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greyskyflowers · 6 months

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I've had these little partial plot bunnies for a while and have added to them as I think of stuff. I'm going to go ahead and thrown them on here though because they aren't doing anyone any good sitting in my drafts. Maybe it will help inspire someone else.

A/B/O Dynamic ideas with Omega Zoro and background/hinted Poly/QP Strawhats ~

*** :examples, additional info, how it relates to the crew

🌱 :how it relates to Zoro

• Omega are lighter than alphas and betas, that doesn't mean weaker or smaller. They're simply lighter.

*** Ex: If a omega and beta/alpha of the similar strength and build both step in the same puddle of mud, the beta/alphas will sink down further.

🌱 The reason Zoro can push off of Luffy or Sanji without any problems.

• Omega run cooler as a protection against overheating during their heats.

*** Beta and alphas tend to run warmer to provide for omegas if needed.

🌱 The outfit post time skip Zoro wears is due to him running a little cooler.

• Heats are usually a miserable experience. The body hurts like getting the flu, body temp shots up, and other things like headaches, loss of appetite, fatigue, etc.

*** Alphas and betas instinctively know where to press/massage on omegas to help relieve pain. Sometimes, even able to tell things before even the omega knows. Ex: they may get food ready even if the omega doesn't feel particularly hungry, they may know where bruises will form, can tell when a heat is coming, etc.

🌱 Zoro already has chronic pain that flares up during his heats, so the whole thing is usually miserable.

• Omegas have sharp teeth but thinner than betas and alpha. Omega teeth are meant for killing strikes, for ripping at veins and throats. Beta and alpha teeth are broad and sharp, meant for crushing and snapping.

🌱 Zoro doesn't fight with his teeth like some omegas do but he shows them off when he uses three swords. The teeth looking extra menacing when digging into the hilt of sword.

• Omegas require a lot of sleep. It has to do with their hormones and sometimes can change depending on how healthy or unhealthy a omega is.

🌱 Zoro naps constantly

• Omegas also require a lot of food. The same hormones that require a significant amount of sleep also requires a significant amount of energy.

🌱 Zoro doesn't eat as much as Luffy but he's usually not too far off.

• Scent glands are very sensitive, once a pack bond has been established and pack marks have been given/recieved, only pack can touch the scent glands without causing pain.

It's a comfort to have them nipped at very carefully, stroked or sucked on. Sometimes packs will nipped a little harder or dig their nails into scent glands if they're mad at their omega.

The scent gland releases a type of oil that varies on consistency and taste for each omega. Once pack bonds have been established, alphas and betas will seek out the scent and taste. Often when they're anxious or concerned, for affection, etc.

*** Scars on scent glands can cause a lot of problems. Due to the type of tissue that makes up scent glands, damge to it will often scar in a way that traps the oil and can make the scent glands ache.

Oil that's been trapped must be manually released with firm pressure and heat. The oil will become infected if not released correctly or frequently enough. This becomes very painful and the risk of a blood poisoning is high.

The trapped oil will be thinner when freed, often with the consistency of water rather than oil. The smell will also be too strong, like breaking a full perfume bottle. When released it will be mixed with blood and infection, usually a pinkish color or with spots of blood.

*** Omegas cannot scent right if their glands are not taken care of. This causes anxiety and depression since omegas will not be able to scent a nest or pack, leaving them feeling isolated even if they're not.

Trapped oil will also itch. This is often strong enough that omegas will scratch at the gland until it bleeds.

🌱 Zoro is terrible at taking care of himself when it comes to injuries and this includes his scent glands. The pack takes it upon themselves to make sure the glands maintained. The ones in his wrists and necks are the ones scarred.

• Scent glands are located on the neck, wrists and inner thighs.

*** Packs will often touch, bites, rub, etc at scent glands for bonding. Even the inner thigh ones will be caressed, it's doesn't have to be sexual, it's just intimate.

🌱 Usually they go for Zoro's wrists or neck since those are easiest to get too, those are the ones scarred though, so extra care is required when paying attention to them. The ones on his inner thighs are extra sensitive, as common with omegas, and are only focused on once in a while.

• It's incredibly dishonorable to aim for a omegas scent glands. People still do it but it's not something anyone should brag about.

*** Scars on scent glands or over pack marks are insulting to the pack and the omega. It's also incredibly painful to have pack marks or scent glands hurt.

🌱 Zoro has scars on his glands and it's a sore topic for the pack.

• Packs are very intimate, so they can be both sexual and/or platonic. Omegas provide balance for betas and alphas. Their scents and bonds create a healthy and comforting environment

🌱 The crew is very happy and healthy.

• It's a sign of power and strength to have a healthy and happy omega. It indicates the pack isn't worried about most threats, so they're able to take the time and focus required to take care of their omega.

*** Omegas will not go into heat in unsafe areas, it's very painful to withhold heats but it can be done. The body will not allow the heat to happen if it senses danger or feels unsafe.

🌱 Zoro has withheld his heat before and it never goes well. With all the other issues he has, withheld heats are brutal.

• Omegas nest, of course, but they also burrow. A combination of pressure and the instinct to find protection promoting them to create a nest and then cover it.

Pack nests are often bigger, made for the pack to be able to comfortably be near their omega and each other. Larger nests also allow omegas to feel comfortable in the nest with pack but also large enough for them to have a space with enough extra supplies that they can borrow.

*** A room may be considered a nest, filled with nesting supplies and carefully arranged. One corner may have additional nesting supplies available for the omega to cover themselves with if needed, while the rest of the nest remains comfortable and moveable for the pack.

*** Similar to how people find comfort in the pressure of weighted blankets.

🌱 Franky built a nesting room big enough for all of them. It's absolutely filled with nesting supplies. The floor is covered in pillows and mattressss.

• Alphas and betas may experience a type of itching or tingling in their gums when around their pack omega. This is a reaction to the scent of pack and omega. It's just a form of desire or longing meant to keep packs close together. This will often be relieved by biting, scenting or mating.

🌱 Luffy bites a lot.

• Dynamics and the instincts related to them aren't felt by anything but humans. That doesn't mean that others are excluded from the pack or don't feel pack bonds. It just means those instincts are very muted. Everyone can mark and be marked by pack bond marks if they want.

*** Ex: Chopper and Jinbei are pack of the pack but don't have to same desires or instincts as the others. It's more of a family type thing for them.

Brook, however, is a different situation. Since he was human, and is now human bones, he does have those instincts. However, while they are stronger than Jinbei or Chopper's, they are not as strong as they were when he was human.

🌱 They might be a little bias but they all think Zoro is the best omega.

• Omegas bruise easier, however that doesn't mean they're necessarily hurt more than alphas or betas. Hits that would hurt but not bruise on betas and alphas will hurt and bruise on omegas. The additional visibility on hurt spots and injuries is meant to prompt packs into protectiveness and care.

*** Ex: If a omega and alpha/beta both run their hip into the same corner of a table, same speed and force, the omega will get a bruise but the alpha/beta won't. No additional pain was felt by the omega. It's simply a evolutionary feature to prompt protection and care.

🌱 Zoro is almost constantly bruised.

• Omegas will purr when hurt and when happy. Purring can be used to self soothe when injured or hurting, and sometimes happens without the omega even noticing. It's not something controllable, they can not start or stop either instance of purring.

*** Happy purrs will often stay at one consistent pitch while hurt purrs will go up and down in pitch

🌱 Zoro was purring at Thriller Bark when the crew got to him after Kuma, the nothing happened barely understandable with the rough and unsteady purr breaking up the words when he spoke.

He purred when they all met up again after the two year skip, everyone grinning at the consistent sound and the faintest hint of pink on the top of Zoro's cheeks.

#abo dynamics #one piece #zoro #luffy #mugiwara crew #straw hat pirates #strawhats #mugiwarapirates #once again trying to drag you all into poly and/or qp strawhats #zoro x everyone #let zoro bottom you cowards

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bralesscommie · 8 months

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My Tolkien Headcanons

Silmarillion and Lotr characters

Elrond

Has PTSD, possibly c-PTSD from the Third Kinslaying, losing his parents and growing up with the people who took away his home

Has sensory issues, mostly a hard time with crowds and loud noises (also for PTSD reasons), but also really hates some textures

Pretty bad migraines from foresight and tension headaches from anxiety to the point where a couple of times a month he can't work

Is a workaholic

Is bisexual

He/they in an elf way

Isn't white, it's kind of hard to tell his exact race with his very mixed genetics

Maglor

Has anxiety from growing up in the chaotic house of Fëanor

Is depressed

Uses music as escapism

He/him but doesn't mind he/they

Is pretty fluid sexuality wise

Maedhros

C-PTSD from being chained to a mountain and also like everything else that's ever happened to him

Has depression

Chronic pain in his back and shoulder, as well as phantom pain in his amputated arm

Has some kind of personality disorder

Is gay

He/him

Eärendil

Has anxiety from and is traumatized by the escape from Gondolin

Was not ready to be a dad

Straight

He/him

Is definitely not white

Elwing

Is traumatized by the Second Kinslaying, possibly PTSD

Bi-curious

She/her, has thought about adding a they to her pronouns

Eowyn

Has anxiety and depression

Has anger issues but is learning healthy coping mechanisms

Has trauma from SA, and does her best to spread awareness

Enjoys being butch in everyday life, but will dress up feminine once in a while

Is bisexual

She/her

Is happy being poly, but doesn't mind being in monogamous relationships

Arwen

Had really bad anxiety after Celebrían sailed, but is doing much better, though she still has occasional tension headaches

Sensory issues like her dad

Also similarly to her dad, she is mixed

Sapphic, but is open to very few men

She/her

Aragorn

Pretty mentally stable, at least considering everyone else around him

Brown

Is bisexual with a preference for women

Does not care about his pronouns, but is cis in some weird way?

Legolas

Was born in an era with very few elflings, and as an only child hasn't had the opportunity to socialize at all

Rich whiteboy (gender neutral) privilege that they don't entirely recognize

Probably not neurotipical

Fluid sexuality, doesn't really like labels, but if asked persistantly will say he has a preference for men

He/she sometimes they

Bilbo

Has ADHD and anxiety

Struggles with ring addiction

Is acespec and gay

They/he

Sam

AuDHD

Has low self-esteem, imposter syndrome, and anxiety from his childhood with the Gaffer

Is brown

Pansexual

Officially he/they but prefers they/them

Frodo

Is autistic

Has chronic pain post quest

Has chronic fatigue post quest

Possibly transmasc, he/they or he/him

Gay

If you would like to see other characters, or more on some characters, my ask box is always open

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chouthechaoticraccoon · 7 months

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About Me

My name is Morgan Alexander but I also go by Chou and Cedar

My pronouns are he/they, but neos are fine too :)

I am 15 and going on 16 though I’m somewhere above 60 in my heart

I am a… hoo boy, this is complicated. Um, I'm transnasculine and nonbinary as well as an oriented aroace (bi/omni cupio/quoiromantic graysexual, to be specific), so… gay af but also no, thank you. I’m also romance-positive and sex-neutral

I have a spicy brain (also known as Asperger's, ADHD, depression, anxiety, and MaDD with some gender dysphoria and unlabeled weirdness sprinkled in for good measure)

I also have a weird body (Type 1 diabetes, Celiac disease, Hashimoto’s, and chronic pain from joints and headaches and shit as well as some other symptoms)

My ethnicity is confusing because my family didn't keep good records, but I'm mixed (about ⅓-½ Blackfoot, ⅔-½ European) and white-passing

Very introverted, I like my alone time more than being around another person no matter who they are. Honestly, I might be a little socially anxious…

A dual high school and college student set to graduate in 2026

INTx-T (can be either INTJ or INTP)

Leo, I guess? Born August 16, so yeah. Not really into that astrology stuff, though

Converting to Reform Judaism as soon as I’m able to

Everybody deserves equal rights no matter skin color, religion, gender, orientation, physical appearance, or class. I'll respect your opinion as long as it doesn't disrespect anybody's existence. Don't agree with this, don't interact with me and get off my page

AKA transphobes, homophobes, ableists, racists, MAPs, zoophiles, etc aren’t welcome

Inbox and DMs are open, happy to make friends or mutuals (and might be open to a QPR or romantic relationship after I get to know you :) )

Asks are fine, and I love talking to people (online, that is) so just reach out if you want to know more about me

Don’t send me NSFW content. Like, ever. I may dabble in writing it (I write SA sometimes, varying from not-at-all to moderately graphic, but to be honest I only really write it so that there can be major hurt/comfort and I always depict it as a horrific act of violence and in some cases torture), but that doesn’t mean that I am interested in sexual content or comfortable with it. I am also a minor and asexual so it’s a big no-no

Artist (drawing, painting, and photography), comedian (stand-up), musician (piano, violin, vocals, and guitar), poet, and writer (original novels, short stories, and fanfics). Happy to do commissions on any of my chosen art forms, just DM me :)

I speak and am learning to speak ASL, English, French, German, Hebrew, Italian, Latin, Polish, Portuguese, Romanian, Spanish, Swedish, and Yiddish (I alphabetized lol)

I like pretty much all music except country (Jolene is an exception)

I have precisely 69 Spotify playlists and am very proud of it

I’m actually starting an alternative rock band called Blue Humor. I’ll let you know when our first album drops

I like a lot of music, with over 32 pages on my list of bands I like (actual thing, might post the link later but it’s a list of over 1200 bands that I enjoy and am constantly expanding)

My fandoms include Abbott Elementary, Adventure Time, A Series of Unfortunate Events, Aurora Cycle, Big Hero 6, Bo Burnham, Brooklyn 99, Cavetown, Coraline, Creepypasta, Danny Phantom, the DCU, Deadpool, Derry Girls, Disenchantment, Disney, Doctor Who, Downton Abbey, Good Omens, Game of Thrones, Gravity Falls, Gregor the Overlander, Heartstopper/Osemanverse, Hunger Games, I Am Not Okay With This, In a Heartbeat, Into/Across the Spider-Verse, IT (2017/19), Jamie Dodger, John Mulaney, Jurassic Park/World, Jurassic World: Camp Cretaceous, Les Miserables, Lord of the Rings, Manifest, Marvel, Merlin, Monk, Monty Python, Mythic Quest, Narnia, Night at the Museum, NOAHFINNCE, Our Flag Means Death, Over the Garden Wall, Once Upon a Time, ParaNorman, Parks & Recreation, Red, White, and Royal Blue, Riordanverse (Percy Jackson, Heroes of Olympus, Kane Chronicles, Magnus Chase, etc), Shaaba, Sherlock (BBC), Star Trek, Star Wars, Steven Universe, Stranger Things, Supernatural, Ted Lasso, The Adam Project, The Afterparty, The Good Place, The Goldfinch, The Hollow, The Office, The Simpsons, The Sims, The X-Files, Tim Burton, The Owl House, The Umbrella Academy, TwoSet Violin, Wednesday, Wings of Fire, and Young Royals.

#get to know the blogger #get to know the person behind the blog #introductory post #introducing myself

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saqati · 10 months

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🌿 a pot guide (for the mentally ill)

hello baby weedwhackers, today we’re gonna have a quick run down on smoking and ingesting pot, the effects on the body and mind with a focus on how it works for mentally ill and neurodivergent folks!

wtf is weed anyway?

weed, cannabis, marijuana, mary jane etc. is a psychoactive drug derived from the cannabis plant. the two main chemicals in it are thc, the chemical that actually gets you high and works on the mind to create a feeling of euphoria, relaxation, and sensory perception differences. the other main chemical is cbd, which works more on the body to bring pain relief, relaxation, and to lower sleep. cbd on its own will not get you high, and extracts and oils are over-the-counter in a lot of places for sleep and pain relief.

categories of weed!

categorizing weed is like an umbrella term. weed is usually put in three categories depending on what type of cannabis plant it comes from - indica, sativa, and hybrids. indica is higher in thc than cbd, and is most commonly used for deep relaxation and pain relief. ironically, although it’s dominant in thc which is the psychoactive chemical, people refer to it as a “body high” as your sensory perception will change how your body and environment is registered. sativa is higher in cbd than thc, and is most commonly used recreationally as it can have you feeling energized and creative. hybrids are any kind that is a mix of both, and can be indica dominant or sativa dominant.

below these three categories, we have strains. strains are like the specific “flavour” of indica, sativa, or hybrid. different strains can hold different properties, like actual flavours such as earthy or lemony, and psychoactive effects like making someone sleepier or happier. it’s recommended to not stick with one specific strain as you can grow a tolerance to that strain specifically.

ingesting and smoking

so now that that’s out of the way, let’s talk about the common consumption methods. the most popular would be joints which is weed rolled up like a cigarette, and bongs are glass or silicone beaker or tube shaped filtration devices for smoking. you put a smaller glass tube in the side called a downstem in it, and you would put the bowl (a literal small bowl with a hole in the bottom, sometimes with a screen) in it, then put the weed and/or other herbs in the bowl. the smoke filters through the water in the bong leading to a cleaner and smoother smoking experience, although it can be harsher as a bong rip can equal to three puffs of a joint at once. bongs are my personal favourite as you can get higher with less weed, but it’s more inconvenient as you have to store it, clean it, and are more likely to get sick from a big bowl.

another option if smoking just really doesn’t sound appealing would be edibles. edibles are made by heating up weed so the thc activates and putting it in something else, most commonly treats like brownies or cookies, but can also be in butter, pasta dishes, sodas, mouth sprays, and basically anything that you could potentially infuse with cannabutter (weed butter). edibles provide a stronger and longer high and will take away the stench of weed smell (because when you smoke it, that shit will stay on your clothes). however, the commitment of only eating a little bit and waiting for the high can be inconvenient for some, causing them to eat way more than they should and getting scarily high. eating edibles will also not take away the risks of developmental issues from smoking, it will only take away the effects it has on your lungs.

okay, cool, but why?

people consume pot for a lot of different reasons. for some, it’s medical, and cannabis can help with depression, anxiety, nausea and chronic pain. for others it’s recreational, and they only consume it socially or to have a fun creative time. some people only take it for sleep or to wind down. it can also be apart of spiritual practices, specifically indigenous herbal healing and rituals.

cbd and thc has been proven to, if taken correctly, lower blood pressure, reduce inflammation, prevent withdrawal or relapse of addictions such as drinking or self-harm, treating gastrointestinal illnesses, preventing seizures, fighting cancer cells, and so so much more.

what are the risks?

naturally, with any drug, there can be serious consequences if you don’t engage responsibly. short term effects can include foggy memory, reaction time, concentration issues, confusion, and fatigue, which can make dissociative and neurodivergent disorders significantly harder to manage. long term effects can include risk of addiction, affecting your critical thinking skills, permanently damaging intelligence, and cause physical issues like bronchitis, lung infections, mucus buildup, and chronic cough.

specifically those with dopamine deficiencies and impulsive tendencies, such as those with bpd, adhd, autism, bipolar, schizophrenia, and schizoaffective are way more likely to become dependent. despite popular belief, marijuana itself is not addictive -- it’s the way the brain becomes accustomed to it that produces a feeling of addiction and dependency. additionally, if your family has a history of psychosis and you’re predisposed to it, any consumption of cannabis can have the risk of giving someone lifelong psychosis.

suggestions

those who are worried about psychosis should stay away from sativa. since it energizes you and can make you anxious, psychosis is much more likely to be triggered.

those who are low income should consider bongs over joints. joints could be drenched or broken and can take around a gram to roll. bongs can be any size, and as you can keep your flower separate from your bong you wouldn’t have to worry about losing it or getting it wet.

i hope you enjoy these tips, and consume responsibly!

- sa’qati (he/they)

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cyralie · 11 months

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Hi and welcome to my introduction post! Technically I've had this account since, like, high school but I've never really used it. But now with 196 shutting down, I'm giving tumblr a shot.

DNI: terfs/transphobes, fatphobes, bigots of any kinds, really. If you don't like me, just block me.

I'm tiamat, I'm 28, and my pronouns are she/they! I'm agender, aromantic, and asexual. I enjoy crocheting, writing, and roleplaying. I'm a big ttrpg nerd. I've got a level 10 paladin in ID:RotFM (5e) and I also have a wizard in Blood Lords (Pathfinder 2e) starting in the next couple weeks.

I'm disabled and I have a lot of health issues. I've got severe chronic pain and PCOS (and a really big cyst I'm hopefully getting taken out soon) and depression and anxiety and now, this new mystery illness where I'm nauseated all the time. How fun.

I'm an anarcho-communist, an intersectional feminist, and generally a big nerd.

I have three dogs, who I will, of course, include pictures of.

This is Maggie. She's 12 years old. She is my biological daughter.

This is Jelly. We think she's about 13-14. She was found as a stray when she was about 4.

And this is Lacey, who's mostly my brother's dog. She was adopted at 9 months old from the pound, and I think she's 5 now. Fun fact: I bought one of those DNA kits, and our "Rott-mix" turned out to be half husky, half American bulldog.

Also here's my gay dragon WIP since I tagged crochet, too.

Thanks for reading my post!

#introduction #196 #r/196 #r196 #asexual #nonbinary #aromantic #chronic pain #chronic illness #pcos #crochet #dogs of tumblr #my dog

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soloorganaas · 1 year

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hi there! i just found your blog and i have to say: sirius being bipolar totally makes sense, i'm entirely fascinated by your thoughts and words, needless to say i agree with you and i'll keep reading what you write! by the way, do you have mental illness headcanons for other characters? thank you for reading and have a nice day 💕

thank you so much 😭❤️

and yes I definitely do!

remus

anxiety/depression. he goes through a period of debilitating pain once a month, so he lives knowing it’s always just around the corner and he’s never going to be able to escape it. and then he also has the shame and stigma and very real danger of being a feared minority. growing up and living with that kind of trauma changes your dna and is also why so many people in systemically oppressed groups have chronic mental problems

I also sometimes hc him as autistic. he masks to the extent of creating a whole new persona (think of now dif he is to his students in PoA vs his interactions with sirius esp in OotP). he’s very routine and repetitive (same clothes, carries the same suitcase everywhere, exact same style of lesson each week). his speech swaps between short sometimes random qs/statements to long expositions

james

ADHD for sure. hyperfixation on only things that interest him to the point of feats of genius eg pranks, the map, becoming an animagus. fidgety and restless (throwing the snitch around, playing with his hair). has absolutely zero restraint - literally jumps up to terrorise snape simply bc he and sirius are bored, cannot stop himself from trying to get lily’s attention even though he’s clearly pissing her off

hermione

an autistic queen. intensely hyper-focused on her special interests, to the point of it being a detriment to her own health and relationships. at the same time she will devote herself 100% to helping her friends in a v hyperfocused way (eg helping hagrid with buckbeak’s trial, planning and packing for the horcrux hunt). does not get sarcasm. blunt and doesn’t understand why people get offended (eg telling lavender why trelawney wasn’t correct in predicting her rabbit would die when lavender is literally hysterical with grief). trouble regulating emotions (the amount of times she has a blow up with her friend and storms off, or just randomly snaps at people or has an outburst). very attached to her routines and strict in discipline (colour-coded timetables). also has v varying speech patterns that throw other people off

honestly tbh from her huge ups and downs which always involve some period of intense high and then some dramatic crash you could possibly characterise her as bipolar too. but I gotta think more about that

side note but I think this is why ginny and her become such good friends (and also ginny and luna) - bc ginny is open and accepting enough to not be bothered by how they’re both a bit ‘off’ and socially awkward, and she’s also used to incredibly high-energy family members with intense special interests (literally her entire family except maybe ron and molly). and hermione for her part sees past the mask ginny puts on to deal with her brothers/being in their shadow and allows her to be herself

harry

chronic and compound ptsd 💔 the way he fully thinks he’s going mad in OotP and truly doesn’t trust his own mind, but is also hyper-independent to the point of trying to find horcruxes by himself. extra heartbreaking bc sirius is the only one who ever understands this side of him and can truly do anything about it

ron

literal cripplingly anxiety and I think he’s straight up depressed for most of school. but this is all driven by his family so I like to think after hogwarts he gets to be much more independent from them and have his own happy life and also hopefully go to therapy to talk through some intense mummy issues

neville

some mix of adhd/autism. chronic forgetfulness and clumsiness are core parts of adhd and are made worse by punishment from others (snape, his grandmother). special interest and talent for herbology. he’s often blunt with odd speech patterns and just a bit ‘off’ to other people

luna

also an autistic queen 💖 different speech patterns, doesn’t understand sarcasm or social cues, blunt, intense special interests. and I think she also suffers from depression or ptsd from losing her mum and harry relates to her on a v core level bc of this (they are my otp forever)

#hp meta #hp #asks

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radqueerpinkiepie · 7 days

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Intro Post!!

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The Vigilism System

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୨୧┇Collective Pronouns: They/It/Xe/Bug/Pup/Sol/Woof/Meow/Cloud/Star/Bee/Paw/Ghost/Fang/Fox

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୨୧┇cisIDs: AuDHD, BPD, DPD, Depression, Anxiety, C-PTSD, Dyscalculia, Dyspraxia, Synesthesia, Chronic Pain, Insomnia, Mixed Origin System (6 headmates)

୨୧┇TransIDs: Blind, HoH, Epilepsy, Tourettes, Species, Amputee, Hanuhaki, Age, TBC

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I am pro-ship, pro-transid, pro-para, and pro- endo, if you don't like that, Block me.

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#intro post #paraphiles please interact #transx please interact #endo safe #endos please interact

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autisticarach · 9 months

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Full Name:

Asa Maria Xanchutl Rameriz

Nickname:

Ma (his siblings (children)), Sisi (hobie and Diane), Heathen (miguel)

Alter Ego:

Arachnid or Arach

Race:

mixed native mexican and white

Gender Expression:

Pretty much no one knows but him

He loves to confuse the shit of people by being feminine with he/him pronouns but also needs the practicality of shorts/jeans/pants

Sexuality:

Bi aro

Eye Color:

Black

They were an almost golden color before the bite but now are a formless black color.

Hair:

Naturally a cool dark brown color, Asa’s dyed his edges so that they’re the same golden color as the spider on his suit (how he go that color he will not tell anyone (except maybe diane and hobie))

Height:

5’10

With a love of demonias and a chaotic group of friends, Asa often wears shoes that makes him as tall as Miguel

Likes: sleep, Music ( riot grrrl, punk, rock, and hyper pop), his friends, guitar, and getting everyone to bed on time

Dislikes: racism, fascism, cops, nazi ‘punks’, anything that’s outside of it’s pattern, loud noises, contacts

Mutations:

black eyes, fangs, natural webs, hair that stands up on end to alert him of danger and scars under his eyes (think sukuna) that are black in color and look like extra eyes

In order to hide his marking from his family, Asa wears the best concealer on the market and keeps it on him at all timese

Piercings: 14 total. Spider bite, helix, industrial, 3 lobe, jestrum, daith, septum, tongue tip, nose, conch, forward helix

Body type:

Tall, lean, a rather large chest that annoys the shit out of him

Random shit:

Asa is the oldest daughter, well oldest child. He is vicious and cruel when it comes to defending his daughters however he won’t do shit for his parents if it doesn’t concern his daughters (his parents do not know this yet, they haven’t pushed him far enough)

He has property in hobie’s world as a just in case so that if his parents ever try and stop him from caring for his daughter, he’ll be able to get them away (his parents think their relationship with him is fine and normal if they think of him at all)

Disability:

autism

c-ptsd

chronic rib pain (from what? who knows)

depression

generalized anxiety disorder

panic attack disorder

He was diagnosed at the spider society, it’s how he met diane

Diane is @the-cat-and-the-birdie ‘s

#spidersona #spidersona oc #spiderverse oc #astv #spiderman atsv #Asa Rameriz

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Congrats to 500!! I'd love to get a match up with a ghoul!!! Bare with my description it's my first time for a match up.

So I am a nonbinary transboy. I use he/him pronouns and occasionally they/them pronouns or even neopronouns when I am comfortable enough with a person. I am almost 22 years old. I am queer (maybe bi, but a strong preference for boys and maybe girls in a poly relationship), poly and demisexual.

I am very tiny, a shrimp, a gremlin, 5'0. I have rather fair skin, crystal blue eyes and short wavy dyed dark red hair (sticks into every direction, untamable curls). In summer I have freckles across my nose. My style is a mix of alternative subcultures, mostly grunge and metalcore.

I am autistic! I can appear as shy as I struggle in social situations and have severe social anxiety but overall I am rather loud and roudy even. Just very bubbly and passionate. My special interests are vampire, musicals, RE Village, Jurassic Park and Sleep Token (and Ghost haha). I can also appear as rude as I am really sarcastic and have a good amount of dark humour. My love language is bullying. But also gift giving and acts of service. I love showing people I appreciate them without having to say it (or openly show it.) I am very hesitant of intimacy but also crave affection and closeness. Overall I am rough on the outside and soft on the inside.

I have chronic pain and some days struggle to walk and stand for a long period of time generally. I have severe anxiety and depression since I was a child and a problematic relationship with my parents (got kicked out last weekend). I have the lowest self-esteem and can't see myself as lovable.

I like to say I despise humans and would gladly live in isolation but I love kids a lot and study to become a teacher for Latin. I also love caring for animals and have a special way to connect with them. Especially cats seem to seek me out and find comfort in my presence. Besides having fun in caring for others, I like listening to music, mainly rock and metal but honestly everything, drawing, scrapbooking, playing videogames and boardgames and reading. I love to sing and dance and would love to learn how to play the guitar.

Your match is... Aether

Aether's a pretty big guy, so he finds your size difference adorable and he'll probably carry you around.

Will he be smacked for that? Yes, most likely. Does he care? No, absolutely not.

He's got plenty of "experience" with Sodo. The two are very good friends, but we all know Sodo's got temper, so Aether gets smacked or has things thrown at him all the time, he's used to it.

He likes your hair and will play with it to get attention. Even it it's a smack to the face or a kick in the balls. Totally worth it.

He actually likes the scrapbooks you make! Tries to make one, but it's mostly just chaos and bunch of random stickers he found. He will steal stickers to put more of them in his scrapbook and show it off to you.

He likes playing any sort of games with you. Prefers video games, though.

Watches almost too closely as you make art or read. He likes being close to you, so if you can't do these things while he's wrapped around you... You might wanna learn that.

Happy to listen to music with you! He's very eager to discover your music taste and share his!

Don't worry about your issues or pains. He's absolutely willing to carry you around (he's a buff dude, it's his pleasure to carry you!) if you can't walk. Never complains about it because he absolutely loves it.

He's good at keeping your mind busy. Mostly because he's just... A pretty chaotic and energetic guy.

If your parents try to reach you, you can only wish them luck. He will not hesitate to take your phone and give them a piece of his mind.

And if they come to you in person? They won't even get close, you've got a buff Ghoul boyfriend to scare them off. He will get in a fight for you.

Takes you on the most fun dates he can imagine afterwards.

He's also very affectionate and if he ever hears anything about you being unlovable, he's gonna bite you until you stop saying bullshit like that. Kisses and licks the wounds afterwards.

You are lovable, he loves you and that's it.

Written by Jez.

This post is a part of the Match-up event. The event ended on July 15th.

#match up event #match up #aether ghoul x reader #aether ghoul #ghost band #ghost bc #ghost #ask #anon #ghost band x reader #ghost bc x reader #ghost x reader

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Gorilla Glue Strain Guide:

Growth, Benefits, and FAQs

If you're on the hunt for a strain that packs a punch, you've probably heard of Gorilla Glue. It's a powerhouse in the cannabis world, known for its heavy-hitting effects and sky-high THC & THCA levels. I've explored countless strains, but Gorilla Glue always stands out as a top contender for those seeking a potent experience.

In this article, I'll dive into what makes Gorilla Glue a favorite among enthusiasts. From its unique flavor profile to its versatile effects, there's a lot to uncover about this sticky, resinous bud. Whether you're a seasoned smoker or new to the scene, get ready to discover why Gorilla Glue could be your next go-to strain for Exotic THCA Flower.

What is Gorilla Glue?

Gorilla Glue, also known as GG4, is a potent hybrid strain that has taken the cannabis world by storm. It's a full-bodied, balanced mix of Chem's Sister, Sour Dubb, and Chocolate Diesel, giving it a complex aroma and a wide range of effects. Recognized for its incredibly sticky resin, the name Gorilla Glue is a testament to the powerful grip of its effects, which can glue you to your couch with its overwhelming sense of relaxation.

Boasting high THC levels that can reach up to 30%, this strain is a favorite for those looking for a heavy-handed euphoria and relaxation. It has won multiple awards, including the 2014 Cannabis Cup and the High Times Jamaican World Cup, solidifying its reputation as a top-tier strain.

The buds of Gorilla Glue are typically chunky, resin-covered, and radiate a pungent, earthy, and sour aroma, which hints at the intense flavor that awaits users. Upon consumption, the taste of coffee and mocha with slight diesel undertones can be detected, providing a complex taste that perfectly complements its relaxing effects.CharacteristicDetailStrain TypeHybridParentsChem's Sister, Sour Dubb, Chocolate DieselTHC LevelUp to 30%AromaEarthy, SourFlavorCoffee, Mocha, Diesel UndertonesEffectsRelaxation, Euphoria, Heavy-Handed

For medical marijuana patients, Gorilla Glue has been noted to aid with chronic pain, depression, and sleeping disorders like insomnia. Its high THC content also makes it suitable for combatting symptoms of anxiety and stress, as long as it's consumed responsibly.

In my experience, I've found that Gorilla Glue also fosters creativity and can be helpful when engaging in artistic activities or brainstorming sessions. Its potent effects can be quite cerebral, offering more than just a physical high. The strain's versatility makes it popular not only among recreational users but also within artistic and medical communities.

The Origins of Gorilla Glue

The ancestry of the Gorilla Glue strain is as rich and complex as its flavor profile. Diving into its lineage, I've discovered that it's the result of an accidental cross between the Chocolate Diesel, Sour Dubb, and Chem's Sister strains. This serendipitous event took place in Nevada, highlighting the unpredictability and excitement inherent in cannabis cultivation.

The creators, Joesy Whales and Lonie Watie, stumbled upon this hybrid after noticing some of the Chem's Sister plants hermied and pollinated the Sour Dubb and Chocolate Diesel. The outcome was a strain with unparalleled potency and a standout terpene profile. As I delve further into its history, it's clear that the effectiveness of Gorilla Glue comes, in part, from its impressive genetics.

While its roots are firmly planted in cannabis lore, Gorilla Glue's rise to fame wasn't instantaneous. After its discovery, the strain gradually garnered attention in the cannabis community for its heavy-handed effects and multipurpose usage. The adhesive brand Gorilla Glue actually sued the cultivators over the name due to its sticky nature, leading to the strain often being referred to as GG4.

Here's a brief snapshot of Gorilla Glue's journey:

Accidental origins in Nevada

Crossbreed of Chocolate Diesel, Sour Dubb, and Chem's Sister

Remarkable genetics leading to its strong effects

Name dispute with the Gorilla Glue adhesive company

Gained fame for its versatility and strength

As this history unveils, Gorilla Glue's development wasn’t just a mere chance but a testament to the remarkable surprises that cannabis genetics can present. I've noticed that the story of Gorilla Glue resonates with enthusiasts not only because of its qualities but also due to the almost mythical narrative of its origin. It’s these types of stories that add depth to the strains we enjoy and foster a profound respect for the plant’s intricate kinship and the cultivators who bring them to light.

The Characteristics of Gorilla Glue Strain

When we delve into the characteristics of Gorilla Glue, it's clear why it's become a staple in the cannabis community. GG4's hallmark feature is its potent effects which appeal to both recreational and medical users. This hybrid strain typically contains a THC level that can range from 18% to 25%, making it a powerful choice for those seeking a heavy-hitter.

What sets Gorilla Glue apart is its complex aroma and flavor profile. It boasts a pungent earthiness mixed with notes of coffee and chocolate, owed largely to its Chocolate Diesel heritage. This makes for an indulgent smoking experience that's robust and satisfying.

Dense, resinous buds are another standout trait of Gorilla Glue. They're often a vivid green, studded with orange hairs, and covered in a sparkling layer of trichomes—a nod to the strain's sticky moniker. The buds are a sight to behold and the sticky texture makes it a bit of a task to break them apart without a grinder.

The effects of Gorilla Glue are as striking as its physical attributes. Known for providing a wave of euphoria and relaxation, it's frequently sought after by those looking to manage stress, pain, or insomnia. Users report feeling an initial head rush, followed by a soothing sedation that doesn't necessarily lead to couch-lock, allowing for versatility in consumption opportunities.

From a grower's perspective, GG4 is a relatively hardy plant that is resistant to mold and pests, making it a manageable endeavor for both novices and experienced cultivators. It typically has a flowering time of around 8 to 9 weeks and while it can be grown both indoors and outdoors, it does require a bit of space to stretch.

The staying power of Gorilla Glue in dispensaries and amongst enthusiasts is not just about its potency—it's a full package of aroma, flavor, and effects. Its ability to deliver a powerful punch while still offering a complex taste profile ensures that it's a go-to strain for those who appreciate intricacy in their cannabis experience.

Flavor Profile of Gorilla Glue

When I talk about the flavor profile of the Gorilla Glue strain, I'm diving into a complex world of tastes that entice the senses. Coffee and chocolate are the most pronounced notes that hit the palate upon the first inhale. These rich and bold flavors meld seamlessly with a pungent earthiness, characteristic of many heavy-hitting strains. The experience is akin to sipping a gourmet espresso in a lush forest; it's invigorating yet grounding.

But there's also a sweetness that undercuts the robustness, reminiscent of sour citrus fruits. This tangy twist is a delightful surprise, making each session a multifaceted journey. Enthusiasts often detect subtle hints of diesel, which speaks to the strain's Chem Sis and Sour Dubb heritage. This combination of sweet, bitter, and sour makes Gorilla Glue a standout in terms of flavor.

Terpenes, the aromatic compounds in cannabis, play a huge role in shaping Gorilla Glue's distinct taste. Myrcene, limonene, and caryophyllene lead the terpene profile and contribute to the strain's sedative qualities as well as its complex aroma. Their interplay is not just enjoyable for the tastebuds but also therapeutic, synergizing with the cannabinoids to enhance the strain's overall impact.

To fully appreciate the depth of Gorilla Glue's flavor, it's best consumed in a way that allows for a gradual temperature increase, like a vaporizer. The gradual heat brings out the intricate layers gradually, making the tasting experience akin to a fine wine tasting. Each puff reveals a new nuance, a whisper of spice or a burst of sweetness, ensuring that the palate never grows tired.

In cultivating Gorilla Glue, growers have achieved a remarkable balance that appeals to connoisseurs and casual users alike. It's a testament to the strain's carefully selected genetics and the meticulous care that goes into its cultivation. Even as a seasoned consumer, I find the flavor profile of Gorilla Glue to be richly satisfying, a true highlight within the cannabis community.

The Effects of Gorilla Glue

When diving into the effects of Gorilla Glue, what stands out is its fast-acting and intense high. As a hybrid strain with a high THC content, it provides a wave of relaxation that often leads to a deep, sedative state. For those navigating the hustle of everyday life, it's the ideal way to unwind. Immediate relaxation is the hallmark of this strain, but there's more to it than simply soothing the senses.

Let's break down the key effects:

Stress relief: The strain works wonders for melting away tension and has become a go-to choice for stress relief.

Pain management: Many users report significant pain reduction, making this strain a favorite among those with chronic pain issues.

Improved sleep: Its sedative effects contribute to better sleep patterns, a boon for anyone dealing with insomnia.

But it's important to acknowledge that Gorilla Glue isn't just about physical relaxation. The mental effects can be just as profound. Euphoria is often cited by enthusiasts, describing it as a powerful mood enhancer that brings about positivity. Soon after consumption, a sense of uplifted spirits and wellbeing takes over, which can be particularly beneficial for those struggling with the blues. For creative minds, it sparks a surge of inspiration and focus that might fade into a dreamy haze as the experience progresses.

The potency of Gorilla Glue should be met with respect. Newcomers are advised to start with a lower dose and build up gradually. This approach allows users to adjust to the impact of the THC levels, which can be overwhelming if underestimated.

For those keen on indulging in Gorilla Glue's robust effects, it's also wise to carve out time in a comfortable setting to fully enjoy the experience. It's the kind of strain that commands attention and sets the stage for hours of relaxation and introspection. Whether you're looking to destress after a long day or seeking therapeutic relief, Gorilla Glue remains a heavy-hitter in the cannabis world.

Gorilla Glue and Medical Benefits

While I share information on the Gorilla Glue strain, it's crucial to understand its therapeutic potential. My experience conversing with medicinal cannabis users has consistently highlighted Gorilla Glue as a go-to for various ailments. Patients report significant relief from chronic conditions, a benefit I attribute to the strain's high THC content and robust cannabinoid profile.

Pain Relief and Anti-Inflammatory Properties

This strain’s effectiveness in managing pain can't be overstated. Chronic pain sufferers have noted that Gorilla Glue helps dull persistent aches. This numbing effect is likely due to the strain's anti-inflammatory properties, which may reduce swelling and alleviate pain at its source.

Mental Health Uses

Those battling with mental health concerns, such as anxiety and depression, have found solace in Gorilla Glue's calming effects. The euphoric and uplifting feelings it induces can be a game-changer for mood disorders, grounding users and assisting in managing daily stressors.

Insomnia Relief

Turning to Gorilla Glue for sleep issues is another common use I've encountered. The sedative qualities of this strain make it a powerful ally against insomnia, lulling users into a peaceful sleep. Patients have expressed appreciation for its ability to help them achieve a full night's rest without the grogginess often associated with traditional sleep medications.

Dosage Considerations

It's imperative to remember that the potency of Gorilla Glue means that a little goes a long way. Patients should consult with healthcare providers to determine the right dosage for their specific needs. Starting with a low dose and gradually increasing as necessary can help individuals find the most effective and comfortable treatment level.

Growing Gorilla Glue at Home

Growing Gorilla Glue at home can be a rewarding experience, provided that you understand its unique growing requirements. When I began cultivating this strain, I quickly learned that it's a relatively hardy plant that adapts well to different environments, making it suitable for both novice and experienced growers.

The first thing you'll want to consider is whether to grow indoors or outdoors. Gorilla Glue thrives in a controlled indoor setting where temperature and humidity can be closely monitored. But it's also quite resilient when grown outdoors, especially in a warm, sunny climate with consistent temperatures between 68°F and 85°F.

For optimal growth, focus on the following:

Soil Quality: Gorilla Glue prefers rich, well-draining soil. I've found that a mix high in organic matter fosters healthy root development.

Nutrient Intake: This strain responds well to a balanced diet of nitrogen, phosphorous, and potassium. Incorporating a comprehensive fertilizer regimen into the grow process boosts overall plant health and bud production.

Watering Schedule: Overwatering can be detrimental. I maintain a consistent watering schedule, allowing the soil to dry out slightly between watering sessions.

Lighting: If growing indoors, an 18-6 light schedule (18 hours of light and 6 hours of darkness) is ideal during the vegetative stage, switching to a 12-12 schedule to induce flowering.

Gorilla Glue's flowering time typically falls around 8 to 9 weeks. What's exciting is that this strain is known for its hefty yields. With proper care, indoor growers can expect about 18 ounces of flower per square meter, while outdoor growers might see as much as 21 ounces per plant.

Pest and mold resistance is another characteristic of Gorilla Glue that eases the cultivation process. However, regular checks are important as preventative measures. I like to use neem oil as an organic pest control solution and ensure good air circulation to ward off mold.

Training techniques such as topping and low-stress training (LST) can also greatly increase yields. Topping involves cutting off the top of the main stem to encourage lateral growth, while LST involves gently bending and tying down branches to expose more of the plant to light.

FAQ About Gorilla Glue

People often have a myriad of questions about Gorilla Glue, and I've gathered the most common ones to help clear up any confusion. I'll walk you through the details on its effects, ideal consumption methods, and the legality of growing it at home.

Is Gorilla Glue Strain Good for Beginners?

Despite its potency, Gorilla Glue can be suitable for beginners if consumed in moderation. Novices should be aware that it's highly potent and approach it with caution. Start with a small dosage to gauge your tolerance.

What's the Best Way to Consume Gorilla Glue?

Whether you prefer smoking, vaporizing, or using edibles, Gorilla Glue is versatile. Smoking or vaporizing may provide a quicker onset of effects, while edibles can offer a longer, more sustained experience. Personal preference and tolerance should guide your consumption method.

Is It Legal to Grow Gorilla Glue Strain?

The legality of growing Gorilla Glue at home depends on your region's laws. Places where cannabis cultivation is legal generally allow you to grow several plants for personal use. Always check local regulations before starting your grow operation.

Can Gorilla Glue Be Used Medicinally?

Absolutely. Gorilla Glue is commonly used to relieve chronic pain, stress, and insomnia. Its sedative qualities are great for those who need a heavy relaxation component in their treatment.

How Much Gorilla Glue Should I Use?

Everyone's body chemistry is different, so there's no one-size-fits-all answer. It's wise to start with a small amount, especially if you're new to this strain, and gradually increase as needed. Monitor how you feel and adjust accordingly.

Incorporating these insights regarding Gorilla Glue will help ensure a safe and pleasurable experience. Whether you're curious about beginning your journey with this strain or considering growing it at home, remember to do thorough research and respect the legal boundaries in your area.

Conclusion

Wrapping up, Gorilla Glue is a versatile strain that offers robust flavors, potent effects, and numerous medicinal benefits. Whether you're a seasoned cultivator or a curious newcomer, it's clear that this strain has a lot to offer. While growing it at home can be rewarding, remember to stay informed about cultivation techniques and legal considerations. Armed with the right knowledge and respect for the law, you'll be well on your way to enjoying all that Gorilla Glue has to bring to your garden and your life.

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