#And if you’re anyhting like me you WILL cry

[nostalgic-woodwind]

The Search for the Missing Blanket (TADC! Nursery AU)

Plot: Orchid lost their beloved baby blanket, so their friends help them find it.

Heavily based on a Baby Looney Tunes episode called “Comfort Level” (and I mean heavily, because I quoted a lot from the episode)

TADC! Nursery AU belongs to @txttabloid

Paisley and Orchid belong to @nostalgic-woodwind/@nostalgic-doodles

The babies were playing outside at the digital playground. Ragatha, Pomni, and Paisley were swinging on the swings, Kinger and Gangle were building a sandcastle, and Jax, Zooble, and Orchid were sliding down the slide.

Orchid slid down the slide slowly, using their baby blanket as a parachute.

“Come on, Orchid, what’s the point of sliding if you’re not sliding really fast?” Jax scoffed.

“It’s how me and my blankie like to slide,” Orchid said as they snuggled their blanket in their arms.

"You really like your blankie, don't you?" Zooble commented.

"I do! I've had Blankie since my first day here at the Digital Circus."

“Allow me to show you and Zooble how it’s done.”

Jax took Orchid’s blanket and climbed to the top of the slide. He set the blanket down and sat on it. He then slid down and flew across the playground as if he was on a magical carpet. However, he didn’t get very far and fell into the sand headfirst along with the blanket.

Zooble rolled their eyes as Jax spat some sand out of his mouth.

“Alright, little superstars, time for your nap! Hurry along,” Caine announced.

“Oh, good. Naptime means that it’ll be snacktime soon,” Orchid yawned and rubbed their eyes. “Maybe Bubble made his famous apple cinnamon oatmeal cookies.”

“Rats! Naptime… right when I was about to win the highest swing contest,” Paisley pouted to Ragatha.

“Don’t worry. We can always try the contest again after we get some sleep,” Ragatha reassured.

Paisley smiled at this as the babies went inside for naptime.

———

Fifteen Minutes Later…

Caine had just left the digital nursery after putting the babies down for their nap. Orchid was about to fall asleep when they realized something was missing: their blanket!

“Hey, where’s my blankie?” Orchid asked as they searched around their crib.

“Sheesh, can you keep it down? I’m trying to get some shut-eye,” Jax yawned from his crib.

“But I can’t find my blankie anywhere.”

“Where did you last have it?” Pomni asked.

Orchid thought back to when to when Jax used their blanket as a magic carpet when he slid down the slide earlier.

“I remember! Jax took it,” Orchid said.

“I didn’t take it, I was showing you how to slide down the slide faster,” Jax defended.

“Did you leave the blanket at the playground?” Paisley asked.

“No, it wasn’t there when we left. Orchid didn’t even have it in their hooves.”

“I want my blankie…” Orchid whimpered as they started to tear up.

“Don’t cry, Orchid. We’ll help you find it,” Gangle comforted.

“Yeah, we can split up into teams and look for it together,” Ragatha said.

“When naptime’s over,” Jax said as he laid back down.

“But I can’t sleep without my blankie,” Orchid argued.

“We’ll look for it now,” Ragatha said.

“Caine says when you lose something, it’s always at the last place you had it” Kinger said.

“That’s it! We’ll all go to the last place where we think the blanket may be,” Paisley said as all the babies climbed out of their cribs.

“That would be the playground.”

“Great! Jax, you and Kinger can search there. Paisley, Pomni, and I will check the hallway, and Orchid, Gangle, and Zooble can look around the nursery some more,” Ragatha said.

“Yes, Captain Ragdolly,” Jax rolled his eyes before turning over to Kinger. “Come on, hoo-ha. Let’s go find the blanket so I can sleep.”

Kinger, not really annoyed by Jax’s nickname for him, followed the bunny as they marched over to the playground.

Paisley, Ragatha, and Pomni went out into the hallway while Orchid, Gangle, and Zooble stayed behind in the nursery.

Gangle flew around the room while Orchid and Zooble dug around in the toy box.

“Anyhting yet?” Gangle asked.

Orchid and Zooble shook their heads.

———

Ragatha, Pomni, and Paisley looked through the hallway; no sign of Orchid’s blanket. They decided to check around the main area of the circus.

“Let’s check here since we came through here on our way back from the playground,” Ragatha said.

“Good idea!” Paisley nodded. “Now, if I were a purple blanket, where would I be hiding?”

Paisley went over to one door, which led to an underwater room. She then opened another door, leading to a pirate ship room. More doors later, nothing. Paisley opened another door, which lead to a jungle room.

Paisley, Ragatha, and Pomni went inside as drums began playing out of nowhere.

“Okay, whoever’s playing the drums, knock it off,” Ragatha huffed in an annoyed tone.

The drums stopped.

“Hey, Ragatha? Where’s Paisley?” Pomni asked as she looked around for their now missing teal-haired friend.

“I don’t know. Hope they’re alright,” Ragatha shrugged as rustling was heard from the trees. “Paisley?”

Just then, Paisley came by swinging on a vine and landed in some bushes.

“Paisley, are you okay?” Pomni asked worryingly.

Paisley got up and brushed some leaves off of their face.

“I’m okay. Looking for Orchid’s blanket can be fun,” Paisley giggled.

“Did you find the blanket in the trees?” Ragatha asked.

“Oh, no. There was no sign of it up there.”

“I wonder how everyone else is doing.”

———

Meanwhile, Jax and Kinger scoured through the playground outside.

“Find anything yet?” Jax called out to Kinger from the swings.

“No, no sign of Orchid’s blankie from up here,” Kinger answered from the top of the slide. “I did find a really cool spider, though. I don’t think I’ve seen this one, yet.”

Jax sighed and rolled his eyes as he walked over to the end of the slide.

“Hey, come on. We gotta focus and search this playground grain by grain.”

Kinger looked at the spider that was on the slide again. He yelped and accidentally slid down the slide, running over Jax.

“I’m okay,” Jax groaned in irritation as he got up and dusted himself off.

Jax and Kinger continued looking all over the playground for the missing comfort item.

———

In the nursery, Gangle, Orchid, and Zooble searched high and low for the blanket. There was unfortunately no sign of it. All that was left was a huge mess of toys, clothes, and books.

“Well, Caine’s not gonna be happy about this,” Zooble stated bluntly.

“We need to clean this up after naptime… that is if we can ever find my blankie…” Orchid sighed as they began to cry.

“Hey, it’s okay,” Gangle reassured as she gave Orchid a hug.

“Yeah, we’re not gonna give up,” Zooble nodded. “Maybe it’s in another room.”

Orchid sniffled and wiped their tears away.

“You’re right, guys. We need to keep searching,” Orchid said. “Maybe I left it in the kitchen when I volunteered to help Caine deliver our bottles of warm milk to us.”

With that, Orchid, Zooble, and Gangle went into the kitchen.

———

Zooble and Gangle checked the cupboards in the kitchen while Orchid walked over to the refrigerator. They opened the fridge door, which revealed all kinds of snacks.

“Any luck with the blanket yet?” Zooble asked as they and Gangle walked over to Orchid.

“No, but seeing all this food is making me hungry,” Orchid said.

“Wow, I can't believe Caine and Bubble has all of this food. Maybe we should have our snack now.”

“Are you sure? What if we get in trouble?” Gangle asked.

“I’m sure Caine won’t mind, given the current situation.”

“Yeah, and we do need to keep our energy going so we can continue finding my blankie,” Orchid said as they pulled a bag of grapes out.

The three friends began munching on the grapes.

———

Meanwhile, Ragatha, Pomni, and Paisley came back from the jungle room and decided to search for the blanket on the stage in the main area. No blanket was found, but the trio found a huge chest of dress-up outfits.

Ragatha dressed up as a knight while Paisley dressed up as a dragon.

“Roar! You can’t stop me!” Paisley laughed as she pretended to breath fire like a real dragon. "Muah-ha-ha-ha!"

“That’s what you think,” Ragatha said as she swung a pool noodle around, pretending it was a sword.

Pomni, dressed up as a princess, was cowering behind the dress-up chest.

“It’s okay, Pomni, it’s all just make-believe,” Paisley reassured.

Ragatha realized Paisley was distracted and pretend-stabbed them in the back.

“Oh, you got me!” Paisley fake-groaned as she plopped to the ground.

“Fear not, Princess Pomni, I have come to rescue you,” Ragatha declared.

Paisley continued pretending to be dying by fake-groaning and coughing, which annoyed Ragatha.

“Hey, what’s going on here?” Jax questioned as he and Kinger walked over to the stage. “I thought we were supposed to be looking for Orchid’s blanket.”

“Sorry, we kind of got distracted,” Paisley said.

“Uh-huh…”

“Did you find the blanket?” Ragatha asked as she, Paisley, and Pomni put the costumes away.

“No, and Orchid’s going to be very upset,” Kinger replied sadly.

“Oh, no, the blanket's gone forever,” Jax shrugged in a sarcastic tone as he yawned. “Let’s get back to our cribs before Caine finds out we’ve been up this whole time.”

“We did all we could. I guess we’re going to have to tell Orchid the bad news,” Ragatha sighed.

So, Jax, Pomni, Ragatha, Kinger, and Paisley walked out of the main area and down the hallway. When the group arrived back at the nursery, they found Orchid sleeping peacefully on a beanbag.

“I can’t believe it! That ungrateful-”Jax began to rant until Zooble came by and harshly shushed him.

“Be quiet!” Zooble whispered.

"Yeah, Orchid got sleepy, so they're napping while we're cleaning up," Gangle softly added as she put some books back in the bookshelf.

Orchid yawned and woke up, rubbing their eyes.

“Hey, is naptime over?” Orchid asked.

“Look at that! You slept without your blanket, Orchid!” Paisley smiled.

“I did? Hey, I did! I guess I didn’t need my blankie after all!”

“Well, that’s just great news…” Jax muttered under his breath.

Caine came by to check on everyone when he saw the huge mess in front of him.

“My, my! What happened around here? I just saw that the kitchen was a huge mess. And why is everyone still awake?” Caine asked before magically cleaning up the nursery with the snap of his fingers.

“We were helping Orchid find their blankie after it went missing,” Gangle answered while Caine put everyone back in their cribs.

“Oh, yeah, that! I figured I’d wash it after you all returned from the playground.”

Caine held out Orchid’s blanket, which was good as new.

“What do you know? Mission accomplished. Finally, now I can sleep,” Jax sighed as he fell asleep and began snoring. Caine put a pacifier in Jax's mouth and the bunny began sucking on the soother.

“Here you go, Orchid,” Caine said as he handed the blanket to Orchid. “I apologize for not telling you about your blanket.”

“That’s okay, Caine. Also, thank you, but I’m a big zebra, now,” Orchid said as they yawned. “I love my blankie and I always will, but I've learned that I don’t need it all the time. I can sleep by myself.”

Orchid laid down and went to sleep. Caine set the blanket down in Orchid’s crib and tucked them in. He then went off to clean up the kitchen.

With that, naptime finally began.

#tadc!nursery au #au #tadc gangle #tadc zooble #tadc kinger #tadc ragatha #tadc jax #tadc pomni #tadc ocs #tadc oc #oc #tadc fanfiction #tadc fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction #the amazing digital circus #tadc #baby looney tunes #tadc au #rewrite

[2-cute-4-school]

𝘯𝘤𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴/𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦

requested by the national cutie pie @heartyyjeno​

Mark Lee

he can be a bit oblivious sometimes bless his soul꒰๑˃͈꒵˂͈๑꒱୭

so he’s kinda clueless as why tf you’re so pouty 

has he said anything stupid earlier? forgotten any important date?? or... even worse

ARE YOU ON YOUR PERIOD?? (ｼ;ﾟДﾟ)ｼ  ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ᵒʷⁿ ᵖᵉʳᶦᵒᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃⁿ’ᵗ ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉ ᵐʸ ᵐᶦⁿᵈ ˢᵒʳʳʸ

he’s too nervous to even prod at you rn

especially after a trainee who just happens to be wearing his hoodie passes by and you-

did you just growl?!?? ( ⚆ _ ⚆ )

but you’re his baby and you’re just SO deflated and he HATES seeing you anything but happy and lively so he just can’t stand by and watch you so upset cuz his lil heart hurts too (๑◕︵◕๑)

“babe, are you uh alright?”

“yeah, just a little bit cold” *trying to subtly hint him*

“oh! that’s not good, you should have dressed warmer, should i go ask manager-hyung to turn up the heating in the practice room??”

 ‘maybe i should just set your ass on fire to warm up’ (►˛◄’!)

“or do you maybe want my hoodie?? it should be enough so you won’t be cold anymore, where did i... ohhhhh”

*light bulb turning on above his head* (〇o〇；)

“it’s fine mark, it’s not like you love me anyway it’s fine i should have seen this coming” *loud fake sobbing in your hands* *mark panic*

“no no baby come on-”

“let’s just get the divorce papers, mark lee!!!!”

“but we’re not married-” *sobbing intensifies* “i’m sorry, I’M SORRY!!! i didn’t mean to!! here, just a second!!” (´⊙ω⊙`)！

this specimen just took off his shirt and draped it over you in the middle of the practice room

“mark, wtf are you doing?!?? i was only kidding!!”

“how was i supposed to know, what if you were seriously upset-”

“hyung, can you help-”  *chenle slams door closed* *dolphin screams* “you’re paying for my eyeball removal surgery, you nasties!!”

“chenle NO”

Huang Renjun

my man here catches on pretty quickly what your pout is about

you didn’t make it exactly hard to notice either (；¬д¬)

“y/n, want some ice cream?”

“no, i’m cold, you can shove it up yo ass and share with dear [redacted]”

jesus i wonder why your s/o is mad renjun

he’s not sure how to approach the situation at first, worried that he might get a tube of ice shoved somewhere he wouldn’t want it to ゞ◎Д◎ヾ

he decides to just be himself read as blunt

“baby come oooon, i can ask them to give it back”

“no, then i’ll seem like a possessive bitch” (Θ︹Θ)ს

“don’t call yourself that!! but then should i just run back to the dorms and get another hoodie?”

“no, i missed you this week, i don’t want you to leave”

“then you can just come with me?” (≖^≖๑ )ﾌ

“but i’m too lazy to get up” same reader same

renjun : ఠ ͟ಠ then wth DO YOU WANT ?!!!?!!

your soul renjun

he’s a bit lost and you’re kinda under the weather too and he HATES it because you’re his kitten and he CAN’T and WON’T allow you to feel anyhting but like absolute royalty with him ೕ(⁍̴̀◊⁍̴́ฅ)

so he just drapes himself over your back, wrapping his arms tightly around you, caging you in a warm embrace and nuzzling his cheek into yours

“who needs a hoodie when they’ve got a junnie??!?!” (˃̵ᴗ˂̵ ๑)

how could anyone stay mad when a cutie like renjun just curls himself around you and pulls you flush against himself, wrapping his limbs around you and peppering kisses everywhere in reach

you’re basically purring in content at this how could you not 」(￣▽￣」)

depending on how tired the both of you are, you might qualify for a good ol’ nap cuddled up against renjun 

but don’t let this fool you

you AIN’T gona catch him making the same mistake again

he’s asking you first about absolutely anything

“no renjun, i don’t need the last of your toilet paper, why do you even- you know what, don’t answer that, just go take a shit in peace” Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)

Lee Jeno

we all know jeno is too much of a sweetheart to say ‘no’ (๑′ᴗ‵๑)

he might be freezing himself and he’d still give his hoodie away to the first person who asks learn how to say NO kids

so now you’re both freezing and on top of everything you’re upset too

that’s a DOUBLE KILL for sweet babie jeno (๑◕︵◕๑)

“babe i’m sorry how was i supposed to know you don’t like them??”

“it’s not even that, jeno, you’re literally shivering!! why would you give it if you’re cold too?”

and that’s when jeno’s bf sathelit sprung into action

“wait... ‘too’?? are you cold, my baby??!??!?” (ʘᗩʘ’)

“no, wait, i mean yes, but that’s not-”

“i’ll be back in a second” he isn’t even kidding

he comes back with a blanket AND heating pads (that he doesn’t miss a second to clutch to your cheeks and then coo at your fish face)

“where did you get these from?” *suspicious*

he tells you he borrowed stole them from hyuck by politely asking for them threatening with a flex of his arm while eye smiling the entire time hyuck stood no chance ( ⚆ ᴗ ⚆ ) *nervous chuckle*

but jeno allows you no debating time before he wraps you in the blanket like a lil cutie patootie WARM burrito and leaves a *smooch* to your forehead ( ˘ ³˘)♥

you can spend an eternity arguing with him that you should take turns since he’s cold too, he isn’t taking ANY OF IT

his bubs isn’t allowed to be cold and he wants you to forget about who he lent his hoodie to too

the only way you can get him to relent is refusing to stay cocooned in it

“y/n, wear it or you’ll catch a cold!!” ( •̀ω•́ )σ

“sorry to burst your bubble, but you can and will catch a cold too!!”

that’s how you found yourself sandwiched between jeno’s arms, suffocating from both his bodt warmth and the blanket enveloping THE BOTH of you

best sauna would 110% recommend ୧( ⁼̴̶̤̀ω⁼̴̶̤́ )૭

Lee Donghyuck

my man here knows EXACTLY what he’s doing once *that person* asks him for his hoodie with a flirty smile

he lends it over with that shit eating grin but not without watching from the corner of his eye as you deflated like a loney baloney ( ◞᷄દ◟᷅ )

pretends to not notice your pout and lack of answers to his remarks

“y/n, wanna order chinese tonight?”

sweet, but not on my watch asshole *silence* (˵¯͒⌢͗¯͒˵)

“i’ll take that as a yes, i’ve been craving some seaweed soup”

*eye twitch*

‘fine u lil booger two can play at this game’ (•̀o•́)ง

you leave the room and return... wrapped up in MARK’S sweater and plop down back next to hyuck proudly (ฅ⁍̴̀◊⁍̴́)

he tenses up and turns to you

“y/n” ooooh damn you’re in deep shit

*you bat your eyelashes innocently* “yes my dear?”

“you stink, can you move further away?”

you... did not... JUST HEAR THAT??!?!!? (ﾉꐦ ⊙曲ఠ)ﾉ彡┻━┻

but you get up and walk with your tail between your legs to the other side of the room and curl up in a ball of failure

you both do your own things insilence until-

*sniffle* *hiccup* *SNIFFLE*

“y/n?” *silence*”baby??” *hiccup*

oh no oh no NO NO, hyuck’s baby ain’t crying on his watch (╯’□’)╯

he DASHES to your side and envelops you in his arms while cooing apologies and sweet nothings in your ear

“come on baby, you know i didn’t mean it, i just want your attention and your attention only and i only meant that mark’s hoodie stinks, never you, you’re my baby, you can’t-” ヾ( •́д•̀ ;)ﾉ

and then your shoulders start shaking and hyuck starts to actually worry until your sobs turn into... giggles?? hold up, WHAT??

he turns you around just to see you in a fit of giggles, the only tears present are the ones building up in your eyes from laughter

“oh you think you’re smart, don’t you??” (⁎⁍̴̀﹃ ⁍̴́⁎)♡

ATTACC OF TICKLES FOR YOU

Na Jaemin

another sweetheart tbh who wouldnt be able to refuse out of courtesy

but he just KNOWS he fcked up the moment you turn away when he leans in to kiss you (︶︹︺) ╯ ( ് દ ് )

but he ain’t giving up so easily

no matter how upset you are, depriving him of his dose of kisses? federal crime!!!! CRUELTY!!!!!!! ╰[ ಠ Ĺ̯ಠ]╯

so he keeps on pushing his affections on you

a clutching back hug, a rushed kiss wherever he is able to land it considering your struggle to avoid him, a nuzzle against your cheek, a pinch to your cheeks, a failed attempt to lockyour hands together

my man here tries not to show disappointment whenever you succesfully escape his ♡ 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 ♡   

jaemin, grumbling: “you and jisungie, a couple of hooligans, i’ll leave you on the welcome mat tonight for this” (҂⌣̀_⌣́) he won’t he loves you too much, he can’t fall asleep if he’s not 110% sure you’re well fed and happy

but he still babies you to no end

“come on my baby, what should i do so you forgive me hm?”( *¯ ³¯*)♡

you, an entire baby: *huff* “so now you care huh? go ask or no, go TAKE CARE of [redacted]” 

jaemin’s last braincell performing swan lake on thin ice male version 2020 be like ₍₍ ◝( ･’ω’･ )◟ ⁾⁾

so he sighs and leaves the room

so NOW you’re worrying that mayyyybe you pushed him a bit too far

but before you even get the chance to walk down the hallway in your mighty search for your boyfriend, everything suddenly goes black

no you didn’t pass out or did you

jaemin just creeped up on you and ENGULFED you in a blanket hug for which he DEFINITELY didn’t run a marathon to buy༼つ ் ▽ ் ༽つ

when you finally manage to worm your head out of the fluffy cocoon he engulfed you in, your words were still muffled

“nana?? how did you even-???”

he just hugs you tighter and cuts off your questions

“shhh, all that matters is that you are ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE and i am maybe perhaps forgiven??”  ◕ ‿ ◕ 

how could you ever refuse this precious soul

Zhong Chenle

so i can see one(1) scenario in which he would lend his hoodie to someone he SPECIFICALLY knows you don’t fancy

if you had a let’s say disagreement before and we all know he can be PETTY big time sooo basically he’d do it just to spite you ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

and the lil shiz looks SO PROUD of himself

but you’re not letting the brat win we ain’t no losers _へ__(‾◡◝ )>

so you just creep up behind him and stick your glacier hands up his shirt and rest them on his warm back

when i’m telling you he broke the record for the highest jump and most likely shattered any windows in the vicinity ༻(〃ຶ⌂〃ຶ)

“y/n!!!! keep your ice cubes to yourself!!”

“but i’m cold”

“your cold, your problem”

“watch me say the same thing when jaemin’s chasing you around with a wooden ruler” （；¬＿¬)

things settle down after that

or so he thought!!!!! (งಠل͜ಠ)ง never let your guard down lele sigh

another sneak attack to make sure chenle gets a SOUR taste of absolutely pure pettiness so he gets sick of it himself lol

this time a bitch ain’t joking

you shove your entire head under his shirt and then slither yourself so the top of your head pops out of chenle’s shirt collar let’s hope chenle made the wise choice of wearing a loose shirt so you both won’t suffocate

so you just blink up at him like (◕ᴥ◕)

and chenle is shrieking the entire time sigh

and while you’re too cute for him, its not exactly comfortable for either of you so he pats your head and begs asks you to get out of his shirt(?)

“am i getting your hoodie then?”

“i can’t just barge in and ask for it back”

“alright them i’m suffocating you FUN” (╯✧∇✧)╯

“i’m buying you an entire store of hoodies, JUST GET.OUT!!!”(;≧皿≦）

you have to restrain him for actually going on a shopping spree cuz he LOVES spoiling you but he pays in cuddles while you’re snuggling in your favourite hoodie of his

Park Jisung

confused babie /(@ﾟﾍﾟ@) a mood 

he probably lent his hoodie cause he was too shy to refuse and didn’t even know you don’t like the person he gave it to

and then he’s clueless when you’re pouty ｢(ﾟ<ﾟ)ﾞ??

jisung: “do you want some water??”

you: *grumbling visibly upset* ( ｰ̀εｰ́ )

jisung, at a safe distance away from you, scratching his head, rethinking life choices: “...okay, maybe not. how about choco milk?”

he keeps an eye on you but other than that he’s LOST lol

that’s when the ✨𝓱𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓼✨ kick in

emergency contact momma jaemin is the first person jisung calls once he escaped to the ‘bathroom’

“jisung, you know i love you, BUT ARE YOU DUMB?? HOW COULD YOU- blahblahblah” my man is listening to an entire rant about how to treat your partner well 101 (۶* ‘ꆚ’)۶”

now that he knows the theory, he needs the practice

but you might already worry that he fell in the toilet with how long he’s been gone for god forbid you fall into that dark void

so he calls chenle

“chenle, i’m treating you to hotpot if you bring me a blanket or hoodie in less than 5 minutes”

“add in some steak and it’s a deal” ( ✧≖ ͜ʖ≖)

“i’m so selling your soul for a piece of gum, FINE!! just be quick!!”

THIS BOI RIGHT HERE!! A TREASURE!!!! he would step on his honour just to make sure his bubs is hapyy ˭̡̞(◞⁎˃ᆺ˂)◞*✰

so after he excuses himself again to retrieve the blanket from chenle

he BURRITO WRAPS you in it and then sits down next to your confused but undeniably happy form and pats your head nervously while he rambles you’re still his most sought after for of comfort no matter what

“i’m sorry for being a bad boyfriend, i should have realized you’d be cold too and that i should always put you first and i-”

you cut him off with a chaste kiss to his cheek which definetely doesn’t leave him speechless and tomato red in the cheeks (๑♡⌓♡๑)

“it’s okay, i was just being dramatic, you should always put yourself first tho, okay baby??”

baby is malfunctioning but he still nods mindlessly and kisses your cheek back ( ᵅั ᴈ ᵅั;)

#nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct angst #nct fluff #nct #nct dream #nct reactions #nct requests #nct dream fluff #nct dream angst #nct dream imagines #nct dream scenarios #nct dream reactions #nct fic #nct dream fic #nct x reader #nct mark #nct jaemin #nct jeno #nct renjun #nct jisung #nct haechan #nct chenle

[redsandroses]

Stray kids reaction to their best friend being heart broken/upset

Before we start, I think all the boys would be the softest when something happens to their loved ones and do everything they can do to make it better and so as everyone else should.

 and maybe I teared up a bit while writing these but we won’t talk about that 🥺  

Bang Chan

He is basically your big brother. Doesn’t matter if you’re older or the same age as him, he will protect you no matter what.

As the sweetest boy he is; Chan was at your doorstep, the second you told him you were upset. He brought you all your comfort foods, your favorite flower, and of course your comfort person, himself. You let him in with fluffed eyes from last night. He hugged you as soon as he got in and put down the stuff in his hands. “Don’t worry y/n, whatever the situation is, we will talk and find a way out of it together. I’m here for you. Now tell me what happened.” You talked for a whole day, until you felt a bit relieved and you guys found a possible solution for the problem. He cuddled you throughout the whole day, making sure you felt safe in his arms. Later he cooked for you and made sure he was taking good care of you. At the end of the day, you weren’t thinking about the problem you had and just thankful for your best friend Chan.

Lee Minho

I feel like Minho would be the type to get angry when someone hurt his loved ones. He would be so ready to fight the other person and make sure you know you are loved and appreciated by him.

You met with him, telling you felt upset. You told him about what happened, he tried to comfort you first, telling you what happened was not your fault. “Cry all you want in my arms y/n, I’ll hold you and protect you. I’m here.” He stayed with you until he was sure you felt better. Every day he looked after you, made sure you ate well, slept well, made you take showers and basically never left you. In the meantime, he was making plans to talk to the one who broke your heart to make sure they know what they did was wrong, after asking you if you would want that.

Seo Changbin

Cuddles, cuddles, cuddles and more cuddles.

 After you told him about what happened, he gave you comfort by holding you in his arms, making sure you never felt alone, cause you are not. You are never alone with him by your side. He would sit there, listen to you, trying to understand how you feel and what makes you feel that way. Looking into your eyes deeply as you talk. “I know why you feel like that y/n but trust me, this will pass. You went through a lot of things and look, you are here after all the bad times you had and I know you are strong enough to get through this one too. And if you need help I’ll be strong for you. You know, I don’t have this buffed arms for no reason.” You laughed, and hugged him “Thank you Binnie, I knew I could count on you.”

Hwang Hyunjin

He couldn’t reach out to you for a couple of days now, and as your best friend, he was going to lose his mind. So he came to your house, asking your mom where you were. She told him you’ve been in your room for a week now and they were also getting worried. He went straight up to your room to check on you. You were crawled up in your bad “y/n, it’s me. What’s wrong?” he asked, coming next to you, turning you to look at him. The moment you saw him, you shed into tears, reaching to hug him. “It’s okay, it’s okay, talk to me” he wiped your tears. You told him what happened and he hugged you even more. “We’ll find a way out of this together y/n, now get up and get ready we’re going to go and you get some air now. Let’s go to our spot at the park and talk about this there, mkay?”

Han Jisung

This baby will get as upset as you and maybe even more than you and sit there with eyes full of love and understanding, pouting.

 You went to him the moment you realised things were getting bad. “I didn’t want to go through this by myself Hannie” “You don’t have to y/n, come, we’ll face this together.” He lived every second of it with you, never leaving you alone. “How could someone hurt a baby like you.” he kept asking while hugging you and patting your back. He holded your hand any time you needed him and made sure he made you feel he was there with you. After you left his house, he checked up on you every hour. Calling, texting, face timing, anything; unless you told him you want some space. -Yes he would lose his mind if you don’t reach out to him soon but he will respect what you need and give you exactly what you want.- He couldn’t take the idea that you were upset, he needed to make you feel better. So he did everything in his power to do so.  

Lee Felix

If you are hurt, he is hurt more. 

When he saw you upset, he got so worried. “Hey, hey beautiful/handsome, what’s wrong?” he came to you. “Nothing Lixie, don’t worry” you said wiping your tears, knowing that he was going to be sad about it. “Don’t lie to me y/n, I’ve known you for 14 years. I know you better than you know yourself. Spill it, don’t hold it in. Promise I won’t get upset.” “You don’t have to be right all the time. But you are and I don’t want to keep it from you.” and you told him what happened. He knew you needed distraction and he knew all your favourite places. He first took you out to eat something, then you went to an amusement park, playing all the games and winning plushies for each other, then he walked you back to your place. He gave all his plushies to you and gave you a kiss on the cheek and a big hug as he said good night. He made sure you had all your days like this.

Kim Seungmin

He knew something was off when you didn’t reply to his texts like you used to. This sweet boy could understand how you feel even through the way you text him. He texted “Be ready in 20 mins, I’m coming.” When you went down you saw him standing there with a basket in his hand. “Picnic time for my sad bestie and we’ll take all her/his sadness away today.” he smiled at you. Then you went to a picnic area and had a nice picnic, full with meaningful conversations and of course fun. He knew how to make you laugh and he knew what you needed at times like this. At the end of the day, he offered you to go to his place so he could hold you close and make sure you don’t feel alone. So you decided to do that. You loved sleepovers with him. That night, you went to sleep with your best friend besides you and you knew you were going to get over this with him next to you soon.

Yang Jeongin

Don’t make his loved ones upset. He will get very angwy and sad.🥺🥺

You were crying when he called you so you didn’t answer. But you always answered each others calls no matter what, so he knew something was wrong. He came right to your house. Throwing a little rock to your window. You found it adorable when he did that. Just that, made you smile a little. Then he came to your front door, talking to your mom as the sweetest boy he is. You went down to talk to him. He hugged you “Aaw I knew something was wrong. What is it y/n?” You went out for a walk and you told him about what made you upset. He got cutely angry and he pouted the whole time, looking at you with puppy eyes anytime he looked at you. “No one makes my bestie sad hmph. We’ll make them pay for this y/n. We are a powerful duo.” Then you guys didn’t do anyhting and just lie down on a grass area. Just hugging each other as he comforted you. “I’m here y/n, I will always be on your side. And I know you will never do anyhting bad intentionally so I love you bestie.”  

#stray kids #skz #stray kids fluff #skz fluff #stray kids reactions #skz reactions #bang chan fluff #bang chan #lee know #lee know fluff #minho fluff #lee minho #changbin fluff #hyunjin fluff #felix fluff #seungmin fluff #jeongin fluff #in fluff #I.N fluff #han fluff #jisung fluff

[themadauthorshatter]

PG-13 NINJAGO REWRITE/UNIVERSE ALTERATIONS!

This is basically if the show was meant for a more teenaged and mature audience. I don't know how long this will be, but I'll just start with the characters first, because I can

Because he's my favorite, and I love him, Zane's first: Instead of being a robot, how about something more tragic? DECADES remotely close to the series beginning, Zane was in a very nice family. An adopted, blended family, but a nice family nonetheless. So, what happened? A storm? A fire? A natural disaster? Worse. A war. A raid made by the opposing side, more specifically. Zane protected his siblings and villagers from attackers, but was grabbed and lined up for execution. When they grabbed and injured an elderly man, Zane attacked the officer and punched him. A lot. Another officer muzzle bumped him off and beat him to death in front of his family. The ally side arrive and save everyone. Too bad they're too late to save Zane. All, but one. A scientist who's been reformed and is skilled in mechanics and artificial organs; synthetics. He's also lost his own son. He deserts into the woods with Zane and gets to work, replacing Zane's skin with a stretchy material close to what you find in the legs of old barbie dolls, where the legs and heads were soft, his hair with- well, wig hair, his bones and joints with metal and clock work, his normal eyes with porcelain doll eyes, and his heart with a core that keeps him running and alive. Think Tony Stark's arc reactor, but if it's removed, Zane has 15 minutes to put it back or else he'll die and stay dead. It took FOREVER, but Zane eventually awoke up. The doctor, fuck it, was so relieved and helped Zane sit up and get used to being alive again-and half metal, but let's focus on his motor skills first. He lived with this doctor for a VERY, VERY long time. For context, if we were to set this in 2021, Zane would have died in around 1923 and been brought back in 1944 and saw the doctor that worked on him die in 2010. He's OLD. Back on track, Zane learned all he does, reading, talking, cooking, and whatnot, until the master of ice pays a visit and spends the day with Zane, asking him who he is, how old he is, and how long he's been with the doctor. After his visit, and Wu's, the doctor starts to see Zane slowly realize what's happened to him, but also question where his family is. Turns out the war wasn't easily won because the doctor shows Zane a family in a graveyard, near where they live. HIS FAMILY. And his name is there too. After this, Zane is traumatized, refusing to eat, drink, sleep, and talk, even ignoring his companion in the form of the Falcon. When the doctor sees Zane shaking sporadically, and sees him drooling a lot, he realizes the toll this is all taking on his son, who breaks down emotionally and mentally in his arms.

"F-father?"

"Yes? What is it, Zane?"

"I'm supposed to be dead, right? The tombstone in the graveyard, I should be under it, right?"

Cue silence from the doctor.

"Do you love me?"

"More than life itself."

"And... you would do anything for me?"

"Anything. Why?"

"I want to die. I want you to destroy me!"

The doctor gasps and hugs Zane close.

"I can't! You're my son, Zane! I can't lose you!"

"Am I your son, or your prized possession built from scrap parts and a corpse?"

"Zane-"

"I had a sister!" Zane snaps. "A mother! A father! And three brothers and a cousin and an uncle! I died protecting them and here I am while they rest beneath the ground!"

"You're my son, Zane!" The doctor holds Zane's shoulders to steady him. "You're my son, and I do love you. You're all that I have now, son."

Zane, broken and miserable, apologizes to his father as he drives a screwdriver into his own head, forcing his father to catch him as he falls down.

When Zane comes to, he's resting in his bed and feels worse than ever, as in he's sad and guilty for going off on his father the way he did.

The doctor apologizes for not telling him sooner, admitting that Zane's recovery took so long that resurrecting his whole family would be impossible, even if he'd taught Zane how to do it, no one in his family had the same blood type and some were even allergic to the medicine used to keep Zane's body fresh.

When Zane feels a poke in his head and notices his foot twitches at random, he gets curious. "What are you working on now?"

"You've been having seizures recently. I want to make sure the small cables and wires in your brain are all set correctly, so I know none of them are causing it."

"I see."

"Can you say your name?"

"Zane."

"Can you spell it?"

Cue some focused humming as Zane struggles a little bit. "Z... A...I-"

"Wrong. Try again."

"Z... A..." Long pause. "N... E."

"Good."

"Can... Can you change things from your position? Effect my movements and mind?"

"I can try."

"Can you make me forget?"

The doctor tells Zane it would be better if he remembered his family, but Zane weeps as he admits he'll tey to destroy himself again, if he remembers his family; it's not just grief, it's also a huge amount of guilt over the fact that he's alive while his family is dead.

The doctor agrees and hides his memories of his family.

He also rigs the same wiring to his heart rate monitor; when he dies, Zane will leave and forget him, and the fact that he is supposed to be dead. He'll forget just about everything, except for his name, how to read, breathe, eat, and take care of himself.

AND THAT HAPPENS.

Zane wanders through the woods, mute and silent until some villagers take him in and give him shelter. It takes a village to raise a child, so the village pitches in. Some children try getting him to play with them, but he only stands and stares, even when a little girl tells him she thinks he's cute.

Wu finds him again, and takes him to the monastery, where Jay and Cole are.

They do not like Zane. He stands, he stares, and he barely pays attention to what they have to say, though he does stare at Wu a lot.

They also think he's creepy because, well... remember that one stance Arthur does in the movie Joker, where he stands holding himself between the door frames and looks really creepy? Zane does that. A lot. In the morning when they wake him up and at night when they're about to go to sleep.

They sort of got what was wrong when he had a seizure while cooking; Cole was talking and explaining why he and Jay were keeping their diatance from him, and then heard Zane fall and the pot OF BOILING SOUP tumble on top of him. He shouted for Wu amd Jay and held Zane until the seizure stopped and Zane just stared at him tiredly and almost like he was about to cry.

"Are you... okay, Zane?"

"... Co... Cole?"

"Yeah? What is it?"

"... I'm sorry. Dinner is... going to have to wait." Zane tries to stand, but Jay holds his shoulder.

"Dude, are you sure? We can just order takeout for the night, if you're not up for cooking."

"I'm... I'm fine... J... J..."

Jay holds Zane in front of him by the shoulders. "I'm Jay. Remember?" Zane repeats Jay's name and Jay and Cole help him to sit down at the table.

"Perhaps you should rest for the evening and allow one of your brothers to prepare dinner tonight?" Wu highly recommends as he holds a hand on Zane's shoulder, in case he has another seizure.

Zane reluctantly agrees and Jay and Cole order a pizza; Zane offered to pay, but they told him to sit the hell down.

Upon meetung Kai, Zane is back at square one, except he has Cole and Jay to keep him in check and to help Kai gor when he gets weirded out.

They all get scared when they hear and see Zane banging his head against the wall, like bending his back and head back and curling into the wall as hard as he can and when he had a really bad seizure while sleeping, but don't bring it up because he stares off into space and stops cooking.

YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW THEY REACTED WHEN THEY ALL GOIND OIT ZANE HAS BEEN DEAD ALL THIS TIME!!!!!!!

Personality wise, Zane is still smart, funny on accident, and very brave with a sixth sense, he's just the most "ninja" out of all the ninja because he's surprisingly light on his feet and quiet as a shadow. When he meets someone new, he doesn't talk. At all. It's a trust thing, so he'll whisper to anyone he does trust to talk back to the new person.

Still the ice ninja, but Kai made the mistake of interrupting a staring contest between Zane and his mirror reflection by tapping on his shoulder.

Zane spun around to face him with terrifying speed, but Kai backed up and held his hands up.

"Sorry, Zane. I just... You're... really cold."

Zane checked his outfit, which was long sleeved.

"I don't know, maybe... take a bath to warm up? Eat a little more? Get sime sunshine?"

Their one sided conversation ended with Zane staring at him before patting Kai on the head, and trying to make his spiky ass hair stay down, and returning to the mirror.

I should note:

ZANE AND MIRRORS DO NOT MIX.

He hates them. They freak him out. It has nothing to do with memories, he just gets scares that there's another him in another bathroom in another monastery in another Ninjago in another world, where it's all the same, but backwards. Sort of doesn't get that all reflective surfaces like ceramic plates, cutlery, and anyhting else of the sort are just reflecting light.

He doesn't get movies or video games, either. The other three tried teaching him, but he quickly became the player they had to look out for, because he'd get lost exploring the game's map rather than actually playing, which he found boring. Usually he'll just sit back and watch them play, ever the passive observer.

His seizures are due to immense stress and his memories trying to come back, but the little feat of tinkering his father did keeps fighting back, so whenever he's cooking and reminded of the doctor that saves him, he has a seizure.

He can take a lot of damage, but he's not good with getting electrocuted; if he's hit, he's down and useless for fifteen minutes, at least. Remember that cinstricti that almost killed him and Cole? Zane was more annoyed at the snake and concerned for Cole's safety rather than his. AND THE SNAKE DIDN'T FEEL ZANE'S RIBS. AT ALL.

The area around the core that keeps Zane alive is made if a similar material as those squishy slime balls that you sqeeze and the slime spews out of the little holes in the net, but a little more durable. Now that I think about it, it's made of a sort of ooblek substance, but it's a different matieral than cornstarche added. I don't know what, but it's made to keep the core, and Zane, from getting hurt.

Zane actually hides from Nya during her first few months of joining the team. Again, nothing to do with memory, he just got freaked out because she got kidnapped by the skeleton army. She keeps her distance, too, giving him glances and smiles while he stares at her, and Jay even switched seats with Nya to try and help Zane warm up to her, as in he'd sit next to her. He did so and got Nya to talk about something that had been eating her up inside, leading to her hugging him and crying in his shoulder. Kai and Jay were extremely close to yelling at him until Nya pulled away and thanked Zane, because she needed to cry.

When they go off on him for what happened to the monastery, Zane has a mini seizure until he sees the falcon and leaves just as the seizure starts.

Cole and Jay know what to do with these seizures, but when Kai first saw Zane having one, he held Zane and shouted for help until Zane put a hand over Kai's mouth and rubbed his eyes with the other; "I hate when that happens."

For any TLDR people: Zane's basically a reanimated corpse running on robot energy who doesn't remember his past because he asked to not remember. He can talk, he just doesn't much because it's a trust thing. Cooking is his therapeutic thing, he sleeps fine, but he has a hard time going to sleep. Still has his sixth sense and ice powers, he's just more mute and out of tune with the others; guy killed in 1923 is in 2021. Great asset to the team, even though he's the guy they keep an eye on so he doesn't get to badly hurt.

I'll write more about the other ninja, this is just to show how mature this universe alteration is going to be

Oh, yeah, here's Cole's alterations. I didn't change too much of his character, but I hope you guys still like it😅

#ninjago #ninjago rewrite #universe alteration #war tw #character death tw #self annihilation tw #voluntary amnesia tw #seizure tw #angst and distress tw #ninjago zane

[janevx]

you are my strange addiction| choi san

genre: kinda psycho au, sanxreader

summary: you and san were the most adorable and wild couple you can imagine. san love you like hell, but you didn’t know about his secrets.

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 You couldn’t belive what happend. You couldn’t belive that love of your life lied to you. Few minutes ago your friend text you news that your ex boyfriend was part of mafia and he killed somenone, so now he is in psychiatrist. Now everything makes sense. Why ex?

 About two months ago San came to your house without smile. All strict and serious.

“Y/N we need to talk.”

“San? What’s going on? Did something happend?”

“You know that I love you the most in whole world, right? You are the most precious and important person to me, honey. I will love you until I die. You are my one and only.”

“Okay, but why are you telling me this right now? San, please tell me what’s going on?”

“I need to let go of you. I love you y/n, but we need to break up. It’s all for you.”

 You didn’t notice when tears start running trough your face.

“For me? You love me but break up with me? Break up with me for me? You fuckin liar!” You shouted. “Did you cheated on me? How can break up be for me?”

“You don’t understand this, my love. Remember no matter what I still love you.”

 And with this he left. He left like nothing happend. You trow yourself on bed and cry more. You were with San about 4 years, you really love him and you tought that he loves you too. How can he break up with you like that?

   Now it makes sense, he break up with you for your safety. Maybe he knew that police is about to find out, and he tried to hide you. You miss San like nothing else. You didn’t want anything, you just wanted to be in his arms again and talk about some things you two like. Have deep conversation with him. Cuddle with him and tell about your two problems. But he was gone.

 You can’t count how many nights your cried because of San. Because you miss him.

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 You came back from university and you walked in to your room, but you had call. You didn’t know this phone number, but you decided to answer the call.

“Y/N?”

“Yes, why?”

“I am direcot of psychiatrist. This one when I work is your lovely Choi San. I have question. Do you want to meet with him?”

 It was obvious. You miss him and haven’t seen him in month. You couldn’t miss this chance.

“Of course. I want to!”

“Perfect. Can you be there tommorow? I’m gonna send you our address.”

“Okay, I can.”

“Awesome. See you y/n!”

“See you.”

 You were in shock, because you didn’t expecnt this call. Also, you were very happy that you will be able to see your love.

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 You walked out of taxi. You were at the end of South Korea. Day was rainy and gloomy. Not the best day to meet with your San, but you couldn’t change the weather. In front of gate was standing male all in black. His face was straight with 0 emotions. You were a little bit scared, because this place don’t look too friendly.

“Who are you lady?”

“I am y/n. Director called me yesterday and asked if I can came, so here I am.

“You need to wait. I have to check if it’s true.”

 It took few minutes, till you could walked in. When you were inside, next to your side approach some tall guy with a little smile on his face. He leaded you to San’s room. Everyhting there was so scary and you were really scared of San. How they treat him? Do they hurt him? Does he miss you? All questions in your head was messing around with you.

“Don’t be scared! It’s normal place. It’s always look like this.” He smiled a little.

“I mean.. ugh, it’s really sad place.” You looked around. “Do you know something about San?”

“Not really. I only know that they keep him on third floor, where are killers. It’s really strict floor. Also I know that he doesn’t like to talk with us.”

“Ah, I understand.”

“Did you know, that he is mafia member and he kills people?”

“No, I didn’t know anything.”

“You sure? I mean you were in relationship with him.”

“I said no.”

 This guy was really annoying. 

 After few minutes we arrived and stand in front of room number 101. You didn’t know when older man were standing next to you.

“Welcome y/n.”

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 San was siting on the chair and look at man infront him. He didn’t say a single word since he was there. San knows that this can only make his situations look worse. He was silent and calm. Man in front of him spoke.

“I have surprise to you. I bet, that after our surprise you will tell us everything with details San.”

 Young man couldn’t understand what was happening, Surprise? He hide you and no one could tell about you, so it was impossible for them to find you,

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“Welcome y/n.” He smiled. “Are you ready?”

“Yes, I am.”

“Hey, open the door!”

 The door open and you saw face of your lover. He looked so pure and weak at the same time. They told you that you can walked in. Face of San was shocked. He couldn’t belive that he see you. He couldn’t belive that this motherfuckers bringes you to make him scared and talk. San love you and he doesn’t want to get you hurt, because of his mistakes and lifes. He was furious.

“Do you regonize her? y/n. Isn’t she your love?”

“You are fuckin bitch Seo. I swear, if I’ll be free, I’m going to fuckin kill you..” He said clamly, with head down looking at the ground. “Why the fuck do you mix her up in this?” Now San scream.

“Oh, look who finally spoke.” He smiled. “Oh no! We don’t mix her up, we want you to make you happy to finally see her.”

“How the fuck did you find her?” He was screaming and looked really pissed. You have never seen your love like this.

“Stop being so mad and enjoy your time with this adorable person.”

 They left you two alone. San was chained to the chair, so you need to walk closer to him. You were standing there and you couldn’t stop the tears. 

“S-san.” You crouched. “I miss you so much.”

“Did they hurt you? Tell you something? Threaten?”

“No, why?” You looked into his eyes. “San, I really miss you. Why didn’t you tell me something?”

“Because I love you and care too much about you, to let them to hurt you.” He touch your hand. “They take you there to make me talking. Honey, please run away.”

“Why? San I can’t leave you like this!” You screamed. “I love you and I can’t stand that you are hurt and they have you like this.”

“Y/N you really shouldn’t be here.”

“I’m not leaving. I will never let you go.”

 San was extremly pissed, but he didn’t want to show his furious to you. He wanted to kill everyone who ivolved you here. He wanted you to be safe, happy and healtyhy, away from this stuff.

“Okay princess. Let’s do like I say okay?” You two whispered and make this conversation looked like argue.

“But promise me, that you never gonna leave me alone.”

“I swear to god that I will never leave you, but now listen to me.” He smiled softly. “Now you need to run away, because they want me to speak because of you, because they know that you’re important to me. Ask them about toilet, there is window, that should be open. Take taxi, wahtever and come back to home. When you be home ask Seonghwa about safe place, and then I find you honey.”

“I don’t want to leave without you. What if you don’t make it.”

“Y/N please, trust me.”

“Promise me that you come back to me.”

“I promise.” You leaned, and let San to kiss you.”Now please go, and remember that no matter what, I will always love you.”

“No, don’t tell me this. Tell me when I see you at our new place.” You chuckled lighly so he too.

“Okay, see you honey.”

 You did like San told you to. They lead you to toilet and as fast as you can you run trough this window. You run really fast jus to go to Seonghwa.

 It took you some hours to be back at Seoul and at Seonghwa place. He let you walked in and looked at you with really serious eyes.

“I take you to safe place. You can’t take anyhting with you. Throw your phone away and don’t contact anyone, understood?”

“Understood. But what with San?”

“He will run away.” He shrugged.

“Okay.”

  Everything was so messed up lately. Why this couldn’t turn into good time?

“Don’t overthink y/n. He will be by your side really fast.”

“Seonghwa, i can’t. San is my love. You can’t understand this.”

“Of course I can!” He smiled. “You need to rest. Go to sleep when we arrived. I will have to leave, and you don’t open anyone. San propably has own keys.” He smiled more. “And don’t worry too much, he knows what he is doing.”

“If you say so.”

 The road wasn;t too long. Seonghwa left you and gone. You walked in and go straight to bedroom. You needed sleep and get some rest. Bed was really huge. You were that tired that you didn’t even notice when you fall asleep.

 About 2 A.M you woke up, because you want to drink water. A little bit sleepy, you went downstairs to grab glass of water. When you were about to grab glass you could swear to god, that you heard some footsteps. You turned around to check if someone is in, but you didn\t see anything. You thought it was your imagination, because you were still sleepy.

 But suddenly you felt light touch on your shoulder and you were ready to fight, but when you turned around you saw San.

“I told you I come back. You can’t get rid of me that fast.”

“Oh my god, San. Damn, you are here.”

 You two kissed like you have never seen each other and like it was your first time. You could feel longing between you two.

“I miss you y/n. You can’t even imagine.”

“All what’s matter is that you are here with me.”

“I will always be there honey.”

#ateez #ateez ff #ateez au #ateez scenarios #san #ateez san #choi san #san choi #sanchoi #choisan #scenario #kpop scenarios #kpop au #kpop mafia #kpop mafia au #kpop mafia scenario #killer #au #psycho #mafia #mafia au #killer au #love #love au #fanfiction #ateez fanfiction

[wolvesofinnistrad]

Soulmarks AU part 1

Everyone get’s their soul mark around 16, it’s just common fact.

When Alec turns 16 he scours his body for anything, a small blemish, anything to let him know where his soul mate will first touch him but he can’t find anything.

He’s always feared this day, but before he was worried that it’d be a large handprint or something else that let others know he was gay.

Now he worries he doesn’t have a soul mate at all.

His family tries to console him, that maybe he’s a late bloomer, that maybe his mate isn’t born yet and that’s why he hasn’t gotten one.

That idea is almost worse that he’d be that much older than his mate.

It’s almost 3 months before he realizes he does have a soul mark, it’s just in a place he’s been studiously avoiding.

He’s in the shower, trying to block out the thoughts that always come to him there when he happens to glance down and something looks, strange.

Trembling fingers reach down and brush away the thick hair before he gasps.

He tells himself its just water from the shower streaming down his cheeks, but even he can’t believe that.

It’s hard to see, and afterwards he has to go steal a mirror from Izzy just to be able to see it better, but once he can see more he realizes what it is.

Most people’s marks show up on their hands, handshakes, high fives, things like that being first touches.

Next most common are things like arms, face and back, then less common legs, feet, chest, etc.

Least common are what are called the sexual marks, when your soul mates first touch is somewhere like a breast, your ass, your genitals.

Alec would have never guessed his soul mark would be the shape of lips around the base of his cock.

The moment it fully hits him he finally gives in to the urges he’s fought so long, because he can’t stop thinking about what it means, who it means.

of course he also wonders how in the world the first touch of his soul mate is him being blown.

He can’t imagine any future where he’s confident enough that his first touch with someone is like that.

Some nights he wonders how it’s going to happen and it both scares and thrills him.

It’s barely two weeks before Jace can’t take noticing Alec’s shy, private smiles when he thinks no one is looking and corners him about it.

Alec doesn’t want to admit it at first, but finally he tells Jace, who as usual is incredulous.

“There’s no WAY your soul mark is a stage 3.  NO way!”

Alec, feeling the need to reassure himself it’s real, show just the very hint of it to Jace who promptly loses his mind.

“Your soul mark is LIPS around your COCK!”

Unfortunately his parents happen to hear Jace shouting this which leads to some absolutely mortifying discussions.

After that things slip back to normal, although he always feels the weight of it in others gazes if they know, wondering if he’s going to be some kind of slut that he has a mark like that.

Alec waits and waits, hoping that somehow his mate will find him without any outward mark and his own closeted status, but by the time he’s 24 he’s still a virgin and not out to anyone but his sister so he’s kind of given up hope.

And then Jace begins dating a girl named Clary and starts dragging Alec with him to meet her friends.

They aren’t soul mates, and Alec feels like it’s a waste to get that invested, but he’s trying to be supportive for his brother.

Clary’s best friend, Simon, has just recently met his soulmate Raphael and the group, consisting of them, Alec, Clary, Jace, and then Raphael’s friends Magnus and Meliorn sit around talking when the topic of soul mark comes up.

Jace’s mark is a hand print on his face, which everyone thinks is hilarious and, knowing Jace, seems fitting that his mate would slap him.

Clary’s is the more common hand mark from a greeting.

Simon and Raphael had SImon’s wrist and Raphael’s neck.

Melliorn also has his entire hand marked.

Only Magnus and Alec are left and before Magnus can say anything Jace buts in.

“If we’re really talking interesting soul marks Alec has-”

Alec roughly shoves Jace “Shut up.”

“Oh come on.  It’s the best soul makr I’ve ever seen.  Well, half seen since you won’t let me see the rest of it.”

“I’m nto showing my brother my...” Alec starts before stopping himself, groaning as he’s already given too much away.

“Show your brother what exactly?  Alexander, do you have a sexual mark?” Magnus asks, voice playfully coy.

Alec tries to deny it, but Jace is grinning and nodding like a madman and Alec tosses a pillow at his head.

“Oh I HAVE to know what it is now Alec!”  Simon is practically rabid to find out and Alec is pretty sure he’d rather die than discuss this.

“If you don’t tell them I will.”

“You’re a horrible brother.”

“My mark is me being slapped, and yours is what yours is, tell me who got the rough end?”

Sighing Alec finally gives in.  He dutifully avoids everyone’s gaze as he begins.  “My mark is...  A pair of lips...”

“Where?” Magnus asks.  

Magnus himself has his mark on his lips, but it’s covered up by lipstick at the moment, so it piques his interest.

Not that he thinks Alec is his soul mate, the man is so stuffy that he has to be straight.

Alec groans, glancing to Jace who is on the verge of tears with silent laughter.

“It’s a pair of lips around...  Around my cock.  Like my mate is giving me a blowjob...”

There’s a roar of laughter as the entire group breaks out over this revelation.

“And she must be really good too, because I’ve seen Alec in underwear, he’s a big boy to be lips at the base.”

Jace actually gets punched in the arm at that by Alec, but Magnus doesn’t miss the weird twitch Alec gives off when Jace says “she”

“Laugh it up, at least I’m getting sucked off by my mate...” Alec finally says, trying to salvage some of his reputation, even if he can’t believe he’s just said that.

Once everyone calms down Clary turns to Magnus, “So what is yours Magnus?”

All eyes turn to him before Magnus smiles and grabs a napkin.

“Funny enough, mine is also lip related,” he says with a smirk.  Slowly he wipes away his bright purple lipstick to reveal dark soul marks covering his entire lips.

Alec can’t help but gulp and cough, because while he could clearly just be kissing his mate, there’s no mistaking that Alec has always known his own soul mate would have to have their soul mark covering their lips.

And, well, Magnus is the most gorgeous man he’s ever met, evne if he’s done his best to barely look at him.

Except now that he’s heard that he can’t do anyhting but look at him, having to pry his eyes away.

Magnus eventually catches him and he looks away, feeling heat creep into his cheeks, but when he glances back Magnus is still staring at him.

Alec is thankful that Raphael says he needs to go soon after, and since he drove most of them here, that means they have to leave.

Everyone exchanges pleasantries as they prepare to leave.

IN an attempt to be a little shit, Meliorn gently pats Jace on his cheek as he leaves  with a playful “see you around blondie.”

It’s only a moment later when Jace and Meliorn both freeze as Meliorn walks away that everyone stops to stare at them.

Jace is touching his face with just his fingertips, right over his soul mark.

As they watch the mark begins to fade.

Meliorn turns around looking confused, his hand raised as his mark is fading at the same rate.

“I’m not even gay, what the fuck?!” Jace shouts as he turns to Meliorn.

Meliorn just smirks, “Wouldn’t be the first straight boy I’ve turned.”

Alec is, not surprisingly, the most shocked of anyone that isn’t Jace, since he’s never even heard Jace mention another man was attractive as a joke.

“This...  Cannot be happening,” Jace says, looking from Meliorn to Clary

“Like, it has to be a mistake right, right Alec?”

Alec just stares at Jace, then to Meliorn and back to Jace.  “Uh, I’ve never heard of a soul mark disappearing without meeting your mate and having it touched.”

“If its any consolation, plenty of people don’t realize their latent bisexual tendencies until later in life,” Magnus says, “I mean I’ve always known I was a raging bisexual, but it’s not as easy for others.”

Hearing that definitely make Alec’s stomach flip, but he tries to ignore it.

“But, if I was gay I could do so much better...” Jace says, let down..

“Like I’d have picked a puny blond white fucboi as my mate?” Meliorn says, but he’s grinning.

“Shut it you asshole!”

“Make me.”

“Oh I’ll make you I’ll shut your entire mouth up I’ll...” Jace stops, realizing he’s gotten right in Meliorn’s face.

“Uh... I, what I meant was, um,” Jace panics, but before he can do anything to back away Meliorn grabs him and kisses him hard.

For about 3 seconds Jace seems like he’s going to bolt, then he very clearly moans and grips Meliorn’s arm and kisses back.

Alec’s jaw drops, Clary looks like she’s about to cry, Magnus and SImon are both cheering and Raphael looks bored.

When they finally break apart Jace looks dazed, it takes him a minute to process before he turns to the group and simply says “Well, I’m definitely Bi.”

Clary actually starts crying then, running off and Magnus gives one last lingering look at Alec that makes Alec’s heart beat faster before running after her.

Alec goes home alone, laying in bed wondering how both he and Jace didn’t realize this.  He tells Izzy only enough that she knows Jace broke up with Clary at the party and that Clary, who she still hasn’t met, was inconsolable.

The next day he sees Jace trying to sneak in the house before breakfast and he opens the door for him and hands him some coffee.

“Really?  The first night Jace?  Yesterday you didn’t even think you were attracted to guys.”

Jace has hickies all over his neck, along with what look like bite marks.

“What can I say, I’m a fast learner.”  He winks at Alec and takes a long swig of coffee..

“Besides, like you can talk Mr. my girl is gonna suck me off the first time we meet.”

“Not my girl.”

“I mean she’ll be your girl after it happens.”

“No, I mean.  It’d be my guy.  My soulmate has to be a guy, I’m gay Jace.”

“WHAT?!”

“Why do you sound more shocked to find out I’m gay than you did to find out you yourself were bi?”

“Because you’re...  You!  You're like, the straightest person I know!”

Alec grimaces at that.

“I’m not sure how to respond to that”

“YOu know what I mean, most gay guys are all sparkly and fun and sexually liberated and shit.”

“Way to stereotype Jace.”

“I’m just saying you don’t seem gay.”

“Well I’m sorry Im not constantly sucking a cock Jace but I mean... I am gay.”

“What in the world did I just walk in on?” Izzy asks, rounding the corner into the kitchen.

“uh, Alec was just, um” Jace stammers, trying to cover for his older brother.

“She knows I’m gay JAce, its fine.”

“Oh thank God,” Jace sighs. Then, “Wait, you told her and not me!”

“I figured it out, it’s not that hard.”

“Funny since Jace just called me the straightest person he’s ever met.”

“Well, I mean, if you just took everything you did at face value, sure, he’s right.”

Alec turns to Izzy with a stern look.

“I’m just saying, it’s a very convincing façade you’ve created Alec.”

“Well anyway, I guess that means we’re down to only one straight sibling,” Jace says, laughing.

“Yes, it’s a pity only women have to deal with you Jace.”

Alec and Jace both share a look then turn back to Izzy.

“Wait...”

“Iz?”

“Oh come on, please tell me you both didn’t think I was straight!”

“Gaydar machine really, really broken,” Alec says, patting himself down like he’s lost it.

“Hey at least you knew you were gay Alec, you should have caught this, I’m new to this shit.”

That makes Izzy turn to Jace, “What does THAT mean?”

Jace smirks, and it’s only then Izzy realizes his soulmate mark is gone.

“Oh my god, your mark is gone!  When, who?”

“Last night.  His name’s Meliorn.  I call him Mel.”

“HIS name!  You’re Bi?”

“Apparently.”

“You didn’t know?”

Jace laughs, “I mean I always said I was everyone’s type, I just didn’t know everyone was my type.”

Alec groans along with Izzy at that joke before he realizes.  “Wait, so none of us are straight?”

“No.”

“Clearly not.”

“Wow, our parents are REALLY going to be angry when they find out.” Alec says.

“Totally unfair I’m going to take the brunt of it since I met my guy first.”

“Please, you literally got to find out you were Bi the moment it happened, I’ve had internalized homophobia since I was 11,” Alec deadpans.  “Get on my level.”

“I mean we can just all, tell them together?  They still have one shot at a straight kid with Max I guess.”  Izzy looks both nervous and excited about the prospect.

“The odds aren’t looking good for Max,” Jace says, and they all crack up before hugging.

#i swear this was meant to be malec only but the jaliorn jumped out #malec #magnus bane #alec lightwood #jace herondale #meliorn #isabelle lightwood #jaliorn #jeliorn #mine #my fic #fanfic #saphael #simon lewis #raphael santiago #clary fairchild #100

[gayspock]

dont rb / rply

u kno when u wish sth would be a comfort, tht sth would be alright, but literally......... any conceivable thing that can be said to you simply makes it al feel worse.... & you’ve een over it all, more times than anyone....... & it’s not irrational at all tht point; you’re left with the total rational & undeniable conclusion tht ur right to be this miserable & you should just fucking die.  u kno wht i mean. i dont fucking knwo i hatehte fact cant even fucking manage the bare minimum and for what like do u kno wht i mean fucking suffer, miserably, and for what- for what purpose would u have trying to keep alive? what life are u going to have? were it good, you’d still question whether it was worth it; but you know -deep down- the best u can muster is a hollow fucking numbness, and thts not worth it. it isnt worth it to try really hard for whats ultimately fucking nothing . i dotn know every single day its just trying to distract myself & am sick of it am so fucking sick and tired of bothering to achieve just a fucking semblance of coherent thought & trying not to meltdown and the pay off is literally just vacancy and ultimately shallow nothing . meanwhile everything is still rotten and im still a nothing and a failure and it was for nothing and if anything its worse- bc all of tht was jsut another day wasted, another day not fucking dead ... u kno.....  am getting mad miserable again just looking at ppl & wishing i could just have some semblance of  afucking life tht i gave a shite abt. but knowing i cant fucking do tht or manage any of it and just lapse back into sobbing again and again and again on repeat. and the world keeps moving & its getting further and further away .... & its weird bc it jsut feels like ive been nothing for years at this point, i havent done anyhting foryears and years , i’ve just been trying to cope and i dont know why or what fucking for at this point . its always i’ll try and do it when im better but im never better and its just getting worse! and worse! and reality slips further & further  but whats the difference between one unachievable goal and another more unachievable goal in the end like idlk am i really more alone than i wa sbefore am i REALLY more of a failure am i REALLY more miserable bc im quite fucking sure it doesnt fucking matter bc none of it was salvageable in the first place and idk i wish there was just something sometimes but if there was then this wouldnt be a fuckingproblem i guess i just wish something felt worth it, that at least one thing could be comforting,  but none ofit is and all i do is sit and cry about it and fucking plan and plan and plan allt hese stupid details & trying to work out exactyly how i can go without being found, because i cant stand that eventuality , but i never do i dont ever do anything  not even that bc what am i but tht, a failure & i’ll fail in that regard to and fuck it up too, that itself is too real and idk i dont know wht im going to do and i dont want to be here in another 5 or 10 years the same place i was 5 or 10 years ago which is exactly right here, wishing i was just dead and wonderig why im holding on and just praying it gets better because i know it wont i really just hope i’ll be fucking dead by the end of the year at best you know like god im jsut miserable in generalman do u ever just sit there and stare at ppl all just all colourful and living their lives and being happy and realise u resent everything youve ever done and theres nothing tht can do tht for you and ur just stupid and bad at everything and its not even a fun, oh at least i had fun, bc u never did u were just trying and praying it might fucking come  i dont fucking know i dont fucking know trying to do any of it any more just reminds me of it all and makes me fucking meltdow i just dont care who the fuck cares not i not i who gives a shite bro

#egg.txt #emo moments over

[carnymassacre]

puyo puyo 📌🎶 💕 💔 :]

tysm for the ask!!!!

📌 how did you find your hyperfixation? 

my friend liked it and tlaked about it a lot in 2018 but i didnt really get into it until the begging of 2019. i always liked sig though lol 

🎶 if your hyperfixation has songs/an ost, what is your favorite song from it? 

uhhmmm.... to be honest i never really payed attention to the music in puyo lol im too busy listenign to the voices and also crying uncontrollably from the stress

💕 tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!

FUCKIGN UMMMM well. everyones talked about sig we all love him i dont think i really have anyhting to say about him that hasnt already been said so i guess i’ll tlak about kl*g uhhhh.... i think its really funny how hes like generic snobby nerd character but he also just carries a demon around with him everywhere and likes dark magic its really funny to me. he thinks he’s hot shit and is endlessly dedicated to becoming the most famous and powerful wizard ever and goes to the stupidest lengths ever to try and do that and never realizes what a buffoon he is and i love it. and despite all this he’s a big dumb idiot coward and never considers the consequences of his actions (sees some strange liquid on the ground and decides to just drink it????) also this is kind of cringe but i like how he gets really flustered and crys easily it reminds me of me. The Autism. also he have really fucking good japanese voice 

💔 tell us about one of your LEAST favorite characters and why you dislike them. 

i dotn like satan i am so annoyed by him i have never liked the “character is obsessively in unrequited love with another character to the point of it being creepy” trope. i feel like i would like him a lot mroe if he was not like that though also i hate most of the non human characters because i just dont care about them. sorry to the dongurigaeru stans.... if you’re... out there somewhere... 

thank youuuu <3

[bunnyplant]

About Me 💖

Tagged by @rachelleofalltrades ; thank you so much, you’re such a sweetheart! 💌 

Top 4 Ships:

(these aren’t in chronological order or anyhting! 🌟)

- Sera/Inquisitor or Dorian/Inquisitor asdfghjkl PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE-

- Anne/Ann from Gentleman Jack 💌

- Howl/Sophie from Howl's moving Castle

- RHY/ALUCARD FROM THE SHADES OF MAGIC SERIES ASDFGHJKL GOODBYE I'M CRYING

Last Movie

Two of my best friends and I got drunk and watched Tales of Earthsea this Saturday afbsjdndnsn that movie is WILD -

Last Song

Portrait of a Female - Cruel Youth (from my "I have to sing along or I will literally fucking die" - playlist asdfghjkl)

Reading:

I just finished The Last Wish by Andrzej Sapkowski, and I read the first chapter of The Near Witch by Victoria Schwab today!

Craving:

FRUIT!!!! Fruit just isn’t any good here in Sweden now that it’s winter asdfghjkl,,,, what I wouldn’t give to just eat a watermelon or a nectarine right now,,,, 

I’m tagging @myfriendsareeverythin @hordakslegs @missaintyours @honestlyitsjustsam @aquaxsky @selfproclaimedunicorn @danathedancingbanana @capriciouschocoberry @musebabey and whomever feels like it, really! 💌

#personal

[sweetest-honeybee]

Sanders Sides Horror Story

Note: There are MANY trigger warnings in this, so be safe. There are mentions of blood, gore, knives, cutting, psychopathy, insanity, manipulation, Deceit Sanders, mouth sewing, crying, panic attacks, etc.

I hope you all enjoy this!

Tag list: @weirdonehereoops @prinxietyforlifefightmeiswear @pippippippin @mystghost @sleep-amongst-stars @56-reblogs-in-a-trenchcoat @small-words-to-say @blueberry1423 @miserykillme @dangernoodleprotectionsquad @0beansprout0 @therealpeterpan @ehekeb @rememberfateau-nowofficial @kitthepan @emovirgil-sanders @challywally @ravenclawangst @demonvirgil @sanderssquid @allthemetalsoftherainbow @idon-kno @romanochez @the-names-hell666 @devinedrabbles @hi-alex-the-ghost @thrown-out-pasta @smolbeanvirgil @thatonepersonwhoshipspeople @ineedahuganddontknowwhatsgoin @mystery-pinius

Patton has been acting strange lately. He’s been staying up much later, especially not even tucking anyone into their beds. He refuses, although politely, to eat with everyone-it would be a safe assumption that he wasn’t eating at all either even when alone. Speaking of being alone, many of the light sides could swear that they’d hear Patton crying in his room, but whenever anyone asked about it, they were met with a sickeningly bright smile or he wouldn’t acknowledge them at all and avoid the question.

And even Logan, who pressed and pressed for some kind of information was still stuck on why Patton had changed so suddenly. Possibly he was sick or was developing a mental illness, and in all cases would harm Thomas so someone needed a reply from Patton in some way.  

He’s also been very emotional and moody. He would be happy and one comment would send him into tears. Sometimes he would be in the middle of yelling-which that alone wasn’t normal for him-and then suddenly begin laughing hysterically. Any who witnessed it were almost terrified for his well being-Virgil especially.

However, Patton didn’t care for his anxiety. He noticed that with the stress it’s been causing Virgil, he’s been more snappy and insulted Roman to farther extents than sarcastic or playful, They’ve become more ill-mannered and uncivil and because of how often it was, Roman’s self esteem was continuously getting lower and lower. His hair was getting messier and his sleeves were always long. The bags under his eyes only grew and the fake smiles were getting brighter and brighter.

And Patton knew he had to do something about this, something about the anxious side. He needed to keep that angry mouth shut and he already had a plan. Roman, needed some love.

Blackmail was oddly something he’s tried before and learned from many of the other sides. Logan was his easy target and he wouldn’t let down his pride for anything. He has to be seen as stoic and rational and serious. If he was seen doing anything that didn’t fall under those categories, he knew he would be done for.

And with how much smack-talk Virgil’s been throwing recently, it was a highly likely possibility.   

He collected several pictures of Logan and visited the logicalt trait. The pictures were along the many lines of questionable and would ruin Logan’s reputation if anyone saw them. With one simple request and a seeming innocent smile, Logan now worked for Patton. He now helped him with any unnerving task he was faced with as long as Patton had the pictures.

Patton explained what they would do to Virgil and Logan felt sick to his stomach but knew it had to be done. Virgil has to hold his tongue if even that meant that they would sew it shut.

It was easy to get Virgil alone since him and Patton were cuh close friends. Patton made it seem like he was going to have a lovely little conversation with him and Virgil led him to the living room quickly. Logan waited around the corner for a few minutes around the corner of the doorway, holding a needle and thread. At this point he regretted what he was about to do.

“Oh! Sorry, I have to tie my shoe, hold on,” Virgil said, leaning down to tie his purple converse. Patton made eye contact with Logan and nodded.

He snaked his arms around Virgil from behind, restricting his arms from movement.

“Uh, Patton? You okay buddy?”

“I’m only giving you a hug!”

“This-” he struggled,”-This doesn’t feel like a hug. It feels like you’re strangling me.”

“Well, maybe I’m trying to do that too.” Patton’s voice changed to a low growl and he hugged tighter.

“What? Wait-”

“I’m sorry, Virgil. It had to be done.” Logan emerged from the doorway.

“Logan? What are you doing?!” Logan kneeled by Virgil and raised the needled to the anxious side’s lips.

“Logan! What are you-Hmph!” Virgil yelped and screamed. The needle pierced his lips over and over, the uncomfortable sensation of the thread going through his skin. Blood dripped from his chin and he writhed and twisted in Patton’s grip, but it was no use. Tears flowed from his cheeks while he shook vigorously. When Logan finished, he stood up and let Patton release Virgil to fall to the floor, sobbing.

Logan muttered hundreds upon hundreds of apologies, feeling terrible but Patton told him to do it.

“Pa-hmph-mm-”

“Sorry, kiddo, but thats what you get for being mean to Roman. Don’t worry! You’ll be okay!” Patton’s smile was twisted as Virgil looked up at him and Logan with horror.

“It’ll all get better soon!Don’t cry!You’ll be a part of a very happy family once I’m finished!” Virgil whimpered and touched the threads closing his mouth, wincing.

“It’ll heal if you try not to speak Virgil,” Logan said sternly. Virgil simply sat on the floor, now quietly crying. Logan and Patton looked at each other before walking away from Virgil.

It was now Roman’s turn and the prince certainly just couldn’t be unhappy! Patton made a plan for that too.

Days later he found the disheveled creative side hunched over at the dining room table with a single mug of coffee. His face was tucked into his right hand while he stirred the coffee with his spoon dolefully. The room was hardly lit and some could even notice that the cabinets were cracked and the paint was chipped. It was as if no life was in the mind anymore without his glorious singing and dramatic entrances everywhere he went.

Patton acted sympathetic and quietly approached Roman carefully. Softly, he set his hand on the younger’s shoulder.

“Hey Kiddo,” he started, whispering as to not startle the other,”You feelin’ okay, Bud?” Roman simply groaned in reply.

“I could be ten times better. I could be writing and singing….but I just don’t feel it anymore,” he said solemnly, pushing his coffee away from himself. “I bet you’re doing a lot finer than me Padre.” Patton clicked his tongue.

“Aw, Roman. Is it because of what Virgil said?” Roman scoffed.

“What Virgil said was something that meant more to me than anything. He criticized me, called my many names with the same definition of idiot, and gave no shits when I did anyhting for him or got hurt. So yes, Patton, it is because of what Virgil said. I’m surprised Deceit hadn’t join him while he still could. The two have been….quiet.”

With a twitch of his ever bright smile, Patton spoke again.

“That’s no way to talk about yourself!”

“Patton, please-”

“I will shower you in compliments! But also, can you come with me to my room? I have a surprise for you! And Logan’s in on it too! What do ya say?” Roman sighed with the slightest of smiles and stood from his chair.

“Alright.”

Through the hallway, Patton complimented Roman and showered him with affection. He held his hand, gave him cheek kisses, and did all sorts of things. But he didn’t know what he was getting into.

As they got to the baby blue door, Patton made sure that Roman was ready to walk inside. The prince seemed like he had an entire mood shift. He was excited, although still a little weary and was bouncing on the soles of his feet. When Roman was close enough, Patton opened the door, showing them both a dark room.

“What? Where’s the surprise?”

“In there, Silly! You have to walk inside!”

“Oh! Alright?” Roman hesitantly walked in and looked around, seeing a normal bedroom filled with stuff animals. “This doesn’t look too surprise-y, Patton. Are you lying to me? Wait, Deceit?!”

“It’ll be fine, Roman! Have a good time!” The door slammed shut and Roman instantly was filled with worry. With several attempts to break down the door, it wouldn’t budge. He started panicking more and more as time went by, yelling for help.

That was until a shadowy figure approached him and everything went black.

It only felt like he was out for a few minutes. The sound of a soothing voice and classical music was what awakened him from his mini-comatose. With a short blink, he opened his eyes slightly. The room was blurry, but he noticed several golds, oranges, and blues and browns. Different speckles of bright light danced around in his vision and he opened his eyes wider to get a clear view of the room.

Logan’s room, perhaps. No other room had tables set with bottles of colored liquid and a map of the world up on the wall. Also it was worth noting that a tray of knives and syringes laid next to him on the nightstand which caused him more terror. Come to think of it, he was completely immobile. He was strapped to the mattress by leather and struggling to move only made it feel tighter.

“Logan! Patton! Where are you?! Deceit! Is this your doing?! Is it because I called you Snake Face that one time?!”

“Calm down, Roman. He would never do that, Only the happy are the strongest and he isn’t one of us.” Roman raised his head as much as he could and saw Patton smiling maniacally, eyes twitching. A knife was in his hand and he walked towards Roman while the prince screamed in fear at the sight. He felt as if he was in a horror movie.

It only got worse from there. Within seconds, an agonizing pain shot through his chest and he let out a single ear piercing scream followed by cries. The sharp knife slashed through his skin and blood spilled over onto the bed sheets.

“Patton! Patton please stop! Patton it hurts! Patton please! Please stop!” he begged but to no avail. Patton only continued.

“Sorry, Roman! All princes need to be discouraged! Just listen to me and it will all be over!” Within minutes, Roman complied. His screaming dialed down now to whimpers and blubbering.

And just like that he made like a glow stick and cracked. He was free now for Patton to mold into the happy prince he needed to be.An eternal smile was carved into his face and his eyes were widened to look forever surprised.  

“Lolo! You wanna help me put the finishing touch?” Logan, who stood aside quietly watching with horror nodded and walked over to the two.

“What is it that I can assist you with?”

“Can you whip something up in your little lab to get rid of his scars?” Logan faltered for a moment.

“Ah-uhm-yes, I can. I will get started on that.”

“Was that hesitation? Do you not want to help me make everyone better?” Patton lifted the knife once more the the logical side’s neck. The other shook his head quickly.

“Apologies, but you unsettle me sometimes.”

“Sorry, Lo! But that was a part of the deal! You do whatever I say without. Any. Hesitation.” By the end of the phrase his expression grew darker and Logan gulped. After nodding, the logical trait hurriedly stumbled over to his small lab station.

“And while you do that, I’m gonna take Roman to his room. Also, I might enjoy myself to some cookies. I’m feelin’ dangerous!” With that, Patton hoisted Roman by the arms over his shoulders and dragged him out of the room forcefully. Logan watched and now felt so much regret for every decision he made up to this point. The pictures were nothing to him anymore but he feared what Patton might do to him of his disobeyed his master.

Within about thirty minutes, the solution was finished and Logan poured it into a erlenmeyer flask, plugging the top with a cork. It was probably not the safest way of closing it but it was what he had for such a large amount of liquid. He exited the room, trying to find Patton and saw the normally bubbly trait sitting on his bed eating a plate of cookies.

“Hello, Patton. I’ve finished the serum to rid Roman of his-” he swallowed for a second,”-his scars. I hope this will suffice.”

“Can we get him to drink it?”

“Uh-Wha? I don’t think it’s drinkable but you can try. If it kills him, that will be a-”

“Perfect thing! He’s just been too sad and sulky so if he dies that’s not a problem at all!”Logan’s eye twitched at his ignorance but he still stayed calm and contained against his every will.

Patton made his way to Roman’s room where the prince still lay unconscious, although still looking awake. His eyes were wide open and his mouth was formed into the false smile Patton gave him earlier. The now morally grey side took conjured a sponge and poured the solution onto it. He scrubbed every nook and crevice of the prince’s body, watching in awe as the scars faded immediately.

Now to test what happens inside the body.

He took Roman’s jaw and forced it open, pouring the liquid inside his mouth and tilting his head to where he could swallow it. Nothing happened after a few moments and Patton groaned disdainfully. Well, it could’ve gone worse he guessed.

“Logan, I have an idea.”

“And that is?”

“Well first, what is happening to Thomas right now?”

“Ah-uhm...he is almost very reckless in his actions and does not care to sing or pursue acting. He has no self esteem and planning anything with Joan and Talyn-”

“Stop right there.”

“What?”

“Joan and Talyn! They are a part of this FAMily, yes?”

“Uh...yes?”

“And I’m thinking that we should make them eternally happy as well! Bust them up a bit! Downgrade them then build them up again!”

“What?!”

“I know! I’m such a genius!” Logan now lost it. The very thought of Joan or Talyn being in any type of danger fueled a fire inside him.

“Patton, we are not hurting his friends! Do you even care about them! All you’ve been focused on is putting everyone near death! You are nothing but a psychopath!” Logan yelled and waved his hands around, making his point.

But Patton didn’t think Logan would ever be something he had to fix. He’s been so docile and obedient throughout everything! He thought the happy family was almost complete! But apparently this teacher of his wouldn’t behave. And he needed to fix that and make him happy. To make him smile forever.

“Well, Logan, if that’s how you feel then leave. I’ll finish this myself.” Logan was a little surprised but walked off quickly. He had no more plans to work for Patton-the father would never succeed without his intelligence so he was now no more than an inconvenience.

But oh how wrong he was. He wouldn´t ever be safe from Patton.

The moral trait waited a few days, making Logan feel like he was safe and sound. He thought that Patton wouldn’t do anything and just give up entirely. However, late in the evening while he dressed himself in his unicorn onesie for bed, an unsuspecting father-like side creeped into the bedroom with his now iconic knife. Within seconds after Logan fixed his zipper, Patton jumped at him from the closet and pinned him to the floor.

But Logan hardly seemed phased. Right now, he was filled with terror but a blank facade engraved his facial features. The knife was held against his neck, a small dribble of blood leaking down the side if it.

“It seems I have to fix you now Lolo! Don’t ever leave me again.” Patton smiled psychotically and unzipped Logan’s onesie.

“Patton, you have no reason to do this,” Logan said, holding the waver in his voice. “This isn’t anything like you. You are Morality-Patton Sanders. You are not meant to hurt people and make them feel bad.” Patton growled.

“Don’t tell me what I’m made for! That’s all you do to everyone! You’re mean and rude and just-ARGH!” The knife went down onto to logical sides chest harshly and out of sheer terror, Logan didn’t move in the slightest. He was too far into shock to scream or cry out. And this didn’t please Patton at all.

The cuts were definitely deep enough to hurt, but the worst part was that they were shallow enough to keep him alive-and he didn’t want to be alive through it. He would rather die.  

The moral trait carved a large bloody heart where Logan’s would be and slit several lines into his stomach. Logan kept is mouth shut and whimpered softly at the agonizing pain going through his entire body. Patton sat on his legs while the cold steel of the blade dragged down his torso and laughed hysterically while he did so.

“Ugh!This won’t do!” Patton yelled, stopping. He zipped up the onesie, catching some loose skin in the zipper, making Logan yelp.

Tugging the side by the hair, Patton shoved him into the kitchen. Logan stumbled and gripped the counter, but still seemed emotionless. At any moment he would pass out from the lack of blood in his body, but Patton had other plans. Once again, he grabbed Logan by the hair and started slamming his face into the counter several times. After about three times, Logan could tell his nose was broken and a few teeth had fallen out but Patton didn’t stop.

Logan still didn’t show any signs of weakness and at this point he would surprise himself if he had the ability to use his mouth anyway.

It goes on for hours, the lit up numbers on the stove only a blur now behind a thick sheet of red over Logan’s eyes. That was all he saw-blood. But what caught him off guard was when Patton whispered soothing phrases to him. His voice sounded nearly normal like the honey-coated tone he had before. He told Logan he knew best and he was only looking out for him.

And he told Logan that he was loved.

Finally, Logan believed him. The bloody-faced side bursted into tears and sobbed as he fell to the floor. The pain in his face only grew worse with his hiccups and attempts at sniffling so he cried out loud. Patton only stood and watched with a smile, staring at the hunched over teacher. He left after a moment, feeling bore and was off to think of the next part of his plan.

Within days, everyone was under Patton’s control. Virgil found that it was useless to use fight or flight anymore. Roman was taking several doses of antidepressants that Patton gave him and was to loopy to understand what was going on. Logan was hidden in his room in fear of the normally lighthearted side. Patton had the fun idea to assemble them all for a lovely little family picture and show the Famders that they were now perfect in every way.

Much to Patton’s displeasure, Logan and Virgil made some mistakes in the picture, not smiling wide enough. Logan’s eyes were glossed over and Virgil felt any type of pain whenever he moved his mouth in the slightest. Roman, on the other hand, didn’t focus. He was easily manipulated and did whatever he was told because it was good for him. Sometime after the picture, they made a video.

The fandom went insane after seeing everyone so unlike themselves. Logan held his head down in despair, some tears rolling down his face. Virgil was nowhere to be seen, leaving an empty and dark stairwell where he once was. Roman hardly spoke about himself, or even spoke at all. He kept his iconic pose and bright smile but everything was off about him. Patton, dear Patton, was taller and filled out compared to everyone. He smiled at his creations happily and explained to the Famders that they were a happy family.

Only after an hour of the video being posted did the theories and fanart come in waves. Patton loved how vigilant his kiddos were and how much they cared. Thomas didn’t even answer to anything anyone said to him, making his friends worry. The host was very emotional and distant and had this false sense of confidence. Patton loved every second of it.

While looking at what the Famders had created, and idea formed in his head. He wasn’t at all the best with technology, but setting up a livestream wasn’t too hard. He had everyone sit on the couch and held his knife  which made them quiver in fear. Thomas was tied up in the corner, preventing any type of movement and his mouth was gagged as well. He screamed behind the cloth and writhed around in the ropes but to no avail. Patton waited til everyone was watching and greeted them.

“Hiya Guys, Gals, and Nonbinary Pals! I thought maybe we could have a little...heart to heart!” He giggles as Logan walks into view, shirtless and his head bowed, showing off the heart shaped scar. “Doesn’t he just look adorable?! He didn’t have much of a heart, so I had to give him one. But don’t worry, Roman’s still the same prince you know and love!”

Roman joins him, posing and smiling arrogantly, but he doesn’t dare speak. It was already clear that he hardly focused on anything, just remembering to smile and hold the iconic position. It made Patton so undeniably happy! His prince was doing just as he said without faltering or hesitating in the slightest.

Patton clapped. “See? Nothing to be afraid of! And don’t you kiddos worry, Virgil won’t be troubling Thomas anymore. Come show them what you got for being mean to Roman, Virgil!” Virgil shuffled into the screen as well, trying to hide his face as much as he could. His scars were swollen and ugly due to the amount of times he tried to rip them out or speak.

“Aren’t they just so sweet? Don’t you just love us so much? As long as you keep the fanart going, they’ll stay alive! You want that don’t you? Welp! Better get to work! Lolo’s chest still looks a little plain don’t you think?” The father side’s eyes darkened. The stream ends with a single wink and him holding the steel knife.

The whole fandom was left distraught, most of them thinking it was just a joke. Patton would never do that would he? Sweet, lovable, Patton wouldn’t harm anyone. If they only knew what happened behind the camera.

After his little finish, he looked at Logan evilly, raising the knife higher. The other tried to run but he was in no way faster than Patton anymore with how much pain he was in and he couldn’t hardly see anything anyway.

Patton had already pinned Logan to the floor and started carving children’s doodles and cute little symbols into his chest.

The said side screamed in agony and tried desperately to get Patton to stop through tears. Thomas stared in horror as did the others. After a few minutes of doing so, he moved onto Roman who faltered a little. He was shocked and his legs didn’t move no matter how much he mentally told them to. He was pulled to the floor; in seconds the knife was pierced through his skin causing him to scream just as loud-if not louder-than Logan did.

He tried scrambling away but all the color drained from his face and the blood from his body. The prince was left a bloody mess on the floor, unable to move. He coughed and blood splurted from his mouth, only scaring Thomas more than he already was. The host was sobbing, begging from behind the gag for Patton to stop hurting them but it was no use.  

Finally, it was Virgil’s turn. The psychotic side conjured a needle and thread and laughed. Tugging him by the jacket, he kept Virgil on the floor with his knees. He used the knife to carve a permanent smile into his face. Virgil whimpered and yelped, but mostly due to the betrayal and sadness he felt. The physical pain was near nothing he felt inside his head and heart.

His eye was forcefully sewed shut, leaving it swollen and bloody. He even was given a few lashings with the blade as a punishment. Like the other two, his face was drained from color and he was a bloody mess on the floor. The anxious trait still laid on his back even after Patton stood. None of them were able to stand by the end of all of it.

Patton admired his work. He smiled at the scene of his kiddos being punished so they can behave. It was music to his ears to hear them all scream when he dragged the sharp knife down their bodies.

But Patton, poor Patton, had missed someone.

He set everyone up while they all groaned in pain. They sat in a small circle, Thomas included-all tied up much to their dismay. Patton conjured a book and in the sweetest voice he could muster, he read aloud to all of them. It wasn’t at all enjoyable for them; it would be very possible in the next few minutes that one of them could fall unconscious and even die.

Little did that lovable father-like side know, a certain liar appeared behind him. A soft gasp escaped his lips when he saw the four in the horrid conditions they were in. This new burning rage filled him immediately. Patton hardly even noticed the soft footsteps walking up behind him until a harsh hand grabbed his shoulder.

The said side was thrown to the wall and held flat against it. Deceit’s yellow eye seemingly glowed under the seething fury he felt. He put a hand to Patton’s throat as if to intimidate him, but even then he considered choking the moral trait.

“What have you done?!” he growled. Patton hardly seemed phased.

“I fixed them,” he stated simply. Deceit figured out quickly that confronting Patton wouldn’t work. It would be impossible to convince him that what he did was faulty. Right then and there he knew he would make a tough decision.

Taking him by the hair and restraining his arms, Deceit took Patton to the Unconscious part of the mind. He locked the said side away where nobody would dare to look. It was dark, gloomy, and filled with nightmarish creatures of all kinds. Patton was put in a cave like cell guarded by a spider-like beast. Deceit knew that if he ever even came to his senses, he would be terrified by the monstrosities down there.

With a final goodbye, Deceit left. Next, he shapeshifts into the animated and happy father. He wasn’t sure what he could do now to help; all he knew was that he was Morality-at least until the others realize that it’s him. It was only now he went to aid the Light Sides and good god, at least he had his work cut out for him. Within seconds, he appears in the living room making them all panic for moment.

He unties them all, removing the gags and bondage all while smiling softly. Virgil instantly sees through the disguise, hardly minding at all. All he cared for was that they were now safe, especially from Patton. He hesitantly touched the stitches on his mouth, letting waterfalls spill over his bloody cheeks. It made it seem as if he was crying the red liquid instead of the salty tears.  

Logan, on the other hand, scrambles away instantly. He was still frightened to death of what had happened. The fresh cuts and open scars were aching and it was a wonder that he could move at all.         

  “Come on Lolo, I’m not gonna hurt you,” Deceit said in Patton’s soft voice,”not anymore.” He opened his arms comfortingly saying,”Hug?”

Logan only stuttered.

 “Y-You made m-me-” he cut himself off. The look in Patton’s eyes-it wasn’t something quite Patton. He took the hug and instantly he relaxed into it, letting a few tears fall. God, it felt so good to feel something that wasn’t torture. It was so warm and genuine and the first piece of genuine affection he’s had in days.

Roman was a bit harder. It would take everything for him to get back to what he was. That was why ‘Patton’ led him to the imagination where a dragon terrorized a village. Deceit gave him his sword saying,”Go.”

With a few slashes and hits, Roman regained his color. It wasn’t the best choice to fight while still injured but the adrenaline was all he needed to beat the winged beast. Even within the haze of his mind, his instincts to conquer and save the village rose and with a blink of his eyes, he grinned a real smile. With a final blow, the dragon fell to the ground and the town cheered, showering him in compliments and affection. Deceit, or ‘Patton’ stood off the the side with a loving smile, watching Roman feel so genuinely happy again. 

And at last it was time to leave.

However, his thoughts were paused with a cold shudder. The imagination had suddenly gotten much cooler. What could’ve caused this?

He rushed back into the living room and Thomas was panicking. Logan and Virgil were sobbing, mumbling several apologies to each other. Deceit watched as Roman appeared, suddenly distraught again; he was crying.

And at that moment Deceit knew something was coming. Something not Light or Dark. Something Immoral….

[licoriceblackaliceangel]

February 1st is the day I made this blog!

First making this blog, I’ve said it plenty of times when it was brought up, but I never intended to do much with it.

I made it for the purpose of not flooding my main blog with bat/im stuff, and having the idea of answering asks for Alice if any came by. I was RPing as Alice with someone on discord for at least four months prior to this blog, and soon this blog delved more into an RP blog more than an ask blog.

I’ve made plenty of friends, have so many memories and a lot of growth through this blog. And despite some of the hard times I faced and forces and situations where I almost deleted a few times.. I don’t regret a thing.

SO.

I decided to make a little follow forever under the cut! A few people (Going back. A lot of people did. Oops.) will get some special shoutouts solely because I have a lot of thoughts, but if I don’t write something for you, don’t think you mean any less to me! If I forget anyone, my DEEPEST APOLOGIES. I have the memory of a gold fish and trying to remember everyone is. Hard.

But just know if we are mutuals I LOVE AND CHERISH YOU.

This also got a lot longer than I expected OOPS

@inkdrenchedsmile: Tea, I tell you everyday and talk to you almost everyday. I love and cherish you so so so much. You’re the sweetest, cutest, most darling thing ever. You are the brightest little marshmallow peep~ And I have so grateful everyday to have met you and be able to write with you. I love your writing and stories and your ideas and art and YOU ARE SO TALENTED! You mean the world to me. I love you, honeybun <3

@kalamxs: GIO. BOY YOu know I told you plenty of times you’re one of the reasons I even went to making this blog. I followed you before I even had the thought in my mind (I don’t remember why, maybe from your AWESOME ART and your writing and rping made me stay) because YOU ARE SO FUCKING GOOD!! I remember laughing all the time and sharing with my friends in my discord even though they don’t exactly understand BUT-- Man I’m so happy I got to actually. Interact with you! And get to befriend you and man YOUR ART GIVES ME LIFE. I love seeing all your stuff and writing and I LOVE WRITING WITH YOU. Bendo and Alice are absolutely adorable as well; fucking dorks. I LOVE YOU BABEY!! NEVER GONNA STOP LOVIN AND SUPPORTIN YOU!!

@bendicethedaughterofthedevil: NICK. You know I been with you since the MERE START. And I told you watching your growth and Bendice’s story was. WOO. Man I sometimes see the old Baby Shower art thing I did for the twin’s baby shower like.. Gonna be almost a year with that too. And just. :(.. THINGS WERE SIMPLER THEN.. I love you Nick, you’re talented and sweet and so so ambitious and strong and I LOVE YOU BABEY!!

@devilswinging: Veemo, I am so glad to have been able to meet ya and interact with you. I love ya man and I love writing with you and your muses. I love the small chit chats we have and seeing you on my dash. I love Alice’s relationship with Bebe and Sammy and just. Man!! You know, no matter what, if you ever feel down and feel like no one likes your boys, know I !! Will always love and appreciate them. <3 And Alice does too.

@instrumentsofcyanide: STELLLAAAAAAA. I fucking love you Stella. You’re so funny and sweet and the little messages back and forth sometimes and you coming in my DMs like: WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH YOUR ANONS all the time is. So funny. All the damn fiascos Oreo manages to produce and just. Oreo in general. Always gets me laughing and smiling. I love you and your boy so much?? You’re so fun and creative and silly and just an OVERALL JOY TO TALK AND BE AROUND WITH!!! I’m so glad to be able to interact and talk with you <3 (Never forget the first time I think you actually said anyhting to me was about that one Alice Blog Foot Pics Fiasco and I’ll never forget being like; Man someone I look up to and I’s first interaction is over saying ‘wow fuck this girl’ over guilting me for foot pics-- DOFIHJGFD)

@inkwise: AVI I LOVE YOU SM. DFKGJ. You’re so sweet and creative and your muses are an absolute joy. I especially have so many feelings. For Henry. So much. I love this man so much and I thank you and him everyday for my life. He needs a break. I love getting to write with you and seeing you on my dash is?? A fucking delight. Thank you. <3

@lxgner: ALICE YOU CREATIVE SWEET PERSON. You have so many damn muses and I APPLAUD YOU. Your OCs are all pretty sweet imo? The ones I seen. And the ambition you have to write and work on all this?? I applaud. I love your Joey muses esp and they’re so interesting and I love the thought you put into them all you know?? It’s interesting and really brings life into them. Your writing is delicious and your humor is. Great. I love writing with you <3 Keep your head up darling.

@one-eyed-twin: LADY V I LOVE YA SWEETHEART. Your muses are a delight and I love the little threads we’ve had, either it with Phiona, Clyde or Vlad (here and on my other blog) I love peaking at your threads and seeing your writing. You’re an absolute delight and I love?? Your creativity and your ART!! You truly are a person with impeccable tastes ~ Love seeing you on the dash, love <3

@inkyencounters: Glowbun you. Are really a sweetheart. So creative and funny, you really are kind and try to look out for everyone and it’s Very nice. I’m very appreciative of how kind ya are and the creativity you have with your muses and just. It’s very refreshing. Thank you for everything.

@sillymuses: Where do I begin. I love writing with you either with Charlie or on this blog, both here and my OC blog of course. You really have such a creative spin in your writing and really? Feel your characters and paint them so!! Amazingly. I love the back and forth between you and you’re honestly. Adorable. I love seeing you and your creativity hun <3

@inkmachine: GLOOMY I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE THINGS ARE/WILL GET BETTER SOON LOVIE. God it’s always a treat when you’re online and on the dash it’s. Always hilarious. I love seeing what Bendy fucking gets up to this time and he’s so?? Awesome. I love him a lot. The little bastard PFF. He’s absolute adorable and cute and I love the dark shit with him honestly. And him and Alice’s lil Candi adventures are always. Tooth rottingly sweet. I love ya hun. <3

@taakos-troupe-of-threads: I hope you know the phrase “Snap would fight Chalk Jesus for Alice’s honor” is a thing that will NEVER leave my mind and tends to cross it once a day. PFF. I love writing with you and seeing you on the dash as well! Snap is a fucking DOLL and I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. (As does Alice, ofc) They’re absolutely adorable and poor girl is such a worrier PFF. Our DMs are always something funny as well, I think. I always know I’m in for something good when I see that fucking. Orange Danny Devito icon in my dms-- KSKJF

@dappcrdust: GLITTER!! Man. I remember first writing with you with your Bendy muse and honestly? Ever interaction from him to now has ALWAYS been a fun treat. I love your writing and love seeing you on and getting into whatever shenanigans that seem to pop up. Mostly with Angel it seems pfff.. Sweet Angel. I love what you have all done and cooked for him and his character he’s so?? three dimensional i love it. Him and Alice’s BFFship is honestly. Great and I love them SO MUCH. You’re creative and fun and just. A sweetheart. Love ya hun <3

@gamblxrhxsk: tbh I didn’t know what blog to @ YOU FUCKING MANIAC. Jk. I love you Echo. PFFF It’s funny to me that I feel I got closer with you via fucking. shit with CEO-Entity. LMAO. Echo where do I start. You are SO DAMN FUNNY. Like my GOD how many times have I laughed out loud to myself over some shit ya wrote and done?? Hell, even with your stuff with phil swift and entity and all that stuff got my SQUAD TO COME TO ME LAUGHING OVER IT!! I love also all your muses and the fact you got this whole arsenal and can?? Keep up with it for what it seems like. PROPS!! I love fucking around with you here and there and even though we don’t really write together too much (which, I would love to but I’m myself and even still lowkey anxious OIGJG) I just love putzing around and seeing you do your thing on the dash; from jokes to serious business. It’s always a treat. <3

@nctherchpter: Pai, I’m still lowkey so flattered you ever followed me back (and now mutuals with me on our mains like. WHAAA--) Your art is always. Bellissimo. Asriel was always a joy to see and honestly just. Stole my heart. I love him so much. Your writing is always a joy and man you just. Are skilled in The Arts(TM) Your self insert blog is also?? Awesome. I love the concept and idea and going through with a thing like? Honestly. Inspiration. All your self insert stuff really is just. Big big inspo. I’m so glad you seem to have? So much fun. Also I did say it in Nick’s stream many moons ago when they were going through BATIM again. Your voice is v cute <3

@clair-de-luna: WHERE DO I BEGIN WITH YOU!!! Man I remember following your main back for that SWEET MUFFETON ART. My cherished Muffeton mutual. And now here we both are with THIS. YOUR ART JUST CONTINUES TO INSPIRE AND GROW AND I LOVE!! SEEING IT!! And LUNA MELTS ALICE AND I’S HEART ALL THE TIME. God does she ADORE HER LITTLE STAR!! Ugh. I cry real tears. Always a delight to see you both here and your main. <3 I love ya DC!!

@lilithmagne: AC you. Are truly an artistic marvel. Your art is INCREDIBLE, your writing is BEAUTIFUL. And I love seeing you on my dashboard. You are so sweet and kind?? It’s so nice. I LOVE the love and work you put into Lilith and her story and your research and dedication? It’s amazing. Lilith is an absolute BEAUTY and God I LOVE HER. You do her SUCH A BEAUTIFUL JUSTICE!! So honored to be mutuals with you honestly. <3 Keep being amazing you beautiful person.

@lucifermagne: MARZI YOU ARE AN ABSOLUTE ANGEL. Working on all those HH icons for other rpers, working on your other RP blogs and pumping out that SWEET CONTENT. You are honestly a treasure. You are absolute sweet and a joy to see online. I love peaking at your threads and LOVE seeing your posts either for HCs or just IC shenanigans with Lucifer. You put so much through and care into your interpretation of him and I LOVE IT. He’s such a fun goof ball but at the same time presents himself as. THE KING OF HELL. Obviously. He’s an absolute Joy and just!! It’s amazing. We haven’t threaded together yet but even despite that?? I just love seeing you and him (and Alastor and Marx and the gang ofc) on the dash. Always a damn delight. <3

@thatscwewywabbit: we only just started interacting like. a week or so ago but AMANDA Man I have told you before how much I adore seeing you write for Bugs and how it’s ALWAYS SO FUN to see him and your posts for him on the dash. THE AMOUNT OF RESEARCH, CARE, LOVE, THOUGHT ALL PUT INTO HIM AND YOUR WRITING FOR HIM. It’s just so good. So refreshing. Ugh. MY CHILDHOOD!! It makes me so happy all the time. You really are. An inspiration. Writing with you and him is a DELIGHT and love peeking at your other threads just. It’s so nice. It’s almost uncanny how well you play him. My goodness! Keep being awesome lovely <3

@viennaxmuses​: Fuck you bitch. Yeah. You’re getting put here. Bitch. Fuck you. I LOVE YOU. BItch. You fucking fuck. You sweet cute funny fuck. You adorable loving supportive bitch. Ya uplifting comforting creative artistic thot. Fuck you.

Okay this went WAY LONGER THAN I INTENDED but sorry everyone else I didn’t write a lil blurb for. I wrote a lot and I STILL WANNA GIVE SHOUTOUTS CUS I LOVE!! ALL OF YOU!! Even non-mutuals like. I just wanna share all the love and appreciation I have here.

@hxllodolly @cvangclii @snxkeyes @ofinkdxmonsandxngels @brxkeninstrument / @butcherbrains @stupidcoffeeboy @strawberry-lemonade-muses @hazbinmuses @bornloscrs @black-jack-the-cat​ @bluescarfvivi @a-framed-rabbit​ @angelusvoce​ @ask-slender-and-gray​ @wrenchand-abone

#follow forever #long post / #WOOF WOOF W #also yeah good news I didn't entirely loose it YAY

[sage-selfships]

Sage H. D. - Bully Self-Insert

This is my Self-Insert for Bully/Canis Canem Edit! I made the art myself and would appreciate if you didn’t use it! The Template was created by Silkvale and found here! I will post updated versions to @kitty-selfshipping so uhm yeah, follow that blog to read it when it’s totally finished or edited.

If you are interested in reading the current info about my Bully Self-Insert, please read under the cut!

Biographical Information Full Name [& Pronunciation] - Sage Holland Drage ( S AI J ) ( H AW - l uh n d ) ( d r ai j ) Meaning - Herb or Prophet, Ridgeland, Dragon Set Age - 14-15 Certified Birthdate - 12 January 1992 (not my real birth year, but shh) Astrological Sign -  Capricorn Pronouns - They/them or He/Him Aliases & Preferred Nicknames – Dumbbell - Sage might not actually like the nickname, but Mandy WIles insist on calling Sage it whenever Mandy sees Sage, so Sage is  Dragon - As some people may not be able to pronounce Sage’s surname, Sage just call themselves Dragon to make it easier for everyone. Ms. Shy - Even though Sage prefers to go by he/him or they/them pronouns, people insist on calling them ms, and many people consider them shy because of how they seem terrified of new people Puppy - A nickname Sage got from Kirby Olsen, that they claim matches their general personality Ethnicities Distant Descendants : American, British,  Dominant Descendants : Norwegian, Swedish, Danish Physical Description Hair Color - Brown Eye Color - Blue Weight – Height - Typical Clothing Wear :  Maroon or pink vest, purple skirt, blue bow, purple bow, pink shoes - School   uniform  Red stained dress and blonde wig - Halloween costume, that is supposed to resemble Carrie White from the movie Carrie Faux fur coat, faux fur ushanka - Winter attire Figure/Build - Distinguishing Features/Scars/ or Birthmarks – A mole just over their lip Explain: Tattoos: Piercings: Frequently Worn Jewelry: Choker belt around their neck Personal Information Current Living Arrangements - Sage currently lives with three of their American relatives, but also they technically live at Bullworth, in the girl’s dorm Originated from - Vestfold, Norway Traveled Territories - Hobbies -   Fears – Spiders, snakes, insects, heights, scarecrows, most of the jocks Religion/Beliefs – Atheist Why?: Sage grew up in an atheist family, as simple as that. Health Behaviors Physical Ailments/ Disabilities/ Issues – Addiction(s) [Sex, Drugs, Smoking, Alcohol, Other]  Why?: Any regular medication taken? – Medication for their Iron Deficiency and for their Hives Chronological Information Profession - Student Likes - Dislikes - Goals/Ambitions – Most Instructive/Painful/Memorable Experience - Story behind experience: Weapons/Equipment - Sage mostly fights using their hands but can use a baseball if they need to Personal Attributes Personality - Strengths - Weaknesses - Good Habits - Bad Habits - Fetishes/Strange Behaviors - Stereotype - Shy kid with few friends As you know them better(and you like them) : As you know them better(and you hate them) :   Ratings on Personal Qualities (don't go overboard make reasonable stats for your character) Physical Strength : 4/10 Sage might not regularly train, but surprisingly Sage is stronger than they seem Attractive : 5/10 Sage doesn’t consider themselves the most beautiful and mostly blames it upon their parents and grandparents for how they look Honesty : 7/10 Sage hates lying in general, but still does lie if they need to. Rule Abiding : 3/10 Sage thinks certain rules are to be broken and others are to be broken. Sociability : 3/10 Sage is quite shy when it comes to meeting new people, but if they muster up enough confidence they can make new friends. Bullworth Academy Information Reason for enrolling: Sage has lacked disiplince and Sage’s parents had relatives that lived close Bullworth, so they decided on sending them to a Clique - Standing and Rank in Social Circle  - Room Number – 4 Roommate(s)-  Zoe Taylor & Beatrice Trudeau Favourite Subject(s) – English,  & Art Why?: Sage loves English because they’ve felt so motivated and  Least Favorite Subject(s) – Why?: Favourite Teacher – Mr. Galloway & Mrs. Philips Why?: Mr. Galloway - Sage takes a liking to Mr. Galloway, mostly because he encouraged and gave Sage a warm welcome to the school, during Sage’s first day at Bullworth Mrs. Philips - Sage got a few compliments Least Favorite Teacher –  Mr. Slawter Why?: Sage is quite afraid of Mr. Slawter, mostly because he yelled at Sage during their first class Knowledgeability Language(s) – Norwegian, English Schooling Level - Grade 8-9, Expertise – Chemistry - Math - English - Geography - Sage knows a few things, like where certain European countries are, but after that, nothing more Politics/Law - Economy - Cooking/Culinary - Shop - Botany/Biology - Mythology - high / Sage knows a lot about Norrøn Mythology and enjoys learning more and more about it Art - high / Sage highly enjoys Art and feels that they know a lot about the rules about realism and perspective Photography - Sage knows how to use a camera, and what settings look good or not, so they consider themselves at a 5/10 Reading Level - Overall Intelligence Level(s) - Interpersonal and Naturalistic. Relationships Statuses   (once you list characters here, delete them from the other list near the end of this information sheet, makes things less confusing) (Also, please describe the relationships of your character with other characters) Trusted Companions Closest Friend(s) –   Milliz - “I trust her with my life. Nothing more or less to say. And might I add that her and Earnest are really freakiNG ADOREABLE?” (Jeg beklager ikke for at du er satt på denne lista, Milliz) Friend(s) -   Kirby Olsen - Despite Kirby being a jock and Sage being afraid of most of the jocks, Kirby and Sage are pretty close and    

Hated Rivals Worst Enemies – Intolerable Students - Harmless Acquaintances Tolerated Students - Tolerated Townsfolk - Hot Encounters Hinted Attractions - Crush(es) - Lover(s) - Gary Smith, Jimmy Hopkins and Petey (Ey, don’t judge me please or make comments about this please, I just ship myself with all of them :( I will also make like another post or tweet where I just describe everything from lore to headcanons about this ) Ex(s) - None Extra Information Eating Habits Omnivore/Carnivore/Herbivore – Favorite Food(s): Favorite Drink(s): Disliked Food(s): Disliked Drink(s): Added Information Proclaimed Theme Song(s) - Either Dancing Queen by ABBA or Scent – Favourite Color: Favourite Season: Favourite Animal: Sage  Favourite Music Genre: Sage can’t really choose, but they are very fond of country and Pop Most Memorable Quote – Various Quotes Through Interaction :  “ Walking around – “I sure hope Mandy was joking when he called me a dumbbell...” “I don’t know jack dritt about math, how am I supposed to get a good grade?” “Gary mentioned something about rats, wondered what he was on about.” “I’m considering joining a clique... but which one?” “ “ “ “ When the fire alarm goes off – “Stuff like this always happens when you least expect it.” “Sure hope this isn’t a drill, I don’t want my slippers to get wet again without reason.” Greetings Good Terms: “Hiya!” “Hey there, best friend!” “How ya doing, sweetie?” “How are you doing, buddy?” “Hey, anyhting fun happen recently?” “Bro! What’s up?” “Heisann!” (Norwegian for ‘Hey there’) Bad Terms: “Please leave me alone” “I rather not talk.” “Ew.” “Get out of my face!” “Leave me alone!” “Continue being around me and I’ll beat you up! Or cry!” Saying goodbye – Good Terms: “Have a good day! “See you later!” “Hope you have a good night!” Bad Terms: “”See you in Hell, I uhm mean class.” “Leave already.” “I’m getting a headache, gotta go.” “Byyeee, see you never.” When Flirted With – Good Terms: “I uhm...” “Thank you....” “Well I uhm, thank you so much! I uhm haha, we should hang out or something!” “I feel flattered. I’ll uhh have to go over there until the blushing stops.” “Continue acting this sweet and you’re going to be getting ladies really quickly.” “ “You’re such a sweetheart!” “If I were of age, I would marry you right here on the spot, but I’m still too young.” Bad Terms: “I wouldn’t say I don’t like you, but I’m not that interested.” “Not to be rude, but no.” “That better not be trying to make me blush, because it didn’t work at all.” “ “

Watching a fight – “I know I shouldn’t watch this crap, but damn it feels so right, right now!” “ Attacking – “I’m sorry!” “I have no choice in this situation, so I apologize beforehand!” “I learnt this one from my friend!” While Fighting – “I really wish it didn’t have to end with one of us being hurt!” “Ouch! Thanks, I guess!”

Chasing someone – “You can run, but you can also hide!” “Come back here! please...!” Out of breath – “This always happens....” “Why do I have to have iron deficiency? When hidden from – “ Knocked out – “ Stinkbomb explodes – “I can’t see shit!” “I should be happy I can’t smell anything from before!” Opinions on students who reside at Bullworth Academy– (in alphabetical order) Bullies   Davis White: Ethan Robinson: Russell Northrop: Tom Gurney: Trent Northwick: Troy Miller: Wade Martin: Zoe Taylor: Greasers Hal Esposito: Johnny Vincent: Lefty Mancini: Lola Lombardi: Lucky De Luca: Norton Williams: Peanut Romano: Ricky Pucino: Vance Medici: Jocks Bo Jackson: Casey Harris: Damon West: Dan Wilson: Juri Karamazov: Luis Luna: Mandy Wiles: Ted Thompson: Nerds Algernon Papadopoulos: Beatrice Trudeau: Bucky Pasteur: Cornelius Johnson: Donald Anderson: Earnest Jones: Fatty Johnson: Melvin O'Connor: Thad Carlson: Non-Cliques Angie Ng: Christy Martin: Constantinos Brakus: Eunice Pound: Gloria Jackson: Gordon Wakefield: Ivan Alexander: Karen Johnson: Lance Jackson: Melody Adams: Pedro De La Hoya: Ray Hughes: Sheldon Thompson: Trevor Moore: Preppies Bif Taylor: Bryce Montrose: Chad Morris: Derby Harrington: Gord Vendome: Justin Vandervelde: Parker Ogilvie: Pinky Gauthier: Tad Spencer: Opinion on Adults who teach and patrol at Bullworth Academy – (in alphabetical order) Miss Danvers: Miss Peters: Mr. Galloway: Mr. Luntz: Mr. Matthews: Mr. Wiggins: Mrs. Carvin: Mrs. MacRae: Mrs Peabody: Ms. Phillips: Neil: Prefects – Edward Seymour II: Karl Branting: Max MacTavish: Seth Kolbe: Opinions on People in the cities of Bullworth – (in alphabetical order) Townies Clint(aka Henry): Sage doesn’t like saying it, but they’re quite afraid of him and  Duncan: Edgar Munsen: Gurney: Jerry: Leon: Omar Romero: Otto Tyler: Residents in the city of Bullworth – Bethany Jones: Denny: Dr. Bambillo: Krakauer: Mihailovich: Miss Abby: Mr. Brekindale: Mr. Buckingham: Mr. Castillo: Mr. Doolin: Mr. Huntingdon: Mr. Johnson: Mr. Martin: Mr. Ramirez: Mr. Salvatore: Mr. Smith: Mr. Sullivan: Ms. Rushinski Mrs. Lisburn: Osborne:

#Not finished but do I care? not really #I will try and finish this soon just not today #anyways I might have mnetioned another self-shipper in the post so look for that if you want #Self Insert #Sage Drage #Bully Self-Insert #Bully OC

[asktheitalianempire]

// TMI below, it probablyalso explains why I’ve barely been avaiaible in the past few days

Two days of cramps. TWO. and I finally got my period today. I was actually so worried to have something serious and I was about to go to the hospital because it was just not passing and I wanted to cry, everything hurt and I was feeling so sick but no- just my period. Fuck you too, body. It started, it stopped, i got cramps now it restarted. I am so planning now to visit my gynecologist.

I mean,I now feel relieved because at least I know I’m not dying but it’s so hard to pull up a ‘all is good’ face because people will think you’re whiny if you complain about this kind of pain but holy hell- I broke my femur, lost my stomach, broke an arm, and nothing still puts me down like my monthly period- today I’m not moving from bed, fuck anyhting else. I’ve been popping painkillers like candies all the time in the past two days and I’ll intoxicate myself today while I hug my hot water bottle. BEd time. 

#tw: period talk

[kissmejuyeon]

MY BABYLOVE!! Happy birthday my dear 😍🎂🥳🎁 but also YOU OLD FART (i can see your grey hairs all the way from denmark smh embarrassing)NOO JK I love you and I hope your day will be abso-fucking-lutely amazing!!!! 💖 I had this wild idea that I wanted to paste pictures of you and jungkook into romance movie posters like titantic n shit like that but teebeeh I’ve been a busy bee and I realised that I only have selfies on you with snow filters soooo it would be weird *BUT PLEASE IMAGINE (cont)

THAT I WAS A DECENT FRIEND AND THINK ABOUT U N KOOK LOOKING LIKE JACK AND ROSE OK? OK.) btw i accidentally missed a space and spelled it roseok which reminds me og hoseok. why am i even telling you this wtf? anyways i know you’re propably giggling bc u know we’re both complete weirdos and that’s why we’re perfect for each other 🤧👯‍♀️uhmmm yeah you probably know how much i love you and how lucky i am to have met you and you let me in so EASILY it was honestly overwhelming.. i’m pretty (cont)

darn sure you’re an angel with invisible wings 👼 (eyy, another bts reference) 👀 it truly warms my soul that we can go without talking for ages and then as soon as we have time we’re like glue and can open up about anything and everything ✨ i’d wish i could go to times square and yell to the whole world how amazing you are, because i feel like it should be a human right to know who Sara Pflanz is 🌿 (especially jungkook HELLO BOY?)you’re probably crying a little bit.. i didn’t mean to make you

cry i’m SO. SORRY. i wanna see you happy ok?? 24/7 three six five 💛 i’m still beating myself up over the fact that i didn’t manage to do something creative for your special day, but i swear to god i’ve spent a few days thinking about what to do and i had zero good ideas ugh. But i also know that you aren’t mad bc that’s not who you are you’re way too sweet 🥰🥰🥰ALSO i’m guessing you haven’t seen yesterday’s episode of run bts if you went to work yesterday, so i hope that can act as a bday gift

from them to you 😁 if you already saw it then………… yeet okeydokeyImma stop yabbering now, you get the point, i uwu you FOREVER!! 💖💖💖💖💖 kisses and love from me, your favorite farmer girl

i am and i was indeed giggling sdjfdfg. and yes i am criyng. 

DONT WORRY MY LOVE. THIS MESSAGE IS ENOUGH FOR ME. I DONT NEED ANYHTING MORE. HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE IS ENOUGH. 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. MY YEEHAW MATE. MY FMD BRO. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU HAVE NO IDEA. 

#I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU #if i wouldnt be bad with words #i would write an entire novel about how much i love you #ask #btsingularity

[frunatic-fanfic]

the end of a dream ?

Hell yes, A NEW CHAPTER FINALLY

To everyone who is still reading , thank you so much ! I know it has been a while but I’ll update more frequently now. There’s no John in this chapter but he’ll be back soon, I promise <3 Enjoy and leave some feedback to keep me motivated :)

„ No it’s fine really. I dont need to talk right now or anything. I just want to take a shower and sleep and forgett about everything for a while“ While you speak these words your best friend Rony looks at you with a worried expression on her face , knowing that the Jolene shes been a friend to for over 12 years is again just trying to run away and surpress her sadness and anger just to hurt herself once again even more.

After a last minute flight from west to east coast and feeling trapped inside a plane packed with just all of the very few things you owned, you made it to New York City and got picked up at the airport by your best friend Rony who moved to new York to start a carreer as a designer here.

„ Jolene… what the hell hapened? Just talk to me for a minute. I mean… YOu called me this morning sounding like you were actually panicing and 8 hours later youre standing in my aparement, looking like Ozzy Ozbourne from the mascara dried all over your cheeks. I mean I get that you want to sleep but so do I – the thing is knowing my best friend must have gone through some insan shit to step into a plane to travel to New York so fast must be serious. Just give me a hint at least.“

You sob again and wipe away some fresh tears coming from your eyes. All you see in your head is John standing in front of you in that supermarket , mumbling, stuttering, but really – not saying anything that could help you cope with that feeling of being left, of being „not enough“  of being… just something that could  be replaced by something better anytime.

„well…it’s just… John and I broke up…“ „Wait…you mean THAT John? John Frusciante eh? The time you were at the hospital we didnt really have a lot of contact and that time was a mess here too, moving from california to NYC is hell, … Im sorry I wasnt there enough for you! But i did get your letters and well, Kevin used to listen tot he Red Hot Chili  Peppers a lot so of course that name wasnt a strange one to me. Oh man, Jolene had tu bump into a lost rockstar for sure…“ „ yeah… I wish I hadn’t…“ „Did he do anything bad to you?“ „No,…I mean Rony I… I was seriously so in love with him, the time we spent together in rehab felt like a dream. The both of us got better and the more time we spent, the more it felt like we didnt really need there bad, self destructive habbits anymore. It was unsure how our relationship would go on after our treatment there but at that point, it felt like it was sure we’d stay togehter….and…“ You start crying again as you think of John hugging you and kissing you when you first met again with Flea down at Venice Beach. „ well, through all the time I thought we could be together and I had finally found someone to be with, to look after me, someone I could be the center of his life for but….“ „Wait Jolene. Stop for a second. He is John Frusicante. And well, we all must have heard the news by now, he’s back in the band and they’ll have a big comeback later this year. I know how much you’re longing for that one person centering his life around you but I dont think that would be a healthy relationship for either the two of you and… it definitely wont be a rockstar on the rise…“ You see your tears fall onto the wooden floor of Ronys flat while hearing her words. Of course. Sure she was right. That childish naive wish of being the reason for someone being alive was just irrational and impossible to be true. Yet you had been holding on to it for so long. Maybe because for you, many times in your life you didnt feel like you wanted to be alive – you just kept on existing for other people.

 „Hey…Ill make us some ginseng tea and we’ll sit down on the couch and talk for a bit. I understand that you’re feeling a lot of pain right now. You feel left behind and like you were not worthy enough to someone you loved to let you stay the one thing with the highest priority in his life. At least you think and feel like that. But come on. You’ve learned a lot in therapy. Your habbit of seeing everything in either black and white, the fact that youre always clinging onto a person you love and never want to let them go, make your whole life depend on them like they’re god… We both know where these feelings and behaviours come from, right?

„Are you talking about that… Borderline Personality Disorder I got diagnozed with?“ „We both know. Look, I cant fully understand what ist like to be you, with that mindset of yours. I dont know what its like to feel all these waves of anxiety about being left alone and not good enough to be loved. But these things combined with that strong sense of envy you get everytime someone does not pay all their attention to you will make you unable to have a happy relationship forever. I dont know the full story, but seen from a rational point I think ist great that John joined the band again. You told me in your letters how passionate he looked when he was playing guitar. You wrote in one of your letters that it seemed like he was drifting into another dimension while playing for you. And now that man has made it to recover fully. He’s back in his band and can do what he loves the most. Isnt that something you would wish for him if you really loved him?“

 All the while Rony was speaking to you, you couldnt say anyhting. She was so right. Your head always kept messing with you. Growing up with abusive and alcoholic parents that never showed you even a little hint of love you kept searching for that love in every relationship you ever had- clinging onto your partner, manipulating him and controling him to make sure he couldn’t leave – and of course, these things would always make you end up alone.

 „Did John have the chance to say anything about this? I mean If you spent some time togehter before you all of a sudden descided to come here, he sure must have had an own point of view about the whole thing?“  „yeah… he…He tried to speak but I wouldnt let him.. I just ran..away..“

Rony facepalmed herself. „ Thats so classic you. I love you, you’re my best friend . But not giving him a chance to speak,not fair.“

It hurt to talk to Rony about all of this because it made you realize that you overreacted in an irreversible way. Looking back now, your reaction was far away from any logical, ratioanal thing to do and just a typical , impulsive and panic „solution“ to a problem that you had made out in your head.

 „We cant do much about all of this now Jolene. Im glad you descided to come here instead of doing some bad shit to yourself again. Kevin and I broke up so there’s one room free here. If you can help me with the rent you can stay as long as you want.“ „wow, i Have like no money at all at the moment“ „yeah.. you’re in new york. We’ll get you a job somehwere. We’ll get through this.“

 As you lay down in the bed Rony had prepared for you , your best friend sits down on your bed for moment again looking at you „Heads up girl. We got this.“ „ Do you….do you think John and I will ever meet again? It feels wrong seeing it end like that but…“ „He’s a rockstar. I guess you’ll just have to turn on your TV“ „Thats not what I meant…“ „I know you idiot.“ Rony laughs, but imideatly realizes that jokes are no good idea right now.

 „ I hope you can maybe meet again. But for now, let time pass. You’re in New York now and he is in California. Maybe you should give up these california dreams for now. We’ll find you a job and maybe a good therapist. And thats really all that matters now. You, being okay.“

 Before You fall asleep you keep on seeng John in your head. The shock in his eyes. Like he knew how much he’d hurt you. Looking back now,it didnt seem like he looked like he got ‚caught‘ but more like he was worried about you and how seeing his face on that magazine would make you feel. And the moment he tried to say something…you just cut him off. You didnt give hime a chance to speak…. What if.. what could have been….

 No. Give up your california dreaming for now, Jolene.

#johnfrusiante #john #frusciante #red hot chili peppers #anthony kieidis #fanfic #frufic #rockfic #fanfiction #fru #froosh #doof #californication

[you-tolkien-to-me]

Marvel Imagine:

Thor x God/Goddess of the Sea!Reader x Loki

You have all the powers that Poseidon has. 

◾Eco-Hydrokinesis - Poseidon is the master of the water element. He can control all of water in the world. This, as a result, means that any matter containing moisture is subject to his command, inclusive of you, I guess (remember the blood-bending stuff from Avatar?)

◾Cryokinesis - Poseidon can manipulate and control ice.

◾Hydrokinesis - Poseidon can manipulate and control water, ranging from tidal waves and whirlpools, to a watery construct in his image. Since water does not retain a shape, it is clear that Poseidon’s control over water is not only immense but precise, in retaining the size and shape of his Titan form.(With the ‘titan form’ thing, you have that form, it’s just like Shirahoshi’s giant mermaid form.)

◾Water Breathing - Poseidon can breathe underwater.

◾Electrokinesis - Poseidon can generate and manipulate electricity. He used this power to help Hades in defeating Atlas. In God of War, he bestowed Kratos with a small portion of his electrokinetic power.

◾Hydro-Electrokinesis - Due to his control over the seas and its storms, this accounts for Poseidon’s electricity based abilities. This should (possibly) make Poseidon’s power level as great as Zeus, the only other major god to possess this ability.

◾Flight - Poseidon is able to propel or accelerate himself through the air with great speed and force.

◾Power Granting - Followers of Poseidon are granted a fraction of Poseidon’s powers and thus become very resilient.

◾Shapeshifting - He could reform himself into a variety of forms resembling anything he wanted.

◾Regeneration - He can regenerate himself.

◾Teleportation - As the ruler of Atlantis, Poseidon can teleport to anywhere via sea and water, inclusive of moisture.

◾Superhuman Strength - His divine heritage also primes him with a high density build, allowing him to withstand the massive pressures of the deep and consequently superhuman strength.

When on land, you’re a normal sized human.

Examples of power ---> (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me!) (Click me! (Pay attention to Pisces and Aquarius.)

~~~

You personality mostly like Shirahoshi’s from One Piece.

Despite your extremely strong powers, You are rather easily frightened. You have a very fragile personality, quickly breaking out into crying fits whenever you get upset.

Easily tears up whenever you express your emotions such as joy, fear, or sadness.

Naive.

Extremely kind.

You are aware of your crybaby personality, and you do want to change and be like Thor and Loki, but you can’t help it.

~~~

You were a childhood friend of Thor and Loki.

But as you got older, you got bored of Asgard.

So, you teleport to Midgard.

You found Midgard to be more fun.

You found Midgard’s ocean to be better that Asgard’s ocean.

There were so fishes and open water to explore!

You created Atlantis as your home on Midgard.

You even saved some Midgardians from danger.

Nick Fury wanted you to join S.H.I.E.L.D.

You accepted and gave him a small Sea Shell Horn.

(Y/N): “If you need me, just blow into the horn.” (＾▽＾)

Nick: “Why not use a phone?” (・_・;)

(Y/N): “What is a phone?” Σ(O_O)

~~~

When Loki came to Midgard and threaten to Rule over it, Nick Fury called you.

You, Thor, and Loki met again.

When the battle for New York was over and the Avengers won, Thor wanted you to return to Asgard with him.

You declined, but seeing Thor and Loki’s sad faces, You promised them you’ll visit them.

(You visit them during Ragarok, Joining them in Sakaar and their plan to save Asgard.)

~~~

I don’t own anyhting but the imagine part. :P

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