[TW Eating disorders of multiple kinds, like BED, Bulimia, and ARFID!]
(Also mentions of weight, guilt, food/eating!)
So... you know the bad time trio? Y-Yeah so uhm... like I migh'tve thought of something. Like another way to torment them.
So I might've thought of a real stupid AU, where I gave them each an eating disorder. (All coming from my personal experiences.)
So starting with Horror, he has BED, which stands for Binge Eating Disorder. Something he developed as a result to being in the underground, and starving for so long—He tends to think with a scarcity mindset. He finishes his food even if he's full, and a lot of foods are trigger foods for him to start binging. Also, he tends to hoard.
Killer, is suffering from Bulimia. I haven't quite decided why he does it, so I'm also going to go with trauma response. Like he constantly feels empty, he needed to feel anything else. And, listen—Only takes one time purging to get addicted to it. (<- speaking from experience there, I very much regret September 16th.)
Dust has ARFID, which stands for Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. For him, it's a huge mixture of guilt and delusions that causes him such distress. He'll look down at many certain foods and can't stop thinking of someone he's dusted, can't stop seeing it as something he should not eat. It's textures, smells, tastes, looks—Which. He's dropped a concerning about of weight due to this.
Now, the thing is after the murder time trio figured out they're all terrible at eating. You wanna know what they did?
*Sharp inhale*
They formed a pack, one that was basically to help each other out when needed. If Nightmare or Cross (<- not an ED, but he does have an exercise addiction) ever got suspicious, they'd cover for each other, make up excuses when Dust wouldn't eat or why a whole pack of chips was gone the next morning after just being bought.
As for Nightmare... he is, incredibly suspicious of these three. He feels embarrassment and shame in the air when he asked who ate of last of something and it almost always comes from Horror.
He feels emptiness and frustration that comes shortly after Killer excuses himself from the table, Killer always excuses himself first.
And he feels sadness, fear, and guilt from Dust anytime he picks up a fork, fear.
And he doesn't know how to handle it, or what to do. They all look so... tired, and so exhausted and dinner time is so awkward and he hates not knowing what's wrong.
So the story would focus on Nightmare trying to get to the bottom of it, and once he figures out what's wrong, he'd ne focusing on trying to help them recover.
Now, he's not entirely sure how be would help them recover, but he's getting there.
AU credits!
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I really want to purge. I have never done it. I tried it a few times but I am really scared to just....
I watched a few tutorials about self-induced vomiting too.
How do you all do it? Aren't you scared?
I know I sound like a coward, I am sorry
Maybe I could try drinking water with salt, is it a good idea? and does it work each time? I really don't want to end up with an upset stomach for the rest of the day with studies and tests going on.
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