out of this stuff for as long as possible
so he does as he’s told even though it’s hurtful
but when you get opportunities with enha, you make it obvious that it’s niki you want to spend the most time with
it’s not long before fans start shipping you two which makes riki so so happy
he probably suspects u do this to make him happy which only makes him love u more
3K notes · View notes
Note
Okay so like hear me out.
Reader went on a quest years ago when her and Clarisse were still young and they went missing/were pronounced dead. But in reality they got stuck in the Lotus Casino so when Chiron sent some campers to retrieve campers that he already knew were stuck there they found the supposedly “dead” reader playing in the arcade.
Reader goes back to camp and finds Clarisse after all these years and returns like some weapon or smth that Clarisse gave them so they could defend themselves. (Reader obviously aged somehow so theres no weird age gap or smth)
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
- harness your hopes -
Pairings - Clarisse La Rue x Fem! Reader
An - i tried to find a way to write this without a plot hole since in the lotus hotel you don’t age key example nico di-Angelo so I hope this helps some 😭😭
Tumblr media
“It’s Vegas”
“No it’s the best place in America. AND! And they have legal gambling” you laughed walking along side clarisse down the streets of Las Vegas.
Being placed on a mission together you both had an older saytr leading. Your main assignment was to locate a demigod that was near by and to help return them to camp safely.
Brushing your hands against clarisses you blushed some, it was just a dumb crush. You were 13 and so was she anything that could between you both was just pointless. Contrasting your thoughts however clarisse slowly reached over taking your hand.
The saytr guide gave you both a teasing face causing clarisse to pull her hand away embarrassed. As the guide chuckled turning back to lead the way you patted your cheeks trying to make the burning feeling go away.
After about an hour you all decided on getting lunch. While just waiting outside with clarisse she tapped your shoulder making you look at her.
“Here.. I saw your dagger got broken in our last fight so have mine” she tried hard to play it off but you could tell she was really just trying to show a form of love.
“Thanks” you happily smiled taking the blade back. Looking down at the blade you could see in the reflection clarisse looking Away embarrassed. Cute
It was weird.
One minute you were running away from a hippalectryon, next you were laying on the ground with a glowing wolf over you? Then you woke up in a casino like hotel.
The following week felt unreal, gambling every once in a while. Finding other demigods and running around with them, meeting some kids who said the Roman gods were real? Weird. Even becoming friends with this small kid named nico who un-ironically liked mythomagic just as much as you.
Being so caught up in the moment you hadn’t realized your body and mind growing. On Monday you were happy to eat a tub of ice cream all day while most people treated you like a kid, on Tuesday you were schooling some little kid on why he shouldn’t cheat in games and the older demigods you had seen before suddenly invited you to hangout with them.
Sitting in the lounging area you saw a familiar set of bright orange shirts paired with some of your friends you had just met. Quickly getting up you jogged over. “Hey! Wait up!” Finally standing before them your happy face turned to confusion. “Chris..?”
The Chris you suddenly Remembered had been 14 and recently shaved his head as he lost a bet now.. he looked older, way more muscular than before and for some reason he seemed more mature.
“Holy shit” he spoke shocked. Almost scared he reached out grabbing your shoulders. “What’s your name” he cautiously spoke.
“Yn Chris when did you get so old” you shoved his hands off of you. You had been gone a week not a lifetime.
“Are You dead?” He asked earning him an unamused look from you. Placing your hands on your hips you gave a heavy sigh. “No I’m not dead why are you asking”
“Because you’ve been dead for three years”
..
What..
The ride back to camp was weird. While Travis and Connor drove the truck back to camp you talked with Chris as he updated you and all the campers with you that in-fact everyone was trapped with the lotus eaters.
Though what confused him and everyone else was how you were able to age and mature like a normal person.
Pulling your dagger out from your side you studied it ashamed. So much time passed without you.. your siblings grew up, the camp evolved, it was like you didn’t even belong in this timeline. Shining the celestial bronze blade a sudden memory came back to you.
A girl named clarisse came back to you. A girl named clarisse who you loved, came back to you. With that all the flustered emotions of a young teenager followed suit as well.
Stepping inside to camp a familiar sense of comfort washed over you. Three years later and the damn place still hadn’t changed.
Though the walk though camp was awkward to say the least. All your friends were 16/17 now and there was so many new kids and dead ones that it was honestly a lot.
Eventually you found yourself sitting in the Aphrodite cabin with silena, leaning on her bed laughing like it was old times.
“You know what!” The daughter Aphrodite smiled leaning over the side. “There’s a certain lesbian here who misses you”
“Who” You chuckled slowly remembering everything. Silena looked at you with a knowing look. “Wait clarisse?! No no she doesn’t— we never liked each other like that” you laughed trying to play it off.
“Then I guess it won’t be weird for you to go meet up with her right now”
After a silent back and forth you caved in standing up. “Fine! I’ll go see her but we’re just friends” You warned leaving the cabin.
Jogging into the arena you had to take a moment to appreciate what you saw in-front of you. 5’10 and lean just swinging her spear around with a concentrated look plastered on her face. Even even she was taking her anger out clarisse was still beautiful.
She stuck her spear into the sand and started tying her curly hair back. Placing her hands on her hips she let out a heavy sigh just letting the energy fall away from her body.
Slowly walking towards her you cleared your throat nervous… justtt friends that’s what you were. “Hey..” you managed.
Instantly she looked over stunner and a little embarrassed. Clarisse didn’t move, didnt even speak. She opened her mouth for only a second before just closing it again not sure what to say.
Deciding to take the first step you gently patted your sides. Pulling the dagger from your side you held it out. “I figured I don’t need it anymore so I should return it-“
“Keep it” she quickly spoke. “Sorry.. I’m just, it’s been a long time” a tired breath left her lips causing you to blush slightly.
“Right..“ placing the blade away you looked back up deciding that maybe just standing in silence was the best think to do.
What felt like an eternity soon came to an end when clarisse decided to finally speak up. “Can we.. can we hangout tommorow” she slowly asked.
Nodding your head adamantly you smiled. “Yeah, I’d like that a lot.”
———
“Shut up it did not feel like a week” clarisse laughed walking around the forest with you. For majority if the day you both had just spent time together, almost like a date.
Now with the moon rising you both decided to finish the hangout off with a walk in the woods. “It did” you giggled. “I swear to the gods I was only there for a week”
She just rolled her eyes. “Must of been nice” she mumbled shaking her head. Confused you chuckled back. “What do you mean?”
“Well you didn’t have to spend three years thinking the first girl you ever actually fell in love with was dead and having to find some way to continue yourself that leaving her to bleed out after she protected you from dying wasn’t yourself and was the right thing to do”
You stopped walking and just looked up at clarisse. “You love me”
She looked back at you and just shrugged her shoulders. She was completely different from the dumb childhood crush you had. Slowly you grabbed clarisses arm and took her hand into yours. Looking down you smiled as she was wearing one of your favorite rings.
“I don’t remember a lot. I don’t know how I ended up in the hotel.. but what I do remember is that throughout my long week stay I always remembered a girl who could effortlessly make me laugh and always made my stomach do flips” a small laugh left your mouth. “Out of everything and everyone I always remembered being in love with you clarisse”
Shyly with her free hand she cupped the side of your face. Brining you close to her she muttered. “Can I Kiss you..”
Laughing some you nodded. “Yeah you can kiss me”
Placing her lips onto yours you couldn’t help b it smile happily. It made you feel warm how some way some how clarisse waited for you. Guess it was a good think to since you had no choice but to wait for her too.
Tumblr media
Clarisse - FUCK ALL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND SUCK IT
YN - babe 😭
Tumblr media
316 notes · View notes
beenbaanbuun · 3 months
Text
messy room w/ seonghwa
Tumblr media
words - 🤷‍♀️
genre - fluff and also angst
warnings - depressed reader, supporting seonghwa, self hatred, kissing
——————————————————————————
“you’re judging me, aren’t you,” you mumble from your position behind seonghwa. he stands in the door to your room, brows furrowed and hand covering his mouth. you can’t tell whether it’s in shock, pity, or disgust. probably a mixture of all three.
he hums in response, taking a few steps into your room. he’s careful to avoid the piles of clothes that litter your floor. it doesn’t leave much room for him to walk, but he tries nonetheless.
“i’m not judging you, darling,” he comes to a stop in front of your unmade bed, “i’d never judge you for something like this.”
the door swings shut as you kick it with your foot, and with a deep sigh you take a few steps into your bedroom. you get to your bed quicker than seonghwa had since you knew the path well by now. every few steps you reach a new pile of clothes, and you gently push it to the side with your socked feet. it’s less for yourself, more so to make it easier for seonghwa to traverse around your room without tripping up.
“don’t lie, hwa,” there’s a pile of books at the end of your bed that you push to the side to clear a space for the two of you to sit. your thighs meet the mattress first. it takes a second for seonghwa to follow, “i know you hate the mess. i really didn’t mean to let it get this bad.”
“i know, sweetheart,” he coos as he places an arm around your shoulders. his grip is firm as he pulls you to lean against him. it doesn’t take much for you to get the message and lay your head on his shoulder, “but i don’t mind.”
“i’m still sorry.”
he snorts as you apologise.
“you’re sorry for your own room being a mess?”
well, when he puts it like that, it sounds silly. it’s your space to mess up, he’s right about that. and he’s never one to dictate what you can and can’t do, especially not in your own apartment. not to mention that he loves you - something that he never fails to make clear - even with all the emotional baggage you carry with you.
still, as you stare up at his face and watch as his gaze flickers around, theres a pang that shoots through your heart. it feels a lot like guilt. like you’ve disappointed him in some way. and to be honest, you might have, but he’d never tell you that.
he never did tell you those sorts of things because he always claims that you could never disappoint him. you doubt that, but he defends himself to the ends of the earth. its annoying, sometimes, but not nearly as much as it is endearing. his pouty lips that only ever appear when he’s fighting his case always had a way of making you give in to him.
“yes,” you double down on your apology, “i feel like i should be trying harder, like i always tell you i will.”
he sighs, pulling away from you just a little so he can look you in the eyes. he’s stern, but shows no signs of anger. no sign of disappointment.
“and i always tell you that you don’t need to try harder when you’re already trying your best.”
“yes, but-” he puts his hand over your mouth to shut you up. you whined from behind it, briefly tempted to lick it before deciding that it’s not the time. you could save jokingly around with him until later.
“you’re burnt out,” he drops his hand, resting it on your thigh. there’s a soft look on his face that makes you feel precious. it’s not often you feel that way, but somehow seonghwa always brings that side out of you, “and if you carry on pushing yourself, it’ll only get worse. you need time to recover, darling. you can try harder when you feel like you can, okay?”
you can’t help it when you put your hand over his own and give it a thankful squeeze. it isn’t much, but with the way his body visibly relaxes and a tiny smile rises to his face, you know that he gets the message.
it’s like that for a few moments. just the two of you in silence sitting in the middle of a room that looks like a bomb could’ve gone off. his eyes still flicker around the room every so often, but they always return to yours. and you’re more than happy to sit and revel in the genuine softness that he stares at you with. you hate to put a label on exactly what the look means, but you can’t help but settle on the word love.
it’s rare that you’re the one to initiate intimacy, but in that moment you couldn’t stop yourself. it’s like seonghwa’s plush lips have their own gravitational pull, dragging you closer and closer until yours are on his, moving in perfect time with one another. his hand stays in your knee, offering comfort. your hand stays atop him, grounding yourself as you let your usually loud mind fade into peaceful silence.
and then he pulls away, chest rising up and down as he struggles to catch his breath. his pink lips glisten as they part, the layer of your spit you left on them acting as a gloss. a giggle leaves your mouth as you take the hand that isn’t glued to seonghwa’s to wipe it away.
“you take such good care of me,” he coos as you pull your fingers back.
“i hardly think that’s true,” you refute with a small smile, “you’re the one who always has to look after me…”
he hums.
“i do it because you’re special to me,” there’s pressure against your thigh as he squeezes it, “you’re the leia to my han, my rosie to my sam! you’re my girl…”
“and you’re the biggest nerd i’ve ever met.”
“glad to see you’re feeling better,” he smirks, “now you get cosy and i’ll make a start on cleaning this monstrosity.”
315 notes · View notes
kaldurahms-lover · 10 months
Note
Hello, can I request Sal fisher x gn!reader, maybe a one shot about Sal showing y/n his face for the first time
AGH THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING THIS I NEEDED AN EXCUSE TO WRITE IT WJSHSJHS
Pairing: Sal Fisher x Reader
Warnings: use of y/n, fluff, sal's face oops, i kinda fucked up the different tenses but i cannot be bothered to fix it, very minor swearing, not proofread.
Word Count: 773
A/N: takes place when Sal and the reader would be around 17 and have known each other for like two years
Sal knew he had to let y/n see his face at some point. They were the closest friend he had. (Larry doesn't count, Larry's family.) He knew in the back of his mind that it made no sense for the person he's closest to to be the last one in their friend group to see him without the prosthetic, hell, even Neil had seen him (i know in canon only his dad, larry, ash, and dr. enon have seen him. ssssshhh). He had no clue why he hadn't shown them besides his romantic feelings for them, they would never judge him. So when he heard them telling Todd how they felt like he didn't trust them...
"I just don't understand. It's his decision and I don't want him to show me if he isn't comfortable with it. But thats what hurts, is that he isn't comfortable with it. I love Sal, he's my best friend and I would do anything for him, I just can't help but feel like he doesn't trust me. And I know I sound terrible, being upset that someone I care about isn't ready to unpack their trauma with me, but I can't help it."
He knew something had to change.
Tumblr media
Y/n was over within minutes, making the quick trip up from apartment 304. Sal ushered them into his room quickly, wanting to do this before his dad got home. They were obviously very confused, sitting down on his bed and asking if everything was okay.
"Do you think I'm uncomfortable around you?"
Y/n was taken aback by his blunt question. "Sal, what?"
"I heard you talking to Todd, y/n."
"Oh. Sal, I'm not upset with you, I didn't mean anything by it–"
He cut them off. "I know. I'm gonna ask again, do you think I'm uncomfortable around you?"
y/n gulped. "Sometimes I feel like maybe you don't. But who you take your prosthetic off around his completely your choice, I don't want you to do it just because you heard me say something to Todd, I want you to do it because you trust me and want me to see you."
"Thats the thing! I don't know why I don't want you to see me. You're my best friend, and I fucking love you, and you should've seen me years ago."
Y/n sighed. "It's okay. I promise it's okay."
Sal doesn't say anything, he just unclips his mask. Before Y/n can even realize what's happening, Sal's hand is the only thing holding his prosthetic against his face. He lowers it slowly, freely presenting his face, every scar, every bit of missing skin, the way it's now much more obvious that one of his eyes is also a prosthetic. His eyes are down, not wanting to see their reaction despite willingly removing his armor.
"Sal..."
"I know. It's not pretty."
y/n put their hands up and moved their head back as if offended. "Not at all what i was going to say. You're so pretty. In a very unconventional way... but theres nothing wrong with how you look. Can i..." Their hands reach out to cup his face, but they keep their distance until they have permission.
He nods and suddenly they're holding him so gently, as if they're afraid he might break under their touch. And as they softly caress his scarred skin, Sal melts. In fact, he gets so lost in the moment that it takes him a moment to realize they're talking to him.
"Sal? You still with me here?"
"Huh? Oh. Yeah. Yeah I'm just... processing. No one's ever really had anything nice to say about me taking this off. I mean they've never had a huge problem but they haven't... they haven't reacted like this."
"Can I kiss you?" The question is sudden, purely formed from y/n thinking out loud. It takes everything in them react at how shocked Sal looks.
"What?"
"i'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything, I don't want to make you uncomfortable or mess up us being friends–"
"No no no, y/n. Yes. Please. For the love of all things good, please."
"Really?"
"Really."
That was all the confirmation y/n needed before their lips were connected. It was awkward, considering the scar tissue and the fact that it was very obviously Sal's first kiss, but it was sweet. When they pulled back, y/n rested their forehead against Sal's.
They smiled. "Hi."
"Hi."
"This what you expected when you asked me to come over?"
"Hoped? Maybe. Expected? Never."
"Learn to expect this every time I come over now."
886 notes · View notes
mxqdii · 8 months
Text
you taught me - r.b
Tumblr media
pairings: regulus black x reader
summary: her last relationship was so toxic that it effects her relationship with regulus. he teaches her what it's like to actually loved and cared for.
warning(s): mentions of abuse, mentions of toxic relationship, sad reader, fluff/comfort from regulus, slight panic attack.
not proofread
Tumblr media
it's a typical day, i head to the library to find a good book.
as i walk in, i see regulus and a smile hits my face, we've been dating for a while now. it's still a secret, only evan and barty know, but we’re gonna tell others eventually.
i look around, seeing the empty library and hugging regulus from behind
"hi regs!" i smile and he turns around, eyebrow raised
"regs?" he questions with a teasing smile and my face drops
"sorry! i didn't even know i said that, i can stop if you want it was an accident i swear!" i ramble on and his expression changes again
he looks at me now in confusion
"what..?" i ask quietly
"i was joking love, it's okay." he says and i raise my eyebrows
"oh.. okay.." i noted with a smile
---
later that evening, me and regulus are still in the library, my legs over his as we sit on the couch.
a book in my hand as i flip the pages
my eyes light up as i read about it and regulus notices
"what's got you so happy?" he says and i smile, looking at him
"well, i've actually read this book like 10 times.. i just, i've always really really loved it, like so much. anyways its about thsi girl named lydia and she has like, nobody- anyways she moves to this new town and finds this boy- anyways! sorry i could talk about it for like hours, but i wont" i ramble on
his eyes watch me in astonishment while i talk, listening intently.
and even though he doesn’t know what i'm talking about, he doesn't care. he likes seeing the ways my eyes light up when im talking about something i'm passionate about
he likes seeing my cheeky smile when i'm explaining the characters
"keep talking, i'm listening" he says and i go wide eyed
nobody has ever said that to me before.
i almost feel tears fill my eyes as i look down and let out a smile, this feeling is so unfamiliar.
---
i'm sitting in my room distancing myself from my boyfriend, my friends, everyone.
i miss regulus, which is exactly why im distancing myself
sounds stupid, but i'd feel bad bothering him by asking to hangout, so i'm in here instead.
i could hangout with sirius, remus and james... but i'm just not up to it right now
suddenly theres a knock on the door
i open it seeing regulus, letting out a sigh of relief and gesturing him in.
"hey, where've you been all day, i haven't seen you at all" he says and i feel the guilt wash over me
"i know i'm really sorry i just felt... bad" i say, sitting on my bed
"about what my love?" he asks, sitting next to me.
"no it's nothing it's fine" i say smiling and he shakes his head
"tell me" he speaks softly and i melt at the tone
"i don't know i just missed you but i didn't wanna bother you so i came here instead, i don't know it's stupid i'm sorry" i say, avoiding eye contact the whole time
"what? baby you could've just asked to hangout i was free all day" he says with a sad chuckle
"oh.. sorry" i mumble
he moves closer to me tucking my hair behind my ear
regulus was never usually a soft person, but something about me made him melt, he'd never admit that though.
something about how gentle and fragile i was made him feel the need to be the most loving person i could have
and he knew something had happened, the way i always apologized and second guessed my words, the way i was careful around him, the way i put him before myself
i didn't need to act that way around him though, but he didn't know how to tell me that, so instead he just decided to show me, as much as he could.
without saying anything, he pulled me into a loving hug, a hug i've never gotten before
i let myself melt into his warmth, feeling nothing but comfort in this moment.
---
me regulus were told to meet sirius, remus and james in the gryffindor common room, which isn't unusual considering we all hangout all the time.
we walk in to be met with uncomfortable tension and silence
"jesus who pissed us off" i say sarcastically and they stay quiet
"come on guys, what?" regulus says
"tell me y/n, how long have you been fucking my brother" sirius shouts and my eyes widen
"sirius-" i try to explain but he doesn't let me
"i mean really? my brother? that's low y/n" he says and i feel my chest tighten at the yelling
"and you!- one of my best friends? really??" sirius says, speaking to regulus now.
"sirius it's not like that" i say, still in my normal tone.
"like hell it is!" he argued
"you don''t understand- we're-" before finishing my sentence, sirius interrupts again
"you're what? in love? i don't care what you are, i care about you two not fucking telling me. i had to find out through some random ravenclaw! and to top it off it's my brother and my best friend, yet i wasn't the first to know??? unbelievable." he shouts
i don't even notice the way i'm shaking, the way it's become hard to breathe.
i feel so aware of everything, just not myself.
"sirius-" remus trys to interrupt to stop him
"sirius stop" regulus shouts
they continue yelling at eachother until sirius walks towards me
i tense my body, preparing for something i know all too well.
"i expected more from you y/n, i would've expected you to tell me about this shit" he argues, his voice still raised and his tone still bitter
"sirius- calm down" i say, not knowing what else to do
"calm down!?" he shouts, raising his hands in exasperation
his hands, his voice, his tone.
it was too familiar, so i did what i know
i used my hands to protect myself, covering my face.
i fucking flinched.
the room falls silent, not a single whisper, even from sirius.
still in my hiding position, i realize what i just did, how i just reacted, i know sirius would never hit me.
fuck, i messed up.
my hands lower from my face and i slowly turn my head towards sirius, scared to see his reaction
i look up at him, tears overflowing in my eyes
i see his softened expression, the look in his eyes, the way he immediately stopped
"did- did you think i was gonna.. hit you?" he hesitates, asking gently, softly.
i look around, seeing everyone looking at me
it's the look on regulus's face that makes me crack.
i look back at sirius and just scoff, running out of the common room and to my dorm.
i lock the door and absolutely break down sobbing, finding it hard to breathe.
i'm curled up on the floor, arms wrapped around my knees, hiding my face in them.
suddenly i feel hands on me, gasping at the sudden touch, i look up seeing regulus's soft gaze on me.
"hey, hey, it's me you're okay, i'm here love" he says wrapping me into a hug.
he pulls me on his lap and i wrap my legs around his waist, causing him to stand up and sit us down on my bed
(sorry if that didn't make sense)
i nuzzle my head into his neck as he rubs my back
"let it out love, i'm here." he says and i try to find the words to speak.
i pull away from the hug slightly and he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear
"i- he-" i try to explain but my words are being taken from me, like i'm being forbidded
"i know love, it's okay, i've got you."
my words being taken from me frustrates me even more, causing me to just lean into him and continue sobbing
he embraces me again, stroking my hair and whispering reassuring sweet nothings into my ear.
because of him, my sobs slowly turn into cries, and my cries slowly turn into sniffing and tears running down my face.
it was a start.
i pull away from our embrace again, scared to speak
i can't look at him, i know if i do i might break, so i keep my gaze shifted on my fingers, picking the skin off of them, a nervous habit.
he grabs my hands to stop me from picking them
"you don't have to say anything or just in general talk about it, not if you don't want to" he says and i sigh
"you have a right to know" i say shakily.
"can you look at me, please?" he asks and i hesitate
"i- i'm a mess" i sniffle, embarrassed.
his finger trails up to my chin, using it to tilt my head up.
the sight of my tear stained cheeks and red puffy nose breaks his heart
his eye contact, the look on his face, made me break, as i suspected
i tilt my head back down, letting out silent cries
"tu es en sécurité avec moi, je ne laisserai rien t'arriver" he says
even though i can't understand it, just the sound of his voice makes me feel better.
he uses his hands to cup my cheeks, making me look up again
he uses his thumb to wipe my tears
something that makes my heart swell, something i'm not used to
i watch him, no sign of disgust or shame on his face, just love, pure love.
"why?" i ask, him shifting his gaze back to my eyes.
"why what?" he replies
"why do you do this for me? why are you so nice to me?"
his heart shatters into a million pieces, expression softening even more
if that's even possible
"because i love you, and you deserve to be loved. i wish you could see that" he says
"i didn't and still don't wanna push you, but i notice things, i'm an observer. i notice your apologies and how you always seem scared around me, not scared of me, scared of yourself and what you might say, what i might do to you if you say the wrong thing" he starts to speak
i look down again as he continues to talk
"i just want you to know that i'd never do anything to hurt you, ever. you'll always be safe with me, no matter what you've heard before. i'd die before hurting you, and it breaks me to see you like this love" he says and another tear falls down my cheek
"i said it before, you have a right to know." i say with a shaky breath
"my last relationship.. it- it changed me. the guy i dated, he would use me and manipulate me and treated me more as his bitch then his girlfriend. he would- get really mad if i said or did something wrong, something he didn't like or something that embarrassed him. and sometimes when things got heated... he'd.. hit me and stuff.. and i knew it was wrong but it's what he made me think i deserved. so ever since then i've always felt like that's what i deserve, which is why i don't really know why you treat me the way you do, it's just very unfamiliar." i explain
he watches me, listening intently the whole time.
"i don't think i know what love is.." i mumble, ashamed.
"i didn't, for a long time. but eventually.. someone taught me."
he says and i look up at him confused
he smiles, rolling his eyes when i don't get the hint
"you, y/n, you taught me love." he says and my eyes widen
"me? i- i don't even know how to love someone i-" i start speaking but he stops me
"it's what you're doing, what you've been doing, you just never realized it. this whole time you've shown me love, it was unfamiliar because it was new. that unfamiliar feeling you've felt around me, it's love" he says
i take a second to think about his words.
thinking back to the feeling in my stomach when he'd talk to me, the way my heart fluttered when we'd hold hands, the way i longed for him when he wasn't around.
holy shit, i love regulus black.
"you- you're right" i say, realization clear in my tone
"i- i think i love you" i say, looking up at him
he smiles "i love you too darling, always have"
in that moment i knew i'd be alright, i knew i could give regulus my heart and trust him not to break it.
in that moment i knew, he taught me how to love.
TAGLIST:
@stargirlv0id @strniolo @annaisabookworm
257 notes · View notes
hanjisunglover · 3 months
Note
heya! may i be ⭐🍰 anon if its not taken? (ik my user is exposed bc im gonna show a photo but ill still be an anon) thanks☺. but i have a thought to bring to the table anddd its abt jisung so you may love it or like it! but enough rabbling, let me tell you the thought.
Tumblr media
imagine if jisung looked like this everytime you give him head. like it'll be a calm Saturday afternoon and jisung just came from being at the dorms for the week. you were in the room with Bbama laying on your chest while you play your animal chef game on your phone. jisung comes in says hi and gives hugs and kisses then gets in the shower. after his shower he puts on a sweater like black shirt on and basketball shorts. then you asked him how was practice and his day went. he told you about it and talked about him being stressed a bit and how he needed some type of relief (*wink wink*). so you put Bbame down in his bed in the living room then come back to the room and started putting up your hair. jisung is a bit confused then he realizes,your about to give him head.he watches you sink to your knees on his side of the bed then look at him "ji,if you dont mind taking your shorts off for me?" you said in your always soft voice and he immediately started taking off his shorts. you see hes left in his black briefs,then you started softly kissing the bulge in them. jisung let out a sigh as he watches you with his plump bottom lip his in mouth. after your teasing, you pull down his briefs and his 7 inches springed out and softly slapped his belly button, it was a bit girthy but the stretch felt so good when he'll enter you. his pink red-ish tips' precum oozing out, it looked delicious and your mouth started to water. the shaft slightly curving up a bit. jisung looks at you waiting eagerly for you to take him in his mouth...
(im gonna leave this here and let you do your amazing magic and make this piece of trash wayyy better. and sorry if theres mistakes and sorry again for the basically huge paragraph or more. and btw, DO NOT feel pressure to write this! totally fine with me if you just react to it and not write ;) buttt ill see if you write it or not~ bye bye! 😘)
hello ⭐🍰 anon, sooo nice to have you here! AND OMG YOU DON'T GET IT HOW MUCH I THINK ABOUT THAT VLOG. your writing skills >>>, also it's pretty short but yeah
warnings: switch reader, switch hanji, oral receiving (m), praise kink, cum eating.
Tumblr media
Your eyes are locked in his, he's looking at you so impatiently that it's driving you crazy and still need even to taste his pre-cum. "Angel please, do- do something."
Your hands travel on his thighs, as your breath hits the sensitive head of his cock, Jisung grab lightly your hair driving your mouth to him, "show some respect baby," you make fun of him — just to see his expression getting darker, his grip gets stronger.
"Give me that mouth y/n," he hisses lightly, your tongue take the way from the base of his cock towards the tip, sucking as soft as you can, his head move back as his other hand grab the sheets under him. Your lips open enough to take half of his shaft in your mouth, the moans that he's letting out are the best sound that you could ever ask. His grab on your hair get tighter when you start to move your head up and down.
"God, do not stop.." His voice gets high pitch with a whimper, you're sucking his dick so well that his toes curls for the pleasure, he feels that he's gonna explode in your throat. Your eyes start to tear up for the deep throating that your beautiful boyfriend is receiving, the saliva run down to your chin making his view blurry for pleasure. He cum in your mouth, making you moan around his shaft cause the taste it's amazing and you just can't contain yourself from swallowing every drop of it.
Jisung moan even louder as his muscles tense up for the pleasure, your eyes are closing letting the tears for the intense moment that he just felt, his hands stroke your cheeks softly as your head move slightly up from his cock. "you're.. perfect."
96 notes · View notes
luvhughes43 · 3 months
Note
omg the quinn and rosemary angst? quinn being so sad and mopey that even his brothers notice it fro thousands of miles away. him showing up and rosemary opening her door, he immediately gets tears in his eyes because he hasn't seen her in a while and he just misses her so much.
his brothers dont understand why he won't just go talk to her and figure things out.
"i said some mean things- i dont, she doesn't want to see me," quinns quiet on the phone when rosemary gets brought up. its very obvious how guilty quinns feeling, and how his break with rosemary wasn't going well.
this goes on for another two weeks before he finally decides to go to her apartment.
rosemarys roommate sydney opens the door and frowns, "i dont think she wants to see you,"
"please? just let me apologize," quinn says, shifting his weight from foot-foot awkwardly.
sydney sighs and lets him inside.
"quinn?" rosemary gets up off the couch, her eyes softening as soon as she catches sight of quinn. sydney leaves the room, and suddenly the two of them are alone together for the first time in weeks.
"'ro," he uses the nickname only reserved for him as he steps closer to her. "i didn't mean what i said. you deserve to be happy and to work where you want,"
"you said that you don't know who i am anymore..." she trails off as their argument resurfaces in her mind.
"i was just upset that we don't get to see each other as much," quinn explains softly, eyes tearing up because its been such a long time since hes seen her. "i know who you are-"
"i can't always be available for you. i've worked so hard for my degree and for my spot on this internship. i loved working at the store and how free my schedule is but it wasn't my dream,"
quinn nods along to her words and theres a brief silence before he apologizes once more. "i want you to be happy, i'm so sorry for what i said before. i know it's not true,"
"i missed you," rosemary sighs, and the two feel the tension leave the room as soon as she says it.
"i was so miserable without you," quinn admits. the two stare at each other for a minute before rosemary walks into quinns arms. they stand still for a few minutes, both resting in each others arms.
"can you tell me about your internship?" quinn says when rosemary pulls away and looks up at him. she nods, wiping away stray tears.
"i was happy with you, just because i was busy doesn't mean i wasn't happy," she replies and without waiting for a response she lays her head back against his chest.
quinn kisses the top of her head, "i know baby,"
rosemary leads quinn into her bedroom, and they spend the rest of the night playing catch up. there's a lot more explanations and apologies, but theres no doubt in either of their minds that they want to make things work.
since quinn has the next day off, he decides to spend the night at rosemary's. he's slowly falling asleep on her chest when he quietly asks, "are you happy now?" catching onto how she said she was happy earlier.
rosemary hums and runs a soothing hand through his hair. "i'm the happiest," she whispers, thinking back to the past few weeks and how much she missed just being with him.
quinn presses a kiss on her shoulder, "i'm the happiest with you,"
they both slept peacefully that night.
83 notes · View notes
dylansslutt · 1 year
Text
Tumblr media
dishonest / t.s
summary/ lying about your identity when caught in a cross fire, leads you to meet the notorious leader of small heath. yet after the death of his wife thomas was lost, but only to find something he wasn't planning on.
authors note/ this will have another part. im getting more of my writing together for this year, im also filming for a tv show myself lmaooo so theres that info!
warnings/ violence, cursing
your shoes echo against the pavements, eyes darting frantically. being new to town made your nerves jump.
you got a job as a nurse pretty good pay, but it was more of wanting to get away. yet even though you were happy to be here, it was still unsettling at times.
it was late and you were exhausted, today was long. turning the corner you come to view with the back of a man in a hat, muttering something in italian to another man.
pushing yourself back behind the brick corner, covering your mouth. praying you were unseen, after noticing he held a gun to the other mans head.
"you betray your own kind for the shelby's?"
shelby. that name sounded so familiar throughout this city. the air was caught in your lungs as the gun sound went off. your body shakes but not from the cold.
the man mutters something else but it wasn't loud enough for you to hear it. you stumble away from the scene, pushing back into a run.
"hey!" you hear behind you, heart dropping at the knowing you've been caught. regretting having on your slight heels, pushing yourself forward only glancing back once.
looking around for anything open to run too, you sigh in distress as nothing was in sight.
pushing through the second street coming up near your work. seeing the familiar bar across the street, a few lights still lit up made you push your way to the door.
banging on the door desperately, glancing back over your shoulder. not hearing anything you try to keep your knocks down, knowing the men wouldn't give up on you.
you just witnessed a murder.
the door swings open and a man stares down at you, "yes?"
pushing past him and into the bar, seeing it was quite empty. head snapping back at him, "shut that door! don't let anybody in."
you demand pushing yourself farther back into the building. the man stares at you in confusion but neverless shuts the door, you bring your hand up to your face. brushing your hair back trying to steady your breathing.
"ya' alright love?" you shake your head not even looking at him. "i-i..."
you didn't even know how to say it, but a idea popped into your head. the shelby's they killed someone over working with them. maybe just maybe if you could tell them or warn them, they could help or they could kill you.
a shout outside makes you drop to your knees, shoving yourself behind the bar. "please- please don't let them know i'm here."
the begging was a whisper, your head shoved into your knees. the man walks around the bar, bending down slightly to your level. "hey, no one knows you're here."
taking a deep breath, your eyes connect with his pair of blue eyes. you laugh out of uneasiness, "i-i'm sorry."
he stands up offering you a hand out, "you're safe. how about a drink and ya' can explain."
taking his hand you gulp softly, not even knowing how you were gonna explain or let alone if he'd even believe you.
he was very calm compare to you, or even calm for dealing with this type of situation. he opens a bottle pouring you a glass of whiskey and one for himself.
you sit down at the bar, him sliding your drink over. he pulls out a smoke as you thank him softly. "you're new here. how have you managed to get into trouble already?"
eyes snapping up in shock, almost choking on the liquid running down your throat. "h-how do you know i am new?"
"i've lived here a long time, and your face doesn't jog my memory."
you finish the glass, "i work across the street, i am a nurse." not really wanting to get into to much detail. he lifts his lit smoke to his lips, eyes never leaving yours.
"we'll if you've been here long, maybe ya' can tell me who these shelby people are?" a smile almost cracks his features but he only raises his glass to his lips.
"why were you in trouble?"
you sigh, "i- i don't even know how to say this..." your mind flashes back to the moments before you.
"i- i should go to the police actually, thank you for this. i think they are gone now."
you stand up shakily, glancing back at the door. "my name is thomas shelby, now sit down and tell me what happened."
your heart drops as you freeze almost, those people killed someone over him or his family and now. now you were alone with one of them.
"plea-please don't hurt me." you back away in fear and his face stays the same but his eyes shifts softly.
he steps forward and goes to speak, but you cut him off with the truth. "the-there was two men, i-i was walking home. they were italians and one man murdered someone because he 'betrayed his own kind for you'. he- he shot him."
thomas stays silent as you watch him hesitantly, he sighs cursing something to himself.
"i-i swear i won't say anything."
this made his eyes dart to you, "you won't because if you do, you'll die."
he moves away from around the bar, "did they see what you looked like?"
you shake your head, "i don't know, i took off and then they must've heard me because they started chasing me."
"i am going to tell ya', what ya' need to know only. those men are bad men, we are bad men but i'm not gonna hurt ya'. yet those men will and they don't give up easily."
you step forward taking the bottle on the counter and pouring yourself another drink. as you raise the glass you glance over at him, "c-can they find out who i am?"
he exhales his smoke, "it's tough to say, if they got a good description it won't be long until they figure you out."
downing the glass you lick your lips, not even feeling the burn. you wanted to cry, you had no idea what any of this was but here you are stuck in the middle.
"so-so i'm not safe, if i go out there they might be there. what the fuck is this?" your voice raises at the end, tired already of the stress that's eating you alive.
he steps closer to you and you step back, "this is the gangs, i left london because of this and i am back right where i started."
thomas listens closely at your confession, "what is your name?"
you look up at him shakily, "y/n l/n." he glances over you but shakes his head.
"i have a spare room at my home, you can stare there tonight it's safer."
"but i have work tomorrow." he shakes his head, "i happen to own your job, don't worry about it."
you didn't feel safe anywhere but for some reason you felt as if he could be trusted. you nod softly, feeling the exhaustion creep up.
"alright, follow me we're goin' around the back." you nod following him towards the other exit.
-
the ride was silent, you to caught up in your head and thomas didn't seem like a big conversationalist. entering the home, the lights were dim.
a lady comes down the stairs but stops at the sight of you. "mr.shelby, charles is down for bed. should i grab you both anything?"
he stares back at me before glancing up at her, "can you make the bed up in the guest room for miss.l/n, she'll be staying the night there."
she nods in confusion but neverless heads back upstairs. this man was rich the walls and area reminded you of homes back in london.
thomas looks back at you, doing a once over on you. "i might have a night gown you can use."
shaking your head, "i'll be fine."
the sight of a portrait of a women comes in your view, the name charles lingers. he has a wife, go figures for a man like him. attractive, leader, and rich.
"thank you for your hospitality, and thank your wife for being kind enough for me to stay here." the sentence was innocent but by the way he tenses up at the mention of his wife makes you feel as if you spoke out of turn.
"mr.shelby it's all ready." she calls out making thomas snap out of it.
"thank you francis. goodnight." with that she scurries past us, him heading up the stairs.
"your room is there." the lamp lit the room up and you glance back at thomas who eyes were already on you.
"thanks." you mutter softly before stepping in and closing the door behind you.
-
you learned about the italian gang and more of the shelby institution, but barely anything. your mind was jittery with fear as you were sitting down at your desk.
filling out some patients charts, finally back at work after spending the night at thomas shelby's home. he talked more about everything the next morning, only briefly was it spoken of.
no word has been out about you, so it was presume safe. you glance over at the time seeing it was 3, you decide to cut your day short. not wanting to be out at night again.
packing up you head out, deciding to just head home immediately. the walk was quick and you were turning up your street. having your key out and ready, you walk closer to your home.
halting at the sight of your door cracked open, your mind flashes with a million thoughts. pulling out the pocket knife you had in your bag, you push the door open letting it bang against the wall.
stepping back waiting for anyone or anything to come out into view. nothing...
you take a step inside, death grip on the knife. your stuff was thrown out everywhere, making you sigh. someone broken into your home, and stolen and destroyed most everything.
as you bend down to look through what could've been taken, you were kicked in the side. falling sideways onto the floor, air leaving your lungs as you wheeze.
hands grab onto your hair making you scream out, "ahhh... y/n solomons." the name made your heart drop.
ho-how. a fist swung into your face as you drop onto the ground once more. blood lingers on your tongue as your eyes flutter to see the man from the other night above you.
"a witness to a murder, and out of your territory." it was one of the italian gang members, he wasn't the boss. he was a dog sent to take you out.
the knife left your hand after the first kick, now unable to defend yourself. "you know i was sent here to warn you, make sure you knew what the stakes were."
he grins wickedly above you, "but i think i know something that you won't forget." he makes a move and grips your legs making your heart drop at the knowing of his intentions.
screaming you thrash widely, managing to bite his arm. he yells before swinging his fist back down, you swore you heard a crunch. eyes rolling back slightly, feeling your body go limp as he moves his body weight on top of you.
"who knew you jews were so feisty."
you scream out in rage, adrenaline pumping through you as your unable to move as he pins you down. his free hand starts to rip at your clothing, thomas walks in unnoticed pulling the trigger on him.
blood splatters on your face, as his body drops beside you. you inhale deeply, shaking as you try and push yourself away. body aching horribly, someone touches you.
"no!" you thrash against them but thomas forces himself into your view. "he-hey!"
you shake widely, seeing his eyes boring into yours. tears stream down your face as you know he has to know.
"you knew!" you push back away from him.
he did know, he knew you were related to alfie. him being your cousin, he did the math. he knew they would put two and two together but he needed to make sure.
but after seeing you bloody and bruised, he didn't know why but he felt guilty. "i did but i had to see the truth. i had to make sure you weren't a spy."
a sob escapes you, "i told y-you i left london for a reason." he goes to move closer but you kick towards him.
"i left b-because of this shit! i never kn-knew anything, i promise. he swore to protect me and it's happen all over again." the ache fills you, struggling to breath as your rib feels like it could be broken from that kick.
"i'll never be safe." you confess more to yourself, but thomas spoke up.
"yes, you will 'cause now you are protected under the order of the peaky blinders. okay?" he didn't know if you were a spy, your lying made him not trust you.
but after seeing how broken you were, he realizes he was wrong. you just wanted out and to be safe. you wanted to be protected, like how grace should've been. you were let down.
you were quiet, tears falling down your cheeks. "how can i even believe that." a pain expression falls on your face.
his eyes falls onto your bloody lip and nose and he clenches his jaw, "i give you my word."
a sarcastic laugh leaves you, "your word?"
you try and shove yourself up but your lung was aching with every breath. you felt light headed and you try and grip onto something but you only stumble, loosing balance you go to drop back on the ground.
thomas arms wrap around you, steadying you as you grip onto his biceps.
"woah, there. i got you." he mumbles out softly and you bit your lip in pain. "i can't breathe."
he notices you holding the side of your ribs, and he comes to conclusion that your rib my be broken. you try to stay calm but you felt your eyes start to roll back.
"thom-" your words cut off with you passing out in his arms.
289 notes · View notes
ppnuggie · 1 year
Text
      TFP CONS x gn human reader
    『 megatron ,, starscream ,, soundwave ,, knockout ,, breakdown ,, shockwave ,, dreadwing ,, steve ,, insecticons / hardshell ,, predaking ,, gender neutral human reader 』
  -> would you love me if i was a worm 💔💔
  — fluff ,, sfw ,, crack
  — some goofy stuff
megatron -
• he wouldnt ,, hes so done with your shit he just glares at you from his position
• " if you turn into a worm ill drop you out the window " - his exact words
• if youre able to be turned into a worm he wouldn't love you anymore ,, he'd leave you outside in freefall instead of keeping you
• hes tired man ,, hes in a war and youre asking goofy questions
starscream -
• he just gives you a look of disgust and that's enough said
• he wouldnt but he would keep you ,, just at a distance
• as long as you wont inch your wormy body towards him ,, he couldnt care less
soundwave -
• his visor displays a frowning emoji ,, before picking you up in his tendrils
• he shakes his helm yes ,, and shows a small terrarium enclosure ,, which you take as what you would live in
• its nice to know that he has a backup plan in case that does happen ,, if it even does that is
knockout -
• he'll give out a small laugh and when he realizes the question is serious he shuts up and stares at you
• aint no way mann ,,
• he'll give a sigh and says he'll see what he would do but no guarantees about anything
• at least hes making an effort to try yknow
breakdown -
• hes so sad :(( ,, he doesnt want you to turn into a worm ,, its already hard enough to not harm you in any way as it is
• and if you turn into a worm then itll be even more difficult
• he'll still love you though ,, he says ,, he'll find a way to change you back into a human
• he'll make you a little worm house and take such good care of you ,, he promises you that
shockwave -
• interesting question ,, though the possibilities for that to even happen are low ,, yet not impossible
• his fins twitch as he thinks about it ,, his optic glowing brighter the more he thinks on it
• he says it would depend ,, really
• if youre alive he will try to find a way to return you to your state ,, but if you happen to die ,, theres not really much he can do there
• it would also be a great opportunity to study minimalistic organisms on this planet
dreadwing -
• hes not entirely sure on what a worm is ,, but he assures you there is nothing to worry about
• he will still love you no matter what ,, he wont stop just because you happen to be turned into something else
• in his processor worms are big creatures that are scary ,, not little dirt creatures that wiggle around
• dont tell him that
steve -
• he most definitely will ,, he'll find a way to keep you in his habsuite and get the things you'd need
• he'll pet you gently and be mindful of his actions and where he walks
• he'll take you on trips and stuff and make sure you wont dry out in the sun
• he'll still love you if youre a worm
predaking -
• he's not sure what worms are either but he wouldnt change his mind all the sudden
• you're his significant other ,, his beloved ,, his mate
• why wouldnt he love you ? even if it means you've been cursed to a different form
• he'll probably pester shockwave about changing you back too
hardshell / insecticons -
• he would be sooo confused yet he wouldnt deny that the question is strange
• because of the hive mind ,, theyd all know about the question
• still doesnt make them think any different of you
• they'll still love you anyways ,, so no worries there
694 notes · View notes
sebastianstansqueen · 2 months
Text
Lost In The Shadows Fourteen
A/N: This one is short, sorry, also have began writing my next series, my stuff about that will be up once i’m finished posting this story, hope you like it, If you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.
Wordcount: 1,268
Warnings: Big Angst, Guns, Character Death, Drugs?, Some Domestic bliss, then obviously Brock, pregnacy, If forgot anything let me know please!
Masterlist // Series Masterlist // Taglist open// 
Tags:@cherryblossomsky- @babylooneytoonz- @wonderlandfandomkingdom - @miraclesoflove - @amelia-song-pond- @leyannrae- @avengerlex - @pineprincess - @nik2write - @dorothea-hwldr - @rosie-posie08 - @scxrletrecsmarvel - @sebsgirl71479- @missvelvetsstuff- @hadesownhell - @casa-boiardi- @winterslove1917- @hallecarey1- @ash-craze - @barnesxstan - @unaxv - @bethexo07 - @itsmytimetoodream - @sebastians-love -@stoneyggirl2 - @ordelixx - @arunabrak
Tumblr media
Brock was pissed, it had been almost a year and there still had been no sign of Y/n nor James anywhere, and while Andy now seemingly was in control of her business, he couldn’t hold New York by the balls the way Y/n used to, so Brock turned his anger into an advantage. His substance had been selling like crazy around New York and it was only a matter of time when Y/n would find out he’d began spreading it on to her territory, and it was also only a matter of time for her to find out, he was so close to finding her and James, he just had to wait a little longer.
Meanwhile, Y/n and Bucky, had been living in Romania, Bucky’s memory had been coming back little by little. As for Y/n she was still the control freak as ever, still controlled what she could from a computer, halfway across the world, even with her patrooting stomach that made it annoyingly hard to use her computer. She rested her head against the couch cushion, with a sigh of slight irritation. Bucky came up from behind, telling from the way her face was scratched something was wrong. “What's going on?” He asked me to sit beside her. 
“First lil’ bean is driving me insane, they're moving a lot and I can barely see over my stomach, and work stuff, Brock is dealing on my streets, and he is still looking for me.” She stressed. 
“We’re fine and safe, shouldn’t that be all that matters?” He tilts his head. 
Y/n’s lips pulled up slightly. “If only it were that simple, I don’t just take care of only you I and our kids with what I do, I take care of my men’s families, I take care of all of the people in my territory, and if I let whatever shit get out, then look what happens, shure New York’s filled with druggies, and people on the stress, but when theres and out break it gets ten times worse for both populations.” She explained what other extra duties she had as a leader in the mob. “That’s why they respect me and fear me, because I could take it all away in a knight from someone, but I also made things better after Henry died, I helped a lot of people, get better, from pills and other crap.”
Bucky nodded, now understanding the importance of what she had done back home. “All I can say is don’t stress too much.” He put his hand over hers that was resting on her stomach, he smiled softly, she closed the laptop.
Bucky and Y/n both stood in the kitchen listening to music that fit both of their tastes, the made a meal fit for kings, or a mechanic and his pregnant mob boss wife. Bucky could tell the difference between now and the begging of their relationship, now she was comfortable enough to wear tank tops and really anything that showed any scar she’d gained in the past, sometimes, Bucky would ask about who she got each one, she could recite the story as if it happened yesterday, yet no emotion held in her voice, and then she’d acted as if she never said anything. He couldn’t understand how she did it.
As they both laid in bed, Bucky’s arms naturally found a way on Y/n. “If you stay relaxed, the sooner bean will be here, and the sooner bean is here, the sooner we get to make another little mean and another.” He smiled, as he held her closely to him. 
“I’ll try but no promises.” She smiled to herself, as her eyes closed, Bucky soon followed suit, shutting off the lamp that was on his night stand.
Bucky rolled around to find his wife once again in the night as he slept, but soon was awoken by the cold silky sheets. He shot up, looking around the room, finding no sign of her he got up to find her. 
Y/n paced in the office that used to be Bucky’s dads, when he was a kid. She spoke in a demanding harsh whisper, at whatever unfortunate soul. “We’ve got to figure this out, I-we can’t move places at the moment Andy.” She huffed, clearly her anxiety raised, along with anger. “Why? That’s not your business at the moment, I don’t know if he has the phone tapped. Throw him off or something. He can’t find us not right now, bye Andy.” She slumped into the chair behind the desk, sweat appearing on her forehead, her breath picked up slightly. 
Bucky came up, taking her hand in his. “It’s gonna be alright.”
“Brock knows where we are, and I don’t think that we can leave at the moment because I am nine months pregnant, and soon enough I could give birth.” Y/n explained. 
“He can’t access the island with anything other than a boat, we're fine.” Bucky reassured her. She nodded, knowing she could be overthinking this. “Let’s get back to bed.”
As a week passed, and then half of another, she started to think that she had been wrong. As they both had been getting ready for bed, the power cut out, Y/n and Bucky looked around in confusion as they stood in the bathroom, Y/n put her tooth brush back in the holder, and she moved into their room, Bucky was right with her. “Maybe a line went out.” 
“Nope, just me.” Y/n’s eyes whipped to the corner by the closet, Brock stood in the shadows, his hands in front of him with a pistol in one. Bucky tries to flick on the lights, when they turn on, they know someone else is there, all of them looking at each other, Brock’s jaw clenches visibly, when he finally takes in all of Y/n. “You could have had a good life with your husband and kid, why are you causing more trouble than it’s worth.” 
“Because you would kill more than you would ever help with whatever that shit is.” She hissed at him. 
Brock lifted his gun focusing on her chest, she had no way to defend herself, ironically the one time she didn’t carry her gun, so what else could she do but welcome death as an old friend hoping Bucky could at least leave. As the gun went off she prepared for the bullet, but it didn’t come so she opened her eyes looking around. “Get out!” She looked to where the voice came from, Bucky who was lying on the floor with a bullet in his chest and stomach. “Leave Y/n!” He said the best he could. 
Her leg’s moved before her mind, all she could see was Bucky there on the floor bleeding out, the pair of guards that stayed on the island met her down stairs. “Where’s Mr. Barnes?” One of them asked, she just shook her head. “Take her to the mainland. I’m going to go up there.”
The second guard came up to her, leading her out to the doc, she struggled to collect herself as they ran, when they got to the doc with a boat at the end, the guard helped Y/n on. “Y/n!” Brock Yelled form not too far from them. 
“Go, get to the Airport, and go home, or somewhere safe.” The guard told her, as he Started the boat before getting off quickly. The boat moved quickly on the water, Y/n waited to doc on the mainland, her face wet from tears as she docked and then got a taxi. She had no clue what was supposed to happen after this, she should have died.
When Y/n got on the first plane to New York, she immediately messaged Andy, wanting to have someone go back and get Bucky, maybe even they’d be able to save him. When she got back to New York, Andy had replied that he was right on it. As she took a private car back to her house, she felt empty like part of herself was missing. As she walked the path she had so many times, she slowly realized that this wasn’t home, at all. She walked into the house that gave her a pit in her stomach. Andy stood along with all of her men, all meant respect but she wanted to be alone, her jaw clenched, she still wore a nightgown that made her stomach stand out.  “Everyone except Andy, leave.” Her voice turned cold and stern. 
Andy stayed behind like told as all the other men filtered out. “See what you meant by you didn’t want to leave, now.” 
“Is he okay?” Her voice sounded desperate, and had a yearning interlaced. 
Andy’s shoulders tensed. “He, along with Brock and his men, weren’t there when they got to the island, Y/n, I’m sorry.”
She just nodded. “Go figure out what's next, I'm staying in New York, until this finishes up.” 
“What if-”
“I don’t care I’ll kill Brock Rumlow if that’s the last thing I do, even with my baby in my stomach, he killed my husband, I’m taking every part of his legacy possible, by the time this finishes, no one will even remember his name.” She spoke with passionate rage. “Go get me my information Andy.” She stood giving him a stern look, before he left.
36 notes · View notes
melon-cream-enmu · 1 year
Note
can you do a tiny neko enmu? Like when he gets so used to you and loves you as much as you love him he sucks on your clit while your sleeping until you shake from an orgasm
IWNWOANSOSNSODND THERES AN ARTIST WHO DRAWS AN ENMU WHOS A LITTLE NEKO BUT IS ALSO JUST A NORMAL SIZE NEKO AND IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT wRITING FOR IT BUT I DIDNT KNOW IF IT WOULD BE RECIEVED WELL HERE LOOK (this one shows boob uncensored) so I am positively buzzing at this ask :3
Cw: tiny neko enmu, and I mean cat boy enmu who’s the size of a cat, like a lil chibi neko enmu, who also has a taller human like form still with ears and a tail. Tiny neko enmu squishing his face in your boobs, panty stealing and licking, oral over panties, oral, human size neko enmu implied fucks you, also his dick has a bumpy cat tip :3. Afab reader, plus size like always
Tumblr media
You’d found him out in the cold one night and had taken him in, fed him, bathed him, and let him into your bed. He seemed very indifferent about it all, sleeping far away on the bed, little paws smoothing down his pinstriped pants before curling up and facing away from you. In the morning you’d awoken to a man your size, with ears just like before and a tail that matched. This was what he looked like, you thought surprised
It took a while, but his silence soon became purrs at your touch, and his kneading of your bed to get comfortable for sleep became kneading the flesh of your tummy or chest and settling in with his face planted right in it. He’d given you his name a little while after finding him, and you’d grown close. You loved him, and you could tell he began to love you. He didn’t talk often, but he did begin to more as you grew closer.
You’d need to go out for something but when you’d mentioned it he’d hummed, jumping from the floor into your arms, squeezing himself into your chest and staring up at you. “Hmm…no, you’re going to bed now.” You sighed and pet his head, you suppose you could get it tomorrow.
You’d gotten into bed and he’d done his usual preparation, pawing at your belly and lying down on it. It was hot tonight, and he’d also shredded your clean pair of pj shorts, so you had no choice but to forgo any bottoms besides your panties. And you moved about the room, bending down to pick up a fallen pillow or stray toy he’d left, he watches intently as the fabric clings to your fat lips. He’s kneading your sheets aggressively, claws popping in and out of the fabric in anticipation of his plan.
When you get into bed you open your arms for him as you do every night, and he takes his preferred place, squished as hard as he can be against your boobs. He gives the skin of your chest lil kitten licks while you scritch his head. He becomes enveloped in your warmth as you both drift off.
But he doesn’t stay asleep for long. He’s awoken soon by his desire and is ready to act on it. He wiggles out of your arms, padding over to your face and giving you gentle kitty kisses. He’s so glad you found him and that you love him so much. He moves down the bed, under the covers and begins pushing against your body, making you turn onto your back. He doesn’t even need to spread your legs as you stretch and they part for him.
He can smell you, so clearly and it makes him dizzy. You smell so good, he needs to taste you. It’s alright, he can show you how much he loves you like this. He gets right up to your heat and presses his face into you, breathing you in and licking and sucking and biting the fabric in his way. You taste even better than you smell, his licks soon becoming rougher, parts your lips through the clothing. You won’t mind if he slices them off, you’ll enjoy his mouth too much to care. So he takes a claw and carefully pulls up the elastic and listens to it slice.
Soon, he’s peeling back soaked fabric, watching a string of slick connect the gusset of your panties to your wet lips. He doesn’t waste any time, pressing his face back where it belongs, and sucking your clit. He can feel you become more aroused as it peeks more and more from its hood as he suckles and rubs it with his rough kitty tongue. He minds his claws as he begins kneading the plush skin of your mound and lips. Your hair tickles his face but he doesn’t care, getting to taste your juices is the only thing on his mind.
You’d often find him playing with and wrestling a pair of your panties and thought it was just playing. But no, he would often fish your used panties out of the hamper to bite and suck, but you’d always find him so early he’d never get to really enjoy himself. This was heaven, getting to dip his head and squirm his tongue between your folds to drink your juices before going back to your clit. You’d began whimpering, your thighs twitched beside him and he doubled his efforts, chasing your high and now his own.
In your sleep your hand gravitated between your legs, gently grasping his hair and holding him there, not that he minded. He sucks harder, wanting to taste you now rather than minutes or even moments from now, and he can tell you’re waking up. Your hips and thighs tremble and twitch as you cum, and he drinks as much as can, drinks it eagerly like a cartoon kitty would drink milk.
Your eyes blink open as they try to clear the sleep from your vision, sitting up a bit and spreading your legs to see what just happened, and the blurry image of your neko sitting between your legs comes into focus, and with your last blink and finally clear vision he towers over you, licking his lips with that blank expression on his face, though it soon changes to one with flushed cheeks and heavy eyes and a pleased smile. He runs his fingers along the drenched mess that covers his chest. You feel your whole body grow warm. He’s purring violently as he cages you in, leaning over you and looking at you with pupils blown wide with lust.
Out of the corner of your eye you can see his tail swaying slowly and it brings your eyes down again, and you’re met with the sight of his cock, twitching, leaking, and tip flushed red and bumpy, almost like a cats. His hand lays on your chest and slowly pushes you back down. His purring is even louder now, and his tongue peeks out and runs over his fang in anticipation.
148 notes · View notes
f4ll-for-you · 1 year
Text
Best Friends | Modern AU Aegon
Warnings: slight nsfw, mentions of sex
Part One
Modern University! AU, Aegon and Y/N have been best friends since high school & live together whilst at Uni, Aegon is a massive frat boy/party boy, whilst Y/N is quieter and more reserved.
The two are talking on the sofa of their apartment. Aegon has his feet propped onto the table and is drinking a can of beer. Y/N is sitting beside him, her knees pressed against his, as she's watching him. She's wearing one of Aegons oversized red hoodies.
Tumblr media
"Are you really gonna go to that party tonight?" You ask, knowing how it'll end. A sleepless night for her as Aegon fucks some blonde cheerleader all night.
"...Yeah? Why not? I heard Jen is going to be there." A wide grin spreads across his face.
You roll your eyes "whats your obsession with her Aeg?"
Aegon turns to look at her, his eyes trying to look serious. "She's hot. What else is there to it?" He replies, smirking.
You roll your eyes again, "So you just want to get in her pants?"
"...Yeah, probably" He shrugs and takes a long drag of his beer.
"You do you, Aeg, but please don't bring her back here, I do not need to hear you fucking her all night." You look at him seriously, he nods, putting his beer on the coffee table.
"Alright, alright, I won't." He takes out his phone, tapping on the screen. "Alright, got a ride arranged. I'll be back soon."
"Bye" You mumbled sadly, Aegon was your best friend, but you also had a massive crush on him, and hated the idea of him going out just to get with girls all the time.
Aegon's eyes linger on you for a bit, before breaking the silence. "Hey. Do you wanna come?" He's looking directly at you now. Your eyes widen as the question registers. "You can come if you want." The look of sincerity on his face says he's not just offering it as a courtesy.
"No, it's ok, I'm not ready at all, and parties aren't really my thing." You reply, Aegon now the one who looks upset, you stand there in front of him, wearing his hoodie and his joggers, all he really wants right now is you. He wants to stay, cuddle on the sofa, watch a movie, but he knows you dont feel that way about him, so he drowns himself in girls and booze.
"Alright. I'll text you when I'm on my way home." He turns to the door, and looks back at you, eyeing you up and down with a smirk. "You look good in my clothes."
Before you can even think to reply, Aegon has left, shutting the door as he goes. You slump into the large sofa, tilting your head back. This boy had no idea how much you love him.
You order pizza, and put on one of your favourite shows, eventually falling asleep on the sofa, still snuggled up in Aegon's clothes.
Aegon eventually comes home, drunk. As he opens the door and steps into the apartment, he sighs and closes the door behind him. You don't wake as he comes in, gently snoring cuddled in a blanket. He smiles, looking at you all cuddled up.
He tries to be quiet as he walks to his room, but trips over on the way, shouting in pain as he grabs his ankle. "What the fuck" you say, waking up confused, as soon as you see him you burst out laughing.
"It's not funny Y/N, I'm hurt" he pouts at you, limping to the sofa.
"Good night?" You ask, Aegon just shrugs,"Did little Aegon not get the pretty girl" You tease.
"I did" he shrugged again, "she was hot" he smirked. You looked down, you felt stupid, as you were the one who asked, but it hurt to hear him say those words none the less.
"Theres better people" he continued, you rolled your eyes in response, not wanting to hear about the many other hot girls that were at the party.
"Oh, Y/N have you... really not figured it out?" He mumbled, drunkenly. You look at him, confused. "You really don't know?" He seems shocked, he thought it was blindingly obvious. "Tell me, Y/N... how much do you like me?" He asks, sitting up, having clearly forgotten about the pain he was in two minutes ago.
You smile, "Aeg, you know I like you, you're my best friend." You look at him blankly, still not sure what he was on about, especially in his drunken state.
"No..." he continues, looking into your eyes now, "how much do you like me." You look back at him, flustered, not sure what to respond. He was drunk, you thought, he's just asking stupid questions. You looked so dumbfounded he just continues talking.
"I think I love you...." he mumbles, looking down into his lap, fiddling with the rings on his fingers. You look up at him, at first, happy, relieved, overjoyed...and then you remember, this is drunk Aegon you're talking to, and anger fills your stomach.
"What?" you almost shout in his face. You laugh angrily, "I am NOT going to be one of those girls you fuck around with Aegon, you really think you can come home and just have me" you scoff, standing up and immediately storm towards your room. In all your years of friendship, you never thought Aegon would do this to you.
"Y/N, no, I" he looks shocked, confused, still taking a moment to follow you in his drunken state. "It's not like that" he says, grabbing onto your arm before you go into your room.
You turn on him, furious now. "You literally fucked a random hot girl an hour ago and now you want to tell me you apparently love me?! And you think I’m going to believe you?"
He looks at you, his eyes wide as tears build up in the corners of his eyes. he has his hand on your arm slipping away. "I didn't know! I- I didn't know how I felt until-" he lied, thinking it was the right thing to say. He did know, he'd known since he was fourteen, the moment you'd walked into his history class and sat down next to him.
"So it took you fucking about a thousand women to realise, wow Aegon, thanks" you shout again, pulling your arm away and walking into your bedroom, slamming the door behind you.He puts his hand up to his mouth and sighs, his expression looking sad for a moment. Then he looks down at the floor before looking up again. He walks up to her door and knocks on it quickly, loudly, and desperately, tears streaming down his face.
"Y/N, please! You've got to believe me! I love you!" He shouts through the door, his voice cracking as he speaks. "Maybe I’d believe you if you weren’t such a fuckboy, Aegon!" you shout back through the door, he can hear you crying thorough your voice, he feels so stupid for doing this, for making you feel like he didn't truly want you.
He knocks harder and faster, his knuckles making loud thumps on the door, his voice desperate and almost hysterical. He starts to beg as tears run down his eyes. "...Y/N, please! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry- I'm so, so sorry... and I love you! I know you don't love me- and I'm sorry for everything- but I promise you- I'd love to take you out on a date, I'll be the perfect boyfriend-" He's speaking so fast, his voice is cracking and it's barely audible.
You sit on your bed, your own face stained with tears. Aegon is your weakness, the one person you trust, the one person you love. You stand up slowly, walking towards the door, pressing your hand to the door handle, gently pulling it open, Aegon almost falls through it.
He looks up at you, his eyes pleading for you. "One chance" you say sternly, "once chance and if you fuck this up, I'm done" you say to him. He looks slightly shocked, but happy, like a puppy thats finally been given a treat. "Of course, of course, I won't ruin this" he replies, nodding so quickly you think his head might fall off.
“Now, go to bed” you reply, smiling at him, he starts to walk towards your bed, “not mine” you giggle, putting your hand on his chest. He sighs like a child before going back to his own room, a big grin on his face.
You lay there for another hour, exhausted, happy, sad, confused. You didn’t know if this was drunk Aegon or real Aegon. If he’d even remember in the morning. Eventually, you drifted off, hoping that he’d keep his promises.
202 notes · View notes
shiopi · 8 months
Text
Soft
pairing: dazai osamu x fem insecure reader
a/n: just had a small idea bcuz my mind has been full of my lil pookie and i love soft dazai<333 this is really self indulgent. not proofread im lazy.
Tumblr media
SFW part
Dazai is literally the best person at comforting you. when he first notices youre insecure, he will literally be so shocked because youre so pretty and beautiful! how could you not notice that about yourself? he thinks youre joking at first honestly because in his eyes, you are literally the most gorgeous being ever, no one could compare to you.
he will kiss every part of you while holding you close in his arms. he will whisper sweet nothings into your ear telling you how wonderful you are with a breathy and low voice. "Bella...youre so pretty and cute...ah look at how much of a blushing mess you are for me. youre truly so adorable and pretty. i love every part of you. your body and existence in itself is pure art, darling..mm what a sweet and good girl you are.."
if youre feeling extra sad about it one day, he will literally go and buy all your favorite snacks and flowers. he may not have a lot of money but for you, he will do anything. and that includes postponing his plan to buy more bandages. he bursts the bedroom door open with his hair stuck to his forehead and him a panting mess from running from the shop to the house to give you these treats. he just wanted to surprise you and make you happy and all smiley again that he couldnt contain himself! his hands are full with a bouquet and multiple bags hanging from his hand all full of your favorite snacks.
oh? you dont want to eat them because they will add to your weight? he will assure you multiple times that you are beautiful just the way you are and eating just a few snacks wont do any harm. if you still deny them, then he will offer to go to gym or work out at home together to burn the calories if you want to. although, he thinks you dont need to do anything because youre perfect the way you are but anything to make his love feel better!
NSFW part MINORS DNI
warnings under cut
contains: soft dazai, soft sex to slightly rough, oral sex (reader receiving), mentions of scars and stretch marks, bunch of kisses, body worship, aftercare. lmk if i missed anything
Sex with Dazai is always warm and sweet. he makes sure youre comfortable with whatever you two are doing, he absolutely doesnt wanna force you into anything or having to go along with him because you would feel bad denying him. your pleasure is what matters the most to him.
when you attempt to cover any part of yourself in embarrassment with your hands because you dont wanna show him the sides you claim to be ugly, he will smile softly with a sigh and kiss you softly before pulling your hand away gently. "Bella, you dont need to hide anything about yourself. youre so beautiful, theres not a single ugly thing about your body. youre perfect, my love. please let me see all of you? dont be afraid, you should learn to accept yourself. i love you just the way you are"
to show he means his words, he will also take off his bandages and show his scars that he might have to you. he will even let you touch them if you want to.
his words are so gentle and sweet. he handles you with utmost care as if youre so fragile to him. hes afraid you will break if he even slightly treats you roughly. "ah, youre so pretty, sweetheart. mm...look at how wet you are for me...let me have a taste baby. youre so cute..ill be gentle, i promise."
his thrusts are gentle but also a bit rough, a lot of thought and care are put into behind them. he doesnt wanna hurt you. he wants you to have a good time. he will kiss any stretch marks, scars (if you have) you have. his lips are so gentle and sweet. he does this while still thrusting into you. he will hold onto your hands tightly as if to say hes here for you, that he will never leave you. "youre doing so well for me, love..ahh~ you feel so good..oh god, what did i ever do to deserve someone so wonderful as you? i love you so much.."
he isnt afraid to hide his moans, he wants to let you know just how good youre making him feel and bcuz hes just a slut. he will thrust into you gently at first but later on he finds himself so lost in the pleasure that he will start picking up the pace a lot more while murmuring soft apologies. "ah! ah...mm...im so sorry, bella...haah...i cant handle it, you feel so good. can i go a bit faster? am i hurting you? im so sorry, ahh~"
hes so skilled, he will bring you to an earthshattering orgasm. his movements are so precise but also gentle, lord knows how he does it. he continues to thrust in a bit more after you finish to help you ride it out. he cums balls deep inside you, filling you up with his warm seed.
after you two finish, he will get you a towel to wipe your sweat off and get you some water as well. expect a lot of cuddles and kisses all over your body because man loves you so much and is completely head over heels for you. he wants you to know how much of an effect you have on his life, in a good way of course. he cups your face in his hands, planting sweet kisses all over your face. from your forehead to your nose, your cheeks, the corner of your mouth and your lips.
his lips trail down to your breasts, kissing them softly. he doesnt forget to give your thighs some love as well, which may or may not potentially turn to him eating you out. he wants to make sure you know how loved and beautiful you are as he worships every part of you. "i love you so much, bella. you did so well for me. you deserve everything in this world...i will protect you. i love everything about you, sweetheart. your body is so lovely"
overall, he will treat you like an absolute queen and is a 10/10 boyfie. not a single red flag<3
66 notes · View notes
devourers-of-god · 2 months
Note
Hiii! Could you do a Sal x reader who has sensor issues and anxiety? Like they get really panicked when things get to loud or theres to many people and over thinks alot? If not thats fine to :))
TYYQKDBBS
HII!! Of course :) I will try my best to portray what you are asking me! If i wrote something not accurate, feel free to correct me<3 im doing a kinda one shot for this one, WITH hcs at the end.
SAL X READER WITH SENSORY ISSUES & ANXIETY
Warnings: nothing srs but you guys aren’t dating in this mwehehe
Type: one shot AND hcs
Tumblr media
JUST FRIENDS? Sal x reader one shot
School was hard for everyone, especially for you. You’ve been struggling with sensory issues your whole life, being at school was already enough of a sensory overload for you and your anxiety did not help either. Sal and you had been friends since he moved to Nockfell, he knew you like the back of his hand and was very aware of the challenges you faced everyday. He always took the time to remind you to take your medication, even bringing your pills to school when he knew you would forget. You guys were always close to eachother, basically stuck like glue. Explained by « we’re just friends ».
You had a tendency to overthink a lot about basically anything in your life, but Sal was always patient with you, reminding you that you matter and that he’s always there to help you in moments of crisis. Sadly that day happened when Sal and you were hanging out in the city, it was very crowded, more than usual. You’re normally used to going in the city but the hot, too hot, temperature didn’t help your sensory issues. Neither did the sweat, people’s loud conversations, sounds of cars passing by, birds singing, people laughing. Everything started to feel like a bad memory, you unconsciously held Sal’s hand. Your breathing accelerated gravely, just like your heart rate. Sal looked at his hand, fingers locked with yours, then slowly looked up at you. He immediately knew something was wrong. Sal decided to pull you aside from the crowd to make you feel better.
« what’s going on y/n? » he said, holding eye contact and both of your hands now. You broke eye contact while trying to gather your thoughts to be able to answer him.
« I- I’m » you took a deep breath
« Shh y/n, I’m here for you okay? Take your time » Sal said, smiling softly under his mask.
« Too many people and- and it’s really hot.. I think I’m having a sensory overload- I’m sorry » Tears flood your eyes slowly. Sal squeezed your hands a bit harder to remind you he’s there.
«  There’s no need to apologize, I know this is hard for you, let’s just breathe in and out together okay? Slowly. » You nodded, happy with how good he is at handling things like that. He scooted over to you, showing you how to breathe properly, still holding your hands. While having your hands together he brushed his thumb across yours slowly. You felt your face heating up. Being this close to him made you forget everything. There was so much pain in this world but not in here. After a comfortable silence, you finally spoke up.
« Thank you Sal… you always know how to make me feel better » you smiled softly, resting your head on his shoulder. Sitting there with the blue haired boy made you feel a pleasing sensation in your body. Sal felt joyous to hear that he helped you just now. He felt his face heat up when you rested your hand on him.
« I don’t want to leave this moment.. I don’t want this to be a memory y/n.. » he whispered softly, just enough so you can’t tell what he said clearly.
You looked up to him with a confused expression « What’d you say Sal? »
He sighed quietly « Nothing! » he let out a nervous chuckle « let’s go to my place instead yeah? » You smiled wildly.
« I would love that, we need to finish the movie anyway right ? » Sal nodded happily as you two got up, still not letting go of your hand. You were now walking like you’ve been going out for years already, like it was normal. You only noticed when arrived to his apartment.
After this, Sal and you had a great rest of the day.
SAL X READER WITH SENSORY ISSUES/ ANXIETY HCS !!! DATING !!!
- he always knows when something is wrong, he takes the time to help you and make you feel loved.
- even though you think what you’re overthinking about is stupid, Sal reassures you and stay close to you until you feel better.
- like I wrote earlier, you’re always at his place and sometimes forget to pick up your medication, so he brings it to you wherever you are. He knows days are worse when you’re not on it.
- because of his ability to be an amazing boyfriend, it’s rare you actually overthink lots about your relationship with him. But when it happens, you better know he’s at your front door with blankets, snacks, dvds and good video games to comfort and make you feel relaxed all night.
Okep guys !! I hope you enjoyed this hahaha I think it’s the first time I’ve done a one shot.. critics are always welcome !!
PMS: open
REQUESTS: ALWAYS OPEN!!
42 notes · View notes
floralhuqzz · 3 months
Text
What is love about? (Johnnie Guilbert x fem reader)
*. ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
Tumblr media
warnings: none
summary: y/n always drinks coffee in the mornings in a cafeteria near where she lives, when she spots a guy who caughts her attention
english is not my first language so i apologize if theres any misspelled words, etc🖤🦇
⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆
i woke up by the sound of my alarm. I grunted as i took my phone and adjusted my eyes to the brightness of my phone as i turn off my alarm. It was currently 8 am so that meant that i had to go to work in a few hours… i sat down and scrolled through my phone a bit. I got up from bed and put on my slippers as i yawn and stretch,, i open my closet and start looking for a good outfit,, i work at hot topic so you can imagine how my work clothes looked like. I finally picked an outfit and did my makeup and brushed my teeth before picking my bag and going outside.
your outfit:
Tumblr media
Since i worked at a shopping center i always went to Starbucks for coffee. I ordered a cappuccino as i sat down sipping on my coffee as i pulled out my sketchbook and my pencil case. i checked the time and i still had 1 hour until my shift starts. i didn’t know what to draw so i started to look around trying to get an inspiration when i layed my eyes on a black haired beautiful guy.. he had an amazing style and makeup..i must say he is really god damn hot… (i <3 emo guys ).
he suddenly makes eye contact with me and i look away. i look back at him and he kept looking at me over and over again “maybe it’s because he likes my outfit” i thought to myself. he sat down two tables away from me as he scrolled through his phone as he took a sip of his coffee.. ill to draw him. i couldn’t keep my eyes away from him..
i started drawing him.. trying to draw as many details as i can,, after 30 min he finished his coffee and wanted to leave but i took my opportunity and approached him..
“hi..” i smiled a little, i was so fucking nervous
“oh hi” he smiles as he puts his phone in his pocket as he spoke
“umm i hope doesn’t sounds weird but.. i drew you” i said a little embarrassed as i gave him the drawing
“holy fuck! you did this in 30 minutes?!” he takes my drawing and smiles
“yeah i can draw pretty fast,, i like your style” i smiled still a little nervous
“i love this, thank you so much…i like your outfit and makeup and..pretty much everything” he smiles as he looks at me up and down.
“thank you” i blush as i smile
“i dont wanna sound like a stalker but.. ive noticed you are here pretty often”
i look a bit confused but i chuckle a bit
“yeah i work at hot topic”
“youre kidding?! i fucking love that store” he smiles
“i can tell” we both laugh
i check the time on my phone, i had 3 minutes until my shift starts
“fuck i have to go to work, im running late” i take my stuff
“hey can i get yo-“ i interrupt him
“its in the back of the paper” i smile as i start running to the store
he checks the back of the drawing and sees the instagram username,, he smiles and sets on walking home.
johnnie’s pov:
i start walking home as i kept thinking about that girl at the cafe,, i get home as i sat down in the sofa and start looking at the drawing again for the millionth time.
“whats that?” jake says
“nothing” i put the drawing in my pocket
“was that a drawing?” he smiles
“no..”
“come on johnnie we are best buddies…im like your ketchup to your fries, you are the dick to my balls-“
“jake thats fucking gross” i sigh “a girl g-“
“A GIRL?” he took both of my shoulders “okay dude...YOU TALKED TO A GIRL?” he smiled “THIS IS A MOMENT OF HISTORY”
i laugh “ok can you let me finish?”
“okok”
“so i went to Starbucks today and i spotted this girl..and then she gave me this” i take the drawing from my pocket and show it to jake
“DUDE SHE WANTS YOU.”
i blush
“what?- jake we just met”
“and?” he crossed his arms
“and i dont think…thats the case,,maybe she just wants to be my friend”
“you are so fucking blind” he turns the paper and sees the instagram username “SEARCH THE USERNAME NOW”
“okok calm the fuck down” i take my phone and open instagram “found it”
“GIVE ME THE PHONE” he takes my phone and starts looking at her posts “oh she is hot.”
“JAKE”
“dude you better get with her or i will”
“omfg you are a prick” i take the phone and start looking at her pictures as i..blush?
“DUDE YOU ARE BLUSHING, YOU ARE INTO HER”
“OH SHUT UP”
time skip when y/n finishes work and gets home
y/ns pov:
i check my phone and i see a notification of a new follower on instagram.
“johnnie guilbert..” i thought to myself
i check his instagram,, he was really pretty…its like everything about him was perfect. i blush as i kepts stalking his instagram and i receive a new message
“hiii im johnnie (the guy from the cafe) :)”
“omg hi!”
“how are you? how was work?”
“im good, work was pretty boring ngl,, hru! ”
“im good im good, brushing my teeth rn”
“its 5 pm…”
“so?”
“who brushes their teeth at 5pm? hahaha”
“i do 🤓” he sents me a picture
Tumblr media
"you are a weirdo"
"you are a weirdo for not brushing your teeth"
"NO ONE BRUSHES THEIR TEETH AT 5 PM"
"ok geez fine ahhsha"
"ive gotta go ill text you later :)"
"aww ok, bye bye <;3"
"bye<;3"
i placed my phone next to me as i layed in my room as i thought about johnnie for a while.. i think i have a bit of a crush on him.
time skip to 8pm*
I went to the kitchen and started to make myself some dinner as i was going through my phone as i saw a story from johnnie
"LIVE NOW"
"This could be fun", i thought to myself as i joined his twitch stream
johnnies pov:
"hey how is everyone doing??" i started reading my chat
"why do i look so happy??" i read someone comment "well today i met this...girl..." i smiled as i saw chat going crazy "yeah yeah.. so i met this girl today and she was like...everything i ever dreamed about like... chat im begin dead serious..and she gave me a drawing!" i take the drawing that was laying on my table and showed to the camera "isnt it perfect? look at the details" i point out every single detail "it looks like a photo" i read "yeah it does!"
i kept reading the chat for a while
"is she beautiful?" i read "yes she fucking is" i smile
a notification of a donation popped on my screen.
"you are so cute stop it haha <3 -from the cafe girl"
when i saw that message i literally wanted the ground to swallow me whole.. i didnt know what to say so i froze.. i completely forgot that i posted a link to my stream in my instagram stories...i was so fucking stupid-
"just kill me already.." i put my hands on my face blushing from embarrasment
i see a notification from my phone and i see that it was from y/n.. i see that she sent me a picture of her laptop from where she was watching my stream "someone is blushingggg"
"oh shut upp"
"i will if you ask me on a date"
"tomorrow 4pm at my house, what do u say???"
"ill be there ;)"
i look at my computer to read the chat "HE IS BLUSHING SM" "SO CUTE" "WE NEED TO FIND THIS GIRL!"
"oh sush chat" i laugh
....to be continued
Tumblr media
SHOULD I CONTINUE THIS??
31 notes · View notes