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#Hopefully that'll be that and it won't do that again.... Still best not to play with fire
sysig · 8 months
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Well
I think I’ll take that as a sign to order a new charger
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clownsalot · 8 months
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yea ok i know im not the only one voicing concerns over amane getting forgiven this trial but. i am actually so worried for what'll happen if she is so im going to talk about it anyway
longish post?? i think?? so uh. read more
- on the one hand, the one everyone talks about: shidou's physical safety. this one's obvious
you can argue that amane is 12 and shidou is a grown ass man more than twice her age but also;;;; a lot of theories ive seen of amane also include her victim being an adult. 12 years old or not, there's a lot you can do with a weapon when you catch someone off guard, and shidou isn't exactly fit to fight someone off, even a 12 year old on adrenaline. also given how he's working himself to the bone keeping mahiru alive and taking care of fuuta he's probably not going to be all that alert to his surroundings either. though with kazui once again innocent leaning, hopefully this concern can be set aside for a while.
- on the other hand, what worries me more (ie making me shit my fucking pants in fear) is that there's another real threat amane poses that can't be solved by kazui being forgiven: amane is trying to convert fuuta.
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(from fuuta's 2023 birthday timeline on the wiki)
shidou's safety can be accounted for, but whay about fuuta? fuuta, whose mental health is going to shit and at an all time low; fuuta, desperate for anything that'll give him a sense of safety and security? right now fuuta is a textbook example of someone vulnerable to cult indoctrination, which amane will happily provide. there was also @vampuppyy 's post (that i agree with and also makes other good points) that mentioned this could be compounded if amane is forgiven as well. hell, fuuta's second trial voice drama is even named BAPTISM OF FIRE.
if amane is forgiven this trial, someone is definitely getting hurt.
- the threat amane poses aside however, i do have my own reasons for voting her guilty this round beyond her potential to hurt someone. and it's that i don't think forgiving her is actually going to do her much good??
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(amane's second trial voiceline, also from the wiki)
she says she'll forgive us for trial 1 and to think about our verdict again carefully with the implication that she expects to be forgiven this round. i think forgiving her this round will do nothing but just tell her 'we were wrong to not forgive you the first time, your cult beliefs are right actually. thank you for your generosity, please take this as an apology for our mistake' which does nothing but reinforce her belief that she's righteous in her cult mentality, especially if we're right about her murder being partially motivated by her believing her victim also broke one of the cult's tenets. she's going to turn out like muu singing about how 'it's not my fault' won't she?
i get why people are forgiving her this round and im not saying it's wrong (honestly good for amane for killing her abuser!! you go girl slay), but imo it's not the best decision to make right now given the circumstances. of course milgram's strict innocent/guilty system doesn't allow for any kind of nuance, and i do realize a guilty won't be good for her either, but i think doubling down on the guilty and not forgiving her this round might be the better decision in the long run. if we still want to forgive her, we always have trial 3 to do it anyway
(honestly i think if we wanted to forgive her it should've been in trial 1—but there's nothing we can do about that anymore, all we can do now is play damage reduction trying to fix what went wrong after the trial 1 results)
so uh. yeah that's all the reasons im guilty voting amane this trial 👍 i hope this was coherent
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yandere-fics · 9 months
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How would your OC react of the reader trying to escape
♡ How The OCs React To Their Darling Trying To Escape ♡
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♡ Her first reaction is to try to figure out who polluted your mind with these filthy ideas about "leaving" her. No no no, you weren't really trying to leave her, you would never actually try to leave her, someone just must of told you doing it would get her attention. She isn't sure why you would resort to such a tactic but she clearly has been just so neglectful and someone decided to trick you into thinking it was a good idea just so they could have you to themselves! She will fix this though. She just needs to catch the bastard first, afterall in the city trying to separate mates is a severe crime and with her being a diplomat she'll ensure they receive an intense punishment. ♡
♡ If she can't find out who did it because there is no culprit, you just wanted to leave, she's going to sulk for hours and by that I mean sob loudly in a corner openly asking why her mate would do something so horrible to her. The only way she'll stop is if you find someone to pin the blame on or if you don't want to do that then just say you were being silly and confused and weren't actually escaping, that'll usually solve everything, though a hug for good measure is also a good idea, just in case she still wants to find someone to blame. ♡
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♡ Eliza doesn't get why you're running from her, she's done everything in her power to prove she means no harm to you, she's your good and loyal doggy, can't you see that? Her tail is always wagging when she sees you, it wouldn't be doing that if she wasn't happy to see you, if she was a threat her tail would be low and stiff every time she approached you. She's very quick to find you and bring you back to her but she's whimpering the entire time as she has you tackled to the ground, trying to let you know how hurt she is from this little attempt, she's not entirely dumb, she knows human mates are prone to running, she just thought your relationship was a bit different. ♡
♡ She's YOUR good doggy, why can't you just see it? She'll keep you in her apartment and will stay shifted next to you so you can see in her wolf form that she's entirely loyal to you and would never do anything to hurt you so you never have to run from her again because you'll hopefully finally realize she's on YOUR side. Of course she doesn't realize you likely see this as her threatening you but it's the thought that counts right? ♡
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♡ She knew you were unhappy with her but she was trying her hardest to control herself, hoping you were going to come around eventually. She has severe anger issues that she really does try to control around her mate, she wants to treat you like the sweet mate she knows you can be but once she realizes you aren't going to allow her to be gentle with you, she no longer has to attempt to treat you gently. Well it wasn't like she was really gentle before but any pretense of patience and love is gone until you can earn it. She catches you a bit slowly because she is trying to be patient and hope maybe you will just return willingly but after even ten minutes of your scent getting further from her, she realizes it won't happen and she'll have to get cruel. ♡
♡ You're going to be in her apartment for the rest of your lives together so it's best to try to get comfortable with it and especially with her, it'll make things much happier. The sooner you prove you "love" her and want to go back to being her sweet mate, the sooner she'll stop treating you like a disobedient pet though things are never going to return to how they were before and you're still never setting foot outside. ♡
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♡ Nikki doesn't grasp the whole running away thing. In general angels don't get it when their mates, especially their human mates try to flee. It must be a unique thing, perhaps you're playing with her a bit or testing her skills in retrieving you, either way she's good at tracker, she always found the people who snuck onto angel territory and while this is not an area she's the most familiar with, she will still manage to find you easy enough and trust me, when she collects you, no one will help you because most people know the more wings, the higher ranking a demon and this bitch has four of them so she's not to be fucked with, not that they would mess with a regular demon in the first place. ♡
♡ As for when she gets you home, she's going to call up The Boss to try to see what she can gauge about human behavior and how she should correct whatever this misunderstanding between the both of you is. She is pretty pissed off when The Boss tells her that this means her mate doesn't want to be with her, but in the end she'll just decide that even though that's what it means for other humans, it's not what it means for you because otherwise you wouldn't have given in so quickly once she found you. ♡
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♡ She has two thoughts finding out you ran away from her, one wants to pester Sawyer for a love potion that lasts a little bit so you can realize how nice things can actually be with her once you actually give her a chance, the other wants to completely disregard all that bullshit and release all her pent up anger on you and punish you. The punishment option wins, she did get the love potion prior to tracking you but something about you running the moment you see her and not even trying to talk things out pisses her off too much to even try with the love potion option. ♡
♡ She keeps you tied up in her apartment and does everything for you from now on but she isn't the nicest about it. Her reason for living is being a brat so she needs to show you how scary she can gets so you might want to try being sweet and go back to being her reason for living again, either way she's dominant and in charge of your relationship from now on. ♡
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♡ No. You didn't try to really escape, this is just a really fucked up joke and you were just pranking her. This is so cruel but she knows you were just doing this for attention. It doesn't make it any better though because as soon as she returns home and realizes you aren't there, she's tossing things everywhere looking for a clue and is breaking everything in the apartment hoping you realize you took the joke too far and will soon crawl out of whatever fucked up hidey hole you were in. Eventually she does have to realize you are nowhere close by and that's when she really starts to get pissed because this joke is going too far. ♡
♡ Once she gets you back she's never going to let you pull these pranks again, you're not allowed to act like you don't love her, you're not allowed to wipe away her affection to mess with her and you especially can't escape with a heavy ass chain around your ankle which barely even permits you to make it to the couch she put in her bedroom for you so you don't have to lay down on the bed all day and have a proper place to sit. ♡
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♡ Sawyer owns the entirety of the city so I don't understand how you thought escape from her was possible in the first place. She has an entire squad that's whole purpose to help people retrieve their mates in exchange for them working for Sawyer forever of course but so many are gladly willing to pay that price just for their mate to return to their arms. Needless to say, if she can track down the mates of random people who mean nothing to her, those skills will be much more honed when it comes to her own darling. Not that those are needed anyways though when she can just sniff you out from where you're trying to hide in the city. Even the forest isn't safe because she would know you crossed into it and instantly rush to retrieve you before you could take damage. ♡
♡ She won't lock you in her penthouse forever like Kassien does, she has much easier methods to keep you from attempting again, she can just force you into her debt, she would never have thought of using her power on you like this in the past however she also just wants you to stop struggling and be willing to give her a chance so she'll force you to always be within a certain distance from her which means the furthest you can get from her in the penthouse building which is right next to her office building. ♡
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depressedfish · 18 days
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Hey FRC people!
I'm bored and tired of packing for Houston, so I thought I'd do a quick writeup of some Ontarian teams that'll be there! Hopefully you can find some new teams to watch and watch out for. Do note that this post is NOT a suitable replacement for good pit scouting. Teams may have fixed their robots from the last time I saw them compete. Also, these are not all the ontario teams, just the ones I've seen play so far. With that out of the way, let's start with...
Team 2056: OP Robotics
They certainly live up to their name.
Statbotics Rank: 1
FUN Rank: 2
EPA: 58.9
Common name: OP
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Galileo
I mean, what else is there to say about them that hasn't been said before? OP Robotics has always been a top competitor in Ontario, let alone the whole world. They have an incredibly well designed robot, with one of the cleanest swerves I've ever seen. Sure, they can't trap, but they can make up for it by a mile with the metric ton of notes they put out. There are a few chinks in the armor: the aforementioned trap, a slightly slow amp shot, and how their robot can pretty easily be pushed around, but who cares? They certainly don't. Did I forget their former world record of 155 clean?
Team 2200: MMRambotics
Ramming through the competition.
Statbotics Rank: 69 (nice)
FUN Rank: 46
EPA: 38.5
Common name: Rambotics
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Curie
Sleek, compact, and fast as hell. Rambotics have been a top contender in Ontario for a long time now, and it's easy to see why. They can trap, 5 note, and has one of the fastest amp shots. Very, VERY scary team to go up against. They've had some consistency issues throughout the season, unfortunately. However, that does not stop them from being a major threat on whatever alliance they're on. My advice? Just cycle.
Team 3683: Team DAVE
These guys aren't your average Joes.
Statbotics Rank: 73
FUN Rank: 35
EPA: 37.9
Common name: Dave
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Galileo
While they may have a pretty boring name, don't let that fool you into thinking that they're not one of the best robots in the world. Together with OP and 2702, they set a former world record of 155 clean, and that's only the beginning. They have a very fast trap, clean swerve, consistent 4 and 5 notes, and maybe 6 if I'm remembering right. They've been consistent throughout the season, and are a major major threat on any alliance. Again, like rambotics: just cycle.
Team 4946: The Alpha Dogs
The dogs are in the house. And by god, they're barking.
Statbotics Rank: 85
FUN Rank: 62
EPA: 37
Common Name: Alpha Dogs
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Archimedes
With two* of the most controversial robots of the year and some great placings, these dogs are continuing to learn new tricks. And yes, you heard that right. TWO. WHOLE. (NOT) ROBOTS. Using a loophole in G209 that states that a robot counts as a robot only if it has a drive train, they have two whole configurations. It's so insanely cool. While I have heard that they may not be bringing it to worlds, that still won't count them out from doing well. They have fairly consistent 4 and 5 note autos, which have had some consistency issues. However, they more than make up for it in teleop, with one of the best drivers out there. They can also trap consistently on their main configuration (as of Ontario DCMP). Do not even THINK of defending them, it's just a waste of time. These dogs have a damn good bite, and will show up in any alliance.
Team 3161: Tronic Titans
Shooting notes in style.
Statbotics Rank: 130
FUN Rank: N/A (I swear they were on there i might be blind)
EPA: 35.1
Common Name: Tronic
Last event I saw them at: Humber
Division: Archimedes
You can recognize them across the venue with their signature black and gold capes, but style isn't all they've got. This team is incredibly consistent, with a very good amp shot and a solid 4 note auto. Just a very very consistent robot all around. They'll always do their part and more on any alliance.
Team 4907: Thunderstamps
If you've heard the clap, it's already too late.
Statbotics Rank: 163
FUN Rank: N/A (again I swear they were there)
EPA: 34.1
Common name: Stamps, TStamps
Last event I saw them at: Windsor
Division: Galileo
You may know them as the jumping robot from 2022, but this team isn't a one trick pony. They've been plauged with a streak of bad luck, mired with consistency issues, but they keep plodding along. They have a very good 4 and 5 notes autos, and a trap to boot. These racehorses may qualify as a dark horse this worlds, but that by no means means they're out.
Team 7558: ALT-F4
If you're up against them, try using that shortcut to end the match sooner.
Statbotics Rank: 200
FUN Rank: N/A
EPA: 32.7
Common name: Alt-f4
Last event I saw them at: Humber
Division: Galileo
One of the newer teams on the block, and took me by surprise in 2023. This year however, they've had a little less luck. With some auto and consistency issues, they've not had as good a run as I know they can. Their turret can beam notes like it's water, and autos can be smooth as butter. Keep a close eye on them.
Team 5885: Villanova WiredCats
All wired up and ready to roar.
Statbotics Rank: 261
FUN Rank: N/A
EPA: 31.2
Common name: wiredcats
Last event I saw them at: Windsor
Division: Milstein
These kitties are the all around picture of a solid robot. With a pretty unique back shooter that allows them to amp fairly quick, and some solid autos, they'll pack a punch on the field.
Team 1114: Simbotics
All hail the kings/queens/themperors.
Statbotics Rank: 268
FUN Rank: 44
EPA: 31
Common name: Sim, Simbots
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Milstein
Two time former world champions. Hall of fame team. Has a ship name with OP. They've done it all. And they build robots like it. Simbotics hasn't been as good as of late, but that doesn't mean they're fully washed. They're still a very very scary robot to be looking at, and the numbers don't reflect that at all. Just keep in mind their auto inconsistencies.
Team 5406: Celt-X
The mean green machine.
Statbotics Rank: 271
FUN Rank: 95
EPA: 30.9
Common name: celtex (thats like how its pronounced leave me alone)
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Johnson
Celt-X is another really really consistent and pretty darn scary robot in its own right. With very solid 4 note autos and the ability to trap, it makes them good already. Their major selling point is a very fast amp shot, allowing for more amp cycles than what you might expect.
Team 4920: Belle River Boltheads
These nuts and bolts will break your bones.
Statbotics Rank: 377
FUN Rank: N/A
EPA: 28.6
Common name: Boltheads
Last event I saw them at: Windsor
Division: Daly
The boltheads have been a very solid and consistent robot this year. They have a good 4 note, and a good amp shot, and a good teleop. However, they were having some issues with their shooter at the end of Windsor, but that won't stop them at worlds.
Team: 1241: THEORY6
The dark horses of Canada.
Statbotics Rank: 799
FUN Rank: N/A
EPA: 22.5
Common name: T6, Theory 6
Last event I saw them at: Ontario DCMP
Division: Galileo
These former world champions have had a very unfortunate streak. With their turret being broken during the first day and a bit of DCMPs, along with auto issues and swerve issues, it was looking doomed for their Worlds run. But then. They were first pick for 4946 at DCMPs. Was it Faith? Pity? The memes? Whatever it was, Theory 6 proved themselves very worthy of that pick. Once their shooter gets up and running, it can turn itself into a mini 254. Keep a very very close eye on this team, and if noone gets them, snag them while you can.
And that's it! feel free to tag or add any US teams that I might not know or have heard about, I'd love to know who to watch! Good luck to all competing!
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itjazzbicch · 1 year
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Pairing: Steve Fox x Reader 
Summary: Becoming best friends through boxing, the reader and Steve always have fun testing their abilities in the ring, but when his arm starts to bother him during one of their sessions, the deep care the reader has for him beings to show...
Warnings:  N/A
Never wrote anything for Tekken till now, Steve being my first so, I hope that I did well and you all enjoy it!
Word Count: 757 
I DO NOT OWN THIS GIF:   
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"Come on, Steve! This is easy!" I laughed, dodging his punches and circling the boxing ring.  
"That's because I'm taking it easy on ya!" He laughed, circling along too, only making me laugh more: 
"Where's the fun in that?!" 
Steve and I crossed paths and became friends through our boxing careers, taking the time to train with one another since we were evenly matched. It was a great pass time, a learning experience, and a fun time between friends considering we loved this sport.  
"Don't get mad when ya can't keep up then!" He smirked, getting in stance with his approach. 
I knew that smirk and immediately put my guard up. He really was taking it easy on me! I had to move so fast to dodge his punches that I was tripping over my feet. Of course, he found that hilarious, going to tease me more: 
"What's the matter? What happened to all that confid-" 
Mid-sentence, I could see how he stuttered in his stance, his left arm tensing up. I stopped immediately, going to speak, but he shook it off, getting back into stance: 
"Come on!" 
"Steve-" He was being so stubborn, throwing another punch that I dodged and this time, he fell to his knees, yelling out in pain while holding his left arm, the one with the massive scar running down it, "Will it kill you to just listen to me for once?!" 
Quickly tossing off my gloves, I kneeled to him, taking his arm from his tight grip, rubbing it softly all around to try and make the pain go away. 
I always wondered what happened to his arm but was too afraid to ask. It had to have been something personal or something that he didn't want to talk about, so I never asked. But as my best friend, I had to help him in any way that I could. 
"Any time you feel that pain in your arm, stop," I glared at him, hoping he'd listen for a change, "Your health comes first, Steve." 
"I'm f-fine," There he went lying to me, easily telling that he was still feeling the pain, seeing his hand move in his glove while clenching his fist again and again. 
"You lie to me again and your arm won't be the only thing in pain," I scolded, continuing to massage his arm and slowly, I could see the pain drifting away, glaring into his eyes again, "I'm not trying to be mean. I care about you and don't like seeing you like this." 
"I know," He huffed out, growing silent as I took his arm, placing kisses all over it, hoping a joke would raise his spirits: 
"Besides, if this ever takes you out of boxing, I'll have no one's ass to kick during practice." 
"Is that right?" He chuckled, "Ya weren't saying that when I had ya tripping all over the ring." 
"Wanna say that again?" I played, raising my fist to him, getting a real laugh out of him this time, taking a deep breath and being serious this time, "Let's call it quits for today. I can tell that really hurt." 
"Ya have no idea," He whispered, slipping his gloves off and as he did, I let some of my curiosity slip out while examining his scar: 
"You ever go to the doctor to see if anything can be done about this? This is a mean scar, man." 
"It's uh-" He didn't want to ignore me, but wasn't sure what to say, only letting me know, "it's complicated."  
"I see," I whispered softly. It was a sensitive subject just like I thought, trying to make things better when I kissed his arm again, "Well hopefully that'll help some, hm?" 
All he did was smile at me at first, making my cheeks heat up, especially when he wiggled his eyebrow at me: 
"I see why ya always try to act so tough all the time now. Ya just a big softy." 
"Oh, sorry that I'm just trying to be a good friend!" I gasped, turning my head and trying to act upset, but he was right about that, making me melt with a kiss on my cheek: 
"I know. I never said it was a bad thing. I think your help will work." 
"Well yeah, it's me," I smiled into his blue eyes, giggling along with him as he shook his head, both messing with me, but meaning as he kissed my cheek again: 
"Ya are a special one, I'll give ya that." 
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taeskooksbin · 4 months
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LOVE ME AGAIN ; kth
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→ 𝖲𝖴𝖬𝖬𝖠𝖱𝖸 . where kim taehyung who still hasn't moved on from his ex-girlfriend writes a song about her.
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→ 𝖯𝖠𝖨𝖱𝖨𝖭𝖦 . taehyung × reader
→ 𝖦𝖤𝖭𝖱𝖤 . idol au. heartbreak au. ex-gf au. angst.
→ 𝖶𝖠𝖱𝖭𝖨𝖭𝖦𝖲 . lowercase intended.
→ 𝖠𝖴𝖳𝖧𝖮𝖱'𝖲 𝖭𝖮𝖳𝖤 . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM TAEHYUNG WHO IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE MOST CARING AND PERFECT HOOMAN BEAN !!!
→ 𝖱𝖠𝖳𝖨𝖭𝖦 . none
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𝖬𝖠𝖲𝖳𝖤𝖱𝖫𝖨𝖲𝖳 𖤐 𓈒࣪ ᭡ ˖ 𝖳𝖠𝖦𝖫𝖨𝖲𝖳 𖤐 𓈒࣪ ᭡ ˖ 𝖯𝖫𝖠𝖸𝖫𝖨𝖲𝖳 𖤐 𓈒࣪ ᭡ ˖ 𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖣𝖡𝖮𝖠𝖱𝖣
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Taehyung’s pov
“You left me
Took those memories with you”
I sighed, closing my eyes while reminiscing about all the past memories, all the loving moments and mostly the heartbreak that was flooding in my mind while playing this track, out of all the songs this one stayed the best.
But even now, I can't let you go, let you go
Is that all you have to say?
One word? that's it?
“Let’s break up, I don't feel the same anymore, I’m sorry” she said, breaking my heart, the bouquet of flowers I was holding in my hands fell. “What? B-but why?” My lips quivered while asking while she sighed.”I-I don't feel the same, I’m sorry” The sorry did nothing but fueled me up even more, like someone sprinkling salt on your wounds deliberately. I scoffed, “Sure you don't.”
If ever you regret this
Won't you let me know? Let me know?
The whole night I was holding the phone in my hand, desperately waiting for a text or a call, just something that could ignite hope in me, even if it's to lead me on, even if it's something wrong. just something that'll help me keep going. I heard a notification and hurriedly checked the notifications, nothing except the praises from my fans who were praising me for such a hit, only if they knew.
Fine, I will be honest with you
Put it all out there
Fine. I still love her. I do agree that I can't live without her, neither do I want to. I’m just too used to having her around me, caring about me, having dinner together, the forehead kisses, and everything, I was just too used to all that, to the point that now it feels empty despite having people that care about me, around me.
I think about you all the time
Where you are, who you're with
The only thought that keeps roaming in my mind all day long is her, and perhaps her possible companion, and the lingering feeling of ‘why can't it be me?’ ‘What did I do wrong?’ Every possible degradation I could come across, I directed it all to myself. Thinking that perhaps I was at fault, I kept belittling myself, cursing myself out, is this the heartbreak?
Lost without you, baby
I wish you would love me again
“Babe, what if one day we break up?” “Why would we break up though?” “I don't know? randomly?” “You’re weird” those sweet memories slicing up my heart like a sharp knife. the memories that I thought would forever be with me and I'd be hopefully telling them to my grandkids are now the same memories which I despise.
I wish you could love me again, again
Finally I broke down, after holding back my tears for such a long time, they came falling down, glazing through my cheeks and onto my lap. I looked up to hide them as the melodies kept going, the lyrics kept playing, however everything was incoherent except her voice.
“Babe?” I looked up and saw my girlfriend, you standing there while looking down at me in concern.
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# ask taehyung
# ask y/n
# ask ex-girlfriend (lmao)
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nogenderbee · 9 months
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Not sure if the event is still open but:
>What nicknames would you call your lover: probably just their name, if I'm trying to tease I'd remove exactly 2 letters from their name and call them that, love if I need something
>What are your hobbies: Replaying the entirety of persona 3-5 again(best jrpg btw), watching people argue online, mmmm sleep, gacha addiction, reading manhwa, watching more trash isekai
>What's your perfect date idea: Staying inside cuddling while watching a movie during night
>What's something you hate in others: loud.
>What activity/hobby do you like: anything that I have, also people who can basically be the mom I never had since I can barely take care of myself(or at the very least remind me to actually take care of myself)
>What activity/hobby don't you like: pretty sure nothing except for the obvious stuff of don't be a creep
also I'm lesbian so...
Matchups are indeed still open so don't worry! And of course since you prefer girls, that's who I paired you with!
So your pair is...
🥁🥁🥁
Honami Mochizuki!
⊱so first nicknames! If you remove exactly 2 letters from her name then you'll have "Hona" which really is something she's used to! As for "love" she definitely blushed the first few times you called her that. But of course she won't mind her name either! In fact she kidna likes it just that.
⊱ if you ever fall asleep on her watch, she'll simply wrap a blanket over you and maybe put you in a bit more comfortable position on the way. As for other hobbies... she'll try to watch over your gacha addiction just so you won't spend real money on it...
⊱ and of course, she loves your date idea! If you happen to stay inside and cuddle while movie plays in the background, you can just bet she'll be very happy from that! She'll maybe even bake few snacks for you to enjoy!
⊱ and finally, she is literally like a mom to you so hopefully that'll cure your heart a bit! She's literally just so caring towards you~
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You were sitting on couch and waiting for Honami since she insisted on bakign few sweets for your movie night. So of course you decided to focus on something you like in meantime!
After few hours minutes she finally comes to you with first plate full of cookies.
"Apple pie is baking right now so I thought we can start watching a movie while enjoying simple cookies!"
"That's good idea! Do you want to cuddle while watching, Hona?"
"Ah yes, I'd like the usually I assume! Hehe, thank you."
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Ducktales 17 Darkwing Headcanon idea 6: Gosalyn is in the hospital
Gosalyn’s illness
through Gosalyn 's point of view, and she appears to be dizzy. She has also lost a lot of weight, as her clothes are very loose, her stomach hurts and she is acting very anxious.
She is in the orphanage, but something is very wrong with her, she starts to cough a lot as her headache gets worst, she took some painkillers but the doesn't seem to go away.
She also has a bad cough, that hasn't been going away, her body is aching.
She wandering around in the halls, hoping her pain would go away but she still limping.
She can hear her own heart beating fast.
"Gosalyn are you alright" the care giver asked her but she couldn't hear her because she was still too ill.
She was also shaking, had difficult breathing and sweating a lot.
She felt her whole world spinning around and around then suddenly.
"Ugh" Gosalyn collapsed, falling down the stairs and just like that she was laying on the floor unconscious.
Everyone surrounded her.
"Oh my-"
"Quick somebody call 911"
She was immediately rushed to the hospital, a ambulance came, put her on a carrier.
3 weeks ago, darkwing was dropping Gosalyn off, but they weee having a fight.
"That's enough Gosalyn"
"I just don't see why you won't talk about it now"
"I told you we'll talk about it later, I need to wait"
"Well I'm done waiting, when are you going to adopt me"
"I told you I'm not ready to have kids yet and I'm especially not ready to have a daughter"
"I Just don't see why you always come to see me but won't adopt me"
"You want to know why I won't adopt you is because your uncontrollable and reckless and I think I'm going to stop visiting you for awhile, hopefully then that'll make you stop bugging me about adoption" Darkwing snapped at her and when he left.
She start crying, she feel on the floor, feeling hurt, there was another reason why she wanted him to adopt her.
That fight has been playing in drake's head for days and it's been bothering him, so he decided to apologize to gosalyn.
He was at the orphanage with a bouquet of roses, he goes to the front desk.
"Excuse" drake asked a nurse.
"Is gosalyn here" but when he asked, all he saw was a sad and worried expression on the nurse's face.
"I'm sorry mr. Mallard but something happened to gosalyn a few weeks ago"
"What do you mean, where is she" he asked again but when she wouldn't answer, he got impatient and stormed around the building looking for her.
"WHERE IS SHE" he asked over and over again as her scanned the building looking for her then the care giver came in.
"Mr. Mallard please come down"
"Where is she"
"...she's in the hospital"
He was shocked as he dropped the flowers, he felt something went through his heart.
"I'm so sorry mr. Mallard" the care giver tried to calm him down.
"But I have another kid you might be interested in"
But he ran outside, rushing to the hospital, but when he got there he saw the mcduck family there, including Launchpad.
They all saw how terrified he look.
He then sees the room Gosalyn was in.
"GOSALYN" he sees her door open and tries to run inside but Launchpad and Della pull him back do he wouldn't see how bad it was.
"Let me go" drake screamed.
"Drake, calm down" Launchpad said.
"But I have to see her"
"We are doing the best we can for her"
"But I have to know if she's okay" drake struggled from Launchpad and Della's restrained on him.
Then Louie came in.
"She's going to be okay" Louie said.
Then when everyone calmed down, Louie approached him.
"Mr. Mallard please have a seat, there's something I need to talk to you about"
Drake takes a seat.
"Look there's no easy way to say this but Gosalyn suffered a lot today, a few weeks ago she collapsed and fell on the stairs, she's been in a coma for weeks"
"WHAT!" Drake yelled as ge ran in the room and by his horrible.
he saw gosalyn, laying unconscious with a bandage wrapped around her head, he was terrified when he saw that she was hooked to wired and a IV I'm her arm, the heart monitor was beating which let him know she was still breathing.
He wanted to touch her but she looked so fragile and skin glass, he didn't wanted to hurt her again.
"What happened" he asked.
"She was suffering from a headache, she saw has been vomiting a lot, coughing and sweating much then any patient I ever seen, she also fells cold and has difficulty breathing, I identified her symptoms and well..." Louie gulped.
He picks up a clipboard and hands it to drake only to find shocking results.
"She has cancer" Louie finished and drake was too horrified for words.
"What, why didn't she tell, ugh this is all my fault, way to go drake, you just had to drive away the only girl that cared about you, ugh what am I going to do now"
"But that's the good news, there's a cure for her cancer"
"Really" drake asked as his hopes were risen up.
"Yes but I have to wait for her to wake up, so I can explain it to her but the problem is, I don't know when she might wake up again, she's in very deep coma from the fall, so it might take her awhile"
Drake looks back at gosalyn and smiles, "I'll wait for her" he places his hand on hers.
So over time drake becomes true to his words, he visits gosalyn everyday, talking to her hoping, she could hear him and wake up again.
He comes back to the hospital, holding a bouquet of purple flowers.
He walks up to the front desk.
"Excuse I'm here to see gosalyn" he asked.
"Yes come right in" the nurse said.
He slowly opens the door to her room, peeking his head out.
"Knock knock, is somebody here" he laughs to himself as he enters the room seeing gosalyn still sleeping peacefully.
"Remember you used to love that joke whenever I came to see you" he asked her, imagining her speaking to him.
"Oh and I got you some flowers, I didn't know which one you want so I kinda got all of them"
He places them in a vase next to her then he looks around the room to see the rest of the flowers.
"Ah and see you got the rest of the flowers I sent you"
He walks up to the blinds and opens up a bit of light.
"Here let's shine some light in here, hopefully the sun would wake you up"
He sits down laughing but no matter much he tries to lighten the mood, it wasn't the same without Gosalyn talking.
He sighed sadly.
"You know it's not been the same without, people asked me what kind of superpower I would have, you wanna know what it would be"
He takes her hand and brushes a piece of her hair out of his face.
"It would be to see what's going on in your head" he placed her hand against his face.
"Please wake up, I need you right now"
Then was a knock on the door, it was Louie who was doing a checkup on gosalyn.
"Hello how is everything going on here"
Drake quickly wipes off his tears and fakes a smile.
"But there is something I need to tell you mr. Mallard, gosalyn will be fine but she will begin going through, the cancer she has is called chemo and when it is going to get worst for her"
"How" drake asked with concerned.
"We'll first she'll start to molt, her hair will start to fall off, she starts to vomit a lot, her skin will change colors like paleness, she'll lose some weight, problems with going to the bathroom, coughing blood, oh and she's lose her strength"
"What do you mean"
"Like it will be difficult for her to walk but she will be waking up soon but when she does, we need to discuss the surgery I need to preform on her"
"Surgery?" Drake asked.
"Well yeah surgery is the only way that can save her"
This would happen everyday until...
He got a call from Launchpad, that Gosalyn was finally awake.
He was running to the hospital but when he got to gosalyn's room, he was blocked by Louie.
"Wait mr. Mallard, there's something you need to know, she has she doesn't want to see you"
"What" drake was shocked.
"And she stays that she doesn't want to do the surgery, she needs the surgery otherwise it's going to get worst for her"
But he didn't listen, he just pushed Louie out of the way and ran inside.
"Gosalyn"
He saw on the bed, with her hoodie on, she was also tearing one of the flowers apart.
"I'm so glad you're awake, oh hey are you okay"
But when he saw her turned, he screamed a little when he saw how she had bangs underneath her eyes like she didn't get any sleep for days and she was really pale.
"Ah, oh hey, you're looking...well" he tried to cheer her up.
"JUST SAY IT, I look hideous" she snapped at him.
"What oh no, I'm sorry shouldn't have-"
"What are you doing" Gosalyn asked rudely.
"I came to see you, I wanted to know you were okay"
"Well I'm fine now go away"
"Hey why didn't you tell me that you had cancer"
He touches her shoulders then she shoved him away.
"I'm going to die" she said.
"Now don't say that, we're getting the best help for you, you're going to be fine"
"WHY DO YOU CARE, you don't care about me"
"Yes I do"
"No you don't, you said it yourself"
She started to cough.
"Look Louie tells me that there's a cure for your cancer, that you have to do through some surgery but ge says that you don't want it"
" I don't want the surgery because I have no reason to live anymore"
"Gosalyn I-"
She then threw a vase at him but she misses.
"JUST GET OUT OF HERE OK, you'll only make things worst"
He saw how upset she was and he calmly walks out of the room, feeling hurt.
In gosalyn's room, she was crying and outside in the hall, drake was against her door, blaming himself.
Then Louie approach him.
"Mr. Mallard, I been going through the notes and well she only 10 days to live, if she doesn't get the treatment she will die"
"I know but she won't let me help her, she wants to end her life, ugh this is all my fault, I'm no hero, I'm just a very bad person that hurts kids"
He heads home feeling depressed but he wasn't the only one.
Days have past, it was the day before gosalyn's last day, and she still refused to take the surgery.
But then she was getting an unexpected surprise visit.
"Gosalyn" she sees webby and the other girls entering the room.
She immediately smiled as she shoots over.
"What are guys doing here"
"We Can to see how you were doing"
May gives her a bouquet of pink flowers.
"Louie told us that you were sick so we thought we come by and cheer you up"
"Thanks webby, you always know how to make me smile"
Then she frowns.
"You're going to be fine, I promise and look heard that you lost your hair and look"
Webby takes out a razor and tries to cut her hair off, luckily Gosalyn stops her.
"Whoa webby, what do you think your doing"
"I'm cutting my hair so that way you won't feel bad for feeling bald"
"Don't do that, you have beautiful hair, don't cut it for me"
"I just want you to be okay, Louie says that there is a cure for you and well we all care about you Gosalyn including drake, that why he came here everyday for you"
"Look webby I had my time but I just want to-wait Darkwing came here everyday to see me"
"Well yeah he cares about you, he felt so bad for what he did to you that he came back to the orphanage to apologize to you, he was scared when he found out that you had cancer that he stayed by your side until you woke up"
"He did all that for me"
She looks at one of the flowers that he left for her and read the back of the tag: to gosalyn, love drake.
It made her realize that he does care about her and she pushed him away.
Now she had a reason to live.
"You know what webby, you're right, there are some people that care about me and I shouldn't give up on myself because I'm my illness, LOUIE"
Louie came yo the door when he heard her call him.
"Yes"
"We need to call about the surgery, I'm ready to take it"
The girls cheered as much as Louie smiled.
Meanwhile in drake's apartment, he was sitting in the dark on his bed, thinking about what he's done.
As time past by, he was thinking about gosalyn and much he was going to miss when she was gone.
Everything about her that he like was going to be gone, he can't help but think if he ever made the right choice.
The idea of having Gosalyn as a daughter played in his head over and over until...
He finally had.
"Ugh I can't give up on her, she needs me"
He gets out of bed and storms into the hospital and straight to gosalyn's room without anyone stopping him.
"Gosalyn I need you to get the surgery and I don't care if you don't want to see me, I need you"
But all he saw was a empty beat bed, he looks around for her and asked a nurse.
"Where's Gosalyn"
She just looks up at him, "she's gone"
And there he knew he was too late, he got to the bed and starts to cry.
"I'm so sorry Gosalyn" he sobs as he rest his head on the bed she was once on, "this is all my fault, I'm so sorry"
"Sorry for what" Gosalyn asked.
He was surprised, he turns around to see her coming out of the restroom, carrying her IV.
"Gosalyn you're okay"
He ran to her and hugged her really tight, then he lets go facing her.
"Gosalyn I am so sorry about everything, please I need you to take the surgery, I want you to be my daughter and I don't care if you don't want to live, please do it for me" he begged on his knees.
"Whoa hey it's okay, look I decided to take the surgery"
Drake smiles as he hugs her again then he takes out his wallet.
"Here let me pay for the surgery"
"Actually Louie already paid for it"
"Wait Louie paid for it, aw but I wanted to ge the one to save you"
"It's okay" she grabs his shoulders, "you did everything you could, but there is something I need to tell you"
He helps her back in bed.
"I decided to take the surgery today but there's something you need to know, people who have cancer and take the surgery well...some of them don't survive the surgery, so there a 50% percent chance that I might not make it"
This news has made drake feel scared, "but it will work Gosalyn"
"True but just in case if I don't make I just wanted to say, thank you for the everything, for getting justice for my grandpa and for visiting me"
Drake starts to cry again, "don't you dare say that, gosalyn you're going to be fine I promise, l swear you are going to be okay"
"I know but just in case I don't make it, can we do that thing you always do"
He winced from the emotional pain inside and nods his head.
"Ok" he sniffed.
They each out to each other, then they nuzzled their beaks together, drake savored the moment as he starts to cry more, his tears falling on her beak.
They then stopped as they looked at each other, Then Louie came in.
" okay Gosalyn the surgery is ready whenever you are"
She looks back at drake and smiles then she slowly gets up and heads to the surgery room.
She looks back at drake and waves, he waves back.
He was worried.
After waiting all night, drake didn't sleep until the surgery was finished.
Then Louie came out, he was wearing a mask, gloves and a cap.
"Ok I did everything I could"
Drake jumped to conclusions" is she-"
"She's going to be okay, the surgery was a success"
Everyone cheered and drake was deluded as he starts to cry tears of joy.
"Oh thank you, thank you very much, can I see her please"
"Go right ahead"
Drake runs into the room, where ge saw gosalyn smiling sheepishly at him,
"Hi" she whispered.
"Hi" he whispered back.
He rubs next to her and they hug then when they let go, they stare at each other, drake pulls her hoodie back but then saw her wig feel off and was horrid to see that she was completely bald.
"oh my your hair"
Unfortunately Della saw the whole thing
"she's bald" she laughed but it wasn't funny in a hospital.
"Mom, look behind you" Louie says.
She immediately felt bad when she saw lots of people glaring at her with patients who were bald from cancer as well.
"Oh I'm so sorry"
When she left, drake closed the door and gosalyn feeling embarrassed and humiliated, she pulls her hoodie back, covering her embarrassed face and head away from drake.
"I know I look like a freak don't I"
"What" drake said and tries to make her feel better, "no no no no no, it's really not that bad, it's got a nice glow"
She looks up still not smiling, then he removes her hoodie and places her wig back on.
"You are a very beautiful young girl, you just need some accessories"
He takes a pink rose and places it in her hair, she touches it and smiles at her.
"Don't let anyone make you feel bad inside, you're perfect as you are" the two had a renter moment then Louie came with some exciting news.
"And don't worry you're hair will grown back in a couple of months, ok you are free to go, do you want us to take you back to the orphanage"
Gosalyn frowned as she thought about going back to that sad and looney place until....
"No she's been through enough already, she's coming home with me, I'll take care of her until she's better"
She smiles then drake wraps his arms around her waist.
"Ok but even though the surgery was a success, it's going to get worst for her but in time she will get better, her hair will grown back and she'll regain her strength, until then I suggest you stay in bed for awhile, drink plenty of fluids and eat, oh and I'm also going to need you to stay intact with an IV just until you can walk right again"
"Ok"
"And I will be coming over to check up on her weekly or once a month to see how she's doing"
"Ok" drake says.
"You are free to go now"
Louie offered her a wheelchair but drake decided to carry her home.
She looks up at him, smiling.
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secret-hidden-feelings · 10 months
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I fell for you, I loved every single part of you good and bad and you were the person that I want to call when there's something new or bad going on in my life. You were my best friend, my whole world and you were my future. I could only see you and you hurt me. If you think I dont know what you've done to me, I do. I have had a whole month and a half to play back the last year and a half of my life over and over again. I have obsessed over the fact that you have moved on and I was so angry at you up until yesterday. Yesterday my friend made me realise you cannot control people and you cannot force people to be there all the time or push them to give you what you want when you want it. I can't keep hassling you to give you my stuff back because you're petty and you know how much it means to me. You will do what you can to keep hurting me and that is something that'll hurt me. they said what's happened has happened, it is what it is. You probably feel like I hurt you, by 'trying' to ruin your little new relationship little do you know I was trying to help her from being manipulated by you. I was a little too late though and I wish I knew more things before messaging her out of hurt and anger. You claim to have loved me, yet you don't cheat on people you love and lie about it. I came clean to you when I messaged my ex because I felt bad, I told you I messaged him saying I missed him. I loved you enough to tell you what I was doing wrong in our relationship. You don't go missing for hours and hours on end when you go out and think it's okay. You don't deceive the person you love because even when its wrong its better the truth is told before being found out later. Even when you got caught out, you called me a piece of shit because what.. you got caught and you didn't think you would. Honestly I was fuming when I found out from Vikki.. I was so angry because obviously everyone knew something I did not. I was being cheated by everyone around you and you were making me out to be some crazy ex girlfriend.
Although, you know what I've learnt that was overtime since our break up, you were the best liar I ever dated, you would project your insecurities on me because of what you were doing. I wasn't perfect, I am flawed but I really did give you my 100% more than I have given anyone else. there were others who deserved it more than you ever did. you thought you could conquer me and buy my love. love isn't to be bought. The fancy restaurants were nice, the living together was great we excelled there, but you were still able to lie and hide things from me. The expensive gifts and designer stuff was nice. Thats not why I loved you and if you thought thats what bought my love, you are so daft and a joke. I know so many more things than you think I know and I bet you thought I would never find out but thats okay. I will always love what we had. Once upon a time you were the person I truly loved and I loved you with everything I had. we hurt each other and you were just as narcissistic as the people you surrounded yourself with. One day I hope you look back and really see I wanted what was best for you, I wanted you to stop hanging around certain people because you had potential to be a really good person. However, maturing comes with growth and time.
Hopefully when we cross paths one day, I won't hate what you did to me, because you left me with more than just a broken heart. You put me back together and broke into a billion more pieces than what it originally was. You shattered it and you stepped on it to break it into tiny tiny pieces. The person putting it back together now, is me.
so thank you for allowing me to find this time to grow and be the better version of myself. I was broken then and im broken now, but I won't be broken for long.
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kember-writes · 2 years
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**✿❀ Kember's 400 Follower Celebration - CLOSED ❀✿**
Oof, boy. Well, here we are again. I have more Tumblr followers than Facebook friends, which is neat. I still haven't recovered my energy from the 200 celebration, but since I didn't do anything for 300, I want to mark this occasion somehow. Let you know that you're all appreciated and I'm very grateful that you pay attention to my ramblings :)
But, on the note of having limited energy... you guys are going to be doing some of the work here, because I love you so much >:) It's kind of a raffle, it's kind of a fest, and hopefully it's kind of fun too! The rules are, hm, not as simple as usual, so let's go over them:
Step 1 — You send a ❀ to my inbox
You can do this as many times as you like until the celebration closes! That'll be on the 27th February at 3pm GMT.
But, you CAN'T do it anonymously. I need to know who you are!
Step 2 — I answer with a randomly-generated pairing and trope mash-up
So, yeah, there's gonna be some wild ones. Make of that what you will.
Characters may come from any era. There's a good chance they won't be a common, or even unusual, pairing. BUT - I will try to match up characters from the same era, to pre-emptively avoid that kind of ickiness.
For the sake of my sanity, I've only included characters mentally and emotionally capable of maintaining a relationship with a human, so no dragons, no house elves, and no giant spiders will be coming out of my hat. Also the sorting hat doesn't count because I say so. He's a gaslighter. Nagini also does not count because while she may have been an Asian woman in a past life, she is now a snake and that's poor representation.
Step 3 — You respond with a fic prompt based on that
There'll be a cut-off for this - I'll only be taking prompts back until the 6th March at 3pm GMT (again).
Your prompt can be anything you like, from a one-sentence description to an in-depth scenario with accompanying Pinterest vision board and Spotify playlist.
You'll be limited to returning one prompt per ask, to keep things somewhat tame - but as mentioned, you can ask as many times as you like.
Remember to @ my username (@kember-writes) in your response to make sure I see it - I'll reblog them all, so if I haven't reblogged yours, let me know!
Step 4 — When they're all in, I pick the best one and it gets written up as a full-length* fic!
This'll be announced on the 13th March at... yeah, you guessed it, 3pm GMT.
*Full-length referring to something under 10k words, so no multi-chapters.
And the better you know me, the more you'll be able to play this game to your advantage...
Of course, if your prompt doesn't get chosen (or even if it does), you're more than welcome to write it yourself! I'll be claiming no ownership of them.
So to summarise those all-important dates:
Sunday 27th February - I stop taking asks
Sunday 6th March - I stop taking prompts
Sunday 13th March - the winner is revealed
And in the spirit of healthy competition - good luck, and don't fuck it up! I can't wait to see how this turns out.
Mutuals my beloveds below the cut :)
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tuiccim · 4 years
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The Partner Trap
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader     Word Count: 1438
Warnings: Enemies to lovers, sass
Prompt 31. Pranksters trap Person A and Person B together.
Summary: You and Bucky have an abrasive relationship at best until your teammates decide to trap you together.
A/N: This is for @adorkably​ 100 followers writing challenge! Congratulations, Angelcake! ILYSM!
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Tony had bought out the entire fair for Stark Industries and the Avengers. The fairgrounds was alight with music, laughter, and squeals of delight. The Avengers team laughed as Bucky and Clint competed at water guns. Clint proudly carried his prize around and needled Bucky as much as possible. You and Natasha danced around to the band playing. Steve told stories about Coney Island. Sam dragged everyone to the wildest rides. The entire team had a blast as you went from ride to ride together. 
The only sour note was the bickering between you and Bucky. Today, it had started when the two of you were forced to sit together on one of the rides and Bucky purposefully took the seat you wanted. It got to the point that Tony threatened to duct tape both your mouth's shut. Natasha and Clint were sent in to separate the two of you. 
As the day was coming to a close Nat dragged you to the Mirror Maze. The two of you giggle as you got lost and confused by the maze. You hear someone coming around the corner and turn with a grin expecting Natasha. However, you run into Bucky.
"Ow." You say as you slam into his broad chest. 
"Such a whiner." Bucky grouses.
"Such a jerk." You brush past him.
Suddenly, the lights in the maze turn out and you hear doors slamming. 
"What the fuck?" You say.
"Hey, you two still in the Mirror Maze." Tony's voice comes over the loud speaker. "You didn't make it out in time, so now you get to stay here until tomorrow morning. Why don't you figure out why the hell you have such a problem with each other. Good night, losers." Half the lights come back on as Tony finishes.
"Tony!" You yell. 
"I'm gonna kill you, Tony. Clint, too!" Bucky yells. 
"Why Clint?" You ask.
"He's the one that drug me in here." Bucky says.
"Nat made me come in. Those three assholes planned this." You look around at the predicament you find yourself in. Stuck in a disorienting maze with the biggest jerk on the team. "Payback's a bitch!" You yell.
"They're gone. Why are you still yelling?" Bucky snarks. 
"Because I fucking want to!" You shout.
"Why are you so annoying?" Bucky yells.
"Why are you such a jerk?" You holler back. 
"Whatever." Bucky walks away from you. 
"Yeah, go! Go find a way out." You say.
"If I do, I'm not bringing you." Bucky throws over his shoulder.
"Ditto, asshat." You wander through the maze and make your way back to the beginning. There's no way out you can find and the doors are padlocked from the outside. Turning back, you wander until you get to the end where you find Bucky. 
"It's padlocked from the outside." He says.
"Same at the front." You say, deciding to try to be civil. 
"I could try to punch through it. Metal doesn't seem too thick."
"Oh, yeah, that'll work. I mean we'll be cut to ribbons as the mirrors around us shatter, but go for it." You snark.
"Well, what do you suggest, princess?"
"Don't call me princess, geezer." You lean on one of the mirrors and cross your arms.
"You're the one that started the name calling."
"I believe you called me whiner first." You shoot back.
"Not what I meant, genius." Bucky throws out. 
"Oh my God! When are you going to get over that! I called you Mister instead of Sargeant when I met you. It was a slip of the tongue! I wasn't calling you a name." You exclaim.
"It was disrespectful." Bucky growls as he stares into you. 
"So was refusing to shake my hand." You spit.
"Well, after the looney bin comment you really expected me to?" Bucky comes toe to toe with you. 
"Is that what made you so mad?" You say in disbelief. "I didn't know you had such great love for Senator Nichols. I'm so sorry I offended you." You roll your eyes. Being a supporter of the senator gave you another reason to dislike Barnes. Senator Nichols was an egomaniac with delusions of grandeur. 
"What are you talking about?" Bucky looks at you and you see some of his snark melt into real confusion.
"Senator Nichols. I said he needed to be in the looney bin, not joining us for a party. That's why you hate me so much? Because I made a stupid comment about a senator I don't like?" You look at Bucky and watch his face move through an array of emotions. "Barnes?" You try to snap him out of his thoughts when the realization hits you and your mouth drops open. "You thought I was talking about you. You thought I meant you?"
"I, uh, yeah." Bucky says contritely.
"No wonder you hated me. I wouldn't be too keen on me either." You say, reining in a smile. 
“So, that comment really wasn’t about me?” Bucky asks. 
“I’d never met you. Why would I say something like that about you?” You ask incredulously. 
“Because I was a brainwashed Hydra assassin?” Bucky says.
“Well, I guess that’s true. Some asshat might make that comment because of that.”
“Why did you hate me so much then?” Bucky asks.
“Uh, let’s see. You refused to shake my hand, reprimanded me for calling you mister instead of sergeant, and proceeded to treat me with disdain every time I was anywhere near you. Didn't make you very likeable."
"Guilty. I, uh, I'm sorry." Bucky says while rubbing the back of his neck. 
"Thanks." You look at him for a second. "Want to start over?" He asks. 
"I don't know. I'm pretty good at hating you now. I mean I could do a dissertation on your faults." You grin at him. 
"Come on, Doll, give me a chance to prove I'm not a total jerk." Bucky holds out his hand.
You stare at it for a second before putting your hand in his and shaking. "Okay." You smile. 
Eventually, the two of you end up sitting across from each other and talking. A few hours go by as you talk, laugh, and learn about each other. You find Bucky sweet and funny. You can tell Bucky's opinion of you shifts as well. 
"You're shivering, Doll." Bucky notices.
"It's a little cold." You flash a smile.
"Come sit with me. I'll keep you warm." Bucky grins. You move next to him and cuddle into his side as he wraps an arm around you. "That's better, right?"
"Yeah, thanks." You look into Bucky's eyes. He stares at you and then his gaze drops down to your lips for just a second. You lift your chin and his lips brush against yours lightly. 
"Is this okay?" Bucky asks after he pulls back.
"No." You say and reach up to cup his jaw. "I want more." You smile as his lips descend on yours more firmly and his tongue finds its way into your mouth. 
Abruptly, the rest of the lights come up and Tony's voice comes over the speaker again. "Okay, you two, that's enough. Break it up. Time to go. You didn't really think I was going to keep you here all night?"
"Still gonna kill you, Tony!" You say as the exit door opens revealing a grinning Natasha and Clint.
"Hey guys. Have fun?" Clint laughs.
Bucky smiles at Clint and then takes off in a chase.
"Won't take Bucky long to catch Clint. Hopefully, he doesn't actually kill-OW!" Nat cuts off when you punch her in the arm. 
"Really? You lock us in together?" You seeth.
"Yeah. Did you finally figure out why he hates you?" Nat asks.
"Yeah. He overheard the looney bin comment I made at the party." 
"Oh, crap. Did you apologize?"
"For what? I was referring to Senator Nichols with that comment." You smirk.
"No, you weren't. You… you lied to Bucky?" Nat furrows her brow. 
"Better than grovelling." You shrug.
"You have to tell him the truth. Apologize." Nat says.
"No. We're in a good place now. He and I can finally be friends. And more." You grin devilishly. "And you won't tell him either."
"What's to stop me?" Nat says.
You simply raise an eyebrow at her. 
Nat's eyes widen, "Fine." She says as she stalks away. 
A few minutes later, Bucky reappears, "Clint will think twice before pulling a stunt like that again."
"So will Nat." You laugh. "Ready to head home and maybe we can continue our discussion there?"
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"Sounds good, Doll." Bucky says as he wraps an arm around your waist.
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kiyo-yoon · 4 years
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Hes already bored of watching everyone fawn over valentines day so he's probably spent all his time listening to music. Yamaguchi has been oddly quiet all day and anytime he speaks, he won't shut up about the event. He thinks a quiet Yamaguchi is an annoying Yamaguchi and eventually breaks when they're walking home after practice.
"Why do you look so depressed?"
"Umm...I'm not, it's just...Daichi and Suga were really affectionate weren't they?"
"Well they are boyfriends and its valentines day. Are you blaming them or something?"
"What? No! No! No! No! It's just...we're boyfriends and...we don't really do that...umm, but I'm not trying to hint that we do more stuff, just pointing out and observing! Ahh! But not in the creepy way! Just th-umm?"
Yamaguchis rambling would be interrupted by Tsukkishima suddenly placing his headphones on him. He would get to listen to some metal band playing for two seconds before the blonde would lean over and kiss him.
"Valentines is about love isnt it? I love music so...so take what I love. Here, J-just listen and shut up..."
And he would walk away with a blush on his face, but never allow Yamaguchi to see it! Meanwhile, Yamaguchi is literally dying on the spot, face red and hands shaking and lips tingling. Plus he's got to listen through Tsukkis headphones which is a bonus!
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All day, he's been watching couples get together and give each other gifts and cards and even kisses. During breaks between classes, he cant help but point out a new couple that's gotten together, or even someone who's been kissed or hugged...
They had a short practice of volleyball today, but he couldn't even concentrate because he's been busy admiring Suga and Daichis affectionate teasing and behaviour. He's totally jealous, but doesn't show it and as a result, realises that his own boyfriend has actually forgot what day it is. They all leave Asahi and Noya to lock up and on the way home, Tsukki finally breaks and asks him what's up.
He explains and then totally freaks out when Tsukki thinks hes not happy for Suga and Daichi. His freaking out disappears when Tsukki gives him headphones and a kiss and...that's enough for him, really.
"I can't believe Tsukki just-oh my g-!"
"What did you say? Something wrong?"
"No! Sorry Tsukki!"
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Considering that they're already a couple, Daichi plans out the perfect day for them. His parents are away on holiday for a week, so he's pretty keen to get Suga at his house. He's been admittedly more lovey dovey than usual and after giving Asahi a pep talk for later, he takes Suga out of practice and out to town. He takes him to a cake shop where they would have cake and whilst he's ordering, Sugas waiting at the table.
Daichi is totally known for his jealous nature and when he returns to the table and spots some drunk delinquent high schooler, with an arm draped around Suga, he politely tells the guy to...go away.
And of course when he doesnt, Daichi would provoke him until the delinquent ends up trying to start a fight. The cake shop owner ends up kicking all three of them out and Daichi storms away in a mood because everything's been ruined until Suga stops him and grabs him into a hug.
"Sorry...I guess I just wanted today to be...perfect..."
And after a bit of reassurance from Suga, a cheeky innuendo, they end up sharing a smooch and head back to Daichis.
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Suga would be the type to constantly tease Daichi for not getting everything right, it's in his nature to be cheeky. He succeeds in making Daichi blush when he lies and says he's upset for not getting flowers. Where's his kiss and hug? He didn't even get him a card? Heartbroken...
Still, Its cute that Daichi is dedicated anyways. Suga would probably be the type to leave a longing kiss, enough for Daichi to remember long in class. He's been listening to his boyfriend mumble their plans to himself and he's totally flustered with that because that's just adorable.
At the end of practice, they walk towards a cake shop, hands joined together and Suga sits down at a booth whilst he's waiting for Daichi to come back with cake. Suddenly theres a weight on his shoulder and he realises it's a teenager, maybe his age? And...yep, definitely drunk and now rambling about anything and everything.
After a few attempts of trying to get this guys arm off him, the guy is refusing to budge and Daichi is standing there and then the pair start arguing and before they know it, the owner of the shop has kicked them all out. Suga ends up chasing Daichi down the street when he storms away in a huff.
"Oi wait up! Daichi! Oi!"
Daichi rambles on about how he wanted today to go perfectly and then Suga pulls him and hugs him again.
"Today was more than perfect. You were pretty perfect too"
Suga would bring his face down for a kiss and then squeeze Daichis hands and grin and hint that they should probably go back to his place because Daichis parents arent in and the rest is up to them.
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All day today, his new boyfriend of one week, Kageyama has been in some sort of weird mood. It's their first valentines together, so Hinata had done some research and bought Kageyama chocolates. Unfortunately for Hinata, he didnt know Kageyama is...allergic to nuts and therefore couldn't eat it.
Practice was short that day so Kageyama decided to use the special date as...their official first date together. Hinata is still wondering why the heck his boyfriend is in a bad mood until he spots an arcade poster and teases Kageyama that he would beat him in all the games.
Challenge accepted.
They head to the arcade and after constant arguing about the other somehow cheating, they go to the coin slot machine because...its impossible to cheat on that game. Hinata spots an adorable keychain of a nose with kawaii eyes and tries his best to get it. He fails, watches Kageyama get it and when Kageyama does, Hinata has to scream at him that the keychain is not ugly, it's cute!
On their way home, Hinata is about to split ways from Kageyama when Kageyama gets all sad and moody.
"I'm not just saying it though! I'm serious!"
"Really?"
Hinata would nod with a smile.
"This is my favourite day with you!"
Kageyama would surprise him by tossing the nose keychain over and after listening to Kageyama have some sort of weird battle with himself, Hinata would try something they've never done before.
Kiss...
Except...they've never done it, Hinata doesnt know how to and he's too short to reach Kageyama. Kageyama leans down because Hinata is making some weird face and Hinata pushes himself up on his toes and kisses Kageyama on the cheek.
The lips are too far for their early stage relationship right now.
But his face turns scarlet and he cycles away home and turns around and laughs when he sees Kageyama wobble in his steps. Not bad for a first valentines.
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So as soon as he wakes up, Kageyama NEEDS to plan out today since he and Hinata just got together last week. Only problem is...he's utterly clueless. What's he supposed to get Hinata? Flowers? Chocolates? Those are normal...if you're a girl.
Still, he's unsure but decides to just let today go with the flow. At school, Hinatas been commenting on his 'scary' face which, rude, it's the face he was born with. Hinata tries to give him chocolates but...hes allergic to those specific ones..oops.
He's still pretty much clueless, decides at the last minute that maybe he should do extra volleyball practice because Hinata likes that, only for Nishinoya to explain that he and Asahi are locking up instead. They havent been on a date yet so...maybe a date would be pretty good for today?
So on their walk after school, thankfully Hinata finds something for them to do! He finds a poster for a new arcade that's opened and he literally just called him a loser...
Challenge accepted!
Hinata somehow wins the air hockey game three times in a row, cheating obviously, until they both settle on a coin slot game. No way Hinata could cheat on that...
He doesn't, but now Hinata has a new motive and that's to get the most ugliest nose keychain in the world...it even has kawaii eyes on it, as if that'll make it look cute.
In the end, Hinata doesn't win the keychain, but he does instead. He keeps it for a while because...is he supposed to give it to him right now? Later?
They end up walking to a certain path that they'll split ways when Kageyama finally decides to hand over the ugly stupid keychain that makes Hinata smile so much.
"Yeah, just keep it, or throw it away, or keep it..."
And then Hinata would surprise him by making some sort of...weird face by widening his eyes and suddenly theres lips on his cheek and...wow, they technically just kinda kissed in some sort of weird way...
Before he knows it, Hinatas cycled away and he needs to walk home and...wow, his legs are so wobbly right now.
Thank God Hinata can't see his embarrassing smile right now.
Hopefully valentines will be the same next year.
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She's not really bothered about valentines to be honest. She's just getting right into her studies and managing the volleyball team etc...
During school, she spots several couples acting all loved up because of the day and...well, she just passes by. She's not one for poking around in anyones personal business, even if it is just something silly like receiving a box of chocolates.
Her only thought right now is...why is she the manager of a ridiculous childish volleyball team?
Because it certainly looks like Tanaka is proposing to Nishinoya and the libero is hiding some sort of letter behind his back. Oh. Tanaka is using his girl voice...isnt it usually the guy who proposes?
Still, she cant help but let out an adorable giggle which attracts Tanakas attention and suddenly, he's bounding over towards her with his face flushed red. He shouts her name loudly, once exactly and then suddenly retracts and spins around and sprints out the hallway.
What...just happened?
Later, at practice, Kiyoko ends up getting a call from her mum, warning her that it's still quite dark at night so she was to be careful.
Tanaka, being the loud person with a heightened sense of hearing, decides to shout and declare that he'll walk her home and...well, maybe a bit of company would be nice?
Maybe she should put Tanaka out of his misery already...
Nah, she's way too playful like that.
"Maybe...maybe you can walk me home?"
And Tanaka? Well, he does his usual adorable cheer that he does and they're on their way! She refuses to let him hold her bag though, shes self independent that way.
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Its decided as soon as the clock struck midnight and its valentines, but he decides that he wants to make today a day that Kiyoko will remember!
Obviously he'll get the bro advice from Nishinoya since he has also asked for some advice. So, he ends up heading to school, bumps into Nishinoya who is...screaming about a letter that was posted through his door that morning and Tanaka can only snort at the original poem that's been written inside.
He advises his bro that he should totally just let it play out, be all romantic and even does a simple drama performance for him to follow. And then...Kiyoko is standing there looking perfect as per usual and she blinks twice and suddenly, his feet have left the floor, ready to shout for Kiyoko to hear his confession!
Wait
Hes supposed to be all suave and romantic, especially on the most romantic day of the year. So he stops, clears his throat and spins around and sprints out of there, embarrassed! He was totally NOT cool!
Later at practice, he hears Kiyoko mention that they'll be finishing up soon and then answers her phone. Tanaka just so happens to be standing nearby and hears Kiyokos mother mention how dangerous the streets are because it's still quite dark. This could be his chance!
He could totally walk her home, right? At least occupy her?
"Oi! Kiyoko! I can walk you home if you want!"
For a second, it seems like shes gonna just ignore him again, but then she gives him the most adorable tiny smile ever and nods ever so slightly.
"Maybe...maybe you can walk me home?"
Then hes ready to run away because Kiyoko ignoring him is pretty hot but-hang on, she just said...
Yes!
"Spending valentines with Kiyoko!"
She smiles again and he notices her bag and holds a hand out.
"I'll carry your bag!"
"No thanks"
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Where to begin?
Asahi ends up having a nightmare of a valentines! Hes spent every single day of being in Nishinoyas presence, debating whether he should confess to him or not. He ends up asking for Asahi and Sugas advice over the phone for several nights before he finally comes up with the idea.
A letter? That's pretty basic and even Nishinoya should understand the concept behind that. So he wrote one out, maybe the original poem was too much but he had too many things to say and a poem sounds like it should be enough to express his feelings.
He slides it into Nishinoyas foot locker and sprints away before the said boy comes in and catches him. Now he just needs to wait.
So naturally, in class, he cant concentrate. He cant focus on any of his schoolwork and Suga ends up flicking him on the back of the head with a rubber during class because he can literally see Asahi shaking that much...
Why did he ask Nishinoya to stay behind after practice again? Why did he write that? Nishinoya probably wants a different valentines. What if he rejects him? What if he decides that he just...oh god. What if he quits the team? Never speaks to him again? Could he be reading all of Noyas signals wrong?
Something hard hits the back of his head again and he turns around and theres Suga again with his criticising look. The teacher yells and he turns back around with an apology. How embarrassing.
Later, at practice, he's ready to freak out again because Kageyama asks Nishinoya if he and Hinata could lock up. They'd recently become a couple...what if Noya said yes? Asahi wouldnt be able to give his confession...
Thankfully, Noya says no with an apology and then a short explanation that he and Asahi would do it instead. Then Daichi is running over and patting Asahi on the back with a calm 'Try not to freak out. Dont worry, just worry about Suga if you do end up chickening out' and then hes away again!
When it's just the two of them, they clean up together, quietly until Nishinoya finally pulls out the letter from his bag and looks up at Asahi.
"This letter..."
And of course...he freaks out.
"Umm! Oh! It's just...you dont have to read it, well even though it looks like you already have, but it's not worth reading, I suppose you could just look at it as a joke if you want to, but even though it's real...I'm sorry if it wasted your time!"
And to his surprise, Nishinoya only laughs and wiggles the letter in his hand.
"It didn't waste my time, but...are you serious? About your feelings...about you liking me since I was a first year?"
"Mhmm! Of course! I just...sorry, that probably sounded creepy!"
"Eh? No! No of course not!"
"But it's the truth! I'm completely honest! You...you're the best person to have ever come into my life so...so please hear my confession! I...I love you Noya!"
He's pretty sure he hears Noya chuckle for a bit and he wishes he could see him, but suddenly tears are building in his eyes and the thought of rejection from Nishinoya of all people is enough to make him cry.
His body is suddenly falling forwards, Noya is falling backwards because hes grabbed onto him but Asahi is fast, so he loops his arms around Noya and straightens them up so they're standing. Noya grins and then pushes forwards for a hug and presses his forehead against Asahis forehead, his blonde fringe pushing against the aces headband. Asahi can only sigh in relief because thank god...he couldn't imagine going on in life if this turned out differently.
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He's never really thought about valentines to be honest. He's always had one person in mind and he's pretty sure that's rude to try and confess to your upperclassmen. Sure he plays along with Tanaka to protect Kiyoko, but its more of a...let's protect the girl because guys are creepy predators kinda thing...
Anyways, he heads to school like a normal day, changes shoes and...is that a letter?
It totally is!
Someone just...this is definitely Asahis handwriting! This was a dream, right? If so, please dont wake him up!
He reads the inside, smiles at the cute poem and when he realises theres a message asking to stay behind after practice so they could talk, he fist pumps the air and rushes to find Tanaka.
He shows him the letter, asks for advice and all Tanaka does is simply tell him to let the day play it out, just like a volleyball game. He even gets down on one knee and pretends to propose, as if that'll happen today.
Still, he keeps it in mind, not for...future reasons...
He watches Tanaka sprint over to Kiyoko within seconds and then run away and remembers that he and Tanaka were on the phone last night. The future ace had declared that he wanted valentines to go perfectly for Kiyoko, so he would act like the perfect gentleman!
Still, he waves to Kiyoko and heads to class.
The rest of the day, he doesnt see Asahi which isnt much of a surprise since they're in different years. He has caught sight of Suga and Daichi kissing at some point and frowns.
If he and Asahi were to get together, there would surely be a lot of looks. People already mistook him as an elementary kid and Asahi as a grown man who is also apparently a delinquent. But hey, when was he to care about looks?
He looks away from Suga and Daichi in the distance and lightly pats his burning cheeks twice before shaking his head. He liked Asahi, no, he loved Asahi! He'd admired the man from day one!
So when it comes to the end of practice which is cut fairly short, he has to quickly explain to Kageyama that he and Asahi would be locking up instead. Kageyama looks slightly annoyed but hey, he always looks like that. He ends up showing Asahi the letter and of course, the big ball of anxiety starts to flip.
But in the end, Asahi confesses properly...reveals that he's liked Noya from day one and...
"I love you too you big baby! Oi! Why are you crying?! I accepted your confession! Baka!"
And then he lunges forwards to try and grab Asahi into a hug but they end up staggering for a bit and...god, he wishes Asahi would just stop crying! He does though, and they hug and Noya really wants to kiss him right now, but hes pretty sure the ace would faint if he did it right now. So he settles for a forehead touch, just so he can reassure Asahi that he's there and...he's not planning on going away anytime soon.
He's there, he's not disappearing and even when Asahi graduates, he knows they'll still be together, no matter what obstacle they face.
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crazycrackersworld · 2 years
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I slept for about an hour and a half and then I woke up and I've been completely wide awake since now it's quarter after 2:00 in the morning and I'm still wide awake. And my head is still buzzing with the voices and it's still full of darkness, but I figured out why.
December 13th which is tomorrow Monday whatever, is Preston's birthday, and I'm guessing some consciously that's been weighing on my head for at least a few days. Has an empty hole I just don't know how to fill it, and I I don't have the courage to reach out to him or any of them and it bothers me because there is very little I am afraid of lately.
And her, what can I say about her? She frustrates me, she makes me mad, she pisses me off, yet I still care and I still worry yet often I wonder why.
I really am doing my best to just be a friend, the best friend she could ever have, but a friend nonetheless. And yes there's a part of me, a very big part of me, that does want more than friendship but I'm pushing that part down as far as I can try not to listen to what he has to say.
I was lucky, oh so lucky, when she came into my life 4 years ago. And I don't think she realizes or maybe will ever realize just how responsible she is for me making it through that particular November and December, because I didn't want to be around anymore. But Sue, oh Sue....... She playing and simply saved my life she gave me something to cling to in the darkness and she gave me a reason to open my eyes in the morning, and I will always be thankful and grateful for that, because without it I'm serious and I'm honest when I say probably wouldn't have made it through that December.
And because she saved my life I owe her a life debt, and for me a life that doesn't end when I save that other person's life as if they were to cancel each other out, I don't live that way. I have a life debt with someone it lasts for life, that's just how I'm built.
I told her no matter what happens no matter what road we walk down no matter where life takes us I don't want to lose her completely out of my life ever again. And if the only way to keep her in my life is to be her friend, then eventually I will learn to live with that.
And I told her that and I also told her that I would never let her down again like I did the other day, and I meant it. But if we are only ever going to be just friends and we are going to stay in each other's lives she has to realize that I'm I'm still always going to be honest even when it comes to her seeing her dating someone else me seeing someone else that doesn't matter I'll always be honest it will never lie. And I won't do it everyday but as long as it's true every once in awhile I'm going to tell her I love her.
So hopefully I can fall asleep here soon cuz that'll have me end up having about 5 hours of sleep and I can function on that.
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Rio & Buster
Rio: I've gone home Rio: Can you go back to your 'rents tonight please Rio: Need some 1 on 1 with Indie, will explain when everything's less hectic Buster: Alright Buster: Are you both okay though? Rio: Will be Buster: Anything I can do other than fuck off? Rio: Not right now Buster: Okay Buster: I'll see you tomorrow then? Rio: Yea Rio: Probably, I'll let you know Buster: Probably Buster: Come on Rio: What? Rio: I'm not sure yet Buster: Am I at least gonna get to see you before I go or are you not sure about the day after either Rio: Yes of course Rio: I'll come see you Buster: Well, I'll see you then Buster: Do what you've gotta do Rio: Yeah Rio: talk later Rio: love you Buster: I love you too Rio: [Next day, late lbr] Rio: How's the hangover? Buster: You know I don't get hangovers, babe Buster: Not a fucking amateur Rio: Hmm Rio: Okay, babe Rio: well my head hurts Buster: I've been to the gym, hung out with a half dead Nance and got my school work done so yeah Buster: Like I said Buster: Poor baby Buster: How's Indie? Rio: Such a twat Rio: She's still asleep, it took a while Rio: but Rio: I don't know Rio: really Buster: You love how hardworking I am, don't lie Buster: Do you want me to come get the dog it's gonna need walking, yeah? Rio: No need to rub it in Rio: Yeah, please Rio: I should be here when she wakes up Buster: Anything else you need like coffee or food? Rio: That's okay, baby Rio: How much do you know then, how much did I say Rio: it's all a bit of a blur Buster: Literally nothing Buster: I wasn't even sure if you were gonna say you loved me, like Buster: It was all business Rio: I did though, didn't I Rio: I'm surprised it hasn't got 'round yet Rio: your ma'll be celebrating again today, like Rio: Drew's back inside, he got arrested yesterday Buster: Yeah you did. Thank fuck otherwise I'd have been even more worried Buster: I'm sure my mum knows but I ain't seen her Buster: He must've been carrying so much shit, damn Buster: I can't say I'm not glad Buster: It couldn't happen to a more deserving bloke Rio: Well, I know Meena was going to tell Ro last night so yeah Rio: that'll be fun right now Rio: was last night Rio: sorry you were worried, it got intense there wasn't really time to explain all this then, like Buster: Shit, maybe I should head around there at some point too then Buster: Or offer to drive Nance if she wants to Buster: Don't worry about me, babe, I was well drunk there wasn't a lot of time of me being awake worried after we spoke Buster: Still time to miss you though, obviously Rio: Rather you than me Rio: it's such a mess Buster: What's new, like Rio: Hopefully he was smart enough to keep his stash under the 13 thou mark Rio: it depends if they then got a warrant for his car or house though 'cos they keep so much shit at his 'cos he's fucking replaceable Rio: I've been looking and he could get like 14 years if he's unlucky Rio: a year is his best at this point so Rio: any chance he had of seeing Astrid now is put back 'til then, if ever Buster: He's been in the game long enough that luck shouldn't come into it Buster: Regardless, the cunt's now got an excuse for why he can't see her, he'll love that Rio: I guess so Buster: He's a lot of things but he ain't that stupid, not about that at any rate Buster: There's a reason he always gets out so he can go back Buster: Jammy prick Rio: You could've got along in another life, like Buster: Fuck that Rio: I feel sick Buster: Baby Buster: I'm on my way Rio: It's going to be bad Rio: I've got to tell Edie, no one else will think to Buster: If you want me to do it I will Rio: Yeah Rio: What are you even going to say Buster: I'll figure it out Buster: The truth basically Buster: It's more about what she wants to say anyway Rio: If anything Buster: Yeah Buster: Exactly Buster: That's why I'm offering, you already don't feel well Rio: It should come from one of us though Rio: no, I'll do it Buster: What if Indie wakes up? Buster: How are you gonna juggle both of them? Rio: I'll do it Rio: I can Buster: Let me help you Buster: I can Buster: Whatever it is you need Rio: You can't fix this Rio: none of us can, like Buster: I know Buster: But that don't mean I can't make it easier for you if only in little bullshit ways Buster: Like sitting with you while you message Edie and making you tea or whatever Buster: We're a team Buster: So tell me what you want me to do Rio: I don't know Rio: okay Buster: Rio Buster: It is okay Rio: No it's not Rio: it's so far from being fucking okay, jesus Buster: I mean, it's okay not to have all the fucking answers Rio: Well again Rio: no it ain't so Buster: You can't fix this either, you know Buster: So yeah, it is Rio: I know but that doesn't make it okay Buster: It makes it shit but shit that you'll handle anyway Buster: You always do Rio: Yeah Rio: tell me something I don't know Buster: I can't Buster: You're a know-it-all, remember Rio: Shut up Rio: this is serious Buster: I'm serious Buster: You can do this Rio: Stop being nice Rio: Go away Buster: No Buster: I don't want to and you don't want me to Rio: I know I don't want to do this right now Buster: What do you want then? Buster: Tell me Rio: Oh my God Rio: I don't know Rio: to be unconcious again Buster: So go back to bed Buster: I have a key I can get the dog without waking you up Rio: No, I have things to do Rio: it's irrelevant what I want right now Buster: No it isn't Buster: A few more hours aren't gonna make a difference to Edie, who else is she gonna hear it from, she ain't here Rio: Yes it is Rio: No more being selfish Buster: Fuck's sake Buster: What good is you playing the martyr gonna do anyone? Buster: All its gonna do is run you into the ground Rio: What good has come from me ignorning my responsibilities and doing whatever I want? Rio: None Buster: You ain't on both counts Buster: And taking care of yourself is a responsibility too Rio: Well it's low down on the fucking list Rio: and I'm fine Buster: Bullshit Buster: Lie to yourself if you want, don't lie to me Rio: Get off my back Buster: It's one thing not to give a shit about yourself but you can't tell me not to care Buster: It's not happening Rio: I have no energy for this right now Rio: do what you want Buster: Then stop fighting me Buster: I'm on your side Buster: Jesus Rio: Whatever Buster: Don't Buster: Just actually fucking don't Rio: What now Buster: You're so infuriating Buster: Fucking hell Rio: I ain't sorry Rio: so leave Buster: Fuck you Buster: Why do you always have to do this? Rio: That's just how it is Buster: No it isn't Buster: It's not me or them, trading one responsibility for the fucking other Buster: Selfish or selfless Rio: What do you want right now, seriously Buster: I want you, you idiot Buster: Stop shutting me out Rio: Don't call me an idiot, fuck off Buster: Stop being one Buster: Do you know how many times you've said whatever or told me to leave Buster: I love you Buster: You know that Rio: Why won't you listen Rio: I need to be alone Buster: Then go Buster: I'm not doing it for you Buster: So you can say I turned my fucking back when everything was this fucked Rio: Fine Buster: Christ Rio: This isn't about you, as much as it isn't about me Buster: Yeah it is Buster: 'Cause you think it's a choice Buster: No more, being selfish, yeah? So fuck me Rio: I have to prioritise right now Buster: Fine, go back to being what they need you to be Buster: Put your life on hold, again Buster: Nice to know that your priority ain't me, babe Buster: Cheers Rio: What else can I do? They need it, end of Rio: how do you expect to be right now, there's so many bigger problems Buster: Fuck you Buster: I would literally die for you Buster: And I'm not important Buster: And that's not even the worst thing, it's that you still think it's me or them like I'm not part of this Rio: I can't do this right now Rio: I'm sorry Buster: Yeah Buster: You will be Buster: You and me both Rio: You're not getting the point Buster: Then make it Buster: What are you trying to say? Rio: I'm just trying to keep them alive Rio: okay Rio: that's all I'm trying to do Buster: And all I'm trying to do is make sure you know you don't have to do that without me Buster: I'll always help you Rio: Not now Rio: I've ruined it Buster: Stop trying to give up Buster: I'm right here Rio: I'm not I'm Rio: I don't know, I'm just trying to do the right thing Buster: Me and you Buster: That's the right thing for me Buster: If its not that for you there's nothing else I can say Rio: Don't Rio: that's not what I'm saying Buster: Then what? Buster: If you love me that's all I need from you right now Buster: I'm not asking for anything else Rio: Of course I do Rio: what's the right thing for them Rio: everyone else Rio: that's what I want to know Buster: You can't answer that, they have to Buster: And if they don't know, then what you're gonna wait around until they do? Buster: Why doesn't it matter what you want? Rio: Why is no one here Rio: she's a kid, Edie's a kid Rio: I'm a fucking kid Rio: there should be an adult here doing the right thing for them but there ain't so who else if not me Buster: Call your mum, your dad, Meena Buster: It's not your job Buster: Jesus call my mum even Rio: She won't talk to them Rio: she said it herself, not like she does to me Buster: Then tell them yourself what she told you Buster: She won't like it but I don't fucking like what this is doing to you, okay? Rio: I'm sorry Rio: I really am Rio: you have no idea how much Buster: Rio, come on Buster: Please Buster: You wanna do the right thing, there it is Buster: Tell someone Rio: Are you sure? Buster: I'm sure that you can't do this on your own Buster: That you shouldn't have to Rio: I know Rio: I'm a failure Buster: Fuck that Buster: That's not what I'm saying or what I meant Rio: It's the truth though Rio: everyone's counting on me from both sides Rio: they're all gonna be let down 'cos I can't handle this one thing Buster: It's bullshit Buster: That's why you can't handle it, there's too much pressure Buster: It shouldn't all be on your shoulders Buster: It doesn't fucking have to be Rio: Don't make me right now Rio: I want to talk to her first Rio: but I don't want to wake her Rio: can you come here Buster: I won't make you ever Buster: Not that cunt, babe Buster: 'Course, I meant when I said I was on my way, I just had to drop Nance off at Ro's first Rio: I'm sorry Rio: i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry Buster: Baby Buster: Just breathe Buster: That's all I want Rio: Don't leave me Buster: Never Rio: I love you don't ever think I don't Buster: I know Buster: It's okay Rio: It isn't Rio: I keep getting this all wrong Rio: I was so mean to Indie Buster: You're allowed to make mistakes Buster: It's a headfuck Rio: but I don't want to Rio: there's enough already without me adding Buster: Nobody wants to, babe Buster: We're all just trying Rio: I know Rio: it just doesn't feel good enough Rio: does it Buster: No Buster: But you're good enough, you know that, yeah? Rio: Ha Buster: I'm serious Buster: You're so good, Rio Rio: I don't feel it Rio: but I'm trying, like you said Buster: I love you so much Rio: I love you Rio: you know how important you are to me don't you Buster: Yeah Buster: I was just wound up Buster: I'm sorry Rio: Don't be Rio: You didn't do anything wrong, seriously Rio: You were literally trying to be so helpful Rio: I'm just Rio: I don't know, it's always bad when he goes away and it just got longer every time Buster: I still want to help you Buster: I will Buster: Indie too if she lets me, us in the flat ain't been the worst time of my life, like Rio: She will Rio: she ain't as stubborn Buster: For real what are we doing about Edie? Buster: She can't be that far away if your brothers saw her Rio: I don't think she is Rio: I'm sure I saw Kai out the other night but then he was gone Rio: she wouldn't be without him Rio: I don't know what would bring her back Rio: like, this might or it could to the opposite Rio: you can't predict her, never have been able to Buster: Should we go looking? Buster: Not now but Rio: She might talk to you Rio: or be riled enough she wanna fight me, I don't care Buster: I'll take either Buster: Not like I'm gonna let her hurt you Rio: I just wish there was a reason Rio: why she's got to be gone Rio: 'cos then it could be fixed or Buster: I'm sure there is but she ain't gonna tell either of us Rio: I don't think she knows herself Rio: not really Rio: because I've thought of it every which way Buster: She probably don't Buster: I never used to know why I was so angry when I was a kid Rio: Yeah, exactly Rio: like looking back on it you can think well it was x, y and z but sometimes at the time you just know you gotta, there ain't no other way to be Buster: Yeah Buster: Jesus, sometimes still I get so angry so quick Rio: Yeah Rio: Some shit is DNA, no matter how we try and fight it Rio: but I don't wanna do her like that Buster: I know Buster: Like how Indie thinks being a stoner is in hers Buster: It's fucked Rio: Yeah Rio: Maybe it is, I don't know Rio: there's some fucked shit that keeps repeating itself in this family Rio: and you have to hope we're not choosing it, yeah Buster: Seriously Buster: On the bright side I can take my lack of hangover from how much my mum and dad can both put away themselves, like Rio: It's definitely something Buster: Fucking traffic Buster: Damn tourists Rio: Yeah, you're brave trying to do literally anything Buster: You know I'd do anything for you Rio: Baby Buster: I've missed you Rio: I've missed you too Rio: when she was finally asleep and I wasn't I just kept wishing you were here Buster: You should've called me, baby Rio: I know Rio: I didn't want to risk waking her, and I would've been even worse than I was Buster: I'd take the risk on both counts Buster: I always want to talk to you Rio: Why are you so nice to me Buster: 'Cause you've earned it so many times over Buster: You know you have Rio: Not today Buster: Right now Rio: I'm glad you love me even if I don't deserve it Buster: You haven't done anything to make you undeserving Buster: Ever Rio: I'll make it up to you Buster: You don't have to, but that doesn't mean I don't want you to Rio: I will Rio: you won't be worried on this ever again Buster: I believe you Rio: Good Rio: I mean it Rio: I can't lose you, I can't do it again Buster: You won't Buster: Look at your hand, babe Buster: For fucking ever, yeah? Rio: For fucking ever Buster: Remember that Rio: I will Rio: I do, I promise Rio: I was just scared, but not of you and this Rio: but everything else and the possibility of it threatening us and how happy we've been Buster: And I promise I get that, I do Buster: I get scared too Buster: Not of this, but the Chlo thing Rio: Yeah, she must be getting big Buster: Thank fuck I don't have to see her in school now Buster: Just him Rio: Seriously, that'd be such a distraction Rio: not a good one Rio: he's unbearable enough Buster: Exactly Buster: Last time I did see her there, Christ Rio: That bad? Rio: I can imagine Rio: such a headfuck Buster: I didn't know if I was gonna be sick, cry or hit something Buster: Most likely him again, so good thing I didn't opt for that one Rio: Only so many times 'fore he starts to take it personal, like Rio: it's shit Rio: really shit Rio: the fact there's no retribution for doing something like that to someone Rio: no one's calling her out Buster: Let's not talk about her anymore Buster: I'm nearly there now Buster: Keep the headfuck to the most current one, like Rio: Okay baby Rio: Easy enough Rio: much as I'd like to pretend none of 'em exist Rio: nothing but you Buster: I feel that Buster: This wasn't how I imagined this weekend playing out Buster: St Paddy's was so good before the Drew news Rio: I know, me either Rio: Sod's law Rio: We all knew it was coming but couldn't wait 'til you were gone again, like Rio: no, fine Buster: I'm glad I'm here for you though Buster: Like not only on the end of a phone Buster: And you still have your iconic outfit if I start to forget how fucking good you looked in it Rio: Sadly I had to take it off Rio: even in my state, there was no sleeping in that like it's that comfy Buster: I'll take a moment to think about that Buster: Don't mind me Rio: Weren't looking bad yourself Rio: too good, like, not just Indie looking at you like 😍 Buster: Unfortunately I can't promise the same for right now Buster: [Sends a selfie to show he's got joggers on and is casual af] Buster: Dog walking attire Rio: No you're good Rio: like, put a leash on me too good 🤤 Buster: Fuck Rio: My sentiments exactly Rio: well, more or less Rio: might add a 'me' at the end there Buster: Jesus, babe Buster: You turned me on so much like 0-100 Rio: You should never be at 0 Rio: just wrong Buster: Okay not 0 Buster: like 25-100 Rio: You're just that hot Buster: You're just gonna have to fuck me before I walk this dog Rio: Oh dear Rio: well, we all got our chores, yeah 😋 Buster: If that's how you feel, I'll handle it myself Buster: Been at a standstill long enough, like Rio: No 😧 Buster: Give the tourists something to see Rio: 😩 Rio: Now I'm conflicted Rio: maybe I do want that Buster: I'm not. I want you Rio: How do you want me, tell me Buster: On the stairs Rio: Shit Buster: Gotta be considerate and not wake Indie up, after all Rio: Of course Rio: The neighbours should really be awake at this time right Buster: If they ain't they will be soon Rio: I'm already trying not to make noise for you so Buster: Yeah? Rio: Yes daddy Rio: it's hard though Buster: It really is Rio: Fuck Rio: can I see Rio: please Buster: [sends pics thank god the traffic is murder so he don't die] Rio: mmm Buster: Anything you wanna show me or are you a surprise? Rio: You can see whatever you want, whenever you want, you know that Rio: it's all yours Buster: You are Rio: [Pics] Rio: I really am Buster: God Buster: You're making me moan already Rio: You make the prettjest noises baby boy Buster: They're all for you Buster: I don't wanna make them until you can hear them Rio: Try to be good Rio: you can be bad when you get here Buster: Okay baby Rio: I'm being very good Rio: even though I could be bad, 'cos you're not here yet Buster: 'Course you are Buster: You're an angel Rio: Your angel Buster: All mine Rio: It hurts being good Rio: will you make it all better Buster: You know it Buster: I'll make you feel so good Buster: So soon Rio: I need kisses, daddy Buster: You can have as many as you want Buster: Anywhere you want Rio: my special place too? Rio: that's where i need you most Buster: I know Rio: but I need your big dick inside me more, I can't stop looking at the picture Rio: gonna ride your lap so fucking hard Buster: Yeah you will Buster: 'Cause you always know exactly what I need Rio: 'cos I'm your little girl, daddy takes care of me but I take care of him too Rio: and I know you wanna make me keep eye contact with you on your lap to see how every thrust has me closer to tears Buster: I want you so bad right now just the thought of that is making it impossible to drive Rio: I'm sorry Rio: be careful Buster: Don't be sorry Buster: You're perfect Rio: I just didn't get enough of you yesterday, I wasn't done letting everyone know you're mine Buster: Me either Buster: But I'll leave enough marks for them to still see when I'm gone Rio: I feel so pretty and loved covered in your bruises Buster: Good 'cause you are Rio: Almost as pretty and loved as I feel covered in your cum Rio: but that's just for you to see Buster: You're so fucking beautiful that if I let myself think about for too long I'd cum now here in this car Rio: I'll make you cum there if you want daddy Rio: I promise I don't mind making you hard all over again when you get here Buster: You can't you've got things to do Buster: So have I Rio: 😞 Rio: I know Buster: I can wait, you're so worth that Buster: And I really am only a few streets away Buster: If I kill some pedestrians I'll be there, like Rio: 😏 Rio: Bad Buster: I just need you Rio: I know, you're throbbing too huh Buster: Yeah Buster: I ache so much for you Rio: Imagine how much relief you're gonna feel when you cum deep inside my tight little cunt Buster: Oh fuck Buster: I better not imagine it Rio: I'll imagine for the both of us Rio: then we're going to go out, and I'm gonna be walking 'round so innocent like I've not got your load leaking out of me with my own Rio: running down my thighs Buster: Baby Buster: You're killing me Rio: it's my favourite though, people think they know Rio: but no one knows how dirty i get for you, all the things i let you do Buster: You're my favourite Buster: Everything about you Rio: I know Rio: that's why you own me Buster: I know I said I'd try to be good but you've got me making noise again Rio: I don't really want you to Rio: be bad and noisy for me Buster: You're a naughty girl today Rio: This is what happens when daddy doesn't put me to bed Buster: Oh really? Rio: Mhmm Buster: I better fix that then Rio: You know I need punishing, sir, stayed up so past my bedtime Buster: Good thing I've arrived right on time then Rio: Finally, daddy's home, come put this dog collar 'round my throat and pull tight Buster: Jesus Buster: Who could refuse an offer like that? Rio: Please don't, it'll feel so good being choked out whilst you stretch me out too Buster: I won't Buster: or can't Buster: It's impossible to refuse you when you're making demands like that Rio: I've got lots more Rio: Princess priorities Buster: I'm here Buster: Come and tell me Rio: Really? I have to walk now? Buster: I thought you'd wanna while you still can Buster: But alright, hang on Rio: Fuck, I got you like that, yeah? You gonna break my back? Buster: You'll see Rio: I wanna see. I wanna see every stroke, how big you look inside me, too big to fit but somehow you do and it hurts so good, and how I feel has you biting your lip and screwing your eyes up so tight Rio: Jesus, this is why I can't walk, I'm too ready Buster: You're gonna make me trip up these stairs Buster: Distracted ain't the word for me right now Rio: Sit and wait for me, daddy Rio: if I wanna be a dog so bad, I can crawl to you on my hands and knees, yeah? Buster: Fuck Buster: Now you have to Rio: I am, I'm coming to you lead in my mouth Rio: Puppy dog eyes has never been more accurate Buster: Oh my god Buster: I need you to hurry up Rio: I'm trying but I keep getting distracted Buster: Please Rio: No, no, I need a firm hand and strong commands Rio: Try calling my name and telling me to come Buster: Fine Buster: Can you hear me yet or are you being too slow? Rio: Not quite Rio: I'm not well trained yet Rio: little louder Buster: I'm gonna have to be stricter with you Buster: Too nice always Rio: Yeah, I think so Buster: I know you heard that Buster: And felt it Rio: You've got my attention Buster: Good Buster: Now keep mine Rio: I'll do anything Rio: anything to please my master Buster: Come here and prove how willing you are Rio: Yes sir Rio: you've never seen anyone so eager Buster: I'll be the judge of that Rio: Oh my God, please use me, use every single hole, they only exist to make you feel good Buster: Stop talking and keep moving Rio: Imagine if we got caught Rio: how are you going to explain what a whore I am for you to the nice respectable neighbours? Buster: Focus Buster: There's nobody here but me Rio: Film this, film me begging for you to fuck me 'til I cry, I want you to remember exactly what's waiting for you at home when you have to leave again Buster: I've already got my phone out Buster: Great minds, babe Buster: The nice respectable neighbours are gonna hear firsthand how well you get me Rio: Good, you're about to see exactly how pathetic I am for you, drooling from my waiting mouth and pussy Rio: they can see too, if they wanna, see exactly how a real man deals with dirty little girls who play too much Buster: Enough waiting Buster: Come here Rio: Yes daddy Rio: I love you so much Buster: Now Buster: I'll show you how much I love you Rio: Fuck yes
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That fresh start, that new life in a home we make together. I'd like that. Be the badass couple we talked about. Idc as long as im with you, you are my best friend & I want to be that for you. Darling we know it wasn't the right time. We can make our own timing, ill be here when you're ready. We can do this together, build a good future. You captured my heart, you are my heart...you can't love me the same way...perhaps things were too fucked up then for anything to blossom. Youre different than any1 ive been with..im not used to your personality or holding myself back from loving fully, ive always been a homemaker & long term relationship kind of gal with no complaints.
I want to make things right with you too. I'm building myself up all by myself after all that has happened, without you here. My life is changing without you. My future is starting, our future if u want it..you're leaving me gave me the push..put me in circumstances that made me fight..but I hate all what you put me through, I should just walk away...but for whatever reason my heart won't allow me to give up on you. I hope maybe with a good head on our shoulders it will be different. I don't want to lose you, you are everything to me. I want to start over with you, do things right. I don't want to regret ever meeting you, you were the best thing that ever happened to me, the person I care about most in this world. But you were shitty to me & didn't show that u cared back as much as you wanted me to care of u..& grew to care too much..was loving you a mistake..I was destroyed just for loving that face. My drive to keep going has been wanting to see you again to hold you in arms, I've had no other purpose or drive to get anywhere accept to you...because I know that despite the bad shit we were great together, & I miss you so damn much. Im left in the dark again, u need your space & time I get that, but you can't just leave me hanging. You want me back, u want to tell me everything to get to know the real you...but I don't want end up regretting letting u into my life again. I know we would he amazing but I need to be treated fairly period, I should hate you..but I can't, I just cant. You're the love of my life, I've never experienced feeling like this toward anyone, and you not here tears my heart apart. I adored you, I still do, I still want there to be a chance for us to try.
But If we're to be together it has to be different, things need to change.. we need to lay it all out on the table & confide, build trust, we're mature adults we need to be able to talk to each other & express our opinions. I need to be respected & heard..wear half the pants if not 40% lol, i don't want to be played with controlled pulled along or put to the side for later as an option & I know the differences, I have always had your back but are u going to have mine. U Choose me..you choose us then be my friend be my man & act like it if im what u want, if you want me to stay don't fuck with my heart cuz I won't give a 3rd chance. I need to be myself not stay silent out of fear... the eggshells, I have so much to give so much to offer but I can't be with somebody that makes me feel worthless instead of showing what I'm worth to them, if things get hard that's fine & normal we can manage through it sure. I need to be cared about & appreciated in return in some way even spontaneity or gifts... intimacy doesent mean just sex, fucking hell give me hugs, just tell me you care about me because yes I do need to hear it..from the people that I care about the most in this world it means the world to me, make me strong for us not weak cuz if a woman feels strong it gives her guy strength too. Just work together for eachothers benefit, that the things you say or do can build me up or also capable of tearing me down & making things turn bad which we don't want.
Youre the person that makes me the most emotional cause I seak for your approval the most...but I know I don't need it cuz I know my worth. But you make me weak in a good way when u don't even try, seeing your smile alone gives me motivation to try harder. Have i made a good impact to your life? Am I important to you too? Do you care about me? Please let me know, help me feel better & confident that I won't be wasting my time, opening my heart to or feel used up being emotionally available to somebody that'll only push me away & keep hurting me over & over, that could possibly never love me the same way. I deserve to be happy, can I be that with you is it possible? Can you become worthy of my heart too? I do mean something to you otherwise u wouldn't have made yourself known & start planning back in February.. so if you're serious I want to be let in on what's going on,I miss you we should talk soon & catch up, continue those plans. What can we do to fix this because im so sorry...I want u to be able to talk to me I'm always here for u. Rn I can't live my life without you in it & I want to go on our journey for real this time, hopefully anywhere but Tucson 😅. I'm just waiting for you to make your presence known again, but til then I'll be working on myself. Having an actual healthy good relationship with you is all I ever want but we need to take the proper steps...we need to listen to eachother,be real with eachother 100% Im willing to do whatever it takes love, Keep our friendship & grow our relationship take it slow we can make it work I know it. I am all in, are you still?
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