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beautifulbitch-2 · 1 month
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flashy-mf · 3 months
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Trauma’s no longer traumatic enough, I need something stronger
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craycraybluejay · 11 months
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I realize there may be something Wrong with me, not in the fact that I'm kinky but because I actively and knowingly put myself in real danger for sexual reasons. That's kind of crashing on me right now mentally.
I feel like a disgusting person, but rationally, I understand I'm just being all depressive spirall-y, and that thinking badly about myself cannot and will not change my recklessness. I want help and support toward being a less risky person and learning how to draw the line and get my rocks off in a way that doesn't leave me feeling like I just Mega Fucked Up because I forgot to think or perhaps just ignored my thinking. Thrill seeking is one thing, putting myself in actual obvious danger is another.
I need to address this with my therapist, but first, can anyone else who experiences hypersexuality or other addictive and/or compulsive tendencies tell me any tips on making yourself slow down to think things through and battling compulsion and addiction in general?
I know I cannot change or "fix" that part of me, but maybe I can learn to manage it in a way that minimizes harm to myself
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mildmayfoxe · 6 months
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a lot of these candies have a lot of haters out there despite most of them having a lot of lovers too. but which one do YOU love despite it all??
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canisalbus · 3 months
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If I remember correctly you created Machete around 2007-2008. But when did you create Vasco? (I'm sorry of this has been asked before, I couldn't find anything)
First finished pictures of Vasco are from 2018, but even before that I had been thinking it would be interesting if Machete had had one (1) romantic relationship in his youth before he was ordained. I just didn't have a name and design for him yet.
In the earliest sketches of Vasco, he first looked a little bit like a bordercollie, then like a spaniel or a setter. He had a darker color palette as well, sort of chestnut brown with white markings, but combined with the overpowering whiteness of Machete he looked kind of impassionate and drab, so I kept making him warmer and lighter until he became the golden boy he is today. The name came later, I just thought Vasco sounded friendly and charismatic. (Also the old finnish word 'vaski' means brass and bronze, and even if it's a tedious connection and doesn't factor into their canon at all, it felt too fitting to me personally and I had to go with it).
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nights-at-crystarium · 2 months
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I'll drip feed you wolemet art and thoughts just like I did with wolgraha, until you look forward to watching it unfold in the comic :3c Emet steps on the largest rake in his life, Vivi, well, too, though his rake doesn't kill him at least....
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total-drama-brainrot · 2 months
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Total Drama Psycho Noah AU, in 'World Tour' when everyone was falling and singing, Noah was cackling like a maniac half the time... Everyone thinks that Noah was laughing, because Noah was 'terrified and losing his mind about dying'... But actually, Noah LOVES falling through the sky as much as Izzy... Noah also laughed like a maniac when he dived off the giant cliff, in the first episode of 'Total Drama Island'... Noah, Izzy and Eva would probably jump the cliff again for fun! 🤪
I'm actually so giddy over the idea of Izzy and Noah holding hands mid-air and spinning in circles as they plummet through the sky, cackling in joy at the thrill of free-falling, whilst the rest of the cast are screaming and fearing for their lives.
Because they're both smart enough to know/realise that Chris would never risk killing the whole cast for one gag- it'd be bad business, and terrible for ratings.
So they're contented to enjoy the feeling of whip-sharp wind dancing around them as they continue their rapid descent to the earth below, basking in the crispness of the high altitude air.
Over the racket of their own perilous cries, no one else notices these two having the best time. At least, until a familiar ringing chimes from above (somehow it's clear as day, despite the howling gales around them) and the incredulity of the situation halts everyone's mortal terror.
Then Izzy and Noah's giggling is just discernible over the sound of wind resistance.
Luckily, the situation itself warrants the casts' full attention, so no one present is in the right mind to notice that the pair were concerningly unconcerned with their imminent demise. Instead, all focus is directed towards their musical performance.
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As for the cliff diving in the first/second episode of Island? I want to keep this AU as canon adjacent (i.e. nothing that would change the established timeline of events) as possible pre-reveal, which actually works really well here.
Since Noah is literally the only contestant we don't see or hear do the jump, it's super easy to fill in the blanks with whatever headcanon you want. In the context of this AU p!Noah does his dive silently, because he's so overcome with giddiness at the prospect of potentially fatal cliff diving that he's gone non-verbal. But he has the biggest, feralest, most unnatural smile on his face as he launches himself face-first into the shark infested depths below. It's so unnerving that the editing crew scrapped his footage entirely, since there's no way the producers/network would let them air something so creepy.
Of course, since it's a pretty big cliff, the contestants themselves are too far away from Noah to see his facial expression. They all just assume he's really that apathetic, since he doesn't make a noise as he dives.
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tswwwit · 8 months
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I had a lil daydream about Bill driving and honestly just imagine how CHAOTIC it would be. Maybe Dipper gets injured so Bill has to be the Getaway Driver but it's his first time driving a car while physics is in play. Cue Dipper white-knuckling the handle, more afraid of dying in a crash than from the Big Fucking Wound in his side. Bill's so anxious that he just panic cranks up Chiquitita and sings along because Dipper Likes This, Right? This'll Calm Him Down
Dipper white-knuckling and screaming is pretty standard for any situation where Bill's driving, no injury required!
Bill is not allowed to drive very often.
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beautifulbitch-2 · 23 days
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stainedsoles · 6 months
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slipping in some art to quench this fandom's inner gloinkqueen after nearly-- or roughly, 3 months of art block
we love to play games with Caine!
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caitlynmeow · 3 months
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And yes, at times when Bela gets a random call from Cassandra she contemplates not picking it up because she’s not ready to deal with the disaster her sister is calling her about. But at the same time she needs to pick it in order to get her sister out of said disaster
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tricornonthecob · 8 months
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Help, i drank Massachussetts tap water without thinking and now i want to fight a seagull also why are the seagulls the size of a beagle. Beagulls.
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Known carriers of the bloodlust gene
-crystal (the og)
skips jake
-scourge, but honestly socks and ruby are pretty off the walls batshit as kids too
-firestar
skips squilf and leaf
-lionblaze
skips all his fifty million kids
-sparkpelt but then the writers forgot
skips her two. So Far. though nightheart is too busy in his incel4incel love affair to ever bother breaking the cycle and inheriting the bloodlust gene early. and finchlight is a woman and those can't have personalities in warrior cats
it's like poetry it rhymes
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flowerbloom-arts · 1 year
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- Secret of the Hattifatteners, Tales From Moominvalley.
I really really really need you all to know how much of a wife guy Moominpappa is actually, like even if they're not super outwardly affectionate in the books, Moominmamma trusts Moominpappa very deeply and Moominpappa's definition of "home" always links back to Moominmamma. He is the waves and she is the shore.
(excerpts of Moominpappa thinking about Moominmamma and only Moominmamma whenever he gets reminded of home v)
He went back to the boat, shaking his paws like a cat. Some of the spiders had crawled on to him, and he thought it very unpleasant.
They soon found the painter also and started to crawl along it in a thin red procession, and from there further along the gunwale.
Moominpappa seated himself as far astern as possible.
This is something one dreams, he thought. And then one awakens with a jerk to tell Moominmamma: ‘You can’t imagine how horrible, dearest, such a lot of spiders, you never…’
And she awakens too and replies: ‘Oh, poor Pappa – that was a dream, there aren’t any spiders here…’
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It was a small scroll of birch-bark, of the sort the sea likes to curl up and throw ashore. Nothing else. You can unroll them like documents: inside they’re white and silk-smooth, and as soon as they’re released they curl shut again. Exactly like a small fist clasped about a secret. Moominmamma used to keep one around the handle of her tea-kettle.
(...)
Moominpappa had laid himself on his back and was staring up at the pale green leaves around him. Light, delicate leaves against a dark sky. In his easy-chair at home he had a cushion embroidered with fern leaves by Moominmamma. Pale green leaves against black felt. It was very beautiful.
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i totally agree with the consensus that when valentino does something outrageous like choking marc in front of his parents or joking about kissing him in press conferences it’s kind of threatening to out them, it’s deranged and kind of a power play, like yes absolutely! i do think there is a possibility that they Both get off on that though
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