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maliciously-yours · 1 year

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how do you stop hating yourself?

their laughters,

their subtle smiles,

their “i know” direct gaze,

their attention that doesn’t rip you off,

but instead calms you down,

its beautiful how people can become

your reason to smile,

and to help you believe that you are not half bad,

and that you don’t need a “use” for existence.

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maliciously-yours · 2 years

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there’s something about you that makes me ache different,

like if i dont touch you i will die,

trust me i am trying to stay away from you,

but i think my heart is stubborn enough to believe,

it needs you around to survive.

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maliciously-yours · 2 years

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and today i was told by my father he is worried that i might end up alone.

What am I supposed to do with that?

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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Just like the ships long for the sea and rust, we humans rust in the longing for love.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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and it doesn’t matter anymore,

if they have eyes of an executioner or a lover,

you let them walk towards you,

you let them take you,

because it has been a long time since you have been touched with passion,

human touch is a poison,

it is addictive.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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i hate me when i love him,

and so i turned numb,

but somehow the only constant of mine

is the horror of loving you,

it travelled to the other side

and now all i have left in me is you,

i hate me when i love you.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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pain loves me as one of its own,

like the flame loves the moth,

like the thunder loves the ground,

one part at a time,

it engulfs me whole waiting

for me to become it.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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i have never wanted anything in my life,

but one thing only,

to have someone to live with.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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and through all things lost we will find the ravager to build,

through yesterday’s tears we will survive and build

for today’s hope,

through chaos we will find life again.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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and as i sit here looking up at the sky,

i see there’s no moon here,

just like you wanted,

but you see the plain old sky paints a picture

that i cant take my mind off of,

but you see i cant turn my switch off every time i see you,

maybe you never looked at me like i look in the mirror after the shower,

maybe you never saw me without my armour,

but you see i did,

and i fell,

and just like the moonless sky i wanted to be yours too,

i forgot you had to be mine too.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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i sit the most unladylike,

i watch movies that others find weird,

i shout the loudest out of the guys,

and i like walking in the night,

and no i love being a girl, i never want to be a guy,

but there’s so much more to me than being just a girl,

i am more than my gender,

i am a person.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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There’s no such thing as am ex-lover,

once you love,

your heart is filled with the desire to love again,

and no matter what,

your heart will find something to love if not someone.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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i am tired of this numbness that surrounds me,

of how once i dreamt of everything i wanted,

and now that i actually have everything i have lost

me in the process,

seeking for yourself is hard,

no matter how hard you try at times all you could do

is yearn,

and maybe when wake up one night,

we will see things through.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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to have love in your life is beautiful,

but oh the magic in having life in your love,

to have it breathing and alive,

now that’s something.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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Life was easy when you were around,

it was easy when i could rest my head

on a shoulder that i knew i could rely upon,

life was easy when i knew you were around,

life is still easy to know the world is your home,

maybe now i can’t rest my head on your shoulder,

but i know now at least someone has a friend in you,

but i know now at least the world is not absent

of you beauty,

but i know now at least the moon can watch over your head,

but i know now at least you are happy and smiling

somehow.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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and as my life goes on,

with everything changing,

i could see how the trees have leaves now,

i could see how the kid that lives in the front house

is all grown up now,

i could see the days are longer,

and the nights are shorter,

time has played its filthy little run,

and somehow still i think of how it was to hold your hand,

how it was you who made me laugh,

how you understood my silence,

people told me time will heal,

but they lied,

cuz still every night i look at the stars and wish for to see you one more time.

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maliciously-yours · 3 years

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I thought of happiness as nothing but a myth,

a myth that we believed in to survive,

but when i held your hand i could finally see

the truth,

the purity in happiness,

and when you left i could see how happiness when

not your own, it truly is a myth,

i never believed in happiness before,

but once tasted this beauty,

i no longer want to be away from it even for a second,

and so i made a window of happiness just for me,

to be mine forever.

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