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gayemoji · 6 months

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"hey doc my periods are fucking debillitating agony like i want to kill others or myself they hurt so bad" 'yeah thats probably normal; its called pms' there is just simply no way you can convince me this planet. this life. this world. is real .

#like its crazy that i can say 'everything is awful #and there are sudfen changes to my cycle after years of setting expectations p solidly .#and also ! family history of endometriosis.'#they can just hear me say ALL that and without even taking my fucking temperature they can just say 'yeah its just pms.#have you tried ibuprofen?'#like . girl . you cannot be fucking serious .#this all happened months ago and it still makes me livid and also my periods . seem to only get worse each cycle .#so yknow maybe im due for 'THE IBUPROFEN 2 YOU GAVE ME ALSO DIDNT WORK CAN I JUST HAVE THE PILL AND BE DONE WITH THIS?' appointment.#uterus trauma #m #suicide mention #bad idea to openly journal on the hellsite but here we are

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oroniusn · 2 months

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hypersexual asexual over here feeling like a cornered feral animal

#No I don’t want you to touch me #But also I do #But if you do I’m gnawing your hand off #My libido is NOT taking the hint y'all someone remove all of the hormones from my body I hate owning a uterus #asexual #hypersexual #aroace #ace spec #ace #Hypersexual ace #Trauma based hypersexuality + being asexual should legally be a form of cruel and unusual torture #I’m suing god

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pussymasterdooku · 2 months

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have about 60% of a single functioning hand these days and got tired of humiliating myself trying to open pill bottles when eva’s in the office so she fixed me up good with Easy Open Mini Ricotta Container Filled With Ritalin And Ibuprofen. accessibility win!

#one week until i can finally get another mri and someone can tell me next steps #(six days til the one year anniversary of my initial injury UGH)#my psych fully was like yeah lol so this is dredging up trauma from your uterus huh??? and i’m like. SHUT UPPPPPP #yes. yes it is. the pain never stops i hate being limited and the limbo of ‘yeah lol who KNOWS what’s happening in there’ is. Familiar #have to use a stylus to use my phone now because righty’s so fucked up too #but…soon maybe i will. have an answer lol #it has been so hard guys :( it ok but i loved my five years without chronic pain so much. would love more of them someday #wrist saga tag

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adamarks · 5 months

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It’s just so exciting to no longer have your uterus trying to kill you

#I give him a little pill and he behaves and doesn’t make me want to commit atrocities #the remaining dregs of my depression have just sort of disappeared it was really all trauma and a uterus from hell

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omg-whathaveidone · 9 months

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"Amanda Zurawski, from Austin, lead plaintiff in the case, was denied abortion care after she experienced preterm pre-labor rupture of membranes (PPROM) at 18 weeks of pregnancy. She was seen at a Catholic hospital in Austin, where she was denied an abortion because her doctors could still detect fetal cardiac activity. Three days later, she showed signs of infection and was diagnosed with sepsis, a life-threatening condition. Although doctors then performed an emergency induction abortion, she spent the next three days in the ICU fighting for her life. She ultimately survived, but the infection caused one of her fallopian tubes to become permanently closed, compromising her future ability to have children. She has been forced to turn to in vitro fertilization (IVF) in attempt to start a family."

The death penalty is being used for pregnant people throughout the US.

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incarnateirony · 1 year

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CASTIEL'S PENDING RESOLUTION;

we're turning over all the cards.

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Death and the goddess, something took hold of the darkness; the dark side of the moon. The ego's searching light through the darkness that might reveal the garden within.

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2. You've arrived, then. The answer to life's greatest question. Nothing gold can stay. Something too precious to let go. What is your Whole World. The good and the bad. It was done for one thing. Cas, there's something I have to say. It's in just saying it.

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3. Burn my dread, face myself. What do you fear. I know what you hate. I know who you love. What you fear. There is nothing for you here. Let the sun shine on your face. Very violently. Death is the infinite vessel. The Universe/The Whole World; what is your whole world. The Shadow, the thing that rules the empty. Humanity. I love you. It's a Supernatural love story. Tick tock, we're running out of time. It's in just saying it, in just Being.

Death is an infinite vessel.

OMITTED - the glass cliff

PERSONA 3 FES

WINCHESTERS FES

Follow the given timestamps:

0:00-7:07: Aeon; skip to:

19:50-21:10: The World; The Universe

We already saved the Whole World once, this is just our Encore.

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I don't have many regrets but the few I do still haunt me; empty is just... regrets. I don't think he has any regrets. The Great Seal. The Tzimtzum. Graveyard dirt, Angel Blood, A Human Heart, My own still coursing blood, and my The Final Breath. Death is an infinite vessel. The One True Thing. In Order to be In The Garden-- He's watching us. The whole world.

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VITRIOL is an acronym for Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Invenies Occultum Lapidem which translates into “Visit the interior of the earth, and by rectifying what you find there, you will discover the hidden stone (philosopher’s stone)”.

Or, loosely translated, in order to be in the occultum, the occultum/garden must be in you. Let in the light, let the sun shine on the moon and raise mind to soul. And soul to mind. In the garden. Where we belong, and always did. What is real. People, families. Chuck only wins if you let life's machinations beat you down. That's the babysteps. Now keep moving.

Let man know that he himself is deathless, for the cause of Death is Love, but Love is The All.

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mcpuliotjr · 1 year

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i feel soulless

#is it the weather. is it the mental illness.#is it whatever the fuck is wrong with my uterus. is it something else.#is it the trauma. is it the abuse. am i just fucking cursed.#whos to say!!!#txt

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gayemoji · 4 months

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#m #uterus trauma

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beautyisinkonpaper · 2 years

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Very niche thing.

TW!!! SELF-HARM!!!!

does anyone else with a uterus just not take advil during their period despite being in extreme pain because i feel like i have to be in pain to deserve any sort of pity or special treatment

#dw about me it's just the trauma #i think this is an ableism culture thing #like i feel like i don't deserve special treatment unless i am experiencing horrible pain in every moment #i tagged self harm because it is that sort of?#uterus #period problems #menstrual problems

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agoodroughandtumble · 26 days

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So I'm 30 on Friday. My mother had two children by then. My father had one. My sister had one. My fiancé and I have been trying for five years. It's obviously not happening so if my mother could stop telling me that it's all in my head and let me just be fucking sad about it that would be great

#life of roz #but that relies on my mother thinking about anyone but herself #this is the woman who told me ivf is inherently wrong #but if it's me giving her grandchildren then the trauma of going through IVF and the constant disappointment is worth it #Incidentally the only person who is okay with us not having kids is my partner's father because he did do IVF with his ex #And it led to their divorce #But sure let's all turn my uterus into a science project to make my mother feel better

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pussymasterdooku · 2 months

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another day another medical malpractice…the allie experience!

#this is overdramatic but miss no hands me is having a rough time #and so i was brave and called my doctor to be like Hey It’s Getting Worse…Should Something Be Done Sooner Than Next Week’s MRI?#and she was like. huh. it shouldn’t hurt. maybe you have some kind of disorder. definitely inflammation is your issue #(inflammation is not my issue. reinjury seems to be my issue but i don’t think she is hearing me when i say that)#anyway bloodwork all normal but they BLEW OUT MY FUCKING VEINNNNNN #it feels better today but eva (doesn’t drive) had to drive me home from the lab lol #anyway i also finally got and read my mri analysis from last spring and got a MUCH better idea of my initial injury. doc was SO vague #she’s a reassurer not a problem solver ig. i’ve liked her except uhhhh the part where Things Keep Getting Worse so maybe she is.#not a good doctor lol #at least i’ve been able to work through all sorts of lingering uterus trauma or whatever i guess. silver linings etc #so we deal we deal #wrist saga tag

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ptsd-tiger · 3 months

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How did you lose weight with pcos, fasting ? Bc nothing seems to fucking work for me

well in my first attempt i lost 70+ pounds bein on keto and using a stationary bike 30 minutes a day

gained a good amount of it back after my ex fp betrayed and traumatized me

now in attempt 2 i don't follow any diet. my appetite is just suppressed by my adhd med. also bc it gives me the energy to walk around I do that a lot

the pcos i've got is without the cysts tho. my T is high but not above 100. it literally goes into remission when im at a lower weight so im probably not the best advice when it comes to this lmao

#go to hell tiger #see on one hand i may not be having periods bc of my weight #but on the other i could be missing periods bc im so stressed from trauma aftermath #crazy that the uterus senses danger and goes 'nuh uh. no baby in this environment' and just. stops asking for eggs #the hirsutism is permanent though i hate to say #literally the worst part of it all #makes the BDD hit hard

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brilliantlybee · 8 months

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uterusless

The one year mark from my hysterectomy experience and I am ready to talk about it. It's not a sunny story, so read with caution. There's a good ending though!

I went in for my hysterectomy on 9/21/22 at 8:30am. There was traffic that morning unusually so. We had Adleigh (3) along for the ride. They walked me into the hospital and up to 6th floor pre-op. They left when I was taken back to my room. I changed into my gown and waited. It was nearly noon before I had the IV placed and met with the anesthesia team, who was lovely. My surgeon burst in and…

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geddy-leesbian · 9 months

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me wanting to trauma dump on main but not doing that solely because it would require too much lore first

#i love oversharing so much #i will literally send anyone pictures taken of the inside of my uterus during surgery #and will tell anyone all the details abt how i was born with a defective hymen that led to that surgery #but im fucking lazy so trauma dumping abt my dad is annoying bc there's So Much #like my uterus and vagina have lore but it's all easily explainable and not over a super long timespan so its easy to overshare about

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emilyharmonia · 1 year

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my mother was just yelling at me about how “it’s so fucked up” that I don’t want to share all of my medical records with her anymore after trying to add herself as an emergency contact at my surgeon’s office

EXCUSE YOU. the last time you got your hands on my records you know exactly what you did. you tried to justify your neglect of me because “oh the endometriosis was in its early stages!!! there wasn’t that much!!! it couldn’t have started when you were 13, heavy periods and constant severe pain are normal after all!!!!!!”. AND THEN? you somehow have the AUDACITY to say you’re disgusted by this WHEN I WAS IN SEVERE PAIN EVERY DAY FOR YEARS AND FOR AT LEAST THE FIRST 30 MONTHS YOU KNOWINGLY DID ABSOLUTELY FUCK ALL ABOUT IT? I am never subjecting myself to your bullshit again. I don’t want you anywhere near my medical records. if you keep this shit up I will make sure they can’t talk to ANYONE who can share with you. you don’t need to know everything. and I’m never going to forgive you or forget the domino effect you played such a massive part in. you ruined years of my life. FUCK. OFF.

#medical neglect #/rant #don't mind me I'm just really angry #I needed to vent #also she tried to say ''the pain was probably JUST from the intestinal adhesions'' like that means refusing medical treatment #FOR A 13 YEAR OLD WITH NO ACCESS TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD #any better #gfys honestly you fucked up and you know it #you just hate that I was right about having endo to begin with #and now you try to act like everything's better because my uterus is gone. like that somehow erases all of that trauma and that pain #if you're still stalking my social media you'll probably notice that literally NO ONE AGREES with you #ok. jf. I need to step back and go do something more relaxing before I give myself a brain bleed #sorry that this is the post I come back online with I promise I'm normally a pleasant person

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biracy · 19 days

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In general quite fascinating how "boys who liked bionicle are girls now" is called "gender essentialism" by like Radqueer Terfs DNI posters but "the thread of Girlhood Uterus Vulva Trauma connects all (cis) butches and trans men, so that's why I can reblog photos of trans men to my men dni blog in my #dyke tag" isn't. Lmao

#i say as a dykething obviously. it's still uncomfortable #honestly why i don't do the Boydyke thing despite that technically being true. also bc bisexuals aren't allowed to be boydykes #open mick night #lgbt #gender #transphobia cw #transmisogyny cw #<- as that is why the former is considered Gender Essentialism. i know this don't worry

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