#vent stuff

[ko2vo]

Sketchbook doodle dump!

I've been trying to draw for about 45 minutes daily - not always happening BUT these are some of the pages I like. Part practice, art therapy, and just having a small creative outlet

#korvo draws #oc #not gonna tag each of them but daniel n poet n marcel for sure #vent stuff #not all of them

[a-dorin]

i blame tik tok for this new wave of entitled readers.

#i sound like such a boomer but it’s the truth #writing vent #vent stuff #vent post #tik tok is to blame for a lot of things but this is definitely one of them

[arlene-needs-a-break]

i do things so that maybe someone will ask if im okay, yet they never do.

#rare vent post but thats okay #i mean its my blog #i can post what i want #homicidal thoughts #bpd #girl blogger #obsession #bpd safe #bpd stuff #bpd shit #bpd splitting #bpd thoughts #vent but ok to rb #ventblr #vent blog #vent post #vent #vent sorta #vent stuff

[sophiemercado]

Me when I sad

#art #vent stuff

[dana-chan-the-control-brain]

sometimes I wish I actually liked drawing again so I could be an artist.

#personal #vent stuff #ignore this #Lol I hate drawing so much now #idk what happened

[bunchum]

#oc #vent stuff #mspaint

[pale-flowers]

im so crossfaded, i crave u inside me so much.i'll die without u tonight baby.

<3

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#vent #vent stuff #high thoughts #high thots #nuude #nudephotography #nude$ #hot as hell

[entamewitchlulu]

I am thinking tonight about camels and straws.

They talk about the straw that broke the camel’s back. The one tiny thing that pushed it over the edge.

But it wasn’t the straw that broke the camel’s back. It was all the weight piled there before the straw even touched it. It was every burden thrown atop it, one after the other, til its legs were shaking. If the straw had fallen on an empty back, it wouldn’t have hurt. It’s not the straw. It’s everything that came before.

It’s not the fact that your favorite television show got canceled that broke you. It’s all the stress of your thankless job that happened first. It’s not that the supermarket running out of your go-to granola bar is so earth-shattering. It’s that you’ve been dealing with an ailing relative and all the stress that comes with it.

An empty back doesn’t feel the straw. The straw just pushes that weight that was already breaking you just slightly over.

And here’s the thing. Sometimes the straw breaks your back. And then it slides off, and you think, okay, I’m fine. I can keep going. That extra weight is gone.

But the bundles are still there. Everything’s still stacked up on your shoulders. So the next straw breaks your back again. It slides off and you think you can keep going. Then the next straw breaks your back. And then next. And the next. And a goddamn hayloft is shedding over your head and every time the next straw falls off you think it’s okay, this is over now, I can handle this I handled it before the straw was there I can handle it how.

But the straws are just going to keep breaking you back. Over and over and over again. Until you’re finally allowed to put the fucking packages down.

#vent stuff #i'm having a bad time lately #i don't know when it started #and i don't yet know how to get the packages off my back so that the straws can stop breaking it. #i figure a lot of people are dealing with this sort of thing lately so #if you're reading this and you need it #it's for you too #hang in there fellow camels #lulu talks

[ko2vo]

this world is not my home

#korvo draws #oc #oc; ray #vent stuff

[srijswings]

Texts to my Therapist

[03/10, 11:39 pm] K: All of them are friends with the school friends at least a FEW

[03/10, 11:39 pm] K: And I'm not

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Most of all after doing something which felt like climbing Everest things with R didn't work out

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: It just makes me feel like a failure

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Failure at everything

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Really

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: I just really want to end everything

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Idk how

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: All this pain all this love

[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Where do I pour them

[03/10, 11:41 pm] K: Till when can I carry them

[03/10, 11:41 pm] K: Shouldn't I have some good time, good people good things happening to me

[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I have no good friends. I can't keep relationships, didn't get into a good college can't figure out what to do with myself. Iam not getting better. I am just getting worse

[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I am rude to people

[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I get angry so often so much

[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I destroy things

[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I destroy relationships

[03/10, 11:43 pm] K: And if I was to think that okay R didn't want me do you think it makes me feel better

[03/10, 11:43 pm] K: She was my FUCKING BEST FRIEND. MY SOUL MATE. I ACTUALLY LOVED HER. ONLY HER

[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: Why do I have to pay such huge price for the mistakes for the ignorance of my teenage

[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: I too want to be friends with my old friends

[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: I too want to love someone

[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: Why don't people come into my life or don't choose me

[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: My self love isn't enough at the moment

[03/10, 11:45 pm] K: It makes me feel pathetic

[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: You'd say like anyone else I should wait. Bc obviously nobody can make things better for me. You can't bring someone into my life. I wonder is it just me????

[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: I see all the people around me having good changes

[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: I am the only one having changes that are just bad

[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: How can I find balance here??? The middle ground???

#thoughts #vents #vent stuff #anger vent #trauma vent #hurtful #the heart wants what it wants #therapist #texts to therapist #on friendship #on broken heart #on friendship heartbreaks #excerpts from my heart #art academia #romantic academia #book blog #book quotes #chaotic academia #classic books #poems on tumblr #poetry #light academia #best friend #is it just me #so lonely #when will the pain end #when will good things happen to me #where do i put all my love for her

[chaotic-simp707]

School trades be like:

Me: I'll give you my time, my money and my last braincells

School: I'll give you exhaustion, depression, knowledge that will never help you in the future, stress, and your parents scolding. Good trade isn't it?

#school #dumb shit #random shit #random #vent stuff #fucking hell #fuck this shit

[ckygetsjobs]

nah the way I’m still working on work things have been so shit

#I don’t even care #vent stuff #I’m so tired #Like im so ready for my days off bc all I’ve done is work #And it’s not even good #Bye done af

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

#bpd blog #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #borderline pd #borderline things #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #being borderline #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd safe #bpd culture is

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

#bpd thoughts #bpd blog #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd #bpd mood #bpd feels #bpd recovery #bpd meme #actually borderline #bpd stigma #bpd shit #bpd vent #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd fp #borderline thoughts #living with borderline #borderline problems #borderline things #borderline pd #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality problems #life of a borderline #being borderline #bpd struggles #bpd symptoms #bpd triggers

[actuallymagsdump]

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd mood #bpd shit #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd stuff #bpd vent

[isonoe-kallichore-kirby]

s0m3 v3nt stvff !g

君はできない子

#vent stuff #wtf did I make #this is so stupid