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srijswings · 2 years
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Texts to my Therapist
[03/10, 11:39 pm] K: All of them are friends with the school friends at least a FEW
[03/10, 11:39 pm] K: And I'm not
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Most of all after doing something which felt like climbing Everest things with R didn't work out
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: It just makes me feel like a failure
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Failure at everything
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Really
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: I just really want to end everything
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Idk how
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: All this pain all this love
[03/10, 11:40 pm] K: Where do I pour them
[03/10, 11:41 pm] K: Till when can I carry them
[03/10, 11:41 pm] K: Shouldn't I have some good time, good people good things happening to me
[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I have no good friends. I can't keep relationships, didn't get into a good college can't figure out what to do with myself. Iam not getting better. I am just getting worse
[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I am rude to people
[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I get angry so often so much
[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I destroy things
[03/10, 11:42 pm] K: I destroy relationships
[03/10, 11:43 pm] K: And if I was to think that okay R didn't want me do you think it makes me feel better
[03/10, 11:43 pm] K: She was my FUCKING BEST FRIEND. MY SOUL MATE. I ACTUALLY LOVED HER. ONLY HER
[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: Why do I have to pay such huge price for the mistakes for the ignorance of my teenage
[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: I too want to be friends with my old friends
[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: I too want to love someone
[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: Why don't people come into my life or don't choose me
[03/10, 11:44 pm] K: My self love isn't enough at the moment
[03/10, 11:45 pm] K: It makes me feel pathetic
[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: You'd say like anyone else I should wait. Bc obviously nobody can make things better for me. You can't bring someone into my life. I wonder is it just me????
[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: I see all the people around me having good changes
[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: I am the only one having changes that are just bad
[03/10, 11:46 pm] K: How can I find balance here??? The middle ground???
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overlymetaromantic · 1 year
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*slaps Loid like I’m a salesperson showing off a new car*: you can pack so much anxiety into this one man
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demigods-posts · 18 days
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something about annabeth being twelve years old. telling percy she'd let her father rot in the underworld. while also wearing his ring on her neck. really breaks me. because she'll spend the next five years trying to fix what her father broke. and ultimately blame herself for the cracks in the window. but he's the one that gave her the hammer. and it'll take her years to admit that. so instead. she'll just wear the necklace like a noose. and let it slowly kill her. because she'd rather quietly carry his burden. than admit she never had the strength.
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writer-room · 1 month
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Its so funny that Arin and Sora have shown to have significantly better emotional intelligence than any of the ninja from all of the old seasons combined. "You should be taking care of your mental health" and "yeah saving the world is upsetting! no wonder you're having stress dreams" oh my precious children. You are surrounded by a teen dad with massive self-worth issues, the only one of two people who remembers the genie incident and also turned into the sea once, guy who's died like 3+ times and committed genocide under mind control, and a child soldier who's been living the hard knock life since age 2.
I hope to god you two are prepared to witness the most mentally unwell behavior you've seen in your entire teenage lives. You think you've already seen how bad it can get now? Fools. Just wait until you get a mission involving the Departed Realm
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spooksier · 9 months
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thinking about jon jarchivist sims as i often do and one aspect of s5 jon that i LOVE but dont see too many people talking about is how shot to hell his morals get (due to him being the Literal Antichrist) but he still remains a character very very driven by his morals. which surely won't cause any issues at all.
like he asks other people what *they think* he should do so often or just does what *he thinks* is right because he's running off avatar morality which is basically 'fuck it, we ball' and jon wants to be a good person SOO BAD but he's LITERALLY THE ANTICHRIST!!! you guys....
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^ this guy is fucked in the head
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solarsturniolo · 4 months
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Texts w Best Friend!Chris
Let me know what y’all think of these and if you’d want more of them 💋
Tags: @flowerxbunnie 🫦💋
warnings: cursing
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bruciemilf · 11 months
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Peter B admitting to Miles that the non stop tragedies and losses shaping their stories are hard, harsh, and , knowing they can do something about it, cruel even. Then saying the GOOD aspects essentially outshine them. But that's not true. That's a classic toxic positivity line, used to justify shitty, unequal politics. " But at least we have this one good thing" WE CAN HAVE THAT GOOD THING AND NOTHING ELSE. WE AREN'T MADE TO BE IN PAIN, AND PAIN SHOULDN'T MAKE A HERO.
What Miguel doesn't understand is they don't owe the world suffering.
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ash-and-starlight · 1 year
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my “if something bad happened to them i’d kill everyone in the room and then myself” gang from the masquerade series (…..yeah i’m still in denial over [redacted] shut up)
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nicolegmattos · 4 months
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Everything I Lost
I fell from Heaven.
I lost my stars, my precious creations, that beautiful nebula.
I lost my faith in God, my smile, my light. I felt unworthy, violated, scared.
It hurt. Not just the fall but everything that came with it. And everything I lost in the process.
But none of that could prepare me for my second fall. The most frightening one. When I fell for you.
And none of that hurt me more than losing you.
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Ryan: *opens his mouth*
Oliver:
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roses-are-repulsed · 5 days
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You are not broken for being repulsed. Nothing is wrong with you. You don't need to be fixed. Do not hurt yourself by purposely going past your limit to trigger your repulsion - that's not how exposure therapy works nor is it supposed to cause harm to yourself.
Do not make yourself physically ill trying to be "normal" you deserve better. You deserve kindness. Grant yourself that kindness.
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one-time-i-dreamt · 2 months
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I was in my therapy session and I noticed my therapist was getting mad at me. I got scared, and then realized that therapy session never happened and it was 2:30.
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undead-knick-knack · 28 days
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One last bitch comment for old times sake 😔💛
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harringroveera · 6 months
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Billy: So you wanna marry me?
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humanmorph · 9 months
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therapy, huh
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writer-room · 7 months
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I hope we get to see Zane and Nya bonding, directly or indirectly, about the love of their lives being AWOL. Partially because I like sad angst and also those two interacting. Mostly because I think it'd be really funny.
Listen. Listen to me. Neither of them are going about this mourning/panicking process the same way. Not even close. Zane has a broom with Pixal's face and is sighing longingly while looking off the Destiny's Bounty. A faraway look in his eye that makes the others feel really bad for him. When will she return from the war? When will half of his heart return to him? It feels like weeks. Months. Years. It's been four hours and in actuality he's mostly fine he's just sad about it.
Nya meanwhile is trying to subtly ask everyone if they've seen Jay around and very much acting completely Calm and Chill about it but also pretty worried underneath. She seems like she's fine. She is not. At all times she is 0.4 seconds away from yeeting herself into the sea again. Constantly down to 1v1 someone in a duel just for looking at her weird. Will kick open a door shouting at top volume if anyone's seen her cringefail of a fiancé. Her designated dragon is quite literally lightning-based. She's going through it on five different levels but if she tells anyone that she will die instantly.
And I think these two should go on a solo mission together. Thoughts?
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#lego ninjago#lego ninjago dragons rising#nya#ninjago nya#zane julian#ninjago zane#pixal#ninjago pixal#jay walker#ninjago jay walker#jaya#pixane#can be ship pixane but also not. shes the love of his life but 'love' is in a very broad context here#ideas#headcanons#text post#nya voice HAVE YOU SEEN MY FIANCE. HES ABOUT THIS TALL CLEARLY NEEDS A THERAPIST BUT WE HAVENT HAD THE TALK#but thats like in her head. externally shes just heyyy. you ever heard of the Lightning Ninja? no? haha oh well guess i'll keep looking#zane looks like he'd belong in a victorian novel. pride & prejudice standing under a balcony in the rain lookin guy#should be in a painting. but then someone talks to him and hes like oh hey :]#misses pixal so much but he can keep it together yknow. looking in nyas head feels like waiting for a pipe bomb to go off#this is partially bc pixal could be dropped in a volcano & be fine. give her an old can & she'll somehow make a beacon. shes probably fine#jay meanwhile cannot be left alone for 2 seconds else he will destroy something. start a cult. get tortured. or cause problems on purpose#and probably all of those things in that exact order. will he die? no. never. but he will get mad anxiety & nya needs her purse dog to be#okay. also she doesnt wanna deal with whatever nonsense he faceplanted into. 'its rotten work. especially if its you. ill do it but christ'#meanwhile zane is the original quote w pix hes like its rotten work but not if its you <3
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