#vent cw for account

[cryptic-diary]

I hope. I hope that when it is my turn, I will be able to see stars as clear as the darkening edge of my vision. I hope that when the cold seeps into my clothes and into my bones, that it will comfort me as much as it cured the burns of the past before. I hope that when I take my final breath, it is of relief.

#poetry #poems #vent account #vent blog #vent #vent cw #vent cw for account #vent post #vent writing #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sui talk #tw sui implied #tw sucidal ideation #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw death #writing #cdpoetryattempts

[bunnyd1et]

Fasting ♡

I'm going to go for as long as I can. I had a bad 2 day binge

Some thinspø

#ed disorder #ed not sheeren #ed relapse #lose weight fast #tw ana fast #tw ed diet #ana trigger #disordered eating cw #ed account #ed active account #tw thinspi #thinspø #disordered eating thoughts #thin$po #i will be thinner #thinsi #water fast #fast #ed vent #ed bllog #tw edd #ed not ed sheeran

[sttoru]

idk who needs to hear this but write what the fuck u want man 😭😭 drabbles & long fics about whatevaaaaa. jus do what YOU want, not because you feel obligated to

#𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. #not targeted at all just an observation i made over the few months on here on tumblr #the x reader tags are full w the same generic content and same tropes #and some of the writers who make such posts do say that they do that bcs it gets the most notes #especially the same smut ideas #…what do yall readers like sm about that anyway? reading the same thing over and over has to be exhausting HELP no shade #I WANNA KISS U ALL ON THE FOREHEAD MANNN #WRITE WHATEVER UR HEART DESIRES #ur blog = ur posts #ik it’s how tumblr works; u wanna get notes to gain traction & stuff #but if u only do that over and over and only write bcs u feel like u ‘MUST’ to write a certain smut trope #its gonna get tiring one day i promise #also one of the reasons why i left my previous account #phewwwww #AAAAND im not saying to not write those lil drabbles or whatever #I DO THAT TOOOOO #but my point is : do not limit yoursef to them!!!!!!! #vent cw #cw vent

[reveregret]

Sometimes I forget that we don't really know each other.

I know so much about you, but only because I've gone out of my way to find and track every detail I could. It's as though we truly were close with how much I could list about you, your preferences, your information. Anything.

Do you even remember my name? I'm not sure. You've only ever used it once. When you did, I was so happy. I hate to think it was impersonal.

Yet every day, your name persists through all my thoughts, the breaths I take and utter, any pen I hold to paper or skin. Even if you're not near me, I will always have you with me. I cannot be without you.

#yan!!posting #actually obsessive #actually yandere #cw yandere #irl yan #irl yandere #lovesick #obsessive love #obsessive love disorder #obsessive thinking #obsessive thoughts #obsessive yandere #obslove #tw obsessive behavior #tw yandere #unhealthy love #unhealthy obsession #yancore #yandere #yandere community #yandere confession #yandere coping #yanderecore #yandere blog #yandere irl #yandere thoughts #yandere vent #Hope y'all enjoy this unnecessarily personal post <3 #It's ones like these that keep killing my account. Woohoo

[bvnniebog]

what kind of god would allow this to happen to a child?

#sa tw #csa tw #csa vent #csa survivor #csa vent art #sa trigger warning #vent account #vent art #trauma art #venting #actually traumatized #actual ptsd #trauma cw #trauma coping #Traumacore #Traumacore art #heavy vent #My vent art

[whoisthisguyandwhyishehere]

Media that is centered on adoption/has an adoption storyline/has adoptee characters that is made by non adoptees can be so painful to sit through. Like the ignorance can be astounding

#and when i see non adoptees ear it up #good god does it grind my gears #we need more adoptee media made by adoptees #if anyone knows any that is good let me know #( also some of the media can be good but alot of the time it isnt) #anyways #cw vent #cw vent account #vent #adoption #adoption vent #adoptee

[bbinsects]

Speak

#insects #artists on tumblr #artwork #digital art #my art #childhood trauma #mental health #original art #vent art #drawing #cw vent #cw body horror #cw: gore #soft gore #family problems #small art account #original character

[the-save-star-anomaly]

Maybe controversial opinion

Putting the blame of someone being an abuser on disorders is hurting both survivors of abuse and the people with those disorders.

If someone was abusive, that was on them. I say that as a survival of years of ongoing abuse. I wasn't abused because my dad is ""crazy"". Stop trying to get the blame off him fucker. Stop being ableist you fucking. Person. I am crazy, prideful, and I don't abuse people because of that. If I abuse people, that is on me, not on my disorders.

Serious time over, time to be goofy again my cat is on ragdoll mode on my lap and that's adorable and I love her she is too precious for this world

#[MO]: magnumOopsies #text.minidev #[NA]: number-1-anomaly #our posts #parental abuse #disorders in general #narc abuse is not real #hold people accountable #ableism #tired of this shit #light vent #cw abuse

[ellexiscorvidae]

I s t h i s l o v e ?

i t f e e l s g o o d

i t f e e l s s p e c i a l

i t f e e l s l o v e l y

b u t

b u t i t h u r t s

i t h u r t s a l o t s o m e t i m e s

i t f e e l s c l a u s t r o p h o b i c

o h b u t i t f e e l s s o g o o d

s o s p e c i a l

s o l o v e l y . . .

i w a n t m o r e

i n e e d m o r e

p l e a s e d o n t s t o p

p l e a s e d o n t s t o p l o v i n g m e

p l e a s e d o n t l e a v e m e

i s t h i s l o v e ?

t h i s i s l o v e.

#vent account #vent art #cw vent #trauma vent #alternative #vent poem #vent poetry #vent #abuse vent #poem

[koteocannibal]

Vent

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Wondering if I'm even safe to throw my traumas to the void anymore considering my traumas are now a sexual fantacy. Go ahead you fucking sickos, jack off to me being abused and raped. Disgusting.

Do not repost anything.

#I seriously dread logging into my safe space account now #Because why would you leave people alone who just want to heal #No let's make their trauma worse because fuck you #I just want one space where I can just scream into the void and not be harassed #But no #My antidepressants don't work anymore #I was just violently sick and my entire family is bitching at me for being too disabled to keep the house spotless #i'm exhausted #I just want to be left alone #But why should I expect that #cw vent #vent post #venting #vent blog #dark blog #abuse tw #dark art #dark content #emotional abuse #toxic characters #vent #personal vent #tw vent #abuse survivor #my trauma is not your kink #da(co)ko(r)da(ey) #proshippers dni #proshippers fuck off

[cryptic-diary]

I hate how you made me.

How I miss you, that I will bleed for you and beg you to touch me again just because you made me like this. I do not wish for this. To be like this. It makes me sick, the feeling of your grip on my skin, on my hips, on my thighs, everywhere. But I cannot get enough, because it is all I know.

#poetry #poems #vent account #vent blog #vent #vent cw #vent cw for account #vent post #vent writing #writing #sa cw for account #sa vent #sa tw #sa poem #sa poetry #csa vent #unhealthy obsession #unhealthy relationships #unhealthy parental relationships #obsession over abu$e #i do not want this #i do not want it #I do not want to be like this I swear #But I am not allowed help #cdpoetryattempts

[bunnyd1et]

The goal

I NEED to be bmi 13-14

#ed disorder #ed not sheeren #ed relapse #lose weight fast #tw ed diet #ana trigger #disordered eating cw #ed account #ed active account #ed vent #tw thinspi #tinyspo #i want to be tiny #i will be thinner #i want to be skinnier #thinspø #disordered eating thoughts #thin$po #thinsi #tw edd #ed not ed sheeran #ed twt #tw ed sheeran #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw edtwt #ed tmblr #skinnyyy #tw ana shit #skinnni

[ed-murder-me]

if my partner knew i was doing this they would not be happy. it feels bad to go behind their back about this, but fuck i need to do this rn

#cw vent #annnnnna #male anna #bulimba #vent account #st4rv1ng

[thorntopieces]

gonna fist fight daylight savings btw

#my ramblings #cw discussion of periods #basically i take birth control in pill form every single day and have for six years bc my periods are. unmanageable. #horrid pain severe bleeding sensory issues dysphoria and also it's two weeks long lmao and i get less than two weeks off #thing w/ birth control pills is that they have to be taken at the same time every day. guess who forgot to account for that #yup it's me #ouch :) #vent

[bvnniebog]

and you stole it all away from me

#csa tw #csa vent art #csa survivor #csa vent #actually traumatized #actually ptsd #trauma cw #traumacore #trauma art #trauma coping #vent account #sa trigger warning #sa tw #child abuse tw #traumacore art #my vent art

[whoisthisguyandwhyishehere]

Ive thought about this alot, and im not sure if i can articulate it properly, but the dehumanization of being an adoptee is really horrible. Its like being a product - the prodcut being "child"- rather than someone who is a person and will become an adult. Your value is in the imagination - of what the adoptive parent thinks the child will be or represents(also the bps/ wider societal/cultural expectations but thats another conversation). I read somewhere that the adoptee is "perpetually infantilized" (or somehting along those lines), and i think its because the adoptive parent was primarily thinking of the "child" object rather than the human person. Anyway i havent fully gathered my thoughts on it yet, but it sucks nonetheless

#cw vent account #cw vent #adoption #adoption vent #adoptee #idk if any other adoptees feel this way or its just me but yk #idk if this even makes sense but agh