#mildly venty

[craycraybluejay]

Bro????

My laptop just flickered into weird wavy vaporwave-y static with this flickery white text that just said

YOUR FACE

And then? And then the static got heavier and like moved down the screen in what I can only describe as a stomach-turning drop. Like it was being sucked down? It swooshed down? Idk. And there was a blink of really small white text all over the screen I couldn't read it at all it was like

Wu hello iuenf code fkskaka eyes fnsjaj something something random symbols numbers actual words keysmashes

But it was much tinier than that it was hard to see and I have good vision. And it was while I was playing a game with a bright background too which didn't help.

Help??? Is this some kind of glitch or error in my computer, or am I seeing things again or is the shadow government coming for me ????????

#schizotypal #actually schizospec #actually schizotypal #visual hallucinations #hallucinations #am i hallucinating #seeing things #glitch #laptop #i was playing legends of runeterra by the way if that helps identify if its some known glitch #that was weird #now i want to draw what i saw so i can show you guys #oh no a creepypasta/scp is happening to me 😭 #my relationship with unreality horror is my life is an unreality horror ty #sometimes i worry i'll eventually develop schizophrenia and have a long psychotic episode #mildly venty #psychosis #actually stpd

[swamp-gremlin]

" Where'd all the time go? It's starting to fly, see how the hands go waving goodbye "

#if the quality is skrunked its bc i liked how the ig filter looked #lyrics - Where'd all the time go? by dr dog #art #digital art #oc #artists on tumblr #Irene #mildly venty #hell below / stars above

[theindo]

The "missing my mom hours" have turned into the "missing my mom months"

#thoughtposting #mildly venty

[seidoutakizawa]

The way i didnt celebrate not one holiday with my family but my friends made plans for our groups for each holiday and made our schedules work to celebrate

#sei speaks #mildly venty #just find it funny that the only invite i got was a last minute day of invite for christmas from my dad who lives almost 2 hrs away #but my friend groups were asking when everyone was free to hang out or do gift exchanges the whole month

[kaeyapilled]

kid kaeya sitting quietly on a pew during mass in the favonius church feeling so distinctly alienated from everyone else in there that it borders on despairing

#yknow? #what are our thoughts on how religious the ragnvindr family was btw i need to know what you think #i cant picture them going to church super often. ljke take jeans family for comparison they were definitely in there more frequently #but yknow maybe every sunday? or every special occasion. do mondstadtian holidays include mass too #unclear tbh all of the ones we know about just include day drinking and singing #but there HAS to be more solemn/serious holidays. where youre supposed to go to church #they're catholic coded after all #barbatos died in the cross for our sins etc. ok enough. can you imagine though #Is Venti/Barbatos Jesus-Coded? #this was NOT MY ORIGINAL POINT uhhhhh #yeah kaeya and the gods man. kaeya and religion #kaeyaposting #kaeya alberich #my posts #this post is projection but only mildly because kaeya has such worse relationship to going to church #like im normal about it i just remember sitting in church camp while everyone was having a Moment With God and thinking #(not feeling god's presence at all) Man ... what the hell am i doing here..

[dutybcrne]

Love the idea of Kae painstakingly learning Hilichurian, at first bc he figured it was another skill under his belt then bc talking with them made him curious abt them and their origin

#hc; kaeya #//And then learning they used to be Khaenri’ahn from Dain or the Traveller; or even some other source heckin CEMENTED it to him #//Talks to them in Hilichurl; tries to see if they can understand him in Khaenri’ahn #//If they could; he would actually end up crying—and anyone who knows him; knows THAT is genuinely Serious #//Would try to figure out alternate ways to handle hilichurls around Mond if he could; but it’s tough when everyone’s so set in their ways #//Tries to relocate and tend to as many Hilichurl related commissions as he can to minimize any harm btw human and Hilichurl #//Is prolly another contributing factor why he’d fall in the Abyss verse #//Despairing over their situation then realizing there IS a way to help them; he would latch onto it in a heartbeat #//Perhaps still doubt and be wary; but make him for sure more open to working with the Abyss if only for a Solution #//Only to get Got and mildly mindbroken if he talks to the Sinner/keeps such frequent exposure to Abyss energy #//The latter esp; dude just damn near being driven mad like Clothar the more he harnesses and is entrenched in it #//idk thinking bc i thinks it’s so funny he went as far as to write Venti a threat in Hilichurl that one event lololol

[grubbylilgoblin]

#art #watercolor #sketch #mildly venty lil kid

[aster-go-brrr]

i think if venti, hu tao, and kazuha ever met (all at once, since they've all met individually) it would be utter chaos and i wanna see it so bad

#category 5 aster moment #venti #hu tao #kazuha #IT WOULD BE AMAZING #at first you would think kazuha would be content to just watch hu tao and venti do wild shit #but i will forever be the ceo of mildly deranged kazuha #so i think even if he didn't actively participate in the mayhem he would actively encourage it AT LEAST #RAP BATTLE 🦀 RAP BATTLE 🦀 RAP BATTLE

[sagau-my-beloved]

HALOOOO!!!! UHM I JUST CAUGHT UP ON SOME STUFF ON UR ACC!!! N CONGRATS ON THE BABYYY HOWS THE BABYYYY !!!???

What?

Baby???

Do you mean Venti!?!?

#hey look i'm talking #I— #do you mean the wisp venti plushy??? #I'm mildly confused #As much as I think I'm relatively good at figuring out context i really have no idea here

[mars-ipan]

take a marzi i like from the doodling i've been doing. k bye

#martzipan #marzi #this is like mildly venty but not enough for me to think it deserves the vent tag #don't u love it. when ur low spoons. so you try to doodle to cheer urself up #but then nothing turns out quite how you want it. so ur just grumpy #yah that's what this is #that said i really do like this little marzi #good shapes. good expression. good hands #ah FUCK why'd i just get so hungry out of nowhere???? it's 11:30 at night shit

[ragingtwilight]

going thru my entire mp3 to add new songs to my spotify, mf is taking hours but i cant wait to show yall my cringe compilation next time i be streaming teehee

#adhd got me in a chokehold every fuckin time i want to be productive #brother i wanted to be drawing hours ago PLEASE #adhd + maladaptive daydreaming is a death sentence to spare time bruh #mildly venty???????????? #idfk lol #tryna be speedy but ocs r invading my headspace every time a wicked song comes up ugh #also idk when ill be streaming again bc last stream was pure ass soooo #just keep an eye out ig lol #even i dont know when ill stream ararararr

[craycraybluejay]

I realize there may be something Wrong with me, not in the fact that I'm kinky but because I actively and knowingly put myself in real danger for sexual reasons. That's kind of crashing on me right now mentally.

I feel like a disgusting person, but rationally, I understand I'm just being all depressive spirall-y, and that thinking badly about myself cannot and will not change my recklessness. I want help and support toward being a less risky person and learning how to draw the line and get my rocks off in a way that doesn't leave me feeling like I just Mega Fucked Up because I forgot to think or perhaps just ignored my thinking. Thrill seeking is one thing, putting myself in actual obvious danger is another.

I need to address this with my therapist, but first, can anyone else who experiences hypersexuality or other addictive and/or compulsive tendencies tell me any tips on making yourself slow down to think things through and battling compulsion and addiction in general?

I know I cannot change or "fix" that part of me, but maybe I can learn to manage it in a way that minimizes harm to myself

#give me advice #advice #advice wanted #hypersexuality #hypersexual #compulsion #compulsive #mildly venty #addiction #sex addiction #thrill seeking #personal #mental health #i know its ok to be slutty so for awhile i thought i was ok #but sluttiness isnt the problem #the problem is i don't have the kind of self control over things that harm me as opposed to others #with other people i take a lot of measures to be kind and not harmful and whatnot #with me its just like well its not like im hurting anyone 🤷‍♂️ #bro i am someone #tw s3lf harm #non traditional self harm #my therapist says i seek after these bad situations because i want to hurt myself #and is probably right- again

[dreampearls]

i chose tie too much

#venti + albedo + xingqiu + yun jin + kazuha + kokomi + nahida + scara all for third place ...... #ill be honest there were way too many characters in that thing i think i just started mindlessly clicking at some point #im pretty surprised albedos so high up i dont really think about him too much #i mean his entire deal anguishes me so much but hes not erally on my mind to the same extent that the others are #also mildly surprised at venti. probably happened bc of the mindless clicking #the Just a Little Guy effect

[erythristicbones]

tfw a new oc takes over your brain until you gotta write about them (CW: creature death, violence)

#my writing #os: momentum #oc: josephine hale #this is mildly venty if you squint #just taking my depression and using it to fuel an ocs anger instead #josy is the new blorbo of the week and i am beaming her directly into everyone elses minds

[rocwylde]

genshin with no sound challenge??? where is my audio. what the funk?

#please i need to hear venti #or I will merely wither away and die in the soils of mondstadt #I REFUSE TO RESTART AGAIN #fine #i'll deal with it #roc.rambles #roc being mildly inconvenienced

[drakey-wakey]

i dunno i just use tumblr to chill and look at funney posts and sometimes folks love being weird and aggressive to strangers and i think thats lame. u dont gotta be nice to people but you also dont have to go out of your way to be mean i think that just makes you not cool

#dunno just kinda mildly annoyed bout it rn #like it coulda cost u zero cents to just not be weird #its like that one post where they were like hey actually doing that friendly asshole-ish thing to people who arent ur friends makes you look #like a class-A asshole and people dont like it #i dunno #felt bad bc their blog was full of like venty breakdown posts #but like #dont take it out on me bruv #probably shoulda just blocked them and not gotten worked up over it #WHATEVER whatever it's #whatever #let draco say fuck