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number-0-iz · 8 months

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BLADES OF LIGHT AND SHADOW BOOK 2 CHAPTER 2 SPOILERS BELOW

I AM SO UNWELL. I AM SEVERELY UNWELL.

The fact that he doesn't share how or when his corruption disappeared confirms my theory that he is scared and ashamed of what he did and what happened.

"Solange..." *starts crying*

HE'S SCARED. I'M-

Okay so some things Aerin did in book 1 are definitely his fault but you can't tell me that the dreadlord manipulating and basically brainwashing him also didn't play a part. Like I think, partly, the dreadlord had a literal hold over him and that some things he did were him being forced to do it in a way?

And now that he is uncorrupted again, he realized it and has to come the terms with the things he did (aware and unaware) and what was done to him. And what he did to Solange (MC)

PLEASE. THE BANTER. 😭😭

'You notice for the first time how tired he looks. Like he can barely keep himself upright.' PB WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME? Y'ALL BETTER DELIVER @playchoices

'I don't suppose...you might visit me again?' aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH 😭

'I am not going anywhere.'

'And somehow I doubt I can stay away.'

'Well that's something, at least.'

I AM SO UNWELL. I AM SHAKING, SCREAMING, CRYING AND THROWING UP.

I wanted a little more angst but oh my god this was perfect.

I also think that, because he held the shadow blade, Aerin might be a realmwalker too or at least share some the abilities. I can't wait to see him join our adventuring party and watch him grow. He fucking better be there. Oh my god. I will make my Tyril post after this because of the main LIs, he is mine lol.

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fishgirl514 · 9 months

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we’re in the final stretch motherfuckers, mimitchi or i blow up a parking garage

#tamagotchi #6yo full discipline full hunger full happiness 96lbs #i’ve been taking care of it on the clock and never letting it out of earshot for the past 5 days #i am so unstable

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energeticwarrior · 1 month

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:)

#i am so unstable ab this #:D #he looks so endearing in both #daniel howell #dan howell #mine

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to-boldly-escape · 2 months

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Data in Gold <3

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#everyone is obsessed with his profile and so am i #i should have made his lips golden too #you'll have to imagine it #it was so hard to take pics of glittery watercolour ;-;#i hope its ok #i actually had most of this sketch done since last week but i'm unstable and stressed so i forgot to post it :D #anyway i love data and i cant stop thinking about him #and data does not look like mark zuckerberg #those people need to be stopped fr lol #i dont want to hear it #brent spiner #data soong #star trek tng #thinking about drawing lore too...

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animatedjen · 3 months

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Traitor Inquisitorius | Jedi Survivor

#my PC is going to throttle me for shoving this many mods into an already unstable game #but I am stubborn and annoying so here we go!#traitor inquisitorious #star wars jedi survivor #jedi survivor #cal kestis #inquisitor cal kestis #inquisitor!cal #photomode

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aq2003 · 6 months

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really love how throughout a lot of smith and jones martha is really skeptical and apprehensive towards ten (+ one of my favorite exchanges between them - "what, people call you 'the doctor'?" "yeah?" "well, i'm not. far as i'm concerned, you've got to earn that title."), not taking everything he says at face value, even doubting the fact he's an alien until over halfway through the episode.. And like. i really truly think the thing that wins her over isn't him kissing her or any of the other insane mixed messages he manages to send, it's this scene here, where he /earns that title/ in her eyes:

(+ david's bit in the commentary, where he says: "[the doctor] has actually sacrificed himself, and - i would say, that that final act of selflessness is what finally, eventually, welds martha to him. [...] and she now returns it. she returns that act of selflessness.")

this is what their relationship is built on. it isn't about martha being the second-best replacement to rose or a rebound or whatever. bc it isn't really about rose. it's about doctor-in-training martha meeting someone (quite literally, "the doctor") whose ideals she aspires to, and doing her best to be the same person to him as he is to everyone else. it's about ten in return admiring her intelligence and inquisitiveness and how she cares for human life, recovering his compassion, letting himself lean on her for support - and then remembering at the most inopportune moments that he's supposed to not need anyone and be on his own forever. And around in their little nightmare loop they go where they save each other over and over until one of them breaks

i've seen ppl look at martha and go "why she does she admire/why is she so in love with ten if he acts like that to her?" or something along those lines and like. it's not just the fact she's in love with him (in fact i'd argue she actively tries to push it aside post-gridlock). it's the fact that she knows he's the kind of person to put everyone else's lives/well-being over his own. she trusts him to save her when she's in trouble even though it's been like two days at most that they've known one another bc she recognizes that same "deep all-encompassing drive to help others" in him. and she also recognizes, much much earlier than him, that he needs someone to save him, especially when he's unwilling to save himself. and yeah for a bit she thinks he returns her feelings and is just playing hard-to-get, but she realizes pretty early on that this probably isn't the case, and i think that realization fully solidifies here:

(this is when she's listening to ten talk abt gallifrey). And idk it might just be me but i think this expression isn't just her empathizing with his loss. it's also guilt, for wanting something from him that he's clearly unable to give when he's wracked with so much grief. (and you see it in the next episode, where tallulah asks if they're together and martha says for certain that they're not, and that he doesn't know about her feelings for him. she keeps everything to herself bc she now knows that when he shut her flirting down at the end of 3x01 it was the genuine reaction of someone who a) isn't interested and b) is scared of getting close with someone else again)

freema described their dynamic as "she's keener than him" and i think about this all the time. martha doesn't really take what ten throws at her. what she does instead is constantly poke holes in his already-failing front of "i will show someone the wonders of the universe so i can ignore what is wrong with me". what she does is stand up and fight him when he tries to go off on his own. what she does is put aside her well-being in favor of helping someone - just like what she saw him do for the people in the hospital when they first met. tldr, that's the doctor and his doctor and rip martha you would've loved who's gonna save u now by rina sawayama

#THIS ISNT ABOUT ROSE WE CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT WHITE GIRL FOR 1 SECOND. IDC #ALL SHE DOES W REGARDS TO MARTHA IS REMIND HER THAT TEN ISNT GOING TO FALL IN LOVE W HER.#ALL SHE DOES W REGARDS TO TEN IS REMIND HIM THAT EVERY TIME HE LOVES SOMEONE HES FATED TO LOSE THEM. WE CAN IGNORE HER PAST THIS. GBLESS #martha jones #tenth doctor #dr who #ten and martha #'theyre like a rebound' shooting you with my laser eyes sorry. martha says it when she still thinks he's taking her on dates #if he hadn't opened up about gallifrey she would've been totally fine w him taking her back home #and meanwhile ten is very unaware of any kind of romantic element until like the fuckinn. last possible moment lmfao #they are doctor and mentally unstable bus driver. Or perhaps grieving man (genderneutral) and their One (1) friend that has to support them #um idk what this post is. i wanted to pick apart martha's brain for a hot second.#edit:#it's not like 5 am and i'm reading these tags and they're a lot more mean than i meant to put them down as #Not changing them bc i already wrote so much it's out there in the world already sorry. just imagine i'm saying this all nicely #10 era

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nyashykyunnie · 27 days

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GGRAHHHHH, JINWOO SIMPS LISTEN TO ME ITS OUR BOOYYYYY

HE HAS THAT INTJ RIZZ I’M GOING INSANE

WE NEED MORE JINWOO HAVING PSYCHOTIC EPISODES ITS SO SEXC

HUNTER JINWOO ANYDAY

BUT PSYCHO JINWOO? YES SIR I’LL GROVEL THE FLOOR BE ON MY KNEES FOREHEAD ON THE DIRT HOLDING BREATH FOR THIS MORTAL BODY DOES NOT DESERVE TO BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS HIS HIGHNESS

#∞ ₒ ˚ ° 📎— kyunnya speaks #sung jinwoo #solo leveling #sung jin woo #only i level up #ore dake level up na ken #Mentally unstable on birthday check #I’m fine #heheheheheheeheh #so handsome nmY gOd #have mercy jinwoo #why am i so inlve woth intj man #infp ass be quaking #emotional bean of sorrows attracted to unhinged man

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kimdokjas · 4 months

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if you think i'm annoying about orv now just wait until i become the single most unbearable person on the planet once the orv anime releases

#i am going to explode #part of me wants to hype it up and part of me wants to gatekeep it so bad #pLEASE make it good but also no one else watch it.......#orv is just for me and my group of mentally unstable mutuals on tumblr dot com 😭😭😭#orv #gabby speaks #omniscient reader's viewpoint

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girlyteengirl16 · 3 months

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life is starting to feel like praying to god to kill me again

#i want to die #it’s getting bad again #i want to relapse #i want to bleed out #i’m not okay #i want to die so bad #pls kill me #trauma #i wanna kms #im still traumatized #tw depressing stuff #mentally unstable #god why am i being punished #god please let me feel okay for once #mental abuse #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired

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depressiv · 2 months

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ʷʰᵃᵗˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵒⁱⁿᵗ

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cemeterything · 1 year

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how did you get followers? what's your secret

lies, schemes, trickery, manipulation, poisoning the competition, seduction, bribery, etc.

#the serious answer is i am very mentally ill and was extremely lonely and unstable when i made this blog #so. yknow. i dont think i can really advise you here.

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ghostlydeanbailiffcloud · 3 months

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The live with Etoile really reminded me how much they know each other.

Pierre and etoiles have known each other for yearsss and that appears in all the conversation they had with each other in the server like when they would reminisce the past, talk about past friends and things they did together ( the fact that etoiles often asks pierre about things in private about minecraft or not) they have a relationship of trust, they know how the other will react because of everything they went through already.

All in all I feel like their friendship is often overlooked which pains me a little because in my own little headcannon world, I saw them as like older figure/prof and in some way student because pierre factually and in qsmp cannon continues to teach etoiles little things here and there about the mods or things like that even though etoiles is very independent and likes to make progress on his own and strives to get better he still always goes back to pierre to discuss or for help, for him to teach him new stuff ( like when etoiles asked pierre to teach him create), they also make each other's gifts like stuff or when pierre gifts farms to etoiles. Etoiles knows he can say anything to pierre, that he can ask him anything, that they are always available for each other and we saw it happens so many times already.

(I see people talking about etoiles link to philza in the way I see his link with pierre when I clearly feel that Etoiles and Phil are simply people that can connect over past experiences and trauma)

Their minds work alike and I know their two characters are very morally neutral and will accept a lot of stuff ( like they already did by the way) coming from the other, we could see their complicity in the prison and I was so excited for people to see them as a "them" but not at all I mostly see people talking about things they did together as if there was only etoiles... so obviously when Etoiles said he was pushing pierre to come on qsmp v2 and said he would give him stuff or when he said he would spend a day with him I foolishly thought that the new viewers will finally see their friendship for what it is.... let me tell you how disheartened I felt when I could not find a tweet or tumbler post talking about them, so yeah, I'm sad bros

( I know that it's probably because people dislike pierre so they just erase his existence when posting but I feel particularly bad when people give all the credit of some ideas to etoiles when it was pierre that gave them to him (it used to happen a while ago a lot not something that recent) don't be a hypocrite, just don't say anything if you're gonna overlook the one he had the idea with please its just disrespectful ( it's not etoiles fault, he always brings up pierre this is mostly addressed at the pierre haters))

#please #i beg on my knees #was there an account posting about it and i simply didnt see it or i am doomed #like did i somehow miss the posts or..#anyways #i want people to see them for what they are #that is mentally unstable cubitos that found a form of unstable stability in each other #im sad when i see people overlooking the bond that pierre and etoiles have in game and irl #qsmp #qsmp aypierre #aypierre #qsmp etoiles #i wrote that in one go so my ideas might be wonky sorry #might have to take this down and rewrite it once my braincells start working #the typos man theyre everywhere its crazy

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rrr333sstuff · 27 days

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“Wanting to feel wanted is the loneliest feeling ever.”

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kermit-coded · 4 months

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god. robert moses showing pete the footage of kingston saying that he'd put pete down if his magic went out of control and pete's immediate response being that it must be faked or out of context because kingston is his friend and he trusts him, when not only was the footage real, but kingston would choose new york over pete, and he would make that choice every time. what if i exploded.

#i understand why kingston made that call #pete at this point is unstable and a potential threat to the safety of everyone in nyc #HOWEVER #i am incapable of being normal about these two #like the fact that pete just trusts and latched onto kingston like he did #father and son fr #that one post about platonic mutual pining is so them coded fr #soda speaks #d20 #pete conlan #kingston brown #unsleeping city #the unsleeping city #d20 tuc #pete the plug #tuc

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untilyouremember · 6 months

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Firefly Wedding

Available digitally through Comikey

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charlie-kellyyy · 25 days

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season 15.

#someone please help me #im crying like a baby over here #joyce i am so sorry i love you #AND THEY CAME BACK FOR HER #IM ACTUALLY SICK I CAN'T DO THIS #im too mentally unstable for this show i swear to god #i need to draw joyce and maybe the rest of the gang being happy now #just to recover #someone please #iasip #charlie kelly #dennis reynolds #mac mcdonald #dee reynolds #frank reynolds #its always sunny in philadelphia #kellyyy's ramblings

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