#HES CHANGED ALOT I JUST CANT KEEP TRACK

[b00ket]

Give us some Donovan lore!

He's been in a nebulous state, lots of his lore is related to another blorbo.

For now I can say I did give him a family!

While dumped with the other orphans of Vesuvia by his biological mother, he was picked up by a high status couple. Both working with the Vesuvian government, a military leader and a politician.

Partially why Donovan is a Renaissance man, he had developed many skills and interests because of his rich up bringing.

He joined the military because of his metal working skills and a glorified idea of battle given to him by his parents.

I haven't decided whether they're alive today, either way Donovan has cut ties with all of them after getting into it with a monstrous cult leader and being their little underground scientist. He does have PTSD from the battle and still lost his arm during his battle years.

#donovan nwadike asks #HES CHANGED ALOT I JUST CANT KEEP TRACK #also hes very skinny #talking like emaciated #leaves his lab every 2 weeks to get a dozen muffins

[razzzzberrysorbet]

So uhhhh this is my first post lemme know if you liked it or want more!

My Modern! Atwow Headcanons!!!!!

Includes: Neteyam, Lo’ak, Kiri,,Tsireya, Ao’nung +y/n ofc 💜

(I edited this btw so if you alr read this and it’s different that’s why 😉😉)

Neteyam:

Darker skin then lo’ak

He had dreads about shoulder length

Probably has his hair tied up alot

Baggy cargo pants + hoodie/baggy tee are his go to!!!!!

Can def see him thrifting

Not really a teachers pet but is very respectful and does his work! Is a fav amongst teachers

Is probably in a bunch of advanced classes

Can see him doing track in the spring and football in the fall

Puts his jersey in your locker so you can wear it when you go to his games!!!!!!

Can he him being pretty toned and lean rather than buff

Tall😉😉😉😉

Is such a sweetheart to everyone!!!!! He loves helping people, very nice person (mom taught him well)

Can see him working at a sneaker store + lifeguarding in the summer with Lo’ak

Skincare queen 🩷🩷🩷

He loves when you come over so you guys can do face masks and watches movies (bro needs to confess already)

Is popular at school but I feel like he would be oblivious to the fact almost the whole school knows him😭

If his class is close he will wait outside of the room so he can walk you to class!!!!(so nice)

Out of all his friends he probably talks to you the most

Is so smiley around you!!!

Is so oblivious to other people’s crushes on him it’s kind of annoying

Smells soooo😫😫😫😫😫😫

Lo’ak

Is a class clown for sure 😬😬😬😬

But he’s actually really funny!!

Is best friends with like all of his teachers

Def listens to rap or soul/funk

Sneakerheaddddd

WEARS NIKE TECH U CANT CHANGE MY MIND!!!!!!!!

Light skin

Keeps his dreads short

Can see him having sum blondes pieces tooooo

He is totally a “where my hug at” and “hey mamas” type😪

Screams “AYO WHERE MY HUG AT” from across the hall way sometimes Tsireya will run away from him😭😭

Basketball + Track 😛

Probably only keeps his grades up so he can keep playing sports….

Has many friends very popular!!!!!!

His snap score is like a million 🥲

Gaslights the teachers into thinking he doesn’t have his AirPods in

Is loud…..

Is a trash talker during 🏀 fosho and is extra with celebrating

Honestly has THE WORST diet but somehow is really fit?

Checks himself out and flex’s 24/7 💪 💪

Is actually pretty famous on tiktok????

Charlie Damelio who????😍😍😍

Kiri

Earth tones on her>>>>>>

Pretend to not to know lo’ak😭

Sleeps in all her classes yet is passing???

Room filled with crystals/incense

Has like 2 or 3 close friends

Wears waist beads !!!!

Wolf cutttt

Probably dyes her hair lot

Sassy queen

RBF for sure

Is such an artsy person can see her painting and sculpting

Has her 1,000 year old beat up converses 💀

Keeps trying to get you and neteyam together!!!!!

Not super popular or into popularity tbh

Her desks are always covered in random drawings

“🙄”go to face 😭😭😭😭

Tsireya

Is actually the sweetest girl ever!!!!

Such a girls girl

Def has a big sweet tooth and alot of candy

Gifting is her love language

Does very well in her classes!!!!! Can see her doing extra curriculars too!!!!!

I see her doing volleyball and dance w/you

You and her are besties for life!!!!!

You guys have been dancing together forever!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹

Does lo’aks makeup/ he pretends to not like it but is secretly loving it

She deff loves pastels and pink!

Omg her makeup and outfits are so cute!!!!

Loves matching with Lo’ak and you ofc

People pleaser to the max just wants people to like her🩷

Has 3 or 4 close friends but she’s honestly friends with everyone!!

You guys talk one time now she’s saying hi to you everyday 😭🥹🩷

Very girlie and feminine

Her room came straight from Pinterest

Polynesian baddieeeeee

Never ever excludes anyone makes people feel so loved

Cheers for lo’ak at his basketball games

Tries to convince you neteyam is crushing on you

Sleepovers with her 😚😚😚😚

Ao’nung

Um RBF much????

Since you and Tsireya are childhood besties that means you and Ao’nung have known each other for so long!!!

Whenever you are over in tsireyas room he will come in and flex in her mirror 😒

Basketball for sureeeee

Parents forced him into learning piano and hes actually so good???

Might not seem like it but such a caring brother

Oh no?? Tsireya forgot her lunch

Don’t worry! Ao’nung already brought it!

She needs money? He’s handing her his wallet while rolling his eyes “🙄🫴💳 “

He’s honestly so protective over you

Barely tries in class but is super smart

Probably wears muscle tanks to school-

Plays basketball with Lo’ak in thier driveway

Ok but his biceps….

Quiet but known 🩷

Is friends with neteyam but mostly for your sake

Sarcastic king

Lifeguarding + teaching swim lessons

Deffffff wears puka shell necklaces

He’s pretty tall and teases you for being short

Natural smirk 😫😫

Triangle method ummmm???????😧😧😧

Always offered to get you something whenever he goes out

“Hey im going to the gas station, want anything??”

Has all of ur baby pics😭😭😭😭

Plssss ur so embarrassed whenever he shows Neteyam

(Sorry if that was long lolll)

Y/n(you)

U and tsireya do/did dance together 🩷

Omgggg there are so many videos of you guys dancing

Straight A student cuz ur a baddie

Oblivious to neteyams fat crush on you?????

Jewelry Jewelry Jewelry

Ao’nung and Neteyam probably have ur bracelet on their wrists

Ur house is THE ultimate hang out spot

You and lo’ak do so many tiktok dances together 😭😭

You always cling onto neteyams arm when you guys walk together don’t let ao’nong see🫣

Unlimited amounts of clothes…….

Y/n ur literally so popular and you don’t know it!!!!

Helppppp you have guys falling to ur knees 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

Lip syncing queen?????

Everyone loves you you’re so sweet and genuine🩷🩷

Ur photo album is full of pictures of all your friends

Wearing neteyams jersey to his games (y/n how have you not figured it out yet????)

I see you working with tsireya and Kiri at the mall

Dancing your whole life your so good!!!!!

AirPods in 24/7

Girl you got so many boys wrapped around your pinky how to you do it??????

Weekly hangouts with neteyammm

Omggg k ur baby pics are all over tsireya and ao’nungs house like?????

You and the girls filming Grwms😭😭

U love kids and babies (tuk)

Um imma need that workout/makeup/skincare routine pls 😁😁🤲🤲🤲🤲

(You can totally change dance to whatever sport/hobby you want I just put dance cuz I love it!)

#neteyam #lo’ak sully #ao’nung #kiri sully #tsireya #neteyam x reader #lo’ak x tsireya #ao’nung x reader #modern au #atwow #fanfic #avatar the way of water

[ima-ghost-art]

Having some ideas for a "10 years later" valzhang kid fic (featuring trans leo & other fun hcs)

Where a couple years after Leo and Calypso split (early 20s at this point) Athena goes and works with leo in his shop for a few months before giving him a daughter, because she believes that he is one of the smartest minds of his generation (I just KNOW Athena heard all of Leo's plans through out Hoo when he would talk to himself around the Athena Parthenos, and was impressed with his (honestly incredibly smart) strategy to succeed at doing 2 things no human nor god had ever done, then succeeded with both plans all while remaking a metal dragon all in secret, plus Annabeth loves her friend alot so that's a bonus)

(This will be long so more after the cut)

So now, at like 23, Leo is the father of a beautiful baby girl named Sophina Esperanza Piper Valdez, and he loves it, he really does! Although he was terrified to ever be a parent, and this certainly wasnt how he planned to ever have kids, he loves his daughter more than anything and is determined to not have her experience anything he had too, and because shes a greek demigod he knows she will taken care of by the camp.

PLUS the seven ADORE Sophina!!

Piper loves her god daughter, and she and leo love to tell her all about Jason knowing he would have loved her so much too! Although it's weird in the beginning, Annabeth really loves and cares for her little sister, but much prefers to be seen as her aunt, (percy is definitely the cool uncle and loves to babysit Sophina along with looking after his own kids)! Hazel couldnt have been more excited to have a neice, just like leo she cant help but see so much of sammy Sophina!

And Frank? He adores Sophina too, he loves seeing Leo excel at being a dad, and he finds it hilarious at how devious this little girl is, how the combo of incredible building/ strategic mind from her godly heritage plus that insane intelligents from her father alone made the now 3 year old an adorable MENACE!!

No normal kiddie pen could ever keep this child contained! And frank would know, he offered to babysit more often than not, whenever he wasnt doing his praetor duties, he was looking after Sophina. And when he wasnt doing that he was often having her and leo over for dinner or lunch.

So much had changed since they where 15/16, living on a flying boat trying to save the world, it had been an entire decade even. And sure they were only mid 20s but that's practically middle age with a demigods track record. Leo and Frank went from hating eachothers guts to having a weird bond, formed of complete and utter trust in the other, while never quite getting rid of their petty bickering, tho this time on far more friendlier jokeing terms, (loving bullying piper called it) plus it helped they admired eachother and their abilities greatly. And now as they were both freshly single, welp dam it sometimes feelings just sorta surprise ya!

Frank and Hazel split the year before Sophina was created, both realising they had different ideas for their futures, and in the aftermath they became even closer friends, so when Frank started realising just how long he had been harbouring feelings for leo, well Hazel was the first one to say she both knew it, and to become his ultimate wing woman.

Leo, who has been single since 19, and hasnt thought about dating again properly since after having his daughter, suddenly having years old feelings from the argo2 reserface after frank starts helping him out more with his little girl, feeling like a percy out of water when he thinks about wanting to get back into dating again, especially when dating involves one of his best friends...

Buttttttt :) when you have the favour of both the godess of love and the godess of marriage and family on your side (abit reluctantly on your end) things end up going great!! Everyone was surprised it hadnt happened sooner and well, it's been going smooth for the last few months at least! Plus Sophina absoulutly loves having Frank around more!!

That is until 6 months later, 3 months before Sophinas 4th birthday, Frank is called away for a quest with his legion, which isnt uncommon, but it's the first one since the two became official, so Leo wont lie if hes a little bit more stressed than usual.

It doesnt help no one has heard from Frank and his quest group in over a week... nor the fact not either of the camps or even the hunters could find them... and definitely no the fact that Leo's cycle is late and has been throwing up for the last few days...

So when Annabeth comes over to help with a project while Percy takes care of Sophina for the day, the first thing she does is tell him to take a pregnancy test or have them call Will, even tho Leo is adamant its probably just a stomach bug.

Of course, 3 positive tests, 2 breakdowns in the arms of Annie, Piper and Hazel, and 1 check up from Will, Leo discovers hes around 6 weeks pregnant and the other father could only be Frank and he is still MIA!!!

Not only that, but Leo, after the war, becoming a double amputee, still grieving Jason with so much regret, and a now no longer single father of an amazing little girl, he was now facing becomg a father AGAIN only this time hes going to actually carry his own child, unlike the first time. Leo was trans, he always knew that if he ever in the place to have a child, he would have to carry them, and at the time he mostly only dated women anyway! But when Athena came along and gave him Sophina, well that was the perfect out to all that. Until now...

Leo doesn't know what to do, he cant make any decisions about the baby without Frank, and by now it's going on 2 weeks without any word. Hazel has been staying with him and Sophina when she hasnt been out doing search missions with Arion, the two have been sharing the stress.

Its week 2 and a half, 4 weeks from when the original quest started, when the questing group finally returns, found by Rayna and Hazel, mostly badly injured and being carried by Frank who had transformed himself into (all be it a very hurt) Elphant.

According to what they said the group had somehow fallen into some of the uncollapsed tunnels of the labyrinth which messed with people being able to find them.

But that doesnt matter, Frank is back and Leo is a flood of emotions because he just spent the last 3 weeks worrying if the guy he was inlove with was dead or dying, and the last week and a half thinking he was going to be a single dad AGAIN

But Frank, big dumb lovable Frank, is here, hes alive, and as he returns from the elephant to normal with the kindest most apologetic smile as he walks over to Leo before being directed to the med tent. He holds Leo close as he says hes sorry for disappearing over and over again.

So of course Leo, in all his blazing adhd glory, not exactly chooses, more word vomits the thing that he had been desperate to tell Frank since he first found out.

So in sitcom style dramatics the moment frank hears the words "I'm pregnant" from Leo's mouth he immediately passes out.

Que some shenanigans, but it ends with Frank being so excited, he already loved Leo, (not that either had said it out loud yet), he would be thrilled to have Sophina as his step daughter, and to to be an actual dad himself, for them to have a child and give Sophina a little sibling?? For them to be a weird chaotic family (oh gods they're going to be a family, they're going to need to find a bigger place to live all together, would Leo even want to move to New Rome? Wait would Leo want to even move in with HIM?? Panic for another time)

It becomes a hectic next 9 months, the Valdez - Zhang family has a new family home at the edge of New Rome, Sophina has never been more excited finding out she was going to be a big sister (being told the week before her 4th bday) (she had a party thrown by the Athena & Haphaestus kids at CHB) and happily helps her dads prepare. The 7 are thrilled for the new addition to their found family (my hc this would be the 4th kid from the group)

And finally they eventually wecome Ellie Jace Valdez - Zhang, Greek/Roman legacy of Haphaestus, Mars & Poseidon, future fighter extraordinar who eventually inherits the Zhang shapshifting, also inherited her fathers firewood

#this got so away from me im sorry #i needed some plot for how Valzhang had there daughter + leo and athena child too #and it got so chaotic #if anyones confused btw they leo is 26 - 27 and frank was 27 by the end of this #also Sophina is just a mini leo vs Ellie who ends up 6f sweetheart with the determination to mock her older sisters hight 24/7 #i have so many ideas for this “10 yrs later au” this was just the part that was currently on my mind #i hope it even made a little sence #if anyone wants to hear or see more i do wanna make a couple comics for this au #valzhang #leo valdez #frank zhang #kid fic #future au #kids au #hoo #Ellie Jace Valdez- Zhang #Sophina Esperanza Piper Valdez #leo and frank love their daughters very much #they also end up adopting and fostering many of the young wayward demigods and legacy kids that need some parental figures #they become the family Leo and Frank didnt grow up with

[emmacreatures]

A HEAVY START

OKAY. SO. Despite me and Nina literally made this ship earlier today, my brain did a BRRRR and went bonkers since I'm just extremely inspired and so happy to have nina in my life. This story starts off very gently, but well. Warning, it will take a big turn.

I cant tell yet how canon things will be, since we just made them, so I always need some experimenting and such! So IF I ANNOUNCE NEW SHIT, dont be surprised if it changes slightly through time, but despite all I'm nervous yet excited to hear what you guys think aaaa i literally wrote this in like.. 3 hours hoppla ENJOY! Featuring two new characters, called with their LAST NAMES!!! Muller and curran! __________

Everyone was just doing their thing at Bridgehead. Muller had been told to keep track of most developing recom bodies, as he was specialized in genetics. Though it didnt stop the man to go through more since he was one of tbe more specialized all 'inclusive' scientists at the RDA. His looks may seem innocent, but the man's mind was able to do more than just work on one part of their whole operation. He used to work beautifully along Grace, for they both had the beautiful passion for the Na'vi, and all living things.. But unlike Grace, Muller had a rather innocent look, so he at times got tossed around a bit, being asked to do various things which he did not mind.. In fact, he met alot of people because of that.. Something that at this day left a sour wound.

It was a big 'getting used to' for the man, when he was being brought back as a recom. He remembered waking up, as it felt like a dream at first.. He couldn't believe his own sight, and didnt remember anything when he started to slowly build up the fact he was a Na'vi now. He almost wanted to do tests on himself, as he was so mesmerized by the fact his DNA was now mixed with that of the native's... But the happiness was cut short, for his reality was slowly haunting him. It was like someone put a mental wall up in his brain. The more he scratched upon that wall, the more he rememberd from a past life. Memories they'd call it. But he started to feel it was becoming a slight nightmare. It wasnt his marvelous intelligence that bugged him.. It was the mere rather deeper emotions with attachments coming loose.

Through the months of being a Na'vi, he was asked a lot of things. He missed grace, for she kept a nice pace and control around the RDA, as they matched up well with energy, but he managed well on his own. His energy with the RDA didnt match so well.. So he tried to still be independant, and have his own corner to do what they asked of them. Originally he was put with the recom squad, to come along and explain them about pandora when they were developing to understand the na'vi ways especially, since like grace, he knew all about it. But slowly, Quaritch noticed the man becoming hesitant, as if something deeply put him on the breaks.. So for now, ardmore, after talking with quaritch about it, decided to keep the man at bay, and allow him to work in the labs for it seemed the best that way.

In those few months, alot of exciting things seemed to develop. Quaritch and his squad managed to catch one of the two natives of the Omatikayan.. In which another tried to come to rescue them, ending up with two. Something they could definitely use. One of them seemed rather difficult to handle, picking fights with specific recoms who originally lured them out.. But the other, was rather adjusted to the surroundings despite humans didnt seem to like the idea to have a native around. Since bridgehead was so extremely huge.. Muller hears about the 'rumors' of having a native on their side.. His eager and soft energy certainly wanted to have a chance if ever, to talk to him. He had so many questions.. Things he loved to ask. Despite he was a na'vi himself, he still had the biggest fascination to the natives.. Even if some of them, didnt like their association with them. He didnt know, or couldnt know, for he was just minding his business, gently checking half of the tubes full of the new recom units.. "All is stable." he softly said, smiling as he checked everything before heading back to his own lab. He got quite the space which he appreciated, but in the back of his head, he still felt a certain unknown.. Emptyness he couldnt quite figure just yet.

Being nearby his own lab, he wanted to hand out some data to some of the humans he had to work with, eventually seeing the native he heard about.. Out of pure fascination and admiration, he gently approached him.. He seemed to just look at some of the bigger screens. "Gosh.. Hi- I'm so sorry." Muller said in actual Na'vi.. Smiling. "You're a real.. Omatikayan.. Right. you must be Ka'am? If I'm not mistaken?" Muller gently asked, almost holding his hands together to see the rather warrior typed man turn to him. The beads in his mohawk like way of having his hair tied made a heavy noise.. Turning to him. For Ka'am looked at a rather excited scientist just from having a look at him. "you're from neytiri's family? i've heard rumors you were around but..-" Muller kept on talking in fluent na'vi, making Ka'am, who now had fully turned to the man instead of just his head.. Frown while responding in Na'vi. "i've not heard people speak about me" "OH nothing bad. I'm just, very honored to meet you. I see you" muller kept speaking in Na'vi, softly making the gesture from his head to show out of respect he saw Ka'am. Making the native tilt his head, as he looked down at the innocent looking scientist. Ka'am was taller than the man, and he seemed respectful.. Truly. "You are aware I can speak your language too right" Ka'am said serious, changing to english for Muller just had a soft "woah.." before harrumping. "I just felt like it was more fair to speak your language, since this is technically your territory." Muller said gently for, he invited Ka'am to his lab if he wanted, also because he just loved to see a full powerful native so closeby without wanting to kill him, which he would even understand.

Since Ka'am was quite looked at from the humans at this point, having a more respectful approach like Muller seemed better for his day. "I rather not be associated with them if you wouldnt mind by all means" Ka'am then said, for Muller frowned. "Associated with..?" "My family." "Oh- I- I'll note it down. I'm sorry if I-" Muller wanted to deeply apologize despite he certainly grew curiosity on why, but seeing Ka'am just make a gesture with his hand to say 'no need to continue' on his apologies.. For Muller understood right away. "So.. Were you looking for anything specific? I saw you try and figure your way, these things can be a hassle, even for me" Muller said kind, having noticed Ka'am was slightly searching for something. Ka'am could certainly tell the man was intelligent, on how he could read ka'am's intentions.. But since he really wasnt trying to get into Ka'am's business, he felt like Muller could actually help him. "I was.. Or well. do me a favor.. Can you look up old.. I believe they're recordings or field recordings. Quaritch wanted some, and since he's busy-" "So considerate- Let me actually see if I can get into it.. Since I'm just a .. Scientist. Not really like security or stuff like that" Muller said as he really was as innocent as he sounded. He wasn't JUST a scientist, but the man never bragged and was honest.. Sometimes he might even belittle himself on accident.. The man was never too kind though.. He knew where to stand his ground, but with Ka'am, he was just so fascinated, trying to help the best way. He was so impressed by the natives, and Ka'am was certainly a lovely example in his eyes. Perhaps even slightly scary to some, which Muller respected completely.

He gently put his card through the computer, seeing he in fact did have access. "Ah, there you go. I'll leave you to it" The man said as he gently sat down at a different desk near it, hearing Ka'am lean forward with his arms on the desk, watching the screens as the the braid from Ka'am, falling over his own shoulder to the front, made a noise that you could just hear was quite heavy. For some odd reason it made Muller smile. He loved having a native near, it just fueled his nerdy hype about the reason be became a scientist. The rather big smile almost on Muller's face took Ka'am's attention.. It wasnt like.. A fascination to his body or such, just the mere fact he was around. He turned to Muller once, for the man wanted to explain himself the second Ka'am did. "Must be heavy right? All those intricate beads.. with their possible traditions and stories" Muller said for Ka'am stood more straight instead of watching the screens. "It almost sounds you've never seen one like myself this close have you..?" The man said with a frown, for his voice was definitely lower than that of Muller. "Must be obvious right.. Indeed I havent. You caught me there. I apologize for it. Well, We've seen your kind from afar, let alone.. One that speaks to you, even in english, though I wouldnt mind to switch to Na'vi again" Muller said for Ka'am just nodded once.

"Quaritch isnt so fluent in Na'vi, so I might as well at times speak your language when its possible." Ka'am said rather serious, before Ka'am actually found something on the security footage after some searching. Something Quaritch most likely needed. "This. How can I obtain this" "Oh on a USB or? I can do that for you" Muller said as he stood up, putting it into the system that Ka'am was going through, putting the specific bit without checking what it was onto it. "That should do it.. Anything else you might need?" Muller was so helpful.. As at moments like this, infront of Ka'am for the first time, he almost forgot he was a na'vi himself. It was still something to get used to.

Ka'am noticed the genuine help.. But as the man helped him. He just never wanted to owe someone anything.. Being a loner and tricky man like he was. He just never wanted to have strings attached.. So having noticed the man's pure nerdy behavior which was what the humans called it.. Ka'am thought of a perfect solution..

"here. May this fill your fascination that you have for our kind" Ka'am said rather serious than thankful.. putting a very special carved bead onto the table they were standing at.. Making Muller who softly took it.. Just gasp. The bead was from hometree.. as Ka'am was slowly pushing himself further away from his original roots due to complications, it seemed like a win win So.. Now he was standing even.

"Are you serious... This is a bead from hometree. You get to make these when you- suceed within your tribe with a greater good" Muller said for Ka'am certainly was surprised but didnt show it. This man definitely knew alot. But hearing the man be so happy with it, he just nodded once in a 'just take it. and dont bother me about it' before he left, leaving Muller so excited about it.. "I gotta sample this in the lab later.." He whispered, before softly putting it into the pocket of his pants, slowly realizing that surprisingly along all this, he seemed to have access to much more than he originally thought with his RDA card that he always had with him.. He realized he might be able to dig into more stuff if he wanted to.. and as innocent as the man seemed, that dark empty hole he kept on feeling whether it was in his chest or head.. started munching more upon his curiosity. The mental wall was slowly breaking after months, and this sudden realization might grow worse

Muller was always rather fast with delivering what everyone asked. As mentioned before he was one of the best scientists around while people felt like he didnt live up to that title when it came to his looks.. But the man had brains and was a complex and well developed human who now was a na'vi. Brought back by the RDA. He knew something bad should've happened after a few weeks, but it seemed it was almost normal that everyone came back.. So, maybe his 'older' self.. would still be around, despite not having seen it yet

For he was done doing what he was asked to, muller's curiosity finally bit the bullet.. Sliding his card through the monitor to eventually start digging deeper into the system. After alot of trouble he ended up within the older files of their place before bridgehead was a thing.. Remembering a slight piece of it in the back of his mind. He rememberd selfridge.. A dirty asshole who never showed mercy, and he rememberd everyone he worked with before, including closer contacts he met along the way. Sighing as he went deeper and deeper into thr system, being alone in his lab, he frowned as he seemed to have found 'doctor muller. Confidental' files.. Without much hesitation he clicked on them, noticing a complex password was upon his files. Like said, he wasnt stupid. but now what.. What would he possibly have done as a password. It took a few tries even for him, and as a clone it was already complex enough.. But finally, he cracked it, seeing a lot of recordings of the first days..

He watched some of them, remembering it now, much clearer in his head. Being excited about plants, and hearing the avatar program Grace started was slowly becoming reality. Muller in the day was a young man, who was overly excited when he heard he was allowed to come to pandora to contribute with his intelligence. The second grace and him met, it was like a perfect match. Norm was fantastic too, but Muller ended up being more in the background, doing a lot of genetic research on the avatar bodies. Digging deeper into the DNA of things. The videos started off like a beautiful memory lane, even some videos where some squad members entered, asking how Muller was doing.. One in particular.. As the sudden connection was made in his brain. A happy little push, which made Muller smile for a second.. but as he went down and down.. Some videos, he couldnt remember. The aura was dark from the preview videos, but he did decide to click on one of the last ones, seeing right after most files were broken.

"This is day 799.. It seems Jake sully tried to convince them to leave. Everything is chaos right now. I dont know what he wants to do.. They're asking us to do horrible things. But selfridge and everyone else is doing the worst of things. They made hometree fall.. They killed it.. They put down grace's lab completely. At this rate I dont know what will happen. I dont know if I can do what they're asking of me.. Its not what I signed up for, but I dont want trouble either.".

Muller stopped the video there, closing it as he felt like it was getting worse.

"Day 805.. Just a few days apart, but its war.. I dont even blame the natives. They killed everything. This is not what I signed up for. The RDA, they're reckless.. I cant seem to see enough of whose behind this, but all we know is that most are prepared to fight, while me and the rest.. We want to leave the natives alone.. Unoptanium cannot be the reason we're doing this.. I.." Muller sighed so deeply on the video.. Seeing the human version of himself was odd too.. But he didnt know it could go worse from here..

"Day 806.." muller heard the audio.. He heard his own human version, sniffing from crying.. It was wrecking his stomach. "I dont know if this will ever reach the systems. The whole unit is collapsing.. I dont know if I will make it out alive myself, but you might ask yourselves while I'm here." The tone of his voice, was making Muller shiver, not touching the screens anymore as he let it go. "Curran.. Protected me.. From all chaos a few hours ago.. And now, here we are.. He passed away in my arms. I saw him die, right infront of me. And you know whats the worse part. I'm here, risking my life to do what you filfty bastards asked me to." Muller said as the anger he never showed popped up, his eyes full of tears on the video.

"If you are smart and if you ever see this, all of you, from the RDA.. You better not bring me back if I dont survive this.. As the chances of me surving alone here are small from the looks of it, but I have nothing to loose anymore, nothing to moarn over anymore as all you did was break me and...." Muller on the video couldnt even finish his sentence anymore, mentioning how the love of his life died in his arms was already too much.. "Unless you cold, horrendous people dare to pull me back. I never signed up for this when I was brought to pandora, for you all to murder them like.. A pest purely for your own good and money. I know I never seem threatening, and it might look like an easy game for you guys.. But i'm so.." Muller said on the video as the tears flew down his cheeks.. The heartache was unbearable.. "I dont want to be a part of this.. My life is nothing without him.." Muller said as he laughed once with the tears in his eyes. "Its almost funny.. To think the RDA, made me meet Curran in the first place which supposedly, was one of the best things that happened to me.. And now, you.. Make me end up erasing his mind because I was threatened to, right?" Muller said as his tears in video kept on flowing again. "If I didnt do it, you guys would.. so no win for me I suppose" Muller said defeated, swallowing. "you all dared me to take away that core memory.. so he can be a weapon for your new plan as this one failed.. Can you even sympathize with what I just described.. well. Of course not. Since you all have turned into killers, with no mercy. Having control over us all" Muller said as his crying made talking difficult. "Goodluck with that. I really hope, for you all, that you will not throw me back into this hellpit, as a recom" the man said almost threatening, hearing more of the building break apart.. As soon as he had sent off the DNA sample a second before.. "Its done.. Its sent off. So it might as well be done for me too." Muller said as he wanted to predict his own fate almost, before hearing more and more of the building collapse.. Muller watched his own human self, still try and get out of the mess, but before it completelt collapsed, the video broke and stopped recording.

Muller felt all his flashbacks occur in the back of his mind. Everything came back.. Every single detail that was captured in his DNA for the recom project. Popped up. It was taken before the huge accident he just watched, but seeing it all.. Was the last drop for him. He was frozen, he felt and heard the pain his human version already was going through. He rememberd Curran, of the most expertise Units he ever met.. He rememberd how they met, how they got along, how they fell in love.. and worst of all, now how he lost him. The realization hit him as well, that there was a chance Curran would be brought back as a recom, as the RDA asked him? as sickening as possible, to adjust his DNA sample with his memories, to have no hiccups. No emotional interuptions.. He rememberd it all now.. He rememberd the most difficult conversation he ever had in life.. How they were planning to make the recom program. But also knew about the relation Muller had to the incredible squad part that Curran was..

"We dont care what you think.. Emotional influences like that can make a soldier fall.. So whats the use if we would bring them back in such a state. Its misleading. If you wont take it out of his system Muller before sending it off to the recom system to have it imprinted on him, then we will. Its either you, or us"....

The sentences echoed in his brain.. Muller slowly stood up from the table after closing all tabs, making sure they were gone, before falling on his butt on the ground, holding himself as he was shivering.. Tears flew down his cheeks, as he couldnt make a noise, he was so frozen, as his emotions were all over. Muller held his own head after a while, unable to get a grip on himself for it all hit him too badly.. Worst part was that he knew about the conversation all too well, he remembered it now, but to have figured the two eventually died most likely since he could hear and see the building was about to collapse when Muller was still there.. Still trying to make it, in which Curran died for Muller to protect him.. Was something his heart couldnt bear.

The chances were there.. That Curran could eventually be part of the recom group, meaning if they'd ever come across each other, it would be a man.. That wouldnt have a single clue about Muller. Everything they experienced, build up.. Was gone, and out of all people, muller had to take it away from him..

Muller sat there for the longest of time, his own glasses had fallen off as he had sunken his own head into his arms that he held himself with at last.. Trying to give it a spot, but it was so hard to bear. Though as powerful as the man was, after a few hours, he managed to slowly push himself up, as his tail was wrapped around him.. Trying to breathe. He almost felt out of spite, the RDA brought him back.. It was definitely something Muller wanted to talk about eventually if he got himself a bit back together, but he just experienced his whole life in a few minutes. The emptyness now made sense.. for Curran wasnt in his life anymore, as so it seemed. He was just another scientist nessesairy for their things.. But Muller was not agreeing with it. He didnt dare to check the lists of Recoms anymore at this point.. He hadnt seen curran anywhere, so maybe.. just maybe it would give him a break for a bit. "Its.. Its late Muller.. You need to.. Sleep." He said to himself to calm down, despite it felt impossible.. He would eventually try and argue with the RDA, but for now, he needed some time for himself. He knew picking up work was the best he could do first thing tomorrow morning.. but this would definitely need time to process. The man was very smart, abd despite this was tough for him to do.. he knew trying to continue his 'new life' would've been the best to do.. so he tried that, despite his emotions at times like waves and flashbacks would sit him wrong.. Of course he didnt want to forget about curran.. He was everything that he could wish for.. But it was tough to hear whatbhappened.. but that wouldnt stop the man from working and possibly doing things he did want to do.. whats the worst that could happen now?...

#Muller #Curran #muller x curran #angst #emmacreatures #niku30 #avatar ships #avatar fanfiction #avatar oc #quaritch x ka'am #HOPPLA

[moved-danganronpamess]

Hiii Umm Can i request Drv1 THH Boys with a Extroverted and Moody S/o or crush who easily gets lost in crowds like in crowded areas you would literally need to send out a search team and have rapid mood swings like they can go from Happy go luck to I'm on the edge of murdering someone. Scenarios or Headcanons you decide

“A whole search team? I have about Four silly and fluffy Romantic ideas for this one! I hope you like it!”

“In this the readers gonna be a crush! So get ready for some cute pinning Boy-o’s!”

Trigger Happy Havoc Boys With an Extroverted but moody Crush that always gets lost!

Makoto Naegi -

Makoto is a very sweet boy so when he first met you, Your Happy extroverted self got him to like you a lot! But when your mood changed into a very negative one for the first time it kinda freaked him out a bit, wondering if you were okay! How sweet~.

So after some time when he started getting used to the fact that your mood just changes a lot be it for no reason at all or if someone brightened it or lowered it, He made it his mission to try and always put you in a good mood! And he soon began developing a very slow crush on you, but was too oblivious to realize it!

During the first week of you attending hopes peak when you got lost for the first time, taka was very mad that you attended class late but he let the excuse that you got lost slide because, well, it’s the first week of school in a whole new school! It’s understandable to get lost!

But you always get your self lost that it takes hours for you to attend classes, when taka got super mad, makoto had your back coming up with and excuse for you, “Well the students don’t HAVE to attend classes so maybe Their just working on their talent right?”

Taka bought it and said he admired your hard work.

Now since then makoto is always going out and making sure he’s always next to you were ever you go so you don’t get lost, with his luck coming in handy loads of times! Though sometimes it doesn’t always work the way he wants it to go.

Though some of the students took some time getting used to your mood changes makoto was quickest to get used to it.

He was very clingy to you making sure you were heading the right way and weren’t lost.

He admires you! No matter what mood your in he would always see you as someone who’s Sweet and extroverted!

The entire class is aware over his Puppy-type crush he has on you, and they all ship it though there are some who won’t admit it like byakuya or kyoko, but they do in fact think it’s cute.

Junko totally put the entire class, excluding you and makoto, into a group chat to get you guys together!

Byakuya Togami -

Ok let’s be honest for a second, byakuya is the type of person who would disrespect your entire bloodline and wouldn’t care if you were of royal blood.

But when he starts crushing on someone, he would not believe it, at. ALL.

He would try and find flaws about you because he is a massive Tsundere and Refuses to believe it, THE Byakuya Togami, to fall for some plebeian, a really...really cute... NO—

The only person in the class who’s able to tell that byakuyas crushing on you is celest, and boy is she teasing byakuya and using it to her advantage as blackmail, she’s gotta get that castle ya’know

Every attempt he makes though, he just falls in deeper. When ever your in a good mood your always loud and messing around with Aoi, he would insult you two from time to time to stop this annoying crush, but then your mood drops and you look like your about to kill the man.

You talk back at him and throw insults his way, and he’s a little shocked at first but then he starts to admire you. He’s probably accepted his crush at this point.

When you get lost? And you need a whole search team to find you? Not a problem for the Ultimate Heir to the Togami Throne. You bet with his rich kid money he hired only the best bodyguards to follow you around in case you ever get lost. And he may or may not have secretly given you a gift with a tracking device in it.

Hey! He’s a rich kid Tsundere Untill he’s ready he’ll show you he likes you but in secret!

Mondo Owada

Mondo Owada’s first impression of you, he would probably be annoyed at your extroverted-ness.

But when ever your mood drops and you sass back at people or start giving an attitude then take a full 180 and your back to your Go-Happy self, He would think it’s HILARIOUS

You soon became friends with him, Kiyotaka, Leon, and chihiro, YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST OF BROS!

When ever your late for things like school or hangouts he’d get SO nervous and when you tell him it’s because you get lost a lot in crowds and such. He would send some of his biker gang crews to go and follow you or go and find you so you never get lost

When he starts crushing on you though he gets so flustered about it! And it makes it hard for him to keep up his tough guy act

He asked Taka, Chihiro, and Leon for some help, and they all offered different advice on confessing. He tried each one but failed every time.

Until he just decided to go find you with a bouquet of flowers with a note saying he likes you~

He was able to ask you out first!

But the two of you got lost on your way to your first date. how romantic!

Kiyotaka ishimaru

Just like Mondo except he found your extroverted-ness very pleasant and gave you a speech on why your extroverted self is a good way you should set a good image to yourself in the world!!! So work hard so you don’t ruin that image!!!

When ever your mood drops he’s constantly giving you speeches and tries his best to keep your mood consistent!

He always gets so confused, he doesn’t understand on how you get lost all. the. time.

he would offer to teach you on how to use a compass and map on your phone. hes trying his best!

so he’ll offer to send you instructions if you cant seem to find your location, it doesn’t matter if hes at home and your probably all the way in Tokyo! he does his very best to send instructions on where to go, with the help of chihiro.

when he started crushing on you he had, NO CLUE whatsoever, hes like, “i made (Y/N) this bento because i care about them as a friend” or “of course i send (Y/N) good morning and good night messages everyday with heart emojis next to them, we are great friends!”

mondo, leon, and chihiro are well aware of his crush that he himself is not aware of so when they tried explaining it to him, which took forever.

he became a flustered mess, he stutters alot when around you he forgets about your mood swings for a while and his brain is just filled with thoughts about you that he tries to get rid of.

 “This is As much as I can Come up with for now!~”

“I hope you like this And I hope this is good! If you wish for part two I’ll write the rest of the boys!”

“Not sure if I’ll be able to do yasuhiro bit I’ll try if you want!”

“Remeber To drink Lots of water and keep a healthy diet! And remember your LOVED”

#danganronpa #danganronpa headcanons #thh #danganronpa thh x reader #mondo owada x reader #kiyotaka ishimaru x reader #makoto naegi #mondo owada #danganronpa kiyotaka #byakuya togami headcanons #byakyua togami x reader #mod kotoko

[theravencawsatmidnight]

Rabbit. Chapter Two Part Two

Draco x Hufflepuff reader

Tags; @khemz1312 @trashyvicks @dracoslittlesunflower @dracmalf0y-dm @rosiehufflepuff @goofygobber @shinsouscatpisssmell

W!Heavy Ptsd, mental freak outs. Hearing voices, blood, bruises, cuts. Draco trying to convince himself he’s fine. Refusing to ask for help. Mental instability. The voices are the Dementors

After two years in Azkaban for how he treated you he was finally free. The only thing keeping him going was you. Now finally reunited with his Rabbit he thinks things will go easier for him. But Draco is struggling mentally and refusing to ask for help, but his only hope might be the person he despises the most

Draco did not return to the bedroom, he ran his hands under the cold water staring at them watching the blood run down his wrists down to the drain of the sink trying to think of a way around this… what could he do ? he needed help… The man shook his head at just the thought of him asking for help. “Rubbish.” he slapped the water off drying his hands on his briefs and going to check on you to see you asleep.

Its dark there huh?

Like the cell

“Shut up…” the tired shaky man shook his head going back to the living room, his vision was dizzy and he had to drag himself along the wall so he would not stumble and fall.

Why do you even bother?

Coming here?

“B-b-because..”Draco fell into the back of the couch seeing Biscuit asleep on his pillow and quickly went around the furniture to scoop up the rabbit holding him close to his chest. He let out a heavy sigh of relief once he felt Biscuits cold nose against his chest sniffing around. “I ,.. Wanna be with her…” he laid down on the couch with the curious bunny on his chest. He shook his head several times trying to get the voices to subside..

But does she want to be with .. you?

“She does.. “

Draco did not last long in the dark; he had gotten up and turned every light on except for the bedroom . one thing Draco did learn in Azkaban was that the Dementors hated the light. So every night he would sit under the window in his cell hoping the moon would be full and bright enough to shine in on him… But even with all the lights on he still saw darkness when he shut his eyes…

He was back on the couch with Biscuit on his chest again trying to think of something else, anything else. He wanted to share the bed with you so bad.. He longed for that moment with you. To have you snuggle against him .. tracing your finger on his chest.. Telling him stories .. cuddling up to him when you get cold.. Did you have any cute sleeping habits he wondered.. And did you prefer the middle or the edge of the bed.. Did you like to sleep in …?

“Rabbit……”

What if you get worse?

You already broke a glass, remember?

“Shut u-u-p…” he was starting to sweat, a long bead of it sliding down his head. We miss you Draco

Dont you miss us?

“N-no..” his hands found his hair digging into his locks. “I .. “

We love you for who you are Draco.

“You bastards made me this way..!” he sat up and Biscuit hopped off his lap scaring Draco, he jumped shielding his face till he realized it was just the bunny. “Im…” he wrapped his arms around himself feeling very sticky and uncomfortable all over, his skin felt like it was crawling and his bruises ached again with each heave of breath he took from his chest. “Im fine…”

You are fine , Draco.

Perfectly fine

Your fine

Your fine

Your fine…

Your ..fine

You-r fi-ne…

“SHUT UP!!!” Draco threw himself on the floor hitting his head hard on the wood making the voices subside, he stayed there for a minute, crying.

**

In the morning you had woken up to an empty bed and every light on in your home. Quickly you jumped out of bed rushing to the living room to see it empty. “dr..Draco..”

“Yes Rabbit?” you heard behind you.

You whipped around seeing Draco with a towel around his neck and sweats on him. You clung to him sighing with relief. “Nothing.. Goodmorning.”

Draco squeezed you tight, wrapping an arm around your back and head giving you a gentle kiss on your forehead. Draco had passed out from exhaustion last night around 3 AM and woke up not too long ago drenched in a cold sweat with Biscuit wiggling his nose on his cheek . he had no idea when you would wake up so he had to hurry and cover his tracks.

“Good Morning Rabbit.” Draco squeezed you again and you slipped free taking his hand.

“I'm thinking.. We go get some clothes today?”

“S-sure.”

“And i think the twins opened their shop up again, maybe we could .. go check it out? Everyone deserves a good laugh sometimes..”

he was nervous.. It would be crowded in the twins shop...

Why dont you just run away

Come back to us

You cant handle things on your own anymore

You cant handle this-

He shook his head bringing your hand to his lips so he could kiss it. “Sounds good, Rabbit.”

The shopping went.. Okay.. there's only so many choices in Diagon Alley after all. Simple dress clothes and a couple loose shirts was all he needed. All though you insisted he get some more clothes he could relax in .

“Draco dont you want more loose fitting things?”

“D-dosint ma-matter Rabbit” he was having a hard time talking to other people. Everyone he ran into asked him about Azkaban and you had to step in and change the subject before Draco blew up at them. You noticed he did not walk the same way he did in Hogwarts; back then he had his head in the clouds, his ego on his sleeve, his attitude front and center and that damn smug smile he wore on that damn grumpy face.

Now he looked over his shoulder, shook his head, faked his smile and rubbed his hands alot to keep himself from scratching his arms. You noticed he only did it when the wind blew and were growing more and more concerned about him. Something was wrong, something awful must have happened in Azkaban… but the real question was would he ask you to listen to him explain… anyone… someone.. You loved Draco Malfoy, but you worried for his health too.

“Hmm.. im going to get you a few more . ill be right back “

“O-o kay, ill be .. at the twins shop”

You turned to grab his hand “you sure youll be okay alone?”

Will you?

We dont think so

You wont be alone Draco

….you will have us…

He shook his head and pulled you in for a hug and kissed your lips. “Im sure, Pet. no go get me something nice yeah?” he patted your head, getting a small smile out of you.

“Yes, Draco” you teased him hurrying off into the clothing store again. It warmed his heart a bit.. He loved the teasing .. he wanted more of it. He wanted hsi days to be full of it…

Its a shame…

...that this will not last..

..but….. Everyday you go on..

...brings you closer to us…

“Shut.. up..i shouldn't be able to hear you in that bloody twins shop … “ Draco stumbled turning around to make hsi way to the very eyesore of a shop.

*

Loud. it was loud. It was crowded and people were everywhere laughing, playing jokes on others, playing music, things were flying around, confetti and the likes. People shoving to get to the next big attraction and shoving all kinds of colourful candy in their mouths. Draco flinched every time someone touched him. Usually he would yell and shove back but .. all he could do now was cower and look over his shoulder . his head was quiet, for once. He could not hear the Dementors in here and the shop was well lit too making it easier to keep them at bay.

Draco maneuvered the shop looking for the twins , it should not be too hard. All the Weasleys have this unique look to them. Draco moved to the center of the store when someone bumped him trying to get by making him jump and stumble into the desk hitting his hip, someone else pushed by and he white knuckled the furniture starting to breath heavily.

Draco…..

Draco…….

Draco……….

“Dammit.. Shut up….” he pulled himself up looking over the people seeing the twins at the back of the store. Carefully he made his way to them and they both saw him and waved.

“There he is !” Fred said.

“All is right now yep” George added.

Draco was holding his side trying to stand up straight and look intimidating but the look on his face told the twins he was afraid.

“Bloody… twins.”

“Thats us!” they both said with pride.

“Wheres… Pottah…..”

They looked at each other and then Draco, getting a good look at him.

“You okay Mate?” Fred asked , helping him steady himself

“How is y/n by the way?” George asked.

“Shes f--f-f-ine, “ he shook Fred off gulping down a breath. “Where. Is. Pottah”

“Uhm.. top floor actually, hes getting some things for his kids.” Fred pointed.

“Thanks..” Draco shot them a look with a slight nod and made hsi way up the steps to the much more empty area. He spotted Harry looking over some joke spells in a book . Draco tried to be quiet but…

The boy who lived?

Draco stumbled into a desk making it squeak, Harry looked up from the book and quickly put it down to go to Dracos side. He was struggling to stand and breathe.

“Draco…? Are you alright?”

“Sshh--shut up…-”

Yes ,,, Draco …

Shut him out…

You dont need him

You only need us

...you only need… us

Harry helped the man anyway and Draco slumped into his side cursing himself. Harry helped Draco to an empty room and shut the door, carefully he sat the man down in a chair and sat down across from him not saying anything. Draco was a mess inside and out right now, he hated Pottah, hated everything about him , how dare he refuse to be his friend all those years ago? That duel… that damn… quidditch match… that damn….. Bird …

Leave..

Leave

Draco, leave

You dont need-

“P-p-pott-ah,.....”

Dont.

“I … n-ee-dd,....” he dug his fingers in his hair whimpering in front of this man .

Harry instantly knew something was wrong, he stayed as calm as he could.

Draco Malfoy of Slytherin... the smug, man who did not care for anyone else at all , only himself. Never asked for help from anyone, did things his way… picked on whoever he wanted...not a care in the world… was whimpering in front of the man he hated most. On the verge of a breakdown.

“I need…..”

DONT DRACO!!!

He looked in Harrys eyes with heavy tears falling down his face… staining the wood table. “I need help……………………..please………………”

#draco 😤 #draco x hufflepuff reader #draco malfoy x reader #draco x reader #.RabbitFic

[triggerhappyimagines]

Hi! If you're not overwhelmed with requests may i request Kokichi with a s/o who has ADHD? You choose if it's in the killing game or a non-denpair au 👉🏻👈🏻

hello!! so i struggle with adhd too so i felt identified lmao, ill be doing non despair au! also since you didnt specify, ill be doing headcanons, lmk if youd like me to rewrite! ill also be adding a bit of my own experience if you dont mind sndnnd

we're so sorry for the inactivity lately guys, we promise to try harder for you guys! reminder that the discord server is still up, come hang with us!

-mod ouma

KOKICHI

at first, he wouldnt really get it and would get annoyed really easily

because let's be honest, he's not the most patient person on the planet

for example, if you guys are having a conversation and you happen to just get lost in the middle of it, he'd start pouting and ask why you arent paying attention to him

thats the whole point kokichi-

or if you start bouncing your leg while you're watching a movie or something, he'd ask you to quit moving so much

you'd have to have a very serious talk to make him understand that you dont mean to do all those things, your body and your brain do them for you

he'd end up growing used to it as time went on and he was supportive after that

i honestly feel like he'd be the one to cause you to get distracted half the time but would also do his best to help you out with it

like if you have homework to do or something, he'd remind you if you try and suggest to do something else

"nuh uh, you have those assignments due tomorrow! we can do that once you finish!"

like i said tho, primary distraction

you'd finally start doing your homework when he'd bust into the room and start screaming about there being a bug in the living room or that his prank failed

he'd most likely feel bad about it tho, he knows you struggle to stay on track so he'd do whatever he can to help you focus and try not to bother you too much afterwards

if youre struggling with processing something or keep getting distracted, he'll help you as best he can

totally not because he hates seeing you stressed, he just doesnt want to deal with you crying

he hates both of those things

when you get your hyperfixtations, he'd let you ramble about them as much as you want and maybe even drag him into them

he'll tease you a lot over it, but you know that's just the way he is, his actions show the opposite of him finding whatever youre into in that moment "lame" or "stupid"

if its a show, he'll watch a few episodes with you

not too many though, he honestly has the attention span of a rock

if there's any moment where you start fidgeting a lot, he'll try and distract you to get it to at least die down a tiny bit and will let you play around with his hands or hair

if you happen to toss and turn at night because you can't find a comfy position to stay still in, he will complain

of course tho, he knows you cant help it, but he's honestly too tired to think about it properly

he opts for just wrapping his entire body around you and letting you hold him and, again, play with his hair or something of the sort

if you forget a special date, he'd be a little sad but knows it isnt your fault so he'd just try to make the best of it and cheer you up if he made you sad for being sad

"Hey no, it's all good! We can still catch that movie if we leave in 5 minutes!"

you end up not having to watch the commercials, but id say thats a good thing

as a leader in general, he'd also help you be organized and keep a schedule for things you have to do during the day, he doesnt think its any different than planning a prank or something, so he'll gladly help you out in that aspect!

if you start rambling in general, he'd listen to you even if you change topics like 5 times

he'd be a little confused by the end as to how you went from wanting to adopt a puppy to your favorite coffee shop, but he'll try and carry your conversation along!

in general, i feel he'd be pretty understanding after a while but would still have his moments where he gets frustrated, he knows it isnt your fault tho:(

okay hello its 3 am HABDBAB, I hope you enjoy this! again, sorry for being so inactive, alot of it is due to lack of motivation or adhd itself so this took me almost an hour to write, hope youre all doing okay angels <3

#danganronpa #danganronpa imagines #danganronpa headcanons #danganronpa scenarios #danganronpa ships #mod ouma #danganronpa x reader #drv3 #drv3 kokichi #kokichi headcanons #kokichi scenarios #kokichi ouma #drv3 scenarios #drv3 headcanons

[gay-salt-amber]

Breeze Pelt x Jay Feather Headcanons

I may make a Jay x Breeze x Fallen headcanon post later but I wanna focus on two people for now! Headcanons under cut

-As we all know they hated each other in the past, but stuff can change

-They first started talking when all the other medicine cats stayed behind in their clans due to a lot of cats getting sick and Breeze Pelt was bored and struck up a conversation since nobody else was there that he wanted to talk with

-That same day he managed to make Jay Feather genuinely laugh, while the leaders were speaking he made a joke about Firestar and Jay laughed, Breeze Pelt saw stars.

-While Jay Feather knows a relationship like this is wrong, they like the thrill of it all and Breeze Pelt sure as hell doesn't mind running away from patrols.

-Jay Feather and Breeze Pelt both train in the dark forest, one because they get to see each other and two, because Jay Feather and Breeze Pelt feel strangely at home there

-The first time Breeze Pelt made a move was before a moonpool visit that Jay Feather and the other medicine cats were going to, Breeze Pelt pulled him aside and held the others hand while using every pick up line and flirty remark in the book

-Maple Shade ships them both

-Once, Breeze Pelt invited Jay into his home in the Dark Forest and he confessed to him over a movie (Jay can see in the Dark Forest btw)

-He didn't even outright say 'I love you' They were just watching a show and the characters kissed, Breeze Pelt just said fuck it and went for it

-It went well, and after talking they started dating

-Once Breeze Pelt tried to just make pancakes and coffee, he burned both and Jay Feather was pissed, it was 7 in the morning and they were making pancakes.

-Jay Feather, due to being a medicine cat, can go WEEKS without sleep, all they need is coffee and they're good, which concerns Breeze Pelt so whenever jay Feather isn't in the Dark Forest he convinces Maple Shade to make a portal and bring them there so they can sleep

-Breeze Pelt loves coffee, but unlike Jay he likes more stranger coffees, his favorite is Dirty Chi coffee, while Jay Feather will just get a cappuccino or a frappe from Starbucks.

-Breeze Pelt is the type of person who never tells anyone if he's sick till he vomits and or pass out, which leads to Jay Feather needing to keep a close eye on him and scolding him ALL THE TIME.

-Jay Feather likes wearing dresses, not to formal occasions, just for fun and because they like to wear them, they're comfy. And it's not really a problem since Breeze Pelt isn't the type to judge.

-Breeze Pelt enjoys reading, so Jay Feather, being as loaded as they are, always nearly buys out the whole book section whenever they're shopping at a book store.

-Breeze Pelt paints his nails black since Jay Feather both hates it but also thinks its cute, so its fun watching his lover stammer over what they're about to say.

----NSFW AHEAD---

-Jay Feather tops, even though they're blind, since they mainly fuck in the Dark Forest since that place doesn't snitch on anyone, it doesn't matter.

-Jay Feather doesn't mind being bottom, they just like making Breeze Pelt work for it

-But one time, they almost fucked in the Thunder Clan kitchen

-That was because Jay Feather was getting coffee during a late night shift and Breeze Pelts horny ass snuck in through a window and, you know what happened

-They like banging in chairs

-for example, Jay Feather is trying to work on medical files, Breeze Pelt sits on their lap, starts kissing they others neck and, you know what happens

-They have very high energy so they can go 12 at night to 12 in the afternoon

-Breeze Pelt likes using his claws whenever he can, he wants everyone to know Jay Feather is his

-Jay Feather is the same but with hickeys

-Jay Feather is weirdly really into pain, which Breeze Pelt abuses alot

---NSFW over---

-When the two are in the Dark Forest, they both play a lot of video games, which Jay Feather are pretty decent at.

-Their favorite games to play are GTA, Among Us and a few others

-Jay Feather is a amazing cook, most medicine cats are. Whenever Jay realizes Breeze Pelt hasn't eaten, they will legit whip up a 4 course meal in 15 minutes just to get them to eat something

-They have 3 kids, Blaze Eye, Quail Wing and Eagle Feather.

-Jay Feather likes podcasts. Their favorite podcast is The Corporate Casket.

-When Leafpool found out, she was very worried that Jay would make the same mistake that she made. Jay Feather had to be refrained by Breeze Pelt from smacking her and remind her that they're not a fucking idiot

-They're wedding was AMAZING let me show some photos

-What the wedding area looked like-

And Jay Feather ofc wore a dress, and bought Breeze Pelt a REALLY pricey suit because they weren't letting this wedding be a complete cheap shit show, this is the dress and the suit was just a normal black suit, so you can prolly just imagine that

-Breeze Pelt and Jay Feather both bite their nails, Jay Feather does it out of stress and Breeze Pelt does it out of boredom

-Breeze Pelt, despite knowing they cant, sometimes he imagines running away with Jay Feather and leaving the stressful clan life behind

-They do often talk about this, but they know its just a dream.

-Breeze Pelt is surprisingly the 'everything needs to be clean' one out of the two which makes Jay Feather laugh whenever they see the other rush to clean something in 2 seconds

-jay Feather gets surprisingly violent randomly, mainly when he doesn't get enough sleep but Breeze Pelt tries his best to keep his lover calm

-The only sport Jay Feather can do without looking stupid is ice skating since Hawkfrost taught them and a few others, Breeze Pelt likes roller skating so it works well

-Jay Feather gets misgendered due to their long hair, they are mistaken for a girl. This pisses Breeze Pelt off a lot, so when he can he will track the person down and either kill them, torture them or anything in-between

-Breeze Pelt is pan and Jay Feather is gay

-Breeze Pelt was the first person Jay Feather came out to as non-binary, Breeze Pelt just smiled and asked if they had a new name, pro-nouns and if they wanted to go shopping for anything. Jay Feather nearly cried

-Jay Feather has a really good gay-dar, so when Breeze Pelt came out as pan, Jay Feather just sat there and said, "I've known for months, its not new."

---Well thats it! requests are open, if you want to request anything, you can-- Amber

-Jay Feather often wakes up angry in thee middle of the night from talking with Yellow Fang or anyone else when they do, they figure out who Breeze Pelt is and just lay into him and calm down.

-in this au, Breeze Pelt is adopted, but unlike Jay Feather nobody knows

#Jayfeather x Breezepelt #Headcanons #Warrior cats

[tarasylnin-lavellan]

Justice's Flight

okay so here is the third episode in the justice arc featuring the half qunari half elf Harel from @w-h-4-t much love lethalan

Taras feet thudded as she ran, heart dead in her chest. You knew better her mind called, you knew how this would end. Foolish child you knew, she gritted her teeth against the painful thoughts. She used everything in the Vir Tanadhal. She ran along stones, swung from branches to break up her track, and forded every stream. She had to ensure that no one could find her, not ever.

Harel and Cole found the track of the Great stag easily enough and took off after Tara. Soon enough they found the site of the "ambush" and stopped. Cole breathed "scattering scared flighty yet flightless fleeing, falling." Harel looked over at the slight young man "mmm that sounds like.... well Tara's very stony. Scared? Ok maybe that is her." Coles eyes widened "mamae I am sorry mamae I....void blackened hate, glass scraping, I don't want to be the beast again, obsidian shards-" Harel cut him off promptly grabbing the boy "hey breathe, boots on the ground, air in your lungs we're trying to find her, breathe you're okay you're here. Cole looked up with his watery eyes at harel "she hurts so much, sharp glass tearing, she is drowning in the dark." His eyes filled with tears at the soul wrenching agony he could feel. Harel stared at the staged site "shems might fall for this one, but in the clan we called it Falon'din's faint. Stage an attack so the pursuer looses interest in your trail. Harel turned and saw the tears on Cole's face "hey, we're going to find, we will light the darkness okay? we wont let her drown. I wont let you drown either, we are going to be okay.

"Clawing creeping darkness....there" he pointed a trembling hand to the southwest. There was nothing to show her passage but Harel had expected that. Any clanfam worth a damn would know how to evade capture. "She really doesn't want to be found" Cole whispered, Harel nodded studying the area. "really does.... I mean I'm pretty good at tracking from when the clan would leave me behind but.... she really wiped herself off the map." "Swiftly spinning, thunder rumbles in the clouds even when it wants to be a flame." Cole stood wanting to help needing to help, Harel muttered pacing the clearing. "Where is she, were would she go," Cole stared at the sky "Move like brother, think like father, faster, go faster safety in seeking danger." Harel stopped at the words "do....wait....do you think you can follow the feeling? trail off the fear like you do?" "find the hurt?" Harel nodded "uh...yes... like feel out the pain like you do and keep following it till we find her?" Cole looked to the southwest "I can try....but it might make me disappear she is hurting so much..." Harel looked that way too "so long as one of us finds her, she gave up everything for that fucking bastard." Harel's eyes glowed a faint green at her words. "But we are not going to let her go, are we Cole?" Cole's eyes grew haunted "bright in the darkness wearing its skin loosely-" "FOCUS! Follow! we wont let anything happen to her, not again never again. You said she was going that way?" Cole nodded. "Then that is where we will go," a soft trumpeting noise cut her off. The inquisitors white hart trotted into the clearing shaking his head in grief huffing. "Oh you poor sweet thing, Tara left you all alone" she patted the beasts snout "its okay we are here now." Cole looked at the massive white stag "he... he saw her flee, saw her go there beyond the trees past there fleeing with the sun." Harel's eyes opened wide in sudden panic "she, she is heading for the arbor wilds SHITE its gunna get her killed DEAD." Harel felt the fear seizing her heart, "OH MYTHALS FUCKING BREAST BAND that place is deadly!" she shook Cole by the shoulders "she cant survive there! Tara is strong but the wilds will eat her alive!" Cole looked up at the bigger woman "death with purpose, safety in silence... I think that is her plan." "Well her plan is fuckin STUPID. We need to get to her before she gets anymore bright ideas! She is not going to sacrifice herself for some dumbass Templar idiot. We are going to bring her back and if he wants to play mage killer then I'll" a deep dangerous growl rumbled in her chest "I will bring it down on him, he wont hurt her... ever."

Harel swung onto the harts back and pulled Cole up behind her. His soft voice accompanying the thud of the hooves "knotted, gnarled, gnawing, the pain of knowing, of being seen, sheltering inside my heart, oh Mythal what if I kill again. Charred bodies.... burning hate... but now I know the faces, everyone I love, everyone I protect crushed like ash. A new templar an old dance, I cannot let it end the same have to stop have to run. The screams the hiss of burning flesh in armor, Mamae! she is cold so cold. Its safer to run let them think me lost, Dorian will know I cannot lie to him. Harel's heart was heavy as stone listening to the pain that tore at her friend. "She's got so much pain and she just keeps adding more, I don't know how she is still going Cole."

"The lion and the serpent bind me to the light, breaking away old walls and hurt. New love in true forms swirling like honey in his tea, eyes of amber look at me with kindness, I cannot let go but I must for them."

"The serpent will know she cannot keep this from him, he sees her and loves her anyway. He will look in the book eventually, but she will be too far gone by then. The lion roars and she runs to save him from her blood in his mouth. The lion tests his chains, roaring as the whip cuts into him but this is for his own good, his fangs start to show as the links break, to break her would break him.

"I am a weapon I have no right to love him, and now he hurts and its all my fault. Soon the hunt will begin again just as before, The Templars will hunt me and I will flee."

Harel looked into the darkness of the trees as Cole whispered all Tara's fear and hurts to her. The weight grows on her shoulders and she thinks of the horrible pain of being so alone; of finally finding people who love her only to have the spirit she was forced to be bound to rip all of it away. We'll change her mind, Dorian knows, he will do anything to stop her being hunted."

"The serpent raises his head fearless, fangs glinting but never poised to bite. He curls around her defensive and defying he know the pain of being hated. The hurt of betrayal for things that you were born with, he understands and draws up to the lion without fear.....Dorian yelled alot." Harel huffed a laugh "of course he did, and that is good, especially if it was at that blockheaded idiot Commander. I cannot believe we keep such ignorant people ar-" "pain, mistrust, I give them my all and the keep forcing me down. the magic, is dangerous; the chantry mother licks her thumb before turning the page, magic is dangerous. I saw the suffering it causes in the circle in Kirkwall, and here. Magic is dangerous but I want so badly to trust, crushed like a flower beneath hooves. She used me! She let me think she was....normal I still love her how can I still love her."

"He still loves her? okay.....maybe he's not as ignorant as I thought.... Sylaise, I hope to fuck Dorian gets him to calm down before we find her." "His hurt touches hers" Cole's voice was quiet and sad. "The scent of sweet mint and rain, I feel myself slipping away but it is there oakmoss and mint, twisting, tantalizing and terribly apart. What have I done! I didn't even give her a chance! I will may never see her again!"

Harel's hands tightened on the reins as the hart navigated a rock "good the fear will make him remorseful, its better that he remains beating himself up for what he did until we get her. He will never hurt her again after this...never again."

Cole sucked in a breath as he caught the agony around Tara again "sharp shards of hate, like the spines of a dragon, raising like hackles, glowing with darkness and smoke. Her heart cannot break like this, it will break her the darkness will find her take her." Harel swallowed heavily "lets say we cant get to her quick enough, what is she going to.... become"

"A pale mask, the queen she refused to be, the mask hides only darkness, edges, and hate. The crystals she fears tear her apart, dark and sharpened wings singing a discordant song. Groping in the darkness, Mamae's cooling body. I am losing myself, falling into the nothing."

Harel shuddered at the thought of her friend giving in and turning into vengeance. "Mythal grant us time to get to her.

Tara couldn't run anymore, she was utterly exhausted from the trauma and the flight from skyhold. She collapsed to her side under a tree. She tried to summon magic to blunt the pain turn off the nerves, but she was too exhausted for that kind of focus. The darkness of unconsciousness claimed her.

"Her mind is quieter she is sleeping!" Cole told harel. "Good, we need to double time it then, before she takes off again." Cole watched the shadows of the trees, "quiet like a drop of water in a pond, undisturbed, no wolves or shadows just soft darkness. She will not be moving any time soon." Harel pushed the stag just a bit faster "damn gotta her give credit though, she can haul ass when she want to if Dorian hadn't found that note so quickly we have never caught up." The pair rode till dawn "darkness pooling but not silent, she is awake.... and close."

blue white eyes glowed faintly in the shadow of a great tree, a deep melodic voice growled "You are not the hounds I was expecting..."

okay my lovelies there will either be a really long episode or two more depending on how much my sad artist brain can take go check out @w-h-4-t she has alot of great writing and is fantastic at Cole's dialog

#tarasyl'nin #lavellan #justice arc #part three #tara's backstory #dragon age inquisition #dragon age #cullavellan #cullen rutherford #my oc #@w-h-4-t #discord dialogs #cole is a sweet bean and I love him #harel

[randomsevans]

LATE LIES

Part 2

Steve Rogers x reader

Summary:you have recently decoved that your finance captain america is cheating on you. But there again you could be wrong. But what will happen when your not wrong ?. And your not the only one who has cort on to steve shaddy activitys .

AN : my grammar and spelling isn't the best so bare that in mind .

@nomadevans82

Breakfast was quickly over. No word . No affection. Shown by the man who was ment to love you, the man you are ment to marry , the man you suspect is cheating on you. But maybe your wrong , maybe your brain is just over thinking. This is captain america we are speaking about, man who said your his world , his love , he wouldnt do anything to hurt you , especially in such a way . Would he ?

He wouldnt or so you thought/knew.

'God why cant I think straight ' you mind was racing around and around , question after question , excuse after excuse for him .

Maybe your just overreacting, I mean my spy training doesn't mean I have to be right every time . Nobody else has notice his behalf? Right .but you have and you know him better then anyone . Or so you should. But your not the only one whose notice a change . Nat did , she look like she was about to skin him alive with her butter knife at the breakfast.

You mind racing , your fist rapidly punching the bag , never stop . The training room had blurred form your vision along with everyone in it . You can feel you blood boiling , tight knots in your stomach as you think about steve with sharon . Your temper going just above busting point . You didnt notice you went breathing. You didnt notice your eyes glowing, you didnt notice the punching bag flying off , with a swerling yellow sting glow around it . You just stare at it , forgetting all the people . Nobody would notice anyway , it's not unusual for this to happen , but what is , is the power running through your veins . The very thing , nobody knows, the thing you hide , the thing you run away from , thing you dont want people to know about you , hell you dont even know what it is exactly. You spend all you time hiding it . The minority of the time you cant feel it running though , you normally have hold over it . But when your emotions get to extreme (more like things you dont experience often ) such as a need to cry, or your anger , anxiety. It slips out and your cant control it. And it doesn't help you are feeling all these right now.

You final brought back form your blurred vision with a hand on your shoulder. If it was anyone else you'd push them off , but not this person. Youd no them any way . Ever since it first comforted you when you just a child, in place no child should be , in a situation no child should be , expecting things no child should ever .

You slowing turn your face toward him . Bucky .or james as you knew him as a child . Hes your comfort , the closest thing you got to w father in the red room . This you keep a secret form everyone else , no one apart from nat knows that you were in the red room with her and as she was training and falling in love with james . He acted as a father to , never letting you get near the same amount punishment as the other girls. So when you found he was still alive , when you found he was becoming sane minded again you couldn't be happy. You weirdly felt safe the world again . After you were told just after he managed for you to escape that the red room had killed him .

You have alot of secrets such as people dont know about the fact that the red room trained you , Bucky trained you , or the fact that you two have a father and daughter relationship . Nobody knows not even Steve, to everyone else sheild trained you, you were a good field agent and was giving the opportunity to become an averager under the request of Nat .But at least two people know them nat and buck , they raised you basically, they know you , they know your history. But theres one secret that nat doesn't even know, only james . And that's about your mutation. James found out about it the same time you did .

You were 11 years old , training with james in a dark cold room . The constenced shouting in russian and girls crying was getting to your head missing punishing and kicks , you head was fuzzy, everything was become to quick , to fast . You couldn't handle it , although you go thought it every day . You final get a burst of energy and it shoots thought your veins and bones , the bright yellow light swerling around, pushing James into the wall . He knew what it was , he had heard of mutation before and what happens when the red room find a girl who has one , they either dont last very long or are put into different facilities. He protected you , help you hide it . Still does today .

So when you turned around , you saw the panic on his face, he knew what had happend , he was the only person in the room that saw as always. And he knew something was wrong because you knew let it get the better of . He automatically pulled you into a hug hiding your face from the rest of the world in his chest . It would be so easy to cry , so easy. If you wernt so anger you were shacking .

"Your okay " "your safe " "I got you " " you can calm down " he constantly whispers until you did as you were told and calmed down . You glance up till you met his glaze . His eyes was swerling with fear and empathy for you . "Now you gonna tell me what's got you all worked up ?"he asked pulling the hair out of your face . You just shake you head negatively, he nodded in return , knowing you was going to answer him anytime soon .

"I might have an idea " nats voice stalled you . 'Did she see ?' You become anxious again you dont want anyone to know about you mutions .

"You've go quite the rage and strength, and rightfully to " at this you know she must think you just punched the bag down .

"What do you mean ? What happend ? Do u know what's wrong? NAT tell me ! " buck quietly shouted concerned, pulling away form you , facing nat with his armes crossed .

"Calm down papa wolf , I dont think nows the time , let's calm her down and get a drink in her first , I know she needs it " she glanced at you sympathetically, she knows about sharon and Steve.

"What ! Nat Its 11am the mo...." bucky was cut off by the annocument above.

"Party tonight people. Main floor see you there tonight. Peace out , Iron man ! " Tony said though the speakers .

"Great !" You said walking out of the training room , towards your room , knowing you'll stay there u till the party.

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Hours had passed and you haven't seen anyone all day , steve didnt come to check up on you like he normal did , you asked friday what he was doing every hour and your were denied access.

You and Nat hadn't spoke about what was playing on your mind , you just spent your day with a few early drinks and tv . It got to the time where it was time to get ready .you sat in that's room with a dress she picked out for you lying on her bed . You sat at the mirror finishing your simple make up nothing to extreme hust enough to add to your natural beauty.

You heard the bathroom door open , you turned to see that Nat was almost ready

"Come on kid , I know parties ain't really our thing but at least they'll be vodka "she joked .

"Thank god " you rolled your eyes and got up picking up your dress and heading towards the bathroom. You were just about to close the door when Nat sighed

"Y/n you .... I..... do you see what i see " she ask clearly neverous .

"About ?" You tried to act clueless but you knew what she was about to say

"About steve "

"..... " you stay silent for a while " can we not.. not right now .. we both could be wronge his the man I'm marrying, the man I love .... i dont want to think about it .... I... we might be wronge "

She scoffed at the thought but she nodded her head . And in you went into the bathroom to finish getting ready .

When you emerged out of the bathroom in your dark blue silk dress that hugged and was lose in all the right placed . With your hair curled and pinned half up and half down .

"Oh my .... you look gorgeous " Nat said with wide eyes . You felt it too as much as you ddint want to go to this party you felt great in this dress almost forgetting everything

"You look stunning as always " Nat just shrugged it off and grab your hand while heading our her door .

When you got into the hallway you and nat both stopped in your tracks.

"There you are ... iv been looking for you ... Tony and his parties eh " Steve laugh making you laugh too . This man put you into a trance everytime you saw him , he was in a dark blue shirt similar to your dress (not on purpose) . He looked as good as ever , you sighed with the biggest smile thinking this man is going to be your for ever soon . But then the voice started to creep back into your head ,instantly your small dropped to a frown

Steve took a step closer to you and kissed you on the check you let out a breath that you didnt know you was holding all day ,

'See everything normal we were just over reacting '

He smiled down at you "you look good " he said but he didnt even look at you the way be usual would , he didnt say what he usal would , it would be more then just good ...

"Good ? She looks stunning " Nat blurted out , you could tell she was staring at him like he was the target .

He just wrapped an arm losly around you , not tight like he normal would, he once said it was to keep you by his side and let everyone know your his . But not now . You felt so stuiped being in his arms .

"Let's go shall we "

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You had been at the party for not that long Steve was by your side laughing and joking with everyone around the group . Nat , Bucky and Tony all laughing and joking

Everyone would feel fine if it wasnt for Steve's eyes keep wondering off

You sighed , chucking down your drunk , thinking your the only one that noticed but you forget that you were next to the best assassins you have ever know .

"Hi everyone "

"Oh hi sharon " Tony said

Your eyes snapped to her stunned , everyone eyes fell on her as you all stood at the bar in a circle she had managed to get her way inbetween Tony and steve

" you look stunning " steve said looking her up and down with a smirk , your heart dropped

"You get good and she gets stunning!"

"Thank you " sharon whisper trying not to star at steve but failing as there both keep sharing glances at each other, as a blush creeped on her check .

The music was the only thing filling the silence for a while as Tony sipped on his drink clueless . With steve and Sharom basically eye fucking each other while unknowly to you two very very anger killing mansions were ready to be Roger's down . You just stood there tears threating to make an appearance.

"I'm... I'm just going to pop to the.. " you couldn't finish your sentence already making your way down the hall .

Nobody looked at you are asked if you were okay .

You made your way blindly down corridors in all different directions you didnt know where you ended up, all you knew was you were far way you didnt hear the music and you were safe alone . You let out a quiet sob that lead to a few tears escaping your tear duck as you fought them off . Ignoring the stinging feeling with the tight chest and pit in your stomach .

Some one pulled you into there arms you you could see was a few red strains of hair

"Sshhhhh "

"I dont know why I'm like this.... I might be wronge " you choked out

Nat just gave you a look like 'when are we ever wronge "

"Come lets go back " was all she said you nodded .

She rubbed your back as you made your way through the corridors . Before you turned a corner you heard a quiet bang followed by laughter and giggles . You and Nat quietly laught and slowly made your way to the corner.

You stopped dead in your tracks with nat behind you . You were barely visible as you were still hidden around the corner .you quickly took a step back , pushing Nat backwards , she looked confused but you both listen carefully.

All you could hear was short breaths with giggles and growls

"Stop that "you heard a high pitched giggle

"Hell no ! I wanted to get my hands on you all night "

"You would be able to if you didnt have her ..."

"Soon " The deep voice cut her off "soon I'll be all your okay "

Your heart drop you could help the tears roll down your cheek. As you saw and hear Steve with sharon , it hit you hard , it all become reality and you couldn't take it . Nat griped you tightly clearly trying to calm her anger .

There voice went away and nat looked around the corner

"There gone ..I'm going to kill him " she snapped

You sobs became louder and louder your whole body was shaking

"Why ? Why ? Why ? He said he loved me , said I was his world , I'm meant to be his wife soon why ? What did he mean by soon ? Was he going to leave you?

Your body was shaking as nat stepped back , unknowly to you everything around you was shaking to . You vision blur and lost all connection to world around you and your heart was literally tearing into piece making the unwanted power over come you .

"Uh no nooo no " was all you hear and Bucky ran his way towards you

"Calm down it okay " bucky slowly came near you as the shaking stopped. He quickly wrapped you in his arms

"Calm down !"

There was silence that felt like forever Nat with her anger towards Roger's and shocked by you . While Bucky was staying calm for you

"You going to tell me ? " he asked slowly.

You shook your head no

There both sighed

"Fine I will!" Nat snapped

"No .. no please dont" you begged.

"What ? What is it ? "Bucky asked getting impatient

"No .. don't say it...its not real until you say it " you hiccup on everyone word

"Please " you begged one last time

"Just tell me god damn it "

"Roger's is cheating with carter "nat barked over youf sobs

"What !"

#chris evans #chris evans x reader #steve rogers au #steve rodgers imagine #steve rodgers x reader #steve rogers #steve x reader

[toutorii]

Heartbreak

Connor stared at the flames. Feeling a part of himself leaving his body. He felt numb. He felt nothing but a dull ache as he saw people mourning their loved ones.

Gods dammit. So many kids lost their lives that day.

He looked at the son of Poseidon, who had given up on trying to stay strong and broke down in tears. The daughter of Athena holding him while shedding her own tears.

He turned his head to the young blonde son of Apollo. Who was hanging onto his siblings, all of them crying and muttering things like "why her" and "no no no this isnt real"

His gaze raised to the son of Hades, who was responsible to send all of the dead demigods to the afterlife. He was staring at the flames, but it didnt take a genius to know what he was staring at. After all, she was like a mother to him.

Finally, Conner's sights landed on his older brother, who was holding his significant other in his arms. Katie was a broken mess in Travis' arms.

Connor thought he would feel a surge of anger and resentment at his brother. Knowing that he would be able to go to sleep tonight knowing he would see the love of his life tomorrow. But instead, he felt relieved that his brother could be happy. That he didnt have to go through what he did.

Connor suddenly started having a shortness of breath. The crowd suffocating him. He ran in a frenzy to anyplace other than there, anyplace where he didn't have to see her face, anyplace he didnt have to remember her smile—

He stopped in front of the big house, trembling. The numbness started to fade, and pain. Oh gods the pain, just hit him like a typhoon.

Never again would she smile at him, her slightly crooked teeth and dimples showing. Never again would he be able to stare at her beautiful dark skin and her changing eyes. Never again would he be able to laugh when she cursed at her hair for being so damn stubborn. Never—

No.

He has to stop. He can't think about any of that anymore. If he does. He'll break completely.

So, Connor walked instead to the Hermes cabin, and layed in her bed, pretending she was still there.

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3 days.

It had been 3 days since she had left him.

Or more specifically, 71 hours and 44 minutes.

Connor fiddled with his ring. The same ring that she had exchanged with him. They always knew the possibility of one of them passing before they could get married, so they exchanged promise rings. The ring always made Connor feel proud. That the woman he loved so much loved him as well.

But now. Now. He just feels pain. Pain that she left him in this cruel world. That he was expected to live on and to be strong. He doesnt want to be strong. He wants to be in her arms godsdammit.

He reached into his pocked and pulled out a piece of paper that had been haunting him since he found it.

"Read it after the battle, will you? That means you have to survive to read it you hear?"

He cursed himself for not catching that she never said she would survive to see his reaction.

Taking a shaky breath, he opened the folded paper. He smiled gently at her messy all caps handwriting.

Connor,

If youre reading this—

Actually, fuck that, what is this? An angsty fanfic? Anyways, I already got off track I swear to Hades—

A h e m. So, I guess I'll start with why I'm writing you this.

So its because of my dream. I lied to you. And I'm sorry. But I knew who killed me, I knew where it was, I figured out when it was. All a few years ago actually. It was Luke, in Olympus, during the Battle of Manhattan. And Im so sorry. But I had to die, basically to guilt the fucker into fighting Kronos. But enough about that. Gods theres so many things I wanted to tell you. But I'll keep it short. I love you Connor Stoll. You are my best friend. I cant imagine a world without you. And I know you feel the same. But, you'll have to learn to live without me. And Im so sorry, I wish I could give you everything you ever wanted. But, I cant. And— gods Im crying now— I hate myself for that. I will watch over you though Connor. You wont be alone. Oh, and find happiness. You deserve it. But I want to ask one selfish request. Look after the kids. Especially Will and Nico. Percy and Annie will have eachother for emotional support, but Will and Nico dont. Gods, I hope they all make it out alive. I know its a fools wish but one can wish. And one last thing. (I feel like ive said that alot) Don't stop being you, okay?

Love and best wishes,

Phoebe

Connor smiled, knowing that her "kids" all made it out alive and safe. But also, because he feels like he has some closure. That her death wasn't in vain.

He stared at her name. Burning into his mind so he would never forget. As if he could forget, the woman he loved so dearly.

His voice cracked as he spoke for the first time since the battle.

"I love you too, Phoebe Jacobs"

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Connor stared at the flames. Feeling a part of himself leaving his body. He felt numb. He felt nothing but a dull ache as he saw people mourning their loved ones.

Gods dammit. So many kids lost their lives that day.

He looked at the son of Poseidon, who had given up on trying to stay strong and broke down in tears. The daughter of Athena holding him while shedding her own tears.

He turned his head to the young blonde son of Apollo. Who was hanging onto his siblings, all of them crying and muttering things like "why her" and "no no no this isnt real"

His gaze raised to the son of Hades, who was responsible to send all of the dead demigods to the afterlife. He was staring at the flames, but it didnt take a genius to know what he was staring at. After all, she was like a mother to him.

Finally, Conner's sights landed on his older brother, who was holding his significant other in his arms. Katie was a broken mess in Travis' arms.

Connor thought he would feel a surge of anger and resentment at his brother. Knowing that he would be able to go to sleep tonight knowing he would see the love of his life tomorrow. But instead, he felt relieved that his brother could be happy. That he didnt have to go through what he did.

Connor suddenly started having a shortness of breath. The crowd suffocating him. He ran in a frenzy to anyplace other than there, anyplace where he didn't have to see her face, anyplace he didnt have to remember her smile—

He stopped in front of the big house, trembling. The numbness started to fade, and pain. Oh gods the pain, just hit him like a typhoon.

Never again would she smile at him, her slightly crooked teeth and dimples showing. Never again would he be able to stare at her beautiful dark skin and her changing eyes. Never again would he be able to laugh when she cursed at her hair for being so damn stubborn. Never—

No.

He has to stop. He can't think about any of that anymore. If he does. He'll break completely.

So, Connor walked instead to the Hermes cabin, and layed in her bed, pretending she was still there.

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3 days.

It had been 3 days since she had left him.

Or more specifically, 71 hours and 44 minutes.

Connor fiddled with his ring. The same ring that she had exchanged with him. They always knew the possibility of one of them passing before they could get married, so they exchanged promise rings. The ring always made Connor feel proud. That the woman he loved so much loved him as well.

But now. Now. He just feels pain. Pain that you left him in this cruel world. That he was expected to live on and to be strong. He doesnt want to be strong. He wants to be in her arms godsdammit.

He reached into his pocked and pulled out a piece of paper that had been haunting him since he found it.

"Read it after the battle, will you? That means you have to survive to read it you hear?"

He cursed himself for not catching that you never said you would survive to see his reaction.

Taking a shaky breath, he opened the folded paper. He smiled gently at her messy all caps handwriting.

Connor,

If youre reading this—

Actually, fuck that, what is this? An angsty fanfic? Anyways, I already got off track I swear to Hades—

A h e m. So, I guess I'll start with why I'm writing you this.

So its because of my dream. I lied to you. And I'm sorry. But I knew who killed me, I knew where it was, I figured out when it was. All a few years ago actually. It was Luke, in Olympus, during the Battle of Manhattan. And Im so sorry. But I had to die, basically to guilt the fucker into fighting Kronos. But enough about that. Gods theres so many things I wanted to tell you. But I'll keep it short. I love you Connor Stoll. You are my best friend. I cant imagine a world without you. And I know you feel the same. But, you'll have to learn to live without me. And Im so sorry, I wish I could give you everything you ever wanted. But, I cant. And— gods Im crying now— I hate myself for that. I will watch over you though Connor. You wont be alone. Oh, and find happiness. You deserve it. But I want to ask one selfish request. Look after the kids. Especially Will and Nico. Percy and Annie will have eachother for emotional support, but Will and Nico dont. Gods, I hope they all make it out alive. I know its a fools wish but one can wish. And one last thing. (I feel like ive said that alot) Don't stop being you, okay?

Love and best wishes,

Phoebe

Connor smiled, knowing that her "kids" all made it out alive and safe. But also, because he feels like he has some closure. That her death wasn't in vain.

He stared at her name. Burning into his mind so he would never forget. As if he could forget, the woman he loved so dearly.

His voice cracked as he spoke for the first time since the battle.

"I love you too, Phoebe Jacobs"

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So um, this is Connor's perspective of Phoebes death... I hope you like it, and if you wouldn't mind maybe some constructive criticism? I wanna learn and improve mh writing if its not too much to ask

~Blurb~

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How did you know I like Greek mytholog-

Anyway, GIRL THIS WAS SO GOOD!!!❤️❤️

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Darling, Dearest, Dead | Mob!Tom Holland

— can you do an imagine where mob!tom breaks up with the reader and kicks her out after a fight because he thinks she’s cheating but a few weeks later she gets tracked down by toms rival gang and she goes to tom for help but he doesn’t help her and the gang hurts her and she ends up having a miscarriage because she was pregnant with toms baby - Anon

✧ Pairing: Mob!Tom Holland x Reader, Mob!Harrison Osterfield x Reader {STIRCTLY PLATONIC}

✧ Featuring: Harrison Osterfield, rival gang members, F/n.

✧ Summary: sometimes keeping secrets does more harm than good.

✧ WARNINGS: everyone is so god damn shady in this fic, don’t tell lies, angst, miscarriage, blood, violence, mob related themes/stuff, swearing, jumping to conclusions, hospitals, EVERYONE IS LYING IN THIS FIC, death, nudity, drugs/ drug use, cheating (mentioned), alcohol, kidnapping, Tom is a real douchebag in this and a div, ex’s, f/n is anti Tom, and just anti mob life in general, there’s no fluff here, everyone just loves to interrupt.

✧Word Count: 14.3k + alot of words {I did edit this, but I apologise in advance if there are any errors I missed}

✧ A/n: Italics are thoughts. r/g/n= rival gang name, f/n= friends name, h/n= hospital name… requests are open!!! Want to be added to the tag list just message me! Also, angst August?? I think hell yeah…

Tag squad: @kisses-holland

Tom let out a groan as he rubbed the palm of his hand down his face, trudging up the stairs that lead to yours and his shared bedroom suite, his eyelids heavy with sleep. All he wanted to do was go to bed and cuddle you.

Tom finally reached the door, his hand was just about to grab the doorknob when he heard your voice speak through the door, making Tom’s hand hover above the doorknob.

“You can’t tell him.” You whimpered, making Tom’s hand fall to his side, and his eyebrows furrowed, he pressed his ear against the door so he could hear better.He felt awful about doing this but, who the fuck are you talking to? and what the fuck are you talking about? He thought. His heart hammering hard against his rib cage.

“You have to tell him.” Harrison growled, clearly annoyed that you would hide this from Tom, he looked up from the piece of paper that held your pregnancy test results, while Tom’s eyes widen in shock.

What was Harrison doing in yours and his bedroom? And what couldn’t you tell him? What are you hiding from him? Tom thought. As he started to list the worst possible scenarios of what you could be hiding from him. Illness, pregnancy, betrayal, maybe you were being threatened, or maybe you were cheating…

“I cant.” You replied, your voice was barely above a whisper. Harrison gave you an infuriated look. His fingers slightly crinkling the paper.

“Why can’t you, y/n? Please enlighten me on why you can’t tell him. Why you insist on keeping this a secret from him? Because clearly, you aren’t thinking straight if you want to hide this from him.” Harrison snapped, crossing his arms over his chest, his hard gaze staring at you intently, waiting for your response.

Meanwhile, Tom leaned his body weight against the door, waiting for your response. His eyebrows furrowed, as anxiety started to set in.

“Because it will change everything.” You snapped, Harrison hard gaze soften.

However, Tom, on the other hand, was beyond livid, balling his fists, while his jaw clenched. The vein in his neck pulsing fast. His eyes narrowed, his nostrils flaring. As his mind started to go into overdrive.

Oh my god, she’s cheating on me. That explains why she’s been so distant lately and jumpy, why she rejects my sexual advances. Tom thought.

Tom was too caught in his thoughts and accusations to hear what you said next.

“I don’t even know if he wants a baby, then there’s the issue of him being a mob boss, and-, I just, I’m scared Haz, what if, he makes me get an abortion or leaves me or kills me.” You mumbled, looking down at your lap, as you played with your fingers, avoiding Harrison’s gaze, as tears started to form in your eyes, you quickly wiped them away.

“Y/n-” Harrison started to say only to get cut off by the door being flung open.

The door banged against the wall, making you and Harrison jump, your eyes widen in shock, while Harrison quickly took out his gun, turning around to see who it is, his gun aiming at the figure, he relaxed when he saw Tom, putting his gun away, but gave Tom a questionable look.

“Tom-” Harrison started to say, only for Tom to interrupt him rather rudely.

“Save it, Harrison, leave.” Tom hissed, his eyes never leaving your figure, his gaze was cold.

Harrison’s eyes widen in shock, as he looked from Tom to you, then back at Tom, Harrison gulped, before turning his attention back to you he gave you a reassuring smile, meant to encourage you to tell Tom the truth, but you couldn’t, the look Tom was giving you looked murderous. It made you tremble with fear.

Harrison left the room reluctantly, the piece of paper still clutched in his hand, Tom took a step forward, taking slow intimidating steps towards you.

“Tom.” You whimpered, as he stood towering in front of you, glaring at you.

“I know what you did, I know you cheated on me, I mean it explains everything, why you won’t even let me have sex with you, why you’ve been so distant lately, you are cheating.” Tom accused, you looked up at him in confusion, your eyebrows furrowing, which seemed to make him even more furious.

You tried to speak, but no words were coming out, you were shocked, plus the fact that Tom didn’t even let you say a word.

“I don’t want to hear it y/n, I gave you everything, my love, my affection, my time, gifts, money, protection, a roof to live under, and this is how you treat me.” Tom snapped.

“Was my love not enough for you, that you had to whore yourself off to some other man.” Tom shouted, making you wince.

“Tom-” you whimpered out, only for him to cut you off.

“I trusted you, I thought you loved me, but that was just a lie, wasn’t it? You made me fall hard for you, you played me for a fool, and I just, I can’t believe you would do this to me, what’s even worse is that you brought my best friend into this to hide it. That disgusts me, you disgust me, I really wish that I was what you wanted, but apparently, I’m not.” Tom growled tears fell from your eyes, as Tom looked down at you with disgust.

You tried to speak again, but once again Tom cut you off.

“We are over, get out of my house, I never want to see you again.” He growled, turning around, but your hand wrapped around his wrist, Tom suddenly spun around, making you jump a bit, glaring at you, as his jaw clenched.

“Please Tom.” You pleaded, tears blurring your vision.

Tom snatched his wrist away from your grasp, making you flinch.

“You fucked this up not me.” He growled, turning around and storming out of the bedroom.

You let out a choked sob, putting your face into your hands as you cried, you just lost the one person who meant everything to you in the entire world, all because you were afraid to tell him you were pregnant.

Your hands fell from your face, as you took in the bedroom one last time, your breathing was shaky, as you got up slowly, taking slow steps towards the walk-in robe, your hand shakily opened the door to it. Your pace was slow as you walked into it, you tried to take another step, but you ended up falling to the ground, sobs racked your whole body. You really did fuck up your relationship with Tom.

You didn’t notice that someone else entered the walk-in robe until you felt someone wrap their arms around you, pulling you close to their chest.

“Sh, it’s okay.” Harrison cooed, rubbing soothing circles on your back, trying his best to calm you down, but it didn’t seem to work.

“He broke up with me.” You cried, making Harrison furrow his eyebrows. He definitely wasn’t expecting Tom to break up with you because you told him you were pregnant, maybe a lecture about using protection and taking the pill and how to use it, but definitely not a breakup, he was a little disappointed in Tom at the moment.

“Did you tell him? Because if that’s the reason why he broke up with you then I’m going to beat his ass.” Harrison grumbled.

“N-no, he, t-thought, I-I c-cheated on h-him.” You stuttered out, making Harrison pull away from you slightly, he gave a sympathetic look.

“Y/n, go find him right now and tell that you never cheated on him.” Harrison demanded.

“What’s the point he doesn’t trust me, he’ll probably think it’s the other dudes’ baby, if you don’t trust the person you love, then really there wasn’t any love there, to begin with.” You mumbled, looking down at the plush carpet.

“Y/n-” Harrison started to say, only for you to interrupt him. You looked up at him, as tears escaped your eyes, making their way down your cheeks.

“I’m going to leave before  he hurts me, you should go be with him, he needs you.” You spoke, getting up shakily. Harrison followed queue.

“Least let me pack your suitcase, and take it down the stairs for you, you honestly look like your about to pass out or something.” Harrison offered, you nodded your head, while Harrison gave you a half-smile, moving away from you and grabbing the suitcase, he started to grab the minor essentials putting them in the suitcase, all the while you numbly wandered out to the bedroom, your eyes caught sight of the large photo of you and Tom, your heart felt like it dropped into your stomach, as more tears come falling out of your eyes. You and Tom were so happy back then.

“All packed, I’ll find you an apartment and drop the rest of your stuff there.” Harrison spoke, breaking you out of your thoughts. You turned to look at him. He gave you a sympathetic look, noticing that you were staring at the photo of you and Tom.

“I should leave, thank you.” You spoke, grabbing the suitcase handle from him and walking off, but Harrison quickly followed you, his hand wrapped around your wrist and spun you around towards him, making you feel sick, Harrison gaze softened as he noticed the distressed look on your face.

“For what’s it is worth Tom truly did love you.” Harrison spoke softly, he thought it would comfort you, but it really didn’t, it only made it worse.

“Just not enough to trust me.” You sobbed, turning around and walking away from him, Harrison watched you with a sad expression, though it turned into anger as he remembered Tom, he was going to give him a piece of his mind.

Harrison quickly stormed towards Tom’s office, opening the door rather roughly.

Tom’s head snapped up, his grip on the glass of whiskey tightening. It was meant to help him forget about you, but clearly, it wasn’t working.

“What the hell Tom?” Harrison shouted, storming into Tom’s office.

“I got rid of a cheater.” Tom replied, calmly, as he took a sip of the drink.

“Are you out of your mind? She never cheated on you, and it’s pretty rich coming from you since you cheated all the time on your ex-partners.” Harrison snapped, making Tom suddenly stand up abruptly, he gave Harrison a cold hard glare, though Harrison gave Tom a cold hard glare too.

“How do you know? She’s been distant, hasn’t let me fuck her in weeks, and then she’s all shady telling you not to tell me.” Tom snapped, ignoring Harrisons last comment, he grabbed the glass of whiskey and brought it up to his lips.

“If she was cheating on you then I would have killed her, all I know is that she loves you and she would never hurt you like that, just go talk to her, she’s a mess.” Harrison replied.

“And all I know is that she’s a lying cheating bitch and I’m glad she’s out of my life, she was dragging me down anyways, and good, I don’t care.” Tom growled. Lies, he did care, maybe he got it wrong, but maybe he got it right and you did cheat on him. I mean you have been acting kind of shady towards him lately, so, that could only mean one thing well two things, betrayal, and cheating, though he did think you cheating was betrayal as well.

“You’re a real ass.” Harrison spat out, turning around and walking away from Tom before he would punch his best friend/boss in the face.

“Why don’t you think of where your loyalty lies with me or her?” Tom snapped.

Harrison shook his head in disgust before storming out of the room.

“Dick.” Tom muttered, bringing the glass back to his lips and downing the rest. The glass slammed against the wooden desk hard, while his grip tightened on the glass.

“I need something stronger.” Tom grumbled to himself, turning around and walking over to where he kept his liquor, he grabbed the bottle of rum, opening the cap, instead of grabbing another cup he just drank from the bottle. Though he knew it wouldn’t get you out of his mind, no hard liquor would, maybe drugs would, he opened the cupboard door taking out a bag of cocaine, then poured three lines onto the table, he leaned down, then snorted it, all the memories of you started to slip away…

・。・゜☆・。・。☆・゜・。・゜。・。・゜☆・。・。 MEANWHILE

Your fist knocked softly against your friend’s door. You pulled it away from the door, dropping your hand to your side, as you waited for the door to open.

“Y/n.” f/n greeted cheerfully, her smile dropped into a frown as she saw the rims of your eyes red, as tears started to well up in your eyes, your eyes were bloodshot, and your lip started to tremble.

“Can I stay here for a while?” you asked, shakily.

“Sure, your welcome to stay here as long as you want, may I ask why though?” she asked, as she gestured for you to come inside which you did, she shut the door behind you. As you turned around to face her.

“Me and um, Tom, we broke up, for good.” You choked out, she gave you a sad look as you started to full-on sob now.

“Oh, babe.” She sighed, pulling you into a hug, you hide your face into the crook of her neck, as violent sobs racked your body, f/n’s hand rubbed soothing circles on your back with her fingers.

“It’s okay, you’re okay.” She cooed, not that it helped.

“He t-thought I was c-cheating on him, but I wasn’t I was pregnant, I-I just, I couldn’t tell him.” You sobbed out.

“Oh, y/n, sh, hey, maybe this is a good thing, the breakup, and him mistaking that you cheated on him.” She stated. You pulled away from her giving her a confused look.

She let out a sigh, as your confused look turned into a look of utter disbelief.

“I should leave, I knew coming here was a mistake, that you’d be so, bitchy.” You muttered you tried to walk past her, but she grabbed your forearm rather tightly stopping you. You let out a whimper, as her gaze hardened.

“This means you’re out of his life, I don’t mean to sound harsh, but I’m kind of relieved you and Tom are over, you have no idea how worried I get that one day I’m going to get a phone call or see on the news that you died, all because of that douchebag boyfriend of yours, you deserve better.” She snapped.

“But I love him, I’ll always will.” You whimpered, making your friend roll her eyes, she honestly didn’t understand what made you fall in love with Tom. To her he was vile, and the devil.

“If he truly loved you, he would have fought harder for you, he wouldn’t have let you go, no matter how hard the situation is. He is probably fucking some other girl now, he’ll move on, while you just wallow trying to pick up the pieces. He is not worth your tears and heartache y/n, take this as a positive thing, you are free from this toxic life, from Tom, from the mob, and so is that baby, I’m going to run you a bath, and then we are going to take this day by day, remember he isn’t worth your tears.” She ranted.

She wiped the fallen tears away, before releasing her grip from your forearm, she turned around and walked off towards the bathroom, leaving you in the hallway, as more tears fell from your eyes.

But you didn’t want better, you wanted Tom.

・。・゜☆・。・。☆・゜・。・゜。・。・゜☆・。・。 A FEW WEEKS LATER

To say it was a struggle moving on from Tom was an understatement, two weeks and you were an utter complete mess. Isolating yourself in your room from the world, everything reminded you of him, and f/n was sick of it, she kept telling you “He isn’t worth your tears.” And your least favourite line, the one that broke your heart was “He is probably fucking some whore right now, I wouldn’t be surprised if he has moved on already found himself another ride or die, bitch, while you just wallow, move on y/n, you deserve better.”

She really wasn’t helping you move on at all, she was making it worse. To the point, you were spiralling into a depression…

Tom wasn’t doing so well either, he was an utter complete mess as well. Sure he might not have looked it on the outside, but on the inside, it was an entirely different story, nothing could ever fill the void you left, nothing could get rid of this heartache he felt, the loneliness he felt, sure he slept with a lot of woman to try and fill it but they never did the trick, they were fun in the moment, but after woods, the loneliness crept back in, coming back worse and almost felt like he was suffocating. Alcohol and drugs didn’t work either, well maybe in the moment they did, not even torturing those who didn’t pay up or betrayed him take you off his mind, nothing could compare to you, and the feelings you gave him, you were one drug that he couldn’t come clean from, no matter how hard he tried, you always seemed to pop up in his mind…

F/n stormed into your room, well the guest bedroom, holding a piece of paper in her hand, probably an application. The look on her face made you wince. You looked at her with wide eyes, gulping.

“I found a job for you, it’s a waitressing gig, the café in town, I think it will be perfect for you.” She spoke, her other hand on her hip.

“Thanks, but I’m not ready to go out into the world yet.” You mumbled, averting your gaze back to your phone screen.

You heard f/n let out a frustrated huff, she was probably rubbing her hand down her face.

“Oh, you are so ready, to go out into the world again, it’s been two weeks, stop letting him ruin your life, and take it back, don’t let him have the satisfaction of seeing you weak and miserable.” f/n hissed, making you shift uncomfortably on your bed.

“I’m not, I’m just having me time, that’s all.” You denied, clearly, it was a lie, and f/n could see straight through it.

“So, your ‘me time’ is mopping about in your room, crying, while eating junk food for two weeks.” f/n spoke, sarcasm evident in her tone, rolling her eyes when she finished talking.

“Yeah, and I don’t always you cry.” You muttered, making f/n roll her eyes.

“It’s time to get your life together, stop crying for a boy that clearly doesn’t deserve you, you have a baby growing inside your womb, you’re not only putting your health at risk, but you are putting your baby at risk as well, for Christ shakes you haven’t even scheduled a prenatal appointment to see your doctor.” She grumbled.

"I'm not even a month pregnant yet, I'm only like six weeks pregnant." you stated, giving her a duh look. F/n stared at you for a second before speaking.

"God, you really are reckless, that's when you need to go schedule an appointment, you are already a month pregnant,y/n, four weeks is a month, your way past four weeks, you need to look after yourself and the baby, get out in the world again, move on." f/n snapped, giving you a disapproving look.

“Fine, I’ll go drop this off, and schedule an appointment, if it will get you off my back.” You muttered, as your hand shot up to her, motioning for her to hand over the application, which she gracefully gave you.

“Good, you have to fill it out first, and once you’ve done that have a god damn shower and look presentable, you look like a fucking crackhead, oh and after you finished call your doctor for a prenatal appointment.” She ordered, making you roll your eyes, as you locked your phone, putting it down on the bed, you got up, walking over to the corner desk, and sitting down, as she continued to talk.

“And I’m coming with you, so I’ll know you haven’t skipped it.” She spoke.

“Yes, mom.” You grumbled, as you started to fill out the application form.

F/n rolled her eyes, before turning around and walking out of the room.

A minute later you finished filling out the form. You let out a sigh, running your fingers through your hair.

“Alright time for a shower now.” f/n voice spoke from behind you, making you jump in fright. You turned around to face her, your hand clutching your chest as your heart beat faster.

“Sorry, now get up and go shower.” f/n ordered, basically pulling you out of the chair.

“Jeez, okay, calm down, no need to be so bossy.” You muttered, making your way out of the room.

“I’m just trying to help you out.” She called out, as you opened the bathroom door, walking into the room, as soon as the door shut, you pressed your back against the door, letting out a shaky breathe, your heart rate started to speed up.

“You can do this, time to move on.” You told yourself, trying to reassure yourself. Your eyes fluttered closed trying to calm your nerves down, breathing in and out.

“We are going to get through this little one, it’s just you and me.” You muttered, your eyes fluttering open again, your hand rested on your stomach, as your eyes cast down towards your hand where it rested.

Your heart rate came back to normal, making you let out a relieved sigh.

“I got this.” You muttered.

Your hand fell from your stomach to the hem of your jumper, your other hand doing the same, scrunching it up, and pulling it over your head and discarding it to the ground, repeating the same action with your t-shirt. Your fingers fumbled to undo the button on your jeans, once you unbuttoned it, you unzipped the zip, pulling the jeans down, and stepping out of them, you then proceeded to hook your fingers under the waistband of your undies, pulling them down, stepping out of them once they drop to your ankles. You then unhooked your bra, taking it off and discarding it to the floor, you then proceeded to make your way towards the shower, your hand grabbed the handle of the slider door pulling it back, you hopped into the shower, turning on the hot water, scrunching your face up a bit when the hot water hit your body, you then turned on the cold water, letting out a content sigh, as the water turned warm. your eyes fluttering closed as the warm water continued to hit your body, your hand reached out for the soap, grabbing it in your hand, you then started to wash yourself…

About ten minutes later you turned the water off, opening the sliding door and stepping out of the shower, immediately the cold air hit your skin making you shiver, you quickly grabbed the towel, drying yourself off, then wrapping it around your body, then tucking it so it wouldn’t fall off. You made your way over to the vanity sink, the mirror was all fogged up, making you let out a huff, wiping the fog away with the palm of your hand.

Your hand fell to your side once the fog was cleared off, you let out a sigh as you stared at your reflection in the mirror, your eyes were bloodshot, and there were dark circles underneath your eyes, you honestly looked like you hadn’t slept in weeks, which was slightly true, you did sleep, though they were mostly just 30 minute naps sometimes you’d sleep for an hour if you are lucky. He always seemed to pop up in your dreams turning them into nightmares, which made you wake up with a gasp, drenched in sweat.

You let out another sigh, shaking your head to snap out of it. You grabbed your toothbrush, turning the faucet on, putting the toothbrush underneath the running water, wetting it a bit then pulling it back, grabbing the toothpaste and opening the lid, you carefully put some toothpaste onto the brush, closing the lid once you were done.

Just as you started brushing your teeth, f/n barged into the room, making you jump in fright.

“Jezz, knock first.” You grumbled, continuing to brush your teeth.

“It’s not like you were naked or anything, besides you, got a towel wrapped around your body.” She defended herself, making you raise one eyebrow at her through the mirror as she stood behind you.

“That’s beside the point, I organized your outfit you’re going to wear.” She spoke, over excitedly, just as you finished brushing your teeth, you spat the toothpaste out cupping some water in the palm of your hand the sipping it  then quickly spat it out.

“I don’t think the manager would care about how good my outfit looks.” You spoke, making f/n roll her eyes, you started to clean your tongue while she spoke.

“It never hurts to look stylish for a job interview, it shows you have good representation and have good hygiene.” F/n she spoke, as you finished cleaning your tongue, you looked up, looking at her in the mirror giving her a questionable look.

“I’m just dropping an application off f/n, it’s not like they are going to hire me on the spot, also they hire on skills and experience not looks.” You spoke, looking back down as you cleaned your brush.

“Why wouldn’t they? you would look cute in an apron, besides you’ve been a waitress before, so they will hire you, I have a feeling today is going to turn out great for you, new beginnings.” She babbled, as you turned off the faucet, putting the toothbrush back in the toothbrush holder, you turned around to face her, giving her a soft smile.

“I hope so, well, I’m going to go get dressed then I’ll be on my way, then once I’m done, I will make that prenatal appointment.” You spoke, walking past her.

“I love you.” She shouted, turning around, just as you walked out of the bathroom.

“Yeah, love you too.” You shouted, going into your room.

You rolled your eyes as you saw the outfit she picked. A white blouse and denim jeans.

You quickly went over to the dresser grabbing a pair of undies and a bra, dropping the towel, it landed on the ground, you quickly put on the lingerie, then put on the jeans then the blouse. After you got dressed you put on your converse sneakers, then went over to the corner desk in the room, grabbing the application, you then grabbed your phone from the bed then walked out of the room.

“I’m leaving, I’ll see you when I get back.” You yelled, opening the front door.

“Good luck, not that you need it, you are totally going to get the job.” She yelled, as you just let out a chuckle, walking out of the door, you shut it behind you letting out a heavy sigh, you closed your eyes for a second then opened them.

“I can do this.” You reassured yourself, you then made your way to the café…

Your hand gripped the door handle, sucking in a breath.

“Here goes nothing.” You muttered to yourself, as you opened the glass door, the doorbell chiming.

“Hi, what can I get for you today?” a woman’s voice asked, as she noticed you enter her café.

“Um, I’m actually here to drop off a job application.” You spoke nervously, scratching the nape of your neck.

“Oh, right, thank you, your actually the first one to drop one off.” She spoke, smiling kindly at you as you handed her the application, the woman’s eyes scanned the document, smiling every now and then.

You felt nerves bundling up in your stomach making you feel slightly nervous, god you hoped you didn’t puke, that would be so embarrassing. Stop stressing y/n, it’s not good for the baby. You silently scolded yourself in your mind.

“You’re hired.” she exclaimed, making you snap out of your thoughts.

“W-what? I mean thank you.” You squeaked out, making the woman chuckle.

“We’ll do a trial run first for a week, see how that goes, then if all goes well, I will hire you full time, plus you were the first one, and I admire that.” She spoke, smiling at you as she grabbed something from underneath the counter, which made you slightly jump back, she furrowed her eyebrows at your reaction.

“Relax, it’s just an apron.” She reassured you, showing you the apron in her hand, she handed it over to you, which you took.

Just as you put it on the doorbell chimed.

“Want to take their order for me?” she asked, handing you a notepad and pen, which you gracefully took from her.

“Yeah.” You replied, turning around, to face whoever it was that entered, your eyes widen in realization as saw a group of men five, and a woman, you gulped, the feeling of nausea washing over you, it was Tom’s rival gang.

Breathing heavily, as you walked closer to the table they occupied.

“Hi, ladies and gents, what can I get for you today?” you asked, trying to keep calm, but you were anything but calm. Especially when they turned their attention to look at you, your heart was beating faster.

“Hello, sweet cheeks.” A deep soothing voice spoke, his blue eyes looking at you intently, while the blonde woman that was cuddling into his side glared at you.

“Well if it isn’t Tom Hollands bitch, well ex bitch.” Another male voice spoke, all of them chuckling except for the one that spoke to you first, staring you down, it made you slightly uncomfortable.

“You know he still harbors feelings for you, you did a number on him, and that makes you his weakness, which means your leverage.” The guy with the blue eyes spoke, his tongue darting out of his mouth, wetting his bottom lip.

You gulped as he stood up, taking a strand of your hair and twirling it around his finger, he leaned closer to you, which made you tremble in fear, your hand instantly went to your small bump, while the other one dropped the pad and pen to the ground.

The rest of the gang stood up as well, giving you sinister looks.

“I can see why he is still hung up on you, maybe we can make a sex tape and send it to him, hm, that would make him crumble.” The guy with the blue eyes smirked, his hot breath fanning your face. You gulped as tears started to form in your eyes.

The owner of the café shop saw the interaction and immediately made her way over towards you and the gang.

“Leave, all of you now, before I call the cops.” She growled, wow brave of her, the cops weren���t going to do a god damn thing, half of them were corrupt anyways. You thought.

The guy with the blue eyes, smirked at you, letting out a dark chuckle, before turning towards the café owner, smirking at her.

“Cops in this town won’t do a god damn thing, but since you asked so nicely, we’ll leave.” He sarcastically spoke, but he turned his attention back to you making you whimper, he grabbed your wrist, wrapping his fingers in a vice-like grip, his nails digging into your skin, which made you let out a whimper.

“Watch your back sweet cheeks, just cause you and Tom are done, doesn’t mean you are entirely useless.” He growled, letting go of your wrist, he turned his attention to his gang, signalling them to leave this joint.

He turned around to look at the café owner. Giving her a sinister look.

“Lovely place you got here, be a shame if something bad happened to it.” He growled, he then proceeded to walk away from her, then out the door the rest of the gang following all the while giving you and the café owner sinister looks.

She turned her attention towards you.

“Are you okay?” she asked, concern clouding her eyes.

“I’m fine.” You lied, you weren’t you were still shaken up. All you wanted to do was go back to f/n’s house and hide.

“I don’t think you are, you should go home, get some rest, I’ll see you tomorrow y/n, please go to the cops.” She ordered. You nodded your head, as you shakily took the apron off, handing it to her.

She gave you a reassuring smile as you walked towards the door. You didn’t feel safe anymore, you felt like you were being watched.

You couldn’t go to the cops, because what would they do, not a god damn thing, half of them probably are in Tom’s rival gang, and the other half well they wouldn’t touch gang-related cases with a ten-foot pole. Maybe the FBI would help, but they’d lock you up in jail after woods, or just in general. The only person who could help you was Tom, and even if you did ask, the answer would be a no, as well as a long ass tirade from him, maybe he’d even kill you, you weren’t his problem anymore, but it was worth a try, it was worth a shot for yours and his unborn baby’s life, and if it comes down to it and you ran out of options on persuading him, maybe you could blackmail him with the truth, the truth being you were pregnant with his child all along and you never cheated on him, even if you did, he wouldn’t believe you, unless you got a paternity test, but still, it was worth a try…

You nervously walked to Tom’s mansion, looking over your shoulder frantically, gulping when you saw a black SUV trailing far behind, it was them you knew it, your hand was resting on your stomach protectively. Not that it would do anything there was five of them and one of you. You were too busy looking at the black SUV, to realize you ran into something hard, you gulped, as realization started to dawn on you, what if that was all a ruse to get you distracted so you wouldn’t realize that someone was sneaking up in front of you.

“Please, we aren’t together anymore, he doesn’t care about me.” You whimpered, turning around to face your kidnapper, but you were meet with a confused Harrison.

“Thank god, it’s you.” You whimpered, wrapping your arms around his torso, very tight, burring your face into his chest.

“Calm down, sh, of course, it’s me, what are you talking about?” Harrison spoke, his hands resting on your back.

“They are after me, they found me, and t-they threatened me.” You sobbed out, making Harrison’s confusion turn into worry.

“Who?” he asked, absentmindedly rubbing soothing circles on your back. You lifted your head up to look at him, tears blurring your vision.

“Toms rival gang.” You whimpered out, making Harrison’s jaw clench. His eyes narrowing past you to look at the black SUV parked a far distance away, his arms unwrapped from you, though he grabbed the side of your face with both hands, making sure you look at him and only him. The pads of his thumbs wiping away the fallen tears.

“Come on, we will get him on board, and if that div doesn’t agree, then I’ll knock some sense into him, your life is in danger and so is the baby’s, you should tell him about the baby too, hopefully, that will make him help you.” Harrison spoke, letting go of the side of your face and grabbing your hand. He quickly pulled you with him to the gates of Tom’s mansion, punching in the password to unlock the side gate.

“I can’t tell him I’m pregnant.” You mumbled, but Harrison heard it. His hand hovered over the handle of the gate.

“Y/n, I’m getting Deja vu again, your life is on the line and so is the baby’s, all because you are letting your pride get in the way.” He snapped, turning around to face you, narrowing his eyes at you, as his jaw clenched, his grip on your hand tightening.

“I thought about it and I can’t, he won’t believe me anyways, he doesn’t trust me.” You spoke, making his grip on your hand soften, while his gaze softened.

“Then he is a div and you’re a div for not telling him, please just tell him, he deserves to know.” Harrison pleaded.

You nodded your head yes weakly, clearly you weren’t going to tell Tom, he should help you because he still cares, and that he still loves you not because your pregnant with his child. Would he even believe it? No, he wouldn’t, he thinks you cheated on him, so to him, that baby was someone else’s.

Harrison gave you a reassuring smile, clearly knowing you were lying, but he let it slide, maybe having him by your side might encourage you to tell Tom your pregnant.

Harrison opened the gate, pulling you along with him, he shut the gate behind him, making the gate lock automatically. He turned to face you, noticing your nervous state, he let go of your hand, his hands coming up to cup the side of your face, turning it towards him, to make you look into his blue eyes.

“Hey, it’s going to be okay, he is going to help you.” He spoke softly, as your eyes watered with tears. Lies, you thought.

“He is not going to agree, Haz, maybe I should just leave, I shouldn’t even be here, he doesn’t want me here, plus he probably got a new girlfriend now, and I-” you stammered.

“Hey, it’s worth a try, I know he is still hurting y/n, he still loves you, you will always hold a special place in his heart, and despite him fucking every girl that bats an eye lash at him, he is miserable without you, and when you tell him you need his help, because your life is in danger, I know he is going to help you and take you back.” Harrison spoke, cutting you off before you could even finish your sentence.

“You don’t know that.” You whispered, making Harrison give you a sympathetic look.

“I know that you broke his heart by not telling him the truth, making him believe you cheated on him.” Harrison stated.

“It’s better that way.” You whispered, looking away from him. Harrison only gave you deadpan expression.

“And telling him the truth now is the right thing to do.” Harrison spoke, stilling looking at you with a deadpan expression. You turned your attention back to him, raising one eyebrow at him.

“If he says no, I’m still going to help you.” Harrison spoke, making you let out a sigh.

“Your loyalty lies with him Harrison, not me. Besides, there’s like five of them and one of you, that’s an unfair game.” You sighed.

“You’re my best friend, well one of them, and my loyalty lies wherever I want it to lie.” Harrison growled.

“Fine, let’s go.” You huffed, getting out of his grip, you started to make your way towards the mansion, Harrison following suite.

Harrison gave you a reassuring look as you stood in front of the door, gulping, as you stared at the door, fiddling with your fingers nervously, breathing heavily.

“Rip the band-aid off, you’ll feel much better.” Harrison spoke softly, making you nod your head. Harrison opened the front door for you, the both of you entering the house, he carefully closed the door once you’s both entered. You stood in the foyer, looking around the room, your breathing quickening with every breath you took.

“Come on.” Harrison commanded, as he walked up to you, motioning with his head for you to follow him, which you did, but not before giving him a wavering smile. You then trailed behind him, as he made his way towards Tom’s office. You felt like your throat was closing as you and Harrison finally come towards the door.

You looked at him giving him a wavering smile, while he smiled at you, you then looked at the door, gulping, just as your hand went to grab the doorknob, Harrison grabbed your wrist, a slight look of worry written all over his face.

“Let me go in first see if his fucking that receptionist whore.” He spoke, making your heart fall to the pit of your stomach, you felt sick. Of course, he would be fucking her, what did you expect for him to do, wallow about and not fuck another woman. Maybe you shouldn’t have come here.

“Oh.” You mumbled, looking down at your feet, trying to keep the tears at bay, you tilted your head up, so they didn’t fall.

“Remember what I said, you’ll always hold a special place in his heart, nothing will change that, no matter how many whores he sleeps with, or if he gets a new girlfriend.” Harrison spoke, quietly.

“Sure.” You whispered bitterly, Harrison gave you a genuine smile before opening the door and entering Tom’s office.

“Good, you aren’t fucking that whore.” Harrison grunted, cringing in disgust at the thought of it.

“She has a name you know, and what do you want?” Tom grumbled, looking up from his laptop with an annoyed expression.

Harrison didn’t answer him, only rolling his eyes. He then turned around towards you, seeing you look stunned at the entrance of the door. He nodded for you to come in.

You nervously made your way into the office, at a snail’s pace, all the while fiddling with your fingers. When Tom saw you, his annoyed expression turned into a sinister look. Making you whimper, Harrison quickly stood beside you.

“Look what the cat dragged in, what do you want?” Tom growled, making you wince, you looked at Harrison, making him give you an encouraging smile, you then looked back to Tom, he was giving you the deadliest death glare ever. His jaw was clenched, and his fist balled up.

“Please tell me you’s two aren’t fucking?” Tom spat, his nostrils flaring.

“What, no, I need your help, r/g/n is after me.” You replied, Tom scoffed, shaking his head in disbelief, then pinched the bridge of his nose.

“You need my help? Well, princess your out of luck.” Tom growled, making you let out a whimper, tears started to form in your eyes, only making Tom roll his eyes, he wasn’t going to fall for your lies.

“Tom, I get you hate me right now, but please do this for the-, for me.” You spoke, correcting yourself, making Harrison’s hopeful look turn into a look of disappointment. Harrison was about to say something, but Tom cut him off.

“I hope your death is painless, I mean not really, I hope it’s as painful as when I found out you were cheating on me, now leave before I kill you myself.” He hissed out, making tears fall out from your eyes, your body trembling. Not that Tom cared. He was so cold towards you and it broke your heart. The look alone made you feel so worthless, there was no love in his eyes, just hatred.

“Okay, I’ll leave.” You sobbed out, you turned around, looking at Harrison one last time, but he looked away, feeling hurt that you didn’t tell Tom and that you lied to him. More tears fell, as you walked towards the door, stopping at the threshold, you looked over your shoulder to look at Tom, but his gaze was staring at the laptop screen.

You took a deep shaky breath before speaking.

“Just so you know, I never did cheat on you Tom, I loved you so much, I still do, I’ll love you to my dying breath, I’d tell you the real reason why I told Harrison not to tell you, but it doesn’t matter, I’ll be dead by the end of the day… just know that I love you, only you, no one compares.” you confessed.

“Leave.” Tom commanded.

You nodded your head, looking at Harrison to see him giving you a sad smile, you smiled at him, before turning your head back in front of you and walked out of the office, making your way to the front door numbly.

Harrison was just about to walk after you but, Toms booming voice stopped him.

“Don’t Harrison.” Tom warned Harrison turned around to face Tom giving him a glare.

“I hope you’re happy, her blood is now on your hands.” Harrison snapped.

“I don’t care, one less problem, now if you don’t mind, I have a meeting to get to, and don’t you dare go after her.” Tom hissed. Harrison let out a scoff.

“Yeah, with your whore, you never deserved y/n, to begin with.” Harrison growled, giving Tom one last deadly glare, before spinning on his heel and storming out of the office. Tom rolled his eyes, before picking up his phone and texting the receptionist…

Harrison ran out of the house, fastening his pace, as he ran to the gate, punching in the code in. When it unlocked, he yanked it open, storming out and stopping on the sidewalk, he looked frantically around, trying to search for you, but he couldn’t see any sign of you anywhere, his eyes widen in fear as he realized that the black SUV wasn’t anywhere in sight. A sinking feeling formed in the pit of his stomach as he gulped.

“No.” Harrison gasped out, he quickly took off running towards f/n’s house, he might have kept a lowkey surveillance on you once you left Tom, only because you were pregnant, and he needed to know if you were safe. But obviously, he failed to notice r/g/n, was watching you.

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You wrapped your arms around yourself, trying to comfort yourself, feeling deflated, every so often looking over your shoulder to see that black SUV following you, almost tormenting you. It made your heart thump faster, your whole-body quivering, you where only a few more blocks away from f/n’s house, then you’d be safe, but you knew you weren’t really safe, once the mob was after you then they wouldn’t stop until they had you, or they killed you.

You let out a sigh of relief as f/n’s house comes into view, you turned your attention back to the black SUV, seeing it parked on the sideway. You gulped, your heart beating faster, turning your attention back in front of you, you quickly took off running towards f/n’s house, grabbing the doorknob, and turning it, yanking it opening, and rushing inside, slamming the door behind you, you quickly locked the door, putting the door chain across.

You turned around, leaning your back against the door, as you tried to calm your breathing, you felt like you were going to be sick.

“Hello, sweet cheeks.” A familiar soothing voice startled you, making you gasp in shock. Your head shot up towards the sound of his voice, your eyes widening in fear as they landed on him, your eyes wandering slightly then stopping on f/n, he held her flush against his body, she looked at you with tear filled eyes, it felt like your heart was caught in your throat. If you didn’t feel like throwing up before you felt like throwing up now.

“Please, just leave her out of this, it’s me you want, not her.” You pleaded as tears welled in your eyes.

He cocked his head to the side, furrowing his eyebrows, as he pretended to think for a second, but really, he wasn’t, he was just taunting you, he then looked at you, a smirk crossing his face.

“Nah.” He responded, your face fell into a look of horror, as he pressed the gun against the temple of your friend’s head, then pulled the trigger, all the while smirking at you. You quickly took off running towards your room, though he was faster than you, his finger entangled in your hair, yanking your hair back, as he grabbed the nape of your neck roughly, his fingers digging into your skin, he slammed your body roughly against the wall, making you whimper, as your head hit the wall, which made you wince in pain.

“I’m not with him, you’re making a huge mistake, he isn’t going to care if you hurt me or kill me.” You whimpered out, tears falling rapidly from your eyes.

“Just because he dumped you doesn’t mean you are entirely useless, and besides you’ll always hold a special place in his heart, and that makes you the perfect weakness to get to him.” He grumbled.

His hand slipped away from the nape of your neck, so he could grab a fistful of your hair, then banged your head roughly against the wall, a gasp escaped from your mouth, as black spots started to appear in your vision until it was replaced with black entirely.

“Such a shame a pretty thing like you has to suffer for his actions.” He spoke, voice void of emotion, he smirked as he watched you fall to the ground.

He then crouched down, picking you up, then hoisting you over his shoulder, one of his hands resting on your back, he walked towards the door, taking the door chain off, then unlocking it. He yanked it open, smirking as he saw the black SUV parked in front of the house, he confidently walked out of the house, leaving the door open. He strode over to the car, his hand grabbed the latch of the trunk, pressing it open and pulling it up, it slowly lifted. He dumped your body in the back of the trunk, then slammed it. He smirked at his reflection in the rear windscreen of the car, before walking to the passenger side, yanking the door handle open, and hopping in, he slammed the door shut, the guy from his gang took off speeding.

“He won’t see it coming.” He chuckled darkly. Making the guy that was driving look at him.

“Are you sure he is going to care? He did break up with her, and by the looks of it denied helping her.” The guy asked, questioning his boss.

He gave him a death glare, then slammed his head against the steering wheel, making the guy slam his foot on the brakes, making the car screech to a stop.

“Don’t you ever question me again, otherwise, I’ll put a bullet in your head, and dump you in a ditch.” He growled, through clenched teeth.

“Okay, I’m sorry boss.” The guy stammered out, rubbing his forehead, as a bruise started to form.

“Good, now step your foot on it.” He grumbled, making the guy shake his head yes rapidly.

The guy pressed his foot down on the accelerator, speeding off again….

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Harrison quickly made his way towards your friend’s house, his eyes widening as he saw the front door open, he quickly took out his gun, before he entered the house, stopping in the threshold when he saw your friends’ dead body, her blood surrounding her, panic started to sink in.

“Y/n.” he called out frantically, his gun in front of him, as he checked every room, but you weren’t there.

“Shit.” He cursed, stumbling backwards, and running his fingers through his hair in distress.

He had to find you fast before they killed you…

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Your eyes slowly fluttered open, you let out a groan, as your head throbbed in intense pain. You tried to reach your hand up to rub it but you couldn’t, it was restricted, which made you panic, you looked down to your hands to see them tied to the armrest of the chair, your legs were also bounded as well to the legs of the chair, your eyes widen in fear, as your heart beated rapidly fast, you felt like your throat was closing up, tears welled in your eyes, sobbing quietly.

“Well look who is up…” A familiar voice spoke, making your head snap up. You shook your head no rapidly, whimpering a “No.” and “Please don’t.”, repeatedly, as the guy took slow strides over towards you.

“I honestly like you, y/n, I really do, but I really wanna see Tom crumble, I wanna see him fall, and I like that more than you.” He smirked, finally standing in front of you.

“Please, we aren’t together, he doesn’t care.” You begged, by this point you were a sobbing mess.

“Yeah, Yeah, so you say, but you see he does care, even though you broke his heart, I know the news of your death, will end him, it will be his downfall.” He spoke, crouching in front of you. His hand rested on the side of your cheek, making you tremble in fear, gulping repeatedly, as his thumb stroked your jawline.

“So, where should we begin.” He spoke standing back up, his touch leaving yours, as you continued to quiver in fear, you shook your head no, as tears blurred your vision. You didn’t notice the rest of his gang come out of the shadows, until they stood in front of you, making your heart suddenly stop.

“Please, don’t, please, no.” you pleaded, but your pleas fell on death ears.

You let out a blood curdling scream as you felt your fingers bend back until they snapped, more tears fell from your eyes.

“Stop.” You whimpered out, tears fell from your eyes from the pain of your broken fingers.

“And why should I?” he asked, breaking your fingers on your other hand, you clenched your teeth, whimpering in pain, you were sure this was going to cause you to lose the baby.

“Because I’m pregnant.” You confessed, hoping they would show mercy, and let you off lightly, but you should have known better. The look he was giving you was a look of pure evil.

“Ah, you’re pregnant.” He beamed, the hopeful look in your eyes dimmed, then was replaced with fear. You gulped, leaning backwards to try and get away from him. The rest of the gang were smirking at you.

“This is the best news I’ve heard today, seeing Tom’s face when he hears I killed his unborn child is even more justice then hearing you got killed.” He chuckled darkly, fear crossed your face, as your body trembled, your breathing quickening.

He turned his attention to his gang, smirking at them, having a silent conversation with them, all of them suddenly turned their attention towards you, smirking at you evilly, you were petrified.

“Why don’t you just go after that whore he is fucking.” You stuttered out, trying to save yourself, but they all just chuckled at you, making you sob even harder.

The guy with the blue eyes, and light brown hair, which you assumed now must be the leader, grabbed your chin tilting it up roughly, so you could stare into his cold blue eyes. Making you tremble even more.

“Whores are worthless, sweet cheeks, you, on the other hand, are carrying his spawn, and that makes you very valuable, besides that he still has feelings for you and seeing him crumble when he finds out that his bitch and his unborn child are dead, would be wonderful.” He smirked, making you sob even harder, you were beyond petrified, you wished they would hurry up and torture you or kill you, instead of taunting you.

He furrowed his eyebrows for a second, before looking at you with a deadpan expression.

“Unless it isn’t his, but I have a gut feeling it is his, and I always trust my gut, I’ve never been wrong.” He spoke.

“Might even rip that unborn child out of your stomach, then take a picture of both your dead bodies, then send it to Tommy boy.” He chuckled darkly, your mouth went dry, you felt a lump form in your throat, as a wave of nausea hit you.

“I’m only six weeks along.” You whimpered, the guys face dropped into a scowl, not pleased by hearing this, he let go of your chin roughly, making you wince in pain.

Without any warning he punched you hard in the stomach, making you let out a groan in pain, squirming in the chair, more tears poured out of your eyes, at this point you were full-on bawling. An intense cramp started to form in your lower abdomen. Your head fell forward, as you clenched your teeth hard together, you were certain you would chip one of them soon.

“That’s a shame, now my plan of ripping that unborn child out of your stomach is ruined, and I don’t like it when I don’t get my way.” The guy growled, punching you in the stomach harder this time, the pain started to get worse, to the point you felt like you were going to throw up or pass out.

The guy continued to punch you in the stomach, until you couldn’t feel the punches, only the intense cramping in your lower pelvis, your stomach and back, you felt the familiar feeling of intense pain and blood flowing out of your lower region, it felt like it was your period, but you knew it wasn’t your period at all, it was you having a miscarriage.  You lost the baby, all because you couldn’t tell Tom the truth in the first place. fuck. You thought to yourself. You felt a chill ran up your spine, you felt nausea and numb.

You didn’t even realize the guy had stopped, nor did you realize him signalling to the other members to hurt you, the guys blue eyes took in the sight of you one last time, before he turned around a smirk on his face.

“Have fun guys, beat her to death, then dump her body in a river infested with alligators.” He commanded, before walking up the stairs and leaving the basement.

The rest of the gang smirked at you, as one of them took out a pocketknife, while two of them took out brass knuckles, the other one just balled their fist. They looked at each other before the one that had his fist balled took a step forward lifting your chin up with his fingers, then punching you in the eye. But you didn’t feel it, you were already numb anyways. He punched you again and again until your eye swelled up. He punched you one last time before moving back, smirking at the others.

“My turn.” The one with the pocketknife said, as your head slumped forward. Your ears ringing.

“Such a shame Tom let a pretty girl like you go, but by the time we’re finished with you, you’ll be unrecognizable, that they’ll have to identify you by your dental records.” He taunted, grabbing your hair roughly and yanking it backwards, he ran the blade along your cheek, taunting you by running the blade along your cheek, then sliced your cheek, making a whimper leave your lips, as you felt a stinging sensation on your cheek.

His eyes scanned down towards your exposed neck, biting his lower lip. His eyes darkening with lust, but not with sexual desire, it was more the desire of murder, the desire to see you writhing in pain, before he pressed it against your neck harshly, nipping at the skin, your eyes widen as you let out a groan of pain, trying to wiggle out of your bounds but you couldn’t it was no use. The guy just laughed evilly, the rest of the gang doing the same.

Instead of slitting your throat or cutting it, like you were expecting him to, in one swift motioned he pulled it away and plunged into your stomach, making you let out a scream, which only made him smirk, he yanked the knife out, making you whimper, your head slumped down to look at the wound, blood soaking your blouse, as you felt blood gushing out of the wound, the ringing in your ears intensified, as black spots started to appear in your vision. You quickly coughed up blood, some of it running out of your mouth and down your chin, dripping onto your jeans.

The guy took a step back, admiring his work with a wicked grin on his lips.

“Who’s up next?” he spoke, turning to the other three, both the guys with the brass knuckles took a step forward, cocky smirks on their faces, as they stared at your broken trembling frame.

“You know, I’m starting to get a new idea, what if we chop her up into pieces and send them to Tom?” one of them suggested, as he stared at the brass knuckles.

The other three looked at him in with excitement in their eyes. While your eyes widen in fear, your heart beating faster by the second.

“I like that idea.” One spoke.

“Sounds better than dumping her in a river infested with alligators.” Another one spoke.

“I want to be the one that does it, I want to cut her limps off her, while she writhes and screams in pain.” The one with the knife spoke darkly, looking at the blade intently. The other three looked at each other giving each other a shocked look before it changed into an evil smirk. All the while you whimpered in pain, the cramping getting worse, you clenched your thighs together trying to reduce the pain, but it didn’t work.

“Okay, that’s settled then, but first, let me have a little bit of fun.” He chuckled darkly, balling his fist up, then bringing it towards your jaw, the cold brass metal smacking your skin, making your head snap to the side, the ringing in your ear got louder, deafening you. Your breathing got heavy.

“I got to hand it to you, y/n, you’re the first woman to ever break the cycle. I mean he does like to cheat on his girlfriends, but I guess he got a dose of his own medicine.” He smirked.

“I don’t really believe its Tom’s baby, not that it matters.” He started to say, then stopped looking down at your pants to see blood there.

“Not like it matters now.” He snickered, then connected his fist against your cheek, the brass knuckles cutting the skin. Your cheek aching, as well as your jaw. Blood starting to collect in your mouth, as your eyes blurred with more tears.

“I mean given how you’s two started out…I mean I’m only speculating here but weren’t you’s both in relationships when you’s two started to see each other?” he asked, though you didn’t answer him.

His hand grabbed your chin roughly, the cool metal of the brass knuckles pressing against your skin, and yanking it in his direction, as you stared at him through tear filled eyes.

“You were his whore , to begin with, weren’t you?” He hissed, instead of answering him you spat the blood out at him, making him hiss in anger, his grip tightening on your chin.

“You bitch.” He fumed, slapping you hard against the cheek, making your head roll to the side, tears escaped your eyes, as the guy quickly took out his pocketknife, flicking it open.

Before he could even do anything, a gunshot rang out through the room, then another one, he heard a gunshot go off beside him, but another one rang out behind him, he heard his mate beside him let out a moan of pain. He quickly dropped the pocketknife and took out his gun, spinning around.

A smirk falls upon his face, as he saw Harrison, as Harrison stared at him, a deadly look in his blue eyes.

“Course, you’d come and save your whore, let me guess you were the one fucking her. Does Tom know? Cause this is just golden.” He smirked.

“I’m not fucking her, she’s my best friend, family even, and when you mess with my family you mess with me.” Harrison growled, through clenched teeth.

The guy was about to say something, but Harrison shot him without blinking. He then lowered his gun, as he saw you, his heart fell into the pit of his stomach, as his eyes started to well up with tears.

He quickly rushed over to you, crouching down in front of you.

“Y/n.” he quaked, as his hands cupped your cheeks gently tilting your head up to look at him, he grimaced as he saw your eye swollen and a cut along your cheek, as well as a red handprint on your cheek. Blood on your chin and the side of your mouth, his eyes wandered down towards your hands, seeing your fingers broken, his eyes then wandered towards your torso, seeing a stab wound, he gulped, before he let his eyes wondered down towards your pelvis, that’s when tears welled up in his eyes, he felt like he was going to throw up. He looked away quickly, looking at your face instead.

You let out a whimper, your head slightly slumping forward, your eyes were shut closed, making Harrison’s heart quickened, as he looked at you in concern.

“It’s me Harrison.” Harrison spoke, his thumb absently caressing your cheek, turning to soothe you.

“H-Harrison.” You whimper out, opening your eyes, lifting your head up, so you could see him.

“Yeah, I got you, you’re safe now, I’m going to get you out of here.” He spoke, ever so delicately, his warm hands left your cheeks, making you whimper at the loss of the contact.

Harrison quickly took out his pocketknife, undoing the binds, once he cut all the ropes that bounded you, he put his pocketknife back in his pocket. You slumped forward nearly falling over, but Harrison caught you before you could fall forward, helping you up.

“I lost the baby.” You whispered, making Harrison give you a sympathetic look.

He was going to say something when you spoke again, your body slightly swaying in his embrace.

“I don’t feel so good.” You stuttered out, your vision going blurry, you then suddenly fainted in his arms.

“Shit.” Harrison cursed, picking you up bridal style, and walking towards the stairs, and ascending them.

“Hold on, okay, y/n, stay with me.” Harrison stuttered out, as he quietly snuck out of the mansion.

He delicately put your body down on the backseat of his car, closing the door softly, he then opened the driver’s door, and got in, slamming it shut, he quickly turned the key that was still in the ignition, turning the car on, and putting his foot on the accelerator and speeding off.

Harrison sped to the hospital, every so often his gaze would land on you, looking at you through the rear-view mirror.

“Just hang in there y/n, I’m nearly there, hold in there for me, for… Tom.” He spoke, his heart beated faster, as his grip on the steering wheel tightened, his knuckles turning white.

About twenty minutes later he reached the hospital, pulling up in front of the entrance of the hospital, not even bothering to turn the car off, he yanked the door open, running to the passenger side, and yanking it open, he leaned down wrapping his arm around you and picking you up, he quickly took you out of the car, then turned around and walked towards the doors of the hospital, leaving the passenger door opened, the glass doors slide open automatically.

Harrison rushed inside, rushing over to the reception.

“Help her, she’s been badly injured.” He demanded, the nurses looked up with wide eyes.

One of them trying to calm him while the other one rolled a gurney towards him, the nurse carefully took you out his grasp and put you on the gurney, a little to roughly for Harrison’s liking. He glared at her before speaking.

“Careful.” He grumbled, clenching his fist.

They looked at your broken body then looked back at Harrison.

“Please help her.” Harrison spoke quietly.

“Well, try.” The one that took you from him said. Harrison narrowed his eyes at her.

“You better pray to god she doesn’t die, otherwise you will regret it.” Harrison hissed, not realizing he moved closer to the nurse, she looked at him with fear in her eyes.

“Sir you need to calm down, she is in great care now, why don’t you sit over there and wait, we’ll get you when we are done.” The other nurse spoke, making Harrison snap out of it, he took a step back, nodding his head, he gave you one last look before turning around and walking towards the waiting chairs. The nurses rolled you off towards the closed doors.

He had to ring Tom, he had to tell him the truth, Harrison took out his phone, unlocking it, then going into the contact application, he scrolled down until he saw Toms contact, he clicked on it, then pressed the call button, bringing the phone up to his hear as he heard the sound of it ringing.

“What is it Harrison?” Tom snapped, breathing heavily.

“I need to tell you something.” Harrison grumbled.

“I’m a little busy here.” Tom replied, Harrison heard rustling, then a muffled moan, he rolled his eyes.

“Get rid of her, this very important.” Harrison growled.

“Fine, leave.” Tom grunted, pulling out of her, and standing up, giving her an imitating look.

“But-” she tried to protest.

“Out.” Tom ordered, giving her a death glare, she gulped, grabbing her clothes and scurrying out of the room.

“Well?” Tom asked, getting irritated, he tilted his head to the side, resting the phone between his ear and his shoulder as he pulled his boxers and pants back up, putting his belt back on. The line was silent for a second before Harrison let out a sigh, then started to speak.

“It’s about y/n, she’s-.” Harrison started, only for Tom to interrupt.

“Oh, for fuck shake, Haz, not this shit again, I don’t care, you made me get rid of a good fuck, to talk about my cheating ex, who had the nerve to come to me and ask for my help.” Tom ranted.

“Let’s be real Tom, that whore your fucking ain’t a good fuck for you, nothing has been, you and I both know that nothing could replace y/n, swallow your bloody pride for once and realize that you were wrong about her cheating on you, she never did cheat on you, Tom, she adores you too much to do that.” Harrison started off before he could say his next words, Tom cut him off.

“Then what were you and she talking about that night then, huh?” Tom growled, clenching his phone tighter.

“I found out she was pregnant, I found a letter, and that’s when I saw the results, I tried to talk her into telling her you, but she was really set on believing you would leave her or worse, if you don’t believe me then check the top drawer of my bedside table that’s situated on the left, that’s where the letter is.” Harrison confessed, his voice genuine, it finally felt like the weight on his shoulder was being lifted.

Tom on the other hand rolled his eyes, though he felt a bit curious, Harrison’s voice sounded genuine and Harrison would never lie to him, curiosity started to set in, to the point he swiftly made his way out of the office and walked towards Harrison’s room, opening the door, and slowly walking over towards the bedside table Harrison said it was in, he opened the drawer, seeing a folded up, piece of paper, it was crumpled a bit. He picked it up, unfolding it, his eyes scanning the words, and when he did, it felt like his heart stopped beating, his hands started to shake, it felt like the whole world was closing in on him. Tears welled up in his eyes as he stared at the word positive.

“I so badly wanted to tell you, to confess to you, to tell you, but every time I brought her name up, you always dismissed it, or chewed my head off, not to mention stormed off.” Harrison spoke again, he took a deep breath before speaking the next words.

“She was pregnant, but she had a miscarriage, she doesn’t look good Tom, she’s all beaten up, Tom she needs you now more than ever, so swallow your god damn pride and be there for her.” Harrison snapped, getting dirty and annoyed looks from other people sitting on the waiting chairs. But Harrison didn’t care Tom needed to hear it.

He fucked up badly, all because he accused you of cheating, maybe if he didn’t jump to conclusions you’s would still be together, he was a god damn idiot, this was all his fault, that you had a miscarriage, he should have helped you, he wanted to deep down, but he was so god damn pissed of that you ‘cheated’ on him, that he rejected helping you. Tom dropped the letter, cupping his mouth with his hand, then started to weep.

“Fuck, I fucked up, didn’t I? She never cheated on me at all, I just jumped to a conclusion, and I fucked our relationship up, I made her have a miscarriage and now she’s badly hurt because of me, they hurt her, they killed my child, and, I’m going to kill them. I’m going to murder them for hurting her, for putting their filthy hands on her, and killing my child.” Tom cried though he spoke the end bit with an angry tone.

“Well duh, I just told you she was pregnant, and slow down there, first comfort her, be there for her then get revenge.” Harrison responded.

“Where is she? I have to see her, I have to try and fix things, apologize for being a dick to her.” Tom asked, running his fingers through his hair.

“She’s at h/n.”  Harrison answered.

“I’m coming.” Tom responded, hanging up on Harrison, he quickly made his way out of Harrison’s room, running as fast as he could towards the door that leads to the garage, all the while his heart thumped harder.

Tom yanked the door open, opening the car door open, hopping in and slamming it, he pushed the start button, the car roared to life, he grabbed the remote to the garage door, pressing it open, the roller door slowly went up, to slowly for Tom’s liking when it reached a certain height where he could go through, he backed up quickly, then turned around the car rather roughly, then sped off towards the front gate, opening it with another small remote, at least that one opened up quick, Tom sped off, flooring the accelerator and going full speed, tears fell from his eyes, as his heart beated faster…

Tom parked his car in a free space, basically stealing it from the car on his left that was taking too long to back into it. The driver he stole, the parking space from, beeped his horn, yelling at him while flipping Tom off, Tom didn’t really care though he was too worried about seeing you, he hopped out of the car, and rushed over to the entrance, Tom didn’t even wait for the automatic glass sliding doors to open fully, he squeezed himself inside, his eyes frantically scanned the room then landed on Harrison’s figure hunched forward, his head resting in his hands. Tom rushed over towards Harrison.

“Is she okay? What is her condition? Is she out yet?” Tom frantically asked, making Harrison jump up in fright.

“I don’t know.” Harrison answered, Tom, let out a huff, before running his fingers through his hair, rocking back and forth on the balls of his heels. Breathing heavily.

“Tom-” Harrison started to say, only for Tom to cut him off.

“This is all my fault, this wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t jumped to conclusions.” Tom rambled.

“Tom.” Harrison sighed.

“I should have never accused her of cheating on me, god I’m an idiot for believing she would cheat on me.” Tom sobbed, putting his head in his hands, as he paced in front of Harrison.

“Yeah, you are a div.” Harrison huffed.

“And now, she’s fighting for her life because of me.” Tom whimpered.

“Well, you weren’t the one that tortured her, you did deny her protection, but not the one that tortured her.” Harrison spoke, but Tom continued to pace. all the while his head was in his hands.

Tom stopped pacing, looking at Harrison, with tears welling in his eyes, Harrison gave him a small smile.

“W-what did they do to her?” he asked, making Harrison’s gaze drop down to his lap, he pursed his lips, then looked up again, looking at Tom.

“They broke all her fingers on both hands, she has cuts on her cheek, plus there’s a red handprint on her face, her eye is swollen, and, she uh, has a stab wound on her abdomen, and, uh, you know that miscarriage thing, there’s a lot of blood down there in that region.” Harrison answered, hesitantly.

This was the second time Tom felt his heart stop, he didn’t let the tears stop, as they fell from his eyes.

Harrison tried to speak, but another voice cut him off, making them both turn their attention towards the voice.

“Are you family or friends of Miss y/n, l/n??” the doctor asked, holding a clipboard.

“Friend.” Harrison answered.

“I’m her, um, boyfriend.” Tom lied, gulping, the doctor looked up from the clipboard for a second, one eyebrow raised, he then looked back at the clipboard before looking back up at them, before speaking.

“Y/n is stable now, though we would like to keep her in for observations for a few days.” The doctor spoke, Harrison nodded his head, while Tom shot out a question.

“Can we see her?” Tom questioned, though it might have come off in a demanding tone, he didn’t care though, he just wanted to see you.

“Yes, she’s in room 222, second floor, she-” the doctor spoke, but Tom didn’t wait to hear the rest of what he said, Harrison gave the doctor an apologetic smile then a thanks, before he ran off after Tom.

Quickly slipping into the elevator, before the doors could close, Tom nervously fiddled with his thumbs waiting for the elevator to get up to the second floor, as soon as the doors dinged open, Tom took off running towards the room you were in, Harrison following him, though he couldn’t really keep up…

You let out a whimper, as your eyes fluttered open, the machine started to beep fast, your heart quickening, as your eyes roaming the room to see you were in a hospital.

“You’re awake, how you are feeling?” the nurse asked, you turned your head to face her, seeing her back facing you, as she looked at your IV bag, then back at the steel cart beside her.

“N-numb.” You weakly mumbled, your voice hoarse.

“Any pain?” she asked, her back still turned to you, as she picked a needle up, then opened a small bottle, putting the needle in it than pulling the plunger up, filling the barrel up with the liquid, she brought it up in front of her face eyeing it.

“Just cramping, but it’s light.” You answered, eying her suspiciously.

“I can take care of that.” She hummed, picking up the injection port of the IV bag and tilting it, she then proceeded to put the needle in it, empty the content in the IV bag.

“No loose ends.” She spoke, you furrowed your eyebrows not sure if you heard her correctly.

The nurse turned around to face you, smirking at you, your eyes widen in recognition as you saw her face, she was that woman that was with r/n at the café, before you could react, she leaned down towards you, putting her hand on your mouth, muffling your whimpers.

“You’ll be dead for good, no one can save you.” She smirked, taking the remote away from you before you could even think about touching it.

“Such a shame.” She taunted, while tears welled in your eyes. She turned her head to look at drip, smiling as the liquid made its way down.

Her smile got wide, as it finally entered you, her free hand grabbed a strand of your hair and twirled it. The monitor started beeping rapidly. She let out a hum, as your pupils went huge, your whimpers and screams were muffled, as you felt blood drip out of your nose, then your eyes. Your organs slowly shutting off one by one.

She opened her mouth to speak, but got cut off by the door opening, her headsnapped towards the direction of the door, her eyes widen in fear as she stared at Tom and Harrison. Tom didn’t speak to her, he just gave her the death glare, taking out his gun and putting it in front of him, aiming it at her, she quickly stood up, she tried to say something, but Tom pulled the trigger, the bullet hitting her forehead, Tom quickly rushed over towards you, sitting near you and wrapping his arms around you pulling you closer to him, cradling you to his chest, tears falling rapidly from his eyes.

You looked up at him with glazed eyes, trying to speak but nothing came out, just blood. Making Tom cry even harder, holding you closer to his body, your body violently shook. He held your hand tightly, bringing it up to his lips and pressing a soft kiss against the back of your hand.

“Y/n, p-please, j-just s-stay w-with m-e, hold…on.” He pleaded, but your body was shutting down, your eyes slowly fluttered closed, as darkness started to surround you, your body stopped jerking. The monitor beeping loudly, your heart rate flatlined.

“No, keep your eyes open, I’m sorry, I am so sorry for accusing you of cheating, I’m sorry, please don’t leave me, please, these past two weeks without you have been torture, I don’t think I’ll be able to survive. I can’t go on without you, y/n.” he sobbed out.

His sob got caught in his throat as your body went limp in his arms. He then cried hysterically.

“No.” he cried repeatedly, desperately trying to get you to wake up. He quickly checked your pulse, thinking he felt a pulse, but really it was just his own pulse, hope glimmered in his eyes. He laid you gently down on the bed, then started to do chest compressions, while pleading for to stay with him, and wake up, all the while promising promises that would never be kept, they would never happen, because you were gone, and Tom couldn’t accept it.

Harrison looked away as Tom continued to try and revive you, but there was no point. Harrison turned around and leaned his forehead against the window. Not noticing that a doctor and some nurses walked in until he felt himself being escorted out of the room. Harrison looked in shock, as Tom got pulled out of the room, but he was putting up a fight, trying to get back to you, all the while yelling and screaming at them to help you, and for them to get their hands off of him, threatening them.

The male nurse pushed him out of the room, closing the door to the room and leaning on it, preventing Tom to get in.

“You should be in there saving her.” Tom snapped, grabbing the guy by the collar of his shirt.

“I’m sorry sir, but she’s dead.” He spoke, trying to get out of Toms grip.

“No, I felt a pulse, don’t you dare call her time.” Tom snapped.

The male nurse turned his head to look through the small glass window on the door, seeing them call your time of death. Not realizing that Tom was looking as well.

“I’m sorry.” He apologized, turning around to face Tom.

“No, shock her.” Tom commanded, the male nurse looked at Tom in horror.

“They already called her time of death.” The male nurse stuttered out, trembling with fear. Tom took out his gun, pressing the cold barrel against the guy’s temple.

“Go in there and tell them to shock her.” Tom ordered, his eyes boring into the male nurse’s eyes, the male nurse's hand reached for the door, but just when he was about to open it, Tom got pulled away from the male nurse.

“Tom, stop, come on let’s just go outside.” Harrison spoke, the male nurse quickly went inside the room, locking the door.

Tom spun around pointing the gun at Harrison instead, Harrison raised his hands up in surrender.

“They’ll pay…” Tom fumed.

“Tom, -” Harrison spoke, only to get cut off.

“They will all pay, every last one of them.” He growled, lowering his gun and storming off, leaving a shocked Harrison behind…                          

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[xcherry-popx]

[teddy] please feel free to share new oc ages :eyes:

okay! so the distribution is 11:10, which looks something like

children: 10(?), 12

teens: 14, 14, 15, 17, 17(?), 19

young adults: 21, 22, 22, 25, 26(?)

older adults: 27, 28, 32, 49, 62, 78, ??, ???

with aster and em as 10 and 12, dawn and eve at 14, statue at 15, houdini and persephone around 17, lancelot at 19!

that leaves annabelle at 21 and rhoslynn and marie at 22, jayden at 25 and oskar beside him, meret at 27 and joan at 28, amy at 32, gilbert at 49, cyrus at 62, and maia at 78.

gamer/river and brownie are both older fae, with river being elderly (but looks like a younger human, albeit not the most attractive) and brownie somewhere between 55-79 in fae years.

aster is hovering around ten, but thats also in fae years (however, they are a child and thus think like one). i conceptualized them as a child, so their story is pretty reliant on that, but im worried about having a kid in this kind of game... at least its not a straight up killing game like yttd or dr, but in the end, they have a bit of plot armor. part of me wonders if its okay to have a character thats automatically protected, but. at the very least, their story is focused on healing, with a satifying resolution, unlike some stories >_> (nankidai...)

i want dawn and eve to be late middleschool/maybe early highschool (probably starting highschool post game), so i set them at 14.

statue i want to be under 16, but highschool age, so he's around 15.

houdini and persephone's exact ages may be changed, and houdini likely doesnt keep track of his exact age. however, i want persephone to be at least 16 and under 19, and houdini stays somewhere around the same age since theyll likely end up love interests

lancelot i wanted to be 18-19, since his character arc would be accentuated by making him about the age he needs to learn to be independent from his family/mother

annebelle, rhoslynn, and marie will remain similar in age, since i dont want a drastic age gap since they will be at least hinted at being together. the exact ages arent as important and may be changed, but i was thinking at least 20 and younger than 25. i may change them again, but for now i centered it around annabelle being the youngest at 21, since i want to make her just old enough to start getting married (with family drama around this possibly kickstarting her joining the game)

i want jayden to be late college, assuming he either waited to join college or took longer to complete it. i was thinking about to leave college/just graduating, and oskar will remain somewhere around the same age (likely not older than 26ish)

meret is 27 and joan is 28, because i want joan to be starting to be pressured to marry. i may adjust the gap, because i feel alot of the characters are close in age up to adults? although part of this cant be helped since i planned for teen/young adult love interests to not have large gaps

amy is 32, because even thougfh she was a teen at first, i feel like it would be better for her to have some more experience! that also means shes had more time to become secure in her identity as a trans woman

gilbert is 49, i wanted to start spreading the ages out and i think he should be dad aged, since hes a dad... but also, not an experienced dad, if that makes sense.

cyrus is 62, because i want him to be an older rock star starting to fade from the spotlight

maia has always been around 78

anyways! i think this is the first time talking about some of these characters, so feel free to ask a bit about them! most of them arent fully fleshed out, but i can give you a basic character premise!

#kriegspiel.exe #zero.exe

[spaldingbrandon]

5 years has past since i last used this account, so much hs happened. 2020 especially has been crazy. im not one to moat or ask for help or express my tribulations to anyone. im usually all good vibes on the out, and carrying something heavy in my head.

currently its 10/17/20 ive never felt so alone in my life. in the last idk whay sum old months i seen my own siblings cast me out, relationships with friends and companion diminish. in all honesty jusy lost. im 23 spent this whole year just here. really nothing has changed but they situations around me. and i get it errbody has their time to grow and donthey own things. how could i he mad at that. im just unclear why that has to happen. i honestly have so much in my head that.

i truly believe im at the point where i can't keep them in im damn near exploding with emotions that ive never experienced its like i always organize a plan, goals to hit short term but i always get side tracked now cap. im fortunate to be able to have a roof over my head. but its come with a price. i think the fact of me finally having my own space is watered down extremely, just on the journey here. one down fall of mines is i am constantly filling my plate. and i mean that a good and bad. i dont bit off too much i cant chew. its just some chews i take my time or dont give the right amout of timeall these ar really blunt. i dont think i need detail. i dont want everything out kn the internet

but yeah

lifes been okay, not good not great. but okay. im at constant altercations with the promptings in my head. i dont wanna say i would but its pretty easy to visualize. i do think im going thru some type of depression. and i dont really tall about it im too pridefulu which prolly the reason alot of things the way they are.

sometimes i feel like i don't deserve somethings than other times i feel entitled. idk what is up, and why my mind set feels like there's two different auras in the driver seat.

[fiftyshadesgrl]

Wrecked part 11

I had been away from negan for three months now. I still helped out around the sanctuary but i stayed out of sight from negan and the saviors. I had become close friends with a couple of the workers who i trusted to keep my being here a secret. One in particular was a woman named sarah. She was in her fourties but you couldnt tell that by looking at her. She helped me when i needed supplies, and also let me work with her in the medic tent. She was a nurse before this whole end of the world thing happened and she was damn good at her job.

"Alright steve, come back tomorrow and ill change that bandage for ya." She said taping the last bit of gauze on his arm. The older man nodded and walked out of the tent, sarah turned to me then. "You doing okay? You know out on your own and everything?"

I nodded, "yeah, im okay. You have really helped me out alot and i appreciate that." She patted me on the shoulder then gave it a squeeze.

"No problem girl. I know how it is, believe me. Negan still not know?" She asked.

I shook my head as i felt the tears coming again. I wiped them away becore putting on a fake smile. "No, i was on my own for a long time before i came here. So i know how to stay low and out of sight."

She moved in front of me, "thats not what im talking about."

I cocked my eyebrow at her in confusion. "Then what are you talking about?"

She glanced around us and leaned in close, "you are expecting arent you?"

I took a step back and gasped. "What!? No, no i cant be." My hand immediatley went to lay on my stomach. I hadnt been sick or shown any other symptoms.

She smiled slightly and placed her hand on my shoulder. "Ive been doing this for a long time. I kinda have a intuition about this kind of thing. I can give you a test right quick if you want."

I couldnt find the words to say so i just nodded. She handed me a cup and pointed me towards the bathroom. Everything seemed like it was going in slow motion. After i gave her my urine sample she told me to sit on the table. I sat as she fiddled over on the table for a moment then came back to me.

She took a blood sample from me as well and told me it would take a little while for that to come back. I sat there in a daze. What if i was pregnant with negans child? Would he want it? Would he want me? What if he didnt?

"Hey." Sarah said snapping her fingers in front of my face. My eyes snapped up to hers. "Sorry. What was you saying?" I asked still kind of dazed.

She smiled, "well according to the urine test, youre gonna be a momma. The blood test is 100% accurate so it will take another thirty minutes to get that back. The way it showed up automatically with the urine though i would say you can plan on having a little bundle of joy."

"Holy shit." I whispered, my mind going a million miles an hour. What was i going to do? Then i heard a gruff voice coming closer to the tent, a voice i knew all to well. "Holy shit!" I whispered loudly jumping off the table.

Sarah looked out the plastic window and saw negan walking straight for the tent. "Go out the back way. Ill signal you when its all clear."

I gave her a quick peck on the cheek, "thanks." I made my way to the back of the medical tent and snuck my way out, not wanting to give myself away to anyone.

I made my way back into the woods and waited for sarahs signal. I used the binoculars to watch for negan to leave the medical tent. Simon stood outside with his own pair of binoculars looking into the woods, probably searching for me. He was looking the opposite direction of where i had set up camp, good.

A few minutes later negan walked out of the tent and he was conversing with simon. Oh how i missed him, simon shook his head and pointed over in the direction he was looking before. Negan turned and i could see the tiredness in his eyes. I wanted to think it was because he missed me but i highly doubt that. They started walking back to the sanctuary and when they were out of sight sarah appeared at the back of the tent. She signaled that it was all clear and i came out from my hiding spot.

"That was close." I wgispered when i got to the tent.

"Yeah no shit." She huffed. "Negan knows." I froze in my tracks, my mouth open wide. "Oh, no no. Not about the baby. He knows youve been coming back here." I let out the breath i was holding.

"I told him i would still help out around here." I say as i walk back into the exam room.

She sat fown right across from me. "He knows youve been here. At this medic tent. He knows youre working here."

"How?" I say shaking my head, "ive only told you and a few other people around here."

She shrugged, "i dont know but someone is giving him info about you and its not me. If you dont want the news about the baby getting out to him just yet then i suggest you keep it between us."

I nodded, sarah was right. No matter how loyal i think someone might be to me, their true loyalty is to negan. "Did the blood test come back yet?"

Just as i said that a paper started printing on one of the machines. She grabbed it and nodded, "yep, looks like youre gonna be a momma. Congratulations!" She smiled but i couldnt help but feel terror. How could i raise a baby out there on my own in the woods full of walkers? The only option i have is to go and tell negan.

No, i broke his trust. He probably wouldnt believe me if i told him. Then again he might and take me in because he felt sorry for me. I would figure it out. Just as i was saying my goodbyes i heard the trucks start up and go out the gate.

"Supply run." Sarah said handing me some vitamins. "Now what else do you need? Food? Water?"

"I got the water handled, just some food please." I said finally able to relax now that i knew negan was out of the compound. After i got my supplies i headed back to camp. I was walking up the dirt road leading to my camp when i heard a rustle in the woods.

I grabbed my machete and turned towards the sound. I couldnt see through the thick vegetation and i sure wasnt sticking my head in there to see what it was. It moved more towards my front, i gripped the handle tight waiting for it to show its ugly face. I was poised and ready to strike, that was until i heard 'the whistle'.

My eyes went wide and my stomach flopped. Negan stepped out of the trees, lucielle right by his side. "There you are."

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